0000 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:10,000 YoubetCash.net Agen Judi Online Aman & Terpercaya 000 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Bonus Cashback Bola 6% Bonus Rollingan 0,80% 00 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Welcome Bonus Rp 25.000 Extra Bonus Tambahan Withdraw Rp 2.000.000 0 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:25,000 CashBack Mix Parlay 100% Bonus Ajak teman 45,2% 1 00:01:42,236 --> 00:01:43,535 What's that? 2 00:01:43,537 --> 00:01:45,537 Oh, it's, uh, it's nothing. 3 00:01:46,407 --> 00:01:47,806 Doesn't look like nothing. 4 00:01:48,676 --> 00:01:51,710 Uh, I'm just playing with some images I downloaded. 5 00:01:53,247 --> 00:01:54,746 Uh-huh. 6 00:01:54,748 --> 00:01:57,683 So you can get all up inside my body 7 00:01:57,685 --> 00:02:00,185 but I can't get inside your head? 8 00:02:00,187 --> 00:02:02,187 Is that it? 9 00:02:02,189 --> 00:02:05,691 No, it's just, I'm not trying to hide anything from you. 10 00:02:05,693 --> 00:02:07,759 It's just... 11 00:02:10,798 --> 00:02:13,565 The whole thing changes when I try to put it into words. 12 00:02:15,603 --> 00:02:18,770 The inspiration just becomes lifeless 13 00:02:18,772 --> 00:02:22,608 the moment I struggle to define it. 14 00:02:22,610 --> 00:02:25,210 - Anyway, it's a stupid idea. - No, hey, listen... 15 00:02:25,212 --> 00:02:26,778 - It is. - No, seriously, like... 16 00:02:28,282 --> 00:02:29,448 I didn't mean to pry. 17 00:02:30,885 --> 00:02:32,751 I'm sorry, okay? You have your process. 18 00:02:33,454 --> 00:02:36,421 And I totally get that. And I respect it. 19 00:02:50,571 --> 00:02:51,571 A coyote. 20 00:02:52,473 --> 00:02:55,607 If he's alone, he'll eat the rat. 21 00:02:57,311 --> 00:02:58,577 But if he's got some help 22 00:02:59,413 --> 00:03:01,613 and he's in his pack, he'll eat the deer. 23 00:03:01,615 --> 00:03:05,284 Now, if he's really desperate, 24 00:03:05,286 --> 00:03:07,352 he'll even eat the carrion. 25 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:12,524 It's pretty cool, right? 26 00:03:12,526 --> 00:03:14,326 I mean, he doesn't give a shit. 27 00:03:14,328 --> 00:03:15,861 He just needs to feed. 28 00:03:19,533 --> 00:03:20,866 It's fucking cool. 29 00:03:36,550 --> 00:03:39,785 Mr. Gleason, can I talk to you about my grade? 30 00:03:41,355 --> 00:03:42,087 Yeah. 31 00:03:42,088 --> 00:03:42,820 How can I help you, Mr. Young? 32 00:03:42,823 --> 00:03:47,326 Well, I don't understand why you gave me a C minus. 33 00:03:47,861 --> 00:03:49,228 Well, I... 34 00:03:50,497 --> 00:03:51,937 I think you may be in over your head. 35 00:03:54,435 --> 00:03:56,768 You see, every one of your classmates 36 00:03:56,770 --> 00:03:59,504 has been studying photography with me 37 00:03:59,506 --> 00:04:00,806 since freshman year. 38 00:04:00,808 --> 00:04:02,541 Fuck that prick. 39 00:04:03,677 --> 00:04:05,544 What he thinks he likes will change 40 00:04:05,546 --> 00:04:08,380 the moment someone innovative transforms the conversation. 41 00:04:08,382 --> 00:04:10,582 Shit. I mean, Maybe he's right. 42 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:11,717 Look at me, listen. 43 00:04:11,719 --> 00:04:13,018 It doesn't matter, hey. 44 00:04:13,020 --> 00:04:15,287 It doesn't matter if he hates you. 45 00:04:15,289 --> 00:04:16,989 It doesn't matter if he loves you. 46 00:04:18,292 --> 00:04:20,292 All that matters is what inspires you. 47 00:04:28,969 --> 00:04:30,669 You'll be okay. 48 00:04:30,671 --> 00:04:32,871 Yeah, thank you. 49 00:04:32,873 --> 00:04:34,706 Come on, let's get out of here. 50 00:05:09,777 --> 00:05:12,678 Every moment of my life is filtered 51 00:05:12,680 --> 00:05:15,314 through an ever changing collage of memories. 52 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:19,985 Happy memories and tragic ones. 53 00:05:22,022 --> 00:05:25,424 My memories are at the core of everything I think, 54 00:05:26,360 --> 00:05:27,926 everything I feel. 55 00:05:29,363 --> 00:05:31,763 Even the love and fear I feed 56 00:05:31,765 --> 00:05:35,067 can point to memories as their common ancestor. 57 00:05:37,905 --> 00:05:42,941 Snapshots, life fragments forever reinterpreted and relived. 58 00:05:47,448 --> 00:05:50,082 The most intimate relationships I have 59 00:05:50,084 --> 00:05:51,683 are with my memories. 60 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:56,888 Some I love, some I loathe. 61 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:59,658 But there is no memory that I seem capable 62 00:05:59,660 --> 00:06:00,726 of living without. 63 00:06:37,498 --> 00:06:39,464 You okay? 64 00:06:39,466 --> 00:06:41,733 My career is dead. 65 00:06:42,603 --> 00:06:45,070 I'm fucking dead. 66 00:06:47,941 --> 00:06:49,040 Yeah. 67 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:53,445 Your adoring public awaits. 68 00:06:53,447 --> 00:06:54,679 Oh, right. 69 00:06:56,150 --> 00:06:59,885 I, uh, saw Winston Guest arrive. 70 00:07:05,192 --> 00:07:06,491 Mm-mmm. 71 00:07:06,827 --> 00:07:08,160 Mm-mmm, come on. 72 00:07:11,865 --> 00:07:16,168 He said I devolved a once promising art-form. 73 00:07:16,170 --> 00:07:19,171 It's not his job to sell your work, it's mine. 74 00:07:19,173 --> 00:07:21,173 Good, because if that was the case, 75 00:07:21,175 --> 00:07:22,641 he'd be doing a shit job. 76 00:07:22,643 --> 00:07:25,477 It's just one opinion, one man. 77 00:07:25,479 --> 00:07:28,146 Yeah, but it's the only one that people actually read. 78 00:07:28,148 --> 00:07:29,848 No, that's not actually true. 79 00:07:31,652 --> 00:07:34,486 Besides, what he says does not diminish 80 00:07:34,488 --> 00:07:36,188 your powerful work in any way. 81 00:07:38,025 --> 00:07:41,660 It doesn't, not in my eyes, not in anyone with a desire to search 82 00:07:41,662 --> 00:07:44,896 beyond conventional prosaic bullshit. 83 00:07:44,898 --> 00:07:46,498 Truth? 84 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:47,632 Truth. 85 00:07:49,203 --> 00:07:51,603 I don't know why I do it. 86 00:07:52,473 --> 00:07:56,107 And I don't know who I do it for. 87 00:07:56,109 --> 00:07:58,844 - Yeah. - Hey, you're a genius. 88 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:06,985 Trust in here. 89 00:08:06,987 --> 00:08:08,253 Everything will work out. 90 00:08:12,726 --> 00:08:13,859 Okay. 91 00:08:13,861 --> 00:08:17,863 - Come on. - You know, I never knew there were so many different forms 92 00:08:17,865 --> 00:08:22,133 of the word amateur. You know, I think he used it as a noun, and adjective 93 00:08:22,135 --> 00:08:23,835 and even an adverb. 94 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:24,970 Take a breath. 95 00:08:34,147 --> 00:08:36,615 Mr. Guest, hello. 96 00:08:36,617 --> 00:08:38,049 Thank you so much for coming. 97 00:08:38,051 --> 00:08:39,684 Ah, Miss Stewart. 98 00:08:40,153 --> 00:08:42,587 I'm sure you remember Mr. Maxfield Young. 99 00:08:44,291 --> 00:08:46,958 Mr. Guest, it's good to see you again, sir. 100 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,794 Ah, yes, young Mr. Young. 101 00:08:50,664 --> 00:08:53,131 I'm certain that we all doubt the sincerity 102 00:08:55,569 --> 00:08:57,202 of that statement, huh? 103 00:08:57,203 --> 00:08:59,203 You know, I appreciate your constructive criticism. 104 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,975 I think it's helped me grow as an artist. 105 00:09:04,912 --> 00:09:07,178 Well, I had hoped so. 106 00:09:08,181 --> 00:09:14,853 Well, I was very sincerely moved by your early work, 107 00:09:14,855 --> 00:09:18,223 and consequently the potential of your entire career, 108 00:09:18,225 --> 00:09:21,126 but these subsequent forays are 109 00:09:21,128 --> 00:09:26,031 just one-dimensional, altogether impersonal. 110 00:09:30,871 --> 00:09:34,839 I respectfully disagree, Mr. Guest. 111 00:09:34,841 --> 00:09:35,941 Well. 112 00:09:37,110 --> 00:09:40,879 I am extremely confident when I say 113 00:09:40,881 --> 00:09:42,647 that at this moment in time, 114 00:09:42,649 --> 00:09:46,184 you are Mr. Young's greatest asset. 