1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 2 00:00:53,083 --> 00:00:55,208 Every generation has finally decided 3 00:00:55,291 --> 00:00:58,250 that all that happened the previous generation is a fool 4 00:00:58,333 --> 00:01:00,500 that the world is a bad place 5 00:01:00,583 --> 00:01:02,083 and they can change it. 6 00:01:02,166 --> 00:01:03,834 They rebelled and in their rebellion 7 00:01:03,917 --> 00:01:06,333 they find new ways to make their parents mad. 8 00:01:06,417 --> 00:01:08,875 Rebecca Sobel latest report about a little rebellion, 9 00:01:08,959 --> 00:01:11,583 it was called the dancing Slam. 10 00:01:13,583 --> 00:01:17,458 Children's music is like being called Hardcore. 11 00:01:17,542 --> 00:01:19,041 The lyrics, when you can hear it 12 00:01:19,125 --> 00:01:22,834 shouting about freedom, be yourself. 13 00:01:22,917 --> 00:01:24,834 And if you are looking for a melody, forget it. 14 00:01:24,917 --> 00:01:29,291 The music is loud, fast, period. 15 00:01:30,583 --> 00:01:31,125 From New York 16 00:01:31,208 --> 00:01:33,667 "Agnostic Front." 17 00:01:33,750 --> 00:01:35,458 ¬ People say I am crazy victim ¬ community 18 00:01:35,542 --> 00:01:37,333 ¬ Only the same rules of society have made me cruel ¬ 19 00:01:37,417 --> 00:01:38,500 ¬ Only a fool otherwise no way I act ¬ 20 00:01:38,583 --> 00:01:40,917 ¬ way I dress makes me stronger or make my best ¬ 21 00:01:41,000 --> 00:01:42,667 ¬ Soon they will find a reason why ¬ 22 00:01:42,750 --> 00:01:43,834 ¬ I am open-minded and not blind 23 00:01:43,917 --> 00:01:46,834 ¬ But why should I be mad? ¬ 24 00:01:46,917 --> 00:01:50,667 ¬ Why am I to blame? ¬ 25 00:01:52,667 --> 00:01:55,458 ¬ Open your eyes do not tell me lies I will be one ¬ 26 00:01:55,542 --> 00:01:57,291 ¬ To live and increase, I'll be sure and definitely found ¬ 27 00:01:57,375 --> 00:01:58,709 ¬ Community rules it will not change the mind saya¬ 28 00:01:58,792 --> 00:02:01,875 ¬ But why should I be mad? ¬ 29 00:02:01,959 --> 00:02:05,667 ¬ Why am I to blame? ¬ 30 00:02:07,834 --> 00:02:11,542 ¬ Insane¬ 31 00:02:11,625 --> 00:02:15,125 ¬ Why am I the one to blame? ¬¬ 32 00:02:58,792 --> 00:03:01,667 This is our binder used to wearing. 33 00:03:01,750 --> 00:03:04,291 When you go to the dancefloor with this 34 00:03:04,375 --> 00:03:06,250 manianic real stud braces 35 00:03:06,333 --> 00:03:09,166 and just damn circle jerk style, huh? 36 00:03:09,250 --> 00:03:10,917 It's cool, when I wear this, 37 00:03:11,000 --> 00:03:13,083 want to pit now. 38 00:03:13,166 --> 00:03:15,917 I have some people I want backslab 39 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:18,583 as they do today. 40 00:03:18,667 --> 00:03:21,375 We used to make our own shirts, you know, like ... 41 00:03:21,458 --> 00:03:23,041 we usually appear 42 00:03:23,125 --> 00:03:26,875 to places just to screen 43 00:03:26,959 --> 00:03:29,667 and when we go we will sell shirts screen. 44 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:30,875 We only have a screen and ink 45 00:03:30,959 --> 00:03:31,625 and just squeeze them 46 00:03:31,709 --> 00:03:34,875 and sell fresh, huh? 47 00:03:34,959 --> 00:03:36,458 Really crazy. 48 00:03:37,709 --> 00:03:39,792 It's cool, man, you know? 49 00:03:39,875 --> 00:03:41,792 And I saw this and just remember 50 00:03:41,875 --> 00:03:43,458 how, how cool that scene. 51 00:03:43,542 --> 00:03:47,500 How creative, how together, how original it was. 52 00:03:47,583 --> 00:03:50,917 It's time New York was magical. 53 00:03:52,542 --> 00:03:55,625 I do not know what this is. Oh, shoot the target. 54 00:03:55,709 --> 00:03:58,291 It goes hand in hand with hardcore. 55 00:03:58,375 --> 00:04:00,375 This is it. 56 00:04:00,458 --> 00:04:02,291 You know, sometimes when I see all this, 57 00:04:02,375 --> 00:04:03,625 It brings back so many memories, 58 00:04:03,709 --> 00:04:05,208 and kind of wish I did 59 00:04:05,291 --> 00:04:06,959 more search through all of this. 60 00:04:07,041 --> 00:04:09,917 It's like, I really do not know what's in there, all this baggage. 61 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,500 A bit sad to know that 62 00:04:12,583 --> 00:04:14,542 all, all that is here ... 63 00:04:14,625 --> 00:04:18,542 I put a lot of passion and time to collect, 64 00:04:18,625 --> 00:04:22,417 and, I do not know why, sometimes I just blocked it. 65 00:04:22,500 --> 00:04:23,792 Just ... It's like everything else I do 66 00:04:23,875 --> 00:04:25,917 in my life as a child. 67 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:28,709 I block everything and I do not know why. 68 00:04:28,792 --> 00:04:30,500 But the good thing about it is when I open it 69 00:04:30,583 --> 00:04:34,375 and see, I am keen to return. 70 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:53,583 Caution. 71 00:04:56,959 --> 00:04:58,083 Ah. 72 00:05:09,709 --> 00:05:11,709 Wow! They put the fence on this roof. 73 00:05:11,792 --> 00:05:14,583 I have not been here in a while. 74 00:05:14,667 --> 00:05:17,083 First look ... could see up to Chinatown 75 00:05:17,166 --> 00:05:18,500 and now there are trees damn road. 76 00:05:20,834 --> 00:05:21,875 They all live here now. 77 00:05:21,959 --> 00:05:23,834 Patrick Stewart stayed here. 78 00:05:23,917 --> 00:05:26,542 Moby ... stay there. 79 00:05:26,625 --> 00:05:28,834 David Bowie live there. 80 00:05:28,917 --> 00:05:32,250 But I lived here my whole life. 81 00:05:32,333 --> 00:05:34,500 They want to stay near me, I guess. 82 00:05:34,583 --> 00:05:37,583 Hah. Hey, this is not a bad place to live. A good person, huh? 83 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,417 Ah. 84 00:05:46,500 --> 00:05:48,542 Snapper pigeon my grandfather is here. 85 00:05:48,625 --> 00:05:51,000 When I was little, I used to come down here, 86 00:05:51,083 --> 00:05:53,834 go d .. go beware of pigeon. 87 00:05:53,917 --> 00:05:55,083 You know, he used to let them out. 88 00:05:55,166 --> 00:05:57,667 They had to race pigeons, homers, grizzles. 89 00:05:57,750 --> 00:05:59,709 I, personally, I love the beautiful tail, 90 00:05:59,792 --> 00:06:02,667 You know, like satin and cap. 91 00:06:02,750 --> 00:06:05,333 You know, the bird's tail fancy, they are not a good flyer, 92 00:06:05,417 --> 00:06:07,417 but they are like that show birds. 93 00:06:07,500 --> 00:06:10,000 But, it is dying now. 94 00:06:10,083 --> 00:06:12,792 You are not even allowed to have a pigeon coop on the roof. 95 00:06:12,875 --> 00:06:15,083 Thank you for Giuliani. 96 00:06:15,166 --> 00:06:18,750 It was very difficult to destroy my fucking city! 97 00:06:18,834 --> 00:06:20,667 He's a crook boondoggle. 98 00:06:21,875 --> 00:06:23,166 I do not know yet. 99 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:27,083 Ah! I sometimes get bored. 100 00:06:27,583 --> 00:06:29,291 Keep an eye on yourself. 101 00:06:37,500 --> 00:06:39,625 My name is Vincent capuccio. 102 00:06:39,709 --> 00:06:42,709 I was born on 3 December 1955. 103 00:06:44,959 --> 00:06:47,250 City of New York. 104 00:06:48,041 --> 00:06:49,583 I am 60 years old. 105 00:06:53,750 --> 00:06:56,250 If I do not play music, 106 00:06:56,333 --> 00:06:57,250 I thought I would run out of breath. 107 00:06:57,333 --> 00:06:59,625 for 20 years or whatever it was. 108 00:06:59,709 --> 00:07:02,500 I collect my check and I will die 109 00:07:02,583 --> 00:07:04,125 twenty years ago, such as ... 110 00:07:04,208 --> 00:07:06,125 Like, ten years ago I would have retired. 111 00:07:08,250 --> 00:07:10,333 I go out and I'm alive. 112 00:07:15,041 --> 00:07:17,166 First of all, I love to play guitar. 113 00:07:17,250 --> 00:07:19,041 I play guitar my whole life. 114 00:07:19,125 --> 00:07:21,500 Like, really, technically. 115 00:07:21,583 --> 00:07:23,834 And I just enjoy doing it. 116 00:07:23,917 --> 00:07:27,959 I like to go along with a group of men 117 00:07:28,041 --> 00:07:30,083 go to the studio, 118 00:07:30,166 --> 00:07:31,041 you know, order some pizza, 119 00:07:31,125 --> 00:07:33,208 a couple of six-packs, 120 00:07:33,291 --> 00:07:34,792 You know what I mean? 121 00:07:35,583 --> 00:07:39,041 I enjoyed myself. I enjoy life. 122 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:40,250 I'm having fun, man. 123 00:07:40,333 --> 00:07:43,125 I always have fun. 124 00:07:48,750 --> 00:07:52,667 And I-I-I live like, all over the world. 125 00:07:53,959 --> 00:07:55,250 Like, do not misunderstand. 126 00:07:55,333 --> 00:07:56,625 I believe in Santa Claus. 127 00:07:56,709 --> 00:07:59,709 You know ... you know, you have to believe. 128 00:07:59,792 --> 00:08:02,625 You have to have it, you should not lose it ... 129 00:08:02,709 --> 00:08:05,917 the kid in you. You know what I mean? 130 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,208 Because when you lose the child in you 131 00:08:07,291 --> 00:08:09,333 I think you're tired. 132 00:08:13,458 --> 00:08:16,834 But I got more music in me. 133 00:08:16,917 --> 00:08:18,375 I got more life in me. 134 00:08:18,458 --> 00:08:21,917 When that day comes, it will come. 135 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,208 God willing, it will come. 136 00:08:23,291 --> 00:08:24,792 But until that day comes, 137 00:08:24,875 --> 00:08:26,750 to hell with you, man, I'm gone. 138 00:08:56,333 --> 00:08:57,834 Oh, yes, it was nice. 139 00:09:01,500 --> 00:09:03,750 So let's tape off the dash. 140 00:09:13,417 --> 00:09:16,000 You know "Agnostic Front" is ... 141 00:09:16,083 --> 00:09:17,375 This, uh, this is my life. 142 00:09:17,458 --> 00:09:20,792 It is true. It's, uh ... 143 00:09:20,875 --> 00:09:22,959 I do not know, let me see, let me try and find out 144 00:09:23,041 --> 00:09:24,417 how to describe it. 145 00:09:24,500 --> 00:09:27,417 Um, it's been a huge part of my life 146 00:09:27,500 --> 00:09:30,333 since I was a kid, you know? 147 00:09:30,417 --> 00:09:32,583 It fascinates me that people want to talk about something 148 00:09:32,667 --> 00:09:36,458 I have done or ... or written or created. 149 00:09:36,542 --> 00:09:40,875 And sometimes feels nice that people care, you know? 150 00:09:40,959 --> 00:09:42,083 And that's the type of person i ty. 151 00:09:42,166 --> 00:09:45,291 That's why I was so much into the band because I care. 152 00:09:58,083 --> 00:10:01,041 And sometimes I think I care too much. 153 00:10:01,125 --> 00:10:02,959 Like, there are things that might 154 00:10:03,041 --> 00:10:04,750 will not interfere with the normal 155 00:10:04,834 --> 00:10:06,625 and it bothers me. 156 00:10:06,709 --> 00:10:08,500 You know, it's because, uh ... 157 00:10:08,583 --> 00:10:10,333 Maybe because I was too much into it. 158 00:10:10,417 --> 00:10:14,166 and I put myself into it 159 00:10:14,250 --> 00:10:16,041 it would bother me if anyone thinks 160 00:10:16,125 --> 00:10:17,834 something different. 161 00:10:46,709 --> 00:10:50,375 To anyone who just watched 162 00:10:50,458 --> 00:10:51,875 from outside to inside 163 00:10:51,959 --> 00:10:53,834 may question what his band, 164 00:10:53,917 --> 00:10:56,792 and many people, the first thing they get 165 00:10:56,875 --> 00:10:59,333 This is a sort of anti-religious kind of a thing. 166 00:10:59,417 --> 00:11:01,625 You know? But that's not true. 167 00:11:01,709 --> 00:11:02,750 "Agnostic" means in any doubt of absolute truth 168 00:11:02,834 --> 00:11:05,083 until you see it with your own eyes. 169 00:11:05,166 --> 00:11:06,750 And so it was that really mattered to me. 170 00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:09,750 It was really meant to question authority, 171 00:11:09,834 --> 00:11:11,709 questioned people, just question everything. 172 00:11:11,792 --> 00:11:14,250 Like, there was a lot of doubt out there 173 00:11:14,333 --> 00:11:15,417 and I will not take anything for granted 174 00:11:15,500 --> 00:11:16,959 what they say I have to believe. 175 00:11:17,041 --> 00:11:18,834 I want to see it with my own eyes. 176 00:11:20,500 --> 00:11:22,041 I am very frustrated with the way 177 00:11:22,125 --> 00:11:24,417 things happening in the world today 178 00:11:24,500 --> 00:11:26,875 like when I was a kid. 179 00:11:26,959 --> 00:11:29,834 I took it myself only because I ... 180 00:11:29,917 --> 00:11:32,834 I am a curious person and I want to know 181 00:11:32,917 --> 00:11:35,792 and I do not want someone to tell me what I should believe. 182 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:38,917 So, my own search for truth, 183 00:11:39,000 --> 00:11:41,375 I bring frustration and aggravation and ... 184 00:11:41,458 --> 00:11:43,709 But it burns ... 185 00:11:43,792 --> 00:11:46,917 fire me and bring me lyrics 186 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:48,000 bring ... Make my magic happen. 187 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:51,125 It was somewhat checked me back to the point, you know? 188 00:11:53,458 --> 00:11:55,041 What I was more ... more grateful for whatever 189 00:11:55,125 --> 00:11:58,542 that "Agnostic Front" has brought me in my life 190 00:11:58,625 --> 00:12:00,959 I've lived what awaited others 191 00:12:01,041 --> 00:12:05,083 and worked very hard for 65 years until they reach it, 192 00:12:05,166 --> 00:12:06,083 to live their lives, 193 00:12:06,166 --> 00:12:09,500 and sometimes can be 20, 30, 194 00:12:09,583 --> 00:12:11,166 sometimes only two or three. 195 00:12:11,250 --> 00:12:13,333 Sometimes people really worked very hard until they are 65 years 196 00:12:13,417 --> 00:12:14,875 and that's all they know 197 00:12:14,959 --> 00:12:19,458 and they stop and they just die, right? 198 00:12:19,542 --> 00:12:21,458 I have lived extraordinary lives. 199 00:12:21,542 --> 00:12:24,166 Pleasant life, do what you actually want to do. 200 00:12:25,875 --> 00:12:26,917 I have lived my dream. 201 00:12:40,417 --> 00:12:42,875 Breeze by afternoon, can you believe it? 202 00:12:42,959 --> 00:12:43,875 The cloudy sky. 203 00:12:43,959 --> 00:12:45,834 There is some relief coming tonight 204 00:12:45,917 --> 00:12:47,000 in the form of cooler air 205 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:48,834 it will take some goobers 206 00:12:48,917 --> 00:12:49,917 menggoyahkanmu not expect thunder from the bed. 207 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,875 But, hey, at 65 degrees, 208 00:12:51,959 --> 00:12:55,083 it was perfect to get a little shut eye ... 209 00:12:55,166 --> 00:12:57,083 Vinnie live a very simple life. 210 00:12:58,583 --> 00:13:01,875 And, you know, Vinnie. That's what Vinnie. 211 00:13:01,959 --> 00:13:04,834 If it ... Something rubs the wrong way, he lost it. 212 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:08,250 But she lived with a very smooth, peaceful life. 213 00:13:08,333 --> 00:13:10,000 He actually. 214 00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:11,709 So the summer in the city. 215 00:13:11,792 --> 00:13:13,166 If you have plans of outdoor fun 216 00:13:13,250 --> 00:13:14,625 Sunday will arrive your best bet. 217 00:13:14,709 --> 00:13:16,375 The Mid, meteorologists morning. 218 00:13:16,458 --> 00:13:17,375 I'll keep looking at the sky 219 00:13:17,458 --> 00:13:19,000 and you take your hand is not connected. 220 00:13:19,083 --> 00:13:20,875 Yes you know, Vinnie was born and raised 221 00:13:20,959 --> 00:13:24,000 exactly where he is today, you know? 222 00:13:24,083 --> 00:13:27,208 He was born down in his mother's apartment. 223 00:13:27,291 --> 00:13:28,583 Exactly where Vinnie was, right on the same floor 224 00:13:28,667 --> 00:13:31,208 there is no, there are five apartments. 225 00:13:31,291 --> 00:13:33,041 Aunt there, huh? 226 00:13:33,125 --> 00:13:35,166 His cousin, you know, was there. 227 00:13:35,250 --> 00:13:36,291 And upstairs another aunt. 228 00:13:36,375 --> 00:13:37,375 There is a whole family 229 00:13:37,458 --> 00:13:37,959 lived in this building. 230 00:13:38,041 --> 00:13:38,583 I mean, the door 231 00:13:38,667 --> 00:13:40,458 open all the time. 232 00:13:40,542 --> 00:13:42,166 Nothing is ever locked. 233 00:13:42,250 --> 00:13:44,375 And they will come and go as they please. 234 00:13:44,458 --> 00:13:46,875 Like, if it's no giant duplex 235 00:13:46,959 --> 00:13:49,000 and, uh, develop people, or whatever, it's family. 236 00:13:56,959 --> 00:13:58,792 All my life, all 60 years old, 237 00:13:58,875 --> 00:14:00,792 I live in this building. 238 00:14:00,875 --> 00:14:03,667 The whole family lives here. From where I come from. 239 00:14:03,750 --> 00:14:07,250 It's, you know, where I'll be. 240 00:14:07,333 --> 00:14:09,417 We used to play skelsy right here. 241 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,417 You know, skelsy? They write things with chalk 242 00:14:11,500 --> 00:14:13,083 and you get to sleep. 