1 00:00:45,545 --> 00:00:46,612 Yes? 2 00:00:49,649 --> 00:00:50,716 How long? 3 00:02:10,096 --> 00:02:11,163 Let me help you. 4 00:02:14,601 --> 00:02:16,468 All right. 5 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:18,003 - I'm not... - - I'm trusting you now. 6 00:02:18,005 --> 00:02:20,739 This is... this is... you know... 7 00:02:20,741 --> 00:02:22,574 husband and wife kind of... 8 00:02:22,576 --> 00:02:24,243 Look at that. 9 00:02:24,245 --> 00:02:26,411 Look at all this juicy juice. 10 00:02:26,913 --> 00:02:28,447 Cut it all off. 11 00:02:28,449 --> 00:02:30,415 Wait, stop. Stop smiling for a second. 12 00:02:30,417 --> 00:02:32,918 - Okay. -I just wanna comb your mustache. 13 00:02:36,956 --> 00:02:39,625 Are you excited to meet Roger Payne? 14 00:02:39,627 --> 00:02:41,126 Yeah, I'm very excited. 15 00:02:41,128 --> 00:02:43,395 - Real live man, Roger Payne. - - I'm nervous. 16 00:02:43,397 --> 00:02:45,397 What're you nervous about? 17 00:02:45,399 --> 00:02:48,433 For this week, for tomorrow. 18 00:02:48,435 --> 00:02:52,137 Darling, nobody's expecting you to be some kind of expert... 19 00:02:52,139 --> 00:02:53,705 You don't expect me. 20 00:02:53,707 --> 00:02:55,240 - No, no... - I expect them to be. 21 00:02:55,242 --> 00:02:56,575 Why shouldn't they expect me to be? 22 00:02:56,577 --> 00:02:58,076 Well, they are experts. 23 00:02:59,078 --> 00:03:00,445 You're a writer. 24 00:03:02,615 --> 00:03:05,317 I'm kinda nervous about the book too, you know. 25 00:03:05,319 --> 00:03:06,885 - Really? - - Well, I mean... 26 00:03:06,887 --> 00:03:09,321 What do most couples do on a honeymoon anyways? 27 00:03:09,323 --> 00:03:11,156 They stay in their room, right? 28 00:03:11,158 --> 00:03:13,319 All we need is a bed. 29 00:03:14,994 --> 00:03:16,061 Or desk. 30 00:03:16,663 --> 00:03:18,063 Or a chair with a floor. 31 00:03:21,701 --> 00:03:23,435 You know what, do you want me to go quickly 32 00:03:23,437 --> 00:03:24,636 or do you want me to do a good job? 33 00:03:24,638 --> 00:03:26,138 I want you to do a really good job. 34 00:03:26,140 --> 00:03:27,906 - That's what I thought. - And do it quickly. 35 00:03:27,908 --> 00:03:29,141 Look up. 36 00:03:30,743 --> 00:03:33,103 How's it feel to be married? 37 00:03:50,764 --> 00:03:52,264 January 19th. 38 00:03:53,466 --> 00:03:54,967 Fifty four degrees south. 39 00:03:57,971 --> 00:04:01,740 I swear, Argentina already feels like the bottom of the world. 40 00:04:03,977 --> 00:04:06,857 But it's where the journey begins for most explorers. 41 00:04:09,282 --> 00:04:10,649 What draws us here? 42 00:04:12,719 --> 00:04:15,440 For Dr. Payne, it's the siren call of the whales. 43 00:04:17,557 --> 00:04:20,792 He was the first to hear their songs as songs. 44 00:04:21,561 --> 00:04:23,962 The first to record them. 45 00:04:23,964 --> 00:04:26,365 We're following their migration south, 46 00:04:26,367 --> 00:04:28,300 before the Antarctic winter sets in. 47 00:04:30,403 --> 00:04:32,437 It's mostly scientists, 48 00:04:32,439 --> 00:04:33,805 but there are few others. 49 00:04:34,807 --> 00:04:35,874 Family, 50 00:04:36,276 --> 00:04:37,542 friends, 51 00:04:38,311 --> 00:04:39,611 and us. 52 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:45,017 Seriously, it's one of the roughest seas in the world. 53 00:04:45,518 --> 00:04:47,038 - Really? - Yeah. 54 00:04:48,821 --> 00:04:49,888 Whoa. 55 00:04:49,890 --> 00:04:51,490 - What? - -There he is. 56 00:04:51,492 --> 00:04:52,658 That's Roger Payne. 57 00:04:52,660 --> 00:04:54,660 He brought his wife with him too? 58 00:04:54,662 --> 00:04:57,102 Yeah, that's his wife, Lisa. 59 00:05:00,667 --> 00:05:02,668 - Right at the red light. - Right, right, right. 60 00:05:02,670 --> 00:05:04,036 And then take a left. 61 00:05:05,038 --> 00:05:06,238 Okay. 62 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:07,372 Follow the arrows. 63 00:05:07,374 --> 00:05:10,042 Don't, don't just follow the arrows. 64 00:05:10,044 --> 00:05:12,197 The arrows don't lead directly to the room. 65 00:05:12,223 --> 00:05:13,078 Oh, this way. 66 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:14,846 Okay, this looks better. 67 00:05:17,317 --> 00:05:19,351 - Bed and... - The honeymoon suite. 68 00:05:22,522 --> 00:05:23,789 Bunk beds. 69 00:05:24,657 --> 00:05:25,924 It's bunk beds. 70 00:05:26,526 --> 00:05:28,226 No one gets bunk beds. 71 00:05:31,264 --> 00:05:32,464 Look at that. 72 00:05:32,466 --> 00:05:34,466 Is that another person's room? 73 00:05:34,468 --> 00:05:35,801 Probably not. 74 00:05:37,070 --> 00:05:38,904 Yes, it is. 75 00:05:38,906 --> 00:05:40,672 So we're sharing the bathroom, huh? 76 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:41,973 With a stranger. 