115 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,654 I'll thank you for the champagne and say goodnight. 116 00:09:55,696 --> 00:09:57,195 - I'll walk you out. - Oh. 117 00:10:38,839 --> 00:10:40,005 Shit. 118 00:10:41,274 --> 00:10:45,076 Hey, you know I'd offer you something to drink 119 00:10:45,078 --> 00:10:47,312 but all I've got is tap water. 120 00:10:48,348 --> 00:10:50,815 I wouldn't wash my dirty socks 121 00:10:50,817 --> 00:10:52,217 in unfiltered tap water. 122 00:10:52,219 --> 00:10:53,985 Yeah, I know, right? 123 00:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,826 Do you want to go to my place? 124 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:08,967 I've got wine... and water. 125 00:11:09,803 --> 00:11:13,138 Yeah, I don't know what the big deal is with my place. 126 00:11:15,742 --> 00:11:17,742 Well, if you can get past the chain-smoking cat lady. 127 00:11:17,744 --> 00:11:18,777 Yeah, right. 128 00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:20,812 Shit. 129 00:11:25,952 --> 00:11:29,120 Look, it's not that big of a deal, okay? 130 00:11:29,122 --> 00:11:32,090 Besides, Whole Foods, mm? 131 00:11:32,092 --> 00:11:33,792 - Alright. - It's right down there. 132 00:11:34,995 --> 00:11:36,227 - There's that. - Mm-hmm. 133 00:11:41,301 --> 00:11:42,400 Oh, you know what? 134 00:11:42,402 --> 00:11:44,202 Oh, shit, I think I actually 135 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:45,470 left it downstairs. 136 00:11:46,139 --> 00:11:47,172 Back in a second. 137 00:12:23,844 --> 00:12:25,510 Are you working on a new concept? 138 00:12:26,780 --> 00:12:29,914 Uh... nothing, nothing. 139 00:13:01,214 --> 00:13:03,381 Everyone's scared to look truth in the face. 140 00:13:04,050 --> 00:13:05,784 Look truth in the face. 141 00:13:18,165 --> 00:13:19,165 Fuck. 142 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:36,981 Fuck you! Fucking all wasted! 143 00:14:09,850 --> 00:14:10,949 Fuck! 144 00:14:19,392 --> 00:14:21,259 So you're just going to act like nothing's up? 145 00:14:22,262 --> 00:14:23,995 I'm only gone a few days. 146 00:14:28,001 --> 00:14:29,001 Max, come on. 147 00:14:30,303 --> 00:14:31,936 You sure you don't want me to come with? 148 00:14:34,441 --> 00:14:35,441 Keep you company? 149 00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,012 Road trip could be good for us. 150 00:14:44,084 --> 00:14:45,116 Yeah. 151 00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:49,554 No, I know, um, I just... 152 00:14:52,626 --> 00:14:55,393 I think I need to be alone right now. 153 00:14:56,596 --> 00:14:58,029 Okay? 154 00:14:58,031 --> 00:15:01,199 You know, I'm hoping the solitude will clear my head. 155 00:15:01,968 --> 00:15:05,403 And maybe reboot some creativity? 156 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:12,310 I don't just want a lover, Max. 157 00:15:14,547 --> 00:15:15,980 I can get a lover anywhere. 158 00:15:19,519 --> 00:15:21,185 I want a best friend. 159 00:15:25,091 --> 00:15:26,091 Yeah. 160 00:16:09,569 --> 00:16:11,569 I don't know that I've ever been in love. 161 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:17,275 Someone once told me that when you feel romantic love... 162 00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:21,279 you're really just infatuated 163 00:16:21,281 --> 00:16:23,348 with the way the other person sees you. 164 00:16:26,186 --> 00:16:29,087 The reflection they cast is forgiving, 165 00:16:30,724 --> 00:16:31,990 without judgment. 166 00:16:34,027 --> 00:16:36,527 Eventually, you train them to see you 167 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:37,729 the way you see yourself. 168 00:16:42,302 --> 00:16:44,268 And the illusion of love vanishes. 169 00:16:49,409 --> 00:16:51,743 Another one of my dad's pearls of wisdom. 170 00:17:04,557 --> 00:17:05,623 Max Young. 171 00:17:06,526 --> 00:17:07,526 That's a good name. 172 00:17:11,097 --> 00:17:12,977 So how come I don't know you, Max Young? 173 00:17:16,770 --> 00:17:18,369 You're in my Biology class. 174 00:17:19,539 --> 00:17:21,239 Yeah. 175 00:17:21,241 --> 00:17:22,241 English Lit too. 176 00:17:26,146 --> 00:17:29,113 So are you like super creative or super creepy? 177 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:38,089 Well, look, I just wanted to pay you back 178 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:40,291 for the two subs you gave those Felch twins. 179 00:18:35,849 --> 00:18:37,648 Who's at the door? 180 00:18:38,184 --> 00:18:39,617 Let's see that. 181 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:40,852 Who's at the door? 182 00:18:45,225 --> 00:18:46,524 Max Young. 183 00:18:46,526 --> 00:18:47,758 Yeah. 184 00:18:50,730 --> 00:18:53,498 Wow. Almost didn't recognize you, Max. 185 00:18:53,500 --> 00:18:57,668 Hey. I hope I'm not catching you at a bad time, right? 186 00:18:57,670 --> 00:19:01,339 No. No, man, seems like ages since we've seen you. 187 00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:03,508 - Yeah. - When was the last time? 188 00:19:03,510 --> 00:19:05,610 Jimmy, why don't you take him upstairs? 189 00:19:06,446 --> 00:19:07,545 I'll be right up, okay? 190 00:19:08,481 --> 00:19:09,480 All right, yeah. 191 00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:13,518 - It was good seeing you, Max. - Yeah, Jimmy. 192 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:18,589 Hey, I'm sorry for not staying in touch, you know? 193 00:19:19,492 --> 00:19:21,192 Hey, it's hard to keep tabs 194 00:19:21,194 --> 00:19:22,727 on the little people while you're blowing up, right? 195 00:19:22,729 --> 00:19:25,329 Jimmy, the baby. 196 00:19:25,331 --> 00:19:26,531 Okay, I'll be right up. 197 00:19:27,433 --> 00:19:28,799 - Yeah. - Thanks. 198 00:19:28,801 --> 00:19:30,334 Bye. 199 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:31,336 Take care, Max. 200 00:19:41,281 --> 00:19:43,481 What, What are you doing showing up here 201 00:19:43,483 --> 00:19:44,916 unannounced after all this time? 202 00:19:44,918 --> 00:19:49,520 Yeah, I, uh, you know, I just thought that... 203 00:19:49,522 --> 00:19:50,522 You thought? 204 00:19:52,325 --> 00:19:54,492 You thought that we were friends, 205 00:19:54,494 --> 00:19:56,694 that we'd welcome you with open arms 206 00:19:56,696 --> 00:19:58,056 and make up the guest room for you? 207 00:20:01,701 --> 00:20:03,201 Oh, I... 208 00:20:05,238 --> 00:20:07,705 You know, I didn't know how you'd feel. 209 00:20:09,576 --> 00:20:12,510 Yeah, you're goddamn right you don't know how I feel right now. 210 00:20:15,248 --> 00:20:16,847 Raine was my best friend. 211 00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,284 My entire world. 212 00:20:21,521 --> 00:20:22,521 I loved her. 213 00:20:25,291 --> 00:20:26,291 Yeah. 214 00:20:29,262 --> 00:20:30,361 You know, 215 00:20:31,297 --> 00:20:32,830 you know I loved her too. 216 00:20:32,832 --> 00:20:34,465 Shut the fuck up, okay? 217 00:20:36,302 --> 00:20:38,502 Don't come to my house and say that to me, please. 218 00:20:40,840 --> 00:20:44,508 You were together, what, six, eight months? 219 00:20:46,779 --> 00:20:47,878 I knew everything about her, 220 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:49,580 she knew everything about me. 221 00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:53,351 You were the fucking mystery man 222 00:20:53,353 --> 00:20:54,952 and you are still playing that card. 223 00:20:58,324 --> 00:20:59,557 Get the fuck... 224 00:21:08,568 --> 00:21:10,501 Un-fucking-believable. 225 00:21:12,739 --> 00:21:14,505 Dude, you got here so fast. 226 00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:16,540 That's impressive shit. 227 00:21:17,510 --> 00:21:19,844 - Keep it. - Thanks. 