1 00:00:10,000 --> 00:00:22,000 www.Fastbet99.club Agen Judi Online Aman dan Terpercaya 2 00:01:58,201 --> 00:02:00,078 5 years. 3 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:03,673 I remember when I couldn't get 5 days. 4 00:02:17,888 --> 00:02:19,561 What's your name? 5 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:22,893 Hey. Adam. Sex addict. 6 00:02:23,477 --> 00:02:25,195 Hi, Adam. Hi, Adam. 7 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:31,652 I never want to get cocky about this, you know? 8 00:02:31,735 --> 00:02:33,954 I never want to be, like, Yo, look at me. 9 00:02:34,029 --> 00:02:37,078 "I got it all. I got 5 years. I got it all figured out." 10 00:02:37,157 --> 00:02:38,909 I've had to make it a practice. 11 00:02:38,992 --> 00:02:44,795 I have to remind myself every day where this disease could take me. 12 00:02:49,670 --> 00:02:55,052 I have to remember jonesing, feeling like I was gonna fucking die if I didn't have sex. 13 00:02:55,425 --> 00:02:58,725 I've got to be vigilant, you know? I can't... 14 00:02:59,304 --> 00:03:02,308 I can't be easy with myself in this program. 15 00:03:09,773 --> 00:03:11,650 So, yeah. 16 00:03:12,776 --> 00:03:15,529 I am grateful to be sober today. 17 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:16,613 Thanks. 18 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:19,578 Thanks for letting me share. 19 00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:52,949 What are you doing? 20 00:03:53,442 --> 00:03:56,241 Hey, I'm Neil. I'm a sexy... 21 00:03:56,319 --> 00:03:58,117 I'm a sex addict. 22 00:03:58,196 --> 00:03:59,948 Hi, Neil. Hi, Neil. 23 00:04:00,532 --> 00:04:05,003 Thanks so much for your share, Adam. That's some powerful shit, man. Damn. 24 00:04:05,495 --> 00:04:06,712 All right, so let me check in. 25 00:04:07,622 --> 00:04:09,420 How am I doing? 26 00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:13,336 You know, I'm good, actually. 27 00:04:13,670 --> 00:04:15,422 I'm feeling pretty good. 28 00:04:15,505 --> 00:04:18,509 Work's good. Work's great. 29 00:04:19,134 --> 00:04:20,477 All right, what do we got? 30 00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:22,771 20-something male presenting polysubstance OD. 31 00:04:22,846 --> 00:04:25,269 We gave him the Narcan, then he woke up, starting pulling everything, 32 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:26,600 and then went out again. Got it. 33 00:04:27,476 --> 00:04:29,524 Sir? Can you hear me? 34 00:04:31,021 --> 00:04:32,614 Can you tell me your name, bud? 35 00:04:32,689 --> 00:04:33,941 All right, belly's distended. 36 00:04:34,024 --> 00:04:36,026 Let's get an IV set up and then put a Foley in. 37 00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:37,531 Put it in what? 38 00:04:39,488 --> 00:04:40,956 Damn. 39 00:04:41,031 --> 00:04:42,999 Looks like a bird egg in a nest. 40 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:45,873 Poor guy probably needs a squirrel to jerk him off. 41 00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:47,044 Don't you think? 42 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:49,839 It kind of looks like an elevator button. 43 00:04:49,915 --> 00:04:51,917 3rd floor. Beep. 44 00:04:54,044 --> 00:04:55,637 Dr. Garalla? 45 00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:58,511 Can I see you over here for a second, please? 46 00:04:59,216 --> 00:05:02,720 You know, but I gotta say it's working. Totally working. 47 00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:07,642 I haven't touched myself in about a month, which is crazy, 48 00:05:08,683 --> 00:05:12,733 'cause I remember, you know, when I first heard about the no masturbation rule, 49 00:05:12,813 --> 00:05:16,784 I was, like, "Okay, should I not breathe while I'm at it?" 50 00:05:17,234 --> 00:05:19,328 Should I not breathe while I'm at it? 51 00:05:19,569 --> 00:05:22,698 All right, well, that wraps it up. 52 00:05:22,906 --> 00:05:24,374 Thanks for letting me share. 53 00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:27,077 Yeah. 54 00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:30,713 Thanks. I'm Mike, gratefully recovering sex addict. 55 00:05:30,789 --> 00:05:32,086 Hi, Mike. Hi, Mike. 56 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:34,668 I'm proud of you, birthday boy. 57 00:05:34,751 --> 00:05:35,798 Really proud. Thanks. 58 00:05:35,919 --> 00:05:37,592 And I'm proud to be your sponsor. 59 00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:40,967 So, what's going on with me? Let's see. 60 00:05:41,883 --> 00:05:45,763 Well, I'm grateful to be sober. 61 00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:52,110 Been taking some visual drinks on the streets. 62 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:57,445 Is it me, or is Manhattan just one big fucking catwalk? 63 00:05:59,526 --> 00:06:00,948 Hey. 64 00:06:01,486 --> 00:06:03,033 Hey. 65 00:06:03,947 --> 00:06:09,829 I'm really embarrassed to say this, but I forgot your name. 66 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:15,793 You guys have heard me say this before. This disease is a fucking bitch. 67 00:06:16,918 --> 00:06:21,845 Now I have been sober 15 years in the beverage program. 68 00:06:21,923 --> 00:06:23,470 No problem. 69 00:06:23,592 --> 00:06:26,846 This thing is a whole different animal. 70 00:06:27,178 --> 00:06:32,230 It's like trying to quit crack while the pipe's attached to your body. 71 00:06:37,480 --> 00:06:40,529 Who serves stale bread? It's completely stale. 72 00:06:40,609 --> 00:06:43,704 Have you decided yet? Yeah, just one moment. 73 00:06:43,778 --> 00:06:45,405 What's tempeh again? 74 00:06:45,488 --> 00:06:48,583 Just order the pancakes, Mike. Maybe I want to try something different. 75 00:06:48,658 --> 00:06:54,006 You know what you should get? It's the salmon scramble. It's so good. 76 00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:57,710 This time I'm going to go for the 77 00:06:58,835 --> 00:07:00,052 pancakes. 78 00:07:02,422 --> 00:07:04,265 Get off my back. 79 00:07:06,051 --> 00:07:07,724 How's work? 80 00:07:08,178 --> 00:07:11,102 It's pretty good. We just landed the postal service. 81 00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:12,182 What? 82 00:07:12,265 --> 00:07:14,438 Yup, we're going to be helping them green all their packaging. 83 00:07:14,517 --> 00:07:16,110 That's huge. The postal service. Right. Yeah. 84 00:07:16,186 --> 00:07:19,781 That's an oxymoron, right? The postal service. 85 00:07:19,856 --> 00:07:24,578 It's like jumbo shrimp or military intelligence. 86 00:07:24,694 --> 00:07:28,198 No. It's actually not an oxymoron at all. 87 00:07:28,323 --> 00:07:31,497 They actually deliver the mail. Postal service. 88 00:07:31,576 --> 00:07:34,170 But the... See, there's no... There's actually no... 89 00:07:34,245 --> 00:07:38,091 No, but there is. They're having issues. Not at all. Not an oxymoron. 90 00:07:41,878 --> 00:07:44,631 So how's the dating? 91 00:07:47,258 --> 00:07:48,851 What? It's... 92 00:07:49,177 --> 00:07:51,054 Come on, you got 5 years. It's time. 93 00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:54,858 The point isn't to live like a monk. 94 00:07:54,975 --> 00:07:57,444 It's easy to be skinny on a desert island. I know. I know. I know. 95 00:07:57,519 --> 00:07:59,988 It's not like booze or drugs. You don't have to shut it off completely. 96 00:08:00,063 --> 00:08:01,064 Jesus, I'll start dating. 97 00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:03,491 Don't just say that to shut me up. What do you want me to say? 98 00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:04,951 I don't want you to say anything. I want you to do. 99 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,573 Okay, fine. I'll do it. Do. Date. 100 00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:07,996 You are? Yes. I'm doing it. 101 00:08:08,071 --> 00:08:09,118 Yeah? Good. 102 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:10,824 Why couldn't I have picked an easy sponsor? 103 00:08:10,907 --> 00:08:12,500 Why? I don't know. Maybe you wanted to recover. 104 00:08:12,575 --> 00:08:14,498 Why are you riding me? 105 00:08:14,995 --> 00:08:17,089 Here. This is for you. 106 00:08:21,918 --> 00:08:24,171 Subtle. if you want to bust my balls... 107 00:08:24,254 --> 00:08:26,348 No! No, no, no! I love it! Are you kidding me? 108 00:08:26,423 --> 00:08:28,471 I always wanted one of your touchy-feely rocks. 109 00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:30,518 I want one. I want a touchy-feely rock, too. 110 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:31,845 So fucking earn it. 111 00:08:38,643 --> 00:08:42,022 So I'm going to hear your first step after this, right? 112 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:43,857 Oh, shit. 113 00:08:44,274 --> 00:08:45,241 Neil. 114 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:47,694 Dude, I've been working on it all week. 115 00:08:47,777 --> 00:08:49,654 I totally, totally forgot that we were doing that today. 116 00:08:49,738 --> 00:08:52,412 You do remember why you're in this program, right? 117 00:08:52,949 --> 00:08:55,623 Free bagels? You were court ordered. 118 00:08:56,202 --> 00:08:58,705 Frottage. I know. 119 00:08:58,788 --> 00:09:01,792 Unconsensual touching of other people. I know. 120 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:04,503 Listen, Neil, you gotta do the work. 121 00:09:04,586 --> 00:09:06,384 You have to do whatever it takes. 122 00:09:06,463 --> 00:09:09,512 You think I like not having a television or a laptop? 123 00:09:09,591 --> 00:09:13,186 It fucking blows. But guess what? It's saving my life, so I do it. 124 00:09:14,763 --> 00:09:17,607 Is any of this of interest to you, Neil? Yes, it's all of interest to me. 125 00:09:17,682 --> 00:09:20,185 Can we please move on? I'll get it done this week. Thank you. 126 00:09:20,602 --> 00:09:22,275 What happened to your face? 127 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:24,864 Nothing. 128 00:11:21,139 --> 00:11:23,187 My fellow gastronauts. 129 00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:26,645 I bring you good tidings and good eatings. 130 00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:28,779 Let's bug out. 131 00:11:42,619 --> 00:11:47,295 No, Pinocch, don't do it! It's me, Jimmy. Put the stick down! 132 00:11:48,374 --> 00:11:52,220 Well, you should have thought about that before you ratted me out to Geppetto. 133 00:11:54,297 --> 00:11:55,970 That's not my real voice. 134 00:11:57,050 --> 00:11:59,303 Well, then sorry, I'm... 135 00:11:59,427 --> 00:12:02,021 No! Come back! I'm Adam. 136 00:12:02,096 --> 00:12:04,190 I'm Phoebe. Hi, Phoebe. 137 00:12:04,807 --> 00:12:07,230 You are a very cruel man, Adam. 138 00:12:07,393 --> 00:12:10,397 Believe me, it hurts them far more than it hurts me. 139 00:12:10,813 --> 00:12:12,736 Don't you mean that the other way around? 140 00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:14,951 No, Phoebe, I don't. 141 00:12:16,569 --> 00:12:18,571 So what you making? 142 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,872 Flip phone, huh? Yeah. 143 00:13:01,072 --> 00:13:02,699 You ever carbon dated this thing? 144 00:13:03,449 --> 00:13:04,871 What are you doing? 145 00:13:05,368 --> 00:13:07,666 Don't be so slow, Pinocchio. 146 00:13:35,064 --> 00:13:36,236 Mike. 147 00:13:37,233 --> 00:13:40,077 Mike, there's someone downstairs. 148 00:13:41,237 --> 00:13:42,409 What? 149 00:13:42,572 --> 00:13:45,246 There's someone downstairs. Get up. 150 00:14:08,806 --> 00:14:10,900 Dad! It's me. 151 00:14:10,975 --> 00:14:12,147 Danny? 152 00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:14,065 I used the Hide-a-Key. 153 00:14:14,228 --> 00:14:18,449 What the fuck are you doing here? I wanted to come see you guys. 154 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:22,738 So you just decided you'd stop by for a midnight chat? 155 00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:24,872 I've been driving all day. I didn't have a chance... 156 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:26,199 So you're hungry. 157 00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:29,035 So you figured you'd eat our food and then rob us. 158 00:14:31,496 --> 00:14:35,376 I'm not going to rob you, Dad. I haven't used in 8 months. 159 00:14:35,458 --> 00:14:36,801 Yeah, right. 160 00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:40,050 I wouldn't believe me either, I guess, but it's true. 161 00:14:40,755 --> 00:14:43,599 You know how I know an addict is lying? 162 00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,851 His lips are moving. 163 00:14:47,762 --> 00:14:49,355 Mom up there? 164 00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:51,604 She's sleeping. 