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[Gunshot]

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[Sighs]

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[Beep on intercom]

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[Woman]
derek’s here.

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Derek, come on in.

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Started late.

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I know.
I had a few things
to finish up.

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I’m sorry.
[Mutters]

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[Sighs]

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[Exhales forcefully]

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Derek...

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[Claps hands together]

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[Sighs]

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I want you to look
at everything in this room

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that’s out of place.

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And i’d like you
to leave them that way.

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Have a seat.

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Please.

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Thank you.
[Beeps]

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I-i don’t know how
you expect me to focus.

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I’m gonna help you
with that.

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Ignore everything else
in the room.

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Let it all melt away.

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Just focus on me.

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Let’s work on our breathing.

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Okay?

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Deep breath in.

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[Inhales deeply]

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And out.

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[Exhales forcefully]

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There you go.
I hope you enjoy it.

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[Chuckles]

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[Mouths words]

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Thank you so much for this.

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The name’s Walt.

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The dedication--

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who are the initials?
A family member?

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A patient.
Wow.

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Really? he must be
very special to you.

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They all are.
[Chuckling]

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Derek.

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I wanted you
to sign my book.

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You know, you didn’t have to
come all the way down here.

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I would’ve gladly signed one
at my office.

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Well, I know how you feel
about boundaries,

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but you’ve done
so much for me,

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I just wanted
to show my support.

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Well, thank you
for your support.

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I’ll see you next week.

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Wednesday, 10:00 A.M.,

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sharp.

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I will try
not to be late.

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Who would you like
your book signed to?

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Actually, I just
wanted to meet you.

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Well, nice to meet you.

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I don’t think you realize
how much you’ve affected
peoples’ lives.

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Well, I hope that my work
can make a difference

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even if it’s just
a little bit.

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Hi there.

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♪♪ [Salsa]

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Wow.

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Your book
has really taken off.

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It’s like i’m dating
a celebrity.

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Does that work for you?

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Yeah.

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It’s fulfilling
a childhood fantasy.

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Mm, how revealing.

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And there it is.

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The doctor’s never far
from the conversation.

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Oh, i’m sorry.

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Just with all these book
signings, it’s hard to get
out of work much, you know.

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But I only
have one more.

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Then i’m all yours.

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That’s what you said
before the symposium.

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And before that,
it was the lecture
at the university.

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It’s always something.
[Sighs]

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Jason, i’m--

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it’s all right.

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One of the reasons
i fell in love with you.

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You’re so devoted
to sacrificing everything
for everyone else.

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I just wish I was more
than your happy hour.

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Ohh. I hate that you
feel like that.

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Mm.

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And i’m sorry.
You’re right.

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Can I make you dinner
this week?

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I don’t think I can do it
till Thursday.

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Thursday’s fine.

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♪♪ [Continues]

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[Derek]
this was a good week.

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I just had a few episodes

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of anger
at inanimate objects,

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um, some
semi-violent fantasies

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about people
that drove too slow.

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But they were
just fantasies?

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But they were
just fantasies. Good.

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Um, I went
to the laundromat.

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Put in my clothes.
I left for about a half hour.

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I came back.
Somebody had left
the dryer door open

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and didn’t restart
the cycle.

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So my clothes were wet.

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So how did you react?

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[Inhales deeply,
exhales]

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I did my breaths,

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closed the door,
restarted the cycle.

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That’s fantastic.

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I’m very proud of you.

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The old Derek would’ve
rewashed everything.

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Oh, I did.
Several times, actually.

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Scrubbed until
they were spotless.

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I’m kidding.

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[Laughs]

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Ha-ha-ha.
that was very good.

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Huh?
you got me.

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Gotcha.

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I think that’s
a good note to end on.

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Okay.

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I’ll see you next Wednesday
at 10:00.

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Okay.

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[Woman]
will that be cash
or a check?

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Check. I will never
pay in cash.

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I can assure you that.

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Right.
what was I thinking?

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[Mutters]

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All done.

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Okay. you’re gonna
wanna give that

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directly to Dr. wrightmar
when she calls you in.

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Blaire.

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Hi.

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I’ll take that.

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Thank you.

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I’ll be in
in a second.

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Is everything okay?

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Yeah. yeah.
I was just...

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See you, uh,
next Wednesday.

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[Chuckles]
bye.
10:00 A.M.

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Yes.

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Do you have any details
for my talk
at the university today?

138
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Oh, that was postponed.

139
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There was a meningitis outbreak
on campus,

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so professor wheaton
thought it best to reschedule.

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You need to tell me
these things.

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I put it in your calendar.
It’s still in here.

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Okay.

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Okay?
yeah.

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All right.
It’s fine.

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Hey.
hi.

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You were at the book signing,
weren’t you?

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Yes. I had
made an appointment,

149
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but I felt like I wanted
to meet you in a more
casual setting first.

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Well, i’m glad
i didn’t scare you away.

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Have a seat.

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That’s great.

153
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I should let you know
up front--

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I like to record all my sessions
with my clients.

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It just lets me
be totally present

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and not have to worry
about taking notes.

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I hope you’re comfortable
with that.

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I guess if that’s what
you do with everyone.

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Okay.

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00:10:01,567 --> 00:10:03,535
[Beeps]

161
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So, you already know
a little bit about me--

162
00:10:06,472 --> 00:10:08,240
how I conduct
my practice.

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Why don’t you start
by telling me

164
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a little something
about yourself?

165
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Like what?

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Something brought you
to my door.

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I’m having trouble sleeping.

168
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I wake up every night,

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and i’m drenched in sweat,

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my heart’s racing, and i--

171
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I feel like
i had a nightmare,

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but i--
i can’t remember.

173
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How often does this happen?

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Every night.

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I’m sorry.

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[Sniffling]

177
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When did your sleep
disruption start?

178
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After my divorce.

179
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But they’ve just
gotten worse lately.

180
00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:10,469
Was your divorce amicable?

181
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I guess.

182
00:11:13,872 --> 00:11:16,942
But it just
ended so quickly.

183
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I mean, one day,
he just left.

184
00:11:25,351 --> 00:11:27,486
That must’ve been painful.

185
00:11:30,022 --> 00:11:32,157
Would you like
to talk about that?

186
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[Sniffling]

187
00:11:37,396 --> 00:11:40,399
I know that
this is hard,

188
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but if i’m gonna help you,

189
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then we have to be
completely open with each other.

190
00:11:46,071 --> 00:11:48,841
It’s just so hard
to talk about this

191
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with someone
who is so perfect.

192
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I have failures
that I struggle with every day,

193
00:12:01,453 --> 00:12:05,157
and every day
i get a little bit stronger.

194
00:12:08,627 --> 00:12:11,363
And it’s overcoming
those failures

195
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that has made me
into a better person.

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Your turn.

197
00:12:21,807 --> 00:12:24,810
I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

198
00:12:24,810 --> 00:12:27,679
Blaire-- blaire...

199
00:12:27,679 --> 00:12:30,416
This was a bad idea.
I’m sorry.
Blaire, wait.

200
00:12:32,851 --> 00:12:34,586
Blaire!

201
00:12:37,322 --> 00:12:39,158
I didn’t meant
to waste your time.

202
00:12:39,158 --> 00:12:42,194
You haven’t.
Please just come back inside.
This was a mistake.

203
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I wanna help you.

204
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You can’t. Nobody can.
Don’t say that.

205
00:12:46,698 --> 00:12:48,567
We can make it better
if we work together.

206
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We just need
to set some goals.

207
00:12:50,235 --> 00:12:52,237
Like what?

208
00:12:52,237 --> 00:12:55,274
First, we need to know
what your dream is about.

209
00:12:55,274 --> 00:12:57,676
We’ll just start
with one single detail.

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Keep a pen and a notepad
by your desk,

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and when you wake up,
just write.

212
00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:04,583
I wanna be here
to help you through it.

213
00:13:04,583 --> 00:13:06,618
I’m not saying
it’s gonna be easy,

214
00:13:06,618 --> 00:13:10,155
but we can do this
if we do it together.

215
00:13:10,155 --> 00:13:11,824
You promise?

216
00:13:11,824 --> 00:13:14,493
I promise.

217
00:13:38,784 --> 00:13:40,285
[Gasps]

218
00:13:45,023 --> 00:13:46,358
You scared me.
[Chuckling]

219
00:13:46,358 --> 00:13:48,160
You’re so jumpy.

220
00:13:51,430 --> 00:13:54,266
What are you doing here?
Mm.

221
00:13:54,266 --> 00:13:56,902
I thought you were gonna come
on Thursday.

222
00:13:56,902 --> 00:14:00,706
Well, what’s life
without a few surprises?

223
00:14:00,706 --> 00:14:03,909
And i’m still coming
on Thursday.

224
00:14:03,909 --> 00:14:06,712
Don’t think that
this changes anything.
[Laughs]

225
00:14:14,486 --> 00:14:16,321
[Exhales forcefully]

226
00:14:18,657 --> 00:14:20,659
You okay?

227
00:14:20,659 --> 00:14:23,228
Yeah. I just...

228
00:14:23,228 --> 00:14:26,698
I got this new client
at work.

229
00:14:26,698 --> 00:14:28,634
You need an ear?

230
00:14:30,068 --> 00:14:32,304
You know i’m a professional
secret-keeper, right?

231
00:14:32,304 --> 00:14:34,773
Mm. yep.

232
00:14:34,773 --> 00:14:37,176
How was your day?

233
00:14:37,176 --> 00:14:41,380
Well, this really
smelly guy named John

234
00:14:41,380 --> 00:14:43,715
started in accounting,
and that’s pretty much

235
00:14:43,715 --> 00:14:46,552
the most exciting thing
that happened to me today.

236
00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:48,253
Thank you.
Until I came here.

237
00:14:48,253 --> 00:14:50,622
[Laughing]
good save.

238
00:14:50,622 --> 00:14:52,291
Thanks.

239
00:14:52,291 --> 00:14:54,293
These are really pretty,
by the way.

240
00:14:54,293 --> 00:14:55,827
Yeah?
[sniffs]

241
00:14:55,827 --> 00:14:58,530
Mm.
so are you.

242
00:14:58,530 --> 00:15:01,466
You’re just saying that
because you want me to give you
something special for dessert.

243
00:15:01,466 --> 00:15:03,268
Well, my grandmother
always said,

244
00:15:03,268 --> 00:15:06,438
"you should start with dessert
because you never know
what could happen."

245
00:15:06,438 --> 00:15:08,674
I thought I already
gave you dessert.

246
00:15:08,674 --> 00:15:12,177
I was always allowed seconds.
[Laughing]

247
00:15:12,177 --> 00:15:13,812
[Utensil clatters]

248
00:15:18,450 --> 00:15:20,052
Thank you.

249
00:15:20,052 --> 00:15:21,553
I needed that.

250
00:15:21,553 --> 00:15:23,689
I love cooking for you.

251
00:15:23,689 --> 00:15:27,025
I wasn’t talking
about the food.

252
00:15:27,025 --> 00:15:28,994
Mm-hmm.

253
00:15:28,994 --> 00:15:31,530
No!
[laughing]

254
00:15:31,530 --> 00:15:34,433
I can’t. I still have
work to do tonight.

255
00:15:34,433 --> 00:15:35,901
All right.

256
00:15:35,901 --> 00:15:38,103
Just a bit, though.

257
00:15:38,103 --> 00:15:40,405
[Sighs]

258
00:15:43,909 --> 00:15:45,677
[Sighs]

259
00:15:52,584 --> 00:15:54,586
I’m gonna get going.

260
00:15:54,586 --> 00:15:56,388
I’m sorry.
No, it’s--

261
00:15:56,388 --> 00:15:59,858
i’m almost done.
It’s all right,
it’s all right.

262
00:15:59,858 --> 00:16:01,660
Tonight was wonderful.

263
00:16:01,660 --> 00:16:03,962
What do you say
we go away for a weekend--

264
00:16:03,962 --> 00:16:05,464
no computers, no phones?

265
00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:06,999
No nothing.

266
00:16:06,999 --> 00:16:08,667
I like you in nothing.

267
00:16:08,667 --> 00:16:10,369
I like you in nothing
a lot.

268
00:16:10,369 --> 00:16:12,838
[Chuckling]
we’ve established that.

269
00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:24,783
Bye.

270
00:16:24,783 --> 00:16:26,785
Good night.

271
00:16:28,954 --> 00:16:30,889
[Keyboard clacking]

272
00:16:32,891 --> 00:16:37,162
[Blaire]
i’m having trouble sleeping.

