0000 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:10,000 YoubetCash.net Agen Judi Online Aman & Terpercaya 000 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Bonus Cashback Bola 6% Bonus Rollingan 0,80% 00 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Welcome Bonus Rp 25.000 Extra Bonus Tambahan Withdraw Rp 2.000.000 0 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:25,000 CashBack Mix Parlay 100% Bonus Ajak teman 45,2% 1 00:00:08,136 --> 00:00:13,136 2 00:00:15,107 --> 00:00:17,107 You're gonna try to lie to yourself tomorrow 3 00:00:17,109 --> 00:00:19,175 but I have bewitched you. 4 00:00:19,177 --> 00:00:21,144 I have bewitched you with the truth. 5 00:00:21,146 --> 00:00:23,713 If I had not spoken you'd of had no sin. 6 00:00:23,715 --> 00:00:25,949 But I have come and I have spoken 7 00:00:25,951 --> 00:00:28,785 and now you've gotta walk in the light. 8 00:00:28,787 --> 00:00:32,923 I warn you, you better not look to anything else. 9 00:00:32,925 --> 00:00:34,591 As it's written in Matthew 5:8, 10 00:00:34,593 --> 00:00:35,692 blessed are the pure in heart, 11 00:00:35,694 --> 00:00:37,193 for they shall see God. 12 00:00:37,195 --> 00:00:39,129 You've got to see God in the earth 13 00:00:39,131 --> 00:00:41,698 because what you see you'll be. 14 00:00:41,700 --> 00:00:44,067 When you see him you will be like him. 15 00:00:44,069 --> 00:00:46,236 When he appears you shall be him. 16 00:00:46,238 --> 00:00:49,172 The sky God has everybody worshiping him today 17 00:00:49,174 --> 00:00:51,041 yet the people are going to bed hungry, 18 00:00:51,043 --> 00:00:54,644 there's wars, famine, yet you said, "He had all the power." 19 00:00:54,646 --> 00:00:56,212 You said, "The devil did that." 20 00:00:56,214 --> 00:00:57,914 Who made the devil? 21 00:00:57,916 --> 00:00:59,649 God made the devil, supposedly. 22 00:00:59,651 --> 00:01:01,651 As it says in Isaiah 14:12, 23 00:01:01,653 --> 00:01:03,620 "Lucifer was the most beautiful angel." 24 00:01:03,622 --> 00:01:04,321 Right. 25 00:01:04,323 --> 00:01:06,072 I've got to get this in 26 00:01:06,074 --> 00:01:07,824 because it's the difference between life and death. 27 00:01:07,826 --> 00:01:10,160 I want you to reflect on what I preach today. 28 00:01:10,162 --> 00:01:13,096 I want you to testify on what you've seen and heard today. 29 00:01:13,098 --> 00:01:15,966 I want you to tell me what you're willing to do 30 00:01:15,968 --> 00:01:17,300 for this revelation of God. 31 00:01:18,804 --> 00:01:20,170 Amen. 32 00:01:26,144 --> 00:01:27,844 It's far, far harder 33 00:01:27,846 --> 00:01:31,314 to have walked through every day, die slowly. 34 00:01:31,316 --> 00:01:32,949 And from the time you're a child 35 00:01:32,951 --> 00:01:35,151 to the time you get gray, you're dying. 36 00:01:36,088 --> 00:01:38,154 It's as a revolutionary suicide, 37 00:01:38,156 --> 00:01:41,191 this is not a self-destructive suicide. 38 00:01:41,193 --> 00:01:43,026 So they'll pay for this. 39 00:01:43,028 --> 00:01:46,096 They brought this upon us and they'll pay for that. 40 00:01:46,098 --> 00:01:47,664 I leave that destiny to them. 41 00:01:49,101 --> 00:01:51,668 They set an example for others, 42 00:01:51,670 --> 00:01:54,938 1,000 people who said, "We don't like the way the world is." 43 00:01:54,940 --> 00:01:57,340 "Take some, take our life from us." 44 00:01:57,342 --> 00:02:00,343 "We laded down, we got tired." 45 00:02:00,345 --> 00:02:02,245 "We didn't commit suicide, 46 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,781 "we committed an act of revolutionary suicide 47 00:02:04,783 --> 00:02:07,651 "protesting the conditions of an inhumane world." 48 00:02:10,022 --> 00:02:12,355 Such was the scale of the horror at Jonestown 49 00:02:12,357 --> 00:02:15,759 that many cemeteries didn't even want to accept the dead. 50 00:02:15,761 --> 00:02:18,228 Didn't wanna be associated with the tragedy. 51 00:02:18,230 --> 00:02:21,364 Here at the Evergreen Cemetery in Oakland, California 52 00:02:21,366 --> 00:02:24,134 409 victims are buried 53 00:02:24,136 --> 00:02:26,670 in a mass grave beneath this hillside. 54 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:31,841 The Military Airlift Command 55 00:02:31,843 --> 00:02:35,345 flew its C-141 transports into Jonestown, Guyana 56 00:02:35,347 --> 00:02:37,914 with the necessary supplies and equipment 57 00:02:37,916 --> 00:02:40,216 to move more than 900 bodies 58 00:02:40,218 --> 00:02:43,753 of American citizens to the United States. 59 00:02:43,755 --> 00:02:46,322 The task was accomplished in several stages. 60 00:02:46,324 --> 00:02:50,293 From before Thanksgiving, until several weeks later, MAC 61 00:02:50,295 --> 00:02:53,163 was involved in the cleanup operations in Guyana. 62 00:02:58,403 --> 00:03:01,171 The bodies were flown to Dover Air Force Base 63 00:03:01,173 --> 00:03:04,941 for the task of identification and disposition. 64 00:03:12,317 --> 00:03:14,317 Save me, Sarah. 65 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:16,119 Lead me to the light. 66 00:04:05,303 --> 00:04:09,339 When you look in the mirror, what do you see? 67 00:04:09,341 --> 00:04:11,074 Do you see the real you 68 00:04:11,076 --> 00:04:15,812 or what you've been conditioned to believe is you? 69 00:04:17,382 --> 00:04:20,316 The two are so very different. 70 00:04:21,820 --> 00:04:24,521 One is an infinite consciousness 71 00:04:24,523 --> 00:04:28,091 capable of being and creating anything it chooses. 72 00:04:30,796 --> 00:04:32,328 The other is an illusion 73 00:04:34,266 --> 00:04:38,434 captured by its own perceived and programmed limitations. 74 00:04:38,436 --> 00:04:42,272 Everything the people in this nation hold dear 75 00:04:42,274 --> 00:04:43,439 is an illusion. 76 00:04:45,210 --> 00:04:48,511 In the political arena, you're given the illusion of choice 77 00:04:48,513 --> 00:04:53,049 not realizing that the same hidden hand controls both sides. 78 00:04:54,286 --> 00:04:57,520 You're offered food with the promise of nutrition 79 00:04:57,522 --> 00:05:01,157 when in actual fact it's cheaply produced slop 80 00:05:01,159 --> 00:05:02,826 robbing your body of nutrients. 81 00:05:04,830 --> 00:05:07,096 You're taught to laude false gods, 82 00:05:08,233 --> 00:05:11,034 celebrities, the rich and powerful. 83 00:05:12,304 --> 00:05:14,404 You're told to worship greed. 84 00:05:14,406 --> 00:05:17,907 To believe that money can buy you happiness. 85 00:05:17,909 --> 00:05:21,344 But the 1% control the majority of wealth 86 00:05:21,346 --> 00:05:23,346 and everyone else is encouraged to fight 87 00:05:23,348 --> 00:05:25,949 for the pitiful scraps remaining. 88 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:30,086 From the cradle to the grave you don't have choice. 89 00:05:30,088 --> 00:05:31,020 You have owners. 90 00:05:32,123 --> 00:05:34,357 We dare not step outside of the box 91 00:05:34,359 --> 00:05:36,192 because we're ruled by fear. 92 00:05:36,194 --> 00:05:41,631 Fearful that if we open our minds and embrace new ideas 93 00:05:41,633 --> 00:05:43,600 people will think we're crazy. 94 00:05:45,203 --> 00:05:47,103 When you dismiss a thought process 95 00:05:47,105 --> 00:05:50,206 beyond which has been programmed into you from birth 96 00:05:50,208 --> 00:05:54,444 you remain within the false state of consciousness, 97 00:05:54,446 --> 00:05:57,614 which has been created to keep you under control. 98 00:05:59,885 --> 00:06:02,018 They want you to obey, 99 00:06:02,020 --> 00:06:06,389 to never discover the true power we all hold within us. 100 00:06:08,293 --> 00:06:11,628 Wake up, wake up now 101 00:06:11,630 --> 00:06:15,398 or forever remain imprisoned inside the dream. 102 00:06:32,417 --> 00:06:34,684 So, tell me about your latest dream. 103 00:06:36,154 --> 00:06:38,922 Well, that's nothing we haven't covered before. 104 00:06:38,924 --> 00:06:40,590 According to Freud every dream 105 00:06:40,592 --> 00:06:42,292 represents wish fulfillment. 106 00:06:43,128 --> 00:06:44,394 What does that mean? 107 00:06:44,396 --> 00:06:46,345 Well, I've always believed 108 00:06:46,347 --> 00:06:48,297 that dreams are based on repressed desires. 