228 00:21:19,846 --> 00:21:21,479 No, thank you. 229 00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:31,322 Where've you been? 230 00:21:36,763 --> 00:21:37,763 I got to tell you... 231 00:21:39,065 --> 00:21:42,066 you got the nicest ass that I have ever seen. 232 00:21:42,068 --> 00:21:43,701 Don't fucking touch me. 233 00:21:43,703 --> 00:21:45,336 Come on, I got some blow. 234 00:21:45,338 --> 00:21:46,937 It'll take a lot more than that, Chuckie. 235 00:21:46,939 --> 00:21:48,039 It'll be fun, baby. 236 00:21:48,041 --> 00:21:49,407 A little blow for blow. 237 00:21:53,546 --> 00:21:56,380 Do you think you can just talk to me however the fuck you want 238 00:21:56,382 --> 00:21:58,649 'cause I jerked you off once in ninth grade? 239 00:21:58,651 --> 00:22:00,451 I mean, if you could even really call it that 240 00:22:00,453 --> 00:22:01,919 as I remember you were spewed and spent 241 00:22:01,921 --> 00:22:04,021 before I even touched your fucking belt buckle. 242 00:22:05,058 --> 00:22:07,825 It's really embarrassing, Chuckie, you should probably get that checked out. 243 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:08,959 You fucking cunt! 244 00:22:11,798 --> 00:22:13,030 Shit. 245 00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:14,598 Are you okay? 246 00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:16,767 I think my bike cable broke 247 00:22:16,769 --> 00:22:19,804 and I lost control. My bad. 248 00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:22,606 Whoah, whoah, dudes, dudes, wait, wait. Uh, uh, 249 00:22:22,608 --> 00:22:24,475 could I interest you in a couple 250 00:22:24,477 --> 00:22:27,078 of ham and cheese footlongs as my apology? 251 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:29,480 Yeah? 252 00:22:29,482 --> 00:22:30,781 Cool, all right. 253 00:22:42,995 --> 00:22:43,994 Who the fuck was that? 254 00:22:43,996 --> 00:22:45,696 Fuck if I know, man. 255 00:23:11,457 --> 00:23:12,423 - Hey. - Oh, jeez. 256 00:23:12,425 --> 00:23:14,125 Whoa. 257 00:23:14,127 --> 00:23:16,026 Pretty dangerous with that thing. 258 00:23:17,930 --> 00:23:19,530 So why'd you run off? 259 00:23:20,433 --> 00:23:23,100 I didn't run off, I just, 260 00:23:23,102 --> 00:23:25,069 - I had to get back to work. - Hmm. 261 00:23:27,140 --> 00:23:28,172 Don't I know you? 262 00:23:29,909 --> 00:23:31,909 I mean, I've seen you around. 263 00:23:32,845 --> 00:23:34,779 Aren't you in my Biology class? 264 00:23:37,617 --> 00:23:39,683 Yeah, English Lit too. 265 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:41,420 Huh. 266 00:23:42,722 --> 00:23:45,823 So are you like super creative or super creepy? 267 00:23:49,595 --> 00:23:50,595 What's your name? 268 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:52,931 Max. 269 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,966 - Max Young. - Max Young. 270 00:23:57,003 --> 00:23:58,035 That's a good name. 271 00:23:59,639 --> 00:24:01,839 So how come I don't know you, Max Young? 272 00:24:03,109 --> 00:24:06,143 I just moved here in the beginning of senior year. 273 00:24:07,713 --> 00:24:08,813 Hmm. 274 00:24:09,849 --> 00:24:10,881 Well, look, I just, um, 275 00:24:11,717 --> 00:24:13,451 I just wanted to pay you back 276 00:24:13,453 --> 00:24:15,686 for the two subs you gave those Felch twins. 277 00:24:15,988 --> 00:24:18,222 No, it's cool. 278 00:24:19,125 --> 00:24:20,925 It was the end of the night 279 00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:23,027 and they were takeouts nobody picked up, so. 280 00:24:24,997 --> 00:24:27,798 I thought you just said you had to get back to work. 281 00:24:30,803 --> 00:24:32,603 Are we done? 282 00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:35,640 Yeah. 283 00:24:36,609 --> 00:24:37,609 We're done. 284 00:24:41,581 --> 00:24:43,781 I'm sorry. I'm weird. 285 00:24:43,783 --> 00:24:47,218 - You think? - Yeah, it's just I'm not real social, you know? 286 00:24:47,220 --> 00:24:48,953 I don't relate to things 287 00:24:48,955 --> 00:24:51,989 that most people think about and vice versa. 288 00:24:54,060 --> 00:24:57,027 You think you know me but you don't. 289 00:24:59,265 --> 00:25:00,531 Whoa, wait, Raine. 290 00:25:03,703 --> 00:25:04,735 You know my name? 291 00:25:06,639 --> 00:25:08,272 I never introduced myself. 292 00:25:09,609 --> 00:25:10,841 Right, I, um. 293 00:25:12,211 --> 00:25:14,278 I think I heard somebody call you. 294 00:25:15,781 --> 00:25:16,847 Ah. 295 00:25:17,517 --> 00:25:18,616 Right. 296 00:25:23,222 --> 00:25:24,588 Do you want to hang out? 297 00:25:44,176 --> 00:25:46,644 I feel as though I've been turned inside out. 298 00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:50,214 Everything exposed, unprotected, 299 00:25:50,883 --> 00:25:54,752 vulnerable to a world that brushes by with its filthy hands. 300 00:25:57,290 --> 00:26:02,192 I try to wash and disinfect but I can't. 301 00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:08,966 Find everything all right? 302 00:26:08,968 --> 00:26:10,067 Yeah, thanks. 303 00:26:11,971 --> 00:26:12,971 Max Young? 304 00:26:17,910 --> 00:26:20,077 Hey, Calvin. 305 00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:23,347 How are you, man? 306 00:26:25,618 --> 00:26:26,984 What are you doing here? 307 00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:32,222 Well, I, uh... I came to pay my respects. 308 00:26:36,195 --> 00:26:37,294 It's 8.50. 309 00:26:41,167 --> 00:26:42,167 Yeah. 310 00:27:03,823 --> 00:27:04,823 Thanks. 311 00:27:20,673 --> 00:27:22,751 She's got like the perfect body. 312 00:27:22,775 --> 00:27:23,775 Oh, shit. 313 00:27:25,011 --> 00:27:26,777 I'd let her fuck me to death. 314 00:27:27,179 --> 00:27:28,679 I don't just want a lover, Max. 315 00:27:30,916 --> 00:27:31,916 I want a best friend. 316 00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,640 You're the coolest fucking person I've ever met. 317 00:27:48,768 --> 00:27:49,800 You live here? 318 00:27:50,202 --> 00:27:51,335 I live right across the way. 319 00:27:52,038 --> 00:27:53,103 Yeah, I know. 320 00:27:54,373 --> 00:27:56,340 What do you mean you know? 321 00:27:56,342 --> 00:27:58,142 I've seen you walk by. 322 00:28:09,388 --> 00:28:10,388 So. 323 00:28:11,223 --> 00:28:13,357 Uh, do you want to come in? 324 00:28:14,827 --> 00:28:16,427 Wait, I thought the Walters lived here. 325 00:28:17,263 --> 00:28:18,429 They do. 326 00:28:18,431 --> 00:28:19,697 We're house sitting. 327 00:28:19,699 --> 00:28:23,267 My mom and Mrs. Walters were roommates in college. 328 00:28:24,970 --> 00:28:25,970 Cool. 329 00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:55,466 I wonder how long it took them to collect all these books. 330 00:28:55,468 --> 00:28:57,000 Ah. 331 00:28:58,104 --> 00:29:00,337 The books are the only possessions in the room 332 00:29:00,339 --> 00:29:02,172 that are mine. 333 00:29:09,048 --> 00:29:10,147 Clothes? 334 00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:11,783 Yeah. 335 00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:14,485 Well, some of them. 336 00:29:20,292 --> 00:29:21,458 Whoah. 337 00:29:23,829 --> 00:29:26,230 These Yale Shakespeare Editions must be like 338 00:29:27,133 --> 00:29:28,866 200 years old. 339 00:29:30,369 --> 00:29:32,536 More like 100. 340 00:29:39,512 --> 00:29:43,213 So how did you possibly amass all of these volumes? 341 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:47,251 Uh, Some of them I got from my mom 342 00:29:47,253 --> 00:29:51,789 but most of them I bought from like Amazon and eBay. 343 00:29:52,925 --> 00:29:54,858 You got all these books online? 344 00:29:57,363 --> 00:29:58,312 Yeah. 345 00:29:58,313 --> 00:29:59,473 You know, you'd be surprised. 346 00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:01,064 I mean, 347 00:30:02,334 --> 00:30:05,002 most people treat their old books like garbage. 348 00:30:06,372 --> 00:30:09,106 But, no. I feel a kinship with my books. 