1 00:00:15,533 --> 00:00:20,533 Situs IDN Poker Online www.DewiFortunaqq.Net 2 00:00:23,340 --> 00:00:24,741 Nobody's gonna believe me. 3 00:00:39,723 --> 00:00:40,825 I killed him. 4 00:00:45,797 --> 00:00:48,198 I killed my husband. 5 00:00:50,400 --> 00:00:51,903 But it wasn't him! 6 00:00:53,570 --> 00:00:54,738 It wasn't him! 7 00:01:00,912 --> 00:01:03,980 Sporting event, a volunteer or church activity, 8 00:01:03,981 --> 00:01:04,948 - I'm recording here. - Hi honey, look! 9 00:01:04,949 --> 00:01:07,250 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 10 00:01:07,251 --> 00:01:08,651 But look, I'm so excited. 11 00:01:08,652 --> 00:01:10,319 I got my new phone. 12 00:01:10,320 --> 00:01:11,387 Cool. 13 00:01:11,388 --> 00:01:12,222 Isn't it great? 14 00:01:12,223 --> 00:01:13,223 Yeah it's great. 15 00:01:13,224 --> 00:01:15,458 So listen, I have this great idea. 16 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:19,896 So our 25th anniversary's coming up, right? 17 00:01:19,897 --> 00:01:20,964 Uh huh. 18 00:01:20,965 --> 00:01:23,432 And I'm gonna take lots of footage 19 00:01:23,433 --> 00:01:25,701 and your present to me is you're gonna 20 00:01:25,702 --> 00:01:27,336 string it together and put a video 21 00:01:27,337 --> 00:01:29,072 so that we can give it to the kids. 22 00:01:29,073 --> 00:01:30,639 Are you recording right now? 23 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:31,473 Yeah. 24 00:01:31,474 --> 00:01:33,109 Okay, first lesson is 25 00:01:33,110 --> 00:01:34,278 you want it to be, 26 00:01:35,545 --> 00:01:38,248 there, so it's like landscape instead of portrait. 27 00:01:38,249 --> 00:01:39,216 That's better. 28 00:01:39,217 --> 00:01:41,383 Second lesson is, why don't you just use 29 00:01:41,384 --> 00:01:43,053 the camera that I already have that you know 30 00:01:43,054 --> 00:01:44,087 how to use already? 31 00:01:44,088 --> 00:01:45,755 I don't really know how to use it. 32 00:01:45,756 --> 00:01:47,924 It's big, it's very complicated. 33 00:01:47,925 --> 00:01:48,859 I'm not gonna just 34 00:01:48,860 --> 00:01:49,692 - do a - Now honey look, 35 00:01:49,693 --> 00:01:50,693 - this is portable! - Video for you 36 00:01:50,694 --> 00:01:51,962 for our anniversary. 37 00:01:51,963 --> 00:01:54,232 I mean I'm gonna do something more than that. 38 00:01:55,099 --> 00:01:56,867 Look, this is all I want, okay? 39 00:01:56,868 --> 00:01:59,635 This is portable, I can take it wherever we go, 40 00:01:59,636 --> 00:02:01,737 I can just be spur of the moment. 41 00:02:01,738 --> 00:02:04,040 And I get to work for our anniversary? 42 00:02:04,041 --> 00:02:06,244 Oh come on honey, please, for me? 43 00:02:07,945 --> 00:02:09,411 - Fine, okay. - Thank you. 44 00:02:09,412 --> 00:02:10,412 No. 45 00:02:10,413 --> 00:02:12,115 No, I'm serious, thank you honey. 46 00:02:12,116 --> 00:02:13,149 Sorry I interrupted you. 47 00:02:13,150 --> 00:02:15,085 You're thanking me now. 48 00:02:15,086 --> 00:02:16,920 Wait until you're a client. 49 00:02:16,921 --> 00:02:19,156 Oh come on. 50 00:02:20,390 --> 00:02:22,025 You get two revisions! 51 00:02:22,026 --> 00:02:23,392 Oh stop. 52 00:02:26,797 --> 00:02:28,231 All right, it's on. 53 00:02:28,232 --> 00:02:29,066 Whoops. 54 00:02:31,002 --> 00:02:35,038 Okay, 55 00:02:35,039 --> 00:02:36,472 All right. 56 00:02:36,473 --> 00:02:37,407 Hi kitty. 57 00:02:39,409 --> 00:02:40,777 Oh my god! 58 00:02:40,778 --> 00:02:42,145 What?! 59 00:02:42,146 --> 00:02:43,113 You scared me. 60 00:02:43,114 --> 00:02:44,180 Honey, what do you want to put, 61 00:02:44,181 --> 00:02:46,016 a trip to the emergency room in this video? 62 00:02:46,017 --> 00:02:47,150 Well don't sneak up 63 00:02:47,151 --> 00:02:47,984 - on me like that. - I wasn't sneaking up on you, 64 00:02:47,985 --> 00:02:50,387 I was just watching you. 65 00:02:50,388 --> 00:02:52,621 Well say something next time. 66 00:02:52,622 --> 00:02:53,455 All right. 67 00:02:53,456 --> 00:02:55,959 Well, look, I just came up to tell you 68 00:02:55,960 --> 00:02:58,362 that I ordered your webcam for you. 69 00:02:59,397 --> 00:03:01,865 Thank you. 70 00:03:01,866 --> 00:03:03,935 You're welcome. 71 00:03:05,702 --> 00:03:07,137 Hey hon! 72 00:03:07,138 --> 00:03:08,571 Hi mom, how's it going? 73 00:03:09,539 --> 00:03:12,409 This is so cool, I can actually see you. 74 00:03:12,410 --> 00:03:14,945 - Dad got me the webcam. - I can see you too, mom, yeah. 75 00:03:14,946 --> 00:03:15,779 Yeah. 76 00:03:15,780 --> 00:03:17,680 I have a really cool idea. 77 00:03:17,681 --> 00:03:18,547 Okay? 78 00:03:18,548 --> 00:03:20,483 I want to do a V log. 79 00:03:21,852 --> 00:03:23,186 A V log? 80 00:03:23,187 --> 00:03:24,889 Are you talking about a vlog, mom? 81 00:03:26,090 --> 00:03:27,690 Yeah, V log! 82 00:03:29,860 --> 00:03:31,328 Hold on a second. 83 00:03:31,329 --> 00:03:33,363 So anyway, I wanna do this thing 84 00:03:33,364 --> 00:03:36,099 but I can't figure out how to get it 85 00:03:36,100 --> 00:03:38,169 you know, out there. 86 00:03:39,003 --> 00:03:40,804 Are you talking about? 87 00:03:40,805 --> 00:03:43,639 Because I can, I don't know, 88 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:46,508 like I want lots of people to see me, you know? 89 00:03:46,509 --> 00:03:49,412 Okay, so, were you thinking about going, 90 00:03:49,413 --> 00:03:51,480 Like can you hook it up? 91 00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:53,917 I mean what do you hook it up to, I'm not sure. 92 00:03:53,918 --> 00:03:56,485 Did you want to just post videos on the internet 93 00:03:56,486 --> 00:03:59,924 or do you wanna stream your vlogs or V logs? 94 00:04:01,859 --> 00:04:02,793 I don't know. 95 00:04:03,861 --> 00:04:04,693 Never mind. 96 00:04:04,694 --> 00:04:06,062 How about this, mom? 97 00:04:06,063 --> 00:04:08,898 Why don't I send you an email with the instructions 98 00:04:08,899 --> 00:04:11,067 on how to get all that set up? 99 00:04:11,068 --> 00:04:13,837 And have dad help you out if needed 100 00:04:13,838 --> 00:04:15,906 and yeah you should be good to go. 101 00:04:17,241 --> 00:04:18,707 You got a hip mom, hon. 102 00:04:18,708 --> 00:04:21,978 All right, sweety, I'll talk to you later, love you. 103 00:04:21,979 --> 00:04:23,113 All right, I love you too, mom. 104 00:04:23,114 --> 00:04:23,948 Have a good one. 105 00:04:24,982 --> 00:04:28,018 Hi, I'm here to do my first V log. 106 00:04:28,019 --> 00:04:30,186 This is kind of, let me do it from the beginning 107 00:04:30,187 --> 00:04:31,889 'cause I wasn't looking at the camera. 108 00:04:32,790 --> 00:04:37,395 Hi, my name is Vicky and this is my very first V log. 109 00:04:38,896 --> 00:04:40,463 Why am I doing a V log? 110 00:04:40,464 --> 00:04:44,000 Well, you know my life is, 111 00:04:44,001 --> 00:04:46,336 I've got a new chapter in my life. 112 00:04:46,337 --> 00:04:50,106 And I sort of wanna document it, you know. 113 00:04:50,107 --> 00:04:53,410 The changes that I'm going through. 114 00:04:53,411 --> 00:04:55,912 And I hope there's somebody out there 115 00:04:55,913 --> 00:04:57,080 that I can share this with. 116 00:04:57,081 --> 00:05:00,617 That you know, we can sort of do this journey together. 117 00:05:01,584 --> 00:05:03,053 My kids left home 118 00:05:03,054 --> 00:05:05,188 so I've got a new chapter of my life, 119 00:05:05,189 --> 00:05:07,157 I'm an empty nester. 120 00:05:07,158 --> 00:05:12,163 And it's really, it's kind of hard to adapt to. 121 00:05:13,130 --> 00:05:15,899 It's exciting but it's challenging. 122 00:05:15,900 --> 00:05:20,470 It's like, you have to develop new habits, you know. 123 00:05:20,471 --> 00:05:24,740 There was an ancient Roman, his name was Seneca. 124 00:05:24,741 --> 00:05:29,746 And he said count each day as a lifetime. 125 00:05:33,517 --> 00:05:34,583 All right, so all I gotta figure out is how. 126 00:05:34,584 --> 00:05:37,454 Joe, okay, show me again, show me again. 127 00:05:37,455 --> 00:05:40,124 Well I was just telling you that, all right. 128 00:05:41,624 --> 00:05:43,893 You want stable. 129 00:05:43,894 --> 00:05:44,761 You want stable 130 00:05:44,762 --> 00:05:45,795 so I put this together. 131 00:05:45,796 --> 00:05:46,930 Why are you laughing? 132 00:05:46,931 --> 00:05:48,298 I put this together. 133 00:05:48,299 --> 00:05:50,200 Look, it's beautiful! 134 00:05:52,269 --> 00:05:53,303 Why are you laughing? 135 00:05:53,304 --> 00:05:54,871 Do you wanna do this right? 136 00:05:54,872 --> 00:05:56,306 I'm not giving up. 137 00:05:56,307 --> 00:05:57,373 You get this stable, 138 00:05:57,374 --> 00:05:58,441 I guarantee you, what you're shooting right now, 139 00:05:58,442 --> 00:05:59,843 I don't know why you're shooting this, 140 00:05:59,844 --> 00:06:02,178 but what you're shooting right now 141 00:06:02,179 --> 00:06:04,481 is gonna be a lot less stable than this is. 142 00:06:04,482 --> 00:06:07,683 You got your camera here, your phone 143 00:06:07,684 --> 00:06:11,121 and then the light, and you can adjust it. 144 00:06:12,490 --> 00:06:13,790 Look, you wanted me to do this, 145 00:06:13,791 --> 00:06:14,623 I'm gonna do it right. 146 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:16,092 All I need to do is figure out 147 00:06:16,093 --> 00:06:18,627 how to get from the XLR to the USB-C. 148 00:06:18,628 --> 00:06:19,596 Kevin? 149 00:06:19,597 --> 00:06:20,430 To put the audio into the phone. 150 00:06:20,431 --> 00:06:21,498 - Kevin. - What? 151 00:06:21,499 --> 00:06:23,566 I am not carrying that thing around. 152 00:06:23,567 --> 00:06:25,667 Vicky, this is what I do for a living. 153 00:06:25,668 --> 00:06:28,605 I am not walking around with that thing. 154 00:06:28,606 --> 00:06:30,774 It's really pretty light. 155 00:06:32,243 --> 00:06:33,910 Look how stable this is. 156 00:06:33,911 --> 00:06:36,112 You're married to a professional video person. 157 00:06:36,113 --> 00:06:38,314 You should use professional gear if he's got it. 158 00:06:38,315 --> 00:06:39,648 Kevin, look at me. 159 00:06:39,649 --> 00:06:40,716 What? 160 00:06:40,717 --> 00:06:42,419 I am not carrying that thing around. 161 00:06:43,954 --> 00:06:45,321 I bought a phone. 162 00:06:45,322 --> 00:06:47,557 You're complicating things, honey. 163 00:06:47,558 --> 00:06:49,691 Honey, I'm not complicating stuff. 164 00:06:49,692 --> 00:06:52,162 It's just the way, if you're gonna do it, 165 00:06:52,163 --> 00:06:53,230 you do it right. 166 00:06:56,300 --> 00:06:58,636 I am not carrying that thing around. 167 00:07:02,139 --> 00:07:04,275 It's a lot lighter than it looks. 168 00:07:06,911 --> 00:07:07,744 See? 169 00:07:09,246 --> 00:07:10,080 Oh hey. 170 00:07:11,649 --> 00:07:12,649 There, see? 171 00:07:12,650 --> 00:07:14,250 This is ridiculous. 172 00:07:14,251 --> 00:07:15,418 You probably have to hold it up 173 00:07:15,419 --> 00:07:17,020 just a little bit further 174 00:07:17,021 --> 00:07:19,155 so you can see the screen clearer. 175 00:07:19,156 --> 00:07:20,390 Why are you laughing? 176 00:07:20,391 --> 00:07:21,558 I'm not carrying this around. 177 00:07:21,559 --> 00:07:22,425 I'm blind. 178 00:07:22,426 --> 00:07:23,226 I can't even see if you're in focus. 179 00:07:23,227 --> 00:07:24,127 Oh you're in focus here. 180 00:07:24,128 --> 00:07:26,529 I am not carrying this around. 181 00:07:26,530 --> 00:07:29,232 And that just tightens that down like that. 182 00:07:29,233 --> 00:07:30,934 Why are you recording this? 183 00:07:30,935 --> 00:07:32,734 That's the whole point of this. 184 00:07:32,735 --> 00:07:34,938 Like doing behind the scenes? 185 00:07:34,939 --> 00:07:37,140 Of the 10 minute anniversary video? 186 00:07:37,141 --> 00:07:39,142 I am trying to capture our everyday life. 187 00:07:39,143 --> 00:07:40,343 Okay, okay, okay. 188 00:07:40,344 --> 00:07:44,881 So still, I mean I picked this up, like 20 bucks, right. 189 00:07:44,882 --> 00:07:48,818 And then we still got lights, all right. 190 00:07:48,819 --> 00:07:50,553 Look, I know you think it's ridiculous 191 00:07:50,554 --> 00:07:52,055 but you're gonna be glad that the picture 192 00:07:52,056 --> 00:07:54,691 isn't all grainy and that stuff if it's low light. 193 00:07:54,692 --> 00:07:55,959 Okay. 194 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:58,494 And if we wanna record both of us 195 00:07:58,495 --> 00:07:59,929 you can just set it down there. 