109 00:06:48,300 --> 00:06:51,301 But then other psychologists believe that dreams 110 00:06:51,303 --> 00:06:52,969 have less to do with our desires 111 00:06:52,971 --> 00:06:56,372 and more to do with our worries or preoccupations. 112 00:06:56,374 --> 00:06:59,542 It's good for you to talk about your dreams. 113 00:06:59,544 --> 00:07:02,245 When the answers can't be found in the waking world 114 00:07:02,247 --> 00:07:04,547 perhaps they can be found in the subconscious. 115 00:07:04,549 --> 00:07:06,416 There's no where to hide there. 116 00:07:12,691 --> 00:07:13,656 Eager to leave? 117 00:07:15,527 --> 00:07:16,960 I'm sorry. 118 00:07:16,962 --> 00:07:19,996 I feel like we're going around in circles. 119 00:07:19,998 --> 00:07:23,399 It's nothing personal, I know you're doing all you can. 120 00:07:23,401 --> 00:07:25,368 It's just all these years later 121 00:07:25,370 --> 00:07:28,371 maybe talking isn't enough anymore. 122 00:07:29,207 --> 00:07:31,406 You're right. 123 00:07:31,408 --> 00:07:33,608 Talk therapy is just one part of healing process. 124 00:07:33,611 --> 00:07:36,012 It should always be accompanied by physical action 125 00:07:36,014 --> 00:07:37,613 in your daily life. 126 00:07:37,615 --> 00:07:42,518 I'm trying. Walking, being in nature, 127 00:07:42,520 --> 00:07:44,053 things like that are helping. 128 00:07:44,556 --> 00:07:46,189 And the medication? 129 00:07:48,593 --> 00:07:51,227 I'm not sure I wanna take it any more. 130 00:07:52,263 --> 00:07:53,129 Why is that? 131 00:07:54,566 --> 00:07:57,567 Because when I take it I feel nothing. 132 00:07:57,569 --> 00:07:58,534 I'm just numb. 133 00:07:58,536 --> 00:08:02,538 The objective is to help balance your emotions. 134 00:08:02,540 --> 00:08:03,439 I don't know. 135 00:08:03,441 --> 00:08:06,075 I feel like a zombie when I take it. 136 00:08:07,145 --> 00:08:09,645 I guess I would rather feel something 137 00:08:09,647 --> 00:08:10,713 than feel nothing. 138 00:08:12,317 --> 00:08:15,184 Well, I would recommend that you continue the medication 139 00:08:15,186 --> 00:08:16,285 for now at least. 140 00:08:18,023 --> 00:08:19,655 But it's up to you. 141 00:08:19,657 --> 00:08:21,424 All I can do is advise. 142 00:08:26,564 --> 00:08:27,597 Time's up. 143 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:45,815 It's been three years since the accident. 144 00:08:45,817 --> 00:08:47,183 I thought my feelings 145 00:08:47,185 --> 00:08:48,651 about the church woulda changed by now. 146 00:08:50,321 --> 00:08:52,188 This all seems so redundant. 147 00:08:52,190 --> 00:08:55,425 My mom and dad dedicated their lives to the church 148 00:08:55,427 --> 00:08:57,326 and look how God rewarded them. 149 00:08:58,630 --> 00:09:02,765 Do you ever think some people are called to God early 150 00:09:02,767 --> 00:09:05,101 because their purpose had been fulfilled? 151 00:09:05,103 --> 00:09:08,538 That they were here for a specific mission 152 00:09:08,540 --> 00:09:10,573 and they completed it. 153 00:09:10,575 --> 00:09:12,809 My parents still had a lot of plans. 154 00:09:12,811 --> 00:09:15,311 A lot of things they still wanted to do. 155 00:09:15,313 --> 00:09:17,847 And they're taking before they had a chance to do them, 156 00:09:17,849 --> 00:09:19,715 just seem so unfair. 157 00:09:19,717 --> 00:09:21,784 Perhaps some people aren't just here 158 00:09:21,786 --> 00:09:23,653 on earth for themselves. 159 00:09:23,655 --> 00:09:25,687 What do you mean? 160 00:09:25,689 --> 00:09:27,722 Maybe their mission was to help someone else learn. 161 00:09:27,725 --> 00:09:30,259 Are you saying they died to teach me a lesson? 162 00:09:30,261 --> 00:09:32,628 No, I didn't mean it like that. 163 00:09:32,630 --> 00:09:36,165 But think of it this way: their mission was simply 164 00:09:36,167 --> 00:09:38,568 to raise you and set you on your journey. 165 00:09:38,570 --> 00:09:42,572 But now, for you to truly grow, you have to take the rest 166 00:09:42,574 --> 00:09:43,873 of the trip without them. 167 00:09:44,809 --> 00:09:45,741 I don't know. 168 00:09:47,178 --> 00:09:48,344 What could I possible learn 169 00:09:48,346 --> 00:09:51,214 from losing two people I loved so much? 170 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:52,115 I don't know. 171 00:09:52,117 --> 00:09:54,784 I guess that's what you have to find out. 172 00:09:56,888 --> 00:09:59,889 I never had a good relationship with my parents, 173 00:09:59,891 --> 00:10:02,692 left me with the core belief that I was unlovable. 174 00:10:02,694 --> 00:10:05,695 But that's changed now, I know I'm worthy of love. 175 00:10:06,464 --> 00:10:08,030 Have you met somebody? 176 00:10:08,032 --> 00:10:09,599 No, I feel love at the Temple. 177 00:10:09,601 --> 00:10:13,636 I finally know what it's like to be part of a family. 178 00:10:13,638 --> 00:10:16,639 To feel a sense of love and unity. 179 00:10:16,641 --> 00:10:19,575 You know there's a lot of talk about Reverend Jones. 180 00:10:19,577 --> 00:10:21,677 Some say he preaches blasphemy. 181 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:23,246 The establishment attack anyone 182 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:25,414 who upsets the natural order of things. 183 00:10:26,751 --> 00:10:29,785 You should come to a service, hear him speak. 184 00:10:29,787 --> 00:10:31,787 Make up your own mind. 185 00:10:31,789 --> 00:10:33,856 Church is the last thing I need right now. 186 00:10:33,858 --> 00:10:35,491 The Reverend speaks about issues 187 00:10:35,493 --> 00:10:37,727 no other preacher would dare to. 188 00:10:37,729 --> 00:10:39,428 He's not afraid of the truth. 189 00:10:40,932 --> 00:10:43,566 Perhaps he has something to say that you need to hear. 190 00:10:47,805 --> 00:10:49,872 I believed in America. 191 00:10:49,874 --> 00:10:51,807 I bought the American Dream. 192 00:10:51,809 --> 00:10:56,679 We're told it guarantees equality of opportunity for all, 193 00:10:56,681 --> 00:10:59,882 allowing us to pursue our highest aspirations and goals. 194 00:10:59,884 --> 00:11:02,685 It says right there on the Statue of Liberty, 195 00:11:02,687 --> 00:11:04,420 "Give me tired, your poor, 196 00:11:04,422 --> 00:11:07,356 "your huddled masses yearning to breathe free." 197 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:10,826 I bought that dream 198 00:11:12,664 --> 00:11:13,829 as I know y'all did too. 199 00:11:13,831 --> 00:11:19,835 But equality is not what I see on the streets of America. 200 00:11:22,674 --> 00:11:24,540 All I've seen is division. 201 00:11:26,611 --> 00:11:28,911 We live in a country where racial segregation 202 00:11:28,913 --> 00:11:31,614 and slavery ruled for many a generation. 203 00:11:31,616 --> 00:11:35,351 Sadly, that prejudice is alive and well today. 204 00:11:36,654 --> 00:11:38,287 Here at The People's Temple 205 00:11:38,289 --> 00:11:40,389 we don't judge people by their color, 206 00:11:40,391 --> 00:11:42,291 we judge them by their actions. 207 00:11:55,406 --> 00:11:57,673 Now, many have criticized our path. 208 00:12:00,245 --> 00:12:03,813 There are those who call us dreamy-eyed socialists. 209 00:12:03,815 --> 00:12:06,882 Well I say we gotta be dreamy eyed together 210 00:12:06,884 --> 00:12:09,385 or we're gonna be blown up together. 211 00:12:09,387 --> 00:12:13,256 We gotta live together or we're gonna die together. 212 00:12:13,258 --> 00:12:17,393 This is a country that despises our rainbow family. 213 00:12:17,395 --> 00:12:18,894 They say we're never gonna get to heaven 214 00:12:18,896 --> 00:12:20,796 unless we do things their way. 215 00:12:20,798 --> 00:12:24,567 But that's the biggest cop out in the world. 216 00:12:24,569 --> 00:12:28,771 If you die a devil, then as a tree falls so shall it lie. 217 00:12:28,773 --> 00:12:30,640 If you're creep here on earth 218 00:12:30,642 --> 00:12:33,809 you'd make a hell out of any heaven you went to. 219 00:12:33,811 --> 00:12:36,812 We gotta get to doing to what Jesus told us to do, 220 00:12:36,814 --> 00:12:38,714 build a heaven here. 221 00:12:46,991 --> 00:12:50,526 That's why we have the People's Temple Agricultural Project. 