1 00:02:19,600 --> 00:02:21,440 The summer I was 8 years old, 2 00:02:21,560 --> 00:02:24,480 5 hours disappeared from my life. 3 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:25,960 5 hours. 4 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:27,320 Lost. 5 00:02:27,440 --> 00:02:29,200 Gone without a trace. 6 00:02:36,920 --> 00:02:38,720 Last thing I remember I was sitting on the bench... 7 00:02:38,840 --> 00:02:40,120 at my Little League game. 8 00:02:42,360 --> 00:02:44,200 It started to rain. 9 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:47,040 What happened after that remains a pitch black void. 10 00:02:48,240 --> 00:02:48,800 Brian? 11 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:50,080 Brian? 12 00:02:52,880 --> 00:02:53,520 You, dork. 13 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:55,160 What the heck are you doing in there? 14 00:02:56,920 --> 00:02:58,440 Hey. 15 00:02:58,560 --> 00:03:00,120 You're bleeding. 16 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:11,360 Whew! It is terrible out there. 17 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:12,520 Mom! 18 00:03:12,640 --> 00:03:15,040 Hello, sweetheart. What happened to you? 19 00:03:15,160 --> 00:03:17,560 Brian got a bloody nose hiding in the cellar. 20 00:03:17,680 --> 00:03:19,920 Whatever on Earth were you doing down there? 21 00:03:20,040 --> 00:03:23,520 Are you okay, sweetheart? You poor little baby. 22 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:26,800 They had me cooped up all night in that awful mailroom. 23 00:03:26,920 --> 00:03:29,720 I didn't even know it was raining till I got off work. 24 00:03:29,840 --> 00:03:31,080 Hold still. 25 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:32,000 Ow. 26 00:03:32,120 --> 00:03:34,040 Did one of the other moms give you a ride home? 27 00:03:34,160 --> 00:03:37,560 - I'm going to bed. - I hope you're happy. 28 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:40,440 I knew he'd get hurt playing sports out there in the field. 29 00:03:40,520 --> 00:03:43,880 You know, when I was a kid, I wasn't exactly a star player either. 30 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:46,680 But at least I gave it my all, I wasn't a quitter. 31 00:03:47,520 --> 00:03:49,000 Sorry, Dad. 32 00:03:50,960 --> 00:03:54,360 - Good night. - Good night. 33 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,720 I told your father that Little League thing... 34 00:03:56,800 --> 00:03:58,840 was a stupid idea. 35 00:03:58,960 --> 00:04:00,120 Hold your nose. 36 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:07,040 Mom made me quit baseball the very next day. 37 00:04:24,760 --> 00:04:26,960 This was when the nightmares began... 38 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:29,320 ...and the nose bleeds. 39 00:04:29,440 --> 00:04:32,040 I wet the bed several times... 40 00:04:32,160 --> 00:04:34,640 ...and then there were the blackouts. 41 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,360 I'd feel my eyes roll back in my head. 42 00:04:38,480 --> 00:04:42,640 I'd crumple to the floor like a dropped puppet. 43 00:04:47,080 --> 00:04:49,320 The darn thing's not even a year old yet. 44 00:04:49,400 --> 00:04:52,280 Maybe it's screwed up from all the lighting last week. 45 00:04:52,920 --> 00:04:55,120 Oh, your father's going to be overjoyed about this. 46 00:04:55,200 --> 00:04:56,920 What time's Dad getting home? 47 00:04:57,040 --> 00:04:58,960 Not for another hour, at least, honey. 48 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:03,640 Mom. Deborah. Come look! 49 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:08,560 It's a UFO! 50 00:05:08,680 --> 00:05:11,640 Oh please, it's just a weather balloon or something. 51 00:05:11,760 --> 00:05:14,480 No, look what it's doing to the TV. 52 00:05:16,800 --> 00:05:18,840 It's flying over the house! 53 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:20,400 Let's go up on the roof. 54 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:23,800 No, wait! Children, be careful! 55 00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:31,720 That summer, those were the two things I'd never forget. 56 00:05:31,800 --> 00:05:34,920 The cramped, stale darkness of the crawlspace. 57 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:39,040 And, equal in power and mystery...that UFO, 58 00:05:39,160 --> 00:05:43,200 out there somewhere traveling across the universe. 59 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:51,000 The summer I was 8 years old, I came for the first time. 60 00:05:51,120 --> 00:05:53,520 I was watching my Mom going at it with her boyfriend of the moment, 61 00:05:53,640 --> 00:05:55,760 Alfred, in my old swing set. 62 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:03,680 Alfred was all Marlboro man, dumb as a fucking rock. 63 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:06,360 What I would, years later, come to call "my type". 64 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:11,120 And only the most boring, stupid things... 65 00:06:11,200 --> 00:06:12,560 have ever come out of his mouth. 66 00:06:12,680 --> 00:06:15,760 But seeing him like this, whimpering and grunting... 67 00:06:15,840 --> 00:06:19,640 like a helpless animal, I couldn't take my eyes off of him. 68 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:38,240 I'd been masturbating for years, but it wasn't till... 69 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:42,400 that summer that jizz actually squirted out my dick when I came. 70 00:06:42,480 --> 00:06:44,080 Couldn't wait to show Coach. 71 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:46,400 Oh, maybe I should start at the beginning. 72 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:48,880 Back in June, my Mom signed me up for Little League. 73 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:51,160 It was Alfred's idea, a way for them to fuck freely, 74 00:06:51,280 --> 00:06:53,120 without the expense of a sitter. 75 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:55,000 Are you excited? 76 00:06:56,840 --> 00:06:58,320 Coach Heider? 77 00:07:02,600 --> 00:07:05,040 Desire sledgehammered me. 78 00:07:05,160 --> 00:07:07,400 He looked like the lifeguards, cowboys and firemen, 79 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:11,040 I'd seen in the Playgirls that my mom kept stashed under her bed. 80 00:07:11,160 --> 00:07:13,240 Back then, I didn't know what to do with my feelings. 81 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:17,200 They were like, a gift I had to open in front of a crowd. 82 00:07:17,320 --> 00:07:18,640 - Hello. - Hello. 83 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:21,520 I'm Ellen McCormick. And this is my son, Neil. 84 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:23,560 Hello, Neil. 85 00:07:24,640 --> 00:07:27,040 Honey, don't you want to say hello to your new coach? 86 00:07:28,600 --> 00:07:32,440 Don't worry, it takes him a while to warm up to strangers. 87 00:07:34,960 --> 00:07:37,000 I quickly became the team's star player. 88 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:40,440 Which wasn't saying much considering the other kids... 89 00:07:40,560 --> 00:07:42,680 were a bunch of hopeless spazzes. 90 00:07:42,800 --> 00:07:45,120 Our first game, bottom of the eighth, 91 00:07:45,200 --> 00:07:47,360 I whacked a triple with the bases loaded. 92 00:07:47,480 --> 00:07:50,240 The crowd went fuckin' nuts. 93 00:07:50,360 --> 00:07:52,160 But I didn't care about that. 94 00:07:52,280 --> 00:07:55,040 All that mattered was it made Coach proud. 95 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:58,520 After that first victory, the coach called my Mom... 96 00:07:58,640 --> 00:08:01,360 to tell her he was taking the team out to a movie to celebrate. 97 00:08:06,040 --> 00:08:07,600 Hey, big guy, ready to go? 98 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:10,040 - Coach? - Yeah. 99 00:08:10,120 --> 00:08:11,880 Where's everybody else? 100 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,640 Well, it looks like it's just going to be you and me today, bud. 101 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:17,720 - Really? - Yup. 102 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:19,160 Cool. 103 00:08:20,560 --> 00:08:23,080 I picked "Blood Prom," an R- rated slasher flick... 104 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:25,280 with tons of cool gore and murders in it. 105 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:26,960 When this one really annoying blonde chick... 106 00:08:27,080 --> 00:08:28,720 got her head chopped off, I cheered. 107 00:08:29,840 --> 00:08:31,160 After the movie, we we picked up a pizza... 108 00:08:31,280 --> 00:08:32,480 and headed back to Coach's. 109 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:36,080 Coach's house was awesome. 110 00:08:36,200 --> 00:08:40,840 He had a giant TV, an Atari with Donkey Kong, Asteroids, Frogger. 111 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:42,280 All my favorite games. 112 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:50,000 Hah. You exploded. My turn. 113 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,000 Sure your mom's not expecting you? 114 00:08:54,120 --> 00:08:55,440 No. She works. 115 00:08:55,520 --> 00:08:58,080 She's probably got a date with Alfred afterward. 116 00:08:58,160 --> 00:09:01,400 My guess is you spend a lot of time by yourself, huh? 117 00:09:01,480 --> 00:09:03,040 Yeah. But I kind of like it. 118 00:09:03,120 --> 00:09:05,240 I just ride my bike and watch TV. 119 00:09:05,320 --> 00:09:06,280 It's cool. 120 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:11,040 Oh shit! You made me mess up! 121 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:14,080 Sorry. 122 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:15,240 Hold on. 123 00:09:18,280 --> 00:09:19,840 Come here for a sec. 124 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:22,160 Bring one of those bottles of Peach Nehi. 125 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:29,960 Now, this might seem a little weird at first. 126 00:09:30,080 --> 00:09:32,520 But I need to record my team's voices, 127 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:35,240 especially my best players. 128 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:36,720 Okay? 129 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:37,920 Take this. 130 00:09:41,280 --> 00:09:45,200 Now just speak into it using your normal voice. 131 00:09:45,240 --> 00:09:47,000 Well, what should I say? 132 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:48,520 Whatever you like. 133 00:09:48,640 --> 00:09:50,080 Start with your name. 134 00:09:51,200 --> 00:09:52,640 Neil. 135 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:56,840 Now take a big sip of pop and belch. 136 00:09:59,880 --> 00:10:00,520 Shit. 137 00:10:01,160 --> 00:10:01,920 Good. 138 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:03,440 Say that again. 139 00:10:03,560 --> 00:10:04,840 Shit. 140 00:10:04,920 --> 00:10:06,640 Again. 141 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:10,320 Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. 142 00:10:10,440 --> 00:10:11,600 Shit. 143 00:10:11,720 --> 00:10:12,960 Hell! 144 00:10:13,040 --> 00:10:13,760 Damn! 145 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:15,840 Now, look up into the camera. 146 00:10:15,920 --> 00:10:17,240 Now stick your tongue out. 147 00:10:19,640 --> 00:10:21,520 Make a funny face. 148 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:22,720 Good. Good. 149 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:25,480 Yeah. 150 00:10:25,560 --> 00:10:26,680 Yes, Neil, yes. 151 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:27,600 Yes. 152 00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:32,840 Open your mouth real wide. 153 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:38,040 Neil, that's perfect. 154 00:10:42,360 --> 00:10:43,520 July 2nd. 155 00:10:43,640 --> 00:10:46,120 We had a 7:30 game against Hutchinson Taco Hut. 156 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:48,080 I know you're gonna kick their butts tonight? 