1 00:00:02,789 --> 00:00:04,727 [KATY] The thing with being single in New York 2 00:00:04,729 --> 00:00:07,052 when it's ten degrees below zero outside? 3 00:00:08,442 --> 00:00:11,720 It forces you to stay indoors and focus on yourself. 4 00:00:11,722 --> 00:00:16,326 For me, that was perfecting my portfolio for Parsons fashion school. 5 00:00:37,467 --> 00:00:40,134 With the application deadline looming, 6 00:00:40,136 --> 00:00:43,505 it was time to pick my three most heart-stopping outfits to submit. 7 00:00:50,780 --> 00:00:53,013 Something's not working. 8 00:00:53,015 --> 00:00:55,450 Wait, I've got it. 9 00:00:59,355 --> 00:01:03,257 It had been my mom's dying wish that I study fashion. 10 00:01:03,259 --> 00:01:06,880 But, just like the old box of her things, 11 00:01:06,882 --> 00:01:09,249 I'd stuffed that dream to the back of my closet. 12 00:01:09,251 --> 00:01:10,752 Life got in the way. 13 00:01:14,423 --> 00:01:16,491 Now, with the help of my friends, 14 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:18,683 I was finally getting back on track. 15 00:01:24,333 --> 00:01:25,533 Yes! 16 00:01:29,238 --> 00:01:31,383 With these three designs, 17 00:01:31,385 --> 00:01:33,673 Parsons would be insane not to let you in. 18 00:01:33,675 --> 00:01:36,034 Thanks, Josie. But even if I get in, 19 00:01:36,036 --> 00:01:38,545 The only way I can afford to go, is if I get a full scholarship. 20 00:01:38,547 --> 00:01:42,768 The last recipient got a handwritten letter from Tom Ford. 21 00:01:42,770 --> 00:01:44,227 I don't know Tom Ford. 22 00:01:44,229 --> 00:01:45,752 Pepper's friends with Patricia Field. 23 00:01:45,754 --> 00:01:48,166 I wouldn't say we're friends. More acquaintances, really. 24 00:01:48,168 --> 00:01:51,136 Well, you could ask her to write Katy a letter. I mean, why not? 25 00:01:51,138 --> 00:01:53,905 Because Katy spends every day with the Gloria Grandbilt. 26 00:01:53,907 --> 00:01:56,041 She's the gatekeeper of the fashion biz. 27 00:01:56,043 --> 00:01:58,543 Plus, you know, a letter from someone you actually work with 28 00:01:58,545 --> 00:02:00,478 is more meaningful and personal, no? 29 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:03,415 You're right. She's my best shot. 30 00:02:03,417 --> 00:02:08,170 - [WIND WHISTLES] - That didn't sound good. 31 00:02:08,172 --> 00:02:09,448 [RADIO] The city of New York 32 00:02:09,450 --> 00:02:11,364 is on standby for the next twenty-four hours, 33 00:02:11,366 --> 00:02:13,674 an incoming polar vortex threatens to shutter transport, 34 00:02:13,676 --> 00:02:14,893 close roads and businesses. 35 00:02:14,895 --> 00:02:18,530 No, not again. I haven't recovered from the last polar vortex. 36 00:02:18,532 --> 00:02:20,831 You Americans are so dramatic. 37 00:02:20,833 --> 00:02:24,169 Do you know what we call a polar vortex in England? 38 00:02:24,171 --> 00:02:26,104 January. 39 00:02:26,106 --> 00:02:28,840 Well, I think it's a good excuse to stay in, 40 00:02:28,842 --> 00:02:31,343 huddle under the covers and watch The Mary Tyler Moore Show. 41 00:02:31,345 --> 00:02:32,711 [ALL] Yes. 42 00:02:32,713 --> 00:02:34,346 Oh, Josie, that reminds me, 43 00:02:34,348 --> 00:02:36,281 you still owe me for the cable bill. 44 00:02:36,283 --> 00:02:39,084 Okay, so, I've been working double shifts at Plunkin's 45 00:02:39,086 --> 00:02:41,619 and Chubby's and I can barely afford rent. 46 00:02:41,621 --> 00:02:45,540 Plus, I've literally never turned the TV on once, so, 47 00:02:45,542 --> 00:02:47,759 do I have to chip in? 48 00:02:47,761 --> 00:02:50,135 That was very Marci of you. 49 00:02:51,431 --> 00:02:55,367 - Who's Marci? - No, never mind. 50 00:02:55,369 --> 00:02:59,304 You guys, Gloria is surrounded by couture every second of her life. 51 00:02:59,306 --> 00:03:01,239 How am I supposed to show her these? 52 00:03:01,241 --> 00:03:06,311 Katy, I have been to Lacy's, these outfits would fit right in. 53 00:03:06,313 --> 00:03:07,780 You got this. 54 00:03:11,551 --> 00:03:14,193 Thank you for considering writing me a letter, Gloria, 55 00:03:14,195 --> 00:03:16,054 it means everything to me. 56 00:03:16,056 --> 00:03:19,591 Tell me, Katy, what do these three looks have in common? 57 00:03:19,593 --> 00:03:22,494 That... I made them? 58 00:03:22,496 --> 00:03:24,285 - And... - And... 59 00:03:24,287 --> 00:03:26,609 That's about all. There's no cohesion. 60 00:03:26,611 --> 00:03:29,123 You're all over the map. Who's your client, a drag queen? 61 00:03:29,125 --> 00:03:31,181 Chloe Sevigny? A heart-obsessed toddler? 62 00:03:31,183 --> 00:03:33,405 - I... - I want to see vision, focus, 63 00:03:33,407 --> 00:03:36,007 how you design with one client in mind. 64 00:03:36,009 --> 00:03:37,434 Lucky for you, 65 00:03:37,436 --> 00:03:40,812 I'm attending the Young Fellows Ball and have nothing to wear. 66 00:03:40,814 --> 00:03:45,350 Make me something, Katy. If I like it, I'll write your letter. 67 00:03:45,352 --> 00:03:49,462 Um, Gloria, the ball is tomorrow night. 68 00:03:49,464 --> 00:03:51,421 That's right. You have a little over twenty-four hours, 69 00:03:51,423 --> 00:03:54,626 plenty of time for a young go-getter like yourself. 70 00:03:54,628 --> 00:03:59,130 Okay, I will need some measurements then. 71 00:03:59,132 --> 00:04:00,800 Sorry. 72 00:04:02,269 --> 00:04:03,636 [CLEARS THROAT] 73 00:04:06,306 --> 00:04:08,655 If anyone sees this you'll be burned 74 00:04:08,657 --> 00:04:10,875 along with last season's unsold collections. 75 00:04:10,877 --> 00:04:13,611 - Let's see what you whip up. - I am being set up to fail. 76 00:04:13,613 --> 00:04:15,727 Gloria is just putting me through her usual paces 77 00:04:15,729 --> 00:04:17,115 so she can shoot me down again, 78 00:04:17,117 --> 00:04:19,451 just like she did with that personal shopper position. 79 00:04:19,453 --> 00:04:21,886 How many dresses have you made in your short lifetime? 80 00:04:21,888 --> 00:04:25,156 - Hundreds. More. - See, how is this one any different? 81 00:04:25,158 --> 00:04:28,527 Don't let Gloria get into your head. Trust yourself. 82 00:04:33,066 --> 00:04:35,467 Do you think it's going to be as cold as they say? 83 00:04:35,469 --> 00:04:38,236 Worse. Every time the temperature drops, I get a tingle. 84 00:04:38,238 --> 00:04:40,705 - Hm. - I'll finish bundling up the mannequins, 85 00:04:40,707 --> 00:04:42,507 you go home and start sketching. 