0000 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:10,000 YoubetCash.net Agen Judi Online Aman & Terpercaya 000 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Bonus Cashback Bola 6% Bonus Rollingan 0,80% 00 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Welcome Bonus Rp 25.000 Extra Bonus Tambahan Withdraw Rp 2.000.000 0 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:25,000 CashBack Mix Parlay 100% Bonus Ajak teman 45,2% 1 00:00:29,864 --> 00:00:31,196 Shit. 2 00:00:39,707 --> 00:00:40,708 Ah, ah. 3 00:01:17,477 --> 00:01:18,476 Fuck. 4 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:36,991 Ma! 5 00:02:39,827 --> 00:02:40,828 Oh! 6 00:02:41,996 --> 00:02:43,163 I know, Ma. 7 00:02:45,033 --> 00:02:47,167 I don't know what I'm doin'. 8 00:02:48,368 --> 00:02:51,037 Well, why don't you come down? 9 00:02:51,039 --> 00:02:52,239 It's freezin'. 10 00:02:54,241 --> 00:02:57,344 Are you sure you want me to come down? 11 00:03:01,716 --> 00:03:02,850 I'm sure. 12 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:06,186 Really? 13 00:03:08,188 --> 00:03:10,257 Really, come on. 14 00:03:11,358 --> 00:03:13,025 Ma, come on, okay? 15 00:03:13,027 --> 00:03:16,729 - Oh Jesus Christ, Ma. - Oh yeah. 16 00:03:16,731 --> 00:03:19,098 Oh god. 17 00:03:19,100 --> 00:03:20,866 Maybe bacon and eggs 18 00:03:20,868 --> 00:03:22,434 - will do me... - Ma, I'm so tired. 19 00:03:22,436 --> 00:03:25,370 Well, a big, greasy breakfast and a nice nap, 20 00:03:25,372 --> 00:03:26,739 - that'll help. - No, I don't want 21 00:03:26,741 --> 00:03:28,273 to go to the fuckin' diner now. 22 00:03:28,275 --> 00:03:29,374 I've been up all night. 23 00:03:29,376 --> 00:03:30,375 Lookin' for me. 24 00:03:30,377 --> 00:03:31,376 What? 25 00:03:31,378 --> 00:03:32,945 No, why would I look for you? 26 00:03:32,947 --> 00:03:34,212 You're always in the same spot. 27 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,214 Yeah, guess I am. 28 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:38,784 I guess I just thought if anybody 29 00:03:38,786 --> 00:03:40,418 in the world would be lookin' for me, 30 00:03:40,420 --> 00:03:43,124 it'd be you, you know. 31 00:03:45,893 --> 00:03:46,728 I'll treat ya. 32 00:03:47,762 --> 00:03:49,895 - With whose money? - I'll pay ya back 33 00:03:49,897 --> 00:03:51,899 when I get my check. 34 00:03:53,801 --> 00:03:54,802 Huh? 35 00:03:55,402 --> 00:03:56,434 I don't want fuckin' eggs. 36 00:03:56,436 --> 00:03:57,937 I wanna sleep. 37 00:03:57,939 --> 00:03:59,941 Jesus, crabby. 38 00:04:01,109 --> 00:04:04,242 Lord love a duck, this car is a piece of shit. 39 00:04:04,244 --> 00:04:07,079 Bacon and toast 40 00:04:07,081 --> 00:04:09,414 and two eggs, easy over. 41 00:04:09,416 --> 00:04:12,317 I mean, easy over, just like. 42 00:04:12,319 --> 00:04:13,753 You know what I'm saying? 43 00:04:13,755 --> 00:04:16,822 They just kiss the, kiss the, you know... 44 00:04:16,824 --> 00:04:18,124 The same as always, Doreen. Frying pan. 45 00:04:18,126 --> 00:04:19,992 Same thing. Yeah, thank you, 46 00:04:19,994 --> 00:04:20,993 and toast on the side. 47 00:04:20,995 --> 00:04:22,828 Ah, I'm good, thank you. 48 00:04:22,830 --> 00:04:24,262 You know. 49 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:25,465 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 50 00:04:27,935 --> 00:04:30,770 I hope they don't fuck up my eggs, yeah? 51 00:04:30,772 --> 00:04:33,471 How hard is it to cook a fuckin' egg? 52 00:04:33,473 --> 00:04:35,440 She knows I like it easy over, 53 00:04:35,442 --> 00:04:37,777 and they always come cooked straight through, 54 00:04:37,779 --> 00:04:40,012 and then they look at you like you're the one 55 00:04:40,014 --> 00:04:41,346 with the fuckin' problem. 56 00:04:41,348 --> 00:04:43,448 Oh yeah, I am. 57 00:04:43,450 --> 00:04:46,020 I'm talkin' shit about you, Doreen. 58 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,287 What a bitch. 59 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:51,957 She's mean-spirited since high school, 60 00:04:51,959 --> 00:04:54,294 always with that mean fuckin' mouth. 61 00:04:56,197 --> 00:04:57,830 Didn't her son get you pregnant? 62 00:04:57,832 --> 00:04:59,632 - Jesus Christ. - I thought he did. 63 00:04:59,634 --> 00:05:01,534 For fuck's sake, Ma. 64 00:05:01,536 --> 00:05:03,836 What's his name, Greg? 65 00:05:03,838 --> 00:05:04,839 Greg? 66 00:05:06,207 --> 00:05:08,373 Reggie, it was Reggie. 67 00:05:08,375 --> 00:05:10,308 And we don't even get a free coffee. 68 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:12,477 - Stop. - I'm just sayin'. 69 00:05:12,479 --> 00:05:14,180 You pay for an abortion, 70 00:05:14,182 --> 00:05:16,148 the least you should get is a free coffee. 71 00:05:16,150 --> 00:05:17,482 You don't pay for an abortion. 72 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:20,186 No, but you gotta pay for the taxi, 73 00:05:20,188 --> 00:05:21,854 and then you got to pay 74 00:05:21,856 --> 00:05:23,889 for the time off work and all that. 75 00:05:23,891 --> 00:05:26,158 I'm just sayin', you know. 76 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,325 You pay for an abortion, 77 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:30,998 the least you should get is a free coffee. 78 00:05:32,499 --> 00:05:34,168 You're so fuckin' embarrassing. 79 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:38,506 Oh, I'm embarrassing? 80 00:05:44,344 --> 00:05:46,377 Sorry my manic fuckin' depression is so 81 00:05:46,379 --> 00:05:47,378 embarrassing to you. 82 00:05:47,380 --> 00:05:48,379 Don't, don't diagnose yourself. 83 00:05:48,381 --> 00:05:49,515 I'm not. 84 00:05:49,517 --> 00:05:51,517 I saw it on one of them shows, 85 00:05:51,519 --> 00:05:53,552 one of them shows with doctors on 'em. 86 00:05:53,554 --> 00:05:54,555 Jesus! 87 00:05:57,258 --> 00:05:58,358 - Ma? - Yeah? 88 00:05:59,694 --> 00:06:01,527 You're depressed, 'cause you drink all the time. 89 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:04,866 No, I drink all the time, 'cause I'm depressed. 90 00:06:12,372 --> 00:06:14,242 Look, I'll calm down for a bit. 91 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:18,212 - Right. - I will, I swear. 92 00:06:25,385 --> 00:06:26,888 For fuck's sake. 93 00:06:50,912 --> 00:06:54,980 So your relationship with your father was abusive? 94 00:06:54,982 --> 00:06:58,449 You know, it didn't feel that way at the time, 95 00:06:58,451 --> 00:07:00,087 because it wasn't physical. 96 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:02,590 It was emotional. 97 00:07:04,091 --> 00:07:05,624 So I normalized his behavior. 98 00:07:05,626 --> 00:07:10,596 I thought every family was like this. 99 00:07:10,598 --> 00:07:14,432 And now that he's dead, my life is finally mine. 100 00:07:14,434 --> 00:07:15,601 Thank you, Linda. 101 00:07:15,603 --> 00:07:17,435 You're so brave for showing up. 102 00:07:21,108 --> 00:07:22,109 I know. 103 00:07:23,010 --> 00:07:24,276 They never come back. 104 00:07:24,278 --> 00:07:27,680 Relax, Mike, take a break, have a sandwich. 105 00:07:27,682 --> 00:07:30,117 I don't want no fuckin' sandwich. 106 00:07:31,118 --> 00:07:32,620 I want you to come and visit. 107 00:07:34,622 --> 00:07:36,121 Eat your sandwich. 108 00:07:36,123 --> 00:07:38,456 You can have your beer back when you down your sandwich. 109 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:43,128 Dougie, I'm, I'm so sorry. 110 00:07:43,130 --> 00:07:45,998 I took a nap and slept clear through my alarm. 111 00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:47,465 That's okay. 112 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:48,466 I'm right upstairs. 113 00:07:48,468 --> 00:07:49,503 No, honestly. 114 00:07:50,972 --> 00:07:52,470 How is she? 115 00:07:54,141 --> 00:07:56,474 Doug, it's the end of the month. 116 00:07:56,476 --> 00:07:58,310 You know how she is. 117 00:07:58,312 --> 00:07:59,313 Okay. 118 00:08:00,047 --> 00:08:01,148 - Fresh pot. - Mm. 119 00:08:03,150 --> 00:08:05,985 Okay, so, him, he's in timeout. 120 00:08:05,987 --> 00:08:07,052 He's on a different planet today. 121 00:08:07,054 --> 00:08:08,053 Look at him. 122 00:08:08,055 --> 00:08:09,321 Always is. 123 00:08:09,323 --> 00:08:10,057 Alright. 124 00:08:13,694 --> 00:08:16,829 Hey, button, Sunday night, you and me? 125 00:08:16,831 --> 00:08:19,198 Yeah, Sunday. 126 00:08:21,502 --> 00:08:24,503 Hey, can I get a vodka cranberry, hun? 127 00:08:24,505 --> 00:08:25,506 Yeah, sure thing. 128 00:08:27,508 --> 00:08:29,341 Hey, good night, Dougie. 129 00:08:29,343 --> 00:08:30,909 You've been... 130 00:08:30,911 --> 00:08:32,511 I know two nights ago, you were on stage with Don Rickles. 131 00:08:32,513 --> 00:08:34,713 I was on stage with my darling Don Rickles. 