196 00:07:59,930 --> 00:08:00,763 I like that. 197 00:08:00,764 --> 00:08:01,598 - All right? - Okay. 198 00:08:01,599 --> 00:08:04,067 And then I also got a clip on 199 00:08:04,068 --> 00:08:05,468 wide lens adapter. 200 00:08:05,469 --> 00:08:09,172 It's just, it's gonna be a nicer, larger picture 201 00:08:09,173 --> 00:08:10,373 which will come in handy 202 00:08:10,374 --> 00:08:12,408 especially if we do stuff down at the park or something. 203 00:08:12,409 --> 00:08:13,810 - Just to look nice. - All right, Kevin? 204 00:08:13,811 --> 00:08:16,446 Fine, I will use your new rig. 205 00:08:16,447 --> 00:08:17,981 Are you happy? 206 00:08:17,982 --> 00:08:18,815 I'm happy. 207 00:08:18,816 --> 00:08:20,284 - I just want it to look nice. - Okay. 208 00:08:21,552 --> 00:08:22,552 I said I'd use it. 209 00:08:22,553 --> 00:08:23,621 - Okay. - All right. 210 00:08:29,059 --> 00:08:31,761 So you just started up. 211 00:08:31,762 --> 00:08:34,931 You gotta light them both independently 212 00:08:34,932 --> 00:08:37,968 but that's, now you can do something at night. 213 00:08:39,970 --> 00:08:41,104 Take it, take it, take this! 214 00:08:41,105 --> 00:08:43,473 - Take it, take it! - Oh god, what? 215 00:08:44,975 --> 00:08:45,809 Kevin! 216 00:09:01,558 --> 00:09:04,193 Here's something for your head. 217 00:09:04,194 --> 00:09:06,362 I don't think I need, I don't need this. 218 00:09:06,363 --> 00:09:07,197 Well. 219 00:09:08,465 --> 00:09:09,299 Really, I'm feeling, 220 00:09:09,300 --> 00:09:11,501 I just don't want pills. 221 00:09:11,502 --> 00:09:13,169 I actually think we need to go see a doctor. 222 00:09:13,170 --> 00:09:14,070 No we don't need to see a doctor. 223 00:09:14,071 --> 00:09:15,705 I feel fine now, I feel fine now. 224 00:09:15,706 --> 00:09:16,973 I don't know what it was. 225 00:09:16,974 --> 00:09:18,875 I feel fine now. 226 00:09:18,876 --> 00:09:19,809 Really. 227 00:09:19,810 --> 00:09:21,611 I appreciate what you're doing. 228 00:09:21,612 --> 00:09:23,847 Just, I don't need this. 229 00:09:25,082 --> 00:09:26,683 I'm probably just gonna put on a movie or something. 230 00:09:26,684 --> 00:09:28,151 Yeah I mean, that was pretty violent. 231 00:09:28,152 --> 00:09:29,320 I'm worried about you. 232 00:09:30,521 --> 00:09:32,021 Have you ever had a migraine before? 233 00:09:32,022 --> 00:09:32,855 No. 234 00:09:32,856 --> 00:09:33,823 I've never had one. 235 00:09:33,824 --> 00:09:35,291 Maybe it was just a migraine or something. 236 00:09:35,292 --> 00:09:37,027 People have migraines all the time. 237 00:09:41,365 --> 00:09:43,300 Kevin, I don't think this is working. 238 00:09:44,401 --> 00:09:46,704 All I can see is myself. 239 00:09:48,038 --> 00:09:50,006 Like your reflection in the screen 240 00:09:50,007 --> 00:09:51,207 or something, or? 241 00:09:51,208 --> 00:09:53,344 No, all I can see is my face. 242 00:09:54,278 --> 00:09:56,979 Well it's probably got the front camera. 243 00:09:56,980 --> 00:09:58,748 You need to switch it around. 244 00:09:58,749 --> 00:10:00,084 You need to turn it around. 245 00:10:00,984 --> 00:10:01,819 You need to spin it around, 246 00:10:01,820 --> 00:10:02,952 - the camera. - Okay, okay, okay. 247 00:10:02,953 --> 00:10:04,287 No, not like, all right well, 248 00:10:04,288 --> 00:10:05,288 that's one way to do it 249 00:10:05,289 --> 00:10:06,622 but now you can't see. 250 00:10:06,623 --> 00:10:09,426 No, you need to, there's a button. 251 00:10:11,862 --> 00:10:14,497 There, now it's, you had to flip it around. 252 00:10:14,498 --> 00:10:16,333 - It's working now. - Okay. 253 00:10:17,735 --> 00:10:20,504 So this is the park. 254 00:10:22,239 --> 00:10:24,006 You should be in there too. 255 00:10:24,007 --> 00:10:25,074 Let's get you too. 256 00:10:25,075 --> 00:10:27,143 It's about both of us, right? 257 00:10:27,144 --> 00:10:27,978 So there. 258 00:10:29,179 --> 00:10:31,280 I don't have any makeup on. 259 00:10:31,281 --> 00:10:32,915 You look fine. 260 00:10:34,885 --> 00:10:39,590 And our little fake lighthouse here. 261 00:10:40,624 --> 00:10:42,392 It's not fake. 262 00:10:42,393 --> 00:10:43,627 Does it work? 263 00:10:44,796 --> 00:10:46,696 Well I mean I'm sure it could, 264 00:10:46,697 --> 00:10:48,599 it's just what are they gonna protect, 265 00:10:49,500 --> 00:10:52,301 fishing boats from Myer's point? 266 00:10:52,302 --> 00:10:54,238 Those lake pirates? 267 00:10:56,240 --> 00:11:00,009 Do you miss it, Robin? 268 00:11:00,010 --> 00:11:01,412 I miss you, baby. 269 00:11:04,415 --> 00:11:05,248 Definitely. 270 00:11:05,249 --> 00:11:06,717 I miss all my kids. 271 00:11:08,986 --> 00:11:09,821 Yeah. 272 00:11:13,724 --> 00:11:15,324 Yeah still, all of this 273 00:11:15,325 --> 00:11:17,093 used to be underwater. 274 00:11:17,094 --> 00:11:18,896 But summer's under way. 275 00:11:18,897 --> 00:11:20,029 Oh, speaking of that, 276 00:11:20,030 --> 00:11:22,432 remember when we used to bring the kids 277 00:11:22,433 --> 00:11:24,100 down here to swim? 278 00:11:24,101 --> 00:11:26,470 Remember we used to bring them down every summer? 279 00:11:27,504 --> 00:11:28,872 I remember. 280 00:11:28,873 --> 00:11:30,607 Yeah I kind of miss that. 281 00:11:32,911 --> 00:11:34,044 But things change. 282 00:11:38,148 --> 00:11:39,983 Yeah, things change. 283 00:11:42,553 --> 00:11:43,719 Are you still recording? 284 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:44,888 Mhmm. 285 00:11:44,889 --> 00:11:47,925 I just, can we just turn, 286 00:11:47,926 --> 00:11:48,859 turn it off? 287 00:11:48,860 --> 00:11:51,160 What's wrong? 288 00:11:51,161 --> 00:11:52,729 Don't be so grumpy. 289 00:11:57,267 --> 00:11:58,501 I'm not being grumpy, 290 00:11:58,502 --> 00:11:59,804 I just wish you would, 291 00:12:02,639 --> 00:12:04,808 all right, no keep rolling, keep rolling. 292 00:12:04,809 --> 00:12:06,343 Here's me getting into the car. 293 00:12:07,311 --> 00:12:08,780 Oh come on, Kevin. 294 00:12:13,650 --> 00:12:16,152 Here she is, hard at work 295 00:12:16,153 --> 00:12:18,789 on her clicky clicky keyboard 296 00:12:18,790 --> 00:12:23,192 on her amazing 21 nine monitor. 297 00:12:23,193 --> 00:12:24,160 I'm working. 298 00:12:24,161 --> 00:12:25,896 Compliments of yours truly. 299 00:12:25,897 --> 00:12:26,730 I'm working. 300 00:12:27,698 --> 00:12:28,698 Well I thought this is what it was 301 00:12:28,699 --> 00:12:32,068 supposed to be, is like us in our daily lives 302 00:12:32,069 --> 00:12:33,402 so that we can remember 303 00:12:33,403 --> 00:12:35,405 back when we were drooling in a cup. 304 00:12:36,975 --> 00:12:39,108 Okay, no yes. 305 00:12:39,109 --> 00:12:40,777 This is what we used to do when we were 306 00:12:40,778 --> 00:12:42,512 - of full facilities. - That is what I want. 307 00:12:42,513 --> 00:12:45,615 But right now I'm in the middle of something. 308 00:12:45,616 --> 00:12:46,482 Well maybe I'm trying to get 309 00:12:46,483 --> 00:12:47,852 in the middle of something. 310 00:12:48,786 --> 00:12:49,620 Kevin, go away. 311 00:12:50,889 --> 00:12:52,656 I thought we were going to dinner. 312 00:12:53,825 --> 00:12:56,226 'Cause I was in the middle of something too and, 313 00:12:57,762 --> 00:12:58,795 We are going to dinner. 314 00:12:58,796 --> 00:13:00,296 - If you give me... - I quit 315 00:13:00,297 --> 00:13:02,733 'cause you told me that I had to put on a shirt. 316 00:13:03,700 --> 00:13:05,334 They usually appreciate that at restaurants. 317 00:13:05,335 --> 00:13:07,703 I had a shirt on. 318 00:13:07,704 --> 00:13:10,774 Just give me 10 minutes and I'll be down. 319 00:13:10,775 --> 00:13:12,542 Well then I'm gonna get back to, 320 00:13:12,543 --> 00:13:14,377 I'm gonna get back to what I was working on. 321 00:13:14,378 --> 00:13:15,611 10 minutes, I'm almost finished. 322 00:13:15,612 --> 00:13:16,445 'Cause it's not gonna be 10 minutes, Vicky. 323 00:13:16,446 --> 00:13:17,580 It's gonna be half an hour. 324 00:13:17,581 --> 00:13:20,449 I'm almost down with scene, give me 10 minutes. 325 00:13:20,450 --> 00:13:21,818 I'll be down, I promise. 326 00:13:21,819 --> 00:13:22,652 All right. 327 00:13:22,653 --> 00:13:23,820 Now go away please. 328 00:13:23,821 --> 00:13:25,488 Well then I'm just gonna set this down. 329 00:13:25,489 --> 00:13:27,257 You can do whatever you want to do. 330 00:13:28,325 --> 00:13:29,458 Kevin. 331 00:13:29,459 --> 00:13:30,861 God. 332 00:13:30,862 --> 00:13:32,662 Find your way out of that dark cloud 333 00:13:32,663 --> 00:13:33,964 and then change your life significantly 334 00:13:33,965 --> 00:13:35,899 to find your way out of that dark cloud 335 00:13:35,900 --> 00:13:37,199 and then change your life significantly 336 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:39,036 to find your way out of that dark cloud. 337 00:13:39,037 --> 00:13:40,436 What? 338 00:13:40,437 --> 00:13:41,637 Kevin? 339 00:13:41,638 --> 00:13:42,572 Out of that dark cloud 340 00:13:42,573 --> 00:13:43,874 and then change your life significantly 341 00:13:43,875 --> 00:13:45,876 to find your way out of that dark cloud, 342 00:13:45,877 --> 00:13:47,109 What are you doing? 343 00:13:47,110 --> 00:13:48,711 To find your way out of that dark cloud 344 00:13:48,712 --> 00:13:50,212 and then change your life significantly 345 00:13:50,213 --> 00:13:51,213 to find your way... 346 00:13:51,214 --> 00:13:52,415 Hello? 347 00:13:52,416 --> 00:13:53,583 Kevin, I'm ready. 348 00:13:53,584 --> 00:13:54,885 To find your way out of that dark cloud 349 00:13:54,886 --> 00:13:58,220 and change your life significantly. 350 00:13:58,221 --> 00:13:59,056 Kevin. 351 00:13:59,057 --> 00:14:01,725 I wanted to ask you something. 352 00:14:02,794 --> 00:14:04,393 What? 353 00:14:04,394 --> 00:14:06,462 I was looking at your video. 354 00:14:06,463 --> 00:14:07,364 Uh huh? 355 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:14,737 My kids are finally gone, left the house. 356 00:14:14,738 --> 00:14:19,743 And so I'm a, talk about the days without the kids around. 357 00:14:20,912 --> 00:14:23,312 And if you empty nesters miss the kids, 358 00:14:23,313 --> 00:14:24,347 but it's kind of exciting too. 359 00:14:24,348 --> 00:14:26,616 You keep talking about like the kids gone 360 00:14:26,617 --> 00:14:28,551 but you're just so bubbly about it. 361 00:14:28,552 --> 00:14:29,753 I mean is that, 362 00:14:29,754 --> 00:14:30,586 Well, it's my first V log, 363 00:14:30,587 --> 00:14:33,624 I'm trying to be cheerful, happy. 364 00:14:34,759 --> 00:14:38,829 But you're cheerful about the kids being gone. 365 00:14:38,830 --> 00:14:42,331 My kids are finally gone, left the house. 366 00:14:42,332 --> 00:14:44,367 Finally gone? 367 00:14:44,368 --> 00:14:46,770 Well that's a good thing right? 368 00:14:46,771 --> 00:14:48,372 Without the kids around. 369 00:14:50,207 --> 00:14:51,474 The days without the kids around. 370 00:14:51,475 --> 00:14:53,676 Miss the kids but it's kind of exciting too. 371 00:14:53,677 --> 00:14:55,311 Kind of exciting. 372 00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,613 I mean really? 373 00:14:57,949 --> 00:14:59,783 I mean it was really exciting. 374 00:14:59,784 --> 00:15:01,852 I'll give you that, it was really exciting, 375 00:15:01,853 --> 00:15:03,619 really exciting. 376 00:15:03,620 --> 00:15:06,489 Specially when one of them left, 377 00:15:06,490 --> 00:15:08,125 it was really exciting. 378 00:15:08,126 --> 00:15:09,826 I just, I don't get it. 379 00:15:09,827 --> 00:15:13,229 I don't get how you can be so 380 00:15:13,230 --> 00:15:15,564 just flippin' about it almost. 381 00:15:15,565 --> 00:15:18,567 Kevin, you know I didn't mean that. 382 00:15:18,568 --> 00:15:19,402 Kids are gone! 383 00:15:19,403 --> 00:15:21,104 Kids are gone, empty nesters. 384 00:15:21,105 --> 00:15:24,074 I was talking about Robin and Michelle. 385 00:15:24,075 --> 00:15:26,811 I know you were talking, well you know, 386 00:15:28,880 --> 00:15:30,280 but there's another one too. 387 00:15:35,853 --> 00:15:38,755 So I looked up Dick in the dictionary 388 00:15:38,756 --> 00:15:40,792 and there was a picture of me. 389 00:15:43,727 --> 00:15:44,561 I'm sorry. 390 00:15:45,863 --> 00:15:46,797 I'm sorry. 