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[SIRENS BLARING]

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As of now, there are
about 7 1/2 billion people

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living on this planet.

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It is estimated that we'll meet about

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27,000 in our lifetime, so
the chances that every single

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one of of us will ever meet our soulmate

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are not so good.

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Besides, what if our soulmate was

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part of the 93 billion that
already lived and died?

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So, let's leave the soulmate
thing aside for now.

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Studies have shown that if
two people ask each other 30

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intimate questions, and
answer them truthfully,

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there is a good chance
they might fall in love.

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The question is,

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whether they stay in love.

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I'm telling you all of this so,

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so you know I was fully aware

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of the mathematical calculations when

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late one night, into an early morning,

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I electronically crossed paths with

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Amelia.

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Yeah, you guessed it.

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Against impossible
odds, I've finally heard

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that little voice

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saying what I've always wanted it to say.

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That sounds like a great
start to your new screenplay,

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Finn, but I actually just need
you to finish the damn thing.

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It's been two years since your last film,

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and the production company's starting

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to get a little nervous.

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They only optioned the
rights for three years,

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so I figure that gives you about a month

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before they pull the plug on this deal.

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You think this shit's easy?

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No, no, I don't think it's easy at all.

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I think it's one of the
hardest things a person can do.

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But you chose to walk
away from your career job,

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and now you're about out of advance money.

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Finn, you're gonna have
to pay that shit back

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if you don't finish this.

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Amelia Garner?

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Yeah, I guess.

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I'm officer Brian Napp, with
the fire marshal's office.

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I have a few questions
for you about the fire

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that occurred at your boyfriend's
house the other night.

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Can I come in?

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Can we just do this right here?

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I mean, this is not my house.

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Sure, it won't take but a minute.

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And he's my ex-boyfriend.

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I went through all of this
downtown at the police station.

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I understand, but a lot of your clothes

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and furniture were still inside the house.

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You said in your statement that you

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no longer live with Kevin Bowles.

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Now if that's still true,

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when was the last time
you were at that address?

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Oh, I don't know,
because he kicked me out,

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so I haven't been there
since he threw me out,

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which was what, on a Friday?

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The fire was on Monday?

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So, you're just going to
leave your things there?

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I didn't really give a
shit, to be honest with you,

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and I know what you're trying to imply.

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You wanna know if I started the fire.

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I didn't say that, ma'am.

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And I'm not trying to imply anything,

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I'm simply trying to establish
a timeline of events.

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I'll tell you what,

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I think that'll just about do it for now.

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In case I have anymore questions,

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are you going to be
staying here for awhile?

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I don't really know if I'm
going to be here tonight,

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or tomorrow, or much less next week,

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because my friend was nice
enough to let me stay here.

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I have nowhere else to go.

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Take care, ma'am.

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[HELICOPTER WHIRRING]

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RADIO DJ: It's a beautiful
morning here in Birmingham

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at just 74 degrees.

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Clear skies across Alabama all the way

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to the Gulf of Mexico.

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Hey Josh, how's it going?

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Listen, uh, can you put
up a post at Upwork?

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I need to hire a ghostwriter to finish

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this script I'm working on.

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Yeah.

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Can't seem to get inspired.

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Hm.

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I'll even give him a co-writing
credit, I don't care.

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I gotta get this done.

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PASTOR: I wanna talk to you today

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about staying full of hope.

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God has put dreams and desires
in every one of our hearts.

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[BIRDS CHIRPING]

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[WOMAN MOANING]

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WOMAN: Oh, yeah, mm.

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Mm, you like watching, you dirty fuck?

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[WOMAN MOANING]

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Ooh, yeah.

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[PHONE CHIMES]

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[WOMAN MOANS]

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[BIRDS CHIRPING]

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[PHONE RINGS]

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Hello?

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AMELIA: Um, Amelia.

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I saw your job post on
Upwork for a ghostwriter?

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I'm sorry, what'd you say your name was?

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Um, Amelia.

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I saw your job post on
Upwork for a ghostwriter.

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Oh yeah, um, can I see samples
of your writing, please?

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I'm um, well, I'm mainly a blogger.

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FINNEGAN: Hm, a blogger?

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You can actually make a living doing that?

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Yeah, yeah, if you work at it, sure.

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Well, I'm not sure how that's gonna

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translate into screenwriting.

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Listen, I, I can do it.

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I've been in a thousand stage productions.

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My sister, she's a student film major.

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I was in one of her student films.

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I can, I can show you
that reel, if you'd like.

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FINNEGAN: Sure, that'll help, uh...

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Yeah, um.

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But I gotta be honest with you.

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I need help with this, uh, uh,
this script I'm working on,

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and my deadline is coming up real fast.

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So um, just need somebody
to jump right in.

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Yeah, um, sure, what's it about?

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Well,

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it's about these two people,
looking for soulmates,

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realizing that shit doesn't exist.

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But I wanna tell it from
uh, from both sides.

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Kind of a, like a parallel dialogue.

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[CHUCKLES] Shit, I've got
experience to do that, then.

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If you knew the relationship
I just got out of,

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you'd understand.

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FINNEGAN: Hm, you better tell me about it.

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Uh, you're gonna need some time for that,

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and unfortunately I don't really have time

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to do that right now.

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Can I call you later?

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Sure, of course.

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Uh, you know, meanwhile, send me the link,

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and um, you know, if you
helping me doesn't work out,

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maybe you can give me some ideas

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to get me out of this writing funk.

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Yeah, yeah, sure, that sounds great.

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I will, uh, text you the
link to the demo reel.

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Um, why don't you text me when
you're ready to talk again,

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and just, I'll make sure
that we have time to talk,

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and that we're not, we're not interrupted.

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FINNEGAN: Okay sure, sounds like a plan.

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Great, I'll talk to you then.

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FINNEGAN: Talk to you later.

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Oh, wait.

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Uh, by the way, the clip
I'm going to send you is

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raw, so don't judge it too harshly.

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FINNEGAN: All right, sure,
thank you for telling me that.

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I'll keep that in mind.

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'Kay, I'll talk to you later, bye.

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Okay, great.

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[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

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APRIL: Amelia?

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I'm here.

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I didn't know if you were awake or not,

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but we're about to leave.

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Oh, um, have fun this weekend.

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I was just about to get
up and look for a job.

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But um, thank you, for everything.

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'Kay, honey.

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Good luck.

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[BIRDS CHIRPING]

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April?

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April?

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[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

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April?

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[LIGHT GUITAR MUSIC]

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♪ In your eyes I see a thousand
dreams coming to life ♪

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♪ Fire and light enchanting me ♪

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♪ On your lips words fall like melody ♪

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♪ Sing in my heart, just where we are ♪

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♪ Is enough for me ♪

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♪ Take my hand ♪

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♪ Run away with me ♪

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♪ You and I ♪

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♪ We were meant to be ♪

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♪ Through your heart that
is the path I'll take ♪

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♪ To understand just who I am, my love ♪

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[PHONE RINGS]

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VOICEMAIL: You have one unheard message.

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[DIGITAL BEEPS]

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FINNEGAN: Um, hi Amelia, it's Finn.

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I really like your audition
reel, we should talk.

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Call me back, or text me.
[AMELIA MOANING]

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Bye.

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[DIGITAL BEEPS]

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Um, hi Amelia, it's Finn.

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I really like your audition
reel, we should talk.

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Call me back, or text me.

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Bye.

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Um, hi Amelia, it's Finn.

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I really like your audition
reel, we should talk.

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Call me back, or text me.

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Bye.

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VOICEMAIL: End of messages.

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[AMELIA BREATHES HEAVILY]

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[BIRDS SQUAWKING]

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[PHONE RINGS]

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[FINNEGAN SIGHS]

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Hello, this is Finn.

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Hey Finn, it's Amelia, you busy?

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FINNEGAN: No, no, not really.

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So, you liked the short film I was in?

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Yeah, I actually did.

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I mean, I could tell it was raw,

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but I could also tell
you can deliver lines.

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Thanks, my sister's the one
that talked me into trying.

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Hmm, ah, how old is your sister?

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I mean, you look pretty young yourself.

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Ah, she's 23.

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She's senior where she goes
to school in Birmingham,

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and I'm 30.

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FINNEGAN: Oh, does she go to
UAB, or Birmingham Southern?

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Birmingham Southern.

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Huh, okay, and uh, so where do you live,

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and how many kids do you have?

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Or do you have any kids?

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I live in Atlanta, and I have three kids.

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Alexia is 16, Amanda's 14, and Ben is 12.

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Huh, you started pretty young, and uh,

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spaced them exactly two years apart, huh.

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So you said you live in Atlanta?

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Yeah, I uh, that's kind of a long story,

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but uh, I live in Atlanta right now.

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My oldest lives in Birmingham
where she goes to school.

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Uh, Amanda lives with her
father in Mississippi,

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and Ben lives with his father in Texas.

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Okay.

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So yeah, I have three kids
with three different fathers.

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Like I said, it's a long story.

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I uh, I'm from Jackson, Mississippi,

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but I'm living right now
in Atlanta, with a friend.

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That's a lot of places to keep up with.

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So, you're divorced?

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I am, married three times,
divorced three times.

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So, this is me starting over.

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And so the kids, they all went
to live with their fathers?

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Yeah.

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Well, Alexia is in school
for gifted art students.

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It's part of Birmingham Southern,

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where my sister, you know, is.

257
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So it's good that she's
there if anything happens.

258
00:19:22,300 --> 00:19:26,790
Amanda, I lost her in
an ugly custody battle.

259
00:19:28,490 --> 00:19:29,968
Husband was friends with the judge,

260
00:19:29,970 --> 00:19:31,770
so I knew I was screwed on that one.

261
00:19:32,900 --> 00:19:33,733
And Ben,

262
00:19:36,590 --> 00:19:38,078
It's just, he's a boy, you know,

263
00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:41,208
it's just be better to
spend time with his father,

264
00:19:41,210 --> 00:19:43,948
doing father son stuff, you know.

265
00:19:43,950 --> 00:19:46,928
So um, in your divorce settlements,

266
00:19:46,930 --> 00:19:49,428
you didn't get to keep any of the,

267
00:19:49,430 --> 00:19:52,988
any of the houses you lived
in with your three husbands?

268
00:19:52,990 --> 00:19:55,928
No, I uh, I didn't really
want to live in Texas,

269
00:19:55,930 --> 00:19:58,580
so I went back to Mississippi.

270
00:19:59,430 --> 00:20:03,188
I was a real estate agent for like,

271
00:20:03,190 --> 00:20:04,740
a really big apartment complex.

272
00:20:05,649 --> 00:20:08,988
Then I met this guy named Kevin,

273
00:20:08,990 --> 00:20:11,059
who was much older than I am,

274
00:20:11,061 --> 00:20:14,449
and he asked me to move in with him.

275
00:20:14,451 --> 00:20:16,430
And he's in Mississippi?

276
00:20:17,320 --> 00:20:19,288
Actually, he's in Atlanta.

277
00:20:19,290 --> 00:20:21,428
He uh, kicked me out a few months

278
00:20:21,430 --> 00:20:24,940
after I gave up my job to be with him.

279
00:20:24,942 --> 00:20:28,478
Huh, so uh, you're uh,
living with a friend now?

280
00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:30,710
You couldn't just go back to Mississippi?

281
00:20:31,750 --> 00:20:33,980
Ah, that's a good question.

282
00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:39,528
What happened was, I
was going up to Atlanta

283
00:20:39,530 --> 00:20:41,318
every weekend to be with him,

284
00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:43,258
and instead of going back and forth,

285
00:20:43,260 --> 00:20:45,898
he said that if I moved in with him,

286
00:20:45,900 --> 00:20:47,888
we could start a business together.

287
00:20:47,890 --> 00:20:50,170
And uh, he did apply for the loan,

288
00:20:51,950 --> 00:20:55,410
but once the financing fell
through, he kicked me out.

289
00:20:57,300 --> 00:20:59,478
So uh, he kicked you out

290
00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:01,230
because his loan didn't go through?

291
00:21:03,107 --> 00:21:03,940
AMELIA: I know, right?

292
00:21:05,650 --> 00:21:08,200
So uh, what kind of a
business were you going in?

293
00:21:11,990 --> 00:21:15,128
Well, I always had my heart set

294
00:21:15,130 --> 00:21:17,418
on helping abused and neglected teens,

295
00:21:17,420 --> 00:21:20,168
so we were gonna open up a halfway house.

296
00:21:20,170 --> 00:21:22,908
The plan was I was going to stay on site

297
00:21:22,910 --> 00:21:24,938
and manage the facility.

298
00:21:24,940 --> 00:21:27,548
Hm, I still can't
believe he kicked you out

299
00:21:27,550 --> 00:21:29,683
because his loan didn't go through.

300
00:21:29,685 --> 00:21:31,190
[CHUCKLES] I know, right?

301
00:21:32,610 --> 00:21:35,694
But uh, it's okay,
because karma's a bitch.

302
00:21:35,696 --> 00:21:37,938
FINNEGAN: What do you mean?

303
00:21:37,940 --> 00:21:40,488
Well, three days after he kicked me out,

304
00:21:40,490 --> 00:21:42,208
his house burned down.

305
00:21:42,210 --> 00:21:45,165
Wow, shit.
[AMELIA LAUGHS]

306
00:21:45,167 --> 00:21:47,128
Yeah, yeah, I know, right?

307
00:21:47,130 --> 00:21:50,158
But payback will always find you.