349 00:30:13,078 --> 00:30:16,446 I think it's a critical component in a person's life. 350 00:30:16,448 --> 00:30:18,582 The books you've read and the one's you haven't. 351 00:30:19,852 --> 00:30:21,018 Mm. 352 00:30:22,822 --> 00:30:24,955 So how many of these books have you read? 353 00:30:27,893 --> 00:30:30,027 I mean, I read them when I first get them. 354 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:33,964 So all of them? 355 00:30:33,966 --> 00:30:37,367 Well, some of them I'd already read 356 00:30:37,369 --> 00:30:39,236 so I usually don't read them again. 357 00:30:41,507 --> 00:30:45,342 Yeah, you, uh, wouldn't want to appear obsessive. 358 00:30:49,949 --> 00:30:55,586 So are you a Maxwell or a Maximilian? 359 00:30:57,623 --> 00:30:58,856 Maxfield. 360 00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:01,258 Maxfield? 361 00:31:03,162 --> 00:31:04,394 Is that a family name? 362 00:31:09,268 --> 00:31:10,367 Have you read this? 363 00:31:12,037 --> 00:31:15,038 Oh, man, had it read to me is more like it. 364 00:31:16,175 --> 00:31:18,208 God, I haven't seen that in forever. 365 00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:23,413 I miss being a kid. 366 00:31:25,317 --> 00:31:27,117 When the fantasy worlds were real. 367 00:31:27,887 --> 00:31:29,319 Yeah, same. 368 00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:39,429 It's the first edition, 1897. 369 00:31:39,431 --> 00:31:41,131 - Holy shit. - Yeah. 370 00:31:43,168 --> 00:31:44,434 You know this was the first book 371 00:31:44,436 --> 00:31:46,637 that Maxfield Parish illustrated? 372 00:31:47,606 --> 00:31:51,408 He also did the original cover for Arabian Nights. 373 00:31:52,211 --> 00:31:55,245 He used photographs as the basis for his work. 374 00:31:56,048 --> 00:31:59,016 And then he would alternate between 375 00:31:59,018 --> 00:32:01,685 oils and glaze to get a 3D effect. 376 00:32:03,222 --> 00:32:04,488 Amazing artist, right? 377 00:32:05,057 --> 00:32:07,324 He's like way ahead of his time. 378 00:32:10,696 --> 00:32:13,063 So you were named after Maxfield Parish? 379 00:32:14,366 --> 00:32:17,067 I was inspired by his work when I was a kid. 380 00:32:22,708 --> 00:32:24,241 Maxfield Young? 381 00:32:26,645 --> 00:32:29,046 - You're a junior? - Hm. 382 00:32:30,115 --> 00:32:33,016 Technically, once the senior is deceased 383 00:32:33,018 --> 00:32:35,319 the junior suffix is removed. 384 00:32:35,321 --> 00:32:36,321 Huh. 385 00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:40,557 I thought you just said you were named 386 00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:42,125 after Maxfield Parish. 387 00:32:45,030 --> 00:32:48,298 No, I said I was inspired by him when I was a kid. 388 00:32:49,401 --> 00:32:50,701 Mm-hmm. 389 00:32:51,570 --> 00:32:54,071 Okay, I see how you work. 390 00:33:00,346 --> 00:33:01,411 How'd your dad die? 391 00:33:03,015 --> 00:33:04,015 Heroin overdose. 392 00:33:45,391 --> 00:33:51,028 So is, like, your mom going to come busting in up on us? 393 00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:54,365 She's gone. 394 00:33:56,502 --> 00:33:59,536 She's pretty good about respecting my privacy. 395 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,305 That's refreshing. 396 00:34:04,810 --> 00:34:07,277 My parents pretend to be all evolved and shit, 397 00:34:07,279 --> 00:34:09,780 while secretly monitoring my every move 398 00:34:09,782 --> 00:34:12,349 like the fucking NSA. 399 00:34:13,519 --> 00:34:17,621 Which is why my mom thinks I'm having a little sleepover tonight 400 00:34:17,623 --> 00:34:19,222 at my brother's. 401 00:36:18,911 --> 00:36:21,444 - Good morning. - Hey. 402 00:36:22,381 --> 00:36:23,847 How did you sleep? 403 00:36:23,849 --> 00:36:26,316 Mmm. As good as ever. 404 00:36:32,824 --> 00:36:37,294 Hey, do you want to go with me to a party? 405 00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:44,701 I'm not really a party kind of guy. 406 00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:48,939 - Are you saying you're inflexible and don't change? - No, I'm not. 407 00:36:48,941 --> 00:36:52,742 You only possess certain characteristics and you're only going to possess those 408 00:36:52,744 --> 00:36:55,612 - and only those characteristics? - No, I'm not. 409 00:36:55,614 --> 00:36:57,814 'Cause I got to say, like, if that's the case, 410 00:36:57,816 --> 00:36:59,983 that's a fucking deal-breaker for me, man. 411 00:36:59,985 --> 00:37:03,353 I can't be with some guy who has some bullshit 412 00:37:03,355 --> 00:37:05,322 preconceived notion of himself. 413 00:37:05,324 --> 00:37:06,723 We're not set in stone. 414 00:37:06,725 --> 00:37:09,292 We're 60 percent water, we're human beings. 415 00:37:09,294 --> 00:37:11,228 We're designed to be fluid! 416 00:37:11,230 --> 00:37:12,796 It's a Saturday night for fuck's sake! 417 00:37:12,798 --> 00:37:15,265 Whoah, whoah, okay. 418 00:37:19,972 --> 00:37:21,871 I mean, I, think, I... 419 00:37:22,941 --> 00:37:24,874 I think I could go to a party. 420 00:37:24,876 --> 00:37:26,876 You think you could go? 421 00:37:26,878 --> 00:37:29,479 Okay, well, want to know what I think? 422 00:37:32,017 --> 00:37:33,750 I think 423 00:37:34,786 --> 00:37:35,952 that you 424 00:37:36,855 --> 00:37:39,589 - gave in so quick. - Oh. 425 00:37:39,591 --> 00:37:41,925 - You are such a little pussy. - That's a good one. 426 00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:44,427 You know that? Like 2.5 seconds. It's a world record. 427 00:37:44,429 --> 00:37:45,862 - Is it really? - Yeah. It's pretty humiliating, 428 00:37:45,864 --> 00:37:47,264 - I'm embarrassed. - Is it? Okay. 429 00:37:47,266 --> 00:37:48,499 - No, don't tickle. - I'm embarrassed for you. 430 00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:49,733 - I'll get you back. - Oh, will you? 431 00:37:49,735 --> 00:37:51,368 I'm a tickle master. Come here, come here. 432 00:37:51,369 --> 00:37:53,002 Okay, why don't you put your money where your mouth is! 433 00:37:53,005 --> 00:37:54,971 Come here! 434 00:37:54,973 --> 00:37:58,708 Even when I sleep, my mind refuses to quiet. 435 00:38:00,312 --> 00:38:01,811 Constant rambling thoughts 436 00:38:01,813 --> 00:38:05,482 with no apparent origin, no destination. 437 00:38:06,485 --> 00:38:09,586 When I was a little kid, sleep was my best friend. 438 00:38:10,956 --> 00:38:12,656 We're not so close anymore. 439 00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:41,818 Hey. 440 00:38:45,090 --> 00:38:46,856 Did I not make myself clear last night? 441 00:38:46,858 --> 00:38:48,825 I don't have anything to say to you. 442 00:38:48,827 --> 00:38:51,394 Yeah, you did, um. 443 00:38:52,731 --> 00:38:54,698 Can we talk, Lucy, please? 444 00:38:55,067 --> 00:38:57,434 It will just take a minute. 445 00:38:57,436 --> 00:38:58,702 What is it that can't wait till after 446 00:38:58,704 --> 00:38:59,969 we brush our teeth? 447 00:39:04,776 --> 00:39:07,610 I know it's been a while since I've been back. 448 00:39:09,514 --> 00:39:12,415 You know, I lost touch and, um... 449 00:39:14,619 --> 00:39:16,052 you know, things changed. 450 00:39:18,490 --> 00:39:19,923 Things changed, yeah. 451 00:39:21,460 --> 00:39:22,892 Is that what you came by to tell me 452 00:39:22,894 --> 00:39:24,928 at the fucking break of dawn, that things changed? 453 00:39:34,573 --> 00:39:36,139 Were you and Raine close 454 00:39:36,141 --> 00:39:37,574 right up until she died? 455 00:39:40,379 --> 00:39:42,112 Why the fuck would you ask me that? 456 00:39:46,651 --> 00:39:47,884 Nah, it's just... 457 00:39:49,388 --> 00:39:50,854 I was hoping that, uh... 458 00:39:52,891 --> 00:39:54,958 like, you could help me fill in some blanks. 459 00:39:56,461 --> 00:39:57,594 Yeah? 460 00:39:57,596 --> 00:39:58,995 Let me fill in this blank for you. 461 00:39:58,997 --> 00:40:02,699 If I see you back here, I'm going to call the cops, okay? 462 00:40:04,503 --> 00:40:05,769 So go away, Max. 463 00:40:06,405 --> 00:40:08,938 Okay, let's go buddy. 464 00:40:32,798 --> 00:40:34,798 - Come dance with me. - Hmm. Mmm-mm. 465 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:36,065 - Come on. - No, no, no, no. 466 00:40:36,067 --> 00:40:37,133 - Today is the day. - I can't. 467 00:40:37,135 --> 00:40:39,202 You don't really have a choice, so. 468 00:40:39,204 --> 00:40:41,905 - I've got no rhythm. - You have rhythm, honey. 