391 00:15:46,798 --> 00:15:49,066 I'm working on this, I have my good days 392 00:15:49,067 --> 00:15:52,102 and my bad days, and I just had a bad moment, that's all. 393 00:15:52,103 --> 00:15:52,937 I'm sorry. 394 00:15:54,571 --> 00:15:56,773 You have got to stop taking this out on me. 395 00:15:56,774 --> 00:15:59,043 I'm not taking anything out on you. 396 00:16:04,082 --> 00:16:05,982 Look, look. 397 00:16:05,983 --> 00:16:07,316 I'm sorry. 398 00:16:07,317 --> 00:16:08,651 Let's just put it behind us. 399 00:16:08,652 --> 00:16:09,719 Let's go to dinner. 400 00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:11,154 - We were gonna go to dinner. - I'm making dinner. 401 00:16:11,155 --> 00:16:12,122 I'm making dinner. 402 00:16:12,123 --> 00:16:13,857 You're boiling water. 403 00:16:13,858 --> 00:16:15,992 Look, you've gotten dressed up, let's go to dinner. 404 00:16:15,993 --> 00:16:17,762 I don't feel like going anywhere. 405 00:16:18,628 --> 00:16:22,431 You don't feel like creme brulee? 406 00:16:22,432 --> 00:16:23,767 'Cause I won't go buy it for you this time. 407 00:16:23,768 --> 00:16:26,369 You have to go to the restaurant in order to get it. 408 00:16:27,471 --> 00:16:32,476 Creme brulee, creme brulee. 409 00:16:33,077 --> 00:16:35,011 You know what? 410 00:16:35,012 --> 00:16:36,780 You are a dick. 411 00:16:36,781 --> 00:16:38,248 And you need a haircut. 412 00:16:41,718 --> 00:16:43,153 We're back. 413 00:16:43,154 --> 00:16:44,121 I see that! 414 00:16:44,122 --> 00:16:46,089 Oh Brian, did she like it? 415 00:16:46,090 --> 00:16:47,389 She loved it. 416 00:16:47,390 --> 00:16:50,627 I couldn't get her off the slot machines, I gotta tell you. 417 00:16:51,561 --> 00:16:53,529 I'd love to have seen that. 418 00:16:53,530 --> 00:16:55,098 Yeah you would have liked it. 419 00:16:55,099 --> 00:16:56,199 She had a good time. 420 00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:59,568 We did a little bit of Lake Mead and Mt. Charleston, 421 00:16:59,569 --> 00:17:00,469 some driving around too, 422 00:17:00,470 --> 00:17:02,072 but mostly Vegas. 423 00:17:02,073 --> 00:17:04,640 And it was a blast. 424 00:17:04,641 --> 00:17:06,910 Ah, I wish we could have come. 425 00:17:06,911 --> 00:17:09,411 Yeah, you got good color there. 426 00:17:09,412 --> 00:17:13,917 I wish we could have come but you know, things, you know. 427 00:17:13,918 --> 00:17:14,818 I get it. 428 00:17:14,819 --> 00:17:16,385 But you know, you guys were dealing, 429 00:17:16,386 --> 00:17:17,653 it was a tough year this year. 430 00:17:17,654 --> 00:17:18,687 You look good though. 431 00:17:18,688 --> 00:17:21,224 You look like you're coming along. 432 00:17:21,225 --> 00:17:22,424 Thanks, thanks. 433 00:17:22,425 --> 00:17:24,426 Yeah and this is awesome. 434 00:17:24,427 --> 00:17:27,663 Welcome to the 21st century, you with the webcam, huh? 435 00:17:27,664 --> 00:17:29,199 Yeah. 436 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:31,234 I'm with it, right? 437 00:17:31,235 --> 00:17:32,434 No, it's good. 438 00:17:32,435 --> 00:17:34,271 Did Kevin set it all up for you? 439 00:17:34,272 --> 00:17:35,604 Of course. 440 00:17:35,605 --> 00:17:38,241 Yeah well, it's good though, I like this. 441 00:17:38,242 --> 00:17:39,810 This is really good. 442 00:17:39,811 --> 00:17:40,878 So how's he doing? 443 00:17:43,413 --> 00:17:45,314 He's better, you know. 444 00:17:45,315 --> 00:17:47,284 The little recoup involved 445 00:17:47,285 --> 00:17:49,318 but he's doing a lot better. 446 00:17:49,319 --> 00:17:50,419 Good. 447 00:17:50,420 --> 00:17:52,621 I think it's gonna be okay. 448 00:17:52,622 --> 00:17:54,825 Good, glad to hear it. 449 00:17:54,826 --> 00:17:55,959 Hey, I'm heading out. 450 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:58,829 I'm gonna attempt to get a round of golf in, 451 00:17:58,830 --> 00:18:00,030 - it's a little wet, but, - How can you do that 452 00:18:00,031 --> 00:18:01,397 with all this rain? 453 00:18:01,398 --> 00:18:03,300 It's not as bad as you think. 454 00:18:03,301 --> 00:18:05,135 I gotta start sometime. 455 00:18:05,136 --> 00:18:07,503 Season's just starting to crack open here 456 00:18:07,504 --> 00:18:09,139 and I'm getting the bug. 457 00:18:09,140 --> 00:18:10,639 But I'd like dinner. 458 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:12,474 Can we do dinner sometime? 459 00:18:12,475 --> 00:18:15,045 Sure, let's do it at our place this time. 460 00:18:15,046 --> 00:18:16,279 Okay, sounds good. 461 00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:19,415 Okay well tell Becky I said hi, give her my love. 462 00:18:19,416 --> 00:18:21,184 Okay, love you. 463 00:18:21,185 --> 00:18:22,152 Love you too. 464 00:18:22,153 --> 00:18:23,320 You know I hate doing this, 465 00:18:23,321 --> 00:18:24,254 I'm not a hairdresser. 466 00:18:24,255 --> 00:18:25,188 - It's not a big deal. - All right. 467 00:18:25,189 --> 00:18:26,256 Just do around the ears. 468 00:18:26,257 --> 00:18:27,791 Well, be still. 469 00:18:27,792 --> 00:18:29,926 - I'm being still. - Okay. 470 00:18:29,927 --> 00:18:32,529 Ow, don't kill me, god. 471 00:18:33,597 --> 00:18:35,866 Hold on, I gotta fix something. 472 00:18:35,867 --> 00:18:36,699 What do you have 473 00:18:36,700 --> 00:18:37,968 - to fix? - Just be still! 474 00:18:37,969 --> 00:18:39,002 - What do you have? - Be still! 475 00:18:39,003 --> 00:18:40,237 - But you... - Ah! 476 00:18:40,238 --> 00:18:42,005 What do you have to fix? 477 00:18:42,006 --> 00:18:46,508 You keep moving, it's like, 478 00:18:46,509 --> 00:18:48,677 What are you laugh? 479 00:18:52,917 --> 00:18:54,383 Look at me, honey. 480 00:18:54,384 --> 00:18:55,651 Look at you, look at you? 481 00:19:05,129 --> 00:19:08,865 How many hoops it's gonna take to realize? 482 00:19:08,866 --> 00:19:10,901 I tried to fix it, and you... 483 00:19:10,902 --> 00:19:12,002 How do you fix? 484 00:19:12,003 --> 00:19:13,904 Fix it, how do you fix it? 485 00:19:13,905 --> 00:19:15,571 You made it more. 486 00:19:15,572 --> 00:19:17,507 Maybe you can comb it over. 487 00:19:21,511 --> 00:19:25,082 Comb it over? 488 00:19:26,784 --> 00:19:27,818 What, like this? 489 00:19:30,788 --> 00:19:33,324 Did you really just say comb it over? 490 00:19:36,160 --> 00:19:38,296 Check out his new look. 491 00:19:40,264 --> 00:19:42,431 Oh, it looks nice. 492 00:19:42,432 --> 00:19:47,405 I used to wear it almost this short a while back. 493 00:19:48,272 --> 00:19:50,107 It's just weird, it's like, 494 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:56,981 It's like somebody else looking back at me. 495 00:20:04,922 --> 00:20:05,956 Hi honey, 496 00:20:05,957 --> 00:20:07,157 - how are you? - Hey! 497 00:20:07,158 --> 00:20:09,725 I got a new webcam, we can talk now. 498 00:20:09,726 --> 00:20:13,696 Yeah, it's like you're here but you're not. 499 00:20:13,697 --> 00:20:15,631 I'm gonna do a V log. 500 00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:16,766 Are you gonna watch? 501 00:20:16,767 --> 00:20:19,303 V log, a vlog? 502 00:20:20,304 --> 00:20:23,406 Vlog, what's the difference? 503 00:20:23,407 --> 00:20:26,377 Never mind, yeah, that sounds good. 504 00:20:27,278 --> 00:20:29,745 I will watch your V log. 505 00:20:29,746 --> 00:20:32,481 Okay good, good, I'm just starting. 506 00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:33,917 You know, we'll get there. 507 00:20:33,918 --> 00:20:36,853 By the way, I love your haircut. 508 00:20:36,854 --> 00:20:37,686 Thank you. 509 00:20:37,687 --> 00:20:39,357 I actually cut it the other night. 510 00:20:40,257 --> 00:20:41,759 How about this haircut, huh? 511 00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:44,060 Look at baldy. 512 00:20:44,061 --> 00:20:47,030 Your mother scalped me, scalped me. 513 00:20:47,031 --> 00:20:48,431 Can you believe that? 514 00:20:48,432 --> 00:20:50,133 How many glasses of wine did it take 515 00:20:50,134 --> 00:20:51,401 to get to that? 516 00:20:53,004 --> 00:20:54,170 None. 517 00:20:54,171 --> 00:20:57,539 He was being cheap and he made me cut it 518 00:20:57,540 --> 00:20:59,175 and I told him I couldn't. 519 00:20:59,176 --> 00:21:00,910 Yeah so don't be cheap around your mother 520 00:21:00,911 --> 00:21:02,346 or she'll buzz your head. 521 00:21:04,348 --> 00:21:07,117 Well, Dad, you get what you pay for. 522 00:21:07,118 --> 00:21:08,118 Well he moved. 523 00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:09,552 I told him not to move. 524 00:21:13,424 --> 00:21:15,591 Anyway honey, I won't keep you. 525 00:21:15,592 --> 00:21:18,594 I just wanted to tell you about my V log 526 00:21:18,595 --> 00:21:20,697 and wanted you to be sure and watch it. 527 00:21:21,664 --> 00:21:22,499 All right, yeah no. 528 00:21:22,500 --> 00:21:23,433 Send my love to baldy 529 00:21:23,434 --> 00:21:25,870 and good luck with your V log. 530 00:21:27,071 --> 00:21:28,505 More people in the middle of their lives 531 00:21:28,506 --> 00:21:31,607 find themselves without a significant other. 532 00:21:31,608 --> 00:21:32,442 All right, handsome. 533 00:21:32,443 --> 00:21:33,610 Ready to go down? 534 00:21:39,350 --> 00:21:42,152 Can you give me like an hour? 535 00:21:42,153 --> 00:21:43,788 I can't, sorry. 536 00:21:45,056 --> 00:21:46,322 I got that guy coming to give me 537 00:21:46,323 --> 00:21:47,757 an estimate on the roof. 538 00:21:47,758 --> 00:21:48,859 Told them I'd be here. 539 00:21:52,229 --> 00:21:53,763 Okay look, don't worry about it. 540 00:21:53,764 --> 00:21:55,265 I'll go down by myself. 541 00:21:55,266 --> 00:21:56,366 Now I feel like a dick. 542 00:21:56,367 --> 00:21:58,168 Don't, it's ridiculous. 543 00:21:58,169 --> 00:22:01,171 Look, it's okay, go back to work. 544 00:22:01,172 --> 00:22:02,939 Oh, the cap's on. 545 00:22:02,940 --> 00:22:04,275 I can't see anything. 546 00:22:05,276 --> 00:22:07,077 Spring time! 547 00:22:07,078 --> 00:22:08,878 Saw my first Robin the other day, 548 00:22:08,879 --> 00:22:10,646 I'm ridiculously happy. 549 00:22:10,647 --> 00:22:12,982 Last time we were here it was overcast 550 00:22:12,983 --> 00:22:15,418 and windy and gross. 551 00:22:15,419 --> 00:22:19,389 This is a beautiful day so I wanted you to see the park 552 00:22:19,390 --> 00:22:20,824 as it should be seen. 553 00:22:20,825 --> 00:22:24,794 Over there is the creek, and the basketball court 554 00:22:24,795 --> 00:22:26,964 and of course our beautiful lake. 555 00:22:28,499 --> 00:22:32,001 So this is the southern end of the lake, of Cayuga Lake. 556 00:22:32,002 --> 00:22:34,604 And down at that point is Ithaca. 557 00:22:36,507 --> 00:22:40,878 And it's our Myer's Point lighthouse. 558 00:22:42,813 --> 00:22:45,181 And this is the northern end of the lake. 559 00:22:45,182 --> 00:22:48,485 Around that point it actually goes for 40 miles. 560 00:22:48,486 --> 00:22:50,620 It's the longest one of the finger lakes. 561 00:22:52,323 --> 00:22:56,260 And it is such a beaut... 562 00:22:57,561 --> 00:22:58,529 Kevin? 563 00:23:02,266 --> 00:23:03,699 Kevin? 564 00:23:03,700 --> 00:23:05,302 I thought you didn't wanna come. 565 00:23:07,505 --> 00:23:08,806 Oh jeez. 566 00:23:12,510 --> 00:23:13,344 Kevin. 567 00:23:18,549 --> 00:23:19,483 Hello? 568 00:24:07,765 --> 00:24:09,698 When we have beautiful days like this, 569 00:24:09,699 --> 00:24:10,732 spring days like this, 570 00:24:10,733 --> 00:24:12,503 you just gotta come down here. 571 00:24:24,949 --> 00:24:26,015 The simple fact is 572 00:24:26,016 --> 00:24:27,884 you have a lot to give to the right person. 573 00:24:27,885 --> 00:24:31,321 The simple solution is, single over 40. 574 00:24:31,322 --> 00:24:33,323 Single over 40 is a new service that... 575 00:24:33,324 --> 00:24:34,691 How did you do that? 576 00:24:34,692 --> 00:24:35,658 Do what? 577 00:24:35,659 --> 00:24:38,294 How'd you get back here so fast? 578 00:24:38,295 --> 00:24:39,763 What are you talking about? 579 00:24:40,764 --> 00:24:43,032 You were just down. 580 00:24:43,033 --> 00:24:44,568 You were just down at the park. 581 00:24:46,437 --> 00:24:47,304 No I wasn't. 582 00:24:48,205 --> 00:24:49,305 Yes you were. 583 00:24:49,306 --> 00:24:50,373 Honey we talked about this, I got, 584 00:24:50,374 --> 00:24:52,375 I saw you down there. 