243 00:14:13,166 --> 00:14:16,959 We usually fill asleep to, uh, wax, you know? 244 00:14:17,041 --> 00:14:20,041 Wax melts, because we used to make hand and foot candles 245 00:14:20,125 --> 00:14:22,583 for St. Rocco, he was a saint to me. 246 00:14:22,667 --> 00:14:26,709 And, uh, he's like the Saint of Illness, you know? 247 00:14:26,792 --> 00:14:28,166 Like, Saint Lucy is the Saint of the Eyes. 248 00:14:28,250 --> 00:14:31,458 I have always loved the Saint Lucy Because she was a small woman 249 00:14:31,542 --> 00:14:33,208 as in a black veil, 250 00:14:33,291 --> 00:14:35,500 and she had a dish with two eyeballs. 251 00:14:35,583 --> 00:14:37,125 Scared out of me to this day. 252 00:14:39,375 --> 00:14:40,583 Look here? 253 00:14:40,667 --> 00:14:42,250 I usually go out of my buildin 254 00:14:42,333 --> 00:14:45,625 right across the street, it is "Murder, Incorporated." 255 00:14:48,083 --> 00:14:49,917 And that's where all the gangsters used to hang out. 256 00:14:50,000 --> 00:14:52,625 It mafia mafia, you know? 257 00:14:52,709 --> 00:14:55,625 When they had to kill the mafia men, they call people that. 258 00:14:55,709 --> 00:14:56,458 Because they are the most evil bad. 259 00:14:56,542 --> 00:14:58,959 Mergo! Pssh ... 260 00:14:59,041 --> 00:15:00,125 How are you? 261 00:15:00,208 --> 00:15:01,583 -Hi, Carmine. How are you'? -Well. 262 00:15:01,667 --> 00:15:02,458 - I'll be here tomorrow night. -Well. 263 00:15:02,542 --> 00:15:06,125 Yes alright. 264 00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:08,375 He's got a good heart. Vinnie had a good heart. 265 00:15:08,458 --> 00:15:10,792 You know, he's just like the original. 266 00:15:10,875 --> 00:15:12,208 And that's why we get along very good. 267 00:15:12,291 --> 00:15:15,125 We do not ... we do not, never much between us. 268 00:15:15,208 --> 00:15:18,250 Although we are very different, we are, 269 00:15:18,333 --> 00:15:19,250 but when we come together as "Agnostic Front" 270 00:15:19,333 --> 00:15:22,667 we, we, we are a team, you know? 271 00:15:50,041 --> 00:15:51,500 Wow! Look, look, a crow. 272 00:15:51,583 --> 00:15:53,000 That raven on top of the car. 273 00:15:53,083 --> 00:15:53,250 Whoa! 274 00:15:56,834 --> 00:15:58,166 -Stigma always like crows. -Yes. 275 00:15:58,250 --> 00:16:00,542 Always, always like a crow for some strange reason. 276 00:16:00,625 --> 00:16:02,959 Strangler. 277 00:16:03,041 --> 00:16:05,667 S why. She loves pencekiknya. 278 00:16:06,959 --> 00:16:07,709 Always, "Crow! Crow! Crow!" 279 00:16:07,792 --> 00:16:10,542 I mean, what, it crows. 280 00:16:10,625 --> 00:16:12,542 I know, you show me a hawk, or owl, 281 00:16:12,625 --> 00:16:14,667 You know, what the fuck, crows? 282 00:16:14,750 --> 00:16:17,041 He knows me better than others 283 00:16:17,125 --> 00:16:18,542 who ever knew me. 284 00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,041 And he ... know my family, you know what I mean? 285 00:16:21,125 --> 00:16:22,583 Like, my sister, she was talking to my sister, 286 00:16:22,667 --> 00:16:24,709 spoke to the brothers and sisters, talk to my mother, 287 00:16:24,792 --> 00:16:29,000 like him, you know, he's one of us, you know? 288 00:16:33,667 --> 00:16:37,125 One, two, three, all right. 289 00:16:37,208 --> 00:16:40,417 I'm in the same band for 35 years now. 290 00:16:40,500 --> 00:16:41,750 You know, with Roger. 291 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,458 You know, I used to be big brother, 292 00:16:43,542 --> 00:16:46,041 but now he's like my brother, you know? 293 00:16:46,125 --> 00:16:47,792 No nothing can come between us. 294 00:16:47,875 --> 00:16:51,709 No money, no religion, no, no ego. 295 00:16:51,792 --> 00:16:54,709 K-you know ... nnn-nohin '. 296 00:16:54,792 --> 00:16:57,500 Save ... Stay in tune with the dots. 297 00:16:57,583 --> 00:16:58,458 We will be good then, because we will do 298 00:16:58,542 --> 00:17:00,333 three new songs again, then we stop. 299 00:17:05,417 --> 00:17:07,667 Jay. 300 00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:10,291 Should we do an intro to the uh, Old New York? 301 00:17:10,375 --> 00:17:12,875 You can do whatever you want. 302 00:17:12,959 --> 00:17:15,083 So let me hear Dead To Me. 303 00:17:15,166 --> 00:17:17,750 I mean, let me hear the intro Die For Me. 304 00:17:17,834 --> 00:17:21,625 You do not want to, uh, The American Dream Dead? 305 00:17:21,709 --> 00:17:24,125 -Eh, it's probably not worth it ... -Well We had quite a lot of new songs ... 306 00:17:31,166 --> 00:17:32,750 No, no, do not ... If they know the new songs, 307 00:17:32,834 --> 00:17:36,291 they will hear the intro. 308 00:17:36,375 --> 00:17:37,583 Well, to be honest with you â ???? â ????, 309 00:17:37,667 --> 00:17:38,709 have become addicted, you know? 310 00:17:38,792 --> 00:17:40,458 It's been, uh ... 311 00:17:40,542 --> 00:17:42,166 It's been so ... so much of my life ... 312 00:17:42,250 --> 00:17:44,625 I'm very excited about it, I love it. 313 00:17:44,709 --> 00:17:46,125 I mean, really. 314 00:17:46,208 --> 00:17:47,917 Just as silent as My Life My Way, 315 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:49,417 I have to see which is the first line. 316 00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:50,625 That's it, the first row. 317 00:17:50,709 --> 00:17:52,625 Already there are times where ... 318 00:17:52,709 --> 00:17:53,625 where I've been frustrated. 319 00:17:53,709 --> 00:17:55,458 Sometimes you sit back and think like, 320 00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:57,125 "Why am I doing this, like, you know?" 321 00:17:57,208 --> 00:17:57,792 "I have a family, the people I love, 322 00:17:57,875 --> 00:17:59,959 bla-bla-bla, you know? " 323 00:18:00,041 --> 00:18:01,333 I got my job, I can be everything. 324 00:18:01,417 --> 00:18:06,625 But, you know, Vinnie always has encouraged me in a way. 325 00:18:06,709 --> 00:18:09,667 He's like, "Oh, I want ... Can I do it until the age of 50 years?" 326 00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:12,125 And now, he's got this thing, "All right, until I was 60 years old." 327 00:18:12,208 --> 00:18:13,834 "Let's go 62," you know? 328 00:18:13,917 --> 00:18:15,500 And I almost feel guilty if I stop, 329 00:18:15,583 --> 00:18:17,709 I was takin 'a' far from it. 330 00:18:19,291 --> 00:18:22,333 He was very fond of hardcore. 331 00:18:22,417 --> 00:18:25,333 I mean, it was his life, that's right. 332 00:18:25,417 --> 00:18:28,250 He loved it. He liked the show. 333 00:18:28,333 --> 00:18:30,333 He likes there. He loves being part of it. 334 00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:33,500 The thing about Vinnie 335 00:18:33,583 --> 00:18:35,709 no other 60-year-old man 336 00:18:35,792 --> 00:18:39,375 I know that behave or act or do something like him. 337 00:18:39,458 --> 00:18:41,375 You know, she lived through. 338 00:18:45,417 --> 00:18:48,834 I think people knew that it was a crank call. 339 00:18:48,917 --> 00:18:51,375 He should know. 340 00:18:51,458 --> 00:18:53,375 I mean, it's ridiculous. 341 00:18:56,125 --> 00:18:57,709 Look at the size of this damn phone. 342 00:18:59,375 --> 00:19:00,750 Man, it's nice to coke. Cut... 343 00:19:00,834 --> 00:19:01,834 Halo? 344 00:19:01,917 --> 00:19:04,625 -Halo? -Halo? 345 00:19:06,625 --> 00:19:09,667 I want to ... Listen. I want to get a tattoo. 346 00:19:11,166 --> 00:19:12,208 Who is this? 347 00:19:12,291 --> 00:19:13,625 Anyway, who is this, 348 00:19:13,709 --> 00:19:15,750 I want to get a tattoo. 349 00:19:17,917 --> 00:19:19,208 It's a tattoo studio, right? 350 00:19:19,291 --> 00:19:21,041 I want to get a tattoo on the back of your damn fucking me. 351 00:19:21,125 --> 00:19:23,250 But I have a pimple on my back. 352 00:19:23,333 --> 00:19:24,542 You have to squeeze pimples 353 00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:28,166 before we tattoo that damn thing. 354 00:19:31,083 --> 00:19:34,333 I want a picture Rocky behind. 355 00:19:38,500 --> 00:19:41,041 You will do it or what? 356 00:19:41,125 --> 00:19:42,875 -Who is this? - Never mind who this is. 357 00:19:42,959 --> 00:19:45,792 I told you the first fucking time, ya bastard. 358 00:19:47,291 --> 00:19:48,333 -Stigma? -Yes, he understood. 359 00:19:48,417 --> 00:19:51,458 He knows. I crank call him all the time. 360 00:19:51,542 --> 00:19:54,208 Yes, it's me, Vinnie. How are you, Mark? 361 00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,417 We're talking about you. 362 00:19:56,500 --> 00:19:57,917 I try to take a little 363 00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,291 of the two, you know? 364 00:19:59,375 --> 00:20:01,750 I must say, the two men were 365 00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:04,917 in the last 14 years that I have been in this band, 366 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,709 they are, like, my best friend 367 00:20:06,792 --> 00:20:10,500 and they, like, almost like a father figure. 368 00:20:13,667 --> 00:20:16,333 They believe in what they do. 369 00:20:16,417 --> 00:20:19,458 You got a crazy maniac like Stigma 370 00:20:19,542 --> 00:20:21,542 then you've got a super-serious guy like Roger 371 00:20:23,542 --> 00:20:25,917 which handles all business, 372 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:28,000 who handles all the important things, 373 00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:31,542 You know, the things that make the machine work. 374 00:20:31,625 --> 00:20:33,875 And then you get this nut Stigma ... 375 00:20:34,875 --> 00:20:37,375 who is so ... 376 00:20:38,750 --> 00:20:40,583 Heh! 377 00:20:40,667 --> 00:20:41,875 -Wow! -Comin 'to the event today? 378 00:20:43,917 --> 00:20:46,667 No one else like him in the world. 379 00:20:46,750 --> 00:20:50,083 And even I remember going to see them as a little kid, like ... 380 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,125 I can not wait to see them on stage. 381 00:20:52,208 --> 00:20:54,709 Well, he had something about him 382 00:20:54,792 --> 00:20:57,500 that many people do not have. 383 00:20:57,583 --> 00:20:59,709 And people saw it, you know? 384 00:20:59,792 --> 00:21:03,333 He's a real character, man. He is a character code. 385 00:21:03,417 --> 00:21:07,000 Thank you very much, everyone! 386 00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:08,041 I want to thank you for being here MAD 387 00:21:08,125 --> 00:21:09,667 and put on this event. 388 00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:11,500 thanks. 389 00:21:11,583 --> 00:21:14,875 And the other from parish crew old school. 389 00: 21: 14.959 -> 00: 21: 17.333 We've played at this place a few years. 390 00:21:17,417 --> 00:21:20,458 And you know what? It just gets better. 391 00:21:20,542 --> 00:21:23,792 We also want to thank Recording Corte. 392 00:21:23,875 --> 00:21:26,291 Give to Cortex Records! 393 00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,625 Are you ready to sing it with me? 394 00:21:34,625 --> 00:21:38,542 It's called, Pauly, Dog Beer Drinkin '. 395 00:21:40,875 --> 00:21:43,834 ¬ Nah ... ¬ 396 00:21:43,917 --> 00:21:48,625 ¬ He was not very handsome to look at ¬ 397 00:21:48,709 --> 00:21:53,458 And she eats like babi¬¬ 398 00:21:53,542 --> 00:21:57,500 ¬ And he always drank my beer ¬ 399 00:21:57,583 --> 00:22:00,250 ¬ Hei¬¬ 400 00:22:00,333 --> 00:22:02,834 Pauly dog ​​drinking beer ¬ ¬ 401 00:22:02,917 --> 00:22:05,208 ¬ Hei¬¬ 402 00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:10,834 Pauly dog ​​drinking beer ¬ ¬ 403 00:22:10,917 --> 00:22:12,542 This is all I know. Here's what I did. 404 00:22:12,625 --> 00:22:15,500 I do not know ... I-I do not know any other way. 405 00:22:15,583 --> 00:22:16,667 You know, like, some people are addicts throughout their lives 406 00:22:16,750 --> 00:22:19,542 or some people gamble all their lives, you know? 407 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:23,542 I just like to go a hardcore band and, you know? 408 00:22:23,625 --> 00:22:24,959 And it does not matter to me that, like ... 409 00:22:25,041 --> 00:22:26,333 You know, my band successfully 410 00:22:26,417 --> 00:22:31,041 which I love ... Thank God, but I've worked hard 411 00:22:31,125 --> 00:22:33,917 but you know, I'm still doing it. 412 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:37,750 Pauly ¬ drinking beer '¬ 413 00:22:37,834 --> 00:22:41,417 ¬ Dog¬¬¬ 414 00:22:41,500 --> 00:22:43,625 Thank you very much, everyone! 415 00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:52,625 Put your hands in the air! 416 00:22:57,083 --> 00:22:59,542 This Newark! Home of rock and roll. 417 00:23:03,041 --> 00:23:04,750 Hands on! Go! 418 00:23:04,834 --> 00:23:08,250 Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! 419 00:23:08,333 --> 00:23:13,375 Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! 420 00:23:15,083 --> 00:23:17,667 I can not be silent. 421 00:23:17,750 --> 00:23:19,625 Something that bothers me. 422 00:23:21,333 --> 00:23:23,000 I do not know how to relax. 423 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:25,625 I do not think I've done it since I was little. 424 00:23:25,709 --> 00:23:28,000 I always like that. I worry so much. 425 00:23:28,083 --> 00:23:30,291 And, I wish I ... 426 00:23:30,375 --> 00:23:33,375 I hope I did not do it. 427 00:23:33,458 --> 00:23:35,583 And, and a little small things bother me. 428 00:23:35,667 --> 00:23:37,542 And sometimes I do not show it. 429 00:23:37,625 --> 00:23:38,625 But it's eating me it bothers me, 430 00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:42,667 and I-I internalize everything pretty bad. 431 00:23:42,750 --> 00:23:44,834 I-I-I had a bit of ADD 432 00:23:44,917 --> 00:23:47,625 and, and all that crap 433 00:23:47,709 --> 00:23:50,250 and, uh, unless it really fascinates me, 434 00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:53,750 You got me, I could not do it. 435 00:23:53,834 --> 00:23:54,667 I have to do something else. 436 00:23:57,083 --> 00:23:59,125 And that's my whole life 437 00:23:59,208 --> 00:24:02,583 like, I need-I need to really fascinated by something 438 00:24:02,667 --> 00:24:05,083 and continue to move forward with it. 439 00:24:05,166 --> 00:24:07,542 My life, bein 'in Agnostic Front 440 00:24:07,625 --> 00:24:08,667 it has become an attraction. 441 00:24:12,375 --> 00:24:14,875 I like the fact that I'm moving, 442 00:24:14,959 --> 00:24:17,667 I go places, I meet people. 443 00:24:17,750 --> 00:24:19,250 I, I took them. 444 00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:21,709 You know, like, I can not do Groundhog Day. 445 00:24:21,792 --> 00:24:23,583 I can not do the same thing again and again. 446 00:24:23,667 --> 00:24:27,000 I'm very bored. I was so mad. 447 00:24:27,083 --> 00:24:28,417 That's why everything I do, 448 00:24:28,500 --> 00:24:29,875 I'm really excited about. 449 00:24:29,959 --> 00:24:32,542 Fully dedicated to, you know? 450 00:24:32,625 --> 00:24:35,542 Like, everything I do, I'm in it 100%. 451 00:24:35,625 --> 00:24:38,041 If I do not feel like I was in it 100%, I do not. 452 00:24:38,125 --> 00:24:39,875 Because, I know who the ... 453 00:24:39,959 --> 00:24:41,458 The kind of person I am. 454 00:24:41,542 --> 00:24:44,542 Whether I "Gung-ho" or I'm out. 455 00:24:50,542 --> 00:24:52,542 I did battle depression. 456 00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,625 I do not believe, uh 457 00:24:54,709 --> 00:24:56,542 especially in pill or something. 458 00:24:56,625 --> 00:24:59,375 I will do everything I can to-to not go that route. 459 00:24:59,458 --> 00:25:01,834 And I've been in therapy 460 00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,583 and, uh, and one thing 461 00:25:03,667 --> 00:25:05,208 it really helped me and was very 462 00:25:05,291 --> 00:25:07,667 with depression and anxiety was my wife. 463 00:25:07,750 --> 00:25:11,375 You know, my wife is really nice in my round 464 00:25:11,458 --> 00:25:14,625 and he was the only one 465 00:25:14,709 --> 00:25:18,667 which could actually help me with it. 466 00:25:46,333 --> 00:25:48,959 ¬ Johnny Johnny can not read can not write ¬ 467 00:25:49,041 --> 00:25:52,959 Johnny just did not understand ¬ ¬ 468 00:25:53,041 --> 00:25:55,291 ¬ Johnny does not care about this world ¬ 469 00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:58,500 ¬ As long as he can make love to him ¬ 470 00:25:58,583 --> 00:26:01,750 ¬ And to prove that he is a man ¬ 471 00:26:01,834 --> 00:26:04,583 ¬ Johnny spent his days eatin 'ludes¬¬ 472 00:26:04,667 --> 00:26:09,125 He was a teenager vegetable ¬ ¬ 473 00:26:11,125 --> 00:26:13,667 Johnny ¬ hate to think he does not know ¬ 474 00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:15,709 ¬ He did not have swine brainwashed mind ¬ 475 00:26:15,792 --> 00:26:17,959 Ring the bell ¬ ¬ he began to drool 476 00:26:18,041 --> 00:26:21,166 Yes you know, myself being immigrants 477 00:26:21,250 --> 00:26:23,750 Vinnie bein 'possible second generation 478 00:26:23,834 --> 00:26:25,834 or third generation, 479 00:26:25,917 --> 00:26:28,250 we almost did not feel like we had our own family 480 00:26:28,333 --> 00:26:31,583 in our own families, if you know what I mean. 481 00:26:31,667 --> 00:26:34,125 We have to go out and look for the family. 