469 00:40:41,907 --> 00:40:43,773 It's just dormant. 470 00:40:44,709 --> 00:40:46,075 Come on, come play with me. 471 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:50,113 - Dormant? - Yeah, you know, undeveloped. 472 00:40:51,049 --> 00:40:54,050 Breathe, stop thinking for like one second, okay? 473 00:40:54,052 --> 00:40:54,984 Just move. 474 00:40:54,986 --> 00:40:57,854 Move the way that you feel when you watch me. 475 00:40:59,224 --> 00:41:00,790 - Okay. - Okay? 476 00:41:04,095 --> 00:41:05,595 You feel too much. 477 00:41:11,002 --> 00:41:13,169 I love that you don't have any tattoos or piercings. 478 00:41:14,806 --> 00:41:15,839 Really? 479 00:41:16,608 --> 00:41:17,608 Yeah. 480 00:41:19,211 --> 00:41:20,643 You know all my friends think 481 00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:24,814 it's this... unique form of self-expression. 482 00:41:25,684 --> 00:41:27,050 Indigenous people have been doing it 483 00:41:27,052 --> 00:41:29,219 for thousands of years, blah, blah, blah. 484 00:41:29,221 --> 00:41:31,020 Okay, first of all, 485 00:41:31,022 --> 00:41:32,922 you don't live in a fucking indigenous culture 486 00:41:32,924 --> 00:41:35,058 so what the fuck does that have to do with anything? 487 00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:36,926 And unique? 488 00:41:36,928 --> 00:41:37,861 Please. 489 00:41:37,863 --> 00:41:41,231 I don't know one person, one person 490 00:41:42,634 --> 00:41:44,267 in our senior class. 491 00:41:44,269 --> 00:41:48,171 Who hasn't altered their flesh in some way, you know? 492 00:41:49,274 --> 00:41:51,274 I mean, even my grandmother has a Tweety Bird 493 00:41:51,276 --> 00:41:52,876 tattooed on her ass. 494 00:41:52,878 --> 00:41:54,210 Really? 495 00:41:55,180 --> 00:41:57,981 It's like if you want to be unique... 496 00:42:00,085 --> 00:42:01,251 try being yourself. 497 00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:08,691 You know, I never thought about getting a tattoo. 498 00:42:11,062 --> 00:42:12,095 I know. 499 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,601 Max? 500 00:42:54,773 --> 00:42:56,453 I'll do it with you. 501 00:42:58,944 --> 00:43:00,043 Are you serious? 502 00:43:09,588 --> 00:43:10,820 Max? 503 00:43:11,957 --> 00:43:13,590 I need you to promise me. 504 00:43:24,002 --> 00:43:25,134 Max. 505 00:43:28,306 --> 00:43:29,706 Do you promise? 506 00:43:34,713 --> 00:43:36,045 Promise me, Max. 507 00:43:42,354 --> 00:43:45,321 Jesus. You okay? 508 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:51,628 I promise. 509 00:43:55,266 --> 00:43:56,266 Okay? 510 00:43:58,803 --> 00:43:59,803 Okay. 511 00:44:03,041 --> 00:44:05,041 I just don't get small talk. 512 00:44:05,043 --> 00:44:07,176 What do you mean you don't get it? 513 00:44:07,178 --> 00:44:09,312 It's small talk, what's not to get? 514 00:44:09,314 --> 00:44:10,346 Everything is small. 515 00:44:10,348 --> 00:44:12,281 The amount of words, 516 00:44:12,283 --> 00:44:14,784 the level of investment, 517 00:44:14,786 --> 00:44:17,687 the world from which you pull your subject matter, small. 518 00:44:17,689 --> 00:44:21,190 Yeah, I know what it means. I'm just incapable of it, okay? 519 00:44:21,192 --> 00:44:25,962 I can't start it and I can't finish it. 520 00:44:25,964 --> 00:44:28,731 Or you are a brilliant conversationalist 521 00:44:28,733 --> 00:44:30,033 brimming with insights. 522 00:44:40,412 --> 00:44:41,412 Come on. 523 00:44:47,419 --> 00:44:50,219 Okay now, you're the coolest fucking person I've ever met. 524 00:44:51,022 --> 00:44:52,155 Now mingle. 525 00:45:13,745 --> 00:45:14,977 I love you, Max. 526 00:45:14,979 --> 00:45:16,045 Thank you. 527 00:45:18,149 --> 00:45:19,782 - What's up, Chuck? - Hey, man. 528 00:45:20,452 --> 00:45:23,119 - Thanks. - Don't thank me, Thank my mama's back surgery. 529 00:45:23,121 --> 00:45:25,121 Hey, Chuck. Look who showed up. 530 00:45:25,790 --> 00:45:27,724 What's that fucking faggot doing here? 531 00:45:28,426 --> 00:45:30,460 You know what? I'm going to fuck him up, 532 00:45:30,462 --> 00:45:32,328 then I'm going to fuck that bitch. 533 00:45:32,330 --> 00:45:33,763 Raine! 534 00:45:33,765 --> 00:45:36,499 Ooh, Hi! 535 00:45:36,501 --> 00:45:38,434 It's so good to see you. 536 00:45:38,436 --> 00:45:39,402 You look hot. 537 00:45:39,404 --> 00:45:40,737 Thank you very much. 538 00:45:40,739 --> 00:45:41,738 Is that for me? 539 00:45:41,740 --> 00:45:43,506 Yes, drink this. 540 00:45:43,508 --> 00:45:45,975 Mmm. God, you look gorgeous. 541 00:45:45,977 --> 00:45:47,043 Thank you. 542 00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:49,412 This is Max. 543 00:45:49,414 --> 00:45:50,913 These are my friends, Jan, and Jane 544 00:45:50,915 --> 00:45:52,482 and I think you know Lucy. 545 00:45:54,953 --> 00:45:56,919 - Oh. Oh-ho! - Yes, yes. 546 00:45:56,921 --> 00:45:58,387 - No! - Come on. Just a second, come on. 547 00:45:58,389 --> 00:46:01,858 This is... What, who is playing this? 548 00:46:01,860 --> 00:46:03,426 This has got... we have to change this right now, 549 00:46:03,428 --> 00:46:04,861 - Now? - Yes. 550 00:46:04,863 --> 00:46:06,963 - Come on, now. - I'll be right back. 551 00:46:06,965 --> 00:46:09,098 - Raine, come on! - Coming, I'm coming. 552 00:46:09,100 --> 00:46:11,901 So are you going to, like, like suck my soul? 553 00:46:25,817 --> 00:46:28,518 Just then we downed monstrous curls 554 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,486 behind this tar barrel. 555 00:46:30,488 --> 00:46:32,321 You remember that? 556 00:46:32,323 --> 00:46:35,825 Okay, so out of all the things 557 00:46:35,827 --> 00:46:37,393 - that they could have chosen... - Yeah, well... 558 00:46:37,395 --> 00:46:39,162 Tweedledee and Tweedle-fucking-dum? 559 00:46:39,164 --> 00:46:40,530 That's really sad, is what it is. 560 00:46:40,532 --> 00:46:42,899 - It is a tragedy. - It kind of upsets me, 561 00:46:42,901 --> 00:46:44,500 like I want to cry a little bit in my soul. 562 00:46:44,502 --> 00:46:46,235 - Well, you have to tell them. - Me? 563 00:46:46,236 --> 00:46:47,969 - You know that, right? - Oh, right, I'm going to tell them. 564 00:46:47,972 --> 00:46:49,338 - You have to. - No fucking way. 565 00:46:49,340 --> 00:46:51,073 It's your responsibility. Like, really? 566 00:46:51,075 --> 00:46:53,176 No, no way! 567 00:46:53,178 --> 00:46:57,046 Nobody, nobody ever wants to hear the truth. 568 00:46:57,048 --> 00:46:59,081 - No. - No, not about themselves. 569 00:46:59,083 --> 00:47:01,384 - Not about that. - Not about the world. 570 00:47:01,386 --> 00:47:04,153 Nope. So like, what do you get inside the truth? 571 00:47:04,155 --> 00:47:06,122 Like, okay, tragedy. 572 00:47:06,124 --> 00:47:08,391 - Mm-hmm. - Heartbreak. 573 00:47:08,393 --> 00:47:10,359 - And it's fucking random. - Mmm. 574 00:47:11,429 --> 00:47:13,296 So the only way to live with it all 575 00:47:13,298 --> 00:47:16,299 is to simply not give a fuck. 576 00:47:27,846 --> 00:47:30,112 I was Batman for Halloween three years ago. 577 00:47:48,333 --> 00:47:51,601 Basically, I guess what I'm trying to say is the... 578 00:47:53,204 --> 00:47:56,539 entire fucking world is scared to death! 579 00:47:58,343 --> 00:48:00,142 Swinging in the dark! 580 00:48:01,279 --> 00:48:03,946 You know, and all I see are cowards. 581 00:48:03,948 --> 00:48:07,116 Coward, coward, coward, coward, 582 00:48:07,118 --> 00:48:09,585 it's fucking cowards everywhere. 583 00:48:10,321 --> 00:48:12,889 Hm. You're remarkably cheery tonight. 584 00:48:12,891 --> 00:48:14,590 - And why? - Come on. 585 00:48:14,592 --> 00:48:19,662 How long are you planning on dating Mr. Subdued? 586 00:48:21,199 --> 00:48:23,165 - That's clever. - Did you like that? 587 00:48:23,167 --> 00:48:25,401 - Yeah, I see what you did there. - Yeah, I thought the bookworm in you 588 00:48:25,403 --> 00:48:28,537 would appreciate that little double entendre. 