585 00:24:52,376 --> 00:24:54,777 It wasn't me. 586 00:24:54,778 --> 00:24:56,480 Kevin, I swear to god. 587 00:24:58,282 --> 00:24:59,449 You were wearing a different shirt 588 00:24:59,450 --> 00:25:01,652 but it looked just like you. 589 00:25:03,220 --> 00:25:07,023 Okay so I changed my clothes, raced you down to the park, 590 00:25:07,024 --> 00:25:08,091 was down at the park 591 00:25:08,092 --> 00:25:10,793 and then raced back home, changed my clothes again 592 00:25:10,794 --> 00:25:11,729 and now I'm here? 593 00:25:14,064 --> 00:25:15,498 This for 40 miles. 594 00:25:15,499 --> 00:25:17,834 The guy up on the point there? 595 00:25:17,835 --> 00:25:19,068 That's not a guy, that's a buoy. 596 00:25:19,069 --> 00:25:21,537 It's somebody walking a dog. 597 00:25:21,538 --> 00:25:22,773 That guy. 598 00:25:25,643 --> 00:25:26,477 Kevin? 599 00:25:29,246 --> 00:25:30,614 Am I that fat? 600 00:25:31,515 --> 00:25:33,017 Oh stop, would you? 601 00:25:34,285 --> 00:25:36,755 We're not here to talk about your physique. 602 00:25:38,722 --> 00:25:40,356 - Honey, it's, - Kevin? 603 00:25:40,357 --> 00:25:41,224 I thought 604 00:25:41,225 --> 00:25:43,059 - you didn't wanna come. - That's not me. 605 00:25:43,060 --> 00:25:44,360 That's not me, look. 606 00:25:44,361 --> 00:25:46,063 Wow, he went behind the thing. 607 00:25:48,699 --> 00:25:49,533 Right. 608 00:25:50,601 --> 00:25:53,236 - And I go looking for him. - Right. 609 00:25:53,237 --> 00:25:54,271 And watch. 610 00:25:55,539 --> 00:25:56,373 Hello? 611 00:25:57,408 --> 00:25:59,576 Okay so he walked back the other way. 612 00:26:00,678 --> 00:26:02,512 Yeah of course he jumped into the water. 613 00:26:02,513 --> 00:26:04,114 I would have heard that. 614 00:26:08,452 --> 00:26:12,221 Honey, he's gotta be circling behind you. 615 00:26:12,222 --> 00:26:13,556 Well look. 616 00:26:13,557 --> 00:26:16,492 Do you see the shadow of the lighthouse there? 617 00:26:16,493 --> 00:26:17,328 Hold on. 618 00:26:19,029 --> 00:26:20,063 I'd see his shadow. 619 00:26:20,064 --> 00:26:22,232 I don't see a shadow of a person! 620 00:26:23,901 --> 00:26:25,134 I know I saw somebody. 621 00:26:25,135 --> 00:26:27,570 And I would hear him if he were walking. 622 00:26:27,571 --> 00:26:28,871 I didn't hear any footsteps. 623 00:26:28,872 --> 00:26:32,675 Well he's gotta be on the other side of the lighthouse. 624 00:26:32,676 --> 00:26:34,111 He's messing with you. 625 00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:37,046 He's messing with you! 626 00:26:37,047 --> 00:26:39,650 That's undeniable because he disappeared. 627 00:26:42,252 --> 00:26:43,886 You don't see a shadow, do you? 628 00:26:43,887 --> 00:26:45,054 No. 629 00:26:45,055 --> 00:26:46,289 All right, I'll give you it's weird 630 00:26:46,290 --> 00:26:47,957 but there's an explanation for it 631 00:26:47,958 --> 00:26:50,126 because people don't just disappear. 632 00:26:50,127 --> 00:26:51,494 But that was not me. 633 00:26:51,495 --> 00:26:53,697 I was up there working on that first video. 634 00:26:55,299 --> 00:26:57,633 Well I see you again later. 635 00:26:57,634 --> 00:26:59,235 Now hold on. 636 00:26:59,236 --> 00:27:00,938 Forward it or whatever. 637 00:27:01,905 --> 00:27:03,273 Gotta come down here. 638 00:27:04,174 --> 00:27:05,242 See, right there. 639 00:27:06,944 --> 00:27:08,244 Just staring at me. 640 00:27:08,245 --> 00:27:10,413 You were being so creepy! 641 00:27:10,414 --> 00:27:12,048 I'm not that. 642 00:27:12,049 --> 00:27:13,216 All right, zoom in. 643 00:27:13,217 --> 00:27:14,550 It's just some guy that was messing with you. 644 00:27:14,551 --> 00:27:15,753 Zoom in. 645 00:27:15,754 --> 00:27:17,487 You can't do that like they do in the movies. 646 00:27:17,488 --> 00:27:18,856 You can't just like zoom in 647 00:27:18,857 --> 00:27:20,990 and see a crystal clear picture. 648 00:27:20,991 --> 00:27:22,291 - From here, - Zoom in. 649 00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:23,626 Even at 4k it's gonna, 650 00:27:23,627 --> 00:27:24,561 all right, hold on. 651 00:27:27,164 --> 00:27:28,664 Well it's not very clear, is it? 652 00:27:28,665 --> 00:27:29,732 That's a bald guy 653 00:27:29,733 --> 00:27:32,368 and it looks like he's got a goatee. 654 00:27:32,369 --> 00:27:34,437 When have I ever worn a long sleeve shirt 655 00:27:34,438 --> 00:27:35,773 under a short sleeved shirt? 656 00:27:35,774 --> 00:27:37,240 Okay, all right, all right. 657 00:27:37,241 --> 00:27:38,708 And I'm not that fat. 658 00:27:38,709 --> 00:27:40,811 I mean that's not me, Vicky. 659 00:27:40,812 --> 00:27:43,379 Well it looked like you, it really did. 660 00:27:43,380 --> 00:27:44,782 Probably some motorcycle guy 661 00:27:44,783 --> 00:27:46,818 like they get down there hanging out. 662 00:27:47,819 --> 00:27:49,520 It's a guy who's messing with you. 663 00:27:51,455 --> 00:27:52,523 All right. 664 00:27:53,657 --> 00:27:54,725 It was weird though. 665 00:27:58,362 --> 00:27:59,463 It's not me. 666 00:28:05,235 --> 00:28:08,204 So spring came on a Tuesday this year. 667 00:28:08,205 --> 00:28:09,205 Come on. 668 00:28:09,206 --> 00:28:10,139 Oh come on. 669 00:28:10,140 --> 00:28:13,176 It's been raining and cold and miserable 670 00:28:13,177 --> 00:28:15,813 so it's still been winter up until yesterday. 671 00:28:15,814 --> 00:28:17,747 Tomorrow it'll be 95 degrees. 672 00:28:17,748 --> 00:28:19,015 Stop being such a pessimist. 673 00:28:19,016 --> 00:28:20,550 It's a beautiful day. 674 00:28:20,551 --> 00:28:23,319 Can't you just enjoy it? 675 00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:24,755 It is pretty. 676 00:28:24,756 --> 00:28:26,022 It's gorgeous. 677 00:28:26,023 --> 00:28:29,058 You know Kev, you need to learn to live in the moment 678 00:28:29,059 --> 00:28:31,961 a little bit more. 679 00:28:31,962 --> 00:28:32,930 Why are you laughing? 680 00:28:32,931 --> 00:28:33,931 I think you're mugging for the kids 681 00:28:33,932 --> 00:28:36,199 or whoever you think's gonna be watching this, 682 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:37,733 this video of yours. 683 00:28:37,734 --> 00:28:40,136 - Hey, come on! - Hey look, it's hey, 684 00:28:40,137 --> 00:28:42,238 - Look, look at it. - It's upstate New York. 685 00:28:42,239 --> 00:28:44,540 Look at it, it's beautiful. 686 00:28:44,541 --> 00:28:45,844 It is beautiful. 687 00:28:46,911 --> 00:28:48,444 I will give you that. 688 00:28:48,445 --> 00:28:51,214 It's gorgeous, I mean look at that sky. 689 00:28:51,215 --> 00:28:52,048 I saw it. 690 00:28:52,049 --> 00:28:52,951 It's like a painting. 691 00:28:57,287 --> 00:28:59,656 You mean like one of Andy's paintings. 692 00:29:12,369 --> 00:29:14,271 It's time to talk about Andy. 693 00:29:18,041 --> 00:29:22,947 Our son Andy died a little less than a year ago. 694 00:29:25,582 --> 00:29:26,818 He committed suicide. 695 00:29:34,591 --> 00:29:35,726 He was at art school. 696 00:29:43,534 --> 00:29:46,537 I remember that call like it was yesterday. 697 00:29:52,142 --> 00:29:53,476 Course Kevin and I got down there 698 00:29:53,477 --> 00:29:55,511 as fast as we could, 699 00:29:55,512 --> 00:29:57,647 but there's nothing we could do. 700 00:29:57,648 --> 00:30:00,717 Except the stuff you do after somebody's died. 701 00:30:03,186 --> 00:30:06,122 We talked to the boy who lived 702 00:30:06,123 --> 00:30:07,491 in the room next to his. 703 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:12,128 And he said he thought that Andy 704 00:30:12,129 --> 00:30:16,365 was talking to somebody the night he killed himself. 705 00:30:16,366 --> 00:30:17,835 And he thought it was Kevin. 706 00:30:21,138 --> 00:30:24,909 It's not possible, Kevin was in Philadelphia on a shoot. 707 00:30:26,443 --> 00:30:28,046 So it couldn't have been him. 708 00:30:32,349 --> 00:30:36,754 Always wonder what could have gone through his mind 709 00:30:39,423 --> 00:30:41,491 to make him do something like that. 710 00:30:47,731 --> 00:30:48,865 It's been really hard, 711 00:30:48,866 --> 00:30:53,771 but I think it's been especially hard on Kevin. 712 00:30:55,706 --> 00:30:56,808 He just... 713 00:31:00,544 --> 00:31:02,144 I guess I don't know. 714 00:31:02,145 --> 00:31:04,214 We'll never get used to it, either of us. 715 00:31:07,250 --> 00:31:09,453 It just found a deep place in Kevin's heart 716 00:31:10,621 --> 00:31:12,189 and he just hasn't healed. 717 00:31:20,798 --> 00:31:21,899 It's so weird. 718 00:31:23,634 --> 00:31:27,504 Sometimes I catch myself looking at the front door. 719 00:31:31,843 --> 00:31:35,946 And thinking that Andy will just come breezing in 720 00:31:35,947 --> 00:31:37,115 like he used to. 721 00:31:40,450 --> 00:31:42,120 But that's never gonna happen again. 722 00:31:51,996 --> 00:31:53,329 The thing that's really cool about these lights 723 00:31:53,330 --> 00:31:55,065 other than them being small 724 00:31:55,066 --> 00:31:57,467 is that they match the daylight temperature. 725 00:31:59,536 --> 00:32:00,736 You know what? 726 00:32:00,737 --> 00:32:02,840 Yeah I know what, you got a cat on your head. 727 00:32:05,109 --> 00:32:06,175 I don't feel like cooking. 728 00:32:06,176 --> 00:32:07,611 We are going to dinner. 729 00:32:08,512 --> 00:32:09,578 All right, we can go to dinner, that's fine. 730 00:32:09,579 --> 00:32:10,546 Okay great. 731 00:32:10,547 --> 00:32:13,349 You know what, you take that stupid hat off. 732 00:32:13,350 --> 00:32:15,285 And I will go change. 733 00:32:19,957 --> 00:32:21,458 Turn the lights off. 734 00:32:25,529 --> 00:32:28,098 Okay, so I thought I'd bring the camera 735 00:32:28,099 --> 00:32:30,867 and film us on the way to the restaurant. 736 00:32:30,868 --> 00:32:32,169 Hey, how come you're not... 737 00:32:32,170 --> 00:32:34,771 What is this? 738 00:32:34,772 --> 00:32:36,439 What is this? 739 00:32:36,440 --> 00:32:38,674 Why did you do this? 740 00:32:38,675 --> 00:32:40,277 I didn't do anything. 741 00:32:41,411 --> 00:32:42,678 Why did you do this, Vicky? 742 00:32:42,679 --> 00:32:44,380 Why did you bring this back upstairs? 743 00:32:44,381 --> 00:32:46,917 I put this away for a reason, all right? 744 00:32:46,918 --> 00:32:48,086 I didn't. 745 00:32:50,554 --> 00:32:51,988 Put it in my chair. 746 00:32:51,989 --> 00:32:54,223 Look, I'll tell you something. 747 00:32:54,224 --> 00:32:56,193 And I know what you're thinking. 748 00:32:56,194 --> 00:32:57,894 That I just wanna forget him, all right? 749 00:32:57,895 --> 00:33:00,329 I don't wanna forget him, okay? 750 00:33:00,330 --> 00:33:02,933 I'm going to deal with it the way that I 751 00:33:02,934 --> 00:33:05,001 need to deal with it, all right? 752 00:33:05,002 --> 00:33:06,235 It's what I told you in the hospital, 753 00:33:06,236 --> 00:33:08,038 and I'm trying. 754 00:33:08,039 --> 00:33:10,439 But I can't just be surrounded by this. 755 00:33:10,440 --> 00:33:12,708 I can't be surrounded by him and reminders 756 00:33:12,709 --> 00:33:14,710 and you wanna turn this whole place into a shrine! 757 00:33:14,711 --> 00:33:16,312 I don't, that's not fair. 758 00:33:16,313 --> 00:33:17,513 This is mine. 759 00:33:17,514 --> 00:33:20,683 He did it for me, and if I wanna put it away for a while 760 00:33:20,684 --> 00:33:22,718 or forever, that's my business. 761 00:33:22,719 --> 00:33:23,719 I didn't do anything. 762 00:33:23,720 --> 00:33:25,922 Well what do you think, I did it? 763 00:33:25,923 --> 00:33:27,289 I didn't do it. 764 00:33:27,290 --> 00:33:28,792 You had to have done it! 765 00:33:28,793 --> 00:33:30,093 I didn't. 766 00:33:30,094 --> 00:33:32,428 Somebody put this in my chair! 767 00:33:32,429 --> 00:33:34,396 It was in the trunk with the rest of his things! 768 00:33:34,397 --> 00:33:36,166 I know it was! 769 00:33:36,167 --> 00:33:38,001 Where I put it, where it should have stayed 770 00:33:38,002 --> 00:33:39,836 until I decided to bring it out. 771 00:33:39,837 --> 00:33:40,804 Not you. 772 00:33:40,805 --> 00:33:42,906 Not you because you don't agree 773 00:33:42,907 --> 00:33:44,607 with the way that I'm processing this, 774 00:33:44,608 --> 00:33:45,942 the way I'm dealing with this. 775 00:33:45,943 --> 00:33:47,878 Drinking myself half to death and all that stuff 776 00:33:47,879 --> 00:33:49,980 and whatever, okay fine. 777 00:33:49,981 --> 00:33:52,015 Fine, that was a mistake. 