273
00:16:37,162 --> 00:16:39,398
I wake up every night,

274
00:16:39,398 --> 00:16:42,401
and i’m drenched in sweat,

275
00:16:42,401 --> 00:16:46,038
my heart’s racing,
and i--

276
00:16:46,038 --> 00:16:48,040
I feel like
i had a nightmare,

277
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,909
but i--
i can’t remember.

278
00:16:53,011 --> 00:16:54,946
[Click]

279
00:17:02,888 --> 00:17:05,457
Jason, you’re relentless.

280
00:17:28,914 --> 00:17:30,982
[Faint thud]

281
00:17:47,799 --> 00:17:49,134
[Gasps]

282
00:17:49,134 --> 00:17:51,603
[Panting]

283
00:18:07,185 --> 00:18:10,188
So, were you able
to take any notes?

284
00:18:25,837 --> 00:18:28,907
That’s all I could remember--

285
00:18:28,907 --> 00:18:30,275
a sound.

286
00:18:30,275 --> 00:18:33,779
And now it’s all I hear.
It’s still here.

287
00:18:33,779 --> 00:18:36,481
It’s a tick, tick, tick, tick,
tick, tick, tick, tick,

288
00:18:36,481 --> 00:18:40,552
tick, tick, tick, tick, tick.
[Sighs]

289
00:18:42,988 --> 00:18:46,725
Well, if your dream
is starting to take shape,

290
00:18:46,725 --> 00:18:49,261
then that’s
a positive thing.

291
00:18:49,261 --> 00:18:51,329
It’s good.

292
00:18:51,329 --> 00:18:53,732
We can work on that
for a couple of months--
months?

293
00:18:53,732 --> 00:18:55,734
I’m drowning.

294
00:18:55,734 --> 00:18:59,437
I can’t live with that sound
for another week.

295
00:18:59,437 --> 00:19:03,008
Well, there is
a more aggressive technique
that we could try.

296
00:19:05,010 --> 00:19:07,212
How much do you know
about hypnotherapy?

297
00:19:08,647 --> 00:19:10,782
Just what I read
in your book.

298
00:19:10,782 --> 00:19:13,218
Mental comfort food?

299
00:19:13,218 --> 00:19:14,953
No. your first book.

300
00:19:14,953 --> 00:19:19,324
Really? you tracked that down?
I can’t believe you read that.

301
00:19:19,324 --> 00:19:21,693
Just-- just parts.

302
00:19:21,693 --> 00:19:24,362
I wanna try
to use hypnotherapy

303
00:19:24,362 --> 00:19:29,000
to dig into this dream you have
hiding in your subconscious.

304
00:19:30,602 --> 00:19:33,505
You’re not gonna mess
with my brain or anything,
are you?

305
00:19:34,873 --> 00:19:37,742
No. no.
Of course not.

306
00:19:39,144 --> 00:19:42,047
Look at it like
an archaeological dig.

307
00:19:42,047 --> 00:19:45,550
I’m only going to uncover
what’s already there.

308
00:19:46,718 --> 00:19:49,921
I mean, if you think
that’s the way to go.

309
00:19:51,456 --> 00:19:53,525
I do.

310
00:19:55,026 --> 00:19:57,796
I want you
to envision yourself

311
00:19:57,796 --> 00:19:59,931
in an elevator.

312
00:20:02,067 --> 00:20:04,636
You’re safe.

313
00:20:04,636 --> 00:20:06,872
The doors close.

314
00:20:09,541 --> 00:20:12,377
You feel yourself descend.

315
00:20:12,377 --> 00:20:15,714
You’re on the tenth floor.

316
00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:17,849
Your body feels heavy,

317
00:20:19,084 --> 00:20:21,553
strong,

318
00:20:21,553 --> 00:20:23,822
and you’re very relaxed.

319
00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:26,157
Ninth floor.

320
00:20:26,157 --> 00:20:29,728
Let your feet
settle into the floor.

321
00:20:29,728 --> 00:20:33,398
Solid, safe.

322
00:20:33,398 --> 00:20:36,668
Let your body surrender
all of its weight.

323
00:20:36,668 --> 00:20:41,640
Your hips, your back,
your head.

324
00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:44,342
[Bell dings]
Fourth floor.

325
00:20:44,342 --> 00:20:47,779
You feel deeply peaceful.

326
00:20:48,647 --> 00:20:50,348
All is well.

327
00:20:50,348 --> 00:20:52,217
Deep breaths.

328
00:20:52,217 --> 00:20:56,388
In and out.

329
00:20:56,388 --> 00:21:00,325
The elevator doors open.

330
00:21:00,325 --> 00:21:02,193
You’re safe.

331
00:21:02,193 --> 00:21:03,695
What do you see?

332
00:21:08,166 --> 00:21:11,436
[Whimpering]
i can’t see anything.

333
00:21:11,436 --> 00:21:12,971
It’s too dark. Please...

334
00:21:16,808 --> 00:21:18,343
Please don’t make me
go in there.

335
00:21:18,343 --> 00:21:20,745
There’s a light switch
just outside the elevator.

336
00:21:20,745 --> 00:21:23,448
Controls the lights
for the whole room.

337
00:21:23,448 --> 00:21:26,818
All you have to do is reach out
and flip it on.

338
00:21:33,858 --> 00:21:35,994
Please, please, don’t die.

339
00:21:35,994 --> 00:21:39,297
Please don’t die.
[Crying]

340
00:21:39,297 --> 00:21:40,432
No!

341
00:21:40,432 --> 00:21:41,933
What’s happened, blaire?

342
00:21:41,933 --> 00:21:44,235
He’s dead.

343
00:21:44,235 --> 00:21:46,671
He’s dead!

344
00:21:46,671 --> 00:21:49,007
I killed him. Blaire--

345
00:21:49,007 --> 00:21:51,009
no! no.
Blaire, breathe.

346
00:21:51,009 --> 00:21:52,877
Listen to my voice.

347
00:21:55,647 --> 00:21:58,917
Get into the elevator.
I’m going to bring you back up.

348
00:22:01,486 --> 00:22:04,055
[Whimpering]

349
00:22:04,055 --> 00:22:05,523
I can’t.

350
00:22:05,523 --> 00:22:06,992
It’s just in your mind.

351
00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:11,629
You need to get in the elevator.
You need to come back.

352
00:22:11,629 --> 00:22:14,065
Everything here is safe.
You’re safe.

353
00:22:18,436 --> 00:22:22,974
Feel the elevator
moving slowly upwards,

354
00:22:22,974 --> 00:22:24,809
away from your dream.

355
00:22:24,809 --> 00:22:28,013
[Elevator rattles]
The distance brings you
a sense of calm,

356
00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:31,783
coming back into
this safe place.

357
00:22:32,650 --> 00:22:35,220
You’re coming back in three,

358
00:22:35,220 --> 00:22:37,322
two, one.

359
00:22:39,758 --> 00:22:42,727
Open your eyes.

360
00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:51,503
It’s okay.
You’re in my office, blaire.
You’re safe.

361
00:22:51,503 --> 00:22:55,206
This is a breakthrough.
It’s good.

362
00:22:55,206 --> 00:22:57,342
Now we know the source
of your nightmares.

363
00:22:57,342 --> 00:23:00,678
I’ve never killed anybody
in my life.

364
00:23:00,678 --> 00:23:04,315
I know.
It was a manifestation.

365
00:23:04,315 --> 00:23:06,918
Something that we can dissect
and interpret.

366
00:23:06,918 --> 00:23:09,554
It was never meant
to be literal.

367
00:23:09,554 --> 00:23:11,356
It felt so real.

368
00:23:11,356 --> 00:23:13,425
I know.

369
00:23:13,425 --> 00:23:15,627
I know.
Take a moment. Sit up.
[Sniffling]

370
00:23:15,627 --> 00:23:17,896
Okay? sit up.

371
00:23:19,631 --> 00:23:22,567
Look, I know it doesn’t
feel like it right now,

372
00:23:22,567 --> 00:23:25,770
but this has been
a very positive step.

373
00:23:29,307 --> 00:23:32,110
[Dr. wrightmar]
What’s happened, blaire?

374
00:23:32,110 --> 00:23:36,014
[Blaire]
he’s dead. He’s dead!

375
00:23:36,014 --> 00:23:38,917
I killed him.
[Keypad beeping]

376
00:23:44,789 --> 00:23:46,558
Hi.

377
00:23:46,558 --> 00:23:48,493
It’s me.

378
00:23:49,994 --> 00:23:52,464
Can I come see you?

379
00:24:02,841 --> 00:24:05,844
Hi, Edmund.
Well, hello, Vicky.

380
00:24:05,844 --> 00:24:08,546
I hate when
you call me that.

381
00:24:08,546 --> 00:24:11,015
Why do you think
i still do it?

382
00:24:11,950 --> 00:24:13,651
[Both chuckle]

383
00:24:13,651 --> 00:24:15,286
Sit.

384
00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:28,299
It’s weird being back here.
I miss it.

385
00:24:28,299 --> 00:24:30,702
Well, if you like,
we can move you back in
next door.

386
00:24:30,702 --> 00:24:33,705
Nobody will mind.

387
00:24:33,705 --> 00:24:35,673
I’m glad you called.

388
00:24:35,673 --> 00:24:38,943
I was under the assumption
that a certain
best-selling author

389
00:24:38,943 --> 00:24:40,812
had grown
beyond her past.

390
00:24:40,812 --> 00:24:43,948
Ah. it’s impossible.

391
00:24:43,948 --> 00:24:45,950
Isn’t there an old saying
that students

392
00:24:45,950 --> 00:24:48,119
are merely reflections
of their professors?

393
00:24:48,119 --> 00:24:51,156
There must be some kind
of gibberish like that.

394
00:24:51,156 --> 00:24:54,325
I hope you don’t mind
while I grovel

395
00:24:54,325 --> 00:24:57,729
for a signed copy
of your latest book.

396
00:24:57,729 --> 00:25:00,498
I like when you grovel.

397
00:25:00,498 --> 00:25:02,300
[Pen scribbling]

398
00:25:11,509 --> 00:25:12,877
[Laughs]

399
00:25:12,877 --> 00:25:14,379
Well, if that’s the case,

400
00:25:14,379 --> 00:25:17,415
when can I expect
my first royalty check?

401
00:25:17,415 --> 00:25:19,450
What you taught me
was invaluable.

402
00:25:19,450 --> 00:25:22,187
I’m sure we can come up
with a fair price.

403
00:25:26,057 --> 00:25:28,459
So what can
this old doc help you with?

404
00:25:28,459 --> 00:25:31,462
One of my patients.

405
00:25:31,462 --> 00:25:35,033
We had a very interesting
hypnotherapy session.

406
00:25:41,306 --> 00:25:45,543
I wanted to explore more,
but her reaction was so severe.

407
00:25:45,543 --> 00:25:49,714
I think you’re intentionally
leaving something out.

408
00:25:49,714 --> 00:25:52,617
That this bears a resemblance
to Dylan mcnalt.

409
00:25:52,617 --> 00:25:54,552
Yeah.

410
00:25:54,552 --> 00:25:57,255
I thought so too.

411
00:25:57,255 --> 00:26:00,358
You specialize in dreams
and hypnotherapy.

412
00:26:00,358 --> 00:26:03,361
Eventually you’re bound
to get cases that are similar.

413
00:26:03,361 --> 00:26:06,397
In our field,
this dream is not too uncommon.

414
00:26:06,397 --> 00:26:09,300
I think this is
just a coincidence.

415
00:26:11,936 --> 00:26:14,839
Have you taken
any time off since, um,

416
00:26:14,839 --> 00:26:16,474
you left?

417
00:26:19,077 --> 00:26:21,312
I didn’t come here
to talk about me.

418
00:26:21,312 --> 00:26:22,747
I did.

419
00:26:22,747 --> 00:26:24,682
And I should tell you

420
00:26:24,682 --> 00:26:27,819
that I don’t practice
that type of therapy anymore.

421
00:26:27,819 --> 00:26:29,621
I don’t use hypnotherapy

422
00:26:29,621 --> 00:26:32,457
to meddle into people’s
dreams and memories.

423
00:26:32,457 --> 00:26:34,659
Too often,
wires can get crossed.

424
00:26:34,659 --> 00:26:37,028
You, of all people,
should understand that.

425
00:26:37,028 --> 00:26:39,063
So you just quit?

426
00:26:40,865 --> 00:26:44,502
I’m surprised that you
are not a little more gun-shy
about this.

427
00:26:47,105 --> 00:26:49,107
Poor choice of words.

428
00:26:52,543 --> 00:26:55,580
Look, after mcnalt,

429
00:26:55,580 --> 00:26:58,850
I reassessed the value
of practicing it regularly.

430
00:26:58,850 --> 00:27:00,418
I thought you were too.

431
00:27:00,418 --> 00:27:02,587
That’s one of the reasons
why I thought you left.