157 00:10:48,160 --> 00:10:49,840 You gonna knock one out of the park for your poor, 158 00:10:49,920 --> 00:10:51,160 hard-working mom? 159 00:10:52,520 --> 00:10:54,080 So you're gonna get a ride home with Coach, right? 160 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:55,400 - Yeah. - Okay. 161 00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:08,800 You're mine and I love you and don't you ever forget it. 162 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:17,040 Boy, were you on fire tonight! 163 00:11:17,160 --> 00:11:18,560 It's the best you've ever played! 164 00:11:18,680 --> 00:11:19,360 Thanks, Coach. 165 00:11:20,760 --> 00:11:24,160 Hey, can we play some more of those game cartridges tonight? 166 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:25,400 Sure we can. 167 00:11:25,520 --> 00:11:26,920 But I gotta show you something first. 168 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:43,560 Ew. I look stupid in this one. 169 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:44,680 No. 170 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:47,360 You look perfect. Your expression. 171 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:49,280 Like you're having a wonderful dream. 172 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:56,560 Neil, I've been thinking a lot about you this week. 173 00:11:58,720 --> 00:11:59,800 I'm hungry. 174 00:12:01,120 --> 00:12:02,400 Sure. 175 00:12:02,520 --> 00:12:04,440 You want a pizza? 176 00:12:04,560 --> 00:12:06,280 I might have something here you'd like. 177 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:11,400 Whoa! 178 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:15,440 What'll it be, little buddy? 179 00:12:15,520 --> 00:12:17,240 My mom never buys these things. 180 00:12:17,320 --> 00:12:18,880 She says they're a big waste of money. 181 00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:20,000 Let's eat then. 182 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:24,520 Which one do you want? 183 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:26,200 I don't know, what are you having? 184 00:12:26,320 --> 00:12:27,440 Corn pops. 185 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:28,680 Then I'll have uh... 186 00:12:29,640 --> 00:12:31,080 Cocoa Krispies. 187 00:12:46,280 --> 00:12:47,680 Shit. 188 00:12:47,800 --> 00:12:49,000 Sorry. 189 00:13:12,560 --> 00:13:13,680 You do one. 190 00:13:19,480 --> 00:13:20,200 Whew! 191 00:13:40,360 --> 00:13:41,480 Here we go. 192 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:53,560 I like you, Neil. 193 00:13:55,400 --> 00:13:57,200 I like you so much. 194 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:06,720 When I really, really like someone... 195 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:17,200 ...there's a way I show them how I feel. 196 00:14:24,040 --> 00:14:26,000 Shhh. 197 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:29,360 Angel. 198 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:32,160 There's nothing wrong with kissing someone like this. 199 00:14:32,280 --> 00:14:35,640 Don't ever let anyone tell you that it's wrong. 200 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:47,000 It happened. 201 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:48,760 That's what I told myself. 202 00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:50,720 It just happened. 203 00:14:50,840 --> 00:14:52,640 And after it was over, I looked down... 204 00:14:52,720 --> 00:14:54,360 at the mess on the floor. 205 00:14:54,480 --> 00:14:57,040 It was like a kaleidoscope had shattered. 206 00:14:57,080 --> 00:15:01,360 And when I swallowed, the taste of Coach's tongue seared my mouth. 207 00:15:02,400 --> 00:15:04,080 You liked it. 208 00:15:04,200 --> 00:15:06,680 It's okay that you liked it. 209 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:08,640 Everything's gonna be okay. 210 00:15:32,240 --> 00:15:33,480 Do you know him or something? 211 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:37,400 I met Wendy Peterson when I was ten. 212 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,000 She was eleven, one grade ahead of me in school. 213 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:43,080 What are you doing? 214 00:15:43,200 --> 00:15:44,480 Damn. No razor. 215 00:15:44,560 --> 00:15:45,720 You're insane. 216 00:15:45,840 --> 00:15:47,920 If I wasn't queer we would have ended up having... 217 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:50,080 sloppy teenage sex and getting pregnant... 218 00:15:50,160 --> 00:15:54,320 contributing more fucked up, unwanted kids to society. 219 00:15:54,400 --> 00:15:58,080 But instead, she became my soulmate. 220 00:15:58,120 --> 00:16:01,560 And...one true partner in crime. 221 00:16:02,680 --> 00:16:04,040 Let's kidnap him. 222 00:16:04,160 --> 00:16:07,160 His mom says we're supposed to take him home. 223 00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:11,600 Where are you taking me? 224 00:16:11,720 --> 00:16:14,320 A house with lots and lots of candy. 225 00:16:14,440 --> 00:16:15,840 Goody. 226 00:16:18,920 --> 00:16:22,480 Beeewaaaaaaare. Bewaaaare. 227 00:16:22,560 --> 00:16:25,200 Bewaaare. 228 00:16:25,320 --> 00:16:29,600 These are the eyes of the Axe Murderer's victims. 229 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,880 - Come on, Satan. - Hurry up, Chicken. 230 00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:40,120 I never much cared for Halloween, 231 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:42,440 but this particular year, I couldn't shake the feeling... 232 00:16:42,520 --> 00:16:44,880 that something horrible was gonna happen. 233 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:47,800 And there was nothing I could do to stop it. 234 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:50,480 Wait outside for me. I'll be done in a minute. 235 00:16:53,480 --> 00:16:55,480 You hold him while I go get something. 236 00:16:55,560 --> 00:16:57,920 - What are we gonna do? - Have some fun. 237 00:17:10,320 --> 00:17:13,560 - What's the matter, Satan? - What did you say, Punk? 238 00:17:16,880 --> 00:17:18,280 What a loser! 239 00:17:18,360 --> 00:17:20,200 Loser! 240 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:22,960 Loser! 241 00:17:36,120 --> 00:17:36,800 Brian? 242 00:17:39,760 --> 00:17:40,560 Brian? 243 00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:44,840 I thought that was you. 244 00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:51,760 Lie down. 245 00:17:51,880 --> 00:17:53,800 Lie down, retard. 246 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:56,080 What are you doing? 247 00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,480 Shut up! Shut up, or we'll kill you. 248 00:17:58,560 --> 00:18:00,120 Point the beam over here. 249 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:02,640 Open your mouth. 250 00:18:02,760 --> 00:18:04,040 I said open your mouth. 251 00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:06,880 Keep these in your fucking mouth. 252 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:11,480 You better do what we say, or I'll kill you, I swear. 253 00:18:11,560 --> 00:18:13,480 Give me the matches. 254 00:18:13,600 --> 00:18:16,280 Wendy, come on, give me the damn matches! 255 00:18:31,880 --> 00:18:33,320 Shine the flashlight on him. 256 00:18:35,320 --> 00:18:37,600 Neil, he's gonna tattle! 257 00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:39,640 Don't worry. I know what to do. 258 00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:41,840 There are things we can do to get him on our side. 259 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:44,400 That's it. 260 00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:45,920 Just lay still for a minute. 261 00:18:46,040 --> 00:18:48,640 You're my little green buddy and there's this cool thing... 262 00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:49,800 I wanna show you. 263 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:54,120 When I was little, a man used to do this to me. 264 00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:56,440 You're really gonna like it. 265 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:58,320 There. That's it. 266 00:18:58,440 --> 00:19:00,280 That's my boy. 267 00:19:00,360 --> 00:19:03,120 Wendy never looked at me quite the same after that night. 268 00:19:03,200 --> 00:19:04,960 Sharing this part of myself... 269 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:07,400 I'd never showed anyone else ever before. 270 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:12,200 I knew we'd be bound together...forever. 271 00:19:15,320 --> 00:19:18,080 I woke up, once again not knowing where I was... 272 00:19:18,160 --> 00:19:20,040 or what had happened to me. 273 00:19:20,160 --> 00:19:22,240 By the time I made my way back, 274 00:19:22,360 --> 00:19:24,800 Deborah said I'd been missing for over an hour. 275 00:19:24,920 --> 00:19:26,800 But I couldn't remember a thing. 276 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:29,720 All I knew was that it was somehow linked to the other time, 277 00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:32,240 the night I woke up in the cellar. 278 00:19:32,320 --> 00:19:35,320 And I also knew that, no matter how long it took, 279 00:19:35,400 --> 00:19:37,840 I had to find out what had happened to me. 280 00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:40,240 I had to find an answer to the mystery. 281 00:19:43,840 --> 00:19:46,880 When I was 15, I overheard some kids at school talking about a place. 282 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:51,520 A place that you could find even in a dumbass hicktown like Hutchinson. 283 00:20:07,360 --> 00:20:08,080 Bingo. 284 00:20:37,520 --> 00:20:38,440 Here we go. 285 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:52,920 - How's it going? - Okay. 286 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:57,200 - I'm Charlie. - Neil. 287 00:20:58,440 --> 00:20:59,520 Wanna go for a ride? 288 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:03,640 Sure. 289 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:06,320 You got cash? 290 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:09,880 I'll pay 50, no higher. 291 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:12,680 You've got to be careful out here. 292 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:15,520 The cops patrol this whole entire area, 293 00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:17,920 and they've got brains enough to know what's up. 294 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:19,880 I'm in Hutchinson on business. 295 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:23,240 I supply snack foods to the local markets. 296 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:24,480 Go ahead. 297 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:26,800 Take whatever you want. 298 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:34,800 Hungry, huh? 299 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:48,680 We've only got an hour, so we'd better get busy. 300 00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:55,600 Wait. 301 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:58,360 Let me. 302 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:08,560 Beautiful. 303 00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:16,360 So, what do you like to do? 304 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:20,000 Tell me what you want me to do. 305 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:22,720 Whatever. 306 00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,760 You like older guys, huh? 307 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:31,120 Tell me. 308 00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:32,680 Yeah. 309 00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:41,440 That feels nice. 310 00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:51,360 You are such a beautiful, beautiful boy. 311 00:23:27,480 --> 00:23:28,440 I'm gonna come. 312 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:31,960 I'm gonna come. 313 00:24:19,640 --> 00:24:20,920 I know what you're thinking. 