778 00:33:52,016 --> 00:33:53,750 But I still need to process it 779 00:33:53,751 --> 00:33:55,684 the way that I need to process it. 780 00:33:55,685 --> 00:33:57,087 And I just sit there and just 781 00:33:57,088 --> 00:33:57,954 flagrantly put this... 782 00:33:57,955 --> 00:34:00,023 I didn't do that! 783 00:34:00,024 --> 00:34:01,191 I would never do that! 784 00:34:01,192 --> 00:34:03,626 Who did it then?! 785 00:34:03,627 --> 00:34:04,829 I don't know. 786 00:34:08,598 --> 00:34:09,432 Oh jeez. 787 00:34:11,235 --> 00:34:12,701 You know. 788 00:34:12,702 --> 00:34:16,639 You know I'm right about this. 789 00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:18,041 You can't let this go. 790 00:34:18,042 --> 00:34:19,409 Just different for me. 791 00:34:21,279 --> 00:34:22,913 But you can't let it go either. 792 00:34:22,914 --> 00:34:25,149 And this is horseshit. 793 00:34:32,522 --> 00:34:34,357 God, I really miss him. 794 00:34:37,460 --> 00:34:39,462 I so miss him every day. 795 00:34:52,542 --> 00:34:55,112 Kevin, he just, 796 00:34:57,347 --> 00:34:58,747 I know he feels the same way 797 00:34:58,748 --> 00:35:00,382 but he just wants to, 798 00:35:00,383 --> 00:35:03,587 it's like he just wants to get rid of him. 799 00:35:05,756 --> 00:35:08,592 I can't do that, he was my baby. 800 00:35:11,229 --> 00:35:14,764 I still need him around 801 00:35:14,765 --> 00:35:18,302 even if it's just the picture or an old shirt. 802 00:35:19,937 --> 00:35:22,006 And I can't even bring up his name! 803 00:35:33,284 --> 00:35:34,986 But I also understand. 804 00:35:36,087 --> 00:35:39,489 I still have two children here and they need us. 805 00:35:41,391 --> 00:35:43,093 And we have to go on for them. 806 00:35:43,094 --> 00:35:45,729 It's not fair to them otherwise. 807 00:35:50,968 --> 00:35:52,102 When things like this happen, 808 00:35:52,103 --> 00:35:54,104 I don't know what to do. 809 00:35:54,105 --> 00:35:55,672 I have nobody to talk to. 810 00:36:00,477 --> 00:36:02,646 Oh god, I miss him so much. 811 00:36:05,149 --> 00:36:06,050 I miss him. 812 00:36:34,511 --> 00:36:35,512 Looks really good. 813 00:36:36,446 --> 00:36:37,315 Thank you. 814 00:36:53,397 --> 00:36:54,398 Look, Vic. 815 00:36:55,665 --> 00:36:58,635 I know I'm not always very good at 816 00:37:01,939 --> 00:37:04,507 demonstrating how much you mean to me. 817 00:37:12,450 --> 00:37:15,186 But you are very important to me. 818 00:37:17,855 --> 00:37:21,158 I just don't show it the way I should all the time. 819 00:37:36,173 --> 00:37:38,575 While you were making dinner, 820 00:37:40,911 --> 00:37:45,883 this is the footage of that party from last summer of him. 821 00:37:51,688 --> 00:37:53,791 I'm sorry I made you cry. 822 00:38:19,316 --> 00:38:21,351 Whatcha doin'? 823 00:38:21,352 --> 00:38:23,685 I just wanted to mow 824 00:38:23,686 --> 00:38:26,555 but it's still so wet. 825 00:38:26,556 --> 00:38:27,792 It's cold too. 826 00:38:29,393 --> 00:38:30,795 Hey listen, you know, 827 00:38:33,663 --> 00:38:35,098 it just feels like things are getting 828 00:38:35,099 --> 00:38:36,632 a little tense around here, you know? 829 00:38:36,633 --> 00:38:38,201 I'm not tense. 830 00:38:38,202 --> 00:38:41,703 Look, I think, we've been in the house too much. 831 00:38:41,704 --> 00:38:42,939 I know we've been working 832 00:38:42,940 --> 00:38:45,308 but I think we should just get out of here for a while. 833 00:38:45,309 --> 00:38:46,675 Let's go to dinner or something. 834 00:38:46,676 --> 00:38:49,345 No, I mean get out of here for a while, 835 00:38:49,346 --> 00:38:51,848 just get in the car, 836 00:38:51,849 --> 00:38:53,383 No, I don't wanna do that. 837 00:38:53,384 --> 00:38:54,884 Kevin, it would be good for us. 838 00:38:54,885 --> 00:38:55,717 - I got things to do. - Let's just get out 839 00:38:55,718 --> 00:38:56,553 of here for a while. 840 00:38:56,554 --> 00:38:58,288 I don't wanna go anywhere. 841 00:38:58,289 --> 00:38:59,122 Why? 842 00:38:59,123 --> 00:39:00,256 You're between jobs 843 00:39:00,257 --> 00:39:02,358 - right now. - I'm not going anywhere. 844 00:39:02,359 --> 00:39:03,493 Kevin, I think it'll be 845 00:39:03,494 --> 00:39:05,296 - good for... - I'm not going anywhere. 846 00:39:07,431 --> 00:39:08,766 Okay. 847 00:39:13,037 --> 00:39:14,271 It's beautiful. 848 00:39:15,806 --> 00:39:16,874 Yes, it is. 849 00:39:20,311 --> 00:39:22,813 Part of having a dog. 850 00:39:24,515 --> 00:39:26,550 Best part of this, for sure. 851 00:39:27,551 --> 00:39:29,085 Thanks. 852 00:39:29,086 --> 00:39:30,420 Reminds me of when we, 853 00:39:30,421 --> 00:39:33,189 I don't think I ever told you this. 854 00:39:33,190 --> 00:39:34,557 The boys and I were out here 855 00:39:34,558 --> 00:39:36,393 walking along the tracks one time and 856 00:39:38,162 --> 00:39:39,929 we got to the bridge. 857 00:39:39,930 --> 00:39:43,533 And there's this loaded diaper on the bridge. 858 00:39:43,534 --> 00:39:46,169 And of course Andy doesn't pay it any attention. 859 00:39:46,170 --> 00:39:48,704 Robin goes and investigates it then 860 00:39:48,705 --> 00:39:50,140 being Robin, he's like, 861 00:39:50,141 --> 00:39:52,542 "Dad, do you think there's a baby? 862 00:39:52,543 --> 00:39:53,843 "I mean, were they changing a baby 863 00:39:53,844 --> 00:39:56,813 "on the bridge, on the train bridge?" 864 00:39:56,814 --> 00:39:58,548 and then turned into like, 865 00:39:58,549 --> 00:39:59,849 "Is there a homeless family out here 866 00:39:59,850 --> 00:40:02,552 "or is there a baby lost out here?" 867 00:40:02,553 --> 00:40:04,254 I mean just all of that 868 00:40:04,255 --> 00:40:07,323 and then quiet for a minute or so and then 869 00:40:07,324 --> 00:40:09,826 Andy all of a sudden turns around and he says, 870 00:40:09,827 --> 00:40:14,330 "Bro, sometimes shit just happens." 871 00:40:14,331 --> 00:40:17,133 Sounds like him. 872 00:40:31,815 --> 00:40:35,219 You think the dead ever think about us? 873 00:40:52,436 --> 00:40:53,303 What are you doing? 874 00:40:53,304 --> 00:40:55,205 I'm putting on a cover for the game. 875 00:40:55,206 --> 00:40:57,706 No, we don't need that. 876 00:40:57,707 --> 00:40:59,108 Why are you taping this? 877 00:40:59,109 --> 00:41:02,045 You're not gonna film us playing cards, are you? 878 00:41:02,046 --> 00:41:03,012 Yeah. 879 00:41:03,013 --> 00:41:04,014 Honey, nobody, 880 00:41:05,115 --> 00:41:06,382 this is for us and I don't care 881 00:41:06,383 --> 00:41:09,686 about watching us and Jody and Lonnie 882 00:41:09,687 --> 00:41:11,621 - playing cards together. - I care. 883 00:41:11,622 --> 00:41:12,689 - First of all, - Could you help me here? 884 00:41:12,690 --> 00:41:14,357 No, I don't want that on. 885 00:41:14,358 --> 00:41:15,592 That's stupid-looking. 886 00:41:15,593 --> 00:41:18,928 It's a top for, it's a gaming top. 887 00:41:18,929 --> 00:41:20,930 It's so it protects your table top. 888 00:41:20,931 --> 00:41:21,898 It's stupid. 889 00:41:21,899 --> 00:41:23,033 It's not stupid. 890 00:41:25,035 --> 00:41:28,204 Right, laugh, that's fine, that's just funny. 891 00:41:28,205 --> 00:41:29,505 Could you help me here? 892 00:41:29,506 --> 00:41:30,473 - It's going on. - No! 893 00:41:30,474 --> 00:41:32,276 I don't want it there. 894 00:41:33,777 --> 00:41:34,612 Kevin? 895 00:41:36,213 --> 00:41:37,046 Ow! 896 00:41:37,047 --> 00:41:37,982 Oh my god. 897 00:41:39,083 --> 00:41:40,750 Kevin, Kevin, Kevin. 898 00:41:40,751 --> 00:41:41,585 What's wrong? 899 00:41:43,087 --> 00:41:45,288 Honey, what's wrong? 900 00:41:45,289 --> 00:41:48,224 It's just that headache again. 901 00:41:48,225 --> 00:41:49,225 Oh my god. 902 00:41:49,226 --> 00:41:51,194 Kevin, we've gotta go see a doctor. 903 00:41:51,195 --> 00:41:52,795 I'm not going to see a doctor. 904 00:41:52,796 --> 00:41:53,663 Then let's go 905 00:41:53,664 --> 00:41:54,597 - to the hospital. - People get headaches. 906 00:41:54,598 --> 00:41:56,332 - This might be serious! - Like I told you, 907 00:41:56,333 --> 00:41:57,800 it's just probably a migraine or something. 908 00:41:57,801 --> 00:41:59,102 It's not a big deal. 909 00:41:59,103 --> 00:42:00,803 Migraines don't work like this. 910 00:42:00,804 --> 00:42:01,638 The other one went away, 911 00:42:01,639 --> 00:42:02,472 this one will go away. 912 00:42:02,473 --> 00:42:04,208 Just stop. 913 00:42:05,075 --> 00:42:08,011 Kevin, this is important. 914 00:42:08,012 --> 00:42:09,647 You need to see somebody. 915 00:42:58,395 --> 00:42:59,229 Kevin! 916 00:43:00,197 --> 00:43:01,031 Stop it! 917 00:43:04,301 --> 00:43:06,203 Kevin, cut it out! 918 00:43:10,074 --> 00:43:12,676 Dammit Kevin, this is pissing me off, quit it. 919 00:43:16,914 --> 00:43:18,015 What's wrong with you? 920 00:43:33,897 --> 00:43:36,700 He has been really behaving strangely. 921 00:43:38,402 --> 00:43:40,571 And you know what, it's not the first time. 922 00:43:42,206 --> 00:43:43,540 When Andy died, 923 00:43:45,442 --> 00:43:48,746 Kevin buried himself in a bottle. 924 00:43:49,580 --> 00:43:50,748 Many bottles. 925 00:43:51,882 --> 00:43:55,185 He went on a drinking bender like you couldn't believe. 926 00:43:56,086 --> 00:43:58,689 And you know what, he ended up in the hospital. 927 00:44:01,158 --> 00:44:04,928 His behavior was just so erratic during that time. 928 00:44:06,663 --> 00:44:08,731 And he's starting to remind me, 929 00:44:08,732 --> 00:44:11,200 I'm starting to see some of those same behaviors 930 00:44:11,201 --> 00:44:12,902 coming up again. 931 00:44:12,903 --> 00:44:15,439 And it's really scaring me a little bit. 932 00:44:21,979 --> 00:44:24,080 I don't think he's drinking again. 933 00:44:24,081 --> 00:44:26,817 I don't think that he would ever go back there. 934 00:44:26,818 --> 00:44:28,452 He knows he'd die if he did. 935 00:44:30,521 --> 00:44:32,256 I don't think he's there yet. 936 00:44:37,961 --> 00:44:39,897 But he's behaving like that. 937 00:44:39,898 --> 00:44:41,766 He's reminding me of those days. 938 00:44:43,467 --> 00:44:45,202 And I really don't know what to do. 939 00:44:58,549 --> 00:45:01,984 I thought you said dinner was gonna be special tonight. 940 00:45:01,985 --> 00:45:03,187 Well what do you want? 941 00:45:04,188 --> 00:45:05,254 Steak? 942 00:45:05,255 --> 00:45:06,890 Steak? 943 00:45:06,891 --> 00:45:07,723 Yeah. 944 00:45:07,724 --> 00:45:09,293 Honey, you don't eat beef. 945 00:45:10,694 --> 00:45:12,496 You haven't had beef for months. 946 00:45:13,898 --> 00:45:15,833 Since it's special, I thought steak. 947 00:45:15,834 --> 00:45:17,434 Steak is usually pretty special. 948 00:45:20,805 --> 00:45:21,939 I didn't know that. 949 00:45:21,940 --> 00:45:25,075 I mean, okay, we can have steak tomorrow night then. 950 00:45:26,610 --> 00:45:30,614 This is fine. 951 00:45:38,288 --> 00:45:39,122 Sorry. 952 00:46:05,015 --> 00:46:06,283 Steak tomorrow. 953 00:46:10,387 --> 00:46:12,355 I gotta talk to you about something. 954 00:46:12,356 --> 00:46:13,190 Yeah. 955 00:46:14,224 --> 00:46:16,460 Well, it's about Kevin. 956 00:46:17,294 --> 00:46:20,196 He's been behaving really weird. 957 00:46:20,197 --> 00:46:23,166 He's been doing some bizarre things lately. 958 00:46:24,434 --> 00:46:25,636 Well you know, I mean, 959 00:46:26,804 --> 00:46:27,637 he's just processing things 960 00:46:27,638 --> 00:46:29,506 I'm sure still with Andy. 961 00:46:31,642 --> 00:46:34,477 You cope with it differently. 962 00:46:34,478 --> 00:46:36,512 You talked it out 963 00:46:36,513 --> 00:46:39,983 and he's internalizing a lot of stuff, so. 964 00:46:39,984 --> 00:46:40,984 I know. 965 00:46:40,985 --> 00:46:42,618 I know but Brian, last night, 966 00:46:42,619 --> 00:46:45,822 he shoved a bowl of pasta in my lap. 967 00:46:45,823 --> 00:46:48,424 I mean, it's weird behavior 968 00:46:48,425 --> 00:46:51,795 but I'm starting to detect a little more anger 969 00:46:51,796 --> 00:46:53,564 than is normal for him. 970 00:46:55,198 --> 00:46:56,632 I've known Kevin almost 30 years. 971 00:46:56,633 --> 00:46:58,970 I mean that just doesn't seem like him at all. 972 00:47:02,239 --> 00:47:04,440 Why don't you guys get away from things? 973 00:47:04,441 --> 00:47:06,709 You know, maybe take an overnight, 974 00:47:06,710 --> 00:47:08,845 go up to the falls or something? 975 00:47:08,846 --> 00:47:10,713 Thing is, I tried that. 976 00:47:10,714 --> 00:47:12,582 I tried to get him to go away for a weekend 977 00:47:12,583 --> 00:47:13,449 and he was adamant. 