132 00:08:34,715 --> 00:08:35,714 Love Don, I love him. 133 00:08:35,716 --> 00:08:37,082 I adore him. 134 00:08:37,084 --> 00:08:39,086 I watched that man at 86. 135 00:08:40,054 --> 00:08:42,354 He's a masterclass at comedy. 136 00:08:42,356 --> 00:08:43,722 You just stand there and you go 137 00:08:43,724 --> 00:08:46,258 that's how you tell a joke. 138 00:08:47,361 --> 00:08:49,395 - Icon. - True icon. 139 00:08:49,397 --> 00:08:50,696 Next up for everybody is the Look... 140 00:08:50,698 --> 00:08:53,532 Now, gorgeous case, 141 00:08:53,534 --> 00:08:55,200 it's not about the case. 142 00:08:55,202 --> 00:08:56,201 Look at the case. 143 00:08:57,905 --> 00:09:01,206 Amazing, that wonderful animal print case, I mean, gorgeous, 144 00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:03,275 but look what is in the case, 145 00:09:03,277 --> 00:09:07,212 'cause nobody buys a sunglass case for a case. 146 00:09:07,214 --> 00:09:10,883 All the great looks that people like Jackie O. 147 00:09:10,885 --> 00:09:12,718 We did them in two colors. 148 00:09:12,720 --> 00:09:14,221 We did them in the black. 149 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:22,895 The lenses on the tortoise are in a brown family going, 150 00:09:22,897 --> 00:09:25,397 they're all on braid, and in the black, 151 00:09:25,399 --> 00:09:27,766 they're more of a dark gray, going down. 152 00:09:27,768 --> 00:09:29,468 You wore these on the plane. 153 00:09:29,470 --> 00:09:30,569 I wear these with other stuff. 154 00:09:30,571 --> 00:09:32,271 I love these. 155 00:09:32,273 --> 00:09:36,275 I love them because they're kind of rounded, a little. 156 00:09:36,277 --> 00:09:37,276 Yes. 157 00:09:37,278 --> 00:09:38,644 Which is very good. 158 00:09:38,646 --> 00:09:40,145 They are beautifully done. 159 00:09:40,147 --> 00:09:42,650 They are lightweight but very sturdy. 160 00:09:43,751 --> 00:09:47,319 They're not that horrible, cheap glass 161 00:09:47,321 --> 00:09:48,587 that you get at the drugstore 162 00:09:48,589 --> 00:09:51,590 that twists off and breaks in a second. 163 00:09:51,592 --> 00:09:55,596 And UVA, UVB, UVC, UVD, 164 00:09:56,430 --> 00:10:00,799 whatever it is, yes, the lens is totally treated for that. 165 00:10:02,303 --> 00:10:04,436 And, yeah, full protection, full protection. 166 00:10:04,438 --> 00:10:05,439 Uh-uh-uh. 167 00:10:07,108 --> 00:10:08,941 Everything I do, because I'm gonna wear it, 168 00:10:08,943 --> 00:10:12,512 and it sounds very selfish, I want the best quality 169 00:10:12,514 --> 00:10:14,646 for me and for you. 170 00:10:14,648 --> 00:10:16,815 This is not a secondary line of mine. 171 00:10:16,817 --> 00:10:20,520 This is not like a better thing going on at Neiman Marcus. 172 00:10:20,522 --> 00:10:22,524 This is it for me. 173 00:10:23,691 --> 00:10:26,158 Gorgeous case, it's not about the case. 174 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:28,293 Look at the case, let's start with that. 175 00:10:28,295 --> 00:10:31,697 Amazing, that wonderful animal print case, 176 00:10:31,699 --> 00:10:33,632 I mean, gorgeous, but look... 177 00:10:33,634 --> 00:10:35,467 You smell like a bathhouse. 178 00:10:36,837 --> 00:10:38,637 You smell like a brewery. 179 00:10:38,639 --> 00:10:42,676 You buy it for what's in it, but take... 180 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:07,900 Oh, oh yeah, babe. 181 00:11:07,902 --> 00:11:09,334 - Yeah. - Oh my god. 182 00:11:09,336 --> 00:11:10,869 God, that feels so fucking good. 183 00:11:10,871 --> 00:11:12,671 Yeah, fuck me, Reggie. 184 00:11:12,673 --> 00:11:15,207 Yeah, baby. Just like that. 185 00:11:15,209 --> 00:11:16,241 Yeah, look. 186 00:11:16,243 --> 00:11:18,545 Fuckin' go now, baby, go. 187 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:27,219 There are nets up there, Reggie. 188 00:11:27,221 --> 00:11:29,356 She knows there are fuckin' nets up there. 189 00:11:30,357 --> 00:11:31,192 Yeah. 190 00:11:32,259 --> 00:11:33,392 Yeah, but she could still die, though. 191 00:11:33,394 --> 00:11:35,761 She could hit her head on the ledge, 192 00:11:35,763 --> 00:11:37,231 tangle the nets, bleed out, 193 00:11:38,399 --> 00:11:39,698 get found the next day, I mean... 194 00:11:39,700 --> 00:11:40,699 Found by who? 195 00:11:40,701 --> 00:11:42,535 City worker, probably. 196 00:11:42,537 --> 00:11:43,735 You think that's a job, 197 00:11:43,737 --> 00:11:45,370 and there's like a suicide net checker guy? 198 00:11:45,372 --> 00:11:46,874 Yeah, probably. 199 00:11:48,242 --> 00:11:49,942 That's a shitty fuckin' job. 200 00:11:49,944 --> 00:11:52,379 Yeah, that or she could just get paralyzed. 201 00:11:54,448 --> 00:11:56,048 All right, I got to go. 202 00:11:56,050 --> 00:11:57,449 Okay. 203 00:11:57,451 --> 00:11:58,450 You got to jiggle it. 204 00:11:58,452 --> 00:11:59,451 - What? - Jiggle it. 205 00:11:59,453 --> 00:12:00,953 Lift the handle sideways. 206 00:12:00,955 --> 00:12:02,287 - What do you mean jiggle it? - You just fuckin' jiggle it. 207 00:12:02,289 --> 00:12:03,455 Jiggle the fucking handle! 208 00:12:03,457 --> 00:12:04,456 Okay, all right, you know what, fuck this. 209 00:12:04,458 --> 00:12:05,558 - Fuck it. - Oh my god. 210 00:12:05,560 --> 00:12:07,459 Excuse me, sorry, ah. 211 00:12:07,461 --> 00:12:08,727 - Fuckin', really, Reggie? - You want to just help? 212 00:12:08,729 --> 00:12:10,262 Can you get out of the way? 213 00:12:10,264 --> 00:12:11,465 Oh, here we go. 214 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:13,633 For fuck's sake. 215 00:12:14,636 --> 00:12:16,268 Jesus. 216 00:12:16,270 --> 00:12:18,638 Your car's a piece of shit. 217 00:12:18,640 --> 00:12:20,072 Well, I'm gettin' a new one. 218 00:12:20,074 --> 00:12:21,242 Yeah, sure. 219 00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:25,246 Okay, well, I'll call ya. 220 00:12:25,913 --> 00:12:27,079 Sure, call me. 221 00:12:27,081 --> 00:12:28,780 Okay. 222 00:12:28,782 --> 00:12:30,415 Okay, yeah. 223 00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:43,931 No hat. 224 00:12:45,432 --> 00:12:46,633 Tacky. 225 00:12:46,635 --> 00:12:48,467 Classes up the whole ensemble. 226 00:13:01,616 --> 00:13:03,949 So tonight, 227 00:13:03,951 --> 00:13:07,819 I am Gustav. 228 00:13:07,821 --> 00:13:08,987 Ooh. 229 00:13:08,989 --> 00:13:09,990 And you? 230 00:13:11,025 --> 00:13:13,492 Um, Ingrid. 231 00:13:13,494 --> 00:13:14,627 Ingrid? 232 00:13:14,629 --> 00:13:15,662 I love it. 233 00:13:15,664 --> 00:13:16,962 Tell me about Ingrid. 234 00:13:16,964 --> 00:13:19,965 Okay, so Ingrid, well, she was in an orchestra. 235 00:13:19,967 --> 00:13:21,833 - Here? - No, god, no, 236 00:13:21,835 --> 00:13:25,971 somewhere in Europe, and she had an affair 237 00:13:25,973 --> 00:13:27,806 with the conductor or something. 238 00:13:27,808 --> 00:13:29,474 - As one does. - Mm-hmm. 239 00:13:29,476 --> 00:13:33,478 But now she's retired, and she lives in Bali 240 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:36,481 or Ibiza or somewhere like that. 241 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:39,688 Hmm, well, Gustav is, um, 242 00:13:41,021 --> 00:13:43,021 - a baron. - Ooh. 243 00:13:43,023 --> 00:13:44,356 Madame and Monsieur, 244 00:13:44,358 --> 00:13:46,024 what can I get you? 245 00:13:46,026 --> 00:13:47,560 Oh, French. 246 00:13:47,562 --> 00:13:48,827 I'm learning French. 247 00:13:48,829 --> 00:13:50,663 It's going very badly, but a man can dream. 248 00:13:50,665 --> 00:13:51,731 Oh, I think you're fabulous. 249 00:13:51,733 --> 00:13:52,831 Thank you. 250 00:13:52,833 --> 00:13:54,667 So she is an orchestra. 251 00:13:54,669 --> 00:13:55,735 - Mm-hmm. - Mm. 252 00:13:55,737 --> 00:13:57,369 And I am royalty. 253 00:13:57,371 --> 00:13:58,403 Of course. 254 00:13:58,405 --> 00:14:03,075 And we would like two gin martinis 255 00:14:03,077 --> 00:14:04,510 - ...with a twist. - With a twist. 256 00:14:04,512 --> 00:14:05,511 Already started. 257 00:14:05,513 --> 00:14:06,681 Una momento, por favor. 258 00:14:07,549 --> 00:14:08,882 I realize that's not French. 259 00:14:10,384 --> 00:14:11,383 He's nice. 260 00:14:11,385 --> 00:14:14,754 Mm, for me or for you? 261 00:14:14,756 --> 00:14:16,522 Please. 262 00:14:16,524 --> 00:14:20,192 So let's get into character, shall we? 263 00:14:20,194 --> 00:14:22,863 Ay, voila, two martinis. 264 00:14:37,612 --> 00:14:38,778 The fuck is wrong 265 00:14:38,780 --> 00:14:41,616 with you? 266 00:15:21,255 --> 00:15:23,589 Fuck off, fuck off! 267 00:15:23,591 --> 00:15:25,426 Fuck you, too! 268 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:39,106 Hey. 269 00:15:46,180 --> 00:15:47,448 Oh yeah. 270 00:16:28,823 --> 00:16:31,323 Today, we welcome back to the show Linda Black, 271 00:16:31,325 --> 00:16:33,992 whose story of her father's death has captured the 272 00:16:33,994 --> 00:16:35,994 attention of our audience since day one. 273 00:16:35,996 --> 00:16:38,664 Welcome, Linda. 