77 00:05:41,975 --> 00:05:42,974 Very luxurious... 78 00:05:42,976 --> 00:05:45,544 It'll just be you, me, and a stranger. 79 00:05:45,546 --> 00:05:47,012 I'm so sorry, babe. 80 00:05:47,014 --> 00:05:48,380 It's fine. 81 00:05:48,382 --> 00:05:50,682 But if we are staying in this room, 82 00:05:50,684 --> 00:05:52,250 then I get the top bunk. 83 00:05:52,852 --> 00:05:54,686 Yeah. 84 00:05:54,688 --> 00:05:57,789 Come here, silly. Come here. 85 00:06:40,033 --> 00:06:41,666 Gather round, please. 86 00:06:41,668 --> 00:06:45,337 If you could please move a little forward, that's it, thanks. 87 00:06:45,339 --> 00:06:47,506 Okay, welcome to your life boat. 88 00:06:47,508 --> 00:06:50,742 This will be our baby in the glaciers 89 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:53,879 if we need to get off the ship very, very fast. 90 00:06:53,881 --> 00:06:59,751 Inside, it has food, water, even sea-sickness tablets. 91 00:06:59,753 --> 00:07:04,256 Everything we need is right here. Radio transponders 92 00:07:04,258 --> 00:07:10,529 and fishing lines, whatever you can imagine, is right inside this boat. 93 00:07:10,531 --> 00:07:13,064 Even it has food and such things. 94 00:07:13,066 --> 00:07:16,735 We have more than enough food for everyone on board. 95 00:07:19,972 --> 00:07:22,674 If we die when this ship goes down, it's your fault. 96 00:07:22,676 --> 00:07:25,544 Okay, I'll take full responsibly. 97 00:09:00,973 --> 00:09:02,507 Just lay on top. 98 00:10:16,483 --> 00:10:18,216 We'll spend a few days, 99 00:10:18,218 --> 00:10:21,052 go out the Beagle Channel and actually go north, 100 00:10:21,054 --> 00:10:23,388 north east through the straits of Lemaire. 101 00:10:23,390 --> 00:10:26,391 We're gonna go up here, come off the continental shelf 102 00:10:26,393 --> 00:10:27,792 into the deep water, 103 00:10:27,794 --> 00:10:29,761 and do about 800 miles 104 00:10:29,763 --> 00:10:31,563 across the southern ocean 105 00:10:31,565 --> 00:10:35,266 towards the very northern tip of the Antarctic peninsula. 106 00:10:35,268 --> 00:10:38,236 If we can, we'll get into the Weddell Sea. 107 00:10:38,238 --> 00:10:39,571 This is where Shackleton got stuck. 108 00:10:39,573 --> 00:10:41,006 This is where Shackleton got stuck. 109 00:10:41,008 --> 00:10:45,577 The Weddell Sea is the heart of the largest area of pack ice 110 00:10:45,579 --> 00:10:48,546 that's generated anywhere around the Antarctic. 111 00:11:18,912 --> 00:11:21,746 The songs of humpback whales were more beautiful then, 112 00:11:21,748 --> 00:11:26,251 in the same years that The Beatles were writing songs, than they are now. 113 00:11:26,253 --> 00:11:27,786 They were more evocative. 114 00:11:27,788 --> 00:11:29,954 They brought tears to your eyes. 115 00:11:29,956 --> 00:11:31,723 I don't think they do that anymore. 116 00:11:31,725 --> 00:11:32,824 But they did that. 117 00:11:32,826 --> 00:11:34,292 Why? Why could that be? 118 00:11:34,294 --> 00:11:35,694 I have no idea. 119 00:11:35,696 --> 00:11:39,097 Isn't it true that if you speed up the sound of the humpback whale 120 00:11:39,099 --> 00:11:41,099 that it actually sounds little bit like a birdsong? 121 00:11:41,101 --> 00:11:44,769 It does, it actually sounds a lot like, if you slow it down, a birdsong. 122 00:11:44,771 --> 00:11:46,771 It says, "Paul is dead." 123 00:13:13,693 --> 00:13:14,759 Hey. 124 00:13:15,928 --> 00:13:17,529 Where are you going? 125 00:13:17,531 --> 00:13:18,830 I'm just going upstairs. 126 00:13:20,166 --> 00:13:23,001 Okay. I'll come with you. 127 00:13:23,003 --> 00:13:26,204 No. No, stay. Sleep, sleep. 128 00:13:26,206 --> 00:13:28,706 You look so beautiful. Go back to sleep. 129 00:13:28,708 --> 00:13:30,675 What are you gonna go do? 130 00:13:30,677 --> 00:13:32,210 I'm gonna go talk to Roger. 131 00:13:32,212 --> 00:13:34,045 Just work stuff. It's boring. 132 00:13:34,047 --> 00:13:35,580 - Okay. - Okay. 133 00:13:36,949 --> 00:13:38,283 I'll be back soon. 134 00:13:39,718 --> 00:13:40,785 - Love you. 135 00:13:46,792 --> 00:13:49,661 This was a symbolic act to him because his handkerchief 136 00:13:49,663 --> 00:13:54,799 was one of two things he had that reminded him that he'd once been a civilized man. 137 00:13:54,801 --> 00:13:56,081 The other thing... 138 00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:16,648 There's something about these penguin couples that's so domestic. 139 00:15:18,284 --> 00:15:22,353 They groom each other, they smack each other, they... 140 00:15:22,355 --> 00:15:24,722 They hold hands while they're walking. 141 00:15:27,192 --> 00:15:28,693 Or make babies. 142 00:15:33,132 --> 00:15:35,133 Okay. 143 00:15:35,135 --> 00:15:36,601 What're you trying to say? 144 00:15:37,636 --> 00:15:39,404 Nothing. 