432
00:27:02,587 --> 00:27:04,656
Your techniques
still hold value.

433
00:27:04,656 --> 00:27:07,091
Leave it for addictions
like smoking

434
00:27:07,091 --> 00:27:08,893
and-- and binge eating.

435
00:27:08,893 --> 00:27:11,362
In a worst-case scenario,
someone has to count calories

436
00:27:11,362 --> 00:27:13,498
for the rest of their life.

437
00:27:16,167 --> 00:27:18,303
Are you still having
the dreams?

438
00:27:20,338 --> 00:27:23,074
Maybe if i’d been able
to reach out to his family...

439
00:27:23,074 --> 00:27:25,677
Vicky,

440
00:27:25,677 --> 00:27:29,080
we had to respect
their wishes.

441
00:27:31,082 --> 00:27:33,685
[Clears throat]

442
00:27:33,685 --> 00:27:36,254
So, do you have
any guidance for me?

443
00:27:36,254 --> 00:27:38,523
Because I could
really use some right now.

444
00:27:40,758 --> 00:27:44,329
The only guidance
i have for you
is to be careful.

445
00:27:49,233 --> 00:27:52,537
We both know that you
have a tendency to get...

446
00:27:55,807 --> 00:27:57,442
Close.

447
00:28:03,114 --> 00:28:05,249
Victoria...

448
00:28:20,498 --> 00:28:22,767
[Victoria]
i’m glad to see you like this.

449
00:28:22,767 --> 00:28:24,635
You look good.

450
00:28:24,635 --> 00:28:27,138
Thank you.
You look happy.

451
00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:31,409
I got my doctor
to thank for that.

452
00:28:31,409 --> 00:28:34,612
Last night
was the first good sleep
i’ve had in a while.

453
00:28:34,612 --> 00:28:37,048
Well, you can
thank yourself too.

454
00:28:37,048 --> 00:28:38,683
We did this together.

455
00:28:45,123 --> 00:28:47,558
I love you.

456
00:28:48,593 --> 00:28:50,795
[Victoria]
i’m your doctor,

457
00:28:50,795 --> 00:28:52,597
nothing more.

458
00:28:52,597 --> 00:28:54,599
[Dylan]
but there’s something here.

459
00:28:54,599 --> 00:28:56,934
I didn’t just imagine it.

460
00:28:56,934 --> 00:28:59,070
I mean, you see inside me.

461
00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:01,272
Inside my soul.
[Beeps]

462
00:29:05,043 --> 00:29:06,544
[Sighs]

463
00:29:06,544 --> 00:29:09,547
Dylan, i’m in a relationship.
I’m happy.

464
00:29:21,259 --> 00:29:23,828
I can’t be
your doctor anymore.

465
00:29:23,828 --> 00:29:26,964
So we can be together.
That’s never gonna happen.

466
00:29:26,964 --> 00:29:29,167
You’re gonna wake up
in the morning and realize

467
00:29:29,167 --> 00:29:31,836
this was a huge mistake.
No...

468
00:29:33,037 --> 00:29:35,173
You should go.

469
00:29:37,141 --> 00:29:39,710
[Sighs]

470
00:29:39,710 --> 00:29:44,582
Whatever happens next,
i’ll be with you.

471
00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:48,219
Excuse me.

472
00:29:53,524 --> 00:29:55,293
Hey.
hey.

473
00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:57,295
What are you
doing here?

474
00:29:57,295 --> 00:29:59,297
I have a book
for you to sign.

475
00:30:00,164 --> 00:30:01,833
I already signed one
for you.

476
00:30:01,833 --> 00:30:04,669
Well, I bought another one.

477
00:30:07,038 --> 00:30:10,608
You know, even though
you’re boosting my book sales,

478
00:30:12,210 --> 00:30:15,246
we’re gonna talk about this
at your next session.

479
00:30:15,246 --> 00:30:17,014
I’m just supporting you.

480
00:30:17,014 --> 00:30:20,051
And I appreciate
your support.

481
00:30:20,051 --> 00:30:22,353
Listen, um,

482
00:30:22,353 --> 00:30:24,355
after this,
whenever it ends,

483
00:30:24,355 --> 00:30:28,259
i’m free if you wanna
grab a cup of coffee

484
00:30:28,259 --> 00:30:30,728
or just-- or dinner.

485
00:30:30,728 --> 00:30:33,431
I mean--
Derek?

486
00:30:33,431 --> 00:30:35,600
Yeah?
it’s been a really long day.

487
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,735
I’m just gonna
go straight home.

488
00:30:44,175 --> 00:30:46,210
Sir, I suggest you go.

489
00:30:46,210 --> 00:30:47,778
Don’t make the mistake
of touching me.

490
00:30:47,778 --> 00:30:49,981
Back out of my spa--
[Victoria]
It’s okay.

491
00:30:49,981 --> 00:30:51,916
Get out of my space!
Back!

492
00:30:51,916 --> 00:30:53,751
It’s okay.

493
00:30:53,751 --> 00:30:57,255
Derek, i’ll see you
next week.

494
00:30:57,255 --> 00:31:00,324
Okay. all right.

495
00:31:03,327 --> 00:31:06,264
Uh...
[mutters]

496
00:31:13,204 --> 00:31:15,873
[Muttering]

497
00:31:15,873 --> 00:31:17,341
Okay.

498
00:31:26,751 --> 00:31:28,686
[Alarm chirps]

499
00:31:32,790 --> 00:31:34,425
[Horn honks]

500
00:31:37,228 --> 00:31:39,063
[Gasps]
i’m sorry.

501
00:31:39,063 --> 00:31:42,266
Blaire.
i’m sorry. I didn’t
mean to scare you.

502
00:31:42,266 --> 00:31:44,869
Nancy said you’d
be coming back here.

503
00:31:44,869 --> 00:31:46,537
What’s wrong?

504
00:31:46,537 --> 00:31:49,373
I see it every night--

505
00:31:49,373 --> 00:31:51,809
the death of that man.

506
00:31:51,809 --> 00:31:54,045
Please help me.
[Crying]

507
00:31:54,045 --> 00:31:55,613
Please.

508
00:31:55,613 --> 00:31:57,615
Let’s go to my office.

509
00:32:04,755 --> 00:32:06,057
Hey, Jason.

510
00:32:06,057 --> 00:32:08,793
Um, i’m gonna
have to cancel tonight.

511
00:32:08,793 --> 00:32:12,029
I’ll, uh--
i’ll talk to you later.

512
00:32:12,029 --> 00:32:14,665
Okay. bye.
[Beeps]

513
00:32:14,665 --> 00:32:16,601
Thank you so much
for doing this.

514
00:32:16,601 --> 00:32:18,603
I really hope
i didn’t take you away

515
00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:20,605
from something important.

516
00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:22,607
Nah, he’ll understand.

517
00:32:22,607 --> 00:32:25,610
Um, i’m gonna
make myself some tea.

518
00:32:25,610 --> 00:32:28,245
Would you like some tea?
Yes, please.

519
00:32:28,245 --> 00:32:31,449
I know I have green tea here,
and I think Nancy

520
00:32:31,449 --> 00:32:33,618
has chamomile in here desk.

521
00:32:33,618 --> 00:32:36,187
Chamomile would be nice.

522
00:32:36,187 --> 00:32:37,855
Okay.

523
00:32:37,855 --> 00:32:39,790
I’ll be back.

524
00:32:41,158 --> 00:32:44,295
[Drawer opens]

525
00:32:58,342 --> 00:33:00,211
[Drawer closes]

526
00:33:00,211 --> 00:33:01,779
[Blaire]
this past week,

527
00:33:01,779 --> 00:33:04,715
i’ve barely
remembered anything.

528
00:33:04,715 --> 00:33:09,353
Um, the days
have disappeared.

529
00:33:10,588 --> 00:33:13,591
I don’t recall any...

530
00:33:13,591 --> 00:33:16,927
Well, I think
that’s pretty normal.

531
00:33:16,927 --> 00:33:19,130
You know, it’s easy
to get caught up

532
00:33:19,130 --> 00:33:20,631
in your daily routine.

533
00:33:20,631 --> 00:33:23,334
But this feels like--

534
00:33:23,334 --> 00:33:25,369
like a trance.

535
00:33:25,369 --> 00:33:28,406
Like blackouts.

536
00:33:28,406 --> 00:33:31,742
You know, like you mentioned
in your first book.

537
00:33:35,646 --> 00:33:38,883
That condition’s very rare.

538
00:33:38,883 --> 00:33:41,118
I’ve only
experienced it twice.

539
00:33:41,118 --> 00:33:43,054
What does it feel like?

540
00:33:43,054 --> 00:33:46,691
It’s disturbing.
Imagine what it’s like

541
00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:48,826
to go to sleep
in the comfort of your own bed

542
00:33:48,826 --> 00:33:53,030
and wake up...
In the grocery store.

543
00:33:53,030 --> 00:33:56,767
No idea where you’ve been,
what you’ve done.

544
00:33:56,767 --> 00:33:58,002
[Sniffling]

545
00:33:58,002 --> 00:34:01,639
It’s, um--
it’s terrifying.

546
00:34:01,639 --> 00:34:03,808
But what if
that’s what happened to me?

547
00:34:03,808 --> 00:34:05,810
What if I was in
some kind of a trance

548
00:34:05,810 --> 00:34:08,913
and I killed that man,
and I don’t remember?

549
00:34:08,913 --> 00:34:10,715
No.

550
00:34:10,715 --> 00:34:14,251
We’re not gonna
go down that path.

551
00:34:14,251 --> 00:34:17,521
It was a dream,
a nightmare.

552
00:34:17,521 --> 00:34:19,156
That’s it.

553
00:34:21,025 --> 00:34:23,627
And we’re gonna
take control.

554
00:34:26,030 --> 00:34:29,300
Tonight, I want you
to think about your dream

555
00:34:29,300 --> 00:34:31,836
before you go to bed.

556
00:34:31,836 --> 00:34:34,205
And that will help
dictate your actions

557
00:34:34,205 --> 00:34:36,140
once you drift off.

558
00:34:37,408 --> 00:34:39,410
And then I want you

559
00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:43,147
to imagine talking
to this man,

560
00:34:43,147 --> 00:34:44,949
engaging him
in conversation.

561
00:34:44,949 --> 00:34:48,853
I want you to ask him--
ask him why he’s there.

562
00:34:48,853 --> 00:34:51,188
What does he want
from you?

563
00:34:52,323 --> 00:34:54,158
I don’t think
i can do that.

564
00:34:54,158 --> 00:34:56,927
Then you’re not
gonna get better.

565
00:34:56,927 --> 00:34:59,163
[Sniffling]

566
00:35:02,633 --> 00:35:04,969
If it helps,
if it gives you
any kind of comfort,

567
00:35:04,969 --> 00:35:07,805
imagine that
i’m with you.

568
00:35:07,805 --> 00:35:11,542
But it has to be you
who engages with him.

569
00:35:16,347 --> 00:35:17,681
[Sighs]

570
00:35:17,681 --> 00:35:20,050
Do you wanna tell me
how you’re feeling?

571
00:35:23,521 --> 00:35:25,656
What’s wrong, Derek?

572
00:35:28,592 --> 00:35:30,594
This isn’t fair.

573
00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:36,734
Things are not
in order, Victoria.

574
00:35:36,734 --> 00:35:38,636
It’s "Dr. wrightmar."

575
00:35:38,636 --> 00:35:40,171
Oh.
[chuckles]

576
00:35:40,171 --> 00:35:41,639
Okay.

577
00:35:45,609 --> 00:35:48,012
Can we talk about
what happened
at the bookstore?

578
00:35:48,012 --> 00:35:50,548
Look, i’m just
gonna make you a deal.

579
00:35:50,548 --> 00:35:53,684
All right?
Take the paintings.

580
00:35:53,684 --> 00:35:56,887
Do whatever you want
with the paintings.
Screw them up. I don’t care.

581
00:35:56,887 --> 00:35:59,790
Can I please just
put the books back?

582
00:36:00,925 --> 00:36:05,429
Can I just put
the books back

583
00:36:05,429 --> 00:36:08,065
the way they were, okay?

584
00:36:10,100 --> 00:36:11,769
Thank you.

585
00:36:13,003 --> 00:36:15,539
What happened?

586
00:36:15,539 --> 00:36:19,043
We were progressing
so nicely.

587
00:36:21,912 --> 00:36:24,682
I really like you.
[Sighs]

588
00:36:28,519 --> 00:36:32,590
I like you, too,
as your doctor.
[Scoffs]

589
00:36:32,590 --> 00:36:34,391
Derek,
you need to remember

590
00:36:34,391 --> 00:36:37,328
this is a doctor-patient
relationship.
[Sniffles]

591
00:36:37,328 --> 00:36:40,197
Do you understand that?