274 00:16:38,666 --> 00:16:40,500 So tell us about your book. 275 00:16:40,502 --> 00:16:42,835 The book is called "I Survived." 276 00:16:42,837 --> 00:16:44,336 It's half biographical 277 00:16:44,338 --> 00:16:47,005 and half what I like to call identifi-courage. 278 00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:50,543 So first, you have to identify what is toxic 279 00:16:50,545 --> 00:16:52,177 about your relationship. 280 00:16:52,179 --> 00:16:55,715 And second, you must find the courage to leave. 281 00:16:58,553 --> 00:17:00,051 Linda Black, everyone, 282 00:17:00,053 --> 00:17:03,221 transforming her pain into this wonderful book 283 00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:05,190 with the help of the Gordon Baker Show. 284 00:17:05,192 --> 00:17:07,259 And if everyone looks under their seat, 285 00:17:07,261 --> 00:17:09,027 they're gonna find one. 286 00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:10,228 You get a book! 287 00:17:10,230 --> 00:17:11,597 You get a book! 288 00:17:11,599 --> 00:17:13,031 You get a book! 289 00:17:28,048 --> 00:17:29,049 Hey! 290 00:17:30,718 --> 00:17:32,620 Goddam! 291 00:17:33,922 --> 00:17:36,889 Fuckin' Deadsville in here. 292 00:17:36,891 --> 00:17:37,892 Hi, fellas. 293 00:17:39,226 --> 00:17:43,598 Let's get some tunes goin' in this funeral parlor. 294 00:17:44,599 --> 00:17:46,799 Okay, uh... 295 00:17:47,802 --> 00:17:49,902 No, no! 296 00:17:49,904 --> 00:17:51,236 Baby, no! 297 00:17:51,238 --> 00:17:52,239 Yeah! 298 00:17:53,140 --> 00:17:54,141 Okay, oh! 299 00:17:57,244 --> 00:17:58,245 Yeah, oh! 300 00:18:00,247 --> 00:18:01,248 Oh, yeah! 301 00:18:03,116 --> 00:18:05,985 Oh my god, I love this song. 302 00:18:05,987 --> 00:18:08,420 I got everybody a present. 303 00:18:11,659 --> 00:18:13,793 Beautiful, for you. 304 00:18:13,795 --> 00:18:15,128 Okay, one moment. 305 00:18:16,129 --> 00:18:17,663 Look what I got for you. 306 00:18:17,665 --> 00:18:20,098 It's the color of your eyes. 307 00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:22,300 Oh great, you're way too smart. 308 00:18:22,302 --> 00:18:23,638 And my Dougie, 309 00:18:26,941 --> 00:18:28,676 look what I got you. 310 00:18:29,944 --> 00:18:30,945 Come here! 311 00:18:31,946 --> 00:18:33,280 Okay, okay, okay! 312 00:18:34,281 --> 00:18:36,782 Yeah ! 313 00:18:40,153 --> 00:18:41,954 Fuck. 314 00:19:41,883 --> 00:19:42,882 Ma! 315 00:19:42,884 --> 00:19:44,917 Jesus, come down! 316 00:19:44,919 --> 00:19:45,920 I can't. 317 00:19:47,922 --> 00:19:49,023 I can't! 318 00:19:51,693 --> 00:19:53,695 You cannot help me! 319 00:19:55,029 --> 00:19:57,197 You don't fucking help me! 320 00:19:58,032 --> 00:19:59,865 Nobody fucking helps me. 321 00:19:59,867 --> 00:20:01,701 It's not fair. 322 00:20:01,703 --> 00:20:03,370 It's not fucking fair! 323 00:20:05,740 --> 00:20:07,039 It's never enough. 324 00:20:07,041 --> 00:20:08,710 It's never fucking enough! 325 00:20:12,446 --> 00:20:14,446 Hey, can I, 326 00:20:14,448 --> 00:20:16,050 Cathy, can, oh! 327 00:20:25,793 --> 00:20:26,794 Ma! 328 00:20:35,136 --> 00:20:36,902 - For fuck's sake! - So what now? 329 00:20:36,904 --> 00:20:38,436 Now that the nets work, 330 00:20:38,438 --> 00:20:39,905 what, what, are you gonna stick your head 331 00:20:39,907 --> 00:20:41,239 in the oven, at the end of every month? 332 00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:43,408 I don't got a gas oven. 333 00:20:43,410 --> 00:20:44,409 Don't be stupid. 334 00:20:44,411 --> 00:20:46,444 I'm stupid? 335 00:20:46,446 --> 00:20:49,247 Yeah, just set it to a cool 375 336 00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:52,920 and bake my skull like a Thanksgiving turkey, stupid. 337 00:21:00,128 --> 00:21:02,163 There's a million ways to die, honey. 338 00:21:07,135 --> 00:21:08,435 Took you a minute, though. 339 00:21:14,108 --> 00:21:15,442 What are you talkin' about? 340 00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:22,950 All I'm sayin' is it just took you a minute. 341 00:21:29,289 --> 00:21:30,290 Where are you goin'? 342 00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:34,962 To the bathroom. 343 00:21:36,130 --> 00:21:38,130 Don't look at me like that. 344 00:21:38,132 --> 00:21:39,965 When I actually fuckin' go somewhere, 345 00:21:39,967 --> 00:21:41,301 trust me, you'll know! 346 00:21:46,306 --> 00:21:47,307 Jesus. 347 00:22:27,347 --> 00:22:28,346 Micky! 348 00:22:28,348 --> 00:22:30,348 Micky, Jesus, hey! 349 00:22:30,350 --> 00:22:31,349 I'm talkin' to you. 350 00:22:31,351 --> 00:22:32,350 Here. 351 00:22:32,352 --> 00:22:33,586 Stop it. 352 00:22:33,588 --> 00:22:36,190 Reggie, Reggie, take your kid, for fuck sakes. 353 00:22:38,358 --> 00:22:40,025 What are you lookin' at, girlie? 354 00:22:40,027 --> 00:22:42,029 Nothing, I'm just shopping. 355 00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:48,035 Yikes. 356 00:22:53,541 --> 00:22:56,210 Why are you here? 357 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:07,054 Ma, what are you doing? 358 00:23:07,922 --> 00:23:10,289 Uh , 359 00:23:10,291 --> 00:23:12,124 I gotta talk to you. 360 00:23:12,126 --> 00:23:14,727 It's my one day off. 361 00:23:14,729 --> 00:23:17,062 Yeah, it can't wait, Cathy. 362 00:23:17,064 --> 00:23:18,931 Jesus Christ, one day, 363 00:23:18,933 --> 00:23:21,466 one day to myself, please. 364 00:23:21,468 --> 00:23:22,469 I'm dyin'. 365 00:23:25,239 --> 00:23:26,240 Wait, what? 366 00:23:27,074 --> 00:23:28,142 What, what is this? 367 00:23:29,977 --> 00:23:32,077 Just what I said, 368 00:23:32,079 --> 00:23:35,249 I, I'm dying. 369 00:24:05,513 --> 00:24:07,012 I hate this. 370 00:24:07,014 --> 00:24:08,446 Well, you shoulda thought of that 371 00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:10,184 before you smoked for 40 years. 372 00:24:11,118 --> 00:24:12,184 You smoke. 373 00:24:12,186 --> 00:24:13,621 Don't be a fuckin' hypocrite. 374 00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:17,122 Tammy MacDonald? 375 00:24:18,292 --> 00:24:19,358 Nice to meet you. 376 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,329 I'm Dr. Miller, your oncologist. 377 00:24:25,465 --> 00:24:26,497 I don't like her. 378 00:24:26,499 --> 00:24:27,533 - Ma. - Too pretty. 379 00:24:27,535 --> 00:24:29,467 I don't want a pretty doctor. 380 00:24:29,469 --> 00:24:30,468 I'm so sorry. 381 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:32,037 It's no offense, lady. 382 00:24:32,039 --> 00:24:33,471 I just want to fall apart in front 383 00:24:33,473 --> 00:24:36,344 of somebody a little less together. 384 00:24:38,145 --> 00:24:40,480 Well, I'm gonna be frank with you, Tammy. 385 00:24:41,983 --> 00:24:44,149 You don't have time to shop around. 386 00:24:44,151 --> 00:24:45,651 Well, that's a harsh thing 387 00:24:45,653 --> 00:24:48,320 to say to a dying woman. 388 00:24:48,322 --> 00:24:49,555 The cancer is stage IV. 389 00:24:49,557 --> 00:24:50,656 Hmm. 390 00:24:50,658 --> 00:24:52,658 It's spread to your liver. 391 00:24:52,660 --> 00:24:55,327 Best case scenario, you have six to ten months, 392 00:24:55,329 --> 00:24:58,065 and the only way to live that long is with treatment. 393 00:25:04,005 --> 00:25:05,537 What does she have to do? 394 00:25:05,539 --> 00:25:08,340 We should begin chemotherapy as soon as possible. 395 00:25:08,342 --> 00:25:11,043 The sooner you start, the more time you'll have. 396 00:25:11,045 --> 00:25:13,014 But ultimately, it's your decision. 397 00:25:16,751 --> 00:25:18,417 No. 398 00:25:18,419 --> 00:25:20,686 Can we have a little bit of time to think this over? 399 00:25:20,688 --> 00:25:21,687 Of course. 400 00:25:21,689 --> 00:25:22,855 I do strongly suggest 401 00:25:22,857 --> 00:25:25,190 that you make these decisions soon, tough. 402 00:25:25,192 --> 00:25:26,425 We will. 403 00:25:26,427 --> 00:25:27,428 Okay. 404 00:25:28,696 --> 00:25:31,098 Let me know what you decide, okay. 405 00:25:33,734 --> 00:25:38,372 Let me know what you decide. 406 00:25:39,774 --> 00:25:41,273 I don't want no chemo. 407 00:25:41,275 --> 00:25:42,541 I don't know, Ma. 408 00:25:42,543 --> 00:25:45,377 Maybe we should just listen to the doctor. 409 00:25:45,379 --> 00:25:46,445 Oh, I was listening. 410 00:25:46,447 --> 00:25:48,282 You're the one that wasn't listenin'. 411 00:25:53,621 --> 00:25:55,120 I need a drink. 412 00:25:59,293 --> 00:26:00,626 Oh , yeah. 413 00:26:00,628 --> 00:26:04,463 Fuck yeah . 414 00:26:23,117 --> 00:26:24,249 Hey. 415 00:26:24,251 --> 00:26:25,584 Hey, Pascal. 