308
00:21:50,160 --> 00:21:53,458
And the funny thing is,
well, it's not funny,

309
00:21:53,460 --> 00:21:54,710
but you know what I mean.

310
00:21:55,730 --> 00:21:59,178
I bought every single piece
of furniture in that house.

311
00:21:59,180 --> 00:22:03,713
Everything, right down to
towels in the bathroom.

312
00:22:03,715 --> 00:22:06,660
Hm, so uh, wow.

313
00:22:07,950 --> 00:22:09,178
So what does he do for a living,

314
00:22:09,180 --> 00:22:11,558
and how much older is he?
Ah, he's 30

315
00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:13,963
years older than me, and uh,

316
00:22:14,890 --> 00:22:17,362
he has an acting studio, in Atlanta.

317
00:22:17,364 --> 00:22:18,428
So, he's 60.

318
00:22:18,430 --> 00:22:22,248
So he's uh, 30 years older than you.

319
00:22:22,250 --> 00:22:25,420
Yeah, well, I fell in love with him.

320
00:22:28,090 --> 00:22:30,348
Did you get your old job back?

321
00:22:30,350 --> 00:22:32,748
Ah, that's a good question.

322
00:22:32,750 --> 00:22:35,838
I don't really want my old job back.

323
00:22:35,840 --> 00:22:38,058
I don't wanna go back into real estate.

324
00:22:38,060 --> 00:22:40,510
I kinda had my heart set
on helping abused teens.

325
00:22:41,570 --> 00:22:45,648
I'm actually up for a
job right now in Kansas,

326
00:22:45,650 --> 00:22:47,508
for the Teen Challenge program.

327
00:22:47,510 --> 00:22:50,338
Oh, really, I know that program.

328
00:22:50,340 --> 00:22:54,100
I used to be a journalist, and
we did a documentary on it.

329
00:22:55,170 --> 00:22:57,320
Everything centers
around the Bible, right?

330
00:22:58,300 --> 00:22:59,868
That's interesting that
you know what that is,

331
00:22:59,870 --> 00:23:02,790
since it mostly deals with drug addicts.

332
00:23:05,280 --> 00:23:10,280
Um, and I gotta be honest with you.

333
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:12,473
I used to be,

334
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:16,808
I used to be hooked on
like, meth, and cocaine,

335
00:23:16,810 --> 00:23:19,380
so that's really why my
first husband left me.

336
00:23:21,030 --> 00:23:23,620
So uh, you did meth.

337
00:23:25,531 --> 00:23:28,050
Did your teeth get all fucked up?

338
00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:30,540
Well, he paid to fix them.

339
00:23:32,020 --> 00:23:35,708
He uh, was embarrassed when
he found out I had a problem,

340
00:23:35,710 --> 00:23:37,968
and he didn't want his holy family,

341
00:23:37,970 --> 00:23:39,870
or God forbid the neighbors, find out.

342
00:23:46,620 --> 00:23:48,518
Are you still there,
or did I scare you off?

343
00:23:48,520 --> 00:23:49,640
No, I'm still here,

344
00:23:51,090 --> 00:23:52,380
just taking it all in.

345
00:23:54,050 --> 00:23:55,180
I admire your honesty.

346
00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:59,930
Hm, I thought my life was complicated.

347
00:24:04,290 --> 00:24:07,238
Well, I just uh, figured it'd be better

348
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:08,798
to be up front with you.

349
00:24:08,800 --> 00:24:10,018
I don't really have time for people

350
00:24:10,020 --> 00:24:11,958
who can't handle the truth.

351
00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:15,068
FINNEGAN: Yeah, I know
exactly what you mean.

352
00:24:15,070 --> 00:24:18,780
That was the reason why
my two marriages failed.

353
00:24:19,950 --> 00:24:22,118
So you aren't married now?

354
00:24:22,120 --> 00:24:27,120
No, and uh, I'm not sure if I will.

355
00:24:27,340 --> 00:24:31,458
I mean, you get married
and then you don't know

356
00:24:31,460 --> 00:24:33,960
what it's going to be like
10 years down the road.

357
00:24:35,300 --> 00:24:39,460
Especially if there's no
complete raw honesty and trust.

358
00:24:41,140 --> 00:24:42,390
And unconditional love.

359
00:24:46,290 --> 00:24:47,608
What'd you just say?

360
00:24:47,610 --> 00:24:49,454
I said if two people don't
have unconditional love

361
00:24:49,456 --> 00:24:50,460
it'll never work.

362
00:24:52,150 --> 00:24:53,200
Why, you don't agree?

363
00:24:54,220 --> 00:24:55,090
No, I agree.

364
00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:58,210
I just don't think it exists.

365
00:25:00,390 --> 00:25:03,178
Yeah, probably not.

366
00:25:03,180 --> 00:25:06,408
But uh, that wasn't what really shocked me

367
00:25:06,410 --> 00:25:07,360
when you said that.

368
00:25:08,540 --> 00:25:09,373
Then what did?

369
00:25:10,600 --> 00:25:13,630
Well, a few years back I wrote a book.

370
00:25:15,280 --> 00:25:17,180
It was called A Journey Through Pines.

371
00:25:20,328 --> 00:25:22,867
It's about this guy
spending his life looking

372
00:25:23,850 --> 00:25:25,670
for unconditional love with someone,

373
00:25:27,137 --> 00:25:29,640
and finds out that it doesn't exist.

374
00:25:31,390 --> 00:25:34,010
It can only occur between
a parent and a child.

375
00:25:35,100 --> 00:25:37,478
AMELIA: Yeah, I believe that, too.

376
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:41,418
See, love between adults can come and go,

377
00:25:41,420 --> 00:25:46,098
but a bond between a parent
and a child cannot be broken,

378
00:25:46,100 --> 00:25:47,700
or at least shouldn't be broken,

379
00:25:48,869 --> 00:25:50,519
if your parent is doing it right.

380
00:25:51,570 --> 00:25:53,668
I'd like to read your book.

381
00:25:53,670 --> 00:25:55,568
Where can I find a copy of it?

382
00:25:55,570 --> 00:25:57,020
Sure, it's on Amazon.

383
00:25:58,270 --> 00:26:00,540
All right, well, I'll write that down.

384
00:26:03,490 --> 00:26:05,220
A Journey Through Pines.

385
00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:13,140
So you are a writer?

386
00:26:14,970 --> 00:26:17,230
Yeah, I guess so.

387
00:26:18,420 --> 00:26:19,788
Um, see I wrote the book,

388
00:26:19,790 --> 00:26:21,740
and then it got turned into a movie.

389
00:26:22,650 --> 00:26:27,650
But, I dunno if you ever written
anything in the long form,

390
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:33,400
but a book like this,
especially so emotional,

391
00:26:35,220 --> 00:26:36,370
takes a lot out of you.

392
00:26:37,340 --> 00:26:40,600
So the thought of actually
turning it into a screenplay

393
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,630
made me want to curl up in the
fetal position on the floor.

394
00:26:45,518 --> 00:26:50,208
[LAUGHS] You know, so I hired somebody

395
00:26:50,210 --> 00:26:52,410
in Argentina to do that.

396
00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:57,448
Now the movie made it online, actually,

397
00:26:57,450 --> 00:27:00,340
into all the major
video on demand outlets.

398
00:27:02,010 --> 00:27:06,730
Which brings me to a
project I'm working on.

399
00:27:08,030 --> 00:27:10,458
See, the deal I made with the studio

400
00:27:10,460 --> 00:27:13,440
is that I give them a second screenplay,

401
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:16,880
and I'm just way behind on that promise.

402
00:27:18,410 --> 00:27:22,138
Well, sounds like it'd be
something fun to do with you,

403
00:27:22,140 --> 00:27:24,400
and I'd love to help in any way I can.

404
00:27:25,870 --> 00:27:29,430
Okay, sure, let's see what happens.

405
00:27:30,410 --> 00:27:34,058
But I have to run now,
so uh, can we talk later?

406
00:27:34,060 --> 00:27:35,138
Like tonight?

407
00:27:35,140 --> 00:27:38,738
FINNEGAN: Not necessarily,
but whenever you can.

408
00:27:38,740 --> 00:27:42,428
Uh, well I can't tonight,
'cause I told my friend,

409
00:27:42,430 --> 00:27:44,430
Christy, I'd go to Bible study with her.

410
00:27:46,340 --> 00:27:47,508
What about tomorrow?

411
00:27:47,510 --> 00:27:49,408
Sure, yeah, okay.

412
00:27:49,410 --> 00:27:50,647
Sounds good.

413
00:27:50,649 --> 00:27:52,271
AMELIA: All right, I
will talk to you soon.

414
00:27:52,273 --> 00:27:53,869
Bye.

415
00:27:53,871 --> 00:27:55,708
Bye, oh, wait.

416
00:27:55,710 --> 00:27:57,608
Yeah, what is it?

417
00:27:57,610 --> 00:28:02,488
Ah, this is, um, just a small question,

418
00:28:02,490 --> 00:28:07,318
but your name, Finnegan,
doesn't really sound like Irish

419
00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:08,898
or Scottish, or wherever a name

420
00:28:08,900 --> 00:28:10,278
like Finnegan would come from.

421
00:28:10,280 --> 00:28:11,940
No, I'm not Scottish.

422
00:28:12,934 --> 00:28:14,870
I'm actually Russian born.

423
00:28:17,534 --> 00:28:21,150
I left Russia when I was 16, in 1973.

424
00:28:23,140 --> 00:28:27,718
My parents were um, kind of survivors

425
00:28:27,720 --> 00:28:29,180
of the second World War.

426
00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:32,048
My mother survived Holocaust,

427
00:28:32,050 --> 00:28:36,828
and my father went to fight Nazi Germans

428
00:28:36,830 --> 00:28:40,720
like throughout most of
the war, front lines.

429
00:28:41,640 --> 00:28:44,948
So uh, when we came to this country,

430
00:28:44,950 --> 00:28:47,663
they were kinda concerned
that, you know uh,

431
00:28:48,654 --> 00:28:50,918
I might get in trouble being Russian,

432
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:55,920
and Cold War going on, so they
gave me this name, Finnegan.

433
00:28:57,165 --> 00:28:58,704
[BOTH LAUGHING]

434
00:28:58,706 --> 00:29:01,488
I have no idea where, I
actually should ask my parents,

435
00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:04,008
you know, where the hell
did they get that name from?

436
00:29:04,010 --> 00:29:06,968
But anyway, that's how it happened.

437
00:29:06,970 --> 00:29:08,110
Oh, that's weird.

438
00:29:09,580 --> 00:29:12,180
Well, I've never really
known a real Russian before.

439
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:14,410
Or anyone named Finnegan,

440
00:29:15,310 --> 00:29:18,278
and I don't think I actually know

441
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,548
what the Cold War is, either.

442
00:29:20,550 --> 00:29:22,558
Well, let me put it this way,

443
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:24,080
thank God it wasn't a hot war.

444
00:29:25,202 --> 00:29:28,138
Anyway, I'll talk to you later.

445
00:29:28,140 --> 00:29:29,238
Bye.

446
00:29:29,240 --> 00:29:30,390
FINNEGAN: Okay, bye.

447
00:29:34,146 --> 00:29:36,729
[BIRDS CAWING]

448
00:29:51,580 --> 00:29:53,508
What's up guys, it's Amelia again,

449
00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:55,948
here with another video tutorial

450
00:29:55,950 --> 00:29:58,018
of how to use my makeup products

451
00:29:58,020 --> 00:29:59,998
that I am offering to you guys.

452
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:03,098
This one is up for our tomboy collection.

453
00:30:03,100 --> 00:30:06,278
It is a little bit
edgy, a little bit nice.

454
00:30:06,280 --> 00:30:08,580
First, as always, you
start with a foundation.

455
00:30:10,274 --> 00:30:11,908
I kind of ran out of foundation,

456
00:30:11,910 --> 00:30:16,910
and this is my roommate's,
so you cannot tell her.

457
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:24,538
This little thing make
my bags go packing, ayy.

458
00:30:24,540 --> 00:30:25,880
My God, she's beautiful.

459
00:30:27,180 --> 00:30:29,640
Because makeup is all about deceit.

460
00:30:30,500 --> 00:30:31,333
Makeup

461
00:30:34,350 --> 00:30:39,350
is to accentuate, and to
also lie a little bit.

462
00:30:39,710 --> 00:30:41,900
Give it a little [LIPS POPPING].

463
00:30:42,780 --> 00:30:43,630
And there you go.

464
00:30:45,400 --> 00:30:46,560
A little bit sassy.

465
00:30:52,118 --> 00:30:54,098
If you guys are interested
in any of these products,

466
00:30:54,100 --> 00:30:56,028
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467
00:30:56,030 --> 00:30:59,668
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like, hit I don't like this.

468
00:30:59,670 --> 00:31:02,218
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let me know personally.

469
00:31:02,220 --> 00:31:03,838
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470
00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:06,188
and I will get these products to you.

471
00:31:06,190 --> 00:31:07,190
Thanks for watching.

472
00:31:08,410 --> 00:31:11,410
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]

473
00:31:16,644 --> 00:31:19,144
[PHONE RINGS]

474
00:31:26,890 --> 00:31:29,848
You know, I spent way
too much time looking

475
00:31:29,850 --> 00:31:33,895
at your picture today on Facebook.

476
00:31:33,897 --> 00:31:35,070
[LAUGHS] Why?

477
00:31:36,490 --> 00:31:40,490
Don't laugh, but you know, you
actually look like somebody

478
00:31:42,250 --> 00:31:45,450
I imagine I would fall in love
with when I was a little boy.

