1 00:00:46,739 --> 00:00:47,699 Thank you, Ben. 2 00:00:48,220 --> 00:00:51,220 Tell your mother that she is an angel, cooking for all of us oldies. 3 00:00:51,260 --> 00:00:53,299 When is the driving test? -This afternoon. 4 00:01:14,299 --> 00:01:15,980 You have a boyfriend yet Oh, no, no. No, no. 5 00:01:15,980 --> 00:01:17,619 Don't forget Handbrake, mirror and turn. 6 00:01:26,980 --> 00:01:30,980 My name is Roger, and I'm yours driving testers today 7 00:01:35,700 --> 00:01:39,539 I want you to approach the next roundabout and take the first exit. 8 00:01:41,539 --> 00:01:45,379 No, that is the first exit, please. You are still spinning 9 00:01:48,259 --> 00:01:51,539 Soon, I'll go attack the dash 10 00:01:57,420 --> 00:02:00,299 When I do it, I want you to do it stop emergency 11 00:02:00,339 --> 00:02:03,180 12 00:02:05,580 --> 00:02:07,500 Emergency stop. 13 00:02:07,539 --> 00:02:08,939 Stop the car. 14 00:02:09,420 --> 00:02:10,380 Stop! 15 00:02:29,859 --> 00:02:31,300 Never mind, honey. 16 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:33,260 I hit a car. 17 00:02:33,299 --> 00:02:35,100 Well, you are nervous. 18 00:02:35,140 --> 00:02:40,100 Mother, do you think I should have it? the right lesson with a teacher? 19 00:02:42,900 --> 00:02:46,419 I've been driving for 25 years. You only need more practice. 20 00:02:46,459 --> 00:02:47,859 Seat belts. 21 00:02:48,299 --> 00:02:51,140 * Oh, come to my heart, Lord Jesus * 22 00:02:51,620 --> 00:02:55,220 * There is a room in my heart for you * 23 00:02:55,260 --> 00:02:58,820 * Just fill me with your presence God * 24 00:02:58,860 --> 00:03:02,180 * I want you to be * 25 00:03:02,220 --> 00:03:06,939 * Redeemed * 26 00:03:07,780 --> 00:03:08,739 Good! 27 00:03:12,219 --> 00:03:13,580 See you later, Sarah. -Bye, Peter. 28 00:03:13,619 --> 00:03:15,780 See you later See you next week. -Bye, guys See you on Sunday. 29 00:03:15,819 --> 00:03:17,219 See you later, Peter. 30 00:03:17,260 --> 00:03:19,219 I know a lot people who teach religion Education in Coventry. 31 00:03:19,260 --> 00:03:20,939 This is hell competitive course now, 32 00:03:21,500 --> 00:03:25,380 very new science, philosophy, culture. Very round, very sexy. 33 00:03:25,420 --> 00:03:26,859 Fun. 34 00:03:26,900 --> 00:03:30,819 Obviously I can't take the Ben exam for him, but I can... 35 00:03:30,859 --> 00:03:34,019 I can definitely recommend him. 36 00:03:34,059 --> 00:03:36,980 Thank you, Peter. Isn't that beautiful, Ben? 37 00:03:37,020 --> 00:03:38,380 Thank you. 38 00:03:38,420 --> 00:03:42,740 Ben really knows the Bible. It's just that academics he struggles with 39 00:03:42,779 --> 00:03:44,540 Mathematics is always my problem. 40 00:03:44,580 --> 00:03:47,339 Ben and math. Don't ever talk about it. 41 00:03:49,460 --> 00:03:52,380 Peter just said it we are about his mind for International Day, 42 00:03:52,420 --> 00:03:54,779 with all the different parish faith exchanging ideas. 43 00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:56,300 I think that sounds beautiful. 44 00:03:56,339 --> 00:03:58,619 I'm not sure Finchley Central is ready enough for Peter evangelistic's special bra 45 00:03:58,660 --> 00:04:00,939 No need to be sarcastic, Robert. At least he is trying. 46 00:04:01,380 --> 00:04:04,580 May I offer it again, Mr. Finley? 47 00:04:12,219 --> 00:04:15,499 How is your room, Mr. Fincham? Can you sleep? this afternoon? 48 00:04:15,540 --> 00:04:19,699 Ben is taking a driving test today. He did it very well. 49 00:04:21,540 --> 00:04:24,460 50 00:04:24,739 --> 00:04:26,139 Only a few things need to be done. 51 00:04:26,660 --> 00:04:28,740 Of course, we have now summer vacation in front of us, 52 00:04:28,780 --> 00:04:30,740 we can spend a lot more time in the car 53 00:04:30,780 --> 00:04:32,220 You are there. 54 00:04:46,420 --> 00:04:47,980 How are my men? 55 00:04:52,860 --> 00:04:55,059 Your father and I have spoken 56 00:04:55,259 --> 00:04:57,260 Now Mr. Fincham lives with us, 57 00:04:57,699 --> 00:05:00,579 It might be wise if we all contribute a little money towards getting he got back up. 58 00:05:00,619 --> 00:05:03,020 What do you think? 59 00:05:03,059 --> 00:05:04,460 Who is Mr. Fincham? 60 00:05:04,499 --> 00:05:05,859 Fincham came to me asked for a shelter 61 00:05:05,900 --> 00:05:09,579 He has heard it likes to help people. 62 00:05:09,619 --> 00:05:13,260 63 00:05:13,300 --> 00:05:16,020 But how long does it last? 64 00:05:16,060 --> 00:05:18,660 Dear, He ran to his own wife. 65 00:05:18,699 --> 00:05:21,220 He must take it as long as he needs it I think if you got a summer job, 66 00:05:22,619 --> 00:05:25,860 You might put some of the money to help Mr. Fincham. 67 00:05:26,379 --> 00:05:29,459 Ask yourself this question. 68 00:06:06,540 --> 00:06:08,420 How can someone really be free until they can think and act for themselves? 69 00:06:08,460 --> 00:06:13,780 God gives us free will so that we can choose love. 70 00:06:15,699 --> 00:06:20,299 Look, he wants us to understand our commitment, to be mature about it. 71 00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:25,619 72 00:06:25,660 --> 00:06:28,100 If you say to me, "Am I a Christian?" 73 00:06:28,579 --> 00:06:30,020 I say to you, 74 00:06:30,499 --> 00:06:35,140 "If you try to do good, then you are a Christian. " 75 00:06:35,179 --> 00:06:37,379 Handbrake, mirror, swivel. 76 00:06:41,460 --> 00:06:44,340 If you don't try to hurt or betray others, 77 00:06:46,220 --> 00:06:48,340 you are a Christian 78 00:06:48,379 --> 00:06:51,659 If you are right yourself and treat others as you want them to treat you, 79 00:06:54,499 --> 00:06:57,499 you are a Christian 80 00:06:57,539 --> 00:07:03,060 The more people the parade of their Christianity for the benefit of others, 81 00:07:03,100 --> 00:07:04,900 the less I tend to believe Christianity they claim to bring. 82 00:07:04,939 --> 00:07:06,980 83 00:07:08,900 --> 00:07:10,780 God tells us 84 00:07:10,819 --> 00:07:15,140 true faith is freedom to choose the truth 85 00:07:17,540 --> 00:07:19,900 Now, how do you express it, 86 00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:21,780 ways, ways, the means you want, 87 00:07:21,819 --> 00:07:25,579 These things have no consequences, are you a Christian or an atheist, 88 00:07:26,539 --> 00:07:28,499 except in your heart 89 00:07:30,419 --> 00:07:31,819 you are right. 