86 00:04:42,509 --> 00:04:44,677 - Thank you. - Get out of here. 87 00:04:49,149 --> 00:04:50,549 [FOOTSTEPS] 88 00:04:54,522 --> 00:04:56,245 Excuse me, can I help you? 89 00:04:56,247 --> 00:04:58,215 [HIGH-PITCHED] No, thank you. 90 00:05:03,163 --> 00:05:06,565 I know there were space heaters down here somewhere. 91 00:05:08,168 --> 00:05:12,337 Oh, wow, Chubby. What is all this? 92 00:05:12,339 --> 00:05:14,906 It used to be a recording studio. 93 00:05:14,908 --> 00:05:18,177 No one's sung a tune in here since Patti Smith. 94 00:05:19,946 --> 00:05:22,180 Patti Smith recorded here? 95 00:05:22,182 --> 00:05:25,183 Oh, sure. Lot of cats did. 96 00:05:25,185 --> 00:05:28,286 We had a little indie label back in the day. 97 00:05:28,288 --> 00:05:31,389 - [COUGHS] - Even pressed our own records. 98 00:05:31,391 --> 00:05:35,960 So, did you decide what to do with your own big-time record deal? 99 00:05:35,962 --> 00:05:39,230 It's not a record deal, it's just an EP. 100 00:05:39,232 --> 00:05:41,900 Enough money to record four songs. 101 00:05:41,902 --> 00:05:45,904 I, uh, haven't cashed the check yet. 102 00:05:45,906 --> 00:05:47,939 I haven't even told Alex or my friends about it. 103 00:05:47,941 --> 00:05:51,809 This is a big deal, why do you want to keep it all to yourself? 104 00:05:51,811 --> 00:05:54,445 Because I don't know how to feel about it yet. 105 00:05:54,447 --> 00:05:58,149 Mr. Cabot basically wants me to date his son. 106 00:05:58,151 --> 00:06:01,986 It's not about my music or my talent, I'm being used. 107 00:06:01,988 --> 00:06:05,823 And as for my friends, I kinda just met them 108 00:06:05,825 --> 00:06:08,726 and I don't want them to judge me. 109 00:06:08,728 --> 00:06:10,282 I don't know that anyone 110 00:06:10,284 --> 00:06:13,823 ever made it in showbiz without paying a price. 111 00:06:17,470 --> 00:06:20,104 [ALEX] Josie? 112 00:06:20,106 --> 00:06:22,942 Look, I know I'm the last person you want to see right now, but... 113 00:06:24,955 --> 00:06:26,978 _ 114 00:06:26,980 --> 00:06:29,637 - It's from an anonymous source. - And you think it's me? 115 00:06:29,639 --> 00:06:31,605 My Dad does. Makes sense given 116 00:06:31,607 --> 00:06:33,452 you're the only new person who recently learned the truth. 117 00:06:33,453 --> 00:06:35,354 I did not leak this story. 118 00:06:38,525 --> 00:06:41,593 I believe you, but we need to prove who did 119 00:06:41,595 --> 00:06:44,829 because you signed that NDA and my dad is on a warpath. 120 00:06:44,831 --> 00:06:47,366 Do you have any idea who it could be? 121 00:06:54,942 --> 00:06:57,632 - Oh! - [DOOR OPENS, WIND WHISTLES] 122 00:06:57,634 --> 00:07:00,238 Oh my God it is so freaking cold I can't feel my feet 123 00:07:00,240 --> 00:07:02,280 or my hands or my face. 124 00:07:02,282 --> 00:07:05,149 Woo. Wait, I thought you were hosting drag bingo? 125 00:07:05,151 --> 00:07:07,785 Cancelled, the weather. 126 00:07:07,787 --> 00:07:10,521 - Are you okay? - No. 127 00:07:10,523 --> 00:07:16,963 I left the house today as Ginger and I had a cross with my Mom. 128 00:07:20,867 --> 00:07:23,968 - Did she say anything? - I ran out before she could. 129 00:07:23,970 --> 00:07:27,205 Okay, well maybe she didn't realize it was you? 130 00:07:27,207 --> 00:07:29,874 I don't know Katy, I mean nothing gets past her. 131 00:07:29,876 --> 00:07:33,411 I wouldn't usually risk leaving as Ginger in broad daylight 132 00:07:33,413 --> 00:07:36,514 but the brunch venue doesn't have a dressing room. 133 00:07:36,516 --> 00:07:39,150 Anyway, how'd it go with Gloria? 134 00:07:39,152 --> 00:07:42,086 She agreed to write me a recommendation letter, 135 00:07:42,088 --> 00:07:45,690 if I make her a dress within twenty-four hours that she approves of. 136 00:07:45,692 --> 00:07:47,950 Which means, I'm sorry, 137 00:07:47,952 --> 00:07:50,328 but I'm going to have to put making your Aida dress on hold. 138 00:07:50,330 --> 00:07:52,897 No! I need it for my act at Molly's tomorrow night. 139 00:07:52,899 --> 00:07:56,434 You have so many acts. And I'm already up against it. 140 00:07:56,436 --> 00:07:57,784 I tried to go to Mood Fabrics 141 00:07:57,786 --> 00:07:59,003 but they were closed because of the vortex. 142 00:07:59,005 --> 00:08:01,773 So I'm going to have to use whatever I have in the apartment. 143 00:08:01,775 --> 00:08:04,742 And, I don't even know what I'm going to make her yet! 144 00:08:04,744 --> 00:08:08,179 Oh, wait. She did do that interview last year, 145 00:08:08,181 --> 00:08:10,138 83 Queries with Gloria Grandbilt. 146 00:08:10,140 --> 00:08:13,251 I'll watch that, see if it inspires anything. 147 00:08:13,253 --> 00:08:14,686 You know who's an inspiration? 148 00:08:14,688 --> 00:08:15,841 - Who? - Aida. 149 00:08:15,843 --> 00:08:17,789 [DOOR SHUTS] 150 00:08:17,791 --> 00:08:19,223 They let you go early too? 151 00:08:19,225 --> 00:08:21,559 Yeah, it's brick outside. 152 00:08:21,561 --> 00:08:24,462 Do you remember that NDA I signed? 153 00:08:24,464 --> 00:08:27,699 Yeah, the Cabots think that I leaked the story. 154 00:08:27,701 --> 00:08:30,735 They could sue me for literally millions of dollars. 155 00:08:30,737 --> 00:08:32,470 - Oh, I didn't say a word. - I didn't say anything, I swear. 156 00:08:32,472 --> 00:08:35,440 You guys, I know that, it's obvious who it was. 157 00:08:35,442 --> 00:08:38,040 A certain it girl columnist at the Daily Hail 158 00:08:38,042 --> 00:08:39,976 named after a common kitchen spice. 159 00:08:39,978 --> 00:08:41,015 Ooh. 160 00:08:41,017 --> 00:08:42,205 - I don't... - [KNOCK AT DOOR] 161 00:08:47,153 --> 00:08:49,922 - Let's just... - You heard me say, don't say anything. 162 00:08:52,759 --> 00:08:56,594 Oh God. It's bloody carnage out there. 163 00:08:56,596 --> 00:09:00,598 Everything is shut down, subways, buses, my foot rub place. 164 00:09:00,600 --> 00:09:04,102 Just could not bear to spend the night without my girls. 165 00:09:04,104 --> 00:09:07,004 Let's all get in bed and cuddle for warmth, shall we? 166 00:09:07,006 --> 00:09:09,047 They're saying it's going down to -19, 167 00:09:09,049 --> 00:09:10,967 the coldest it's been in 20 years. 168 00:09:13,646 --> 00:09:16,948 Not as cold as the death stares I'm getting, what? 169 00:09:16,950 --> 00:09:20,418 - Did I say something wrong? - Yeah, you did. 170 00:09:20,420 --> 00:09:23,121 Okay, as much as I would love to mediate, 171 00:09:23,123 --> 00:09:25,523 I have a very important dress to make, so I'll see you later. 