416 00:26:25,586 --> 00:26:27,419 Can I get a shot, huh, vodka, lime? 417 00:26:27,421 --> 00:26:28,422 Sure. 418 00:26:31,659 --> 00:26:33,759 I saw your ma over at Scully's 419 00:26:33,761 --> 00:26:35,496 with some asshole, getting ripped. 420 00:26:37,431 --> 00:26:38,797 Oh, really? 421 00:26:38,799 --> 00:26:39,798 It's okay. 422 00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:41,300 My ma was a wreck, too, 423 00:26:41,302 --> 00:26:42,601 and I'm just fuckin' fine. 424 00:27:10,698 --> 00:27:14,168 Okay, um, Victoria. 425 00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:17,803 She is a ballet dancer. 426 00:27:17,805 --> 00:27:19,506 What, you want to be a ballerina again? 427 00:27:19,508 --> 00:27:21,140 Well, you can be someone you've been before. 428 00:27:21,142 --> 00:27:22,474 There's no rules about that, right? 429 00:27:22,476 --> 00:27:25,644 No, no, I want someone new. 430 00:27:25,646 --> 00:27:27,181 I'll think of something new. 431 00:27:28,315 --> 00:27:29,982 I'll just get you guys some drinks, yeah? 432 00:27:29,984 --> 00:27:31,150 No, you know what? 433 00:27:31,152 --> 00:27:32,653 Maybe we should just hold off a bit, okay? 434 00:27:34,488 --> 00:27:35,489 Yeah. 435 00:27:39,860 --> 00:27:41,894 We should just go home, button. 436 00:27:41,896 --> 00:27:44,331 No, I don't, I don't want to go home. 437 00:27:45,499 --> 00:27:48,402 We're gonna have to talk about this at some point. 438 00:27:50,004 --> 00:27:51,405 She wants to die. 439 00:27:52,706 --> 00:27:54,507 Let her die. 440 00:27:54,509 --> 00:27:55,843 Jesus, Cathy, I... 441 00:27:56,844 --> 00:27:59,344 No, I don't want to talk about it, not here. 442 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:01,516 I just wanna play the game, okay? 443 00:28:03,918 --> 00:28:05,252 Okay. 444 00:28:13,694 --> 00:28:15,196 What the fuck? 445 00:28:48,429 --> 00:28:50,062 You have a hole in your wall. 446 00:28:50,064 --> 00:28:51,063 Yeah. 447 00:28:51,065 --> 00:28:52,601 It's the size of a head. 448 00:28:53,635 --> 00:28:56,301 It's the size of my head. 449 00:28:56,303 --> 00:28:57,738 Oh Jesus, Tammy. 450 00:28:58,939 --> 00:28:59,938 So this is it? 451 00:28:59,940 --> 00:29:01,406 This is your life? 452 00:29:01,408 --> 00:29:03,408 You, you just drink rye 453 00:29:03,410 --> 00:29:05,744 and fuck the trash you bring home? 454 00:29:05,746 --> 00:29:07,479 We're all trash. 455 00:29:07,481 --> 00:29:08,914 Well, at least some of us have a sense 456 00:29:08,916 --> 00:29:10,617 of fuckin' decency about it. 457 00:29:10,619 --> 00:29:11,618 Oh . 458 00:29:16,457 --> 00:29:19,091 We got to talk about your treatment. 459 00:29:19,093 --> 00:29:20,761 - No. - Tammy! 460 00:29:21,929 --> 00:29:23,495 I'm scared to be sick. 461 00:29:23,497 --> 00:29:25,264 You've always been sick. 462 00:29:25,266 --> 00:29:28,603 This time, you're just sick with cancer . 463 00:29:30,639 --> 00:29:31,640 What about Cathy? 464 00:29:32,773 --> 00:29:34,507 You have a responsibility to her. 465 00:29:34,509 --> 00:29:36,609 You never take that seriously. 466 00:29:36,611 --> 00:29:38,777 - I do. - No, you don't. 467 00:29:38,779 --> 00:29:40,848 Well, it's no help you being around. 468 00:29:41,949 --> 00:29:44,116 And you make it so fuckin' hard. 469 00:29:44,118 --> 00:29:45,518 - Me? - Yeah. 470 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:47,853 I can't compete with you. 471 00:29:47,855 --> 00:29:52,457 You, you come in here with your suits and your hotels, 472 00:29:52,459 --> 00:29:54,960 and you make it look like I, you know, I don't even try. 473 00:29:54,962 --> 00:29:56,629 'Cause you don't. 474 00:29:56,631 --> 00:29:57,963 I could. 475 00:29:57,965 --> 00:29:59,831 If you'd just give me some time with her, I could. 476 00:30:00,834 --> 00:30:02,801 You want time with her? 477 00:30:02,803 --> 00:30:03,804 Okay. 478 00:30:04,639 --> 00:30:07,472 Oh, I'll give you time with her. 479 00:30:07,474 --> 00:30:10,142 But you got to listen to the doctor. 480 00:30:10,144 --> 00:30:12,813 And you have to promise to be good to your daughter. 481 00:30:16,817 --> 00:30:19,818 Yeah, I'll do my best. 482 00:30:19,820 --> 00:30:20,988 No, more than that. 483 00:30:22,489 --> 00:30:24,491 You have to go out a better woman. 484 00:30:29,496 --> 00:30:30,996 Now have some tea. 485 00:30:42,510 --> 00:30:43,511 It's real. 486 00:30:44,845 --> 00:30:47,846 It's the real thing, Cathy. 487 00:30:47,848 --> 00:30:49,350 - Mm-hmm. - She needs you. 488 00:30:55,055 --> 00:30:56,056 Right. 489 00:32:10,799 --> 00:32:11,800 Fuck. 490 00:32:22,142 --> 00:32:24,109 I'm gonna make you pee in your little uniform . 491 00:32:24,111 --> 00:32:26,278 She told me you moved in with her. 492 00:32:26,280 --> 00:32:28,781 Yeah, we don't have a lot of money, 493 00:32:28,783 --> 00:32:32,451 so we figured we'd pool our resources, 494 00:32:32,453 --> 00:32:34,019 well, my resources. 495 00:32:34,021 --> 00:32:35,788 She doesn't have any resources. 496 00:32:35,790 --> 00:32:38,524 So it's like a, a puddle, 497 00:32:38,526 --> 00:32:41,159 a puddle of my resources. 498 00:32:41,161 --> 00:32:42,695 There is government assistance. 499 00:32:42,697 --> 00:32:44,996 I make too much money to get any help 500 00:32:44,998 --> 00:32:48,133 and too little to pay for any, so... 501 00:32:48,135 --> 00:32:50,503 Government-subsidized home care. 502 00:32:50,505 --> 00:32:53,806 I don't see her playing too well with others. 503 00:32:53,808 --> 00:32:56,308 She's too proud. 504 00:32:56,310 --> 00:32:57,976 Grief counseling. 505 00:32:57,978 --> 00:32:59,478 Took enough convincing to get her here. 506 00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,816 I really don't think that therapy's an option. 507 00:33:02,983 --> 00:33:04,151 I didn't mean for her. 508 00:33:06,487 --> 00:33:07,488 Oh. 509 00:33:09,323 --> 00:33:10,658 I'm good, thanks. 510 00:33:29,911 --> 00:33:31,078 You're having a party. 511 00:33:33,013 --> 00:33:34,547 I fuckin' see you, 512 00:33:34,549 --> 00:33:37,015 in my fuckin' shed when my fuckin' kids are home. 513 00:33:37,017 --> 00:33:38,686 What kind of woman are you, hmm? 514 00:33:39,554 --> 00:33:40,853 The only difference between you and me is 515 00:33:40,855 --> 00:33:42,053 that I fuckin' kept mine, and you didn't, 516 00:33:42,055 --> 00:33:43,255 so don't think for one second 517 00:33:43,257 --> 00:33:44,924 that it couldn't be the other way around. 518 00:33:44,926 --> 00:33:46,191 Okay. 519 00:33:46,193 --> 00:33:47,194 Thanks. 520 00:33:48,897 --> 00:33:50,865 He's not your fuckin' prince. 521 00:34:20,093 --> 00:34:21,963 Like a fuckin' funeral. 522 00:34:25,733 --> 00:34:26,899 Oh, hot, that's fuckin' hot. 523 00:34:26,901 --> 00:34:29,401 Oh, it's fuckin' fine. Mm-mm. 524 00:34:29,403 --> 00:34:30,970 Don't be a baby, come here. 525 00:34:30,972 --> 00:34:33,071 Well, don't treat me like one. 526 00:34:33,073 --> 00:34:35,073 I can take a bath by myself, you know? 527 00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:36,076 Well... 528 00:34:36,911 --> 00:34:37,910 Okay? 529 00:34:37,912 --> 00:34:38,913 Fine. 530 00:34:42,650 --> 00:34:43,783 Jesus Christ, Mom. 531 00:34:43,785 --> 00:34:45,317 Alright. 532 00:34:45,319 --> 00:34:47,753 You made your fuckin' point. 533 00:34:47,755 --> 00:34:49,624 Okay, down, down, down. 534 00:34:52,259 --> 00:34:53,260 Ah! 535 00:34:53,995 --> 00:34:55,628 - Okay? - Okay. 536 00:34:55,630 --> 00:34:56,996 Alright. 537 00:34:56,998 --> 00:34:58,764 Oh. 538 00:34:58,766 --> 00:35:00,131 Okay. 539 00:35:06,306 --> 00:35:09,609 You just gonna watch me, eh? 540 00:35:09,611 --> 00:35:13,278 Just perv out over there on the can? 541 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,115 Do you think that I want to be here? 542 00:35:17,785 --> 00:35:20,151 No, no, I do not. 543 00:35:22,356 --> 00:35:25,024 Get off the can in case I gotta puke. 544 00:35:25,026 --> 00:35:26,027 Thank you. 545 00:35:29,030 --> 00:35:30,130 Ah. 546 00:35:32,132 --> 00:35:37,137 Hey, "The Nutcracker" is on at the community center soon. 547 00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:40,039 What? 548 00:35:40,041 --> 00:35:41,206 "The Nutcracker," I thought, 549 00:35:41,208 --> 00:35:44,144 I thought we could go, like the two of us. 550 00:35:46,981 --> 00:35:49,147 I don't want to go to "The Nutcracker," Ma. 551 00:35:49,149 --> 00:35:50,148 You sure? 552 00:35:50,150 --> 00:35:52,150 You used to love to go and laugh 553 00:35:52,152 --> 00:35:53,318 at all the little fat kids. 554 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:54,319 No, I didn't. 555 00:35:54,321 --> 00:35:56,354 Yeah, yeah. 556 00:35:56,356 --> 00:35:57,723 We'd have a couple drinks, 557 00:35:57,725 --> 00:36:00,325 and we'd go and laugh at the fat kids. 558 00:36:00,327 --> 00:36:01,727 That wasn't me. 559 00:36:01,729 --> 00:36:02,995 Sure? 560 00:36:02,997 --> 00:36:04,229 Yeah, Ma, I'm sure. 561 00:36:04,231 --> 00:36:06,999 I was in "The Nutcracker" when I was little. 