222 00:12:51,963 --> 00:12:54,030 Many of our members are out in Guyana right now 223 00:12:54,032 --> 00:12:56,866 farming the land and paving the way for our arrival. 224 00:12:58,670 --> 00:13:01,637 There we will establish our own heaven, 225 00:13:01,639 --> 00:13:03,973 free from prejudice and persecution. 226 00:13:05,043 --> 00:13:07,343 We will be self-sufficient. 227 00:13:07,345 --> 00:13:08,944 We will be loving. 228 00:13:08,946 --> 00:13:10,846 We will enjoy our community 229 00:13:10,848 --> 00:13:13,015 without some authoritarian honky telling us 230 00:13:13,017 --> 00:13:14,717 what we do in love is wrong. 231 00:13:21,826 --> 00:13:26,462 Let me tell you this brothers and sisters. Our time has come. 232 00:13:27,665 --> 00:13:30,366 In Jonestown we will create paradise, 233 00:13:30,368 --> 00:13:31,967 our heaven on earth. 234 00:13:31,969 --> 00:13:34,970 We must break free from the bonds of this country 235 00:13:34,972 --> 00:13:36,605 because I have seen the truth 236 00:13:36,607 --> 00:13:38,474 and the truth is this. 237 00:13:38,476 --> 00:13:40,476 It's called the American dream 238 00:13:40,478 --> 00:13:42,611 because you gotta have your goddamn eyes 239 00:13:42,613 --> 00:13:43,713 closed to believe it. 240 00:13:46,984 --> 00:13:48,818 - Amen. - Hallelujah. 241 00:13:58,863 --> 00:13:59,895 Wasn't that amazing. 242 00:13:59,897 --> 00:14:02,098 It was so amazing. 243 00:14:04,669 --> 00:14:05,501 Good to see you. 244 00:14:05,503 --> 00:14:06,936 Bless you my child. 245 00:14:11,609 --> 00:14:13,642 There you are sitting in the front row 246 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:15,144 going about your good work. 247 00:14:15,146 --> 00:14:16,579 Bless you. 248 00:14:16,581 --> 00:14:17,980 Good to see you. 249 00:14:28,092 --> 00:14:29,692 Good to see you. 250 00:14:40,872 --> 00:14:42,738 Marcy, my love. 251 00:14:42,740 --> 00:14:44,473 Amazing words, Reverend. 252 00:14:44,475 --> 00:14:45,174 Amazing. 253 00:14:47,712 --> 00:14:48,978 This is my friend Sarah. 254 00:14:48,980 --> 00:14:50,679 It's her first time here. 255 00:14:53,885 --> 00:14:54,984 Hello, Sarah. 256 00:14:55,987 --> 00:14:57,887 Welcome to the Temple. 257 00:14:59,891 --> 00:15:02,057 You're home now my child. 258 00:15:02,059 --> 00:15:02,958 You're home. 259 00:16:31,015 --> 00:16:33,115 Come Sarah, join us. 260 00:16:52,570 --> 00:16:54,637 Our love is everlasting. 261 00:17:01,913 --> 00:17:03,078 It will never die. 262 00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:20,663 I've made a decision. 263 00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:22,131 About what? 264 00:17:22,133 --> 00:17:23,766 I'm going back to Jonestown. 265 00:17:27,204 --> 00:17:29,838 I feel like I need to see the place again. 266 00:17:29,840 --> 00:17:31,941 Well, it's been 10 years, 267 00:17:31,943 --> 00:17:34,176 surly they've built something else on the land by now. 268 00:17:34,178 --> 00:17:35,811 It's abandoned. 269 00:17:35,813 --> 00:17:38,080 No one been there since '78. 270 00:17:38,082 --> 00:17:40,215 What do you hope to achieve by returning? 271 00:17:42,853 --> 00:17:45,921 The memories are so big in my head 272 00:17:45,923 --> 00:17:47,856 maybe if I see the place as it is now, 273 00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:51,193 I don't know maybe it'll take away some of the power. 274 00:17:51,195 --> 00:17:53,896 Maybe I can find some closure. 275 00:17:53,898 --> 00:17:55,864 It's possible but it could also 276 00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:58,100 bring back a lot of repressed memories 277 00:17:58,102 --> 00:18:00,169 and cause you more distress. 278 00:18:00,171 --> 00:18:01,704 I know. 279 00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:04,173 I've spent years as a heavily medicated zombie 280 00:18:04,175 --> 00:18:05,774 suppressing everything. 281 00:18:07,144 --> 00:18:10,379 I feel like it's time to deal with the issues head-on. 282 00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,715 And the medication? 283 00:19:04,301 --> 00:19:05,300 I see. 284 00:19:05,302 --> 00:19:09,271 A decade later and the memories are still so painful. 285 00:19:11,175 --> 00:19:13,308 Well, you are my patient, 286 00:19:13,310 --> 00:19:15,744 I have a duty of care and it's my judgment 287 00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,313 that this may not be the best thing for your recovery. 288 00:19:20,284 --> 00:19:23,852 But it's up to you, I can only advise. 289 00:19:25,322 --> 00:19:28,157 Part of me thinks I'm crazy for even considering this 290 00:19:28,159 --> 00:19:31,994 but I don't know it's just something I have to do. 291 00:19:52,049 --> 00:19:55,050 We are eternal aspects of consciousness 292 00:19:55,052 --> 00:19:57,753 with an infinity of potential 293 00:19:57,755 --> 00:20:00,055 yet we have allowed ourselves 294 00:20:00,057 --> 00:20:04,960 to become an unquestioning mass of conformity, a herd. 295 00:20:07,398 --> 00:20:10,065 Once we concede to the herd mentality 296 00:20:10,067 --> 00:20:13,268 we can easily be controlled by the few and we are. 297 00:20:15,206 --> 00:20:18,774 Not only are we the slaves to their imposed thought, 298 00:20:18,776 --> 00:20:20,976 we are also the police force of it 299 00:20:20,978 --> 00:20:23,278 ensuring that others conform too. 300 00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:27,983 To awaken to the truth we must first tear down the lies 301 00:20:27,985 --> 00:20:31,253 but we have become to attached to the lies. 302 00:20:32,523 --> 00:20:34,923 We want to hold onto the illusion 303 00:20:34,925 --> 00:20:37,793 and gain enlightenment while still remaining a part 304 00:20:37,795 --> 00:20:39,828 of a the three-dimensional rat race. 305 00:20:42,233 --> 00:20:43,499 That is not possible. 306 00:20:44,935 --> 00:20:47,302 Above all they feed on our fear. 307 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,507 Pain and anguish provides their nutrients. 308 00:20:53,077 --> 00:20:56,178 So, what should we put out there instead? 309 00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:00,382 How about love? 310 00:21:02,153 --> 00:21:03,952 It really is as simple as that. 311 00:21:05,022 --> 00:21:06,288 Love for one another, 312 00:21:06,290 --> 00:21:09,324 an acknowledgment that we are one consciousness. 313 00:21:10,561 --> 00:21:13,796 That is the true path of resistance. 314 00:21:15,399 --> 00:21:19,902 You don't have to fight, you only have to love. 315 00:21:26,477 --> 00:21:27,376 Sarah. 316 00:21:33,217 --> 00:21:35,317 Our love will never die. 317 00:21:48,465 --> 00:21:50,499 Join us my lovechild. 318 00:21:50,501 --> 00:21:53,869 We are meant to be together, always. 319 00:26:05,456 --> 00:26:07,389 We're gonna have major fallout from this? 320 00:26:07,391 --> 00:26:11,493 The media have always been supportive, for the most part. 321 00:26:11,495 --> 00:26:13,728 But, if they smell blood in the water 322 00:26:13,730 --> 00:26:15,730 the pitchforks will come out. 323 00:26:15,732 --> 00:26:17,833 Our political friends probably won't support us 324 00:26:17,835 --> 00:26:20,802 in the midst of media witch hunt, not publicly anyway. 325 00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,772 The church is already unpopular with much of the public. 326 00:26:23,774 --> 00:26:27,175 Why the hell would we be unpopular, huh? 327 00:26:27,177 --> 00:26:29,711 The political influence ruffs people the wrong way. 328 00:26:30,781 --> 00:26:32,881 Jealous sons of bitches. 329 00:26:32,883 --> 00:26:34,449 Bottom line, Jim. 330 00:26:34,451 --> 00:26:38,186 If this article causes ripples with registered voters 331 00:26:38,188 --> 00:26:40,222 the politicians who have always given their backing 332 00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:42,457 are going to run for cover. 333 00:26:42,459 --> 00:26:43,625 So what's the next move? 334 00:26:44,695 --> 00:26:46,361 We bring forward our plans. 335 00:26:46,363 --> 00:26:47,529 We need to leave for Guyana 336 00:26:47,531 --> 00:26:49,764 by the time this article hits the streets. 