172 00:09:30,697 --> 00:09:31,997 We need to talk. 173 00:09:38,637 --> 00:09:41,637 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - Download subtitles or load it directly from url loadsubs.net - 174 00:09:43,699 --> 00:09:46,422 [MAN] Hi Gloria, so can you tell us where we are right now? 175 00:09:46,424 --> 00:09:48,459 Of course, we're on the ground floor 176 00:09:48,461 --> 00:09:51,494 of the greatest place on earth, Lacy's on Fifth. 177 00:09:51,496 --> 00:09:53,930 [MAN] Who's your style icon? 178 00:09:53,932 --> 00:09:56,465 You don't need to have a style icon when you are one. 179 00:09:56,467 --> 00:09:59,035 What's the ultimate fashion faux pas? 180 00:09:59,037 --> 00:10:02,605 Jeans, of course. They should only be allowed in flyover states. 181 00:10:02,607 --> 00:10:04,707 What did you have for breakfast this morning? 182 00:10:04,709 --> 00:10:08,377 Help a girl out Gloria, is there anything you actually like? 183 00:10:08,379 --> 00:10:12,006 Josie, I did not leak the kissing Cabots story. 184 00:10:12,008 --> 00:10:14,951 I only told three people that Xandra and Alex used to date 185 00:10:14,953 --> 00:10:17,853 and Jorge and Katy aren't on the Daily Hail's payroll. 186 00:10:17,855 --> 00:10:20,856 I seem to recall you were done with the Cabots anyway, 187 00:10:20,858 --> 00:10:22,792 why do you care what the Daily Hail has to say about them? 188 00:10:22,794 --> 00:10:26,028 Because I signed an NDA. They could sue me. 189 00:10:26,030 --> 00:10:29,298 Okay guys, stop, okay? 190 00:10:29,300 --> 00:10:32,301 Pepper is the most fiercely loyal person that I know. 191 00:10:32,303 --> 00:10:34,670 And Pepper, Josie is just getting to know you, 192 00:10:34,672 --> 00:10:38,140 so can you really blame her for assuming that you leaked the story? 193 00:10:38,142 --> 00:10:41,244 I'm sorry, ladies, the situation in the kitchen is bleak. 194 00:10:41,246 --> 00:10:44,213 All we have is ketchup, saltines, one packet of ramen, 195 00:10:44,215 --> 00:10:46,212 a box of raisins and a bottle of cab. 196 00:10:46,214 --> 00:10:48,084 Well, can't we just raid the bodega? 197 00:10:48,086 --> 00:10:52,249 No, I tried, but all of Washington Heights got there first. 198 00:10:52,251 --> 00:10:55,057 Did you see my mom? Did she ask you anything? 199 00:10:55,059 --> 00:10:57,360 [PHONE BUZZES] 200 00:10:57,362 --> 00:11:00,429 She's calling right now. 201 00:11:00,431 --> 00:11:04,166 She totally knows about Ginger, she recognized me, I know she did. 202 00:11:04,168 --> 00:11:06,669 Pep, can you do some recon? 203 00:11:06,671 --> 00:11:08,938 Can you just go down to the bodega and see what she knows, 204 00:11:08,940 --> 00:11:12,020 just, maybe ask her if she made empanadas or something? 205 00:11:12,022 --> 00:11:14,710 On it. 206 00:11:14,712 --> 00:11:20,916 Okay, okay Jorge. Let's say she did see you, what happens then? 207 00:11:20,918 --> 00:11:24,287 I don't know. World War Three? 208 00:11:24,289 --> 00:11:29,625 Josie, when I told my parents I was gay they froze me out, I mean... 209 00:11:29,627 --> 00:11:32,261 we didn't talk for months. 210 00:11:32,263 --> 00:11:36,465 I'm still healing from that, so if I tell them I'm doing drag now... 211 00:11:36,467 --> 00:11:39,902 it could break us again. 212 00:11:39,904 --> 00:11:43,272 Katy, if you and your mom didn't take me in, 213 00:11:43,274 --> 00:11:46,942 I don't know where I'd be right now, honestly. 214 00:11:46,944 --> 00:11:49,212 Are you kidding me? 215 00:11:50,748 --> 00:11:53,149 It was the best year of my life. 216 00:11:53,151 --> 00:11:57,053 We used to stay up all night singing show tunes. 217 00:11:57,055 --> 00:12:01,424 Katy, there is something you could do to help me get out of my funk. 218 00:12:01,426 --> 00:12:02,826 Yeah. 219 00:12:05,898 --> 00:12:10,066 If you could find the time to hem my Aida gown... 220 00:12:10,068 --> 00:12:14,136 Jorge, I love you, I do, but like I said, 221 00:12:14,138 --> 00:12:15,809 the only outfit I can focus on right now 222 00:12:15,811 --> 00:12:17,006 is the one I'm designing for Gloria. 223 00:12:17,008 --> 00:12:19,743 - So you gotta get in line. - Boo. 224 00:12:23,181 --> 00:12:26,849 - Do you feel that? It's hot in here. - Yeah. 225 00:12:26,851 --> 00:12:29,352 Did one of you bitches turn up the thermostat? 226 00:12:29,354 --> 00:12:32,688 [MAN] What is your definition of the perfect outfit? 227 00:12:32,690 --> 00:12:37,026 Easy, anything with a little flair. 228 00:12:37,028 --> 00:12:38,946 Yes, that's it. 229 00:12:38,948 --> 00:12:41,697 I'm going to make Gloria the perfect fit and flair dress, 230 00:12:41,699 --> 00:12:44,433 cinch her waist, emphasize her shoulders, 231 00:12:44,435 --> 00:12:46,636 I'm going to be sketching in the bath, no one bug me! 232 00:12:48,840 --> 00:12:51,708 [JORGE] Katy, did you change the temperature? 233 00:12:53,311 --> 00:12:54,544 [MUSIC PLAYS] 234 00:12:57,949 --> 00:13:00,983 [METAL BANGING] 235 00:13:00,985 --> 00:13:03,374 I changed the dial to the perfect temperature 236 00:13:03,376 --> 00:13:04,787 so the pipes wouldn't freeze 237 00:13:04,789 --> 00:13:08,457 and one of ya'll cranked it up and now it's broken. 238 00:13:08,459 --> 00:13:11,327 Is this what menopause feels like? 239 00:13:11,329 --> 00:13:13,456 Well, good news, 240 00:13:13,458 --> 00:13:15,998 your mother doesn't seem to know anything about Ginger. 241 00:13:16,000 --> 00:13:19,368 And even better news: homemade empanadas. 242 00:13:19,370 --> 00:13:22,238 Ooh. 243 00:13:22,240 --> 00:13:24,841 It's like a sauna in here. 244 00:13:29,714 --> 00:13:33,983 - I know, why don't we go to Pepper's hotel room? - Ooh. 245 00:13:33,985 --> 00:13:37,153 - We could order room service and cocktails. - I'll pack a bag. 246 00:13:37,155 --> 00:13:39,688 Yeah, not so fast, doll. As much as I would love 247 00:13:39,690 --> 00:13:42,101 to melt into my terrycloth robe right now, 248 00:13:42,103 --> 00:13:44,260 I don't think we're going to get there in this weather, are we? 249 00:13:44,262 --> 00:13:47,182 Mm, why did you leave the fanciest hotel 250 00:13:47,184 --> 00:13:48,555 on the coldest night of the year? 251 00:13:51,350 --> 00:13:53,771 You know, I lent my room to Mabel. 252 00:13:53,773 --> 00:13:57,239 Yeah, she's the pigeon lady that lives in Central Park. 253 00:13:57,241 --> 00:13:59,875 I bring her a sandwich every morning. 254 00:13:59,877 --> 00:14:02,711 She couldn't get into a shelter. Nowhere to go. 255 00:14:02,713 --> 00:14:05,247 Pep, that's so generous! 