482 00:26:34,208 --> 00:26:35,750 And, uh, I mean, I love my family. 483 00:26:35,834 --> 00:26:38,792 I love my mother, my brother, my sister. 484 00:26:38,875 --> 00:26:41,041 But there is an empty ... 485 00:26:41,125 --> 00:26:43,166 There was an empty feeling inside me 486 00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:45,250 that just needs me to explore. 487 00:26:45,333 --> 00:26:47,375 I had to go there. I have to ... to ... 488 00:26:47,458 --> 00:26:49,917 Especially, when I find people that like me 489 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,500 and I feel very close to them, I feel that bond. 490 00:26:52,583 --> 00:26:54,834 I feel it ... togetherness. 491 00:26:54,917 --> 00:26:58,500 I just need to go further and explore it. 492 00:26:58,583 --> 00:27:00,667 ¬ I count my blessings every day ¬ 493 00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:03,083 ¬ For friends and family ¬ 494 00:27:03,166 --> 00:27:05,792 I knelt down and prayed ¬ 495 00:27:05,875 --> 00:27:08,208 ¬ Hopin 'we can find cara¬¬ 496 00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:10,875 ¬ I count my blessings every day ¬ 497 00:27:10,959 --> 00:27:13,291 ¬ For friends and family ¬ 498 00:27:13,375 --> 00:27:15,625 ¬ Now we come face to face ¬ 499 00:27:15,709 --> 00:27:19,959 ¬ I pray to God we did not lose kepercayaan¬¬ 500 00:27:25,417 --> 00:27:28,750 Black and blue took over Radio East Village. 501 00:27:28,834 --> 00:27:32,375 The night was incredible tonight, great guests, great, historic 502 00:27:32,458 --> 00:27:33,834 in the studio with us, 503 00:27:33,917 --> 00:27:38,333 of course, the main stay on the Lower East Side, 504 00:27:38,417 --> 00:27:40,875 my brother, my mentor ... one of my mentors, 505 00:27:40,959 --> 00:27:42,834 one of my brothers, Vinnie Stigma. 506 00:27:42,917 --> 00:27:43,959 -Vinnie, what is it? -Joe, how are you? 507 00:27:44,041 --> 00:27:46,792 - Good to see you, brother. -Yes, we love you, man. 508 00:27:46,875 --> 00:27:48,709 It's always a pleasure to have you here. 509 00:27:48,792 --> 00:27:49,458 Uh, Vinnie, what have you done, 510 00:27:49,542 --> 00:27:51,875 and-and-and helpful, 511 00:27:51,959 --> 00:27:54,250 and-and made for this community, 512 00:27:54,333 --> 00:27:54,917 uh, it's incredible, man. 513 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:56,583 And-and I really want to hear 514 00:27:56,667 --> 00:27:58,375 all the good things happening about you, 515 00:27:58,458 --> 00:28:03,000 You know? And, uh, I-I am glad to see someone, uh, like you, 516 00:28:03,083 --> 00:28:05,125 You know, get what to do, 517 00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,417 get the attention you deserve, you and Roger 518 00:28:07,500 --> 00:28:10,166 and the band, and all the people you affect the whole 519 00:28:10,250 --> 00:28:11,583 hardcore, punk rock, 520 00:28:11,667 --> 00:28:12,750 overall music community. 521 00:28:12,834 --> 00:28:14,083 Not only hardcore and punk rock, 522 00:28:14,166 --> 00:28:17,083 I saw some of the sting with M-Metallica? 523 00:28:17,166 --> 00:28:20,041 Yes, I'm, uh, Guitar World this month with Metallica. 524 00:28:20,125 --> 00:28:21,792 -What? Yeah, I got the centerfold. 525 00:28:21,875 --> 00:28:23,417 Yo, its head, you know. 526 00:28:23,500 --> 00:28:25,375 - Damn, its spread! -Get the fuck out of here! 527 00:28:25,458 --> 00:28:26,667 Oh, you should read the article. 528 00:28:26,750 --> 00:28:29,166 It was great, man. I'm telling you now. 529 00:28:29,250 --> 00:28:31,959 This is very fun. I'm not talking about the guitar. 530 00:28:32,041 --> 00:28:34,208 I'm just talking about life, you know? 531 00:28:34,291 --> 00:28:36,083 That, that, that's very nice, man. 532 00:28:36,166 --> 00:28:37,291 You're having fun out there 533 00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:38,959 little hope, a little instruction. 534 00:28:39,041 --> 00:28:40,250 -Yes ... -You know? 535 00:28:40,333 --> 00:28:41,375 There he is. I mean ... 536 00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:42,667 Yes, because hardcore is freedom. 537 00:28:42,750 --> 00:28:44,709 Do not let them tell you to eat anything, 538 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:45,834 what to believe, 539 00:28:45,917 --> 00:28:46,875 drink what you have your own mind, 540 00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:49,959 redeem himself, and take it from me, 541 00:28:50,041 --> 00:28:54,041 I am a true New Yorker, you can tell by the accent damn. 542 00:28:54,125 --> 00:28:55,250 I love you. I'm your friend. 543 00:28:55,333 --> 00:28:56,875 I have to tell you these things, all right. 544 00:28:56,959 --> 00:28:59,000 -Thank you. See you later. -I will catch you later. Well. 545 00:28:59,083 --> 00:29:01,125 All right. Ritchie, Bye. Daddy! 546 00:29:01,208 --> 00:29:02,333 -You look good. -Well. 547 00:29:02,417 --> 00:29:03,333 -I like your style. -You look better. 548 00:29:03,417 --> 00:29:06,166 I can not not like you! 549 00:29:06,250 --> 00:29:07,834 I do not care. I got it. 550 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:11,125 I'll take off my shirt in the rain, I do not care. 551 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:15,000 It was the sound of New York, baby. 552 00:29:37,917 --> 00:29:40,000 Thus, "Agnostic Front" in the history of music 553 00:29:40,083 --> 00:29:42,834 always will be one of the bands that 554 00:29:42,917 --> 00:29:45,583 you can probably anywhere in the world. 555 00:29:45,667 --> 00:29:48,417 And the name that could come out 556 00:29:48,500 --> 00:29:51,125 and someone from the left that happened in that room 557 00:29:51,208 --> 00:29:52,500 when the name was mentioned would say 558 00:29:52,583 --> 00:29:54,333 "I know the band." 559 00:29:54,417 --> 00:29:55,625 Chances are the person does not have their own music 560 00:29:55,709 --> 00:29:58,208 but they somehow know that name. 561 00:29:58,291 --> 00:29:59,250 Like, for me, it was an illustration 562 00:29:59,333 --> 00:30:02,083 how much impact the band had been made, 563 00:30:02,166 --> 00:30:05,458 that can be touched on mainstream popularity, 564 00:30:05,542 --> 00:30:07,458 but not literally reach it. 565 00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:09,166 You know, of course, there was tremendous 566 00:30:09,250 --> 00:30:11,375 crude elements to Agnostic Front. 567 00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:12,375 That it was, it could not become mainstream. 568 00:30:29,208 --> 00:30:30,834 It's a slam-dancing clubs 569 00:30:30,917 --> 00:30:32,041 in the city of New York. 570 00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:34,208 And if you think it looks strange, 571 00:30:34,291 --> 00:30:37,417 just look at these kids close. 572 00:30:37,500 --> 00:30:40,625 In cities such as Boston, Los Angeles, Washington, 573 00:30:40,709 --> 00:30:43,417 and here in New York, they were dressed in punk 574 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,333 and roam slam-dancing club. 575 00:30:46,417 --> 00:30:49,125 And when they saw as scuzzy as the club itself, 576 00:30:49,208 --> 00:30:52,083 who is in New York called the A7. 577 00:30:52,166 --> 00:30:54,750 These children have a philosophy. 578 00:30:54,834 --> 00:30:57,750 And it's not as bad as they look closer. 579 00:31:02,083 --> 00:31:04,583 People have been encouraged to participate, 580 00:31:04,667 --> 00:31:07,000 You know, you can be in a band, you can become a photographer, 581 00:31:07,083 --> 00:31:09,083 You can simply go to the event and support things 582 00:31:09,166 --> 00:31:12,083 and buy tape involved and interested. 583 00:31:12,166 --> 00:31:15,333 Instead of people just sit at home and wonder what to do 584 00:31:15,417 --> 00:31:18,125 and watch TV, you know, people have the opportunity to be creative 585 00:31:18,208 --> 00:31:20,291 and, and had the opportunity to express themselves. 586 00:31:20,375 --> 00:31:23,291 This is really a problem, to get that opportunity 587 00:31:23,375 --> 00:31:26,500 rather than blindly follow all the time, you know? 588 00:31:26,583 --> 00:31:29,291 There is a whole network all over the country 589 00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:32,625 supports this underground movement and it is growing. 590 00:31:32,709 --> 00:31:34,333 We are not bent into a rock star 591 00:31:34,417 --> 00:31:36,458 and-and what was on commercial radio stations. 592 00:31:36,542 --> 00:31:38,041 Everybody knows everybody. They went down and they were playing. 593 00:31:38,125 --> 00:31:40,959 That's why this club as the club A7 594 00:31:41,041 --> 00:31:42,625 And what happened. Because all the kids come 595 00:31:42,709 --> 00:31:45,250 get together and play music. 596 00:31:50,458 --> 00:31:52,125 Well, this whole crossing. 597 00:31:52,208 --> 00:31:54,542 We have a different age group, you know, some people 598 00:31:54,625 --> 00:31:57,125 which are children, some a little older. 599 00:31:57,208 --> 00:31:59,291 And, all of them, we had the whole of our varieties 600 00:31:59,375 --> 00:32:02,959 different people, you can not really down 601 00:32:03,041 --> 00:32:05,208 for the type or types of people. 602 00:32:05,291 --> 00:32:08,750 We have, uh, different races, different sexes ... 603 00:32:08,834 --> 00:32:12,041 It was not really clear movement. 604 00:32:12,125 --> 00:32:14,500 Let's start what actually moves? 605 00:32:14,583 --> 00:32:16,792 It's an all new way of thinking, you know? 606 00:32:16,875 --> 00:32:18,333 That's it, no anything related to age, 607 00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,667 age, how you look, how you dress, 608 00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:22,959 it has nothing to do with it. 609 00:32:23,041 --> 00:32:24,250 No nothing to do at all. 610 00:32:24,333 --> 00:32:26,417 What is important, is your attitude 611 00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:28,583 and how, how do you feel about yourself 612 00:32:28,667 --> 00:32:31,583 and, and the like, how you treat people who are different, yes? 613 00:32:31,667 --> 00:32:34,583 As people say, well, the world will never be good, 614 00:32:34,667 --> 00:32:37,333 always going awry and people will always be like that 615 00:32:37,417 --> 00:32:39,458 like, out for themselves and you will never be 616 00:32:39,542 --> 00:32:41,125 able to change it, that's not true, you know? 617 00:32:41,208 --> 00:32:43,250 If all the children gathered in the world, right? 618 00:32:43,333 --> 00:32:44,792 And we all feel the same way 619 00:32:44,875 --> 00:32:46,667 one particular thing, you know? 620 00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:49,667 And then we just spread out, farther and farther, you know? 621 00:32:49,750 --> 00:32:51,208 People say it's impossible. 622 00:32:51,291 --> 00:32:52,917 Well, you're fairly small group of children. 623 00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,208 You can not do anything 624 00:32:54,291 --> 00:32:55,542 what is happening in the world 625 00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:57,583 and it was, like, today it is true. 626 00:32:57,667 --> 00:33:00,250 If we try now, to stick together, right? 627 00:33:00,333 --> 00:33:02,542 And maybe it would be better, you know? 628 00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:11,208 Well, we do not really know 629 00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:13,041 what the future will happen. 630 00:33:13,125 --> 00:33:14,917 We only do it every day 631 00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,959 and whatever happens will happen. 632 00:33:17,041 --> 00:33:19,041 And we just try to do the best of, uh ... 633 00:33:19,125 --> 00:33:21,375 on what we were doing. You know, we tried to do terbaik-- 634 00:33:21,458 --> 00:33:23,458 And how did it change the outer world? 635 00:33:23,542 --> 00:33:25,208 This is to kill the recording industry 636 00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:29,417 but we cut his own records, we do not need it. 637 00:33:29,500 --> 00:33:30,834 They took advantage of us. 638 00:33:30,917 --> 00:33:32,583 It's ... Well, it's, that's the real world. 639 00:33:32,667 --> 00:33:35,083 Right? That's not the real world you said earlier? 640 00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,542 -Right? -I did not say that. 641 00:33:36,625 --> 00:33:37,792 -You say. -You said earlier. 642 00:33:37,875 --> 00:33:39,667 You ask a question to this person. 643 00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:40,750 -Well. -You Baiklah-- just did. 644 00:33:40,834 --> 00:33:43,125 We cut it. 645 00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:45,583 You know, we do not need to exploit us, you know? 646 00:33:45,667 --> 00:33:47,333 We do not want them, like, you buy recordings for two songs 647 00:33:47,417 --> 00:33:50,250 an album for $ 11 and the rest is a dead space. 648 00:33:50,333 --> 00:33:51,417 I do not want to hear it. 649 00:33:51,500 --> 00:33:52,542 We-we prove to people that we do not 650 00:33:52,625 --> 00:33:55,458 should follow them and adjust to ... 651 00:33:55,542 --> 00:33:58,417 aspects of society. We do not have to be like everyone else. 652 00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:02,417 We can rebel, you know, b-to be different, 653 00:34:02,500 --> 00:34:04,792 and became interested in different types of music. 654 00:34:04,875 --> 00:34:07,542 -No work with them. -No work with the community. 655 00:34:07,625 --> 00:34:11,125 We can fight against society and life itself ... 656 00:34:11,208 --> 00:34:13,959 Create our own society without, you know 657 00:34:14,041 --> 00:34:16,083 lowering ourselves to their standards. 658 00:34:16,166 --> 00:34:16,917 Against society, not each other. 659 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,291 -Cut. -Good, good! 660 00:34:19,375 --> 00:34:20,625 -Bravo! -Bravo! 661 00:34:20,709 --> 00:34:23,834 -Fantastic. -Bravo! thanks. 662 00:34:23,917 --> 00:34:26,709 The scene is just a byproduct of the '80s 663 00:34:26,792 --> 00:34:29,500 and, uh, annoyed, angry young man you know, that's the landscape. 664 00:34:29,583 --> 00:34:31,583 To be honest with you, that's what came out of them. 665 00:34:37,291 --> 00:34:39,458 What collective impress everyone 666 00:34:39,542 --> 00:34:43,250 Is this aggressive music, what we all say. 667 00:34:45,709 --> 00:34:47,667 Many people involved in that scene 668 00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:48,834 whether it's an escape, 669 00:34:48,917 --> 00:34:52,125 or simply outcasts, misfits 670 00:34:52,208 --> 00:34:54,166 it does not belong with the others. 671 00:34:54,250 --> 00:34:56,834 We are young kids, we looked at each other 672 00:34:56,917 --> 00:34:58,750 protect each other ... 673 00:34:58,834 --> 00:35:02,750 Letting you down ¬ ¬ 674 00:35:02,834 --> 00:35:04,291 Agnostic Front did not create 675 00:35:04,375 --> 00:35:06,750 New York City hardcore scene. 676 00:35:06,834 --> 00:35:10,250 This scene made by all my friends 677 00:35:10,333 --> 00:35:12,834 and, if not for all of us 678 00:35:12,917 --> 00:35:16,625 be together, go to the respective event, 679 00:35:16,709 --> 00:35:18,333 supporting each other, who knows? 680 00:35:25,709 --> 00:35:28,375 We hang out in the Lower East Side 681 00:35:28,458 --> 00:35:31,542 when it is a place, m-most dangerous time ever. 682 00:35:31,625 --> 00:35:32,625 This is not the City of New York you're seeing now. 683 00:35:32,709 --> 00:35:34,792 This is not Times Square you're seeing now. 684 00:35:34,875 --> 00:35:37,709 It is legitimate, this is a true ghetto. 685 00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:40,041 And quite a lot, we had it all to ourselves. 