562 00:36:07,001 --> 00:36:08,000 I was in it. 563 00:36:08,002 --> 00:36:09,003 Oh. 564 00:36:10,905 --> 00:36:11,906 Were you fat? 565 00:36:13,240 --> 00:36:14,239 Yeah. 566 00:36:14,241 --> 00:36:16,842 Oh , shit. 567 00:36:16,844 --> 00:36:17,845 Yeah, shit. 568 00:36:21,015 --> 00:36:23,181 It wasn't nothin' towards you. 569 00:36:23,183 --> 00:36:24,182 It wasn't. 570 00:36:24,184 --> 00:36:26,351 I, I'm sure you were great. 571 00:36:26,353 --> 00:36:30,190 I'm sure I was so proud of you. 572 00:36:35,228 --> 00:36:36,227 Dougie'll take you. 573 00:36:36,229 --> 00:36:37,732 He loves the ballet. 574 00:36:39,701 --> 00:36:43,368 Hm, you like him more than me. 575 00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:44,369 No, I don't. 576 00:36:44,371 --> 00:36:45,905 Yeah, you do. 577 00:36:45,907 --> 00:36:50,912 Well, he's, he's fun. 578 00:36:53,047 --> 00:36:54,714 He's fun? 579 00:36:54,716 --> 00:36:55,715 I'm fun. 580 00:36:55,717 --> 00:36:57,215 I taught that guy how to be fun. 581 00:36:57,217 --> 00:36:58,216 Right. 582 00:36:58,218 --> 00:36:59,217 I did. 583 00:36:59,219 --> 00:37:02,888 He used to just be this sad, 584 00:37:02,890 --> 00:37:06,391 - black, gay kid with asthma. - I get it, Ma. 585 00:37:06,393 --> 00:37:07,394 I get it. 586 00:37:10,932 --> 00:37:12,734 So you don't wanna go? 587 00:37:16,403 --> 00:37:17,737 No. 588 00:37:21,909 --> 00:37:24,409 Do you possess identifi-courage? 589 00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:27,081 Are you a survivor of a traumatic relationship? 590 00:37:28,415 --> 00:37:31,119 Has an abusive loved one recently passed away? 591 00:37:32,987 --> 00:37:35,755 Contact our producer Ilana Weisman today 592 00:37:35,757 --> 00:37:38,423 and share your story with our live audience. 593 00:37:38,425 --> 00:37:40,760 "The Gordon Baker Show" 594 00:37:40,762 --> 00:37:42,295 where your tragedy has value. 595 00:38:00,982 --> 00:38:05,987 Ma? 596 00:38:09,957 --> 00:38:10,958 Ma? 597 00:38:14,996 --> 00:38:19,632 Ma. 598 00:38:19,634 --> 00:38:20,633 Ma! 599 00:38:21,636 --> 00:38:24,036 What the fuck, Cathy? 600 00:38:24,038 --> 00:38:26,172 What are you doing on the floor? 601 00:38:26,174 --> 00:38:27,975 It was fucking hot. 602 00:38:28,976 --> 00:38:32,011 I thought you were, I thought you were, 603 00:38:32,013 --> 00:38:33,012 I thought you were... 604 00:38:33,014 --> 00:38:34,647 What, dead? 605 00:38:34,649 --> 00:38:39,051 Jesus, well, don't look so fuckin' excited about it. 606 00:38:42,890 --> 00:38:44,158 Borrowed your underwear. 607 00:39:02,409 --> 00:39:03,911 We need to cut your hair. 608 00:39:04,679 --> 00:39:05,678 No, I like my hair. 609 00:39:05,680 --> 00:39:07,014 I like it long. 610 00:39:08,348 --> 00:39:11,018 Ma, it looks kinda... 611 00:39:12,854 --> 00:39:14,220 - What? - Nothing. 612 00:39:14,222 --> 00:39:15,221 Never mind. 613 00:39:15,223 --> 00:39:17,525 I'm not gonna fight with you. 614 00:39:19,260 --> 00:39:23,229 Remember when you played the flute? 615 00:39:23,231 --> 00:39:25,197 - What? - The flute, 616 00:39:25,199 --> 00:39:27,533 the fuckin' flute? 617 00:39:28,536 --> 00:39:30,102 - Yeah. - Yeah? 618 00:39:30,104 --> 00:39:32,370 - I remember. - Yeah, you were awful. 619 00:39:33,373 --> 00:39:35,373 Yeah, well, it didn't last long. 620 00:39:35,375 --> 00:39:36,374 No, it did not. 621 00:39:36,376 --> 00:39:38,210 'Cause I was bad at it. 622 00:39:38,212 --> 00:39:41,213 Yeah, and you quit, 'cause you're a quitter. 623 00:39:41,215 --> 00:39:42,380 Yeah. 624 00:39:42,382 --> 00:39:44,116 I never met a person so fast to run away. 625 00:39:44,118 --> 00:39:45,553 There's no fight to ya. 626 00:39:49,624 --> 00:39:50,892 Fuck you. 627 00:39:52,392 --> 00:39:53,393 What? 628 00:39:54,929 --> 00:39:55,928 I'm here, aren't I? 629 00:39:55,930 --> 00:39:57,131 I'm fucking here. 630 00:39:58,933 --> 00:39:59,934 I, 631 00:40:01,135 --> 00:40:02,568 I'm sorry. 632 00:40:02,570 --> 00:40:04,136 I'm tryin' here, Cathy. 633 00:40:04,138 --> 00:40:05,239 I really am. 634 00:40:08,475 --> 00:40:09,476 I know. 635 00:40:13,413 --> 00:40:15,415 Hey, I'm trying, too. 636 00:40:20,420 --> 00:40:21,789 Here's your candy. 637 00:40:40,007 --> 00:40:41,008 Okay. 638 00:40:45,613 --> 00:40:46,614 No. 639 00:40:48,481 --> 00:40:49,480 Hmm? 640 00:41:55,683 --> 00:41:57,349 You guys going? 641 00:41:57,351 --> 00:42:00,019 Alright, I'll see you tomorrow. 642 00:42:00,021 --> 00:42:01,186 - Have a good day. - Yeah, I'll be back. 643 00:42:01,188 --> 00:42:02,187 Bye, get home safe, 644 00:42:02,189 --> 00:42:03,188 - alright? - Yeah, see you, hun. 645 00:42:03,190 --> 00:42:05,726 See you, sweetheart. 646 00:42:06,694 --> 00:42:08,427 Button, how are you? 647 00:42:08,429 --> 00:42:09,695 How's, how's your mom? 648 00:42:09,697 --> 00:42:12,564 Oh, uh, she's, she's fine, 649 00:42:12,566 --> 00:42:15,603 just hard and fine, but I was thinkin', 650 00:42:16,704 --> 00:42:18,570 Sunday, you and me? 651 00:42:18,572 --> 00:42:19,740 No, I don't think so. 652 00:42:21,275 --> 00:42:22,775 What? 653 00:42:22,777 --> 00:42:25,377 Why don't you do something with your ma, something nice? 654 00:42:25,379 --> 00:42:26,378 I don't want to. 655 00:42:26,380 --> 00:42:27,546 I want to go to the hotel. 656 00:42:27,548 --> 00:42:28,881 Oh Catherine, you're a little old 657 00:42:28,883 --> 00:42:30,416 to pretend to be a ballerina, 658 00:42:30,418 --> 00:42:32,219 every time shit gets hard. 659 00:42:33,054 --> 00:42:34,787 But you're the one who taught me how to do that. 660 00:42:34,789 --> 00:42:36,057 Yeah, I know. 661 00:42:39,226 --> 00:42:41,126 Let me take over, huh? 662 00:42:41,128 --> 00:42:42,795 I was just gonna go upstairs and watch TV, anyway. 663 00:42:42,797 --> 00:42:44,396 You can have the rest of the night off. 664 00:42:44,398 --> 00:42:45,399 No, it's okay. 665 00:42:46,567 --> 00:42:48,634 - Cathy, I... - It's fine. 666 00:42:48,636 --> 00:42:50,237 I would rather be here. 667 00:43:02,750 --> 00:43:04,149 She told me she know me. 668 00:43:04,151 --> 00:43:05,918 She don't know me. 669 00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:07,920 She comin' up in here and talkin' all kinds of bullshit, 670 00:43:07,922 --> 00:43:10,089 talkin' about she know me. 671 00:43:10,091 --> 00:43:11,090 She don't know me. 672 00:43:11,092 --> 00:43:12,426 I don't know her. 673 00:43:27,775 --> 00:43:29,143 Motherfucker. 674 00:43:41,455 --> 00:43:44,524 Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. 675 00:43:44,526 --> 00:43:46,794 Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. 676 00:44:09,717 --> 00:44:10,718 Okay. 677 00:44:14,388 --> 00:44:15,389 Okay. 678 00:44:53,528 --> 00:44:54,860 Excuse me, little one. 679 00:44:54,862 --> 00:44:56,929 Someone is out there fuckin' up your ride. 680 00:44:56,931 --> 00:44:58,430 What? 681 00:45:00,401 --> 00:45:02,367 Oh what the fuck are you... 682 00:45:02,369 --> 00:45:04,036 Oh my god! 683 00:45:04,038 --> 00:45:05,574 Fuck you, skank! 684 00:45:08,709 --> 00:45:10,244 My fucking car. 685 00:45:13,414 --> 00:45:14,415 Hey! 686 00:45:16,618 --> 00:45:17,617 What the hell, Cathy? 687 00:45:17,619 --> 00:45:18,717 My kids are sleeping. 688 00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:19,885 Look at this. 689 00:45:19,887 --> 00:45:20,886 What? 690 00:45:20,888 --> 00:45:21,887 What? 691 00:45:21,889 --> 00:45:22,888 This! 692 00:45:22,890 --> 00:45:23,956 Who did that? 693 00:45:23,958 --> 00:45:25,791 Oh my god, take a fucking guess, Reggie. 694 00:45:25,793 --> 00:45:27,728 Oh shit. 695 00:45:29,396 --> 00:45:30,729 Are you laughing? 696 00:45:30,731 --> 00:45:31,730 Don't you fucking laugh. 697 00:45:31,732 --> 00:45:32,731 Don't you fucking dare laugh. 698 00:45:32,733 --> 00:45:33,932 What do you want me to do about it? 699 00:45:33,934 --> 00:45:35,968 I want you to call off your fucking dog. 700 00:45:35,970 --> 00:45:37,269 Hey, now that is the mother 701 00:45:37,271 --> 00:45:38,571 of my children you're talkin' about. 702 00:45:38,573 --> 00:45:39,905 Well, then she should be writing skank 703 00:45:39,907 --> 00:45:41,907 on the side of your fuckin' vehicle. 704 00:45:41,909 --> 00:45:42,941 Weren't you gonna get a new car? 705 00:45:42,943 --> 00:45:44,810 That's not the fucking point. 706 00:45:44,812 --> 00:45:45,944 Then who gives a shit what's written 707 00:45:45,946 --> 00:45:47,248 on a pile of garbage? 708 00:45:48,583 --> 00:45:50,816 Fuck you, Reggie. 709 00:45:50,818 --> 00:45:51,651 Fuck me? 710 00:45:51,653 --> 00:45:52,585 Fuck you, Cathy! 