1 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:30,560 Dearest, I feel certain 2 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:32,400 that I am going mad again. 3 00:01:32,480 --> 00:01:33,760 I feel we can't go 4 00:01:33,840 --> 00:01:35,800 through another of these terrible times, 5 00:01:35,840 --> 00:01:41,240 and I... shan't recover this time. 7 00:01:41,280 --> 00:01:45,600 I begin to hear voices, and can't concentrate. 8 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:50,640 So, I am doing what seems to be 9 00:01:50,720 --> 00:01:52,600 the best thing to do. 10 00:02:08,040 --> 00:02:09,560 You have given me 11 00:02:09,600 --> 00:02:12,360 the greatest possible happiness. 12 00:02:12,440 --> 00:02:14,840 You have been in every way 13 00:02:14,920 --> 00:02:17,120 all that anyone could be. 14 00:02:20,640 --> 00:02:23,640 I know that I am spoiling your life, 15 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:26,280 and without me, you could work. 16 00:02:26,360 --> 00:02:30,200 And you will, I know. 18 00:02:32,920 --> 00:02:36,440 You see, I can't even write this properly. 19 00:02:38,960 --> 00:02:41,280 What I want to say is that I owe 20 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:43,920 all the happiness of my life to you. 21 00:02:44,000 --> 00:02:46,840 You have been entirely patient with me... 22 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:52,920 and incredibly good. 24 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:56,840 Everything's gone from me but the certainty 26 00:02:56,920 --> 00:02:59,360 of your goodness. 27 00:02:59,440 --> 00:03:02,160 I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. 28 00:03:04,440 --> 00:03:07,880 I don't think two people could have been happier 29 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:10,320 than we have been. 30 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:11,880 Virginia. 31 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:05,080 Good morning, Doctor. 32 00:05:05,160 --> 00:05:06,520 Mr. Woolf. 33 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:08,640 No worse, I think. 34 00:05:08,720 --> 00:05:10,560 I see. 35 00:05:10,640 --> 00:05:14,560 The main thing is to keep her where she is, and calm. 36 00:05:16,600 --> 00:05:17,840 Friday, then. 37 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:41,000 Good morning, Leonard. 38 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:42,280 Good morning, Virginia. 39 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:43,640 How was your sleep ? 40 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:45,240 Uneventful. 41 00:08:45,320 --> 00:08:46,960 The headaches ? 42 00:08:47,040 --> 00:08:50,720 No. No headaches. 43 00:08:50,800 --> 00:08:52,120 Doctor seemed pleased. 44 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:54,720 That's all from this morning ? 45 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,120 Yes. This young man has submitted his manuscript. 46 00:08:57,160 --> 00:08:58,680 I've found three errors of fact 47 00:08:58,720 --> 00:09:00,600 and two spelling mistakes, 48 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:03,080 and I'm not yet on page four. 49 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:05,080 Have you had breakfast ? 50 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:06,160 Yes. 51 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:07,320 Liar. 52 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:09,320 Virginia, it's not my insistence. 53 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:11,640 It's your own doctor's. 54 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:14,240 I'm going to send 55 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:17,600 Nelly up with some fruit and a bun. 56 00:09:17,640 --> 00:09:19,320 Right. Lunch, then. 57 00:09:19,360 --> 00:09:20,320 Proper lunch, 58 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:22,960 husband and wife sitting down together... 59 00:09:23,040 --> 00:09:26,040 soup, pudding and all. 61 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:28,320 By force if necessary. 62 00:09:30,280 --> 00:09:32,440 Leonard, I believe I may have a first sentence. 63 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:39,680 Work, then. 64 00:09:46,240 --> 00:09:48,160 Then you must eat. 65 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:46,680 Mrs. Dalloway said... 66 00:10:46,760 --> 00:10:52,920 she would buy the flowers... herself. 67 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:54,160 Mrs. Dalloway said 68 00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:57,360 she would buy the flowers herself. 69 00:10:59,040 --> 00:11:02,040 Sally, I think I'll buy the flowers myself. 70 00:11:02,120 --> 00:11:04,160 What ? 71 00:11:04,320 --> 00:11:06,240 What flowers ? 72 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:08,920 Oh, shit. I forgot. 73 00:11:10,080 --> 00:11:11,640 You're never going to be a big boy 74 00:11:11,720 --> 00:11:13,760 if you don't eat your breakfast. 75 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:15,160 You're going to be the big brother. 76 00:11:15,240 --> 00:11:16,240 It's a very important job. 77 00:11:16,320 --> 00:11:17,400 Happy birthday. 78 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:19,080 - Morning, honey. - Oh, Dan. 79 00:11:20,160 --> 00:11:21,640 Roses on your own birthday. 80 00:11:21,720 --> 00:11:23,000 You're too much. Really. 81 00:11:23,080 --> 00:11:25,560 He'll eat it now that you're here. 83 00:11:26,880 --> 00:11:27,800 It's your birthday. 84 00:11:27,840 --> 00:11:29,400 You shouldn't be out buying me flowers. 85 00:11:29,440 --> 00:11:31,000 Well, you were still sleeping. 86 00:11:31,080 --> 00:11:32,680 So ? 87 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:34,600 Well, we decided it would be better 88 00:11:34,680 --> 00:11:36,480 if we let you sleep in a little, didn't we ? 89 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:37,720 Morning, bug. 90 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:42,520 You need to rest, Laura. 91 00:11:42,560 --> 00:11:44,120 You're only four months away. 92 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:45,240 Dan, don't. 93 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:46,720 I'm fine. 94 00:11:46,800 --> 00:11:48,640 I'm just tired. 95 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:51,880 I've been telling him he's got to eat his breakfast. 96 00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:53,080 That's true. 97 00:11:53,120 --> 00:11:54,800 So, it's a beautiful day. 98 00:11:54,880 --> 00:11:57,120 What are you two going to be doing with it ? 99 00:11:57,200 --> 00:12:00,680 We've got our plans, don't we ? 100 00:12:00,760 --> 00:12:01,880 What plans ? 101 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:03,200 Hmm... 102 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:05,800 Well, it wouldn't be much of a party, 103 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:06,800 would it, if I told you 104 00:12:06,880 --> 00:12:07,880 every detail in advance ? 105 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:09,080 Well, I better just stop 106 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:10,680 asking questions then, huh ? 107 00:12:10,720 --> 00:12:12,880 That the time ? 108 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:14,200 I better get going. 109 00:12:14,240 --> 00:12:15,160 Have a good day. 110 00:12:15,280 --> 00:12:16,240 You, too. 111 00:12:19,480 --> 00:12:21,280 Dan, happy birthday. 112 00:12:21,360 --> 00:12:22,440 Oh, thank you. 113 00:12:55,160 --> 00:12:56,800 You need to finish your breakfast. 114 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:23,480 Oh, I'm going to make a cake. 115 00:13:26,040 --> 00:13:28,600 That's what I'm going to do. 116 00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:30,600 I'm going to make the cake for Daddy's birthday. 117 00:13:30,680 --> 00:13:32,160 Mommy, can I help ? 118 00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:34,520 Can I help make the cake ? 119 00:13:36,040 --> 00:13:37,600 Of course you can, sweet pea. 120 00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:40,960 I'm not going to do anything without you. 121 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:42,000 No, of course. 122 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:43,720 You have to come. 123 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:46,880 Of course. 124 00:13:46,960 --> 00:13:47,960 Well, I always wanted you 125 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:49,920 and everybody involved in the actual ceremony. 126 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:51,640 I don't know. 127 00:13:51,680 --> 00:13:53,040 Around 60. 128 00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:54,440 Well, it will. 129 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:56,280 It'll mean so much. 130 00:13:56,360 --> 00:13:57,560 The whole occasion. 131 00:13:57,600 --> 00:13:59,560 It's the least I can do 132 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:01,560 to have a nice dinner and say thank you 133 00:14:01,600 --> 00:14:02,680 to everybody. 134 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:04,280 You've done so much for him. 135 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:05,760 Oh, I take that as a yes. 136 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:07,320 He'll be thrilled. 137 00:14:07,480 --> 00:14:08,600 Oh, my God. 138 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,680 I'm thrilled. Oh, good. 139 00:14:11,760 --> 00:14:13,080 What if nobody comes ? 140 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:14,760 This is Clarissa Vaughan. 141 00:14:14,840 --> 00:14:17,040 Yes, I am just confirming 142 00:14:17,120 --> 00:14:19,320 that you're sending a car to pick me up first. 143 00:14:19,360 --> 00:14:20,640 Yeah. 144 00:14:20,720 --> 00:14:22,240 - Hi, Clarissa. - Hi, can't talk. 145 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:24,840 And then we're going over to 679 Hudson, 146 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:26,720 which is at 9th and 14th. 147 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:30,280 Then you will take me uptown and you will wait for us. 148 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:31,880 And it'll be over at seven. 149 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:43,520 Flowers ! What a beautiful morning. 150 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:45,440 Hi, Clarissa. How are you ? 151 00:14:46,400 --> 00:14:47,840 I'm having a party. 152 00:14:47,880 --> 00:14:50,760 My friend Richard's won the Carruthers. 153 00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:52,160 Well, that's just terrific... 154 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:54,640 if I knew what it was. 155 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:58,240 It's a poetry prize for a life's work. 156 00:14:59,600 --> 00:15:01,040 It's the most prestigious. 157 00:15:01,120 --> 00:15:02,480 For a poet, it's the best you can do. 158 00:15:02,560 --> 00:15:03,720 Oh, very good. 159 00:15:03,800 --> 00:15:05,480 So, what would you like ? 160 00:15:05,560 --> 00:15:07,320 The lilies are perfect. 161 00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:10,360 No. Too morbid. 162 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:11,440 Hydrangeas, I think. 163 00:15:11,520 --> 00:15:12,880 And, um... 164 00:15:12,960 --> 00:15:16,840 Oh, oh, let's just have buckets of roses. 165 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:23,200 And... I think I'm going to take these with me. 166 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:24,000 Rodney ? 167 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:25,480 Okay. 168 00:15:25,560 --> 00:15:26,480 Thank you. 169 00:15:28,760 --> 00:15:30,840 I actually tried to read Richard's novel. 170 00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:33,720 You did ? 171 00:15:34,880 --> 00:15:37,440 Oh, I know. It's not easy. 172 00:15:37,560 --> 00:15:38,600 I know. 173 00:15:38,680 --> 00:15:41,040 It did take him ten years to write. 174 00:15:41,120 --> 00:15:43,960 Maybe it just takes another ten to read. 175 00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:47,680 It's you, isn't it ? 176 00:15:47,760 --> 00:15:49,080 What is ? 177 00:15:49,120 --> 00:15:50,560 In the novel, isn't it meant to be you ? 178 00:15:50,640 --> 00:15:53,240 Oh, I see. 179 00:15:53,280 --> 00:15:54,720 Yeah. 180 00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:56,160 Sort of. 181 00:15:56,240 --> 00:15:57,600 I mean, in a way. 182 00:15:57,680 --> 00:15:58,880 You know, Richard's a writer. 183 00:15:58,960 --> 00:16:00,160 That's what he is. 184 00:16:00,240 --> 00:16:01,680 He uses things which actually happen. 185 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:03,120 Yeah. 186 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:06,360 And years ago, he and I were students. 187 00:16:06,440 --> 00:16:07,480 That's true. 188 00:16:07,560 --> 00:16:09,000 But, you know, then he changes things. 