589 00:48:28,539 --> 00:48:30,306 Yeah, well, it's really more of a pun. 590 00:48:30,308 --> 00:48:32,225 - Oh, is it? - Yeah. 591 00:48:32,226 --> 00:48:34,143 Oh, well, who fucking really cares, really right? I mean... 592 00:48:34,145 --> 00:48:36,412 The point is, what are you, 593 00:48:36,414 --> 00:48:38,481 what are you doing with this guy, Raine? 594 00:48:40,251 --> 00:48:41,951 Are you serious? 595 00:48:41,953 --> 00:48:43,686 You haven't said two words to him. 596 00:48:44,689 --> 00:48:47,256 Give him a chance, he'll grow on you, I promise. 597 00:48:50,695 --> 00:48:52,561 I don't see it. 598 00:48:52,563 --> 00:48:55,097 I just don't see it, I'm sorry. 599 00:48:55,099 --> 00:48:57,066 Okay, well, you don't have to see it. 600 00:48:58,102 --> 00:48:59,568 You just have to try. 601 00:48:59,570 --> 00:49:03,205 Just pretend for one night, for me, okay? 602 00:49:03,207 --> 00:49:04,473 Oh, okay. 603 00:49:07,211 --> 00:49:09,378 I guarantee he'll think I am, 604 00:49:10,181 --> 00:49:12,648 like, crazy about him tonight, so. 605 00:49:12,650 --> 00:49:14,383 - Why is that? - Why? 606 00:49:14,385 --> 00:49:19,322 Oh, I don't know. Um, oh, yeah. Oh, yeah, 607 00:49:19,324 --> 00:49:21,457 'cause we'll be rollin'! 608 00:49:23,261 --> 00:49:25,561 Come on, do drugs with me. Please, do drugs with me. 609 00:49:25,563 --> 00:49:27,396 Come on, it's been forever! 610 00:49:27,398 --> 00:49:28,731 I told you I don't do that stuff anymore. 611 00:49:28,733 --> 00:49:30,433 - Oh, oh, please. - Oh, okay. 612 00:49:30,435 --> 00:49:32,702 What, like, Mr. Straight Lace doesn't approve 613 00:49:32,704 --> 00:49:35,104 of the Raine that we all know and love, 614 00:49:35,106 --> 00:49:36,605 - like the actual Raine? - Very funny. 615 00:49:36,607 --> 00:49:39,041 Yeah, his name is Max, I told you that. 616 00:49:41,079 --> 00:49:42,478 Uh, okay. 617 00:49:43,381 --> 00:49:44,513 Yeah, that's cool. 618 00:49:45,583 --> 00:49:50,186 Go play house with Max, that's cool. 619 00:49:50,188 --> 00:49:52,121 Go make a soup. 620 00:49:53,758 --> 00:49:55,091 Seriously? 621 00:49:57,061 --> 00:49:58,461 I... seriously? 622 00:50:01,032 --> 00:50:02,365 Hey. 623 00:50:02,367 --> 00:50:03,733 What was that? 624 00:50:03,735 --> 00:50:05,634 Yeah, no, that's it. Just die 625 00:50:05,636 --> 00:50:08,137 before you even live. 626 00:50:08,139 --> 00:50:11,574 - Hey. - Right? That's the motto 627 00:50:11,576 --> 00:50:13,309 - of the great masses! - Shh, shh, 628 00:50:13,311 --> 00:50:14,510 - You're getting out of... - Right?! 629 00:50:14,512 --> 00:50:15,578 - No, you're done. - Am I right? 630 00:50:15,580 --> 00:50:16,612 You're getting out of control. 631 00:50:16,614 --> 00:50:18,247 Just read about it in a book. 632 00:50:18,249 --> 00:50:19,749 - Okay, she can do that. - Great. 633 00:50:19,751 --> 00:50:21,684 Yeah, stop, all right? 634 00:50:21,686 --> 00:50:22,651 Yeah, stop. 635 00:50:22,653 --> 00:50:25,287 Just calm, breathe. 636 00:50:30,261 --> 00:50:31,794 So, how'd you hook up with Raine Bennett? 637 00:50:31,796 --> 00:50:34,363 I have no idea. 638 00:50:34,365 --> 00:50:35,765 Dude, I've been dreaming about that hot ass 639 00:50:35,767 --> 00:50:38,601 since, like, seventh grade. 640 00:50:38,603 --> 00:50:41,203 She's got the perfect body, man. 641 00:50:41,205 --> 00:50:44,273 I'd... Oh, I'd hit that so hard. 642 00:50:44,275 --> 00:50:46,375 I mean, I'd let her fuck me to death. 643 00:50:47,045 --> 00:50:48,511 Hey. 644 00:50:49,514 --> 00:50:51,247 You ready to go? 645 00:50:51,249 --> 00:50:52,249 Yes. 646 00:50:53,785 --> 00:50:55,184 See you, Calvin. 647 00:51:03,161 --> 00:51:05,594 - Oh, my god, who says that? - I know. 648 00:51:06,431 --> 00:51:08,531 You seem like you were having a really nice time. 649 00:51:08,533 --> 00:51:10,433 You know what? I think you were right. 650 00:51:10,435 --> 00:51:12,201 I do have a surprising number 651 00:51:12,203 --> 00:51:13,636 of small thoughts in my head. 652 00:51:13,638 --> 00:51:16,539 So it's the cocky little cunt and her delivery bitch. 653 00:51:29,487 --> 00:51:30,686 I love this book. 654 00:51:30,688 --> 00:51:33,622 You know, I think it's got to be my favorite novel 655 00:51:33,624 --> 00:51:34,624 of all time. 656 00:51:36,294 --> 00:51:39,795 Dude, you read like 10 books a week. 657 00:51:39,797 --> 00:51:41,630 How can you remember all the books you've read? 658 00:51:41,632 --> 00:51:43,232 I have no idea. 659 00:51:45,403 --> 00:51:46,735 What's so great about it? 660 00:51:48,306 --> 00:51:49,306 Everything. 661 00:51:51,309 --> 00:51:53,676 Okay, Mr. Specific, maybe just, like, 662 00:51:56,614 --> 00:52:00,483 Well, he likes to get into taboo shit. 663 00:52:01,419 --> 00:52:04,120 You know, sex with children, dead bodies. 664 00:52:04,755 --> 00:52:06,288 Ew, that sounds horrible. 665 00:52:07,558 --> 00:52:10,259 No, I'm not explaining it very well. 666 00:52:11,395 --> 00:52:13,596 You just, you have to read it. 667 00:52:14,298 --> 00:52:16,832 Yeah, well, after that little Cliff note, 668 00:52:16,834 --> 00:52:18,501 I don't think that's very likely. 669 00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,739 It's more about human nature and perception. 670 00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:28,911 The thin line between reality and illusion. 671 00:52:30,648 --> 00:52:33,582 And you're not really sure what's real. 672 00:52:39,357 --> 00:52:42,458 The narrator and the author are both heroin addicts. 673 00:52:48,900 --> 00:52:50,599 I really want to meet your mom. 674 00:52:54,805 --> 00:52:55,838 Yeah. 675 00:52:57,909 --> 00:53:00,409 Yeah, most definitely. 676 00:53:05,349 --> 00:53:06,415 And what about us? 677 00:53:08,219 --> 00:53:09,485 It's all I think about. 678 00:53:11,556 --> 00:53:14,690 The truth is elusive, evasive, 679 00:53:15,626 --> 00:53:19,195 polymorphic, a matter of perspective. 680 00:53:19,197 --> 00:53:24,266 Context, leave out a single word, a specific detail, 681 00:53:24,602 --> 00:53:28,804 change the emphasis, the truth mutates, it adapts. 682 00:53:29,740 --> 00:53:32,908 The truth is the ultimate survivor. 683 00:53:34,645 --> 00:53:35,744 And it's a ghost. 684 00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:42,918 It can manipulate your heart, distort your mind. 685 00:53:45,289 --> 00:53:50,359 My truth, your truth, God's truth. 686 00:53:51,262 --> 00:53:52,995 No precaution is taken. 687 00:54:09,513 --> 00:54:11,914 All the people in this room are heroin users. 688 00:54:12,516 --> 00:54:14,550 Heroin is the strongest, 689 00:54:14,552 --> 00:54:16,785 most devastating opiate that exists. 690 00:54:16,787 --> 00:54:19,288 Its possession is absolutely prohibited 691 00:54:19,290 --> 00:54:20,456 in the United States. 692 00:54:20,458 --> 00:54:23,859 A hype will bring this narcotic to a... 693 00:54:24,662 --> 00:54:25,828 Jesus. 694 00:54:26,564 --> 00:54:28,464 You scared the shit out of me. 695 00:54:28,466 --> 00:54:29,932 Nobody answered when I rang the bell. 696 00:54:30,768 --> 00:54:32,268 What you watching, Maxie? 697 00:54:33,271 --> 00:54:34,837 I guess that's a stupid question. 698 00:54:36,440 --> 00:54:37,940 I've sort of become obsessed 699 00:54:37,942 --> 00:54:39,842 with learning about heroin use 700 00:54:39,844 --> 00:54:42,511 and the whole underground culture 701 00:54:42,513 --> 00:54:43,579 that surrounds it. 702 00:54:46,017 --> 00:54:49,418 I think I'm going to try it, just once, 703 00:54:49,420 --> 00:54:50,686 so I know what it's like. 704 00:54:52,290 --> 00:54:54,957 You know, I think I need to know what it's like. 705 00:54:58,529 --> 00:55:00,562 Wait a minute, are you serious? 706 00:55:03,000 --> 00:55:05,901 - Yeah. - That's fucking insane. What? 707 00:55:06,671 --> 00:55:08,470 What more do you need to know? 708 00:55:08,472 --> 00:55:09,938 I mean, it fucks up your world, 709 00:55:09,940 --> 00:55:12,074 it changes who you are on a core level. 