165 00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:53,150 Danny? 166 00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:56,988 Hey, Mom. 167 00:14:57,814 --> 00:14:59,316 Danny! 168 00:15:00,274 --> 00:15:01,651 Hey. 169 00:15:05,613 --> 00:15:07,331 Oh, my... 170 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,914 Look at you! 171 00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:18,043 Kid's stolen money, sports equipment, his mom's necklace. 172 00:15:18,751 --> 00:15:21,095 Never once said he's sorry. 173 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:26,017 You know, I've tried to get him in the rooms. 174 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:28,853 And you know what they say, 175 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:32,478 "This is a program for people that want it, not for people who need it." 176 00:15:36,561 --> 00:15:40,282 Hi. Dede. New to the program. 177 00:15:40,606 --> 00:15:42,153 Hi, Dede. Hi, Dede. 178 00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:46,487 There's a lot of dudes in here. 179 00:15:47,613 --> 00:15:50,457 Sorry, my other program isn't such a sausage fest. 180 00:15:54,078 --> 00:15:59,209 My NA sponsor said I needed to come here because... 181 00:16:00,251 --> 00:16:02,424 "Tell the truth and tell it fast." 182 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:06,303 The only way I know how to relate to men is sex. 183 00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:09,226 It's been that way forever. 184 00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:14,307 I can remember my mom screaming at me 185 00:16:14,390 --> 00:16:17,985 for grinding on my cousin when I was, like, four years old. 186 00:16:19,061 --> 00:16:22,656 I took my neighbor's virginity by force when I was 12, 187 00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:27,571 seduced my high school English teacher, got him fired when he tried to break it off. 188 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,534 My 20's, 189 00:16:30,406 --> 00:16:35,663 2 abortions, one long game of musical fuck chairs. 190 00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:43,386 So now I'm 30, single, no dude, no kids. 191 00:16:47,215 --> 00:16:52,096 And I just lost my best friend in the whole world because I fucked her old man. 192 00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:56,853 I didn't even like the douchebag. 193 00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:59,644 But that's what I do. 194 00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:05,445 There's gotta be another way. 195 00:17:10,112 --> 00:17:13,036 There has to be, or I'm gonna fucking kill myself. 196 00:17:17,703 --> 00:17:20,422 So that's what I got. 197 00:17:21,624 --> 00:17:23,126 Thanks. 198 00:17:23,209 --> 00:17:25,462 Keep coming back. Keep coming back. 199 00:17:27,713 --> 00:17:29,181 At this meeting, we give out chips 200 00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:32,932 to recognize and celebrate sexual sobriety and to help us in our recovery. 201 00:17:33,010 --> 00:17:35,388 We have found through our experience that sobriety 202 00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:39,317 includes freedom from masturbation and sex outside of a committed relationship. 203 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:42,069 Is anybody celebrating 30 days? 204 00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:52,287 Good for you. Good going. 205 00:17:54,657 --> 00:17:57,080 Anybody else, 30 days? 206 00:17:58,995 --> 00:18:01,418 All right, all right! 207 00:18:11,632 --> 00:18:14,135 Anybody else? Anybody else? 30 days? 208 00:18:17,346 --> 00:18:19,644 Hey, Friar Tuck. What's going on? 209 00:18:20,266 --> 00:18:22,314 Friar Tuck is going on a date. 210 00:18:23,978 --> 00:18:26,322 Yeah. Way to go! 211 00:18:26,397 --> 00:18:29,776 Well, so what are we talking? Male, female or shemale? 212 00:18:29,859 --> 00:18:32,408 Hey, babe, you told me to get out there. 213 00:18:33,362 --> 00:18:36,457 Well, I'm proud of you. That's good news. That's good news. 214 00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:39,376 You going to fellowship? No, I can't. 215 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:42,922 I'm meeting up with my sponsee to go over his first step. 216 00:18:42,997 --> 00:18:44,169 Who, Shecky Greene? 217 00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:50,717 So let's get started. Got your book? 218 00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:55,180 Yeah, my book. So here's the deal. I didn't really get to... 219 00:18:55,259 --> 00:18:57,136 It's okay. Just let me see it. 220 00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:58,971 I'm operating on, like, four hours of sleep. 221 00:18:59,055 --> 00:19:01,308 It's fine. We'll just... We'll get it. We'll get started. 222 00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:04,234 I just... I would have liked a little bit more time. 223 00:19:04,310 --> 00:19:05,687 Is this it? 224 00:19:07,647 --> 00:19:10,070 I didn't get a chance to do what I wanted to do. 225 00:19:10,441 --> 00:19:11,613 So, no. 226 00:19:11,692 --> 00:19:13,285 I'm gonna have a lot more time this week to work on it. 227 00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:17,036 No, man. This isn't gonna work for me. No. What do you want? 228 00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:22,333 Look, you're wasting my time. This is a complete waste of my time. 229 00:19:22,411 --> 00:19:24,709 I'm sorry, I can't do this. I can't work with you. 230 00:19:24,789 --> 00:19:26,837 Take it. Take the book. 231 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:28,839 You can't... What, are you dropping me? 232 00:19:28,918 --> 00:19:32,172 I am sorry. What else... What other choice do I have, really? 233 00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:35,224 I just got a 30-day chip in there, and you're firing me? 234 00:19:35,299 --> 00:19:37,802 Neil... No, that is all sorts of fucked up, man. 235 00:19:37,885 --> 00:19:41,264 Neil, I told you from the beginning that you had to do the work. 236 00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:43,475 You haven't done a single thing in this book. 237 00:19:43,557 --> 00:19:45,025 Try doing my job. What are you talking about? 238 00:19:45,101 --> 00:19:47,399 This is bullshit. Are you out of your mind? 239 00:19:47,478 --> 00:19:49,276 I need this, okay? 240 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,448 I need you to sign my court card. 241 00:19:52,483 --> 00:19:56,204 There it is. That's what this is about? That's not what this is about. 242 00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:59,248 Don't worry, Neil. The chairperson can sign your card. 243 00:19:59,323 --> 00:20:01,826 You don't need me and I don't need this. 244 00:20:08,958 --> 00:20:13,885 The pages are all stuck fucking together. if it wasn't you, then who? 245 00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:21,350 Who the fuck brought my book outside? Who the fuck left my book outside? 246 00:20:21,470 --> 00:20:22,892 Who? 247 00:20:23,305 --> 00:20:24,477 Who? 248 00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:27,355 Just tell me who. 249 00:20:27,435 --> 00:20:29,733 If it wasn't you, then who? 250 00:20:29,812 --> 00:20:31,109 Who? 251 00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:34,324 Who? You know what... Shut the fuck up! 252 00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:36,569 Asshole. 253 00:20:40,281 --> 00:20:41,407 What's all this? 254 00:20:41,824 --> 00:20:43,872 Danny's making us breakfast. 255 00:20:44,660 --> 00:20:45,912 This will be interesting. 256 00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:51,293 I have not seen my son in years. Can you try not chasing him away? 257 00:20:53,377 --> 00:20:54,594 Here we go. 258 00:20:55,838 --> 00:20:57,431 Breakfast a la Danny. 259 00:20:57,506 --> 00:21:00,806 Look at this. It's so fancy. 260 00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:03,187 What's this gonna cost us? 261 00:21:05,181 --> 00:21:08,060 Nothing. Okay. 262 00:21:08,142 --> 00:21:09,735 There's some butter there if you want it, Ma. 263 00:21:09,810 --> 00:21:11,437 Thank you. 264 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,818 This is really good. 265 00:21:20,029 --> 00:21:22,703 I tried to get yours back, but... 266 00:21:24,325 --> 00:21:26,703 Oh, honey. it's the best I could do. 267 00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:36,386 Will you put it on me? Yeah, of course. 268 00:21:37,922 --> 00:21:43,053 So, yeah, I mean, after my stretch, I bounced around a lot. 269 00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:45,792 I worked an oil rig off the Gulf of Mexico, 270 00:21:45,818 --> 00:21:48,550 picked spinach in Central Valley, California. 271 00:21:48,599 --> 00:21:51,728 Really? Yeah. Just basically saw the country. 272 00:21:52,311 --> 00:21:54,655 And you've been sober the whole time? 273 00:21:55,231 --> 00:21:56,574 Yeah. 274 00:21:56,649 --> 00:21:58,526 Just white-knuckling it? 275 00:22:03,072 --> 00:22:05,666 Yeah, you know, not everybody needs to go with AA, Dad. 276 00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:06,917 Is that right? 277 00:22:07,868 --> 00:22:11,168 Yeah, some people don't need a group to lean on. 278 00:22:11,247 --> 00:22:12,749 Some people can do it on their own. 279 00:22:14,917 --> 00:22:16,715 Hasn't been my experience. 280 00:22:19,213 --> 00:22:21,591 You want more coffee? Yes, please. 281 00:22:25,970 --> 00:22:27,438 What? 282 00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:43,947 Hey. 283 00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:48,959 Hello. Hello. 284 00:22:50,452 --> 00:22:54,753 If I knew we were gonna be racing, I would have worn my Livestrong bracelet. 285 00:22:55,791 --> 00:22:57,714 You know, this actually might be a good time 286 00:22:57,793 --> 00:23:01,639 to tell you that I had breast cancer 5 years ago. 287 00:23:01,797 --> 00:23:03,595 Oh, God, really? 288 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:07,853 Yeah. 289 00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:14,394 That's a tough break. I'm sorry. Yeah, it was. 290 00:23:14,476 --> 00:23:18,197 But it's fine. I'm fine now, so... 291 00:23:18,272 --> 00:23:20,149 I'm glad to hear that. 292 00:23:22,026 --> 00:23:25,405 So I see you're perspiring a tad. 293 00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:27,990 I just ran a 10K. 294 00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:33,629 Okay, my initial reaction is to say, "Well, I just ran a marathon." 295 00:23:33,704 --> 00:23:36,207 But I can't tell if you're joking or if you're serious. 296 00:23:36,290 --> 00:23:38,258 I'm as serious as cancer. 297 00:23:39,710 --> 00:23:41,758 Wait, you just ran a 10K? 298 00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:45,553 I'm training for the New York Triathlon. 299 00:23:48,302 --> 00:23:54,856 Okay, we need a system here, some signs to signify. 300 00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:56,982 So when we're serious, we have to do this. 301 00:23:57,061 --> 00:24:01,567 I love that. Okay. Yes, Adam, I'm serious. I'm training for a triathlon. 302 00:24:01,649 --> 00:24:05,119 Okay. Okay, you seriously scare/impress me. 303 00:24:05,194 --> 00:24:06,241 Thank you. 304 00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:09,991 And when we're joking, we can do that. 305 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:12,626 Did you just pay homage to The Sting? 306 00:24:13,077 --> 00:24:15,580 My God, you're hot. No, you're hot. 307 00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:19,838 What? No, you are. You're actually very hot. 308 00:24:19,917 --> 00:24:21,965 Thanks. You're extremely hot. 309 00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:28,175 Let's do this. Okay. 310 00:24:28,258 --> 00:24:32,889 I'm just getting warmed up here. I'm ready to go now. 311 00:24:43,107 --> 00:24:45,405 How you doing back there? 312 00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:48,203 I'm fine. I'm just drafting. 313 00:24:48,278 --> 00:24:49,575 Okay. 314 00:25:11,051 --> 00:25:12,098 Doctor. 315 00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:16,265 Can I talk to you for a second? Sure. 316 00:25:16,432 --> 00:25:18,605 Yeah, you know, I just... 317 00:25:18,684 --> 00:25:21,154 I really wanted to apologize for all the 318 00:25:21,180 --> 00:25:24,011 joking around and stuff that I do around here. 319 00:25:24,064 --> 00:25:29,412 You know, I think it's really, to be honest, like, a defense mechanism. 320 00:25:29,611 --> 00:25:32,831 You know, for all the pressures we have here as doctors. 