686 00:35:42,959 --> 00:35:45,208 The City of New York is a city full of violence. 687 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:46,709 The killings were a daily occurrence. 688 00:35:49,125 --> 00:35:52,125 Yes, it is a war zone. It was really. 689 00:35:52,208 --> 00:35:55,208 Many buildings were abandoned, 690 00:35:55,291 --> 00:35:58,208 a-a lotta devastation. 691 00:35:58,291 --> 00:36:00,166 That's a lotta drugs. 692 00:36:00,250 --> 00:36:03,500 You know, that's all bad area. 693 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,291 Shootings, robberies, gangs, street gangs. 694 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:12,709 All around us, so we naturally have our own gang, 695 00:36:12,792 --> 00:36:16,500 You know? We've Crew Lower East Side. 696 00:36:16,583 --> 00:36:18,834 Back in 1982-1983, it was like I said before, 697 00:36:18,917 --> 00:36:20,917 like a family where everyone together, 698 00:36:21,000 --> 00:36:23,625 we pretty much ... It was a very bad way of life. 699 00:36:23,709 --> 00:36:26,250 We all live in one apartment, at 188 Norfolk Street, 700 00:36:26,333 --> 00:36:28,542 here in the Lower East Side. It was about ten of us. 701 00:36:28,625 --> 00:36:31,458 And we, how we eat or the like 702 00:36:31,542 --> 00:36:34,417 is, we're used to, in fact, you know, the man in the street, 703 00:36:34,500 --> 00:36:35,917 You know, request changes and things like that. 704 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:38,291 We work together, we all 705 00:36:38,375 --> 00:36:39,750 bring back the money and we will eat. 706 00:36:39,834 --> 00:36:40,750 It is a very bad lifestyle. 707 00:36:40,834 --> 00:36:42,917 We learned to live as the people together 708 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,458 not like, individually breakin 'and the like, 709 00:36:44,542 --> 00:36:47,250 like, you know, so we were a little selfish 710 00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:48,583 learn to like, it's a bit like a commune, you know 711 00:36:48,667 --> 00:36:49,542 something like, it's like a hippie commune 712 00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:51,291 but it was not anything like a hippie commune. 713 00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:56,291 It was more difficult communes, you know? 714 00:36:56,375 --> 00:36:58,125 I think we sound the way we sound like 715 00:36:58,208 --> 00:37:00,792 because we are a product of New York. 716 00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:02,667 If we've done it from somewhere else 717 00:37:02,750 --> 00:37:05,500 in this country, I do not think we will have that edge, 718 00:37:05,583 --> 00:37:09,458 and the danger it creates something great, 719 00:37:09,542 --> 00:37:12,959 something fantastic, something brutal, 720 00:37:13,041 --> 00:37:16,709 real, genuine and in your face that you can not re-create today. 721 00:37:16,792 --> 00:37:18,375 It was really organic, no ... 722 00:37:18,458 --> 00:37:20,625 There's nothing fake about it, 723 00:37:20,709 --> 00:37:22,500 and it could only happen because we lived at that time. 724 00:37:22,583 --> 00:37:26,625 Era was in New York City, people, bands that ... 725 00:37:26,709 --> 00:37:29,291 there he is. 726 00:38:02,625 --> 00:38:04,834 Handsome, 60-year-old there. 727 00:38:04,917 --> 00:38:06,500 thanks. I try my hardest. 728 00:38:08,417 --> 00:38:10,709 He made me look good, he was a model, kid, you know? 729 00:38:12,917 --> 00:38:14,500 -Could you take pictures? -Sure. 730 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:18,250 -Good one. -Thank you. 731 00:38:18,333 --> 00:38:19,959 -Thank you very much. -Thank you. 732 00:38:22,041 --> 00:38:24,542 You know, I always will be doing this. 733 00:38:24,625 --> 00:38:27,667 I knew from an early age I would do this. 734 00:38:27,750 --> 00:38:30,375 Because I'm the man. 735 00:38:30,458 --> 00:38:32,375 Yes, what else what to do ... 736 00:38:32,458 --> 00:38:33,750 for me, anyway? 737 00:38:34,792 --> 00:38:38,542 Well, I like it. 60 years old, got a mohawk. 738 00:38:38,625 --> 00:38:42,125 It was hard, it was true, it was grit. 739 00:38:45,375 --> 00:38:46,959 Yes, in the form. Well. Feel good. 740 00:38:47,041 --> 00:38:49,458 Will play my guitar with hard tonight. 741 00:38:49,542 --> 00:38:51,875 I might even wear a new rope. 742 00:38:55,667 --> 00:38:57,500 I-I-I realized that, like, 743 00:38:57,583 --> 00:38:59,291 uh, I'm not, like, in step 744 00:38:59,375 --> 00:39:02,375 or the whole society, Say. 745 00:39:02,458 --> 00:39:04,542 But I always feel like, "Hey, I'm a normal guy." 746 00:39:04,625 --> 00:39:06,083 "I'm a regular guy, you know?" 747 00:39:06,166 --> 00:39:09,417 Punk and hardcore, and then like, new. 748 00:39:09,500 --> 00:39:10,208 It was totally different. 749 00:39:10,291 --> 00:39:13,458 No longer the man there 750 00:39:13,542 --> 00:39:15,834 and you have to, like ... you know what I mean? 751 00:39:15,917 --> 00:39:18,792 It is real, it is down-to-earth. 752 00:39:18,875 --> 00:39:20,917 I feel that you can achieve it. 753 00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:23,542 You can do it. 754 00:39:23,625 --> 00:39:24,917 You know what I mean? You can be the man. 755 00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:28,917 You know? And I said to myself, "Not only can I be a man, 756 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:30,750 I can do better than him. 757 00:39:30,834 --> 00:39:33,208 I can do it louder, I can do it faster, 758 00:39:33,291 --> 00:39:35,750 I can do it harder and better. 759 00:39:35,834 --> 00:39:38,000 And that's what I did. 760 00:39:35,834 --> 00:39:38,000 And that's what I did. 761 00:39:50,250 --> 00:39:52,166 Okay, who started the band? 762 00:39:50,250 --> 00:39:52,166 Okay, who started the band? 763 00:39:53,875 --> 00:39:55,667 Which of you a bad start? Come on. 764 00:39:53,875 --> 00:39:55,667 Which of you a bad start? Come on. 765 00:39:58,166 --> 00:40:00,834 I did, I started a band. 766 00:39:58,166 --> 00:40:00,834 I did, I started a band. 767 00:40:00,917 --> 00:40:02,792 Oh! Ashamed to admit it. 768 00:40:00,917 --> 00:40:02,792 Oh! Ashamed to admit it. 769 00:40:04,834 --> 00:40:08,750 I started Agnostic Front about three years ago, uh ... 770 00:40:04,834 --> 00:40:08,750 I started Agnostic Front about three years ago, uh ... 771 00:40:08,834 --> 00:40:12,625 I wanted a band to talk about, uh, social unrest, uh, 772 00:40:08,834 --> 00:40:12,625 I wanted a band to talk about, uh, social unrest, uh, 773 00:40:12,709 --> 00:40:15,583 The political aspect of the palm to the, uh ... 774 00:40:12,709 --> 00:40:15,583 The political aspect of the palm to the, uh ... 775 00:40:15,667 --> 00:40:18,458 I, uh, want more than just the name of a band. 776 00:40:15,667 --> 00:40:18,458 I, uh, want more than just the name of a band. 777 00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:20,667 I want a statement of some kind. 778 00:40:18,542 --> 00:40:20,667 I want a statement of some kind. 779 00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:22,834 You know, every time I mention it, 780 00:40:20,750 --> 00:40:22,834 You know, every time I mention it, 781 00:40:22,917 --> 00:40:24,667 it can mean something different. 782 00:40:22,917 --> 00:40:24,667 it can mean something different. 783 00:40:24,750 --> 00:40:26,750 You know, as it can mean social and political ... 784 00:40:24,750 --> 00:40:26,750 You know, as it can mean social and political ... 785 00:40:26,834 --> 00:40:30,458 It also can not mean the absolute truth. 786 00:40:26,834 --> 00:40:30,458 It also can not mean the absolute truth. 787 00:40:30,542 --> 00:40:32,875 Dubious ... 788 00:40:30,542 --> 00:40:32,875 Dubious ... 789 00:40:32,959 --> 00:40:34,834 Doubtful, does not mean the absolute truth. 790 00:40:32,959 --> 00:40:34,834 Doubtful, does not mean the absolute truth. 791 00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:35,500 Not knowing the absolute truth 792 00:40:34,917 --> 00:40:35,500 Not knowing the absolute truth 793 00:40:35,583 --> 00:40:38,000 is what it means agnostic. 794 00:40:35,583 --> 00:40:38,000 is what it means agnostic. 795 00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:39,959 That could mean politically, socially 796 00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:39,959 That could mean politically, socially 797 00:40:40,041 --> 00:40:41,166 religious. It could still go ... 798 00:40:40,041 --> 00:40:41,166 religious. It could still go ... 799 00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,417 The front of the meaning ... 800 00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,417 The front of the meaning ... 801 00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:45,166 Your perspective, your stand 802 00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:45,166 Your perspective, your stand 803 00:40:45,250 --> 00:40:46,417 Your moral or whatever. 804 00:40:45,250 --> 00:40:46,417 Your moral or whatever. 805 00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,542 So we all have a diff ... 806 00:40:46,500 --> 00:40:48,542 So we all have a diff ... 807 00:40:49,625 --> 00:40:52,166 Well, before Roger in the band, 808 00:40:49,625 --> 00:40:52,166 Well, before Roger in the band, 809 00:40:52,250 --> 00:40:55,125 I've got other people like John Watson ... 810 00:40:52,250 --> 00:40:55,125 I've got other people like John Watson ... 811 00:40:55,208 --> 00:40:58,750 Raybeez, I had a lot of men in the band, huh? 812 00:40:55,208 --> 00:40:58,750 Raybeez, I had a lot of men in the band, huh? 813 00:40:58,834 --> 00:41:02,959 Then I get a steady drummer and things like that 814 00:40:58,834 --> 00:41:02,959 Then I get a steady drummer and things like that 815 00:41:03,041 --> 00:41:03,667 and then I get Roger. 816 00:41:03,041 --> 00:41:03,667 and then I get Roger. 817 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:09,834 Everyone, what would I see? 818 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:09,834 Everyone, what would I see? 819 00:41:09,917 --> 00:41:11,875 What I want to see now ... 820 00:41:09,917 --> 00:41:11,875 What I want to see now ... 821 00:41:11,959 --> 00:41:14,542 is a giant circle pit 822 00:41:11,959 --> 00:41:14,542 is a giant circle pit 823 00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:17,125 all the way back to the front. 824 00:41:14,625 --> 00:41:17,125 all the way back to the front. 825 00:41:17,208 --> 00:41:19,625 Let's do it. Giant circle pit! 826 00:41:17,208 --> 00:41:19,625 Let's do it. Giant circle pit! 827 00:41:27,875 --> 00:41:29,583 ¬ Are you friend or foe? ¬ 828 00:41:27,875 --> 00:41:29,583 ¬ Are you friend or foe? ¬ 829 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,709 ¬ Are you friend or foe? ¬ 830 00:41:31,458 --> 00:41:33,709 ¬ Are you friend or foe? ¬ 831 00:41:33,792 --> 00:41:37,625 Roger is a bass player for The psychos, 832 00:41:33,792 --> 00:41:37,625 Roger is a bass player for The psychos, 833 00:41:37,709 --> 00:41:38,375 and, uh, you know, 834 00:41:37,709 --> 00:41:38,375 and, uh, you know, 835 00:41:38,458 --> 00:41:43,250 they are not very popular. 836 00:41:38,458 --> 00:41:43,250 they are not very popular. 837 00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:46,834 I love them, you know. 838 00:41:43,333 --> 00:41:46,834 I love them, you know. 839 00:41:46,917 --> 00:41:50,250 Yes, they really do not like, all of that, you know, 840 00:41:46,917 --> 00:41:50,250 Yes, they really do not like, all of that, you know, 841 00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:53,750 but Agnostic Front is, you know, rather, 842 00:41:50,333 --> 00:41:53,750 but Agnostic Front is, you know, rather, 843 00:41:53,834 --> 00:41:56,750 You know, a staple of the New York hardcore. 844 00:41:53,834 --> 00:41:56,750 You know, a staple of the New York hardcore. 845 00:41:56,834 --> 00:41:59,917 Well, all your videos out there. 846 00:41:56,834 --> 00:41:59,917 Well, all your videos out there. 847 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,625 The next band was very important band from New York. 848 00:42:00,000 --> 00:42:02,625 The next band was very important band from New York. 849 00:42:02,709 --> 00:42:07,083 Known name as Agnostic Front. 850 00:42:02,709 --> 00:42:07,083 Known name as Agnostic Front. 851 00:42:07,166 --> 00:42:09,291 We illegal. 852 00:42:07,166 --> 00:42:09,291 We illegal. 853 00:42:09,375 --> 00:42:13,250 Punked, spicy, black, white, 854 00:42:09,375 --> 00:42:13,250 Punked, spicy, black, white, 855 00:42:13,333 --> 00:42:16,250 every one of us, hair, no hair, started to do it. 856 00:42:13,333 --> 00:42:16,250 every one of us, hair, no hair, started to do it. 857 00:42:24,125 --> 00:42:27,291 When I was approached to sing in Agnostic Front, 858 00:42:24,125 --> 00:42:27,291 When I was approached to sing in Agnostic Front, 859 00:42:27,375 --> 00:42:29,125 it is, it takes time accustomed, 860 00:42:27,375 --> 00:42:29,125 it is, it takes time accustomed, 861 00:42:29,208 --> 00:42:29,875 and the reason I approached, 862 00:42:29,208 --> 00:42:29,875 and the reason I approached, 863 00:42:29,959 --> 00:42:32,291 because I was a diver stage. 864 00:42:29,959 --> 00:42:32,291 because I was a diver stage. 865 00:42:32,375 --> 00:42:34,667 I was the person at the scene, in the pits, stage diving 866 00:42:32,375 --> 00:42:34,667 I was the person at the scene, in the pits, stage diving 867 00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:36,667 and the who, how they choose the man. 868 00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:36,667 and the who, how they choose the man. 869 00:45:24,542 --> 00:45:26,125 I'm going to buy a birthday cake Vinnie, 870 00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:28,083 since '86, I think it was. 871 00:45:28,166 --> 00:45:31,959 This is a recent photo of him playing in Agnostic Front 872 00:45:32,041 --> 00:45:33,291 tour, I think, in Germany? 873 00:45:33,375 --> 00:45:36,750 It was just marks 874 00:45:36,834 --> 00:45:38,834 the durability of the human spirit 875 00:45:38,917 --> 00:45:42,917 to play rock and roll in its own way 876 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,625 and many people have been touched by it. 877 00:45:45,709 --> 00:45:48,458 -We goin-- -How food, okay? 878 00:45:48,542 --> 00:45:50,166 Oh, you got a little lipstick on her face. 879 00:45:50,250 --> 00:45:52,291 -Well. -Smile. Say "Cheese." 880 00:45:52,375 --> 00:45:55,917 Keju. Gob-a-goal. 881 00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,083 I blinked. 882 00:45:58,166 --> 00:45:59,542 She taught me to believe in myself 883 00:45:59,625 --> 00:46:01,375 when I was a teenager. 884 00:46:01,458 --> 00:46:03,834 I love his voice Agnostic Front 885 00:46:03,917 --> 00:46:07,208 because it is real and raw ... 886 00:46:07,291 --> 00:46:08,667 and engaging and expressed 887 00:46:08,750 --> 00:46:13,083 anger that I feel ... 888 00:46:13,166 --> 00:46:16,041 indecency in public and in humans. 889 00:46:16,125 --> 00:46:21,166 Um, but also gave us the hope and the union come together 890 00:46:21,250 --> 00:46:24,792 and family without, like, go into your business, 891 00:46:24,875 --> 00:46:26,667 allow people to be who they are, 892 00:46:26,750 --> 00:46:28,959 and it is true for some time. 893 00:46:29,041 --> 00:46:30,583 Just sign. 894 00:46:32,458 --> 00:46:34,875 Okay, this is it. 895 00:46:35,000 --> 00:46:37,959 Watch. One two Three. 896 00:46:38,041 --> 00:46:40,417 See dry marker and written "Happy Birthday." 897 00:46:48,458 --> 00:46:52,166 It is entertainment, motherfucker. 898 00:46:52,250 --> 00:46:53,417 Now, it happened on my wall. 899 00:46:53,500 --> 00:46:56,375 Sing with me. 900 00:46:56,458 --> 00:46:59,125 Crucified ¬ ¬ 901 00:46:59,208 --> 00:47:01,875 ¬ Crucified for your sins ¬ 902 00:47:01,959 --> 00:47:04,458 Crucified ¬ ¬ 903 00:47:04,542 --> 00:47:07,041 ¬ Crucified for your sins ¬ 904 00:47:07,125 --> 00:47:09,542 Crucified ¬ ¬ 905 00:47:09,625 --> 00:47:11,375 ¬ Crucified for your sins ¬ 906 00:47:11,458 --> 00:47:14,875 Crucified ¬ ¬ 907 00:47:14,959 --> 00:47:18,000 ¬ Crucified for your sins ¬ 908 00:47:42,208 --> 00:47:44,458 I got into punk in the mid-70s 909 00:47:44,542 --> 00:47:46,583 or early 70s, whatever 910 00:47:46,667 --> 00:47:50,041 Because I do not like disco, th-that's a big thing, disco, 911 00:47:50,125 --> 00:47:53,333 you know, and I, uh, it's not mine. 912 00:47:53,417 --> 00:47:56,041 And I was always a man of rock and roll. 913 00:47:56,125 --> 00:47:58,041 I was always in a band, I always liked the guitar, 914 00:47:58,125 --> 00:48:01,458 You know, I was a big fan of Jimi Hendrix 915 00:48:01,542 --> 00:48:03,583 and just being a rebel. 