189 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:09,840 Oh, sure. 190 00:16:09,920 --> 00:16:11,960 I don't mean in a bad way. 191 00:16:15,920 --> 00:16:19,520 It's more like... he makes them his own. 192 00:16:28,040 --> 00:16:34,400 A woman's whole life... in a single day, 194 00:16:34,480 --> 00:16:41,000 just one day... and in that day, 196 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:42,960 her whole life. 197 00:16:44,560 --> 00:16:46,680 This is what we need. 198 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:48,120 Shortening... 199 00:17:45,160 --> 00:17:48,800 Mrs. Dalloway, it's you. 200 00:17:48,880 --> 00:17:50,120 Yes, it's me ! 201 00:17:50,200 --> 00:17:52,600 Oh... It's me. 202 00:17:52,680 --> 00:17:53,840 Come in. 203 00:17:55,320 --> 00:17:58,440 Richard, it's a beautiful morning. 204 00:17:58,520 --> 00:18:01,840 How about we let in a little more light ? 205 00:18:01,920 --> 00:18:03,600 Is it still morning ? 206 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:05,480 Yes, it is. 207 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:07,640 Have I died ? 208 00:18:09,440 --> 00:18:11,680 Good morning, my dear. 209 00:18:14,680 --> 00:18:15,560 Any visitors ? 210 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:16,560 Yes. 211 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:17,720 Are they still here ? 212 00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:19,200 No. They've gone. 213 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:21,040 Mm. How'd they look ? 214 00:18:21,120 --> 00:18:23,000 Today ? 215 00:18:23,080 --> 00:18:25,040 Sort of like black fire. 216 00:18:26,320 --> 00:18:27,400 I mean, sort of light 217 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:30,800 and dark at the same time. 218 00:18:30,880 --> 00:18:33,000 There was one a bit like an electrified jellyfish. 219 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:36,320 They were singing. 220 00:18:36,400 --> 00:18:37,840 May have been Greek. 221 00:18:39,200 --> 00:18:41,800 So the ceremony is at 5:00. 222 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:43,080 Do you remember ? 223 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:52,680 And then... the party is right after. 225 00:19:01,680 --> 00:19:03,200 They did bring you breakfast, didn't they ? 226 00:19:03,280 --> 00:19:05,920 What a question. Of course. 227 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:06,960 Richard, you did eat it ? 228 00:19:07,040 --> 00:19:08,320 Well, can you see it ? 229 00:19:08,400 --> 00:19:10,480 Is it here ? 230 00:19:10,560 --> 00:19:11,480 Any breakfast lying around ? 231 00:19:11,560 --> 00:19:13,800 No, I don't see it. 232 00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:15,560 Well, then I must have eaten it, mustn't I ? 233 00:19:15,640 --> 00:19:17,920 I suppose. 234 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:19,000 Does it matter ? 235 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:21,880 Of course, it matters. 236 00:19:21,920 --> 00:19:25,200 You know what the doctors say. 237 00:19:31,160 --> 00:19:34,000 Have you been skipping pills ? 238 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:35,320 Clarissa, I can't take this. 239 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:36,280 Take what ? 240 00:19:36,360 --> 00:19:37,560 Having to be proud and brave 241 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:39,000 in front of everybody. 242 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:41,080 Oh. Honey, it's not a performance. 243 00:19:41,200 --> 00:19:42,160 Of course it is. 244 00:19:42,240 --> 00:19:44,360 I got the prize for my performance. 245 00:19:44,440 --> 00:19:45,360 Well, that is nonsense. 246 00:19:45,440 --> 00:19:47,480 I got the prize for having AIDS and going nuts 247 00:19:47,560 --> 00:19:48,680 and being brave about it. 248 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:51,000 I actually got the prize for having come through. 249 00:19:51,040 --> 00:19:52,760 It's not true. 250 00:19:52,840 --> 00:19:54,320 - For surviving, that's what - It's not true. 251 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:55,800 I got the prize for. Oh, you think they 252 00:19:55,880 --> 00:19:56,920 would have given it to me if I were healthy ? 253 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:58,880 Yes, as a matter of fact, I do. 254 00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:08,480 Is it here somewhere ? 255 00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:09,440 What ? 256 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:10,880 The prize. I'd like to look at it. 257 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:17,160 No, you haven't gotten it yet. 258 00:20:19,040 --> 00:20:20,760 It's tonight. 259 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:22,320 Are you sure ? 260 00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:26,680 Um... I remember the ceremony perfectly. 262 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:30,160 I seem to have fallen out of time. 263 00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:35,680 Richard. 264 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:40,080 Richard... it's a party, 266 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:42,360 and it's only a party. 267 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,520 Hmm ? Populated entirely 268 00:20:45,600 --> 00:20:49,200 by people who respect and admire you. 269 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:50,720 A small party, is it ? 270 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:52,360 A select party, is it ? 271 00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:53,840 Your friends. 272 00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:55,680 I thought I lost all my friends. 273 00:20:55,760 --> 00:20:57,760 I thought I drove my friends crazy. 274 00:20:58,840 --> 00:20:59,760 Jesus. 275 00:20:59,840 --> 00:21:01,960 Oh, Mrs. Dalloway, 276 00:21:02,040 --> 00:21:06,440 always giving parties to cover the silence. 277 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:19,240 Richard... 278 00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:24,760 You won't need to do anything. 279 00:21:24,840 --> 00:21:26,720 All you have to do is appear, 280 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:29,760 sit on the sofa. 281 00:21:31,360 --> 00:21:33,320 And I will be there. 282 00:21:35,040 --> 00:21:36,720 This is a group of people 283 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:40,440 who want to tell you your work is going to live. 284 00:21:40,480 --> 00:21:41,640 Oh, is it ? 285 00:21:41,720 --> 00:21:44,560 Is my work going to live ? 286 00:21:44,640 --> 00:21:46,720 I can't go through with it, Clarissa. 287 00:21:46,880 --> 00:21:49,760 Oh... Why do you say that ? 288 00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:51,360 - I can't. - Why ? 289 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:53,000 Because I wanted to be a writer, that's all. 290 00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:53,960 So ? 291 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:56,800 I wanted to write about it all. 292 00:21:56,840 --> 00:21:58,880 Everything that happens in a moment. 293 00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,920 The way the flowers looked 294 00:22:00,960 --> 00:22:02,640 when you carried them in your arms. 295 00:22:02,720 --> 00:22:04,920 This towel, how it... smells, how it feels. 296 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:06,040 This thread. 297 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:10,360 All our feelings, yours and mine. 299 00:22:10,440 --> 00:22:14,000 The history of it, who we once were. 301 00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:15,760 Everything in the world. 302 00:22:17,040 --> 00:22:20,160 Everything all mixed up... 303 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:22,920 like it's all mixed up now. 304 00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:28,440 And I failed. 305 00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:37,320 I failed. 306 00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:41,080 No matter what you start with, it ends up being so much less. 307 00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:48,960 Sheer fucking pride... and stupidity. 309 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:59,600 We want everything, don't we ? 310 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:04,040 I suppose we do. 311 00:23:04,120 --> 00:23:07,160 You kissed me on a beach. 312 00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:12,880 Yeah. 313 00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,680 Do you remember... 314 00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:19,160 how many years ago ? 315 00:23:19,240 --> 00:23:20,360 Of course. 316 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:23,640 What did you want then ? 317 00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:30,640 Come closer. 318 00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:34,120 I'm right here. 319 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:36,280 Come closer, would you, please ? 320 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,600 Take my hand. 321 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:50,080 Would you be angry ? 322 00:23:52,240 --> 00:23:54,360 Would I be angry if you didn't show up 323 00:23:54,440 --> 00:23:55,640 at the party ? 324 00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:58,880 Would you be angry if I died ? 325 00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:00,120 If you died ? 326 00:24:00,200 --> 00:24:02,440 Who is this party for ? 327 00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:04,560 What do you mean, who's it for ? 328 00:24:04,640 --> 00:24:06,400 What are you asking ? What are you trying to say ? 329 00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:08,120 I'm not trying to say anything. 330 00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:09,240 Mm. 331 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:10,520 I'm saying... 332 00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:15,520 I think I'm only staying alive to satisfy you. 333 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:28,120 Well... so that is what we do. 335 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:29,880 That is what people do. 336 00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:33,560 They stay alive for each other. 337 00:24:33,600 --> 00:24:34,560 And the doctors told you, 338 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,000 you-you don't need to die. 339 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:36,960 They told you that. 340 00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:40,400 You can... live like this for years. 341 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,200 Well, exactly. 342 00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:46,080 I don't accept this. 343 00:24:47,200 --> 00:24:48,920 I don't accept what you say. 344 00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:49,920 Oh. 345 00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:52,160 And it's for you to decide, is it ? 346 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:54,600 How long have you been doing that ? 347 00:24:55,840 --> 00:24:56,800 How many years ? 348 00:24:56,840 --> 00:24:58,080 Coming to the apartment. 349 00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:02,000 What about your own life ? 350 00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:04,600 What about Sally ? 351 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:06,840 Just wait till I die. 352 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:08,240 Then you'll have to think of yourself. 353 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:11,440 How are you going to like that ? 354 00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:20,960 Richard... 355 00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:26,160 it would be great if you did come to the party, 356 00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,600 if you felt well enough to come. 357 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:29,800 Just to let you know, 358 00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:32,840 I am making the crab thing. 359 00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:35,760 Not that I imagine it makes any difference to you. 360 00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:37,400 Of course, it makes a difference. 361 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:38,640 I love the crab thing. 362 00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:42,560 Clarissa ? 363 00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:44,680 Yes ? 364 00:25:58,720 --> 00:26:00,760 I'll be back at 3:30, 365 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:02,240 and I'll help you get dressed. 366 00:26:02,320 --> 00:26:04,440 Wonderful. 367 00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:06,480 3:30. 368 00:26:17,600 --> 00:26:19,040 Wonderful. 369 00:26:43,120 --> 00:26:48,480 It's on this day, this day of all days... 371 00:26:57,480 --> 00:26:59,320 her fate becomes clear to her. 372 00:27:05,880 --> 00:27:07,200 Excuse me, Mrs. Woolf. 373 00:27:07,280 --> 00:27:09,520 Mr. Woolf said I was to come and speak with you. 374 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:12,840 I've nearly finished, Nelly. 