90 00:08:08,540 --> 00:08:09,579 Hello? 91 00:08:24,940 --> 00:08:27,820 Sod you, you little troublemaker! 92 00:08:27,860 --> 00:08:30,659 Bloody... bloody hell! 93 00:08:30,699 --> 00:08:34,500 Come on! You really are snobbish, cut! 94 00:08:40,939 --> 00:08:41,859 How are you? 95 00:08:43,339 --> 00:08:45,260 You are Ben 96 00:08:45,299 --> 00:08:49,699 Finding a home is fine Amazing. Should we walk? 97 00:08:50,179 --> 00:08:52,099 Now, then, do we talk on the phone? -Yes. 98 00:08:52,139 --> 00:08:53,500 What did I say? 99 00:08:53,540 --> 00:08:55,460 You say you need help around the house 100 00:08:55,500 --> 00:08:58,260 Did I mention camping? 101 00:08:58,299 --> 00:09:00,459 No, you said that might need a companion 102 00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:02,659 Yeah, well, I travel a lot. 103 00:09:02,700 --> 00:09:04,540 Theater engagement 104 00:09:04,579 --> 00:09:06,500 I bring you a Christian? 105 00:09:06,540 --> 00:09:07,940 Excuse me? 106 00:09:08,419 --> 00:09:11,780 Now, I made a policy always advertise on Hello Jesus. 107 00:09:12,260 --> 00:09:13,659 As a single woman, I'm very conscious from danger sexual assault by young men, 108 00:09:13,700 --> 00:09:16,019 Although, unfortunately, God is no longer an insurance policy first. 109 00:09:16,059 --> 00:09:20,899 110 00:09:20,939 --> 00:09:25,699 Or am I just old-fashioned? Now, then, some house rules. 111 00:09:25,740 --> 00:09:29,500 At home, I never did Dame Eve, only Evie. 112 00:09:29,539 --> 00:09:32,900 Food is taken in the kitchen, unless I happen to be entertaining, 113 00:09:33,379 --> 00:09:39,699 in this case I will ask you to serve some drinks, some canape... 114 00:09:39,739 --> 00:09:43,260 I pay 6p per hour, which is one pound more than McDonald's 115 00:09:43,299 --> 00:09:46,260 So if it's not satisfying I suggest you go and work for them, 116 00:09:46,300 --> 00:09:48,420 despite how you can consider something like that 117 00:09:48,459 --> 00:09:50,540 in all good conscience, I really don't know. 118 00:09:50,580 --> 00:09:52,740 You should be ashamed of yourself 119 00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:55,579 Sorry... Monday to Friday, 11:00 to 4:00, 120 00:09:55,619 --> 00:09:57,939 and every alternate weekend Lunch is included 121 00:10:00,339 --> 00:10:02,140 Yes or no? 122 00:10:02,180 --> 00:10:03,940 Um... yes 123 00:10:04,540 --> 00:10:07,140 Oh, that's great. 124 00:10:07,180 --> 00:10:09,979 All right, it seems like it's really like that is famous, isn't it, Ben? 125 00:10:10,939 --> 00:10:12,260 Now, I'll show you around. 126 00:10:19,779 --> 00:10:20,739 Hi, Ben. 127 00:10:20,779 --> 00:10:21,699 Hi. 128 00:10:23,179 --> 00:10:24,500 Already swimming 129 00:10:26,420 --> 00:10:27,859 Um, yes. 130 00:10:29,779 --> 00:10:30,740 What are you all dressed for? 131 00:10:31,219 --> 00:10:32,419 I have a job. 132 00:10:32,459 --> 00:10:33,580 What do you do? 133 00:10:33,620 --> 00:10:35,060 Looking for a woman in Hampstead. 134 00:10:35,099 --> 00:10:37,459 Lucky woman So where are you going now, Ben? 135 00:10:39,059 --> 00:10:41,219 136 00:10:41,260 --> 00:10:42,380 I just walk. 137 00:10:42,419 --> 00:10:48,339 I think maybe if you leave, we can, you know, walk. 138 00:10:49,380 --> 00:10:50,739 Good. 139 00:10:51,579 --> 00:10:52,580 See you later. 140 00:10:59,219 --> 00:11:03,060 You know, after the last Bible class, Peter drove me home. 141 00:11:03,099 --> 00:11:05,940 He said he likes sharing thoughts with me 142 00:11:05,979 --> 00:11:07,379 He said there was an extraordinary testimony 143 00:11:07,420 --> 00:11:09,299 happened in a church in Hackney. 144 00:11:09,740 --> 00:11:12,660 He said he might want to Our group is there next week. 145 00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:14,579 Peter is so great. 146 00:11:15,020 --> 00:11:15,979 Yes. 147 00:11:16,500 --> 00:11:18,420 He said this, like a black priest has really flown more than America 148 00:11:18,459 --> 00:11:20,299 149 00:11:20,340 --> 00:11:23,219 to save the Church from England from itself. 150 00:11:23,699 --> 00:11:25,140 Can you imagine 151 00:11:26,099 --> 00:11:27,539 That's how Pete is. 152 00:11:27,979 --> 00:11:28,979 Your hair is beautiful. 153 00:11:29,019 --> 00:11:30,180 What? 154 00:11:30,219 --> 00:11:31,340 Sorry. 155 00:11:34,180 --> 00:11:37,620 I have written a poem for you. I've got it here. I can read it for you, if you like it. 156 00:11:37,660 --> 00:11:39,940 No problem, You can give it to me. I can read it later. 157 00:11:39,979 --> 00:11:41,459 I really like to read it to you Really, it's okay. 158 00:11:41,499 --> 00:11:43,180 Only five lines. 159 00:11:43,219 --> 00:11:44,899 Go then. Immediately. 160 00:11:46,379 --> 00:11:47,939 * You are harvesting, God 's water and wheat * 161 00:11:51,419 --> 00:11:54,780 162 00:11:54,819 --> 00:11:57,099 * "Birds fly for you, sing for you * 163 00:11:57,140 --> 00:11:59,579 * Every wing beats fast my heart for you * 164 00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:02,339 * Feeling for you, my clay feet * 165 00:12:02,779 --> 00:12:05,219 * I don't sing for you, don't fly for you * 166 00:12:06,179 --> 00:12:09,059 * I am not water, I am not wheat * 167 00:12:09,099 --> 00:12:12,500 I will do pigeon, I will be an eagle * 168 00:12:12,539 --> 00:12:15,939 * Your milk breast, My weird meat * 169 00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:19,699 What do you think? 170 00:12:20,659 --> 00:12:22,140 Forgive me , 171 00:12:23,540 --> 00:12:25,780 but you are too weird 172 00:12:38,740 --> 00:12:41,020 You walk past the desert. 173 00:12:41,059 --> 00:12:42,820 This is very, very ho t. 174 00:12:43,299 --> 00:12:45,180 Walk. Tired. 175 00:12:45,219 --> 00:12:48,620 You walk and walk and walk. 176 00:12:48,660 --> 00:12:50,619 And then... here. 177 00:12:52,180 --> 00:12:55,060 You see eucalyptus trees. 178 00:12:56,500 --> 00:12:58,380 Then 179 00:12:58,419 --> 00:13:01,740 that is Jesus Christ Himself, 180 00:13:01,779 --> 00:13:05,140 bring bread and fish. 181 00:13:05,179 --> 00:13:06,540 Now, everyone, 182 00:13:06,579 --> 00:13:09,459 fast, fast, sit under the auspices of the eucalyptus tree. 183 00:13:09,500 --> 00:13:12,820 Sit in the shade, sit in the shade. 184 00:13:12,859 --> 00:13:15,099 I'm very proud of Ben. 185 00:13:15,140 --> 00:13:18,620 He not only found a job he found a job helped a retired actress. 