479
00:31:46,600 --> 00:31:47,550
What do you mean?

480
00:31:48,460 --> 00:31:53,460
Well when I was 13 or
so, before I go to sleep,

481
00:31:55,560 --> 00:31:59,428
I would close my eyes
and imagine this woman

482
00:31:59,430 --> 00:32:01,290
I would fall in love with.

483
00:32:03,230 --> 00:32:05,068
And when I looked at your pictures,

484
00:32:05,070 --> 00:32:07,348
you looked exactly like her.

485
00:32:07,350 --> 00:32:08,968
So I was shocked a little.

486
00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:12,770
I uh, [LAUGHS], that's overwhelming.

487
00:32:14,920 --> 00:32:17,310
FINNEGAN: Yeah, imagine how I felt.

488
00:32:19,170 --> 00:32:20,808
So you like what you see?

489
00:32:20,810 --> 00:32:21,643
Yeah.

490
00:32:23,080 --> 00:32:26,738
By the way, what's um, what's
with that do-it-yourself

491
00:32:26,740 --> 00:32:29,775
step by step makeup you have over there?

492
00:32:29,777 --> 00:32:31,708
[AMELIA LAUGHS]

493
00:32:31,710 --> 00:32:33,700
Well, uh, oh God.

494
00:32:35,223 --> 00:32:40,139
I uh, never really felt
very good about my looks.

495
00:32:40,141 --> 00:32:42,848
I never, I'm not pretty, and I know it.

496
00:32:42,850 --> 00:32:46,478
So just to make myself feel
better when I did makeup,

497
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:49,678
in the morning I would talk to myself,

498
00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:51,488
kinda like Snow White.

499
00:32:51,490 --> 00:32:54,768
You know, mirror, mirror, on the wall,

500
00:32:54,770 --> 00:32:56,320
who's the prettiest one of all?

501
00:32:57,430 --> 00:33:00,898
I know, it's silly, but it's what made me

502
00:33:00,900 --> 00:33:02,885
feel better about my looks.

503
00:33:02,887 --> 00:33:04,218
[TOILET FLUSHING]

504
00:33:04,220 --> 00:33:06,520
Did you just flush the toilet?

505
00:33:06,522 --> 00:33:07,355
Yeah.

506
00:33:08,630 --> 00:33:10,538
AMELIA: You gonna wash your hands?

507
00:33:10,540 --> 00:33:11,373
Sure.

508
00:33:12,660 --> 00:33:16,408
So, uh, my friend convinced me to ah,

509
00:33:16,410 --> 00:33:20,168
do online tutorial videos
of how to teach girls

510
00:33:20,170 --> 00:33:21,100
how to do makeup.

511
00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:25,338
And in exchange for teaching
them how to use the makeup,

512
00:33:25,340 --> 00:33:26,648
they would buy the makeup.

513
00:33:26,650 --> 00:33:29,481
So, hopefully.

514
00:33:29,483 --> 00:33:32,630
So um, how did that work out?

515
00:33:32,632 --> 00:33:34,678
[AMELIA LAUGHS]

516
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:37,570
It lasted two weeks, tops.

517
00:33:39,150 --> 00:33:41,238
FINNEGAN: Now, why would you think

518
00:33:41,240 --> 00:33:42,690
of yourself as not beautiful?

519
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:48,800
I can answer that one,
but I have a little bit

520
00:33:48,980 --> 00:33:50,991
of a confession to make.

521
00:33:50,993 --> 00:33:51,826
Okay.

522
00:33:53,321 --> 00:33:54,930
I bought your book yesterday,

523
00:33:55,780 --> 00:33:58,470
and I stayed up all night reading it.

524
00:34:00,019 --> 00:34:03,045
FINNEGAN: Hmm, and that's a good thing?

525
00:34:03,047 --> 00:34:05,818
[LAUGHS] All I can say is wow.

526
00:34:05,820 --> 00:34:09,908
I, I have no words for
how I felt when I finished

527
00:34:09,910 --> 00:34:11,580
at sunrise this morning.

528
00:34:13,110 --> 00:34:16,650
And I uh, have to see the movie now.

529
00:34:18,150 --> 00:34:21,750
I might have also bought
your uh, your T-shirt.

530
00:34:22,620 --> 00:34:24,748
It'll be here in a couple days.

531
00:34:24,750 --> 00:34:28,755
Hm, well thank you for
contributing to my retirement fund.

532
00:34:28,757 --> 00:34:31,218
[BOTH LAUGHING]

533
00:34:31,220 --> 00:34:32,053
Yeah, anytime.

534
00:34:33,370 --> 00:34:38,370
Now, the uh, the movie picks
up where the book leaves off,

535
00:34:39,560 --> 00:34:41,638
so you might want to rent it.

536
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:44,698
You know, it doesn't end
as happy as the book did.

537
00:34:44,700 --> 00:34:46,380
How can I, how can I see it?

538
00:34:47,325 --> 00:34:48,730
FINNEGAN: It's also on Amazon.

539
00:34:50,290 --> 00:34:53,848
So, what were the
circumstances surrounding

540
00:34:53,850 --> 00:34:55,000
why you wrote the book?

541
00:34:56,370 --> 00:35:01,370
Well, it was a low point in my life.

542
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:07,110
I lost three family members
in an 18 month period,

543
00:35:08,110 --> 00:35:12,840
my first marriage was on the
rocks, and I was totally lost.

544
00:35:14,894 --> 00:35:17,838
I was living in California
for about 10 years,

545
00:35:17,840 --> 00:35:22,838
and then when my father
died I decided to move

546
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:24,870
to Alabama to be closer to my mother.

547
00:35:26,350 --> 00:35:29,748
You know, she kind of
never learned how to drive,

548
00:35:29,750 --> 00:35:34,750
so uh, I would drive to her
house about two hours away,

549
00:35:36,890 --> 00:35:40,450
and help her with whatever
she needs help with,

550
00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,880
for, I dunno, about six months.

551
00:35:45,410 --> 00:35:49,038
And then um, you know, I
kind thought that something

552
00:35:49,040 --> 00:35:50,878
still wasn't quite right.

553
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:55,880
So one day I came from
work, and uh, told my wife

554
00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:58,050
that I wanted to move in with my mother.

555
00:35:59,520 --> 00:36:03,968
She can either come with
me, stay in Birmingham,

556
00:36:03,970 --> 00:36:05,548
or go back to California.

557
00:36:05,550 --> 00:36:06,381
And?

558
00:36:06,383 --> 00:36:07,216
Well,

559
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:13,400
four hours after I had that conversation,

560
00:36:14,599 --> 00:36:17,420
I got a call that my mother died.

561
00:36:19,920 --> 00:36:23,110
I never got to tell her about
my plans of coming home.

562
00:36:25,240 --> 00:36:27,192
AMELIA: Finn, I'm so sorry.

563
00:36:27,194 --> 00:36:30,048
Yeah.

564
00:36:30,050 --> 00:36:30,883
Anyway, uh.

565
00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:34,420
I hit rock bottom.

566
00:36:36,330 --> 00:36:38,688
I ended up moving to my mother's house

567
00:36:38,690 --> 00:36:41,390
and just locking myself
up there for three months.

568
00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:44,860
That's where I wrote the book.

569
00:36:46,620 --> 00:36:48,598
I'm so sorry that happened to you.

570
00:36:48,600 --> 00:36:49,433
Yeah.

571
00:36:52,300 --> 00:36:55,188
Well, that was 1992.

572
00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:57,600
Fast forward, 2013.

573
00:36:59,170 --> 00:37:00,890
My oldest daughter turned 16.

574
00:37:02,380 --> 00:37:04,568
I wanted to give her a present.

575
00:37:04,570 --> 00:37:09,165
Something special, and I
wasn't about to buy her a car.

576
00:37:09,167 --> 00:37:12,659
So I thought of the book
of the book I had written.

577
00:37:12,661 --> 00:37:17,020
See, she was named after one
of the characters in the book,

578
00:37:18,130 --> 00:37:21,050
and even though I didn't
have any kids at that time,

579
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:25,330
I always knew that if one
day I will have a daughter,

580
00:37:27,540 --> 00:37:28,590
I'll name her Karley.

581
00:37:30,180 --> 00:37:32,758
So, I thought it would be
cool to give her a book

582
00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:34,250
with her name in it.

583
00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:36,268
That is a great present.

584
00:37:36,270 --> 00:37:39,128
Of course, she wanted to
know how come her name

585
00:37:39,130 --> 00:37:43,120
was in the book that's been
written before she was born.

586
00:37:45,115 --> 00:37:49,486
I tried to explain to her that
one day when she would want

587
00:37:49,488 --> 00:37:52,180
children of her own, she'll understand.

588
00:37:55,210 --> 00:37:56,043
The point is,

589
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:01,180
I always wanted her to
look for unconditional love

590
00:38:01,182 --> 00:38:04,934
in her relationships.

591
00:38:04,936 --> 00:38:07,668
[AMELIA SNIFFLES]

592
00:38:07,670 --> 00:38:08,503
Amelia?

593
00:38:10,900 --> 00:38:11,733
Are you crying?

594
00:38:13,440 --> 00:38:14,813
What's wrong?

595
00:38:14,815 --> 00:38:17,990
I uh, [SNIFFLES] I just
know exactly what you mean.

596
00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:20,080
You do?

597
00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:33,690
We just have these conditions
that we um, place on love.

598
00:38:36,590 --> 00:38:39,220
We have these expectations, and it's,

599
00:38:40,742 --> 00:38:42,368
it's unreachable, you know?

600
00:38:42,370 --> 00:38:43,250
It's conditional.

601
00:38:44,570 --> 00:38:48,090
I think except of between
a parent and a child.

602
00:38:50,270 --> 00:38:51,270
[SIGHS] Even then.

603
00:38:54,060 --> 00:38:54,893
I uh.

604
00:39:00,530 --> 00:39:02,710
When I was little, um.

605
00:39:06,740 --> 00:39:09,790
My brother sexually abused me.

606
00:39:11,230 --> 00:39:16,230
I never told anyone, until
he was 25 and in prison.

607
00:39:19,369 --> 00:39:23,390
And I told my parents.

608
00:39:24,740 --> 00:39:27,340
They told me that I still had to love him

609
00:39:29,550 --> 00:39:30,750
because he's my brother.

610
00:39:36,601 --> 00:39:39,934
They never said sorry for what happened.

611
00:39:45,390 --> 00:39:47,990
And that's where my hang ups
about my looks come from.

612
00:39:49,249 --> 00:39:51,480
I'm, I'm really sorry to hear that.

613
00:39:53,104 --> 00:39:54,890
It was seven years ago,

614
00:39:54,892 --> 00:39:57,468
I haven't spoke to them since then.

615
00:39:57,470 --> 00:40:01,690
So uh, how is it between
you and your brother now?

616
00:40:02,610 --> 00:40:07,048
Well, we talked, I mean, you know.

617
00:40:07,050 --> 00:40:10,078
We went out for lunch
when he got out of prison,

618
00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:14,560
and uh, I forgave him,
and he said he found God.

619
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,900
Hm, how does that effect
your relationships?

620
00:40:24,920 --> 00:40:29,920
Um, if you mean sexually,

621
00:40:30,025 --> 00:40:34,478
uh, I don't enjoy sex.

622
00:40:34,480 --> 00:40:36,830
I mean, it's just a performance thing.

623
00:40:37,960 --> 00:40:39,818
I do it because I have to,

624
00:40:39,820 --> 00:40:42,450
and I usually end up crying afterwards.

625
00:40:43,870 --> 00:40:44,820
They never know it.

626
00:40:46,178 --> 00:40:48,690
[SIGHS] I told my last boyfriend, but...

627
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:54,478
Last boyfriend, still
can't believe how someone

628
00:40:54,480 --> 00:40:59,480
you gave up your job for,
asked you to move in with him,

629
00:40:59,640 --> 00:41:03,418
just kick you out because
his loan didn't go through.

630
00:41:03,420 --> 00:41:07,088
Yeah, pretty shitty.

631
00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:07,923
So uh,

632
00:41:10,300 --> 00:41:12,840
how are you surviving now, financially?

633
00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:16,710
Well um, that's part of the problem.

634
00:41:19,180 --> 00:41:23,620
He uh, bought me a car, so that
ties me to him, financially.

635
00:41:24,750 --> 00:41:27,398
I don't really have any
other bills right now.

636
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:31,778
I mean, I saved up enough
money for food and gas.

637
00:41:31,780 --> 00:41:34,698
But, I mean, living with my best friend

638
00:41:34,700 --> 00:41:36,000
helps me from paying rent.

639
00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:39,910
So you don't get anything
from your ex husbands?

640
00:41:41,050 --> 00:41:41,883
No.

641
00:41:42,874 --> 00:41:45,588
So you have to deal with this Kevin guy,

642
00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:48,518
even though he threw your
ass out on the street?

643
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:51,440
He says that he still loves
be and that he misses me.

644
00:41:52,450 --> 00:41:53,850
FINNEGAN: Can you go back?

645
00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:57,600
No, I'm not interested in going back.

646
00:41:59,110 --> 00:42:01,138
He's in a motel right now, anyway,

647
00:42:01,140 --> 00:42:02,440
'til his house is rebuilt.

648
00:42:05,230 --> 00:42:07,180
FINNEGAN: How often do
you see your children?

649
00:42:10,900 --> 00:42:11,950
Once a month or so.

650
00:42:15,097 --> 00:42:15,930
FINNEGAN: I have an idea.

651
00:42:18,300 --> 00:42:19,133
What?