916 00:48:03,667 --> 00:48:06,792 Hey, Mary, it's me, Vinnie. 917 00:48:06,875 --> 00:48:08,375 -Vinnie, I know you. -How are you? 918 00:48:08,458 --> 00:48:10,208 You know, I thought of you the other day. 919 00:48:10,291 --> 00:48:11,959 -Yes? Oh, you too. -You still have bandmu? 920 00:48:12,041 --> 00:48:13,375 Yes, I still have a band. 921 00:48:13,458 --> 00:48:14,291 -Good. I'll see ya. -Alright, Mary. 922 00:48:14,375 --> 00:48:16,959 God bless. 923 00:48:17,041 --> 00:48:18,291 It was formerly the ink factory. 924 00:48:18,375 --> 00:48:22,959 And, you know, like people, there are a lot of work here. 925 00:48:23,041 --> 00:48:25,083 And the remaining work, because they turned 926 00:48:25,166 --> 00:48:27,375 an ink factory into condos. 927 00:48:27,458 --> 00:48:30,792 Now, you be like someone living in a space this large 928 00:48:30,875 --> 00:48:33,291 take a photo of eggs on a chair. 929 00:48:33,375 --> 00:48:37,166 I mean, you know? Makes me want to throw up. 930 00:48:37,250 --> 00:48:41,417 Oh, the problem I have, once a neighborhood. 931 00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:43,000 Now, this ... Hey, Bobby! 932 00:48:43,083 --> 00:48:45,834 - Environment what? -How are you? How are you'? 933 00:48:45,917 --> 00:48:47,041 -What happened? -Hey, Vinnots. 934 00:48:47,125 --> 00:48:49,333 He talked about our old neighborhood. 935 00:48:49,417 --> 00:48:51,250 Yes, I am talking about the environment there. 936 00:48:51,333 --> 00:48:52,667 -How do you feel? Well? -Yes. 937 00:48:52,750 --> 00:48:54,375 -Good, you look good. - My age 67 years. 938 00:48:54,458 --> 00:48:55,542 I know Vinnie when he was a baby. 939 00:48:55,625 --> 00:48:58,000 Every Saturday and Sunday, we used to play stickball 940 00:48:58,083 --> 00:48:59,250 on the block. 941 00:48:59,333 --> 00:49:00,542 There used to be cars on the block 942 00:49:00,625 --> 00:49:03,959 we used to buy hangers, and open his car 943 00:49:04,041 --> 00:49:05,333 and we encourage them to block. 944 00:49:05,417 --> 00:49:08,000 -Yes, yes. -We played Harlem Spain. 945 00:49:08,083 --> 00:49:10,333 We play with people from other parts of the environment. 946 00:49:10,417 --> 00:49:12,542 And the whole neighborhood used to go down and bargain 947 00:49:12,625 --> 00:49:14,166 Italian people against the Spaniards. 948 00:49:14,250 --> 00:49:15,291 Ya, ya. 949 00:49:15,375 --> 00:49:17,667 And the game used to be $ 2,000, 1500-- 950 00:49:17,750 --> 00:49:18,667 Yes, it was great. The tank is homerun-- 951 00:49:18,750 --> 00:49:22,041 Tank is a homerun. 952 00:49:22,125 --> 00:49:23,959 Then he had one that he at 953 00:49:24,041 --> 00:49:25,542 secondary homes on the street. 954 00:49:25,625 --> 00:49:28,625 And not only that ... Hi, hello, hey, this is it. 955 00:49:28,709 --> 00:49:30,208 Do not forget the social club right here. 956 00:49:30,291 --> 00:49:31,250 -We will be there later. -Well. 957 00:49:31,333 --> 00:49:34,041 - Goodbye, Cousin Vinnie. -Police. thanks. bye 958 00:49:34,125 --> 00:49:35,667 They used to ... There. 959 00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:38,208 They used to have a lot ... It's a tire shop. 960 00:49:38,291 --> 00:49:39,291 And they ... On Sunday, they used to have 961 00:49:39,375 --> 00:49:43,166 all these tires piled up, so when I was a kid, 962 00:49:43,250 --> 00:49:44,959 I used to get all the tires and throwing 963 00:49:45,041 --> 00:49:46,959 all tires on the road, 964 00:49:47,041 --> 00:49:49,917 and, like, clogging traffic. 965 00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,625 Heh! I can not believe I am doing these things. 966 00:49:52,709 --> 00:49:54,542 It was incredible. 967 00:49:54,625 --> 00:49:58,375 Ah, let me walk among the dead. 968 00:49:58,458 --> 00:50:00,000 There is a building here, my father 969 00:50:00,083 --> 00:50:02,875 bar here once. 970 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:05,625 Unfortunately, he lost it, you know? 971 00:50:05,709 --> 00:50:07,458 This building collapsed, and well ... 972 00:50:07,542 --> 00:50:11,208 she lost a few years ago to gamble. So I do not gamble. 973 00:50:11,291 --> 00:50:15,625 All of this is, uh, like the floor, you know. 974 00:50:15,709 --> 00:50:17,542 Wow. 975 00:50:17,625 --> 00:50:19,166 How did it collapse? 976 00:50:19,250 --> 00:50:21,458 -Fire. -Oh. 977 00:50:21,542 --> 00:50:23,583 They called the fire one day and that's the end. 978 00:50:23,667 --> 00:50:25,959 -Oh. Wow-- -You know? 979 00:50:26,041 --> 00:50:29,250 -Bagaimanapun ... -You go gamble? 980 00:50:29,333 --> 00:50:32,542 Yes, that's another story. 981 00:50:32,625 --> 00:50:35,583 Thank God, they were, they were like my father. 982 00:50:40,667 --> 00:50:42,625 My father, uh ... 983 00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:48,333 Well, he is a union worker, he was a truck driver, 984 00:50:48,417 --> 00:50:51,125 he and my mother were married for many years. 985 00:50:51,208 --> 00:50:53,208 My father mingle a little, you know, 986 00:50:53,291 --> 00:50:56,917 some mafia, you know? 987 00:50:57,000 --> 00:50:59,125 My family did not like it, you know, 988 00:50:59,208 --> 00:51:01,291 because we do not want to get involved. 989 00:51:01,375 --> 00:51:02,917 You know, but you have no choice, you know 990 00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,291 and you have to keep your mouth closed, 991 00:51:04,375 --> 00:51:07,709 and you know, it made an incision in my family, 992 00:51:07,792 --> 00:51:10,166 You know, between ... 993 00:51:10,250 --> 00:51:15,625 moneylenders, mafia, you know? 994 00:51:15,709 --> 00:51:17,792 Ii-it will not happen if our surprise, they will do it 995 00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:20,625 had found him dead somewhere in the trunk of a car. 996 00:51:20,709 --> 00:51:24,125 You know, because he-he-he lived that life. 997 00:51:24,208 --> 00:51:28,166 You know, it's not good to be a family man. 998 00:51:28,250 --> 00:51:29,542 You know what I mean? 999 00:51:36,542 --> 00:51:38,750 All right, then tap. See, that's what I miss. 1000 00:51:38,834 --> 00:51:40,709 I do not see it there. 1001 00:51:40,792 --> 00:51:42,500 Then just tap Whatever you mau-- 1002 00:51:42,583 --> 00:51:43,792 Whether it bugged? It has been tapped, right? 1003 00:51:43,875 --> 00:51:46,792 Then it was sent. 1004 00:51:46,875 --> 00:51:48,291 They have that voice? 1005 00:51:48,375 --> 00:51:51,166 That's the sound it produces when sending messages. 1006 00:51:51,250 --> 00:51:52,750 I think I pressed it and return to the screen. 1007 00:51:52,834 --> 00:51:55,041 -Yes, I'm done. -Well. 1008 00:51:55,125 --> 00:51:56,500 -Kinda like a text message. -Rather. 1009 00:51:56,583 --> 00:51:59,125 Ya. 1010 00:51:59,208 --> 00:52:00,542 -You will get it eventually. -Yes? 1011 00:52:00,625 --> 00:52:01,834 -Yes. -I hope so. MY ... 1012 00:52:01,917 --> 00:52:05,250 I'll get it, do not worry, this way I can send you an email, 1013 00:52:05,333 --> 00:52:06,500 You know, when I went to Europe. 1014 00:52:06,583 --> 00:52:07,667 Ya. 1015 00:52:16,208 --> 00:52:17,875 This is something I really 1016 00:52:17,959 --> 00:52:20,750 should enjoy moving to Arizona, by the way. 1017 00:52:20,834 --> 00:52:23,417 There has never been a dishwasher. 1018 00:52:23,500 --> 00:52:26,250 Now, I'm in New York City, dishwashers? 1019 00:52:26,333 --> 00:52:28,375 I do not even know how to use it when I, 1020 00:52:28,458 --> 00:52:31,417 when I first moved here. True story. 1021 00:52:31,500 --> 00:52:33,458 When I first moved here. 1022 00:52:33,542 --> 00:52:36,375 I-Do, you know, it was there in the apartment complex 1023 00:52:36,458 --> 00:52:40,375 I moved, so I wash the dishes by hand 1024 00:52:40,458 --> 00:52:44,875 and put them there so that they could ... drain. 1025 00:52:44,959 --> 00:52:46,458 Wear only once for life, man. 1026 00:52:48,500 --> 00:52:50,917 We chose this place as neutral. 1027 00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:54,000 She is originally from Colorado, I'm from New York, 1028 00:52:54,083 --> 00:52:57,417 and, uh, we've known each other since 2002. 1029 00:52:57,500 --> 00:52:59,667 We met, we met at one of our events, 1030 00:52:59,750 --> 00:53:02,458 um, my wife still had the ticket stub 1031 00:53:02,542 --> 00:53:03,750 and we were always friends 1032 00:53:03,834 --> 00:53:05,583 keep in touch with each other. 1033 00:53:05,667 --> 00:53:07,375 Derived from two relationships, we, like, 1034 00:53:07,458 --> 00:53:10,417 "Well, no one wants to give it to them," 1034 00: 53: 10,500 -> 00: 53: 11,583 such, their territory, "Wait, you move with me." 1035 00:53:11,667 --> 00:53:13,542 "No, you move me," Since you know how it is. 1036 00:53:13,625 --> 00:53:16,250 And, uh, my wife came here to finish his studies 1037 00:53:16,333 --> 00:53:18,000 and, as this is where I would start. 1038 00:53:18,083 --> 00:53:19,750 And from there we will end up wherever we end up 1039 00:53:19,834 --> 00:53:21,583 We will return to New York or Colorado 1040 00:53:21,667 --> 00:53:22,792 and we ended up staying here, 1041 00:53:22,875 --> 00:53:24,291 we started to have a baby. 1042 00:53:28,417 --> 00:53:30,750 When I was a kid, I never made a routine like this 1043 00:53:30,834 --> 00:53:35,375 because, um, you know it's funny, I do not remember ... 1044 00:53:35,458 --> 00:53:36,333 every routine altogether. 1045 00:53:43,375 --> 00:53:44,917 If you scream, I can not talk to you. 1046 00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:46,291 You know, it's hard to leave, 1047 00:53:46,375 --> 00:53:48,959 especially my son. 1048 00:53:49,041 --> 00:53:51,542 Both of my children, both Havi and Desi, 1049 00:53:51,625 --> 00:53:55,333 such as, Havi not really tied me to him like, two. 1050 00:53:55,417 --> 00:53:57,417 Because I go away, this-this is not made 1051 00:53:57,500 --> 00:53:59,500 problem, you know, like go on tour, you know? 1052 00:53:59,583 --> 00:54:02,166 I will be back and he will take two or three days 1053 00:54:02,250 --> 00:54:04,875 to warm me, Because of him, 1054 00:54:04,959 --> 00:54:06,625 such as, "Who are you again?" You know? 1055 00:54:06,709 --> 00:54:08,625 So it was kind of bothering me a lot. 1056 00:54:08,709 --> 00:54:12,166 Mary Taylor speaks to you Cat Club in New York City 1057 00:54:12,250 --> 00:54:13,709 for Cafe Underground. 1058 00:54:13,792 --> 00:54:18,000 I speak to you with Agnostic Front here and they told me ... 1059 00:54:18,083 --> 00:54:18,834 They will tell us a bit about the band 1060 00:54:18,917 --> 00:54:21,417 and where they come from. 1061 00:54:21,500 --> 00:54:22,250 Uh, Kota New York, New York. 1062 00:54:22,333 --> 00:54:24,417 Basically, that's where we are based. 1063 00:54:24,500 --> 00:54:26,834 There are plans for the future now? 1064 00:54:26,917 --> 00:54:30,709 Um ... we'll go on tour tomorrow, actually. 1065 00:54:30,792 --> 00:54:33,375 We just returned from our second tour 1066 00:54:33,458 --> 00:54:36,417 and we will go to Europe in December. 1067 00:54:36,500 --> 00:54:37,959 This is a tour of the East Coast for today 1068 00:54:38,041 --> 00:54:39,917 and then Europe in December just like she said. 1069 00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:41,542 What kind of band are you? 1070 00:54:41,625 --> 00:54:44,417 -Uh, more like, uh, uh ... -Uh-- 1071 00:54:44,500 --> 00:54:47,667 You should come see us to really know what it is. 1072 00:54:47,750 --> 00:54:52,375 Strength ¬ ¬ anti-social creature 1073 00:54:53,625 --> 00:54:56,208 Removal of human ¬ ¬ 1074 00:54:56,291 --> 00:54:59,375 A fascist regime ¬ ¬ 1075 00:54:59,458 --> 00:55:00,542 Fight in the way ¬ ¬ 1076 00:55:00,625 --> 00:55:01,583 They ¬ who saved us all ¬ 1077 00:55:01,667 --> 00:55:06,583 Anti-social ¬ and will fall ¬ 1078 00:55:17,458 --> 00:55:19,875 I hate the pain while on tour, man. 1079 00:55:19,959 --> 00:55:22,041 Sick on tour, I wake up every night. 1080 00:55:22,125 --> 00:55:24,792 I get up, I put the damn smile on my face, 1081 00:55:24,875 --> 00:55:26,834 and I played as hard as possible ... 1082 00:55:26,917 --> 00:55:28,667 and then what will you do? Are you there. 1083 00:55:28,750 --> 00:55:31,542 Well, thank God, you know, you do not get sick 1084 00:55:31,625 --> 00:55:33,083 You can do it, you know? 1085 00:55:33,166 --> 00:55:34,458 All right, now, some of us do not look too good. 1086 00: 55: 34.542 -> 00: 55: 36.709 Yes, a few days away and you know, 1086 00:55:36,792 --> 00:55:39,750 we will go home and then we'll get punk rock bowling. 1087 00:55:42,792 --> 00:55:46,709 You know, keep on the road, no sick days, 1088 00:55:46,792 --> 00:55:48,959 it was not there, huh? 1089 00:55:49,041 --> 00:55:50,583 Uh, at least not for our band. 1090 00:55:50,667 --> 00:55:52,583 I know a lot of bands 1091 00:55:52,667 --> 00:55:55,500 which take Monday and Tuesday off 1092 00:55:55,583 --> 00:55:59,583 and possibly on Wednesday, but they can, we can not, you know? 1093 00:55:59,667 --> 00:56:01,625 This, these machines have to keep moving 1094 00:56:01,709 --> 00:56:04,417 to make all the objectives were met at the end ... 1095 00:56:04,500 --> 00:56:05,709 At the end of the day, you know. 1096 00:56:05,792 --> 00:56:07,709 Unfortunately, there are no sick days. 1097 00:56:07,792 --> 00:56:10,542 You go there and you enforce it. 1098 00:56:10,625 --> 00:56:13,875 It's okay, we-we've been doing it all our lives, no big deal. 1099 00:56:31,458 --> 00:56:32,750 Hey, you've got Miret. 1100 00:56:32,834 --> 00:56:34,500 We are unable to accept your call right now. 1101 00:56:34,583 --> 00:56:37,458 -Because we're swimming! -Because we're swimming! 1102 00:56:37,542 --> 00:56:39,208 Please leave a message. 1103 00:56:41,375 --> 00:56:44,750 Hey, honey, um, it's me. 1104 00:56:44,834 --> 00:56:49,291 I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss children. 1105 00:56:49,375 --> 00:56:50,625 You know, it's ... 1106 00:56:50,709 --> 00:56:55,792 I-I know I am supposed to call around 4:00, 1107 00:56:55,875 --> 00:56:58,417 but, unfortunately, it was, I know this is late, 1108 00:56:58,500 --> 00:57:00,291 you may be in bed. 1109 00:57:00,375 --> 00:57:03,375 Fucking club does not have no internet. 1110 00:57:03,458 --> 00:57:05,375 Typical dirt. 1111 00:57:05,458 --> 00:57:07,000 Feeling sick. I feel unwell. 1112 00:57:07,083 --> 00:57:09,667 Consumables ... 1113 00:57:11,959 --> 00:57:15,625 And I feel super, super guilty myself, you know? You ... 1114 00:57:15,709 --> 00:57:19,166 Like, I missed our anniversary, huh? 1115 00:57:19,250 --> 00:57:23,166 Although I love what I do, but I'm not here, and ... 1116 00:57:23,250 --> 00:57:24,959 Sometimes I do not even know if it's worth it, 1117 00:57:25,041 --> 00:57:27,583 You know? But, um ... 1118 00:57:27,667 --> 00:57:31,417 I think you understand me, I just ... 1119 00:57:31,500 --> 00:57:32,083 Better to be there, but ... 1120 00:57:32,166 --> 00:57:35,208 It is what it is. 1121 00:57:36,250 --> 00:57:39,500 The show is pretty good. 1122 00:57:39,583 --> 00:57:41,250 Actually, more than good enough. 1123 00:57:41,333 --> 00:57:44,834 Who could ask for more, right? 1124 00:57:46,500 --> 00:57:48,834 I love you. Miss you. 1125 00:57:48,917 --> 00:57:51,875 Kissing the baby. Buh-bye. 1126 00:57:59,917 --> 00:58:04,083 Perhaps the single most difficult part of my life 1127 00:58:04,166 --> 00:58:06,208 had left my immediate family, 1128 00:58:06,291 --> 00:58:07,834 You know, the hardest thing is always so. 1129 00:58:07,917 --> 00:58:10,208 A ... 1130 00:58:10,291 --> 00:58:12,458 Leave my children at home ... 1131 00:58:12,542 --> 00:58:14,208 Or relationship, you know, relationship, 1132 00:58:14,291 --> 00:58:16,625 I've been through a few. 1133 00:58:16,709 --> 00:58:21,417 You know, it's difficult to keep both, um ... 1134 00:58:21,500 --> 00:58:23,208 As much as you want to keep both of them 1135 00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:25,542 and not until the last ten years, 1136 00:58:25,625 --> 00:58:27,125 if I make a decision? 1137 00:58:27,208 --> 00:58:30,625 A formal decision, a decision that is strong enough 1138 00:58:30,709 --> 00:58:33,500 who really like to make work for my family. 1139 00:58:33,583 --> 00:58:36,166 Because, um ... I'm so lucky 1140 00:58:36,250 --> 00:58:39,041 I can still have a great relationship 1141 00:58:39,125 --> 00:58:41,750 with daughter Nadia, I really do. 1142 00:58:41,834 --> 00:58:43,250 Because, think about it, when I was on tour at the time, 1143 00:58:43,333 --> 00:58:46,083 we did not have internet. 