1 00:00:12,179 --> 00:00:16,350 ♪ I wanna know if you wanna know everything ♪ 2 00:00:26,819 --> 00:00:30,990 ♪ Don't wanna feel like a needle, I'll spin the blame ♪ 3 00:00:43,377 --> 00:00:47,548 ♪ I wanna know if you wanna know everything ♪ 4 00:00:51,135 --> 00:00:55,306 ♪ Don't wanna feel like a needle, I'll spin the blame ♪ 5 00:00:59,310 --> 00:01:03,397 ♪ I can't stand sitting around on my hands and knees ♪ 6 00:01:07,067 --> 00:01:11,238 ♪ I don't know the way to see the forest through the trees ♪ 7 00:01:15,326 --> 00:01:19,497 ♪ Where did you go to close my eyes again ♪ 8 00:01:23,250 --> 00:01:27,421 ♪ I was alone and you were the one to care ♪ 9 00:01:31,258 --> 00:01:35,429 ♪ I can't stand sitting around on my hands and knees ♪ 10 00:01:39,016 --> 00:01:43,187 ♪ I don't know the way to see the forest through the trees ♪ 11 00:02:06,252 --> 00:02:07,753 - [Woman] Oh here. 12 00:02:43,873 --> 00:02:44,707 - Later. 13 00:02:52,339 --> 00:02:55,009 (phone buzzing) 14 00:02:58,387 --> 00:02:59,847 - What's up Dawny? 15 00:02:59,889 --> 00:03:02,683 - Hi Mom, we're out of milk. 16 00:03:02,725 --> 00:03:05,853 - I get my card filled tomorrow, I'll pick it up then. 17 00:03:05,853 --> 00:03:08,230 - Where are you, having fun? 18 00:03:08,272 --> 00:03:10,691 - [Woman] Yes ma'am. 19 00:03:10,733 --> 00:03:13,027 - Ms. Nubar left her cat out again. 20 00:03:13,027 --> 00:03:14,486 - [Woman] Yeah? 21 00:03:14,528 --> 00:03:16,363 - I just don't think some people take it seriously you know? 22 00:03:16,363 --> 00:03:17,531 Owning a pet. 23 00:03:17,531 --> 00:03:20,993 - Oh honey nothing people do surprises me. 24 00:03:21,827 --> 00:03:23,329 Sweetie seriously? 25 00:03:24,538 --> 00:03:26,874 (gun fires) 26 00:03:36,342 --> 00:03:38,010 - Why do we do good? 27 00:03:38,844 --> 00:03:41,055 Because Jesus said so? 28 00:03:41,055 --> 00:03:44,433 Because Buddha or Muhammad told us to? 29 00:03:44,475 --> 00:03:46,477 These are pretty important people in history, 30 00:03:46,518 --> 00:03:48,854 we should listen to him right? 31 00:03:48,896 --> 00:03:51,941 I'm gonna let you in on a little secret. 32 00:03:51,982 --> 00:03:54,234 (shushing) 33 00:03:55,736 --> 00:03:59,239 They weren't the first people to say it, nor will they be 34 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:01,533 the last, why do we do good? 35 00:04:03,452 --> 00:04:06,372 Because it's the right thing to do. 36 00:04:07,373 --> 00:04:08,707 It's in our DNA. 37 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:12,711 It's not spiritual, it's necessary. 38 00:04:14,088 --> 00:04:16,423 (sad music) 39 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:33,357 - She never had a life. 40 00:04:34,984 --> 00:04:39,154 Of the three of us girls, Lori, Mom was the hardest on her. 41 00:04:40,990 --> 00:04:42,950 She had it the hardest. 42 00:04:45,786 --> 00:04:48,622 I just don't understand, why God would allow her to be shot 43 00:04:48,664 --> 00:04:52,001 to death in a parking lot by some whore. 44 00:04:52,042 --> 00:04:52,876 - Jamie. 45 00:04:54,461 --> 00:04:55,671 - I don't care. 46 00:04:57,131 --> 00:05:00,968 - Well we have to figure out what to do with Dawn. 47 00:05:00,968 --> 00:05:03,971 - She's gonna need some place to live. 48 00:05:04,013 --> 00:05:06,306 At least till she finishes her senior year. 49 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,308 - We hardly know her. 50 00:05:08,350 --> 00:05:09,643 - How could we know her? 51 00:05:09,685 --> 00:05:11,854 I mean, Renee would never let us see her. 52 00:05:11,895 --> 00:05:15,065 - Couldn't she stay with her sister or her father? 53 00:05:15,107 --> 00:05:16,692 - I think we all know the answer to that. 54 00:05:16,734 --> 00:05:17,568 - Yeah. 55 00:05:19,153 --> 00:05:21,030 - Now Lori and I, we've already raised our kids, 56 00:05:21,071 --> 00:05:23,991 we flat out cannot afford to take her in. 57 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,035 Especially with the tuition we're paying. 58 00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:27,244 We just the figured the pastors 59 00:05:27,286 --> 00:05:29,997 in the family would want her. 60 00:05:30,039 --> 00:05:31,790 - I wanna take her. 61 00:05:31,832 --> 00:05:33,500 - Could we talk about this in private? 62 00:05:33,542 --> 00:05:34,752 - She's family. 63 00:05:34,793 --> 00:05:36,670 - Can we talk about this in private? 64 00:05:36,712 --> 00:05:39,757 - Her mother was just murdered, how can we possibly 65 00:05:39,798 --> 00:05:41,633 think about ourselves? 66 00:05:42,718 --> 00:05:44,887 - Let us not forget Renee, 67 00:05:47,181 --> 00:05:49,933 loving mother, sister and friend, 68 00:05:52,978 --> 00:05:56,482 loved by many and she loved all in return. 69 00:05:59,693 --> 00:06:02,988 - What a joke. - Let us close in prayer. 70 00:06:04,364 --> 00:06:06,116 - Who is he talking about, you'd think this is 71 00:06:06,158 --> 00:06:07,576 Mother Theresa's funeral. - Lifting up our dear Renee 72 00:06:07,618 --> 00:06:08,952 before the Lord. 73 00:06:10,204 --> 00:06:11,371 - Why'd they have to cremate her? 74 00:06:11,413 --> 00:06:12,956 - [Pastor] And honoring her with our thoughts. 75 00:06:12,998 --> 00:06:15,876 - I wanted to see her again. - Dear Lord. 76 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:17,711 - Mother would hate this, 77 00:06:17,711 --> 00:06:20,297 there's not a drink in sight. - Please protect. 78 00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:22,341 Bestow peace and mercy upon the family. 79 00:06:22,382 --> 00:06:24,384 - Why can't I live with you? 80 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:25,928 I don't even know Aunt Jamie. 81 00:06:25,969 --> 00:06:27,429 - Dawnie, I... 82 00:06:27,471 --> 00:06:31,725 - [Pastor] Protect the family in their time as it mourns. 83 00:06:31,725 --> 00:06:34,561 - Well Jack said no. - The loss of Renee. 84 00:06:34,561 --> 00:06:36,230 - But Jack likes me. 85 00:06:38,690 --> 00:06:42,402 - You're gonna love it at Jamie and Willem's. 86 00:06:42,402 --> 00:06:45,197 They've got that house and money. 87 00:06:46,281 --> 00:06:47,116 And God. 88 00:06:52,830 --> 00:06:56,750 You know I want to, I'm just not in a position. 89 00:06:59,837 --> 00:07:01,713 - Don't worry about it. 90 00:07:03,924 --> 00:07:06,260 - We'll meet you back at the house. 91 00:07:06,301 --> 00:07:09,596 Girls, we loved your mom, I'm so sorry. 92 00:07:11,306 --> 00:07:13,934 - We'll see you out there okay? 93 00:07:18,647 --> 00:07:21,316 (calming music) 94 00:07:31,702 --> 00:07:34,121 - Honey will you get her bag? 95 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:47,968 This is your room. 96 00:07:49,303 --> 00:07:50,888 I hope you like it. 97 00:07:57,144 --> 00:07:58,729 I was thinking that in a couple of days, 98 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:03,317 we could go shopping for maybe some more pillows, 99 00:08:03,317 --> 00:08:06,570 or a new bedspread or something, whatever you want. 100 00:08:06,612 --> 00:08:08,113 - This is fine. - Yeah? 101 00:08:08,155 --> 00:08:09,948 Maybe some new paint. 102 00:08:09,990 --> 00:08:11,617 - Oh I'll do that. 103 00:08:11,658 --> 00:08:12,492 - Okay. 104 00:08:14,661 --> 00:08:16,371 We'll go shopping. - I'm gonna get a job. 105 00:08:16,413 --> 00:08:17,247 - What? 106 00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:20,792 - I just want you guys to know that as soon as 107 00:08:20,834 --> 00:08:23,503 I graduate, I'm gonna get a job so I can move out 108 00:08:23,545 --> 00:08:26,298 and I won't be a burden for long. 109 00:08:27,466 --> 00:08:30,052 - Dawn, I want, we want you here. 110 00:08:32,554 --> 00:08:34,223 You're not a burden. 111 00:08:36,016 --> 00:08:37,351 - I want my mom. 112 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:54,701 - I hate my sister. - Lori? 113 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:56,620 - No Renee. 114 00:08:57,996 --> 00:09:00,832 When you grew up the way that we grew up, 115 00:09:00,874 --> 00:09:04,127 why would you choose to repeat all that same crap? 116 00:09:04,169 --> 00:09:05,712 - Hurting people, hurt people. 117 00:09:05,712 --> 00:09:07,297 - At some point in your life you've gotta get over it 118 00:09:07,339 --> 00:09:09,716 yourself, especially when you have children. 119 00:09:09,758 --> 00:09:11,885 - She wasn't capable. 120 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:12,719 - I was. 121 00:09:14,721 --> 00:09:17,182 Why did she did get to have children and I didn't? 122 00:09:17,224 --> 00:09:20,602 - Jamie, we've all had a rough, long day. 123 00:09:24,064 --> 00:09:25,065 - I'm sorry. 124 00:09:26,233 --> 00:09:29,152 - It just wasn't meant to be for us. 125 00:09:33,782 --> 00:09:34,616 - I know. 126 00:09:36,618 --> 00:09:38,245 I'm just emotional. 127 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:43,750 We've gotta show Dawn what it is like to have a good home. 128 00:09:43,750 --> 00:09:45,877 Will you help me do that? 129 00:09:50,257 --> 00:09:52,301 - Okay got it. - Ah. 130 00:09:52,342 --> 00:09:54,594 The last thing I need is to go down the cookie aisle, so. 131 00:09:54,636 --> 00:09:56,430 - No, I'm not going there. - Okay, thank you. 132 00:09:56,430 --> 00:09:57,681 What's next on the list? 133 00:09:57,723 --> 00:10:00,642 - Tomato paste and then Parmesan Reggiano. 134 00:10:00,684 --> 00:10:02,811 - If it really says that I am gonna puke right now. 135 00:10:02,853 --> 00:10:05,147 - No it does see, it's his famous lasagna, everything 136 00:10:05,188 --> 00:10:06,690 has to be authentic. 137 00:10:06,732 --> 00:10:08,525 - Oh did you get my e-mail? - Which one? 138 00:10:08,567 --> 00:10:10,444 - The one about the clothing exchange for the women 139 00:10:10,444 --> 00:10:11,445 at the church. - Yeah. 140 00:10:11,486 --> 00:10:12,362 Yeah I don't know. 141 00:10:12,404 --> 00:10:13,822 - Oh! - No. 142 00:10:13,864 --> 00:10:15,699 I am so busy with Dawn and I just, I don't know. 143 00:10:15,741 --> 00:10:17,326 - What's not to love about it. 144 00:10:17,367 --> 00:10:19,536 We bring our unwanted clothes, we go through them, 145 00:10:19,578 --> 00:10:21,330 we take what we want, and the rest goes to charity, 146 00:10:21,371 --> 00:10:22,706 it's a win-win. 147 00:10:22,748 --> 00:10:25,459 - No, I do like the recycling part, I just uhm... 148 00:10:25,500 --> 00:10:28,211 Okay just, I don't, no furs! 149 00:10:28,253 --> 00:10:30,797 - Oh, who owns a fur anymore, seriously. 150 00:10:30,839 --> 00:10:31,923 I'll put it all together for you, 151 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,133 you don't have to do a thing. 152 00:10:33,175 --> 00:10:34,509 - What would I do without you? - Go insane. 153 00:10:34,551 --> 00:10:35,635 - I would. - I know. 154 00:10:35,677 --> 00:10:37,429 - Parmesan Reggiano. 155 00:10:37,471 --> 00:10:38,472 - Take this. 156 00:10:39,473 --> 00:10:41,558 And go ahead and put a little in. 157 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:43,018 - Shouldn't I measure it? 158 00:10:43,060 --> 00:10:45,645 - With lasagna sauce you don't measure, you just feel. 159 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:46,480 Go ahead. 160 00:10:48,231 --> 00:10:52,486 Now we let it simmer for a few hours, and then taste it. 161 00:10:52,486 --> 00:10:54,196 - You sure know a lot about cooking. 162 00:10:54,237 --> 00:10:57,657 - No I don't, but I make a great lasagna. 163 00:10:58,909 --> 00:11:01,328 You ready for the big day tomorrow? 164 00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:03,538 - I'm nervous. - I know. 165 00:11:03,580 --> 00:11:05,332 It sucks starting a new school, 166 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:07,125 even under the best circumstances. 167 00:11:07,167 --> 00:11:08,919 - [Jamie] We're home. 168 00:11:11,254 --> 00:11:13,882 - We got your Parmesan Reggiano. 169 00:11:13,924 --> 00:11:17,135 - Are you a lasagna aficionado? 170 00:11:17,177 --> 00:11:19,054 Are you an expert at making lasagna? 171 00:11:19,096 --> 00:11:23,016 (speaking foreign language) (applauding) 172 00:11:23,016 --> 00:11:24,059 (doorbell ringing) 173 00:11:24,101 --> 00:11:26,436 - Is that who I think it is? 174 00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:40,158 - Connor, come on in. - Oh, thank you. 175 00:11:42,536 --> 00:11:46,706 (laughing) (chattering over each other) 176 00:11:51,878 --> 00:11:52,671 - Yes. 177 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:54,631 - Do not encourage her. 178 00:11:56,049 --> 00:11:57,884 - Wanna know the secret to a great lasagna? 179 00:11:57,884 --> 00:11:58,844 - [Group] What's that? 180 00:11:58,885 --> 00:12:01,555 - Lots of fat. (laughing) 181 00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:03,849 - Oh well he means it. (laughing) 182 00:12:03,890 --> 00:12:06,268 - Speech, speech. - Oh all right. 183 00:12:06,309 --> 00:12:09,938 To our first family function together. 184 00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:13,817 - Yes, there's a blessing in everything if you look, 185 00:12:13,859 --> 00:12:18,780 and after everything that we've all been through lately, 186 00:12:18,822 --> 00:12:20,490 I think we've become a closer family. 187 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:21,324 - Cheers. 188 00:12:21,366 --> 00:12:22,742 - [Group] Cheers. 189 00:12:26,246 --> 00:12:28,123 - Let's do, good thing, bad thing. 190 00:12:28,165 --> 00:12:29,624 - What's that? 191 00:12:29,666 --> 00:12:31,084 - It's something I used to do all the time with my family 192 00:12:31,126 --> 00:12:35,088 as a kid, you say one good thing that happened to you today, 193 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:40,302 and one bad thing, so I'll go first, uhm good thing. 