652
00:42:20,530 --> 00:42:21,918
FINNEGAN: Why don't you send me a picture

653
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:23,210
of yourself every day,

654
00:42:24,470 --> 00:42:27,500
so I know I'm a part of your life now.

655
00:42:29,270 --> 00:42:33,070
I mean, we just spilled our
guts about some heavy duty shit.

656
00:42:35,391 --> 00:42:38,833
Takes people weeks to divulge
this kind of information.

657
00:42:43,700 --> 00:42:44,533
I mean,

658
00:42:45,900 --> 00:42:47,200
are you gonna do the same?

659
00:42:48,766 --> 00:42:49,666
FINNEGAN: Sure.

660
00:42:54,310 --> 00:42:55,758
I don't know if you're gonna want

661
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:57,260
more than one picture from me.

662
00:42:58,346 --> 00:43:01,148
I uh, I don't wear any makeup.

663
00:43:01,150 --> 00:43:05,840
I don't, I don't have any
makeup right now, so uh.

664
00:43:13,250 --> 00:43:17,908
I prefer it that way.

665
00:43:17,910 --> 00:43:18,743
Okay.

666
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:27,160
Amelia Amanda Garner.

667
00:43:28,950 --> 00:43:33,380
Warning, this report
contains arrest records

668
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:38,810
and criminal court documents
that may be disturbing.

669
00:43:41,130 --> 00:43:41,963
Okay.

670
00:43:44,343 --> 00:43:47,197
Three criminal records,
five court documents,

671
00:43:50,550 --> 00:43:54,390
one bankruptcy, two DUI reports.

672
00:43:57,443 --> 00:43:58,940
Well, hm.

673
00:44:00,840 --> 00:44:01,673
'Kay.

674
00:44:05,260 --> 00:44:08,910
39 bucks, to find out what?

675
00:44:10,635 --> 00:44:13,218
[PHONE CHIMES]

676
00:44:18,492 --> 00:44:21,159
[CLEARS THROAT]

677
00:44:27,770 --> 00:44:28,603
Nope.

678
00:44:30,580 --> 00:44:33,380
Still beautiful.

679
00:44:36,750 --> 00:44:37,583
Send.

680
00:44:40,183 --> 00:44:42,766
[PHONE CHIMES]

681
00:44:46,739 --> 00:44:51,739
I'd like that

682
00:44:53,940 --> 00:44:56,460
very much.

683
00:44:58,464 --> 00:45:00,696
Send.

684
00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:03,281
[PHONE CHIMES]

685
00:45:27,538 --> 00:45:28,580
[AMELIA VOICEOVER] What am I doing?

686
00:45:29,470 --> 00:45:31,740
I have no money, no clothes.

687
00:45:32,930 --> 00:45:34,910
I'm living out of a plastic bag.

688
00:45:35,860 --> 00:45:38,248
I'm eating someone else's food,

689
00:45:38,250 --> 00:45:39,910
swimming in somebody else's pool.

690
00:45:41,240 --> 00:45:44,630
I might be falling in love, again,

691
00:45:45,500 --> 00:45:48,440
with some guy old enough to be my father,

692
00:45:49,530 --> 00:45:50,530
that I've never met.

693
00:45:52,910 --> 00:45:57,910
He's either really good, or
this is a really cruel joke.

694
00:45:59,940 --> 00:46:03,570
Either way, I know my
life is about to change.

695
00:46:04,940 --> 00:46:09,238
And what scares me is I'm not sure

696
00:46:09,240 --> 00:46:10,590
if I'll regret meeting him,

697
00:46:11,550 --> 00:46:13,950
or if I'll ever love
another man because of him.

698
00:46:15,810 --> 00:46:17,710
What choice do I have but to find out?

699
00:46:25,281 --> 00:46:27,781
[PHONE RINGS]

700
00:46:37,792 --> 00:46:40,160
So, are we gonna write
the screenplay, or what?

701
00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:44,328
Well, if I knew how to do that,

702
00:46:44,330 --> 00:46:46,614
I wouldn't have needed you, would I?

703
00:46:46,616 --> 00:46:49,216
[LAUGHS] Then let me do
my job and play your muse.

704
00:46:50,220 --> 00:46:51,508
You ready?

705
00:46:51,510 --> 00:46:54,558
Okay, so your two main characters,

706
00:46:54,560 --> 00:46:57,298
they meet on the phone, and fall in love?

707
00:46:57,300 --> 00:46:59,260
Well, that's the idea, anyway.

708
00:47:01,150 --> 00:47:04,498
That's perfect, it's
something we can play off of.

709
00:47:04,500 --> 00:47:05,768
They always say to write what you know,

710
00:47:05,770 --> 00:47:08,200
so now all we have to do is fall in love.

711
00:47:11,500 --> 00:47:15,068
Okay, so in the prelude
of your screenplay,

712
00:47:15,070 --> 00:47:17,978
you mention some sort of
study about two people

713
00:47:17,980 --> 00:47:19,978
who asked each other 30 intimate questions

714
00:47:19,980 --> 00:47:22,258
there was a better chance
of them falling in love?

715
00:47:22,260 --> 00:47:24,188
Actually, there was a real study done

716
00:47:24,190 --> 00:47:27,408
by psychologist Arthur Aron.

717
00:47:27,410 --> 00:47:30,748
Yeah, yeah I know, I uh, I
read it in the New York Times,

718
00:47:30,750 --> 00:47:32,038
or some shit like that.

719
00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:35,238
But I don't really know the questions,

720
00:47:35,240 --> 00:47:37,730
so why don't we just make up our own?

721
00:47:38,680 --> 00:47:42,628
So, do you want me to go first,
or do you want me to start?

722
00:47:42,630 --> 00:47:44,710
Is this how we're gonna
write a screenplay?

723
00:47:44,712 --> 00:47:46,454
[LAUGHS] Why not?

724
00:47:46,456 --> 00:47:48,108
Let's see if this shit works.

725
00:47:48,110 --> 00:47:51,390
So, do you want me to go
first, or do you want to start?

726
00:47:52,250 --> 00:47:55,808
You go ahead, go first,
go ahead, by all means.

727
00:47:55,810 --> 00:47:58,748
I would love to, but you gotta promise

728
00:47:58,750 --> 00:48:01,788
to be completely honest,
no matter how embarrassing

729
00:48:01,790 --> 00:48:03,725
your answers might be.

730
00:48:03,727 --> 00:48:06,371
I can, can you?

731
00:48:06,373 --> 00:48:08,570
[CHUCKLES] You nave no idea.

732
00:48:09,404 --> 00:48:10,988
All right, ready?

733
00:48:10,990 --> 00:48:11,823
First question.

734
00:48:14,030 --> 00:48:18,500
When was the last time you had sex?

735
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,398
You had to start with the
most embarrassing one,

736
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:24,450
especially for a man.

737
00:48:25,630 --> 00:48:27,088
And your hand doesn't count.

738
00:48:27,090 --> 00:48:29,010
Great, this is funny, really.

739
00:48:30,510 --> 00:48:32,648
Ah, I don't remember.

740
00:48:32,650 --> 00:48:34,960
I guess like a year and a half ago,

741
00:48:35,830 --> 00:48:40,830
and it was buddy fuck
with a drunk old friend.

742
00:48:41,190 --> 00:48:43,960
Nice, are you still friends?

743
00:48:44,820 --> 00:48:46,238
Is this your second question?

744
00:48:46,240 --> 00:48:48,190
No, no no no, no no, your turn.

745
00:48:50,233 --> 00:48:51,740
Okay.

746
00:48:53,550 --> 00:48:54,383
Well,

747
00:48:58,582 --> 00:49:00,570
[SIGHS] okay.

748
00:49:03,240 --> 00:49:07,560
Given anyone dead or
alive, anyone in the world,

749
00:49:09,092 --> 00:49:11,690
who would you have as a dinner guest?

750
00:49:13,290 --> 00:49:18,290
Ah, [BREATHES OUT] Jesus
Christ, hands down, Jesus.

751
00:49:20,650 --> 00:49:25,650
I mean, I, just, this life is
just so twisted and unfair,

752
00:49:26,740 --> 00:49:28,708
and this world is just so cruel, you know?

753
00:49:28,710 --> 00:49:31,948
Just, I have problems, you
know, why are children dying,

754
00:49:31,950 --> 00:49:33,750
why not just go right to the source?

755
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:36,940
All right, next question.

756
00:49:38,790 --> 00:49:39,623
Um.

757
00:49:41,470 --> 00:49:43,538
You know what, same question to you.

758
00:49:43,540 --> 00:49:44,980
Who would you have dinner with?

759
00:49:46,700 --> 00:49:47,533
Hm.

760
00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:55,170
I think that would be Amelia Earhart.

761
00:49:57,060 --> 00:49:58,570
Aww, that's my name.

762
00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:03,530
I know, I love that name, your name.

763
00:50:07,580 --> 00:50:10,170
She was a woman who arrived
way before her time.

764
00:50:11,820 --> 00:50:16,570
Strong, fearless, fragile even.

765
00:50:18,730 --> 00:50:23,048
I'd love to know what happened to her.

766
00:50:23,050 --> 00:50:26,578
And actually I was
gonna write a screenplay

767
00:50:26,580 --> 00:50:30,140
about Fred Noonan, her navigator.

768
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:34,488
I bet he was in love with her,

769
00:50:34,490 --> 00:50:38,370
but all she wanted him
for was to help her to fly

770
00:50:38,372 --> 00:50:40,350
around the world nonstop.

771
00:50:43,331 --> 00:50:46,260
I wonder if he could ever
tell her how he felt,

772
00:50:47,250 --> 00:50:50,288
maybe right before they crashed?

773
00:50:50,290 --> 00:50:52,780
Or months and months on
a deserted island, alone.

774
00:50:54,800 --> 00:50:57,548
Hm, yeah.

775
00:50:57,550 --> 00:51:00,350
Yeah, that's who I would want
to have as a dinner guest.

776
00:51:04,090 --> 00:51:06,540
Okay, my turn.

777
00:51:09,540 --> 00:51:14,540
If you had a crystal ball
that could tell you anything

778
00:51:15,330 --> 00:51:19,290
you wanted to know, what would that be?

779
00:51:20,170 --> 00:51:25,170
Uh, how I would die.

780
00:51:25,900 --> 00:51:27,030
FINNEGAN: Seriously?

781
00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:31,588
Not like, when, but how.

782
00:51:31,590 --> 00:51:36,158
I mean, yeah, it could
lead me to be more careful

783
00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:38,500
about the decision that causes my death.

784
00:51:40,605 --> 00:51:42,770
Wow, that could be a scary one.

785
00:51:43,714 --> 00:51:46,580
Or a piece of information
that someone needs to know.

786
00:51:50,050 --> 00:51:55,050
All right, uh, next question.

787
00:51:55,110 --> 00:51:56,510
What is your biggest regret?

788
00:51:58,690 --> 00:52:01,110
Being responsible for
my brother's suicide.

789
00:52:05,220 --> 00:52:06,053
It was

790
00:52:08,102 --> 00:52:11,880
spring, New York City, 1986.

791
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:19,070
My brother and I went to the movie,

792
00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:23,570
and afterwards we went to dinner.

793
00:52:26,670 --> 00:52:31,670
See, my brother was sick
like, for nine years,

794
00:52:34,650 --> 00:52:37,943
with this terminal illness, and uh,

795
00:52:43,190 --> 00:52:44,870
it's kinda hard to be around him.

796
00:52:47,632 --> 00:52:50,217
He would just like suck
all your energy out,

797
00:52:54,020 --> 00:52:56,520
and your energy would just
go into this dying man.

798
00:53:00,600 --> 00:53:05,600
Anyway, ah, when we sat at
the table, the waiter came.

799
00:53:07,750 --> 00:53:11,210
And I knew the waiter,

800
00:53:13,030 --> 00:53:15,530
so I started chatting to
the waiter, and laughing,

801
00:53:18,366 --> 00:53:19,870
ignoring my brother.

802
00:53:23,440 --> 00:53:28,440
He uh, he tried to tell
me something, like uh,

803
00:53:33,910 --> 00:53:35,350
this life wasn't meant for him.

804
00:53:39,705 --> 00:53:41,288
And he just sit and looked down

805
00:53:41,290 --> 00:53:42,990
as I was laughing with the waiter.

806
00:53:50,820 --> 00:53:52,170
Next day he killed himself.

807
00:54:09,330 --> 00:54:10,680
How did you lose your kids?

808
00:54:16,440 --> 00:54:21,440
Listen, uh, we don't have to
play this game anymore, really.

809
00:54:22,770 --> 00:54:27,770
No, no, I uh, promised to
be honest and open with you,

810
00:54:29,290 --> 00:54:31,490
and you promised the
same, so I gotta do it.

811
00:54:34,160 --> 00:54:34,993
I was bored.

812
00:54:35,950 --> 00:54:37,550
We had a lot of money, you know.

813
00:54:39,250 --> 00:54:42,398
My husband probably made about, what,

814
00:54:42,400 --> 00:54:43,910
200 grand a year, more?

815
00:54:44,849 --> 00:54:47,870
I was buying expensive
things I didn't need.

816
00:54:48,740 --> 00:54:52,126
And uh, I started snorting coke

817
00:54:52,128 --> 00:54:56,500
to relieve my pathetic
existence, you know.

818
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:01,458
I wasn't really interested in
any of the social hierarchy,

819
00:55:01,460 --> 00:55:05,278
and I didn't really have a
career that I was chasing,

820
00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:10,240
so I just developed a
really expensive habit.