711 00:45:52,587 --> 00:45:53,752 You're the one that calls me. 712 00:45:53,754 --> 00:45:54,820 You're the one that pulls me into the shed 713 00:45:54,822 --> 00:45:56,088 when my wife and children are at home. 714 00:45:56,090 --> 00:45:57,089 Don't you dare. 715 00:45:57,091 --> 00:45:58,257 Don't you dare put this all on me. 716 00:45:58,259 --> 00:45:59,424 Do you like me? 717 00:45:59,426 --> 00:46:00,325 What does that have to do with anything? 718 00:46:00,327 --> 00:46:01,460 Do you think she likes me? 719 00:46:01,462 --> 00:46:03,428 I don't know. 720 00:46:03,430 --> 00:46:04,429 You want me to leave her? 721 00:46:04,431 --> 00:46:06,765 No , god, no. 722 00:46:06,767 --> 00:46:07,933 Then take your lumps. 723 00:46:07,935 --> 00:46:08,936 She does. 724 00:46:13,941 --> 00:46:15,440 You're a piece of shit, Reggie. 725 00:46:15,442 --> 00:46:16,441 Yeah. 726 00:46:16,443 --> 00:46:17,978 That's the only reason you like me. 727 00:46:19,514 --> 00:46:22,114 What am I supposed to do about my fucking car? 728 00:46:22,116 --> 00:46:23,817 Don't know, not my problem. 729 00:46:25,019 --> 00:46:26,018 - Get a paint job. - Nice. 730 00:46:26,020 --> 00:46:27,786 Oh fuck off. 731 00:46:27,788 --> 00:46:28,789 Paint job. 732 00:46:50,712 --> 00:46:51,713 Hmm? 733 00:47:02,856 --> 00:47:03,824 Hmm? 734 00:47:19,541 --> 00:47:20,673 Fuck. 735 00:47:20,675 --> 00:47:21,676 Shit! 736 00:47:23,511 --> 00:47:25,511 I broke the wall. 737 00:47:25,513 --> 00:47:27,012 Oh fuckin' hell, Ma. 738 00:47:27,014 --> 00:47:29,416 I, I fixed it, and then I broke it, 739 00:47:30,685 --> 00:47:32,518 and that is always the way. 740 00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:35,020 Yeah, it is. 741 00:47:35,022 --> 00:47:36,855 Alright, okay, help me out here. 742 00:47:36,857 --> 00:47:38,593 Ah, ow! 743 00:47:39,860 --> 00:47:40,861 Oh! 744 00:47:41,596 --> 00:47:42,595 Oh god. 745 00:47:42,597 --> 00:47:43,598 - Oh! - Alright. 746 00:47:45,032 --> 00:47:46,532 I, uh... 747 00:47:46,534 --> 00:47:47,533 I know, Ma. 748 00:47:47,535 --> 00:47:48,867 Oh, I did somethin'. 749 00:47:48,869 --> 00:47:50,435 Yeah, I fuckin' know. 750 00:47:50,437 --> 00:47:51,903 You don't. 751 00:47:51,905 --> 00:47:53,575 - Let's get you to bed. - Okay. 752 00:47:54,942 --> 00:47:57,376 I need you to tell me I'm a good person. 753 00:47:57,378 --> 00:48:00,112 You're a good person. 754 00:48:00,114 --> 00:48:01,549 Okay. 755 00:48:06,453 --> 00:48:07,454 Oh my god, Mom. 756 00:48:08,723 --> 00:48:11,089 You look like him. 757 00:48:11,091 --> 00:48:14,627 Who? 758 00:48:14,629 --> 00:48:15,630 Oh. 759 00:48:16,598 --> 00:48:17,599 One of 'em. 760 00:48:26,574 --> 00:48:27,908 Oh god, I need, 761 00:48:29,644 --> 00:48:31,243 I need to... 762 00:49:34,308 --> 00:49:35,675 Now jump. 763 00:49:37,978 --> 00:49:40,680 Come on, get dressed for your fuckin' chemo. 764 00:49:40,682 --> 00:49:42,047 Cathy. 765 00:49:55,062 --> 00:49:56,228 What? 766 00:49:56,230 --> 00:49:58,230 I mean, I don't know what to say. 767 00:49:58,232 --> 00:49:59,732 Your mother could be around a bit longer 768 00:49:59,734 --> 00:50:00,835 than we anticipated. 769 00:50:01,669 --> 00:50:04,236 Now this isn't to say the cancer is gone. 770 00:50:04,238 --> 00:50:07,507 But she's responding really well to the chemo. 771 00:50:07,509 --> 00:50:09,575 Isn't this the most fun you've ever had 772 00:50:09,577 --> 00:50:11,011 with your clothes on ? 773 00:50:12,580 --> 00:50:13,848 It is, isn't it? 774 00:50:14,883 --> 00:50:17,349 Oh my god, my poor daughter. 775 00:50:17,351 --> 00:50:18,918 You should come and visit. 776 00:50:23,056 --> 00:50:24,024 Oh. 777 00:50:25,192 --> 00:50:27,862 Christ, that shit makes me so nauseated. 778 00:50:34,536 --> 00:50:35,935 How fucking dare you. 779 00:50:35,937 --> 00:50:37,870 What'd I do now? 780 00:50:37,872 --> 00:50:40,205 At the bar, at the hospital, 781 00:50:40,207 --> 00:50:42,742 pretending to be a good fucking person. 782 00:50:42,744 --> 00:50:44,276 I'm not a good person. 783 00:50:44,278 --> 00:50:45,547 I'm a good time. 784 00:50:47,882 --> 00:50:49,047 I coulda left. 785 00:50:49,049 --> 00:50:50,716 Oh, really? 786 00:50:50,718 --> 00:50:54,887 And done what, been a fat ballerina, 787 00:50:54,889 --> 00:50:57,255 played the fucking flute? 788 00:50:57,257 --> 00:50:58,724 What, what would you have done? 789 00:50:58,726 --> 00:50:59,459 Stop. 790 00:51:00,562 --> 00:51:01,596 - I could've... - You could have, huh? 791 00:51:02,730 --> 00:51:05,096 Nothin', no, nothin', takin' care 792 00:51:05,098 --> 00:51:07,600 of me is the only thing you've ever been good at. 793 00:51:07,602 --> 00:51:10,605 I mean, name one thing, one thing you ever been good at. 794 00:51:13,608 --> 00:51:16,241 We exist on a planet filled with people, 795 00:51:16,243 --> 00:51:18,911 and some of 'em are nothin'. 796 00:51:18,913 --> 00:51:20,646 We are those people, you know. 797 00:51:20,648 --> 00:51:23,116 We are nothing people. 798 00:51:31,759 --> 00:51:32,925 Why don't... 799 00:51:32,927 --> 00:51:34,159 Why what? 800 00:51:34,161 --> 00:51:37,164 Why won't you just 801 00:51:40,167 --> 00:51:41,168 die? 802 00:51:43,004 --> 00:51:46,271 Why won't you just fucking die? 803 00:51:52,614 --> 00:51:55,113 Get out of the car. 804 00:51:55,115 --> 00:51:57,783 Get out of the car, get out of the car. 805 00:51:57,785 --> 00:51:59,284 Get out of the car. 806 00:51:59,286 --> 00:52:00,318 Hey. 807 00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:02,622 You can't, you can't... 808 00:52:02,624 --> 00:52:03,789 Get out of the car! 809 00:52:03,791 --> 00:52:04,792 Alright. 810 00:52:05,359 --> 00:52:07,629 Jesus, it's in a puddle. 811 00:52:40,828 --> 00:52:41,829 Fuck. 812 00:53:33,380 --> 00:53:35,380 My name is Catherine MacDonald, 813 00:53:35,382 --> 00:53:38,283 and I want to be on "The Gordon Baker Show." 814 00:53:38,285 --> 00:53:40,086 For years, my mother used to try 815 00:53:40,088 --> 00:53:42,955 to throw herself off a bridge, and I always had 816 00:53:42,957 --> 00:53:45,059 to talk her down, because she needed me. 817 00:53:46,060 --> 00:53:47,893 But now she's dead. 818 00:53:47,895 --> 00:53:49,764 She died of cancer. 819 00:53:50,932 --> 00:53:52,900 And I want my tragedy to have value. 820 00:54:00,407 --> 00:54:03,075 Button, you're not scheduled till Thursday. 821 00:54:03,077 --> 00:54:04,309 - I'm leaving. - What? 822 00:54:04,311 --> 00:54:05,911 I'm going to the city. 823 00:54:05,913 --> 00:54:06,912 For how long? 824 00:54:06,914 --> 00:54:08,246 The rest of my life. 825 00:54:08,248 --> 00:54:09,247 Honey, you can't. 826 00:54:09,249 --> 00:54:10,783 Like hell I can't. 827 00:54:10,785 --> 00:54:11,784 Oh come on, Cathy, 828 00:54:11,786 --> 00:54:12,785 - you gotta understand. - No. 829 00:54:12,787 --> 00:54:13,919 I'm not listening to you. 830 00:54:13,921 --> 00:54:15,420 You don't know shit. 831 00:54:15,422 --> 00:54:17,322 You give her booze when she's happy 832 00:54:17,324 --> 00:54:19,125 and food when she's sad, but you don't know. 833 00:54:19,127 --> 00:54:20,926 You don't know what she's like. 834 00:54:20,928 --> 00:54:22,094 This isn't about her. 835 00:54:22,096 --> 00:54:23,763 This is about the woman you become 836 00:54:23,765 --> 00:54:25,099 when this shit is all over. 837 00:54:26,333 --> 00:54:27,432 What about the woman I am now? 838 00:54:27,434 --> 00:54:28,435 What about her? 839 00:54:32,272 --> 00:54:34,108 Yeah, that's what I thought. 840 00:54:36,010 --> 00:54:37,342 You know what? 841 00:54:37,344 --> 00:54:40,478 Killing herself would be the least selfish thing 842 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:41,816 she's ever done! 843 00:55:12,013 --> 00:55:13,145 Good afternoon, my lady. 844 00:55:13,147 --> 00:55:14,816 Would you like a seat at the, um... 845 00:55:16,483 --> 00:55:17,484 Everything okay? 846 00:55:18,986 --> 00:55:20,186 I need a room. 847 00:55:20,188 --> 00:55:22,655 That's not really my job. 848 00:55:22,657 --> 00:55:23,825 I know. 849 00:55:26,493 --> 00:55:28,062 I only have $84. 850 00:55:29,329 --> 00:55:31,232 Like, in the world? 851 00:55:32,667 --> 00:55:33,835 Yeah. 852 00:55:35,503 --> 00:55:38,671 Alright, welcome to mi casa. 853 00:55:38,673 --> 00:55:43,177 Uh, it's tiny, but I work a lot, so I won't bother you. 854 00:55:44,178 --> 00:55:45,410 Shoes off, please. 855 00:55:45,412 --> 00:55:46,881 Oh, sorry about the crap. 856 00:55:48,348 --> 00:55:50,516 ♪ Bom, bah ♪ 857 00:55:50,518 --> 00:55:52,184 Yeah. 858 00:55:52,186 --> 00:55:53,353 - Uh... - Wow. 859 00:55:54,188 --> 00:55:55,189 This is you. 860 00:55:56,858 --> 00:55:59,193 Luckily, you get a pullout couch. 861 00:56:00,027 --> 00:56:01,026 That's great. 862 00:56:01,028 --> 00:56:02,027 - Mm-hmm. - Thank you. 863 00:56:02,029 --> 00:56:03,030 - Thanks. - No problem. 