256 00:14:05,249 --> 00:14:07,429 Well, well, poor thing doesn't have the luxury 257 00:14:07,431 --> 00:14:09,018 of friends like we do, does she? 258 00:14:09,020 --> 00:14:12,922 Maybe she called them all liars and lost them. 259 00:14:12,924 --> 00:14:15,573 Katy, I went ahead and pinned the hem of my dress, 260 00:14:15,575 --> 00:14:17,092 now all you have to do is sew it. 261 00:14:17,094 --> 00:14:19,529 - [MUSIC CONTINUES] - [JORGE] I'll be your best friend! 262 00:14:23,701 --> 00:14:28,571 I can do this myself. It's easy. 263 00:14:33,211 --> 00:14:35,644 No, no, no! 264 00:14:35,646 --> 00:14:37,413 What's wrong? 265 00:14:37,415 --> 00:14:39,415 I think I just broke Katy's sewing machine. 266 00:14:39,417 --> 00:14:42,418 [KATY] You did what? 267 00:14:42,420 --> 00:14:45,955 Jorge! Oh my God. 268 00:14:45,957 --> 00:14:47,935 Eat my yogurt, use my shampoo, 269 00:14:47,937 --> 00:14:50,041 borrow my clothes, I don't care. But what is my one rule? 270 00:14:50,043 --> 00:14:52,828 Never touch your sewing machine. 271 00:14:52,830 --> 00:14:56,644 Katy, I'm sorry, I really am, but it's not the end of the world, right? 272 00:14:56,646 --> 00:14:59,969 I mean, it's just a sewing machine. 273 00:14:59,971 --> 00:15:02,238 Just a sewing machine? 274 00:15:02,240 --> 00:15:05,442 Jorge, you know more than anyone what... 275 00:15:08,790 --> 00:15:11,544 Look, I have 24 hours to make something for Gloria, 276 00:15:11,546 --> 00:15:13,315 this scholarship, my future, 277 00:15:13,317 --> 00:15:14,877 everything depends on this 278 00:15:14,879 --> 00:15:17,278 and all I asked was that you leave me alone to do that. 279 00:15:18,956 --> 00:15:22,158 Get out! All of you, please! 280 00:15:23,661 --> 00:15:25,161 Go! 281 00:15:29,949 --> 00:15:31,949 Katy's quite scary when she's crass. 282 00:15:33,568 --> 00:15:38,171 I can fix this. Alexa, what's the weather this afternoon? 283 00:15:38,173 --> 00:15:42,807 In New York City this afternoon it will be 25 degrees Fahrenheit. 284 00:15:42,809 --> 00:15:44,747 I've got my tips from Molly's Crisis last month, 285 00:15:44,749 --> 00:15:46,611 there's a shop ten blocks away 286 00:15:46,613 --> 00:15:48,733 - I'll just buy her a new one. - You'll catch your death out there. 287 00:15:48,735 --> 00:15:52,784 I'd rather that than Katy be mad at me. 288 00:15:52,786 --> 00:15:56,488 But if I don't make it back, deliver my ashes to Chita Rivera. 289 00:15:56,490 --> 00:15:58,122 What if you run into your mom? 290 00:15:58,124 --> 00:16:00,993 Good call. I go out the back. 291 00:16:03,763 --> 00:16:06,564 [SIGHS] I'll check on Katy. 292 00:16:06,566 --> 00:16:12,105 No, no, no. I should go. No offense, it's a matter of history, is all. 293 00:16:16,910 --> 00:16:19,944 [KNOCK AT DOOR] 294 00:16:19,946 --> 00:16:21,613 How are we doing, love? 295 00:16:21,615 --> 00:16:24,182 It is the selfishness, Pepper. 296 00:16:24,184 --> 00:16:26,007 I am always there for Jorge. 297 00:16:26,009 --> 00:16:28,532 I can't even count how many dresses I've made for him, 298 00:16:28,534 --> 00:16:32,059 and the one time I try to do something for myself... 299 00:16:32,061 --> 00:16:34,041 If I don't finish this design in time, 300 00:16:34,043 --> 00:16:37,128 my dream, my mom's dream, this could all go away. 301 00:16:37,130 --> 00:16:38,963 That won't happen, I promise. 302 00:16:38,965 --> 00:16:40,833 Pepper, I know that you're just trying to help, 303 00:16:40,835 --> 00:16:42,865 but the only thing that's going to make me feel better right now 304 00:16:42,867 --> 00:16:43,935 is finishing this dress, 305 00:16:43,937 --> 00:16:46,337 - which I now have to sew by hand. - Okay. 306 00:16:46,339 --> 00:16:48,379 And even if my machine wasn't broken, 307 00:16:48,381 --> 00:16:50,775 I still cannot find the right... 308 00:16:50,777 --> 00:16:52,361 - [GASPS] - What? 309 00:16:52,363 --> 00:16:53,736 Not the idea to dress... 310 00:16:53,738 --> 00:16:55,146 - Fabric. - No, no, no. 311 00:16:55,148 --> 00:16:57,382 - This is actually perfect. - Katy. 312 00:16:57,384 --> 00:17:00,051 [GASPS] Darling, are you sure you're in your right mind, 313 00:17:00,053 --> 00:17:01,433 I can see the whites around your eyes. 314 00:17:01,435 --> 00:17:04,215 I have made Jorge dozens of dresses with fabric 315 00:17:04,217 --> 00:17:05,850 I bought with money that I earned 316 00:17:05,852 --> 00:17:08,364 and this is nothing compared to what he did to my machine. 317 00:17:08,366 --> 00:17:12,132 Okay, for the record, I have no part in this, I can't even watch. 318 00:17:12,134 --> 00:17:14,032 No, no, no, you just wait and see. 319 00:17:14,034 --> 00:17:16,167 This will be the best dress that Gloria has ever worn. 320 00:17:16,169 --> 00:17:18,803 And then I will hand sew Jorge a new Aida dress 321 00:17:18,805 --> 00:17:22,840 that will make Cleopatra roll in her tomb. 322 00:17:22,842 --> 00:17:24,140 On to our next question, 323 00:17:24,142 --> 00:17:26,844 what do you think is the most overrated attire for a woman? 324 00:17:26,846 --> 00:17:30,290 A fit and flare dress. Yawn. 325 00:17:30,292 --> 00:17:32,148 What's your favorite... 326 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:34,185 [PHONE RINGS] 327 00:17:34,187 --> 00:17:36,220 Palace Hotel, how can I help you? 328 00:17:36,222 --> 00:17:38,690 [IN FAKE ACCENT] Hi, this is Pepper Smith calling. 329 00:17:38,692 --> 00:17:43,328 Um, my spray tan has wrecked havoc on all of my towels. 330 00:17:43,330 --> 00:17:46,800 Would you be a dear and send up a few extra to my room? 331 00:17:46,802 --> 00:17:51,202 - Pepper Smith, is this a joke? - I beg your pardon? 332 00:17:51,204 --> 00:17:54,372 Ms. Smith, not only are you not a welcomed guest at the Palace Hotel, 333 00:17:54,374 --> 00:17:56,184 you also have an outstanding bill, 334 00:17:56,186 --> 00:17:59,402 one that the police have been made aware of. 335 00:18:04,823 --> 00:18:07,413 Oh, you're having the ramen then. 336 00:18:07,415 --> 00:18:10,539 - Pepper. - Yeah? 337 00:18:10,541 --> 00:18:14,132 If you're not staying at the Palace Hotel, where are you living? 338 00:18:14,134 --> 00:18:16,124 Excuse me? 339 00:18:16,126 --> 00:18:18,650 I just called them. And they said 340 00:18:18,652 --> 00:18:21,142 not only are you not a guest, but that you owe them money. 341 00:18:21,144 --> 00:18:22,781 How deranged are you, 342 00:18:22,783 --> 00:18:25,870 checking on up on me like I'm under your conservatorship? 343 00:18:25,872 --> 00:18:27,972 Are you that desperate to feel important? 