186 00:13:18,660 --> 00:13:20,940 He doesn't retire. What's the name again, Ben? 187 00:13:20,979 --> 00:13:22,299 Eve Walton. 188 00:13:22,339 --> 00:13:23,859 He is very shy. 189 00:13:23,900 --> 00:13:25,339 Eve Walton? 190 00:13:25,380 --> 00:13:27,780 Didn't he RSC last year? 191 00:13:27,820 --> 00:13:28,939 Playing Ophelia. 192 00:13:28,979 --> 00:13:30,500 I don't know at all. 193 00:13:30,540 --> 00:13:31,940 Never heard of it name for a while 194 00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:35,459 That's not talk much, right? 195 00:13:35,500 --> 00:13:37,380 r? When was the last time You went to the theater. 196 00:13:37,420 --> 00:13:40,140 We went to West England last Christmas. 197 00:13:40,180 --> 00:13:42,059 That's a panto. 198 00:13:42,099 --> 00:13:44,899 I'm sure Dame Eve's has never been done by panto We have to invite him, Ben. 199 00:13:44,939 --> 00:13:46,780 Maybe he can help us out with the Story of the Miracle of Christ. 200 00:13:46,819 --> 00:13:49,659 Second thought, maybe we have to save it Peter International Day 201 00:13:49,699 --> 00:13:54,180 Give Muslims something to think about. 202 00:13:55,780 --> 00:13:58,179 Excuse me. 203 00:14:00,219 --> 00:14:01,619 Who is this? 204 00:14:14,099 --> 00:14:15,059 Ben. 205 00:14:15,100 --> 00:14:15,859 Please enter. 206 00:14:17,620 --> 00:14:18,580 207 00:14:23,380 --> 00:14:26,260 Think Mum like some crumble. 208 00:14:35,420 --> 00:14:37,300 What is that? 209 00:14:37,739 --> 00:14:39,219 A skylark 210 00:14:39,740 --> 00:14:41,620 Skylark? 211 00:14:41,660 --> 00:14:45,539 This is found mainly in the Highlands Now, I think. 212 00:14:45,579 --> 00:14:48,219 Call him sort of like chirruping... 213 00:14:52,979 --> 00:14:57,900 It's not to be confused with woodlark, which has a quieter atmosphere... 214 00:15:01,660 --> 00:15:02,500 Yes. 215 00:15:03,059 --> 00:15:03,939 Oh, you can borrow the book, if you like it. 216 00:15:03,979 --> 00:15:05,740 No problem. 217 00:15:05,779 --> 00:15:09,620 Now, it's on the shelf. Anytime. 218 00:15:09,659 --> 00:15:11,019 Thank you. 219 00:15:15,859 --> 00:15:17,780 Thank you for the collapse. 220 00:15:46,620 --> 00:15:49,459 God, I hate gardens. 221 00:15:49,500 --> 00:15:54,780 One beautiful grass and my back bleeds from pain. 222 00:15:58,699 --> 00:16:01,060 Floria Fluckabundee. 223 00:16:03,939 --> 00:16:06,819 As if someone is sucking on enampenny What are the Romans called? 224 00:16:06,859 --> 00:16:07,699 Stop the bus! 225 00:16:14,580 --> 00:16:16,979 What is this? the best seat available? 226 00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:21,059 I have to say that I prefer to sit near the front. 227 00:16:21,099 --> 00:16:25,100 I say, I prefer to sit near the front. 228 00:16:25,140 --> 00:16:28,540 Because nothing seems to move, I think we should do it. 229 00:16:28,580 --> 00:16:32,219 Geez, someone forgot to wash 230 00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:33,620 Oof! 231 00:16:37,500 --> 00:16:38,939 Beautiful London. 232 00:16:40,859 --> 00:16:43,260 Beloved? Christmas licks. 233 00:16:44,220 --> 00:16:45,620 No thanks. 234 00:16:47,540 --> 00:16:52,860 For a 17 year old boy, you show it a little curiosity. 235 00:16:52,900 --> 00:16:54,259 You are no doubt depressed with your care, 236 00:16:54,739 --> 00:16:56,179 but that is not enough to explain 237 00:16:56,219 --> 00:17:00,419 what is the amount straightforward A little lack of social autism. 238 00:17:00,460 --> 00:17:02,540 I have to imagine it Your curiosity for you You are a healthy 17-year-old boy. 239 00:17:02,579 --> 00:17:04,459 Of course you don't, but you understand what I mean 240 00:17:04,499 --> 00:17:06,980 You see attractive women live alone You wonder, "Is he a roaring lesbian?" 241 00:17:07,460 --> 00:17:09,859 Answer, no. 242 00:17:09,899 --> 00:17:13,700 For your information, I have visited married and divorced three times. 243 00:17:13,740 --> 00:17:15,539 244 00:17:15,579 --> 00:17:17,980 245 00:17:18,019 --> 00:17:22,339 Never been an actor, once for an English master, and once for California. 246 00:17:22,379 --> 00:17:24,180 All work slips. 247 00:17:25,220 --> 00:17:27,619 My mistake. 248 00:17:28,099 --> 00:17:31,460 You, on the other hand, might be gay. 249 00:17:31,500 --> 00:17:35,659 I have to introduce you to Dougal, my old friend. 250 00:17:35,700 --> 00:17:39,860 Certainly strange, of course, but an old-fashioned type. 251 00:17:40,380 --> 00:17:41,379 Bent gent. 252 00:17:41,820 --> 00:17:43,260 I'm not gay I'm sorry? 253 00:17:43,299 --> 00:17:44,260 I'm not gay Not gay, apparently. 254 00:17:44,700 --> 00:17:45,700 Can I help you? 255 00:17:47,979 --> 00:17:49,460 I want to see your equipment. 256 00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:02,020 My equipment 257 00:18:02,059 --> 00:18:03,460 Show everything you have. 258 00:18:03,499 --> 00:18:04,419 Wait. Stop. 259 00:18:04,939 --> 00:18:07,300 Ben. 260 00:18:15,419 --> 00:18:16,860 261 00:18:18,099 --> 00:18:19,139 262 00:18:19,619 --> 00:18:22,260 Can you put the shoulder under my ass Always dream of camping, even as a child. 263 00:18:29,220 --> 00:18:32,099 Half, half out. 264 00:18:33,060 --> 00:18:35,460 Of course, my parents will do it never dreamed of it The lower middle class is the worst pretentious 265 00:18:35,940 --> 00:18:37,859 How come you sound faint Are you? 266 00:18:38,340 --> 00:18:41,220 No. 267 00:18:41,260 --> 00:18:43,139 It's okay, really 268 00:18:44,099 --> 00:18:45,059 I don't know I mean, middle class, I think. 269 00:18:46,019 --> 00:18:46,940 There is nothing to be humiliated. 270 00:18:47,419 --> 00:18:49,379 Middle class is English engine room. 271 00:18:50,859 --> 00:18:52,739 Only those my parents can't stand "They ran away from me which I sometimes looked for 272 00:18:52,780 --> 00:18:54,779 273 00:18:54,819 --> 00:18:56,700 274 00:18:56,739 --> 00:19:00,139 275 00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:03,019 276 00:19:06,659 --> 00:19:10,020 277 00:19:10,060 --> 00:19:14,339 "With bare feet stalking in my room 278 00:19:15,860 --> 00:19:19,700 " I have seen them soft, tame and gentle 279 00:19:19,739 --> 00:19:23,500 "It's now wild, and doesn't remember 280 00:19:23,539 --> 00:19:26,899 " That's sometimes they put themselves in danger 281 00:19:26,940 --> 00:19:28,860 "To take bread in my hand" 282 00:19:28,899 --> 00:19:30,780 Lucky with this one? 283 00:19:34,059 --> 00:19:36,339 Unfortunately, your price is outside of us, 284 00:19:36,380 --> 00:19:39,819 but for your help and succo we thank you. 285 00:19:48,060 --> 00:19:50,939 Look, camping stove. Come on. 286 00:20:02,579 --> 00:20:06,260 Where are you? It's 6:00. 