145 00:15:39,406 --> 00:15:41,973 We would probably make cute babies though. 146 00:16:12,238 --> 00:16:14,138 February 3rd. 147 00:16:14,140 --> 00:16:15,740 Sixty two degrees south. 148 00:16:17,142 --> 00:16:18,810 The details of home 149 00:16:19,545 --> 00:16:20,678 fall away. 150 00:16:22,281 --> 00:16:23,881 Out here, 151 00:16:23,883 --> 00:16:25,550 there's no Sunday or Monday. 152 00:16:27,252 --> 00:16:29,620 No balance between day and night. 153 00:16:33,292 --> 00:16:37,996 A kind of prolonged twilight sets in the further south we go. 154 00:17:15,667 --> 00:17:16,868 This is it. 155 00:17:20,839 --> 00:17:22,373 The world falls away. 156 00:17:23,742 --> 00:17:25,843 There really is no second chance. 157 00:17:29,348 --> 00:17:31,849 Oh shit. We're late. 158 00:17:31,851 --> 00:17:33,551 It's fine, sweetheart. 159 00:17:33,553 --> 00:17:36,721 Well, it's fine, but it's not, you know, perfect 160 00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:38,723 because they're gonna be sitting up there waiting for us. 161 00:17:38,725 --> 00:17:42,260 No, I think dinner on this boat is a very fluid thing. 162 00:17:42,262 --> 00:17:43,561 Hey, relax. 163 00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:46,831 Why don't you go pull the car around? 164 00:17:46,833 --> 00:17:49,767 Look, I'm gonna go up and I'm gonna keep them company, okay? 165 00:17:49,769 --> 00:17:51,402 Five minutes, okay? 166 00:17:51,404 --> 00:17:52,670 I'll see you up there. 167 00:18:05,284 --> 00:18:06,818 Me, again. 168 00:18:06,820 --> 00:18:08,100 What do you want? 169 00:18:10,923 --> 00:18:12,023 I want my wife. 170 00:18:18,464 --> 00:18:20,298 Just go up without me, okay? 171 00:18:20,300 --> 00:18:21,699 Don't wait for me. 172 00:18:24,670 --> 00:18:25,703 Okay. 173 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:29,640 See you up there. 174 00:18:37,850 --> 00:18:40,151 Thing that he can take from the land. 175 00:18:40,153 --> 00:18:42,320 And also on a bit of a hunting expedition 176 00:18:42,322 --> 00:18:43,554 which is his pastime. 177 00:18:43,556 --> 00:18:46,290 And while he is there he is, uh... 178 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:51,429 confronted by nature and also by what's left of his capitalist soul. 179 00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:55,900 But I also think that the explorer represents 180 00:18:55,902 --> 00:18:58,736 someone who is still at least in touch with the natural world. 181 00:18:58,738 --> 00:19:01,939 And someone who is going out to cross or to walk to the South Pole 182 00:19:01,941 --> 00:19:05,376 is someone who has the opportunity to experience something 183 00:19:05,378 --> 00:19:06,844 bigger than themselves. 184 00:19:06,846 --> 00:19:09,080 And that has value. Don't you think? 185 00:19:09,082 --> 00:19:12,416 But they're always men, I mean, these people, why is that? 186 00:19:12,418 --> 00:19:13,985 No, no, I don't think they're always men. 187 00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:16,187 They're almost always men, I would have to agree 188 00:19:16,189 --> 00:19:23,628 and there is a lot of it that's devoted to this obsession with geographical prizes. 189 00:19:23,630 --> 00:19:25,396 I find that a bit tiresome, you know. 190 00:19:25,398 --> 00:19:30,968 Then, you'd need more and more modifiers to describe what this is a first of. 191 00:19:32,771 --> 00:19:35,940 Would you try to attract media attention to whale research 192 00:19:35,942 --> 00:19:38,643 and to coral and acidification of the ocean? 193 00:19:38,645 --> 00:19:40,578 Awareness is important, very important. 194 00:19:40,580 --> 00:19:46,450 And I've tried to attract it to, in a way that is concerned with solving that problem. 195 00:19:46,452 --> 00:19:47,985 See you guys later. 196 00:19:47,987 --> 00:19:50,421 And the problem of an that explorer is to just get there 197 00:19:50,423 --> 00:19:52,857 and then say that he or she has been there. 198 00:19:52,859 --> 00:19:57,628 And I've never quite understood that fully, I mean... 199 00:19:57,630 --> 00:19:59,797 I, you know, Columbus didn't... 200 00:20:31,197 --> 00:20:32,697 Going to Antarctica? 201 00:20:33,432 --> 00:20:34,699 Yeah, it's good. 202 00:20:34,701 --> 00:20:36,167 - It's exciting. - What about our honeymoon? 203 00:20:36,169 --> 00:20:37,568 Well, that is our honeymoon. 204 00:20:54,353 --> 00:20:55,620 To, um... 205 00:20:56,221 --> 00:20:58,923 Adventure Antarctica 206 00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:00,324 and your work. 207 00:21:00,326 --> 00:21:04,262 To writing about a place and then getting the opportunity to go there. 208 00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:35,593 That's really interesting. 