592
00:36:40,197 --> 00:36:42,766
[Knuckles crack]
Is it because of him?

593
00:36:44,101 --> 00:36:46,237
Who do you mean
when you say "him"?

594
00:36:55,179 --> 00:36:57,181
If you continue
down this path,

595
00:36:57,181 --> 00:36:59,250
we’re gonna make
alternate arrangements.

596
00:36:59,250 --> 00:37:02,052
What, you’re gonna
get rid of me?

597
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:05,589
I didn’t say that.

598
00:37:05,589 --> 00:37:08,826
But we might have to
see each other monthly
instead of weekly.

599
00:37:08,826 --> 00:37:11,495
Allow some distance
to grow between us.

600
00:37:11,495 --> 00:37:14,798
I thought that we were
going to be seeing more
of each other, not less.

601
00:37:14,798 --> 00:37:18,135
If this acting out
is your way of forcing that,

602
00:37:18,135 --> 00:37:21,305
then we need to add more time
between our sessions.

603
00:37:22,673 --> 00:37:24,475
[Sighs]

604
00:37:24,475 --> 00:37:29,346
I know this seems harsh,
but I need to be
very firm with you.

605
00:37:31,782 --> 00:37:34,785
I don’t wanna jeopardize
your progress.

606
00:37:37,154 --> 00:37:38,789
Can I leave?

607
00:37:42,159 --> 00:37:44,495
Derek...

608
00:37:44,495 --> 00:37:46,931
I need to leave.

609
00:37:51,735 --> 00:37:54,571
[Door opens]

610
00:37:54,571 --> 00:37:56,707
[Door closes]

611
00:38:19,363 --> 00:38:21,332
[Beeps]

612
00:38:22,032 --> 00:38:24,668
Nancy, can you come in here,
please?

613
00:38:36,746 --> 00:38:41,084
I need you to run down
to the s.F.U. Medical library
and pick up these books.

614
00:38:41,084 --> 00:38:42,952
Now?

615
00:38:42,952 --> 00:38:44,988
Yeah.

616
00:38:44,988 --> 00:38:48,258
Well, what about
your afternoon appointments?

617
00:38:48,258 --> 00:38:51,828
Um, can you cancel them
for me?

618
00:38:51,828 --> 00:38:53,963
Except for blaire Bennett.

619
00:39:02,238 --> 00:39:04,107
[Phone ringing]
[Nancy laughing]

620
00:39:04,107 --> 00:39:06,242
[Man speaking, faint]

621
00:39:06,242 --> 00:39:09,312
[Ringing continues]
[Nancy]
No, that’s just not true.

622
00:39:09,312 --> 00:39:10,513
Nancy.

623
00:39:10,513 --> 00:39:12,315
[Laughs]
that was a good one.

624
00:39:12,315 --> 00:39:14,918
Nancy, if you’re still here,
could you at least
answer the phones?

625
00:39:14,918 --> 00:39:16,453
[Clears throat]
Sorry.
Oh.

626
00:39:16,453 --> 00:39:17,987
It’s all right.
I was just leaving.

627
00:39:17,987 --> 00:39:21,257
She was just leaving.
[Door opens]

628
00:39:21,257 --> 00:39:24,327
Always getting the girls
in trouble, aren’t you, Edmund?
[Door closes]

629
00:39:24,327 --> 00:39:26,363
Sort of my forte.

630
00:39:26,363 --> 00:39:28,698
I was just in the neighborhood,
and I thought i’d stop by.

631
00:39:28,698 --> 00:39:29,966
Brighten up your day.

632
00:39:29,966 --> 00:39:32,035
And check up on me?
[Chuckling]

633
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:39,642
Let’s get a cup of coffee.
Okay.

634
00:40:05,802 --> 00:40:07,804
You know, I can’t say
that I blame him--

635
00:40:07,804 --> 00:40:11,141
developing a crush
on his doctor.

636
00:40:11,141 --> 00:40:14,477
I need Dr. sylvan right now,
not Edmund.

637
00:40:14,477 --> 00:40:16,312
All right.

638
00:40:16,312 --> 00:40:18,214
You know,
he’s never showed

639
00:40:18,214 --> 00:40:21,184
any sign of transference
before the bookstore.

640
00:40:21,184 --> 00:40:25,255
I don’t know.
Maybe I just didn’t see it.

641
00:40:25,255 --> 00:40:27,123
Well...

642
00:40:29,993 --> 00:40:33,329
My suggestion is to give him
some firmer boundaries,

643
00:40:33,329 --> 00:40:35,131
more limitations.

644
00:40:35,131 --> 00:40:38,067
Show him that there’s
a clear line
between you and him.

645
00:40:38,067 --> 00:40:40,603
I made it very clear
that there would
be consequences.

646
00:40:40,603 --> 00:40:42,205
And how did he take it?

647
00:40:42,205 --> 00:40:44,073
He bolted from my office.

648
00:40:44,073 --> 00:40:47,010
Do you think he’s a threat?
I mean, a physical threat?

649
00:40:47,010 --> 00:40:48,812
No. not to me.

650
00:40:48,812 --> 00:40:51,114
Maybe-- maybe to himself.

651
00:40:51,114 --> 00:40:53,183
I can’t have this
happen again.

652
00:40:53,183 --> 00:40:55,185
You know, Victoria,
if you’re worried

653
00:40:55,185 --> 00:40:58,788
that he’s a threat,
you can declare him 5150.

654
00:40:58,788 --> 00:41:01,958
I don’t think
we’re at that point yet.
I don’t think he’s suicidal.

655
00:41:01,958 --> 00:41:04,961
Why would you be afraid
to use it?

656
00:41:04,961 --> 00:41:06,563
I’m not.

657
00:41:06,563 --> 00:41:08,231
[Mutters]

658
00:41:08,231 --> 00:41:10,166
Do you think I am?

659
00:41:11,968 --> 00:41:14,904
You think I should’ve
used it on mcnalt.

660
00:41:14,904 --> 00:41:17,140
I didn’t say that.

661
00:41:18,975 --> 00:41:21,110
That’s what it sounds like.

662
00:41:22,479 --> 00:41:24,414
How is your hypnosis case?

663
00:41:24,414 --> 00:41:26,916
[Chuckles]
[hand thuds on table]

664
00:41:26,916 --> 00:41:28,918
There it is.
[Clears throat]

665
00:41:28,918 --> 00:41:32,622
The real reason
for your visit.
Oh, come on.

666
00:41:32,622 --> 00:41:35,225
What happened
to "be careful"?

667
00:41:36,726 --> 00:41:39,028
I thought maybe
i could elaborate

668
00:41:39,028 --> 00:41:41,297
on my advice a little
if you’d let me.

669
00:41:41,297 --> 00:41:43,399
I know I can be,
uh, a tad

670
00:41:43,399 --> 00:41:45,368
on the curmudgeonly side
sometimes.

671
00:41:45,368 --> 00:41:48,338
It comes with getting wise,
and old age.

672
00:41:48,338 --> 00:41:50,607
[Both laugh]

673
00:41:56,946 --> 00:41:59,782
Dr. wrightmar.
Blaire.

674
00:41:59,782 --> 00:42:02,619
Wow.
you look great today.

675
00:42:02,619 --> 00:42:04,287
It’s all because of you.

676
00:42:04,287 --> 00:42:07,657
Last night was
the first good sleep
i’ve had in awhile.

677
00:42:07,657 --> 00:42:10,159
That’s great.

678
00:42:11,728 --> 00:42:13,730
I’m proud of you.

679
00:42:13,730 --> 00:42:16,299
Come on.
I wanna hear everything.

680
00:42:27,010 --> 00:42:28,645
Oh, my god.

681
00:42:33,249 --> 00:42:35,184
What is it?

682
00:42:37,787 --> 00:42:40,256
My computer
and my recorder--

683
00:42:40,256 --> 00:42:42,225
they’re gone.

684
00:42:43,493 --> 00:42:45,295
So somebody has it?

685
00:42:45,295 --> 00:42:48,865
They could be listening
to everything that I told you?

686
00:42:48,865 --> 00:42:50,667
To everything that I said?

687
00:42:50,667 --> 00:42:52,235
Blaire...

688
00:42:54,804 --> 00:42:56,639
Blaire...

689
00:43:03,613 --> 00:43:05,815
[Keypad beeping]

690
00:43:05,815 --> 00:43:08,284
[Line ringing]

691
00:43:11,187 --> 00:43:13,389
[Man]
who was the last one here?

692
00:43:15,959 --> 00:43:18,194
I was.
[Camera shutter clicking]

693
00:43:18,194 --> 00:43:21,230
What about
your assistant?

694
00:43:21,230 --> 00:43:23,800
I sent her out to run
some errands for me.

695
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,602
Uh-huh. did she know
you were gonna be gone?

696
00:43:26,602 --> 00:43:29,372
[Sighs]
no.

697
00:43:29,372 --> 00:43:34,210
A colleague came by
and took me out for some coffee.

698
00:43:34,210 --> 00:43:37,213
Well, i’ll need
that colleague’s information.

699
00:43:37,213 --> 00:43:39,248
Yeah. of course.

700
00:43:40,316 --> 00:43:41,651
[Camera shutter clicking]

701
00:43:41,651 --> 00:43:44,621
You keep narcotics here?

702
00:43:44,621 --> 00:43:47,991
I don’t medicate
my patients.

703
00:43:47,991 --> 00:43:50,526
I’ll take that as a "no,"
then, huh?

704
00:43:50,526 --> 00:43:53,730
That’s a "no."

705
00:43:53,730 --> 00:43:57,700
Look, it is very important
that I get my computers back.

706
00:43:57,700 --> 00:44:00,803
Especially my laptop
and my recorder.

707
00:44:00,803 --> 00:44:02,905
I record all of
my patients’ sessions.

708
00:44:02,905 --> 00:44:05,241
They’re all on there.

709
00:44:05,241 --> 00:44:09,112
And there were a couple
of older case files
that were taken,

710
00:44:09,112 --> 00:44:11,848
and some of them
are very important to me.

711
00:44:11,848 --> 00:44:14,984
You have any problems with
any of your patients lately?

712
00:44:14,984 --> 00:44:17,086
You mean anyone
that would do this?

713
00:44:18,588 --> 00:44:20,289
Yeah.

714
00:44:24,160 --> 00:44:27,296
No. nothing that violent.

715
00:44:29,132 --> 00:44:30,233
Okay.

716
00:44:32,268 --> 00:44:35,204
Well, are we done?

717
00:44:35,204 --> 00:44:38,074
I got pretty much
everything I need.

718
00:44:38,074 --> 00:44:40,743
If you think of anything else,
give me a call.

719
00:44:52,355 --> 00:44:55,391
[Door opens, closes]

720
00:44:57,760 --> 00:45:00,329
Whoa. what happened?

721
00:45:01,397 --> 00:45:03,599
We had a break-in.

722
00:45:03,599 --> 00:45:05,401
Okay. I can clean up.

723
00:45:05,401 --> 00:45:08,171
No. that’s fine.
Don’t worry about it.

724
00:45:08,171 --> 00:45:11,374
Did you get the books?
No. They were closed.

725
00:45:13,076 --> 00:45:15,211
Well, I wish you’d called ahead
and not just run off.

726
00:45:15,211 --> 00:45:17,914
I’m sorry. I was just doing
what you wanted me to.

727
00:45:17,914 --> 00:45:19,916
It’s fine.

728
00:45:19,916 --> 00:45:22,585
Just take the afternoon.

729
00:45:22,585 --> 00:45:24,253
[Sighs]

730
00:45:26,923 --> 00:45:29,058
The only message
was jason’s.

731
00:45:30,626 --> 00:45:33,830
He said he was coming by
to pull you away for lunch.

732
00:45:41,304 --> 00:45:43,539
[Birds cawing]
[Children playing]

733
00:45:43,539 --> 00:45:45,341
You’re not saying much.

734
00:45:45,341 --> 00:45:47,877
I don’t have
anything to say.

735
00:45:47,877 --> 00:45:49,378
You called me.
I thought maybe

736
00:45:49,378 --> 00:45:52,515
you had something
to say.

737
00:45:52,515 --> 00:45:55,017
I just wanted
to see my man.

738
00:45:55,017 --> 00:45:58,287
Am I still your man?
Of course you are.

739
00:45:58,287 --> 00:46:01,924
I thought maybe
things had changed.

740
00:46:01,924 --> 00:46:04,427
Why would you think that?

741
00:46:04,427 --> 00:46:07,430
I don’t know.
You’ve been so distant lately.