321 00:25:32,906 --> 00:25:35,159 Thank you. Thank you, that's good to hear. 322 00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:37,620 I think it's also a... 323 00:25:37,703 --> 00:25:41,128 I think it's also kind of a product of my childhood. 324 00:25:41,290 --> 00:25:42,667 My mom, God bless her, 325 00:25:42,750 --> 00:25:47,221 she's still alive, but, you know, she was really sick a lot when I was growing up. 326 00:25:47,296 --> 00:25:49,014 She had IBS, bad, 327 00:25:49,089 --> 00:25:53,390 and the only thing that really made her feel better was when I would make her laugh. 328 00:25:53,469 --> 00:25:56,268 Apology accepted, okay? Now if you'll excuse me... 329 00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:02,565 Wait... 330 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:16,163 So I think we can go ahead and untuck that now. 331 00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:19,120 But that's part of my intended ensemble. 332 00:26:19,203 --> 00:26:22,002 Okay. And then I'll tuck it back in. 333 00:26:22,122 --> 00:26:23,840 Nice re-tucking. 334 00:26:25,209 --> 00:26:27,211 Would you care for a little GU? 335 00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:28,886 Goo? 336 00:26:30,297 --> 00:26:32,550 I'm new to goo. I... 337 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:36,478 Oh, dear. 338 00:26:38,639 --> 00:26:41,392 You kind of got some on your face there. 339 00:26:41,475 --> 00:26:43,978 Did I get it? Lower. Lower. 340 00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:46,405 It's still there? Nope. It's on your chin. 341 00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:47,902 My Shin? 342 00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:50,067 It's on your chin. 343 00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:52,369 My chin. Which one? 344 00:26:52,694 --> 00:26:55,948 Just... Right... 345 00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:57,704 That... Right there. 346 00:27:21,515 --> 00:27:24,564 I think I need a drink. I think I need one, too. 347 00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:28,272 Wait, you're not an alcoholic, are you? 348 00:27:29,481 --> 00:27:31,859 No. Why? Okay. 349 00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:34,495 No, because my last boyfriend was an alcoholic, 350 00:27:34,570 --> 00:27:37,369 and I promised myself I'd never date an addict again. 351 00:27:40,325 --> 00:27:44,956 Well, I'm not an alcoholic. 352 00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:47,291 Great. 353 00:27:55,215 --> 00:27:58,685 So my son got really upset the other day 354 00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:01,855 'cause I told him he had to stop playing and do his homework. 355 00:28:02,139 --> 00:28:04,233 And I understand how he feels, 356 00:28:04,308 --> 00:28:07,687 but I couldn't say to him, like, you know, "Don't you think 357 00:28:07,769 --> 00:28:11,774 "I'd rather be alone with a jar of blow and a couple of transsexual hookers?" 358 00:28:16,111 --> 00:28:17,158 Not that he would know... 359 00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:20,366 I mean, he doesn't know what the word "jar" means, but... 360 00:28:24,161 --> 00:28:25,378 Neil. 361 00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:29,633 Hey. Neil. Sex addict. 362 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:31,051 Hi, Neil. Hi, Neil. 363 00:28:31,126 --> 00:28:32,298 Hey. 364 00:28:33,754 --> 00:28:38,555 I dreamed of being a doctor since I was 10 years old. 365 00:28:39,384 --> 00:28:41,682 It all started with ER. 366 00:28:42,763 --> 00:28:46,108 I knew I could never be George Clooney, but Anthony Edwards... 367 00:28:46,767 --> 00:28:51,614 Bald, glasses, saving lives like a superhero, that I could do. 368 00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:59,664 So I worked nonstop for many years with no social life, and I finally did it. 369 00:29:01,156 --> 00:29:03,705 I became a doctor. 370 00:29:03,951 --> 00:29:06,170 I was really good at it, too. 371 00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:12,255 Until I got fired yesterday for filming up my boss' skirt. 372 00:29:15,545 --> 00:29:19,015 I told her it was for a documentary called What the Ground Sees. 373 00:29:19,883 --> 00:29:22,056 Oddly enough, she didn't buy it. 374 00:29:23,887 --> 00:29:26,515 Stop fucking around, asshole! 375 00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:32,897 It's not funny anymore, is it? Nope. 376 00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:40,450 I've been lying about my day count this entire time. 377 00:29:41,905 --> 00:29:44,374 I've never actually even gotten one day. 378 00:29:48,537 --> 00:29:50,414 I can't lie anymore. 379 00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:54,926 Not to you, not to myself. 380 00:29:57,713 --> 00:30:02,059 So from now on, no more bullshit. 381 00:30:03,885 --> 00:30:05,728 Just the truth. 382 00:30:08,056 --> 00:30:10,229 And the truth is... 383 00:30:13,770 --> 00:30:16,068 I'm out of control. 384 00:30:18,817 --> 00:30:20,569 I'm scared. 385 00:30:24,072 --> 00:30:25,870 And I need help. 386 00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,745 I need help. 387 00:30:30,912 --> 00:30:34,166 Okay, Neil, if we're gonna do this again, then you gotta give me 150%. 388 00:30:34,249 --> 00:30:35,216 Okay. 389 00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:38,216 And since you're not working, you have to do a 90 in 90. 390 00:30:38,295 --> 00:30:40,514 What is that? 90 meetings in 90 days. 391 00:30:40,589 --> 00:30:41,715 Okay. 392 00:30:41,798 --> 00:30:43,175 Call me everyday. Fine. 393 00:30:43,258 --> 00:30:44,680 You pray everyday. 394 00:30:45,052 --> 00:30:46,850 I'm kind of an atheist. All right. 395 00:30:46,928 --> 00:30:50,853 Okay! All right, fine. Dude, I'll do whatever I gotta do. 396 00:30:50,974 --> 00:30:51,975 Listen to me. 397 00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:55,149 Higher power doesn't have to be some old dude with a beard in the sky, okay? 398 00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:56,980 It just has to be something that's bigger than you. 399 00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:58,444 I'm pretty big. 400 00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:00,867 And no more lame jokes, all right? Okay. 401 00:31:00,942 --> 00:31:03,570 Stop that shit. Okay. 402 00:31:03,653 --> 00:31:04,870 No subway, no Internet. 403 00:31:04,946 --> 00:31:08,200 Are you fucking serious, dude? I am serious, are you? 404 00:31:08,283 --> 00:31:09,535 Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt. 405 00:31:09,618 --> 00:31:11,040 No. No worries. Not a problem. 406 00:31:11,119 --> 00:31:14,749 I can... I'll talk to you later. We'll talk and I'll... You can call me. 407 00:31:14,831 --> 00:31:18,381 That was a stupid share, dude. Thanks. 408 00:31:18,460 --> 00:31:21,805 I love when people just bring it. 409 00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,178 It was... You were, like, an open wound out there. 410 00:31:24,257 --> 00:31:27,932 It was... Your guts were flopping out all over the place. 411 00:31:28,011 --> 00:31:29,058 Thanks. 412 00:31:29,137 --> 00:31:31,811 That was some inspiring shit, yo. Yeah. 413 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:32,891 I'm Dede. 414 00:31:32,974 --> 00:31:35,648 I know who you are. Can I get your number? 415 00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:39,402 My sponsor told me to get numbers, but I'm not good at that reaching out shit. 416 00:31:39,481 --> 00:31:40,607 It's... 417 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,778 You ready? Yeah. Okay. 418 00:31:44,903 --> 00:31:46,655 6-4-6. Okay. 419 00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,740 5-5-5. Yeah. 420 00:31:48,824 --> 00:31:52,124 Zero-uno-cuatro-niner. 421 00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:56,631 646-555-0149. 422 00:31:57,207 --> 00:32:00,757 Dude, you're a doorbell. Ding dong. 423 00:32:00,836 --> 00:32:04,682 I'm gonna call you. I'm gonna friggin' answer. 424 00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:07,092 How's it going with the girl? 425 00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:10,645 Good. We had our first date. Nice. 426 00:32:10,762 --> 00:32:12,264 Is she a friend of Bill? 427 00:32:12,347 --> 00:32:16,443 No, she's a civilian. She's great, she's funny, she's smart. 428 00:32:16,518 --> 00:32:18,646 And you're a shallow prick, so she must be gorgeous. 429 00:32:19,729 --> 00:32:23,654 No, man, at this point in my sobriety, I don't even notice the externals of a woman. 430 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:25,201 Yeah, fuck you, Deepak. 431 00:32:25,277 --> 00:32:27,245 I'm just focused right in on her heart and soul. 432 00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:28,617 Yeah, right. I swear. 433 00:32:28,697 --> 00:32:29,698 Yeah. 434 00:32:29,781 --> 00:32:32,330 You know if it keeps going well, you got to tell her, right? 435 00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:33,626 Yeah. Full disclosure. 436 00:32:33,702 --> 00:32:35,454 I'm a little worried about that. 437 00:32:35,537 --> 00:32:38,336 Well, worry is just a meditation on shit. 438 00:33:01,229 --> 00:33:02,230 Good morning. 439 00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,237 Morning. 440 00:33:05,650 --> 00:33:06,867 So... 441 00:33:08,862 --> 00:33:10,239 What the fuck, Danny? 442 00:33:10,655 --> 00:33:12,248 Building you guys a koi pond. 443 00:33:13,033 --> 00:33:14,410 Koi pond? 444 00:33:14,701 --> 00:33:15,748 Yeah. 445 00:33:15,827 --> 00:33:20,583 Thought it would go good with the whole, you know, Zen vibe you guys got going on. 446 00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:25,296 Just curious, you ever think about running the idea by someone first? 447 00:33:25,378 --> 00:33:28,052 Like, I don't know, maybe the guy who owns the backyard? 448 00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:31,142 Well, you know, I wanted it to be a surprise. 449 00:33:31,593 --> 00:33:32,936 It is. 450 00:33:35,138 --> 00:33:38,233 So fish go in there? Yeah. 451 00:33:38,892 --> 00:33:43,113 You know, koi, those big orange carp. I know what koi are. 452 00:33:44,314 --> 00:33:47,944 So what happens in the winter when they freeze their little koi nuts off? 453 00:33:48,276 --> 00:33:50,745 No, look, I built one for a guy in Michigan. 454 00:33:50,820 --> 00:33:53,790 You just poke a hole in the ice. It's no problem. 455 00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:54,866 You sure about that? 456 00:33:56,451 --> 00:33:59,125 Trust me. You're gonna love it, Dad. 457 00:34:02,707 --> 00:34:04,050 God. 458 00:34:28,650 --> 00:34:33,531 Yeah, can I get someone to remove this television from my room, please? 459 00:34:34,906 --> 00:34:38,456 No, it's not broken. I just don't want it here. Thanks. 460 00:34:46,835 --> 00:34:48,132 Here you go. 461 00:34:48,211 --> 00:34:49,884 Did you block the... Yeah, boss. 462 00:34:49,963 --> 00:34:52,716 You're all good. You're blocked. So you want to go get dinner? 463 00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:55,393 No, I've got to make a call. 464 00:34:58,179 --> 00:35:00,432 Nice flourish. 465 00:35:00,890 --> 00:35:03,143 Wait, what are you eating? 466 00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:05,695 Just a little healthy plate of veggies. 467 00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:08,364 Hold up your plate again. What? 468 00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:10,025 I just want to see something. 469 00:35:13,361 --> 00:35:17,616 Look at your cute little plate with your vegetables all segregated and such. 470 00:35:17,699 --> 00:35:20,953 Yeah, I just don't think that foods of different color should mix. 471 00:35:21,036 --> 00:35:24,586 Hey, I hear you. Separate but equal. Plessy versus Ferguson. 472 00:35:25,540 --> 00:35:29,295 God, I really like you. And I don't like anybody. 473 00:35:29,377 --> 00:35:32,051 I know, right? I hate everyone except for you. 474 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,302 Me, too. 475 00:35:36,217 --> 00:35:38,686 I thought about you last night. 476 00:35:39,679 --> 00:35:40,976 Yeah? 477 00:35:41,848 --> 00:35:46,820 Actually, I thought about you 3 times. 478 00:35:48,980 --> 00:35:53,076 Have you ever "thought" about me? 479 00:35:58,865 --> 00:36:00,583 Hold on a second. 