209 00:21:35,595 --> 00:21:37,361 So they actually land or do they just swoop down... 210 00:21:37,363 --> 00:21:41,165 No, no, they land. They do this thousands of times, they enlarge wounds 211 00:21:41,167 --> 00:21:44,201 until you get a whale which has, I don't know, six or eight wounds 212 00:21:44,203 --> 00:21:46,504 - down its middle. - It's a good way to put it. 213 00:21:46,506 --> 00:21:49,607 Collecting places, collecting locations. 214 00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:51,575 We're obsessed with categorizing and... 215 00:21:51,577 --> 00:21:54,445 They will fly down, land on the back of the whale, 216 00:21:54,447 --> 00:21:56,614 bite a hole in the whale, 217 00:21:56,616 --> 00:21:58,382 and then fly off with a hunk of meat. 218 00:21:58,384 --> 00:22:01,385 You don't usually accompany Roger on his trips though, right? 219 00:22:01,387 --> 00:22:02,753 No, no, I don't. 220 00:22:02,755 --> 00:22:05,589 I've been once to Patagonia where he goes every year. 221 00:22:05,591 --> 00:22:07,291 For his Right Whale study. 222 00:22:07,293 --> 00:22:09,093 And I was feeling miserable. 223 00:22:10,463 --> 00:22:12,163 The sun never shone. 224 00:22:12,165 --> 00:22:13,464 It was windy. 225 00:22:13,466 --> 00:22:15,099 I feel a bit, uh... 226 00:22:15,834 --> 00:22:17,468 You know, out of place. 227 00:22:17,470 --> 00:22:21,305 And, um, all the more so because Peter seems 228 00:22:21,307 --> 00:22:23,374 very much in his element 229 00:22:23,376 --> 00:22:26,043 and I sometimes feel like I don't know where to fit into. 230 00:22:26,045 --> 00:22:29,880 But, you know, it's all well and good, We're having a good time. 231 00:24:55,293 --> 00:24:56,494 Oh, God. 232 00:24:58,997 --> 00:25:00,064 Doctor? 233 00:25:00,066 --> 00:25:01,565 Hello. 234 00:25:01,567 --> 00:25:02,833 Take a seat, please. 235 00:25:07,506 --> 00:25:08,772 Oh. 236 00:25:12,010 --> 00:25:14,111 Relax. Just relax. 237 00:25:28,261 --> 00:25:33,197 Yeah. And is this a path of where whales feed? 238 00:25:33,199 --> 00:25:35,366 Like, you were pointing out to me the... 239 00:27:31,049 --> 00:27:32,950 Ah, that's not bad. 240 00:27:36,822 --> 00:27:40,824 I mean, let's face it, we don't often get a chance to see this. 241 00:27:44,462 --> 00:27:45,663 Hey, there you are. 242 00:27:46,464 --> 00:27:47,744 See the whales? 243 00:27:48,466 --> 00:27:49,900 Yeah, I saw them. 244 00:27:49,902 --> 00:27:51,168 It was beautiful. 245 00:27:53,538 --> 00:27:55,172 Why didn't you come get me? 246 00:27:55,774 --> 00:27:57,041 Babe. 247 00:27:58,343 --> 00:28:01,779 Roger went through an entire book about Antarctic pattern. 248 00:28:01,781 --> 00:28:05,215 Page after page. What am I gonna do? Interrupt him in the middle? 249 00:28:05,217 --> 00:28:06,617 I'm glad you're here though. 250 00:28:06,619 --> 00:28:09,019 I'm glad you got to see them. 251 00:28:32,077 --> 00:28:35,012 Um, I wanna sit at the table with Roger, 252 00:28:35,014 --> 00:28:37,681 before the seat's taken. Can we go in? 253 00:28:37,683 --> 00:28:38,949 - Can we go in? - Okay. 254 00:28:38,951 --> 00:28:40,250 Okay, come on. 255 00:28:40,552 --> 00:28:42,019 Yeah? 256 00:28:42,021 --> 00:28:44,555 You know, you go, save me a seat, though. 257 00:28:46,925 --> 00:28:48,292 - Are you sure? - Will you save me a seat? 258 00:28:48,294 --> 00:28:49,560 I'll save you a seat. 259 00:29:06,946 --> 00:29:09,480 You think it can make any difference that the sound was at this end of the boat 260 00:29:09,482 --> 00:29:11,181 and the engines were at this end of the boat 261 00:29:11,183 --> 00:29:13,751 and the whales were possibly out here? 262 00:29:13,753 --> 00:29:17,154 The engines are not the source that makes the loud noise. 263 00:29:17,156 --> 00:29:18,555 It's the propeller itself. 264 00:29:18,557 --> 00:29:21,925 Oh, okay. So, if we were in a small boat... 265 00:29:21,927 --> 00:29:23,861 I've read that chapter of your book 266 00:29:23,863 --> 00:29:27,097 and in the 60s, weren't you lying down in your boat listening to them at night? 267 00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:30,768 Oh, yeah, that's with everything turned off, and that's a sailboat. 268 00:29:30,770 --> 00:29:32,302 Right. 269 00:29:32,304 --> 00:29:35,305 I think probably they did hear it. They could have heard 270 00:29:35,307 --> 00:29:38,509 some of which you were doing, very, very faintly. 271 00:29:38,511 --> 00:29:41,211 The other trouble is, the moment we're asking to hear it 272 00:29:41,213 --> 00:29:43,881 is just as part of its head is breaking the surface. 273 00:29:43,883 --> 00:29:46,116 And that's generating a lot of noise. 274 00:29:46,118 --> 00:29:48,952 So, I mean the conditions are... 275 00:29:48,954 --> 00:29:50,687 No, no, it's good, it's good, I like it. 276 00:29:50,689 --> 00:29:53,290 The conditions are certainly not favorable... 