1144 00:58:46,166 --> 00:58:48,792 We do not have anything, I'll, I'll send a postcard. 1145 00:58:48,875 --> 00:58:50,542 At that moment back from Germany to her, 1146 00:58:50,625 --> 00:58:52,125 I've returned. 1147 00:58:52,208 --> 00:58:54,291 It affected him, I can see it, you know? 1148 00:58:54,375 --> 00:58:56,875 I can feel it, and at the same time 1149 00:58:56,959 --> 00:58:58,583 it is a terrible mistake to me. 1150 00:58:58,667 --> 00:59:00,834 You know, it's just ... 1151 00:59:00,917 --> 00:59:02,917 I was a little girl raising children. 1152 00:59:03,000 --> 00:59:06,083 And I go all the time, going all the time. 1153 00:59:06,166 --> 00:59:09,667 You know, he turns out to be an extraordinary person, 1154 00:59:09,750 --> 00:59:13,083 The 29-year-old exceptional, brilliant little girl, 1155 00:59:13,166 --> 00:59:16,166 I mean, he was still in my eyes, my little girl. 1156 00:59:16,250 --> 00:59:18,959 But it was difficult. 1157 00:59:19,041 --> 00:59:22,959 Me, I really hate that band for a long time. 1158 00:59:23,041 --> 00:59:24,375 Between just always missing 1159 00:59:24,458 --> 00:59:27,083 and I have no real way 1160 00:59:27,166 --> 00:59:30,208 to know he thought of me. 1161 00:59:30,291 --> 00:59:31,834 He can not FaceTime me, he can not send SMS, 1162 00:59:31,917 --> 00:59:33,291 he can not do all the things he can do 1163 00:59:33,375 --> 00:59:35,542 with children now, so they know. 1164 00:59:35,625 --> 00:59:37,166 That is, this is it 1165 00:59:37,250 --> 00:59:40,125 while others such as parents, at home, 1166 00:59:40,208 --> 00:59:43,000 I'm like, "Oh, I'm gone for a few months." 1167 00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:44,792 In high school, people will start to be, like, 1168 00:59:44,875 --> 00:59:46,792 "Oh, it's so cool, dad is in a band." 1169 00:59:46,875 --> 00:59:49,834 And it was the first time I was like, "No, no. 1170 00:59:49,917 --> 00:59:51,500 That's not cool. " 1171 00:59:51,583 --> 00:59:54,125 I think when you are young, 1172 00:59:54,208 --> 00:59:58,125 You think that it's a person spends most of his time 1173 00:59:58,208 --> 01:00:00,291 is that they are very concerned. 1174 01:00:03,125 --> 01:00:05,375 And then I was fine to grow slightly. 1175 01:00:05,458 --> 01:00:07,000 and I know, like, it's not a position 1176 01:00:07,083 --> 01:00:08,834 he never really wanted always. 1177 01:00:08,917 --> 01:00:10,583 Like, she likes the music he likes playing shows 1178 01:00:10,667 --> 01:00:13,667 but he did not want to get away from me. 1179 01:00:13,750 --> 01:00:15,250 And it's also something you can not process 1180 01:00:15,333 --> 01:00:16,625 when you were younger too. 1181 01:00:16,709 --> 01:00:17,667 Especially the way I grew up 1182 01:00:17,750 --> 01:00:20,792 do what you want. 1183 01:00:20,875 --> 01:00:24,750 At that time I and I, and Nadia's mother, Amy, we ... 1184 01:00:24,834 --> 01:00:25,500 We were both in the band. We both travel a lot. 1185 01:00:25,583 --> 01:00:28,625 We both do our things. 1186 01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:30,291 So, uh ... 1187 01:00:30,375 --> 01:00:31,959 it's normal. 1188 01:00:32,959 --> 01:00:35,208 You know, I think by this time 1189 01:00:35,291 --> 01:00:37,250 with me, with my wife and my children 1190 01:00:37,333 --> 01:00:39,208 I got a very nice blend 1191 01:00:39,291 --> 01:00:42,375 where in the early stages 1192 01:00:42,458 --> 01:00:44,959 when, uh, Nadia was a little girl 1193 01:00:45,041 --> 01:00:46,834 um, it's different. 1194 01:00:46,917 --> 01:00:48,875 You know, I even younger. 1195 01:00:48,959 --> 01:00:52,125 And, um, and ... 1196 01:00:52,208 --> 01:00:54,208 It was all a different ball game. 1197 01:00:54,291 --> 01:00:56,208 You know, I often went out, at the same time 1198 01:00:56,291 --> 01:00:58,875 back to the house, get out much, my life is completely different. 1199 01:00:58,959 --> 01:01:01,542 Live in abandoned buildings, in the van, bla, bla, bla. 1200 01:01:01,625 --> 01:01:03,041 But when he comes, we just 1201 01:01:03,125 --> 01:01:05,625 living in a squat, huh? 1202 01:01:05,709 --> 01:01:06,875 Do you want to live Nadia 1203 01:01:06,959 --> 01:01:08,709 the life you live? 1204 01:01:08,792 --> 01:01:11,417 Um, actually I would love to live my life Nadia 1205 01:01:11,500 --> 01:01:14,250 because Nadia get the best parent he could have. 1206 01:01:14,333 --> 01:01:16,208 He's been ... I and Amy, both, like, down to Earth 1207 01:01:16,291 --> 01:01:19,208 and we kinda, like, to see life as what we should see 1208 01:01:19,291 --> 01:01:22,083 and do not like to hide, like, I hope my mom and my dad 1209 01:01:22,166 --> 01:01:23,375 tell me again about certain things. 1210 01:01:23,458 --> 01:01:25,875 Well, I hope they are more concerned about, like, stuff, like 1211 01:01:25,959 --> 01:01:28,083 we really care what my child. 1212 01:01:28,166 --> 01:01:30,083 How school, we really care. 1213 01:01:30,166 --> 01:01:30,625 We are very concerned about what he eats 1214 01:01:30,709 --> 01:01:32,625 and we are more concerned. 1215 01:01:32,709 --> 01:01:35,208 And I hope so grow up like that. 1216 01:01:35,291 --> 01:01:39,583 You know, we just grow their own ... 1217 01:01:39,667 --> 01:01:43,083 and here we go, we have kids too, so ... 1218 01:01:43,166 --> 01:01:44,125 What the hell, this is what we do 1219 01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:46,208 This is us, this is what we like 1220 01:01:46,291 --> 01:01:49,000 This is our passion, this is our 1221 01:01:49,083 --> 01:01:50,166 and you have just participated. 1222 01:01:50,250 --> 01:01:52,166 You know? This. 1223 01:01:55,041 --> 01:01:57,166 You have a friend who is doing all these things. 1224 01:01:57,250 --> 01:01:58,291 -Right? -In prison. 1225 01:01:58,375 --> 01:01:59,667 Yes, because I had all these 1226 01:01:59,750 --> 01:02:00,834 such as, a handkerchief with them on it. 1227 01:02:00,917 --> 01:02:01,583 Yes, I sent you a handkerchief. 1228 01:02:01,667 --> 01:02:04,166 -This ... -I really cute. 1229 01:02:04,250 --> 01:02:06,166 Here, you sent me. 1230 01:02:06,250 --> 01:02:07,375 What's that? 1231 01:02:07,458 --> 01:02:09,417 I do not know. Your mother sent it to me. 1232 01:02:09,500 --> 01:02:11,291 -Oh, my God. -You just a little girl. 1233 01:02:11,375 --> 01:02:13,208 Hold it in prison as well. 1234 01:02:18,834 --> 01:02:23,792 Going to jail is my fault. 1235 01:02:23,875 --> 01:02:25,000 It was really because 1236 01:02:25,083 --> 01:02:28,375 I live my life thinking I can not get caught 1237 01:02:28,458 --> 01:02:29,875 do anything, anything. 1238 01:02:29,959 --> 01:02:32,250 I mean, go down the road 1239 01:02:32,333 --> 01:02:35,709 buy weapons, drugs, or whatever, 1240 01:02:35,792 --> 01:02:37,583 like, I feel like I can not be touched. 1241 01:02:37,667 --> 01:02:39,000 And in my mind knowing that 1242 01:02:39,083 --> 01:02:41,458 all this stuff illegal, and never get caught 1243 01:02:41,542 --> 01:02:43,875 for anything. 1244 01:02:43,959 --> 01:02:47,125 I do not know, I can not even explain it. 1245 01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:48,542 And that's how my life is 1246 01:02:48,625 --> 01:02:50,500 You know, like, at the time. 1247 01:02:51,333 --> 01:02:53,542 And then, um ... 1248 01:02:53,625 --> 01:02:55,250 I am desperate, and my son was born 1249 01:02:55,333 --> 01:02:57,667 a week into it, I do not have anywhere for him to sleep. 1250 01:02:57,750 --> 01:03:00,959 He was sleeping in a drawer. 1251 01:03:01,041 --> 01:03:01,959 I feel like, "Oh, my God, that's my son. 1252 01:03:02,041 --> 01:03:04,250 "He should not sleep in a drawer. 1253 01:03:04,333 --> 01:03:06,583 "She's my daughter, I had to go buy a bed. 1254 01:03:06,667 --> 01:03:09,250 I have to get everything you need for children. " 1255 01:03:09,333 --> 01:03:10,959 And panicked, and I went and bought all the goods 1256 01:03:11,041 --> 01:03:12,500 then I started saying, "Well, I need money," 1257 01:03:12,583 --> 01:03:14,625 You know, so, of course, someone said, 1258 01:03:14,709 --> 01:03:17,375 "Well, you take it and bring it here," 1259 01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,250 and that's how I started, you know? 1260 01:03:19,333 --> 01:03:21,208 I am not a drug dealer, I'm an ass. 1261 01:03:21,291 --> 01:03:23,333 But at the same time, I did not think anything about it 1262 01:03:23,417 --> 01:03:25,041 Until I was imprisoned. 1263 01:03:25,125 --> 01:03:27,750 I used to think only, "Me, me, me up" 1264 01:03:27,834 --> 01:03:29,333 and I started to say, "Wow." 1265 01:03:29,417 --> 01:03:31,041 How does it affect me, my family. 1266 01:03:31,125 --> 01:03:32,333 Nothing to tell my mother. 1267 01:03:32,417 --> 01:03:35,208 My mother was the last to find out. 1268 01:03:35,291 --> 01:03:37,834 And he knows, like, eight months later. 1269 01:03:37,917 --> 01:03:39,417 No one wants to tell him. 1270 01:03:39,500 --> 01:03:41,542 And, um, keep an eye on my son 1271 01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:43,875 just come to my visits and just watch her 1272 01:03:43,959 --> 01:03:45,500 like he wanted me to go with him. 1273 01:03:45,583 --> 01:03:47,959 And I can not. 1274 01:03:48,041 --> 01:03:50,208 And it all started really sunk 1275 01:03:50,291 --> 01:03:51,917 like, well ... 1276 01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:54,375 Forgetting about, this is not just about me 1277 01:03:54,458 --> 01:03:56,250 see everyone, um, I have influence 1278 01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,375 or I'm hurt. 1279 01:03:58,458 --> 01:04:01,875 This next song is dedicated to my daughter at home! 1280 01:04:01,959 --> 01:04:03,834 Go to the little Nadia. 1281 01:04:03,917 --> 01:04:04,458 Also out to Amy. 1282 01:04:04,542 --> 01:04:07,417 This is called the Time. 1283 01:04:16,875 --> 01:04:20,083 Let's do as the old city of New York. 1284 01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:22,417 Nice and slow until we get everyone here dancin '. 1285 01:05:27,750 --> 01:05:29,125 It's weird because it's like, when you blood, 1286 01:05:29,208 --> 01:05:29,667 when you have a bloody family, that, like, you can not 1287 01:05:29,750 --> 01:05:32,542 choose your family. 1288 01:05:32,625 --> 01:05:34,667 You know, you have to accept them for who they are and then, 1289 01:05:34,750 --> 01:05:36,834 You know, back then, you know, with friendship, it was, like ... 1290 01:05:36,917 --> 01:05:38,291 Well, you could, you, you can choose 1291 01:05:38,375 --> 01:05:38,792 to not be friends with someone 1292 01:05:38,875 --> 01:05:41,041 and be, like ... 1293 01:05:41,125 --> 01:05:42,166 You know, but ... 1294 01:05:42,250 --> 01:05:45,709 You know, they have a soul connection, man. 1295 01:05:45,792 --> 01:05:48,291 And it was just, like, ii-it was formed as 1296 01:05:48,375 --> 01:05:50,041 almost like a blood bond with them. 1297 01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,917 This, this, that, these interesting 1298 01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:53,208 This draws a connection 1299 01:05:53,291 --> 01:05:55,041 and they have pioneered, 1300 01:05:55,125 --> 01:05:56,625 This, this, this. 1301 01:05:56,709 --> 01:05:57,959 You know what I mean? This... 1302 01:05:58,041 --> 01:05:59,500 Factions T-New York, you know? 1303 01:05:59,583 --> 01:06:02,041 And, uh, you know, they have changed 1304 01:06:02,125 --> 01:06:05,000 the lives of many people, from here. 1305 01:06:06,625 --> 01:06:09,917 Hardcore Life ¬ ¬ 1306 01:06:10,000 --> 01:06:11,917 The two jumpstart ¬ ¬ 1307 01:06:36,125 --> 01:06:38,750 I can not think of anyone else who is seven years old ... 1308 01:06:38,834 --> 01:06:42,917 on stage with Agnostic Front in 1983. 1309 01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:44,500 My brother, Freddy, 1310 01:06:44,583 --> 01:06:46,625 You know, seven years, gave him the mic 1311 01:06:46,709 --> 01:06:49,250 throw him out there, "Singing." They do not. 1312 01:06:52,166 --> 01:06:55,208 ¬ Claim your fairness it's time you ¬ 1313 01:06:55,291 --> 01:06:58,125 Blind ¬ who I am? ¬ 1314 01:06:58,208 --> 01:07:01,417 ¬ No justice was time you ¬ 1315 01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:04,667 Blind Justice ¬ ¬ 1316 01:07:04,750 --> 01:07:05,625 Freddy first, he will come with us 1317 01:07:05,709 --> 01:07:08,000 everywhere, you know? 1318 01:07:08,083 --> 01:07:10,208 Like, he's, like, a mascot. 1319 01:07:10,291 --> 01:07:12,041 And, and I usually put him on my shoulders 1320 01:07:12,125 --> 01:07:13,417 and playing the guitar. 1321 01:07:13,500 --> 01:07:15,250 I think it was the hardest thing ever, 1322 01:07:15,333 --> 01:07:15,959 revel a little boy singing 1323 01:07:16,041 --> 01:07:18,083 and I was on my shoulder, like ... 1324 01:07:18,166 --> 01:07:20,542 Past... 1325 01:07:20,625 --> 01:07:23,417 That's what I like. 1326 01:07:23,500 --> 01:07:26,458 The time comes I want to go back to. 1327 01:07:32,458 --> 01:07:36,125 You know, my intention has never missed a torch 1328 01:07:36,208 --> 01:07:38,125 or something, you know? 1329 01:07:38,208 --> 01:07:41,542 And I did not know he would do so follow my steps. 1330 01:07:41,625 --> 01:07:45,542 My intention is to keep him away from the ... 1331 01:07:45,625 --> 01:07:48,291 destructive father, â ???? â ???? honest with you, you know? 1332 01:07:48,375 --> 01:07:52,583 I want to take with me where I feel safe. 1333 01:07:52,667 --> 01:07:55,500 You know, my brother more danger at home 1334 01:07:55,583 --> 01:07:57,792 with, with his father, 1335 01:07:57,875 --> 01:07:59,250 than he was with me on the streets of New York 1336 01:07:59,333 --> 01:08:04,959 with criminals, drug addicts, thugs, you know? 1337 01:08:05,041 --> 01:08:07,583 That's why I left home. 1338 01:08:07,667 --> 01:08:09,375 Surely there is some turmoil at home and such 1339 01:08:09,458 --> 01:08:15,166 and I feel like Roger tasted it and, you know ... 1340 01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:17,375 Many times, you know, remove me 1341 01:08:17,458 --> 01:08:19,250 of certain situations 1342 01:08:19,333 --> 01:08:21,750 to become part of his life 1343 01:08:21,834 --> 01:08:23,458 and lifestyle and what he did, 1344 01:08:23,542 --> 01:08:25,125 and that is the way such as, "Hey, 1345 01:08:25,208 --> 01:08:26,875 "I can spend time with my brother 1346 01:08:26,959 --> 01:08:30,250 "Who do not I get to often see and also, 1347 01:08:30,333 --> 01:08:32,333 "You know, maybe give him a break 1348 01:08:32,417 --> 01:08:36,208 of things that are going on, you know, back home, you know? " 1349 01:08:37,500 --> 01:08:41,166 My stepfather, you never know what his mood. 1350 01:08:41,250 --> 01:08:42,792 You never know she's going home, you never know, if he bombed 1351 01:08:42,875 --> 01:08:44,542 or what happened. 1352 01:08:44,625 --> 01:08:47,166 My mother was always working and I always 1353 01:08:47,250 --> 01:08:48,375 taking care of my brother, you know? 1354 01:08:52,458 --> 01:08:56,542 Well, you know the story, is the work klasikmu 1355 01:08:56,625 --> 01:09:00,750 You know, um, The Story of American immigrants. 1356 01:09:00,834 --> 01:09:03,208 You know what I mean, like I came from Cuba 1357 01:09:03,291 --> 01:09:05,959 directly to, to America. 1358 01:09:06,041 --> 01:09:08,000 Learning English here in this country. 1359 01:09:08,083 --> 01:09:09,250 No, not a simple story, you know? 1360 01:09:09,333 --> 01:09:13,208 Like, my mom, she was 19 years, three children. 1361 01:09:13,291 --> 01:09:14,750 Our experience with rude. 1362 01:09:14,834 --> 01:09:16,375 Every year I am in a different school, 1363 01:09:16,458 --> 01:09:17,375 sometimes, two schools in one year 1364 01:09:17,458 --> 01:09:19,875 As we continue to move, and I realized 1365 01:09:19,959 --> 01:09:21,542 we keep moving because we could not pay the rent. 1366 01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:24,417 So, we had to move to another place. 1367 01:09:24,500 --> 01:09:26,166 I never had a chance to make friends 1368 01:09:26,250 --> 01:09:27,917 so I do not do it, I do not care. 1369 01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:29,750 I do not care, like, why do I have to be friends 1370 01:09:29,834 --> 01:09:31,917 with someone when I know I'm going to move? 1371 01:09:32,000 --> 01:09:33,500 It's just, like, okay, I'll pack 1372 01:09:33,583 --> 01:09:35,375 I'm going to move, and packing and moving and pack ... 