287 00:20:06,299 --> 00:20:07,580 I was appointed. 288 00:20:07,620 --> 00:20:08,899 Whatever? 289 00:20:10,260 --> 00:20:12,180 We have driving lessons at 4:00. 290 00:20:12,220 --> 00:20:14,060 You should tell me. 291 00:20:14,099 --> 00:20:16,500 There is no place to contact. If I have a cellphone... 292 00:20:16,540 --> 00:20:18,180 Mobiles give you cancer. 293 00:20:23,260 --> 00:20:24,780 Come on. I'll drive 294 00:20:31,020 --> 00:20:36,740 * If I live this time next year * 295 00:20:39,500 --> 00:20:44,820 Read it We will have theoretical lessons. 296 00:20:44,859 --> 00:20:50,180 * Will I arrive in time to share * 297 00:20:56,219 --> 00:21:02,659 * And mine is about as good as this * 298 00:21:08,859 --> 00:21:14,659 And I'm still valid for what you are * 299 00:21:20,419 --> 00:21:25,260 Ben. Where are you tonight? 300 00:21:25,300 --> 00:21:27,180 We have driving lessons. 301 00:21:27,619 --> 00:21:28,580 Is that all? 302 00:21:29,100 --> 00:21:30,060 Yes. 303 00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:44,780 Ben, are you sleeping? 304 00:21:54,899 --> 00:21:58,659 Whatever happens Behind this wall, Ben, 305 00:22:00,139 --> 00:22:02,099 we are ambassadors from God. 306 00:22:04,500 --> 00:22:06,859 We show the face of the world smiling. 307 00:23:14,580 --> 00:23:16,020 Place it. 308 00:23:17,220 --> 00:23:18,260 Sorry. 309 00:23:20,659 --> 00:23:23,460 You don't touch my things! 310 00:23:24,220 --> 00:23:25,139 I'm tidying up. 311 00:23:25,460 --> 00:23:28,379 You don't touch my things! 312 00:23:28,780 --> 00:23:30,939 Yes. Forgive me. I am so sorry. 313 00:23:35,339 --> 00:23:36,980 You are neat around them. 314 00:24:05,540 --> 00:24:09,379 Evie? I've been shopping. 315 00:24:16,259 --> 00:24:17,220 Evie? 316 00:24:21,819 --> 00:24:23,259 Sink. -Sorry? 317 00:24:23,779 --> 00:24:25,220 Sink. -Sorry, I... 318 00:24:25,259 --> 00:24:26,420 Sink! 319 00:24:39,020 --> 00:24:40,460 Are you okay? -Not. 320 00:24:42,860 --> 00:24:44,659 I've been vomiting in my hair. 321 00:24:49,340 --> 00:24:50,619 Sit me down 322 00:24:55,060 --> 00:24:56,180 OK? 323 00:24:56,220 --> 00:24:57,300 No. 324 00:24:58,260 --> 00:24:59,460 Sofa. 325 00:25:08,139 --> 00:25:10,059 This will be fine. 326 00:25:10,499 --> 00:25:11,460 Sod off 327 00:25:12,419 --> 00:25:14,339 Goody has two shoes. 328 00:25:17,220 --> 00:25:18,180 No. 329 00:25:20,140 --> 00:25:23,020 Stay. Please. 330 00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:26,340 Until I sleep. 331 00:25:35,940 --> 00:25:36,899 Thank you. 332 00:25:39,419 --> 00:25:42,259 Give me oil on my lamp Let me burn * 333 00:25:42,300 --> 00:25:46,940 Give me oil on my lamp I pray * 334 00:25:46,979 --> 00:25:51,740 Give me oil on my lamp Let me burn * 335 00:25:51,780 --> 00:25:56,499 Keep me on fire until pause of the day * 336 00:25:56,540 --> 00:26:00,819 * Sing hosanna, sing hosanna * 337 00:26:00,859 --> 00:26:05,180 * Sing hosanna to the King of kings * 338 00:26:05,220 --> 00:26:09,740 * Sing hosanna, sing hosanna * 339 00:26:09,780 --> 00:26:14,260 * Sing hosanna to the king * 340 00:26:17,220 --> 00:26:18,620 Evie. 341 00:26:19,139 --> 00:26:22,020 Fast, fast, come on! You will never believe what I just found 342 00:26:22,060 --> 00:26:24,380 I came to my notice. Yes, yes, later. 343 00:26:24,419 --> 00:26:27,779 Come. Close your eyes. I have something to show you. 344 00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:29,699 Eyes closed! 345 00:26:34,980 --> 00:26:35,899 Open. 346 00:26:35,940 --> 00:26:37,339 This is a tent. 347 00:26:37,379 --> 00:26:41,859 Not a tent, my book. My Shakespeare, my Chekhovs. 348 00:26:41,899 --> 00:26:43,299 They are in the in the living room. 349 00:26:43,740 --> 00:26:45,659 You must have moved them when You will go through my things. 350 00:26:45,700 --> 00:26:46,540 That's one reason... 351 00:26:46,579 --> 00:26:49,340 But bullshit. I think I've lost them forever. 352 00:26:49,379 --> 00:26:53,619 I won't lie to you, Ben. Lately, I've found myself strangers to the Bard 353 00:26:54,659 --> 00:26:58,019 I have a money problem. My last husband... 354 00:26:58,979 --> 00:27:00,899 Oh, yeah, be like that, 355 00:27:02,339 --> 00:27:04,259 I am obliged to watch TV, 356 00:27:06,179 --> 00:27:12,419 serial drama during the day is set among rich people cruise figures, 357 00:27:12,459 --> 00:27:15,539 called, rather imaginative, Shipping Magnates. 358 00:27:17,539 --> 00:27:19,939 I believe they still run it somewhere in the sky 359 00:27:21,180 --> 00:27:23,619 There is no money in it for me, of course. 360 00:27:26,579 --> 00:27:29,580 I auditioned for Nurse Ratched on One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. 361 00:27:36,339 --> 00:27:39,060 You are Coriolanus I'm your mother I ignored you 362 00:27:44,460 --> 00:27:47,339 "This person has a Volscian to his mother, " his wife is in Corioli and his child likes it by chance. 363 00:27:47,859 --> 00:27:51,139 "However, give us our shipment: 364 00:27:52,099 --> 00:27:55,419 " I shut up until our city becomes a fire, 365 00:27:55,460 --> 00:27:57,859 "then I'll talk a little. " 366 00:27:58,819 --> 00:28:01,379 "My sister, my sister..." 367 00:28:04,419 --> 00:28:05,860 "Oh, my dear garden, 368 00:28:06,339 --> 00:28:08,700 " my sweet and beautiful fruit garden. 369 00:28:08,739 --> 00:28:12,099 "My life, 370 00:28:13,059 --> 00:28:15,460 " my youth, my happiness, 371 00:28:15,899 --> 00:28:19,300 "Goodbye! 372 00:28:20,259 --> 00:28:21,220 " Goodbye! " 373 00:28:23,139 --> 00:28:24,580 " I will meet the moonlight, proud Titania " 374 00:28:25,819 --> 00:28:29,220 375 00:28:29,259 --> 00:28:33,060 "What, Oberon is jealous! 376 00:28:33,099 --> 00:28:37,899 " Elves, skip this: I have been confiscated bed and company. " 377 00:28:37,940 --> 00:28:41,220 " Tarry, naughty rash: Am I not your master? " 378 00:28:41,739 --> 00:28:43,659 " Then I must be your woman. " 379 00:28:45,219 --> 00:28:48,180 " Kill me tomorrow: let me stay at night! " 380 00:28:48,220 --> 00:28:49,579 " No, if you try... " 381 00:28:49,620 --> 00:28:51,460 " But half an hour! " 382 00:28:51,499 --> 00:28:53,419 " It's finished, no pauses. " 383 00:28:53,460 --> 00:28:54,740 " But while I say one prayer! " 384 00:28:54,780 --> 00:28:56,619 " It's too late. " 385 00:29:03,339 --> 00:29:06,819 Born for that. Really born for that. 386 00:29:09,820 --> 00:29:11,699 We did Othello at school. 