344 00:18:27,974 --> 00:18:32,777 No. It's just that if you're lying about where you're living then 345 00:18:32,779 --> 00:18:36,481 maybe you're also lying about the article. 346 00:18:36,483 --> 00:18:39,717 I won't tell anyone, I just want to know what is going on. 347 00:18:39,719 --> 00:18:42,887 [DOOR OPENS] 348 00:18:42,889 --> 00:18:48,459 - Oh my God, come. - Jorge, are you okay? 349 00:18:48,461 --> 00:18:50,628 Sit, sit, sit. 350 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:54,065 The shop was closed. I couldn't get the sewing machine. 351 00:18:54,067 --> 00:18:56,134 Katy's never going to talk to me again. 352 00:18:56,136 --> 00:18:58,484 - Yes, she will. - No, Pep. 353 00:18:58,486 --> 00:19:00,772 I've never seen her like this before. 354 00:19:00,774 --> 00:19:03,107 I feel terrible. 355 00:19:03,109 --> 00:19:05,443 There's nothing I can do to make it up to her. 356 00:19:05,445 --> 00:19:10,349 We're not 16 anymore, I can't just sing "Aida" and make it better. 357 00:19:16,623 --> 00:19:21,693 ♪ In life one has to face a huge assortment ♪ 358 00:19:21,695 --> 00:19:27,465 ♪ Of nauseating fads and good advice ♪ 359 00:19:27,467 --> 00:19:32,704 ♪ There's health and fitness, diet and deportment ♪ 360 00:19:32,706 --> 00:19:37,508 ♪ And other pointless forms of sacrifice ♪ 361 00:19:37,510 --> 00:19:43,815 ♪ Conversation? Wit? I am a doubter ♪ 362 00:19:43,817 --> 00:19:49,287 ♪ Manners? Charm? They're no way to impress ♪ 363 00:19:49,289 --> 00:19:56,294 ♪ So forget the inner me, observe the outer ♪ 364 00:19:56,296 --> 00:20:02,967 ♪ I am what I wear and how I dress ♪ 365 00:20:02,969 --> 00:20:04,250 Seriously, I'm not in the mood. 366 00:20:04,252 --> 00:20:05,870 I know, I told them it was a bad idea. 367 00:20:05,872 --> 00:20:08,306 But Jorge's very sorry, and maybe it will spark some inspiration. 368 00:20:08,308 --> 00:20:11,876 ♪ Oh now I believe in looking ♪ 369 00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:15,179 ♪ Like my time on earth is cooking ♪ 370 00:20:15,181 --> 00:20:22,086 ♪ With a polka-dotted, striped or even checked ♪ 371 00:20:22,088 --> 00:20:26,257 ♪ With some glamour guaranteeing ♪ 372 00:20:26,259 --> 00:20:29,694 ♪ Every fiber of my being ♪ 373 00:20:29,696 --> 00:20:36,400 ♪ Is displayed to quite remarkable effect ♪ 374 00:20:36,402 --> 00:20:40,571 ♪ From your cradle via trousseau ♪ 375 00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:43,674 ♪ To your death bed you're on view so ♪ 376 00:20:43,676 --> 00:20:50,548 ♪ Never compromise accept no substitute ♪ 377 00:20:50,550 --> 00:20:57,288 ♪ I would rather wear a barrel than conservative apparel ♪ 378 00:20:57,290 --> 00:21:02,927 ♪ For dress has always been my strongest suit ♪ 379 00:21:02,929 --> 00:21:05,730 ♪ Overwear, underwear, anytime, anywhere ♪ 380 00:21:05,732 --> 00:21:07,398 ♪ Overwear, underwear, anytime, anywhere ♪ 381 00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:09,867 ♪ I would not wear 382 00:21:09,869 --> 00:21:14,238 ♪ I said anytime anywhere ♪ 383 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:20,311 ♪ So bring me all my finest, most audacious, my divinest ♪ 384 00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:27,251 ♪ Most revealing, most expensive, and to boot ♪ 385 00:21:27,253 --> 00:21:31,923 ♪ Most arresting most heart-stopping ♪ 386 00:21:31,925 --> 00:21:35,226 ♪ Most free-flowing most eye-popping ♪ 387 00:21:35,228 --> 00:21:39,263 ♪ Most arresting most heart-stopping yeah ♪ 388 00:21:39,265 --> 00:21:43,135 ♪ Dress has always been my strongest suit ♪ 389 00:21:45,672 --> 00:21:48,239 - [KNOCK AT DOOR] - Papi, nenas? 390 00:21:48,241 --> 00:21:49,941 It's my mom. 391 00:21:49,943 --> 00:21:52,577 Pepper forgot the salsa verde for the empanadas. 392 00:21:52,579 --> 00:21:55,446 I told you, I told you, she knows. 393 00:21:55,448 --> 00:21:57,783 - [KNOCKING] - Jorge? 394 00:22:00,285 --> 00:22:03,308 Thank you so much for the salsa and empanadas, Mrs. Lopez. 395 00:22:03,310 --> 00:22:05,043 It's my pleasure, Kanino. 396 00:22:05,045 --> 00:22:07,245 Now where is that son of mine? 397 00:22:07,247 --> 00:22:10,115 I've been calling and calling, I swear I heard his voice. 398 00:22:10,117 --> 00:22:12,618 - Oh, uh, Jorge's not here right now. - What? 399 00:22:12,620 --> 00:22:16,355 Where could Jorge possibly be during a polar vortex? 400 00:22:16,357 --> 00:22:19,925 He's... at Bernardo's place. 401 00:22:19,927 --> 00:22:26,531 [KATY] Spoke to him an hour ago, and they are safe... 402 00:22:26,533 --> 00:22:30,202 I'm literally trapped in a closet. 403 00:22:30,204 --> 00:22:32,605 It's like summer in San Juan. 404 00:22:40,981 --> 00:22:43,909 Dios Mio, it's like summer in San Juan in here. 405 00:22:43,911 --> 00:22:45,653 How high do you have the radiator? 406 00:22:45,655 --> 00:22:47,719 - I know, we think that it's broken. - You're not kidding. 407 00:22:47,721 --> 00:22:49,554 I'll have Luis come down and take a look. 408 00:22:49,556 --> 00:22:52,290 No, no, no, it's okay. 409 00:22:52,292 --> 00:22:56,395 Really, it's better too hot than too cold. Really. 410 00:22:56,397 --> 00:23:00,632 Jorge is safe, I promise. I will have him call you. 411 00:23:00,634 --> 00:23:03,001 - I know you will. Bye-bye. - Bye. 412 00:23:03,003 --> 00:23:05,972 - Stay warm. - Yeah, well, okay. 413 00:23:12,146 --> 00:23:13,980 [JORGE] Thank God. 414 00:23:16,850 --> 00:23:20,318 I was cooking in there like hot tilapia. 415 00:23:20,320 --> 00:23:22,954 All this sneaking around is starting to give me crow's feet. 416 00:23:22,956 --> 00:23:25,490 Nope, you're fine, I'm going to send you to my facialist, 417 00:23:25,492 --> 00:23:28,860 she does all of the Olsens, Elizabeth included. 418 00:23:28,862 --> 00:23:31,763 Sure she does. 419 00:23:31,765 --> 00:23:34,766 Are you calling me a liar again? 420 00:23:34,768 --> 00:23:37,369 You are such a Marci. 421 00:23:37,371 --> 00:23:39,771 Okay, who the hell is Marci? 422 00:23:39,773 --> 00:23:42,607 The last girl that slept on that pull-out before you did. 423 00:23:42,609 --> 00:23:45,991 No really, you're just part of a long line of girls 424 00:23:45,993 --> 00:23:47,179 sleeping on that couch 425 00:23:47,181 --> 00:23:49,014 for their first few months in New York. 426 00:23:49,016 --> 00:23:52,517 Pepper, that's a little harsh, no? 427 00:23:52,519 --> 00:23:54,212 Is that true? 428 00:23:54,214 --> 00:23:57,055 Am I just supplemental income, because I thought we were friends. 429 00:23:57,057 --> 00:23:58,957 Josie, we are friends. 