821
00:55:11,648 --> 00:55:16,648
And uh, my husband found
out, got embarrassed of me,

822
00:55:17,980 --> 00:55:18,813
put me in rehab.

823
00:55:22,020 --> 00:55:24,070
Wasn't long before I found somebody else,

824
00:55:25,530 --> 00:55:29,300
and when we, when I kept
falling off the wagon,

825
00:55:30,650 --> 00:55:31,483
he divorced me.

826
00:55:32,470 --> 00:55:33,868
And I knew I didn't have a chance in hell

827
00:55:33,870 --> 00:55:35,020
of keeping my daughter.

828
00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:39,430
Hm, when was the last time you did drugs?

829
00:55:41,590 --> 00:55:42,818
Since I lost my daughter?

830
00:55:42,820 --> 00:55:43,788
Never again.

831
00:55:43,790 --> 00:55:44,623
Hm.

832
00:55:45,530 --> 00:55:48,180
So how did you lose the
custody of your second child?

833
00:55:51,210 --> 00:55:52,340
Oh, well.

834
00:55:54,590 --> 00:55:55,423
I cheated,

835
00:55:56,780 --> 00:55:58,030
and my husband was a cop.

836
00:55:58,870 --> 00:56:02,328
He knew everybody in
town, including the judge.

837
00:56:02,330 --> 00:56:05,060
So I knew I was screwed again.

838
00:56:06,110 --> 00:56:08,568
And uh, the third marriage?

839
00:56:08,570 --> 00:56:09,510
How did that fail?

840
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:14,680
Eh, well, he just wanted me for my looks.

841
00:56:15,580 --> 00:56:19,018
Poor guy, he said I was
the best looking woman

842
00:56:19,020 --> 00:56:21,940
he'd ever been with, and, you know.

843
00:56:26,432 --> 00:56:27,618
I tried to be a good wife,

844
00:56:27,620 --> 00:56:30,290
I did everything I could've to please him.

845
00:56:31,329 --> 00:56:33,970
And this time it was him that cheated.

846
00:56:39,180 --> 00:56:41,968
But now I've given up on being happy

847
00:56:41,970 --> 00:56:43,890
and having the life
that I've always wanted.

848
00:56:46,886 --> 00:56:48,580
I didn't feel worthy of being happy.

849
00:56:52,830 --> 00:56:53,908
I'm a survivor though,

850
00:56:53,910 --> 00:56:56,130
I don't fear living
out of a cardboard box.

851
00:56:58,240 --> 00:57:00,458
But Amelia, you have to stop

852
00:57:00,460 --> 00:57:02,200
taking such desperate chances.

853
00:57:03,390 --> 00:57:06,650
You know, you have to uh,
let somebody love you.

854
00:57:08,126 --> 00:57:09,480
You have to allow to be loved.

855
00:57:11,950 --> 00:57:14,690
I don't need anyone, really.

856
00:57:15,720 --> 00:57:16,870
I only really need God.

857
00:57:18,060 --> 00:57:20,358
I mean, honestly, he's the one
I should have been pursuing

858
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:21,193
the whole time.

859
00:57:22,210 --> 00:57:23,710
He's the answer to everything.

860
00:57:25,386 --> 00:57:30,068
I don't know, I don't think
God intended us to be alone.

861
00:57:30,070 --> 00:57:33,985
It'll go against His, one of
His most famous commandments,

862
00:57:33,987 --> 00:57:35,640
love one another.

863
00:57:37,830 --> 00:57:40,550
Yeah, so are you religious?

864
00:57:40,552 --> 00:57:41,680
Do you believe in God?

865
00:57:44,820 --> 00:57:47,370
Well, I'm not your typical Bible belter.

866
00:57:48,900 --> 00:57:53,798
You know, I believe that,
I believe that religion

867
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:58,800
is the way we treat humans, you know.

868
00:57:59,890 --> 00:58:04,890
Um, what I, what we do to one another.

869
00:58:06,200 --> 00:58:07,768
What we say to each other,

870
00:58:07,770 --> 00:58:12,390
whether it's a one time encounter,
or a lifelong friendship.

871
00:58:13,499 --> 00:58:18,110
You know, what I leave you
with, what somebody gives me.

872
00:58:19,940 --> 00:58:22,040
I think that's what religion is all about.

873
00:58:23,702 --> 00:58:26,602
My daddy always told me I was
like Delilah in the Bible.

874
00:58:28,270 --> 00:58:30,088
Only cared about material things,

875
00:58:30,090 --> 00:58:33,428
and the ironic part about it is we never

876
00:58:33,430 --> 00:58:34,540
had shit growing up.

877
00:58:35,850 --> 00:58:38,298
You know, and I guess I
always looked for in other men

878
00:58:38,300 --> 00:58:41,298
what my daddy couldn't provide, you know?

879
00:58:41,300 --> 00:58:44,210
Food on the table, and nice things.

880
00:58:45,352 --> 00:58:48,298
The ironic part, I guess,
the temple's starting

881
00:58:48,300 --> 00:58:50,778
to fall down around me.

882
00:58:50,780 --> 00:58:55,368
You know actually, I always wanted to uh,

883
00:58:55,370 --> 00:58:58,940
write a screenplay about the
modern day Samson and Delilah.

884
00:59:00,230 --> 00:59:05,230
He's a country preacher and
she's a dancer at a strip club.

885
00:59:05,574 --> 00:59:08,090
[LAUGHS] I'd go see that.

886
00:59:09,730 --> 00:59:14,730
So um, where were we with
our intimate questions?

887
00:59:14,740 --> 00:59:18,428
Or have we been doing it all along?

888
00:59:18,430 --> 00:59:19,270
I don't know.

889
00:59:20,150 --> 00:59:23,513
I don't know about you, but
I'm pretty depressed now.

890
00:59:23,515 --> 00:59:26,233
[FINNEGAN LAUGHS]

891
00:59:26,235 --> 00:59:27,262
I know.

892
00:59:27,264 --> 00:59:28,097
All right, okay.

893
00:59:31,030 --> 00:59:31,880
Here's a fun one.

894
00:59:34,800 --> 00:59:37,080
What's your favorite part of the body?

895
00:59:38,600 --> 00:59:41,132
On me, or somebody else?

896
00:59:41,134 --> 00:59:42,134
FINNEGAN: On you.

897
00:59:43,940 --> 00:59:47,710
Well, [SIGHS] I have a tattoo on my thigh.

898
00:59:48,715 --> 00:59:52,400
It's um, it's a pirate ship at sea,

899
00:59:53,270 --> 00:59:57,288
and it's uh, being
entangled by an octopus.

900
00:59:57,290 --> 00:59:59,300
FINNEGAN: Mm, pirate at heart.

901
01:00:00,224 --> 01:00:05,048
[LAUGHS] No, I guess, not really.

902
01:00:05,050 --> 01:00:07,688
Just maybe a sign not to fuck with me.

903
01:00:07,690 --> 01:00:11,330
And yet, the ship is being
attacked by an octopus.

904
01:00:12,554 --> 01:00:14,578
And your point?

905
01:00:14,580 --> 01:00:18,518
Well, an octopus can camouflage itself

906
01:00:18,520 --> 01:00:23,448
to its surroundings
when it's being attacked

907
01:00:23,450 --> 01:00:26,718
or it's afraid of something.

908
01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:30,750
And then it waits for the
right moment to strike back.

909
01:00:32,280 --> 01:00:35,948
So there is a battle
going on between octopus

910
01:00:35,950 --> 01:00:36,980
and the pirate ship.

911
01:00:38,120 --> 01:00:41,840
The question is, which one is you?

912
01:00:46,700 --> 01:00:48,710
Or, maybe I'm the sea.

913
01:00:49,710 --> 01:00:52,820
Not to be confused as to
who's really in charge.

914
01:00:54,105 --> 01:00:59,105
I don't think you'll be
uh, forgotten anytime soon,

915
01:00:59,209 --> 01:01:03,558
by anyone who's gonna
try to cross your ocean.

916
01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:05,228
Bring your life jacket.

917
01:01:05,230 --> 01:01:09,378
So uh, I don't remember who's turn it is,

918
01:01:09,380 --> 01:01:14,380
but here I have uh, I have one for you.

919
01:01:14,640 --> 01:01:16,908
Let's see how honest you can be.

920
01:01:16,910 --> 01:01:19,418
Ooh, is this one a test?

921
01:01:19,420 --> 01:01:20,253
Maybe.

922
01:01:23,700 --> 01:01:27,940
How do you feel about

923
01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:31,753
pornography?

924
01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:36,090
Oh ho ho, um, well.

925
01:01:37,410 --> 01:01:42,410
I think that for some
people it is a disgusting,

926
01:01:42,760 --> 01:01:44,600
destructive, bad habit.

927
01:01:47,220 --> 01:01:52,220
Um, but for me, thank
God for the Internet.

928
01:01:52,640 --> 01:01:53,473
Explain.

929
01:01:55,530 --> 01:02:00,530
Well, um, I just never really
been comfortable sexually,

930
01:02:02,340 --> 01:02:06,368
you know, since my brother,
so sex has always just been

931
01:02:06,370 --> 01:02:07,618
a performance thing for me.

932
01:02:07,620 --> 01:02:10,228
I just have so many hang ups about it,

933
01:02:10,230 --> 01:02:14,388
and uh, everybody needs release.

934
01:02:14,390 --> 01:02:19,390
So, thank God, but then again
if it was my only release,

935
01:02:19,716 --> 01:02:22,688
eh, it's probably not
very healthy as well.

936
01:02:22,690 --> 01:02:24,788
But isn't that how you describe

937
01:02:24,790 --> 01:02:27,788
your sex life anyway, these days?

938
01:02:27,790 --> 01:02:31,758
Not being able to be yourself,
not being able to let go?

939
01:02:31,760 --> 01:02:34,128
So uh, what about you, mister?

940
01:02:34,130 --> 01:02:35,798
Since you're gonna go there.

941
01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:39,180
You haven't been with
somebody in over a year.

942
01:02:40,426 --> 01:02:44,148
I will probably cry like a
baby when I finally let go.

943
01:02:44,150 --> 01:02:46,870
Cry, you sure you won't be
filled with tears of joy?

944
01:02:48,810 --> 01:02:51,750
Well, I have trust issues too, Amelia.

945
01:02:53,990 --> 01:02:55,833
You know, I uh,

946
01:02:59,040 --> 01:03:03,728
I don't want to have a sexual encounter

947
01:03:03,730 --> 01:03:06,331
that passes in the night.

948
01:03:06,333 --> 01:03:10,470
I have, what, 15 good years in me?

949
01:03:12,794 --> 01:03:14,640
I want to spend it with one person.

950
01:03:20,340 --> 01:03:23,850
Finn, you know I'd be a lot of work.

951
01:03:27,574 --> 01:03:32,574
[SIGHS] I can only go where I
wanna go with one man, Finn.

952
01:03:42,630 --> 01:03:45,590
I feel you, waving at me in the dark.

953
01:03:47,634 --> 01:03:50,060
I so badly want to swim to shore,

954
01:03:53,010 --> 01:03:54,808
but the tide just keeps pushing me further

955
01:03:54,810 --> 01:03:55,960
and further out to sea.

956
01:03:58,003 --> 01:04:00,060
[SIGHS] Oh God, this sounds so corny,

957
01:04:01,580 --> 01:04:04,850
but it really hurts to see the lighthouse

958
01:04:05,820 --> 01:04:08,427
pass out of my reach.

959
01:04:08,429 --> 01:04:11,064
Amelia.

960
01:04:11,066 --> 01:04:15,690
[SIGHS] One mistake I keep
repeating all my life is that

961
01:04:18,312 --> 01:04:20,360
I can't save you, and you can't save me.

962
01:04:28,550 --> 01:04:30,100
I can only wave from the shore,

963
01:04:33,183 --> 01:04:34,290
you have to swim to me.

964
01:04:37,190 --> 01:04:42,190
How do you imagine it'll
feel when our skin touches,

965
01:04:42,730 --> 01:04:44,700
or our lips touch for the first time?

966
01:04:47,780 --> 01:04:52,780
I feel like [SIGHS] we'll
just get lost in that moment.

967
01:04:57,138 --> 01:05:02,138
I feel like there wouldn't be
anything you can possibly say

968
01:05:03,850 --> 01:05:05,100
or do to make me go away.

969
01:05:08,845 --> 01:05:09,745
I feel like never,

970
01:05:14,350 --> 01:05:19,350
ever being alone again.

971
01:05:19,990 --> 01:05:23,377
I've got uh, one more
confession left in me tonight.

972
01:05:23,379 --> 01:05:24,917
Oh?

973
01:05:24,919 --> 01:05:29,760
Well, you called one
day, while I was bathing.

974
01:05:31,180 --> 01:05:34,480
And, if I'm being completely honest,

975
01:05:35,600 --> 01:05:37,998
I had snuck into my
friend's private bathroom

976
01:05:38,000 --> 01:05:39,668
while she was gone.

977
01:05:39,670 --> 01:05:44,670
I was uh, I was horny as hell,
and uh, before I could get

978
01:05:46,734 --> 01:05:50,318
really going, you called.

979
01:05:50,320 --> 01:05:53,588
FINNEGAN: Oh yeah?

980
01:05:53,590 --> 01:05:57,088
And uh, I didn't stop to answer the phone,

981
01:05:57,090 --> 01:05:58,973
but that's not the secret.

982
01:05:58,975 --> 01:06:00,618
FINNEGAN: Okay, what is it?