314 00:24:21,000 --> 00:24:22,640 That wasn't safe. 315 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:24,520 But we're in Kansas, thank God, 316 00:24:24,640 --> 00:24:27,120 not some big city full of diseases. 317 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:31,720 Plus, you're only a kid. 318 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:49,440 Boo. 319 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:51,400 Maniac. 320 00:24:51,520 --> 00:24:52,800 You scared me! 321 00:24:52,920 --> 00:24:53,800 Thanks for meeting me. 322 00:24:53,920 --> 00:24:55,520 Yeah, well, This better be good. 323 00:24:55,640 --> 00:24:58,040 My mom will kill me if she finds out I snuck out this late. 324 00:24:58,120 --> 00:24:59,400 I have something I wanna show you. 325 00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:05,520 Ew. 326 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:14,960 Look. 327 00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:19,960 Yeah. So? 328 00:25:21,040 --> 00:25:22,920 That's me. 329 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:30,080 You're such a liar. 330 00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,280 I don't believe you. 331 00:25:33,360 --> 00:25:35,240 I'll prove it. 332 00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:36,720 Okay. How? 333 00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:38,360 Oh, my God, what are you... 334 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:41,000 Put that back in your pants, exhibitionist! 335 00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:41,800 Look. 336 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:42,840 No way, perv. 337 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:44,360 Look what the guy did to me. 338 00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:54,560 Are those bruises? 339 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:57,640 Fucker gnawed on my dick like it was a fucking candy cane. 340 00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:00,200 I didn't even realize he was hurting me till after I blew my load. 341 00:26:00,320 --> 00:26:02,080 Well, you better watch out, McCormick. 342 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:04,680 Next time someone might chomp the whole thing off. 343 00:26:06,280 --> 00:26:07,640 Seriously. 344 00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:09,800 Even Hutchinson has its share of freaks. 345 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,400 You trick with the wrong guy and I'd find pieces of you everywhere. 346 00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:13,720 Okay, "Mom". 347 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:23,120 I wish there's a movie showing right now. 348 00:26:23,200 --> 00:26:25,160 Me too. 349 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:27,360 A film about our lives. 350 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:30,400 Everything's that's happened so far. 351 00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:33,960 And the last scene would just be us standing right here. 352 00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:36,480 Just you and me. 353 00:26:39,680 --> 00:26:40,920 Yeah. 354 00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:57,640 I hear something. 355 00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:04,440 It's the voice of God. 356 00:27:18,560 --> 00:27:19,760 I hear him. 357 00:27:26,520 --> 00:27:27,720 I hear him. 358 00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:45,480 Mom! 359 00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:47,120 It's about to begin. 360 00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:48,640 Alright, I'm coming. 361 00:27:50,160 --> 00:27:51,120 VCR on? 362 00:27:51,240 --> 00:27:52,760 I checked it twice. 363 00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:55,280 It's probably going to be a little silly. 364 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:57,520 The commercial showed this crazy old man claiming... 365 00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:00,160 aliens beamed him up right out of his bathtub. 366 00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:05,800 If you're going to make fun, I'd just as soon watch by myself. 367 00:28:07,360 --> 00:28:09,000 Shh, it's starting. 368 00:28:09,120 --> 00:28:11,440 Tonight on "World Of Mystery", 369 00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:15,120 we investigate the terrifying world of UFOs. 370 00:28:15,240 --> 00:28:19,280 Is it mass hysteria or something all too real? 371 00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:21,640 They kept me prisoner for hours. 372 00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:27,360 They examined me like I was a frog in biology class. 373 00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:30,600 And then they stuck a probe in my stomach. 374 00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:34,040 I still got the scar here to prove it. 375 00:28:35,760 --> 00:28:36,880 Look at that. 376 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:40,680 I always got scared anytime I watched movies about UFOs. 377 00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:42,960 Even "E.T." scared me. 378 00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:44,360 Poor thing. 379 00:28:44,440 --> 00:28:46,400 She looks so homely and sad. 380 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:52,120 Avalyn Friesen lives in the tiny, ordinary town of Inman, Kansas. 381 00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:53,480 Inman? 382 00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:55,760 That's only 30 miles away. 383 00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:58,160 32 years old, she is unmarried. 384 00:28:58,280 --> 00:29:00,440 Lives with her father and works part-time... 385 00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:01,880 as a secretary. 386 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,640 But there is something unusual about Avalyn. 387 00:29:04,720 --> 00:29:06,160 For as long as she can remember, 388 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:09,640 things have happened to her, things she cannot explain. 389 00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:12,800 I'd heard about people who've experienced missing time. 390 00:29:12,920 --> 00:29:16,400 Whole chunks of their lives they couldn't account for. 391 00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:19,520 Under hypnotic regression I learned that... 392 00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:22,280 I had been abducted more than 20 times. 393 00:29:22,400 --> 00:29:23,560 Oh, please! 394 00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:24,400 Quiet. 395 00:29:24,520 --> 00:29:26,400 The first time was when I was 6. 396 00:29:26,520 --> 00:29:29,760 I was on my way home from a picnic with my grandparents. 397 00:29:29,880 --> 00:29:33,360 It was dark and we got lost, driving down a dirt road. 398 00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:36,720 Grandpa lost control of the car and we went into a ditch. 399 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:39,200 There was this blinding white light. 400 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:42,800 But the aliens weren't interested in my grandparents. 401 00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:45,200 They floated me up out of the car... 402 00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:48,440 using some sort of gravitational ray. 403 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:52,520 That's it. I've had enough. 404 00:29:52,600 --> 00:29:53,720 I'm gonna get some ice cream. 405 00:29:53,840 --> 00:29:56,000 - Want some? - No, thanks. 406 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:57,920 I remember lying on a table. 407 00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:01,000 It was cold, smooth and shiny. 408 00:30:01,080 --> 00:30:02,720 The aliens surrounded me. 409 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:07,760 They were bald with huge marshmallowy heads and tiny arms. 410 00:30:07,880 --> 00:30:10,840 But the worst part was their eyes. 411 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,120 The only way I can describe them is big, 412 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:16,440 black diamonds, all liquidy and jellyish. 413 00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:44,040 I can't believe I'm finally getting out of this fucking nowhere town! 414 00:30:44,160 --> 00:30:46,720 You better let me know the second you're settled. 415 00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:49,280 Or else. 416 00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:53,040 You better come. Or else. 417 00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:54,160 New York City. 418 00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:55,680 You're so lucky! 419 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:06,840 Hey, assface. 420 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:08,680 What you gawking at? 421 00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:16,280 Faggots! 422 00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:18,640 Shit, go, go, go! 423 00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:23,760 Fuck you! 424 00:31:38,720 --> 00:31:40,200 Remember the guy I told you about last week? 425 00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:41,320 White Camaro? 426 00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:43,720 That's him. Parked by those trees. 427 00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:45,880 I've fucked every single john in this park. 428 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:47,800 Except for White Camaro. 429 00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,600 So it's time for you two to get lost. 430 00:31:50,680 --> 00:31:52,320 Stop scaring my business away. 431 00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:55,440 You want us to come pick you up later? 432 00:31:55,520 --> 00:31:56,600 Yeah, if you want. 433 00:31:56,680 --> 00:31:58,320 I'll be done by, like, 7. 434 00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,840 We'll meet you. 435 00:31:59,960 --> 00:32:01,400 Speak for yourself, Eric. 436 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:02,880 I gotta get home and start packing. 437 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:03,760 Alright, call me tonight. 438 00:32:04,640 --> 00:32:05,720 I'll see you later. 439 00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:15,920 You better be careful. 440 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:17,560 Of what? 441 00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:19,600 I'm serious, Eric. 442 00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:21,480 You're not in Modesto anymore. 443 00:32:21,560 --> 00:32:23,440 I see the way you look at him. 444 00:32:24,480 --> 00:32:26,000 He's so beautiful. 445 00:32:27,520 --> 00:32:29,080 I can't help it. 446 00:32:29,200 --> 00:32:31,200 He's like a god. 447 00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:35,000 You don't have to tell me, I was infatuated with him too once. 448 00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:38,720 But I know all Neil's secrets and there's shit there... 449 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:40,320 you don't even want to know about. 450 00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:41,960 Trust me. 451 00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:44,360 Once I'm gone, you'll be all Neil has... 452 00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:46,800 and you have to understand one thing. 453 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:48,320 Where normal people have a heart, 454 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:51,320 Neil McCormick's has a bottomless black hole. 455 00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:56,080 And if you don't watch out, you can fall in and get lost forever. 