337 00:26:49,766 --> 00:26:51,833 But isn't that a show of weakness on our part? 338 00:26:51,835 --> 00:26:53,401 Look, I know I said we're gonna go 339 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,570 but we should be doing it on our time. 340 00:26:55,572 --> 00:26:57,372 This looks like we're being pushed out. 341 00:26:57,374 --> 00:26:59,875 Lawrence, you just said it yourself 342 00:26:59,877 --> 00:27:01,610 we intend to leave anyway. 343 00:27:02,846 --> 00:27:04,246 It's the smart move. 344 00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:06,515 Fucking pieces of shit! 345 00:27:06,517 --> 00:27:08,750 After everything I've built 346 00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:10,318 now some fucking weasel journalist 347 00:27:10,320 --> 00:27:12,254 is gonna destroy my reputation? 348 00:27:18,295 --> 00:27:19,794 We'll give you a moment. 349 00:27:19,796 --> 00:27:21,630 You need to think this through. 350 00:27:34,811 --> 00:27:36,211 Can I help you with something? 351 00:27:36,213 --> 00:27:38,380 I was hoping to speak with the Reverend. 352 00:27:39,783 --> 00:27:41,216 Now's not a good time. 353 00:27:41,218 --> 00:27:41,917 Come back later. 354 00:27:43,387 --> 00:27:44,286 Okay. 355 00:27:54,565 --> 00:27:56,264 I have a lot of responsibility. 356 00:27:58,335 --> 00:28:00,335 Sometimes that weighs heavily on me 357 00:28:00,337 --> 00:28:02,204 and I have a moment of weakness. 358 00:28:03,607 --> 00:28:04,506 As you can see. 359 00:28:05,409 --> 00:28:06,308 It's okay. 360 00:28:07,778 --> 00:28:09,277 So what's on your mind? 361 00:28:11,315 --> 00:28:13,682 I'm kinda nervous to say this. 362 00:28:13,684 --> 00:28:16,251 You don't need to be nervous, I'm listening. 363 00:28:17,854 --> 00:28:21,856 Moving to Guyana, it's a big step. 364 00:28:22,693 --> 00:28:23,758 Does it scare you? 365 00:28:25,395 --> 00:28:26,294 A little. 366 00:28:27,764 --> 00:28:31,666 This may surprise you but I'm scared too. 367 00:28:31,668 --> 00:28:33,517 Really? 368 00:28:33,519 --> 00:28:35,369 Of course, we're part of a revolution 369 00:28:36,773 --> 00:28:38,840 that brings with it big questions which 370 00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,542 demand big answers. 371 00:28:40,544 --> 00:28:44,679 When we view things through the lens of everyday life 372 00:28:44,681 --> 00:28:46,014 it can feel overwhelming. 373 00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:47,682 Yeah. 374 00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:50,685 What we have to remember is that we are a part 375 00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,355 of something bigger than everyday life. 376 00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:55,323 It's bigger than ourselves. 377 00:28:55,325 --> 00:28:58,793 Our collective mind can change to world. 378 00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,866 If we put the work in, we can affect real change. 379 00:29:06,470 --> 00:29:07,902 Of course, there's always gonna be those 380 00:29:07,904 --> 00:29:09,337 who try to tear us down. 381 00:29:10,440 --> 00:29:12,574 But we have to keep fighting. 382 00:29:20,417 --> 00:29:23,051 You're a very special member of this family, Sarah. 383 00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,757 It's no accident that you came to us. 384 00:29:29,793 --> 00:29:31,493 God brought you here. 385 00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:38,366 We are all destined to be together. 386 00:31:03,487 --> 00:31:04,719 Good evening, everyone. 387 00:31:04,721 --> 00:31:05,854 Y'all having a good time? 388 00:31:05,856 --> 00:31:07,522 - Yeah. - Yes, sir. 389 00:31:07,524 --> 00:31:10,692 It's important that we savor the love that we share. 390 00:31:10,694 --> 00:31:12,794 Unfortunately, there are many out there who oppose 391 00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:13,862 what we have built here. 392 00:31:15,465 --> 00:31:19,701 When were attacked we turn to our Bibles for the answers. 393 00:31:20,570 --> 00:31:21,936 But the truth is this, 394 00:31:23,039 --> 00:31:25,807 that Bible hold on like a disease. 395 00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:29,611 It holds on because one time you prayed 396 00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:31,746 and you got an answer. 397 00:31:33,650 --> 00:31:36,518 One time you read a Scripture and you felt good. 398 00:31:37,921 --> 00:31:38,920 You forgot about all those time 399 00:31:38,922 --> 00:31:41,656 when you prayed and mom died. 400 00:31:42,793 --> 00:31:45,427 You prayed and daddy didn't come home. 401 00:31:45,429 --> 00:31:47,929 You prayed and your children didn't get any food. 402 00:31:49,666 --> 00:31:52,734 You say, I pray to you Jim Jones but you don't help me. 403 00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:53,568 No! 404 00:31:54,438 --> 00:31:56,037 Because you're praying. 405 00:31:56,039 --> 00:31:59,941 If you work with me I will help you. 406 00:32:01,077 --> 00:32:02,777 The more energy you give me, 407 00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:04,212 the more you believe in me, 408 00:32:04,214 --> 00:32:06,514 the more I can do the work. 409 00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:08,917 It's the mystery of supply. 410 00:32:10,954 --> 00:32:13,221 But most people don't give me much to work with. 411 00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:16,124 They sleep. 412 00:32:16,126 --> 00:32:19,961 Some of my own people don't care enough to stay awake. 413 00:32:19,963 --> 00:32:21,162 I care about you. 414 00:32:21,164 --> 00:32:22,831 I want you to be free. 415 00:32:22,833 --> 00:32:25,033 I don't want you lost at that final day when you pray 416 00:32:25,035 --> 00:32:27,001 and realize that it won't do you any good. 417 00:32:27,003 --> 00:32:29,003 Because the kingdom of heaven is within. 418 00:32:29,005 --> 00:32:31,005 The word is inside of you. 419 00:32:31,007 --> 00:32:33,007 The only Christ you're gonna see is the Christ in you. 420 00:32:33,009 --> 00:32:34,876 That's your hope of glory. 421 00:32:34,878 --> 00:32:37,111 And if you don't grab hold of it 422 00:32:38,615 --> 00:32:41,716 then the man is just gonna come and take us all away. 423 00:32:45,088 --> 00:32:49,224 So now, our time has come. 424 00:32:52,662 --> 00:32:54,929 As we face a tax on our way of life by those 425 00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,931 who daren't walk within our walls, 426 00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:59,634 we can no longer look to the Scriptures for answers. 427 00:33:00,637 --> 00:33:02,937 We need to start a revolution. 428 00:33:02,939 --> 00:33:05,106 And only our actions can make that happen. 429 00:33:10,547 --> 00:33:12,180 Those drinks in your hands, 430 00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:14,983 that sweet liquid in your belly, 431 00:33:18,088 --> 00:33:20,522 it's laced with cyanide. 432 00:33:25,228 --> 00:33:26,694 I speak the truth. 433 00:33:26,696 --> 00:33:28,062 In 30 minutes you're going to cross over 434 00:33:28,064 --> 00:33:30,932 into another plain of existence. 435 00:33:30,934 --> 00:33:33,034 This will be our revolutionary act, 436 00:33:33,036 --> 00:33:35,236 a clear message to those who would persecute us 437 00:33:35,238 --> 00:33:38,006 that we would sooner die than be divided 438 00:33:38,008 --> 00:33:40,174 and imprisoned by their expectations. 439 00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:45,046 Now you get an answer to that age old question, 440 00:33:45,882 --> 00:33:47,549 when the time comes, 441 00:33:47,551 --> 00:33:49,050 when your numbers up, 442 00:33:49,052 --> 00:33:52,186 will you be able to face the Lord with love in your heart? 443 00:33:52,188 --> 00:33:55,924 Will you open your arms and embrace the ascension? 444 00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:02,030 Or are you gonna spread panic and bitterness? 445 00:34:03,300 --> 00:34:04,799 Are you going to cling to a world 446 00:34:04,801 --> 00:34:06,267 that no longer welcomes you? 447 00:34:06,269 --> 00:34:10,738 Now is the time, the time for you to find out 448 00:34:10,740 --> 00:34:11,940 who your really are 449 00:34:11,942 --> 00:34:14,208 and how you really feel about each other. 