430 00:23:58,959 --> 00:24:01,359 Katy, hang on. 431 00:24:01,361 --> 00:24:04,997 You want us to be real with you? You first. 432 00:24:08,469 --> 00:24:11,236 - Where did you get that? - Get a look at this girls. 433 00:24:11,238 --> 00:24:13,765 Little Miss Moneybag's been holding out on us. 434 00:24:13,767 --> 00:24:15,004 Can't afford the cable 435 00:24:15,006 --> 00:24:17,473 but you're sitting on a big 'ol 20k check from Mr. Cabot. 436 00:24:17,475 --> 00:24:20,712 That check, and my money, is none of your business. 437 00:24:20,714 --> 00:24:22,881 Why didn't you tell us about this, Josie? 438 00:24:22,883 --> 00:24:24,649 And what did you have to do to get it? 439 00:24:24,651 --> 00:24:26,885 - Alex Cabot, that's who she did. - Screw you, Jorge. 440 00:24:26,887 --> 00:24:29,654 There's a reason that that check was still in a bag, 441 00:24:29,656 --> 00:24:32,491 because I haven't decided if I'm going to deposit it yet. 442 00:24:32,493 --> 00:24:35,660 And I didn't tell you guys because every time I look at it, 443 00:24:35,662 --> 00:24:38,743 yes, Jorge, I feel like a commodity. 444 00:24:38,745 --> 00:24:40,232 Like I'm being used. 445 00:24:40,234 --> 00:24:43,001 I just didn't think that you guys would make me feel that way too. 446 00:24:43,003 --> 00:24:45,337 What? No one's using you, Josie. 447 00:24:45,339 --> 00:24:48,940 And how is it so damn hot in here? 448 00:24:48,942 --> 00:24:54,079 Because it's hell, we're fighting, and we shouldn't be. 449 00:24:54,081 --> 00:24:56,449 Is that what I think it is? 450 00:25:00,521 --> 00:25:02,354 You destroyed my Aida dress? 451 00:25:02,356 --> 00:25:04,956 Uh, a dress that I designed and sewed, 452 00:25:04,958 --> 00:25:08,426 with fabric that I paid for. 453 00:25:08,428 --> 00:25:11,429 How could you do this to me? 454 00:25:11,431 --> 00:25:14,032 I'm sorry, how could I do this to you? 455 00:25:14,034 --> 00:25:16,654 Katy, I apologize for the sewing machine, 456 00:25:16,656 --> 00:25:17,769 what else do you want me to say? 457 00:25:17,771 --> 00:25:20,786 I have sewed a 100 outfits for you 458 00:25:20,788 --> 00:25:24,075 on that machine and I tried to do one thing for myself, one, 459 00:25:24,077 --> 00:25:27,379 and you couldn't even let me have that. 460 00:25:27,381 --> 00:25:30,649 You are a very selfish person, Jorge. 461 00:25:30,651 --> 00:25:32,818 - Katy... - When you lived with me and my mom, 462 00:25:32,820 --> 00:25:35,153 you saw how much that machine meant to us. 463 00:25:35,155 --> 00:25:39,124 Every piece of clothing I have ever made was on that machine. 464 00:25:39,126 --> 00:25:41,172 But you don't get why it's so important 465 00:25:41,174 --> 00:25:43,295 because even though you're way too scared to, 466 00:25:43,297 --> 00:25:46,932 you can walk downstairs and you can talk to your mom. 467 00:25:46,934 --> 00:25:49,100 I can't. 468 00:25:49,102 --> 00:25:52,560 I do not have that option because my mom is gone. 469 00:25:52,562 --> 00:25:54,573 She is gone forever. 470 00:25:54,575 --> 00:25:57,476 And you broke the last part of her that I had left. 471 00:26:07,852 --> 00:26:10,675 [PEPPER] No, please, you are the doll. 472 00:26:10,677 --> 00:26:13,713 Okay, give Nannette my best. 473 00:26:17,743 --> 00:26:19,678 Shall we be civil? 474 00:26:28,954 --> 00:26:31,855 What were you laughing about? 475 00:26:31,857 --> 00:26:36,927 I just got off the phone with my editors at the Hail. 476 00:26:36,929 --> 00:26:39,035 I cashed in a few favors in exchange for the source 477 00:26:39,037 --> 00:26:42,266 of the kissing Cabots leak. 478 00:26:42,268 --> 00:26:48,806 The tip came from a certain Tuxedo C. Sebastian. 479 00:26:48,808 --> 00:26:52,609 - That's not a name. - No. It's an alias. 480 00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:55,646 Sebastian is Alexandra Cabot's cat. 481 00:26:55,648 --> 00:26:58,182 Tuxedo cat, I might add. 482 00:26:58,184 --> 00:27:00,651 So Xandra leaked her own story. 483 00:27:00,653 --> 00:27:03,354 - Yeah. - Why? 484 00:27:03,356 --> 00:27:06,156 Now I don't have an answer for that, but, 485 00:27:06,158 --> 00:27:09,360 I hope that with this information you can finally trust me. 486 00:27:09,362 --> 00:27:13,497 Pepper, I want to, but what about the hotel? 487 00:27:13,499 --> 00:27:16,834 What is the deal? 488 00:27:16,836 --> 00:27:20,734 If you must know, the Palace booted me 489 00:27:20,736 --> 00:27:23,741 because my credit card was declined. 490 00:27:23,743 --> 00:27:27,911 My father, who's somewhat of a magnate in Hong Kong 491 00:27:27,913 --> 00:27:30,647 froze all my accounts. 492 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:33,017 He doesn't really approve of my life in New York. 493 00:27:36,756 --> 00:27:42,226 Well, if it makes you feel any better, neither does my mom. 494 00:27:42,228 --> 00:27:44,242 Despite my cash flow problem, 495 00:27:44,244 --> 00:27:48,599 you should know that I would never sell out one of my girls. 496 00:27:48,601 --> 00:27:53,170 Come here. I just hope you're not going anywhere anytime soon. 497 00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:56,540 Now that you're flush with Cabot cash. 498 00:27:56,542 --> 00:28:01,011 Yeah, well, I have no plans to leave. I just got here. 499 00:28:01,013 --> 00:28:03,747 Mm. 500 00:28:03,749 --> 00:28:06,183 You know that check that Jorge found? 501 00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:08,419 Hm? 502 00:28:08,421 --> 00:28:11,622 It's not what you think. 503 00:28:11,624 --> 00:28:13,090 Go on. 504 00:28:13,092 --> 00:28:15,126 The money's to fund my first EP. 505 00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:24,135 In exchange, I have to "look after" Alex. 506 00:28:26,605 --> 00:28:30,140 Yeah. I know exactly what that means. 507 00:28:30,142 --> 00:28:32,409 Hm. And what did Alex say? 508 00:28:32,411 --> 00:28:34,645 I haven't told him. 509 00:28:34,647 --> 00:28:38,215 I promised Mr. Cabot I wouldn't, and I feel awful. 510 00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:43,153 Because the more I push him away and resist it, 511 00:28:43,155 --> 00:28:46,256 I care. 512 00:28:46,258 --> 00:28:51,228 I more than care. I have feelings for him. 513 00:28:51,230 --> 00:28:53,748 Well then looking out for him might something 514 00:28:53,750 --> 00:28:55,857 that you would do regardless of the cash. 515 00:28:58,103 --> 00:29:01,305 Opportunities always come at a price. 