387 00:29:11,739 --> 00:29:14,899 It's not like... I mean, it's not very good. 388 00:29:14,940 --> 00:29:17,540 The problem is, you don't understand a little jealousy until you really strangle someone yourself 389 00:29:17,579 --> 00:29:20,180 Ah, there, you see, poetry, pain 390 00:29:20,220 --> 00:29:23,619 I write poetry. 391 00:29:27,619 --> 00:29:28,860 How intriguing it is. Can I hear? 392 00:29:30,579 --> 00:29:35,059 I am not... I mean, I do not know is something that is loose. 393 00:29:35,099 --> 00:29:37,460 Another time, maybe. 394 00:29:37,980 --> 00:29:39,379 Now, then, I'm thinking we can go camping tomorrow 395 00:29:41,139 --> 00:29:45,339 Somewhere not too far away. Try the old tent. 396 00:29:46,300 --> 00:29:49,540 There is a problem 397 00:29:54,180 --> 00:29:56,099 How long do we go? 398 00:29:56,619 --> 00:29:58,659 Oh, one day. Two days at the most. 399 00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:00,740 400 00:30:10,659 --> 00:30:11,620 Hello. 401 00:30:15,939 --> 00:30:17,859 And what brings you here? 402 00:30:18,340 --> 00:30:19,300 Mmm? 403 00:30:20,739 --> 00:30:22,500 Do you think Mum? will let me go camping 404 00:30:22,539 --> 00:30:24,219 Camping? 405 00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:27,060 Why on earth does anyone want to go camping 406 00:30:27,579 --> 00:30:28,860 To escape? 407 00:30:28,899 --> 00:30:30,699 She's impossible. 408 00:30:30,740 --> 00:30:33,259 He got a dress rehearsed with the Guide next week. 409 00:30:33,699 --> 00:30:34,620 He is a tree. 410 00:30:34,659 --> 00:30:36,820 Eucalyptus trees 411 00:30:36,859 --> 00:30:39,659 Plus, he has a Bible club and driving lessons to think about. 412 00:30:39,700 --> 00:30:42,139 But I think you are teaching him -Right. 413 00:30:42,180 --> 00:30:44,379 Well, surely a few days will hardly make there is a difference... 414 00:30:44,419 --> 00:30:48,100 Robert, you're not the person trying to run Girl Guides, set the game, 415 00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:50,180 keep the house and keep half 70s in Finchley. 416 00:30:50,740 --> 00:30:53,619 Sorry, but is there anything That has to do with Ben? 417 00:30:53,660 --> 00:30:55,099 I need him here. 418 00:30:58,700 --> 00:30:59,620 Night, Father 419 00:31:01,140 --> 00:31:02,579 Night, Ben. 420 00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:08,019 I'm sorry about camping. 421 00:31:09,899 --> 00:31:12,860 Sometimes mom can be a little... 422 00:31:32,100 --> 00:31:33,579 Good night, Mr. Fincham. 423 00:32:01,420 --> 00:32:04,299 Light and beginning. That's the ticket. 424 00:32:04,339 --> 00:32:08,780 I'm afraid I can't come camping with you My mother needs me at home. 425 00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:11,379 I see. 426 00:32:11,899 --> 00:32:13,979 Sorry. 427 00:32:14,020 --> 00:32:17,859 Well, it's okay. We can take a little drive instead. 428 00:32:17,899 --> 00:32:19,020 I bring you driving 429 00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:21,819 I'm still a student. 430 00:32:31,979 --> 00:32:35,819 This is amazing 431 00:32:36,260 --> 00:32:40,540 This is just... Just look at the green one! 432 00:32:41,420 --> 00:32:43,339 Just look. 433 00:32:43,779 --> 00:32:48,139 Everything is very green! 434 00:32:52,539 --> 00:32:55,180 We may have to think about going back soon. 435 00:32:55,219 --> 00:32:57,860 Oh, there's a bag of time. It's not even dark yet. 436 00:32:58,099 --> 00:32:59,539 I really think we have to go back 437 00:32:59,580 --> 00:33:01,300 Stop the car! 438 00:33:01,340 --> 00:33:03,060 Stop! Stop! 439 00:33:08,899 --> 00:33:13,220 Good God above, I'm in Elysium! 440 00:33:13,700 --> 00:33:16,419 Plugging in! 441 00:33:16,459 --> 00:33:21,139 I see now why the working class keeps camping secret. 442 00:33:23,539 --> 00:33:25,899 Heaven. Air. 443 00:33:27,379 --> 00:33:30,740 Their little feathers skedaddling about. 444 00:33:30,779 --> 00:33:32,540 Hello. 445 00:33:32,579 --> 00:33:35,819 I am Evie. I've come camping. 446 00:33:38,579 --> 00:33:39,979 Mute! 447 00:33:47,820 --> 00:33:49,100 There. 448 00:33:49,139 --> 00:33:50,419 Very good. 449 00:33:52,940 --> 00:33:56,820 If you don't mind, I really think we should back now 450 00:33:56,860 --> 00:33:58,860 My mom is waiting for me at 6:00. 451 00:33:58,899 --> 00:34:01,779 I can't go until I eat a campfire meal. 452 00:34:02,339 --> 00:34:04,260 I really have to say, there is no time left 453 00:34:04,299 --> 00:34:06,260 There is always time 454 00:34:08,020 --> 00:34:11,179 Right, there he is. I'm packing a tent. 455 00:34:11,220 --> 00:34:12,220 I'm sorry? 456 00:34:12,260 --> 00:34:14,899 I lowered the tent. Go to. 457 00:34:15,859 --> 00:34:17,100 Car keys, please 458 00:34:17,140 --> 00:34:18,299 Sorry? 459 00:34:18,339 --> 00:34:19,460 Car keys. 460 00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:21,139 Good. 461 00:34:33,620 --> 00:34:37,100 God. You have swallowed the key. 462 00:34:37,140 --> 00:34:39,419 What is relieved. He swears. 463 00:34:39,660 --> 00:34:41,180 You have swallowed the frigging button! 464 00:34:41,220 --> 00:34:44,299 Better and better. 465 00:34:44,580 --> 00:34:47,019 Choking. Bring it back. You can't do that You have to bring it back! 466 00:34:47,060 --> 00:34:48,339 No, I don't. -Yes, you do! 467 00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:50,979 No, I don't. 468 00:34:51,019 --> 00:34:54,740 Dirt. There is a backup set. Where is the backup? 469 00:34:54,780 --> 00:34:55,780 Don't have one. 470 00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:57,660 How can you do that? 471 00:34:57,700 --> 00:34:58,900 Feeling like that. 472 00:35:01,340 --> 00:35:03,260 My mother will kill me 473 00:35:03,780 --> 00:35:08,580 You don't understand He says I won't come. I asked, and he said no. 474 00:35:08,619 --> 00:35:11,339 You did not say yes when my mother said no. You don't do it 475 00:35:11,780 --> 00:35:14,180 My dearest child, 476 00:35:14,220 --> 00:35:17,100 the key will be back with us in the morning I am like clockwork. 