375 00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:14,800 You can tell me in the kitchen. 376 00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:16,320 I'll be down very soon. 377 00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:23,160 Hmm. 378 00:27:24,280 --> 00:27:26,480 What happens is, she says she wants something, 379 00:27:26,560 --> 00:27:27,960 and then it turns out she doesn't. 380 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:29,640 Well, she never does, does she ? 381 00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:30,640 She never wants anything. 382 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:31,640 Mm-hmm. 383 00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:33,880 Especially when she's particularly after it. 384 00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:34,840 That's a sure sign. 385 00:27:34,960 --> 00:27:36,040 I wish I'd been there. 386 00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:37,400 I wish you had, too. 387 00:27:37,480 --> 00:27:39,560 Did you give her that look ? 388 00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:40,640 That sort of look you do ? 389 00:27:43,120 --> 00:27:44,840 I said, Madam... 390 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,200 Yes, Nelly, tell me. 391 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:54,360 How can I help ? 392 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:55,680 It's about lunch. 393 00:27:55,760 --> 00:27:59,000 I just had to go ahead on my own. 394 00:27:59,040 --> 00:28:00,760 I understand. 395 00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:05,360 You chose a pie ? 396 00:28:05,440 --> 00:28:07,080 I chose a lamb pie. 397 00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:09,280 That seems suitable. 398 00:28:09,360 --> 00:28:12,680 You being so busy with your writing... 399 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:17,000 I had no instructions. 400 00:28:18,120 --> 00:28:20,480 You do remember that my sister is coming 401 00:28:20,520 --> 00:28:22,080 at 4:00 with the children ? 402 00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:23,280 Yes, ma'am. 403 00:28:23,360 --> 00:28:25,240 I hadn't forgotten. 404 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:28,760 China tea, I think. 405 00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:33,520 And ginger. 406 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:37,560 Ginger, Madam ? 407 00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:43,200 I'd like to give the children a treat. 408 00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:47,360 We'd have to go to London 409 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:48,320 for ginger, Madam. 410 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:49,640 I haven't finished this, 411 00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:51,560 and there's the rest of lunch 412 00:28:51,680 --> 00:28:53,000 to get ready. 413 00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:55,840 The 12:30 train, Nelly, will get you 414 00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,400 into London just after 1:00. 415 00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:58,880 If you return on the 2:30, 416 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:01,440 you should be back in Richmond soon after 3:00. 417 00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:04,280 Do I miscalculate ? 418 00:29:05,360 --> 00:29:06,440 No. 419 00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:08,880 Well, then, is something detaining you, Nelly ? 420 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:19,640 I can't think of anything more exhilarating 421 00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:20,800 than a trip to London. 422 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:29,440 - Good morning, Mrs. Woolf. - Good morning. 423 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:32,360 We shall publish no more new authors. 424 00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:33,440 I have to tell you, 425 00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:35,200 I've discovered ten errors in the first proof. 426 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:36,800 Lucky to have found them then. 427 00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:40,600 Passiondale was a... charnel house 429 00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:43,200 from which no min returned. 430 00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:46,640 Do you think it's possible that 431 00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:48,320 bad writing actually attracts a higher 432 00:29:48,400 --> 00:29:49,200 incidence of error ? 433 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:53,920 If it's all right, I thought I might take a short walk. 434 00:29:55,440 --> 00:29:56,760 Not far ? 435 00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:58,240 No. Just for air. 436 00:30:00,960 --> 00:30:02,040 Go then. 437 00:30:03,040 --> 00:30:05,120 If I could walk midmorning, 438 00:30:05,200 --> 00:30:06,520 I'd be a happy man. 439 00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,240 She'll die. 440 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:21,600 She's going to die. 441 00:30:23,960 --> 00:30:26,520 That's what's going to happen. 442 00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:28,040 Huh. 443 00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:29,640 That's it. 444 00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:37,240 She'll kill herself. 445 00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:42,200 She'll kill herself over something 446 00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:44,040 which doesn't seem to matter. 447 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,560 Let's think. 448 00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:48,320 You grease the pan, Mommy. 449 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:50,400 I know you grease the pan, sweet one. 450 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,720 Even Mommy knows that. 451 00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:56,320 This is what we're going to do. 452 00:30:57,360 --> 00:31:02,000 Flour... bowl... sifter. 455 00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:03,080 Can I do it, Mommy ? 456 00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:05,640 Can you sift the flour ? 457 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:08,720 Yes, you can sift the flour, baby, 458 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,440 if that's what makes you happy. 459 00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:17,400 Yeah. 460 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:23,200 Isn't it beautiful ? 461 00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:26,440 Don't you think it looks like snow ? 462 00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:27,400 Hmm ? 463 00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:28,360 Okay. 464 00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:30,680 Now, the next thing... 465 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:32,320 The next thing I'm going 466 00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:35,400 to show you... uh, is... 467 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:36,560 we measure out the cups. 468 00:31:36,640 --> 00:31:39,000 Mommy, it isn't that difficult. 469 00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:40,760 Now, I know. I know it isn't difficult. 470 00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:41,760 It's just that I... 471 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,120 I just want to do this for Daddy. 472 00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:46,040 Because it's his birthday ? 473 00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:47,000 That's right. 474 00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:48,480 We're baking the cake 475 00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:50,400 to show him that we love him. 476 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:52,920 Otherwise he won't know we love him ? 477 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:58,120 That's right. 478 00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:08,480 I got all the stuff. 479 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,720 I'm going right out again. 480 00:32:10,800 --> 00:32:12,400 My God, what a zoo ! 481 00:32:12,480 --> 00:32:15,080 Why do people have to talk about dry cleaning ? 482 00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:17,200 I mean, what is there to talk about ? 483 00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:18,840 I bought you some flowers. 484 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:22,240 Where are you ? 485 00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:23,960 In here. 486 00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:26,320 I got someone at work to cover me. 487 00:32:26,400 --> 00:32:29,480 I'll be with you all night. 488 00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:36,840 Are you all right ? 489 00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,720 Sure. 490 00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:44,200 I guess you saw Richard. 491 00:32:44,280 --> 00:32:45,520 That's right. 492 00:32:48,160 --> 00:32:49,840 Well, of course. 493 00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:51,760 I bet he said, 494 00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:53,400 Oh, by the way, honey, do you mind ? 495 00:32:53,480 --> 00:32:54,520 Can I skip the party ? 496 00:32:56,560 --> 00:32:57,720 Don't worry. 497 00:32:57,760 --> 00:32:59,360 He always shows up. 498 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:00,440 Oh, sure. 499 00:33:00,520 --> 00:33:01,560 In the end. 500 00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:03,320 What, Richard miss an award ? 501 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:05,440 A chance to talk about his work. 502 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:06,840 I don't think so. 503 00:33:06,880 --> 00:33:07,960 He'll show up. 504 00:33:08,040 --> 00:33:09,680 You did the seating. 505 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:12,480 I did. 506 00:33:14,600 --> 00:33:16,280 I don't believe it... Louis Waters. 507 00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:18,520 Is Louis coming ? 508 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:19,640 Richard's Louis ? 509 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,000 He is. 510 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,000 You put him next to me. 511 00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:27,400 Why do I always have to sit next to the exes ? 512 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:29,240 Is this some kind of a hint, sweetheart ? 513 00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:31,640 And, anyway, shouldn't the exes have a table 514 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:35,000 of their own, where they can all ex together 515 00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:36,480 in ex-quisite agony ? 516 00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:40,400 I'm off. 517 00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:44,320 Try not to pass out from excitement. 518 00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,320 Clarissa... it's going to be beautiful. 520 00:33:57,720 --> 00:33:59,400 Thank you. 521 00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:02,240 You're welcome. 522 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,760 Why is everything wrong ? 523 00:34:16,160 --> 00:34:17,280 It didn't work. 524 00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,320 Damn it ! 525 00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:20,280 It didn't work. 526 00:34:23,480 --> 00:34:24,760 Hey, Scott. 527 00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:26,800 Hi, Mrs. Barlowe. 528 00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:40,960 Mommy, Mommy, there's someone at the door ! 529 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:50,560 Hello ? 530 00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:54,400 Hello ? Laura ? 531 00:34:54,480 --> 00:34:55,440 Hi, Kitty. 532 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:56,600 Hi. Am I interrupting ? 533 00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:58,200 Oh, of course not. Come in. 534 00:34:58,280 --> 00:34:59,320 Are you all right ? 535 00:34:59,400 --> 00:35:00,880 Why, sure. 536 00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:03,000 Hi, Richie. 537 00:35:03,080 --> 00:35:04,120 Sit down. 538 00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:05,560 I've got coffee on. 539 00:35:05,600 --> 00:35:07,320 Um, would you like some ? 540 00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:08,440 Please. 