742
00:46:07,430 --> 00:46:09,632
I thought maybe
i pushed you too hard,

743
00:46:09,632 --> 00:46:13,102
or there was someone else.

744
00:46:13,970 --> 00:46:18,741
Babe... are you kidding me?

745
00:46:18,741 --> 00:46:21,010
Baby, how can you
even think that?

746
00:46:21,010 --> 00:46:23,379
I mean, look at you.

747
00:46:25,047 --> 00:46:27,183
You’re so handsome.

748
00:46:28,184 --> 00:46:30,219
And you’re successful,

749
00:46:30,219 --> 00:46:33,055
and you’re
so sweet to me.

750
00:46:33,055 --> 00:46:35,124
I’m sorry
i’ve been out of touch.

751
00:46:35,124 --> 00:46:38,694
Aah!
babe, what happened?

752
00:46:38,694 --> 00:46:40,696
I punched a wall.

753
00:46:40,696 --> 00:46:42,598
Why did you do that?

754
00:46:44,267 --> 00:46:45,468
Got angry.

755
00:46:45,468 --> 00:46:47,670
I’m allowed to get angry,
all right?

756
00:46:47,670 --> 00:46:50,306
I never said you weren’t.

757
00:46:50,306 --> 00:46:54,944
Oh, no. I can feel
your psychoanalysis kicking in.

758
00:46:56,312 --> 00:46:58,781
I knew you’d never plan
anything for yourself,

759
00:46:58,781 --> 00:47:01,517
or for us, so...

760
00:47:01,517 --> 00:47:03,319
I spent the last week

761
00:47:03,319 --> 00:47:05,555
organizing a weekend
away for us.

762
00:47:07,356 --> 00:47:09,258
You did?

763
00:47:09,258 --> 00:47:13,396
When I found the perfect place,
i rushed over to see you,

764
00:47:13,396 --> 00:47:15,631
and I saw you
coming out of your office
with him.

765
00:47:15,631 --> 00:47:19,402
I got jealous,
and I punched a wall.

766
00:47:22,071 --> 00:47:24,207
In my office?

767
00:47:28,211 --> 00:47:30,213
Jason, you know the police
have already been there.

768
00:47:30,213 --> 00:47:33,482
They’ve dusted for prints.
What are you trying to say?

769
00:47:33,482 --> 00:47:35,484
I’m saying if
you broke into my office

770
00:47:35,484 --> 00:47:37,620
because you’re pissed off
at me, that’s fine.

771
00:47:37,620 --> 00:47:40,623
But I need my laptop back.
I need my recorder.

772
00:47:40,623 --> 00:47:44,627
Jason!
i need to leave
before I punch something else.

773
00:48:08,084 --> 00:48:10,253
Blaire, I just want
to apologize.

774
00:48:11,387 --> 00:48:14,056
I feel terrible
about what happened.

775
00:48:14,056 --> 00:48:16,626
Can we please just talk?

776
00:48:22,398 --> 00:48:24,567
Okay, i’m gonna leave you alone.
I just--

777
00:48:24,567 --> 00:48:28,337
I just wanted to check in
before the police
came to see you.

778
00:48:32,008 --> 00:48:34,043
Why would they
wanna talk to me?

779
00:48:34,043 --> 00:48:36,279
Because of the break-in.

780
00:48:36,279 --> 00:48:39,015
But I don’t know anything.
I was with you.

781
00:48:39,015 --> 00:48:43,052
And that’s what I told them,
but they probably still have
some questions for you.

782
00:48:49,558 --> 00:48:53,262
Anyway, the first night,
i put you there with me.

783
00:48:53,262 --> 00:48:55,264
I was able
to approach the man.

784
00:48:55,264 --> 00:48:58,034
But when I touched him,
i woke up.

785
00:48:58,034 --> 00:49:00,670
Well, that’s
a good first step.

786
00:49:00,670 --> 00:49:02,471
These things take time.

787
00:49:02,471 --> 00:49:05,775
You can’t expect it
to resolve itself overnight.

788
00:49:05,775 --> 00:49:07,677
I guess.

789
00:49:07,677 --> 00:49:11,247
But the second night,
i talked to him.

790
00:49:11,247 --> 00:49:14,684
Oh, that’s incredible.

791
00:49:14,684 --> 00:49:17,186
So what did he say?
Who was he?

792
00:49:17,186 --> 00:49:19,422
I think you know.

793
00:49:19,422 --> 00:49:22,058
It being after
the divorce and all.

794
00:49:22,058 --> 00:49:23,693
Your ex-husband.

795
00:49:25,661 --> 00:49:28,597
Well, it did seem
like the most logical person.

796
00:49:28,597 --> 00:49:31,067
He said he was sorry...

797
00:49:31,967 --> 00:49:34,103
For everything.

798
00:49:35,137 --> 00:49:37,473
He asked for my forgiveness.

799
00:49:38,974 --> 00:49:41,177
What did you do?

800
00:49:41,177 --> 00:49:44,980
He was the one person

801
00:49:44,980 --> 00:49:47,216
who understood me.

802
00:49:49,385 --> 00:49:51,520
And he abandoned me.

803
00:49:52,788 --> 00:49:54,457
I was furious.

804
00:49:54,457 --> 00:49:57,293
Without thinking,
the gun appeared in my hand,

805
00:49:57,293 --> 00:49:59,695
and I pointed it
straight at him.

806
00:49:59,695 --> 00:50:02,098
And did you?

807
00:50:02,965 --> 00:50:05,735
I was so tired

808
00:50:05,735 --> 00:50:08,771
of being angry.

809
00:50:08,771 --> 00:50:12,208
I put the gun down,
and I forgave him.

810
00:50:13,175 --> 00:50:15,177
That’s wonderful.

811
00:50:15,177 --> 00:50:17,213
So what about
the dreams?

812
00:50:17,213 --> 00:50:18,948
They’ve stopped.

813
00:50:18,948 --> 00:50:24,453
I feel so liberated,

814
00:50:24,453 --> 00:50:26,622
at peace.

815
00:50:26,622 --> 00:50:29,392
I feel like me again,

816
00:50:29,392 --> 00:50:32,395
and it’s all because of you.

817
00:50:32,395 --> 00:50:34,263
No.

818
00:50:34,263 --> 00:50:36,399
This was all you.

819
00:50:55,117 --> 00:50:57,253
[Keypad beeping]

820
00:51:03,092 --> 00:51:05,227
[Cell phone hums]

821
00:51:07,063 --> 00:51:09,131
Jason?

822
00:51:12,435 --> 00:51:14,970
[Sighs]
Jason, if you’re
trying to scare me,

823
00:51:14,970 --> 00:51:17,106
i’m not in the mood.

824
00:51:32,154 --> 00:51:34,924
Jason?

825
00:51:34,924 --> 00:51:37,159
Oh, my god. Jason!

826
00:51:37,159 --> 00:51:39,995
Oh! Jason,
are you okay?

827
00:51:39,995 --> 00:51:42,298
Jason, say something
to me.

828
00:51:42,298 --> 00:51:44,533
Jason...

829
00:51:47,703 --> 00:51:50,272
[Keypad beeping]

830
00:51:51,807 --> 00:51:53,609
Help me.

831
00:51:53,609 --> 00:51:56,145
I need an ambulance
right away.

832
00:52:00,749 --> 00:52:02,818
[Monitor beeping]

833
00:52:04,119 --> 00:52:07,156
[Ventilator whooshing]

834
00:52:10,726 --> 00:52:12,661
I’m sorry.

835
00:52:17,066 --> 00:52:19,568
I can’t lose you.

836
00:52:19,568 --> 00:52:21,704
I can’t lose you.

837
00:52:25,407 --> 00:52:28,310
[Beeping continues]
[Whooshing continues]

838
00:52:35,851 --> 00:52:38,287
Jas--

839
00:52:39,455 --> 00:52:41,590
[detective]
jason’s in his room.

840
00:52:42,892 --> 00:52:47,263
I brought you here
so we could talk privately.

841
00:52:47,263 --> 00:52:49,265
[Sighs]

842
00:52:49,265 --> 00:52:51,267
Do you remember?

843
00:52:51,267 --> 00:52:52,868
Of course.

844
00:52:54,103 --> 00:52:56,005
It’s all my fault.

845
00:52:56,005 --> 00:52:57,940
Come again?

846
00:52:59,475 --> 00:53:02,578
Oh, it’s just...
We had a fight earlier.

847
00:53:02,578 --> 00:53:05,714
I accused him of being the one
who trashed my office.

848
00:53:05,714 --> 00:53:07,283
Did he?

849
00:53:07,283 --> 00:53:09,718
No. well, of course not.

850
00:53:09,718 --> 00:53:13,656
After he had seen me
leave my office
with a colleague,

851
00:53:13,656 --> 00:53:16,892
we both jumped to conclusions
we shouldn’t have.

852
00:53:18,761 --> 00:53:21,830
So, do you have
any idea who did this?

853
00:53:23,866 --> 00:53:25,701
No.

854
00:53:26,802 --> 00:53:29,238
No?

855
00:53:29,238 --> 00:53:31,206
You have no idea

856
00:53:31,206 --> 00:53:34,209
who would write a note saying,
"now we can be together"?

857
00:53:34,209 --> 00:53:36,912
No? that kind of note?
Is that what you’re saying?

858
00:53:36,912 --> 00:53:39,415
Trust is a very important part
of my profession, detective.

859
00:53:39,415 --> 00:53:42,451
Yeah, as in mine, doctor.

860
00:53:46,322 --> 00:53:48,023
Okay.

861
00:53:48,023 --> 00:53:50,793
I don’t have anything else
to say to you.

862
00:53:56,365 --> 00:53:58,867
[Monitor beeping]
[Ventilator whooshing]

863
00:54:14,183 --> 00:54:16,952
I’ll be back.

864
00:54:16,952 --> 00:54:19,388
You stay strong.

865
00:54:30,666 --> 00:54:32,835
[Alarm chirps]
[Victoria]
Thank you so much.

866
00:54:32,835 --> 00:54:35,537
All right, all right.
I’m gonna open it.

867
00:54:35,537 --> 00:54:38,374
Derek, open up!
It’s the manager!

868
00:54:41,410 --> 00:54:44,046
I’m gonna come in!

869
00:54:52,154 --> 00:54:54,757
It’s a closet.

870
00:55:06,301 --> 00:55:08,937
Bathroom and bedroom
are the next two.

871
00:55:14,309 --> 00:55:15,878
[Edmund]
Victoria.

872
00:55:21,350 --> 00:55:23,852
When we talked,
i told you to wait for me.

873
00:55:34,496 --> 00:55:36,532
[Victoria gasps]

874
00:55:36,532 --> 00:55:39,735
Victoria!
[breathing heavily]

875
00:55:43,839 --> 00:55:46,575
Sorry. i--
are you okay?

876
00:56:00,155 --> 00:56:03,425
[Manager]
all right. You looked around.
Now you gotta go.

877
00:56:03,425 --> 00:56:05,461
Come on.

878
00:56:05,461 --> 00:56:07,229
You should tell
the police.

879
00:56:07,229 --> 00:56:09,231
All I have
is a suspicion.

880
00:56:09,231 --> 00:56:11,367
If he did do it,
i drove him to it.

881
00:56:11,367 --> 00:56:13,368
Vicky, you can’t
think that way.

882
00:56:13,368 --> 00:56:16,138
I just wanna find him.

883
00:56:16,138 --> 00:56:18,474
Victoria, doctor.

884
00:56:18,474 --> 00:56:19,975
Detective.

885
00:56:19,975 --> 00:56:22,111
So I spoke
to your assistant.

886
00:56:22,111 --> 00:56:24,913
Posed the same questions to her
that I did to you.

887
00:56:24,913 --> 00:56:29,017
Funny. name rolled right
off her tongue just like that.

888
00:56:29,017 --> 00:56:30,819
Funnier still,

889
00:56:30,819 --> 00:56:33,455
here you are
at the same man’s place.

890
00:56:34,857 --> 00:56:38,227
I wanted to make sure
he hadn’t hurt himself.

891
00:56:38,227 --> 00:56:41,430
I was gonna talk to him.
If he did it, I was gonna
have him turn himself in.

892
00:56:41,430 --> 00:56:43,565
That’s my job.

893
00:56:44,533 --> 00:56:46,568
It’s a criminal matter now.

894
00:56:46,568 --> 00:56:48,403
So do me a favor.

895
00:56:48,403 --> 00:56:50,606
Let me know if there’s
any other suspicions

896
00:56:50,606 --> 00:56:53,275
you might have
about any other clients.

897
00:56:53,275 --> 00:56:55,077
Of course.

898
00:56:55,077 --> 00:56:57,012
So if he did do it,

899
00:56:57,012 --> 00:56:59,047
what do you think
set him off?