864 00:56:04,599 --> 00:56:06,098 Yeah, that's the tour . 865 00:56:06,100 --> 00:56:07,535 - It's nice. - Mm. 866 00:56:08,536 --> 00:56:11,203 Jamie, you really don't have to do this. 867 00:56:11,205 --> 00:56:12,204 Sure, I do. 868 00:56:12,206 --> 00:56:13,205 I like you. 869 00:56:13,207 --> 00:56:14,206 You're nice. 870 00:56:14,208 --> 00:56:15,209 You're a nice person. 871 00:56:18,713 --> 00:56:19,712 - Okay. - Okay. 872 00:56:19,714 --> 00:56:21,080 Thank you. 873 00:56:21,082 --> 00:56:22,083 That's alright. 874 00:56:49,243 --> 00:56:51,409 Sorry for your loss. 875 00:56:54,481 --> 00:56:55,482 Hmm. 876 00:56:57,652 --> 00:56:59,151 Yes, she's in a meeting right now. 877 00:56:59,153 --> 00:57:00,819 If you'd like to leave a message, 878 00:57:00,821 --> 00:57:04,156 or would you like me to transfer you to her voicemail? 879 00:57:04,158 --> 00:57:05,624 Yes, why don't I do that? 880 00:57:05,626 --> 00:57:08,260 Okay, I'll put you through to her office. 881 00:57:08,262 --> 00:57:10,129 Where's my line at five? 882 00:57:10,131 --> 00:57:12,264 Ms. Weisman's ready for you now. 883 00:57:12,266 --> 00:57:13,267 Okay. 884 00:57:38,359 --> 00:57:39,360 Ms. Weisman? 885 00:57:41,461 --> 00:57:42,462 Catherine. 886 00:57:44,131 --> 00:57:45,132 Sit. 887 00:57:53,140 --> 00:57:56,644 So my assistant tells me you have a story for the show. 888 00:58:24,672 --> 00:58:26,171 Cathy! 889 00:58:26,173 --> 00:58:27,341 - Cath! - What? 890 00:58:28,676 --> 00:58:29,677 Doug's here again. 891 00:58:31,345 --> 00:58:33,178 - Jamie, no. - Okay. 892 00:58:33,180 --> 00:58:34,179 - Tell him... - Okay, okay. 893 00:58:34,181 --> 00:58:35,180 I don't care what. 894 00:58:35,182 --> 00:58:36,183 Yeah. 895 00:58:42,356 --> 00:58:44,356 Sorry, Doug, she doesn't want to come out. 896 00:58:44,358 --> 00:58:45,357 Alright. 897 00:58:45,359 --> 00:58:46,358 You have a good one. 898 00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:48,029 - Yeah. - Alright, take care. 899 00:58:56,537 --> 00:58:57,603 There's tissues, right there. 900 00:58:57,605 --> 00:58:58,606 Okay. 901 00:59:10,384 --> 00:59:11,717 I, I don't know what's happening. 902 00:59:11,719 --> 00:59:13,118 I cry all the time. 903 00:59:13,120 --> 00:59:15,056 Don't worry, tears will come. 904 00:59:17,625 --> 00:59:19,727 Maybe try to fold into yourself more. 905 00:59:23,264 --> 00:59:24,396 That's better. 906 00:59:24,398 --> 00:59:25,397 Are you comfortable? 907 00:59:25,399 --> 00:59:26,432 - Not really. - Good. 908 00:59:26,434 --> 00:59:28,569 Now, what do you want to start with? 909 00:59:29,737 --> 00:59:31,070 - Leaving. - No, no, 910 00:59:31,072 --> 00:59:32,404 don't start at the end. 911 00:59:32,406 --> 00:59:33,739 Okay. 912 00:59:33,741 --> 00:59:36,575 Maybe the drinking or the suicide. 913 00:59:36,577 --> 00:59:38,412 Or the men. 914 00:59:39,246 --> 00:59:41,115 But that's, um... 915 00:59:41,816 --> 00:59:43,084 What? 916 00:59:45,586 --> 00:59:47,655 Well, that's, that's all about her. 917 00:59:48,656 --> 00:59:49,657 And? 918 00:59:52,293 --> 00:59:53,627 Well, I thought that they, 919 00:59:56,330 --> 00:59:58,764 I thought that they wanted to hear about me. 920 00:59:58,766 --> 01:00:01,268 Oh, they do, honey, just not yet. 921 01:00:03,604 --> 01:00:04,605 Hm. 922 01:00:05,639 --> 01:00:08,674 There, there she is. 923 01:00:08,676 --> 01:00:10,778 There's the broken girl we need to see. 924 01:00:11,645 --> 01:00:13,278 I have something for you. 925 01:00:21,789 --> 01:00:23,956 Just a small token of our appreciation, 926 01:00:23,958 --> 01:00:26,627 but if the show goes well, there'll be more. 927 01:00:36,303 --> 01:00:37,304 Thank you. 928 01:00:38,839 --> 01:00:39,840 Wow. 929 01:00:41,709 --> 01:00:43,642 You are welcome. 930 01:00:45,646 --> 01:00:46,979 Just take a look around? 931 01:00:46,981 --> 01:00:48,149 Just see. 932 01:01:11,005 --> 01:01:12,406 This is the one. 933 01:01:16,578 --> 01:01:19,845 Okay, so I'm just going to feather it a bit. 934 01:01:21,048 --> 01:01:23,751 I'm gonna give you my specialty, Mia Farrow. 935 01:01:28,355 --> 01:01:29,688 You saw her. 936 01:01:29,690 --> 01:01:30,756 - Yeah. - Hmm. 937 01:01:30,758 --> 01:01:31,759 Yeah, she looks great. 938 01:01:33,528 --> 01:01:37,532 You know, she's, she looks fresh-faced, shiny. 939 01:01:38,899 --> 01:01:40,201 She's got a good job, 940 01:01:40,935 --> 01:01:41,934 good friends, too. 941 01:01:41,936 --> 01:01:43,204 They're good people. 942 01:01:44,606 --> 01:01:46,405 So she's happy? 943 01:01:46,407 --> 01:01:47,708 Yeah, yeah, she's great. 944 01:01:54,549 --> 01:01:55,550 It's all my fault. 945 01:01:58,719 --> 01:01:59,920 It's always been my fault. 946 01:02:02,223 --> 01:02:04,890 Tammy, you are not the center of everyone's universe. 947 01:02:04,892 --> 01:02:05,891 Oh thank you. 948 01:02:05,893 --> 01:02:06,892 No, she's happy. 949 01:02:06,894 --> 01:02:07,895 She's fine. 950 01:02:27,982 --> 01:02:29,250 No. 951 01:02:30,251 --> 01:02:31,416 Oh god. 952 01:02:49,604 --> 01:02:51,770 Oh, uh, I forgot to tell you. 953 01:02:51,772 --> 01:02:52,971 Doug came by the bar again. 954 01:02:52,973 --> 01:02:54,339 Stop telling me about that. 955 01:02:54,341 --> 01:02:56,008 He just wants to talk to you. 956 01:02:57,945 --> 01:02:58,944 You okay? 957 01:02:58,946 --> 01:02:59,947 What'd you do to your face? 958 01:03:00,814 --> 01:03:03,683 Oh . 959 01:03:03,685 --> 01:03:04,952 I can't cry. 960 01:03:06,787 --> 01:03:07,786 Okay. 961 01:03:07,788 --> 01:03:08,854 I used to cry all the time, 962 01:03:08,856 --> 01:03:09,955 and now I can't even do that. 963 01:03:09,957 --> 01:03:11,823 Why do you need to cry 964 01:03:11,825 --> 01:03:12,793 For the show. 965 01:03:14,795 --> 01:03:16,795 Cathy, you don't need to cry for those people. 966 01:03:16,797 --> 01:03:17,796 Yes, I do. 967 01:03:17,798 --> 01:03:18,864 That's what they want. 968 01:03:18,866 --> 01:03:20,635 Nobody wants to see me be fine. 969 01:03:22,469 --> 01:03:23,470 Okay. 970 01:03:24,471 --> 01:03:26,138 - Jamie. - Mm-hmm. 971 01:03:26,140 --> 01:03:27,507 Haven't you ever wanted your life 972 01:03:27,509 --> 01:03:29,009 to really mean something? 973 01:03:32,980 --> 01:03:35,482 Honestly, I've never really thought about that. 974 01:03:36,850 --> 01:03:39,719 You've always just been happy? 975 01:03:39,721 --> 01:03:40,988 Yeah, for the most part. 976 01:03:42,056 --> 01:03:43,658 I've always just been happy. 977 01:03:45,059 --> 01:03:46,327 Wow. 978 01:03:47,662 --> 01:03:48,661 That's insane. 979 01:03:50,331 --> 01:03:52,665 Oh . 980 01:03:56,504 --> 01:03:59,505 For the 24-in-one chopper, call now. 981 01:04:15,523 --> 01:04:18,760 Tracy, do you know who the father is? 982 01:04:20,562 --> 01:04:21,728 I don't know. 983 01:04:24,699 --> 01:04:25,698 Does that make you worry 984 01:04:25,700 --> 01:04:26,900 about raising this child? 985 01:04:28,035 --> 01:04:29,034 Yes. 986 01:04:29,036 --> 01:04:30,035 It's okay. 987 01:04:30,037 --> 01:04:31,036 You can let go. 988 01:04:34,709 --> 01:04:35,710 Let it all out. 989 01:04:37,044 --> 01:04:38,546 You're in a safe space here. 990 01:04:43,585 --> 01:04:46,918 Catherine, the show is tomorrow. 991 01:04:46,920 --> 01:04:48,887 This is a problem. 992 01:04:48,889 --> 01:04:51,390 If you can't cry, we're gonna have to find other ways 993 01:04:51,392 --> 01:04:53,058 to up the ante of your victimhood. 994 01:04:53,060 --> 01:04:54,061 How? 995 01:05:01,068 --> 01:05:02,069 I've got it. 996 01:05:02,936 --> 01:05:04,102 Doug. 997 01:05:04,104 --> 01:05:05,137 Doug? 998 01:05:05,139 --> 01:05:06,438 Did he touch you? 999 01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:07,439 What? 1000 01:05:07,441 --> 01:05:08,440 Could he have? 1001 01:05:08,442 --> 01:05:10,643 No, absolutely not. 1002 01:05:10,645 --> 01:05:12,612 It's odd, right? 1003 01:05:12,614 --> 01:05:15,113 A grown man, not a blood relative, 1004 01:05:15,115 --> 01:05:18,150 hanging out with a little girl, taking her to bars. 1005 01:05:18,152 --> 01:05:19,752 No. 1006 01:05:19,754 --> 01:05:23,422 Look, you can either be the hero 1007 01:05:23,424 --> 01:05:25,424 or the victim of this narrative. 1008 01:05:25,426 --> 01:05:27,159 And honey, you're a bummer. 1009 01:05:27,161 --> 01:05:29,096 And bummers aren't heroes. 1010 01:05:34,435 --> 01:05:36,168 How do we fix that? 1011 01:05:36,170 --> 01:05:38,504 If you refuse to go there, 1012 01:05:38,506 --> 01:05:42,508 you'll have to break in front of them, full waterworks. 1013 01:05:42,510 --> 01:05:44,943 How you get there is your business. 1014 01:06:12,807 --> 01:06:15,040 How many of you have experienced this? 1015 01:06:15,042 --> 01:06:19,645 Yes, yes, oh, don't be shy, put your hand up. 1016 01:06:19,647 --> 01:06:20,813 You are in a safe, comfortable space... 