194 00:12:41,678 --> 00:12:44,431 I hear that Connor is walking Dawn to school tomorrow. 195 00:12:44,431 --> 00:12:46,600 - Yep. - You're a good man. 196 00:12:46,641 --> 00:12:48,852 - Okay, and my bad thing. 197 00:12:48,894 --> 00:12:52,939 I am going to eat way too much of this lasagna tonight. 198 00:12:52,939 --> 00:12:55,317 - Goes right from your lips to yours hips. 199 00:12:55,358 --> 00:12:57,194 - [Friend] Uh, exactly. 200 00:12:57,235 --> 00:12:59,446 - My good thing is that our youth group at church 201 00:12:59,446 --> 00:13:01,448 raised enough money for our summer trip to the beach. 202 00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:03,492 - Yes which Dawn, you're invited to. 203 00:13:03,533 --> 00:13:05,827 - Of course, yeah, I'll introduce you to all the kids 204 00:13:05,869 --> 00:13:07,370 this Sunday. - Thanks. 205 00:13:07,412 --> 00:13:10,790 - And my bad thing, oh, I have a math test tomorrow 206 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,334 that I'm totally not prepared for. 207 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,961 (groaning) - Oh I hate math. 208 00:13:14,961 --> 00:13:16,630 - You can go next. 209 00:13:16,630 --> 00:13:20,967 - Good thing is, I start a new school tomorrow. 210 00:13:21,009 --> 00:13:23,220 Bad thing is, I start a new school tomorrow. 211 00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:26,515 - Oh you'll be fine, I promise. 212 00:13:26,556 --> 00:13:29,142 My good thing is, I worked out four out of five days 213 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,227 this week. - Ugh. 214 00:13:30,268 --> 00:13:32,145 - Victory indeed. - Boom. 215 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:37,442 And my bad thing is, I cannot find my reading glasses. 216 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:40,195 Well, okay Mark your turn, and your bad thing 217 00:13:40,237 --> 00:13:42,864 better not have anything to do with me. 218 00:13:42,906 --> 00:13:47,410 - Well now I don't have anything to say, that's not fair. 219 00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:51,456 Let's see, the good thing is, I slept in this morning. 220 00:13:51,498 --> 00:13:52,874 - Nice. 221 00:13:52,916 --> 00:13:55,502 - Bad thing is, no I don't have anything to say 222 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:57,671 because Lori said I can't say anything about her. 223 00:13:57,671 --> 00:14:00,006 - Unbelievable. - Oh, in trouble. 224 00:14:00,006 --> 00:14:04,135 (laughing) (chattering over each other) 225 00:14:05,554 --> 00:14:08,431 - My good thing is that I only have good things to say 226 00:14:08,473 --> 00:14:13,395 because each and every one of you is here with me tonight, 227 00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:14,521 so thank you. 228 00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:16,731 I love you. 229 00:14:17,983 --> 00:14:19,067 - Let's eat huh? 230 00:14:19,109 --> 00:14:22,862 (chattering over each other) 231 00:14:26,449 --> 00:14:30,287 - Hey, I just wanted to say thanks for tonight. 232 00:14:30,328 --> 00:14:33,164 - What can I say, it's my lasagna. 233 00:14:34,916 --> 00:14:38,169 Why did you give a toast instead of saying a prayer. 234 00:14:38,211 --> 00:14:41,423 - Have I committed some terrible pastor faux-pas? 235 00:14:41,464 --> 00:14:45,135 - No, I just, I thought it was an interesting choice, 236 00:14:45,176 --> 00:14:47,012 I mean we are pastors. 237 00:14:50,599 --> 00:14:53,602 Okay nevermind, I'll see you in bed. 238 00:15:00,025 --> 00:15:02,652 (calming music) 239 00:15:04,779 --> 00:15:06,948 Did you make me a list of the things you want me to get 240 00:15:06,990 --> 00:15:08,617 from the store? (doorbell ringing) 241 00:15:08,658 --> 00:15:10,577 Oh that must be Connor. 242 00:15:12,454 --> 00:15:13,538 Have you had anything to eat? 243 00:15:13,580 --> 00:15:14,956 - Yeah I just ate. 244 00:15:14,998 --> 00:15:16,958 - Right on time young man, very impressive. 245 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:18,209 - I try. 246 00:15:18,251 --> 00:15:19,210 - Hey Dawn I wanna get a picture of you 247 00:15:19,252 --> 00:15:21,755 for your first day at school. 248 00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:24,382 - Okay. - Oh I know, here we go. 249 00:15:25,592 --> 00:15:28,178 Oh, okay Connor you get in there too. 250 00:15:28,219 --> 00:15:30,764 - Oh okay. - Both of you guys. 251 00:15:30,805 --> 00:15:32,265 One, two, cheese! 252 00:15:34,142 --> 00:15:36,853 Oh all right, off you go. 253 00:15:36,895 --> 00:15:38,271 You don't wanna be late. - Have a good day. 254 00:15:38,313 --> 00:15:41,149 - Oh don't forget your lunch Dawn. 255 00:15:43,234 --> 00:15:45,236 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 256 00:15:45,278 --> 00:15:46,112 Bye guys. 257 00:15:48,740 --> 00:15:49,949 - Good job. 258 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:53,286 - What was that, what is that, oh, what? 259 00:15:56,289 --> 00:15:59,042 - You can ask me. - Ask you what? 260 00:16:00,418 --> 00:16:02,587 - About my mom, it's okay. 261 00:16:04,047 --> 00:16:05,548 - I know she died. 262 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:12,847 - She was shot to death in a bar parking lot. 263 00:16:12,889 --> 00:16:13,890 - I'm sorry. 264 00:16:17,686 --> 00:16:20,814 - It's the first time I've ever said that out loud, 265 00:16:20,855 --> 00:16:23,316 I'd appreciate it if you didn't spread that around school 266 00:16:23,316 --> 00:16:25,610 too much. - I got your back. 267 00:16:27,362 --> 00:16:31,491 Hey, did I tell you it's National Don't Be Sad Day? 268 00:16:31,533 --> 00:16:33,827 - No but I saw it on my calendar this morning. 269 00:16:33,827 --> 00:16:36,454 - Good, we're on the same page. 270 00:16:37,622 --> 00:16:39,624 So first off, I guess I'll take your homeroom 271 00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:42,502 and introduce you to your teacher, Ms. Kurtz. 272 00:16:42,544 --> 00:16:44,838 Otherwise known as the Bucktooth Wonder. 273 00:16:44,838 --> 00:16:46,673 (laughing) 274 00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:49,217 Yeah, of course all the other teachers prefer to say 275 00:16:49,259 --> 00:16:51,344 she's alignment-challenged. 276 00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:53,012 - They do not! 277 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:57,183 - You're right, they call her Bucktooth Wonder too! 278 00:17:05,358 --> 00:17:06,359 - Hey! - Hey. 279 00:17:07,569 --> 00:17:10,196 - How was school? - It was good. 280 00:17:10,196 --> 00:17:12,532 Kinda scary. - Sit. 281 00:17:12,532 --> 00:17:16,453 Look what I found, pictures of me and your mom. 282 00:17:18,955 --> 00:17:20,373 - Look at you guys. 283 00:17:20,415 --> 00:17:22,333 - I know, look at this one, we were just like rebels 284 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:23,710 without a cause. 285 00:17:26,421 --> 00:17:29,257 I remember that day, I could not find your mom 286 00:17:29,299 --> 00:17:32,051 and I looked out in the backyard. 287 00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:35,346 And she was just laying there on the green grass 288 00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:39,559 and just watched the clouds go by for like an hour. 289 00:17:43,146 --> 00:17:46,983 I always wondered what she was dreaming about. 290 00:17:49,903 --> 00:17:54,073 (chattering) (warm music) 291 00:18:11,341 --> 00:18:12,175 - No! 292 00:18:13,259 --> 00:18:14,093 Okay. 293 00:18:16,387 --> 00:18:18,765 Okay you need to slow down first of all. 294 00:18:18,807 --> 00:18:23,186 - What, no church talk today, no shop talk. 295 00:18:23,228 --> 00:18:24,604 I'm taking the day off. 296 00:18:24,604 --> 00:18:26,815 - There's just always something that needs attending to. 297 00:18:26,856 --> 00:18:29,526 - I know I know let it go, okay. 298 00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:33,112 Did you happen to notice anybody in particular 299 00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:35,740 that I invited over here today? 300 00:18:37,367 --> 00:18:39,619 I think he's rather attractive. 301 00:18:39,661 --> 00:18:40,662 - We've met. 302 00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:45,834 - And don't you wanna go over there and talk to him? 303 00:18:45,875 --> 00:18:47,961 Cindy come on, it's time. 304 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,046 - No don't push me Jamie. 305 00:18:50,088 --> 00:18:51,464 - Don't be so pricky, come on. 306 00:18:51,506 --> 00:18:55,635 - I'm fine where I am, really, I'm, I'm, I'm good. 307 00:18:58,763 --> 00:18:59,973 - Thanks for coming. 308 00:19:00,014 --> 00:19:01,432 - Thanks for inviting me. 309 00:19:01,474 --> 00:19:02,642 - I hope you had fun. 310 00:19:02,684 --> 00:19:06,229 - Oh I had a great time, really great. 311 00:19:06,271 --> 00:19:08,982 Hey, my buddy Charlie he's throwing, 312 00:19:09,023 --> 00:19:12,110 well we're going bowling next Friday and, 313 00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,529 would you'd like to go with me? 314 00:19:14,571 --> 00:19:16,489 - Yeah, I'd love to go. 315 00:19:17,699 --> 00:19:18,867 - Okay, sweet. 316 00:19:19,951 --> 00:19:21,578 I'll pick you up at seven. 317 00:19:21,619 --> 00:19:22,787 - Seven it is. 318 00:19:23,705 --> 00:19:24,873 - Seven it is. 319 00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:29,627 I guess I'll say goodbye now. 320 00:19:29,669 --> 00:19:30,503 - Bye. 321 00:19:50,023 --> 00:19:51,858 - You know what put that on the top shelf babe. 322 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:53,026 - Oh. 323 00:19:53,067 --> 00:19:54,569 - Because I think we're gonna reuse that. 324 00:19:54,611 --> 00:19:57,280 - Okay. - For the church picnic. 325 00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:04,078 - After much deliberating to find the best family plan 326 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:07,081 you are the proud new owner of a cellphone. 327 00:20:07,123 --> 00:20:09,375 - Are you kidding? 328 00:20:09,417 --> 00:20:12,545 Thank you Willem, thank you. 329 00:20:12,587 --> 00:20:13,421 Thank you! 330 00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:19,886 (ominous music) 331 00:20:23,723 --> 00:20:24,557 Get out! 332 00:20:26,476 --> 00:20:27,477 - Calm down Dawn. 333 00:20:27,518 --> 00:20:28,728 - Get out of my room! 334 00:20:28,728 --> 00:20:31,022 - You're taking it the wrong way. 335 00:20:31,064 --> 00:20:32,565 We're okay-- - No! 336 00:20:32,607 --> 00:20:34,442 - Calm down. - Get out! 337 00:20:38,071 --> 00:20:39,155 - We're good. 338 00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:45,286 - Dawn honey open up please let's talk about this. 339 00:20:47,413 --> 00:20:48,665 - Why don't you ask your husband? 340 00:20:48,706 --> 00:20:51,918 - I did, he said it was all a misunderstanding. 341 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,795 - It was a misunderstanding. 342 00:20:53,836 --> 00:20:55,421 I understood I was moving into this great house 343 00:20:55,463 --> 00:20:58,633 and then my uncle comes onto me? 344 00:20:58,675 --> 00:21:00,760 - Willem wouldn't do that. 345 00:21:07,016 --> 00:21:07,850 Dawn... 346 00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:11,938 Dawn wait up. 347 00:21:13,314 --> 00:21:17,026 Dawn will you talk to me, please don't go, Dawn please! 348 00:21:20,363 --> 00:21:21,614 We're a family. 349 00:21:25,493 --> 00:21:29,247 ♪ Why are you so sad my dear ♪ 350 00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:36,796 - You're gonna make yourself sick, will you come to bed? 351 00:21:36,796 --> 00:21:38,381 - Yeah in a minute. 352 00:21:39,924 --> 00:21:43,803 ♪ You got your life, your home ♪ 353 00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:50,852 ♪ Ain't I, right here ♪ 354 00:21:54,272 --> 00:21:58,443 ♪ And I know the road ahead is long ♪ 355 00:22:01,738 --> 00:22:05,908 ♪ If we're lucky enough to take it ♪ 356 00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:12,498 ♪ But your back is strong ♪ 357 00:22:16,044 --> 00:22:19,714 ♪ You don't have to fake it ♪ 358 00:22:26,262 --> 00:22:29,057 - Wait, well what if we move women's journey night 359 00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:30,099 to the 16th? 360 00:22:33,728 --> 00:22:37,690 And you are not listening to a word I'm saying. 361 00:22:38,816 --> 00:22:41,152 You have to let this Dawn thing go. 362 00:22:41,194 --> 00:22:43,821 You didn't make her leave. 363 00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:45,364 - I know. 364 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:48,076 - Being raised the way she was, she doesn't know what 365 00:22:48,117 --> 00:22:49,869 else to do but run. 366 00:22:49,911 --> 00:22:52,955 - But why would she say what she said, I mean? 367 00:22:52,997 --> 00:22:55,208 What could it possibly get her? 368 00:22:55,208 --> 00:22:58,544 - You don't believe her do you? 369 00:22:58,586 --> 00:23:01,839 Willem isn't even attracted to young girls? 370 00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:03,925 - I found porn on his computer. 371 00:23:03,966 --> 00:23:04,801 - Really? 372 00:23:08,304 --> 00:23:10,264 Well I wouldn't put too much on that. 373 00:23:10,306 --> 00:23:12,016 - He's the pastor of a church. 374 00:23:12,058 --> 00:23:13,559 - And he's also a man. 375 00:23:13,559 --> 00:23:15,520 - That doesn't make it okay. 376 00:23:15,561 --> 00:23:18,022 It makes me wonder if maybe he did it. 377 00:23:18,064 --> 00:23:21,067 - And maybe she came onto him? 378 00:23:21,067 --> 00:23:23,611 And he shut her down, and this is her way of getting 379 00:23:23,653 --> 00:23:26,781 back at them, you don't know what she's capable of. 380 00:23:26,823 --> 00:23:28,491 - I don't know who to believe. 