978 00:47:13,450 --> 00:47:15,919 He refuses to leave. 979 00:47:15,920 --> 00:47:17,653 It's like he's attached to the house 980 00:47:17,654 --> 00:47:19,188 and won't leave it. 981 00:47:19,189 --> 00:47:21,592 I can barely get him to go to the store with me. 982 00:47:23,795 --> 00:47:25,461 All right, well. 983 00:47:25,462 --> 00:47:26,830 I don't know. 984 00:47:26,831 --> 00:47:28,264 I think it would be good to get away from there. 985 00:47:28,265 --> 00:47:30,033 I think there's reminders. 986 00:47:30,034 --> 00:47:31,802 I just think he needs a fresh, 987 00:47:31,803 --> 00:47:33,537 maybe start smaller, you know. 988 00:47:34,538 --> 00:47:35,906 Go down the lake or something. 989 00:47:35,907 --> 00:47:37,239 Try again. 990 00:47:37,240 --> 00:47:39,675 But let me know if this continues 991 00:47:39,676 --> 00:47:42,111 'cause I mean, this is atypical for him. 992 00:47:42,112 --> 00:47:44,281 So I don't know. 993 00:47:45,415 --> 00:47:46,315 Well maybe you're right. 994 00:47:46,316 --> 00:47:49,920 Maybe since he's so opposed to it, 995 00:47:49,921 --> 00:47:51,721 instead of going away for a weekend or something, 996 00:47:51,722 --> 00:47:54,357 we can just take, I don't know, an afternoon, 997 00:47:54,358 --> 00:47:56,158 go to the falls or something maybe. 998 00:47:56,159 --> 00:47:57,660 It's a good idea. 999 00:47:57,661 --> 00:47:58,527 Okay. 1000 00:47:58,528 --> 00:48:00,262 I know, I'm kind of dumping stuff. 1001 00:48:00,263 --> 00:48:02,399 No, no, no I get it, I get it. 1002 00:48:03,700 --> 00:48:04,835 It's good, you can. 1003 00:48:04,836 --> 00:48:08,005 Hey, I still like this communication with the webcam 1004 00:48:08,006 --> 00:48:10,239 so feel free to reach out to me anytime. 1005 00:48:10,240 --> 00:48:11,942 Okay thank you, I appreciate that. 1006 00:48:11,943 --> 00:48:12,809 All right. 1007 00:48:12,810 --> 00:48:13,709 Love you, sis. 1008 00:48:13,710 --> 00:48:14,544 Love you too. 1009 00:48:17,614 --> 00:48:19,316 Hey, Kevin, listen. 1010 00:48:24,856 --> 00:48:25,689 Kevin. 1011 00:48:28,358 --> 00:48:29,626 Hey hon, I wanted, 1012 00:48:32,663 --> 00:48:33,497 Kevin? 1013 00:48:41,005 --> 00:48:41,672 Kevin. 1014 00:49:01,191 --> 00:49:02,192 How does he keep? 1015 00:49:07,531 --> 00:49:08,365 Kevin! 1016 00:49:11,435 --> 00:49:12,269 Would you stop? 1017 00:49:16,606 --> 00:49:17,809 Kevin! 1018 00:49:20,610 --> 00:49:22,146 You're freaking me out here. 1019 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:25,482 What are you doing in the dark basement? 1020 00:49:27,617 --> 00:49:29,418 Kevin! 1021 00:49:29,419 --> 00:49:30,855 Would you please answer me? 1022 00:49:45,069 --> 00:49:46,403 This isn't funny anymore. 1023 00:50:09,961 --> 00:50:10,995 How'd you do that? 1024 00:50:11,829 --> 00:50:13,629 Dammit Kevin, I have been chasing you 1025 00:50:13,630 --> 00:50:14,630 all over this house. 1026 00:50:14,631 --> 00:50:16,333 Why didn't you answer me? 1027 00:50:18,335 --> 00:50:20,570 Honey, I've been here for quite a while. 1028 00:50:24,274 --> 00:50:25,509 Wait a minute. 1029 00:50:31,281 --> 00:50:33,283 Hey, look at me. 1030 00:50:35,652 --> 00:50:36,486 What? 1031 00:50:39,623 --> 00:50:40,457 What? 1032 00:50:42,659 --> 00:50:45,229 Nothing, never mind. 1033 00:50:50,667 --> 00:50:51,501 Kevin? 1034 00:50:55,239 --> 00:50:56,207 What are you doing? 1035 00:50:57,975 --> 00:50:58,810 Kevin. 1036 00:51:03,613 --> 00:51:04,647 Hey! 1037 00:51:04,648 --> 00:51:05,482 Oh god. 1038 00:51:07,251 --> 00:51:08,820 What are you doing? 1039 00:51:14,691 --> 00:51:15,525 Watching TV. 1040 00:51:17,460 --> 00:51:18,628 The TV's not on. 1041 00:51:23,500 --> 00:51:25,502 Kevin, the TV is not on. 1042 00:51:29,372 --> 00:51:31,174 Look, it's late. 1043 00:51:31,175 --> 00:51:33,211 Come on, let's go to bed. 1044 00:51:36,346 --> 00:51:37,181 Okay. 1045 00:51:39,349 --> 00:51:40,450 I've got your water. 1046 00:51:48,425 --> 00:51:49,260 Come on. 1047 00:51:52,230 --> 00:51:54,165 Here, here's the water. 1048 00:52:58,728 --> 00:53:00,231 Hey you, let's go to the park. 1049 00:53:01,098 --> 00:53:03,300 I don't feel like going to the park. 1050 00:53:03,301 --> 00:53:05,101 What's wrong? 1051 00:53:05,102 --> 00:53:08,905 Just my shoulder's hurting again. 1052 00:53:08,906 --> 00:53:10,373 That knot of yours? 1053 00:53:10,374 --> 00:53:11,207 Yeah. 1054 00:53:11,208 --> 00:53:12,343 All right, sit down. 1055 00:53:13,411 --> 00:53:14,543 Sit down. 1056 00:53:14,544 --> 00:53:15,712 I'll rub your shoulder. 1057 00:53:16,746 --> 00:53:18,015 It's not gonna hurt. 1058 00:53:19,884 --> 00:53:20,984 It won't hurt. 1059 00:53:20,985 --> 00:53:22,954 Come on, it'll might make you feel better. 1060 00:53:26,257 --> 00:53:27,456 There, right? 1061 00:53:27,457 --> 00:53:29,159 Yeah, now it's the same. 1062 00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:29,993 It's the same thing that I had 1063 00:53:29,994 --> 00:53:31,061 right before we got married 1064 00:53:31,062 --> 00:53:32,996 where I couldn't even move my neck for two days. 1065 00:53:32,997 --> 00:53:34,698 Oh god, I remember that. 1066 00:53:35,933 --> 00:53:38,969 I also remember that's when you started drinking. 1067 00:53:38,970 --> 00:53:41,470 Why would you say that? 1068 00:53:41,471 --> 00:53:43,273 Because that's what happened? 1069 00:53:43,274 --> 00:53:45,241 Why would you suggest that I have a drink? 1070 00:53:45,242 --> 00:53:46,242 - I didn't! - You were there 1071 00:53:46,243 --> 00:53:47,811 when the doctor said I could never drink again. 1072 00:53:47,812 --> 00:53:49,745 Remember my whole new list of nevers 1073 00:53:49,746 --> 00:53:51,081 that I have to deal with? 1074 00:53:51,082 --> 00:53:52,282 Kevin, I wasn't suggesting... 1075 00:53:52,283 --> 00:53:54,683 I'm serious though, why would you do that? 1076 00:53:54,684 --> 00:53:55,718 I didn't! 1077 00:53:55,719 --> 00:53:58,088 You know how sensitive that is for me. 1078 00:53:58,089 --> 00:53:59,255 I didn't suggest 1079 00:53:59,256 --> 00:54:00,656 - you have a drink! - I can never drink again, 1080 00:54:00,657 --> 00:54:01,557 - why would you say. - I know that. 1081 00:54:01,558 --> 00:54:03,893 You just sat here, you just sat here 1082 00:54:03,894 --> 00:54:05,395 and said that I had. 1083 00:54:05,396 --> 00:54:06,695 I am not doing this with you. 1084 00:54:06,696 --> 00:54:09,598 You suggested that I have a drink! 1085 00:54:09,599 --> 00:54:12,568 Like I did back then, yes you did! 1086 00:54:12,569 --> 00:54:13,636 I did not. 1087 00:54:14,839 --> 00:54:17,073 You know what, what does the doctor know, right? 1088 00:54:17,074 --> 00:54:18,442 Fine, fine. 1089 00:54:19,310 --> 00:54:20,210 The hell with him. 1090 00:54:20,211 --> 00:54:21,444 - Make me a drink. - No. 1091 00:54:21,445 --> 00:54:22,812 Make me a drink, is that what you want? 1092 00:54:22,813 --> 00:54:23,679 Make me a drink. 1093 00:54:23,680 --> 00:54:24,513 No! 1094 00:54:24,514 --> 00:54:25,348 Make me a drink! 1095 00:54:25,349 --> 00:54:26,750 Make me a drink right now! 1096 00:54:26,751 --> 00:54:28,318 Make me a drink! 1097 00:54:28,319 --> 00:54:29,585 Like one of those big tall ones 1098 00:54:29,586 --> 00:54:31,321 that you sucked down every night! 1099 00:54:31,322 --> 00:54:32,288 Five or six of them! 1100 00:54:32,289 --> 00:54:33,589 - I do not. - While you're making dinner! 1101 00:54:33,590 --> 00:54:34,424 You exaggerate. 1102 00:54:34,425 --> 00:54:35,393 Make me a drink! 1103 00:54:37,161 --> 00:54:40,296 And while you're at it, while you're checking things off, 1104 00:54:40,297 --> 00:54:42,332 my list of nevers, why don't you give me 1105 00:54:42,333 --> 00:54:44,501 five more minutes with my dead kid? 1106 00:54:44,502 --> 00:54:45,335 Kevin! 1107 00:54:45,336 --> 00:54:47,103 Conjure that one up! 1108 00:54:47,104 --> 00:54:48,737 Let's just take care of the whole list 1109 00:54:48,738 --> 00:54:50,307 of nevers all at once. 1110 00:54:53,610 --> 00:54:56,180 Can't believe you just said I should have a drink. 1111 00:54:57,882 --> 00:55:00,550 I can't believe you just said what you did. 1112 00:55:08,125 --> 00:55:09,726 I mean look at him. 1113 00:55:10,861 --> 00:55:12,295 He just, he doesn't do this. 1114 00:55:12,296 --> 00:55:15,131 He doesn't garden, he never does this kind of thing. 1115 00:55:15,132 --> 00:55:17,599 Maybe he's just getting some exercise 1116 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:19,402 and you know, wants to garden now. 1117 00:55:19,403 --> 00:55:20,270 Brian, no, 1118 00:55:20,271 --> 00:55:22,440 this is really out of character for him. 1119 00:55:23,908 --> 00:55:25,375 Is he drinking again? 1120 00:55:25,376 --> 00:55:27,144 No, no, I know that. 1121 00:55:28,345 --> 00:55:29,213 Well I mean, 1122 00:55:31,082 --> 00:55:34,751 after Andy passed, did he get some medication 1123 00:55:34,752 --> 00:55:36,286 that he started to take? 1124 00:55:36,287 --> 00:55:38,321 No, no they didn't give him anything. 1125 00:55:38,322 --> 00:55:39,456 Is he taking anything though, 1126 00:55:39,457 --> 00:55:41,124 - something else? - No, I don't think so. 1127 00:55:41,125 --> 00:55:41,959 I really don't. 1128 00:55:43,060 --> 00:55:44,726 Hmm, I mean could be work, you know? 1129 00:55:44,727 --> 00:55:47,397 A lot of stress from. 1130 00:55:47,398 --> 00:55:49,300 Nothing unusual's going on. 1131 00:55:51,435 --> 00:55:52,570 I don't know, I mean. 1132 00:55:55,705 --> 00:55:57,308 It's still maybe just a process. 1133 00:55:58,175 --> 00:55:59,275 Okay well, look. 1134 00:55:59,276 --> 00:56:02,546 Do me a favor, would you go talk to him? 1135 00:56:03,746 --> 00:56:04,646 Yeah, yeah. 1136 00:56:04,647 --> 00:56:05,582 I mean he's not just really 1137 00:56:05,583 --> 00:56:07,250 communicating with me these days. 1138 00:56:07,251 --> 00:56:08,918 I don't know what's going on. 1139 00:56:08,919 --> 00:56:10,220 Maybe he'll talk to you. 1140 00:56:10,221 --> 00:56:11,888 All right, I'll go out. 1141 00:56:11,889 --> 00:56:13,022 Do me another favor, 1142 00:56:13,023 --> 00:56:16,025 would you take the camera, I would like to have this. 1143 00:56:16,026 --> 00:56:17,560 You mean, and record him? 1144 00:56:17,561 --> 00:56:19,129 Yeah, just film the whole thing. 1145 00:56:19,130 --> 00:56:20,798 Yeah, it won't hurt, all right. 1146 00:56:27,704 --> 00:56:28,606 - Hey Kevin. - Hey. 1147 00:56:29,473 --> 00:56:30,441 What you doin', man? 1148 00:56:32,576 --> 00:56:33,977 Not a whole lot. 1149 00:56:33,978 --> 00:56:35,545 She's got you doing that too, huh? 1150 00:56:35,546 --> 00:56:37,047 Yeah, I. 1151 00:56:38,315 --> 00:56:40,116 It's like you gotta have it. 1152 00:56:40,117 --> 00:56:41,683 If you're related to me you gotta have a camera 1153 00:56:41,684 --> 00:56:43,786 before you can talk to me anymore, it feels like. 1154 00:56:43,787 --> 00:56:45,788 She's always got that thing on me. 1155 00:56:45,789 --> 00:56:48,024 Ah, she's into it, I don't know 1156 00:56:48,025 --> 00:56:50,326 Like a neat little hobby or something for her to do, right? 1157 00:56:50,327 --> 00:56:51,428 Yeah I guess so. 1158 00:56:53,130 --> 00:56:54,498 What are you putting a flower bed in? 1159 00:56:56,600 --> 00:56:57,600 No I'm just, 1160 00:56:57,601 --> 00:56:59,837 I'm gonna plant something, I'm just not sure. 1161 00:57:01,572 --> 00:57:03,273 You, know, just felt like 1162 00:57:03,274 --> 00:57:05,843 digging and planting something. 1163 00:57:07,178 --> 00:57:10,781 But not, I said not sure what I'm gonna do. 1164 00:57:12,149 --> 00:57:13,450 I mean, I just felt like 1165 00:57:14,852 --> 00:57:17,121 four of something here'll probably work. 1166 00:57:18,189 --> 00:57:20,523 Just to fill this in 'cause this is all, 1167 00:57:20,524 --> 00:57:21,958 can't dig over there 'cause that's, 1168 00:57:21,959 --> 00:57:24,227 I mean there's about six or seven pets 1169 00:57:24,228 --> 00:57:25,362 buried over there, but. 1170 00:57:26,463 --> 00:57:29,199 Over here is just sort of dead. 1171 00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:31,335 Just thought I'd plant something. 1172 00:57:33,671 --> 00:57:35,372 Four seemed like the right number. 1173 00:57:36,607 --> 00:57:38,508 I mean I've got room for a fifth one here 1174 00:57:38,509 --> 00:57:43,147 if I decide to depending on what I wanna plant. 