450 00:34:15,312 --> 00:34:17,211 Feel the unity. 451 00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:20,048 Take comfort in one another. 452 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,217 Your body is just a vessel. 453 00:34:23,219 --> 00:34:24,252 Your soul will live on. 454 00:34:24,254 --> 00:34:25,820 You have nothing to fear. 455 00:34:27,157 --> 00:34:29,824 This is the revolution right here, right now. 456 00:34:31,194 --> 00:34:33,061 The world will hear our message 457 00:34:33,063 --> 00:34:35,663 and it will change everything. 458 00:34:45,241 --> 00:34:49,844 Okay, take a breath and listen to the words I speak. 459 00:35:03,159 --> 00:35:05,760 Your drinks do not contain cyanide. 460 00:35:06,630 --> 00:35:08,396 This has been a test. 461 00:35:08,398 --> 00:35:10,164 You're not gonna die today. 462 00:35:12,335 --> 00:35:16,204 Tomorrow the sunrise will be more beautiful 463 00:35:16,206 --> 00:35:17,839 than any you've seen before. 464 00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:21,242 Your breakfast will be sweeter 465 00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:23,244 than any meal you've ever tasted. 466 00:35:23,246 --> 00:35:25,213 The love you have for one another 467 00:35:25,215 --> 00:35:26,648 will be stronger than ever 468 00:35:26,650 --> 00:35:29,283 because now, now you know. 469 00:35:29,285 --> 00:35:34,122 You know that you are prepared to die for each other, 470 00:35:34,124 --> 00:35:36,257 to find peace in death. 471 00:36:49,199 --> 00:36:51,299 So what can you tell me 472 00:36:51,301 --> 00:36:53,334 about life here in Jonestown? 473 00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,770 Oh, it's absolutely amazing. 474 00:36:55,772 --> 00:36:57,038 The Lord has gifted us 475 00:36:57,040 --> 00:36:59,841 with this community full of love and compassion. 476 00:36:59,843 --> 00:37:01,375 - Compassion. - Yeah. 477 00:37:01,377 --> 00:37:04,378 The sense of unity here is unmatched 478 00:37:04,380 --> 00:37:06,280 anywhere else on the planet. 479 00:37:06,282 --> 00:37:08,265 We have something here 480 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,251 that we wouldn't have been able to have in America. 481 00:37:10,253 --> 00:37:12,086 You're getting everything you need here, 482 00:37:12,088 --> 00:37:14,322 food, health care? 483 00:37:14,324 --> 00:37:15,890 Yeah, absolutely. 484 00:37:15,892 --> 00:37:16,824 Absolutely. 485 00:37:16,826 --> 00:37:17,992 Yeah, we're getting everything 486 00:37:17,994 --> 00:37:19,761 that we could possible need here. 487 00:37:19,763 --> 00:37:22,363 In fact, since we've been here 488 00:37:22,365 --> 00:37:25,032 several babies have been born. 489 00:37:25,034 --> 00:37:28,002 They'll grow up knowing what a loving community really is. 490 00:37:29,773 --> 00:37:30,471 Hey. 491 00:37:34,277 --> 00:37:36,043 Who are those people? 492 00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:38,279 That's the congressman and his assistant. 493 00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,983 What are they doing here? 494 00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:46,354 There's been some media coverage back in the States. 495 00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:48,055 They're here to check on our welfare. 496 00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:50,224 It's stupid, we're happy here. 497 00:37:52,195 --> 00:37:53,094 Are we? 498 00:37:55,198 --> 00:37:56,097 You're not? 499 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:58,266 I didn't say that. 500 00:37:58,268 --> 00:38:02,203 It's just some things don't feel right to me. 501 00:38:03,072 --> 00:38:03,971 Like what? 502 00:38:05,441 --> 00:38:08,009 Megaphone out in the fields, 503 00:38:08,011 --> 00:38:10,311 the Reverend's sermons playing all day. 504 00:38:10,313 --> 00:38:12,113 Lots of us find that inspiring. 505 00:38:12,115 --> 00:38:13,581 Do you find the apocalyptic stuff 506 00:38:13,583 --> 00:38:15,349 that he's preaching inspiring? 507 00:38:16,452 --> 00:38:18,352 I find it frightening. 508 00:38:18,354 --> 00:38:21,022 He's just trying to prepare us for the fight. 509 00:38:21,024 --> 00:38:23,291 No revolution never succeeded without a battle. 510 00:38:24,327 --> 00:38:26,360 Don't you have any doubts? 511 00:38:26,362 --> 00:38:28,029 I'm happy here. 512 00:38:28,031 --> 00:38:29,263 I thought you were too. 513 00:38:30,400 --> 00:38:33,034 A lot of things here make me happy. 514 00:38:33,036 --> 00:38:35,303 I love being with you and the others. 515 00:38:36,506 --> 00:38:38,840 There are strange things going on though. 516 00:38:38,842 --> 00:38:43,177 Do you know there are armed men at the perimeter every day? 517 00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,112 We need to be protected. 518 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:48,082 There are people out there who hate what we've built here. 519 00:38:50,186 --> 00:38:52,453 What if they're not here to keep people out? 520 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,489 What if they're here to keep people in? 521 00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,266 Okay, well thanks very much 522 00:39:05,268 --> 00:39:06,300 for speaking with us. 523 00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:07,335 Of course, of course. 524 00:39:07,337 --> 00:39:08,603 Thank you. 525 00:39:08,605 --> 00:39:11,105 Please guys feel free to speak to anyone here. 526 00:39:11,107 --> 00:39:12,874 You know we all love it. 527 00:39:12,876 --> 00:39:15,476 This is truly a wonderful place. 528 00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,478 I'm sure it is. 529 00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:18,379 Thank you. 530 00:39:21,951 --> 00:39:24,418 - Another happy camper. - Hmmmmm. 531 00:39:26,089 --> 00:39:26,954 Something wrong? 532 00:39:26,956 --> 00:39:28,456 Have you noticed? 533 00:39:28,458 --> 00:39:29,390 What? 534 00:39:29,392 --> 00:39:31,259 Don't turn around too quickly. 535 00:39:31,261 --> 00:39:33,461 Just glance, the two men standing over 536 00:39:33,463 --> 00:39:35,263 there by the pavilion. 537 00:39:35,265 --> 00:39:38,099 People keep glancing to them when they're talking to us 538 00:39:38,101 --> 00:39:39,500 as if seeking approval. 539 00:39:40,670 --> 00:39:42,036 You think they're armed? 540 00:39:42,038 --> 00:39:44,405 Well, the man who drove us here was. 541 00:39:45,608 --> 00:39:47,475 Some members claim they were persecuted 542 00:39:47,477 --> 00:39:48,976 back in San Francisco. 543 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:52,914 Like I said, everyone's becoming rather paranoid. 544 00:40:25,481 --> 00:40:27,014 What do you wanna do next? 545 00:40:29,986 --> 00:40:31,686 Let's go speak to some more people. 546 00:40:36,526 --> 00:40:37,725 Hi. 547 00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,559 Hi. 548 00:40:38,561 --> 00:40:39,560 I'm Annette. 549 00:40:39,562 --> 00:40:42,530 Do you have a moment to speak with the Congressman? 550 00:40:42,532 --> 00:40:43,998 What about? 551 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:46,167 The commune, how do you find living here? 552 00:40:47,036 --> 00:40:48,469 I love it. 553 00:40:48,471 --> 00:40:50,171 It's everything I could possibly want. 554 00:40:50,173 --> 00:40:52,673 What is about this place that you love? 555 00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:58,679 The sense of unity. 556 00:40:58,681 --> 00:41:00,581 The sense of community. 557 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,050 The love here it's really something. 558 00:41:03,052 --> 00:41:04,986 I gotta go, I've got some work to do. 559 00:41:04,988 --> 00:41:07,655 But it was really nice to meet you both. 560 00:41:07,657 --> 00:41:09,323 Thank you for speaking with us. 561 00:41:09,325 --> 00:41:11,125 No problem. 562 00:41:14,097 --> 00:41:16,097 I'd like to talk to you, no camera. 