381 00:23:28,533 --> 00:23:31,077 - Willem doesn't need this. 382 00:23:31,119 --> 00:23:33,329 He's the pastor of a church with hundreds of people 383 00:23:33,371 --> 00:23:37,333 depending on him and this pubescent girl from a bad home 384 00:23:37,375 --> 00:23:41,546 comes along, threatening to destroy everything he's built. 385 00:23:42,922 --> 00:23:46,342 And you don't know who to believe? 386 00:23:46,384 --> 00:23:50,138 - I built that church just as much as Willem. 387 00:23:51,222 --> 00:23:53,099 - And where are your priorities? 388 00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:56,102 - How do you know he's not attracted to young girls, 389 00:23:56,102 --> 00:24:00,273 I mean then who is he attracted to, someone more like you? 390 00:24:09,073 --> 00:24:09,907 Oh... 391 00:24:14,287 --> 00:24:16,122 - Willem tried to tell you not to take Dawn in 392 00:24:16,164 --> 00:24:19,959 and you, as usual didn't listen to him. 393 00:24:20,001 --> 00:24:21,627 - You're my best friend. 394 00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:23,629 - You never listen to him and support him 395 00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:26,674 the way a man in his position needs. 396 00:24:27,758 --> 00:24:28,676 - How long? 397 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:36,142 - We were going to tell you and then Renee got killed, 398 00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:39,145 it was gonna be clean. 399 00:24:41,022 --> 00:24:42,690 - And then you insisted on taking Dawn in 400 00:24:42,732 --> 00:24:44,609 and it messed everything up. 401 00:24:44,650 --> 00:24:46,319 - How long. 402 00:24:46,319 --> 00:24:49,488 - We're in love, what does it matter how long? 403 00:24:49,530 --> 00:24:50,740 - I'm so sorry Jamie-- 404 00:24:50,781 --> 00:24:54,160 - I have to find her, I have to find Dawn. 405 00:24:55,244 --> 00:24:57,830 (dogs barking) 406 00:24:59,916 --> 00:25:01,834 - Hey, go on come on, get in here, 407 00:25:01,834 --> 00:25:04,003 hey come on, get in here. 408 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,005 What can I do for you? 409 00:25:06,047 --> 00:25:06,881 - Hi Dad. 410 00:25:08,424 --> 00:25:09,258 - Dawn? 411 00:25:10,426 --> 00:25:12,386 Holy crap look at you, you're all grown up, 412 00:25:12,428 --> 00:25:15,932 come on in, come on in, Shana get in here! 413 00:25:17,642 --> 00:25:20,311 Shana this is my daughter Dawn, Dawn this is Shana. 414 00:25:20,353 --> 00:25:23,481 - Nice to meet you, thanks. - You too. 415 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,274 - You want a beer, get her a beer Shana. 416 00:25:25,316 --> 00:25:27,902 - I uh, okay, I'll have a beer. 417 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:30,363 - Wow. 418 00:25:31,781 --> 00:25:34,575 - The house looks the same, (mumbling) just different. 419 00:25:34,617 --> 00:25:37,286 - Well yeah Shana here, she's always painting something. 420 00:25:37,328 --> 00:25:39,205 Aint that right babe? 421 00:25:39,205 --> 00:25:42,083 Looked pretty shabby before she moved in. 422 00:25:42,124 --> 00:25:44,335 - Have a seat. - Yeah come on in. 423 00:25:44,377 --> 00:25:46,003 Make yourself at home. 424 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:48,422 - [Shana] We sure were sorry to hear about your mom. 425 00:25:48,464 --> 00:25:50,883 - Oh yeah, that was terrible. 426 00:25:51,842 --> 00:25:54,011 Your mom was a good woman. 427 00:25:55,846 --> 00:25:59,475 I'm sorry I didn't come to the funeral. 428 00:25:59,517 --> 00:26:00,726 - I wish you would've. 429 00:26:00,768 --> 00:26:02,895 - I know, then I was gonna send flowers, 430 00:26:02,895 --> 00:26:06,065 but I thought, probably best not to. 431 00:26:06,107 --> 00:26:10,695 I'm not too popular with your family you know. 432 00:26:10,736 --> 00:26:13,072 So I hear you're living with your aunt Jamie. 433 00:26:13,072 --> 00:26:14,991 Your aunt Lori told me. 434 00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:18,661 - Do you guys have anything I could eat? 435 00:26:18,703 --> 00:26:20,705 - Yeah. - Of course we do. 436 00:26:20,746 --> 00:26:22,039 - We have pizza is that okay? 437 00:26:22,081 --> 00:26:23,291 - Yeah, thanks. 438 00:26:30,423 --> 00:26:32,091 Things aren't great Dad. 439 00:26:32,133 --> 00:26:34,552 - I know it was a shock losing your mom like that. 440 00:26:34,593 --> 00:26:36,220 That's just gonna take time. 441 00:26:36,262 --> 00:26:38,139 - It's not just that. 442 00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:41,309 Is there anyway that-- - Here you go. 443 00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:43,602 Don't be shy, there's more. 444 00:26:46,772 --> 00:26:49,275 Oh honey you must be starving? 445 00:26:53,571 --> 00:26:55,740 - I'm not loving with Aunt Jamie anymore, 446 00:26:55,781 --> 00:26:57,033 it didn't work out. 447 00:26:57,074 --> 00:26:58,284 - What do you mean it didn't work out? 448 00:26:58,284 --> 00:26:59,744 She wanted you to move in there. 449 00:26:59,785 --> 00:27:00,953 - It wasn't Aunt Jamie. 450 00:27:00,995 --> 00:27:02,246 - Well where are you staying then? 451 00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:05,207 - Honey did you tell Dawn about our news? 452 00:27:05,249 --> 00:27:09,712 - Well of course I haven't, I haven't had a chance. 453 00:27:09,754 --> 00:27:12,214 - Your dad and I are gonna have a baby, 454 00:27:12,256 --> 00:27:14,425 I'm three months pregnant. 455 00:27:15,259 --> 00:27:16,761 - That is news. 456 00:27:16,802 --> 00:27:19,722 - I've already painted the room, do you wanna see it? 457 00:27:19,764 --> 00:27:21,098 - No, thank you. 458 00:27:23,476 --> 00:27:26,812 - So are you staying with your sister then, right? 459 00:27:26,854 --> 00:27:28,647 - No, Jack said no. 460 00:27:28,689 --> 00:27:29,815 - [Dad] Oh... 461 00:27:31,192 --> 00:27:33,944 - We just have the one other room and it's gonna be 462 00:27:33,986 --> 00:27:36,947 for the baby, so, I'm sorry. 463 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,950 - It's okay, I'll be fine. 464 00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:43,037 - How about I grab you some more pizza. 465 00:27:43,079 --> 00:27:44,288 - Why don't you grab some other stuff while you're 466 00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:45,748 in there too huh? 467 00:27:58,344 --> 00:28:00,471 Watch this, this is funny. 468 00:28:03,182 --> 00:28:05,935 Yeah now watch what he does here. 469 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:13,859 Hey where are you going? 470 00:28:13,901 --> 00:28:15,361 You just go here. 471 00:28:15,361 --> 00:28:16,654 - I should go, I don't know what I was thinking. 472 00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:17,530 - Wait. 473 00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:21,367 You take this. 474 00:28:23,202 --> 00:28:26,789 Can you believe I'm gonna have another kid. 475 00:28:28,040 --> 00:28:30,084 I mean you know. 476 00:28:30,126 --> 00:28:33,712 Hopefully I'll be a better father this time around. 477 00:28:33,754 --> 00:28:34,755 - Hopefully. 478 00:28:35,965 --> 00:28:38,050 - Well uh, give me a hug. 479 00:28:42,430 --> 00:28:43,597 All right now. 480 00:28:52,356 --> 00:28:55,860 - Where'd she go, she didn't get her food. 481 00:28:56,986 --> 00:29:00,156 - Let it be, I'm gonna get another beer. 482 00:29:05,411 --> 00:29:07,913 - I told Cindy how upset I was with her, 483 00:29:07,913 --> 00:29:10,166 this is not how this should've happened. 484 00:29:10,207 --> 00:29:13,085 - All those years that we counseled couples. 485 00:29:13,127 --> 00:29:15,546 You never once said anything. 486 00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:17,756 - That was wrong of me. 487 00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:21,760 - My best friend, you couldn't have picked any other woman. 488 00:29:21,802 --> 00:29:23,095 You are a liar. 489 00:29:24,722 --> 00:29:27,266 And you are not a godly man. 490 00:29:27,308 --> 00:29:31,061 - Jamie, I haven't believed in God for years. 491 00:29:33,355 --> 00:29:35,649 - I think the congregation would be very interested 492 00:29:35,691 --> 00:29:37,026 in hearing that. 493 00:29:38,652 --> 00:29:40,988 - I know where you're going. 494 00:29:42,156 --> 00:29:45,743 I'd watch myself if I were you Jamie. 495 00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:47,369 You're overwrought. 496 00:29:48,746 --> 00:29:52,458 Your sister was just murdered, now your niece runs off, 497 00:29:53,667 --> 00:29:57,505 that's enough to push anyone over the edge. 498 00:29:57,546 --> 00:30:01,467 Everyone at church is very concerned about you. 499 00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:19,401 (calming guitar music) 500 00:30:34,959 --> 00:30:37,002 ♪ A girl ♪ 501 00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:42,716 ♪ Sat beside the water ♪ 502 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:48,097 ♪ Fathers and sons ♪ 503 00:30:50,766 --> 00:30:54,103 ♪ Mothers and daughters ♪ 504 00:30:58,524 --> 00:31:02,361 ♪ Can't see his own close away ♪ 505 00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:09,285 ♪ Lay down your burdens and play ♪ 506 00:31:11,453 --> 00:31:14,456 ♪ And sing, Hallelu ♪ 507 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:18,877 ♪ Hallelujah ♪ 508 00:31:36,604 --> 00:31:37,438 - Hi. 509 00:31:38,814 --> 00:31:41,483 Have you seen this girl? 510 00:31:41,525 --> 00:31:43,861 - No I'm sorry, can't give out any personal information 511 00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:44,737 about our guests. 512 00:31:44,737 --> 00:31:45,904 - No, keep it. 513 00:31:47,239 --> 00:31:49,158 I really need to find her. 514 00:31:49,199 --> 00:31:50,576 - You can leave a message for her on the message board 515 00:31:50,576 --> 00:31:52,077 if you like. 516 00:31:52,119 --> 00:31:54,371 - Do you guys need any help or anything like serving dinner 517 00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:58,417 or anything that way, I don't know, I'd be here, 518 00:32:00,169 --> 00:32:01,629 in case she came in. 519 00:32:01,670 --> 00:32:03,339 - Well you'd need to fill out a volunteer application 520 00:32:03,380 --> 00:32:04,465 online first. 521 00:32:05,633 --> 00:32:08,761 - Okay, how long will that take, how long does 522 00:32:08,802 --> 00:32:10,429 the processing take. 523 00:32:10,429 --> 00:32:11,930 - Well you just fill out the application online 524 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:15,392 and somebody will be in touch with you. 525 00:32:15,434 --> 00:32:16,935 - Okay, thank you. 526 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:19,772 - Hey. 527 00:32:21,357 --> 00:32:23,525 What's your name, I'll look into it myself. 528 00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:25,444 - Jamie, Lynder. 529 00:32:25,486 --> 00:32:26,737 - David. 530 00:32:26,779 --> 00:32:29,615 - It's nice to meet you, thank you, that's Dawn. 531 00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:31,116 - I got it. 532 00:32:31,158 --> 00:32:33,827 (calming music) 533 00:33:01,730 --> 00:33:02,731 - Hey. - Hey! 534 00:33:04,233 --> 00:33:06,026 - Have you heard from Dawn? 535 00:33:06,068 --> 00:33:06,902 - No. 536 00:33:08,904 --> 00:33:10,781 - Is that a drink? 537 00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:12,241 - Yeah. 538 00:33:12,282 --> 00:33:16,412 - Isn't it a little bit early to be having a drink? 539 00:33:17,496 --> 00:33:18,831 It's your house. 540 00:33:20,958 --> 00:33:21,959 - Yes it is. 541 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:26,338 You wanna fix dinner with me, Mark's coming home soon. 542 00:33:26,338 --> 00:33:30,467 - I can't, I have to fill out an application. 543 00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:32,636 - Oh you're looking for a job? 544 00:33:32,678 --> 00:33:33,512 - No. 545 00:33:36,432 --> 00:33:39,893 I went by the mission today to see if Dawn had stopped in 546 00:33:39,935 --> 00:33:42,146 or not and they couldn't say anything about it 547 00:33:42,187 --> 00:33:46,650 because of privacy issues, so, I am going to volunteer there 548 00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:48,861 that way I'll be there if she stops in. 549 00:33:48,861 --> 00:33:51,613 - You need to apply to volunteer? 550 00:33:52,865 --> 00:33:55,409 Oh Woody finally called me back today. 551 00:33:55,451 --> 00:33:57,536 - What, why didn't you say anything? 552 00:33:57,536 --> 00:33:58,746 What did he say? 553 00:33:58,787 --> 00:34:01,582 - Okay calm down, he saw her. 554 00:34:01,623 --> 00:34:03,083 - Is Dawn there? 555 00:34:03,125 --> 00:34:04,877 - No, and she did not tell him where she was going 556 00:34:04,877 --> 00:34:07,045 when she left. - What? 557 00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:08,672 - Well you know she probably didn't get that warm 558 00:34:08,714 --> 00:34:11,258 of a reception, not if Woody got a whiff of any 559 00:34:11,300 --> 00:34:14,470 kind of responsibility coming his way. 560 00:34:23,687 --> 00:34:27,107 - Why didn't you post these flyers? 561 00:34:27,149 --> 00:34:29,568 - Because Dawn's not missing. 562 00:34:30,986 --> 00:34:32,571 She chose to leave. 