1175 00:57:46,016 --> 00:57:48,084 So you're staying for dinner? 1176 00:57:48,085 --> 00:57:49,519 Yeah. 1177 00:57:49,520 --> 00:57:50,354 Good. 1178 00:57:53,723 --> 00:57:55,392 Let me know if I can help you. 1179 00:57:58,295 --> 00:57:59,430 I think I'm good. 1180 00:58:06,604 --> 00:58:07,938 What? 1181 00:58:20,918 --> 00:58:21,752 Oh god. 1182 00:58:24,421 --> 00:58:25,589 Where are you going? 1183 00:58:28,125 --> 00:58:28,959 Kevin! 1184 00:58:31,128 --> 00:58:31,962 Oh jeez. 1185 00:58:33,264 --> 00:58:36,100 He doesn't even have his keys. 1186 00:58:50,981 --> 00:58:51,815 Hey Kevin. 1187 00:58:55,019 --> 00:58:58,488 How do you start this thing? 1188 00:58:58,489 --> 00:59:01,190 How'd you do that? 1189 00:59:01,191 --> 00:59:02,059 Do what?! 1190 00:59:03,060 --> 00:59:05,194 You were just in the car! 1191 00:59:05,195 --> 00:59:06,096 No I wasn't. 1192 00:59:10,000 --> 00:59:11,402 How do you start this thing? 1193 00:59:13,904 --> 00:59:15,271 What is the big deal, what? 1194 00:59:15,272 --> 00:59:17,940 The big deal is that you were in two places 1195 00:59:17,941 --> 00:59:18,876 at once, Kevin. 1196 00:59:20,177 --> 00:59:21,044 This again. 1197 00:59:21,045 --> 00:59:22,412 Vickie, I wasn't in two places at once. 1198 00:59:22,413 --> 00:59:24,914 You were there and then you were over there. 1199 00:59:24,915 --> 00:59:25,748 Where is there? 1200 00:59:25,749 --> 00:59:27,283 Here in the kitchen? 1201 00:59:27,284 --> 00:59:28,351 You were in the car 1202 00:59:28,352 --> 00:59:31,054 and all of a sudden you're by the tree. 1203 00:59:31,055 --> 00:59:32,188 Vickie, I was just in the garage 1204 00:59:32,189 --> 00:59:33,122 and I was trying to get, 1205 00:59:33,123 --> 00:59:35,158 Okay, we're gonna look at this footage 1206 00:59:35,159 --> 00:59:35,992 and I'm gonna 1207 00:59:35,993 --> 00:59:36,826 - prove it to you. - I'm not looking. 1208 00:59:36,827 --> 00:59:38,361 I want to get the lawn mowed. 1209 00:59:38,362 --> 00:59:40,431 We're looking at this footage. 1210 00:59:43,534 --> 00:59:44,368 Fine. 1211 00:59:45,569 --> 00:59:46,602 You know it's the first day in three weeks 1212 00:59:46,603 --> 00:59:47,470 that it hasn't been raining 1213 00:59:47,471 --> 00:59:49,706 and I'm in here doing this crap 1214 00:59:49,707 --> 00:59:51,674 instead of out there mowing like I should be. 1215 00:59:51,675 --> 00:59:53,777 Okay so I'm in the side yard. 1216 00:59:53,778 --> 00:59:55,779 You've got the camera on me all the time these days 1217 00:59:55,780 --> 00:59:58,816 so what's the big deal? 1218 00:59:58,817 --> 01:00:00,351 All right, go to the end. 1219 01:00:01,685 --> 01:00:03,119 I'm in the side yard! 1220 01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:04,355 Go to the end. 1221 01:00:06,223 --> 01:00:07,057 See? 1222 01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:11,762 Look, maybe your app has a stitch feature to it. 1223 01:00:11,763 --> 01:00:12,729 This is a different day. 1224 01:00:12,730 --> 01:00:13,764 That's today. 1225 01:00:13,765 --> 01:00:15,665 - I'd give you that. - No, it's all the same day. 1226 01:00:15,666 --> 01:00:17,968 - Vicky. - Go back and fast forward. 1227 01:00:23,006 --> 01:00:24,440 All right, I don't remember doing this 1228 01:00:24,441 --> 01:00:25,942 - but still, it doesn't mean... - Fast forward. 1229 01:00:25,943 --> 01:00:26,810 Fine! 1230 01:00:26,811 --> 01:00:27,778 Really? 1231 01:00:27,779 --> 01:00:28,678 Kevin! 1232 01:00:28,679 --> 01:00:31,181 Oh jeez, he doesn't have keys. 1233 01:00:32,516 --> 01:00:33,349 Now watch. 1234 01:00:33,350 --> 01:00:34,350 Hey Kevin. 1235 01:00:34,351 --> 01:00:35,585 How do you start this thing? 1236 01:00:35,586 --> 01:00:36,420 See? 1237 01:00:39,824 --> 01:00:41,058 Explain that please. 1238 01:01:00,444 --> 01:01:01,278 Hey Brian. 1239 01:01:02,246 --> 01:01:03,280 Hey Vickie. 1240 01:01:04,748 --> 01:01:06,048 I have to talk to you about something 1241 01:01:06,049 --> 01:01:08,352 very, very strange that happened. 1242 01:01:09,386 --> 01:01:11,654 The other day I was taping Kevin. 1243 01:01:11,655 --> 01:01:12,990 He was in the driveway, 1244 01:01:13,991 --> 01:01:17,493 gesticulating wildly and talking to nobody. 1245 01:01:17,494 --> 01:01:19,462 And then suddenly he was there. 1246 01:01:19,463 --> 01:01:21,631 And almost no time elapsed. 1247 01:01:21,632 --> 01:01:24,134 He was here and then he was there. 1248 01:01:25,536 --> 01:01:28,105 It was like he was in two places at one time. 1249 01:01:30,441 --> 01:01:32,008 Right, well I mean, 1250 01:01:32,009 --> 01:01:35,378 we know somebody can't be two places at one time. 1251 01:01:35,379 --> 01:01:37,947 And I'll grant you, I've seen him acting strange. 1252 01:01:37,948 --> 01:01:39,682 He's almost doing a little bit 1253 01:01:39,683 --> 01:01:40,950 of a bipolar thing. 1254 01:01:40,951 --> 01:01:43,822 I mean you look a little worried though. 1255 01:01:46,190 --> 01:01:49,725 Well, what I really would like to do here 1256 01:01:49,726 --> 01:01:51,594 is show you the footage. 1257 01:01:51,595 --> 01:01:53,463 But he went in and he got my phone 1258 01:01:53,464 --> 01:01:55,331 and he took it off. 1259 01:01:55,332 --> 01:01:58,000 So that I don't even have any proof anymore. 1260 01:01:58,001 --> 01:01:59,368 I don't know where he keeps his stuff 1261 01:01:59,369 --> 01:02:01,704 so I can't even show it to you. 1262 01:02:01,705 --> 01:02:03,907 And I know you're not gonna take my word for it Brian 1263 01:02:03,908 --> 01:02:05,708 but this really happened. 1264 01:02:05,709 --> 01:02:08,110 And it's scaring me! 1265 01:02:08,111 --> 01:02:10,414 No I believe something's happening. 1266 01:02:11,682 --> 01:02:12,516 I see that. 1267 01:02:13,885 --> 01:02:15,151 Just, I mean you still have your camera 1268 01:02:15,152 --> 01:02:16,553 and all your gear, right? 1269 01:02:17,454 --> 01:02:18,755 Why don't you document some more? 1270 01:02:18,756 --> 01:02:20,924 I don't know if you remember Tim, he's my neighbor. 1271 01:02:20,925 --> 01:02:22,692 He's a psychiatrist. 1272 01:02:22,693 --> 01:02:24,260 You do some documentation 1273 01:02:24,261 --> 01:02:26,395 and then we'll meet up 1274 01:02:26,396 --> 01:02:27,630 and maybe we'll show it to him 1275 01:02:27,631 --> 01:02:29,532 and just see what his professional opinion is. 1276 01:02:29,533 --> 01:02:31,300 'Cause I still think this is some sort 1277 01:02:31,301 --> 01:02:33,002 of a bipolar episode. 1278 01:02:33,003 --> 01:02:35,873 Maybe something to do with the loss 1279 01:02:35,874 --> 01:02:37,876 and the coping he's still going through. 1280 01:02:38,742 --> 01:02:40,443 You know what, I get that. 1281 01:02:40,444 --> 01:02:41,677 And I thought that. 1282 01:02:41,678 --> 01:02:44,180 I thought that maybe he should see somebody. 1283 01:02:44,181 --> 01:02:45,883 But Brian, I'm telling you 1284 01:02:45,884 --> 01:02:48,185 this is just really hard to describe, but 1285 01:02:49,152 --> 01:02:51,188 there's something more going on here. 1286 01:02:52,289 --> 01:02:54,090 Something really weird. 1287 01:02:54,091 --> 01:02:55,391 Vickie, you're worrying me. 1288 01:02:55,392 --> 01:02:57,461 I mean do we want to call the authorities? 1289 01:02:58,428 --> 01:03:01,264 No, you mean like the pol-, no. 1290 01:03:01,265 --> 01:03:03,132 I mean, I'll come over. 1291 01:03:03,133 --> 01:03:04,534 Let me come over. 1292 01:03:04,535 --> 01:03:07,871 No, I don't think so. 1293 01:03:07,872 --> 01:03:10,673 Honestly I don't think that would help right now. 1294 01:03:10,674 --> 01:03:11,507 I appreciate it. 1295 01:03:11,508 --> 01:03:12,910 All right, well look. 1296 01:03:12,911 --> 01:03:14,577 I'm 20 minutes away. 1297 01:03:14,578 --> 01:03:16,646 If you ever feel like you need me, 1298 01:03:16,647 --> 01:03:18,548 you call me and I'll be over. 1299 01:03:18,549 --> 01:03:20,918 In the meantime, just document everything 1300 01:03:20,919 --> 01:03:22,151 that's going on. 1301 01:03:22,152 --> 01:03:25,188 Hide it so I can take a look at it this time. 1302 01:03:26,657 --> 01:03:27,991 Well I have to hide my phone 1303 01:03:27,992 --> 01:03:29,059 but I'll do that. 1304 01:03:30,127 --> 01:03:31,627 - Thank you. - Well yeah, yeah. 1305 01:03:31,628 --> 01:03:33,063 - Okay. - Thank you. 1306 01:03:34,131 --> 01:03:36,533 All right, be safe. 1307 01:03:40,304 --> 01:03:41,806 Nobody's gonna believe me. 1308 01:04:04,261 --> 01:04:05,596 Well I'm here now, right? 1309 01:04:07,364 --> 01:04:09,867 Who knows where else I am right now. 1310 01:04:12,269 --> 01:04:14,538 I am trying really hard to figure this out. 1311 01:04:16,007 --> 01:04:18,042 I mean two places at once, it just, it doesn't. 1312 01:04:20,510 --> 01:04:23,914 I went online and I've been doing some research. 1313 01:04:23,915 --> 01:04:25,049 I keep looking at it. 1314 01:04:28,118 --> 01:04:31,320 I'm in the side yard and I don't remember that at all. 1315 01:04:31,321 --> 01:04:34,590 Don't remember out there carrying on like that. 1316 01:04:34,591 --> 01:04:36,960 Kevin mentioned once to me this kind of 1317 01:04:36,961 --> 01:04:40,063 off the cuff remark about maybe at the park 1318 01:04:40,064 --> 01:04:41,598 I saw his doppelgänger. 1319 01:04:43,835 --> 01:04:46,636 Looking it up, it also means evil twin. 1320 01:04:46,637 --> 01:04:47,471 That's me. 1321 01:04:48,305 --> 01:04:53,342 I came across this medieval legend, 1322 01:04:53,343 --> 01:04:54,645 the legend of Gwenyd. 1323 01:04:55,913 --> 01:04:58,715 And she lost her lover in battle. 1324 01:04:59,549 --> 01:05:02,151 And it says heart broken, she longed 1325 01:05:02,152 --> 01:05:04,021 to escape this world. 1326 01:05:04,022 --> 01:05:05,889 Her double from another world 1327 01:05:05,890 --> 01:05:08,691 was drawn by Gwenyd's grief. 1328 01:05:08,692 --> 01:05:10,159 For that sorrow was the key 1329 01:05:10,160 --> 01:05:13,529 that could unlock the door between their worlds. 1330 01:05:13,530 --> 01:05:16,332 She called to Gwenyd, and she said 1331 01:05:16,333 --> 01:05:18,634 "I'll change places with you." 1332 01:05:18,635 --> 01:05:23,073 Thinking that she would be reunited with her lover, 1333 01:05:23,074 --> 01:05:24,241 Gwenyd happily agreed. 1334 01:05:25,208 --> 01:05:27,144 She opened that door. 1335 01:05:27,145 --> 01:05:30,446 I mean it's been six months ago 1336 01:05:30,447 --> 01:05:33,750 when I was drinking for breakfast. 1337 01:05:33,751 --> 01:05:36,585 Yeah, that's me and I don't remember it 1338 01:05:36,586 --> 01:05:37,486 but sure that's me. 1339 01:05:37,487 --> 01:05:38,587 But I remember everything now. 1340 01:05:38,588 --> 01:05:40,858 I remember everything now. 1341 01:05:42,160 --> 01:05:44,761 And that I don't remember. 1342 01:05:44,762 --> 01:05:48,165 But once there she decided it was very evil. 1343 01:05:48,166 --> 01:05:49,632 It wasn't what she thought at all 1344 01:05:49,633 --> 01:05:52,102 and her twin was truly evil. 1345 01:05:52,103 --> 01:05:54,771 You know, the lighthouse, I looked at that again 1346 01:05:54,772 --> 01:05:58,075 and maybe that could be me or not me, 1347 01:05:58,076 --> 01:05:59,642 but I just know I was up here. 1348 01:05:59,643 --> 01:06:01,812 I know I wasn't down there. 1349 01:06:01,813 --> 01:06:05,015 That's not definitive, but it's me in the side yard. 1350 01:06:05,016 --> 01:06:06,716 That's me in that side yard. 1351 01:06:06,717 --> 01:06:08,684 She wanted to come back to her own world 1352 01:06:08,685 --> 01:06:09,887 but it was too late. 1353 01:06:11,823 --> 01:06:14,858 You see, Gwenyd's sorrow was the key 1354 01:06:14,859 --> 01:06:18,062 but only the doppelgänger could control the door. 1355 01:06:19,964 --> 01:06:20,798 I can't. 1356 01:06:21,766 --> 01:06:22,967 I can't explain it. 1357 01:06:24,534 --> 01:06:27,571 The reason I just keep thinking about Kevin 1358 01:06:28,572 --> 01:06:30,474 being in two places at once. 1359 01:06:31,341 --> 01:06:33,642 You know, like this made me think of him. 1360 01:06:33,643 --> 01:06:38,014 But I know you can't be in two places at once. 1361 01:06:38,015 --> 01:06:40,150 It just, that doesn't happen. 1362 01:06:40,151 --> 01:06:42,986 That just doesn't happen. 1363 01:06:44,721 --> 01:06:45,555 Brian's right. 