477 00:35:17,539 --> 00:35:19,140 See, if it makes you feel better. 478 00:35:19,180 --> 00:35:21,660 I'll call your mother and tell her I was silent for a moment. 479 00:35:21,700 --> 00:35:24,419 No! Not. 480 00:35:24,460 --> 00:35:26,860 Whatever you do, don't call my mother 481 00:35:26,900 --> 00:35:29,499 As you wish. 482 00:35:29,539 --> 00:35:31,060 I have to call home. 483 00:35:39,659 --> 00:35:41,260 Eat first. Army fight better on full stomach 484 00:35:49,019 --> 00:35:53,820 Drink it. 485 00:35:57,220 --> 00:35:58,180 486 00:35:58,620 --> 00:35:59,459 I don't drink. 487 00:35:59,700 --> 00:36:01,220 Lasts. This will make you feel better. 488 00:36:01,700 --> 00:36:04,180 No, it won't. 489 00:36:04,220 --> 00:36:09,539 That is the key. I swallow it. Frankly, you must be flattered. 490 00:36:09,580 --> 00:36:10,979 Now, I insist that you have already taken 491 00:36:11,459 --> 00:36:12,900 I'm underage 492 00:36:13,860 --> 00:36:15,780 Now, how old are you? 493 00:36:15,819 --> 00:36:17,659 Seventeen and a half. 494 00:36:17,700 --> 00:36:20,060 So young, and very long-winded 495 00:36:22,939 --> 00:36:27,299 One glass You can tell God I forced you 496 00:36:30,660 --> 00:36:32,100 For poetry 497 00:36:39,180 --> 00:36:41,939 "Auschwitz," my mentor shouted stopped. "" Remember the damned desires 498 00:36:41,979 --> 00:36:44,100 "'they chimed, gusts of hell. ' 499 00:36:44,139 --> 00:36:46,259 500 00:36:46,300 --> 00:36:48,180 "But, but," I urge... " 501 00:36:48,659 --> 00:36:49,620 That's me 502 00:36:49,660 --> 00:36:50,979 Yes. 503 00:36:51,019 --> 00:36:52,939 " But, but, "I urge, 504 00:36:52,980 --> 00:36:55,860 " 'they have passed us, past the place better ' 505 00:36:55,899 --> 00:36:57,739 "'Revenge,' he shouted, 'yours, 506 00:36:57,779 --> 00:37:00,339 "' but you are blind with your little sadness ' 507 00:37:00,939 --> 00:37:03,219 "'Have mercy on me, have mercy on me,' I barked. 508 00:37:03,260 --> 00:37:07,340 " Your service includes from this test land, your soul. '" 509 00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:09,780 Then you go back to the narrator. 510 00:37:09,819 --> 00:37:10,740 Mmm-hmm. 511 00:37:11,260 --> 00:37:13,180 " Church Text palpable breathing 512 00:37:13,620 --> 00:37:16,499 "their rich and rich grace into your heart, 513 00:37:16,539 --> 00:37:19,379 " and they are precious and beautiful, 514 00:37:19,419 --> 00:37:21,700 "and you must not leave it thoughts about God, 515 00:37:22,580 --> 00:37:26,420 " because God is love. " 516 00:37:29,779 --> 00:37:33,060 And you write this for... 517 00:37:33,100 --> 00:37:36,939 Sarah. She's a friend. I haven't sent it yet. 518 00:37:36,979 --> 00:37:40,820 = = He thought my last Poetry was a bit strange. Yes. 519 00:37:40,859 --> 00:37:42,259 Well, don't rush your heart. 520 00:37:44,660 --> 00:37:46,580 It's always my fault. What did your parents do about Sarah? 521 00:37:47,539 --> 00:37:49,460 Or maybe not yet that far 522 00:37:51,419 --> 00:37:54,700 To be honest, I'm not so sure how he feels about me 523 00:37:54,740 --> 00:37:57,140 Well the soul of a poet, 524 00:37:57,180 --> 00:38:01,459 and that, I tell you, 525 00:38:03,379 --> 00:38:06,779 lasts longer than appearance. 526 00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:11,500 527 00:38:11,539 --> 00:38:13,979 528 00:38:22,979 --> 00:38:24,419 Hello? Mum? 529 00:38:24,459 --> 00:38:27,779 Ben? Where are you I hope you are 6:00. 530 00:38:27,820 --> 00:38:29,700 I am in a campsite. 531 00:38:29,739 --> 00:38:32,619 Evie swallowed her car key, and now we can't go back until she takes it out. 532 00:38:34,979 --> 00:38:38,060 Mute? You are there? 533 00:38:38,100 --> 00:38:40,499 I called the police. Where are you 534 00:38:40,539 --> 00:38:43,939 I don't know Don't call the police. I'm fine, really. 535 00:38:43,979 --> 00:38:47,259 Have you taken the tablet? Ben, think about it. 536 00:38:47,299 --> 00:38:50,660 Does he give you a tablet? Something for headaches? 537 00:38:50,700 --> 00:38:53,499 I'm fine. I can't back until morning 538 00:38:53,539 --> 00:38:57,860 Robert, he kidnapped him! He is somewhere in the campsite. He sounds anesthetized. 539 00:38:57,899 --> 00:38:59,260 Mother, I'm fine, honest. 540 00:38:59,780 --> 00:39:01,019 Don't move I'm on my way. 541 00:39:01,219 --> 00:39:02,740 Mum, there's there's nothing wrong with me 542 00:39:02,780 --> 00:39:06,100 I'm stuck at a campsite, and I can't go back until morning. 543 00:39:08,019 --> 00:39:11,420 Then I will expect you whenever you can return 544 00:39:13,339 --> 00:39:14,779 Good night, Ben. 545 00:39:15,740 --> 00:39:17,140 Mute? 546 00:39:19,059 --> 00:39:20,539 Mute. 547 00:39:39,539 --> 00:39:46,259 And I will be part of what you have made 548 00:39:51,220 --> 00:39:55,300 * And I throw 549 00:39:55,339 --> 00:39:59,380 All my thoughts go away * And I destroy 550 00:40:03,739 --> 00:40:07,779 551 00:40:07,819 --> 00:40:11,820 * Every bet I have made * 552 00:40:37,739 --> 00:40:39,220 All good? 553 00:40:41,620 --> 00:40:42,580 Good. 554 00:40:45,380 --> 00:40:47,299 Don't feel guilty. 555 00:40:48,739 --> 00:40:50,180 Guilt is an evil ghost. 556 00:41:07,580 --> 00:41:10,940 I just went for a walk. 557 00:41:10,979 --> 00:41:14,300 I'm going to go down Walk a little way. 558 00:41:14,339 --> 00:41:19,419 So pack the car and get out and meet me 559 00:41:20,379 --> 00:41:21,380 Car keys. 560 00:41:22,899 --> 00:41:25,299 Oh yeah. Right. 561 00:41:26,739 --> 00:41:27,699 Yes. There he is. 562 00:41:34,900 --> 00:41:36,339 Right. 563 00:41:52,019 --> 00:41:53,939 Your grandmother said you would pay. 564 00:41:57,779 --> 00:42:01,139 You can just tell me You won't pay. 565 00:42:01,180 --> 00:42:03,979 The camp Managers are very big people. 566 00:42:04,019 --> 00:42:06,060 If I don't have money... I'll pay you back 567 00:42:06,099 --> 00:42:08,140 That's not the point! Oh, for goodness sake. 568 00:42:08,180 --> 00:42:10,580 Anyone will think You will give blood. 569 00:42:10,620 --> 00:42:12,980 I think it's the best I stop working for you. 570 00:42:13,019 --> 00:42:15,939 Oh why? So you can take it professionally arrogant? 571 00:42:15,979 --> 00:42:19,100 You can pay me what you owe me When we return home. 572 00:42:19,140 --> 00:42:22,179 I will not be back. I have a poetry recital in Edinburgh. 