563 00:34:35,532 --> 00:34:36,366 - I see. 564 00:34:40,037 --> 00:34:44,082 I'm really glad that Mom's not around to see all this. 565 00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:46,835 - Are you gonna be responsible for Mom now too. 566 00:34:46,877 --> 00:34:49,671 - Someone has got to be the responsible one, 567 00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:52,925 life isn't about just doing whatever you want. 568 00:34:52,925 --> 00:34:55,844 - You're not the only one who's in pain, Jaime. 569 00:34:55,886 --> 00:34:58,430 Renee was my sister too. 570 00:34:58,430 --> 00:35:01,600 - Try losing your husband on top of it. 571 00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:06,772 - Okay can we just stop this please? 572 00:35:06,772 --> 00:35:08,440 - I'm not gonna be told that I'm wrong for caring 573 00:35:08,482 --> 00:35:11,318 about my niece, I'll put these up. 574 00:35:32,339 --> 00:35:36,343 - You know what I hate about living in the city? 575 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,141 Can't see any of the stars at night. 576 00:35:45,018 --> 00:35:46,311 I mean they're, 577 00:35:47,729 --> 00:35:50,691 they're out there just twinkling away, 578 00:35:50,732 --> 00:35:53,819 and no one ever notices 'em you know. 579 00:35:54,987 --> 00:35:57,364 I guess I feel sorry for 'em. 580 00:36:10,669 --> 00:36:11,503 Basti. 581 00:36:12,504 --> 00:36:13,338 - Dawn. 582 00:36:14,256 --> 00:36:15,674 I never heard that name before. 583 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:16,675 - Hah, yeah. 584 00:36:18,302 --> 00:36:20,387 It's short for Sebastian. 585 00:36:22,097 --> 00:36:23,682 My mother's French. 586 00:36:24,850 --> 00:36:26,268 - You're French. 587 00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:29,855 - Oui, and I find you (speaking foreign language). 588 00:36:29,897 --> 00:36:30,731 - Huh? 589 00:36:34,026 --> 00:36:37,613 - So how long ago did you run away from home? 590 00:36:37,654 --> 00:36:39,865 - How did you know that? 591 00:36:39,907 --> 00:36:42,200 - Because I used to be you. 592 00:36:48,332 --> 00:36:52,502 And I know that, you don't deserve whatever happened to you. 593 00:36:59,009 --> 00:37:00,052 Family sucks. 594 00:37:02,930 --> 00:37:04,556 - You have no idea. 595 00:37:09,394 --> 00:37:10,896 - Here, take this. 596 00:37:13,857 --> 00:37:15,192 - No thank you. 597 00:37:15,233 --> 00:37:17,694 - No take it, it's just, 598 00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:20,280 a friend who understands, trying to help. 599 00:37:20,322 --> 00:37:23,659 Go ahead, get yourself something to eat. 600 00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:28,664 - Thanks. - Yeah, you're welcome. 601 00:37:33,710 --> 00:37:36,880 So what's your plan Dawn, what's next? 602 00:37:41,510 --> 00:37:45,430 - I'm gonna get a job, maybe go back to school. 603 00:37:50,519 --> 00:37:53,438 - Well it's a plan, and a good one. 604 00:37:56,775 --> 00:38:00,904 You'll see, you're gonna need to get an apartment. 605 00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:05,450 And that's gonna cost a lot of money Dawn, now how the heck 606 00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:07,285 are you gonna do that? 607 00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:10,664 - I'll figure it out, I'm not scared. 608 00:38:10,706 --> 00:38:15,377 - Dawn, Dawn if you're not scared you're a damn fool. 609 00:38:15,419 --> 00:38:17,796 You don't know these streets. 610 00:38:19,089 --> 00:38:22,134 You need someone looking out for you. 611 00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:28,056 Do you have a place to stay tonight? 612 00:38:28,098 --> 00:38:28,932 - Yeah. 613 00:38:30,142 --> 00:38:31,143 - Hah, okay. 614 00:38:33,645 --> 00:38:34,479 Good. 615 00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:42,487 Tell you what Dawn. 616 00:38:42,487 --> 00:38:45,323 I'm gonna keep an eye on you okay. 617 00:39:08,513 --> 00:39:11,016 - Have you ever had rhubarb pie? 618 00:39:11,058 --> 00:39:12,392 - Hi. - Hey. 619 00:39:12,434 --> 00:39:13,894 - Sorry I'm early. 620 00:39:13,935 --> 00:39:15,187 - Yeah well if you think I'm gonna be impressed 621 00:39:15,187 --> 00:39:18,815 and increase your salary, forget it. 622 00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:20,776 That was a joke. 623 00:39:20,817 --> 00:39:22,235 Okay are you ready, I thought I'd have you hang out 624 00:39:22,277 --> 00:39:23,695 with me today. - Where? 625 00:39:23,695 --> 00:39:26,073 - [David] Street missions. 626 00:39:26,114 --> 00:39:27,365 - [Jamie] Okay. 627 00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:31,203 - Bye you guys, I'll see you later, keep it real. 628 00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:36,541 ♪ Boy I came on out to see the stars ♪ 629 00:39:39,002 --> 00:39:41,338 ♪ So I played ♪ 630 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:46,051 ♪ Played the part of the song and I didn't let on ♪ 631 00:39:46,051 --> 00:39:48,845 ♪ So I could relate ♪ 632 00:39:48,887 --> 00:39:53,058 ♪ What I need and I want after all ♪ 633 00:39:54,935 --> 00:39:57,771 ♪ This time of my life ♪ 634 00:39:57,813 --> 00:40:01,983 ♪ Just to sit down and rest without falling ♪ 635 00:40:03,568 --> 00:40:06,363 ♪ Falling behind ♪ 636 00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:09,407 (humming) 637 00:40:20,877 --> 00:40:25,048 ♪ Boy I came on out to catch a rest ♪ 638 00:40:27,300 --> 00:40:29,886 ♪ Show the place ♪ 639 00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:34,599 ♪ A rest till my classmates got inside ♪ 640 00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:37,310 ♪ I had to wait ♪ 641 00:40:37,352 --> 00:40:41,523 ♪ At the gate, at the front, with a teller ♪ 642 00:40:43,608 --> 00:40:46,319 ♪ Talking about life ♪ 643 00:40:46,361 --> 00:40:50,532 ♪ All the paths I could see, and a purpose ♪ 644 00:40:52,284 --> 00:40:55,453 ♪ I'm feeling so good ♪ 645 00:40:56,288 --> 00:40:58,456 (humming) 646 00:41:08,300 --> 00:41:11,720 ♪ You wake up in my mind ♪ 647 00:41:16,975 --> 00:41:20,562 ♪ Wanna wake up in my mind ♪ 648 00:41:27,068 --> 00:41:29,237 ♪ Oh yeah ♪ 649 00:41:32,365 --> 00:41:33,200 - Thanks. 650 00:41:35,452 --> 00:41:39,623 ♪ Boy I came all out to set it right ♪ 651 00:41:42,167 --> 00:41:44,502 ♪ Save tonight ♪ 652 00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:48,673 ♪ Don't turn my back on the path I knew was right ♪ 653 00:41:49,674 --> 00:41:52,344 ♪ And I'm by your side ♪ 654 00:41:52,344 --> 00:41:56,514 ♪ What I feel is amazing, and I'm crazy ♪ 655 00:42:04,189 --> 00:42:07,275 - I thought you said you had somewhere to stay last night. 656 00:42:07,317 --> 00:42:08,151 - I did. 657 00:42:09,027 --> 00:42:10,695 - No, no you didn't. 658 00:42:13,365 --> 00:42:16,201 - Thanks for your concern but I'm okay. 659 00:42:16,243 --> 00:42:18,620 - Do you have enough money left for lunch? 660 00:42:18,662 --> 00:42:20,872 Don't answer that. 661 00:42:20,914 --> 00:42:22,123 What are you doing today? 662 00:42:22,165 --> 00:42:23,708 - I'm gonna go look for a job. 663 00:42:23,708 --> 00:42:25,794 - Do you mind if I hang out with you for a little bit? 664 00:42:25,835 --> 00:42:27,629 - Sure. - Great. 665 00:42:27,671 --> 00:42:29,923 So first thing's first. 666 00:42:29,965 --> 00:42:32,217 We've gotta get you cleaned up. 667 00:42:32,259 --> 00:42:35,178 Don't look at me like that I'm not gonna bite you. 668 00:42:35,220 --> 00:42:37,305 You can shower at my place. 669 00:42:37,347 --> 00:42:39,933 I'll introduce you to Rachel, you'll love her. 670 00:42:39,975 --> 00:42:44,145 I'll text her right now, let her know we're coming over. 671 00:42:46,314 --> 00:42:48,024 - You're awfully quiet. 672 00:42:48,066 --> 00:42:51,069 - Oh I'm, I'm just taking it all in. 673 00:42:52,237 --> 00:42:55,282 I mean I co-pastor at church, you know. 674 00:42:57,117 --> 00:43:01,579 - Yeah well God wakes us up at different times. 675 00:43:01,621 --> 00:43:03,957 It was nice to have you out there with me today. 676 00:43:03,999 --> 00:43:06,835 It can get kinda lonely out there. 677 00:43:08,086 --> 00:43:09,587 - Why do you do it? 678 00:43:09,629 --> 00:43:14,551 I mean, have you always ministered on the streets? 679 00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:16,928 (sad music) 680 00:43:33,820 --> 00:43:35,447 - Where's Jordan? 681 00:43:35,488 --> 00:43:37,324 - It's 10 o'clock. 682 00:43:37,365 --> 00:43:39,909 - I know that, Blaire. 683 00:43:39,951 --> 00:43:43,663 - The party was at seven, your son is in bed. 684 00:43:45,123 --> 00:43:47,959 He really like his birthday card. 685 00:43:48,001 --> 00:43:49,961 Especially the part where you wrote, you couldn't wait 686 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:53,882 to show him how to use the (mumbling) we got him. 687 00:43:53,923 --> 00:43:57,302 But what you should've written is that you're sorry 688 00:43:57,302 --> 00:43:59,721 you missed his 10th birthday. 689 00:44:01,848 --> 00:44:04,684 But it was more important to get drunk. 690 00:44:04,726 --> 00:44:05,894 - Poor Blaire. 691 00:44:06,895 --> 00:44:08,480 Poor, poor, Blaire. 692 00:44:09,981 --> 00:44:11,524 Do you have any idea what Gerald did today? 693 00:44:11,566 --> 00:44:14,235 - I don't care what your boss said. 694 00:44:14,277 --> 00:44:15,779 You're an alcoholic. 695 00:44:15,820 --> 00:44:19,991 - I'm not an alcoholic, alcoholics go to meetings. 696 00:44:23,953 --> 00:44:26,748 I had a few drinks, it doesn't mean I don't love my son. 697 00:44:26,790 --> 00:44:29,667 - It means you're a horrible father. 698 00:44:29,667 --> 00:44:31,419 I'm sick and tired of hearing your excuses, 699 00:44:31,461 --> 00:44:33,505 I don't wanna hear it. 700 00:44:33,505 --> 00:44:36,591 Just, go drink some more, I don't care. 701 00:44:36,633 --> 00:44:38,301 - I'm gonna go tell him happy birthday. 702 00:44:38,343 --> 00:44:40,720 - No you're not, he was upset enough when he went into bed, 703 00:44:40,762 --> 00:44:43,932 he doesn't need a drunk waking him up. 704 00:44:45,266 --> 00:44:46,101 - Fine. 705 00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:48,812 - You can't drive. 706 00:44:48,853 --> 00:44:50,855 - Happy birthday Jordan. 707 00:44:52,357 --> 00:44:54,359 - I'm leaving you David. 708 00:44:55,527 --> 00:44:59,364 I'm not gonna let you do this to us anymore. 709 00:44:59,406 --> 00:45:00,698 Don't come back. 710 00:45:01,866 --> 00:45:03,535 - Come back to what? 711 00:45:07,997 --> 00:45:12,168 I walked out the door and didn't look back for a long time. 712 00:45:13,628 --> 00:45:15,547 - Do you still see your son. 713 00:45:15,588 --> 00:45:19,217 - No, he won't have anything to do with me. 714 00:45:20,844 --> 00:45:23,471 So tell me more about you. 715 00:45:23,513 --> 00:45:25,890 So you co-pastor at church with your husband? 716 00:45:25,890 --> 00:45:26,724 - Yeah. 717 00:45:28,268 --> 00:45:32,063 Unfortunately we're separated right now. 718 00:45:32,105 --> 00:45:33,356 - [David] I'm sorry. 719 00:45:33,398 --> 00:45:36,568 - We have our issues like most couples, so. 720 00:45:36,568 --> 00:45:38,111 - And Dawn is your niece? 721 00:45:38,153 --> 00:45:39,571 - Yeah. 722 00:45:39,571 --> 00:45:43,741 Her mother Renee is my sister and when she was killed 723 00:45:45,285 --> 00:45:46,536 we took her in. 724 00:45:47,662 --> 00:45:49,956 - Wow I'm sorry, how was she killed. 725 00:45:49,998 --> 00:45:54,169 - She was shot in a bar parking lot by a jealous girlfriend. 726 00:45:55,879 --> 00:45:58,131 - So why did Dawn run away? 727 00:45:58,173 --> 00:46:00,508 - It's how she was raised. 728 00:46:00,550 --> 00:46:03,136 It's all she knows, is, is to run. 729 00:46:03,178 --> 00:46:06,139 - [David] Nothing happened at home? 730 00:46:06,181 --> 00:46:07,265 - Nah-ah, no. 731 00:46:09,058 --> 00:46:12,061 Wait, Dawn, Dawn, that's Dawn, Dawn! 732 00:46:13,855 --> 00:46:14,689 Oh... 733 00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:19,444 Who in the world was that guy? 734 00:46:20,445 --> 00:46:21,279 - Basti. 735 00:46:27,535 --> 00:46:30,747 - I thought you weren't coming home till later. 736 00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,791 - So I guess you didn't get my text. 737 00:46:38,254 --> 00:46:41,633 Hey come here don't worry about her, it's fine. 738 00:46:41,633 --> 00:46:45,803 Go get yourself something to drink, I'll be right back. 739 00:46:54,062 --> 00:46:54,854 Come here. 740 00:46:54,896 --> 00:46:56,564 - We don't need her. 741 00:47:05,657 --> 00:47:08,076 - I want you to go out there 742 00:47:08,117 --> 00:47:10,328 and you're gonna be nice to her. 743 00:47:10,328 --> 00:47:11,162 - No. 744 00:47:13,665 --> 00:47:14,499 - Okay. 745 00:47:23,383 --> 00:47:26,135 Why do you make me like this huh? 746 00:47:27,637 --> 00:47:31,808 After everything I've done for you, you can't help me. 747 00:47:35,061 --> 00:47:38,064 Don't you know how much I love you, don't you? 748 00:47:38,106 --> 00:47:39,983 - Yes. - Yeah? 749 00:47:40,024 --> 00:47:40,817 Good okay. 750 00:47:42,277 --> 00:47:43,444 Then trust me. 751 00:47:45,530 --> 00:47:49,033 I'm always looking out for you, all right? 752 00:47:52,662 --> 00:47:53,997 Help me do this. 753 00:47:55,456 --> 00:47:59,252 I'm gonna go out there and I'm gonna get Dawn, okay? 754 00:48:08,344 --> 00:48:09,178 Rachel. 755 00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:12,056 This is Dawn. 756 00:48:12,056 --> 00:48:14,309 Dawn, this is Rachel. 757 00:48:14,350 --> 00:48:17,645 Rachel's gonna help you find some clothes okay? 758 00:48:17,687 --> 00:48:21,608 All right I'm gonna let you two get acquainted. 