277 00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:55,592 - Yeah. - ...for the possibility. 278 00:29:55,594 --> 00:29:59,663 If everything was completely quiet and stopped and we're not moving forward 279 00:29:59,665 --> 00:30:03,500 and we were in some little harbor somewhere away from the ocean traffic noises... 280 00:31:48,106 --> 00:31:49,439 Lighter trouble? 281 00:31:52,010 --> 00:31:53,977 Pretty much always. 282 00:31:53,979 --> 00:31:56,446 I thought there was no smoking on this boat. 283 00:31:58,616 --> 00:31:59,896 I didn't hear that. 284 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:05,555 I'm... I'm Chloe. 285 00:32:06,057 --> 00:32:07,391 Chloe Harrison. 286 00:32:08,826 --> 00:32:10,193 Captain Emerson. 287 00:32:28,279 --> 00:32:30,681 Well, I probably shouldn't be smoking anyway. 288 00:32:32,684 --> 00:32:34,418 Why is that, I mean, 289 00:32:35,353 --> 00:32:36,887 aside from the obvious? 290 00:32:50,769 --> 00:32:53,537 The black and white is their camouflage 291 00:32:53,539 --> 00:32:56,640 in this fairly gray, black-white environment. 292 00:32:56,642 --> 00:33:00,911 And if one adult walks away from its nest 293 00:33:00,913 --> 00:33:04,948 and leaves the egg exposed, and a skua comes in, 294 00:33:04,950 --> 00:33:08,618 the immediate birds right next to it might peck at the skua. 295 00:33:08,620 --> 00:33:10,187 But they're not getting off their egg. 296 00:33:10,189 --> 00:33:13,423 So, if you were dumb enough to get off your egg, tough luck. 297 00:33:13,425 --> 00:33:16,727 These guys actually do lay two eggs, these rockhoppers. 298 00:33:16,729 --> 00:33:21,231 What attracts them, and sometimes they just have minutes to eat 299 00:33:21,233 --> 00:33:24,434 then bigger vultures come and kick them out... 300 00:33:35,346 --> 00:33:36,913 Look at them up there. 301 00:33:37,782 --> 00:33:39,649 Chatting away. 302 00:33:39,651 --> 00:33:42,853 Peter's really enjoying being here. I can tell. 303 00:33:45,790 --> 00:33:48,625 Probably getting in to practice for his next big journey. 304 00:33:49,861 --> 00:33:51,294 Good place to start. 305 00:33:52,697 --> 00:33:54,898 You and Roger have such a great... 306 00:33:55,633 --> 00:33:56,700 rapport. 307 00:33:59,103 --> 00:34:01,738 Yeah, well, that's, um, 'cause we've been married a long time. 308 00:34:01,740 --> 00:34:03,907 You'll be there soon, you wait. 309 00:34:06,277 --> 00:34:07,844 What are you going to do when, um... 310 00:34:07,846 --> 00:34:11,286 when Peter goes off on this next big venture he's going to have? 311 00:34:11,983 --> 00:34:13,884 - Which one? - Oh, the book deal. 312 00:34:13,886 --> 00:34:15,352 Walking to the poles. 313 00:34:15,820 --> 00:34:16,860 Next year. 314 00:34:19,924 --> 00:34:20,991 Book deal? 315 00:34:23,194 --> 00:34:25,274 You know about this, don't you? 316 00:34:27,165 --> 00:34:29,699 Book deal, yeah, it's uh... 317 00:34:32,370 --> 00:34:33,637 It's great. 318 00:34:39,577 --> 00:34:40,744 Um... 319 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:44,081 I think I'm gonna go back to the boat. 320 00:34:45,950 --> 00:34:49,186 So I'll see you back there later. Whoo! 321 00:35:48,713 --> 00:35:49,579 Hey. 322 00:35:49,581 --> 00:35:51,848 Hey. I need to talk to you. 323 00:35:51,850 --> 00:35:52,983 Um... 324 00:35:54,418 --> 00:35:56,938 Is there any way to get off this boat? 325 00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:00,390 Uh... no. 326 00:36:00,392 --> 00:36:02,592 We're underway in about 15 minutes. 327 00:36:10,468 --> 00:36:13,770 I need a... I need a room. I need a different room. 328 00:36:15,039 --> 00:36:16,439 I need a new room. 329 00:36:18,676 --> 00:36:21,711 We, uh, we don't have any spare cabins. 330 00:36:38,095 --> 00:36:39,529 Listen, 331 00:36:39,531 --> 00:36:41,498 I'll have a word with the steward. 332 00:36:41,500 --> 00:36:43,701 Maybe we can move somebody around. 333 00:36:45,636 --> 00:36:47,504 - Thank you. - Yeah. 334 00:37:08,192 --> 00:37:09,526 Chloe? 335 00:37:16,367 --> 00:37:17,734 What the fuck? 336 00:37:21,939 --> 00:37:23,006 Chloe? 337 00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:30,447 Chloe? 338 00:37:30,449 --> 00:37:31,815 What is going on? 339 00:37:31,817 --> 00:37:34,150 Hey, don't ignore me. What's going on? 340 00:37:35,186 --> 00:37:36,686 Where'd you go? 341 00:37:37,888 --> 00:37:40,357 I come back and all your stuff is missing? 342 00:37:40,359 --> 00:37:42,125 Why are you treating me like this? 343 00:37:46,130 --> 00:37:48,650 When were you gonna tell me? 344 00:37:52,303 --> 00:37:53,903 About the book deal? 345 00:37:57,608 --> 00:38:00,043 Were you just gonna wait until you were already gone 346 00:38:00,045 --> 00:38:01,325 to tell me about it? 347 00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:04,648 I made a mistake. 