480 00:36:05,872 --> 00:36:08,250 Yeah. Hey, come on in. 481 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:11,169 akumenang.com 482 00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:12,671 I unplugged it already. akumenang.com 483 00:36:12,671 --> 00:36:13,672 akumenang.com 484 00:36:13,672 --> 00:36:16,471 Okay. Sorry about that. akumenang.com 485 00:36:16,471 --> 00:36:16,549 akumenang.com 486 00:36:16,549 --> 00:36:18,643 Where did we leave off? akumenang.com 487 00:36:18,643 --> 00:36:19,969 akumenang.com 488 00:36:19,969 --> 00:36:22,000 Are they taking the TV out of your room? akumenang.com 489 00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:22,688 Are they taking the TV out of your room? 490 00:36:22,764 --> 00:36:24,016 What? 491 00:36:24,099 --> 00:36:25,646 What are you, Amish? 492 00:36:26,226 --> 00:36:30,777 Yes, and I was hoping to escort you to a barn raising upon my return. 493 00:36:31,940 --> 00:36:36,446 Oh, my God, seriously, why are they taking the TV out of your room? 494 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:41,658 I just can't have it in my room. 495 00:36:41,866 --> 00:36:43,459 And why not? 496 00:36:46,079 --> 00:36:47,501 You... 497 00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:51,168 You know when you don't have control over something? 498 00:36:52,752 --> 00:36:56,382 No. I have control over everything in my life. 499 00:36:57,090 --> 00:36:59,559 I'm kidding. I'm sorry. Go ahead. 500 00:37:00,635 --> 00:37:01,932 Well... 501 00:37:08,810 --> 00:37:09,936 I just... 502 00:37:10,019 --> 00:37:12,943 I can't have any distractions on these business trips. 503 00:37:14,315 --> 00:37:15,612 Like me? 504 00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,910 No. Like TV. 505 00:37:22,449 --> 00:37:24,167 Hey, what's going on? 506 00:37:27,370 --> 00:37:31,625 Owner said my seams suck. Been sanding this shit for 2 days. 507 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:34,635 Welcome to residential construction. 508 00:37:34,878 --> 00:37:37,051 Hey, I'm not complaining though. 509 00:37:37,130 --> 00:37:40,509 I mean, I know you're taking a flyer on me and all. 510 00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:46,940 No, seriously, I just want to say how much I appreciate what you're doing for me. 511 00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:49,688 Hey. United, we stand. Divided, we stagger. 512 00:37:53,188 --> 00:37:55,441 It's just that... Hey, hey, hey. 513 00:37:55,523 --> 00:37:57,275 Ever since I put the liquor down, 514 00:37:58,193 --> 00:38:01,197 the slightest thing makes me start crying like a little bitch. 515 00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:07,085 I get these feelings coming up inside of me, you know? 516 00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:09,796 Feelings are like children. 517 00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,607 You don't want them driving the car, but you 518 00:38:11,633 --> 00:38:13,446 don't want to stuff them in the trunk, either. 519 00:38:14,542 --> 00:38:15,964 Where do you get this shit? 520 00:38:17,045 --> 00:38:18,297 Meetings. 521 00:38:18,713 --> 00:38:21,808 Lots and lots and lots of meetings. 522 00:38:33,728 --> 00:38:36,823 Hey, Mom. I'm kind of busy right now. That's funny. 523 00:38:36,898 --> 00:38:40,619 I wasn't too busy to give birth to you 28 years ago. 524 00:38:40,902 --> 00:38:42,324 I'm sorry. How are you? 525 00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:46,453 So Judy Berger's son, Howard, is doing his premed at Tufts, 526 00:38:46,533 --> 00:38:49,582 and he's thinking about going into emergency medicine. 527 00:38:49,661 --> 00:38:54,167 So I told her that you would take him around one day next week, show him the ropes. 528 00:38:54,249 --> 00:38:56,593 No! I can't. Why not? 529 00:38:56,668 --> 00:39:00,468 We're gearing up for our yearly reviews. It's just a really bad time. 530 00:39:00,547 --> 00:39:03,517 Yeah, but I promised her. I promised her. -Hang on, Mom. 531 00:39:03,591 --> 00:39:05,343 What? Code blue? She's counting on... 532 00:39:05,426 --> 00:39:08,020 Get him into trauma room three stat! I'll be right there! 533 00:39:08,096 --> 00:39:09,689 I gotta go, Mom! 534 00:39:48,678 --> 00:39:50,897 Hold on. 535 00:39:50,972 --> 00:39:52,144 Hey, Neil. 536 00:39:52,223 --> 00:39:54,817 Where have you been, man? Dude, I'm losing it. 537 00:39:54,893 --> 00:39:56,065 What's happening? 538 00:39:56,144 --> 00:39:59,114 Everything in this goddamn city makes me want to act out. 539 00:39:59,188 --> 00:40:03,193 Get to a meeting. Yeah, l am, l am. I'm going right now. 540 00:40:03,276 --> 00:40:04,493 Good. 541 00:40:04,569 --> 00:40:06,663 Neil, how are you getting there? 542 00:40:22,003 --> 00:40:23,721 That's good. 543 00:40:45,026 --> 00:40:46,528 Good to see you, brother. 544 00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,291 It's looking good. 545 00:41:02,377 --> 00:41:05,881 Can I get you some iced tea? Hungry? 546 00:41:06,297 --> 00:41:08,049 Yeah. Tea sounds good. 547 00:41:08,132 --> 00:41:09,805 David, what's up? 548 00:41:11,761 --> 00:41:12,762 Oh, shit. 549 00:41:14,222 --> 00:41:17,726 All right. Well, don't get into it with him. I'll be right there. 550 00:41:18,643 --> 00:41:20,941 All right. I'm sorry. Okay. 551 00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:23,323 Guy on the job just slipped. I gotta go. 552 00:41:23,398 --> 00:41:26,493 Come on, you guys are having fun. Stay and finish. 553 00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:28,535 It's all right, Ma. if he's gotta go, he's gotta go. 554 00:41:28,861 --> 00:41:31,080 He doesn't have to go. He wants to go. 555 00:41:31,155 --> 00:41:34,159 Don't make a thing of this, okay? 556 00:41:34,242 --> 00:41:36,916 The guy's having a nervous breakdown. 557 00:41:39,163 --> 00:41:41,006 You wanna go with me? 558 00:41:46,087 --> 00:41:47,384 Chuck! 559 00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:50,842 Put this down. Put that down! Put that down! 560 00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,804 Thinks he can talk to me like that? Fuck you! 561 00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:57,561 David, I'm sorry. He's off the job. This is coming out of my pocket. 562 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:58,732 Yeah, no shit it will. 563 00:41:58,808 --> 00:42:01,186 You got a new window now, bitch! Okay. All right. 564 00:42:01,269 --> 00:42:02,441 Fuck you! Give me a hand here? 565 00:42:03,604 --> 00:42:05,481 Look at me! Stop it! 566 00:42:05,648 --> 00:42:06,945 Stop it! 567 00:42:08,151 --> 00:42:11,200 Hey. Look at me. We're gonna go now. 568 00:42:11,654 --> 00:42:13,281 You okay to go? 569 00:42:14,449 --> 00:42:16,451 You okay to go? 570 00:42:16,576 --> 00:42:17,953 Yeah. 571 00:42:20,496 --> 00:42:22,373 All right, come on. 572 00:42:22,457 --> 00:42:25,176 We're not gonna do anything stupid. We're gonna walk out of here, okay? 573 00:42:25,251 --> 00:42:26,218 Yeah. 574 00:42:26,294 --> 00:42:30,015 All right? Look at me. We're gonna do this, all right? 575 00:43:16,844 --> 00:43:18,517 Now he's all right? 576 00:43:21,015 --> 00:43:22,312 Yeah. 577 00:43:26,687 --> 00:43:29,236 Sorry I've been a shitty son, Dad. 578 00:43:31,651 --> 00:43:36,031 Sorry for all the lying and the stealing... 579 00:43:38,491 --> 00:43:40,368 The worry and all the bullshit. 580 00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:43,462 I don't... 581 00:43:45,373 --> 00:43:48,297 I don't want to disappoint you anymore, Pop. 582 00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:53,013 I want you to be proud of me. 583 00:44:02,765 --> 00:44:04,062 Hey. 584 00:44:04,725 --> 00:44:06,352 Jesus, you're beautiful. 585 00:44:07,395 --> 00:44:09,272 What time is our reservation? 586 00:44:10,189 --> 00:44:11,907 About a half an hour. 587 00:44:12,733 --> 00:44:14,235 Plenty of time. 588 00:44:35,256 --> 00:44:37,224 Yes, my tits are fake. 589 00:44:37,466 --> 00:44:40,640 That's what happens when your real ones try to kill you. 590 00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:43,518 Is that what they mean by a booby prize? 591 00:45:06,370 --> 00:45:09,294 I have been wanting to do that since the bug party. 592 00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:11,216 Oh, God. Me, too. 593 00:45:13,586 --> 00:45:16,385 I'm really sorry for my brevity. 594 00:45:17,423 --> 00:45:20,893 It's just been a really long time for me. Yeah, right. 595 00:45:20,968 --> 00:45:25,644 A gorgeous, single hetero with a job in Manhattan? 596 00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:29,148 No, I'm serious. It's been really long. 597 00:45:32,021 --> 00:45:33,147 Hey. 598 00:45:34,732 --> 00:45:36,450 Will you go with me? 599 00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:38,239 Where? 600 00:45:38,319 --> 00:45:41,323 You know, like, exclusively? You and me? 601 00:45:43,574 --> 00:45:44,826 Yeah. 602 00:45:45,368 --> 00:45:46,415 Totally. 603 00:45:46,494 --> 00:45:47,666 Really? Yeah. 604 00:45:47,745 --> 00:45:49,622 That's awesome. 605 00:45:50,331 --> 00:45:52,550 No, our reservation. 606 00:45:52,625 --> 00:45:56,675 It's fine. We still have, like, 28 minutes. 607 00:46:55,771 --> 00:46:57,148 Hey. 608 00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:05,782 Is that a sobriety medallion? 609 00:47:18,586 --> 00:47:19,883 Yeah. 610 00:47:23,424 --> 00:47:25,802 I had been in recovery for 5 years. 611 00:47:25,885 --> 00:47:27,102 For what? 612 00:47:31,474 --> 00:47:32,942 Sex addiction. 613 00:47:35,186 --> 00:47:36,438 What? 614 00:47:36,771 --> 00:47:38,623 I'm sorry. I know I should have told you. 615 00:47:38,649 --> 00:47:40,721 I've been meaning to tell you for a long time. 616 00:47:40,775 --> 00:47:42,368 Is that even a thing? Is that like... 617 00:47:42,443 --> 00:47:46,073 Isn't that something that guys just say as an excuse when they get caught cheating? 618 00:47:46,155 --> 00:47:49,534 No. No. It's not an excuse, it's a disease. 619 00:47:53,287 --> 00:47:57,042 I don't understand why you didn't just tell me. 620 00:47:57,124 --> 00:47:58,421 I don't understand. 621 00:47:58,501 --> 00:48:00,799 I told you right away that I had had cancer. 622 00:48:00,878 --> 00:48:03,882 Why didn't you tell me? It's different. There's a stigma. 623 00:48:03,964 --> 00:48:05,466 There's no stigma to cancer? 624 00:48:05,549 --> 00:48:09,144 Cancer gets you sympathy. My thing gets you judgment. 625 00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:13,691 Okay, do you remember when on our first date, when you said to me 626 00:48:13,766 --> 00:48:16,519 that you couldn't date another addict and you wouldn't date another addict? 627 00:48:17,478 --> 00:48:20,982 So there I am, I'm having a great time with a woman that I really like, 628 00:48:21,065 --> 00:48:23,568 and I'm thinking, "Fuck! 629 00:48:24,402 --> 00:48:27,997 "I don't want this to be over before it even gets to be started." 630 00:48:29,782 --> 00:48:30,908 Phoebe, I'm sorry. 631 00:48:30,991 --> 00:48:32,959 I should have told you sooner. I know I should have. 632 00:48:33,035 --> 00:48:38,587 But I'm telling you now, and I promise you from now on, it'll be full disclosure, okay? 633 00:48:41,001 --> 00:48:42,503 I just... 634 00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:50,478 I need some time to just think about all this. 635 00:48:54,807 --> 00:48:56,730 Okay, I understand. 636 00:49:02,064 --> 00:49:04,032 Just get a pen, douchebag. 637 00:49:04,859 --> 00:49:07,863 Just get a fucking pen and a piece of paper. 638 00:49:08,904 --> 00:49:10,656 Get a pen. 639 00:49:11,949 --> 00:49:13,826 Get a pen. This guy... 640 00:49:13,909 --> 00:49:17,288 Hey, pal! Take it inside, will you? We're trying to meditate here. 641 00:49:17,371 --> 00:49:19,794 Yeah? Fuck you! What'd you say? 642 00:49:19,874 --> 00:49:22,753 Why don't you come over the fence? I'll shove that fucking thing up your ass! 643 00:49:22,835 --> 00:49:24,212 Take it inside! 644 00:49:33,220 --> 00:49:34,312 What? 645 00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:39,064 I was just remembering how when you were a kid, you used to love to wrestle me. 646 00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:40,857 Yeah. 647 00:49:40,936 --> 00:49:43,564 Cute little honey badger hanging on my leg. 648 00:49:45,900 --> 00:49:48,619 You used to pin me in, like, one move every damn time. 649 00:49:48,694 --> 00:49:50,662 Yeah, I could probably still do that. 650 00:49:50,738 --> 00:49:53,582 Maybe... I don't know, maybe take me two, 3 moves. 651 00:49:53,657 --> 00:49:55,330 Yeah? You think so? 2 or 3? You know, I'm... 652 00:49:55,409 --> 00:49:57,002 Well, I'm getting old. So... Yeah. 653 00:49:57,077 --> 00:49:59,171 I can't do the one anymore. Yeah, all right. 654 00:50:01,540 --> 00:50:03,508 You motherfucker! 655 00:50:05,503 --> 00:50:07,426 Shit! You're big! 656 00:50:12,760 --> 00:50:13,761 Shit. 657 00:50:13,928 --> 00:50:15,350 You okay? Fuck. 658 00:50:15,471 --> 00:50:17,439 You all right? My God. 659 00:50:21,977 --> 00:50:23,604 1! 