541 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:09,720 Oh, look. 542 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:11,960 You made a cake. 543 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:13,240 I know. 544 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:14,360 Didn't work. 545 00:35:14,400 --> 00:35:16,920 I thought it was going to work. 546 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:19,360 I thought it would work better than that. 547 00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:21,440 Oh, Laura, I don't understand 548 00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:22,520 why you find it so difficult. 549 00:35:22,600 --> 00:35:23,560 I don't know either. 550 00:35:23,640 --> 00:35:24,760 Anyone can make a cake. 551 00:35:24,840 --> 00:35:25,720 I know. 552 00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:26,800 Everyone can. 553 00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:28,440 It's ridiculously easy. 554 00:35:29,640 --> 00:35:31,440 Like, I bet you didn't even grease the pan. 555 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,080 I greased the pan. 556 00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:34,120 All right. 557 00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:35,240 You know, you have 558 00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:37,520 other virtues... and Dan loves you so much, 559 00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:38,800 he won't even notice. 560 00:35:38,880 --> 00:35:39,880 Whatever you do, 561 00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:42,200 he's going to say it's wonderful. 562 00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,480 Well, it's true. 563 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:46,960 Does Ray have a birthday ? 564 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:49,800 Sure he does. 565 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:50,840 When is it ? 566 00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:52,000 September. 567 00:35:52,080 --> 00:35:53,440 We go to the country club. 568 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:55,240 We always go to the country club. 569 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:58,040 We drink martinis and spend the day with 50 people. 570 00:35:58,120 --> 00:35:59,600 Ray's got a lot of friends. 571 00:35:59,680 --> 00:36:01,960 He does. 572 00:36:02,040 --> 00:36:03,520 You both have a lot of friends. 573 00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:04,520 You're good at it. 574 00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:08,680 How is Ray ? 575 00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:10,640 I haven't seen him in a while. 576 00:36:10,720 --> 00:36:11,760 Ray's fine. 577 00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:12,920 Mmm. 578 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:15,000 These guys are something, aren't they ? 579 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:16,280 You can say that again. 580 00:36:16,320 --> 00:36:18,280 They came home from the war. 581 00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,480 They deserved it, didn't they ? 582 00:36:20,560 --> 00:36:22,720 After what they'd been through. 583 00:36:22,800 --> 00:36:24,440 What... did they deserve ? 584 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:25,640 I don't know. 585 00:36:25,720 --> 00:36:28,640 Us, I guess. 586 00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:30,520 All this. 587 00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:33,160 Oh. 588 00:36:33,240 --> 00:36:35,080 You're reading a book. 589 00:36:35,160 --> 00:36:36,280 Yeah. 590 00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:39,400 What's this one about ? 591 00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:40,680 Oh, it's about... 592 00:36:40,760 --> 00:36:43,360 this woman who's incredibly... 593 00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:46,520 Well, she's a hostess, and she's incredibly confident, 594 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,640 and she's going to give a party, 595 00:36:48,720 --> 00:36:51,000 and maybe because she's confident, 596 00:36:51,040 --> 00:36:53,920 everyone thinks she's fine... 597 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:55,440 but she isn't. 598 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:05,760 So. 599 00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:08,120 Well. 600 00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:14,240 Kitty, what is it ? 601 00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:16,040 Is something wrong ? 602 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:19,960 I, uh... I have to go into the hospital 603 00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:21,160 for a couple of days. 604 00:37:21,240 --> 00:37:22,840 Kitty. 605 00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:27,160 Yeah. I have, um... 606 00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,360 some kind of... growth, in my uterus, 607 00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,960 and they're going to go in and take a look. 608 00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:32,920 When ? 609 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:35,200 This afternoon. 610 00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:38,520 Well, I need you to feed the dog. 611 00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:41,560 Of course. 612 00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:01,120 Is that what you came here to ask ? 613 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:06,480 What did the doctor say exactly ? 614 00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:10,680 Well, it's probably what the trouble's been. 615 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:13,080 About getting pregnant. 616 00:38:14,240 --> 00:38:18,360 The thing is... I mean, you know, 618 00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:21,200 I've been... really happy with Ray. 619 00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:27,840 And now it turns out there was a reason. 620 00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:32,600 There was a reason I couldn't conceive. 621 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:38,520 You're lucky, Laura. 622 00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:40,720 I don't think you can call yourself a woman 623 00:38:40,800 --> 00:38:41,920 until you're a mother. 624 00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:50,040 The joke is... 625 00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:51,840 all my life I could do everything. 626 00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:56,360 I mean, I could do anything, really. 627 00:38:58,680 --> 00:39:00,920 Except the one thing I wanted. 628 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:02,720 Yes. 629 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:05,000 That's all. 630 00:39:06,560 --> 00:39:08,640 Well, at least now they'll be able to deal with it. 631 00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:10,640 That's right. That's what they're doing. 632 00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:11,680 That's right. 633 00:39:11,760 --> 00:39:13,080 Mm. I'm not worried. 634 00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:15,520 What would be the point of worrying ? 635 00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:17,440 No, it's not in your hands. 636 00:39:17,520 --> 00:39:18,760 But that's it. 637 00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:23,120 It's in the hands of some physician I've never even met. 638 00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:26,680 Some surgeon who probably drinks more martinis 639 00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,720 than Ray and... Oh, Kitty. 641 00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:31,240 I'm mean, of course I'm worried about Ray. 642 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:32,080 Come here. 643 00:39:32,160 --> 00:39:33,320 I'm doing fine. 644 00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:34,280 Really. 645 00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:35,360 I know. I know you are. 646 00:39:35,440 --> 00:39:36,680 I'm more worried about Ray. 647 00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:38,840 If anything, he's not good with this stuff. 648 00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:41,400 Forget about him, hmm ? 649 00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:42,800 Just forget about Ray. 650 00:40:04,920 --> 00:40:06,480 You're sweet. 651 00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:13,440 You know the routine, right ? 652 00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:15,760 Half a can in the evening, and... 653 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:17,880 check the water now and then, 654 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:20,800 and Ray will feed him in the morning. 655 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:28,200 Kitty, you didn't mind ? 656 00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:33,080 What ? 657 00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:34,080 I didn't mind what ? 658 00:40:43,280 --> 00:40:45,480 Do you want me to drive you ? 659 00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:51,840 I think I'll feel better if I drive myself. 660 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:57,960 Kitty, it's going to be all right. 661 00:41:01,040 --> 00:41:02,280 Of course it is. 662 00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:06,600 Bye. 663 00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:27,840 What ? 664 00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:29,080 What do you want ? 665 00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:48,760 Mr. Woolf, Mrs. Bell has arrived. 666 00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:52,800 Not due till 4:00. 667 00:41:52,880 --> 00:41:55,760 I can't help it. She's here. 668 00:42:01,200 --> 00:42:04,120 You look a perfect angel. 669 00:42:04,200 --> 00:42:06,320 Don't let the boys make fun of you. 670 00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:07,920 Fly away, fly. 671 00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:12,560 Virginia. 672 00:42:13,960 --> 00:42:16,520 Leonard thinks it's the end of civilization... 673 00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,480 people who are invited at 4:00 and arrive at 2:30. 674 00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:21,800 Oh, God. 675 00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:24,200 Barbarians. 676 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:28,920 Well, we finished lunch sooner than we imagined. 677 00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:35,160 I've had to send Nelly off to London for sugar ginger. 678 00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:37,680 Oh, Virginia. 679 00:42:37,760 --> 00:42:41,720 You're not still frightened of the servants, are you ? 680 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,040 Come on. 681 00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:47,760 And how are you, sister ? 682 00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:49,880 Frantic. 683 00:42:49,960 --> 00:42:51,680 It's been ridiculous in London. 684 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:53,560 Ridiculous ? How ? 685 00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:56,920 Busy. 686 00:42:58,280 --> 00:42:59,920 Why is busy ridiculous ? 687 00:43:00,000 --> 00:43:03,440 I would have invited you to our party, 688 00:43:03,520 --> 00:43:04,600 but I knew you wouldn't come. 689 00:43:04,680 --> 00:43:06,040 Did you ? How did you know that ? 690 00:43:07,760 --> 00:43:09,920 I thought you never came to town. 691 00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,600 That's because you no longer ask me. 692 00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:19,000 Are you not forbidden to come ? 693 00:43:19,040 --> 00:43:21,560 Do the doctors not forbid it ? 694 00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:23,600 Oh, the doctors. 695 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:26,840 Do you not pay heed to your doctors ? 696 00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:29,960 Not when they're a bunch of contemptible Victorians. 697 00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:32,080 So... what are you saying ? 698 00:43:33,440 --> 00:43:35,560 Are you feeling better ? 699 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:38,040 Has this vastness made you stronger ? 700 00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:41,880 I'm saying, Vanessa, that even crazy people like to be asked. 701 00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,440 Nessa ! Nessa ! 702 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:45,400 Nessa ! Nessa ! 703 00:43:45,520 --> 00:43:47,640 Hello, changelings. 704 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:49,320 What have you got ? 705 00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:50,520 What have you found ? 706 00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:51,960 We found a bird. 707 00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:53,520 Did you ? 708 00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:54,520 Yes. 709 00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:56,120 Where did you find that ? 