456 00:33:04,680 --> 00:33:05,280 Ahh. 457 00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:29,440 Brian? Brian, you home? 458 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:31,480 Yeah, Mom. In here. 459 00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:41,800 No class today? 460 00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:45,280 I've got English Comp discussion group at 7:30. 461 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,840 You have mail. 462 00:33:46,920 --> 00:33:48,360 Looks like one from your sister. 463 00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,440 And one from "A. Friesen"? 464 00:33:54,160 --> 00:33:55,800 I can't believe she wrote me back. 465 00:33:55,920 --> 00:33:57,040 Who? 466 00:33:57,160 --> 00:34:00,080 Avalyn Friesen. The woman on TV. 467 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:03,040 She didn't have to dump a whole gallon of perfume on it, did she? 468 00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,480 What did she say? 469 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:09,560 She wants me to visit her in Inman. 470 00:34:32,720 --> 00:34:34,160 Thanks for the ride, Preston. 471 00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:37,640 Later. 472 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:45,280 You just missed it, sweetie. 473 00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:48,440 This little old lady just won both showcases. 474 00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:52,480 What did she get? 475 00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:57,280 She got a trip to Scotland, beautiful living room set, 476 00:34:57,360 --> 00:34:58,760 a brand new car. 477 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:03,200 I can't remember the name of it but it cost over 27 grand. 478 00:35:07,160 --> 00:35:08,560 Are you wearing cologne? 479 00:35:11,280 --> 00:35:12,280 Was work okay? 480 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:14,600 It was the pits. 481 00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,640 When is our ship gonna come in, huh baby? 482 00:35:18,760 --> 00:35:20,640 Soon, Ma. 483 00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:23,800 Soon. 484 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:30,440 Oh, Neil, don't forget. 485 00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:33,640 Tomorrow's my date. That hot Italian. 486 00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:36,520 The guy who always comes through my checkout lane. 487 00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:38,400 Don't worry, because I'll be at work. 488 00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:40,360 It's the last tournament of the season. 489 00:35:40,480 --> 00:35:41,840 Vincenzo. 490 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:25,680 Brian! 491 00:36:28,760 --> 00:36:29,720 Brian, hey! 492 00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:31,520 Patches! Patches, down. 493 00:36:31,640 --> 00:36:33,280 Sorry, she gets a little excited. 494 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,120 Hi, you must be Brian. I'm Avalyn, obviously. 495 00:36:36,240 --> 00:36:39,320 Dad? It's okay, Daddy. 496 00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:41,640 This is the young man I was telling you about. 497 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,000 Don't mind him. 498 00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:47,120 He's just a little wary of strangers. 499 00:36:47,240 --> 00:36:50,120 I'm so glad you're here. Come on. 500 00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:55,680 It isn't showy, but it's home. Here, have a seat. 501 00:36:55,760 --> 00:36:58,280 Have you eaten? I was just in the middle of lunch. 502 00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:02,000 - I hope you don't mind. - No, go ahead. I ate earlier. 503 00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,640 So, you saw the show? 504 00:37:04,840 --> 00:37:07,840 Several times. I videotaped it. 505 00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:11,640 They left some stuff out, but they managed to get the major points across. 506 00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:16,760 I think I was taken too. 507 00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:18,520 You mentioned that in your letter. 508 00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:20,920 You're at the point I was a few years ago, 509 00:37:21,040 --> 00:37:22,760 where you're just starting to remember things. 510 00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,160 There are many of us and we all have this drive... 511 00:37:25,280 --> 00:37:26,560 to know what happened. 512 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:29,920 So...you think that's what happened to me. 513 00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:32,960 Just from what I told you about the missing time and... 514 00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:34,480 I'm sure of it. 515 00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:38,920 Feel like going on a walk? 516 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:41,680 What's that you're carrying? 517 00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:44,000 It's a Dream Journal. 518 00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:46,520 I keep a log of all my dreams. 519 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:49,560 Whatever bits and pieces I can recall at least. 520 00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:53,440 I feel like it's slowly helping me remember. 521 00:37:53,560 --> 00:37:54,840 That's a really good idea. 522 00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:57,440 Your subconscious is where all your memories are buried. 523 00:37:57,520 --> 00:38:00,040 For you and me and people like us almost every... 524 00:38:00,160 --> 00:38:03,000 single thing we do stems from our being abducted. 525 00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,600 Come here, I want to show you something they wouldn't allow... 526 00:38:05,720 --> 00:38:07,080 on "World of Mystery". 527 00:38:10,840 --> 00:38:12,320 I've been tagged. 528 00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:14,160 Part of their experiments. 529 00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:15,400 Touch it. 530 00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:20,240 When I was taken, my leg was bleeding, 531 00:38:20,360 --> 00:38:22,760 but I didn't remember being cut, nothing. 532 00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:26,800 Then, under hypnosis is when I discovered that's where... 533 00:38:26,880 --> 00:38:28,760 they implant the tracking device. 534 00:38:28,880 --> 00:38:30,880 Now everything I do, they know. 535 00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:32,440 In fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they were... 536 00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,640 spying on us right now. 537 00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:39,200 When I was found that night, my nose was bleeding. 538 00:38:39,320 --> 00:38:43,120 The old up-the-nose trick, so the scar can't be seen. 539 00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:47,840 Don't forget to write. 540 00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:52,400 Don't you forget what I told you. 541 00:38:52,520 --> 00:38:53,800 Okay. 542 00:38:58,080 --> 00:39:00,280 You better come see me soon, asshole. 543 00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:02,440 I will. 544 00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:07,200 I will. 545 00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:38,240 Stay out of trouble, you two. 546 00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:43,720 Bye. 547 00:39:52,000 --> 00:39:55,400 I can't believe it's so late. My mom's gonna worry. 548 00:39:55,520 --> 00:39:56,960 You still live with your mom? 549 00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,720 My dad moved out 7 years ago. 550 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:01,440 I don't see him much. 551 00:40:01,560 --> 00:40:04,160 You wanna read me one of your dreams? 552 00:40:04,280 --> 00:40:08,120 I just, you know, scribble them out in the middle of the night. 553 00:40:08,240 --> 00:40:10,800 Sometimes I can barely even read them. 554 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:12,000 That's okay. 555 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:23,520 This is from 2 nights ago. 556 00:40:26,200 --> 00:40:28,680 "There's a blue light. 557 00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:31,160 I'm in my Little League uniform, 558 00:40:31,280 --> 00:40:34,480 and a tall alien is hovering over me." 559 00:40:34,560 --> 00:40:40,720 "Someone else is with me. Another boy, also in uniform." 560 00:40:40,800 --> 00:40:42,880 "Panther?" 561 00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:45,640 That was the name of my baseball team. 562 00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:50,240 Let's see, uh... 563 00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:58,000 "The alien has big black eyes. He's touching my face." 564 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:02,480 "I want to cry out for help, but..." 565 00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:07,800 "I can't. I can't." 566 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:10,840 You're on your way to uncovering the truth. 567 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:13,320 Think of yourself as a detective, following clues. 568 00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,720 Maybe concentrate on the other boy in your dreams, 569 00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:18,200 he could help you find the answers you're looking for. 570 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:22,440 Two outs. 571 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,760 Third baseman Jackson up, with Hinton.. 572 00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:25,720 on deck. 573 00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:29,080 Jesus. Check out that Jackson. 574 00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:30,560 Hubba hubba. 575 00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:31,960 Ew... 576 00:41:32,080 --> 00:41:33,480 are you joking? 577 00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:35,600 No, I'd fuck him for free. 578 00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:40,760 Please return all foul balls to pressbox. 579 00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:41,720 Thank you. 580 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:44,000 You don't think Jackson's hot? 581 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:48,320 Dude, he's fat and bald! 582 00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:50,840 Different folks, different strokes. 583 00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:53,440 My Daddy hit this. 584 00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:57,800 Well, come here, come on in, collect your prize. 585 00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:01,400 Thank you so much. One second... 586 00:42:04,240 --> 00:42:05,600 Alright... what will it be, big guy? 587 00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:07,240 Cash or bubbles? 588 00:42:08,240 --> 00:42:10,800 You can't decide. Alright, hold out your hand. 589 00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:18,000 - Thanks! - You're welcome. 590 00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:20,400 See you later. 591 00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:24,200 What? 592 00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:26,200 When kids do good, you gotta reward them. 593 00:42:26,280 --> 00:42:27,200 Oh, Christ. 594 00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:30,920 It's Hinton, a.k.a. "Ass of the Gods". 595 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:34,240 I am so, fucking wasted! 596 00:42:35,960 --> 00:42:37,360 Oh, shit! 597 00:42:38,480 --> 00:42:40,360 - Where's your mom? - I don't know. 598 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:43,800 She's probably out with her new boyfriend, Vincenzo. 