983
01:06:00,620 --> 01:06:05,418
You have this incredibly sexy voice,

984
01:06:05,420 --> 01:06:10,420
and so uh, I played
your voicemail message,

985
01:06:11,210 --> 01:06:16,108
over and over, while I uh,
I finished getting off.

986
01:06:16,110 --> 01:06:21,110
FINNEGAN: Whew, I guess
uh, I'll keep in mind

987
01:06:21,759 --> 01:06:24,470
my [CLEARS THROAT] sexy voice.

988
01:06:25,737 --> 01:06:27,728
[LAUGHS] You could totally
make a living doing phone sex

989
01:06:27,730 --> 01:06:30,198
if this whole writing
thing doesn't work out.

990
01:06:30,200 --> 01:06:32,300
FINNEGAN: Do you wanna tell me what uh,

991
01:06:34,400 --> 01:06:35,750
what the fantasy was about?

992
01:06:37,890 --> 01:06:40,458
Let's just say I don't think

993
01:06:40,460 --> 01:06:42,260
we're gonna make it to 30 questions.

994
01:06:44,240 --> 01:06:47,448
FINNEGAN: We talked all
night, until the sunrise.

995
01:06:47,450 --> 01:06:49,450
I'm not sure I heard much else you said.

996
01:06:50,445 --> 01:06:52,948
I needed to know she was for real,

997
01:06:52,950 --> 01:06:56,505
I needed to make sure
that her chaotic life

998
01:06:56,507 --> 01:07:00,388
was not her fault, but a chain of rather

999
01:07:00,390 --> 01:07:02,968
ill fated circumstances that happened

1000
01:07:02,970 --> 01:07:05,650
to the dreamers with good intentions.

1001
01:07:07,210 --> 01:07:10,560
I needed to see her, face to face.

1002
01:07:15,249 --> 01:07:17,999
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

1003
01:07:25,534 --> 01:07:28,108
[PHONE RINGING]

1004
01:07:28,110 --> 01:07:29,938
AMELIA: Hi, you've reached me.

1005
01:07:29,940 --> 01:07:31,227
Leave a message.

1006
01:07:31,229 --> 01:07:32,288
[PHONE BEEPS]

1007
01:07:32,290 --> 01:07:33,570
Hey, this is Finn.

1008
01:07:34,575 --> 01:07:36,310
Are you in the bathtub?

1009
01:07:37,830 --> 01:07:38,680
You can pick up.

1010
01:07:42,630 --> 01:07:43,463
Listen, uh.

1011
01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:48,048
I dunno if that 30 question thing worked,

1012
01:07:48,050 --> 01:07:51,300
but I just can't stop thinking about you.

1013
01:07:54,485 --> 01:07:57,558
I mean I, I haven't shared
this much with anyone

1014
01:07:57,560 --> 01:08:00,950
or been close to someone in a long time.

1015
01:08:02,903 --> 01:08:06,247
I guess I'd gotten used to the
idea of just being by myself,

1016
01:08:07,430 --> 01:08:11,150
or living inside my own head
for the rest of my life.

1017
01:08:13,270 --> 01:08:18,270
But one thing I know is that
if there is something going on,

1018
01:08:19,661 --> 01:08:21,830
this is gonna be my last shot at it.

1019
01:08:24,260 --> 01:08:28,688
My age says take it easy, you know.

1020
01:08:28,690 --> 01:08:30,450
Whatever happens, happens,

1021
01:08:30,452 --> 01:08:35,452
but my heart just shouts,
grab onto it, man.

1022
01:08:37,946 --> 01:08:42,826
Dream like you're gonna live forever.

1023
01:08:42,828 --> 01:08:43,957
So what I'm saying is...

1024
01:08:43,959 --> 01:08:46,542
[PHONE CHIMES]

1025
01:09:14,843 --> 01:09:18,093
[PENSIVE GUITAR MUSIC]

1026
01:09:47,144 --> 01:09:49,894
[TOILET FLUSHES]

1027
01:09:56,607 --> 01:09:59,440
[WATER SPLASHING]

1028
01:10:19,939 --> 01:10:21,948
[PHONE RINGING]

1029
01:10:21,950 --> 01:10:24,308
AMELIA: Hi, you've reached me.

1030
01:10:24,310 --> 01:10:25,141
Leave a message.

1031
01:10:25,143 --> 01:10:25,974
[PHONE BEEPS]

1032
01:10:25,976 --> 01:10:28,730
Hey, I thought I'd try you again.

1033
01:10:33,503 --> 01:10:36,086
[PHONE CHIMES]

1034
01:11:12,419 --> 01:11:14,138
[PHONE RINGS]

1035
01:11:14,140 --> 01:11:17,418
AMELIA: Hey you, I'm
sorry about not being able

1036
01:11:17,420 --> 01:11:19,125
to talk much today.

1037
01:11:19,127 --> 01:11:21,558
I, I didn't know I was gonna have a chance

1038
01:11:21,560 --> 01:11:23,708
to be with Amanda.

1039
01:11:23,710 --> 01:11:26,260
Remember that I told you
that Kevin teaches acting?

1040
01:11:27,210 --> 01:11:31,988
Well, Amanda's in his class,
so of course afterwards,

1041
01:11:31,990 --> 01:11:34,038
he asked her if she wanted to call me

1042
01:11:34,040 --> 01:11:35,328
and get pizza with him.

1043
01:11:35,330 --> 01:11:38,460
And I didn't really want to, but, [SIGHS]

1044
01:11:39,621 --> 01:11:41,740
it was a chance to see her, so I took it.

1045
01:11:42,740 --> 01:11:43,970
Sure, I understand.

1046
01:11:45,400 --> 01:11:47,870
AMELIA: So uh, what have you been up to?

1047
01:11:48,877 --> 01:11:50,230
Nothing really.

1048
01:11:51,700 --> 01:11:54,318
Thinking a lot, trying to write.

1049
01:11:54,320 --> 01:11:55,470
That wasn't happening.

1050
01:11:56,360 --> 01:11:57,510
AMELIA: Still stuck?

1051
01:11:58,390 --> 01:12:02,328
Our long phone call
last night didn't help?

1052
01:12:02,330 --> 01:12:03,780
I'm not sure what that did.

1053
01:12:04,726 --> 01:12:08,588
AMELIA: Sorry, um, I uh,
I heard most of that.

1054
01:12:08,590 --> 01:12:10,708
Let me, let me walk outside

1055
01:12:10,710 --> 01:12:12,360
and see if I can hear you better.

1056
01:12:14,305 --> 01:12:15,828
Can you hear me?

1057
01:12:15,830 --> 01:12:17,600
I can always hear you, Amelia.

1058
01:12:18,570 --> 01:12:20,718
AMELIA: So, what you're
saying is that you've changed

1059
01:12:20,720 --> 01:12:22,098
your mind about me.

1060
01:12:22,100 --> 01:12:25,138
No, no, no, no, not at all.

1061
01:12:25,140 --> 01:12:26,240
Actually the opposite.

1062
01:12:27,830 --> 01:12:28,730
I need to see you.

1063
01:12:30,220 --> 01:12:34,068
I mean, [CLEARS THROAT] I
know we just started talking

1064
01:12:34,070 --> 01:12:38,250
on the phone a few days
ago, but what's been said,

1065
01:12:39,260 --> 01:12:43,048
you know, we kind of spilled our guts

1066
01:12:43,050 --> 01:12:47,330
about most of our lives and
how we got to where we are now.

1067
01:12:48,860 --> 01:12:51,460
I think it's only natural
to want to see each other.

1068
01:12:52,509 --> 01:12:55,348
AMELIA: You uh, you already
know what I look like.

1069
01:12:55,350 --> 01:12:57,610
Yeah, I know.

1070
01:12:58,578 --> 01:13:00,078
It's part of the problem.

1071
01:13:00,080 --> 01:13:02,628
I love the way you look.

1072
01:13:02,630 --> 01:13:04,768
AMELIA: And I love how you look.

1073
01:13:04,770 --> 01:13:07,709
See, do you not feel the same?

1074
01:13:07,711 --> 01:13:10,098
AMELIA: No, no, I do!

1075
01:13:10,100 --> 01:13:13,028
It's just, it's, it's
just been really fast.

1076
01:13:13,030 --> 01:13:16,254
I'm almost pinching myself to
make sure I'm not dreaming.

1077
01:13:16,256 --> 01:13:19,957
I know, I get it, I was there.

1078
01:13:19,959 --> 01:13:22,620
But Amelia, we're both grown ups.

1079
01:13:23,733 --> 01:13:26,378
I think we can handle
a normal conversation

1080
01:13:26,380 --> 01:13:28,380
when we can actually look at each other.

1081
01:13:30,010 --> 01:13:32,070
Say, over lunch?

1082
01:13:34,950 --> 01:13:36,478
AMELIA: You're right, you're right.

1083
01:13:36,480 --> 01:13:38,968
So uh, when do you want to do this?

1084
01:13:38,970 --> 01:13:43,357
Well, you are the one
with a complicated life,

1085
01:13:43,359 --> 01:13:45,586
you know, you tell me.

1086
01:13:45,588 --> 01:13:49,390
AMELIA: Ah, so, this is Tuesday.

1087
01:13:50,239 --> 01:13:52,918
I have to come into Birmingham on Friday

1088
01:13:52,920 --> 01:13:54,830
to pick up Amanda after school.

1089
01:13:55,750 --> 01:13:59,828
Why don't I see you
after I drop her off at,

1090
01:13:59,830 --> 01:14:01,608
I don't know, three o'clock?

1091
01:14:01,610 --> 01:14:03,378
I have a few hours
between dropping her off

1092
01:14:03,380 --> 01:14:04,978
and picking her up for the weekend.

1093
01:14:04,980 --> 01:14:07,666
Sold, I'll take it.

1094
01:14:07,668 --> 01:14:10,478
Um, so where do you want me to meet you?

1095
01:14:10,480 --> 01:14:13,868
AMELIA: Oh, um, mm, there's a little hole

1096
01:14:13,870 --> 01:14:15,888
in the wall restaurant,
it's like a mom and pop.

1097
01:14:15,890 --> 01:14:19,141
It's called Arley's Coffee,
it's close by the school.

1098
01:14:19,143 --> 01:14:21,128
Uh, I'll text it to you.

1099
01:14:21,130 --> 01:14:22,469
Okay, great.

1100
01:14:22,471 --> 01:14:27,471
Uh, also uh [CLEARS
THROAT], I have an idea.

1101
01:14:29,740 --> 01:14:34,018
Uh, why don't we don't
talk between now and then?

1102
01:14:34,020 --> 01:14:37,178
This way it'll feel fresh when we meet.

1103
01:14:37,180 --> 01:14:39,926
AMELIA: Mm, that's a little
weird, but all right.

1104
01:14:39,928 --> 01:14:42,538
Okay, good, I'll see you Friday at three?

1105
01:14:42,540 --> 01:14:45,058
AMELIA: Yay, can't wait!

1106
01:14:45,060 --> 01:14:47,766
Me neither, so uh, I'll see you later?

1107
01:14:47,768 --> 01:14:49,431
AMELIA: All right, I'll talk to you later.

1108
01:14:49,433 --> 01:14:53,440
Okay, oh wait, uh, one more thing.

1109
01:14:57,480 --> 01:15:02,480
It's about uh, you know, us,
sharing things with each other.

1110
01:15:05,626 --> 01:15:09,208
I mean uh, you know, we
told a lot of intimate stuff

1111
01:15:09,210 --> 01:15:12,708
to each other, the kind of
things that we haven't shared

1112
01:15:12,710 --> 01:15:13,600
with anyone else.

1113
01:15:14,972 --> 01:15:19,972
What if uh, something
happens to one of us?

1114
01:15:22,242 --> 01:15:26,527
I mean, there'd be nobody to
call me, nobody to call you.

1115
01:15:28,750 --> 01:15:30,600
We'd just be wondering what happened.

1116
01:15:31,510 --> 01:15:34,380
AMELIA: Oh, don't say that,
Finn, that's horrible.

1117
01:15:35,220 --> 01:15:36,270
But it's true.

1118
01:15:37,610 --> 01:15:39,888
AMELIA: Oh, God, don't say that.

1119
01:15:39,890 --> 01:15:41,768
That makes me really sad.

1120
01:15:41,770 --> 01:15:45,025
Well, something I've been thinking about.

1121
01:15:45,027 --> 01:15:47,077
AMELIA: Would you come looking for me?

1122
01:15:50,390 --> 01:15:51,223
Probably.

1123
01:15:52,400 --> 01:15:55,030
AMELIA: And uh, what would
you say when you found me?

1124
01:15:56,490 --> 01:15:57,323
Well,

1125
01:16:00,460 --> 01:16:05,460
I'd want to know that you are
where you really want to be.

1126
01:16:11,616 --> 01:16:14,199
[PHONE CHIMES]

1127
01:16:19,753 --> 01:16:22,538
[PHONE RINGS]

1128
01:16:22,540 --> 01:16:25,098
Hey, uh, I thought you
didn't want us to speak

1129
01:16:25,100 --> 01:16:27,718
before we meet.

1130
01:16:27,720 --> 01:16:29,668
Well, I didn't want to text and drive.

1131
01:16:29,670 --> 01:16:32,218
That's probably a smart move.

1132
01:16:32,220 --> 01:16:34,878
Um, how far away are you?

1133
01:16:34,880 --> 01:16:37,075
I'm about 30 minutes away.