759 00:48:25,028 --> 00:48:28,406 - Whatever your story is, I don't feel sorry for you. 760 00:48:28,406 --> 00:48:30,158 I'm not interested in how much your parents didn't 761 00:48:30,199 --> 00:48:32,952 love you, or how many times your mom's boyfriend 762 00:48:32,994 --> 00:48:35,705 got too friendly, okay? 763 00:48:35,747 --> 00:48:36,581 - Okay. 764 00:48:39,584 --> 00:48:43,254 - Couple of things, don't steal from me, 765 00:48:43,254 --> 00:48:45,757 and earn your own keep. 766 00:48:45,757 --> 00:48:49,927 Basti's with me, and we're gonna keep it that way. 767 00:48:51,387 --> 00:48:55,558 Now let me see if I can find you something to wear. 768 00:48:59,312 --> 00:49:01,606 - I'm gonna go back out there tomorrow. 769 00:49:01,648 --> 00:49:04,150 I've gotta keep looking for her that guy is a pimp. 770 00:49:04,192 --> 00:49:06,152 - Well be careful, take David with you. 771 00:49:06,194 --> 00:49:07,028 - Yeah. 772 00:49:10,531 --> 00:49:13,951 - I'm gonna watch TV, hopefully in peace. 773 00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:25,963 - Hey. - Hey. 774 00:49:30,093 --> 00:49:32,428 - How did the job search go? 775 00:49:34,263 --> 00:49:37,308 - Bad, most of them want a high school diploma. 776 00:49:37,308 --> 00:49:38,142 - Jerks. 777 00:49:40,478 --> 00:49:42,021 You know I bet if they knew you they'd hire you 778 00:49:42,063 --> 00:49:43,981 in a heartbeat. 779 00:49:44,023 --> 00:49:45,441 - Right. 780 00:49:45,483 --> 00:49:47,694 - That's just what I think. 781 00:49:49,821 --> 00:49:50,738 - Where's Rachel? 782 00:49:50,780 --> 00:49:52,573 - Ah she's working. 783 00:49:52,615 --> 00:49:53,950 - Where does she work? 784 00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:55,910 - Have you ever used chopsticks before, do you know 785 00:49:55,952 --> 00:49:57,412 how to use them. 786 00:49:57,453 --> 00:49:59,747 - I tried it once, but I couldn't do it. 787 00:49:59,789 --> 00:50:02,166 - Oh come on it's easy, look. 788 00:50:03,793 --> 00:50:05,628 You put one, you hold it just like that, 789 00:50:05,670 --> 00:50:09,298 press it against your thumb, and the other one 790 00:50:09,340 --> 00:50:11,718 moves it, this is the only one that moves. 791 00:50:11,759 --> 00:50:13,010 That's what nobody gets. 792 00:50:13,052 --> 00:50:14,137 - Let me try. 793 00:50:16,013 --> 00:50:18,808 - Can I ask you why you ran away? 794 00:50:26,566 --> 00:50:29,694 - My mom was killed. - Oh, damn. 795 00:50:29,736 --> 00:50:33,030 - And I went to go stay with my aunt and uncle 796 00:50:33,072 --> 00:50:34,323 and my uncle... 797 00:50:38,870 --> 00:50:41,289 You know. - Yeah, yeah I know. 798 00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:45,543 It's like I said Dawn. 799 00:50:45,543 --> 00:50:50,465 You need someone, someone there to look after you. 800 00:50:50,506 --> 00:50:51,424 Okay, look. 801 00:50:52,925 --> 00:50:56,888 I'm not gonna lie to you, I think you're beautiful. 802 00:50:56,888 --> 00:51:01,559 And I really like you and I would like the chance to, 803 00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:05,104 to take care of you the way I should be. 804 00:51:05,146 --> 00:51:07,899 - I thought you were with Rachel. 805 00:51:09,066 --> 00:51:11,652 - No no, what, is that what she said? 806 00:51:11,694 --> 00:51:12,528 - Yeah. 807 00:51:13,946 --> 00:51:17,909 - No I have never felt about her the way I feel about you. 808 00:51:19,410 --> 00:51:22,789 Sorry, that probably sounds so stupid. 809 00:51:22,830 --> 00:51:25,666 - No, you can't help how you feel. 810 00:51:30,129 --> 00:51:32,799 - Yeah you're a real smart girl. 811 00:51:34,050 --> 00:51:36,219 Do you mind if I kiss you? 812 00:51:43,768 --> 00:51:46,145 Let me take care of you Dawn. 813 00:51:47,396 --> 00:51:50,566 I know what it's like to be let down by a family. 814 00:51:50,608 --> 00:51:53,361 We're one and the same you and I. 815 00:51:55,738 --> 00:51:58,241 Oh, I got you something today. 816 00:52:00,868 --> 00:52:05,039 Don't get too excited, it's not that expensive, it's just... 817 00:52:06,290 --> 00:52:08,125 It reminded me of you. 818 00:52:10,419 --> 00:52:13,005 Here, I was thinking that maybe 819 00:52:14,173 --> 00:52:17,176 when you wear it, you'll think of me. 820 00:52:29,397 --> 00:52:32,316 - Dinner smells great I'm starving. 821 00:52:33,484 --> 00:52:37,154 500, not too bad, some guy gave me a huge tip. 822 00:52:50,877 --> 00:52:52,962 - Do you want a sandwich? 823 00:52:59,719 --> 00:53:03,514 - How you doing David, haven't seen you in a few days buddy. 824 00:53:03,514 --> 00:53:05,391 - My good shoes got stolen. 825 00:53:05,433 --> 00:53:07,768 - Yeah it's rough out here, come in and see me 826 00:53:07,810 --> 00:53:09,812 at the mission, we'll work something out. 827 00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:14,066 - Yeah uh, do you have a few bucks you could give me? 828 00:53:14,108 --> 00:53:18,029 - You know I can't do that, come in and see me. 829 00:53:18,946 --> 00:53:20,698 - Yeah well, oh well. 830 00:53:29,248 --> 00:53:31,918 (calming music) 831 00:53:44,972 --> 00:53:49,143 ♪ Rainy day, but I exist, cause nurture with my song ♪ 832 00:53:52,521 --> 00:53:56,651 ♪ I'ma smile and rock a while, tomorrow ♪ 833 00:53:56,692 --> 00:54:00,071 ♪ And to plan things down ♪ 834 00:54:00,112 --> 00:54:04,241 ♪ I will bring this little town the ginger that it needs ♪ 835 00:54:07,036 --> 00:54:10,957 ♪ But for cold canard and lemongrass ♪ 836 00:54:10,998 --> 00:54:14,043 ♪ And rum I'll look to thee ♪ 837 00:54:14,085 --> 00:54:15,336 ♪ Do you ♪ 838 00:54:15,378 --> 00:54:16,587 ♪ Yes I do ♪ 839 00:54:16,629 --> 00:54:19,090 (vocalizing) 840 00:54:21,467 --> 00:54:23,094 ♪ Yes I do I do ♪ 841 00:54:23,094 --> 00:54:24,220 ♪ Yes I do ♪ 842 00:54:24,261 --> 00:54:26,681 (vocalizing) 843 00:54:29,100 --> 00:54:30,768 ♪ Yes I do I do ♪ 844 00:54:30,810 --> 00:54:33,980 ♪ And I will work that soil until ♪ 845 00:54:34,021 --> 00:54:38,317 ♪ The first rains are my tears ♪ 846 00:54:38,359 --> 00:54:41,570 ♪ When I taste my own rewards ♪ 847 00:54:41,612 --> 00:54:45,783 ♪ I'll sit down for that kneel ♪ 848 00:54:45,825 --> 00:54:49,996 ♪ My porch is heaven's gate as its been for many moons ♪ 849 00:54:52,748 --> 00:54:56,961 ♪ Seen the solemn angel walking up my bed one afternoon ♪ 850 00:55:00,214 --> 00:55:03,300 - So how long were you on the street? 851 00:55:03,342 --> 00:55:05,052 - Ah years, on and off. 852 00:55:05,094 --> 00:55:06,637 Yeah, I'd happen to manage to get a job every once 853 00:55:06,637 --> 00:55:09,265 in a while and a room somewhere, but I'd always end up 854 00:55:09,306 --> 00:55:12,852 getting fired and be back on the street again. 855 00:55:12,893 --> 00:55:15,646 Wait, okay Dawn is right over there. 856 00:55:15,646 --> 00:55:16,897 - What? 857 00:55:16,939 --> 00:55:18,274 - Yes she's right, ssshht, come here. 858 00:55:18,315 --> 00:55:20,818 Please let me go talk to her alone. 859 00:55:20,860 --> 00:55:23,988 If you go there she might run again, please. 860 00:55:23,988 --> 00:55:25,656 - Okay, okay. 861 00:55:25,656 --> 00:55:26,490 - All right I'll be right back. 862 00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:28,325 - Go, go go go go, go. 863 00:55:30,453 --> 00:55:33,789 - Where's the furthest you've ever been? 864 00:55:35,166 --> 00:55:37,960 - I almost went to Disneyland once. 865 00:55:38,002 --> 00:55:40,254 But my mom canceled the trip. 866 00:55:40,296 --> 00:55:42,548 She didn't have enough money saved up. 867 00:55:42,590 --> 00:55:45,009 - That totally doesn't count. 868 00:55:46,927 --> 00:55:50,389 - I haven't really been anywhere I guess. 869 00:55:50,431 --> 00:55:51,974 - I'm gonna go to New York. 870 00:55:52,016 --> 00:55:53,851 Basti too of course. - When? 871 00:55:53,851 --> 00:55:54,685 - Someday. 872 00:55:56,145 --> 00:55:58,022 I wanna go around Christmas time, 873 00:55:58,064 --> 00:56:00,274 shop at Saks, Fifth Avenue. 874 00:56:00,316 --> 00:56:03,861 See The Rockettes at Radio City Music Hall. 875 00:56:04,987 --> 00:56:06,572 I am not going to spend the rest of my life 876 00:56:06,614 --> 00:56:08,199 in this lousy town. 877 00:56:10,409 --> 00:56:12,703 It's why I'm doing what I'm doing, 878 00:56:12,745 --> 00:56:16,332 just to make some money and get outta here. 879 00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:20,628 You should head back. 880 00:56:20,669 --> 00:56:22,922 I'm gonna be a few minutes. 881 00:56:24,423 --> 00:56:26,258 Don't worry, I'm fine. 882 00:56:27,885 --> 00:56:30,888 - Uh excuse me, Dawn isn't it? 883 00:56:30,888 --> 00:56:32,389 - Yeah. 884 00:56:32,389 --> 00:56:35,226 - My name is David I work at the Rescue Mission, downtown. 885 00:56:35,267 --> 00:56:37,520 You know Jamie's really worried about you. 886 00:56:37,561 --> 00:56:39,355 - Tell her not to be. 887 00:56:39,396 --> 00:56:42,108 - Actually Dawn was just leaving. 888 00:56:45,236 --> 00:56:46,403 - I didn't get your name. 889 00:56:46,445 --> 00:56:47,780 - No you didn't. 890 00:56:49,740 --> 00:56:53,911 - If you or Dawn ever wanna talk, just give me a call. 891 00:57:05,881 --> 00:57:06,882 - Hey. - Hey. 892 00:57:08,384 --> 00:57:09,760 Hey can you grab me a beer? 893 00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:10,594 - Yeah. 894 00:57:29,613 --> 00:57:30,614 - Come here. 895 00:57:36,287 --> 00:57:38,581 I needed this thank you. 896 00:57:38,622 --> 00:57:39,832 - What's wrong? 897 00:57:45,838 --> 00:57:48,382 - Somebody stole my wallet today. 898 00:57:48,424 --> 00:57:49,884 - Really? 899 00:57:49,925 --> 00:57:50,759 - Yeah. 900 00:57:55,514 --> 00:57:56,348 - What? 901 00:58:05,608 --> 00:58:08,527 - Had the rent money in it. 902 00:58:08,569 --> 00:58:10,654 - Oh my God I'm so sorry. 903 00:58:19,747 --> 00:58:20,581 - Hey. 904 00:58:22,333 --> 00:58:25,586 We stick together no matter what right? 905 00:58:25,628 --> 00:58:26,879 - Right. - Yeah. 906 00:58:32,635 --> 00:58:34,345 This isn't good Dawn. 907 00:58:36,388 --> 00:58:40,559 If we can't pay the rent we're on the street. 908 00:58:40,601 --> 00:58:42,811 - You know if I had the money I'd give it to you. 909 00:58:42,853 --> 00:58:44,855 - I know you would baby. 910 00:59:00,704 --> 00:59:02,581 But maybe you can help. 911 00:59:07,211 --> 00:59:08,712 I mean it's not... 912 00:59:12,383 --> 00:59:15,094 It's a lot to ask but... 913 00:59:15,135 --> 00:59:18,472 It's just, I don't know what else to do. 914 00:59:20,099 --> 00:59:23,185 - I'll do whatever you want me to do. 915 00:59:30,818 --> 00:59:34,071 (calming guitar music) 916 00:59:56,969 --> 01:00:00,139 Our families abandon us, and abuse us. 917 01:00:06,103 --> 01:00:08,272 This is how we fight back. 918 01:00:12,067 --> 01:00:13,402 We're survivors. 919 01:00:21,118 --> 01:00:24,038 Just look at how beautiful you are. 920 01:00:28,959 --> 01:00:32,296 I have so much respect and love for you. 921 01:00:36,967 --> 01:00:39,470 You're gonna make me so proud. 922 01:00:47,895 --> 01:00:51,231 - The first client's always the hardest. 923 01:01:04,328 --> 01:01:07,748 - Hey, you wanna eat lunch, I could fix some for both of us. 924 01:01:07,790 --> 01:01:09,625 - Later yeah come sit. 925 01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:10,501 Come sit. 926 01:01:17,508 --> 01:01:18,675 Wanna open it? 927 01:01:21,929 --> 01:01:23,597 - Why the sudden interest in my mail? 928 01:01:23,639 --> 01:01:26,475 - Honey your husband filed for a divorce, 929 01:01:26,517 --> 01:01:27,976 you don't wanna look at it? 930 01:01:28,018 --> 01:01:32,564 I'll look at it later, I've got a lot on my plate, and... 931 01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:34,566 - You mean Dawn? 932 01:01:34,608 --> 01:01:35,859 - For starters. 933 01:01:37,903 --> 01:01:40,739 Why are you so negative about her? 934 01:01:42,741 --> 01:01:45,494 - I am the one who has been here from the very beginning 935 01:01:45,536 --> 01:01:47,621 of this whole mess. 936 01:01:47,663 --> 01:01:50,666 - Is that how you see me, as a mess? 937 01:01:52,459 --> 01:01:54,753 - You know what I mean. 938 01:01:54,795 --> 01:01:57,714 - For all intents and purposes I became Dawn's mother 939 01:01:57,714 --> 01:01:59,675 and that responsibility doesn't just go away 940 01:01:59,716 --> 01:02:01,885 because my life is a mess. 941 01:02:01,885 --> 01:02:04,930 - Honey you can't save Dawn. 942 01:02:04,972 --> 01:02:06,974 Only Dawn can save Dawn. 943 01:02:08,892 --> 01:02:11,645 - I'm a trained counselor, so I know that sometimes people 944 01:02:11,687 --> 01:02:16,358 just need a little bit of nudging before they get help. 945 01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:19,945 - I'm sorry your husband cheated on you. 946 01:02:19,987 --> 01:02:22,406 I'm sorry that you didn't get the dream that you 947 01:02:22,448 --> 01:02:25,284 worked so hard for, little sister. 948 01:02:27,911 --> 01:02:32,082 You can't deal with your present until you deal 949 01:02:32,124 --> 01:02:33,417 with your past. 950 01:02:52,853 --> 01:02:54,271 - Thanks for seeing me. 951 01:02:54,313 --> 01:02:55,731 - You're welcome. 952 01:02:55,772 --> 01:02:57,191 - You look great. 953 01:02:58,984 --> 01:03:00,819 - I know you're sorry David, I got all your letters 954 01:03:00,861 --> 01:03:02,905 when you were in rehab. 955 01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:04,406 - How's Jordan? 956 01:03:04,448 --> 01:03:07,534 - He's good, you're still working at the mission? 957 01:03:07,576 --> 01:03:11,079 - Yeah, associate pastor doesn't pay much. 958 01:03:13,290 --> 01:03:16,001 Do you have a picture of Jordan you could give me? 959 01:03:16,043 --> 01:03:17,628 - Is the number you texted me from your right number, 960 01:03:17,628 --> 01:03:20,589 I could send you a senior picture. 961 01:03:20,631 --> 01:03:23,800 - [David] Yeah when's the graduation? 962 01:03:23,800 --> 01:03:26,386 - He already graduated David. 