710 00:43:56,200 --> 00:43:58,040 I think it must have fallen from a tree. 711 00:43:58,080 --> 00:43:59,440 Oh, my goodness. 712 00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:01,080 Just look at him. 713 00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:03,320 We might be able to save him. 714 00:44:03,360 --> 00:44:04,800 Save him ? 715 00:44:04,880 --> 00:44:07,880 I think you have to be careful, Quentin. 716 00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:08,880 There's a time to die, 717 00:44:08,960 --> 00:44:10,200 and it may be the bird's time. 718 00:44:10,280 --> 00:44:12,120 Come on, let's pick some grass 719 00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:13,680 to make a grave. 720 00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:15,640 - Oh, Julian. - I'm just saying. 721 00:44:15,680 --> 00:44:17,320 Then at least there'll be a bed for him to die on. 722 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:20,440 Come on, Nessa, let's make a grave. 723 00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:23,440 Nessa, come on ! 724 00:44:23,520 --> 00:44:26,480 Oh... Very well, I'm coming. 726 00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:27,720 Wait for me then. 727 00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:30,280 Angelica, will you be all right ? 728 00:44:30,360 --> 00:44:31,320 Stay with your aunt. 729 00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,440 You're going too fast. 730 00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:53,360 Do you think she'd like roses ? 731 00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:02,680 Is it a she ? 732 00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:06,440 Yes, the females are larger. 733 00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:10,120 And less colorful. 734 00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:12,840 What happens when we die ? 735 00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:14,600 What happens ? 736 00:45:19,840 --> 00:45:22,800 We return to the place that we came from. 737 00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:25,640 I don't remember where I came from. 738 00:45:25,720 --> 00:45:27,120 Nor do I. 739 00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:33,680 She looks very small. 740 00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:36,760 Yes. 741 00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:39,320 Yes, that's one of the things that happens... 742 00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:42,800 we look smaller. 743 00:45:42,880 --> 00:45:46,000 But very peaceful. 744 00:45:57,960 --> 00:45:59,440 Oh, is it done ? 745 00:45:59,520 --> 00:46:01,640 Have we finished ? 746 00:46:01,720 --> 00:46:03,560 Is the bird funeral complete ? 747 00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:04,520 Yes. 748 00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:05,880 Very well, then. 749 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:08,680 Are we to be denied tea altogether for coming so early ? 750 00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:10,080 No, of course not. 751 00:46:10,160 --> 00:46:11,240 Good. 752 00:46:11,320 --> 00:46:14,240 Come on, Angelica. 753 00:46:14,320 --> 00:46:15,560 Come on, come on, boys. 754 00:46:15,640 --> 00:46:16,600 Let's get some tea. 755 00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:18,520 Nessa, tell him to stop it ! 756 00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,720 Now stop it, Julian. 757 00:46:27,240 --> 00:46:31,280 Virginia, we're going in. 758 00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:33,480 Virginia ! 759 00:47:46,960 --> 00:47:48,680 Hey, bug. 760 00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:50,800 I've got this idea. 761 00:47:50,880 --> 00:47:53,160 We're going to make another cake. 762 00:47:54,720 --> 00:47:56,600 We're going to make a better one. 763 00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:58,120 What happened to the first one ? 764 00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:07,640 And after that... I think we should go out. 766 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:19,200 Yes ? 767 00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:21,360 Clarissa, it's Louis. 768 00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:22,840 Louis Waters. 769 00:48:22,880 --> 00:48:25,640 Louis ? Oh, my God. 770 00:48:25,720 --> 00:48:26,600 You're early. 771 00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:27,600 Do you mind ? 772 00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:29,200 Is it all right ? 773 00:48:46,520 --> 00:48:48,880 Oh, why should I mind ? 774 00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:50,000 I'm delighted ! 775 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:51,560 Well, now ! 776 00:48:54,400 --> 00:48:56,200 I feel like I'm interrupting. 777 00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:57,160 Oh, why ?! 778 00:48:57,240 --> 00:48:58,600 No. 779 00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:00,400 I know the ceremony isn't until 5:00, 780 00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:01,680 but I flew in this morning. 781 00:49:01,720 --> 00:49:06,840 Oh, well, Richard's going to be thrilled. 782 00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:09,280 He'll be thrilled to see you. 783 00:49:09,360 --> 00:49:10,280 You think so ? 784 00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:11,800 Of course. 785 00:49:17,960 --> 00:49:20,200 What are we doing ? We should go in. 786 00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:29,640 Are you all right ? 787 00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:31,280 Yes. It's nothing. 788 00:49:31,360 --> 00:49:33,080 It's just the party. 789 00:49:33,160 --> 00:49:34,600 Oh, right. 790 00:49:37,600 --> 00:49:39,200 Oh, wow ! 791 00:49:39,280 --> 00:49:40,160 It's looking beautiful. 792 00:49:40,240 --> 00:49:41,840 Thanks. 793 00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:42,600 Are you still with... ? 794 00:49:42,680 --> 00:49:43,600 Yes, I am. 795 00:49:43,680 --> 00:49:45,520 Still with her. Ten years. 796 00:49:46,640 --> 00:49:47,400 It's crazy. 797 00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:49,440 Why is it crazy ? 798 00:49:49,520 --> 00:49:51,120 No reason. 799 00:49:51,200 --> 00:49:52,640 Would you like something to drink ? 800 00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:54,280 Some water. 801 00:49:54,360 --> 00:49:55,160 Okay. 802 00:50:10,240 --> 00:50:12,440 Are you still an editor ? 803 00:50:12,520 --> 00:50:14,640 Oh, sure. 804 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:16,000 With the same publisher ? 805 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:18,600 Mm-hmm. 806 00:50:18,720 --> 00:50:20,440 How's San Francisco ? 807 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:24,400 Oh, it's one of those cities people tell you to like. 808 00:50:38,360 --> 00:50:40,320 Richard said he thought 809 00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:41,400 you were happy out there. 810 00:50:41,480 --> 00:50:42,360 Oh, great. 811 00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:44,320 So now the illness makes him psychic. 812 00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:48,600 You have to prepare yourself, Louis. 813 00:50:48,640 --> 00:50:50,880 He's very changed. 814 00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:54,920 I read the book. 815 00:50:55,000 --> 00:50:58,040 Oh, God... Exactly. 817 00:50:58,120 --> 00:50:59,800 I thought you were meant to do more 818 00:50:59,840 --> 00:51:01,400 than just change people's names. 819 00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:04,600 Well... Isn't it meant to be fiction ? 821 00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:07,800 He even had you living on 10th Street. 823 00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:08,880 It isn't me. 824 00:51:08,960 --> 00:51:09,960 Isn't it ? 825 00:51:10,040 --> 00:51:11,200 You know how Richard is. 826 00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:12,240 It's a fantasy. 827 00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:13,720 A whole chapter on 828 00:51:13,760 --> 00:51:16,440 Should she buy some nail polish ? 829 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:17,760 And then, guess what ? 830 00:51:17,840 --> 00:51:19,800 After 50 pages, she doesn't. 831 00:51:20,800 --> 00:51:23,800 The whole thing seems to go on for eternity. 832 00:51:23,960 --> 00:51:24,760 Nothing happens. 833 00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:25,720 And then, wham ! 834 00:51:25,880 --> 00:51:28,120 For no reason, she kills herself. 835 00:51:28,160 --> 00:51:30,480 His mother kills herself. 837 00:51:30,520 --> 00:51:32,120 Yeah, sure, his mother, but still for no reason. 838 00:51:32,160 --> 00:51:35,400 Well, I... Out of the blue. 840 00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:39,000 I know the book is tough, but I liked it. 841 00:51:40,240 --> 00:51:41,080 I know. 842 00:51:41,200 --> 00:51:44,480 Only one thing upset me. 843 00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:45,720 What's that ? 844 00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:46,680 What upset you ? 845 00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:52,960 Well... that there wasn't more about you. 847 00:51:57,560 --> 00:51:59,160 That's kind. 848 00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:03,680 I went back to Wellfleet. 849 00:52:07,000 --> 00:52:07,880 You did ? 850 00:52:07,960 --> 00:52:08,840 One day. 851 00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:09,960 I didn't tell you ? 852 00:52:12,320 --> 00:52:13,680 No. 853 00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:15,680 But then, I never see you. 854 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:18,840 You remember the house. 855 00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:21,360 It's still there. 856 00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:22,400 I think you're courageous. 857 00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:25,200 Courageous ? Why ? 858 00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:26,960 To dare go visit. 859 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:30,960 What I mean is... to face the fact 861 00:52:31,040 --> 00:52:35,320 that we have lost those feelings forever. 862 00:52:38,200 --> 00:52:39,520 Shit ! 863 00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:41,400 Clarissa ? 864 00:52:41,440 --> 00:52:45,600 Um... I don't know what's happening. 866 00:52:45,680 --> 00:52:46,560 I'm sorry. 867 00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:49,520 I seem to be in some strange sort of mood. 869 00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:50,520 I'm sorry. 870 00:52:50,560 --> 00:52:53,360 It's, uh, it's very rude of me. 871 00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,640 I seem to be unraveling. 872 00:52:57,720 --> 00:52:58,640 I shouldn't have come. 873 00:52:58,720 --> 00:52:59,680 No, it's not you. 874 00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:00,520 It's not you. 875 00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:03,440 It's more like having a presentiment. 876 00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:05,000 Do you know what I'm saying ? 877 00:53:06,720 --> 00:53:09,080 Oh, God, it's probably just nerves 878 00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:11,040 about the party, you know ? 879 00:53:11,120 --> 00:53:13,520 Bad hostess ! 880 00:53:13,600 --> 00:53:16,120 Clarissa, what's happened ? 881 00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:17,880 Jesus ! 882 00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:20,200 What is it ?! 883 00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:21,640 Oh ! Oh, God ! 884 00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:26,480 Do you want me to go ? 885 00:53:26,560 --> 00:53:31,880 No, don't go ! Don't... Don't go. 887 00:53:31,960 --> 00:53:33,720 Explain to me why this is happening. 888 00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:38,080 Don't... don't touch me. 889 00:53:38,200 --> 00:53:39,320 Jesus. 890 00:53:39,360 --> 00:53:41,440 It's better if you don't. 891 00:53:44,440 --> 00:53:47,040 It's just too much. 892 00:53:47,120 --> 00:53:49,880 You fly in from San Francisco, 893 00:53:49,960 --> 00:53:52,720 and I've been nursing Richard for years. 894 00:53:52,760 --> 00:53:55,720 And all the time, I've held myself together... 895 00:53:55,800 --> 00:53:57,200 no problem. 896 00:53:57,360 --> 00:53:58,680 I know. 897 00:54:01,080 --> 00:54:04,520 One morning, in Wellfleet... 898 00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:08,840 you were there, we were all there... 899 00:54:08,920 --> 00:54:11,320 I'd been sleeping with him, 900 00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:14,360 and I was out on the back porch. 901 00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:18,160 He came out behind me, 902 00:54:18,240 --> 00:54:22,880 and he put his hand on my shoulder. 903 00:54:22,960 --> 00:54:25,600 Good morning, Mrs. Dalloway. 