599 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:51,040 I've got a wicked headache. 600 00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:54,000 - Do you have any pot? - Yeah. Come on. 601 00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:05,680 Here. Knock yourself out. 602 00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:12,640 There's a porno in the VCR if you wanna jack off. 603 00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:14,760 Thanks. 604 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:17,040 You got a lighter? 605 00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:20,560 Yeah. Here. 606 00:45:09,120 --> 00:45:10,240 You like that? 607 00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:11,880 It tickles a little. 608 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,400 That feels good, doesn't it, Neil? 609 00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:15,800 Mm-hmm. 610 00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,880 Can we put the blanket over our heads like we did last time? 611 00:45:21,360 --> 00:45:22,520 Here we go. 612 00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:30,600 Find what you were looking for? 613 00:45:30,720 --> 00:45:34,120 Yeah. Thanks a lot. 614 00:45:34,240 --> 00:45:35,480 Glad I could help out. 615 00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:38,000 I used to write for my school paper too, 616 00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:39,400 back in the day. 617 00:45:39,520 --> 00:45:42,120 Well, this will really make a big difference in my article. 618 00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:44,160 Maybe you'll win a Pulitzer Prize. 619 00:45:44,280 --> 00:45:45,360 Maybe. 620 00:45:45,440 --> 00:45:47,960 Just let me know if there's anything else you need. 621 00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:49,480 Thanks so much. 622 00:46:00,560 --> 00:46:02,280 You done already? 623 00:46:02,360 --> 00:46:04,600 I'm on kind of a tight deadline. 624 00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,280 Well, good luck. 625 00:46:07,240 --> 00:46:09,360 That's two outs. Garfield the batter... 626 00:46:09,440 --> 00:46:10,560 Heim on deck. 627 00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:17,720 Scoot your chair back a little further. 628 00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:20,600 That's better. 629 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:32,680 Wait. Hold on a sec. 630 00:46:33,760 --> 00:46:35,840 And at the end of 3 innings, the score is... 631 00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:37,600 Hutchinson First National Bank, 3; 632 00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:39,880 Wichita Coleman lndustries, 0. 633 00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:41,440 Okay. Go on. 634 00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:48,080 Where have you been? 635 00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:49,960 Sorry. I should've called. 636 00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:51,680 I didn't realize the time. 637 00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:53,880 Well, your dinner's cold as ice. 638 00:46:54,000 --> 00:46:55,560 That's okay. 639 00:46:57,200 --> 00:46:58,840 Brian, what's going on? 640 00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:00,800 You've been acting so strangely. 641 00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:02,280 Disappearing for hours. 642 00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:04,000 It's just school, Mom. 643 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:06,000 College is way different than high school. 644 00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:07,760 Did you ever call your father back? 645 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:09,560 I've been busy. 646 00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:12,200 I'll get it. You finish your dinner. 647 00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:15,000 Hello? 648 00:47:15,080 --> 00:47:16,400 Yes. 649 00:47:16,480 --> 00:47:18,320 He's eating his supper right now. 650 00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,800 - Who is it? - It's that UFO woman. 651 00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:23,360 I'll get it in the hall. 652 00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:26,640 Got it. 653 00:47:29,400 --> 00:47:30,440 Brian? 654 00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:32,000 I was just going to call you. 655 00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:33,680 I found a photo of the boy. 656 00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:35,480 The one from my dreams. 657 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:36,760 That's amazing. 658 00:47:36,880 --> 00:47:38,080 What are you doing right now? 659 00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:39,720 Nothing. 660 00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:41,000 There's something I need to show you. 661 00:47:41,120 --> 00:47:42,920 Something important. Can you come out here? 662 00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:44,640 Sure. 663 00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:48,240 Hi, honey. How was work? 664 00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:49,480 Fuck you. 665 00:47:59,880 --> 00:48:04,840 I'm so fuckin' sick of this stinky little buttcrack of a town! 666 00:48:20,120 --> 00:48:21,400 Patches, shhh, quiet! 667 00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:22,560 You'll wake Daddy. 668 00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:24,280 Brian! Thanks for coming. 669 00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:26,040 No problem. 670 00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:29,760 I stole this from the Hutchinson Chamber of Commerce. 671 00:48:29,840 --> 00:48:32,560 That's him. The boy from my dreams. 672 00:48:32,640 --> 00:48:33,960 Look at his face. 673 00:48:34,040 --> 00:48:36,040 It's almost like you can tell he knows something. 674 00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:39,720 What are you doing? 675 00:48:47,480 --> 00:48:48,640 "N. McCormick." 676 00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:50,320 You can start looking for him first thing tomorrow morning. 677 00:48:50,400 --> 00:48:52,320 Maybe he still lives in Hutchinson. 678 00:48:52,360 --> 00:48:55,760 Meanwhile, I have to show you something only you will understand. 679 00:48:58,560 --> 00:49:03,320 I've fucked every single guy and his ugly uncle in this podunk town. 680 00:49:03,440 --> 00:49:04,680 Twice. 681 00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:13,120 You want one? 682 00:49:14,480 --> 00:49:16,200 One of us has to drive. 683 00:49:20,000 --> 00:49:21,640 I got a postcard from Wendy. 684 00:49:21,760 --> 00:49:25,040 I think she's mad at me because I owe her like 3 letters. 685 00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:26,880 Yeah, her last P.S. is... 686 00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:29,360 "Tell Fuckface to write me". 687 00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:30,640 So you wanna hear what she says? 688 00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:35,720 "Hey, ass. 689 00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:38,600 So New York is insane and crazy in the best possible way". 690 00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:39,240 Pardon me. 691 00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:42,640 Can we help you? 692 00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:45,240 I was wondering if I might buy you boys a drink. 693 00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:46,840 Fuck off. 694 00:49:48,960 --> 00:49:50,240 You heard me, fag. 695 00:49:50,360 --> 00:49:52,320 Fuck...off. 696 00:49:52,400 --> 00:49:54,600 Stuck up little pricks. 697 00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:56,360 Harsh. 698 00:49:56,480 --> 00:49:58,000 Wasn't he kinda your type? 699 00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:01,480 I hate it when they look like Tarzan and sound like Jane. 700 00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:03,440 Let's get out of this shithole. 701 00:50:04,800 --> 00:50:06,400 But we just got here! 702 00:50:07,680 --> 00:50:10,200 Patches. Patches! 703 00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:12,240 Patches, get away from there! 704 00:50:15,440 --> 00:50:17,160 Farmers have been finding mutilated cattle like this... 705 00:50:17,240 --> 00:50:18,720 around here for years. 706 00:50:18,760 --> 00:50:22,640 I told "World of Mystery", but they conveniently edited it out. 707 00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:24,920 Daddy says it's just a bunch of "Satan worshippers"... 708 00:50:25,040 --> 00:50:26,880 going around chopping up cows. 709 00:50:26,960 --> 00:50:29,200 Ha! Come here. 710 00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:30,640 Let me see your hand. 711 00:50:32,480 --> 00:50:34,200 Feel that? 712 00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:35,760 Its sex organs. 713 00:50:35,880 --> 00:50:37,640 They're gone. 714 00:50:37,720 --> 00:50:40,000 The aliens, they experiment on cattle because the... 715 00:50:40,120 --> 00:50:41,880 poor things are so defenseless. 716 00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:43,880 Us, on the other hand, they can't kill us, 717 00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:45,720 so they just leave behind the hidden memories... 718 00:50:45,800 --> 00:50:46,920 of what they've done. 719 00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:49,240 Which in a way is almost worse. 720 00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:51,280 Notice anything else strange? 721 00:50:51,400 --> 00:50:52,880 There's no blood. 722 00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:54,480 They took that, too. 723 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:05,840 Brian? 724 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:07,280 Oh, my God, Brian! 725 00:51:09,240 --> 00:51:10,400 Brian! 726 00:51:15,920 --> 00:51:16,960 Here we go. 727 00:51:17,040 --> 00:51:18,640 Oh, my God. Brian. 728 00:51:19,520 --> 00:51:20,960 Tell him you like it. 729 00:51:22,640 --> 00:51:23,400 Brian! 730 00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:24,920 Oh, Brian, are you okay? 731 00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:26,320 Oh, God. 732 00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:27,160 Brian? 733 00:51:28,240 --> 00:51:29,200 Brian! 734 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:32,280 Neil. What are you doing? 735 00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:35,840 Come on. It's 2:30 in the morning. 736 00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:41,840 You called me your fucking...angel. 737 00:51:45,880 --> 00:51:47,760 Are you sure Wendy's going to meet you at the station? 738 00:51:47,840 --> 00:51:49,680 I don't want you getting lost in that crazy city. 739 00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:51,160 Ma, you don't have to worry, okay? 740 00:51:51,240 --> 00:51:53,440 Call me collect the minute you arrive. 741 00:51:53,560 --> 00:51:54,520 - Promise me. - Okay. 742 00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:55,840 Promise me, Neil. 743 00:51:55,960 --> 00:51:57,320 Okay. 744 00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:03,560 We should've at least gotten you a decent hair cut. 745 00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:08,120 I have to take a piss. 746 00:52:08,200 --> 00:52:09,520 Preston? 747 00:52:10,720 --> 00:52:11,920 We'll be right back. 748 00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:16,640 - Fuck, man! - What's the matter? 749 00:52:17,240 --> 00:52:17,760 I don't know. 750 00:52:17,880 --> 00:52:21,120 My fucking dick itches like motherfucking fuck! 751 00:52:21,240 --> 00:52:23,800 What do you want me to do about it? 752 00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:25,360 Just look down there. 753 00:52:25,480 --> 00:52:28,040 Preston, come on, help me out here. 754 00:52:30,560 --> 00:52:31,920 What the fuck's wrong with me? 755 00:52:33,840 --> 00:52:36,800 Dude. You've got crabs. 