1364 01:06:47,024 --> 01:06:50,426 People can't be in two places at one time. 1365 01:06:50,427 --> 01:06:51,361 I know that. 1366 01:06:53,097 --> 01:06:55,331 You can't be in two places. 1367 01:06:55,332 --> 01:06:56,333 You can't. 1368 01:06:57,601 --> 01:07:00,036 You physically cannot be in two places. 1369 01:07:00,037 --> 01:07:00,872 At once. 1370 01:08:27,457 --> 01:08:29,558 Okay. 1371 01:08:29,559 --> 01:08:32,028 So when I got up this morning, 1372 01:08:32,029 --> 01:08:34,396 Kevin sent me two emails last night 1373 01:08:34,397 --> 01:08:35,564 after three in the morning. 1374 01:08:35,565 --> 01:08:36,633 Here's the first one. 1375 01:08:41,906 --> 01:08:43,707 And it makes no sense. 1376 01:08:45,709 --> 01:08:47,344 Okay. 1377 01:08:47,345 --> 01:08:51,647 And then, right after he sent that one 1378 01:08:51,648 --> 01:08:52,482 he sent this. 1379 01:09:07,530 --> 01:09:10,467 I don't even know what to make of this. 1380 01:09:19,043 --> 01:09:20,442 What did you want me to film? 1381 01:09:20,443 --> 01:09:24,080 Okay so I actually want you to film for the first time. 1382 01:09:24,081 --> 01:09:25,015 Okay. 1383 01:09:25,016 --> 01:09:26,649 So this is gonna be part of our video 1384 01:09:26,650 --> 01:09:31,322 and it's an introduction to an amazing weekend. 1385 01:09:32,390 --> 01:09:33,223 What? 1386 01:09:33,224 --> 01:09:34,524 I figured it all out, look. 1387 01:09:35,659 --> 01:09:39,062 I've had a difficult year, you've had a difficult year, 1388 01:09:39,063 --> 01:09:40,764 we've all had a difficult year. 1389 01:09:40,765 --> 01:09:42,065 - Right. - And so, 1390 01:09:42,066 --> 01:09:45,201 I finally figured out a really special thing 1391 01:09:45,202 --> 01:09:47,103 that we can all do together. 1392 01:09:47,104 --> 01:09:49,105 And we're gonna do it this weekend. 1393 01:09:49,106 --> 01:09:50,572 Both of the kids are gonna be involved. 1394 01:09:50,573 --> 01:09:51,640 - What? - Robin's coming. 1395 01:09:51,641 --> 01:09:53,310 Robin's coming from out of town. 1396 01:09:53,311 --> 01:09:54,244 You didn't tell me. 1397 01:09:54,245 --> 01:09:54,978 - How come you didn't - And Michelle's got 1398 01:09:54,979 --> 01:09:56,478 - tell me? - the day off. 1399 01:09:56,479 --> 01:09:57,881 Well because I want it to be a surprise. 1400 01:09:57,882 --> 01:09:59,182 I didn't wanna tell you until I got it 1401 01:09:59,183 --> 01:10:00,016 all figured out. 1402 01:10:00,017 --> 01:10:01,483 And I've got it all figured out. 1403 01:10:01,484 --> 01:10:02,685 I've got it all arranged. 1404 01:10:02,686 --> 01:10:04,254 Well what is it? 1405 01:10:04,255 --> 01:10:05,554 It's something that's just gonna bring us 1406 01:10:05,555 --> 01:10:06,655 all together again. 1407 01:10:06,656 --> 01:10:07,891 - What? - I really think, 1408 01:10:07,892 --> 01:10:10,493 I really think that the kind of year that we've had, 1409 01:10:11,762 --> 01:10:16,366 specially me, and so I'm trying to make up for, you know, 1410 01:10:16,367 --> 01:10:19,069 for not always being there for everybody. 1411 01:10:19,070 --> 01:10:20,904 Just bring the five of us together 1412 01:10:20,905 --> 01:10:23,006 and have an amazing weekend together, 1413 01:10:23,007 --> 01:10:24,908 and it's really gonna turn things around for this family. 1414 01:10:24,909 --> 01:10:26,242 It's gonna be amazing. 1415 01:10:26,243 --> 01:10:27,743 What is it though? 1416 01:10:27,744 --> 01:10:29,046 Honey, it's a surprise. 1417 01:10:30,081 --> 01:10:31,915 I'm telling you that we're gonna have a surprise 1418 01:10:31,916 --> 01:10:35,018 but it's just gonna be really, really special. 1419 01:10:35,019 --> 01:10:36,485 Really amazing. 1420 01:10:36,486 --> 01:10:37,520 You're gonna love it. 1421 01:10:40,291 --> 01:10:43,861 It's gonna be incredible. 1422 01:10:55,873 --> 01:10:57,141 Shh. 1423 01:11:06,583 --> 01:11:07,418 Oh shit. 1424 01:11:24,035 --> 01:11:25,435 You reached Kevin, I'm not available. 1425 01:11:25,436 --> 01:11:27,270 Please leave a message. 1426 01:11:29,073 --> 01:11:29,940 Kevin? 1427 01:11:31,342 --> 01:11:32,475 Where are you? 1428 01:11:32,476 --> 01:11:34,677 You didn't even tell me you were leaving. 1429 01:11:36,746 --> 01:11:38,882 Kevin, please call me back. 1430 01:11:38,883 --> 01:11:40,917 I really need to talk to you 1431 01:11:40,918 --> 01:11:42,986 about your special weekend. 1432 01:11:42,987 --> 01:11:45,456 I was in your office and I saw, 1433 01:11:47,158 --> 01:11:48,590 where did you go? 1434 01:11:48,591 --> 01:11:51,027 You didn't even tell me you were leaving. 1435 01:11:51,028 --> 01:11:52,930 I really need to talk to you. 1436 01:11:53,831 --> 01:11:57,267 In fact, what I really want is I want you to come home 1437 01:11:57,268 --> 01:11:58,734 wherever you are. 1438 01:11:58,735 --> 01:12:01,806 Call me and then I want you to come home. 1439 01:12:03,340 --> 01:12:05,276 Kevin, please call me. 1440 01:12:10,014 --> 01:12:11,948 Hey mom, how's it going today? 1441 01:12:11,949 --> 01:12:13,582 Hi honey. 1442 01:12:13,583 --> 01:12:15,618 Listen, the reason I called, 1443 01:12:17,154 --> 01:12:18,721 we have to cancel this weekend. 1444 01:12:19,824 --> 01:12:21,723 Really, 'cause I just talked to Dad 1445 01:12:21,724 --> 01:12:22,992 a couple of hours ago. 1446 01:12:22,993 --> 01:12:23,927 I know. 1447 01:12:23,928 --> 01:12:24,761 Did something come up? 1448 01:12:24,762 --> 01:12:26,662 - Is everything okay? - Yes. 1449 01:12:26,663 --> 01:12:29,365 Yeah, no everything's fine, we just, 1450 01:12:29,366 --> 01:12:32,002 just we can't do it this weekend. 1451 01:12:34,671 --> 01:12:35,573 What's going on? 1452 01:12:37,875 --> 01:12:39,242 You're acting weird. 1453 01:12:39,243 --> 01:12:40,676 No. 1454 01:12:40,677 --> 01:12:43,146 Dad ate something weird, I don't know, 1455 01:12:43,147 --> 01:12:44,713 he's got a stomach thing. 1456 01:12:44,714 --> 01:12:46,217 So let's reschedule. 1457 01:12:47,351 --> 01:12:48,852 All right. 1458 01:12:48,853 --> 01:12:50,652 And you're all right, everything's good? 1459 01:12:50,653 --> 01:12:52,721 Is there anything you need me to do? 1460 01:12:52,722 --> 01:12:54,891 No, no, no, no, no. 1461 01:12:54,892 --> 01:12:55,859 Okay. 1462 01:12:55,860 --> 01:12:58,261 Just stay there, I'll take care of things. 1463 01:12:58,262 --> 01:13:00,997 Just promise me, you're not gonna come 1464 01:13:00,998 --> 01:13:02,832 anywhere around here this weekend. 1465 01:13:02,833 --> 01:13:04,767 Promise me that, okay? 1466 01:13:04,768 --> 01:13:07,437 Are you sure there's nothing else wrong, mom? 1467 01:13:07,438 --> 01:13:09,738 'Cause I can come home even if Dad's sick. 1468 01:13:09,739 --> 01:13:11,508 It's not a problem for me. 1469 01:13:11,509 --> 01:13:14,277 No, no, please don't. 1470 01:13:14,278 --> 01:13:15,411 I want you to stay there. 1471 01:13:15,412 --> 01:13:17,413 I'll handle it. 1472 01:13:17,414 --> 01:13:19,316 Mom, you're kind of freaking me out. 1473 01:13:20,351 --> 01:13:22,886 I don't mean to freak you out, I'm sorry. 1474 01:13:22,887 --> 01:13:25,021 This is just a terrible time. 1475 01:13:25,022 --> 01:13:27,689 And you know, we'd love to see you but, 1476 01:13:27,690 --> 01:13:28,558 Yeah I'd love to see you... 1477 01:13:28,559 --> 01:13:30,393 Not this weekend, okay? 1478 01:13:30,394 --> 01:13:32,462 I will call you later. 1479 01:13:32,463 --> 01:13:33,363 I need to get... 1480 01:13:33,364 --> 01:13:34,597 Definitely call me later. 1481 01:13:34,598 --> 01:13:35,598 I will. 1482 01:13:35,599 --> 01:13:38,568 And we'll reschedule for some other weekend. 1483 01:13:38,569 --> 01:13:40,403 Absolutely. 1484 01:13:40,404 --> 01:13:41,538 I love you. 1485 01:13:41,539 --> 01:13:42,839 Love you too. 1486 01:13:42,840 --> 01:13:44,408 Tell Dad I love him as well. 1487 01:13:46,043 --> 01:13:47,544 I'll do that. 1488 01:13:47,545 --> 01:13:48,546 All right. 1489 01:13:54,451 --> 01:13:55,286 Okay. 1490 01:13:56,520 --> 01:13:58,489 I'm documenting everything now. 1491 01:14:05,596 --> 01:14:09,133 He says the five of us have to be together. 1492 01:14:10,634 --> 01:14:12,937 It's funny I didn't catch that the first time. 1493 01:14:15,139 --> 01:14:17,808 But then I saw he was looking up poison. 1494 01:14:21,612 --> 01:14:22,446 Who does that? 1495 01:14:24,582 --> 01:14:27,183 I mean, we just, 1496 01:14:27,184 --> 01:14:28,619 we lost a kid. 1497 01:14:31,822 --> 01:14:34,558 And now you wanna take away my remaining kids, are you? 1498 01:14:40,164 --> 01:14:43,167 I obviously can't trust him anymore. 1499 01:14:46,036 --> 01:14:47,605 At least my kids are safe. 1500 01:14:51,408 --> 01:14:52,643 But I gotta do something. 1501 01:14:53,911 --> 01:14:55,411 Call the police... 1502 01:14:59,216 --> 01:15:00,050 Kevin? 1503 01:15:04,722 --> 01:15:05,889 He's not home. 1504 01:15:08,259 --> 01:15:09,292 Kevin? 1505 01:15:12,963 --> 01:15:14,365 Just what I need. 1506 01:15:21,438 --> 01:15:23,440 I don't know what to do. 1507 01:15:28,812 --> 01:15:30,813 Brian can be here in 20 minutes. 1508 01:15:34,585 --> 01:15:37,654 I just made a mistake, no big deal. 1509 01:15:37,655 --> 01:15:38,757 See you soon. 1510 01:15:39,723 --> 01:15:40,557 What?! 1511 01:15:42,926 --> 01:15:43,993 Who are you talking to? 1512 01:15:43,994 --> 01:15:45,361 Robin. 1513 01:15:45,362 --> 01:15:46,829 About what? 1514 01:15:46,830 --> 01:15:49,032 About this weekend. 1515 01:15:49,033 --> 01:15:50,500 I canceled this weekend. 1516 01:15:50,501 --> 01:15:52,869 Well, change of plans. 1517 01:15:52,870 --> 01:15:54,203 After all, 1518 01:15:54,204 --> 01:15:55,773 a mother can be very persuasive 1519 01:15:55,774 --> 01:15:57,140 when she wants to be. 1520 01:15:57,141 --> 01:15:58,509 Oh Jesus. 1521 01:16:03,180 --> 01:16:04,014 Oh god. 1522 01:16:09,153 --> 01:16:09,987 Vickie. 1523 01:16:11,588 --> 01:16:13,090 Oh god. 1524 01:16:15,459 --> 01:16:16,694 Oh god, oh god. 1525 01:16:22,333 --> 01:16:23,267 Oh god, oh. 1526 01:16:40,851 --> 01:16:42,086 Oh god, oh god. 1527 01:17:24,061 --> 01:17:25,361 Oh gosh. 1528 01:17:25,362 --> 01:17:26,196 No, no. 1529 01:17:29,900 --> 01:17:30,701 Oh! 1530 01:17:44,648 --> 01:17:46,049 Mom? 1531 01:17:48,118 --> 01:17:48,951 Help me! 1532 01:17:48,952 --> 01:17:50,621 Michelle? 1533 01:17:52,322 --> 01:17:53,724 - Mom! - Michelle! 1534 01:17:54,793 --> 01:17:55,959 Mom? 1535 01:18:00,865 --> 01:18:01,931 Don't you love us? 1536 01:18:01,932 --> 01:18:03,333 Robin. 1537 01:18:13,477 --> 01:18:14,311 Oh gosh. 1538 01:18:19,116 --> 01:18:19,949 Mommy! 1539 01:18:30,527 --> 01:18:32,029 No, no. 1540 01:18:35,566 --> 01:18:37,000 Vickie? 1541 01:18:39,303 --> 01:18:40,671 Vickie, are you down there? 1542 01:18:42,606 --> 01:18:43,808 It's not you. 1543 01:18:47,110 --> 01:18:47,946 No, no. 1544 01:18:49,179 --> 01:18:50,013 No, no. 1545 01:18:54,051 --> 01:18:56,820 No! 1546 01:19:00,925 --> 01:19:01,759 Get away! 1547 01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:04,528 What are you?! 1548 01:19:06,196 --> 01:19:07,029 Ouch! 1549 01:19:07,030 --> 01:19:08,766 Stay away! 1550 01:19:12,971 --> 01:19:14,137 Vic? 1551 01:19:21,044 --> 01:19:23,412 Vickie, are you down here? 1552 01:19:23,413 --> 01:19:25,115 The lights aren't working. 1553 01:19:27,752 --> 01:19:29,685 It's not you. 1554 01:19:29,686 --> 01:19:30,788 It's not you. 1555 01:19:32,356 --> 01:19:33,958 - It's not you. - Vic? 1556 01:19:36,293 --> 01:19:37,126 - Vic? - Get out, get out! 1557 01:19:37,127 --> 01:19:39,897 Ouch, ouch! 1558 01:19:39,898 --> 01:19:41,430 Vickie, wait! 1559 01:20:05,957 --> 01:20:06,891 The eyes. 1560 01:20:07,825 --> 01:20:08,659 Kevin? 1561 01:20:09,794 --> 01:20:10,660 The eyes! 1562 01:20:10,661 --> 01:20:13,564 Oh my god, no, no, no, no, no, no! 1563 01:20:15,332 --> 01:20:16,767 Kevin! 1564 01:20:16,768 --> 01:20:18,568 Oh my god, Kevin, Kevin. 1565 01:20:18,569 --> 01:20:19,971 Oh my god, Kevin. 1566 01:20:46,931 --> 01:20:47,865 I killed him. 1567 01:20:53,437 --> 01:20:55,105 I killed my husband. 1568 01:21:01,511 --> 01:21:06,516 But it wasn't him. 1569 01:21:07,584 --> 01:21:08,753 It wasn't him. 1570 01:21:18,729 --> 01:21:19,931 Nobody's gonna believe me. 1571 01:21:24,068 --> 01:21:24,869 Oh god. 1572 01:21:28,305 --> 01:21:30,474 Nobody's gonna believe me. 1573 01:21:34,177 --> 01:21:35,245 Oh god, help. 1574 01:21:42,653 --> 01:21:44,755 Death doesn't close the door.