904 00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:30,720 That's... 905 00:54:32,840 --> 00:54:34,440 That's when... 906 00:54:34,520 --> 00:54:37,200 From then on, I've... been stuck. 907 00:54:37,280 --> 00:54:38,280 Stuck ? 908 00:54:38,360 --> 00:54:40,440 Yep. 909 00:54:41,720 --> 00:54:42,840 Yeah. 910 00:54:43,960 --> 00:54:45,760 With the name, I mean. 911 00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:51,760 And now you walk in. 912 00:54:51,840 --> 00:54:54,920 To see you 913 00:54:55,000 --> 00:54:58,320 walk in... because I never see you. 914 00:54:58,400 --> 00:55:00,720 Look at you. 915 00:55:02,680 --> 00:55:07,000 Anyway, it doesn't matter. 916 00:55:07,080 --> 00:55:08,920 It was you he stayed with. 917 00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:09,920 It was you he lived with. 918 00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:12,960 I had one summer. 919 00:55:24,040 --> 00:55:26,320 The day I left him, 920 00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:32,760 I got on a train and made my way across Europe. 921 00:55:32,840 --> 00:55:37,240 I felt free for the first time in years. 922 00:55:52,400 --> 00:55:56,080 So... tell me about San Francisco. 923 00:55:56,160 --> 00:55:57,360 What's to tell ? 924 00:55:57,400 --> 00:56:00,920 I still teach drama to idiots, mostly. 925 00:56:01,040 --> 00:56:02,480 They can't all be idiots. 926 00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:04,640 No, no. In fact, 927 00:56:04,720 --> 00:56:07,600 I shouldn't tell you this, but... 928 00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:08,800 I've fallen in love. 929 00:56:08,880 --> 00:56:10,920 Really ? 930 00:56:11,000 --> 00:56:13,000 Yes. 931 00:56:13,080 --> 00:56:14,920 With a student. 932 00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:16,080 With a student. 933 00:56:16,160 --> 00:56:17,760 Exactly. 934 00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:19,680 I know. 935 00:56:19,760 --> 00:56:22,040 You think, Am I still up for this ? 936 00:56:22,160 --> 00:56:23,960 All this intensity, all those arguments, 937 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:26,720 doors being slammed. 938 00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:29,600 Well, you know what it's like. 939 00:56:30,800 --> 00:56:32,040 Are you feeling better ? 940 00:56:34,200 --> 00:56:35,240 A little. 941 00:56:35,320 --> 00:56:36,800 Thank you. 942 00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:42,640 You think I'm ridiculous ? 943 00:56:44,600 --> 00:56:46,880 Ridiculous ? 944 00:56:46,960 --> 00:56:49,480 Fortunate, too. 945 00:57:18,360 --> 00:57:20,720 I'm going to leave you at Mrs. Latch's. 946 00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:22,640 I have to do something. 947 00:57:33,440 --> 00:57:35,880 Mommy, I don't want to go. 948 00:57:35,960 --> 00:57:38,000 You have to. I'm sorry. 949 00:57:38,080 --> 00:57:40,160 I have something to do before Daddy gets home. 950 00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:27,760 Hello. 951 00:58:27,840 --> 00:58:29,280 Hi, Mrs. Latch. 952 00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:30,920 My boy's not very happy. 953 00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:34,160 Mommy, I don't want to do this. 954 00:58:34,200 --> 00:58:36,600 I have to go, honey. 955 00:58:37,880 --> 00:58:40,040 Your mommy has things she has to do. 956 00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:41,520 Come in, I got cookies. 957 00:58:42,880 --> 00:58:43,800 Okay, baby ? 958 00:58:45,680 --> 00:58:47,240 You have to be brave now. 959 00:58:48,760 --> 00:58:49,640 Don't worry now. 960 00:58:49,720 --> 00:58:51,040 It's going to be fine. 961 00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:52,040 Well... 962 00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:10,000 Honey ! 963 00:59:29,400 --> 00:59:31,560 Come on. Come on, darling. 964 00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:38,200 Mommy ! 965 00:59:38,240 --> 00:59:39,160 - Stop it. - No ! 966 00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:40,400 Darling, stop it. 967 00:59:40,440 --> 00:59:41,520 Mommy ! 968 00:59:41,640 --> 00:59:42,640 - All right. - Mommy ! 969 00:59:42,680 --> 00:59:44,520 Mommy ! 970 00:59:44,600 --> 00:59:45,880 Mommy ! 971 00:59:47,880 --> 00:59:48,840 Come on. 972 00:59:48,920 --> 00:59:50,280 Mommy ! 973 00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:53,800 Mommy ! 974 00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:57,520 No ! 975 01:01:28,360 --> 01:01:29,880 Breakfast is served 976 01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:31,800 between 7:00 and 11:00 in the Regency Room, 977 01:01:31,840 --> 01:01:34,640 and room service is available 24 hours. 979 01:01:36,320 --> 01:01:37,840 Thank you, ma'am. 980 01:01:39,640 --> 01:01:41,400 Is there anything else you need ? 981 01:01:41,560 --> 01:01:45,960 Yes, um... No. 983 01:01:46,040 --> 01:01:47,600 Not to be disturbed. 984 01:02:58,760 --> 01:03:02,200 'Did it matter, then ? ' She asked herself, 985 01:03:02,280 --> 01:03:04,600 walking toward Bon Street. 986 01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:09,760 Did it matter that she must inevitably cease completely ? 987 01:03:09,840 --> 01:03:13,400 All this must go on without her. 988 01:03:13,480 --> 01:03:16,520 Did she resent it ? 989 01:03:16,600 --> 01:03:19,440 Or did it not become consoling 990 01:03:19,480 --> 01:03:24,280 to believe that death ended absolutely ? 991 01:03:24,360 --> 01:03:28,640 It is possible to die. 992 01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:33,360 It is possible... ...to die. 994 01:03:36,520 --> 01:03:39,320 There was a lovely coat for Angelica at Harrod's, 995 01:03:39,360 --> 01:03:40,840 then nothing for the boys. 996 01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:42,000 It seems so unfair. 997 01:03:42,080 --> 01:03:43,600 Why should Angelica be favored ? 998 01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:48,000 Virginia ? 999 01:03:49,920 --> 01:03:52,280 Virginia ? 1000 01:03:52,360 --> 01:03:53,720 Virginia ! 1001 01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:57,720 What are you thinking about ? 1002 01:04:09,400 --> 01:04:12,360 Are you still with us ? 1003 01:04:21,920 --> 01:04:27,120 Your aunt's a very lucky woman, Angelica... 1004 01:04:27,160 --> 01:04:29,560 because she has two lives. 1005 01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:31,960 She has the life she's leading, 1006 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:34,520 and also the book she's writing. 1007 01:04:34,600 --> 01:04:38,680 This makes her very fortunate indeed. 1008 01:04:38,760 --> 01:04:40,720 What were you thinking about ? 1009 01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:10,720 I was going to kill my heroine... 1010 01:05:10,800 --> 01:05:14,120 but I've changed my mind. 1011 01:05:15,480 --> 01:05:18,160 I... I can't. 1012 01:05:31,240 --> 01:05:34,640 I fear I may have to kill someone else instead. 1013 01:05:41,960 --> 01:05:43,480 Oh, Quentin ! 1014 01:05:44,760 --> 01:05:45,800 We're ready ! 1015 01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:48,920 A fascinating visit. 1016 01:05:49,000 --> 01:05:52,160 We enjoyed it thoroughly. 1017 01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:54,440 Do you have to go already ? 1018 01:05:56,120 --> 01:05:57,320 I do wish you wouldn't go. 1019 01:05:57,400 --> 01:05:58,280 Oh, Virginia, 1020 01:05:58,360 --> 01:06:01,080 the last thing you want is our noisiness. 1021 01:06:01,160 --> 01:06:04,600 My hopeless, clumsy boys. 1022 01:06:04,680 --> 01:06:06,440 Say good-bye, boys. 1023 01:06:06,520 --> 01:06:08,800 Bye ! 1024 01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:12,240 You'll return to what ? 1025 01:06:12,280 --> 01:06:13,680 Tonight ? 1026 01:06:13,720 --> 01:06:18,920 Oh, just some... insufferable dinner. 1027 01:06:19,000 --> 01:06:21,840 Not even you could envy, Virginia. 1028 01:06:21,920 --> 01:06:23,320 But I do. 1029 01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:00,080 Say something, Nessa. 1030 01:07:00,120 --> 01:07:01,720 Didn't you think I seemed better ? 1031 01:07:01,880 --> 01:07:07,440 Yes... Yes... Virginia, you seemed better. 1033 01:07:20,680 --> 01:07:22,160 You think... 1034 01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:26,480 You think I may one day escape ? 1035 01:07:26,520 --> 01:07:29,640 One day. One... 1036 01:07:31,280 --> 01:07:32,200 Nessa. 1037 01:07:34,520 --> 01:07:35,760 Nessa ! 1038 01:07:35,800 --> 01:07:37,360 Come on, Nessa. 1039 01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:38,960 Come, Angelica, we must go. 1040 01:07:41,080 --> 01:07:42,360 Come on ! 1041 01:07:42,400 --> 01:07:43,320 Good-bye. 1042 01:07:43,360 --> 01:07:45,360 Good-bye, little girl. 1043 01:07:45,440 --> 01:07:48,040 Angelica ! 1044 01:07:48,120 --> 01:07:49,440 The train ! 1045 01:07:51,480 --> 01:07:54,160 We're going to miss the train. 1046 01:07:54,200 --> 01:07:55,640 Come on. Hurry up. 1047 01:07:55,720 --> 01:07:56,640 Big step. 1048 01:08:01,800 --> 01:08:03,280 Come on, come on, come on ! 1049 01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:04,880 I want to go home. 1050 01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:05,840 Yeah, all right. 1051 01:08:05,880 --> 01:08:08,200 We stayed too long, we've missed the train. 1052 01:08:08,280 --> 01:08:10,360 Stay close. 1053 01:09:30,360 --> 01:09:31,840 I'm sorry, I know. 1054 01:09:31,920 --> 01:09:33,240 I tried to get here earlier. 1055 01:09:33,280 --> 01:09:34,800 I tried, okay ? Don't start. 1056 01:09:34,840 --> 01:09:36,640 I know, 1057 01:09:36,720 --> 01:09:40,320 it's just incredibly important because it's your party. 1058 01:09:40,400 --> 01:09:42,880 Julia, how have you been doing ? 1059 01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:45,360 I'm fine. 1060 01:09:45,400 --> 01:09:46,200 Come here. 1061 01:09:46,240 --> 01:09:48,960 What have you been doing ? 1062 01:09:49,040 --> 01:09:51,320 Well, studying, Mom. 1063 01:09:55,080 --> 01:09:59,040 Um... So, what should I do ? Chairs ? 1065 01:09:59,120 --> 01:10:01,280 No. Let's clear off the desk first. 1066 01:10:01,360 --> 01:10:04,160 You can take it into the bedroom. 1067 01:10:04,240 --> 01:10:06,520 I bumped into Louis Waters. 1068 01:10:06,560 --> 01:10:07,800 Oh, you did ? 1069 01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:09,000 Where ? 1070 01:10:09,080 --> 01:10:09,960 In the street. 1071 01:10:12,920 --> 01:10:14,360 They're all here, aren't they ? 1072 01:10:14,440 --> 01:10:15,440 All the ghosts. 1073 01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:19,160 All of the ghosts are assembling for the party. 1074 01:10:19,200 --> 01:10:21,880 He's so weird. 1075 01:10:21,920 --> 01:10:24,320 Oh, what ? 1076 01:10:24,400 --> 01:10:25,640 You can't see that ? 1077 01:10:25,720 --> 01:10:28,080 You can't see that Louis Waters is weird ? 1078 01:10:30,800 --> 01:10:32,680 I can see that he's sad. 1079 01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:37,000 Well... all your friends are sad. 1080 01:10:39,240 --> 01:10:40,960 You've been crying. What's happening ? 1081 01:10:44,960 --> 01:10:47,040 All it is, I looked around this room, 1082 01:10:47,120 --> 01:10:49,840 and I thought, I'm giving a party. 1083 01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:52,400 All I want to do is give a party. 1084 01:10:52,440 --> 01:10:53,680 And ? 1085 01:10:53,720 --> 01:10:56,440 I know why he does it ; he does it deliberately. 1086 01:10:56,520 --> 01:10:59,360 Oh, is this Richard ? 1087 01:10:59,440 --> 01:11:00,880 Of course. 1088 01:11:00,920 --> 01:11:02,640 He did it this morning. 1089 01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:04,600 He gives me that look. 1090 01:11:04,680 --> 01:11:06,040 What look ? 1091 01:11:07,320 --> 01:11:13,280 To say... Your life is... trivial. 1093 01:11:14,280 --> 01:11:17,200 You are so trivial. 1094 01:11:17,240 --> 01:11:21,120 Just... daily stuff, you know. 1096 01:11:21,200 --> 01:11:23,480 Schedules and parties and... details. 1097 01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:27,200 That's what he means... by it, that is what he's saying. 1098 01:11:27,280 --> 01:11:29,360 Mom, it only matters if you think it's true. 1099 01:11:31,040 --> 01:11:32,560 Well ? 1100 01:11:32,600 --> 01:11:34,480 Do you ? Tell me. 1101 01:11:37,240 --> 01:11:39,520 When I'm with him, I feel... 1102 01:11:43,440 --> 01:11:45,760 Yes, I am living. 1103 01:11:47,480 --> 01:11:50,840 And when I'm not with him... 1104 01:11:50,920 --> 01:11:53,400 Yes, everything does seem sort of s... 1105 01:11:53,480 --> 01:11:55,680 ...silly. 1106 01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:02,320 I don't mean with you. 1107 01:12:02,360 --> 01:12:06,280 Oh, I... God. Jesus. 1109 01:12:07,520 --> 01:12:09,440 Never with you. 1110 01:12:09,520 --> 01:12:10,560 It's all the rest of it. 1111 01:12:15,640 --> 01:12:16,840 Sally ? 1112 01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:19,800 The rest of it. 1113 01:12:24,080 --> 01:12:26,640 False comfort. 1114 01:12:26,680 --> 01:12:28,160 Because ? 1115 01:12:29,280 --> 01:12:31,160 If you say to me, When were you happiest ? 1116 01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:32,320 Mom... 1117 01:12:32,400 --> 01:12:34,800 Tell me the moment you were happiest. 