756 00:52:40,800 --> 00:52:42,160 I mean, it's no big, man. 757 00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:44,880 You just go to the drug store and get this stuff called Rid. 758 00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:49,720 You better be playing safe. 759 00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:50,880 I stay in control. 760 00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:54,560 Honey, your bus is boarding. 761 00:52:54,640 --> 00:52:55,600 Alright. 762 00:53:03,360 --> 00:53:04,920 My baby. 763 00:53:04,960 --> 00:53:06,800 You're all grown up. 764 00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:13,360 You gonna be careful? 765 00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:15,320 Yeah, I will. 766 00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:24,680 You're mine and I love you. Don't you ever forget it. 767 00:53:46,080 --> 00:53:47,880 Come on. I'll buy you Dairy Queen. 768 00:53:48,560 --> 00:53:50,720 So what are you gonna do now that Neil's gone? 769 00:53:50,840 --> 00:53:54,040 - Kill myself, I guess. - Eric, that is not funny. 770 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:57,160 Well, I start Hutchinson Community College next week. 771 00:53:57,240 --> 00:53:59,680 Really? That's so wonderful. 772 00:53:59,760 --> 00:54:01,560 Pathetic is more like it. 773 00:54:01,680 --> 00:54:03,280 Well, you know you are always welcome to come over... 774 00:54:03,400 --> 00:54:05,560 to the house, even without Neil around. 775 00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:09,120 Thanks, Mrs. M. I may just take you up on that. 776 00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:10,320 You better. 777 00:54:14,800 --> 00:54:16,600 Who the hell is that? 778 00:54:16,720 --> 00:54:18,840 Incognito Boy Scout? 779 00:54:24,840 --> 00:54:26,800 Can I help you? 780 00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:30,120 - Is this your house? - Yes. 781 00:54:30,240 --> 00:54:32,320 I'm really sorry to bother you, 782 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:34,840 but I got your address out of the phonebook. 783 00:54:34,960 --> 00:54:36,760 I've spent the whole afternoon checking every... 784 00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:40,000 McCormick in Hutchinson and you're the last one on my list. 785 00:54:40,080 --> 00:54:42,000 Anyway, I don't mean to babble... 786 00:54:42,120 --> 00:54:43,680 What do you want? 787 00:54:45,680 --> 00:54:47,360 I'm looking for an N. McCormick. 788 00:54:47,480 --> 00:54:48,920 Are you FBl? 789 00:54:49,040 --> 00:54:52,440 Sorry honey, but it looks like you are shit outta luck. 790 00:54:52,560 --> 00:54:56,000 You mean there's no N. McCormick living here? 791 00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:59,760 I mean we just put him on a bus headed for New York City. 792 00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:05,560 I'm Neil's friend, Eric, and this is his Mom. 793 00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:09,920 "Neil"? His name is Neil? 794 00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:11,120 Yeah. 795 00:55:13,560 --> 00:55:16,520 I'm Brian. Brian Lackey. 796 00:55:27,880 --> 00:55:29,120 So you still haven't written. 797 00:55:29,240 --> 00:55:30,440 Big surprise. 798 00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:32,600 But Wendy says you're doing okay, which is cool. 799 00:55:32,720 --> 00:55:34,680 I've been wanting to tell you about this strange guy... 800 00:55:34,800 --> 00:55:36,200 I met 3 weeks ago. 801 00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:37,600 No, we're not fucking. 802 00:55:37,720 --> 00:55:39,720 Get your mind out of the gutter, perv. 803 00:55:39,840 --> 00:55:41,520 He's not even gay, I don't think. 804 00:55:41,640 --> 00:55:45,160 In fact, his vibe is kinda weirdly asexual. 805 00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:46,640 His name is Brian Lackey. 806 00:55:46,760 --> 00:55:48,400 He lives in Little River and, like yours truly, 807 00:55:48,520 --> 00:55:50,960 attends Hutchinson Loser Community College. 808 00:55:51,080 --> 00:55:52,720 Anyways, the day you left... 809 00:55:52,840 --> 00:55:55,280 ...your mom and I found him literally on your doorstep, 810 00:55:55,360 --> 00:55:56,400 looking for you. 811 00:55:56,520 --> 00:55:58,240 He says you and him played Little League together... 812 00:55:58,320 --> 00:55:59,600 like 10 years ago. 813 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,800 He was the worst player on the team, blah, blah, blah... 814 00:56:02,880 --> 00:56:04,560 He's full of questions about you. 815 00:56:04,640 --> 00:56:06,520 But, of course, I haven't told him much, 816 00:56:06,640 --> 00:56:09,000 i.e. about your "line of work". 817 00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:10,440 I did say you were queer like me, 818 00:56:10,560 --> 00:56:12,480 only because I figured you wouldn't care. 819 00:56:12,560 --> 00:56:15,360 But now, are you ready for the good part? 820 00:56:15,440 --> 00:56:17,280 He thinks that when you and him were little... 821 00:56:17,360 --> 00:56:20,760 ...you were both abducted and examined by space aliens. 822 00:56:20,880 --> 00:56:22,640 How brilliant is that? 823 00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:24,960 But he was completely serious when he told me this. 824 00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:27,160 Like you should've seen the look in his eyes. 825 00:56:27,280 --> 00:56:28,720 So, what's the story, dude? 826 00:56:28,840 --> 00:56:31,920 Were you abducted by a UFO or what? 827 00:56:32,040 --> 00:56:34,480 P.S. - Are your crabs gone yet? 828 00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:44,560 - Brian? - Yeah? 829 00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:49,000 - You have a visitor. - Hi Brian. 830 00:56:49,080 --> 00:56:51,040 I was just in the neighborhood and I thought I'd stop by, 831 00:56:51,160 --> 00:56:52,160 see how you're doing. 832 00:56:54,720 --> 00:56:56,520 I'll be in the front room if you need me. 833 00:56:56,640 --> 00:56:57,880 Thanks, Mom. 834 00:57:01,640 --> 00:57:03,600 Didn't care for that film. 835 00:57:03,680 --> 00:57:05,440 That, I didn't see. 836 00:57:05,560 --> 00:57:08,240 Your Mom doesn't like me very much. 837 00:57:08,280 --> 00:57:10,600 She thinks I'm trying to steal you away. 838 00:57:10,680 --> 00:57:13,280 Any luck in your search for "N. McCormick"? 839 00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:16,240 I met his mom and his best friend, 840 00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:18,480 but he's in New York right now. 841 00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:20,600 New York. Really? 842 00:57:23,760 --> 00:57:25,000 Here. Sit down. 843 00:57:31,600 --> 00:57:33,560 Had any more of those dreams? 844 00:57:33,600 --> 00:57:35,480 Yeah. 845 00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:38,840 But they seem to be slowly evolving. 846 00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:41,000 Maybe it's just because I've been spending a lot of time... 847 00:57:41,080 --> 00:57:43,920 with Eric, Neil's friend. 848 00:57:44,040 --> 00:57:47,440 But it's becoming clearer and clearer that he... 849 00:57:47,520 --> 00:57:51,720 Neil that is, is a key figure in all this. 850 00:57:51,840 --> 00:57:54,280 Like he was there with me the night it all happened. 851 00:57:59,080 --> 00:58:00,120 I can't. 852 00:58:00,600 --> 00:58:01,560 I can't. 853 00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:02,840 Don't. No. 854 00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:05,440 I can't. 855 00:58:05,480 --> 00:58:06,400 It's okay. 856 00:58:07,200 --> 00:58:09,040 No. No. Don't. 857 00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:10,160 It'll feel good. 858 00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:11,080 Don't! 859 00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:14,640 I'm sorry. 860 00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:15,880 You better go. 861 00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:18,360 Please. 862 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:20,200 I'm sorry, Brian. 863 00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:37,840 I pay 120. Not a cent more. 864 00:58:39,440 --> 00:58:40,280 Okay. 865 00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:42,080 Shall we? 866 00:59:27,080 --> 00:59:27,800 Fuck me! 867 00:59:29,120 --> 00:59:31,720 Fuck me up the ass with your hot, teenaged cock! 868 00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:38,360 Wait! 869 00:59:38,480 --> 00:59:39,800 What the fuck are you doing? 870 00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:49,320 Okay. Whatever. 871 00:59:52,280 --> 00:59:53,400 I'll put it on for you. 872 00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:00,320 There. 873 01:00:04,720 --> 01:00:06,920 Well, come on, stud. We're on the clock here. 874 01:00:39,080 --> 01:00:41,240 We're not in Kansas anymore, Neil. 875 01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:43,680 You have got to be so careful. 876 01:00:45,440 --> 01:00:46,240 I know. 877 01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:49,000 Don't "I know" me, Neil McCormick. 878 01:00:49,080 --> 01:00:51,280 This is New York City. 879 01:00:51,400 --> 01:00:54,480 You do the wrong thing with the wrong person and you die. 880 01:00:54,560 --> 01:00:56,800 Period. End of story. 881 01:01:00,880 --> 01:01:02,600 Just promise me you'll be safe. 882 01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:05,440 Okay. 883 01:01:07,800 --> 01:01:08,720 Here. 884 01:01:31,640 --> 01:01:33,880 Are these the only kinds of movies you watch? 885 01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:37,720 Why? You don't like it? 886 01:01:37,800 --> 01:01:39,600 No, it's cool. 887 01:01:42,200 --> 01:01:44,840 So, has Neil gotten back to you yet? 888 01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:50,600 Let me explain The Universe of Neil McCormick. 889 01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:53,560 He's like a planet, Saturn say. 890 01:01:53,640 --> 01:01:56,920 And we're all like little moons orbiting around. 891 01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:59,400 Now, do planets write letters? 892 01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:03,920 But I do know that he'll be in Hutchinson for Christmas. 893 01:02:04,000 --> 01:02:04,960 What? 894 01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:06,720 His mom told me that she sent him a ticket to fly home... 895 01:02:06,840 --> 01:02:08,720 for Baby Jesus's Birthday. 896 01:02:08,760 --> 01:02:10,680 So I'll introduce you then. 897 01:02:10,800 --> 01:02:12,000 Brian? 898 01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:15,320 Yeah? 899 01:02:15,440 --> 01:02:18,560 Thought you two might like a little study break. 900 01:02:18,640 --> 01:02:19,840 Thanks, Mrs. Lackey. 901 01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:21,320 Thanks, Mom. 902 01:02:24,000 --> 01:02:25,320 It's 11:30. 903 01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:29,240 If it's Avalyn... 904 01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:31,480 tell her I'm not here. 905 01:02:34,160 --> 01:02:35,160 Hello? 906 01:02:35,280 --> 01:02:38,720 No, I'm sorry, Avalyn, he's out with his friends. 907 01:02:38,800 --> 01:02:39,760 No problem. 908 01:02:39,880 --> 01:02:41,960 I thought you kinda liked her. 909 01:02:42,080 --> 01:02:44,560 I just... I don't know. 910 01:02:46,120 --> 01:02:48,760 I think I just need a little space from her right now. 911 01:02:48,880 --> 01:02:51,080 I always thought she was a freak anyway. 912 01:02:51,200 --> 01:02:53,160 So, I'm off to bed. 913 01:02:53,280 --> 01:02:54,200 Good night, boys. 914 01:03:15,040 --> 01:03:16,080 Hello. 915 01:03:18,440 --> 01:03:22,840 I'm a...I'm Zeke. From LA. 916 01:03:22,920 --> 01:03:24,120 Neil. 917 01:03:28,160 --> 01:03:29,280 Neil. 918 01:03:29,400 --> 01:03:33,120 What are you doing in New York City? 919 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:45,240 That's a.. that's a Vermeer. 920 01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:50,560 Well, it's sort of a Vermeer. 