563 00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:17,498 Sure. 564 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:19,200 Take five, Dave. 565 00:41:19,202 --> 00:41:20,501 Get a drink or something. 566 00:41:25,041 --> 00:41:28,275 Hey slow down, you're gonna give me a heart attack. 567 00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:31,078 That girl, she gave me this. 568 00:41:33,716 --> 00:41:34,749 What does it say? 569 00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:40,321 Oh, God. 570 00:41:46,396 --> 00:41:48,662 So that was handed to us 571 00:41:48,664 --> 00:41:50,331 by someone who lives here. 572 00:41:57,573 --> 00:42:01,042 I can't be responsible for everyone's happiness. 573 00:42:01,044 --> 00:42:03,144 They all have to responsible for their own. 574 00:42:03,146 --> 00:42:05,413 I understand that but why do you think someone 575 00:42:05,415 --> 00:42:07,681 would feel they needed help? 576 00:42:07,683 --> 00:42:09,083 Who knows? 577 00:42:09,085 --> 00:42:10,418 All I know is one bad apple 578 00:42:10,420 --> 00:42:12,653 does not make for a rotten barrel. 579 00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,722 But it's not just one Reverend. 580 00:42:14,724 --> 00:42:17,591 We spoke to others, we showed them the note. 581 00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,126 When they saw someone had broken rank 582 00:42:19,128 --> 00:42:21,562 they also indicated they were unhappy. 583 00:42:23,132 --> 00:42:25,332 We have few people out there that would like to leave. 584 00:42:28,805 --> 00:42:31,539 People play games, friend. 585 00:42:31,541 --> 00:42:34,075 They play games and they lie. 586 00:42:34,077 --> 00:42:37,511 Are you suggesting that the people who wanna leave 587 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:40,347 are lying about the abuses here? 588 00:42:41,551 --> 00:42:43,651 People are unhappy and they play games. 589 00:42:43,653 --> 00:42:45,352 I can't be responsible for that. 590 00:42:46,489 --> 00:42:47,788 Now just go. 591 00:42:47,790 --> 00:42:50,124 Leave us in peace. 592 00:42:50,126 --> 00:42:53,494 So if we take those who are unhappy back with us, 593 00:42:53,496 --> 00:42:55,296 back to American, you don't object. 594 00:43:01,838 --> 00:43:05,673 If they want to go, they can go. 595 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:18,319 You're really leaving? 596 00:43:19,655 --> 00:43:21,155 Quite a few people are. 597 00:43:24,127 --> 00:43:25,326 Why don't you come with us? 598 00:43:25,328 --> 00:43:26,560 This is my home. 599 00:43:26,562 --> 00:43:28,662 You're home is back in San Francisco. 600 00:43:28,664 --> 00:43:29,563 Not anymore. 601 00:43:31,834 --> 00:43:33,734 He really has a hold on you, doesn't he? 602 00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,336 I still believe in the message. 603 00:43:35,338 --> 00:43:36,337 What message is that? 604 00:43:36,339 --> 00:43:37,238 Love. 605 00:43:39,509 --> 00:43:41,675 It was about love in the beginning 606 00:43:41,677 --> 00:43:43,644 now it's all about fear. 607 00:43:43,646 --> 00:43:46,614 There's as many guns as people here these days. 608 00:43:46,616 --> 00:43:48,182 Things have really changed. 609 00:43:48,184 --> 00:43:49,850 I'm sorry you feel that way. 610 00:43:50,653 --> 00:43:52,153 Why can't you see it. 611 00:43:52,155 --> 00:43:52,887 See what? 612 00:43:52,889 --> 00:43:55,789 The Reverend is a paranoid mess. 613 00:43:55,791 --> 00:43:57,791 He's leading us all down a dark path. 614 00:43:57,793 --> 00:43:59,793 All I know is I've seen the Reverend 615 00:43:59,795 --> 00:44:02,396 perform miracles year after year. 616 00:44:02,398 --> 00:44:05,199 He's healed the blind, helped the crippled walk. 617 00:44:05,201 --> 00:44:07,668 He's clearly been chosen by God. 618 00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:10,337 Who are we to question the anointed? 619 00:44:15,811 --> 00:44:17,645 Love you. 620 00:44:35,731 --> 00:44:38,666 Congressman, Congressman, Congressman, 621 00:44:38,668 --> 00:44:40,568 take me with you, please. 622 00:44:42,572 --> 00:44:43,671 You wanna leave? 623 00:44:44,807 --> 00:44:46,340 I haven't had the courage to say anything 624 00:44:46,342 --> 00:44:48,892 but I feel like I finally can. 625 00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:51,445 You seemed pretty committed to Jim Jones just an hour ago. 626 00:44:51,447 --> 00:44:53,447 I'm one of his highest deputies 627 00:44:53,449 --> 00:44:54,648 if I hadn't helped him keep people out 628 00:44:54,650 --> 00:44:55,683 he would've hurt me. 629 00:44:55,685 --> 00:44:57,785 But the Reverend has lost his way 630 00:44:57,787 --> 00:44:58,953 and I can't be held responsible 631 00:44:58,955 --> 00:45:00,721 for what happens here anymore. 632 00:45:00,723 --> 00:45:02,856 I just wanna be my own man. 633 00:45:02,858 --> 00:45:03,824 He's lying. 634 00:45:03,826 --> 00:45:05,793 Yeah, he's still loyal to Jones. 635 00:45:05,795 --> 00:45:09,797 Guys, I've done things to hurt you and I've made mistakes 636 00:45:09,799 --> 00:45:12,733 but I just wanna be free like the rest of you. 637 00:45:12,735 --> 00:45:14,435 That's bullshit. 638 00:45:14,437 --> 00:45:17,838 All right, all right, let's everybody stay calm here. 639 00:45:19,642 --> 00:45:22,409 Now if you're sincere about your desire to leave this place 640 00:45:22,411 --> 00:45:24,745 - then what I can do is... - Swear to God, 641 00:45:24,747 --> 00:45:26,513 I'm telling the truth. 642 00:45:26,515 --> 00:45:27,648 I just wanna leave. 643 00:45:29,819 --> 00:45:30,718 Okay. 644 00:45:31,787 --> 00:45:33,354 Then you can come with us. 645 00:45:33,990 --> 00:45:34,888 Come on. 646 00:45:46,636 --> 00:45:48,802 You know, I don't know. 647 00:45:48,804 --> 00:45:53,274 Listen, I just, I don't know why you would turn. 648 00:45:53,276 --> 00:45:54,842 You know it's a lie and you know it's fake. 649 00:45:54,844 --> 00:45:55,743 The Congressman... 650 00:45:57,446 --> 00:45:59,947 Our plane, where is it? 651 00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:01,815 I'm told fuel was low. 652 00:46:01,817 --> 00:46:03,017 The pilot's gone to a base the other side 653 00:46:03,019 --> 00:46:04,652 of Georgetown to fill up. 654 00:46:04,654 --> 00:46:07,554 And how long are we expected to wait for this plane? 655 00:46:07,556 --> 00:46:09,690 Well, I've given ETA of 5:00 p.m. 656 00:46:09,692 --> 00:46:11,392 Only a half an hour away. 657 00:46:11,394 --> 00:46:14,328 There's a waiting room over in the main building. 658 00:46:14,330 --> 00:46:15,729 I suggest we wait in there. 659 00:46:20,569 --> 00:46:21,468 Fine. 660 00:46:34,317 --> 00:46:35,082 Where's Snyder? 661 00:46:44,894 --> 00:46:46,794 Oh, Christ. 662 00:46:55,037 --> 00:46:58,939 Please, we can settle this with a simple discussion. 663 00:47:08,551 --> 00:47:09,850 It doesn't have to be like this. 664 00:47:09,852 --> 00:47:11,952 It's too late for that. 665 00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,981 It's far, far harder to have walked 666 00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:43,050 through every day, die slowly, 667 00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,652 and from the time you're a child 668 00:47:45,654 --> 00:47:47,621 to the time you get gray, you're dying. 669 00:47:48,824 --> 00:47:50,858 It as a revolutionary suicide, 670 00:47:50,860 --> 00:47:53,894 this is not self-destructive suicide. 671 00:47:53,896 --> 00:47:56,864 So they'll pay for this, they brought this upon us 672 00:47:56,866 --> 00:47:58,766 and they'll pay for that. 673 00:47:58,768 --> 00:48:00,567 I leave that destiny to them. 674 00:48:02,438 --> 00:48:05,806 1,000 people who said, "We don't like the way the world is 675 00:48:05,808 --> 00:48:07,174 "take our life from us." 676 00:48:07,176 --> 00:48:10,511 "We laid it down, we got tired." 677 00:48:10,513 --> 00:48:11,979 "We didn't commit suicide, 678 00:48:11,981 --> 00:48:14,715 "we committed an act of revolutionary suicide 679 00:48:14,717 --> 00:48:17,985 "protesting the condition of an inhumane world." 