1134
01:16:37,077 --> 01:16:39,516
Um, I didn't expect to meet before three,

1135
01:16:39,518 --> 01:16:42,068
so I'll be there as soon as I can.

1136
01:16:42,070 --> 01:16:44,338
No, yeah, that's, that's fine, I just,

1137
01:16:44,340 --> 01:16:45,628
I ended up getting Amanda out of school

1138
01:16:45,630 --> 01:16:47,858
a little bit early to hang out with her.

1139
01:16:47,860 --> 01:16:51,248
Uh, I have some errands to
do with Kevin, actually,

1140
01:16:51,250 --> 01:16:53,450
so that could kill some
time before we meet.

1141
01:16:54,466 --> 01:16:57,480
Hm, well uh, I'll be there in 30 minutes.

1142
01:16:58,450 --> 01:17:00,100
Okay, I'll see you in about 30.

1143
01:17:18,210 --> 01:17:19,043
Hey, Finn.

1144
01:17:32,580 --> 01:17:34,891
You're a little short, but stunning, wow.

1145
01:17:34,893 --> 01:17:36,118
[AMELIA LAUGHS]

1146
01:17:36,120 --> 01:17:38,498
You look even more beautiful in person.

1147
01:17:38,500 --> 01:17:41,060
Thanks, not for the short comment, but.

1148
01:17:42,550 --> 01:17:43,450
Let's go inside.

1149
01:17:56,230 --> 01:17:59,190
So uh, wanna order?

1150
01:18:00,210 --> 01:18:01,248
Can we wait?

1151
01:18:01,250 --> 01:18:02,858
Unless you really want to.

1152
01:18:02,860 --> 01:18:04,640
No, we can wait.

1153
01:18:07,650 --> 01:18:08,950
Can I ask you something?

1154
01:18:13,710 --> 01:18:15,510
Does Kevin know you're here with me?

1155
01:18:17,140 --> 01:18:18,340
Why would that matter?

1156
01:18:19,470 --> 01:18:21,970
You said he still loves
you and cares about you.

1157
01:18:23,600 --> 01:18:25,630
You just made a bank deposit for him.

1158
01:18:29,130 --> 01:18:31,358
He probably thinks that you guys

1159
01:18:31,360 --> 01:18:32,818
are going to work things out.

1160
01:18:32,820 --> 01:18:36,453
It's none of his business
who I have lunch with.

1161
01:18:36,455 --> 01:18:39,758
Maybe not, but knew what we talked about,

1162
01:18:39,760 --> 01:18:42,110
and what we shared, I
don't think he'd approve.

1163
01:18:43,150 --> 01:18:46,190
When a man, I mean, I
don't care what man he is.

1164
01:18:48,150 --> 01:18:51,690
When a woman he's been inside
of is with another man.

1165
01:18:51,692 --> 01:18:55,230
I mean, I get it, but did
you have to say it like that?

1166
01:18:56,774 --> 01:18:59,368
When was the last time you guys did it?

1167
01:18:59,370 --> 01:19:00,898
What, had sex?

1168
01:19:00,900 --> 01:19:02,468
Yeah.

1169
01:19:02,470 --> 01:19:03,838
Honestly?

1170
01:19:03,840 --> 01:19:04,673
Yeah.

1171
01:19:08,100 --> 01:19:08,931
A few days ago.

1172
01:19:08,933 --> 01:19:10,284
A few,

1173
01:19:10,286 --> 01:19:11,158
a few days ago?
I was trying to help you

1174
01:19:11,160 --> 01:19:12,818
write your screenplay, okay?

1175
01:19:12,820 --> 01:19:15,958
And had me thinking about how
honest you and I had been,

1176
01:19:15,960 --> 01:19:19,018
and how dishonest he and I had been,

1177
01:19:19,020 --> 01:19:21,888
and so I just wanted to call
him up and have a conversation

1178
01:19:21,890 --> 01:19:23,818
and just get some stuff off my chest.

1179
01:19:23,820 --> 01:19:26,768
And being who he is,
he didn't want to have

1180
01:19:26,770 --> 01:19:28,128
that conversation over the phone.

1181
01:19:28,130 --> 01:19:32,488
So I drove down to the motel,
and he opened the door.

1182
01:19:32,490 --> 01:19:35,537
And as soon as he saw
me, he just grabbed me,

1183
01:19:35,539 --> 01:19:37,310
and he started kissing.

1184
01:19:39,134 --> 01:19:41,020
And he told me that he missed me.

1185
01:19:42,220 --> 01:19:43,628
So you just fucked him?

1186
01:19:43,630 --> 01:19:45,380
I laid there, he did the fucking.

1187
01:19:46,830 --> 01:19:49,418
And it was the first time
he saw me cry after sex.

1188
01:19:49,420 --> 01:19:52,582
But it doesn't mean that
you have to keep doing this.

1189
01:19:52,584 --> 01:19:55,098
If you find yourself with the right man,

1190
01:19:55,100 --> 01:19:57,500
the two of you can change it.

1191
01:19:58,420 --> 01:20:00,988
You can work at it, you know?

1192
01:20:00,990 --> 01:20:04,498
Honestly, Amelia.

1193
01:20:04,500 --> 01:20:07,481
You know sex is just an act with me, okay?

1194
01:20:07,483 --> 01:20:09,288
I don't enjoy it.

1195
01:20:09,290 --> 01:20:11,898
Not that I do it because,
it's just, I can't.

1196
01:20:11,900 --> 01:20:12,750
I can't enjoy it.

1197
01:20:15,370 --> 01:20:17,270
What did he say when he saw you cry?

1198
01:20:18,670 --> 01:20:19,503
Nothing.

1199
01:20:20,610 --> 01:20:22,440
He had already gotten what he wanted.

1200
01:20:25,150 --> 01:20:26,300
I don't know, Amelia.

1201
01:20:27,360 --> 01:20:29,720
Some things just don't add up with you.

1202
01:20:29,722 --> 01:20:30,710
Like what?

1203
01:20:32,300 --> 01:20:35,188
Well, like making bank deposits for a man

1204
01:20:35,190 --> 01:20:36,160
who kicked you out.

1205
01:20:38,410 --> 01:20:42,228
I mean, I know, but, he
bought me a car, Finn.

1206
01:20:42,230 --> 01:20:44,758
I mean, I'm just trying
to help him out, too.

1207
01:20:44,760 --> 01:20:46,778
Okay, he has an acting class.

1208
01:20:46,780 --> 01:20:48,648
The bank closes early, I'm just trying

1209
01:20:48,650 --> 01:20:49,568
to help him out, okay?

1210
01:20:49,570 --> 01:20:50,798
The man bought me a car, it's the

1211
01:20:50,800 --> 01:20:52,178
least I could do.
Pretty trusting errand

1212
01:20:52,180 --> 01:20:55,140
for two people who are
broken up, don't you think?

1213
01:20:56,640 --> 01:20:57,473
Not really.

1214
01:20:59,696 --> 01:21:01,938
He says that he loves me
and that he still misses me.

1215
01:21:01,940 --> 01:21:03,340
We just can't live together.

1216
01:21:05,073 --> 01:21:07,008
But you're living with your friend

1217
01:21:07,010 --> 01:21:09,720
because he kicked you out.

1218
01:21:11,050 --> 01:21:13,210
You lost everything in his house fire,

1219
01:21:14,060 --> 01:21:16,070
you quit your job to be with him.

1220
01:21:17,220 --> 01:21:19,043
And what do you do now?

1221
01:21:19,045 --> 01:21:23,098
Running errands for him,
making bank deposits?

1222
01:21:23,100 --> 01:21:24,908
You knew my life was complicated.

1223
01:21:24,910 --> 01:21:26,458
What, you have a problem with it now?

1224
01:21:26,460 --> 01:21:29,678
This is why I didn't want
to talk before we met.

1225
01:21:29,680 --> 01:21:32,438
Didn't want anything to
ruin our first meeting,

1226
01:21:32,440 --> 01:21:34,738
but you know what, face to face, okay?

1227
01:21:34,740 --> 01:21:35,860
We can work it out.

1228
01:21:37,960 --> 01:21:38,793
'Kay?

1229
01:21:40,030 --> 01:21:40,863
Amelia.

1230
01:21:43,240 --> 01:21:47,288
You can tell me anything,
I won't judge you, okay?

1231
01:21:47,290 --> 01:21:49,538
But I've got to know the truth.

1232
01:21:49,540 --> 01:21:52,598
I can deal with anything, but
nothing short of the truth.

1233
01:21:52,600 --> 01:21:53,878
I have been honest with you,

1234
01:21:53,880 --> 01:21:55,658
I've been really honest with you.

1235
01:21:55,660 --> 01:21:58,968
I'm just, I'm trying to
work things out, okay?

1236
01:21:58,970 --> 01:22:00,608
My life is complicated,

1237
01:22:00,610 --> 01:22:03,858
and I didn't need another relationship.

1238
01:22:03,860 --> 01:22:05,948
I'm just trying to help you
out with your screenplay,

1239
01:22:05,950 --> 01:22:07,168
you just happened.

1240
01:22:07,170 --> 01:22:09,250
Okay, all right, sorry.

1241
01:22:15,460 --> 01:22:16,293
I love you.

1242
01:22:17,870 --> 01:22:18,820
I want to help you.

1243
01:22:20,280 --> 01:22:21,380
I want you to help me,

1244
01:22:23,400 --> 01:22:25,750
because I'm damaged from
my past relationships.

1245
01:22:27,760 --> 01:22:31,488
You see, you and I have
something that most people

1246
01:22:31,490 --> 01:22:34,330
can only wish and hope for.

1247
01:22:36,040 --> 01:22:38,970
The willingness to deal
with the ugly shit.

1248
01:22:40,190 --> 01:22:44,110
Together we can build something
that no one can ever break.

1249
01:22:46,270 --> 01:22:47,968
You've done this before.

1250
01:22:47,970 --> 01:22:49,420
What are you talking about?

1251
01:22:50,390 --> 01:22:51,690
You've done this before.

1252
01:22:53,210 --> 01:22:56,628
I've been upfront with you
with my feelings, haven't I?

1253
01:22:56,630 --> 01:22:58,090
Amelia, this is different.

1254
01:23:00,360 --> 01:23:02,508
Can we just, can we get some
menus and order some food?

1255
01:23:02,510 --> 01:23:03,343
I'm starving.

1256
01:23:05,300 --> 01:23:06,133
Sure.

1257
01:23:08,283 --> 01:23:09,310
Excuse me?

1258
01:23:12,610 --> 01:23:15,728
Can I get a cheeseburger with onion rings

1259
01:23:15,730 --> 01:23:18,044
and extra pickle, please?

1260
01:23:18,046 --> 01:23:20,018
I knew you were gonna order that.

1261
01:23:20,020 --> 01:23:20,970
I'll have the same.

1262
01:23:24,550 --> 01:23:26,438
No one will ever get one with me.

1263
01:23:26,440 --> 01:23:27,340
So there you go.

1264
01:23:35,340 --> 01:23:36,690
So you think you love me?

1265
01:23:37,890 --> 01:23:38,723
I do.

1266
01:23:40,060 --> 01:23:44,890
I mean, it's not like, I'm
gonna die if I don't have you.

1267
01:23:48,810 --> 01:23:49,643
But,

1268
01:23:52,704 --> 01:23:54,600
I want this to be special.

1269
01:23:56,370 --> 01:23:59,368
I want this to be the last relationship

1270
01:23:59,370 --> 01:24:03,338
either one of us have.

1271
01:24:03,340 --> 01:24:04,240
I love you, too.

1272
01:24:08,550 --> 01:24:09,833
So uh,

1273
01:24:12,370 --> 01:24:13,370
what doesn't add up?

1274
01:24:14,330 --> 01:24:16,878
About my story, just out of curiosity?

1275
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:21,290
Well, let me tell you what I think.

1276
01:24:28,473 --> 01:24:33,360
I think you gotten your ass
between a rock and a hard place.

1277
01:24:36,980 --> 01:24:40,240
I think that you're still with Kevin,

1278
01:24:42,010 --> 01:24:43,210
but trying to leave him.

1279
01:24:45,080 --> 01:24:49,888
However, because he pays your bills

1280
01:24:49,890 --> 01:24:54,890
since you don't have a job, you
have a hard time doing this.

1281
01:24:57,530 --> 01:24:59,930
Then, you meet me.

1282
01:25:02,500 --> 01:25:07,280
Now that you think you
and I can be real thing,

1283
01:25:09,380 --> 01:25:10,530
you're in a tough spot.

1284
01:25:12,960 --> 01:25:14,070
I can't do this.

1285
01:25:17,630 --> 01:25:20,218
I can't do this, I can't do this.

1286
01:25:20,220 --> 01:25:22,578
I, I'm doing the same thing that I've done

1287
01:25:22,580 --> 01:25:26,558
in every relationship,
and I need to change.

1288
01:25:26,560 --> 01:25:27,738
I'm doing the same thing

1289
01:25:27,740 --> 01:25:29,268
and I'm expecting different results.

1290
01:25:29,270 --> 01:25:30,238
Listen, wait.

1291
01:25:30,240 --> 01:25:31,818
I'm sorry.
Listen, wait,

1292
01:25:31,820 --> 01:25:35,878
if you leave now, you'll
never break the cycle, okay?

1293
01:25:35,880 --> 01:25:37,380
Let us be good for each other.

1294
01:25:38,550 --> 01:25:40,919
All you need is God, okay?

1295
01:25:40,921 --> 01:25:43,998
You don't need to pursue me,
and I don't need you, okay?