348 00:38:04,650 --> 00:38:06,182 Do you know what it feels like 349 00:38:06,184 --> 00:38:09,944 to find out about something like that from somebody else? 350 00:38:10,254 --> 00:38:12,489 I mean, how could you? 351 00:38:12,491 --> 00:38:14,971 How dare you not... 352 00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:16,993 tell me first? 353 00:38:18,896 --> 00:38:20,630 It involves me. 354 00:38:21,799 --> 00:38:25,001 How do you think that you going away for a whole year 355 00:38:25,003 --> 00:38:29,239 doesn't involve me directly enough to ask me about it? 356 00:38:29,241 --> 00:38:31,841 Right, no, that makes total sense. 357 00:38:31,843 --> 00:38:33,143 I didn't wanna tell anyone else. 358 00:38:33,145 --> 00:38:35,545 Lisa and Roger asked me what my next project... 359 00:38:35,547 --> 00:38:37,213 It doesn't matter. 360 00:38:37,215 --> 00:38:39,949 It's about the fact that you wouldn't even discuss it with me. 361 00:38:39,951 --> 00:38:41,484 I was gonna discuss it with you. 362 00:38:41,486 --> 00:38:44,287 You were gonna... You know what? It's too fucking late! 363 00:38:44,289 --> 00:38:46,923 - Yeah, because they asked me... - It's too late! 364 00:38:46,925 --> 00:38:48,925 You know when you should've discussed it with me? 365 00:38:48,927 --> 00:38:50,727 Before you told other people about it. 366 00:38:50,729 --> 00:38:52,962 Well, they asked me what my next piece of work was gonna be. 367 00:38:52,964 --> 00:38:55,665 What am I gonna say, "I got nothin' I'm working on." 368 00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:57,067 And you know what, this really sucks 369 00:38:57,069 --> 00:38:58,702 'cause I was gonna surprise you with it 370 00:38:58,704 --> 00:39:00,970 because you're gonna be a huge fucking part of it. 371 00:39:00,972 --> 00:39:02,372 A huge part of it. 372 00:39:02,374 --> 00:39:05,175 Remember Scott, in his last days, how he wrote letters to his wife. 373 00:39:05,177 --> 00:39:06,343 We were gonna do that. 374 00:39:06,345 --> 00:39:08,586 Scott died in Antarctica. 375 00:39:09,213 --> 00:39:11,781 I don't even factor... 376 00:39:12,483 --> 00:39:14,484 - into your... - Oh, babe. 377 00:39:14,486 --> 00:39:16,319 Stop. Stop it! 378 00:39:16,321 --> 00:39:17,687 Honey, just stop. 379 00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:19,923 Stop. God! Peter! 380 00:39:21,192 --> 00:39:22,892 You don't even see me! 381 00:39:26,297 --> 00:39:28,857 Yeah, I just don't know how this is gonna work. 382 00:39:34,405 --> 00:39:35,672 Really? 383 00:39:37,508 --> 00:39:39,075 Really, that's how you feel? 384 00:39:42,646 --> 00:39:44,381 Can I just talk for a second? 385 00:39:44,383 --> 00:39:46,216 Can I just... Can we just back up? 386 00:39:46,218 --> 00:39:49,352 Because things have gotten a little bit extreme. 387 00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:51,788 I'm really, really sorry 388 00:39:51,790 --> 00:39:55,358 that you found out about this and that you feel that I was deceiving you in any way. 389 00:39:56,293 --> 00:39:57,394 But, please... 390 00:39:58,396 --> 00:39:59,729 Chloe, it's not what you think. 391 00:39:59,731 --> 00:40:01,811 I don't know what I want. 392 00:40:02,400 --> 00:40:05,402 I just know that I need space. 393 00:40:10,307 --> 00:40:11,508 Come on. 394 00:40:11,510 --> 00:40:13,042 I need space. 395 00:40:14,178 --> 00:40:15,445 Just give me that. 396 00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:17,360 Chlo... 397 00:40:17,982 --> 00:40:19,262 Chloe. 398 00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:33,790 Oh, yeah, you're right. 399 00:41:34,325 --> 00:41:35,758 Your move? 400 00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:37,794 Yeah, no. Yeah it is. 401 00:41:37,796 --> 00:41:39,896 Oh, no, no. 402 00:41:46,004 --> 00:41:47,303 Um... 403 00:41:47,305 --> 00:41:50,039 It's your turn still. You have another, um... 404 00:41:50,041 --> 00:41:52,008 Perfect, perfect. So I can use that... 405 00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:53,076 Hey. 406 00:41:53,078 --> 00:41:54,143 Hey. 407 00:41:55,646 --> 00:41:58,014 Um... I think you have another move. 408 00:41:58,016 --> 00:41:59,516 I need to talk to you, okay? 409 00:41:59,518 --> 00:42:01,184 Look. 410 00:42:01,186 --> 00:42:02,919 I'm in the middle of something right now. 411 00:42:02,921 --> 00:42:05,822 I wanna talk to you too, but we'll do it later, okay? 412 00:42:10,895 --> 00:42:12,061 Is that your move? 413 00:42:12,063 --> 00:42:13,796 Yeah, that one's blocking... 414 00:42:40,791 --> 00:42:42,058 Hey, Chloe. 