1373 01:09:35,458 --> 01:09:38,250 So, why be friends, and I never have 1374 01:09:38,333 --> 01:09:40,542 until later, and I went by myself, I ... 1375 01:09:40,625 --> 01:09:41,583 You know, when I discovered punk 1376 01:09:41,667 --> 01:09:43,834 and hardcore, started listening to stuff 1377 01:09:43,917 --> 01:09:45,750 and went to the show. 1378 01:09:45,834 --> 01:09:47,792 That's it, then I knew I needed to be with these people. 1379 01:09:47,875 --> 01:09:50,291 This is, this is, like, a true friend for life. 1380 01:09:50,375 --> 01:09:52,542 And they've done it a true friend for life. 1381 01:09:52,625 --> 01:09:53,875 I know it. 1382 01:09:55,250 --> 01:09:56,458 I just know it. 1383 01:10:07,375 --> 01:10:10,417 If I need to change anything in my life ... 1384 01:10:10,500 --> 01:10:13,208 If I had the opportunity, I may have to go 1385 01:10:13,291 --> 01:10:15,583 to be a little boy again. 1386 01:10:18,208 --> 01:10:19,291 I remember part of my life was in Cuba. 1387 01:10:19,375 --> 01:10:22,834 I remember staying in, in a nice two-storey house 1388 01:10:22,917 --> 01:10:25,875 in Havana, on the waterfront, a white house. 1389 01:10:25,959 --> 01:10:27,417 I remember a sheepdog. 1390 01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:28,542 I remember all these things. 1391 01:10:28,625 --> 01:10:31,083 And I remember being happy. 1392 01:10:31,166 --> 01:10:33,542 There was a time, in which e-everybody anti-Castro 1393 01:10:33,625 --> 01:10:35,583 and just wanted to go. 1394 01:10:35,667 --> 01:10:37,625 Just do not want to live under his regime. 1395 01:10:37,709 --> 01:10:39,625 We went down I thought it was something called 1396 01:10:39,709 --> 01:10:43,041 Flights Freedom, that there is some kind of situation that is set 1397 01:10:43,125 --> 01:10:44,834 to get all the Cubans out of Cuba 1398 01:10:44,917 --> 01:10:47,709 that they do not want it under a t-regime, I guess. 1399 01:10:48,417 --> 01:10:51,625 When I came to this country 1400 01:10:51,709 --> 01:10:55,208 So I kinda remember ... 1401 01:10:55,291 --> 01:10:56,458 everything went downhill. 1402 01:10:59,625 --> 01:11:03,625 There is violence, alcohol, drugs, you know? 1403 01:11:03,709 --> 01:11:05,834 That is, it basically. 1404 01:11:10,792 --> 01:11:14,667 My stepfather, he knew my love for my dad anything ... 1405 01:11:14,750 --> 01:11:17,417 And he just wants to destroy it. 1406 01:11:17,500 --> 01:11:19,667 I remember my father once gave me, rabbit 1407 01:11:19,750 --> 01:11:23,000 for my birthday, the next day, my stepfather killed him 1408 01:11:23,083 --> 01:11:27,333 and made us eat it. 1409 01:11:27,417 --> 01:11:28,834 My father gave me some fish, I remember ... 1410 01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:32,208 And we had a small fish tank, and he just went and destroyed 1411 01:11:32,291 --> 01:11:35,333 fish tank, and a fish just jump 1412 01:11:35,417 --> 01:11:37,166 lyin 'ground to death. 1413 01:11:37,250 --> 01:11:39,375 And I think he wants to prove his point. 1414 01:11:39,458 --> 01:11:41,709 Since it was not physical abuse when a person takes a rabbit 1415 01:11:41,792 --> 01:11:43,709 and killed him and give it to you. 1416 01:11:43,792 --> 01:11:45,041 It is a mental problem. 1417 01:11:47,458 --> 01:11:49,667 Then it all started like that, and eventually became physical. 1418 01:11:49,750 --> 01:11:50,959 He became physical with my mother. 1419 01:11:51,041 --> 01:11:52,458 Then he became physical with us 1420 01:11:52,542 --> 01:11:54,375 and I will sit down, I would not understand 1421 01:11:54,458 --> 01:11:55,583 why she allowed it. 1422 01:11:58,500 --> 01:12:01,500 There are times when she jumped out of a moving car 1423 01:12:01,583 --> 01:12:02,500 just to get away from him. 1424 01:12:02,583 --> 01:12:05,458 He opened the door and j-jumped out. 1425 01:12:10,709 --> 01:12:11,333 There are times when my mother checked herself alone 1426 01:12:11,417 --> 01:12:14,750 into a mental institution 1427 01:12:14,834 --> 01:12:18,709 for a good month, just to get away from him. 1428 01:12:18,792 --> 01:12:19,333 But somehow, he always returned. 1429 01:12:19,417 --> 01:12:22,834 I can not get it. 1430 01:12:22,917 --> 01:12:25,125 I think I took a lot of abuse 1431 01:12:25,208 --> 01:12:27,583 or beating myself because I want to protect 1432 01:12:27,667 --> 01:12:30,125 brother and sister. 1433 01:12:30,208 --> 01:12:32,083 My brother almost killed several times. 1434 01:12:32,166 --> 01:12:34,750 I myself, I have to go Because I'll kill him. 1435 01:12:34,834 --> 01:12:36,750 And it's like, when this will stop 1436 01:12:36,834 --> 01:12:39,041 when someone actually do it 1437 01:12:39,125 --> 01:12:41,500 kill this guy and someone will go to jail 1438 01:12:41,583 --> 01:12:43,917 or someone will die. 1439 01:12:44,000 --> 01:12:45,792 Of course, my mother has reached her 1440 01:12:45,875 --> 01:12:47,875 highpoint too, he just pulled out a gun, 1441 01:12:47,959 --> 01:12:49,417 he shot him. 1442 01:12:49,500 --> 01:12:51,458 She shot him several times. 1443 01:12:51,542 --> 01:12:54,166 And then, after he was shot several times 1444 01:12:54,250 --> 01:12:55,834 she went to visit her in the hospital. 1445 01:12:55,917 --> 01:12:59,458 And he just sat there, scared to death. 1446 01:12:59,542 --> 01:13:01,458 Talk about fear, then, it 1447 01:13:01,542 --> 01:13:03,709 The last time, uh, they were together. 1448 01:13:08,959 --> 01:13:10,125 And this is everything that I lived 1449 01:13:10,208 --> 01:13:13,542 and ... what I get from it 1450 01:13:13,625 --> 01:13:16,959 is that you can be the same monster it 1451 01:13:17,041 --> 01:13:19,417 or you can choose to be different. 1452 01:13:19,500 --> 01:13:21,834 And I choose to become a different person. 1453 01:13:25,709 --> 01:13:29,000 Regardless of how dysfunctional 1454 01:13:29,083 --> 01:13:31,333 family person may, 1455 01:13:31,417 --> 01:13:34,417 You know, you always try to ... 1456 01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,750 trying to make it better. 1457 01:13:36,834 --> 01:13:38,917 Make it better for yourself, 1458 01:13:39,000 --> 01:13:42,000 You know, and of course, most importantly, 1459 01:13:42,083 --> 01:13:44,333 makes it better for future generations, your children. 1460 01:13:44,417 --> 01:13:46,667 I think he's like that 1461 01:13:46,750 --> 01:13:48,166 because our lives are growing. 1462 01:13:48,250 --> 01:13:50,208 It's not easy. 1463 01:13:50,291 --> 01:13:53,041 Uh, I think a lot of people say 1464 01:13:53,125 --> 01:13:55,125 "We're not going to succeed, and we did not have a chance." 1465 01:13:55,208 --> 01:13:58,417 Well, here it is. 1466 01:14:08,250 --> 01:14:10,125 Hard to believe 1467 01:14:10,208 --> 01:14:14,000 that this was February, huh? 1468 01:14:16,667 --> 01:14:17,583 It was so beautiful. 1469 01:14:22,125 --> 01:14:23,625 Come on, buddy. 1470 01:14:29,041 --> 01:14:30,875 He's human. 1471 01:14:30,959 --> 01:14:33,709 He's just a man. 1472 01:14:33,792 --> 01:14:35,709 And there is more to it 1473 01:14:35,792 --> 01:14:38,792 than just ... AF. 1474 01:14:41,750 --> 01:14:44,583 AF, the major part 1475 01:14:44,667 --> 01:14:46,792 credentials, you know? 1476 01:14:46,875 --> 01:14:48,792 It's just ingrained in him. 1477 01:14:48,875 --> 01:14:53,542 And I do not think that he really know what else to do. 1478 01:14:53,625 --> 01:14:54,583 We had people come to us 1479 01:14:54,667 --> 01:14:58,000 in random places, anywhere in the world 1480 01:14:58,083 --> 01:15:02,125 and they tell Roger, tears streaming down their faces, 1481 01:15:02,208 --> 01:15:03,750 "You know, you really helped me." 1482 01:15:03,834 --> 01:15:07,750 You just feel grateful and you just, like, "Wow." 1483 01:15:07,834 --> 01:15:10,125 Wow, you really touched people 1484 01:15:10,208 --> 01:15:14,250 at their most vulnerable and painful places 1485 01:15:14,333 --> 01:15:17,250 in their lives, and you can help them survive. 1486 01:15:17,333 --> 01:15:18,959 And you help them through that 1487 01:15:19,041 --> 01:15:22,166 only through your music, only through what you love 1488 01:15:22,250 --> 01:15:27,041 and what you care about, and I love that about him. 1489 01:15:27,125 --> 01:15:29,875 And he did a lot of things to many people 1490 01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:31,667 that they may never know 1491 01:15:31,750 --> 01:15:34,458 except rug pulled out from underneath 1492 01:15:34,542 --> 01:15:37,750 and he goes or he stops. 1493 01:15:37,834 --> 01:15:39,792 Then you will feel, like, it would be like, "Oh, shit. 1494 01:15:39,875 --> 01:15:42,750 You know, Roger really means a lot to us all. " 1495 01:15:44,667 --> 01:15:47,291 I do not know, he just reached a certain age 1496 01:15:47,375 --> 01:15:50,333 where she can not do this forever. 1497 01:15:53,709 --> 01:15:56,041 If I could change one thing 1498 01:15:56,125 --> 01:15:58,709 about my father ... 1499 01:16:02,083 --> 01:16:04,959 That should take care of itself 1500 01:16:05,041 --> 01:16:08,667 because he overextends himself to people. 1501 01:16:08,750 --> 01:16:12,750 And ... not enough for himself. 1502 01:16:15,709 --> 01:16:15,750 Ya. 1503 01:16:25,834 --> 01:16:27,291 Here we are. Grab your stuff. 1504 01:16:27,375 --> 01:16:30,250 Well, are we ready to go? 1505 01:16:35,208 --> 01:16:37,542 -You are not ready to go? -Yes. 1506 01:16:45,333 --> 01:16:48,875 I do not even know when, but it's been a few years now, 1507 01:16:48,959 --> 01:16:52,917 um, R-Roger has just begun 1508 01:16:53,000 --> 01:16:54,291 feel dizzy. 1509 01:16:54,375 --> 01:16:56,291 And then, one day ... 1510 01:16:56,375 --> 01:16:58,417 I think we went to get sushi or something, 1511 01:16:58,500 --> 01:17:02,333 we were just driving, and suddenly 1512 01:17:02,417 --> 01:17:04,500 he just sweating. 1513 01:17:04,583 --> 01:17:06,333 And he let go the steering wheel 1514 01:17:06,417 --> 01:17:08,333 and she started to scream, 1515 01:17:08,417 --> 01:17:10,834 "Dear, dear, dear, help me" 1516 01:17:10,917 --> 01:17:12,709 and she was crying. 1517 01:17:12,792 --> 01:17:16,166 And I panicked and I grabbed the steering wheel 1518 01:17:16,250 --> 01:17:18,166 and me, I shouted at him. 1519 01:17:18,250 --> 01:17:19,834 "Put your foot on the brake." 1520 01:17:19,917 --> 01:17:23,083 And I drive the car to the side of the road 1521 01:17:23,166 --> 01:17:25,375 and I reached out through the cars and parking 1522 01:17:25,458 --> 01:17:30,250 and she really literally ripped off, grabbed my 1523 01:17:30,333 --> 01:17:32,709 with eyes closed, just panic 1524 01:17:32,792 --> 01:17:35,208 and I do not know what to do. 1525 01:17:35,291 --> 01:17:38,208 And he just said, "A-I spun, I spun." 1526 01:17:40,208 --> 01:17:44,291 And I just immediately jumped out of the car 1527 01:17:44,375 --> 01:17:45,875 and I'm trying to push it 1528 01:17:45,959 --> 01:17:49,208 into the passenger seat, but he was too big for me, 1529 01:17:49,291 --> 01:17:52,000 I can not because there are, like, in the center console. 1530 01:17:52,083 --> 01:17:56,166 So I actually ended up directing traffic out of the way 1531 01:17:56,250 --> 01:17:59,542 so I can stay and try to figure what to do 1532 01:17:59,625 --> 01:18:02,959 and finally I just called my doctor 1533 01:18:03,041 --> 01:18:06,750 and he's like, "You need to take her to the ER right now. 1534 01:18:06,834 --> 01:18:08,959 He may have had a heart attack. " 1535 01:18:09,041 --> 01:18:11,208 And we just look at each other and we were like, 1536 01:18:11,291 --> 01:18:13,208 "What happened?" 1537 01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:36,375 Street, um, uh, we do, if we make the neck 1538 01:18:36,458 --> 01:18:38,375 then, we dissect the subcutaneous 1539 01:18:38,458 --> 01:18:39,792 to insert the device. 1540 01:18:39,875 --> 01:18:40,667 So, it created some tension dissection 1541 01:18:40,750 --> 01:18:43,041 it will last for a few days 1542 01:18:43,125 --> 01:18:44,125 and then it will go. 1543 01:18:44,208 --> 01:18:45,792 But now, today, 1544 01:18:45,875 --> 01:18:48,125 You should not experience pain inside of me pushed. 1545 01:18:48,208 --> 01:18:49,417 - No, I do not. -Well. 1546 01:18:49,500 --> 01:18:51,250 And then you move the arm is not ... 1547 01:18:51,333 --> 01:18:51,959 No, it's ... I'm fine with it. 1548 01:18:52,041 --> 01:18:54,000 Perfect. Now you feel it, right? 1549 01:18:54,083 --> 01:18:55,417 -When kamu-- -Yes. 1550 01:18:55,500 --> 01:18:57,208 So it sits there, it was noticed your heart 1551 01:18:57,291 --> 01:18:59,166 constantly, we have received the report. 1552 01:18:59,250 --> 01:19:00,834 -You receive ... -No nothing. 1553 01:19:00,917 --> 01:19:02,959 No arrhythmia so far. So this is good. 1554 01:19:03,041 --> 01:19:05,792 And it will remain there for up to three years. 1555 01:19:05,875 --> 01:19:09,125 And, um, if nothing comes up, 1556 01:19:09,208 --> 01:19:09,792 we will contact you shortly. 1557 01:19:09,875 --> 01:19:12,000 The heart has four chambers 1558 01:19:12,083 --> 01:19:15,959 and basement are called ventricles. 1559 01:19:16,041 --> 01:19:19,458 The upstairs room, this, this and this 1560 01:19:19,542 --> 01:19:21,000 called atria. 1561 01:19:21,083 --> 01:19:24,333 In your situation, and this is very big. 1562 01:19:24,417 --> 01:19:25,709 You know, we assess enlargement 1563 01:19:25,792 --> 01:19:27,166 between mild, moderate, severe. 1564 01:19:27,250 --> 01:19:29,834 Severe your situation atrial enlargement. 1565 01:19:29,917 --> 01:19:31,250 The reason I want to do this because I want 1567 01: 19: 31.333 -> 01: 19: 32,500 make sure that no arrhythmia 1566 01:19:32,583 --> 01:19:35,500 This is causing a large, upstairs room will be enlarged 1567 01:19:35,583 --> 01:19:37,375 because I have no other answer. 1568 01:19:37,458 --> 01:19:39,166 We see it, you know, we learned everything 1569 01:19:39,250 --> 01:19:40,500 I have no good reason 1570 01:19:40,583 --> 01:19:42,959 This is why over the enlarged space. 1571 01:19:44,667 --> 01:19:49,208 So the plan we'll see you, um, let's plan ... 1572 01:19:57,291 --> 01:19:59,417 For now we still ... 1573 01:19:59,500 --> 01:20:01,542 we still do not know what's wrong with him. 1574 01:20:01,625 --> 01:20:03,917 He does not do drugs, he did not do ... 1575 01:20:04,000 --> 01:20:06,917 He does not drink, you know, like, all ... 1576 01:20:07,000 --> 01:20:10,125 Nothing makes sense to anyone, to us, 1577 01:20:10,208 --> 01:20:12,417 Top and rooms must be for a man 1578 01:20:12,500 --> 01:20:15,542 who is six foot four, 1579 01:20:15,625 --> 01:20:19,250 Roger does, she's five foot nine. 1580 01:20:19,333 --> 01:20:22,917 And, um, we, she tried to ignore 1581 01:20:23,000 --> 01:20:25,417 and he was just trying to, um, 1582 01:20:25,500 --> 01:20:27,000 stay focused on other things, 1583 01:20:27,083 --> 01:20:28,959 "I have to work, I have to do this." 1584 01:20:30,875 --> 01:20:32,000 We do not know what we were getting 1585 01:20:32,083 --> 01:20:36,291 and we do not know why, so we just took it 1586 01:20:36,375 --> 01:20:38,291 day after day and ... 1587 01:20:38,375 --> 01:20:41,959 We really do not ... There's a lot we do not know. 1588 01:20:43,583 --> 01:20:45,959 But it was scary. 1589 01:20:46,041 --> 01:20:48,083 I do not know, there are very worrying. 1590 01:20:50,041 --> 01:20:53,041 He forgot to take care of itself 1591 01:20:53,125 --> 01:20:55,750 and at that moment something happened 1592 01:20:55,834 --> 01:21:00,500 I think he felt two things 1593 01:21:00,583 --> 01:21:03,583 frustrated because he does not know From where 1594 01:21:03,667 --> 01:21:07,500 and fear, you know, because ... 1595 01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:12,000 he did not want to die, you know? 1596 01:21:12,083 --> 01:21:16,375 I think it was, he carries a lot of weight 1597 01:21:16,458 --> 01:21:18,959 from many different people in his life. 1598 01:21:19,041 --> 01:21:22,041 Well, what will happen, what will happen to them, 1599 01:21:22,125 --> 01:21:24,125 You know, if something happened to him? 1600 01:21:28,375 --> 01:21:30,583 Well, I think if he wanted to, 1601 01:21:30,667 --> 01:21:35,458 You know, not perhaps, be so stressed out over everything. 1602 01:21:35,542 --> 01:21:37,625 You know, he's doing a million things. 1603 01:21:37,709 --> 01:21:40,250 He was repairing a car he was repairing electricity 1604 01:21:40,333 --> 01:21:41,917 He put the fence, she ... 1605 01:21:42,000 --> 01:21:45,959 He was constantly definitely do something. 