710 00:55:13,644 --> 00:55:15,411 I can do it just the one time. 711 00:55:15,413 --> 00:55:17,012 - Whoah. - Okay? 712 00:55:17,014 --> 00:55:19,882 - Okay. - No, I mean, look. 713 00:55:19,884 --> 00:55:22,918 It's not that big of a deal, okay? 714 00:55:22,920 --> 00:55:24,353 I mean, I know... 715 00:55:25,756 --> 00:55:29,558 Besides, I think it would help me kill off some demons. 716 00:55:29,560 --> 00:55:31,760 More like give birth to some new ones. 717 00:55:34,432 --> 00:55:37,833 Raine, I'm disciplined, okay? 718 00:55:37,835 --> 00:55:39,802 You know that, okay? 719 00:55:39,804 --> 00:55:41,537 - Max. - I can do this. 720 00:55:41,539 --> 00:55:45,074 Discipline has absolutely nothing to do with it, okay? 721 00:55:45,076 --> 00:55:46,108 This is heroin. 722 00:55:47,545 --> 00:55:48,644 What would your mom think? 723 00:55:49,413 --> 00:55:51,780 Oh... come on. 724 00:55:52,550 --> 00:55:55,084 What happened to not caring what people think? 725 00:55:55,086 --> 00:55:58,487 Max, baby, your mind is all twisted on this, okay? 726 00:55:58,489 --> 00:56:00,789 If you think that I'm going to stand back 727 00:56:00,791 --> 00:56:02,491 and watch you trash your life, 728 00:56:02,493 --> 00:56:03,892 or like condone it or whatever, 729 00:56:03,894 --> 00:56:04,860 you're fucking nuts! 730 00:56:04,862 --> 00:56:06,528 Hey, trash... come on. 731 00:56:07,732 --> 00:56:09,732 Look, hear me out, okay? 732 00:56:09,734 --> 00:56:12,668 What if when we die, we discover, hey, 733 00:56:12,670 --> 00:56:14,103 we discover that the goal in life 734 00:56:14,105 --> 00:56:16,772 was to simply have as many different 735 00:56:16,774 --> 00:56:18,741 experiences as possible? 736 00:56:21,979 --> 00:56:23,645 I mean, maybe my dad was right. 737 00:56:26,984 --> 00:56:28,684 Think about it. 738 00:56:28,686 --> 00:56:32,488 Human beings instinctively seek out alternate realities. 739 00:56:33,023 --> 00:56:34,690 It's in our DNA. 740 00:56:34,692 --> 00:56:36,125 There's no judgment. 741 00:56:36,127 --> 00:56:37,693 No one's defined reality. 742 00:56:37,695 --> 00:56:40,462 It's all an illusion, Raine. 743 00:56:40,464 --> 00:56:41,464 Max. 744 00:56:43,134 --> 00:56:45,501 I'm not playing this fucking game, okay? 745 00:56:48,506 --> 00:56:50,739 Intravenous drug use is a fucking deal breaker for me. 746 00:56:53,477 --> 00:56:55,644 - Is that right? - Yeah. 747 00:56:55,646 --> 00:56:57,613 Well, you know, I think I read somewhere 748 00:56:57,615 --> 00:56:59,948 that ultimatums are bad for relationships. 749 00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:02,718 I'm serious, Max, you shoot heroin, we're done. 750 00:57:06,557 --> 00:57:08,123 So, what? 751 00:57:09,894 --> 00:57:13,629 Are you just going to use our relationship 752 00:57:13,631 --> 00:57:15,431 as a bargaining chip, is that it? 753 00:57:15,433 --> 00:57:16,498 No, I'm not. 754 00:57:17,601 --> 00:57:18,700 I'm using the truth. 755 00:57:24,475 --> 00:57:26,041 Shit. 756 00:57:26,043 --> 00:57:27,142 I got to get to work. 757 00:57:28,612 --> 00:57:30,579 Throw your bike in the jeep, I'll drive you. 758 00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,020 Disease of one type 759 00:57:38,022 --> 00:57:41,623 may be directly transmitted into the bloodstream of another. 760 00:58:11,956 --> 00:58:13,121 Hey, Raine. 761 00:58:13,891 --> 00:58:15,491 Can you pass me my cell? 762 00:58:20,197 --> 00:58:21,197 Thank you. 763 00:58:24,635 --> 00:58:26,702 Don't be giving away any free subs. 764 00:58:28,572 --> 00:58:29,671 Right. 765 00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:50,959 Oh, shit. 766 00:59:25,863 --> 00:59:26,862 Yeah? 767 00:59:26,864 --> 00:59:27,864 Hi. 768 00:59:28,599 --> 00:59:29,631 I'm Raine. 769 00:59:30,868 --> 00:59:32,701 I finally get to meet you, Raine! 770 00:59:32,703 --> 00:59:34,136 I'm Carol. 771 00:59:34,138 --> 00:59:36,805 - Wow. - Hi, nice to meet you. 772 00:59:36,807 --> 00:59:40,642 You know, I don't think Max is home though. He's already off at work. 773 00:59:40,644 --> 00:59:44,146 Yeah, I know, um, I actually just left my backpack upstairs. 774 00:59:44,148 --> 00:59:46,815 Oh. You want to come get it? 775 00:59:46,817 --> 00:59:48,083 Yeah, if that's okay. 776 00:59:48,085 --> 00:59:49,851 - Cool, come on in. - Thanks. 777 00:59:51,622 --> 00:59:53,655 It's nice to get you alone, you know? 778 00:59:54,959 --> 00:59:56,592 I've been wondering how he's doing 779 00:59:56,594 --> 00:59:59,227 'cause I feel like I've been missing in action. 780 00:59:59,229 --> 01:00:01,597 Oh, um, he's good, you know. 781 01:00:01,599 --> 01:00:03,031 - You think? - We're just hanging out, yeah. 782 01:00:03,033 --> 01:00:05,634 - Yeah. - I worry about him, I just worry about him 783 01:00:05,636 --> 01:00:10,105 'cause new situations are hard and his new school... 784 01:00:11,175 --> 01:00:13,241 Is he making any friends? 785 01:00:13,243 --> 01:00:15,711 Uh, some, you know. 786 01:00:17,681 --> 01:00:19,948 He just is a recluse. 787 01:00:19,950 --> 01:00:21,783 He kind of stays in his room. 788 01:00:21,785 --> 01:00:23,752 - Yeah, definitely. - He doesn't reach out. 789 01:00:23,754 --> 01:00:26,989 - Keeps to himself. - And I try and leave him room with that 790 01:00:26,991 --> 01:00:28,957 because of all he's been through with his mom. 791 01:00:28,959 --> 01:00:32,961 And I can't imagine finding my mother 792 01:00:32,963 --> 01:00:35,831 so soon after losing my dad. 793 01:00:37,267 --> 01:00:41,203 It makes me so angry, these pharmaceutical drugs. 794 01:00:44,308 --> 01:00:47,309 But you know, he's an amazing young man. 795 01:00:47,311 --> 01:00:51,013 He's just through it all, so strong. 796 01:00:51,715 --> 01:00:52,881 - Yeah. - Yeah. 797 01:00:52,883 --> 01:00:57,119 Yeah. Well, I don't know if he told you about us, 798 01:00:57,121 --> 01:00:59,855 but I wanted him to come live with me. 799 01:00:59,857 --> 01:01:02,791 His mom was my roommate and I loved her so much. 800 01:01:02,793 --> 01:01:04,292 We were college roommates and I told her 801 01:01:04,294 --> 01:01:07,129 if anything ever happened, you know, I would be there. 802 01:01:09,099 --> 01:01:11,933 But now I'm glad you're there, really. 803 01:01:11,935 --> 01:01:13,001 So good to meet you. 804 01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:20,308 - I'm just going to... - Oh, yeah, sorry. 805 01:01:20,310 --> 01:01:22,310 - Thank you. - Yeah. 806 01:01:45,235 --> 01:01:46,235 Max. 807 01:01:53,043 --> 01:01:54,109 I'll do it with you. 808 01:01:55,179 --> 01:01:56,211 Tonight. 809 01:01:58,215 --> 01:01:59,815 Are you serious? 810 01:02:01,885 --> 01:02:03,752 Just this one time, okay? 811 01:02:04,722 --> 01:02:07,122 Once. And then we never do it again. 812 01:02:08,926 --> 01:02:09,926 Yeah. 813 01:02:11,028 --> 01:02:14,463 Max... I need you to promise me. 814 01:02:18,302 --> 01:02:19,735 Promise me, Max. 815 01:02:20,204 --> 01:02:21,269 Yeah. 816 01:02:22,139 --> 01:02:23,805 Hey, come here. 817 01:02:26,110 --> 01:02:27,342 I promise. 818 01:02:31,281 --> 01:02:33,215 Okay, promise. 819 01:02:35,152 --> 01:02:36,218 Okay. 820 01:02:41,525 --> 01:02:43,258 Jesus. 821 01:02:52,202 --> 01:02:53,835 Not that big of a deal. 822 01:02:54,872 --> 01:02:56,037 Will you do that? 823 01:02:57,007 --> 01:02:58,007 Please. 824 01:02:58,809 --> 01:03:00,008 Yeah. 825 01:03:01,812 --> 01:03:03,845 It's fucking cool. 826 01:03:03,847 --> 01:03:05,781 Just this one time, okay? 827 01:03:08,385 --> 01:03:09,951 And then we never do it again. 828 01:03:34,244 --> 01:03:37,078 Hey. Are you sure this is cool? 829 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,381 Yeah, Lucy's parents are still in San Diego. 830 01:03:40,250 --> 01:03:42,284 Right, but, I mean, 831 01:03:42,286 --> 01:03:44,419 do you think Lucy will be cool with this? 832 01:03:44,421 --> 01:03:46,421 I think out of all people 833 01:03:46,423 --> 01:03:47,956 Lucy would be cool with it. 834 01:03:48,959 --> 01:03:49,991 Right. 835 01:03:57,100 --> 01:03:58,500 Whoah, what?! 836 01:03:58,502 --> 01:04:00,869 - Lucy. - Shit, hello? 837 01:04:00,871 --> 01:04:02,204 - Hey. - Raine?! 