963 01:03:26,428 --> 01:03:29,431 - Oh, I'm sorry to have missed that. 964 01:03:30,807 --> 01:03:34,895 - Well you didn't really expect an invitation did you? 965 01:03:37,314 --> 01:03:38,482 - I guess not. 966 01:03:39,983 --> 01:03:42,486 - After you left, I used to tell Jordan that his father 967 01:03:42,486 --> 01:03:46,156 graduated college top of his class. 968 01:03:46,156 --> 01:03:48,492 And that he came along and swept me off my feet 969 01:03:48,492 --> 01:03:49,743 and married me. 970 01:03:52,162 --> 01:03:55,457 - And on the night he was born, his father stayed awake 971 01:03:55,499 --> 01:03:59,503 all night, just staring at him, at this miracle. 972 01:04:03,382 --> 01:04:05,801 I told him those things so that he could feel 973 01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:08,845 like he came from something. 974 01:04:08,887 --> 01:04:12,474 So that he could ignore the fact that we were on food stamps 975 01:04:12,516 --> 01:04:15,519 and that his mother had to borrow money from her parents 976 01:04:15,561 --> 01:04:19,690 more times than she could remember, and that his father 977 01:04:19,731 --> 01:04:23,193 was lying drunk somewhere in the streets. 978 01:04:24,361 --> 01:04:25,862 Jordan doesn't want you in his life David, 979 01:04:25,904 --> 01:04:28,490 I'm not sure that he ever will. 980 01:04:29,491 --> 01:04:32,286 - I'm believing he will. 981 01:04:32,327 --> 01:04:34,663 - Well the odds aren't good. 982 01:04:36,039 --> 01:04:38,500 - Will you tell Jordan that I'm going to be at this 983 01:04:38,542 --> 01:04:41,587 exact coffee shop at this exact table, 984 01:04:41,628 --> 01:04:43,922 next Tuesday at 5 p.m. sharp. 985 01:04:43,964 --> 01:04:45,799 And if he doesn't come then I will be here the next 986 01:04:45,841 --> 01:04:48,802 Tuesday at 5 p.m. sharp and the Tuesday after that, 987 01:04:48,844 --> 01:04:52,848 and the Tuesday after that, until he decides to see me. 988 01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:54,224 - I'll tell him. 989 01:04:55,726 --> 01:04:59,730 I don't think you realize how much damage has been done. 990 01:04:59,771 --> 01:05:02,649 (foreboding music) 991 01:05:07,946 --> 01:05:09,990 - What is a mistake? 992 01:05:10,032 --> 01:05:12,868 It's our teacher, it's our friend. 993 01:05:14,161 --> 01:05:18,081 Trust in your innate ability for goodness, 994 01:05:18,081 --> 01:05:22,169 ask the universe what your lesson is and move on, 995 01:05:25,339 --> 01:05:29,760 there are no mistakes, there are only opportunities 996 01:05:29,760 --> 01:05:31,261 for growth, Jamie. 997 01:05:33,597 --> 01:05:34,848 - Good morning. 998 01:05:39,936 --> 01:05:42,230 It's amazing how fast we all feel like strangers 999 01:05:42,272 --> 01:05:45,859 actually, I'm sure that you've heard by now 1000 01:05:47,611 --> 01:05:51,573 that Pastor Willem and I are getting a divorce. 1001 01:05:53,283 --> 01:05:56,536 And that's probably come as quite a surprise 1002 01:05:56,578 --> 01:05:58,497 to you as it did to me. 1003 01:05:59,831 --> 01:06:03,627 My marriage and a precious friendship 1004 01:06:03,627 --> 01:06:06,963 that I thought were authentic, were not. 1005 01:06:09,007 --> 01:06:11,510 But change is seldom welcomed. 1006 01:06:14,638 --> 01:06:18,684 It imposes itself on us and forces us to wake up. 1007 01:06:21,687 --> 01:06:25,857 I set myself as the example of what a Christian woman 1008 01:06:29,486 --> 01:06:32,406 and Christian wife would look like. 1009 01:06:36,326 --> 01:06:38,328 But I'm not the example. 1010 01:06:44,501 --> 01:06:45,419 Forgive me. 1011 01:06:49,297 --> 01:06:51,383 I don't know what's next. 1012 01:06:53,552 --> 01:06:57,472 But I know that I am gonna continue to wake up. 1013 01:07:03,353 --> 01:07:07,524 And I am gonna be wishing that for all of you too. 1014 01:07:08,692 --> 01:07:09,526 Thank you. 1015 01:07:21,037 --> 01:07:21,872 - Uh... 1016 01:07:23,874 --> 01:07:26,501 Give me just one minute please. 1017 01:07:30,005 --> 01:07:33,592 ♪ I had you from the start ♪ 1018 01:07:35,135 --> 01:07:38,889 ♪ Always loose terms ♪ 1019 01:07:38,930 --> 01:07:41,516 ♪ Close at bay ♪ 1020 01:07:45,145 --> 01:07:49,232 ♪ I watched you gain your ground ♪ 1021 01:07:50,192 --> 01:07:53,862 ♪ With each new passing day ♪ 1022 01:07:58,033 --> 01:08:02,120 ♪ Oh but I, I didn't see this coming ♪ 1023 01:08:05,665 --> 01:08:09,878 ♪ No, I, I didn't see this coming ♪ 1024 01:08:11,671 --> 01:08:15,842 ♪ Because change isn't seen until it is made ♪ 1025 01:08:19,221 --> 01:08:23,391 ♪ No, I, I don't wanna be the end now ♪ 1026 01:08:28,939 --> 01:08:33,109 ♪ It's the role that suits the brain ♪ 1027 01:08:36,446 --> 01:08:40,367 ♪ But I step up as a contender ♪ 1028 01:08:42,202 --> 01:08:46,706 ♪ When I deliver, I deliver my ♪ 1029 01:08:46,748 --> 01:08:49,584 ♪ My solemn grace ♪ 1030 01:08:55,465 --> 01:08:58,802 ♪ Oh I keep my memories ♪ 1031 01:09:00,846 --> 01:09:03,598 ♪ They stay safe ♪ 1032 01:09:04,683 --> 01:09:07,143 ♪ In my mind ♪ 1033 01:09:10,522 --> 01:09:14,526 ♪ Only a loss for heaven's sake ♪ 1034 01:09:16,278 --> 01:09:19,739 ♪ Oh a light so bright ♪ 1035 01:09:19,781 --> 01:09:22,951 ♪ It leaves you blind ♪ 1036 01:09:24,119 --> 01:09:26,830 ♪ Oh but I, I didn't see it coming ♪ 1037 01:09:26,872 --> 01:09:29,541 (phone buzzing) 1038 01:09:32,043 --> 01:09:33,545 - Hello? 1039 01:09:33,587 --> 01:09:36,381 - I thought I'd check in with you, I didn't see Dawn today. 1040 01:09:36,423 --> 01:09:38,008 - Why are you helping me? 1041 01:09:38,049 --> 01:09:39,509 - What? 1042 01:09:39,509 --> 01:09:41,761 - [Jamie] Don't you have better things to do with your time? 1043 01:09:41,803 --> 01:09:44,014 - What's the matter Jamie? 1044 01:09:44,055 --> 01:09:45,849 - I lied to you. 1045 01:09:45,849 --> 01:09:47,517 - You did? - Hmm-mm. 1046 01:09:50,520 --> 01:09:54,482 Willem and I aren't just having marital issues, 1047 01:09:56,985 --> 01:10:00,989 he's having an affair with my best friend. 1048 01:10:01,031 --> 01:10:05,035 And Dawn left because Willem made a pass at her. 1049 01:10:06,036 --> 01:10:07,662 - I appreciate your honesty. 1050 01:10:07,704 --> 01:10:09,748 - You sound like a counselor. 1051 01:10:09,789 --> 01:10:11,124 - I am. - Me too. 1052 01:10:12,918 --> 01:10:14,961 If confession is good for the soul then why do 1053 01:10:15,003 --> 01:10:16,338 I feel so lousy? 1054 01:10:18,048 --> 01:10:22,218 My life is falling apart and I have no idea what to do. 1055 01:10:23,470 --> 01:10:25,555 - It's okay to be vulnerable, it's when God does 1056 01:10:25,597 --> 01:10:26,890 his best work. 1057 01:10:26,890 --> 01:10:30,101 - Please don't get all religious on me. 1058 01:10:30,143 --> 01:10:33,521 - [David] I don't believe in religion. 1059 01:10:33,563 --> 01:10:36,524 - I don't know what I'd believe right now. 1060 01:10:36,566 --> 01:10:39,611 - I am helping you because I want to. 1061 01:10:41,988 --> 01:10:46,159 Now I need to, somehow I hope it helps me get my son back. 1062 01:10:47,744 --> 01:10:49,537 I'm sorry about your husband. 1063 01:10:49,579 --> 01:10:50,413 - Yeah. 1064 01:10:54,167 --> 01:10:55,001 Sucks. 1065 01:10:56,252 --> 01:10:58,713 - I'll pray for you. 1066 01:10:58,755 --> 01:10:59,589 - Thanks. 1067 01:11:04,511 --> 01:11:06,638 - I don't know what it's called. 1068 01:11:06,680 --> 01:11:08,223 - I never heard of it. - Really? 1069 01:11:08,264 --> 01:11:10,016 - Yeah. - Oh man that's so weird. 1070 01:11:10,058 --> 01:11:11,476 But so good though. 1071 01:11:11,518 --> 01:11:13,478 - Yeah good for (mumbling) too huh? 1072 01:11:13,520 --> 01:11:15,689 - Why isn't there cheese in Chinese food? 1073 01:11:15,730 --> 01:11:18,858 - Because they don't want it to taste good. 1074 01:11:18,900 --> 01:11:19,901 - Hey. - Hey. 1075 01:11:26,741 --> 01:11:29,202 - You want a burger, you should get a burger. 1076 01:11:29,244 --> 01:11:31,705 They're good here, they have real cheese and everything. 1077 01:11:31,746 --> 01:11:34,165 None of that processed crap, you don't wanna be putting 1078 01:11:34,207 --> 01:11:35,792 those chemicals into your body. 1079 01:11:35,792 --> 01:11:38,795 - Yeah and the patties they just come from one cow. 1080 01:11:38,837 --> 01:11:40,672 - You know that some patties come from over a hundred 1081 01:11:40,714 --> 01:11:42,465 different cows? 1082 01:11:42,465 --> 01:11:43,299 - What? 1083 01:11:44,509 --> 01:11:46,553 Okay you remember how I told you to talk less 1084 01:11:46,594 --> 01:11:48,138 and listen more? 1085 01:11:48,179 --> 01:11:49,472 - Yeah. 1086 01:11:49,472 --> 01:11:53,852 - Well I was wrong, what is that crap, 100 cows? 1087 01:11:53,893 --> 01:11:54,728 No! 1088 01:11:57,147 --> 01:11:59,816 Hey, (whistling), Miss Sunshine? 1089 01:11:59,816 --> 01:12:01,317 Why the long face? 1090 01:12:02,652 --> 01:12:04,237 - Nothing. 1091 01:12:04,279 --> 01:12:06,448 - Do you mind ordering me more fries? 1092 01:12:06,489 --> 01:12:08,158 He took all of mine. 1093 01:12:11,828 --> 01:12:14,998 - I think I'm gonna go back to school. 1094 01:12:17,459 --> 01:12:19,377 - And what kinda school would that be? 1095 01:12:19,419 --> 01:12:23,590 - I don't care, I just wanna finish my senior year. 1096 01:12:26,384 --> 01:12:28,887 - Well, I guess that means we should go get you 1097 01:12:28,928 --> 01:12:30,680 some school supplies. 1098 01:12:32,766 --> 01:12:36,895 I'm sorry does this look like I'm running a daycare? 1099 01:12:36,936 --> 01:12:37,771 - No. 1100 01:12:41,316 --> 01:12:45,403 - Why would anyone wanna go back to school? 1101 01:12:45,445 --> 01:12:46,279 - Hi Mom. 1102 01:12:48,490 --> 01:12:52,494 - Hey baby, be a doll and make me another drink? 1103 01:12:56,873 --> 01:13:00,043 Oh and grab a rag or something because clumsy me 1104 01:13:00,085 --> 01:13:01,711 I spilled something. 1105 01:13:03,463 --> 01:13:06,049 And how about Chinese for dinner? 1106 01:13:06,049 --> 01:13:10,220 I won 20 dollars on the Scratch-It and I'm feeling rich. 1107 01:13:16,309 --> 01:13:20,146 - Is there anyway I could get some money for PE clothes? 1108 01:13:20,188 --> 01:13:23,775 - Honey you know I can't find a job? 1109 01:13:23,817 --> 01:13:25,902 How was school? 1110 01:13:25,902 --> 01:13:27,237 - It was school. 1111 01:13:28,738 --> 01:13:31,074 - You're still getting good grades, you're not skipping 1112 01:13:31,116 --> 01:13:32,033 or nothing? 1113 01:13:33,076 --> 01:13:35,620 - I have all As, except for PE. 1114 01:13:41,126 --> 01:13:43,920 - You have such beautiful hair. 1115 01:13:43,962 --> 01:13:48,133 My Mama used to say that your hair was spun of gold. 1116 01:13:50,009 --> 01:13:53,096 About the nicest thing she ever said. 1117 01:13:53,972 --> 01:13:55,431 - I miss Grandma. 1118 01:13:58,768 --> 01:14:00,854 - I'm proud of you Dawnie. 1119 01:14:01,938 --> 01:14:05,692 You know my mom never said that to me? 1120 01:14:05,733 --> 01:14:08,570 She said, the only thing I would ever become 1121 01:14:08,611 --> 01:14:10,864 was a drunk like my father. 1122 01:14:13,658 --> 01:14:15,910 That's what she said to me. 1123 01:14:20,290 --> 01:14:22,959 Promise me you'll finish school. 1124 01:14:24,127 --> 01:14:25,837 I expect more of you. 1125 01:14:27,255 --> 01:14:28,464 - I only have a few credits left, it would only take 1126 01:14:28,464 --> 01:14:29,924 a couple of months. 1127 01:14:29,966 --> 01:14:32,385 - Okay listen, you're not going back to school, 1128 01:14:32,427 --> 01:14:36,681 so just get that outta your mind, this is school. 1129 01:14:36,723 --> 01:14:37,557 Life. 1130 01:14:38,808 --> 01:14:41,144 And it costs money. 1131 01:14:41,186 --> 01:14:42,520 - I was not really popular in school. 1132 01:14:42,562 --> 01:14:43,396 - Shut up. 1133 01:14:46,274 --> 01:14:50,111 (singing in foreign language) 1134 01:14:58,661 --> 01:15:00,830 - Is Dawn your real name? 1135 01:15:00,872 --> 01:15:01,956 - Yeah it is. 1136 01:15:02,916 --> 01:15:05,668 - Really that's surprising. 1137 01:15:05,710 --> 01:15:06,544 - Why? 1138 01:15:08,004 --> 01:15:11,841 - I thought girls like you, they're usually incognito. 1139 01:15:11,883 --> 01:15:14,886 Don't want your mom to find out. 1140 01:15:14,928 --> 01:15:15,762 Later. 1141 01:15:31,861 --> 01:15:34,197 (sad music) 1142 01:16:05,728 --> 01:16:08,690 - Hey I'll catch up with you guys in a sec. 1143 01:16:08,731 --> 01:16:09,607 - All right. 1144 01:16:09,649 --> 01:16:11,401 - See ya. - See ya man. 1145 01:16:13,486 --> 01:16:14,821 - [Connor] Dawn? 1146 01:16:15,905 --> 01:16:17,282 - Hi. 1147 01:16:17,323 --> 01:16:19,158 - Where have you been? 1148 01:16:20,326 --> 01:16:22,328 - What are you doing at my old high school? 1149 01:16:22,370 --> 01:16:24,247 - A buddy of mine from church goes here. 1150 01:16:24,247 --> 01:16:28,459 We were just gonna shoot some hoops, where did you go? 1151 01:16:28,501 --> 01:16:29,961 I've been asking at church about you 1152 01:16:30,003 --> 01:16:32,547 but nobody knows, and I went to your aunt and uncle's house 1153 01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:35,967 but your uncle said you went to live with your father, 1154 01:16:36,009 --> 01:16:38,970 did you? - What did Jamie say? 1155 01:16:39,012 --> 01:16:40,596 - She wasn't there. 1156 01:16:41,931 --> 01:16:43,141 You don't know? 1157 01:16:43,182 --> 01:16:44,392 - Know what? 1158 01:16:44,434 --> 01:16:46,561 - Your aunt Jamie left Pastor Willem, 1159 01:16:46,602 --> 01:16:48,604 it's big news at the church. 1160 01:16:48,646 --> 01:16:50,440 - I didn't know that. 1161 01:16:52,900 --> 01:16:55,903 - Why didn't you tell me you were gonna leave? 1162 01:16:55,945 --> 01:16:57,488 - I was in a hurry. 1163 01:16:58,698 --> 01:17:01,951 - [Connor] Do you go to school here now? 1164 01:17:07,582 --> 01:17:09,292 - Connor have you ever put your mom to bed 1165 01:17:09,292 --> 01:17:12,295 because she was too drunk to do it yourself? 