921 01:04:38,480 --> 01:04:40,000 You are exquisite. 922 01:04:46,720 --> 01:04:48,760 I guess it's my turn, huh? 923 01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:22,920 Hope these don't frighten you too much. 924 01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:30,000 They...have a habit of popping up in the most inopportune places. 925 01:05:38,880 --> 01:05:42,440 Oh, I know. Don't be worried. 926 01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:47,360 This is gonna be the safest encounter you ever had. 927 01:05:55,560 --> 01:05:58,200 If you could just rub my back. 928 01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:02,200 Really, I need to be touched. 929 01:06:22,880 --> 01:06:26,600 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 930 01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:28,760 Oh, make me happy. 931 01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:31,680 Make me happy, make me happy... 932 01:06:44,560 --> 01:06:47,680 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. 933 01:06:58,000 --> 01:07:00,640 Oh, make me happy. 934 01:07:25,360 --> 01:07:27,920 You were 100 percent safe, right? 935 01:07:28,000 --> 01:07:29,280 Yeah. 936 01:07:29,360 --> 01:07:30,720 I told you I just jerked off. 937 01:07:30,840 --> 01:07:32,800 He watched from across the room. 938 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:36,080 For the first time in my life I'm bothered by it. 939 01:07:38,280 --> 01:07:44,040 Maybe you should try and find some other safer way to make money. 940 01:07:44,160 --> 01:07:46,840 You know, like everyone else. 941 01:07:51,280 --> 01:07:52,680 Yeah, maybe. 942 01:08:05,040 --> 01:08:06,720 You're the only one I've ever told. 943 01:08:09,160 --> 01:08:10,320 I know. 944 01:08:10,440 --> 01:08:14,080 I never told Eric, or my Mom. 945 01:08:14,160 --> 01:08:15,960 And I know some people might think it's fucked up, 946 01:08:16,040 --> 01:08:17,960 or terrible, or whatever? 947 01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:24,120 But what happened that summer...is a huge part of me. 948 01:08:24,200 --> 01:08:28,120 No one ever made me feel that way, before or since. 949 01:08:29,880 --> 01:08:34,280 Like I was, I was special. 950 01:08:34,360 --> 01:08:38,560 Neil...you were 8 years old. 951 01:08:39,960 --> 01:08:41,320 Yeah, but he really loved me. 952 01:08:45,720 --> 01:08:48,680 I mean, there were other kids sometimes, but... 953 01:08:48,800 --> 01:08:51,240 I was his prize. 954 01:08:56,240 --> 01:08:58,120 I was his one true love. 955 01:09:16,360 --> 01:09:17,920 Happy birthday. 956 01:09:18,000 --> 01:09:20,400 You didn't have to get me anything. 957 01:09:20,520 --> 01:09:22,520 It's just a little something I picked out. 958 01:09:28,920 --> 01:09:29,760 Wow. 959 01:09:31,680 --> 01:09:32,680 Cool. 960 01:09:32,800 --> 01:09:34,600 I thought it'd go great with your hair color. 961 01:09:34,720 --> 01:09:36,560 It's so cool. 962 01:09:38,040 --> 01:09:38,960 Thanks. 963 01:09:48,480 --> 01:09:49,320 You alright? 964 01:09:51,760 --> 01:09:52,880 I'm drunk. 965 01:09:55,880 --> 01:09:57,880 I've never been drunk in my life! 966 01:09:58,000 --> 01:10:00,160 I'm corrupting you. 967 01:10:00,240 --> 01:10:01,200 At last! 968 01:10:04,920 --> 01:10:08,200 Hey. That's pretty good. 969 01:10:08,320 --> 01:10:09,600 Yeah, sure. 970 01:10:09,680 --> 01:10:11,680 No, really. 971 01:10:11,800 --> 01:10:14,640 You have definite artistic talent, my boy. 972 01:10:16,840 --> 01:10:17,920 What? 973 01:10:19,040 --> 01:10:21,640 That's an interesting touch. 974 01:10:23,320 --> 01:10:26,600 So, what's the "deep meaning" behind the baseball cleats? 975 01:10:29,360 --> 01:10:31,080 I have no idea. 976 01:10:43,720 --> 01:10:44,400 Boo. 977 01:10:50,640 --> 01:10:53,120 - How was work? - Fuckin' boring. 978 01:10:55,040 --> 01:10:56,960 - You need a hand? - Sure. 979 01:11:02,240 --> 01:11:04,760 So, I've got news for you. 980 01:11:04,880 --> 01:11:07,160 Hey, me too. 981 01:11:07,240 --> 01:11:09,120 Okay. You first. 982 01:11:09,200 --> 01:11:11,080 Look what my Mom sent me today. 983 01:11:11,200 --> 01:11:13,160 She wants me to come home for Christmas. 984 01:11:15,520 --> 01:11:17,480 Your mom is the coolest. 985 01:11:17,600 --> 01:11:19,720 Like mine would ever do that for me. 986 01:11:19,840 --> 01:11:20,720 It's weird. 987 01:11:20,840 --> 01:11:23,400 I hate Hutchinson more than anything but... 988 01:11:23,520 --> 01:11:25,720 But I'm kind of looking forward to going back... 989 01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:28,200 just for a short visit. 990 01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:30,680 - Plus you get to see Eric. - Yeah. 991 01:11:33,080 --> 01:11:34,120 So what's your news? 992 01:11:36,320 --> 01:11:38,680 I think I found you a job. 993 01:11:38,800 --> 01:11:40,320 A what? 994 01:11:40,440 --> 01:11:43,480 I was talking to this friend at work, Rachel, about you. 995 01:11:43,520 --> 01:11:46,960 It's only minimum wage at a stupid sandwich place, but... 996 01:11:50,600 --> 01:11:51,680 What? 997 01:11:51,800 --> 01:11:53,120 You're not into it. Whatever. 998 01:11:53,200 --> 01:11:54,120 It's cool. 999 01:11:54,240 --> 01:11:55,720 No, no, tell me more about it. 1000 01:11:58,360 --> 01:11:59,120 Really? 1001 01:11:59,200 --> 01:12:01,360 Yeah, really? I want to hear more about it. 1002 01:12:01,440 --> 01:12:03,080 - You do? - Yeah. 1003 01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:19,360 You sure you're gonna be okay? 1004 01:12:19,440 --> 01:12:22,080 I'm just glad my Mom's working late. 1005 01:12:26,760 --> 01:12:28,680 Thanks for everything. 1006 01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:33,240 This has been...the best birthday ever. 1007 01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:36,600 You're welcome. 1008 01:12:41,680 --> 01:12:43,240 Oh shit. 1009 01:12:43,320 --> 01:12:46,000 - Who's that? - It's my Dad. 1010 01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:56,280 Dad? 1011 01:12:56,400 --> 01:13:00,080 Son. I caught you. 1012 01:13:00,160 --> 01:13:03,080 Your Mother said she didn't know whether you'd be home or not. 1013 01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:05,080 Happy Birthday. 1014 01:13:06,440 --> 01:13:08,240 What are you doing here? 1015 01:13:08,360 --> 01:13:11,040 I'm not allowed to wish my only son a happy birthday? 1016 01:13:11,120 --> 01:13:14,760 Dad, I haven't seen you for what, 2 years? 1017 01:13:14,880 --> 01:13:17,080 Well, maybe if you returned my calls once in a while... 1018 01:13:17,160 --> 01:13:20,400 Maybe I don't want to return your phone calls, Dad. 1019 01:13:20,520 --> 01:13:22,880 Maybe I just want you to leave me alone. 1020 01:13:23,000 --> 01:13:24,680 Brian, don't be like this. 1021 01:13:24,800 --> 01:13:26,160 I drove all this way. 1022 01:13:26,240 --> 01:13:27,680 I just wanted to see how you're doing? 1023 01:13:27,760 --> 01:13:29,520 Well, let me tell you what I want to know. 1024 01:13:29,640 --> 01:13:31,920 Something happened to me when I was little. 1025 01:13:32,000 --> 01:13:34,560 Do you know what I'm talking about? 1026 01:13:34,640 --> 01:13:36,040 What happened to me that night I woke up... 1027 01:13:36,160 --> 01:13:37,400 bleeding in the cellar? 1028 01:13:37,520 --> 01:13:39,240 Where were you that night? 1029 01:13:39,320 --> 01:13:42,640 God, I can tell you don't even remember! 1030 01:13:42,760 --> 01:13:43,800 You're drunk. 1031 01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:45,560 Quit avoiding the subject! 1032 01:13:45,640 --> 01:13:48,120 I was bleeding, I kept passing out! 1033 01:13:48,200 --> 01:13:51,240 I wet my fucking bed and you never asked why! 1034 01:13:51,320 --> 01:13:54,160 And what about that Halloween when I blacked out again? 1035 01:13:54,280 --> 01:13:56,360 Something happened to me both those nights! 1036 01:13:56,480 --> 01:13:57,680 What do you know about it? 1037 01:13:57,800 --> 01:13:58,760 Tell me! 1038 01:14:01,400 --> 01:14:02,560 I'm sorry, Brian, I... 1039 01:14:04,400 --> 01:14:05,680 I can't help you. 1040 01:14:50,000 --> 01:14:51,680 Welcome to Subz. May I help you? 1041 01:14:54,040 --> 01:14:54,840 Brian? 1042 01:14:56,360 --> 01:14:57,320 Deborah! 1043 01:15:00,760 --> 01:15:03,520 - Redecorating? - Sort of, yeah. 1044 01:15:05,760 --> 01:15:07,360 So how ya been, Bri? 1045 01:15:07,480 --> 01:15:09,400 Good. How's Berkeley? 1046 01:15:09,520 --> 01:15:10,560 Hold on, you two. 1047 01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:12,440 Why don't we continue this conversation in the front room... 1048 01:15:12,520 --> 01:15:14,800 over the peanut-butter peach pie I baked for this occasion? 1049 01:15:16,400 --> 01:15:17,960 Good to see you, little brother. 1050 01:15:18,080 --> 01:15:19,080 You too. 1051 01:15:45,560 --> 01:15:46,480 Need a lift? 1052 01:15:50,480 --> 01:15:51,280 Sure. 1053 01:15:55,920 --> 01:15:56,960 Where we going? 1054 01:15:57,080 --> 01:15:59,560 My place. Don't worry, I'll pay. 1055 01:16:06,800 --> 01:16:09,800 - It's Christmas Eve tomorrow. - No more talking. 1056 01:16:31,440 --> 01:16:33,520 - Where are we? - Brighton Beach. 1057 01:16:58,240 --> 01:16:59,600 Bedroom's this way. 1058 01:17:16,840 --> 01:17:17,800 Do it. 1059 01:17:24,680 --> 01:17:25,880 Again. 1060 01:17:38,120 --> 01:17:39,080 Strip. 1061 01:17:55,560 --> 01:17:57,520 Open wide and suck it, slut. 1062 01:17:59,720 --> 01:18:01,480 What are you waiting for, slut? 1063 01:18:04,960 --> 01:18:05,880 Suck it! 1064 01:18:07,600 --> 01:18:10,320 You like that, don't you, slut? 1065 01:18:10,440 --> 01:18:12,120 Take it deep. 1066 01:18:15,040 --> 01:18:16,040 Moan for me. 1067 01:18:16,800 --> 01:18:18,040 Wait, wait. 1068 01:18:22,680 --> 01:18:24,720 Slut knows what's coming next. 1069 01:18:24,840 --> 01:18:26,760 I'm gonna give the slut just what he's begging for... 1070 01:18:26,840 --> 01:18:27,440 Wait, wait, wait. 1071 01:18:27,560 --> 01:18:28,680 There's some things I don't do. 1072 01:18:28,760 --> 01:18:30,240 Wait. I gotta take a piss. 1073 01:18:30,360 --> 01:18:31,760 Hold on. I'll be right back. 1074 01:18:53,560 --> 01:18:56,480 You're getting fucked, slut, whether you like it or not. 1075 01:19:00,640 --> 01:19:01,520 Slut! 1076 01:19:04,200 --> 01:19:08,920 Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! 1077 01:19:16,640 --> 01:19:18,080 God, you love it! 1078 01:19:18,160 --> 01:19:21,080 Take that cock all the way up there. 1079 01:19:21,200 --> 01:19:23,640 Take it, slut. 1080 01:19:23,720 --> 01:19:25,360 Yeah. Yeah! 1081 01:19:27,280 --> 01:19:28,400 Are you ready? 1082 01:19:28,480 --> 01:19:29,480 Here it comes. 1083 01:19:29,560 --> 01:19:30,360 Are you ready? 1084 01:19:30,480 --> 01:19:32,200 You ready? Ready? 1085 01:19:55,000 --> 01:19:55,880 Mom. 1086 01:22:21,000 --> 01:22:22,400 Today is the day. 1087 01:22:33,400 --> 01:22:35,240 Brian! Now where are you off to? 1088 01:22:35,320 --> 01:22:36,760 I'm going out with Eric. 1089 01:22:36,880 --> 01:22:38,840 You don't want to stay and talk with your sister a while? 1090 01:22:38,960 --> 01:22:40,320 I'll be back soon. 1091 01:22:40,440 --> 01:22:41,720 Don't be late, young man. 1092 01:22:41,800 --> 01:22:43,480 Christmas Eve dinner's at 6 sharp. 1093 01:22:43,560 --> 01:22:44,360 Okay. 1094 01:22:52,720 --> 01:22:53,680 Here we are. 1095 01:22:54,840 --> 01:22:56,240 Do I look okay? 1096 01:22:56,320 --> 01:22:57,880 Okay's a relative term. 1097 01:22:59,080 --> 01:23:00,640 I'm kidding. You look fine. 1098 01:23:00,720 --> 01:23:02,120 Excited? 1099 01:23:02,240 --> 01:23:03,880 Yes. 1100 01:23:03,960 --> 01:23:05,440 And nervous. 1101 01:23:06,040 --> 01:23:07,120 Don't worry. 1102 01:23:07,240 --> 01:23:09,160 I'm sure you guys will hit it off great. 1103 01:23:09,240 --> 01:23:10,440 I hope you're right. 1104 01:23:17,240 --> 01:23:18,120 Ellen? 1105 01:23:18,640 --> 01:23:19,080 Ellen? 1106 01:23:22,480 --> 01:23:23,520 Oh, hi, Eric. 1107 01:23:23,640 --> 01:23:25,160 Hey, Mrs. M. Merry Christmas. 1108 01:23:25,280 --> 01:23:27,280 You remember Brian. 1109 01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:29,240 Of course I do. 1110 01:23:29,360 --> 01:23:30,120 Hi, Brian. 1111 01:23:30,200 --> 01:23:31,400 Merry Christmas. 