1296
01:25:44,000 --> 01:25:45,458
You don't need me, you're just,

1297
01:25:45,460 --> 01:25:47,458
you're pursuing the wrong thing, okay?

1298
01:25:47,460 --> 01:25:49,868
Okay, listen, don't do
anything rash, okay?

1299
01:25:49,870 --> 01:25:51,038
Think about it.

1300
01:25:51,040 --> 01:25:54,788
I know it's a lot to take,
let's talk later, okay?

1301
01:25:54,790 --> 01:25:58,338
Maybe it was God that
let us find each other.

1302
01:25:58,340 --> 01:25:59,173
No, Finn.

1303
01:26:01,220 --> 01:26:04,450
I'm sorry, I can't do
this, this is all too fast.

1304
01:26:07,790 --> 01:26:09,710
Wait, Amelia, Amelia!

1305
01:26:14,553 --> 01:26:17,136
[PHONE CHIMES]

1306
01:26:27,820 --> 01:26:28,770
Thanks for lunch?

1307
01:26:29,741 --> 01:26:31,683
AMELIA: Yes.

1308
01:26:31,685 --> 01:26:32,518
Wow.

1309
01:26:34,030 --> 01:26:35,215
You made me fall in love with you

1310
01:26:35,217 --> 01:26:37,420
after only four phone calls.

1311
01:26:39,100 --> 01:26:40,810
You said you loved me, right?

1312
01:26:41,880 --> 01:26:42,780
And then you left.

1313
01:26:43,990 --> 01:26:47,480
You left after our only
first and only meeting.

1314
01:26:48,710 --> 01:26:51,308
And all you have to do
is say thanks for lunch?

1315
01:26:51,310 --> 01:26:53,340
We didn't even get to eat fucking lunch!

1316
01:26:54,571 --> 01:26:56,328
AMELIA: Just, find God, Finn.

1317
01:26:56,330 --> 01:26:58,108
You're such a hypocrite.

1318
01:26:58,110 --> 01:26:59,718
You call yourself a Christian?

1319
01:26:59,720 --> 01:27:02,680
What kind of a Christian does
that to another human being?

1320
01:27:03,560 --> 01:27:05,178
And don't talk to me about religion,

1321
01:27:05,180 --> 01:27:08,430
because I know how to treat
people, and this isn't it!

1322
01:27:09,470 --> 01:27:10,350
AMELIA: Goodbye, Finn.

1323
01:27:11,885 --> 01:27:14,378
[FINN SCREAMS]

1324
01:27:14,380 --> 01:27:15,370
Crazy bitch.

1325
01:27:21,437 --> 01:27:23,937
[PHONE RINGS]

1326
01:27:32,840 --> 01:27:33,673
What?

1327
01:27:34,968 --> 01:27:35,801
LAURA: Finn, it's Laura.

1328
01:27:38,176 --> 01:27:39,450
I've been trying to call you.

1329
01:27:40,650 --> 01:27:43,148
FINNEGAN: I'm sick of fucking phones.

1330
01:27:43,150 --> 01:27:44,758
LAURA: We've gotta talk
about your deadline.

1331
01:27:44,760 --> 01:27:45,878
FINNEGAN: You're lucky I was asleep,

1332
01:27:45,880 --> 01:27:47,680
I didn't realize I was answering it.

1333
01:27:48,682 --> 01:27:50,208
LAURA: Look, I just got a letter

1334
01:27:50,210 --> 01:27:51,789
from the production company,

1335
01:27:51,791 --> 01:27:52,980
saying you have until the end of the week

1336
01:27:52,982 --> 01:27:55,112
to turn a script in.

1337
01:27:55,114 --> 01:27:58,746
Well it ain't gonna happen.

1338
01:27:58,748 --> 01:28:03,748
Tell them I'll pay their
advance back somehow.

1339
01:28:04,171 --> 01:28:05,576
LAURA: You mean you haven't
written a damn thing

1340
01:28:05,578 --> 01:28:07,829
this whole time?

1341
01:28:07,831 --> 01:28:12,831
FINNEGAN: No, now bye.

1342
01:28:31,280 --> 01:28:32,463
[ERROR BEEPS]

1343
01:28:32,465 --> 01:28:34,898
RECORDING: We're sorry,
you have reached a number

1344
01:28:34,900 --> 01:28:39,441
that has been disconnected
or is no longer in service.

1345
01:28:39,443 --> 01:28:42,193
[BIRDS CHIRPING]

1346
01:28:53,621 --> 01:28:56,454
[DOORBELL CHIMES]

1347
01:29:16,320 --> 01:29:18,184
Can I help you?

1348
01:29:18,186 --> 01:29:20,720
Uh, my name is Finnegan.

1349
01:29:22,000 --> 01:29:23,663
I knew Amelia, uh.

1350
01:29:26,510 --> 01:29:27,760
Do you know where she is?

1351
01:29:31,610 --> 01:29:33,860
Yeah, she's right here.

1352
01:29:36,710 --> 01:29:37,960
FINNEGAN: Can I come in?

1353
01:29:42,800 --> 01:29:43,972
Yeah, why not?

1354
01:29:43,974 --> 01:29:45,203
Come on in.

1355
01:29:57,990 --> 01:29:59,868
What are you doing here?

1356
01:29:59,870 --> 01:30:00,970
Looking for answers.

1357
01:30:01,942 --> 01:30:03,990
Wait a second, wait a second.

1358
01:30:05,470 --> 01:30:06,370
You know this man?

1359
01:30:07,320 --> 01:30:09,520
Yeah, she knows me.

1360
01:30:10,840 --> 01:30:12,090
She fell in love with me,

1361
01:30:13,533 --> 01:30:15,390
or at least that's what she said.

1362
01:30:18,430 --> 01:30:22,907
Is this the fella you say
has been bothering you?

1363
01:30:23,790 --> 01:30:26,920
Oh, I see, that's how she played it.

1364
01:30:28,910 --> 01:30:31,248
So you must be the guy who
kicked her out on the street

1365
01:30:31,250 --> 01:30:33,000
just before your house burned down?

1366
01:30:37,150 --> 01:30:38,250
You know about that?

1367
01:30:40,440 --> 01:30:43,098
Finn, I told you, I don't
want a relationship.

1368
01:30:43,100 --> 01:30:45,340
You also said that all you needed was God.

1369
01:30:46,410 --> 01:30:49,370
So old Kevin here must be
Jesus Christ come back again.

1370
01:30:50,780 --> 01:30:51,650
Did you know that

1371
01:30:54,010 --> 01:30:56,660
we talked on the phone at
all hours of day and night?

1372
01:30:57,790 --> 01:31:00,670
Sharing with each other
intimate stuff about our lives,

1373
01:31:02,240 --> 01:31:03,830
making plans to be together.

1374
01:31:07,080 --> 01:31:07,913
Is this true?

1375
01:31:09,570 --> 01:31:11,398
Amelia, is this true?

1376
01:31:11,400 --> 01:31:13,390
Do you even have three kids?

1377
01:31:15,040 --> 01:31:17,990
Did you really quit your
job to be with this guy?

1378
01:31:19,910 --> 01:31:21,785
Did you burn his house down?

1379
01:31:21,787 --> 01:31:22,620
No!

1380
01:31:23,470 --> 01:31:26,140
I mean, yes, I have three kids.

1381
01:31:26,980 --> 01:31:28,570
You come here to humiliate me?

1382
01:31:31,670 --> 01:31:32,503
No.

1383
01:31:35,630 --> 01:31:36,560
I came here to,

1384
01:31:38,800 --> 01:31:39,633
to see that

1385
01:31:41,540 --> 01:31:43,103
you are where you want to be.

1386
01:31:47,892 --> 01:31:50,559
[AMELIA CRYING]

1387
01:32:11,460 --> 01:32:14,293
[DIGITAL BEEPING]

1388
01:32:27,100 --> 01:32:29,198
Congratulations, my man.

1389
01:32:29,200 --> 01:32:31,270
They loved your script.

1390
01:32:32,760 --> 01:32:34,068
What script?

1391
01:32:34,070 --> 01:32:35,898
You are so funny!

1392
01:32:35,900 --> 01:32:37,888
It's a masterpiece.

1393
01:32:37,890 --> 01:32:39,990
You had me fooled from the very beginning.

1394
01:32:41,000 --> 01:32:43,568
I couldn't tell if it was about something

1395
01:32:43,570 --> 01:32:46,288
that had happened to you,
or if it was a screenplay

1396
01:32:46,290 --> 01:32:47,780
about writing a screenplay,

1397
01:32:48,900 --> 01:32:51,450
or a screenplay being
written right in front of us.

1398
01:32:52,400 --> 01:32:55,118
Anyway, we're putting the book out first,

1399
01:32:55,120 --> 01:32:57,440
and the movie's gonna be
made at the end of the year.

1400
01:33:12,365 --> 01:33:16,245
♪ Intuition brought us together ♪

1401
01:33:16,247 --> 01:33:17,928
FINNEGAN: You see, you
and I have something

1402
01:33:17,930 --> 01:33:20,248
that most people can only wish...

1403
01:33:20,250 --> 01:33:23,588
AMELIA: The chances are not
good that a single one of us

1404
01:33:23,590 --> 01:33:25,390
will ever meet our soulmate.

1405
01:33:26,650 --> 01:33:29,715
Besides, what if our
soulmate is nothing more

1406
01:33:29,717 --> 01:33:32,740
than the little voice we
hear inside of our head,

1407
01:33:33,650 --> 01:33:35,950
guiding us through a lifetime of choices?

1408
01:33:37,060 --> 01:33:42,060
Each one totally dependent on
what we hear, see, and feel,

1409
01:33:43,510 --> 01:33:46,620
from every intimate
relationship along the way.

1410
01:33:48,200 --> 01:33:52,210
The question them becomes,
what choices will we make?

1411
01:33:53,524 --> 01:33:55,146
FINNEGAN: Okay, maybe it was God

1412
01:33:55,148 --> 01:33:56,048
that let us find each other.

1413
01:33:56,050 --> 01:34:00,698
AMELIA: I heard a man
named Finnegan say exactly

1414
01:34:00,700 --> 01:34:02,188
what I needed to hear.

1415
01:34:02,190 --> 01:34:03,838
FINNEGAN: I love you, I want to help you.

1416
01:34:03,840 --> 01:34:06,290
AMELIA: I saw him only twice,

1417
01:34:07,250 --> 01:34:09,910
but I'm not sure he ever saw me.

1418
01:34:11,498 --> 01:34:16,498
And the path I had chose,
well, left me homeless,

1419
01:34:18,190 --> 01:34:20,560
and he got his muse.

1420
01:34:20,562 --> 01:34:23,298
♪ This was love ♪

1421
01:34:23,300 --> 01:34:28,300
♪ And what did I do, what
did I do that made you run ♪

1422
01:34:29,680 --> 01:34:31,928
AMELIA: Plato believed humans originally

1423
01:34:31,930 --> 01:34:36,930
came with four arms, four
legs, one head, but two faces.

1424
01:34:39,170 --> 01:34:42,198
Zeus was so intimidated by this,

1425
01:34:42,200 --> 01:34:45,071
that he split the body in two pieces,

1426
01:34:45,073 --> 01:34:48,730
and we've all been looking
for our other half ever since.

1427
01:34:49,840 --> 01:34:54,840
I think Finn is on a mission
to find his other half,

1428
01:34:55,140 --> 01:34:56,340
while I'm on a journey.

1429
01:34:57,460 --> 01:35:00,360
Two totally different destinations.

1430
01:35:02,086 --> 01:35:05,630
♪ This moment we embraced ♪

1431
01:35:05,632 --> 01:35:10,632
♪ Now I never know that
I could feel this way ♪

1432
01:35:11,015 --> 01:35:14,156
♪ Ooh ♪

1433
01:35:14,158 --> 01:35:18,549
♪ And I have never loved
someone so proudly at that ♪

1434
01:35:18,551 --> 01:35:22,415
♪ You felt the same ♪

1435
01:35:22,417 --> 01:35:27,417
♪ We came so far ♪

1436
01:35:28,426 --> 01:35:33,426
♪ What did I do, what did
I do that made you run ♪

1437
01:35:38,843 --> 01:35:43,843
♪ I thought this was love ♪

1438
01:35:44,690 --> 01:35:49,690
♪ What did I do, what did I do
that made you talk of love ♪

1439
01:36:11,742 --> 01:36:15,862
♪ And now the way's
break free, too strong ♪

1440
01:36:15,864 --> 01:36:19,373
♪ With all the traces I've read wrong ♪

1441
01:36:19,375 --> 01:36:22,095
♪ You play with me all alone ♪

1442
01:36:22,097 --> 01:36:23,860
♪ With me all alone ♪

1443
01:36:23,862 --> 01:36:26,132
♪ With me all alone ♪

1444
01:36:26,134 --> 01:36:28,006
♪ With me ♪

1445
01:36:28,008 --> 01:36:31,991
♪ How do I face this on my own ♪

1446
01:36:31,993 --> 01:36:35,766
♪ With all these breaks outta my soul ♪

1447
01:36:35,768 --> 01:36:38,200
♪ How could I have been so wrong ♪

1448
01:36:38,202 --> 01:36:40,236
♪ I thought you were strong ♪

1449
01:36:40,238 --> 01:36:45,238
♪ I thought this was ♪

1450
01:36:45,550 --> 01:36:50,550
♪ Ooh ♪

1451
01:36:52,642 --> 01:36:56,697
♪ Wanted to reach for your love ♪

1452
01:36:56,699 --> 01:37:00,192
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