838 01:04:02,206 --> 01:04:03,605 - Yeah, it's me. - Okay, hold this. 839 01:04:03,607 --> 01:04:04,607 Hang on. 840 01:04:07,311 --> 01:04:08,510 - What up? - Hi. 841 01:04:08,512 --> 01:04:10,912 Hey. What's up, Raine? 842 01:04:10,914 --> 01:04:13,448 - Hey, Max. - Sorry to interrupt you guys. 843 01:04:13,450 --> 01:04:16,117 Just wondering if you had anywhere private 844 01:04:16,119 --> 01:04:19,054 - we could hang in. - Ah, shit. 845 01:04:19,590 --> 01:04:21,890 Bad girl, back on the hit. 846 01:04:21,892 --> 01:04:23,291 Don't make a big deal about it. 847 01:04:23,293 --> 01:04:25,861 Choose one of the, like, 17 rooms, dude. 848 01:04:25,863 --> 01:04:28,630 - Cool. - Knock yourself out, crazy kids. 849 01:04:28,632 --> 01:04:30,565 Ouch! 850 01:05:08,639 --> 01:05:10,105 I'll wash my hands. 851 01:05:51,548 --> 01:05:53,281 Where'd you get all that stuff? 852 01:05:55,252 --> 01:05:57,485 I've been collecting it for a while. 853 01:05:58,322 --> 01:06:00,455 You know, a piece here and there. 854 01:06:02,960 --> 01:06:04,326 Well, you seem organized. 855 01:06:05,562 --> 01:06:06,962 I like that. 856 01:06:08,598 --> 01:06:11,466 Anything worth doing... 857 01:06:13,270 --> 01:06:15,170 is worth doing right. 858 01:06:16,139 --> 01:06:18,273 I'd appreciate if you didn't quote my grandma 859 01:06:18,275 --> 01:06:20,275 as I'm about to shoot narcotics into my vein. 860 01:06:23,280 --> 01:06:24,446 Yeah. 861 01:07:30,480 --> 01:07:31,579 Okay. 862 01:07:40,657 --> 01:07:42,323 Okay, I'll do this. 863 01:07:56,339 --> 01:07:59,841 So... tie this here. 864 01:08:03,847 --> 01:08:05,680 - How's that? - Tight. 865 01:08:06,650 --> 01:08:07,749 Good. 866 01:08:14,191 --> 01:08:16,291 They say it's supposed to be trippy the first time. 867 01:08:17,127 --> 01:08:18,127 I bet. 868 01:08:21,465 --> 01:08:22,465 Will you do it? 869 01:08:24,568 --> 01:08:25,700 You know, 870 01:08:25,702 --> 01:08:28,570 you know, I've never done this before either. 871 01:08:28,572 --> 01:08:30,572 Yeah. I know, I just, 872 01:08:31,475 --> 01:08:33,775 you know, you've watched a lot of videos 873 01:08:33,777 --> 01:08:36,511 of people doing it. You've done your research, 874 01:08:36,513 --> 01:08:39,547 and I think I'd feel better if you did it. 875 01:08:42,385 --> 01:08:43,385 Please? 876 01:08:44,888 --> 01:08:46,754 Yeah, okay. 877 01:08:52,229 --> 01:08:53,229 You ready? 878 01:09:27,364 --> 01:09:28,596 Oh, Raine. 879 01:09:29,499 --> 01:09:30,565 Raine. 880 01:11:24,881 --> 01:11:26,047 Hey. 881 01:11:26,983 --> 01:11:30,318 Babe, hop up, come on. 882 01:11:34,057 --> 01:11:35,823 Come here, hey. 883 01:11:35,825 --> 01:11:37,458 Woah. 884 01:11:42,799 --> 01:11:44,565 Hey. 885 01:12:46,730 --> 01:12:47,730 Babe. 886 01:12:50,800 --> 01:12:52,834 Raine, Raine, wake up. 887 01:13:05,415 --> 01:13:07,048 Raine, come on, come on. 888 01:13:07,050 --> 01:13:08,516 Raine, wake up. 889 01:16:02,992 --> 01:16:04,292 What more do you need to know? 890 01:16:04,294 --> 01:16:05,927 I mean it, fucks up your world. 891 01:16:05,929 --> 01:16:07,595 It changes who you are on a core level. 892 01:16:16,172 --> 01:16:17,838 You just have to try. 893 01:16:20,944 --> 01:16:22,743 Do drugs with me! 894 01:16:22,745 --> 01:16:23,778 Do drugs with me. 895 01:16:23,780 --> 01:16:24,946 - Do it. - Drop it. 896 01:16:24,947 --> 01:16:26,113 - Come on, it'll be fun. - I told you 897 01:16:26,115 --> 01:16:27,949 I don't do that stuff anymore. 898 01:16:27,951 --> 01:16:29,183 I loved her. 899 01:16:29,185 --> 01:16:32,687 Just pretend for one night for me, okay? 900 01:16:34,891 --> 01:16:35,957 We should stop. 901 01:16:35,959 --> 01:16:37,158 Why don't you just go play house 902 01:16:37,160 --> 01:16:38,759 with Max and Raine? 903 01:16:38,761 --> 01:16:40,094 I loved her too. 904 01:16:40,096 --> 01:16:42,597 Make soup, why don't you go do that? 905 01:16:42,599 --> 01:16:44,065 Don't you fucking say that to me. 906 01:16:46,269 --> 01:16:47,702 - Okay. - Babe. 907 01:16:47,704 --> 01:16:48,970 Oh, that's cool, just like 908 01:16:48,972 --> 01:16:51,005 why don't you just die before you even live! 909 01:17:02,785 --> 01:17:04,852 I always thought that I blamed you 910 01:17:04,854 --> 01:17:06,153 but I blamed myself. 911 01:17:09,993 --> 01:17:11,225 I wanted to give you this. 912 01:17:12,895 --> 01:17:14,895 Raine's mom gave it to me a long time ago 913 01:17:14,897 --> 01:17:17,064 when we were going through some of her stuff. 914 01:17:17,066 --> 01:17:21,369 I was going to throw it away but I... I never did. 915 01:17:23,373 --> 01:17:25,806 So, when you came by the other day, 916 01:17:26,676 --> 01:17:28,643 I couldn't sleep, and I was looking for something to read 917 01:17:28,645 --> 01:17:30,711 and there it was. 918 01:17:32,815 --> 01:17:34,215 You know, I... 919 01:17:35,718 --> 01:17:37,885 I used to think my dad was a superhero. 920 01:17:38,955 --> 01:17:42,923 He had this indestructible vibe about him. 921 01:17:46,095 --> 01:17:48,663 And this, um, this one time, 922 01:17:48,665 --> 01:17:53,134 he told me, "If you want to escape from prison", 923 01:17:53,803 --> 01:17:56,404 first you have to admit that you're in prison." 924 01:17:58,041 --> 01:18:00,241 You know, freedom was kind of his big thing. 925 01:18:02,278 --> 01:18:05,780 Physical freedom, economic freedom... 926 01:18:07,316 --> 01:18:10,184 freedom from social taboos. 927 01:18:13,923 --> 01:18:15,189 So, he... 928 01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:21,762 Imprisoned himself in his own cynicism. 929 01:18:25,034 --> 01:18:26,300 He said, uh... 930 01:18:27,870 --> 01:18:32,473 that we are all dishonest with ourselves 931 01:18:32,475 --> 01:18:34,742 so we can never be honest with each other. 932 01:18:35,845 --> 01:18:37,211 Do you think that's true? 933 01:18:40,883 --> 01:18:43,451 Are you asking me if I lie to myself? 934 01:18:47,757 --> 01:18:49,090 Yeah, I do. 935 01:18:51,494 --> 01:18:52,960 It's the only way I know. 936 01:19:01,137 --> 01:19:03,137 Do you want a cup of coffee? 937 01:19:04,073 --> 01:19:05,306 I'm going to make some, so. 938 01:19:07,810 --> 01:19:08,909 Yeah. 939 01:19:08,911 --> 01:19:10,778 Yeah, that'd be great. 940 01:19:10,780 --> 01:19:12,113 - Okay. - Thanks. 941 01:19:30,166 --> 01:19:31,365 Kali, hi. 942 01:19:33,202 --> 01:19:35,402 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 943 01:19:35,404 --> 01:19:39,373 Hey, do you want to fly out to meet me? 944 01:19:43,146 --> 01:19:45,246 Yeah, I mean, you know, 945 01:19:45,248 --> 01:19:47,414 maybe we could drive back together. 946 01:19:50,553 --> 01:19:53,287 There's some things I got to tell you about my past. 947 01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:57,959 So cold. 948 01:20:15,812 --> 01:20:17,178 Come here. 949 01:20:20,950 --> 01:20:22,550 Come here. 950 01:20:43,005 --> 01:20:45,239 I'm going to take a shower. 951 01:20:45,241 --> 01:20:46,373 - Yeah? - Yeah. 952 01:20:46,375 --> 01:20:47,474 You want to come? 953 01:20:47,476 --> 01:20:49,176 Mm-hmm. 954 01:20:49,178 --> 01:20:50,377 - With me? - Yeah. 955 01:20:56,619 --> 01:20:58,252 Hey, you know what? 956 01:21:00,489 --> 01:21:03,123 You go ahead, I'm just going to check something really quick. 957 01:21:39,595 --> 01:21:40,895 Hey, you coming? 958 01:21:45,201 --> 01:21:46,333 Max? 959 01:23:19,328 --> 01:23:21,996 Baby, your mind is all twisted on this, okay? 960 01:23:21,998 --> 01:23:24,298 If you think that I'm going to stand back 961 01:23:24,300 --> 01:23:26,000 and watch you trash your life, 962 01:23:26,002 --> 01:23:27,368 or like condone it or whatever, 963 01:23:27,370 --> 01:23:28,335 you're fucking nuts! 964 01:23:28,337 --> 01:23:30,170 Hey, trash... come on. 965 01:23:31,240 --> 01:23:32,673 Look, hear me out, okay? 966 01:23:33,309 --> 01:23:36,210 What if when we die, we discover, hey, 967 01:23:36,212 --> 01:23:38,679 we discover that the goal in life was to simply have 968 01:23:38,681 --> 01:23:42,182 as many different experiences as possible?