415 00:42:43,394 --> 00:42:44,460 Hey. 416 00:42:45,129 --> 00:42:46,409 Did you do that? 417 00:42:47,097 --> 00:42:48,164 Yeah. 418 00:42:49,433 --> 00:42:50,833 That's beautiful. 419 00:42:50,835 --> 00:42:53,269 - Thank you. - Yeah, looks just like Jaime. 420 00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:56,439 - You think? - Yeah, I do. 421 00:42:56,441 --> 00:42:57,640 He must've been thrilled. 422 00:42:57,642 --> 00:42:59,542 Yeah, I think he liked it. 423 00:42:59,544 --> 00:43:00,877 I think I'm gonna give it to him. 424 00:43:00,879 --> 00:43:02,745 Good. Good. 425 00:43:02,747 --> 00:43:04,280 Anyway, I have to go. 426 00:43:05,182 --> 00:43:06,683 Okay. 427 00:44:01,573 --> 00:44:02,639 Small. 428 00:44:08,679 --> 00:44:09,946 Backwards? 429 00:44:26,464 --> 00:44:28,231 - Yes. 430 00:44:29,933 --> 00:44:31,267 Good job. 431 00:44:34,938 --> 00:44:36,572 Who's next? 432 00:44:36,574 --> 00:44:38,107 John's next. 433 00:45:34,466 --> 00:45:37,333 - Farm boy? - Yeah, farm boy. 434 00:45:37,335 --> 00:45:38,495 Landlocked. 435 00:45:38,969 --> 00:45:40,737 That's right. 436 00:45:40,739 --> 00:45:44,340 Landlocked farm boy ends up at sea. 437 00:45:44,342 --> 00:45:48,745 Well, I shouldn't think it was the first time it's happened. 438 00:45:49,646 --> 00:45:50,747 Hmm. 439 00:45:52,483 --> 00:45:53,649 Ever married? 440 00:45:58,188 --> 00:45:59,255 Yeah. 441 00:46:00,724 --> 00:46:03,326 I was, once. 442 00:46:06,029 --> 00:46:07,330 What was her name? 443 00:46:08,899 --> 00:46:12,101 Doesn't really matter, does it? I... 444 00:46:14,471 --> 00:46:16,372 Not anymore. 445 00:46:50,774 --> 00:46:55,545 I can't... 446 00:47:23,908 --> 00:47:26,442 Come in. 447 00:47:27,244 --> 00:47:29,745 It's me. Can I still come in? 448 00:47:29,747 --> 00:47:31,581 Sure. 449 00:47:31,583 --> 00:47:34,483 - Can I sit down? - Yeah, what's up? 450 00:47:34,485 --> 00:47:37,053 Just wanted to chat. 451 00:47:37,055 --> 00:47:38,335 About what? 452 00:47:39,456 --> 00:47:40,523 Just missed you. 453 00:47:43,227 --> 00:47:45,962 - Is everything okay? - Yeah, everything's... 454 00:47:45,964 --> 00:47:47,296 Everything's fine. 455 00:47:51,702 --> 00:47:55,504 - I feel I owe you an explanation. - Okay. 456 00:47:55,506 --> 00:47:59,075 - Things got a little bit out of control earlier. 457 00:47:59,077 --> 00:48:01,344 It was just a big misunderstanding. 458 00:48:02,045 --> 00:48:03,579 To be honest, 459 00:48:03,581 --> 00:48:05,581 I think you over reacted before I had a chance to really explain. 460 00:48:05,583 --> 00:48:10,887 Look, Peter, did you come here to apologize or tell me how to behave? 461 00:48:10,889 --> 00:48:13,956 Chlo, can we just cut through some of these problems 462 00:48:13,958 --> 00:48:15,925 and deal with them when we get home? 463 00:48:15,927 --> 00:48:17,193 No. 464 00:48:17,494 --> 00:48:18,527 Why not? 465 00:48:19,396 --> 00:48:20,529 Well... 466 00:48:21,531 --> 00:48:24,467 Because it's not just about the book deal. 467 00:48:24,469 --> 00:48:27,536 - Okay, I mean... - Is that what you thought? 468 00:48:27,538 --> 00:48:30,940 Oh, my God, Chloe, okay. So what else is it about? 469 00:48:33,243 --> 00:48:35,912 - Come here. - Peter, come on. 470 00:48:35,914 --> 00:48:39,115 - Come here. - Stop it. Peter. Stop. 471 00:48:39,117 --> 00:48:41,484 - Baby, I miss you so much. - Peter! 472 00:48:41,486 --> 00:48:43,753 I'm sorry, it doesn't work like that. 473 00:48:43,755 --> 00:48:47,356 I mean, let's be honest, you didn't come in here to apologize. 474 00:48:47,358 --> 00:48:49,025 You didn't come in here to say, 475 00:48:49,027 --> 00:48:51,761 "Oh, I feel terrible, I want to know what you're going through." 476 00:48:51,763 --> 00:48:55,731 You think I'm being childish, you think this is a game. 477 00:48:57,669 --> 00:49:00,436 You aren't going to trek across the poles anyway. 478 00:49:02,807 --> 00:49:03,906 What do you mean? 479 00:49:06,376 --> 00:49:09,278 - What do you mean? - You're a writer, Peter. 480 00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:12,515 - So? -You won't be able to write about the poles. 481 00:49:12,517 --> 00:49:16,886 - Fuck you! -Crossing them yourself? I mean... 482 00:49:16,888 --> 00:49:19,388 You don't think I see you, you don't think I'm a good husband, 483 00:49:19,390 --> 00:49:21,123 you don't think I can go to the North or South Pole, 484 00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:23,793 you don't have any fucking faith in me. So what is this about? 485 00:49:23,795 --> 00:49:25,695 Are you leaving me? Is that what this is about? 486 00:49:25,697 --> 00:49:28,931 Are you leaving me? Just be honest? Just, what's... 487 00:50:11,074 --> 00:50:13,755 They want me to go to Antarctica for a few weeks, maybe a month. 