1166 01:17:12,337 --> 01:17:13,796 - No. 1167 01:17:13,838 --> 01:17:15,590 - Have you ever gone to bed hungry because your dad 1168 01:17:15,631 --> 01:17:18,176 quit paying child support, or have you ever told your 1169 01:17:18,217 --> 01:17:19,469 friends that you needed to get home 1170 01:17:19,510 --> 01:17:22,180 because your mom's worried about you, 1171 01:17:22,221 --> 01:17:24,557 but the truth is she doesn't care when you come home, 1172 01:17:24,599 --> 01:17:26,476 you just tell them that so they'll think that you have 1173 01:17:26,476 --> 01:17:28,603 a parent who cares? 1174 01:17:28,644 --> 01:17:29,479 - No. 1175 01:17:30,563 --> 01:17:32,565 - I didn't think so. 1176 01:17:32,607 --> 01:17:35,318 - Do you think that's gonna make me think less of you? 1177 01:17:35,360 --> 01:17:37,195 I care about you Dawn. 1178 01:17:38,404 --> 01:17:41,324 I thought we cared about each other. 1179 01:17:43,659 --> 01:17:47,038 - You're a really sweet boy, who has no idea 1180 01:17:47,080 --> 01:17:51,042 what life is like for a person like me. 1181 01:17:51,084 --> 01:17:53,044 So go home and tell your parents over and over 1182 01:17:53,086 --> 01:17:55,338 and over again how grateful you are that you don't 1183 01:17:55,338 --> 01:17:57,006 have to have a childhood like mine. 1184 01:17:57,048 --> 01:17:58,424 - Just because you have a bad start doesn't mean 1185 01:17:58,466 --> 01:18:00,968 you have to have a bad ending. 1186 01:18:01,010 --> 01:18:02,345 You matter Dawn. 1187 01:18:03,513 --> 01:18:05,264 And if to no one else, you matter to me. 1188 01:18:05,306 --> 01:18:06,140 - Stop. 1189 01:18:15,608 --> 01:18:18,444 (slow jazz music) 1190 01:18:34,836 --> 01:18:36,754 - Basti please just calm down. 1191 01:18:36,796 --> 01:18:38,506 Don't don't-- - Where did it go then? 1192 01:18:38,548 --> 01:18:40,007 Huh, huh? - I didn't take them. 1193 01:18:40,049 --> 01:18:41,801 - Huh? - I didn't take them! 1194 01:18:41,843 --> 01:18:44,595 Basti I didn't, please you're hurting me. 1195 01:18:44,637 --> 01:18:45,888 - Where did they go, did they just disappear? 1196 01:18:45,888 --> 01:18:47,473 Just disappear huh? 1197 01:18:49,142 --> 01:18:49,976 - Hey? 1198 01:18:51,227 --> 01:18:53,020 It's okay, it's okay. 1199 01:18:56,732 --> 01:18:58,651 Why don't you sit down? 1200 01:19:01,154 --> 01:19:02,405 Hey? 1201 01:19:02,405 --> 01:19:03,322 - What? 1202 01:19:03,364 --> 01:19:04,157 - Why don't I get you a beer? 1203 01:19:04,198 --> 01:19:05,950 - Yeah get me a beer. 1204 01:19:27,096 --> 01:19:28,598 - [Dawn] You okay? 1205 01:19:29,974 --> 01:19:31,225 - Never better. 1206 01:19:42,904 --> 01:19:45,198 - Why is Basti so mad? 1207 01:19:45,239 --> 01:19:47,992 - He thinks I took his Oxy. 1208 01:19:48,034 --> 01:19:49,118 But I didn't. 1209 01:19:50,536 --> 01:19:51,954 I mean he took 'em a while ago, he's just so high 1210 01:19:51,954 --> 01:19:53,122 he can't remember. 1211 01:19:53,164 --> 01:19:55,625 - I'm so sorry Rachel. 1212 01:19:55,625 --> 01:19:56,459 - Me too. 1213 01:19:58,586 --> 01:20:00,421 I'm sorry you're here. 1214 01:20:02,298 --> 01:20:05,927 I should've told you what Basti was going to do to you. 1215 01:20:05,968 --> 01:20:07,512 - You knew? 1216 01:20:07,553 --> 01:20:12,266 - Dawn, you're not the first girl to be here okay? 1217 01:20:12,308 --> 01:20:14,810 Basti didn't lose his wallet. 1218 01:20:14,852 --> 01:20:16,687 He knew you were sucked him, he knew that you'd do 1219 01:20:16,729 --> 01:20:19,899 anything for him, he doesn't love you. 1220 01:20:25,112 --> 01:20:25,947 Or me. 1221 01:20:32,328 --> 01:20:34,372 - He didn't lose his wallet? 1222 01:20:34,413 --> 01:20:35,998 - He has thousands of dollars hidden away 1223 01:20:35,998 --> 01:20:37,333 in this apartment. 1224 01:20:37,375 --> 01:20:38,668 - Do you know where? 1225 01:20:38,709 --> 01:20:40,044 - Yeah. - Where? 1226 01:20:41,045 --> 01:20:42,338 - None of your business. 1227 01:20:42,338 --> 01:20:44,048 - Let's steal it and run away. 1228 01:20:44,090 --> 01:20:44,924 - No! 1229 01:20:46,509 --> 01:20:48,594 Do you have any idea what Basti would do to us? 1230 01:20:48,636 --> 01:20:50,888 - He won't catch us. 1231 01:20:50,930 --> 01:20:53,057 Let's go to New York, let's steal the money 1232 01:20:53,099 --> 01:20:55,184 and let's go to New York, it's what you've always wanted 1233 01:20:55,226 --> 01:20:56,060 let's go! 1234 01:20:57,687 --> 01:20:59,105 - I'm too scared. 1235 01:21:04,360 --> 01:21:08,531 - First thing in the morning, while Basti's sleeping it off, 1236 01:21:09,949 --> 01:21:13,578 I'll get the money and you and I will get out of here. 1237 01:21:16,664 --> 01:21:19,834 We'll get the money and we'll go okay? 1238 01:21:23,796 --> 01:21:24,630 - Okay. 1239 01:21:25,715 --> 01:21:27,133 - So where is it? 1240 01:21:29,510 --> 01:21:32,388 - It's in the hall closet, it's in a shoebox on 1241 01:21:32,388 --> 01:21:33,556 the top shelf. 1242 01:21:41,314 --> 01:21:43,649 (foreboding music) 1243 01:21:43,691 --> 01:21:45,651 - You go outside, I'll be there in a moment. 1244 01:21:45,693 --> 01:21:46,527 - Okay. 1245 01:21:56,912 --> 01:21:58,873 - Looking for something? 1246 01:21:58,914 --> 01:22:00,374 Come on you don't think I'd be stupid enough 1247 01:22:00,416 --> 01:22:03,377 to leave thousands of dollars in a box do you? 1248 01:22:03,419 --> 01:22:05,755 - Ah somebody help me, Rachel! (screaming) 1249 01:22:05,755 --> 01:22:08,215 Get off of me, get off of me! 1250 01:22:11,761 --> 01:22:13,804 No, no get away from me! 1251 01:22:13,846 --> 01:22:16,349 - [Basti] Ah you little tramp! 1252 01:22:16,390 --> 01:22:18,225 That's right! - Rachel! 1253 01:22:18,267 --> 01:22:20,936 (phone ringing) 1254 01:22:28,277 --> 01:22:29,695 - Hello. 1255 01:22:29,737 --> 01:22:30,946 - If you wanna help Dawn, you'd better get here 1256 01:22:30,988 --> 01:22:33,491 really quick, she's gonna get hurt bad. 1257 01:22:33,532 --> 01:22:34,784 - Where is she? 1258 01:22:54,512 --> 01:22:55,971 - Hi. - Hi Basti. 1259 01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:57,306 Could I speak to Dawn please? 1260 01:22:57,348 --> 01:23:00,184 - Uh, no, there's no one here by that name sorry. 1261 01:23:00,226 --> 01:23:02,978 - I'm here. - Go to your room! 1262 01:23:02,978 --> 01:23:04,897 Man we're fine, just a misunderstanding. 1263 01:23:04,939 --> 01:23:07,149 I'm trying to teach her about healthy boundaries. 1264 01:23:07,149 --> 01:23:08,359 - Dawn would you like to go with me. 1265 01:23:08,401 --> 01:23:09,610 - Yes. 1266 01:23:09,652 --> 01:23:11,070 - Where are you gonna take her, uncle pervert? 1267 01:23:11,112 --> 01:23:12,279 - Let's go Dawn. 1268 01:23:12,321 --> 01:23:15,366 - She's not going anywhere, she owes me. 1269 01:23:15,408 --> 01:23:17,076 - We seem to be at an impasse don't we, 1270 01:23:17,118 --> 01:23:18,828 you know what it's not a problem, 1271 01:23:18,828 --> 01:23:19,787 now I'm just gonna call the police 1272 01:23:19,829 --> 01:23:21,163 and I'm gonna get 'em over here, 1273 01:23:21,205 --> 01:23:22,790 they're gonna settle this for us. 1274 01:23:22,832 --> 01:23:25,167 You wouldn't have a problem with that, would you Basti? 1275 01:23:25,167 --> 01:23:26,419 You don't have any nasty warrants out 1276 01:23:26,460 --> 01:23:28,379 for your arrest do you? 1277 01:23:39,181 --> 01:23:40,725 - Did you call him? 1278 01:23:48,482 --> 01:23:50,359 - Hi. - Is she here? 1279 01:23:50,401 --> 01:23:51,819 - Yeah she's being admitted. 1280 01:23:51,861 --> 01:23:54,530 - Okay, why didn't you bring her to me, 1281 01:23:54,572 --> 01:23:55,990 I mean she should be with family. 1282 01:23:56,031 --> 01:23:57,825 - She didn't wanna come to your house. 1283 01:23:57,867 --> 01:24:01,287 I'm sorry but we gotta meet her where she is. 1284 01:24:01,328 --> 01:24:05,207 - All right, well, who do I need to speak to. 1285 01:24:05,207 --> 01:24:07,376 - Yeah, Hope's Ladder isn't easy to get into, 1286 01:24:07,418 --> 01:24:09,795 I had to pull a lot of strings to get her here. 1287 01:24:09,837 --> 01:24:11,589 - We really appreciate all your help, David, 1288 01:24:11,630 --> 01:24:13,466 hi, I'm Lori, I'm Jamie's sister. 1289 01:24:13,507 --> 01:24:15,468 - Nice to meet you. - So when can we see her? 1290 01:24:15,509 --> 01:24:17,928 - Well you can say a quick hello, but her therapy team 1291 01:24:17,970 --> 01:24:19,638 will decide when she can have family visits 1292 01:24:19,680 --> 01:24:20,973 once they have talked to her. 1293 01:24:21,015 --> 01:24:22,224 - Oh great. 1294 01:24:22,224 --> 01:24:24,393 - Well at least we know she's in a good place. 1295 01:24:24,393 --> 01:24:26,353 Jamie this is a huge step forward. 1296 01:24:26,395 --> 01:24:28,647 - Yeah I know, you're right. 1297 01:24:28,689 --> 01:24:30,524 So I don't understand, how long? 1298 01:24:30,566 --> 01:24:32,526 - Six weeks to six months. - Six months? 1299 01:24:32,568 --> 01:24:33,944 - Everybody's different, could be anywhere from six weeks. 1300 01:24:33,986 --> 01:24:35,654 - Oh Dawn, oh honey. 1301 01:24:37,072 --> 01:24:38,491 - [David] Your aunt Jamie never stopped looking for you. 1302 01:24:38,532 --> 01:24:40,743 - [Jamie] Not for a second. 1303 01:24:42,661 --> 01:24:44,330 - Whoa, what's going on there? 1304 01:24:44,371 --> 01:24:45,539 Huh? 1305 01:24:45,581 --> 01:24:47,249 - Dawn needs to get settled in her room now. 1306 01:24:47,291 --> 01:24:48,501 - Okay. 1307 01:24:48,542 --> 01:24:49,960 - I'll let you know when she can have visitors. 1308 01:24:50,002 --> 01:24:53,297 - Well I'll be back okay, just as soon as they say okay? 1309 01:24:53,339 --> 01:24:54,757 - Bye. 1310 01:24:54,757 --> 01:24:57,092 - I'm gonna come in tomorrow and check on you. 1311 01:24:57,134 --> 01:24:58,969 - Hang in there honey. 1312 01:25:28,624 --> 01:25:31,627 - Did you get settled in all right? 1313 01:25:31,627 --> 01:25:32,461 - Yeah. 1314 01:25:35,130 --> 01:25:39,301 - Can you tell me why you didn't go to group this morning? 1315 01:25:40,594 --> 01:25:42,972 You know one of the requirements for staying here 1316 01:25:42,972 --> 01:25:45,724 is you attend all group meetings. 1317 01:25:47,434 --> 01:25:49,770 - I wasn't feeling up to it. 1318 01:25:51,438 --> 01:25:55,025 - Can you tell me why you weren't feeling up to it? 1319 01:25:55,067 --> 01:25:57,486 - I was having a bad hairday. 1320 01:25:59,321 --> 01:26:02,616 - Look I understand that you're angry Dawn, 1321 01:26:02,658 --> 01:26:05,160 you've been through a lot. 1322 01:26:05,202 --> 01:26:06,662 But just talking-- 1323 01:26:06,662 --> 01:26:08,873 - You see the problem is, I don't wanna be here, 1324 01:26:08,914 --> 01:26:11,166 but I don't wanna leave. 1325 01:26:11,208 --> 01:26:14,837 I don't wanna be high, but I don't wanna be sober. 1326 01:26:14,879 --> 01:26:19,341 I don't wanna wake up, but I don't wanna go to sleep. 1327 01:26:19,383 --> 01:26:23,178 So far things haven't been working out so great for me. 1328 01:26:23,220 --> 01:26:25,806 And if this is all that life is then, 1329 01:26:25,848 --> 01:26:29,518 I'd rather just skip out on the whole thing. 1330 01:26:30,853 --> 01:26:34,899 - [Woman] Have you had thoughts of taking your own life? 1331 01:26:40,571 --> 01:26:41,655 - Not really. 1332 01:26:45,200 --> 01:26:49,038 - Often if we have suicidal thoughts, 1333 01:26:49,038 --> 01:26:51,707 we just want the pain to stop. 1334 01:26:51,749 --> 01:26:54,043 And what we're going to try to do is give you some tools you 1335 01:26:54,084 --> 01:26:58,255 can use to help face these struggles in a constructive way. 1336 01:26:59,590 --> 01:27:01,884 - I'm gonna need a lot of tools. 1337 01:27:01,884 --> 01:27:06,055 - That's okay, because God never runs out of tools. 1338 01:27:07,222 --> 01:27:10,559 John 3:16 says, "For God so loved the world, 1339 01:27:11,894 --> 01:27:14,438 "that he gave his only son. 1340 01:27:14,480 --> 01:27:17,316 "That whosoever believes in him will not perish 1341 01:27:17,358 --> 01:27:19,860 "but have eternal life. 1342 01:27:19,902 --> 01:27:22,821 "For God sent not his son to condemn the world 1343 01:27:22,863 --> 01:27:26,742 "but that world through him might be saved." 1344 01:27:26,784 --> 01:27:29,536 God's love for us never runs out. 1345 01:27:30,955 --> 01:27:34,917 He is the God of second, third and fourth chances. 1346 01:27:36,293 --> 01:27:40,214 If you need a new beginning, you've come to the right place. 1347 01:27:48,597 --> 01:27:51,934 (sad, foreboding music) 1348 01:28:36,020 --> 01:28:38,313 - Give me your wallet. 1349 01:28:38,355 --> 01:28:41,108 - There's no money in it. 1350 01:28:41,150 --> 01:28:43,569 - I said give me your wallet. 1351 01:28:44,737 --> 01:28:46,488 - Could you, man could you please just give me 1352 01:28:46,530 --> 01:28:48,365 the picture of my son? 1353 01:29:13,807 --> 01:29:14,641 - David? 1354 01:29:16,101 --> 01:29:20,522 You don't look so good, what happened to you buddy? 1355 01:29:20,564 --> 01:29:23,317 - I think it would be better if I died? 1356 01:29:23,358 --> 01:29:25,861 - No that's not the way to go. 1357 01:29:31,950 --> 01:29:34,286 - I walked out on my family. 1358 01:29:35,537 --> 01:29:38,123 I haven't seen my boy in years. 1359 01:29:38,165 --> 01:29:40,125 - What did I say at the mission? 1360 01:29:40,167 --> 01:29:43,921 God knows all, and he still cares about us. 1361 01:29:43,962 --> 01:29:48,383 There's no sin so deep that God's not deeper still, 1362 01:29:48,383 --> 01:29:50,886 none of us deserve his forgiveness, 1363 01:29:50,886 --> 01:29:52,971 but he gives it to us as a free gift. 1364 01:29:53,013 --> 01:29:56,475 Totally undeserved, you know God says, 1365 01:29:56,517 --> 01:29:59,019 "Taste and see that I'm good." 1366 01:30:00,312 --> 01:30:02,147 Will you pray with me? 1367 01:30:06,485 --> 01:30:07,319 - Yeah. 1368 01:30:08,403 --> 01:30:09,738 - Pray after me. 1369 01:30:12,324 --> 01:30:15,744 Jesus, I know I have done wrong in my life. 1370 01:30:15,786 --> 01:30:20,040 - Jesus, I know, Jesus I know I've done wrong. 