2! 660 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,739 3! All right, all right, all right. 661 00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:28,488 Winner and still champion! 662 00:50:28,567 --> 00:50:30,695 You fucking sandbagged me. That's bullshit. 663 00:50:30,778 --> 00:50:32,621 I'm too fast. I'm too pretty. 664 00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:35,999 All right, that's it. Round 2, let's go. You're going down, old man. 665 00:50:36,325 --> 00:50:38,419 Come on. Shit. 666 00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,704 You got a phone call. Yeah. 667 00:50:42,623 --> 00:50:44,125 My sponsee. 668 00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:46,377 Hey, Adam, what's up? 669 00:50:48,879 --> 00:50:51,098 Let me go somewhere I can talk. 670 00:50:52,174 --> 00:50:53,676 Rain check. 671 00:50:57,513 --> 00:51:01,313 It's just all so fucking complicated, man. I just... 672 00:51:01,392 --> 00:51:03,574 I really am feeling like just grabbing a fuck-it 673 00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,513 bucket and going down in a blaze of glory. 674 00:51:05,563 --> 00:51:08,191 You know what I'm saying? Hold on. Hold on. 675 00:51:08,482 --> 00:51:10,109 Listen, Adam. 676 00:51:10,234 --> 00:51:16,332 If I may, you have a slight tendency to live in the, shall we say, extremes. 677 00:51:16,949 --> 00:51:19,953 Look, life is gonna throw shit at you. 678 00:51:20,035 --> 00:51:22,538 There's gonna be disappointments, betrayals, 679 00:51:22,663 --> 00:51:25,758 and I know it hurts like a back alley colonoscopy. 680 00:51:25,833 --> 00:51:28,677 But look, whether it's this girl or the next girl, 681 00:51:29,003 --> 00:51:34,260 you need to find someone that accepts the whole you, warts and all. 682 00:51:35,342 --> 00:51:39,722 Listen, I gave Katie Hep C, and she stuck it out with my sorry ass. 683 00:51:39,847 --> 00:51:43,101 You really are a lucky son of a bitch. You do know that, don't you? 684 00:51:43,350 --> 00:51:45,148 I do know that. 685 00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:47,355 And I'm grateful for it every day. 686 00:51:47,771 --> 00:51:49,648 And you will be, too. 687 00:52:47,414 --> 00:52:48,916 Yeah, hello? 688 00:52:48,999 --> 00:52:52,845 Hey, Neil, it's Dede. I met you the other day at the meeting. 689 00:52:53,253 --> 00:52:56,052 Yeah. Hey, how... Can you talk? Is this a bad time? 690 00:52:56,131 --> 00:53:01,012 No, no. Now's a good time. What's going on? 691 00:53:01,095 --> 00:53:03,939 My sponsor's not calling me back, and I'm freaking the fuck out. 692 00:53:04,139 --> 00:53:07,860 Okay, okay. Well, what's happening? 693 00:53:07,935 --> 00:53:10,529 My ex just called. He wants me to come over. 694 00:53:10,604 --> 00:53:17,613 The guy is a total lying, toxic sack of shit, but I really wanna go fuck him. 695 00:53:17,820 --> 00:53:22,371 Well, you know, that's maybe not good. That's not good, I think. 696 00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:24,872 So let's just... 697 00:53:24,952 --> 00:53:27,080 Let's talk this through. 698 00:53:27,955 --> 00:53:30,458 All right, what would happen if you went over there? 699 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:32,259 It would be a shit show. 700 00:53:32,334 --> 00:53:35,588 Be specific now. What would happen? 701 00:53:35,921 --> 00:53:38,515 I'd get inside and he'd attack me. 702 00:53:38,590 --> 00:53:39,933 Right. And after that? 703 00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:41,931 He'd rip my pants off and start eating me out. 704 00:53:42,010 --> 00:53:43,387 Wait. What? What? 'Cause that's his thing. 705 00:53:43,470 --> 00:53:45,347 I mean, the guy's, like, a fucking pussy fanatic. 706 00:53:45,431 --> 00:53:46,978 No, after that, skipping ahead. 707 00:53:47,141 --> 00:53:48,563 We'd fuck like animals. 708 00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:51,737 No, I'm talking after all of that, after you finish. 709 00:53:51,812 --> 00:53:53,359 How would you feel? 710 00:53:53,814 --> 00:53:55,236 You mean, like, emotionally? 711 00:53:55,315 --> 00:53:56,316 Yes. 712 00:53:56,859 --> 00:53:59,362 I'd be all open and vulnerable and shit, 713 00:53:59,445 --> 00:54:02,244 and he'd be a million miles away, back with his family. 714 00:54:02,740 --> 00:54:03,866 And then? 715 00:54:04,491 --> 00:54:06,664 Then I'd be so depressed, I'd call up my guy. 716 00:54:07,035 --> 00:54:08,036 And? 717 00:54:08,829 --> 00:54:10,877 And a half hour later, I'm using. 718 00:54:12,875 --> 00:54:16,129 See where this goes? Yeah. 719 00:54:16,211 --> 00:54:17,337 Good. 720 00:54:18,088 --> 00:54:20,056 But I want to so bad. 721 00:54:20,132 --> 00:54:22,226 No, Dede, don't. Where are you? 722 00:54:24,011 --> 00:54:25,558 Outside his place. 723 00:54:25,637 --> 00:54:27,605 What? No! I can't help it. 724 00:54:27,681 --> 00:54:29,433 All right. Listen to me, okay? 725 00:54:29,516 --> 00:54:31,769 I want you to turn around and go someplace safe. 726 00:54:31,852 --> 00:54:33,069 What's near you? 727 00:54:33,145 --> 00:54:34,442 I don't know. Think! 728 00:54:34,521 --> 00:54:37,695 Okay, fuck! The salon where I work is pretty close. 729 00:54:37,775 --> 00:54:38,776 Where is it? 730 00:54:38,859 --> 00:54:39,951 Tell me! 731 00:54:40,027 --> 00:54:42,826 Damn, dude. You just got all Jack Bauer on me. 732 00:54:50,204 --> 00:54:51,205 Seriously? 733 00:54:52,915 --> 00:54:55,134 You know what? Forget it. I'm just gonna get out here. 734 00:54:55,209 --> 00:54:57,507 Thank you. How much? Yeah. Here you go. 735 00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:41,346 Hi. Can I help you? Dede. Where's Dede? 736 00:55:41,421 --> 00:55:42,798 Do you have an appointment? 737 00:55:43,090 --> 00:55:45,184 Holy shit, Neil. 738 00:55:45,509 --> 00:55:47,557 I made it. Are you okay? 739 00:55:47,636 --> 00:55:50,139 Lester hands paper. What? 740 00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:56,274 You seem better. 741 00:55:59,022 --> 00:56:00,319 Trade ya. 742 00:56:00,399 --> 00:56:04,154 Sorry I went all Linda Blair on you. Here you go. Thank you. 743 00:56:04,444 --> 00:56:07,414 It's the least I can do. You saved my ass. 744 00:56:07,573 --> 00:56:09,951 Come on. I'll give you a shave while you wait. 745 00:56:13,328 --> 00:56:16,548 Can I ask you a question? Sure. 746 00:56:16,623 --> 00:56:19,172 So, what are your, like, you know, I don't know... 747 00:56:19,251 --> 00:56:20,798 What's your big trigger? 748 00:56:20,878 --> 00:56:22,095 I don't know. 749 00:56:22,170 --> 00:56:26,550 For me, it's, like, when I'm sad, I wanna have sex... 750 00:56:26,633 --> 00:56:32,356 So if you... Or if I'm happy, or tired, or bored. 751 00:56:32,723 --> 00:56:36,478 So pretty much just emotions? You get the point. 752 00:56:36,643 --> 00:56:40,193 What about you? Me, yeah, you know... 753 00:56:40,355 --> 00:56:44,405 I'd say my big thing is anxiety. Yeah, that's a big one. 754 00:56:44,484 --> 00:56:48,159 Yeah, I'm pretty much anxious all the time, so it's just, like... 755 00:56:48,447 --> 00:56:51,041 Hey. What are you doing? 756 00:56:51,366 --> 00:56:52,959 Am I making you anxious? 757 00:56:53,035 --> 00:56:56,012 No, seriously, what the fuck are you doing? 758 00:56:56,038 --> 00:56:56,781 Relax. 759 00:56:56,830 --> 00:56:59,925 I'm about to give you the best shave of your life. 760 00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:02,719 Please don't hurt me. Don't make me laugh. 761 00:57:02,794 --> 00:57:05,547 You got a weapon to my throat. Why would I do that? 762 00:57:07,299 --> 00:57:13,227 You know, it's weird, but from the moment you answered, I started to feel better. 763 00:57:14,598 --> 00:57:15,756 Come on. Don't... 764 00:57:15,782 --> 00:57:19,049 I'm completely serious. I swear, it's true. 765 00:57:22,022 --> 00:57:27,700 You know, when you called, I was this close to losing my day count. 766 00:57:28,028 --> 00:57:29,450 Really? 767 00:57:31,949 --> 00:57:34,543 Sounds like we both had a God shot. 768 00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:38,627 Yeah, you know, the whole higher power thing kind of trips me up a little bit. 769 00:57:38,705 --> 00:57:41,379 I mean, I don't know if I believe it. 770 00:57:41,708 --> 00:57:46,760 You know, my sponsor tells me that it's just gotta be about something bigger than me, 771 00:57:46,838 --> 00:57:49,717 but I don't know what that means. 772 00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:51,973 Well, don't over-think it. it could be anything. 773 00:57:52,052 --> 00:57:55,147 It's, like, service, like coming here right now, helping me. 774 00:57:55,222 --> 00:57:56,519 That's higher power. 775 00:58:02,604 --> 00:58:06,108 You, like, literally transplanted a baby's butt on my face. 776 00:58:06,191 --> 00:58:09,240 That was so solid of you to come all this way for me. 777 00:58:09,319 --> 00:58:10,366 Thank you. 778 00:58:10,779 --> 00:58:13,658 God. That's right. I almost forgot. 779 00:58:13,740 --> 00:58:15,913 I have to get home without using the subway. 780 00:58:16,368 --> 00:58:17,995 Why don't you just use my bike? 781 00:58:18,078 --> 00:58:21,457 No, I can't. It's okay. I have another one. 782 00:58:21,581 --> 00:58:23,754 No, I mean, I literally can't. 783 00:58:24,251 --> 00:58:27,471 I'm not a good rider of bikes. 784 00:58:44,604 --> 00:58:48,234 Hey, move your shit, fat girl. I'm a guy, asshole! 785 00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:50,656 I'm a fat guy! 786 00:58:51,319 --> 00:58:53,117 Yield, please. 787 00:58:53,739 --> 00:58:55,582 Who lives like this? 788 00:59:00,954 --> 00:59:02,456 Hey, sorry. 789 00:59:05,876 --> 00:59:07,878 Hey. How's it going? 790 00:59:08,754 --> 00:59:11,130 I'm gonna finish this 90 in 90 if it kills me. 791 00:59:11,156 --> 00:59:11,749 Good. 792 00:59:11,798 --> 00:59:15,268 But just remember, one day at a time. 793 00:59:15,635 --> 00:59:17,512 Biking now? 794 00:59:18,180 --> 00:59:21,024 Can't forget to tuck in the cuff, man. Yeah. Yeah, I know. 795 00:59:21,099 --> 00:59:23,022 That's a nice helmet you got there. Thank you. Appreciate it. 796 00:59:23,101 --> 00:59:25,399 What shade of pink is that again? I'm gonna get a new one, okay? 797 00:59:25,479 --> 00:59:27,732 It matches your shirt. Fuck you, dude. 798 00:59:27,814 --> 00:59:30,283 You're the one who told me I couldn't take the subway anymore, 799 00:59:30,358 --> 00:59:34,613 so now I'm out there in the streets, biking for my life like fuckin' Il Postino. 800 00:59:35,447 --> 00:59:37,575 Okay. I'm sorry. 801 00:59:37,657 --> 00:59:40,126 Why are you riding me? I'm sorry. 802 00:59:40,202 --> 00:59:42,455 I'm just... I'm going through some stuff right now. 803 00:59:42,996 --> 00:59:45,465 It's fine. I'm sorry. 804 00:59:45,540 --> 00:59:48,339 I just haven't jerked off in over a week. 805 00:59:48,418 --> 00:59:50,921 You know, I just feel like one giant blue ball right now. 806 00:59:51,004 --> 00:59:52,005 Right. 807 01:00:02,849 --> 01:00:05,477 Yo, two after. Can we do this? 808 01:00:09,856 --> 01:00:16,831 Okay, Adam, I'm gonna need, like, some specifics here, so that I can understand. 809 01:00:18,406 --> 01:00:20,500 You really wanna look under that rock? 810 01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:24,668 I mean, if we're gonna do this, you know, I gotta know. 811 01:00:25,497 --> 01:00:27,044 Oh, God... 812 01:00:30,293 --> 01:00:32,387 Compulsive masturbation. 813 01:00:34,422 --> 01:00:37,926 Hitting on every girl that I come across. 814 01:00:38,927 --> 01:00:41,305 Lots of one-night stands. 815 01:00:41,930 --> 01:00:43,932 Juggling multiple girlfriends. 816 01:00:44,224 --> 01:00:45,441 Prostitutes? 817 01:00:46,726 --> 01:00:48,444 Prostitutes, yeah. 818 01:00:50,689 --> 01:00:52,066 I'm sorry. 819 01:00:52,149 --> 01:00:56,450 It's hard for me to picture you like that. That's it. That's the disease. 820 01:00:57,863 --> 01:01:02,494 It makes you do things that violate everything that you believe in. 821 01:01:03,743 --> 01:01:07,373 I wanted to stop so badly, I can't tell you, but I couldn't. 822 01:01:07,914 --> 01:01:09,962 I understand. I just... 823 01:01:10,750 --> 01:01:14,380 The thing that scares me, if I'm honest, 824 01:01:15,213 --> 01:01:19,013 is how do you know you're not gonna fall off the wagon? 825 01:01:20,260 --> 01:01:22,308 All I can say to you is this. 826 01:01:23,263 --> 01:01:26,187 I have been sober for 5 years. 827 01:01:26,266 --> 01:01:29,270 It is the most important thing in my life. 828 01:01:29,769 --> 01:01:33,319 And I am not planning to let anything fuck that up. 829 01:01:37,402 --> 01:01:39,029 Okay. 830 01:01:43,074 --> 01:01:48,626 I'm just gonna go in there, pick up my laundry and tell her my truth. 831 01:01:48,955 --> 01:01:50,628 Fuckin' A you are. 832 01:01:50,957 --> 01:01:54,928 Thanks for bookending this with me, Dede. Thanks for letting me be of service. 