900
00:56:59,047 --> 00:57:02,751
He was becoming
overly attached to me,

901
00:57:02,751 --> 00:57:06,255
to our routine,
so I threatened
to change our schedule.

902
00:57:06,255 --> 00:57:07,990
[Scoffs]

903
00:57:07,990 --> 00:57:10,425
For an obsessive-compulsive,
that’s nothing to scoff at.

904
00:57:10,425 --> 00:57:13,996
It can mean everything.
All right.

905
00:57:15,330 --> 00:57:17,232
Thank you, doctor.

906
00:57:17,232 --> 00:57:19,168
Detective.

907
00:57:20,536 --> 00:57:22,638
Victoria.

908
00:57:22,638 --> 00:57:24,573
[Car door closes]

909
00:57:24,573 --> 00:57:26,775
[Engine starts]

910
00:58:21,530 --> 00:58:23,298
[Gasps]

911
00:58:32,741 --> 00:58:35,077
Why are you doing this
to me, Victoria?

912
00:58:35,077 --> 00:58:37,980
How’d you get
in my house?

913
00:58:38,881 --> 00:58:40,916
Why weren’t you there?

914
00:58:43,018 --> 00:58:44,353
Where?

915
00:58:44,353 --> 00:58:46,688
At our place,

916
00:58:46,688 --> 00:58:49,658
that’s where.

917
00:58:49,658 --> 00:58:51,660
Do you mean
our appointment?

918
00:58:51,660 --> 00:58:54,630
I mean the paradiso hotel,
room 515.

919
00:58:54,630 --> 00:58:57,633
You promised me
that you would be there.

920
00:59:01,937 --> 00:59:03,939
You’re supposed
to love me.

921
00:59:03,939 --> 00:59:06,074
You told me
you loved me.

922
00:59:07,576 --> 00:59:09,711
I never said that.

923
00:59:12,547 --> 00:59:15,984
You never told me
that you loved me,
is that what you’re saying?

924
00:59:15,984 --> 00:59:19,021
I never said that, Derek.

925
00:59:19,021 --> 00:59:22,457
You said
that you loved me.
Aahh!

926
00:59:22,457 --> 00:59:24,760
[Mutters]
aah!

927
00:59:24,760 --> 00:59:26,528
No!
[yells]

928
00:59:26,528 --> 00:59:28,196
Derek--
i’m sorry, i’m sorry.
I didn’t mean--

929
00:59:28,196 --> 00:59:29,965
get out!
No, no, no.
I’m sorry.

930
00:59:29,965 --> 00:59:33,936
I’m sorry.
Listen, please.

931
00:59:33,936 --> 00:59:35,938
I didn’t mean it.
It’s just that...

932
00:59:35,938 --> 00:59:38,273
[Sighs]
you’re messing with my head.

933
00:59:38,273 --> 00:59:40,575
[Sniffs]
i don’t understand.

934
00:59:40,575 --> 00:59:42,678
What game are you
playing with me?

935
00:59:42,678 --> 00:59:45,180
[Both breathing heavily]

936
00:59:46,748 --> 00:59:49,251
Did you break into my office
to punish me?

937
00:59:50,319 --> 00:59:52,154
I did that all for you.

938
00:59:53,021 --> 00:59:55,290
How is that
possibly for me?

939
00:59:56,358 --> 00:59:58,193
Because you told me to.

940
00:59:59,661 --> 01:00:01,663
No, I didn’t.

941
01:00:03,398 --> 01:00:05,400
Yes, you did.

942
01:00:05,400 --> 01:00:08,837
Yes, you did.
You told me that you loved me.

943
01:00:08,837 --> 01:00:10,639
You told me
that we could be together,

944
01:00:10,639 --> 01:00:12,874
and you told me
to break into
your stupid office!

945
01:00:12,874 --> 01:00:14,776
Yes, you did, Victoria!

946
01:00:14,776 --> 01:00:17,245
Why would I ask you
to do that?

947
01:00:17,245 --> 01:00:19,381
Is this some kind
of sick, uh,

948
01:00:19,381 --> 01:00:22,117
psychiatric game
that you’re playing with me?

949
01:00:22,117 --> 01:00:26,655
Is this a test
to see how much I love you?

950
01:00:26,655 --> 01:00:30,692
Is this like the, uh-- the books
and-- and the picture frames?

951
01:00:34,730 --> 01:00:36,965
I want to understand you.

952
01:00:39,701 --> 01:00:41,837
You have to put
the gun down.

953
01:00:46,742 --> 01:00:48,777
Do you wanna
get rid of me?

954
01:00:48,777 --> 01:00:50,946
No.

955
01:00:51,813 --> 01:00:53,949
I wanna help you.

956
01:00:53,949 --> 01:00:57,686
And I thought I was
your favorite patient.

957
01:01:01,023 --> 01:01:03,759
[Breathes heavily]
It isn’t fair.

958
01:01:03,759 --> 01:01:06,661
It isn’t fair.
It isn’t fair.

959
01:01:06,661 --> 01:01:08,663
I trusted you.

960
01:01:08,663 --> 01:01:11,800
You can still trust me.

961
01:01:13,335 --> 01:01:14,970
No!
[gunshot]

962
01:01:16,805 --> 01:01:18,774
[Siren wailing]

963
01:01:18,774 --> 01:01:20,108
[Radio chatter]

964
01:01:20,108 --> 01:01:22,244
Hang in there, Derek.

965
01:01:28,950 --> 01:01:32,120
Second man in your life
in two days.

966
01:01:32,120 --> 01:01:35,490
Maybe I should start
looking over my shoulder.

967
01:01:35,490 --> 01:01:37,392
Do you think
this is a joke?

968
01:01:37,392 --> 01:01:40,095
Joke? no,
it’s not a joke at all.
[Camera shutter clicking]

969
01:01:40,095 --> 01:01:42,464
There are a lot of questions,
aren’t there?

970
01:01:42,464 --> 01:01:45,000
Derek became attached to me.

971
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:47,002
It happens sometimes
in my profession.

972
01:01:47,002 --> 01:01:50,005
It’s called transference.
Oh, what?

973
01:01:50,005 --> 01:01:53,842
He created some
wild fantasy in his head

974
01:01:53,842 --> 01:01:57,979
where he and I had more
than a doctor-patient
relationship.

975
01:01:57,979 --> 01:02:00,615
He thought that Jason
was the only thing
that stood between us,

976
01:02:00,615 --> 01:02:02,617
and then when he took him
out of the picture,

977
01:02:02,617 --> 01:02:05,387
he didn’t understand
why I still denied him.

978
01:02:05,387 --> 01:02:07,823
He couldn’t distinguish
between...

979
01:02:08,690 --> 01:02:10,525
Truth and fiction.

980
01:02:10,525 --> 01:02:12,994
Well, hopefully,
if he doesn’t die,

981
01:02:12,994 --> 01:02:16,164
he’ll have the very same
rational explanation.

982
01:02:16,164 --> 01:02:18,633
How can he?
He’s not rational.

983
01:02:18,633 --> 01:02:20,869
Oh, that’s right.
There’s only one
rational explanation,

984
01:02:20,869 --> 01:02:23,004
and that’s yours apparently.

985
01:02:24,206 --> 01:02:28,043
[Scoffs]
what are you implying?

986
01:02:28,043 --> 01:02:30,779
You’re in a robe,
with a patient, in your room
in the middle of the night.

987
01:02:30,779 --> 01:02:34,149
What do you mean,
what am I implying?
He broke into my house.

988
01:02:34,149 --> 01:02:37,219
I didn’t exactly have time
to pick out a suit.

989
01:02:38,553 --> 01:02:40,755
All right.
We’ll give you guys a minute.

990
01:02:40,755 --> 01:02:43,391
That’s a great idea.
Come on.

991
01:02:45,627 --> 01:02:47,963
[Sniffles]

992
01:02:47,963 --> 01:02:50,232
It’s happening again.
No.

993
01:02:50,232 --> 01:02:53,735
No. stop this.
He’s still alive.

994
01:02:53,735 --> 01:02:56,204
[Sighs]
yeah, for now.

995
01:02:56,204 --> 01:02:58,073
Victoria, listen to me.

996
01:02:58,073 --> 01:03:01,076
Look at my eyes.
Look.

997
01:03:01,076 --> 01:03:03,612
He’s alive.

998
01:03:03,612 --> 01:03:06,014
Let that in.
[Sniffles]

999
01:03:06,014 --> 01:03:08,016
Everything was normal,

1000
01:03:08,016 --> 01:03:11,119
and now it’s twisted.
[Camera shutter clicking]

1001
01:03:11,119 --> 01:03:13,355
What can’t I see?
What am I missing?

1002
01:03:13,355 --> 01:03:16,825
Sometimes
misdiagnosis happens.

1003
01:03:16,825 --> 01:03:19,361
This was a complete
schizophrenic break.

1004
01:03:19,361 --> 01:03:21,997
How could I have missed that?
All right.
Okay. All right.

1005
01:03:21,997 --> 01:03:23,798
Just-- just take
some deep breaths.

1006
01:03:23,798 --> 01:03:26,268
[Edmund]
this is not your fault.
Can I talk to you a minute?

1007
01:03:29,271 --> 01:03:30,505
Alone.

1008
01:03:33,642 --> 01:03:35,010
[Sniffles]

1009
01:03:35,010 --> 01:03:37,012
I would consult a lawyer

1010
01:03:37,012 --> 01:03:40,348
before you say another word
to this gentleman.

1011
01:03:40,348 --> 01:03:41,883
All right?

1012
01:03:41,883 --> 01:03:43,151
[Sniffles]

1013
01:03:43,151 --> 01:03:45,320
I don’t have
anything to hide.

1014
01:03:49,591 --> 01:03:54,896
Do you, uh,
recognize this?

1015
01:03:54,896 --> 01:03:56,064
No.

1016
01:03:56,064 --> 01:03:58,200
This is your
client’s cell phone.

1017
01:03:58,200 --> 01:04:00,402
And on it,
[Keypad beeping]

1018
01:04:00,402 --> 01:04:03,071
In an e-mail,

1019
01:04:03,071 --> 01:04:05,207
there’s this.

1020
01:04:06,975 --> 01:04:09,911
"Soon we can
come out of the dark,

1021
01:04:10,779 --> 01:04:12,480
v."

1022
01:04:12,480 --> 01:04:17,152
So you think I wrote that
because it’s signed with a "v"?

1023
01:04:17,152 --> 01:04:19,888
No, I think you fell in love
with your patient.

1024
01:04:19,888 --> 01:04:22,257
That’s called
"countertransference"
in your profession.

1025
01:04:22,257 --> 01:04:25,827
Maybe you had some other reason
to get rid of Jason Turner,
and you used Derek as a tool.

1026
01:04:25,827 --> 01:04:28,496
I’m not sure which it is,
but i’m pretty sure
it’s one of them.

1027
01:04:28,496 --> 01:04:30,498
I have never
sent him a message
like that.

1028
01:04:30,498 --> 01:04:32,701
I have never sent him more
than a patient reminder.

1029
01:04:32,701 --> 01:04:36,171
Patient reminder...
For a patient that has o.C.D.

1030
01:04:36,171 --> 01:04:38,106
Can I see that e-mail?

1031
01:04:39,808 --> 01:04:41,543
That’s not my e-mail address.

1032
01:04:41,543 --> 01:04:44,679
Anyone could’ve created
that address.

1033
01:04:44,679 --> 01:04:46,781
Yeah.

1034
01:04:46,781 --> 01:04:49,985
Do you think i’d expect someone
to use their primary address

1035
01:04:49,985 --> 01:04:51,786
when they’re having
an illicit affair?

1036
01:04:51,786 --> 01:04:54,256
I gave you
much more credit than that, doc.
Give me a break.

1037
01:04:54,256 --> 01:04:55,824
I’m done talking to you.

1038
01:04:55,824 --> 01:04:57,325
Unless, of course,

1039
01:04:57,325 --> 01:04:59,394
you would like
to press charges.

1040
01:04:59,394 --> 01:05:02,197
I need you
to stay close to home.

1041
01:05:03,064 --> 01:05:05,066
I didn’t do this.

1042
01:05:06,501 --> 01:05:09,704
Well, if that’s true,
and somebody else did,

1043
01:05:09,704 --> 01:05:12,040
they must be carrying
the mother of all grudges.

1044
01:05:14,576 --> 01:05:17,479
[Gasps, sighs]

1045
01:05:17,479 --> 01:05:19,180
Ready?

1046
01:05:22,250 --> 01:05:25,887
When this happened before
with mcnalt,

1047
01:05:25,887 --> 01:05:28,023
were you angry
when I left?