1118 01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:37,920 I know, I know, it was years ago. 1119 01:12:38,000 --> 01:12:40,920 Yeah. 1120 01:12:41,000 --> 01:12:45,360 All you're saying is... you were once young. 1121 01:12:51,000 --> 01:12:53,800 I remember one morning... 1122 01:12:53,880 --> 01:12:55,840 getting up at dawn, 1123 01:12:55,920 --> 01:13:00,040 there was such a sense of possibility. 1124 01:13:00,120 --> 01:13:01,960 You know ? That feeling ? 1125 01:13:02,040 --> 01:13:03,040 Hmm ? 1126 01:13:03,120 --> 01:13:05,360 And I remember thinking to myself, 1127 01:13:05,400 --> 01:13:08,200 So, this is the beginning of happiness. 1128 01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:10,000 This is where it starts. 1129 01:13:10,080 --> 01:13:13,040 And, of course, there will always be more. 1130 01:13:16,440 --> 01:13:18,840 It never occurred to me 1131 01:13:18,920 --> 01:13:21,840 it wasn't the beginning. 1132 01:13:23,480 --> 01:13:26,640 It was happiness. 1133 01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:34,360 It was the moment... right then. 1135 01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:57,760 Ah, Nelly, good evening. I was wondering 1136 01:14:57,880 --> 01:14:58,920 if you'd seen Mrs. Woolf. 1137 01:14:59,000 --> 01:15:00,880 I thought you knew, sir. 1138 01:15:00,960 --> 01:15:02,880 Mrs. Woolf has gone out. 1139 01:15:38,160 --> 01:15:39,520 Excuse me ! Excuse me ! 1140 01:16:05,480 --> 01:16:07,680 Mr. Woolf, what an unexpected pleasure. 1141 01:16:07,760 --> 01:16:09,200 Perhaps you could tell me 1142 01:16:09,280 --> 01:16:11,360 exactly what you think you're doing ? 1143 01:16:11,400 --> 01:16:12,720 What I was doing ? 1144 01:16:12,800 --> 01:16:14,040 I went to look for you, and you weren't there. 1145 01:16:14,120 --> 01:16:16,560 You were working in the garden. I didn't wish to disturb you. 1146 01:16:16,640 --> 01:16:18,280 You disturb me when you disappear. 1147 01:16:18,360 --> 01:16:19,280 I didn't disappear. 1148 01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:22,400 I went for a walk. 1149 01:16:22,440 --> 01:16:23,960 A walk ?! Is that all ? 1150 01:16:24,040 --> 01:16:25,600 Just a walk ? 1151 01:16:26,920 --> 01:16:29,360 Virginia, we must go home now. Nelly's cooking dinner. 1152 01:16:29,440 --> 01:16:31,760 She's already had a very difficult day. 1153 01:16:31,880 --> 01:16:33,520 It's just our obligation to eat Nelly's dinner. 1154 01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:35,840 There is no such obligation. 1155 01:16:35,920 --> 01:16:38,120 No such obligation exists. 1156 01:16:38,200 --> 01:16:39,160 Virginia, 1157 01:16:39,240 --> 01:16:40,720 you have an obligation to your own sanity. 1158 01:16:40,800 --> 01:16:42,800 I have endured this custody ! 1159 01:16:42,880 --> 01:16:45,200 I have endured this imprisonment. 1160 01:16:45,320 --> 01:16:46,520 Oh, Virginia ! 1161 01:16:46,600 --> 01:16:49,200 I am attended by doctors, everywhere. 1162 01:16:49,280 --> 01:16:51,040 I am attended by doctors 1163 01:16:51,120 --> 01:16:53,600 who inform me of my own interests ! 1164 01:16:53,680 --> 01:16:54,800 They know your interests. 1165 01:16:54,880 --> 01:16:55,840 They do not ! 1166 01:16:55,920 --> 01:16:57,680 They do not speak for my interests. 1167 01:16:57,760 --> 01:16:59,000 Virginia, I can... 1168 01:16:59,080 --> 01:17:01,360 I can see that it must be hard for a woman of your... 1169 01:17:01,440 --> 01:17:03,200 - Of what ? Of my what, exactly ? - Uh, your... 1170 01:17:03,240 --> 01:17:04,280 your talents to see 1171 01:17:04,360 --> 01:17:06,200 that she may not be the best judge 1172 01:17:06,280 --> 01:17:07,400 of her own condition ! 1173 01:17:07,480 --> 01:17:09,400 Who, then, is a better judge ? 1174 01:17:09,480 --> 01:17:10,680 You have a history ! 1175 01:17:12,200 --> 01:17:14,000 You have a history of confinement. 1176 01:17:14,080 --> 01:17:15,480 We brought you to Richmond 1177 01:17:15,560 --> 01:17:18,440 because you have a history of fits, moods, blackouts, 1178 01:17:18,520 --> 01:17:19,960 hearing voices. 1179 01:17:20,040 --> 01:17:21,920 We brought you here 1180 01:17:21,960 --> 01:17:23,360 to save you from the irrevocable damage 1181 01:17:23,400 --> 01:17:26,480 you intended upon yourself. 1182 01:17:26,560 --> 01:17:29,120 You've tried to kill yourself twice ! 1183 01:17:32,880 --> 01:17:34,280 I live daily with that threat. 1184 01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:36,720 I set up the press... we set up the printing press 1185 01:17:36,800 --> 01:17:38,760 not just for itself, 1186 01:17:38,840 --> 01:17:42,000 not just purely for itself, but so that you might have 1187 01:17:42,080 --> 01:17:45,360 a ready source of absorption and of remedy. 1188 01:17:45,440 --> 01:17:46,600 Like needlework ? 1189 01:17:47,640 --> 01:17:49,760 It was done for you ! 1190 01:17:49,840 --> 01:17:52,000 It was done for your betterment ! 1191 01:17:52,080 --> 01:17:54,040 It was done out of love ! 1192 01:17:55,840 --> 01:17:59,480 If I didn't know you better, I'd call this ingratitude. 1193 01:17:59,560 --> 01:18:02,400 I am ungrateful ? 1194 01:18:02,480 --> 01:18:04,560 You call me ungrateful ? 1195 01:18:06,280 --> 01:18:09,680 My life has been stolen from me. 1196 01:18:12,280 --> 01:18:15,200 I'm living in a town I have no wish to live in. 1197 01:18:15,280 --> 01:18:19,720 I'm living... a life I have no wish to live. 1198 01:18:23,520 --> 01:18:26,200 How did this happen ? 1199 01:18:38,760 --> 01:18:42,000 It is time for us to move back to London. 1200 01:18:47,280 --> 01:18:49,440 I miss London. 1201 01:18:49,480 --> 01:18:52,440 I miss London life. 1202 01:18:55,040 --> 01:18:57,000 This is not you speaking, Virginia. 1203 01:18:57,080 --> 01:18:58,480 This is an aspect of your illness. 1204 01:18:58,560 --> 01:19:00,440 - It's not you. - It is me. It is my voice. 1205 01:19:00,560 --> 01:19:01,520 It's not your voice. 1206 01:19:01,600 --> 01:19:02,760 It's mine and mine alone. 1207 01:19:02,840 --> 01:19:04,200 This is the voice that you hear. 1208 01:19:04,280 --> 01:19:06,880 It is not ! It is mine ! 1209 01:19:06,920 --> 01:19:08,840 I'm dying in this town ! 1210 01:19:12,840 --> 01:19:14,720 If you were thinking clearly, Virginia, 1211 01:19:14,760 --> 01:19:16,040 you'd recall it was London 1212 01:19:16,120 --> 01:19:17,720 that brought you low. 1213 01:19:17,800 --> 01:19:20,560 If I were thinking clearly... 1214 01:19:21,640 --> 01:19:24,280 If I were thinking clearly... 1215 01:19:24,360 --> 01:19:26,960 We brought you to Richmond to give you peace. 1216 01:19:27,040 --> 01:19:29,760 If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, 1217 01:19:29,800 --> 01:19:33,640 I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, 1218 01:19:33,720 --> 01:19:36,800 in the deep dark, and that only I can know, 1219 01:19:36,880 --> 01:19:39,760 only I can understand my own condition. 1220 01:19:41,080 --> 01:19:42,600 You live with the threat... you tell me... 1221 01:19:42,760 --> 01:19:44,480 you live with the threat of my extinction. 1222 01:19:45,880 --> 01:19:49,480 Leonard, I live with it, too. 1224 01:19:53,000 --> 01:19:55,520 This is my right. 1225 01:19:55,560 --> 01:19:57,760 It is the right of every human being. 1226 01:19:57,840 --> 01:20:01,240 I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of the suburbs, 1227 01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:03,480 but the violent jolt of the capital. 1228 01:20:03,560 --> 01:20:05,240 That is my choice. 1229 01:20:05,320 --> 01:20:07,760 The meanest patient, 1230 01:20:07,840 --> 01:20:10,360 yes, even the very lowest is allowed some say 1231 01:20:10,440 --> 01:20:12,960 in the matter of her own prescription. 1232 01:20:13,040 --> 01:20:15,280 Thereby she defines her humanity. 1233 01:20:23,680 --> 01:20:26,400 I wish, for your sake, Leonard, 1234 01:20:26,440 --> 01:20:31,800 I could be happy in this quietness. 1235 01:20:31,880 --> 01:20:37,000 But if it is a choice between Richmond and death, 1236 01:20:37,080 --> 01:20:38,720 I choose death. 1237 01:20:49,000 --> 01:20:51,040 Very well, London, then. 1238 01:20:52,400 --> 01:20:54,520 We'll go back to London. 1239 01:21:27,800 --> 01:21:30,640 You hungry ? 1240 01:21:35,240 --> 01:21:37,240 I'm a little hungry myself. 1241 01:21:56,200 --> 01:21:59,160 Come along. 1242 01:21:59,240 --> 01:22:01,240 London train on platform one ! 1243 01:22:01,320 --> 01:22:05,320 This is the London train terminating at Vauxhall. 1244 01:22:09,640 --> 01:22:14,160 You cannot find peace by avoiding life, Leonard. 1245 01:22:21,920 --> 01:22:23,840 This is the London train ! 1246 01:22:25,200 --> 01:22:28,840 London train on platform one ! 1247 01:22:43,800 --> 01:22:46,120 Mommy ! 1248 01:22:46,200 --> 01:22:48,760 Mommy ! 1249 01:22:58,120 --> 01:22:59,760 Hey. Hey, there, bug. 1250 01:22:59,840 --> 01:23:01,760 Hey, what's wrong ? 1251 01:23:01,840 --> 01:23:03,520 Hi, Mrs. Latch. 1252 01:23:03,560 --> 01:23:04,640 Sorry I'm late. 1253 01:23:04,720 --> 01:23:05,720 He's fine. 1254 01:23:05,800 --> 01:23:06,720 He's been fine. 1255 01:23:06,760 --> 01:23:08,200 He's, he's just happy to see you. 1256 01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:10,480 Aw, it couldn't have been that bad, could it ? Hmm ? 1257 01:23:10,560 --> 01:23:12,160 So, you got it cut, then ? 1258 01:23:12,200 --> 01:23:14,040 Oh, yes, yes. No problem. 1259 01:23:14,080 --> 01:23:14,960 Looks great. 1260 01:23:15,040 --> 01:23:16,400 Well, they didn't have to do very much. 1261 01:23:16,480 --> 01:23:19,400 Well, we had a fine time together. 1263 01:23:20,480 --> 01:23:22,360 Thank you very much. 1264 01:23:26,480 --> 01:23:30,160 So, that wasn't too bad, was it ? 1265 01:23:30,240 --> 01:23:31,720 I wasn't gone too long. 1266 01:23:31,800 --> 01:23:33,800 No, you weren't long. 1267 01:23:33,880 --> 01:23:35,600 That's right. 1268 01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:42,920 At one point... I don't know. 1270 01:23:45,760 --> 01:23:50,280 There was a moment where I thought I might be longer. 1271 01:23:50,360 --> 01:23:52,080 But I changed my mind. 1272 01:23:59,560 --> 01:24:00,480 What is it, honey ? 1273 01:24:00,520 --> 01:24:03,920 Mommy, I love you. 1274 01:24:06,040 --> 01:24:08,040 I love you, too, baby. 1275 01:24:16,200 --> 01:24:17,920 What's wrong ? 1276 01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:22,560 What ? 1277 01:24:29,960 --> 01:24:31,360 Don't worry, honey, everything's fine. 1278 01:24:31,400 --> 01:24:34,080 We're going to have a wonderful party, 1279 01:24:34,120 --> 01:24:37,800 and we've made your daddy such a nice cake. 1280 01:24:43,240 --> 01:24:44,720 I love you, sweetheart. 1281 01:24:45,960 --> 01:24:48,160 You're my guy. 1282 01:25:23,440 --> 01:25:25,880 Mommy ! 1283 01:25:25,960 --> 01:25:28,200 Mommy ! 1284 01:26:22,360 --> 01:26:25,240 Richard, it's me. I'm early. 1285 01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:31,680 What the hell is going on ? 1286 01:26:32,640 --> 01:26:33,560 Richard ! 1287 01:26:36,640 --> 01:26:38,640 What are you doing here ? You're early ! 1288 01:26:38,720 --> 01:26:40,880 Wha-What is going on here ? 1289 01:26:40,960 --> 01:26:42,520 What are you doing ? 1290 01:26:42,560 --> 01:26:44,320 I-I had this wonderful idea. 1291 01:26:44,360 --> 01:26:47,520 I needed some light. I needed to let in some light ! 1292 01:26:47,560 --> 01:26:50,160 Richard, what are you doing ? 1293 01:26:50,240 --> 01:26:52,480 I had this fantastic notion. 1294 01:26:52,520 --> 01:26:54,680 I took the Xanax and the Ritalin together. 1295 01:26:54,760 --> 01:26:56,160 It-it never occurred to me. 1296 01:26:56,200 --> 01:26:57,960 Richard... Don't come near me ! 1298 01:27:02,520 --> 01:27:08,080 It seemed to me I needed to let in some light. 1299 01:27:09,880 --> 01:27:13,680 What do you think ? I cleared away all the windows. 1300 01:27:13,760 --> 01:27:16,240 All right, Richard, do me one simple favor. 1301 01:27:16,360 --> 01:27:17,400 Come. Come sit. 1302 01:27:17,480 --> 01:27:20,280 I don't think I can make it to the party, Clarissa. 1303 01:27:20,360 --> 01:27:21,400 You don't have to go to the party. 1304 01:27:21,480 --> 01:27:22,680 You don't have to go to the ceremony. 1305 01:27:22,720 --> 01:27:24,320 You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. 1306 01:27:24,360 --> 01:27:25,840 You can do as you like. 1307 01:27:25,960 --> 01:27:28,800 But I still have to face the hours, don't I ? 1308 01:27:28,880 --> 01:27:30,880 I mean, the hours after the party, 1309 01:27:30,960 --> 01:27:33,120 and the hours after that... 1310 01:27:33,160 --> 01:27:36,120 You do have good days still. 1311 01:27:36,160 --> 01:27:37,880 You know you do. 1312 01:27:37,960 --> 01:27:40,160 Not really. 1313 01:27:40,200 --> 01:27:41,560 I mean, it's kind of you to say so, but it's... 1314 01:27:41,560 --> 01:27:43,000 I mean, it's kind of you to say so, but it's... 1315 01:27:43,040 --> 01:27:44,320 not really true. 1316 01:27:52,760 --> 01:27:53,680 Are they here ? 1317 01:27:53,760 --> 01:27:55,440 Who ? 1318 01:27:55,520 --> 01:27:56,240 The voices. 1319 01:27:56,320 --> 01:27:59,040 Oh, the voices are always here. 1320 01:27:59,080 --> 01:28:02,680 And it's the voices that you're hearing now, isn't it ? 