833 01:01:55,253 --> 01:01:57,506 Now, go tell Mommy you're a sex addict. 834 01:02:09,059 --> 01:02:10,276 Hi. Hi, Mom. 835 01:02:10,352 --> 01:02:11,569 Honey. Hey. 836 01:02:11,645 --> 01:02:13,647 What's... Okay. 837 01:02:13,813 --> 01:02:17,317 Why are you so sweaty? I rode my bike here. Can I... 838 01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:20,244 Since when do you bike? Since yesterday... 839 01:02:20,320 --> 01:02:21,867 Can I come in for a second? Can we talk about something? 840 01:02:21,947 --> 01:02:24,917 Yeah, sure. But I just need you to change one light bulb first. 841 01:02:25,575 --> 01:02:30,581 I mean, why should I even have this big house if you're never gonna be home? 842 01:02:30,664 --> 01:02:32,883 Okay, so, Mom, there's something I need to talk to you about. 843 01:02:32,958 --> 01:02:34,551 What's going on back here? 844 01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:35,627 What? 845 01:02:35,710 --> 01:02:39,806 All this sweat and schmutz in your tuchus. What is it? 846 01:02:39,881 --> 01:02:43,260 It's from the bike seat. Well, I can't take it. It's disgusting. 847 01:02:43,343 --> 01:02:44,344 Mom! 848 01:02:44,427 --> 01:02:46,270 What? You're, like, a homeless in these pants. 849 01:02:46,346 --> 01:02:48,098 Okay, can you please just listen to me for one second? 850 01:02:48,181 --> 01:02:50,980 No. Take them off. Just take them off. 851 01:02:53,186 --> 01:02:56,781 Okay, take these off. I'll wash 'em for you. 852 01:03:03,905 --> 01:03:07,955 Okay, so it was one of those things where you work out, and then you're perspiring, 853 01:03:08,034 --> 01:03:10,787 and you take a shower, but not for long enough, apparently. 854 01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:12,588 'Cause I'm giving this presentation, 855 01:03:12,664 --> 01:03:16,134 and I was, like, schvitzing like a Russian gangster. 856 01:03:16,209 --> 01:03:17,631 It was... 857 01:03:18,545 --> 01:03:19,967 What? 858 01:03:20,338 --> 01:03:21,635 Nothing. 859 01:03:21,715 --> 01:03:23,342 This is nice. 860 01:03:28,013 --> 01:03:30,892 No PDA? No. Yes. Yes, on the PDA. 861 01:03:30,974 --> 01:03:32,317 Yes? Most definitely, yes. 862 01:03:32,392 --> 01:03:35,066 Okay. Well, what about if I do this? 863 01:03:35,770 --> 01:03:37,272 Yeah, always. 864 01:03:37,355 --> 01:03:38,732 Really? Yeah. 865 01:03:38,815 --> 01:03:43,195 What if I just wanna kind of upgrade it to, like... 866 01:03:43,278 --> 01:03:44,871 Yeah. Like a TMJ. 867 01:03:44,946 --> 01:03:46,243 Yeah... 868 01:03:49,451 --> 01:03:53,206 What if I... But what if I go like this? Is that... 869 01:03:53,288 --> 01:03:56,758 Yeah, do that forever. Really? 870 01:03:56,833 --> 01:04:02,135 Even when I'm an old, stinking man with claw-like, arthritic claw hands? 871 01:04:02,213 --> 01:04:03,806 Will you love me then? 872 01:04:05,258 --> 01:04:06,350 Adam. 873 01:04:06,426 --> 01:04:08,178 You're killing me. 874 01:04:10,096 --> 01:04:11,393 Hey. 875 01:04:12,891 --> 01:04:14,359 Becky. 876 01:04:14,601 --> 01:04:16,649 Yeah, I know. I remember. 877 01:04:18,438 --> 01:04:19,530 Oh, my God. 878 01:04:19,606 --> 01:04:21,950 It's been years. How are you? 879 01:04:23,443 --> 01:04:25,866 Do you still have that great apartment downtown? 880 01:04:25,945 --> 01:04:29,049 Yep. Still in the same place. This is Phoebe. 881 01:04:29,075 --> 01:04:29,850 Hello. 882 01:04:29,908 --> 01:04:35,085 Have you seen his place? Yes, I have, and it is great. 883 01:04:37,999 --> 01:04:41,128 Great. Good. Good seeing you, Becky. 884 01:04:45,298 --> 01:04:47,721 "Hint, hint, Becky, leave now." 885 01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:55,312 It's nice to see you, too, Adam. 886 01:05:05,527 --> 01:05:07,575 Here we are. 887 01:05:07,654 --> 01:05:10,658 Make yourself at home. I'm gonna go change. 888 01:05:28,091 --> 01:05:29,718 Hey, baby. 889 01:05:32,262 --> 01:05:34,185 You want a dance? 890 01:05:54,492 --> 01:05:55,664 Yeah. 891 01:05:59,873 --> 01:06:01,546 Hey, let's ease... 892 01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:04,385 Just kiss me, okay? 893 01:06:04,544 --> 01:06:06,421 You know the rules. 894 01:06:06,671 --> 01:06:08,139 No touching. 895 01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:20,317 Hey. 896 01:06:21,769 --> 01:06:23,191 What's wrong? 897 01:06:26,316 --> 01:06:28,068 Listen, I... 898 01:06:28,818 --> 01:06:32,368 This is taking me to places where I've been in the past, 899 01:06:32,447 --> 01:06:34,950 where I just don't wanna go right now. 900 01:06:37,410 --> 01:06:38,502 I'm sorry. 901 01:06:38,578 --> 01:06:42,708 It's all right. I know you... I mean, you gotta be careful, I get that. 902 01:06:42,790 --> 01:06:45,794 But, I mean, aren't we allowed to be a little playful? 903 01:06:45,877 --> 01:06:47,220 Absolutely. 904 01:06:48,421 --> 01:06:52,972 Adam, I am a very sexual person, 905 01:06:53,051 --> 01:06:56,601 and I'm gonna need to be able to express that side of myself with you. 906 01:06:56,679 --> 01:06:58,977 And I want you to, believe me. 907 01:06:59,057 --> 01:07:02,561 I just would like to take it a little bit more slowly. 908 01:07:03,228 --> 01:07:05,105 Did Becky go slow? 909 01:07:58,825 --> 01:08:00,293 Oh, shit! 910 01:08:02,662 --> 01:08:04,289 Yeah, it's looking good. Yeah. 911 01:08:04,372 --> 01:08:06,966 Yeah, there it goes. Finish it up. 912 01:08:07,041 --> 01:08:11,592 Hey, so you really want me there? I mean, I can find somewhere else... 913 01:08:11,671 --> 01:08:12,763 No, I want you to meet Adam. 914 01:08:12,839 --> 01:08:14,841 He's a good guy. He's got a good head. He's smart. 915 01:08:15,008 --> 01:08:17,181 Smart? Like, I'm gonna need a thesaurus to... 916 01:08:17,260 --> 01:08:20,764 No, I'm just saying that he's been through some hard times, 917 01:08:20,847 --> 01:08:22,690 and now he's doing great. Hard times. 918 01:08:22,765 --> 01:08:24,767 And he's bringing his new lady friend over. You'll like him. 919 01:08:24,851 --> 01:08:27,900 Yeah, yeah, yeah. No, I get it. Positive role model. 920 01:08:27,979 --> 01:08:32,405 Jesus, Danny, it's just dinner. Just show up and eat the food. 921 01:08:34,235 --> 01:08:35,703 God, this house is amazing. 922 01:08:35,778 --> 01:08:39,282 I love all the woodwork and stuff. It's so beautiful. 923 01:08:40,867 --> 01:08:44,667 When was the house built? 1898. 924 01:08:44,912 --> 01:08:47,461 I've been renovating it since then. 925 01:08:49,042 --> 01:08:54,219 You've done a really great job. It's very homey. It's nice. 926 01:08:54,297 --> 01:08:56,516 We like it. Thank you. 927 01:08:59,344 --> 01:09:03,941 You know, let's start. It's, you know, family style. Here we go. 928 01:09:06,184 --> 01:09:09,438 That's... No, that's way too much for me. Here, babe, let's... 929 01:09:09,520 --> 01:09:10,899 How much do you want? 930 01:09:10,925 --> 01:09:14,142 I'll just serve myself, it's fine. I just... 931 01:09:21,115 --> 01:09:22,537 What are you, a smurf? 932 01:09:24,869 --> 01:09:25,870 Here we go. 933 01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:30,629 First off, you could not pay me enough to do a triathlon. 934 01:09:30,708 --> 01:09:32,381 Secondly, and furthermore, 935 01:09:32,543 --> 01:09:36,548 I cannot believe you are voluntarily going to swim in the Hudson fuckin' River. 936 01:09:36,631 --> 01:09:40,010 Mike. What? Honey, she's a big girl. 937 01:09:40,093 --> 01:09:44,439 Sorry about the language. That's okay. I accept your fucking apology. 938 01:09:46,432 --> 01:09:48,730 Now you owe me an apology. 939 01:09:50,144 --> 01:09:53,023 Sorry I'm late. There was an accident on the BQE. 940 01:09:53,690 --> 01:09:56,694 The food was getting cold, so we started. I'll make you a plate. 941 01:09:56,776 --> 01:09:58,323 That's all right. 942 01:09:59,112 --> 01:10:01,786 Don't worry about it. I'm not hungry anyway. 943 01:10:07,787 --> 01:10:10,000 So Adam told me that you guys were high school sweethearts. 944 01:10:10,000 --> 01:10:10,882 akumenang.com So Adam told me that you guys were high school sweethearts. 945 01:10:10,882 --> 01:10:10,957 akumenang.com 946 01:10:10,957 --> 01:10:12,209 Yeah. akumenang.com 947 01:10:12,209 --> 01:10:12,333 akumenang.com 948 01:10:12,333 --> 01:10:14,506 God, we were stupid. akumenang.com 949 01:10:14,506 --> 01:10:17,171 akumenang.com 950 01:10:17,171 --> 01:10:18,388 What? akumenang.com 951 01:10:18,388 --> 01:10:18,464 akumenang.com 952 01:10:18,464 --> 01:10:20,717 I was just thinking about what my life would've been like akumenang.com 953 01:10:20,717 --> 01:10:20,800 akumenang.com 954 01:10:20,800 --> 01:10:22,000 if I had married my high school sweetheart. akumenang.com 955 01:10:22,000 --> 01:10:23,053 if I had married my high school sweetheart. 956 01:10:23,136 --> 01:10:24,638 Scary, huh? 957 01:10:25,555 --> 01:10:27,273 Horror movie scary. 958 01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:33,275 Yeah, Mike and I, we just got lucky. 959 01:10:34,188 --> 01:10:35,815 Lucky's good. 960 01:10:36,357 --> 01:10:38,826 Well, you may be getting lucky. 961 01:10:40,069 --> 01:10:42,367 Adam is a good guy. 962 01:10:45,158 --> 01:10:46,956 Yeah, he is. 963 01:10:52,707 --> 01:10:54,254 Hey. 964 01:10:55,877 --> 01:10:57,504 What's wrong? 965 01:11:02,759 --> 01:11:06,980 I just think I'm worried about this whole addict thing, you know? 966 01:11:08,181 --> 01:11:09,433 I mean, I just... 967 01:11:10,308 --> 01:11:13,437 Do you ever worry that you'll be just humming along, 968 01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:17,149 and then he's just gonna veer off back into the darkness? 969 01:11:18,357 --> 01:11:20,155 In my experience, 970 01:11:20,610 --> 01:11:25,161 the only way that I can do this is just to keep the focus on myself. 971 01:11:26,866 --> 01:11:28,118 Meaning? 972 01:11:28,367 --> 01:11:30,210 Meaning... 973 01:11:31,287 --> 01:11:33,164 What about my side of the street? 974 01:11:33,247 --> 01:11:36,217 What are my issues that I have to deal with? 975 01:11:37,210 --> 01:11:40,555 After all, I picked an addict, that says something. 976 01:11:44,717 --> 01:11:49,689 Yeah, so, I mean, it's pretty much self-sustaining, you know? 977 01:11:49,764 --> 01:11:54,144 The fish, they do their thing in the water, and that... 978 01:11:54,227 --> 01:11:56,980 Yeah, and then the phytoplankton eat the fish's waste, 979 01:11:57,063 --> 01:12:00,317 and then they create oxygen, which the fish use, 980 01:12:00,399 --> 01:12:01,992 so it's, like, a closed loop, right? 981 01:12:02,485 --> 01:12:04,954 Yeah. Exactly. 982 01:12:05,488 --> 01:12:07,616 Adam's an environmental wizard. 983 01:12:08,074 --> 01:12:09,496 Is that right? 984 01:12:09,575 --> 01:12:11,998 You know, I had a cell mate once who thought he was a warlock. 985 01:12:13,162 --> 01:12:14,505 So... 986 01:12:16,249 --> 01:12:17,842 So nice job on the girl. 987 01:12:18,167 --> 01:12:20,261 I like her a lot. Yeah. 988 01:12:21,045 --> 01:12:24,595 I really like her. I think this might have legs. 989 01:12:24,757 --> 01:12:27,306 Hey, listen, if it works out, no one will be happier than me. 990 01:12:27,385 --> 01:12:29,934 And if you don't make me the best man, I will fuck up your wedding. 991 01:12:30,096 --> 01:12:32,315 Mike, you're the best, man. 992 01:12:32,557 --> 01:12:34,685 What are you saying? I'm the best man, or I'm, like... 993 01:12:34,767 --> 01:12:36,519 You're the best... 994 01:12:36,978 --> 01:12:38,025 Man. 995 01:12:39,105 --> 01:12:40,778 That's not a committal. You're not committing. 996 01:12:40,857 --> 01:12:42,404 I will fuck up your wedding. You're the best man. 997 01:12:42,483 --> 01:12:44,781 I will fall into the wedding cake. You are the best, man. 998 01:12:44,861 --> 01:12:47,535 I will be the one that will not forever hold his peace. 999 01:12:48,197 --> 01:12:49,494 Hey. 1000 01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:53,002 You think I could be your best man when you two get married? 1001 01:12:56,539 --> 01:12:57,961 Nothing? All right. 1002 01:13:13,472 --> 01:13:17,147 A lot of smells going on in here. You getting that? 1003 01:13:17,602 --> 01:13:21,277 It's like patchouli mixed with BO and hugs. 1004 01:13:21,397 --> 01:13:23,900 Hey, Judgie Judgerstein, I'm glad you could make it. 1005 01:13:23,983 --> 01:13:26,953 You know, I'm not really a dancer so much as a walker. 1006 01:13:27,028 --> 01:13:30,578 You gotta let your spontanuity go. I don't think that's actually a word. 1007 01:13:30,656 --> 01:13:31,999 Relax. 1008 01:13:32,158 --> 01:13:34,832 Ecstatic dancing is not about looking good. 1009 01:13:35,119 --> 01:13:37,713 It's about getting in touch with your higher power. 