1606 01:21:46,041 --> 01:21:48,333 You know what I mean? He could not rest. 1607 01:21:48,417 --> 01:21:49,333 You know what I mean? 1608 01:21:49,417 --> 01:21:52,917 And I-I think if he's just going to be relaxing, 1609 01:21:53,000 --> 01:21:54,458 it would be better for him. 1610 01:21:55,500 --> 01:21:57,208 Are you worried about him at all? 1611 01:21:57,291 --> 01:21:58,417 I always worried about him ... 1612 01:21:58,500 --> 01:21:59,208 You know? 1613 01:22:01,667 --> 01:22:03,458 He is his own worst enemy. 1614 01:22:07,208 --> 01:22:08,583 A ... 1615 01:22:08,667 --> 01:22:10,166 I do not know, man, like ... 1616 01:22:10,250 --> 01:22:12,208 You know, I think, I think three weeks 1617 01:22:12,291 --> 01:22:14,583 is, is a, is a lot if you ask me, you know? 1618 01:22:14,667 --> 01:22:18,375 But it would be out more than three weeks, 1619 01:22:18,458 --> 01:22:20,041 a maximum of twenty-four days, you know, it, it just 1620 01:22:20,125 --> 01:22:23,000 I can, I want to go back with my family ... 1621 01:22:28,875 --> 01:22:32,333 Roger was a complete control freak 1622 01:22:32,417 --> 01:22:34,709 as long as he has no control over the situation ... 1623 01:22:34,792 --> 01:22:36,959 I think it's sort of ... 1624 01:22:37,041 --> 01:22:38,458 All good. 1625 01:22:38,542 --> 01:22:40,333 So, I mean, what do they think about? 1626 01:22:40,417 --> 01:22:41,750 They do not want us to play here 1627 01:22:41,834 --> 01:22:42,500 or they do not want us to play there 1628 01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:44,375 but they want to be exclusive ... 1629 01:22:44,458 --> 01:22:45,083 It's something that he had 1630 01:22:45,166 --> 01:22:47,542 absolutely no control. 1631 01:22:49,125 --> 01:22:51,709 And I think that's pushing it even crazier. 1632 01:22:51,792 --> 01:22:53,625 You know, you get it, you understand it 1633 01:22:53,709 --> 01:22:55,125 you're sick, I mean, all the sick ... 1634 01:22:58,208 --> 01:23:00,542 I want to bring A. I have to bring Mosh. 1635 01:23:00,625 --> 01:23:02,542 Mosh. Anda tahu Mosh? 1636 01:23:04,291 --> 01:23:05,208 He dealt with the heart ... 1637 01:23:08,417 --> 01:23:09,709 It was serious. 1638 01:23:12,041 --> 01:23:13,083 Now, where are we going? 1639 01:23:15,291 --> 01:23:16,375 Straight, right? 1640 01:23:30,959 --> 01:23:33,375 Talk to Roger today? 1641 01:23:33,458 --> 01:23:34,792 Well, I talked to him I through you, I ca, I ... 1642 01:23:34,875 --> 01:23:37,583 I SMS him and I said I'm with you. 1643 01:23:37,667 --> 01:23:39,583 That's how he knew. 1644 01:23:43,500 --> 01:23:45,041 Roger, he, his heart 1645 01:23:45,125 --> 01:23:46,291 that is, it is a serious thing. 1646 01:23:47,667 --> 01:23:50,709 Ya ... ya. 1647 01:23:51,041 --> 01:23:51,792 Uh ... 1648 01:24:17,834 --> 01:24:20,125 My name is Roger Miret. 1649 01:24:20,208 --> 01:24:20,917 I'm 50 years old. 1650 01:24:21,000 --> 01:24:22,625 For Agnostic Front vocalist 1651 01:24:22,709 --> 01:24:26,166 and I ... 1652 01:24:27,750 --> 01:24:29,250 Fuck. 1653 01:24:33,583 --> 01:24:36,709 I'm only one person, a normal person. 1654 01:24:36,792 --> 01:24:38,667 I'm just like you. 1655 01:24:38,750 --> 01:24:42,250 And sometimes your voice when you need to say something 1656 01:24:42,333 --> 01:24:43,583 and you can not. 1657 01:24:44,792 --> 01:24:47,542 It's my mother. 1658 01:24:47,625 --> 01:24:49,041 -Tell halo. -Hello. 1659 01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:52,208 Sometimes just so humanity 1660 01:24:52,291 --> 01:24:53,542 it's really all I want from life. 1661 01:24:53,625 --> 01:24:55,166 I do not, I do not want 1662 01:24:55,250 --> 01:24:57,583 Other types of success. 1663 01:25:00,333 --> 01:25:01,834 All I wanted since I was a kid 1664 01:25:01,917 --> 01:25:04,542 only, just to be heard. 1665 01:25:04,625 --> 01:25:07,667 Shout for a change, I shout to be heard. 1666 01:25:28,458 --> 01:25:32,041 I think I've said a lot of things I want to say, but ... 1667 01:25:32,125 --> 01:25:33,750 It took about a minute operate ... 1668 01:25:34,458 --> 01:25:36,500 If I cut it short now 1669 01:25:36,583 --> 01:25:39,709 I do not feel like I have said all I have to say. 1670 01:25:39,792 --> 01:25:42,333 I feel like this feature has not been written yet, huh? 1671 01:25:46,667 --> 01:25:47,166 -What happened, Freddy? -Look at that? 1672 01:25:56,291 --> 01:25:57,208 This is it. 1673 01:25:59,875 --> 01:26:02,500 Oh, what's up, brother? 1674 01:26:02,583 --> 01:26:04,500 -How are you? -How are you? 1675 01:26:04,583 --> 01:26:07,542 -What's going on in there? -What is going on? 1676 01:26:07,625 --> 01:26:09,375 I only need to register. 1677 01:26:15,667 --> 01:26:17,333 -What happened, friends? -Hi. 1678 01:26:17,417 --> 01:26:21,458 I could stop doing what I do if I want to. 1679 01:26:21,542 --> 01:26:25,667 But I do not want to. 1680 01:26:28,375 --> 01:26:30,917 The song is called Emirates and strong. 1681 01:26:31,000 --> 01:26:33,792 In other words, it is united. 1682 01:26:33,875 --> 01:26:35,250 If we all unite, 1683 01:26:35,333 --> 01:26:37,959 we will be stronger. 1684 01:26:38,041 --> 01:26:39,542 Without a sense of fighting among each other. 1685 01:26:39,625 --> 01:26:43,542 Love the whole fucking world out there who hate us, man. 1686 01:26:43,625 --> 01:26:46,417 So, that's it, stay together, we are united. 1687 01:26:46,500 --> 01:26:48,750 Us against them. 1688 01:26:48,834 --> 01:26:50,417 S what it's all about, man. 1689 01:26:50,500 --> 01:26:51,875 That's what hardcore is all about 1690 01:26:51,959 --> 01:26:53,625 that what I was getting into music for. 1691 01:26:53,709 --> 01:26:55,792 I am tired with all these damn people 1692 01:26:55,875 --> 01:26:57,583 drop us, man. 1693 01:26:57,667 --> 01:27:00,125 Stick together, we can do it the right way. 1694 01:27:00,208 --> 01:27:01,542 Well? This song is called ... 1695 01:27:05,709 --> 01:27:06,959 Hardcore definitely something 1696 01:27:07,041 --> 01:27:09,542 it is very misunderstood. 1697 01:27:09,625 --> 01:27:12,291 It was really, it was really a call for justice 1698 01:27:12,375 --> 01:27:13,709 You know what I mean, it's really 1699 01:27:13,792 --> 01:27:15,417 questioning authority, questioning society 1700 01:27:15,500 --> 01:27:18,875 questioning religion, just call for justice, 1701 01:27:18,959 --> 01:27:20,709 s what always me. 1702 01:27:20,792 --> 01:27:22,583 You could say it was turned into a lifestyle 1703 01:27:22,667 --> 01:27:23,625 But it was also one vote 1704 01:27:23,709 --> 01:27:26,834 Because Adidas is a lifestyle, you know? 1705 01:27:26,917 --> 01:27:31,291 I always say that to me 1706 01:27:31,375 --> 01:27:33,375 it's just good judgment about who you are. 1707 01:27:33,458 --> 01:27:34,625 If you can stand in front of the mirror 1708 01:27:34,709 --> 01:27:35,709 and look at yourself 1709 01:27:35,792 --> 01:27:36,917 and feel â ???? â ???? honest and sincere 1710 01:27:37,000 --> 01:27:38,417 with yourself, 1711 01:27:38,500 --> 01:27:40,000 then, for me, 1712 01:27:40,083 --> 01:27:43,083 That being the case I like to understand as hardcore 1713 01:27:43,166 --> 01:27:46,667 such as, the original and real passion, you know? 1714 01:27:46,750 --> 01:27:49,375 As I became more involved in the hardcore community 1715 01:27:49,458 --> 01:27:50,709 Clearly, in the early stages 1716 01:27:50,792 --> 01:27:54,750 and, um, I find people that I-I felt we were just like me, 1717 01:27:54,834 --> 01:27:57,625 misfits, outcasts, rebels, you know? 1718 01:27:57,709 --> 01:28:00,792 Everything I scream 1719 01:28:00,875 --> 01:28:04,125 and me, it was very unusual finally found someone 1720 01:28:04,208 --> 01:28:07,500 I felt, I could be a part of 1721 01:28:07,583 --> 01:28:09,625 and, and, and it was good 1722 01:28:09,709 --> 01:28:12,000 It was like I found a home, you know? 1723 01:28:14,375 --> 01:28:16,417 Well. 1724 01:28:16,500 --> 01:28:18,625 Franny! Well, to Franny. 1725 01:28:18,709 --> 01:28:19,875 -Franny! -Franny! 1726 01:28:19,959 --> 01:28:20,875 Say hello to the camera, Franny. 1727 01:28:20,959 --> 01:28:23,625 Hello, Franny. 1728 01:28:23,709 --> 01:28:26,875 Yo, this is Franny. Take my picture and Franny. 1729 01:28:26,959 --> 01:28:28,959 -Ya. -Ya. 1730 01:28:29,417 --> 01:28:30,792 Gaya franny. 1731 01:28:30,875 --> 01:28:31,917 You are ready? 1732 01:28:41,083 --> 01:28:44,583 You can tie in headphones and feel like nobody knows 1733 01:28:44,667 --> 01:28:46,709 where you come in, you know? 1734 01:28:46,792 --> 01:28:48,542 You do not need to worry about it, you know? 1735 01:28:48,625 --> 01:28:50,333 The first three albums Agnostic Front, 1736 01:28:50,417 --> 01:28:52,834 I would sit at my mother's house back porch, you know, 1737 01:28:52,917 --> 01:28:54,083 trying to figure out life and shit, you know? 1738 01:28:54,166 --> 01:28:56,875 And it is this reality, it seems, 1739 01:28:56,959 --> 01:28:58,041 You know, like, the bastard knew 1740 01:28:58,125 --> 01:29:01,291 what was going on, and I do not feel alone, huh? 1741 01:29:01,375 --> 01:29:03,583 And I'm like, 12 or 13, 1742 01:29:03,667 --> 01:29:04,625 You know what I mean? 1743 01:29:04,709 --> 01:29:06,625 That's right. 1744 01:29:06,709 --> 01:29:08,458 It's all about honesty and truth, you know? 1745 01:29:08,542 --> 01:29:10,583 Become real. Do what you do. 1746 01:29:10,667 --> 01:29:12,834 And be yourself. 1747 01:29:12,917 --> 01:29:15,667 You can not really lose in the end, can you? 1748 01:29:15,750 --> 01:29:16,750 Like, at all. 1749 01:29:27,625 --> 01:29:29,834 Victim In Pain. 1750 01:29:29,917 --> 01:29:31,166 Public assistance. 1751 01:29:34,917 --> 01:29:37,458 Police violence. 1752 01:29:37,542 --> 01:29:40,417 Tonight is the first night with my implant ... 1753 01:29:40,500 --> 01:29:43,208 and I'm sure when I hit the stage I'm just going 1754 01:29:43,291 --> 01:29:45,625 be who I am, who I used to be 1755 01:29:45,709 --> 01:29:47,709 but I have to, like, the beach, I had to go to the beach 1756 01:29:47,792 --> 01:29:49,792 to the comfort level. 1757 01:29:49,875 --> 01:29:50,709 I've been nervous since I know 1758 01:29:50,792 --> 01:29:53,542 I got shit that little heart attack ... 1759 01:29:53,625 --> 01:29:55,875 I've been worried ... I'm nervous. 1760 01:29:55,959 --> 01:29:58,667 -Kapanpun you're ready. - I'm going to go up, uh ... 1761 01:29:58,750 --> 01:30:00,792 It was such a new thing I have now 1762 01:30:00,875 --> 01:30:02,709 the bastard with my head. 1763 01:30:04,709 --> 01:30:05,667 It's a little scary. 1764 01:30:17,750 --> 01:30:19,125 Maybe I'm playing Russian roulette, 1765 01:30:19,208 --> 01:30:22,667 maybe I do not, but ... 1766 01:30:22,750 --> 01:30:23,333 You know, I always say, you know, 1767 01:30:23,417 --> 01:30:25,500 do whatever you want to do, 1768 01:30:25,583 --> 01:30:26,959 and believe whatever you believe to do so 1769 01:30:27,041 --> 01:30:28,458 up to its full intent, you know? 1770 01:30:28,542 --> 01:30:29,125 Whatever it is. 1771 01:30:35,250 --> 01:30:37,000 I always said I wanted to do what I love to do 1772 01:30:37,083 --> 01:30:38,667 until, until the day I die. 1773 01:30:38,750 --> 01:30:40,125 Whatever the day, 1774 01:30:40,208 --> 01:30:42,750 if there and then, that's it. 1775 01:30:48,667 --> 01:30:50,333 Everyone out there is ready? 1776 01:30:50,417 --> 01:30:53,750 Welcome to the show hardcore! 1777 01:30:57,375 --> 01:31:00,667 Are we going to play, Berlin? 1778 01:31:02,625 --> 01:31:04,709 Do you want to hear another song? 1779 01:31:05,458 --> 01:31:08,166 From the east coast ¬ ¬ 1780 01:31:08,250 --> 01:31:09,250 To the west coast ¬ ¬ 1781 01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:12,542 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1782 01:31:12,625 --> 01:31:13,959 Two, three, four ... 1783 01:31:14,041 --> 01:31:17,583 Two sound revolution ¬ ¬ 1784 01:31:17,667 --> 01:31:21,041 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1785 01:31:21,125 --> 01:31:24,667 ¬ In our hearts and in our souls ¬ 1786 01:31:24,750 --> 01:31:27,875 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1787 01:31:27,959 --> 01:31:31,208 ¬ United we stand, divided we jatuh¬¬ 1788 01:31:31,291 --> 01:31:34,208 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1789 01:31:34,291 --> 01:31:35,667 Hands up, everyone! 1790 01:31:35,750 --> 01:31:37,417 Hears! Hears! 1791 01:31:37,500 --> 01:31:38,959 Hears! Hears! Hears! 1792 01:31:39,041 --> 01:31:41,625 Hears! Hears! 1793 01:31:41,709 --> 01:31:44,709 ¬ could not keep in touch with you, or aku¬ 1794 01:31:44,792 --> 01:31:47,125 You must immediately go 1795 01:31:47,208 --> 01:31:49,750 Keep a sense of security ¬ ¬ 1796 01:31:49,834 --> 01:31:52,083 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1797 01:31:52,166 --> 01:31:54,500 ¬ Want to live my life to saya¬ 1798 01:31:54,583 --> 01:31:56,709 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1799 01:31:56,792 --> 01:31:58,291 ¬ Why can not they just let me be ¬ 1800 01:31:58,375 --> 01:32:01,625 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1801 01:32:01,709 --> 01:32:03,125 Tell me I'm crazy ¬ ¬ 1802 01:32:03,208 --> 01:32:06,583 Only the brain dead ¬ ¬ 1803 01:32:06,667 --> 01:32:08,750 Planting ¬ pikiran¬¬ 1804 01:32:08,834 --> 01:32:11,458 ¬ In kepalaku¬¬ 1805 01:32:11,542 --> 01:32:13,917 Can not ¬ ¬ ¬ ¬ Believe 1806 01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:15,000 ¬ What I katakan¬ 1807 01:32:15,083 --> 01:32:16,291 I can not hear you! 1808 01:32:16,375 --> 01:32:18,834 ¬ What happened padaku¬¬ 1809 01:32:21,291 --> 01:32:22,208 What ... ¬ ¬ 1810 01:32:22,291 --> 01:32:25,083 ¬ Already a diriku¬¬ 1811 01:32:25,166 --> 01:32:27,583 You guys are so great. 1812 01:32:27,667 --> 01:32:28,709 Hands on stage. 1813 01:32:30,000 --> 01:32:32,792 Hears! Hears! 1814 01:32:32,875 --> 01:32:35,417 Hears! Hears! Hears! 1815 01:32:35,500 --> 01:32:37,208 Hears! Hears! Hears! 1816 01:32:37,291 --> 01:32:40,583 Hears! Hears! Hears! 1817 01:32:40,667 --> 01:32:43,917 ¬ Do not believe what you've katakan¬¬ 1818 01:32:44,000 --> 01:32:46,125 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1819 01:32:46,208 --> 01:32:48,750 ¬ Never saw gold paved streets ¬ 1820 01:32:48,834 --> 01:32:51,041 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1821 01:32:51,125 --> 01:32:53,625 Violence ¬ mindlessly destroy saya¬ 1822 01:32:53,709 --> 01:32:55,792 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1823 01:32:55,875 --> 01:32:58,166 ¬ There is no such thing as something teman¬¬ 1824 01:32:58,250 --> 01:32:59,667 Should immediately go ¬ ¬ 1825 01:32:59,750 --> 01:33:00,875 Let ¬ ¬ 1826 01:33:00,959 --> 01:33:03,125 Tell me I'm crazy ¬ ¬ 1827 01:33:26,750 --> 01:33:31,250 ¬ changes are barely noticeable 1828 01:33:31,333 --> 01:33:33,750 ¬ Until that time itself becomes a chain ¬ 1829 01:33:36,417 --> 01:33:41,041 Once ¬ hot blood began to cool ¬ 1830 01:33:41,125 --> 01:33:45,875 ¬ I never slows down the heart rate sia¬ 1831 01:33:45,959 --> 01:33:49,583 Blood ¬ ¬ honor truth 1832 01:33:49,667 --> 01:33:51,083 From nightmare ¬ ¬ 1833 01:33:51,166 --> 01:33:54,625 Blood ¬ ¬ honor truth 1834 01:33:54,709 --> 01:33:57,458 ¬ to be a part of our lives lagi¬¬ 1835 01:34:06,208 --> 01:34:10,834 ¬ From the nightmare that I wake up in another dream ¬ 1836 01:34:10,917 --> 01:34:14,208 ¬ spirits of heaven were broken ¬ 1837 01:34:16,041 --> 01:34:19,041 ¬ Try to distill a cure for the plague ¬ 1838 01:34:20,709 --> 01:34:24,041 It had to be postponed everything ¬ ¬ 1839 01:34:24,125 --> 01:34:25,875 ¬ I've ever felt in ¬ 1840 01:34:25,959 --> 01:34:29,375 Blood ¬ ¬ honor truth 1841 01:34:29,458 --> 01:34:30,875 ¬ Thought it would never end ¬ 1842 01:34:30,959 --> 01:34:33,792 Blood ¬ ¬ honor truth 1843 01:34:33,875 --> 01:34:36,792 ¬ to be a part of our lives lagi¬¬ 1844 01:34:41,000 --> 01:34:43,875 ¬ From this nightmare I woke up in a dream ¬ 1845 01:34:43,959 --> 01:34:47,417 ¬ And looking at the sky unbroken ¬ 1846 01:34:47,500 --> 01:34:49,792 ¬ Try to distill a cure for the plague ... ¬ 1847 01:34:51,750 --> 01:34:53,250 We enjoy our retirement years. 1848 01:34:53,333 --> 01:34:54,792 We lead our time 1849 01:34:54,875 --> 01:34:56,750 while we are young and young, 1850 01:34:56,834 --> 01:34:58,333 and enjoy it. 1851 01:34:58,417 --> 01:35:01,458 And then, when we get old, fuck it, we will work. 1852 01:35:01,542 --> 01:35:02,542 We will find out as we always do. 1853 01:35:02,625 --> 01:35:04,959 We always find the answer 1854 01:35:05,041 --> 01:35:07,041 Uh, how do you grow a culture? You know what I mean? 1855 01:35:07,125 --> 01:35:09,834 not like you grow out of clothes or shoes. 1856 Saya bisa melakukannya lebih keras, --> and better.