680 00:49:01,096 --> 00:49:05,833 And he took the bread, gave thanks, and broke it. 681 00:49:05,835 --> 00:49:11,104 He gave it them saying, "This is my body given for you, 682 00:49:11,106 --> 00:49:14,775 "do this in remembrance of me." 683 00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:22,115 Take it my lovechild. 684 00:49:22,117 --> 00:49:24,017 Only by tasting the body of Christ 685 00:49:24,019 --> 00:49:25,919 will you find your answers. 686 00:49:34,964 --> 00:49:37,798 In the same way he took the cup 687 00:49:39,969 --> 00:49:43,871 and said, "This cup is the new covenant in my blood, 688 00:49:45,040 --> 00:49:46,673 "which is poured out for you." 689 00:52:48,691 --> 00:52:49,389 Hello. 690 00:52:50,325 --> 00:52:52,192 I'm so sorry the door was open. 691 00:52:52,194 --> 00:52:53,727 Oh no, that's okay. 692 00:52:53,729 --> 00:52:55,762 I was just taking a walk. 693 00:52:55,764 --> 00:52:57,230 My name's Gaia. 694 00:52:57,232 --> 00:52:59,332 Yeah, I'm really sorry to bother you. 695 00:52:59,334 --> 00:53:00,333 Wait. 696 00:53:02,871 --> 00:53:04,471 I can see you're tired. 697 00:53:04,473 --> 00:53:06,139 You're welcome to rest here. 698 00:53:11,914 --> 00:53:14,948 I didn't expect to meet an American out here. 699 00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:17,250 I came to Guyana four years ago. 700 00:53:17,252 --> 00:53:19,186 My husband worked here. 701 00:53:19,188 --> 00:53:20,454 He passed away. 702 00:53:20,456 --> 00:53:21,321 I'm so sorry. 703 00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:26,259 I grieved for such a long time, 704 00:53:26,261 --> 00:53:29,863 constantly reliving the same moments day after day 705 00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,299 then something happened, 706 00:53:33,769 --> 00:53:35,335 I moved beyond all that. 707 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:39,206 I woke up. 708 00:53:39,208 --> 00:53:40,474 What happened? 709 00:53:40,476 --> 00:53:42,909 It takes effort to be effortless. 710 00:53:44,847 --> 00:53:47,914 And sometimes you have to go through the pain 711 00:53:47,916 --> 00:53:49,316 for it to become painless. 712 00:53:50,385 --> 00:53:52,219 The process can be frustrating. 713 00:53:53,889 --> 00:53:55,455 I was part of the People's Temple. 714 00:53:55,457 --> 00:53:59,292 We were church commune who lived near by back in the 70s. 715 00:53:59,294 --> 00:54:00,961 Jonestown. 716 00:54:00,963 --> 00:54:02,129 Yeah. 717 00:54:02,131 --> 00:54:03,997 A very sad thing. 718 00:54:06,168 --> 00:54:09,136 I survived it but it's hunted me ever since. 719 00:54:10,205 --> 00:54:11,438 I came back out here hoping to deal 720 00:54:11,440 --> 00:54:13,373 with my feelings about what happened. 721 00:54:16,545 --> 00:54:19,312 I'm so conflicted because I wanna connect 722 00:54:19,314 --> 00:54:21,348 with something spiritual, 723 00:54:21,350 --> 00:54:24,184 something beyond everyday existence 724 00:54:25,287 --> 00:54:26,553 but to connect to that 725 00:54:26,555 --> 00:54:28,955 should make you feel free not imprisoned. 726 00:54:30,959 --> 00:54:32,826 That's how I felt within the church. 727 00:54:34,229 --> 00:54:36,163 I thought it would open my mind and my heart 728 00:54:36,165 --> 00:54:37,964 but all it did was close them off. 729 00:54:41,403 --> 00:54:45,372 You know, religion doesn't have a monopoly on spirituality. 730 00:54:45,374 --> 00:54:50,310 And your feelings aren't subjugated by not knowing. 731 00:54:50,312 --> 00:54:54,981 We are all connected, you just don't see it yet. 732 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:02,222 Sometimes it takes an event so incredible to wake us up 733 00:55:02,224 --> 00:55:06,359 for better or worse and you don't get to choose. 734 00:55:36,391 --> 00:55:41,194 I'm constantly amazed every time I walk through here. 735 00:55:41,196 --> 00:55:42,429 It's so beautiful. 736 00:55:42,431 --> 00:55:46,499 Nothing is more perfect than this moment. 737 00:55:46,501 --> 00:55:47,367 Don't you agree? 738 00:55:49,338 --> 00:55:50,403 Wake up, Sarah. 739 00:55:51,506 --> 00:55:53,206 I am awake. 740 00:55:53,208 --> 00:55:55,475 Oh, there pick those. 741 00:55:55,477 --> 00:55:57,444 They're good for bug bites. 742 00:55:57,446 --> 00:55:59,913 Just a few, save some for next time. 743 00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:07,587 Each expression of life on this planet 744 00:56:07,589 --> 00:56:10,423 has its own unique vibration. 745 00:56:18,066 --> 00:56:21,368 Connection to every living thing is available to us 746 00:56:21,370 --> 00:56:23,937 if we're willing to be open to it. 747 00:56:23,939 --> 00:56:25,171 I want to be open to it 748 00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:27,407 but I just feel so disconnected. 749 00:56:27,409 --> 00:56:32,612 You're still a willing partner in this dance of life 750 00:56:32,614 --> 00:56:34,514 whether you acknowledge it or not. 751 00:56:34,516 --> 00:56:36,283 I have moments where I feel connected 752 00:56:36,285 --> 00:56:39,286 but I can't sustain it. 753 00:56:39,288 --> 00:56:41,121 It feels like there's resistance. 754 00:56:43,392 --> 00:56:46,092 Start with the body and the mind will follow. 755 00:56:55,470 --> 00:56:57,637 We've all had trauma in our lives 756 00:56:57,639 --> 00:57:00,540 it doesn't lessen what you've been through 757 00:57:00,542 --> 00:57:02,375 just that you're not defined 758 00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:05,211 by your past, good or not so good. 759 00:57:06,381 --> 00:57:08,381 It's human to feel emotions 760 00:57:08,383 --> 00:57:11,418 but people think they are their emotions 761 00:57:11,420 --> 00:57:14,521 when it's really just one small part of us 762 00:57:14,523 --> 00:57:18,525 yet we let those emotions control our lives. 763 00:57:18,527 --> 00:57:21,594 So how do we break free of those emotions? 764 00:57:21,596 --> 00:57:26,466 First acknowledge that you can feel, let yourself feel 765 00:57:26,468 --> 00:57:29,202 but then remember that you're not your thoughts 766 00:57:29,204 --> 00:57:31,504 nor your emotions. 767 00:57:31,506 --> 00:57:33,473 Sounds so simple. 768 00:57:33,475 --> 00:57:38,311 It's never simple to undo decades of damaging thoughts. 769 00:57:38,313 --> 00:57:41,448 It takes a great deal of belief. 770 00:57:41,450 --> 00:57:44,451 I did believe in something look where that go me. 771 00:57:44,453 --> 00:57:48,488 But have you ever believed in yourself, believed in Sarah? 772 00:57:48,490 --> 00:57:51,157 I know it's hard for you to believe me 773 00:57:51,159 --> 00:57:54,260 but when a person allows their emotional state 774 00:57:54,262 --> 00:57:56,663 to overcloud their judgment 775 00:57:56,665 --> 00:58:00,000 it makes it difficult to really see. 776 00:58:00,002 --> 00:58:01,601 Can't say my emotional state 777 00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:03,203 is in great shape right now. 778 00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:06,072 Have you tried meditation? 779 00:58:06,074 --> 00:58:09,743 Kind of, I found it hard to quieten my mind. 780 00:58:09,745 --> 00:58:12,379 The negative thoughts just kept coming. 781 00:58:16,651 --> 00:58:18,218 What's this? 782 00:58:18,220 --> 00:58:20,620 If you can't change your thinking on your own 783 00:58:20,622 --> 00:58:22,122 this will help. 784 00:58:22,124 --> 00:58:23,023 What is it? 785 00:58:24,559 --> 00:58:27,127 It's an ancient mixture I learned to make 786 00:58:27,129 --> 00:58:29,763 from the locals here, very powerful. 787 00:58:29,765 --> 00:58:34,067 It induces a state of relaxation and centeredness. 788 00:58:35,170 --> 00:58:37,537 Drink this and we'll meditate together. 789 00:58:37,539 --> 00:58:42,308 This and the meditation will allow your mind to expand. 790 00:58:42,310 --> 00:58:46,046 You'll see reality for the way it really is. 791 00:58:47,149 --> 00:58:49,282 I'm not sure I wanna drink it. 792 00:58:49,284 --> 00:58:50,617 What are you afraid of? 793 00:58:52,521 --> 00:58:55,155 Being out of control, I guess. 794 00:58:55,157 --> 00:58:57,590 How has your life been, being in control? 795 00:58:59,594 --> 00:59:00,460 Not so good. 796 00:59:01,797 --> 00:59:03,530 Maybe it's time to surrender. 