516 00:29:01,307 --> 00:29:03,475 Maybe this one's not so bad. 517 00:29:06,946 --> 00:29:10,848 All right, you'll keep my little cash flow problem between us for now, 518 00:29:10,850 --> 00:29:13,450 I just don't want to worry the others, 519 00:29:13,452 --> 00:29:16,186 and it's not exactly on brand. 520 00:29:16,188 --> 00:29:18,623 [LAUGHS] 521 00:29:19,959 --> 00:29:21,626 Yes. 522 00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,530 Your secret's safe with me. 523 00:29:30,102 --> 00:29:32,170 [KNOCK AT DOOR] 524 00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:37,275 May I approach the bed? 525 00:29:42,548 --> 00:29:44,448 How's the outfit for Gloria going? 526 00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:46,900 It's not. 527 00:29:46,902 --> 00:29:48,671 One of the last things my mom said to me was 528 00:29:48,673 --> 00:29:51,021 that she wished she had gone to school. 529 00:29:51,023 --> 00:29:54,658 Yeah, she wanted me to go to school, to have a better life. 530 00:29:54,660 --> 00:29:57,359 She thought that when she died, 531 00:29:57,361 --> 00:29:59,563 I could use the insurance money to pay for Parsons, 532 00:29:59,565 --> 00:30:02,567 but that, that barely covered the medical bills, and... 533 00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:09,674 I'm angry about that, Jorge. 534 00:30:12,094 --> 00:30:14,656 That is not an emotion I'm used to associating 535 00:30:14,658 --> 00:30:16,488 with anything related to my mom. 536 00:30:18,751 --> 00:30:21,184 And People always tell me that she's looking after me, 537 00:30:21,186 --> 00:30:24,755 but if that were true then would it be this hard to catch a break? 538 00:30:24,757 --> 00:30:30,827 She was all I had. And I'm dealing with this alone. 539 00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:33,597 And it's really hard. 540 00:30:33,599 --> 00:30:36,167 Mira. Look at me. 541 00:30:39,171 --> 00:30:40,838 You have us. 542 00:30:43,542 --> 00:30:47,511 Yes, life is unfair, there's no two ways about it, but, 543 00:30:47,513 --> 00:30:50,180 we do our best. 544 00:30:50,182 --> 00:30:54,051 You do your best, Katy. 545 00:30:54,053 --> 00:30:56,720 You've accomplished so much. 546 00:30:56,722 --> 00:30:58,855 All on your own. 547 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:03,627 And when you're sitting on top of the world, and you will, 548 00:31:03,629 --> 00:31:07,231 it's going to feel so much sweeter because you worked for it. 549 00:31:13,372 --> 00:31:17,441 Jorge, we've been friends since we were kids. 550 00:31:17,443 --> 00:31:20,088 - Yeah we have. - And I would do 551 00:31:20,090 --> 00:31:21,612 anything in the world to protect you. 552 00:31:21,614 --> 00:31:25,449 I know and I really appreciate you covering for me earlier. 553 00:31:25,451 --> 00:31:27,285 Even after what I did. 554 00:31:29,722 --> 00:31:33,156 Coming out was rough for you, I know. 555 00:31:33,158 --> 00:31:36,560 And going through that again is hard. 556 00:31:36,562 --> 00:31:39,262 But they will find out about Ginger eventually. 557 00:31:39,264 --> 00:31:41,965 I know. 558 00:31:41,967 --> 00:31:44,362 Coming from someone who wishes that her mom were still around 559 00:31:44,364 --> 00:31:45,769 so she could share her life with her, 560 00:31:45,771 --> 00:31:50,408 I would just hate for your mom to miss out on yours too. 561 00:31:52,385 --> 00:31:57,347 And I am very sorry that I went full Real Housewife meltdown on you. 562 00:31:57,349 --> 00:32:02,586 It's just every day that goes by I feel my mom fade a little more. 563 00:32:02,588 --> 00:32:05,589 And the only parts of her that I have left are a box that I can't open 564 00:32:05,591 --> 00:32:08,325 because I'm really scared I'll have an emotional breakdown 565 00:32:08,327 --> 00:32:12,163 and the sewing machine that you broke. 566 00:32:14,333 --> 00:32:17,034 I'm just trying to find a way to hold on to her somehow. 567 00:32:17,036 --> 00:32:19,770 She'll always be here. 568 00:32:19,772 --> 00:32:24,042 And maybe, maybe it's time to stop avoiding that box. 569 00:32:27,312 --> 00:32:29,113 [SIGHS] 570 00:33:28,540 --> 00:33:33,176 She was a classic beauty. Like you. 571 00:33:33,178 --> 00:33:37,581 Everywhere we went, men and women would just stare at her. 572 00:33:37,583 --> 00:33:41,518 Like she was this magical creature. 573 00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:45,122 That fabric really is fabulous. 574 00:33:45,124 --> 00:33:49,126 Yeah she planned to make something special with it, 575 00:33:49,128 --> 00:33:51,361 but she got sick before she could. 576 00:33:51,363 --> 00:33:56,032 Maybe you could use this to make your garment for Gloria. 577 00:33:56,034 --> 00:33:58,568 If only I knew what would make Gloria happy. 578 00:33:58,570 --> 00:34:00,415 To hell with Gloria. 579 00:34:00,417 --> 00:34:03,306 You need to make something that makes you happy. 580 00:34:03,308 --> 00:34:05,443 Make your Momma proud. 581 00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:11,748 You need to make your strongest suit, 582 00:34:11,750 --> 00:34:17,988 the thing you excel at: a Katy Keene original dress. 583 00:34:17,990 --> 00:34:22,493 Whatever the style is, as long as it's yours. 584 00:34:26,331 --> 00:34:28,341 Wait, how am I supposed to finish this in time 585 00:34:28,343 --> 00:34:29,758 without a sewing machine? 586 00:34:37,009 --> 00:34:40,310 When my mom died, a part of me froze over. 587 00:34:40,312 --> 00:34:44,481 Disconnected. But that night, on the coldest day of the year, 588 00:34:44,483 --> 00:34:49,319 with the help of my friends, I finally began to thaw. 589 00:34:49,321 --> 00:34:51,321 [GRYFFIN & SLANDER FT CALLE LEHMANN: "ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW"] 590 00:34:51,323 --> 00:34:53,757 ♪ Put it all on me ♪ 591 00:34:53,759 --> 00:34:57,127 ♪ I'll lift you when you're feeling low ♪ 592 00:34:57,129 --> 00:35:00,630 ♪ I'll hold you when the night gets cold ♪ 593 00:35:00,632 --> 00:35:04,201 ♪ You'll never have to be alone ♪ 594 00:35:04,203 --> 00:35:07,538 ♪ And that's all you need to know ♪ 595 00:35:11,276 --> 00:35:18,148 ♪ And that's all you need to know ♪ 596 00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:21,887 ♪ And that's all you need to know ♪ 597 00:35:21,889 --> 00:35:24,230 - [ALEX] Are you serious? - [JOSIE] Yep. 598 00:35:24,232 --> 00:35:27,166 The source was Tuxedo C. Sebastian. 