1048
01:05:29,324 --> 01:05:31,326
I’d be lying
if I said no.

1049
01:05:31,326 --> 01:05:33,995
But that was
quite some time ago.

1050
01:05:35,263 --> 01:05:38,466
You left because
you blamed our relationship

1051
01:05:38,466 --> 01:05:40,001
for his death.

1052
01:05:50,178 --> 01:05:52,480
[Monitor beeping]

1053
01:05:56,184 --> 01:05:57,686
Hello.
hi.

1054
01:05:57,686 --> 01:06:00,255
Let me help you with that.
I think his gauze came off.

1055
01:06:00,255 --> 01:06:02,190
Okay. let me see.

1056
01:06:03,625 --> 01:06:06,661
Is that a burn?
Uh, an electrical burn.

1057
01:06:07,896 --> 01:06:10,198
If he was beaten,
why would he have...

1058
01:06:10,198 --> 01:06:12,067
If I had to guess,

1059
01:06:12,067 --> 01:06:14,336
looks pretty consistent
with a taser.

1060
01:06:16,404 --> 01:06:18,139
Thanks.

1061
01:06:18,139 --> 01:06:19,774
[Beeping continues]

1062
01:07:15,797 --> 01:07:17,432
[Metallic jingle]

1063
01:07:18,933 --> 01:07:21,903
[Electricity arcing]
[Grunts]

1064
01:07:21,903 --> 01:07:23,905
[Detective]
do you wanna
press charges, ma’am?

1065
01:07:23,905 --> 01:07:28,276
Honestly, detective,
i just wanna know
what she’s doing here.

1066
01:07:28,276 --> 01:07:31,279
Ma’am, you still know
where you are?

1067
01:07:33,081 --> 01:07:36,184
I’m at her house.
She tased me.

1068
01:07:36,184 --> 01:07:38,787
Victoria, I didn’t know
it was you.

1069
01:07:40,121 --> 01:07:41,623
I’m her doctor.

1070
01:07:41,623 --> 01:07:44,526
Uh, I will take responsibility
from here.

1071
01:07:44,526 --> 01:07:48,396
Are you okay?
[Mutters]

1072
01:07:48,396 --> 01:07:50,398
Uh, she’s got
a good point.

1073
01:07:50,398 --> 01:07:53,168
What are you doing here?

1074
01:07:53,168 --> 01:07:55,570
She’s responsible
for all of this.

1075
01:07:57,605 --> 01:07:59,407
She hurt Jason.
She manipulated Derek

1076
01:07:59,407 --> 01:08:02,177
into breaking into my office,
my home.

1077
01:08:02,177 --> 01:08:05,313
What are you talking about?
The taser.

1078
01:08:05,313 --> 01:08:07,949
You tased him.
Check it.

1079
01:08:07,949 --> 01:08:10,952
Her fingerprints
are gonna be all over it.
Of course they are.

1080
01:08:10,952 --> 01:08:13,555
I’ve been carrying it
since the break-in
at the office.

1081
01:08:13,555 --> 01:08:15,223
His d.N.A.’s gonna be on it too.

1082
01:08:15,223 --> 01:08:18,493
I have not tased anyone
except for you.

1083
01:08:18,493 --> 01:08:20,628
Just cut the good-girl act,
will you?

1084
01:08:20,628 --> 01:08:22,330
Check her computer,
her phone records.

1085
01:08:22,330 --> 01:08:26,100
You’ll find the phony
e-mail address
that she used with Derek.

1086
01:08:26,100 --> 01:08:28,303
That your phone there
on the table?

1087
01:08:28,303 --> 01:08:30,705
Yes.
can I have it?

1088
01:08:30,705 --> 01:08:32,941
Take my phone.
Check my computer.

1089
01:08:32,941 --> 01:08:36,411
I didn’t do anything.
Oh, god,
she’s behind all of this!

1090
01:08:36,411 --> 01:08:38,680
She had access
to everything!

1091
01:08:38,680 --> 01:08:40,915
Was it so bad
working for me?

1092
01:08:40,915 --> 01:08:43,318
Did I treat you
so poorly?

1093
01:08:43,318 --> 01:08:47,355
Victoria,
you need to calm down now.

1094
01:08:47,355 --> 01:08:49,657
This is not helping.

1095
01:08:54,028 --> 01:08:55,830
Oh, my god.

1096
01:08:57,131 --> 01:08:59,267
Did you do this with her?

1097
01:09:01,503 --> 01:09:03,805
[Laughs]

1098
01:09:03,805 --> 01:09:07,208
I mean, you were always
more loyal to him.

1099
01:09:09,143 --> 01:09:10,945
But you?

1100
01:09:13,181 --> 01:09:15,216
I trusted you.

1101
01:09:15,216 --> 01:09:17,252
[Crying]
oh...

1102
01:09:17,252 --> 01:09:18,253
God!

1103
01:09:18,253 --> 01:09:20,388
What was it, the book?

1104
01:09:21,723 --> 01:09:25,360
Was it the money
or the fame?
I don’t get it!

1105
01:09:25,360 --> 01:09:27,362
I think I do
wanna press charges.

1106
01:09:27,362 --> 01:09:28,930
Hold on.
Just, please, hold on.

1107
01:09:28,930 --> 01:09:32,233
Victoria, look at me.
Look at me.

1108
01:09:32,233 --> 01:09:35,570
Breathe in.
Breathe in.

1109
01:09:35,570 --> 01:09:38,373
[Sniffles]
that’s it.

1110
01:09:38,373 --> 01:09:40,074
Come on.
Breathe in. Deep breath.

1111
01:09:40,074 --> 01:09:41,409
[Inhales] and out.

1112
01:09:41,409 --> 01:09:43,945
[Exhales]

1113
01:09:43,945 --> 01:09:46,147
You’re not thinking
straight right now.

1114
01:09:46,147 --> 01:09:48,383
Stay with me, okay?

1115
01:09:48,383 --> 01:09:51,252
I would not do
anything to hurt you,

1116
01:09:51,252 --> 01:09:53,555
ever, and neither
would Nancy.

1117
01:09:55,657 --> 01:09:59,260
Now, you’ve gotta stop
these crazy accusations.

1118
01:09:59,260 --> 01:10:01,963
None of this is helping.
Okay?

1119
01:10:01,963 --> 01:10:05,266
You’re making it worse
for yourself.

1120
01:10:05,266 --> 01:10:07,735
Don’t throw
everything away.

1121
01:10:07,735 --> 01:10:10,638
’cause that’s what’s
gonna happen.

1122
01:10:12,407 --> 01:10:14,609
You can do this.

1123
01:10:20,615 --> 01:10:21,883
Sorry.

1124
01:10:23,318 --> 01:10:25,086
I know.

1125
01:10:25,086 --> 01:10:26,988
Okay?

1126
01:10:29,624 --> 01:10:31,259
[Sniffles]

1127
01:10:33,861 --> 01:10:35,597
I’m sorry.

1128
01:10:35,597 --> 01:10:39,367
I know that
neither one of you

1129
01:10:39,367 --> 01:10:41,869
would do that,
and, uh...

1130
01:10:43,805 --> 01:10:47,075
It’s just everything
with Derek and jason’s
got me confused,

1131
01:10:47,075 --> 01:10:49,611
and, um, i--

1132
01:10:49,611 --> 01:10:52,747
I just let my imagination
run wild, so...

1133
01:10:54,415 --> 01:10:57,785
So I hope you accept
my apology.

1134
01:11:03,658 --> 01:11:07,061
So, where does that put us
with pressing charges?

1135
01:11:10,565 --> 01:11:13,501
No.
all right.

1136
01:11:13,501 --> 01:11:15,803
You’re free to go.

1137
01:11:18,072 --> 01:11:19,707
You okay?

1138
01:11:20,775 --> 01:11:22,477
Considering.

1139
01:11:29,450 --> 01:11:32,153
Just, uh...

1140
01:11:32,153 --> 01:11:35,289
I thought i’d
put it all behind me.

1141
01:11:35,289 --> 01:11:37,291
It’s happening
all over again.

1142
01:11:37,291 --> 01:11:39,727
Derek wound up
just like mcnalt.

1143
01:11:39,727 --> 01:11:41,729
It’s because of me.

1144
01:11:41,729 --> 01:11:44,465
Derek is still alive.
It’s nothing like that.

1145
01:11:44,465 --> 01:11:46,768
It’s exactly the same.

1146
01:11:46,768 --> 01:11:50,972
The worst case of my career
is repeating itself.

1147
01:11:50,972 --> 01:11:54,475
What about
that hypnosis case-- blaire?

1148
01:11:54,475 --> 01:11:57,345
Even you said
it was like mcnalt.

1149
01:11:57,345 --> 01:11:59,347
It can’t just be
a coincidence.

1150
01:11:59,347 --> 01:12:02,650
These cases
are completely unrelated.

1151
01:12:02,650 --> 01:12:05,520
The only thing that
they have in common is you.

1152
01:12:08,523 --> 01:12:11,192
Go on. Go to bed.

1153
01:12:11,192 --> 01:12:14,262
You have any problems,
you need me for anything,
you call me, okay?

1154
01:12:14,262 --> 01:12:16,497
Anything.

1155
01:12:18,433 --> 01:12:20,101
Thank you.

1156
01:12:21,269 --> 01:12:24,138
[Car door opens, closes]

1157
01:12:24,138 --> 01:12:26,674
[Phone humming]

1158
01:12:29,143 --> 01:12:31,145
[Beeps]

1159
01:12:31,145 --> 01:12:32,914
Hello?

1160
01:12:32,914 --> 01:12:34,682
Victoria?

1161
01:12:36,184 --> 01:12:38,820
Blaire? what’s wrong?

1162
01:12:38,820 --> 01:12:41,789
The dreams-- they’re back.

1163
01:12:42,690 --> 01:12:44,859
Please help me.

1164
01:12:51,466 --> 01:12:53,468
I thought
i was strong enough.

1165
01:12:53,468 --> 01:12:55,603
I thought I got better.

1166
01:12:59,207 --> 01:13:02,343
You are strong enough.

1167
01:13:02,343 --> 01:13:05,413
This is something that’s buried
deep in your subconscious.

1168
01:13:06,447 --> 01:13:08,249
These things take time.

1169
01:13:08,249 --> 01:13:12,453
The past couple of nights,
i haven’t felt like myself.

1170
01:13:12,453 --> 01:13:15,089
Like I have no control.

1171
01:13:16,357 --> 01:13:19,627
I thought of
how easy it would be

1172
01:13:19,627 --> 01:13:22,463
to just end it.

1173
01:13:22,463 --> 01:13:26,834
Blaire, we’re gonna
get through this.

1174
01:13:26,834 --> 01:13:29,871
I know how hard it is.
Trust me.

1175
01:13:29,871 --> 01:13:33,674
No, you don’t know
how hard this is.

1176
01:13:34,709 --> 01:13:37,445
Actually, I do.

1177
01:13:40,815 --> 01:13:43,184
You know that first book
i wrote on hypnotherapy?

1178
01:13:43,184 --> 01:13:46,154
The one that you
and two other people read?

1179
01:13:46,154 --> 01:13:48,523
[Both chuckle]

1180
01:13:49,490 --> 01:13:51,626
What about it?

1181
01:13:51,626 --> 01:13:55,530
That was actually based
on a real patient.

1182
01:13:55,530 --> 01:13:58,099
[Sighs]

1183
01:13:58,099 --> 01:14:01,002
That patient, Dylan--

1184
01:14:02,503 --> 01:14:04,806
he took his life.

1185
01:14:07,942 --> 01:14:12,013
I failed him...
As a doctor.

1186
01:14:14,482 --> 01:14:18,186
I let him get too close,
and then,

1187
01:14:18,186 --> 01:14:21,222
when I pulled away,
it destroyed him.

1188
01:14:25,059 --> 01:14:27,829
I’ve been haunted
by his memory for years.

1189
01:14:27,829 --> 01:14:30,531
Even still, some mornings,
i wake up,

1190
01:14:30,531 --> 01:14:33,167
and i’m drenched
with sweat,

1191
01:14:33,167 --> 01:14:35,169
remembering,

1192
01:14:35,169 --> 01:14:37,071
regretting.

1193
01:14:37,071 --> 01:14:39,006
So...

1194
01:14:40,908 --> 01:14:44,145
I do know how it feels
to have that hole in your heart.

1195
01:14:45,513 --> 01:14:48,149
A piece of you
that’ll never grow back.

1196
01:14:54,922 --> 01:14:57,124
Can you stay here tonight?

1197
01:14:57,124 --> 01:14:59,293
Of course.

1198
01:15:02,430 --> 01:15:04,732
That would be
a good idea.

1199
01:15:25,620 --> 01:15:27,188
You know
that you want me.