1010 01:13:37,830 --> 01:13:40,925 You're gonna make me find this higher power even if it kills ya, huh? 1011 01:13:41,000 --> 01:13:44,004 Relax, babe. Let your inhibitions run wild. 1012 01:13:44,086 --> 01:13:46,305 I don't think inhibitions can... 1013 01:14:14,659 --> 01:14:16,661 I like that Phoebe, babe. 1014 01:14:16,744 --> 01:14:19,497 And I like her for him. I think they could make it. 1015 01:14:21,207 --> 01:14:22,504 What do you think? 1016 01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:24,798 I'm not so sure. 1017 01:14:25,336 --> 01:14:30,308 What are you talking about? I don't know. I'm just not so sure. 1018 01:14:30,383 --> 01:14:31,930 Are you kidding me? 1019 01:14:32,009 --> 01:14:33,602 You didn't see how they were looking at each other? 1020 01:14:33,678 --> 01:14:38,809 That's the same kind of look we used to give each other, like, 30 years ago. 1021 01:14:40,810 --> 01:14:42,483 Have you seen my pain pills? 1022 01:14:43,437 --> 01:14:44,984 They're not in the cabinet? 1023 01:14:45,064 --> 01:14:46,862 No. Weird. 1024 01:14:50,236 --> 01:14:51,909 I don't fuckin' believe it. 1025 01:14:52,071 --> 01:14:54,915 Mike, you don't know that. 1026 01:15:00,413 --> 01:15:03,257 Gotta tell you, Mike really liked you. 1027 01:15:03,416 --> 01:15:05,259 Yeah? Yeah. 1028 01:15:06,419 --> 01:15:09,013 Believe me, he's a hard sell. 1029 01:15:09,255 --> 01:15:11,303 I'm glad I passed the test. 1030 01:15:13,009 --> 01:15:15,228 Come on, I didn't mean it like that. 1031 01:15:16,429 --> 01:15:17,601 What's the matter? 1032 01:15:17,680 --> 01:15:20,524 Nothing. I'm just cranky. I missed my run. 1033 01:15:20,599 --> 01:15:22,397 I know that's your drug. 1034 01:15:23,060 --> 01:15:24,653 What? Nothing. 1035 01:15:27,565 --> 01:15:29,909 I know another way to get endorphins going. 1036 01:15:29,984 --> 01:15:32,282 God, I'm about to crash. 1037 01:15:33,320 --> 01:15:35,823 I have a 7:30 breakfast. 1038 01:15:39,076 --> 01:15:41,579 I'll make it up to you, I promise. 1039 01:15:43,289 --> 01:15:45,633 You don't have to promise me sex. 1040 01:17:22,096 --> 01:17:24,690 Sounds like you had a really good time. 1041 01:17:28,727 --> 01:17:30,821 You know, I don't know if I could approve 1042 01:17:30,896 --> 01:17:36,278 of you grinding up against a bunch of sweaty undulating bodies. 1043 01:17:37,653 --> 01:17:39,906 No, no, no, I'm in for the night. 1044 01:17:42,616 --> 01:17:46,246 Maybe I could get away for a few minutes tomorrow at lunch. 1045 01:17:46,954 --> 01:17:48,547 Sounds like fun. 1046 01:17:49,707 --> 01:17:51,835 Okay, good. Good night. 1047 01:17:52,543 --> 01:17:54,796 Hey. Did I wake you up? 1048 01:17:55,129 --> 01:17:58,884 Who was that? Who are you talking to? 1049 01:17:58,966 --> 01:18:00,309 What? 1050 01:18:00,384 --> 01:18:02,933 Who are you on the phone with? My sponsee. 1051 01:18:03,929 --> 01:18:06,648 Really? At 2:00 in the morning? 1052 01:18:07,266 --> 01:18:09,234 Yeah, he was calling to check in. 1053 01:18:12,563 --> 01:18:14,156 Can I see your phone? 1054 01:18:14,857 --> 01:18:15,983 Are you serious? 1055 01:18:16,066 --> 01:18:21,072 You don't want me to see your phone? No, and I resent you asking me to see it. 1056 01:18:21,155 --> 01:18:23,624 Which makes me think that you're hiding something. 1057 01:18:23,699 --> 01:18:24,871 You know what, Phoebe? 1058 01:18:24,950 --> 01:18:26,827 This isn't gonna work without a little bit of trust. 1059 01:18:27,369 --> 01:18:30,418 Let me see your phone. No. 1060 01:18:30,539 --> 01:18:31,882 Give me your phone. No. 1061 01:18:31,957 --> 01:18:33,254 Just give me your phone. I'm not letting you... 1062 01:18:33,334 --> 01:18:35,007 Just give me the fuckin' phone. 1063 01:18:41,342 --> 01:18:42,594 Happy? 1064 01:18:45,679 --> 01:18:49,104 What's going on with you? What's going on with you, Adam? 1065 01:18:49,183 --> 01:18:50,605 What is going on? 1066 01:18:51,310 --> 01:18:54,063 I feel like you're starting to pull away from me. 1067 01:18:54,313 --> 01:18:55,986 I mean, am I crazy? 1068 01:18:58,108 --> 01:18:59,951 Yeah, you're right, I know. 1069 01:19:01,320 --> 01:19:03,743 So are you gonna talk to me about it? 1070 01:19:05,157 --> 01:19:06,283 Yeah. 1071 01:19:09,787 --> 01:19:11,755 I guess, you know... 1072 01:19:15,167 --> 01:19:17,670 For me, for so long, you know, 1073 01:19:18,837 --> 01:19:24,810 sex was, like, this secretive chase for a fix, right? 1074 01:19:25,469 --> 01:19:27,597 And now, with us, 1075 01:19:29,223 --> 01:19:31,191 it's really hard for me to connect that 1076 01:19:31,267 --> 01:19:35,522 to something that's loving and intimate and real. 1077 01:19:35,604 --> 01:19:37,527 And it's not you. 1078 01:19:38,816 --> 01:19:40,113 What? 1079 01:19:40,442 --> 01:19:42,695 What? I just don't... 1080 01:19:43,696 --> 01:19:45,289 I don't know if I can do this. 1081 01:19:45,364 --> 01:19:47,116 Why? Why not? What do you mean? 1082 01:19:47,324 --> 01:19:49,418 We can do it. We just have to do the work. 1083 01:19:49,493 --> 01:19:51,837 Do the work? Adam, we just met. 1084 01:19:51,954 --> 01:19:56,460 I mean, this is crazy. We should be in the honeymoon phase. 1085 01:19:56,542 --> 01:19:58,510 What do you mean honeymoon? Where do you get that from? 1086 01:19:58,585 --> 01:20:00,633 What, did you read that in a book? 1087 01:20:03,424 --> 01:20:05,597 I think that I might... 1088 01:20:06,802 --> 01:20:10,978 What? Need someone who's healthier. 1089 01:20:11,056 --> 01:20:12,854 Healthier? Or not healthier, but... 1090 01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:16,358 No. Because I'm sick, and you, you're healthy 1091 01:20:16,437 --> 01:20:21,193 with your compulsive exercising and your crazy fucking food bullshit? 1092 01:20:23,152 --> 01:20:25,200 I think you're a really great guy, Adam. 1093 01:20:25,279 --> 01:20:30,706 No, you think that I'm a sick piece of shit. But don't worry. You, you're perfect, right? 1094 01:20:51,513 --> 01:20:52,560 What's up? 1095 01:20:52,931 --> 01:20:54,683 Honey, sit down. 1096 01:20:56,060 --> 01:20:57,312 What happened? 1097 01:20:58,520 --> 01:21:00,363 Did you take your mom's pain pills? 1098 01:21:01,690 --> 01:21:04,159 Did I what? Simple question. 1099 01:21:04,234 --> 01:21:07,488 Did you go into our bathroom and steal your mother's pills? 1100 01:21:08,197 --> 01:21:10,074 No. I told you guys, I'm clean. 1101 01:21:10,157 --> 01:21:13,377 Then what happened? Did they just sprout wings and fly away? 1102 01:21:13,452 --> 01:21:14,749 Mike, come on. 1103 01:21:16,163 --> 01:21:18,666 I'm never gonna be anything but a fuck-up to you, am I? 1104 01:21:18,749 --> 01:21:20,797 Honey, we won't be mad. 1105 01:21:22,127 --> 01:21:24,129 Give us the goddamn pills. 1106 01:21:24,213 --> 01:21:25,590 What pills? 1107 01:21:25,672 --> 01:21:28,516 You mean the pills she has to take 'cause of what you gave her? 1108 01:21:28,592 --> 01:21:30,390 Those pills? You watch your tone. 1109 01:21:30,469 --> 01:21:32,221 What tone, huh? The tone I learned from you 1110 01:21:32,304 --> 01:21:35,057 when you used to come into my room at night with your fuckin' Jameson's breath 1111 01:21:35,140 --> 01:21:37,017 and smack me around? That tone? What are you talking about? 1112 01:21:37,101 --> 01:21:38,523 Right, Ma? What are you talking about? 1113 01:21:38,602 --> 01:21:39,819 Say something! 1114 01:21:39,978 --> 01:21:41,321 Yeah, take his side like you always fuckin' did. 1115 01:21:41,397 --> 01:21:43,491 Stop talking ancient history! That always fuckin' worked. 1116 01:21:43,565 --> 01:21:46,785 We're talking about right now. Good. Fine. Right now, I want an apology. 1117 01:21:46,860 --> 01:21:48,077 You want an apology? Yeah. 1118 01:21:48,153 --> 01:21:51,202 You got some fuckin' stones, kid. Apology for what? 1119 01:21:51,281 --> 01:21:53,454 For accusing me of something I didn't fuckin' do! 1120 01:21:53,534 --> 01:21:55,502 Are you kidding me? Yeah, that's not gonna happen. 1121 01:21:56,495 --> 01:21:59,965 That's right, 'cause that would mean admitting that you're wrong, wouldn't it? 1122 01:22:00,040 --> 01:22:01,337 Big Mike's never wrong. 1123 01:22:01,417 --> 01:22:04,842 What are you talking about? I'm talking about you, Mr. 12-Step. 1124 01:22:04,920 --> 01:22:06,797 You can go pretend that you're Mr. Recovery 1125 01:22:06,880 --> 01:22:10,180 to all your sponsees who think you're Jesus fucking Christ. 1126 01:22:10,300 --> 01:22:11,847 Guess what, Dad? 1127 01:22:11,927 --> 01:22:14,976 I know the truth about you. You were a monster then. 1128 01:22:15,055 --> 01:22:18,685 You're a goddamn hypocrite now, telling them to go make amends. 1129 01:22:18,767 --> 01:22:20,940 You've never even made amends to your own son 1130 01:22:21,019 --> 01:22:23,613 for all the shit that you did to me, all the shit that you put me through. 1131 01:22:23,689 --> 01:22:24,906 Yes, I did, I did. 1132 01:22:24,982 --> 01:22:27,280 You did? When did you ever make an amends to me? 1133 01:22:27,359 --> 01:22:28,952 When? I... 1134 01:22:29,153 --> 01:22:32,908 That's right, never. You never did. You can start right now. 1135 01:22:33,031 --> 01:22:36,661 Dad, say you're sorry to me. I'm not saying I'm sorry to you. 1136 01:22:37,453 --> 01:22:40,457 Say you're sorry to me. I am not saying I'm sorry to you. 1137 01:22:40,539 --> 01:22:43,383 Say you're fucking sorry to me! I am not saying I'm sorry to you! 1138 01:22:43,459 --> 01:22:45,803 That's right, 'cause you're a fuckin' coward! 1139 01:22:50,048 --> 01:22:51,516 Stop it! 1140 01:22:54,011 --> 01:22:56,764 Stop it! Stop it! 1141 01:24:14,758 --> 01:24:16,260 Hey, Mike, it's Adam. 1142 01:24:16,343 --> 01:24:20,393 Yeah, I'm in DC for this postal service meeting, 1143 01:24:22,140 --> 01:24:24,643 and I'm not doing so good, man. 1144 01:24:24,893 --> 01:24:26,895 Yeah, it's over with Phoebe. 1145 01:24:26,979 --> 01:24:30,574 And I'm having some really dark thoughts here, brother. 1146 01:24:30,983 --> 01:24:33,532 So, can you give me a call when you get this, please? 1147 01:24:33,610 --> 01:24:35,157 Okay, thanks, man. Bye. 1148 01:24:37,656 --> 01:24:39,329 Come on, come on. 1149 01:24:40,284 --> 01:24:42,207 Hey, Margo. Hey, it's Adam. 1150 01:24:42,286 --> 01:24:43,833 How you doing? 1151 01:24:43,912 --> 01:24:45,084 I'm great. 1152 01:24:45,163 --> 01:24:49,384 Hey, listen. Do you think I could swing by there and grab the computer? 1153 01:24:49,459 --> 01:24:52,008 There's a couple edits I wanna make on the... 1154 01:24:54,298 --> 01:24:57,928 You know what? I'm fine. Let's just... We'll bang it out in the morning. 1155 01:24:58,010 --> 01:25:00,058 Okay, good night. Thanks, bye. 1156 01:25:00,804 --> 01:25:02,602 Fucking idiot. 1157 01:25:32,919 --> 01:25:35,047 Yeah. 1158 01:25:36,798 --> 01:25:38,266 Yeah. 1159 01:26:21,343 --> 01:26:22,469 Adam? 1160 01:26:30,519 --> 01:26:32,613 Yeah, slow. 1161 01:26:32,938 --> 01:26:34,690 Yeah, slow. 1162 01:26:56,586 --> 01:26:58,463 Hey. Hi, baby. 1163 01:26:58,547 --> 01:27:01,050 I am so happy to see you. 1164 01:27:01,258 --> 01:27:03,761 Thanks for coming. I was seriously bugging out. 1165 01:27:03,844 --> 01:27:08,224 Jesus. There's more shit than air in here. Yeah, I know. 1166 01:27:08,348 --> 01:27:11,693 You gotta do something about this, dude. This is not conclusive to your sobriety. 1167 01:27:11,768 --> 01:27:14,146 I think you mean conducive. You got any garbage bags? 1168 01:27:14,604 --> 01:27:17,323 Yes. Yes, I do. Hang on. 1169 01:27:27,159 --> 01:27:29,332 Dude, explain this to me. 1170 01:27:29,703 --> 01:27:32,502 You're trying to stay sober and you still have your porn collection? 1171 01:27:32,581 --> 01:27:36,506 Yeah, I'm really just stashing it up here. I don't actually watch any of it anymore. 1172 01:27:36,626 --> 01:27:38,924 We need to get rid of this. I know. 1173 01:27:39,004 --> 01:27:41,132 No. We need to get rid of this now. 1174 01:28:01,401 --> 01:28:03,199 You okay with this? 1175 01:28:03,820 --> 01:28:06,073 It's like burying an old friend. 1176 01:28:18,043 --> 01:28:20,887 Burning porn, My Lord 1177 01:28:21,213 --> 01:28:22,886 Kumbaya 1178 01:28:22,964 --> 01:28:24,216 Really? 1179 01:28:24,674 --> 01:28:26,426 Neil's shit's burning, My Lord 1180 01:28:26,510 --> 01:28:27,762 Okay. 1181 01:28:28,220 --> 01:28:29,893 Kumbaya 1182 01:28:32,682 --> 01:28:36,437 How am I gonna jack off now, My Lord? 1183 01:28:37,145 --> 01:28:39,239 Kumbaya 1184 01:28:40,148 --> 01:28:44,369 Oh, Lord, Kumbaya 1185 01:28:45,654 --> 01:28:47,531 You were a little high. 1186 01:28:50,116 --> 01:28:51,493 What's wrong? 1187 01:28:53,703 --> 01:28:57,082 I've never been just friends with a guy before. 1188 01:28:57,249 --> 01:28:58,546 It's so... 1189 01:28:58,875 --> 01:29:00,343 What? 1190 01:29:01,670 --> 01:29:02,922 Hot. 1191 01:29:06,925 --> 01:29:09,019 I love you, big man. 1192 01:29:09,553 --> 01:29:12,306 I love you, too, small tattooed woman. 