1112 01:23:31,520 --> 01:23:33,000 So where's the Man of the Hour? 1113 01:23:33,120 --> 01:23:34,680 I was going to call you. 1114 01:23:34,800 --> 01:23:36,960 Why? What happened? 1115 01:23:37,080 --> 01:23:39,720 There's been an accident. 1116 01:23:39,840 --> 01:23:45,200 Neil, he got mugged on the way to the airport. 1117 01:23:45,280 --> 01:23:47,200 Is he okay? 1118 01:23:47,320 --> 01:23:51,040 He's going to be fine. He's asleep in his room. 1119 01:23:53,280 --> 01:23:55,480 Well, maybe we should come back tomorrow. 1120 01:23:55,600 --> 01:23:57,040 Maybe. 1121 01:23:57,080 --> 01:23:59,080 Or you stay if you'd like, have some cookies... 1122 01:23:59,160 --> 01:24:00,680 and we'll see if he's... 1123 01:24:04,600 --> 01:24:05,560 Honey, you're up. 1124 01:24:07,960 --> 01:24:09,360 The fuck you staring at, Preston? 1125 01:24:12,200 --> 01:24:14,320 Brian says that you both were in Little League together. 1126 01:24:15,000 --> 01:24:15,880 Mm-hmm. 1127 01:24:17,680 --> 01:24:20,080 So how long has it been since you two last saw each other? 1128 01:24:21,720 --> 01:24:23,600 10 years. 1129 01:24:23,680 --> 01:24:26,800 5 months and...7 days. 1130 01:24:28,160 --> 01:24:30,520 Well, you must have a lot of catching up to do. 1131 01:24:33,560 --> 01:24:36,240 Turn right off Main by the fairgrounds. 1132 01:24:36,360 --> 01:24:37,960 So what the fuck happened? 1133 01:24:38,080 --> 01:24:39,880 It's a long story. I'll tell you later. 1134 01:24:39,960 --> 01:24:41,360 Just drive for now. 1135 01:24:41,440 --> 01:24:44,240 It's nice to see New York hasn't hardened you one bit, McCormick. 1136 01:24:49,200 --> 01:24:51,840 So you're the legendary Brian. 1137 01:24:54,120 --> 01:24:55,840 We have a lot in common, don't we? 1138 01:24:56,960 --> 01:24:58,160 I think so. 1139 01:25:08,720 --> 01:25:10,080 Make a left at the next stop sign. 1140 01:25:13,600 --> 01:25:15,240 Is this starting to look familiar? 1141 01:25:21,480 --> 01:25:22,560 Pick us up in a half hour. 1142 01:25:24,840 --> 01:25:25,760 Okay. 1143 01:25:39,040 --> 01:25:39,880 You ready? 1144 01:25:52,560 --> 01:25:54,000 Blue. 1145 01:26:05,280 --> 01:26:07,480 No one's home. Let's go around back. 1146 01:26:12,280 --> 01:26:13,560 We have to get in. 1147 01:26:16,280 --> 01:26:17,400 I know a way, here. 1148 01:26:24,840 --> 01:26:25,840 Voila. 1149 01:26:25,960 --> 01:26:29,120 You were the best player on the team, weren't you? 1150 01:26:29,200 --> 01:26:30,800 That's what he always told me. 1151 01:26:42,560 --> 01:26:43,480 Help. 1152 01:26:55,240 --> 01:26:57,480 This was his bedroom. 1153 01:26:57,600 --> 01:27:00,960 At least the ceiling's still the same. 1154 01:27:01,080 --> 01:27:04,880 I used to get lost for hours staring at all the patterns. 1155 01:27:04,960 --> 01:27:08,040 Whirls, speckly, sparkly things. 1156 01:27:10,680 --> 01:27:11,720 Come on. 1157 01:27:22,680 --> 01:27:24,760 Oh, man. What's up with these people? 1158 01:27:24,880 --> 01:27:26,960 He used to keep these things stocked. 1159 01:27:39,920 --> 01:27:41,440 This is it, right? 1160 01:27:51,000 --> 01:27:55,600 So, why now? Why did you search me out? 1161 01:27:58,760 --> 01:28:00,960 I'm tired of it. 1162 01:28:01,080 --> 01:28:03,360 I want to dream about something else for a change. 1163 01:28:19,480 --> 01:28:21,080 "Away in a Manger." 1164 01:28:22,360 --> 01:28:26,200 It took till I actually laid eyes on you today to remember you. 1165 01:28:27,840 --> 01:28:31,040 When Eric wrote me about you, I could only get the vaguest, 1166 01:28:31,120 --> 01:28:32,800 hazy picture in my head. 1167 01:28:32,920 --> 01:28:34,560 Like a staticky TV. 1168 01:28:35,560 --> 01:28:36,560 Same here. 1169 01:28:38,240 --> 01:28:42,440 But seeing you here in this room... 1170 01:28:42,520 --> 01:28:45,160 I feel like he's watching us right now. 1171 01:28:48,800 --> 01:28:51,440 I have no idea what happened to him. 1172 01:28:51,560 --> 01:28:54,160 After that summer, he just disappeared. 1173 01:28:54,240 --> 01:28:56,680 I don't even know if he's alive or what. 1174 01:28:56,800 --> 01:28:59,960 Maybe it's his ghost that's watching us. 1175 01:29:00,040 --> 01:29:01,960 Tell me everything you can. 1176 01:29:08,960 --> 01:29:10,480 Well, I was his favorite. 1177 01:29:12,640 --> 01:29:14,360 Out of everyone, he picked me. 1178 01:29:16,680 --> 01:29:18,720 I know that sounds kind of weird, but, 1179 01:29:18,800 --> 01:29:20,360 when it first started happening... 1180 01:29:22,600 --> 01:29:24,760 I felt honored. 1181 01:29:24,840 --> 01:29:26,160 Go on. 1182 01:29:29,800 --> 01:29:32,520 I don't know, this is where the big TV was, 1183 01:29:32,640 --> 01:29:34,840 all the cool video games. 1184 01:29:34,960 --> 01:29:36,680 That's the kitchen. 1185 01:29:36,760 --> 01:29:39,840 The first time, it happened there. 1186 01:29:44,360 --> 01:29:48,160 It lasted that whole summer. Just me and him. 1187 01:29:49,480 --> 01:29:52,080 I saw him one other time. 1188 01:29:52,120 --> 01:29:55,640 On Halloween, a couple years later. 1189 01:29:55,760 --> 01:29:57,960 I was lost. 1190 01:29:58,080 --> 01:30:00,000 He said my name. 1191 01:30:00,760 --> 01:30:01,840 Brian? 1192 01:30:03,160 --> 01:30:04,280 Brian? 1193 01:30:08,960 --> 01:30:10,480 I thought that was you. 1194 01:30:13,200 --> 01:30:15,600 The game had just started. 1195 01:30:15,720 --> 01:30:18,560 I was sitting on the bench as always. 1196 01:30:18,640 --> 01:30:20,760 It started to rain... 1197 01:30:20,880 --> 01:30:24,120 Sprinkles at first, then a downpour. 1198 01:30:26,280 --> 01:30:27,560 The ump called the game. 1199 01:30:29,120 --> 01:30:30,840 And no one came to pick you up. 1200 01:30:30,920 --> 01:30:35,320 My Mom was working and my Dad, who knows? 1201 01:30:35,440 --> 01:30:38,080 Everyone else drove off with their parents. 1202 01:30:38,160 --> 01:30:40,600 I was left there all alone. 1203 01:30:40,720 --> 01:30:43,920 Then you were in the dugout with me and you said... 1204 01:30:44,040 --> 01:30:45,800 We'll take you home. 1205 01:30:49,800 --> 01:30:52,720 And we got in Coach's station wagon, remember? 1206 01:30:58,040 --> 01:30:59,120 He brought us here. 1207 01:31:02,280 --> 01:31:03,120 It's all right, Brian. 1208 01:31:03,200 --> 01:31:04,680 We're just going to have a little bit of fun. 1209 01:31:09,080 --> 01:31:12,280 And he didn't want you in the bedroom because that was just for us. 1210 01:31:12,400 --> 01:31:16,640 So it all happened here, in this room. 1211 01:31:16,760 --> 01:31:19,120 Keep going. 1212 01:31:19,200 --> 01:31:21,600 Don't stop until you've told me everything. 1213 01:31:24,800 --> 01:31:26,160 Anytime there was another boy involved, 1214 01:31:26,280 --> 01:31:27,840 it was always the same. 1215 01:31:27,880 --> 01:31:30,760 Coach used me as a prop to pull you in. 1216 01:31:30,880 --> 01:31:34,040 He'd take off my clothes and it was up to me... 1217 01:31:34,160 --> 01:31:38,200 to make it seem like fun, like this is a really cool game we were playing. 1218 01:31:38,280 --> 01:31:39,720 Go ahead, show him, Neil. 1219 01:31:39,840 --> 01:31:41,240 All right, here are the rules. 1220 01:31:41,360 --> 01:31:43,880 First I kiss you, then you kiss me back, 1221 01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:45,320 then it's his turn. 1222 01:31:47,920 --> 01:31:49,280 Are you ready? 1223 01:31:51,880 --> 01:31:53,160 Here we go. 1224 01:31:56,040 --> 01:31:58,160 My God! 1225 01:31:58,280 --> 01:32:00,320 You want me to stop? 1226 01:32:07,960 --> 01:32:11,040 So I put my tongue in your mouth, 1227 01:32:11,080 --> 01:32:14,080 getting it all wet and shiny. 1228 01:32:14,160 --> 01:32:15,680 Then it was his turn. 1229 01:32:17,840 --> 01:32:19,480 Watching his big lips sucking your face, 1230 01:32:19,560 --> 01:32:22,640 I remember thinking, "oh, he's going to swallow his head whole". 1231 01:32:26,400 --> 01:32:31,880 So we took off your clothes and you made this... 1232 01:32:31,960 --> 01:32:36,120 whimpering puppy sound that Coach always loved. 1233 01:32:38,320 --> 01:32:41,360 Coach and me had this thing where he would open up his mouth, 1234 01:32:41,440 --> 01:32:45,840 and wrap it around my dick and balls and everything all at once. 1235 01:32:45,960 --> 01:32:48,120 He did that to me. 1236 01:32:48,200 --> 01:32:50,760 Then I tried to do it to you but couldn't because... 1237 01:32:50,840 --> 01:32:52,560 my mouth was too small. 1238 01:32:56,880 --> 01:32:58,680 Then... 1239 01:32:58,760 --> 01:33:00,560 he went down on you. 1240 01:33:02,960 --> 01:33:05,480 For what seemed like a really long time. 1241 01:33:06,360 --> 01:33:08,880 Your eyes were closed mostly, but every now and then... 1242 01:33:09,000 --> 01:33:15,120 they would flutter open, and just had this glassy, faraway look. 1243 01:33:15,200 --> 01:33:20,040 And then I leaned in and whispered. 1244 01:33:20,160 --> 01:33:23,600 It's fun, right? Tell him you think it's fun. 1245 01:33:35,680 --> 01:33:36,960 We're almost finished. 1246 01:33:38,480 --> 01:33:39,840 You're gonna be able? 1247 01:33:39,960 --> 01:33:41,440 Yeah. 1248 01:33:44,600 --> 01:33:47,320 Then we played the 5 dollar game. 1249 01:33:47,400 --> 01:33:52,440 When Coach would ask me to do things, crazy sex things. 1250 01:33:52,520 --> 01:33:54,640 And if I could do them, he'd give me a 5 dollar bill. 1251 01:33:54,720 --> 01:33:57,560 It's okay. Go ahead, Neil. 1252 01:34:07,720 --> 01:34:11,200 He made us fist him. Do you know what that is? 1253 01:34:17,480 --> 01:34:20,080 I went first, of course. 1254 01:34:20,200 --> 01:34:24,840 And on that night, the 5 dollars was mine if I could ram... 1255 01:34:24,960 --> 01:34:30,960 my little fist up his ass and wring it all the way to the elbow. 1256 01:34:31,000 --> 01:34:33,680 And goddamn it, I did it. 1257 01:34:33,800 --> 01:34:35,680 I'll never forget how it felt. 1258 01:34:35,760 --> 01:34:39,320 It felt like his whole body was trying to suck me into it. 1259 01:34:39,440 --> 01:34:40,480 Devour me. 1260 01:34:43,440 --> 01:34:45,000 And then I did it too. 1261 01:34:52,720 --> 01:34:57,480 And then we drove you back to Little River and left you in your driveway. 1262 01:34:57,600 --> 01:34:58,720 The End. 1263 01:35:03,040 --> 01:35:04,720 And my nose was bleeding. 1264 01:35:07,480 --> 01:35:08,600 How did that happen? 1265 01:35:20,080 --> 01:35:24,040 When it was over and we were getting you dressed, 1266 01:35:24,160 --> 01:35:29,280 your face looked like you'd been erased. 1267 01:35:29,400 --> 01:35:32,000 Like you were just empty inside. 1268 01:35:32,080 --> 01:35:33,800 And you just fell. 1269 01:35:33,920 --> 01:35:35,360 Face first on the floor. Bam. 1270 01:35:36,880 --> 01:35:39,680 And when we pulled you up, your nose was bleeding. 1271 01:35:39,800 --> 01:35:40,840 Like this? 1272 01:35:44,400 --> 01:35:45,440 Like this?! 1273 01:35:45,520 --> 01:35:47,920 Shh. Stop. Stop. Stop. 1274 01:35:59,120 --> 01:36:00,240 What are you doing? 1275 01:36:00,360 --> 01:36:01,800 No one's even home. 1276 01:36:01,920 --> 01:36:03,400 No, someone's there. 1277 01:36:03,480 --> 01:36:04,800 I can see them. 1278 01:36:06,600 --> 01:36:08,000 Look, I see them, too. 1279 01:36:08,120 --> 01:36:09,920 What's going on? 1280 01:36:10,000 --> 01:36:12,240 I think that someone's in there. 1281 01:36:43,040 --> 01:36:45,560 And as we sat there listening to the carolers, 1282 01:36:45,680 --> 01:36:49,680 I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be okay. 1283 01:36:49,760 --> 01:36:53,000 But that was a lie, plus, I couldn't speak anyway. 1284 01:36:55,160 --> 01:36:58,000 I wish there was some way for us to go back and undo the past. 1285 01:37:00,280 --> 01:37:01,480 But there wasn't. 1286 01:37:02,880 --> 01:37:05,720 There was nothing we could do. 1287 01:37:05,840 --> 01:37:10,440 So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate... 1288 01:37:10,560 --> 01:37:12,840 how sorry I was about what had happened. 1289 01:37:15,480 --> 01:37:17,160 And I thought of all the grief and sadness... 1290 01:37:17,240 --> 01:37:18,840 and fucked up suffering in the world... 1291 01:37:18,920 --> 01:37:22,600 and it made me want to escape. 1292 01:37:22,720 --> 01:37:23,960 I wished with all my heart that we could just... 1293 01:37:24,080 --> 01:37:27,120 leave this world behind. 1294 01:37:27,200 --> 01:37:31,680 Rise like two angels in the night and magically... 1295 01:37:31,800 --> 01:37:33,160 disappear.