1017 01:06:20,815 --> 01:06:22,981 I saw your episode yesterday. 1018 01:06:22,983 --> 01:06:24,151 You were great. 1019 01:06:25,185 --> 01:06:26,485 What is wrong with you? 1020 01:06:27,988 --> 01:06:29,354 There is beauty in pain, and I say that 1021 01:06:29,356 --> 01:06:31,189 to a lot of people, and they doubt me. 1022 01:06:31,191 --> 01:06:33,693 But on this show, you're going to see the beautiful... 1023 01:06:33,695 --> 01:06:35,227 Go change. 1024 01:06:35,229 --> 01:06:36,495 Do you know why? 1025 01:06:36,497 --> 01:06:37,996 Because on the other side of pain... 1026 01:06:38,999 --> 01:06:40,666 Psst, psst! 1027 01:06:40,668 --> 01:06:41,667 Over here! 1028 01:06:41,669 --> 01:06:42,668 No! I forgot! 1029 01:06:44,873 --> 01:06:45,907 Let your hair down. 1030 01:06:47,040 --> 01:06:48,240 Yeah. 1031 01:06:48,242 --> 01:06:50,175 Okay, now don't be nervous. 1032 01:06:50,177 --> 01:06:51,176 Just be yourself. 1033 01:06:51,178 --> 01:06:53,178 This isn't me, though. 1034 01:06:53,180 --> 01:06:54,179 Well, then be this girl. 1035 01:06:54,181 --> 01:06:55,247 You ready? 1036 01:06:56,684 --> 01:06:57,717 Yeah. 1037 01:06:57,719 --> 01:06:58,718 You'll do great. 1038 01:06:58,720 --> 01:07:00,185 Ladies and gentlemen, 1039 01:07:00,187 --> 01:07:05,090 our next guest is a woman who has no education, 1040 01:07:05,092 --> 01:07:10,063 no romantic partnerships, no friends, no life, 1041 01:07:10,765 --> 01:07:14,199 and had a suicidal and alcoholic mother. 1042 01:07:14,201 --> 01:07:16,869 So let's give a big welcome to Catherine MacDonald. 1043 01:07:16,871 --> 01:07:18,069 Go, go. 1044 01:07:21,041 --> 01:07:23,578 Yes, let's keep that applause going. 1045 01:07:25,212 --> 01:07:28,716 Thank you, Catherine, take a seat there. 1046 01:07:33,120 --> 01:07:34,787 Thank you for being here. 1047 01:07:34,789 --> 01:07:36,722 Thank you for having me. 1048 01:07:36,724 --> 01:07:38,960 So tell us about your mother. 1049 01:07:41,729 --> 01:07:44,396 Well, first, I think it's important 1050 01:07:44,398 --> 01:07:45,598 to understand how I... 1051 01:07:45,600 --> 01:07:47,234 Yes, yes, you. 1052 01:07:48,570 --> 01:07:50,572 But before we get to you, Catherine, 1053 01:07:51,238 --> 01:07:53,271 let's talk a little bit about your mother, 1054 01:07:53,273 --> 01:07:57,244 a volatile woman, an addict, impulsive. 1055 01:07:58,111 --> 01:07:59,581 Tell us about the bridge. 1056 01:08:00,648 --> 01:08:03,783 Well, there was a, uh, a bridge. 1057 01:08:03,785 --> 01:08:06,284 She would try to jump off of it. 1058 01:08:07,589 --> 01:08:10,088 That was before she was diagnosed with cancer? 1059 01:08:10,090 --> 01:08:11,258 Yeah, before. 1060 01:08:13,928 --> 01:08:15,763 And then you had to watch her die. 1061 01:08:17,765 --> 01:08:19,099 You had to watch her die. 1062 01:08:20,668 --> 01:08:23,270 Slowly, painfully, 1063 01:08:24,438 --> 01:08:25,640 you watched her die. 1064 01:08:28,442 --> 01:08:31,777 No, that's not what happened. 1065 01:08:34,949 --> 01:08:38,116 No, I mean, she had cancer, but that's, 1066 01:08:38,118 --> 01:08:39,621 that's not how she died. 1067 01:08:45,026 --> 01:08:47,292 Then how did she die? 1068 01:08:53,300 --> 01:08:54,466 The bridge. 1069 01:08:57,337 --> 01:08:58,640 She went to the bridge. 1070 01:09:02,476 --> 01:09:06,313 I saw her, 1071 01:09:07,715 --> 01:09:09,147 and she was someone else. 1072 01:09:09,149 --> 01:09:12,183 She wasn't crying, and she wasn't messy. 1073 01:09:12,185 --> 01:09:15,655 She was awake, 1074 01:09:15,657 --> 01:09:17,355 and I knew. 1075 01:09:17,357 --> 01:09:21,994 I knew that she wasn't mine anymore, and I wasn't hers, 1076 01:09:21,996 --> 01:09:23,361 and all that shit that made us 1077 01:09:23,363 --> 01:09:26,034 what we were before was just dead air between us. 1078 01:09:28,069 --> 01:09:31,338 She looked at me like I was somethin', 1079 01:09:33,407 --> 01:09:35,677 somethin' more than what she made me. 1080 01:09:37,011 --> 01:09:38,178 She looked at me. 1081 01:09:40,848 --> 01:09:42,016 And she saw me. 1082 01:09:44,852 --> 01:09:49,857 And then she let me go. 1083 01:09:51,191 --> 01:09:53,358 We're just gonna take a little break, 1084 01:09:53,360 --> 01:09:55,193 and we'll be right back, after this. 1085 01:09:56,196 --> 01:09:58,030 That crying is great, nice job. 1086 01:10:02,036 --> 01:10:03,871 I'll be back in five. 1087 01:10:16,084 --> 01:10:18,117 Well, it's over. 1088 01:10:18,119 --> 01:10:19,552 They probably won't even air it, 1089 01:10:19,554 --> 01:10:21,388 those disgusting people. 1090 01:10:22,389 --> 01:10:24,424 I sold my soul for a Toyota Camry. 1091 01:10:28,129 --> 01:10:29,731 I think you should sit down. 1092 01:10:31,099 --> 01:10:32,100 What? 1093 01:11:36,964 --> 01:11:38,831 Miss you, buddy. 1094 01:11:55,315 --> 01:11:56,818 You came back. 1095 01:12:02,355 --> 01:12:06,225 I did. 1096 01:12:18,172 --> 01:12:19,173 Oh, Doug. 1097 01:12:47,235 --> 01:12:48,236 Hi. 1098 01:12:49,203 --> 01:12:50,204 Hi. 1099 01:12:51,239 --> 01:12:52,540 I guess you heard. 1100 01:12:54,441 --> 01:12:55,442 I heard. 1101 01:12:59,113 --> 01:13:01,914 I called and called. 1102 01:13:01,916 --> 01:13:02,917 I know, Ma. 1103 01:13:04,384 --> 01:13:05,385 It's okay. 1104 01:13:11,726 --> 01:13:13,294 My room still got a bed in it? 1105 01:13:16,130 --> 01:13:17,131 Sure. 1106 01:13:22,069 --> 01:13:23,436 Let me help you with that. 1107 01:13:25,405 --> 01:13:28,408 That is one fancy fuckin' vehicle. 1108 01:13:31,478 --> 01:13:32,947 - Right? - Right. 1109 01:13:35,917 --> 01:13:36,918 Okay. 1110 01:13:38,418 --> 01:13:39,620 - Alright? - Yeah. 1111 01:13:41,255 --> 01:13:42,590 Okay, yeah. 1112 01:13:46,627 --> 01:13:47,993 Come on. 1113 01:13:47,995 --> 01:13:49,096 This thing is heavy. 1114 01:13:59,607 --> 01:14:01,474 I know the wrong one of us died. 1115 01:14:02,977 --> 01:14:04,444 Please know that I know that. 1116 01:14:07,615 --> 01:14:09,449 You got any rye for this here tea? 1117 01:14:13,287 --> 01:14:15,455 I don't even know who I'm hidin' this from. 1118 01:14:21,629 --> 01:14:24,029 I kicked the smokes, though. 1119 01:14:24,031 --> 01:14:25,166 - Good for you. - Yeah. 1120 01:14:28,302 --> 01:14:29,971 I told people you were dead. 1121 01:14:31,471 --> 01:14:32,472 I know. 1122 01:14:34,308 --> 01:14:36,310 To be fair, I basically am. 1123 01:14:43,317 --> 01:14:45,152 I never even saw him get sick. 1124 01:14:46,821 --> 01:14:50,490 You can never see what's broken in a happy person. 1125 01:14:57,832 --> 01:14:59,164 He died. 1126 01:15:03,504 --> 01:15:07,041 I left, and he died. 1127 01:15:12,680 --> 01:15:16,348 Cathy, what I said to you before you left... 1128 01:15:16,350 --> 01:15:17,349 It's okay. 1129 01:15:17,351 --> 01:15:18,686 No, it isn't. 1130 01:15:20,388 --> 01:15:24,525 Look, you're a part of me, you know. 1131 01:15:29,563 --> 01:15:31,432 When I talk about you, 1132 01:15:33,367 --> 01:15:36,604 sometimes I'm just talkin' about myself. 1133 01:15:45,246 --> 01:15:47,713 Yeah, which one's got the flowers on it? 1134 01:15:47,715 --> 01:15:48,714 Here. 1135 01:15:48,716 --> 01:15:49,715 Mm-hmm. 1136 01:15:49,717 --> 01:15:50,718 Yes, very good. 1137 01:15:52,386 --> 01:15:53,387 This one? 1138 01:16:07,568 --> 01:16:08,569 Hey. 1139 01:16:10,404 --> 01:16:11,737 What do you want? 1140 01:16:11,739 --> 01:16:16,742 I just wanted to say that I feel like shit about... 1141 01:16:16,744 --> 01:16:17,745 You should. 1142 01:16:21,148 --> 01:16:22,581 I don't need you to apologize to me, Cathy. 1143 01:16:22,583 --> 01:16:24,085 That's never what I needed. 1144 01:16:27,788 --> 01:16:29,621 Yeah, baby, yes. 1145 01:16:29,623 --> 01:16:30,624 Okay. 1146 01:17:35,656 --> 01:17:36,857 Hi. 1147 01:17:38,492 --> 01:17:39,858 Hey. 1148 01:17:39,860 --> 01:17:41,160 I went to Scully's, 1149 01:17:41,162 --> 01:17:43,328 thought I'd see if they needed any barmaids. 1150 01:17:43,330 --> 01:17:44,398 Why? 1151 01:17:46,667 --> 01:17:48,501 'Cause I'm gonna stay. 1152 01:17:48,503 --> 01:17:49,502 What? 1153 01:17:49,504 --> 01:17:51,172 I'm not your fault. 1154 01:17:52,006 --> 01:17:54,675 I know, but, 1155 01:17:58,345 --> 01:17:59,680 I'm just no good out there. 1156 01:18:00,681 --> 01:18:04,185 Don't let one sad thing tell you who you are. 1157 01:18:07,354 --> 01:18:08,355 Not just one. 1158 01:18:10,191 --> 01:18:11,690 I made up my mind. 1159 01:18:11,692 --> 01:18:15,427 I'm gonna go take a shower, 'cause I'm freezing. 1160 01:18:15,429 --> 01:18:16,430 Cathy. 1161 01:18:17,364 --> 01:18:18,365 Yeah, Ma. 1162 01:18:21,536 --> 01:18:24,238 I always loved you more than I could show. 1163 01:18:29,710 --> 01:18:30,711 Yeah. 1164 01:18:31,946 --> 01:18:33,380 Okay. 1165 01:19:47,622 --> 01:19:48,787 Hmm? 1166 01:19:48,789 --> 01:19:50,457 Ma?