1200
01:15:27,188 --> 01:15:29,290
I don’t love you.

1201
01:15:29,290 --> 01:15:32,693
You told me
we would be together!
I never said that.

1202
01:15:32,693 --> 01:15:35,429
You’re not gonna mess with
my brain or anything, right?

1203
01:15:35,429 --> 01:15:37,164
No.

1204
01:15:37,164 --> 01:15:40,101
You love me, don’t you?
You love me.

1205
01:15:40,101 --> 01:15:42,770
The only thing
they have in common is you.

1206
01:15:52,713 --> 01:15:54,048
[Whimpering]

1207
01:15:54,048 --> 01:15:57,218
Please,
don’t hurt me anymore.

1208
01:15:57,218 --> 01:15:58,352
What...

1209
01:16:00,488 --> 01:16:02,223
No. no, please.

1210
01:16:02,223 --> 01:16:05,293
Oh, my god.
What’s happened?
Stay away from me.

1211
01:16:05,293 --> 01:16:07,795
You’re sick.

1212
01:16:10,264 --> 01:16:11,766
I didn’t do this.

1213
01:16:11,766 --> 01:16:17,071
It was like you were in
some sort of a trance.

1214
01:16:17,071 --> 01:16:18,973
Oh, my god.

1215
01:16:18,973 --> 01:16:21,475
This can’t
be happening again.

1216
01:16:21,475 --> 01:16:24,679
[Breathing heavily]

1217
01:16:24,679 --> 01:16:26,681
This can’t be happening.

1218
01:16:26,681 --> 01:16:29,050
How many lives
do you have to destroy?

1219
01:16:29,951 --> 01:16:32,486
I came here to help you.

1220
01:16:32,486 --> 01:16:34,622
[Crying]
how--

1221
01:16:34,622 --> 01:16:37,325
how could you live
with yourself?

1222
01:16:38,392 --> 01:16:40,328
How could you sleep?

1223
01:16:43,931 --> 01:16:45,766
You’re a monster.

1224
01:17:05,553 --> 01:17:09,256
None of this
makes any sense.

1225
01:17:12,393 --> 01:17:14,161
You want to kill me?

1226
01:17:15,630 --> 01:17:17,898
I would never do that.

1227
01:17:20,735 --> 01:17:22,870
Is that what you did
to Dylan?

1228
01:17:24,805 --> 01:17:27,875
Did he actually
kill himself?

1229
01:17:30,044 --> 01:17:32,780
Or did you
pull the trigger?

1230
01:17:38,953 --> 01:17:40,454
Are you strong enough...

1231
01:17:44,592 --> 01:17:46,861
To do the right thing?

1232
01:17:53,501 --> 01:17:55,870
It’s okay.

1233
01:17:57,705 --> 01:17:59,774
Whatever happens next...

1234
01:18:02,443 --> 01:18:04,745
I’ll be with you.

1235
01:18:12,353 --> 01:18:15,156
What did you say?

1236
01:18:20,027 --> 01:18:22,163
What did you say?

1237
01:18:28,469 --> 01:18:29,937
What are you doing?

1238
01:18:30,971 --> 01:18:33,107
What are you doing?

1239
01:18:36,911 --> 01:18:38,846
[Pills rattle]

1240
01:19:56,791 --> 01:20:00,127
[Dylan]
i feel so liberated,
at peace.

1241
01:20:00,127 --> 01:20:05,599
I feel so liberated,
at peace.

1242
01:20:05,599 --> 01:20:09,236
I feel like me again,
and it’s all because of you.

1243
01:20:09,236 --> 01:20:14,241
I feel like me again,
and it’s all because of you.

1244
01:20:15,643 --> 01:20:17,444
It’s all because of you.

1245
01:20:17,444 --> 01:20:19,880
Last night was
the first good sleep
i’ve had in awhile.

1246
01:20:19,880 --> 01:20:23,651
Last night was
the first good sleep
i’ve had in awhile.

1247
01:20:23,651 --> 01:20:25,886
[Blaire]
whatever happens next...

1248
01:20:25,886 --> 01:20:27,621
I’ll be with you.

1249
01:20:27,621 --> 01:20:29,590
Oh, my god.

1250
01:20:33,060 --> 01:20:34,528
Victoria.

1251
01:20:42,903 --> 01:20:45,873
Is it all falling
into place for you now?

1252
01:20:45,873 --> 01:20:47,508
You killed my brother!

1253
01:20:48,576 --> 01:20:51,545
He killed himself!

1254
01:20:51,545 --> 01:20:53,214
[Screams]

1255
01:20:57,484 --> 01:21:00,120
Now you’re gonna die!
No!

1256
01:21:01,455 --> 01:21:03,724
[Grunts]

1257
01:21:03,724 --> 01:21:05,693
This won’t help you
deal with Dylan!

1258
01:21:05,693 --> 01:21:08,195
It already has,
and everyone’s gonna think
it was all your fault.

1259
01:21:08,195 --> 01:21:10,497
No one’s gonna believe you.
[Grunts]

1260
01:21:11,699 --> 01:21:14,134
[Grunting]

1261
01:21:20,574 --> 01:21:23,344
[Grunting continues]

1262
01:21:23,344 --> 01:21:26,580
Everyone will know
the monster you really are!

1263
01:21:26,580 --> 01:21:27,815
No!

1264
01:21:27,815 --> 01:21:30,317
[Grunting]

1265
01:21:31,719 --> 01:21:33,220
[Yells]

1266
01:21:41,262 --> 01:21:43,898
Would you just stop

1267
01:21:43,898 --> 01:21:46,033
and let me help you?

1268
01:21:54,708 --> 01:21:56,644
Dylan’s death hurt me too.

1269
01:21:59,780 --> 01:22:02,716
He was my patient,

1270
01:22:02,716 --> 01:22:05,386
my responsibility.

1271
01:22:05,386 --> 01:22:07,454
He killed himself
under my care.

1272
01:22:07,454 --> 01:22:09,356
Do you--
do you understand

1273
01:22:09,356 --> 01:22:11,992
how devastating that was?

1274
01:22:13,027 --> 01:22:14,828
Every day I ask myself,

1275
01:22:14,828 --> 01:22:17,698
what could i
have done differently,
what did I miss?

1276
01:22:18,866 --> 01:22:21,035
What didn’t I see?

1277
01:22:21,035 --> 01:22:22,770
He was sick.

1278
01:22:22,770 --> 01:22:25,072
Blaire, he was sick.

1279
01:22:25,939 --> 01:22:27,441
And I know
that we both did

1280
01:22:27,441 --> 01:22:29,977
everything that we could
to save him.

1281
01:22:31,812 --> 01:22:34,014
Will you please
let me help you?

1282
01:22:34,014 --> 01:22:36,250
No.

1283
01:22:36,250 --> 01:22:38,953
Watching your life
destroyed around you

1284
01:22:38,953 --> 01:22:40,587
is all the help I need.

1285
01:22:41,655 --> 01:22:43,891
It’s not gonna last.

1286
01:22:43,891 --> 01:22:45,759
You know it’s not
gonna last.

1287
01:22:45,759 --> 01:22:49,596
Even if you don’t regret
what you did to me,

1288
01:22:49,596 --> 01:22:51,165
what about Jason?

1289
01:22:51,165 --> 01:22:54,168
What about Derek?

1290
01:22:54,168 --> 01:22:56,770
You hurt them both.

1291
01:22:56,770 --> 01:22:59,273
They didn’t even know
your brother.

1292
01:23:04,945 --> 01:23:06,714
Dylan loved you.

1293
01:23:06,714 --> 01:23:09,049
Stop talking about him.

1294
01:23:09,049 --> 01:23:13,187
Why? that’s why
we’re here, right?

1295
01:23:13,187 --> 01:23:16,857
That’s why
you did all this.

1296
01:23:16,857 --> 01:23:18,859
He’s gone.

1297
01:23:18,859 --> 01:23:21,628
[Crying]

1298
01:23:21,628 --> 01:23:25,132
This isn’t gonna
bring him back.

1299
01:23:27,935 --> 01:23:30,404
I loved him so much.

1300
01:23:30,404 --> 01:23:34,274
He was my everything.
[Crying continues]

1301
01:23:34,274 --> 01:23:36,477
I loved him so much.

1302
01:23:36,477 --> 01:23:38,278
I know.

1303
01:23:39,380 --> 01:23:42,116
I know. It’s okay.

1304
01:23:48,322 --> 01:23:50,524
It’s gonna be okay.

1305
01:23:53,794 --> 01:23:57,131
[Radio chatter]

1306
01:24:05,305 --> 01:24:08,075
[Grunts]
how you doing, doc?

1307
01:24:08,942 --> 01:24:11,245
Great.

1308
01:24:11,245 --> 01:24:12,946
I’ll tell you what,

1309
01:24:12,946 --> 01:24:16,183
you sure are lucky the neighbor
heard the gunshots,

1310
01:24:16,183 --> 01:24:18,352
or you wouldn’t be here.

1311
01:24:18,352 --> 01:24:21,455
You have a very strange
definition of "lucky."

1312
01:24:23,157 --> 01:24:25,592
What’s gonna happen
with her?

1313
01:24:27,728 --> 01:24:30,063
She got a lot
to answer for.

1314
01:24:30,063 --> 01:24:32,933
And she sure needs
a lot more help

1315
01:24:32,933 --> 01:24:35,536
than a jail cell
can afford her.

1316
01:24:38,071 --> 01:24:40,441
[Radio chatter continues]

1317
01:24:40,441 --> 01:24:42,242
You’re a strange girl, doc.

1318
01:24:42,242 --> 01:24:46,146
Someone tries to kill you,
and you ask if
she’s gonna be okay.

1319
01:24:46,146 --> 01:24:47,881
[Chuckles]

1320
01:24:49,883 --> 01:24:52,252
I’m her doctor.

1321
01:24:55,556 --> 01:24:57,891
So, what’s his protocol?

1322
01:24:57,891 --> 01:25:00,928
Just leave it with me.
He’ll be fine.

1323
01:25:00,928 --> 01:25:02,729
I’d like monthly reports.

1324
01:25:02,729 --> 01:25:06,600
Yes, doctor.
Monthly reports it will be.

1325
01:25:06,600 --> 01:25:08,402
Thank you.

1326
01:25:08,402 --> 01:25:10,904
How’s your other patient?
She doing okay?

1327
01:25:10,904 --> 01:25:14,875
Well, blaire’s gonna take
a lot of recovery,

1328
01:25:14,875 --> 01:25:17,678
but I think she’s finally ready
to start healing.

1329
01:25:17,678 --> 01:25:20,581
Good.
that’s good to hear.

1330
01:25:20,581 --> 01:25:22,716
Maybe this time,
just don’t write
a book about it.

1331
01:25:22,716 --> 01:25:24,618
[Laughs]

1332
01:25:24,618 --> 01:25:27,421
That’s some good advice.
Thank you.

1333
01:25:28,288 --> 01:25:29,790
Now, if you’ll excuse me,

1334
01:25:29,790 --> 01:25:33,393
I have a long-awaited vacation
to attend to.

1335
01:25:34,261 --> 01:25:36,630
Ah.

1336
01:25:38,432 --> 01:25:41,401
You know, you’re a hard girl
to whisk away.

1337
01:25:41,401 --> 01:25:43,604
But so worth it.

1338
01:25:43,604 --> 01:25:45,606
Yes, you are.
[Chuckling]

1339
01:25:45,606 --> 01:25:48,141
Not that it’s gone
to your head or anything.

1340
01:25:48,141 --> 01:25:49,643
You know what?

1341
01:25:49,643 --> 01:25:51,211
I learned i’m pretty scrappy
in a fist fight.

1342
01:25:51,211 --> 01:25:52,913
You might not
wanna mess with me.

1343
01:25:52,913 --> 01:25:54,915
[Clears throat]

1344
01:25:54,915 --> 01:25:57,217
But I love
messing with you.

1345
01:25:57,217 --> 01:26:00,821
Well, you have a whole week
with nothing to do
but mess with me.

1346
01:26:00,821 --> 01:26:04,424
Don’t threaten me
with a good time.

1347
01:26:04,424 --> 01:26:07,127
I’m glad
we’re doing this.

1348
01:26:07,127 --> 01:26:09,229
Yeah?
mm.

1349
01:26:10,931 --> 01:26:13,800
I was beginning to wonder
if you really liked me or not.

1350
01:26:15,135 --> 01:26:18,605
You always have
this wall up.

1351
01:26:21,074 --> 01:26:23,544
Yeah.

1352
01:26:23,544 --> 01:26:26,446
That wall’s
coming down now.

1353
01:26:27,347 --> 01:26:29,349
I’m ready.