599 00:35:27,168 --> 00:35:29,902 Of course it was Xandra. She will do anything to piss off my Dad. 600 00:35:29,904 --> 00:35:32,338 I almost lost a friend over this. 601 00:35:32,340 --> 00:35:37,076 I know I sound like a broken record, but I'm sorry. 602 00:35:37,078 --> 00:35:40,746 And if you don't want anything to do with me, I get it. 603 00:35:40,748 --> 00:35:44,985 Just, let me show you one last thing. 604 00:35:53,658 --> 00:35:55,914 [LAUGHS] 605 00:35:55,916 --> 00:35:58,998 Chubby gave the go-ahead. I mean, it's not finished yet. 606 00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,734 There's still some equipment I need to fix up, but... 607 00:36:01,736 --> 00:36:04,837 what do you think? 608 00:36:04,839 --> 00:36:07,674 I, Alex, I don't know what to say. 609 00:36:12,380 --> 00:36:16,349 Actually, I know exactly what I have to say. 610 00:36:17,785 --> 00:36:24,723 After our night from hell with your day, he asked to meet with me. 611 00:36:24,725 --> 00:36:27,626 - He wants to fund an EP. - What? 612 00:36:27,628 --> 00:36:30,095 He gave me a $20,000 advance. 613 00:36:30,097 --> 00:36:32,865 It's more money than I've ever had in my life. 614 00:36:32,867 --> 00:36:38,203 And I, I just don't know if I should cash it. 615 00:36:38,205 --> 00:36:41,473 Why wouldn't you? 616 00:36:41,475 --> 00:36:43,909 Josie. Take it. 617 00:36:43,911 --> 00:36:48,748 With or without me. I mean it. 618 00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:01,481 I'm sorry, Katy, but I'm afraid 619 00:37:01,483 --> 00:37:04,096 your sewing machine's well and truly caput. 620 00:37:04,098 --> 00:37:06,098 Isn't there something you can do? 621 00:37:06,100 --> 00:37:07,800 They don't make 'em like this anymore. 622 00:37:07,802 --> 00:37:10,002 Who gave you this old thing anyway? 623 00:37:10,004 --> 00:37:11,937 It was my mom's. 624 00:37:11,939 --> 00:37:14,473 I didn't know she worked here. 625 00:37:14,475 --> 00:37:17,242 - Oh, she didn't. - Are you sure about that? 626 00:37:17,244 --> 00:37:19,586 I could be mistaken, but this model was manufactured 627 00:37:19,588 --> 00:37:21,246 exclusively for Lacy's staff. 628 00:37:21,248 --> 00:37:24,350 The seamstresses used them. Hmm. 629 00:37:24,352 --> 00:37:27,953 Perhaps your mom knew someone who worked here that gave it to her. 630 00:37:27,955 --> 00:37:30,156 Yeah. Maybe. 631 00:37:36,205 --> 00:37:38,668 Papi, what's taking you so long, 632 00:37:38,670 --> 00:37:40,933 I have to get back down to the bodega. 633 00:37:40,935 --> 00:37:43,002 [JORGE] One second, Ma. 634 00:37:44,772 --> 00:37:46,339 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACH] 635 00:37:58,886 --> 00:38:01,053 What does this mean? 636 00:38:01,055 --> 00:38:02,989 I'm a drag queen, Mama. 637 00:38:05,793 --> 00:38:07,494 Her name is Ginger Lopez. 638 00:38:10,030 --> 00:38:12,398 That's why I work at Molly's Crisis. 639 00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:13,967 It's where I perform. 640 00:38:15,870 --> 00:38:18,171 Mama, can you say something? 641 00:38:21,142 --> 00:38:23,977 You remind me of me when I was your age. 642 00:38:25,846 --> 00:38:28,515 Who do you think was my inspiration? 643 00:38:36,891 --> 00:38:42,060 Ay Papi, don't cry, you're gonna mess up that beautiful makeup. 644 00:38:42,062 --> 00:38:45,564 - I knew it was you in the hallway. - Yeah. 645 00:38:45,566 --> 00:38:47,866 I would recognize esa colita anywhere. 646 00:38:47,868 --> 00:38:51,336 Ma. 647 00:38:51,338 --> 00:38:52,705 Are you okay? 648 00:38:54,675 --> 00:38:57,042 Of course, I'm fine. 649 00:38:57,044 --> 00:38:59,879 You know I love you more than anything, no matter what. 650 00:39:01,682 --> 00:39:05,918 Peru tu Papa, this is too much for him. 651 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:07,586 This is our secret. 652 00:39:07,588 --> 00:39:09,622 Yeah, I understand. 653 00:39:12,359 --> 00:39:15,294 Ma, can you help me with something? 654 00:39:15,296 --> 00:39:17,729 For you I would do anything. 655 00:39:17,731 --> 00:39:21,634 It's not for me. It's for Katy. 656 00:39:33,447 --> 00:39:35,414 It's an improvement. 657 00:39:35,416 --> 00:39:38,951 You're on the right path, I see focus. 658 00:39:38,953 --> 00:39:44,256 Inspiration. However, I will not be wearing it to the gala this evening 659 00:39:44,258 --> 00:39:48,927 Donna Karan just dropped off an exquisite custom gown. 660 00:39:48,929 --> 00:39:52,464 But I must say, 661 00:39:52,466 --> 00:39:56,902 brava, Katy. 662 00:39:56,904 --> 00:40:01,007 So, will you write the letter? 663 00:40:15,089 --> 00:40:18,624 [JORGE] I know it could never replace your mom's. 664 00:40:18,626 --> 00:40:21,960 I couldn't afford to buy you a new one, but it's the next best thing. 665 00:40:21,962 --> 00:40:24,029 It's my abuelita's. 666 00:40:24,031 --> 00:40:26,800 My mom and I went all the way to Brighton Beach to get it. 667 00:40:26,802 --> 00:40:29,801 Jorge, you didn't have to do that. 668 00:40:29,803 --> 00:40:33,105 I am so sorry, Katy. 669 00:40:33,107 --> 00:40:36,775 I promise I'll never touch your sewing machine again. 670 00:40:36,777 --> 00:40:41,346 Well, in the end, all for the best. 671 00:40:41,348 --> 00:40:44,182 [GASPS] She wrote it? 672 00:40:44,184 --> 00:40:47,553 Yes, girl! 673 00:40:47,555 --> 00:40:51,957 You know, Francois told me the craziest thing today. 674 00:40:51,959 --> 00:40:55,160 He said that my mom's sewing machine was a Lacy's machine. 675 00:40:55,162 --> 00:40:58,363 - They were only used by the staff. - What? 676 00:40:58,365 --> 00:41:02,901 I know. It's so strange, but why would she keep that from me? 677 00:41:02,903 --> 00:41:06,305 - What else wasn't she telling me? - [DOORBELL RINGS] 678 00:41:06,307 --> 00:41:08,974 That's the takeout. Josie and Pepper are on the way. 679 00:41:08,976 --> 00:41:11,643 I thought that maybe we could stay in again. 680 00:41:11,645 --> 00:41:12,712 Yes. 681 00:41:17,351 --> 00:41:20,018 The polar vortex forced us all the be honest. 682 00:41:20,020 --> 00:41:23,088 And with that came a new level of trust. 683 00:41:23,090 --> 00:41:25,858 I even began to trust myself as a designer. 684 00:41:28,228 --> 00:41:30,957 But I realized, for the first time in my life, 685 00:41:30,959 --> 00:41:34,751 that the one person I trusted most, my mother, 686 00:41:34,753 --> 00:41:38,337 may have been keeping secrets from me. 687 00:41:38,339 --> 00:41:40,073 Who is LL? 688 00:41:45,550 --> 00:41:48,550 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - Download subtitles or load it directly from url loadsubs.net -