573 00:42:22,220 --> 00:42:25,380 I took part in the one week reading at the Literature Festival. 574 00:42:25,979 --> 00:42:27,260 You never said anything about it Why do I have to? 575 00:42:27,299 --> 00:42:28,620 Well, I can't maybe go to Edinburgh 576 00:42:29,060 --> 00:42:30,179 577 00:42:30,220 --> 00:42:32,619 His... It's all the way up there. 578 00:42:32,979 --> 00:42:34,899 Nonsense. It's just a few miles on the highway. 579 00:42:35,299 --> 00:42:38,300 I can't -Well, that's right It's very troublesome. 580 00:42:38,340 --> 00:42:40,220 Sorry, I can't. 581 00:42:43,580 --> 00:42:47,539 Listen, I'll drive you to the station, and I'll take the train home. 582 00:42:48,100 --> 00:42:49,499 I don't drive. 583 00:42:49,539 --> 00:42:51,019 Oh, shit. 584 00:42:55,339 --> 00:42:57,220 You have a car in your garage. 585 00:42:57,259 --> 00:43:01,140 Former husband. Russian Very sharp skier 586 00:43:01,420 --> 00:43:04,379 I am a student driver. I am strictly prohibited from driving a car 587 00:43:04,419 --> 00:43:07,300 without quality drivers in the vehicle. 588 00:43:07,340 --> 00:43:10,859 Gosh, you really did it knows all the rules, right? 589 00:43:10,899 --> 00:43:12,339 We break the law! 590 00:43:19,739 --> 00:43:20,699 Evie! 591 00:43:26,019 --> 00:43:27,459 Evie? 592 00:43:28,899 --> 00:43:30,340 Are you okay? 593 00:43:31,300 --> 00:43:34,379 Do you want water? Pain... 594 00:43:34,419 --> 00:43:37,459 You're good now What's wrong? 595 00:43:37,499 --> 00:43:40,900 Aside from the fact that I have an untreated condition, there is nothing What condition Do you care? You will go home 596 00:43:41,379 --> 00:43:43,780 Evie, please, tell me Freeing you details, My breasts have turned into a time bomb 597 00:43:43,819 --> 00:43:45,700 Doctors gave up treated me last year 598 00:43:51,459 --> 00:43:54,299 My surgeon said it was the worst The case he had seen. 599 00:43:54,339 --> 00:43:56,180 How long has it been? Did they say 600 00:43:56,220 --> 00:43:59,539 601 00:44:00,939 --> 00:44:03,859 602 00:44:05,260 --> 00:44:07,620 How long is a piece of hope? 603 00:44:11,019 --> 00:44:11,979 a month? 604 00:44:13,379 --> 00:44:14,379 Three months? 605 00:44:15,339 --> 00:44:16,660 A week? 606 00:44:16,700 --> 00:44:18,019 A week? 607 00:44:19,419 --> 00:44:23,660 You are shocked You are still very young For me a week is one year, every time blessing. 608 00:44:23,700 --> 00:44:27,060 OK, I hope you will want it to return to your mother 609 00:44:32,660 --> 00:44:36,539 Oh! Where are we going? 610 00:44:43,540 --> 00:44:46,939 Edinburgh. You have a recital to give. 611 00:44:46,979 --> 00:44:49,499 * One door opens the other behind 612 00:44:57,979 --> 00:45:02,219 One sunset and another sun he goes up 613 00:45:02,259 --> 00:45:06,419 Love comes to you in the usual way 614 00:45:06,459 --> 00:45:10,620 Love comes to you in the shadows and disguises 615 00:45:11,060 --> 00:45:15,980 616 00:45:16,019 --> 00:45:20,419 Love can break like a precious gem of pearl 617 00:45:20,459 --> 00:45:24,780 Your precious moment they roll over and spread 618 00:45:24,819 --> 00:45:28,899 * Believe that there is indeed ice flowing through my veins 619 00:45:28,940 --> 00:45:33,979 * Raise my shoulder to say it's not important 620 00:45:34,019 --> 00:45:36,180 And they say it's my turn 621 00:45:36,220 --> 00:45:38,300 * They say I've come 622 00:45:38,340 --> 00:45:40,420 * They say that's what you got 623 00:45:40,460 --> 00:45:42,659 * To live through lies 624 00:45:42,700 --> 00:45:46,700 * If I can have my way I will leave everything tomorrow 625 00:45:46,740 --> 00:45:48,939 * There is sadness if I stay * I have other fish to fry * 626 00:45:48,979 --> 00:45:51,139 Where is Dryden? 627 00:45:52,859 --> 00:45:54,859 Interesting. 628 00:45:56,259 --> 00:45:57,419 629 00:45:58,539 --> 00:46:00,140 Wait here. 630 00:46:13,180 --> 00:46:16,819 Jewelry for women my age Frankly, it is rather vulgar. 631 00:46:16,859 --> 00:46:21,340 Buy your clean shirt. You are my assistant now Driving. 632 00:46:38,619 --> 00:46:39,580 Miss Walton? 633 00:46:40,060 --> 00:46:41,900 I'm him 634 00:46:41,939 --> 00:46:44,499 Hello. Welcome to Edinburgh. I'm Bryony. I helped at the Literature Festival. 635 00:46:44,539 --> 00:46:45,859 Do you have a good trip? 636 00:46:45,899 --> 00:46:49,580 It should be expected. Ben, my assistant, drove me. 637 00:46:50,419 --> 00:46:52,340 I'm afraid we don't allow for assistants 638 00:46:52,379 --> 00:46:54,260 No no. I'll take care of that 639 00:46:54,979 --> 00:46:57,259 Okay, follow me So if you want to check yourself at the table, 640 00:46:57,779 --> 00:46:59,179 they must be able to sort you out with extra space. 641 00:46:59,700 --> 00:47:01,740 642 00:47:01,779 --> 00:47:03,660 There's more you need, Don't hesitate to ask 643 00:47:04,140 --> 00:47:05,580 Thank you. 644 00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:07,979 Emma, the woman who ordered you, she will try to enter and say hello. 645 00:47:08,019 --> 00:47:09,379 He's a little blurry his leg now 646 00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:13,260 And we will take a taxi at 11:00 to take you to that place 647 00:47:15,539 --> 00:47:19,860 I have to tell you, I'm a big fan of your TV show, Delivery Magnates. 648 00:47:20,819 --> 00:47:22,060 Yes. 649 00:47:22,100 --> 00:47:24,060 Have you seen the 80s Night on Sky? 650 00:47:25,460 --> 00:47:26,340 No. 651 00:47:26,379 --> 00:47:28,739 I never miss it. I know all your slogans. 652 00:47:28,780 --> 00:47:33,620 "I am a woman, Leland, not an oil tanker. " You are great at the gay scene. 653 00:47:35,060 --> 00:47:36,019 Is it me 654 00:47:37,979 --> 00:47:40,100 Sorry. 655 00:47:40,140 --> 00:47:42,580 So we will see you tomorrow at 11:00, then 656 00:47:47,019 --> 00:47:48,460 Goodbye for now. 657 00:48:05,220 --> 00:48:06,699 You want to see me 658 00:48:06,740 --> 00:48:07,580 Yes, enter 659 00:48:10,939 --> 00:48:12,419 I think Dougal will at least have 660 00:48:12,860 --> 00:48:15,060 courtesy to meet us at the hotel 661 00:48:15,100 --> 00:48:17,259 Someone didn't ask a lot of someone's agent 662 00:48:20,700 --> 00:48:22,580 I need water. 663 00:48:34,140 --> 00:48:35,580 Thank you. 664 00:48:38,779 --> 00:48:39,740 Thank you. 665 00:48:45,660 --> 00:48:48,539 When I asked to come with me to Edinburgh, 666 00:48:50,019 --> 00:48:51,859 I might have given the impression 667 00:48:51,900 --> 00:48:54,299 that is a normal event. 