488 00:50:18,749 --> 00:50:20,716 And I said, "That's simply unacceptable, 489 00:50:20,718 --> 00:50:22,785 I won't go anywhere without my wife." 490 00:50:25,255 --> 00:50:26,589 You said that? 491 00:50:29,526 --> 00:50:30,593 Yeah. 492 00:52:28,879 --> 00:52:30,146 Can I come in? 493 00:54:29,934 --> 00:54:31,967 Chloe, are you okay? 494 00:54:39,643 --> 00:54:41,777 Hey, come on, it's okay. 495 00:54:42,612 --> 00:54:44,013 You're gonna be okay. 496 00:54:46,316 --> 00:54:47,616 Let's go inside. 497 00:54:56,359 --> 00:54:59,461 You're going to be sick. Bathroom? Bed? 498 00:54:59,463 --> 00:55:02,231 - Bed. - Okay, here we go. 499 00:55:04,334 --> 00:55:05,834 Okay, here. 500 00:55:07,103 --> 00:55:08,771 Here, let's get this off. 501 00:59:38,609 --> 00:59:42,945 You pass through it, you get on the other side, 502 00:59:42,947 --> 00:59:47,849 and things are different. I... 503 00:59:49,419 --> 00:59:50,586 You're just different. 504 00:59:52,388 --> 00:59:56,091 Seems kind of lonely out here. That's all. 505 00:59:58,428 --> 00:59:59,528 Sometimes. 506 01:00:05,668 --> 01:00:07,569 Do you ever get homesick? 507 01:00:10,473 --> 01:00:15,010 You know, I do. I do. 508 01:00:17,246 --> 01:00:20,916 But at some point, you have to choose what's important to you. 509 01:00:21,818 --> 01:00:23,385 And I made my choice. 510 01:02:14,230 --> 01:02:17,699 From the point down to the end, you can see the wind. 511 01:02:17,701 --> 01:02:21,103 - Yeah. -There's another pair of binoculars. 512 01:02:28,778 --> 01:02:31,480 Beautiful scenery, breathtaking. 513 01:02:31,482 --> 01:02:32,581 It is. 514 01:02:33,850 --> 01:02:35,283 You never get tired of it. 515 01:02:35,285 --> 01:02:37,919 You ever trekked through a country like this? 516 01:02:37,921 --> 01:02:41,022 Yeah, it can be tough. 517 01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:46,995 What's the weather forecast, the next few days? 518 01:02:46,997 --> 01:02:48,497 It's good, it's nice. 519 01:02:48,499 --> 01:02:50,665 Though I don't trust the forecast. 520 01:02:51,901 --> 01:02:54,603 It's like anything in life, I guess, always changing, right? 521 01:02:56,405 --> 01:02:58,206 Yeah, I suppose so. 522 01:02:58,208 --> 01:03:01,009 So, what are we going to do? We're going to go out through this passage, right here? 523 01:03:01,011 --> 01:03:02,711 Yeah, right this way and around. 524 01:03:02,713 --> 01:03:06,281 We don't want to hose ourselves into any new problems. 525 01:03:06,283 --> 01:03:07,349 Yeah. 526 01:03:09,385 --> 01:03:12,053 I trust that you will steer clear of any danger. 527 01:03:15,258 --> 01:03:16,391 I will. 528 01:05:29,792 --> 01:05:31,626 - Hey. - Hey. 529 01:05:32,428 --> 01:05:34,562 - What's up? - It's a good movie. 530 01:05:42,905 --> 01:05:44,272 Brought you an apple. 531 01:05:46,008 --> 01:05:47,542 You brought that for me? 532 01:05:48,778 --> 01:05:50,818 I don't know, I just brought it with me. 533 01:05:51,447 --> 01:05:52,614 Um... 534 01:05:52,616 --> 01:05:55,150 Thanks for taking care of me the other night. 535 01:05:55,152 --> 01:05:56,584 You're welcome. 536 01:05:57,186 --> 01:05:58,687 You're feeling better? 537 01:05:58,689 --> 01:06:00,588 Yeah, I feel much better. 538 01:06:04,894 --> 01:06:06,227 You look great. 539 01:06:09,598 --> 01:06:11,599 Thank you. 540 01:06:11,601 --> 01:06:16,171 Well, I'm going to let you get back to Life In The Water. 541 01:06:16,173 --> 01:06:19,007 - You okay? - Yeah! 542 01:06:19,009 --> 01:06:20,308 Everything's fine. 543 01:06:21,310 --> 01:06:22,610 I'm just going to go. 544 01:07:54,303 --> 01:07:58,206 Peter? Peter! 545 01:08:28,572 --> 01:08:30,004 I'm here, Chloe. 546 01:09:23,193 --> 01:09:24,492 Peter? 547 01:09:47,249 --> 01:09:50,752 The Poles have pulled at me for as long as I can remember. 548 01:09:52,388 --> 01:09:56,591 Ever since I was a kid, reading about the great explorers. 549 01:09:59,395 --> 01:10:03,164 Shackleton, Amundsen, Scott. 550 01:10:06,335 --> 01:10:08,069 They were all drawn here. 551 01:10:14,578 --> 01:10:17,111 I don't know what I was hoping to find. 552 01:10:17,113 --> 01:10:18,613 But it's not out here. 553 01:10:20,382 --> 01:10:21,916 It's inside. 554 01:10:23,986 --> 01:10:25,253 Just between us. 555 01:10:28,090 --> 01:10:29,190 It's her. 556 01:10:34,230 --> 01:10:35,496 It's us. 557 01:10:41,036 --> 01:10:42,237 There's no book. 558 01:10:43,272 --> 01:10:45,240 No walking to the poles. 559 01:10:47,977 --> 01:10:51,346 It was just me wanting to be something more. 560 01:10:59,990 --> 01:11:01,422 And she's right. 561 01:11:05,695 --> 01:11:07,762 I really didn't see her. 562 01:11:15,338 --> 01:11:16,871 But I want to. 563 01:15:06,436 --> 01:15:08,102 February 23rd. 564 01:15:11,373 --> 01:15:12,940 Sixty eight degrees south. 565 01:15:16,578 --> 01:15:18,212 Antarctic summer.