797 00:59:14,342 --> 00:59:15,308 Close your eyes. 798 00:59:20,082 --> 00:59:24,551 Now, begin by becoming aware of your breathing 799 00:59:26,088 --> 00:59:32,792 and allow your awareness to draw down into your body, 800 00:59:34,629 --> 00:59:39,099 inhaling and exhaling. 801 00:59:41,503 --> 00:59:48,842 Inhale, allow the breath to enter the nostrils 802 00:59:48,844 --> 00:59:51,611 cooling the nasal passages. 803 00:59:51,613 --> 00:59:55,415 As it goes and touches the back of your throat 804 00:59:56,718 --> 01:00:01,688 and draws down, deep into the bottom of your lungs. 805 01:00:03,525 --> 01:00:05,758 The breath is your guide. 806 01:00:07,395 --> 01:00:10,730 The breath is your refuge. 807 01:00:12,801 --> 01:00:16,336 As thoughts arise, which they will, 808 01:00:17,672 --> 01:00:22,342 gently bring your attention back to your breath, 809 01:00:23,879 --> 01:00:26,746 inhaling and exhaling. 810 01:00:28,250 --> 01:00:32,585 Deeper and deeper. 811 01:00:59,614 --> 01:01:03,816 You know your life is just a dream, don't you? 812 01:01:27,375 --> 01:01:29,342 They took us and put us in chains 813 01:01:29,344 --> 01:01:32,278 and that's nothing, this business, that business, 814 01:01:32,280 --> 01:01:33,980 there's no comparison to that, to this. 815 01:01:35,383 --> 01:01:36,616 They robbed us of our land, 816 01:01:36,618 --> 01:01:37,684 and they've taken us and driven us 817 01:01:37,686 --> 01:01:39,652 and we tried to find ourselves. 818 01:01:39,654 --> 01:01:42,222 We tried to find a new beginning but it's too late. 819 01:01:42,224 --> 01:01:43,723 You can't separate yourself 820 01:01:43,725 --> 01:01:46,526 from your brother and your sister. 821 01:01:46,528 --> 01:01:47,660 No way I'm gonna do it. 822 01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:48,628 I refuse. 823 01:01:48,630 --> 01:01:50,162 I don't know who fired the shot, 824 01:01:50,164 --> 01:01:51,697 I don't know who killed the congressman 825 01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,666 but as far as I'm concerned I killed him. 826 01:01:53,668 --> 01:01:56,803 With respect, die with a degree of dignity. 827 01:01:56,805 --> 01:01:58,220 It's done. 828 01:01:58,222 --> 01:01:59,638 Lay down your life with dignity. 829 01:01:59,641 --> 01:02:00,789 Good. 830 01:02:00,791 --> 01:02:01,940 Don't lay down with tears and agony. 831 01:02:01,943 --> 01:02:04,644 You have the documents? 832 01:02:04,646 --> 01:02:06,646 In the box over there. 833 01:02:06,648 --> 01:02:09,449 Don't, don't be this way. 834 01:02:09,451 --> 01:02:10,350 Okay. 835 01:02:11,753 --> 01:02:13,502 This is not the way for people 836 01:02:13,504 --> 01:02:15,254 who are Socialists or Communists to die. 837 01:02:17,892 --> 01:02:18,925 No way for us to die. 838 01:02:18,927 --> 01:02:21,027 We must die with some dignity. 839 01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:28,835 Mother, mother, mother, mother, mother please. 840 01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:33,906 Please, please, please don't do this, don't do this. 841 01:02:36,578 --> 01:02:39,345 Lay down your life with your child but don't do this. 842 01:02:48,590 --> 01:02:51,057 This is Snyder. Operation MK Guyana 843 01:02:51,059 --> 01:02:52,792 is now terminated officially. 844 01:02:54,396 --> 01:02:56,696 Send in the crew, I'll be on the next flight. 845 01:03:02,904 --> 01:03:05,705 No, no, sorrow that it's all over. 846 01:03:05,707 --> 01:03:08,574 I'm glad it's over. 847 01:03:12,947 --> 01:03:14,447 What was in that drink? 848 01:03:14,449 --> 01:03:15,815 Water. 849 01:03:15,817 --> 01:03:16,649 What? 850 01:03:16,651 --> 01:03:18,384 It was just water. 851 01:03:18,386 --> 01:03:19,619 No, but I saw... 852 01:03:19,621 --> 01:03:21,854 Yes, you saw. 853 01:03:22,957 --> 01:03:24,791 You wanted to awaken and see the world 854 01:03:24,793 --> 01:03:26,793 for what it really is. 855 01:03:26,795 --> 01:03:30,697 You didn't think you could do it on your own but you did. 856 01:03:30,699 --> 01:03:32,832 You are powerful. 857 01:03:32,834 --> 01:03:34,734 You just proved it. 858 01:03:34,736 --> 01:03:37,804 There was nothing in that vile but water. 859 01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:40,673 But I saw something, a past incident 860 01:03:40,675 --> 01:03:41,641 that I wasn't present at. 861 01:03:41,643 --> 01:03:43,543 How could I have seen that? 862 01:03:43,545 --> 01:03:45,578 When your third eye is opened 863 01:03:45,580 --> 01:03:47,947 you're capable of seeing everything. 864 01:03:53,621 --> 01:03:54,887 What the hell is going on? 865 01:03:56,558 --> 01:03:58,891 I ask myself the same question. 866 01:03:58,893 --> 01:04:01,728 The agency assigned me to watch you. 867 01:04:01,730 --> 01:04:04,664 Make sure the memories stayed repressed. 868 01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,400 I thought it would be an easy gig 869 01:04:07,402 --> 01:04:09,369 just ushering you through a few years 870 01:04:09,371 --> 01:04:10,937 of medication and counseling 871 01:04:10,939 --> 01:04:12,638 and then passing you off to the next one 872 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,507 in line for this shit detail. 873 01:04:14,509 --> 01:04:18,911 But then you came off the meds 874 01:04:18,913 --> 01:04:20,680 and psychiatry wasn't enough anymore. 875 01:04:20,682 --> 01:04:21,981 Now here we are. 876 01:04:21,983 --> 01:04:23,149 What the hell are you talking about? 877 01:04:23,151 --> 01:04:24,417 What agency? 878 01:04:24,419 --> 01:04:25,651 That's irrelevant. 879 01:04:25,653 --> 01:04:28,454 What's important is that I have fucked up 880 01:04:28,456 --> 01:04:30,757 and I'm gonna have to rectify that. 881 01:04:30,759 --> 01:04:32,158 You think you can just kill me in cold blood 882 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,593 and get away with it. 883 01:04:33,595 --> 01:04:34,427 Think it. 884 01:04:34,429 --> 01:04:35,728 No, I know it. 885 01:04:35,730 --> 01:04:37,964 I've handled far tougher marks than you. 886 01:04:37,966 --> 01:04:39,699 This is as straight forward as it gets. 887 01:04:39,701 --> 01:04:42,902 Mentally ill girl racked with survivor's guilt 888 01:04:42,904 --> 01:04:46,038 comes back to the site of the massacre and commits suicide. 889 01:04:46,040 --> 01:04:47,640 The headline writes itself. 890 01:05:37,959 --> 01:05:39,625 Where's the bitch? 891 01:06:41,556 --> 01:06:43,956 Come to me my lovechild. 892 01:06:43,958 --> 01:06:45,791 You belong with us. 893 01:06:56,971 --> 01:07:00,172 You've taken up space in my head for over a decade now. 894 01:07:01,809 --> 01:07:04,076 Consider this your eviction notice. 895 01:07:05,547 --> 01:07:07,580 I'm taking back my power. 896 01:07:09,017 --> 01:07:10,917 I will no longer live in fear. 897 01:07:12,687 --> 01:07:14,820 You're nothing to me now. 898 01:07:56,898 --> 01:08:01,000 The battle is on for your heart and your mind. 899 01:08:01,002 --> 01:08:03,135 So don't give them over so readily. 900 01:08:05,073 --> 01:08:08,808 Don't buy into the phony political races. 901 01:08:09,844 --> 01:08:12,244 Turn off the manufactured news. 902 01:08:13,381 --> 01:08:16,215 Reject all of the fear mongering. 903 01:08:18,086 --> 01:08:22,121 Go outside, connect with nature. 904 01:08:23,324 --> 01:08:24,357 Find love. 905 01:08:26,094 --> 01:08:27,760 Feel gratitude. 906 01:08:29,731 --> 01:08:33,099 Choose a life where you don't live in fear. 907 01:08:34,736 --> 01:08:38,671 Fear is the prison they want you to live in. 908 01:08:40,942 --> 01:08:42,341 But what is there to fear? 909 01:08:44,145 --> 01:08:45,011 Nothing. 910 01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:48,748 We are all one consciousness 911 01:08:48,750 --> 01:08:51,150 experiencing itself subjectively. 912 01:08:53,121 --> 01:08:56,756 Death doesn't actually exist. 913 01:08:58,259 --> 01:09:01,260 Our lives are all a dream 914 01:09:01,262 --> 01:09:07,333 and each of us is the imagination of ourselves. 915 01:09:10,171 --> 01:09:12,238 But remember... 916 01:09:12,240 --> 01:09:19,145 imagination is evidence of the divine. 917 01:09:33,751 --> 01:09:38,751