1321 01:28:02,760 --> 01:28:04,400 No, no, no, no. 1322 01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:07,720 Mrs. Dalloway, it's you. 1323 01:28:12,200 --> 01:28:15,600 I've stayed alive for you, 1324 01:28:15,680 --> 01:28:17,440 but now you have to let me go. 1325 01:28:19,200 --> 01:28:21,160 Richard, I... No, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1327 01:28:21,240 --> 01:28:23,400 Wait. 1328 01:28:27,080 --> 01:28:28,000 Tell me a story. 1329 01:28:28,040 --> 01:28:29,600 What about ? 1330 01:28:29,680 --> 01:28:33,440 Tell me a story from your day. 1331 01:28:33,520 --> 01:28:38,000 I, um... I-I got up... Yes ? 1334 01:28:38,080 --> 01:28:44,280 ...and I went out, and, uh, I went to buy flowers, 1335 01:28:44,320 --> 01:28:46,160 Like Mrs. Dalloway, in the book, you know ? 1336 01:28:46,240 --> 01:28:47,560 Yes. 1337 01:28:47,640 --> 01:28:48,640 And it was a beautiful morning. 1338 01:28:48,720 --> 01:28:50,120 Was it ? 1339 01:28:50,200 --> 01:28:52,120 Yes, it was so beautiful. 1340 01:28:52,200 --> 01:28:53,800 It was so fresh. 1341 01:28:53,880 --> 01:28:55,520 Oh, fresh, was it ? 1342 01:28:55,600 --> 01:28:56,560 Yes. 1343 01:29:00,240 --> 01:29:00,760 Like a... 1344 01:29:02,440 --> 01:29:03,480 like a morning on the beach ? 1345 01:29:03,520 --> 01:29:05,040 Yes. 1346 01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:06,160 Like that ? 1347 01:29:06,240 --> 01:29:08,000 Yes. 1348 01:29:08,040 --> 01:29:11,800 Like that morning when you walked out of that old house, 1349 01:29:11,880 --> 01:29:14,920 and you were, you were 18, and maybe I was 19. 1350 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:16,720 Yes. 1351 01:29:16,800 --> 01:29:18,840 I was 19 years old, 1352 01:29:18,880 --> 01:29:23,280 and I'd never seen anything so beautiful. 1353 01:29:24,360 --> 01:29:27,200 You... coming out of a glass door 1355 01:29:27,240 --> 01:29:29,680 in the early morning, still sleepy. 1356 01:29:29,760 --> 01:29:32,440 Isn't it strange ? 1357 01:29:33,680 --> 01:29:38,160 Most ordinary morning in anybody's life. 1358 01:29:40,600 --> 01:29:43,480 I'm afraid I can't make it to the party, Clarissa. 1359 01:29:43,560 --> 01:29:48,840 The party... doesn't matter. 1361 01:29:48,920 --> 01:29:52,240 You've been so good to me, Mrs. Dalloway. 1362 01:29:54,400 --> 01:29:56,400 I love you. 1363 01:30:01,400 --> 01:30:02,800 I don't think two people 1364 01:30:02,880 --> 01:30:05,160 could've been happier than we've been. 1365 01:30:12,800 --> 01:30:13,840 Oh, God, no ! 1366 01:30:22,640 --> 01:30:24,600 Happy birthday. 1367 01:30:24,680 --> 01:30:25,920 Happy birthday, Dan. 1368 01:30:25,960 --> 01:30:27,200 This is perfect. 1369 01:30:27,280 --> 01:30:28,960 This is just perfect. 1370 01:30:29,000 --> 01:30:31,120 Oh, do you think so ? 1371 01:30:31,200 --> 01:30:32,240 Do you really think so ? 1372 01:30:32,320 --> 01:30:33,200 Why, sure. 1373 01:30:33,280 --> 01:30:35,000 You must've been working all day. 1374 01:30:35,040 --> 01:30:36,680 Well, that's what we were doing. 1375 01:30:36,800 --> 01:30:38,320 Weren't we, bug ? 1376 01:30:38,400 --> 01:30:40,480 Been working all day. 1377 01:30:40,520 --> 01:30:41,640 This is just fantastic. 1378 01:30:41,720 --> 01:30:43,160 It's what I've always wanted. 1379 01:30:43,240 --> 01:30:44,920 Oh, Dan. 1380 01:30:45,000 --> 01:30:46,280 One day, Richie, I'll tell you. 1381 01:30:46,360 --> 01:30:48,000 I'll tell you how it all happened. 1382 01:30:48,040 --> 01:30:49,920 Don't. 1383 01:30:49,960 --> 01:30:51,040 I want to. 1384 01:30:51,120 --> 01:30:53,920 I want to tell him the story. 1385 01:30:54,000 --> 01:30:56,520 What happened... when I was in the war. 1387 01:30:56,600 --> 01:30:59,000 At war, I found myself 1388 01:30:59,040 --> 01:31:01,160 thinking about this girl that I had seen... 1389 01:31:01,240 --> 01:31:03,880 I had never met her... at high school, 1391 01:31:03,960 --> 01:31:05,400 this... strange, 1392 01:31:05,480 --> 01:31:09,360 fragile-looking girl named Laura McGrath. 1393 01:31:12,720 --> 01:31:13,960 Yeah. 1394 01:31:14,040 --> 01:31:15,040 And she was shy... 1395 01:31:16,080 --> 01:31:18,560 and she was interesting. 1396 01:31:18,640 --> 01:31:20,920 And... well, your mother won't mind if 1397 01:31:20,960 --> 01:31:21,880 I tell you this, Richie. 1398 01:31:21,920 --> 01:31:23,400 She was the sort of girl that you see 1399 01:31:23,480 --> 01:31:24,480 sitting mostly on her own. 1400 01:31:24,560 --> 01:31:26,200 And I'll tell you... 1401 01:31:26,280 --> 01:31:28,680 sometimes, when I was in the South Pacific, 1402 01:31:28,760 --> 01:31:31,680 the fact is that I used to think 1404 01:31:31,760 --> 01:31:33,240 about this girl. 1405 01:31:33,360 --> 01:31:34,240 Dan. 1406 01:31:34,320 --> 01:31:35,680 I used to think 1407 01:31:35,720 --> 01:31:39,840 about bringing her to a house, to a life. 1409 01:31:41,040 --> 01:31:42,880 Pretty much like this. 1410 01:31:44,560 --> 01:31:47,000 And it was the thought of the happiness... 1411 01:31:48,600 --> 01:31:51,880 the thought of this woman, 1412 01:31:51,960 --> 01:31:53,000 the thought of this life... 1413 01:31:53,080 --> 01:31:54,760 that's what kept me going. 1414 01:31:56,200 --> 01:31:58,560 I had an idea of our happiness. 1415 01:32:25,440 --> 01:32:27,280 Why does someone have to die ? 1416 01:32:31,440 --> 01:32:32,680 Leonard... 1417 01:32:32,760 --> 01:32:34,400 In your book, you said someone had to die. 1418 01:32:34,480 --> 01:32:35,360 Hmm. 1419 01:32:35,440 --> 01:32:37,440 Why ? 1420 01:32:39,040 --> 01:32:41,840 Is that a stupid question ? 1421 01:32:41,920 --> 01:32:43,200 No. 1422 01:32:43,280 --> 01:32:44,560 I imagine my question is stupid. 1423 01:32:46,320 --> 01:32:48,200 Not at all. 1424 01:32:49,520 --> 01:32:50,720 Well ? 1425 01:32:53,360 --> 01:32:55,240 Someone has to die 1426 01:32:55,320 --> 01:32:57,880 in order that the rest of us should value life more. 1427 01:32:59,920 --> 01:33:01,760 It's contrast. 1428 01:33:01,840 --> 01:33:03,920 And who will die ? 1429 01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,200 Tell me. 1430 01:33:09,800 --> 01:33:12,760 The poet will die. 1431 01:33:12,800 --> 01:33:15,400 The visionary. 1432 01:33:29,040 --> 01:33:30,240 What are you doing ? 1433 01:33:30,360 --> 01:33:32,480 I'm brushing my teeth. 1434 01:33:36,680 --> 01:33:38,560 Are you coming to bed ? 1435 01:33:38,640 --> 01:33:41,080 Yeah, in a minute. 1436 01:33:43,040 --> 01:33:45,280 Come to bed, Laura Brown. 1437 01:33:49,600 --> 01:33:51,040 I ran into Ray. 1438 01:33:51,080 --> 01:33:53,000 He said Kitty had to go to the hospital. 1439 01:33:54,560 --> 01:33:56,480 I know. 1440 01:33:56,560 --> 01:33:57,760 Nothing serious. 1441 01:33:57,800 --> 01:33:59,920 He said just a checkup. 1442 01:34:01,440 --> 01:34:03,360 I'm terrified. 1443 01:34:03,440 --> 01:34:05,400 Why ? 1444 01:34:07,600 --> 01:34:09,920 Only I knew that she could disappear. 1445 01:34:11,840 --> 01:34:12,960 Maybe you could 1446 01:34:13,040 --> 01:34:14,720 go see her in the morning, honey. 1447 01:34:22,320 --> 01:34:23,720 I was going to. 1448 01:34:23,800 --> 01:34:26,400 I was going to stop by. 1449 01:34:26,440 --> 01:34:29,120 I've had a wonderful day, 1450 01:34:29,200 --> 01:34:31,600 and I have you to thank. 1451 01:34:36,920 --> 01:34:41,120 Come to bed, honey. 1452 01:34:41,160 --> 01:34:43,160 I'm coming. 1453 01:34:51,440 --> 01:34:54,280 Are you coming ? 1454 01:34:54,360 --> 01:34:56,200 Yes. 1455 01:35:13,960 --> 01:35:15,920 What ? 1456 01:35:18,880 --> 01:35:21,040 I was hoping you were going to bed. 1457 01:35:21,120 --> 01:35:23,120 I am. 1458 01:35:23,200 --> 01:35:25,080 I am going to bed. 1459 01:35:27,400 --> 01:35:29,280 What, then ? 1460 01:35:31,400 --> 01:35:34,440 All else is clear. 1461 01:35:34,520 --> 01:35:37,120 The outline of the story is planned, 1462 01:35:37,200 --> 01:35:38,920 now one thing only. 1463 01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:41,760 Mrs. Dalloway's destiny must be resolved. 1464 01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:24,200 You're Laura Brown. 1465 01:36:24,280 --> 01:36:28,920 Yes, I'm Richard's mother. 1466 01:36:30,880 --> 01:36:32,920 Of course. 1467 01:36:34,920 --> 01:36:36,360 I'm Clarissa Vaughan. 1468 01:36:36,440 --> 01:36:38,160 Please come in. 1469 01:36:46,680 --> 01:36:49,440 My friend Sally is in the kitchen, 1470 01:36:49,520 --> 01:36:51,760 and my daughter. 1471 01:36:51,840 --> 01:36:53,600 I'll take this. 1472 01:36:53,720 --> 01:36:56,480 We were having a party. 1473 01:36:56,520 --> 01:36:59,720 We were going to have a party. 1474 01:36:59,800 --> 01:37:00,960 I was lucky. 1475 01:37:01,040 --> 01:37:02,720 I got the last plane from Toronto. 1476 01:37:02,760 --> 01:37:07,160 So, that's the monster. 1477 01:37:07,240 --> 01:37:09,320 Hope I did the right thing. 1478 01:37:09,400 --> 01:37:11,280 I found your number in his phone book. 1479 01:37:11,360 --> 01:37:15,560 Yes, he had it. 1480 01:37:15,640 --> 01:37:18,040 We didn't speak often. 1481 01:37:29,440 --> 01:37:32,680 It's a terrible thing, Miss Vaughan... to outlive 1482 01:37:32,760 --> 01:37:34,320 your whole family. 1483 01:37:37,720 --> 01:37:40,120 Richard's father died. 1484 01:37:40,200 --> 01:37:43,480 Yes, he-he died of cancer quite young. 1485 01:37:43,520 --> 01:37:45,360 And Richard's sister is dead. 1486 01:37:50,880 --> 01:37:53,840 Obviously, you... feel unworthy. 1487 01:37:53,920 --> 01:37:58,680 Gives you feelings of unworthiness. 1488 01:37:58,760 --> 01:38:01,800 You survive and they don't. 1489 01:38:06,040 --> 01:38:08,160 Have you read the poems ? 1490 01:38:08,240 --> 01:38:10,640 Oh, yes. Oh... 1491 01:38:12,240 --> 01:38:14,200 I also read the novel. 1492 01:38:21,600 --> 01:38:26,480 You see, uh, people say the novel is difficult. 1493 01:38:26,560 --> 01:38:30,080 Uh... I know. 1494 01:38:30,160 --> 01:38:31,960 They say that. 1495 01:38:36,720 --> 01:38:39,160 I know. 1496 01:38:41,320 --> 01:38:43,840 He had me die in the novel. 1497 01:38:43,920 --> 01:38:46,480 I-I-I know why he did that. 1498 01:38:51,240 --> 01:38:52,280 It hurt, of course. 1499 01:38:52,320 --> 01:38:54,560 I can't pretend it didn't hurt, but I... 1500 01:38:54,600 --> 01:38:57,960 I know why he did it. 1501 01:39:00,560 --> 01:39:04,560 You left Richard when he was a child. 1502 01:39:06,280 --> 01:39:10,400 I left both my children. 1503 01:39:10,440 --> 01:39:13,040 I abandoned them. 1504 01:39:18,800 --> 01:39:22,280 They say it's the worst thing a mother can do. 1505 01:39:34,880 --> 01:39:36,440 You have a daughter. 1506 01:39:39,680 --> 01:39:45,240 Yes... But I never met Julia's father. 1508 01:39:45,320 --> 01:39:47,400 You so wanted a child. 1509 01:39:49,160 --> 01:39:51,680 That's right. 1510 01:39:51,760 --> 01:39:54,600 You're a lucky woman. 1511 01:40:03,520 --> 01:40:06,040 There are times when you don't belong, 1512 01:40:06,080 --> 01:40:09,040 and you think you're going to kill yourself. 1513 01:40:15,280 --> 01:40:17,400 Once, I went to a hotel. 1514 01:40:21,000 --> 01:40:24,480 Later that night, I made a plan. 1515 01:40:24,560 --> 01:40:26,920 The plan was I would leave my family 1516 01:40:27,000 --> 01:40:31,040 when my second child was born... 1517 01:40:31,080 --> 01:40:33,480 and that's what I did. 1518 01:40:33,560 --> 01:40:39,640 I got up one morning, made breakfast, 1520 01:40:39,720 --> 01:40:46,160 went to the bus stop, got on a bus. 1522 01:40:46,240 --> 01:40:48,400 I'd left a note. 1523 01:40:52,520 --> 01:40:57,080 I got a job in a library in Canada. 1524 01:41:03,400 --> 01:41:05,240 It would... 1525 01:41:07,200 --> 01:41:10,920 be wonderful to say you regretted it. 1526 01:41:11,000 --> 01:41:12,920 It would be easy. 1527 01:41:17,880 --> 01:41:20,520 But what does it mean ? 1528 01:41:20,600 --> 01:41:24,440 What does it mean to regret... 1529 01:41:24,520 --> 01:41:27,280 when you have no choice ? 1530 01:41:37,280 --> 01:41:39,600 It's what you can bear. 1531 01:41:45,200 --> 01:41:47,040 There it is. 1532 01:41:47,160 --> 01:41:49,400 No one's going to forgive me. 1533 01:41:55,440 --> 01:41:59,400 It was death. 1534 01:41:59,480 --> 01:42:02,080 I chose life. 1535 01:42:59,400 --> 01:43:01,920 Time to take your coat off. 1536 01:43:44,080 --> 01:43:46,040 I thought you might like a cup of tea. 1537 01:43:46,080 --> 01:43:47,720 Oh my goodness. 1538 01:43:47,800 --> 01:43:49,560 Thank you, dear. 1539 01:43:49,600 --> 01:43:51,640 I feel like I'm stealing your room. 1540 01:43:53,600 --> 01:43:54,560 Um, we put the food away, 1541 01:43:54,680 --> 01:43:56,400 so, if you're at all hungry in the night, 1542 01:43:56,480 --> 01:43:57,560 just help yourself. 1543 01:43:57,600 --> 01:43:58,760 Oh, I will. 1544 01:43:58,840 --> 01:44:00,880 Where will you sleep ? 1545 01:44:00,960 --> 01:44:02,200 Oh, the sofa. 1546 01:44:02,240 --> 01:44:04,080 Oh, oh, I'm sorry. 1547 01:44:11,800 --> 01:44:13,960 Good night, sweetheart. 1548 01:44:15,160 --> 01:44:17,040 Good night. 1549 01:44:36,000 --> 01:44:43,040 Dear Leonard, to look life in the face... 1551 01:44:43,120 --> 01:44:49,120 always to look life in the face, 1552 01:44:49,160 --> 01:44:54,400 and to know it for what it is. 1553 01:44:54,480 --> 01:44:59,800 At last, to know it, 1554 01:44:59,840 --> 01:45:06,960 to love it for what it is, and then... 1556 01:45:07,040 --> 01:45:09,640 to put it away. 1557 01:45:13,240 --> 01:45:20,920 Leonard... always the years between us, 1559 01:45:20,960 --> 01:45:29,760 always the years... always... the love... 1561 01:45:29,800 --> 01:45:35,360 always... the hours.