1371 01:30:20,082 --> 01:30:23,460 - I wanna change. - I wanna change. 1372 01:30:23,502 --> 01:30:25,254 - Please forgive me. 1373 01:30:25,254 --> 01:30:26,964 - Please forgive me. 1374 01:30:27,005 --> 01:30:30,592 - [Man] Please take away the burden that I bear. 1375 01:30:30,634 --> 01:30:35,264 - Please take away, please take away the burden that I bear. 1376 01:30:35,264 --> 01:30:39,434 - Come into my life and my heart, and be my lord and savior. 1377 01:30:40,602 --> 01:30:43,897 - Please come into my life and my heart, 1378 01:30:43,939 --> 01:30:46,108 and be my lord and savior. 1379 01:30:47,609 --> 01:30:49,153 - Amen. 1380 01:30:49,194 --> 01:30:50,028 - Amen. 1381 01:30:51,655 --> 01:30:54,741 (heartwarming music) 1382 01:31:20,559 --> 01:31:22,477 - Okay well why won't she see me this time? 1383 01:31:22,519 --> 01:31:23,979 - She didn't say. 1384 01:31:23,979 --> 01:31:26,315 - Well this is the fourth day in a row that I've been by 1385 01:31:26,356 --> 01:31:28,150 that she won't see me. 1386 01:31:28,192 --> 01:31:31,778 - I'm sorry but you can leave her a message if you'd like. 1387 01:31:31,820 --> 01:31:33,322 - Another message? 1388 01:31:40,412 --> 01:31:43,081 (door knocking) 1389 01:31:48,212 --> 01:31:50,672 - Hey, you found me, come in. 1390 01:31:53,717 --> 01:31:55,761 - What have you been saying to Dawn? 1391 01:31:55,802 --> 01:31:57,054 - What's the matter? 1392 01:31:57,095 --> 01:31:58,138 - I've been by there the last four days, 1393 01:31:58,180 --> 01:32:00,599 and, she won't see me. 1394 01:32:00,641 --> 01:32:02,226 - I know nothing about it, she didn't say anything to me. 1395 01:32:02,267 --> 01:32:05,020 - Well somebody has been saying, something! 1396 01:32:05,062 --> 01:32:06,313 - You know what she's working through a lot, 1397 01:32:06,355 --> 01:32:07,314 why don't you give her some time? 1398 01:32:07,356 --> 01:32:08,857 - I'm not the bad guy here! 1399 01:32:08,899 --> 01:32:11,151 - Hey, wow back up, nobody said you were. 1400 01:32:11,193 --> 01:32:12,945 - Yeah, I am. 1401 01:32:12,986 --> 01:32:15,447 My husband has an affair, and I lose my marriage 1402 01:32:15,489 --> 01:32:19,993 and my church, he makes a pass at my niece and I'm to blame. 1403 01:32:20,035 --> 01:32:23,163 You know I made the right choices, I didn't drink, 1404 01:32:23,205 --> 01:32:26,041 or do drugs, I don't deserve this, I went to college, 1405 01:32:26,083 --> 01:32:29,670 I married a pastor, I co-pastored a church. 1406 01:32:31,046 --> 01:32:34,383 - Okay Jamie now God sometimes works through adversity 1407 01:32:34,424 --> 01:32:36,718 in our lives to try to bring us into a closer relationship 1408 01:32:36,718 --> 01:32:38,303 with him. 1409 01:32:38,345 --> 01:32:42,766 - (snickering) That's good. 1410 01:32:42,808 --> 01:32:45,727 I spent my entire life serving God. 1411 01:32:47,020 --> 01:32:50,649 And I got nothing, now I didn't abandon my family 1412 01:32:50,691 --> 01:32:53,360 and drink my brains out on the streets, I didn't need to go 1413 01:32:53,402 --> 01:32:55,988 work at the mission to try to earn my son back, 1414 01:32:56,029 --> 01:32:57,072 I served God! 1415 01:33:03,120 --> 01:33:05,330 - But do you know him? 1416 01:33:05,372 --> 01:33:07,207 - What do you mean? 1417 01:33:07,249 --> 01:33:08,417 Do I know him? 1418 01:33:09,584 --> 01:33:12,087 My whole life has been about God. 1419 01:33:13,422 --> 01:33:15,257 - But do you know him? 1420 01:33:17,134 --> 01:33:20,137 - I'm not gonna go see Dawn anymore. 1421 01:33:29,104 --> 01:33:33,275 - [Realtor] Look at this room, I love it it's so much light. 1422 01:33:34,443 --> 01:33:36,945 - Yeah it really does have a lot of light, 1423 01:33:36,945 --> 01:33:38,739 it's great I love it. 1424 01:33:40,449 --> 01:33:43,285 Wow, okay, so first and last rent? 1425 01:33:46,955 --> 01:33:47,789 - Yes. 1426 01:33:49,875 --> 01:33:51,126 - I'll take it. 1427 01:33:52,836 --> 01:33:54,880 - I thought today we'd talk about the importance 1428 01:33:54,921 --> 01:33:56,798 of forgiveness. - Okay? 1429 01:33:59,343 --> 01:34:01,636 Tell me why you're responding the way you are. 1430 01:34:01,636 --> 01:34:03,930 - You're saying we should just forgive? 1431 01:34:03,972 --> 01:34:06,224 You know what the way my boyfriend treated me, 1432 01:34:06,266 --> 01:34:08,685 he should be the one begging for my forgiveness. 1433 01:34:08,727 --> 01:34:11,521 - My stepdad kicked me out of the house when I was 15. 1434 01:34:11,563 --> 01:34:14,691 He said he'd wish I had never been born. 1435 01:34:14,733 --> 01:34:16,360 I wish he'd never been born. 1436 01:34:16,401 --> 01:34:18,820 - You know if they don't ask for forgiveness, 1437 01:34:18,820 --> 01:34:20,572 there's no reason to give it. 1438 01:34:20,614 --> 01:34:21,823 - Yeah that's right. - Yeah. 1439 01:34:21,865 --> 01:34:23,200 - I mean we didn't do anything wrong. 1440 01:34:23,241 --> 01:34:24,326 - Okay, okay. 1441 01:34:25,994 --> 01:34:29,956 You're right, we don't have to forgive, nah-ah. 1442 01:34:31,416 --> 01:34:35,003 So if we hold on to all of the anger, and resentment, 1443 01:34:35,003 --> 01:34:36,630 who are we really hurting? 1444 01:34:36,671 --> 01:34:39,383 - So I should say to my boyfriend hey babe it's fine 1445 01:34:39,424 --> 01:34:42,677 that you beat me for no reason all those times 1446 01:34:42,719 --> 01:34:45,639 because I forgive you, can I fix you some dinner. 1447 01:34:45,680 --> 01:34:47,349 - Yeah. - I mean get real. 1448 01:34:47,349 --> 01:34:50,352 - No one is saying what they did is okay. 1449 01:34:50,394 --> 01:34:52,854 And they don't deserve forgiveness. 1450 01:34:52,854 --> 01:34:55,524 But you deserve to be free. 1451 01:34:55,524 --> 01:34:58,985 - I can't live locked up like this anymore. 1452 01:34:59,027 --> 01:35:02,864 I want a better life, but that life isn't possible 1453 01:35:02,864 --> 01:35:06,535 with all this hate that I have inside of me. 1454 01:35:07,911 --> 01:35:11,832 I'll try, I'll try to forgive if that's what it takes. 1455 01:35:13,583 --> 01:35:17,712 But I, I can't live with this hate my whole life. 1456 01:35:28,557 --> 01:35:29,391 - Dawn! 1457 01:35:32,144 --> 01:35:33,353 Where are you going? 1458 01:35:33,395 --> 01:35:36,731 - Don't worry I'm just getting some air. 1459 01:36:13,768 --> 01:36:14,603 Why! 1460 01:36:17,189 --> 01:36:18,023 Why? 1461 01:36:20,317 --> 01:36:22,319 Hello God are you there? 1462 01:36:25,155 --> 01:36:26,072 Please! 1463 01:36:26,114 --> 01:36:28,283 (weeping) 1464 01:37:02,484 --> 01:37:03,568 God I'm here. 1465 01:37:07,197 --> 01:37:09,699 God I want to trust you again. 1466 01:37:12,994 --> 01:37:14,120 God I'm here. 1467 01:37:17,082 --> 01:37:18,583 God I'm listening. 1468 01:37:22,837 --> 01:37:24,756 God I want to know you. 1469 01:37:26,675 --> 01:37:30,845 ♪ There's a light in my life shining over me ♪ 1470 01:37:34,891 --> 01:37:39,062 ♪ There's a light in my life shining over me, yeah ♪ 1471 01:37:43,567 --> 01:37:47,404 ♪ Let your proceeds from above ♪ 1472 01:37:47,445 --> 01:37:51,616 ♪ Fill me with that precious love, there's a light ♪ 1473 01:37:54,661 --> 01:37:58,415 ♪ In my life shining over me ♪ 1474 01:38:00,625 --> 01:38:05,463 ♪ Lord sometimes I sit and I wonder ♪ 1475 01:38:05,505 --> 01:38:09,884 ♪ Why strange things happen to me ♪ 1476 01:38:09,926 --> 01:38:14,097 ♪ Then again I feel my (mumbling), yeah ♪ 1477 01:38:18,101 --> 01:38:21,813 ♪ But if I put my trust in Jesus ♪ 1478 01:38:21,855 --> 01:38:25,150 ♪ My body's a light on ♪ 1479 01:38:25,191 --> 01:38:29,362 ♪ Don't you see there's a light in my life ♪ 1480 01:38:30,739 --> 01:38:33,575 ♪ Shining over me ♪ 1481 01:38:35,076 --> 01:38:37,245 ♪ Lord walk with me ♪ 1482 01:38:37,287 --> 01:38:39,414 ♪ Hmm-mm talk with me ♪ 1483 01:38:39,456 --> 01:38:43,960 ♪ Please stay close by my side ♪ 1484 01:38:44,002 --> 01:38:47,714 ♪ Be my shelter, be my comfort ♪ 1485 01:38:47,756 --> 01:38:50,634 ♪ Be my guide yeah ♪ 1486 01:38:52,218 --> 01:38:55,972 ♪ I was blind and now I see ♪ 1487 01:38:56,014 --> 01:39:00,143 ♪ Jesus he came and he rescued me ♪ 1488 01:39:01,353 --> 01:39:05,273 ♪ There's a light in my life shining over me ♪ 1489 01:39:08,818 --> 01:39:12,989 ♪ I said there's a light in my life shining over me ♪ 1490 01:39:17,285 --> 01:39:21,456 ♪ There's a light in my life shining over me, yeah ♪ 1491 01:39:26,127 --> 01:39:29,631 ♪ Let your proceeds from above ♪ 1492 01:39:29,673 --> 01:39:33,843 ♪ Fill me with that precious love, there's a light ♪ 1493 01:39:36,763 --> 01:39:40,475 ♪ In my life shining over me ♪ 1494 01:39:45,313 --> 01:39:49,484 (applauding) (cheering) 1495 01:39:52,779 --> 01:39:55,490 (cheerful music) 1496 01:40:20,515 --> 01:40:24,686 ♪ The cars on the my street sound like the ocean ♪ 1497 01:40:30,358 --> 01:40:34,529 ♪ They keep on flowing while we sleep ♪ 1498 01:40:37,031 --> 01:40:41,202 ♪ Each night you can hear their engines ♪ 1499 01:40:43,705 --> 01:40:47,876 ♪ Passing one by one into the deep ♪ 1500 01:40:51,713 --> 01:40:55,884 ♪ I'm coming home, and I feel it in my bones ♪ 1501 01:41:02,348 --> 01:41:06,394 ♪ Like a lost but familiar touch ♪ 1502 01:41:13,526 --> 01:41:14,360 - David! 1503 01:41:15,361 --> 01:41:16,696 Hi. - Hey. 1504 01:41:16,738 --> 01:41:20,325 - I've been looking everywhere for you. 1505 01:41:20,366 --> 01:41:23,119 I thought you could use some company out here 1506 01:41:23,161 --> 01:41:25,288 it gets kinda lonely. 1507 01:41:25,330 --> 01:41:26,164 - I'd love it. 1508 01:41:26,206 --> 01:41:27,040 - Yeah? 1509 01:41:28,124 --> 01:41:28,917 Good. 1510 01:41:32,045 --> 01:41:36,216 I wanted to thank you for everything that you did 1511 01:41:36,257 --> 01:41:37,926 for Dawn and for me. 1512 01:41:39,344 --> 01:41:41,888 - You don't have to thank me, it was my pleasure, 1513 01:41:41,930 --> 01:41:43,473 but you're welcome. 1514 01:41:47,435 --> 01:41:49,646 - I heard you saw your son. 1515 01:41:49,687 --> 01:41:52,190 - Yes I did how about that. - Yeah? 1516 01:41:52,232 --> 01:41:53,775 Wow that's great. 1517 01:41:53,775 --> 01:41:55,318 - Yes thank you. 1518 01:41:55,360 --> 01:41:57,612 - I'm really happy for you. 1519 01:42:01,950 --> 01:42:05,620 I'm also really sorry for what I said to you 1520 01:42:07,831 --> 01:42:09,999 about your drinking and... 1521 01:42:12,377 --> 01:42:15,046 - Yeah, well I'm not gonna say that didn't stink 1522 01:42:15,088 --> 01:42:18,550 because it did, but, I also knew you were really hurting 1523 01:42:18,591 --> 01:42:19,592 at the time. 1524 01:42:21,636 --> 01:42:26,432 - Still I shouldn't have said that, I'm really sorry. 1525 01:42:26,474 --> 01:42:28,977 - Forget about it, how's Dawn? 1526 01:42:30,812 --> 01:42:33,273 - She's really good actually. 1527 01:42:35,567 --> 01:42:39,112 Yeah there's, there's a light about her 1528 01:42:39,153 --> 01:42:43,324 that just wasn't there before it's, it's really miraculous. 1529 01:42:46,995 --> 01:42:50,164 Do you remember what you said to me? 1530 01:42:50,164 --> 01:42:50,999 - What? 1531 01:42:52,000 --> 01:42:54,627 - You asked me do you know him? 1532 01:42:55,795 --> 01:42:57,130 I didn't know what you meant at the time, 1533 01:42:57,171 --> 01:42:59,007 but, I think I do now. 1534 01:43:01,759 --> 01:43:05,930 I mean whatever it is that you and Dawn have, I don't. 1535 01:43:07,599 --> 01:43:11,936 I've spent my entire life in the church, but I don't 1536 01:43:11,978 --> 01:43:14,647 know him, not like you and Dawn. 1537 01:43:17,233 --> 01:43:18,234 Tell me how? 1538 01:43:19,360 --> 01:43:22,030 (calming music) 1539 01:43:34,918 --> 01:43:36,461 - They look good so good. - Oh oh they're coming! 1540 01:43:36,502 --> 01:43:38,254 - Good, good, good, good. - They're coming! 1541 01:43:38,296 --> 01:43:39,881 - Oh my God! 1542 01:43:39,881 --> 01:43:44,052 (cheering) (calming music) 1543 01:43:53,394 --> 01:43:57,565 ♪ Softly and tenderly Jesus is coming ♪ 1544 01:44:00,193 --> 01:44:03,905 ♪ Calling for you and for me ♪ 1545 01:44:06,658 --> 01:44:09,953 ♪ See, on the portals ♪ 1546 01:44:09,994 --> 01:44:13,581 ♪ He's waiting and watching ♪ 1547 01:44:13,623 --> 01:44:17,460 ♪ Watching for you and for me ♪ 1548 01:44:20,129 --> 01:44:23,424 ♪ Come home, come home ♪ 1549 01:44:27,387 --> 01:44:31,265 ♪ You who are weary, come home ♪ 1550 01:44:34,185 --> 01:44:38,356 ♪ Earnestly, tenderly, Jesus is calling ♪ 1551 01:44:40,942 --> 01:44:44,862 ♪ Calling, O sinner, come home ♪ 1552 01:44:47,824 --> 01:44:51,995 ♪ Why should we tarry when Jesus is pleading ♪ 1553 01:44:54,497 --> 01:44:58,334 ♪ Pleading for you and for me ♪ 1554 01:45:01,295 --> 01:45:05,466 ♪ Why should we linger and heed not His mercies ♪ 1555 01:45:07,969 --> 01:45:11,723 ♪ Mercies for you and for me ♪ 1556 01:45:14,934 --> 01:45:19,105 ♪ Oh, for the wonderful love He has promised ♪ 1557 01:45:21,607 --> 01:45:25,445 ♪ Promised for you and for me ♪ 1558 01:45:28,322 --> 01:45:32,493 ♪ Though we have sinned, He has mercy and pardon ♪ 1559 01:45:35,246 --> 01:45:38,916 ♪ Pardon for you and for me ♪ 1560 01:45:41,502 --> 01:45:44,797 ♪ Come home, come home ♪ 1561 01:45:48,676 --> 01:45:52,597 ♪ You who are weary, come home ♪ 1562 01:45:55,558 --> 01:45:59,729 ♪ Earnestly, tenderly, Jesus is calling ♪ 1563 01:46:02,398 --> 01:46:06,319 ♪ Calling, O sinner, come home ♪ 1564 01:46:15,787 --> 01:46:18,206 (vocalizing) 1565 01:46:43,898 --> 01:46:47,068 (calming piano music)