1193 01:29:41,459 --> 01:29:43,006 I fucked up. 1194 01:29:55,599 --> 01:29:58,819 You always have to be right, don't you, Mike? 1195 01:29:58,894 --> 01:30:01,067 Always. Really? You gonna start this? 1196 01:30:01,146 --> 01:30:02,819 Just get out. 1197 01:30:09,029 --> 01:30:11,327 Fuck it. I'm gonna go. 1198 01:30:15,869 --> 01:30:17,837 Danny, come on, call us. 1199 01:30:19,247 --> 01:30:21,295 Your mom is worried. 1200 01:30:22,626 --> 01:30:24,799 Really? Really? 1201 01:31:01,331 --> 01:31:02,799 Hey, it's Adam. 1202 01:31:03,708 --> 01:31:05,506 You wanna come by? 1203 01:31:21,101 --> 01:31:23,069 Give me a five scratches. 1204 01:31:29,901 --> 01:31:31,744 3 Musketeers bar. 1205 01:31:34,948 --> 01:31:36,450 Is that it? 1206 01:31:38,827 --> 01:31:40,704 Yeah. Let me have... 1207 01:31:42,580 --> 01:31:45,754 A bottle of bourbon, fifth of bourbon. 1208 01:31:46,793 --> 01:31:47,965 Yeah. 1209 01:32:13,111 --> 01:32:14,488 Hey. 1210 01:32:15,655 --> 01:32:17,123 What happened? 1211 01:32:17,323 --> 01:32:18,540 Where is he? 1212 01:32:18,616 --> 01:32:20,243 Katie, breathe. 1213 01:32:32,714 --> 01:32:35,189 And then at the last minute, this guy just, 1214 01:32:35,215 --> 01:32:37,745 like, jumps in front of me and takes my cab. 1215 01:32:37,802 --> 01:32:38,849 I go down to the subway. 1216 01:32:38,928 --> 01:32:40,851 I'm waiting for the subway for, like, 20 minutes. 1217 01:32:40,930 --> 01:32:43,057 I get on, and after two stops, they stop it, 1218 01:32:43,083 --> 01:32:45,256 and they say it's 'cause of a sick passenger. 1219 01:32:45,310 --> 01:32:48,905 Like, how much of a diva do you have to be to stop a whole train? 1220 01:32:48,980 --> 01:32:51,153 The gumption, it's crazy. 1221 01:32:51,816 --> 01:32:54,490 I remember this place. 1222 01:32:55,028 --> 01:32:57,406 Oh, my God. I love this rug. 1223 01:32:57,947 --> 01:32:59,915 Are you sure you're not gay? 1224 01:33:00,575 --> 01:33:01,997 Pretty sure. 1225 01:33:03,578 --> 01:33:05,672 Okay. 1226 01:33:05,747 --> 01:33:06,873 Give it a second. 1227 01:33:06,956 --> 01:33:09,960 You're so fucking hot. Thank you. 1228 01:33:10,835 --> 01:33:12,303 Time out. 1229 01:33:12,378 --> 01:33:13,925 Why don't you make me a drink or something? 1230 01:33:14,005 --> 01:33:17,976 Of course. I'm sorry. How rude of me. What would the lady like? 1231 01:33:18,051 --> 01:33:22,101 The lady would like a glass of red wine if the gentleman has one. 1232 01:33:22,180 --> 01:33:23,853 The lady's in luck. 1233 01:33:28,144 --> 01:33:30,772 I was so surprised when you called me. 1234 01:33:31,523 --> 01:33:34,026 It's been a very long time. 1235 01:33:34,109 --> 01:33:36,111 I'm glad you picked up. 1236 01:33:38,488 --> 01:33:41,458 So what was the deal with that girl? 1237 01:33:41,533 --> 01:33:43,206 Is she your girlfriend? 1238 01:33:43,284 --> 01:33:45,628 Yeah, that's pretty much over. 1239 01:33:47,247 --> 01:33:50,171 Well, I'm glad you called. 1240 01:33:51,209 --> 01:33:55,259 Gives me an excuse to wear this brand-new little dress I bought. 1241 01:33:55,380 --> 01:33:57,007 I know. 1242 01:33:58,299 --> 01:34:00,552 Yeah, I love this dress. 1243 01:34:01,010 --> 01:34:02,307 Yeah. 1244 01:34:03,221 --> 01:34:05,565 You don't think it's too short? 1245 01:34:06,057 --> 01:34:07,525 Not at all. 1246 01:34:08,393 --> 01:34:09,690 Really? 1247 01:34:11,354 --> 01:34:16,076 You don't think it's, like, a little naughty? 1248 01:34:17,527 --> 01:34:19,029 I don't know. 1249 01:34:21,447 --> 01:34:22,744 I do. 1250 01:34:25,535 --> 01:34:30,416 I don't think I should be allowed to go out like this, right? 1251 01:34:33,293 --> 01:34:35,387 No, you shouldn't. 1252 01:34:35,461 --> 01:34:37,179 Go on. 1253 01:34:37,255 --> 01:34:38,677 Go change your dress. 1254 01:34:39,090 --> 01:34:40,888 But I don't wanna change. 1255 01:34:41,843 --> 01:34:45,643 Becky, did you hear me? I told you to go change, now. 1256 01:34:45,722 --> 01:34:48,316 Or what? Becky, I said change your dress. 1257 01:34:48,391 --> 01:34:49,893 Fuck you. I'm not a child anymore. 1258 01:34:49,976 --> 01:34:53,150 Hey, this is my house. You're ruled by my rules. 1259 01:34:53,229 --> 01:34:55,277 Daddy, stop it! You're hurting me. 1260 01:34:55,356 --> 01:34:57,825 Becky, you gonna change your dress? 1261 01:34:57,901 --> 01:34:58,993 No. 1262 01:34:59,444 --> 01:35:02,744 You wanna be a big girl? Fine. I'll treat you like a big girl. 1263 01:35:03,615 --> 01:35:05,663 No, Daddy! Yeah. 1264 01:35:05,742 --> 01:35:07,619 What are you doing? Stop. Yeah. 1265 01:35:07,702 --> 01:35:09,500 You want me to stop, huh? 1266 01:35:09,579 --> 01:35:13,174 Just say it. I'll stop. Go ahead, tell me to stop. 1267 01:35:15,627 --> 01:35:16,970 Fuck me. 1268 01:35:28,056 --> 01:35:29,399 Yeah. 1269 01:35:30,058 --> 01:35:31,651 Okay, now. 1270 01:35:33,353 --> 01:35:35,856 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 1271 01:35:35,939 --> 01:35:38,067 Come on, slap me. 1272 01:35:39,400 --> 01:35:41,323 I'm not gonna slap you. 1273 01:35:42,362 --> 01:35:44,581 Fuckin' slap me. I said I'm not gonna slap you. 1274 01:35:44,656 --> 01:35:46,078 Come on, fuckin' slap me, you fucking pussy. 1275 01:35:46,157 --> 01:35:48,501 I'm not into that. I'm not into that. 1276 01:35:49,661 --> 01:35:51,004 Okay? 1277 01:35:51,287 --> 01:35:52,459 Becky. 1278 01:35:52,538 --> 01:35:54,882 Fuckin' slap me. Come on! Okay. Hey, hey, hey. 1279 01:35:54,958 --> 01:35:56,460 You know you want to. Fuckin' slap me! Hey, hey. 1280 01:35:56,542 --> 01:35:58,089 Come on, fuckin' slap me! Hey! 1281 01:35:58,169 --> 01:36:00,968 Fuckin' slap me! Come on, fuckin' slap me! 1282 01:36:01,047 --> 01:36:02,424 Listen to me. Fuckin' slap me! 1283 01:36:02,507 --> 01:36:03,804 Stop it. Fuckin' slap me! 1284 01:36:03,883 --> 01:36:05,476 Hey, hey. Fuckin' slap me! 1285 01:36:05,551 --> 01:36:07,178 Stop, stop. 1286 01:36:08,513 --> 01:36:09,856 Stop. 1287 01:36:14,143 --> 01:36:15,440 Stop. 1288 01:36:18,982 --> 01:36:20,359 It's okay. 1289 01:36:20,858 --> 01:36:22,110 All right? 1290 01:36:22,193 --> 01:36:24,161 Are you all right? I'm fine. 1291 01:36:25,196 --> 01:36:26,948 Come on, talk to me. Don't touch me! 1292 01:36:31,703 --> 01:36:34,126 Hey, I... Don't fucking touch me! 1293 01:36:40,837 --> 01:36:43,511 Hey, hey, hey. Hey. 1294 01:36:45,425 --> 01:36:46,972 Jesus Christ. 1295 01:36:47,051 --> 01:36:48,223 Becky? 1296 01:36:49,470 --> 01:36:50,767 Hey, Becky. 1297 01:36:54,559 --> 01:36:57,608 It's all right. It's okay. It's okay. 1298 01:36:58,021 --> 01:37:00,695 Get away from me! 1299 01:37:07,739 --> 01:37:08,911 What? 1300 01:37:09,324 --> 01:37:11,577 Becky, hey. 1301 01:37:12,160 --> 01:37:13,628 Becky, come on. 1302 01:37:13,703 --> 01:37:15,421 Get away from me! 1303 01:37:15,496 --> 01:37:19,342 Open the door, okay? Come on. Come on out of there. 1304 01:37:20,209 --> 01:37:21,631 Fuck. 1305 01:37:21,711 --> 01:37:23,713 Hey, come on. Talk to me. 1306 01:37:24,005 --> 01:37:26,349 Get away from me! 1307 01:37:26,424 --> 01:37:30,600 Hey, hey, hey. What are you doing in there? What are you doing in there? 1308 01:37:30,678 --> 01:37:32,180 Hey. hey! 1309 01:37:32,430 --> 01:37:36,230 You know what? Becky, this isn't funny. Come on now. 1310 01:37:38,978 --> 01:37:41,697 I can't take it. 1311 01:37:45,276 --> 01:37:50,328 Mike, I need your help. Call me ASAP, man, seriously. 1312 01:38:00,917 --> 01:38:03,295 Dude, where have you been? I've been trying to call you. 1313 01:38:05,296 --> 01:38:06,513 Who? 1314 01:38:07,465 --> 01:38:08,808 What girl? 1315 01:38:10,676 --> 01:38:12,678 All right. Text me your address. I'm on my way. 1316 01:38:17,225 --> 01:38:18,477 No! 1317 01:38:19,560 --> 01:38:21,437 Fuckin' animals! 1318 01:38:22,980 --> 01:38:24,653 You see who did this? 1319 01:38:25,441 --> 01:38:26,442 Fuck! 1320 01:39:13,614 --> 01:39:14,661 Dude. Hey. 1321 01:39:14,740 --> 01:39:15,787 Where is she? 1322 01:39:15,867 --> 01:39:19,497 Right here, in the bathroom. She's right there on the left. 1323 01:39:19,620 --> 01:39:20,712 Hey. .. Becky. 1324 01:39:20,788 --> 01:39:23,337 Becky, listen. My name is Neil. I'm friends with Adam. 1325 01:39:23,416 --> 01:39:25,339 We're worried about you, sweetie. How about you open the door? 1326 01:39:28,921 --> 01:39:30,389 Becky! Hey! 1327 01:39:31,591 --> 01:39:32,843 Becky! 1328 01:39:33,050 --> 01:39:35,394 Adam, move! Shit! 1329 01:39:38,639 --> 01:39:39,982 Becky. Come on. No. 1330 01:39:40,057 --> 01:39:41,309 Talk to me, sweetie. 1331 01:39:42,393 --> 01:39:44,771 Come on. You talk to me here. 1332 01:39:44,854 --> 01:39:45,901 Call 9-1-1. 1333 01:39:47,482 --> 01:39:49,029 Adam, 9-1-1! 1334 01:39:54,780 --> 01:39:59,786 Yeah, we need an ambulance quick at 135 West 3rd Street, apartment 2B. 1335 01:39:59,869 --> 01:40:02,247 Young female, polysubstance overdose. 1336 01:40:02,413 --> 01:40:06,509 Did you get that? Okay. Please hurry. Stay with me, Becky. 1337 01:40:08,002 --> 01:40:09,254 Oh, man. 1338 01:40:09,879 --> 01:40:12,177 Dude, it's all right. She's gonna be okay. 1339 01:40:20,598 --> 01:40:24,398 Dude, you really are Anthony Edwards. 1340 01:40:25,603 --> 01:40:27,196 Fuck that. 1341 01:40:27,480 --> 01:40:29,232 I'm George Clooney. 1342 01:40:35,363 --> 01:40:39,413 We're looking for our son, Danny Burns. We've heard he's on the 5th floor. 1343 01:40:45,957 --> 01:40:47,425 Baby. 1344 01:40:55,383 --> 01:40:56,976 Are you okay? 1345 01:40:57,093 --> 01:41:00,097 Yeah, I'm fine, Ma. Are you all right? 1346 01:41:00,179 --> 01:41:01,681 Yeah, I'm... 1347 01:41:02,807 --> 01:41:03,899 Are you in pain? 1348 01:41:04,183 --> 01:41:05,480 No. 1349 01:41:06,477 --> 01:41:08,696 They got me on the good stuff. 1350 01:41:11,399 --> 01:41:13,493 I didn't even have to steal it. 1351 01:41:15,278 --> 01:41:18,498 We know that you didn't take the pills. 1352 01:41:19,490 --> 01:41:21,242 Right, Mike? 1353 01:41:23,202 --> 01:41:25,000 Will you tell him? 1354 01:41:26,914 --> 01:41:28,632 Fuckin' hysterical. 1355 01:41:30,626 --> 01:41:33,550 First drink or drug in 8 months. 1356 01:41:33,838 --> 01:41:36,591 I total the car. I get arrested for DUI. 1357 01:41:40,344 --> 01:41:42,642 You must be fuckin' loving this. 1358 01:41:44,807 --> 01:41:46,150 Look at you. 1359 01:41:47,685 --> 01:41:49,653 What's on your mind, Pop? 1360 01:41:52,023 --> 01:41:53,741 Why don't you tell me? 1361 01:41:54,400 --> 01:41:57,529 Tell me this is what I get for white-knuckling it. 1362 01:42:12,126 --> 01:42:13,628 I'm sorry. 1363 01:42:14,920 --> 01:42:16,547 I'm so sorry. 1364 01:42:18,382 --> 01:42:20,055 I'm sorry. 1365 01:42:53,250 --> 01:42:56,174 Thanks for meeting me. It's really good to see you. 1366 01:42:56,253 --> 01:42:57,846 Yeah, you, too. 1367 01:42:58,005 --> 01:43:03,387 I thought a lot about what happened, and I wanted to clear the air between us. 1368 01:43:07,848 --> 01:43:12,570 I just wanna say that I really regret some of the things I said to you that night. 1369 01:43:14,146 --> 01:43:15,614 I'm sorry. 1370 01:43:16,273 --> 01:43:17,616 I'm not. 1371 01:43:18,359 --> 01:43:20,407 It was good. I... 1372 01:43:20,486 --> 01:43:23,786 You forced me to look at myself. I needed to hear it. 1373 01:43:24,824 --> 01:43:26,451 How'd that go? 1374 01:43:26,909 --> 01:43:29,458 Not so good, yeah. 1375 01:43:29,704 --> 01:43:32,628 Turns out, I'm not perfect. 1376 01:43:33,207 --> 01:43:36,086 No, but you're pretty fuckin' awesome. 1377 01:43:39,505 --> 01:43:42,679 Oh, God. It's not fair, you know? 1378 01:43:43,342 --> 01:43:44,810 What? 1379 01:43:46,303 --> 01:43:48,931 I still hate everybody but you. 1380 01:44:11,662 --> 01:44:16,042 I'm gonna ask you to sit and listen to me for one second. 1381 01:44:17,835 --> 01:44:20,509 Things are going to change between us. 1382 01:44:21,338 --> 01:44:26,094 From now on, I'm going to be a son. 1383 01:44:27,178 --> 01:44:31,433 I should do something for myself to show that I love myself. 1384 01:44:31,807 --> 01:44:36,278 Give me the most damaged guy you could find and I was, like, in heaven. 1385 01:44:36,687 --> 01:44:39,907 I'm halfway through my 9th step list. 1386 01:44:39,982 --> 01:44:42,155 Just did my first wife. 1387 01:44:42,234 --> 01:44:43,827 That was fun. 1388 01:44:44,695 --> 01:44:47,323 I miss acting out. 1389 01:44:47,907 --> 01:44:50,035 I do, I'm serious. 1390 01:44:50,284 --> 01:44:53,288 This disease won't let me take a compliment 1391 01:44:53,496 --> 01:44:59,469 unless it comes from, like, I don't know, a muscley, tattooed Latino man. 1392 01:44:59,710 --> 01:45:03,556 My wife would ask where I was, and I would say I was at meetings at work, 1393 01:45:03,631 --> 01:45:05,725 and I led a double life for a long time. 1394 01:45:06,008 --> 01:45:07,476 There are keep-coming-back chips 1395 01:45:07,551 --> 01:45:11,476 for newcomers and members wishing to reaffirm their commitment to sobriety. 1396 01:45:11,722 --> 01:45:14,851 Is anyone celebrating 30 days? 1397 01:45:53,597 --> 01:45:54,769 You're welcome.