668 00:48:56,700 --> 00:48:59,060 The truth is, I haven't given anything rte 669 00:48:59,100 --> 00:49:01,419 years of theatrical performances. 670 00:49:03,940 --> 00:49:05,860 I accept this offer because I have been flattered to be asked 671 00:49:06,819 --> 00:49:09,100 Now appears I might have misjudged the reason for my invitation 672 00:49:13,019 --> 00:49:16,859 What do they ask you to do? 673 00:49:18,299 --> 00:49:21,540 I have to read from an anthology of love poetry This is republished. 674 00:49:22,019 --> 00:49:26,699 Part of the reading week is titled "Forgotten Sound." 675 00:49:28,140 --> 00:49:32,459 That sounds really good. 676 00:49:33,339 --> 00:49:34,620 I think you are familiar with the kitsch concept. 677 00:49:39,100 --> 00:49:43,620 This is rather popular in literature. 678 00:49:43,660 --> 00:49:46,340 However, what is done is done We are here now, and the show must continue. 679 00:49:49,060 --> 00:49:53,780 680 00:49:54,060 --> 00:49:56,539 I'm sure they will understand if you don't want to continue, 681 00:49:56,580 --> 00:49:58,900 remember how little time you have. 682 00:49:58,939 --> 00:50:00,939 Don't be ridiculous Of course I will go! 683 00:50:00,980 --> 00:50:02,339 When a woman says she doesn't continue, 684 00:50:02,380 --> 00:50:03,659 Not that he doesn't continue! 685 00:50:03,700 --> 00:50:07,180 I want to continue I'm just nervous, that's all. 686 00:50:09,979 --> 00:50:11,820 Sorry. -Yes, well... 687 00:50:15,660 --> 00:50:19,300 As long as you are there, I'll be fine. 688 00:50:20,540 --> 00:50:22,459 Of course I will be there. 689 00:50:23,939 --> 00:50:25,339 This is ridiculous, I know, but I think 690 00:50:25,380 --> 00:50:28,260 if you are not with me I cannot continue. 691 00:50:29,220 --> 00:50:30,660 You are my poet You understand the power of words. 692 00:50:31,619 --> 00:50:33,939 693 00:50:36,179 --> 00:50:37,620 Tomorrow, then. 694 00:50:37,660 --> 00:50:38,580 Tomorrow. 695 00:50:40,620 --> 00:50:41,580 11:00? 696 00:50:42,140 --> 00:50:43,100 11:00. 697 00:50:51,700 --> 00:50:54,580 "I am a woman, Leland, is not an oil tanker." 698 00:50:59,700 --> 00:51:02,339 Hello. Nice clothes. 699 00:51:04,339 --> 00:51:05,819 Have you stopped doing slavery? 700 00:51:07,819 --> 00:51:10,780 Me too, thank God. I just showed it to my last novelist to his room. 701 00:51:10,820 --> 00:51:15,140 Bugger is actually trying to chat I wake up The author is so frigging in vain. 702 00:51:17,979 --> 00:51:19,939 You speak, don't you? 703 00:51:21,459 --> 00:51:22,419 Good. 704 00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:28,060 Do you like to drink? 705 00:51:28,620 --> 00:51:30,340 I have to be in bed. 706 00:51:32,580 --> 00:51:35,979 There are clubs that I sometimes visit. Just round the corner. 707 00:51:36,940 --> 00:51:38,300 Large. 708 00:51:39,620 --> 00:51:41,059 Large. 709 00:51:43,740 --> 00:51:46,900 So we leave? 710 00:51:48,900 --> 00:51:49,779 Yes. 711 00:51:50,819 --> 00:51:51,780 Hi. 712 00:51:56,460 --> 00:51:57,860 This way. 713 00:51:58,819 --> 00:52:00,260 Come with me. 714 00:52:01,219 --> 00:52:02,180 Sorry. 715 00:52:07,940 --> 00:52:09,380 Jim, the usual. 716 00:52:21,779 --> 00:52:24,180 Here. Applause. 717 00:52:30,139 --> 00:52:32,539 Is your old woman so tense? 718 00:52:33,499 --> 00:52:35,379 She's nervous tomorrow. 719 00:52:35,419 --> 00:52:38,300 Why? He only read some poems 720 00:52:39,260 --> 00:52:40,620 They might not even meet him. 721 00:52:40,660 --> 00:52:43,139 Emma always orders too many people 722 00:52:44,539 --> 00:52:46,300 I think Dame Evie won't be very happy if he doesn't get it opportunity to read 723 00:52:46,339 --> 00:52:48,100 Dame? He is not a fool, right? 724 00:52:48,140 --> 00:52:51,060 Yes. 725 00:52:52,499 --> 00:52:53,459 Let's dance. 726 00:53:03,820 --> 00:53:04,779 727 00:53:05,259 --> 00:53:06,220 Oh, I'm fine, thank you. 728 00:53:06,700 --> 00:53:08,620 Come on, that will make you good. 729 00:53:17,100 --> 00:53:18,539 Use your hips! 730 00:53:20,939 --> 00:53:22,859 Use your arm 731 00:53:24,779 --> 00:53:26,180 Shaking your ass Come on! 732 00:53:27,660 --> 00:53:28,740 Come on, look at me 733 00:53:36,499 --> 00:53:37,899 Hey! 734 00:54:27,459 --> 00:54:28,660 Can you believe how hairy is that person's back? 735 00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:33,539 It's only rented. 736 00:54:40,740 --> 00:54:42,620 Anyone who can can afford to buy here 737 00:54:42,660 --> 00:54:44,580 definitely not working in publishing 738 00:54:45,060 --> 00:54:46,979 How old are you? 739 00:54:54,179 --> 00:54:55,620 I'm 18 and half. 740 00:54:56,580 --> 00:54:58,499 Don't mind me asking, but why do you work for old women? 741 00:55:01,859 --> 00:55:05,220 Are there no other jobs? 742 00:55:05,260 --> 00:55:07,379 He is my grandmother. 743 00:55:07,419 --> 00:55:09,539 744 00:55:10,019 --> 00:55:13,860 cool. Sorry, I didn't mean to be rude about it 745 00:55:13,900 --> 00:55:15,300 No problem. 746 00:55:18,659 --> 00:55:20,539 Is this your first time? 747 00:55:20,580 --> 00:55:21,499 No. 748 00:55:33,539 --> 00:55:36,419 Sorry. Forgive me. 749 00:55:41,220 --> 00:55:43,139 Come here, you tweet. 750 00:56:17,780 --> 00:56:22,419 Explain, please, meaning, "He is not in his room." 751 00:56:22,459 --> 00:56:27,059 Now, the key is at the reception desk and he doesn't answer the phone. 752 00:56:27,300 --> 00:56:29,740 Then kindly open the door! 753 00:56:29,779 --> 00:56:31,700 I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't do that 754 00:56:31,740 --> 00:56:34,700 We are not free unlocking client doors unless there is an emergency. 755 00:56:34,739 --> 00:56:37,620 And you don't call it an emergency? 756 00:56:37,660 --> 00:56:40,499 With the biggest respect Madam, no 757 00:56:46,300 --> 00:56:47,459 You said 758 00:56:47,499 --> 00:56:48,620 What happened? 759 00:56:49,060 --> 00:56:50,580 My assistant is not in action. 760 00:56:50,620 --> 00:56:54,100 If you find it, I'll be downstairs at La Brasserie Ecosse. Thank you. 761 00:57:03,460 --> 00:57:05,379 Can I get something else? 762 00:57:05,419 --> 00:57:06,780 Other. 763 00:57:11,539 --> 00:57:13,900 Hello. 764 00:57:13,940 --> 00:57:16,060 I made tea for you. Do you take sugar? 765 00:57:16,100 --> 00:57:17,060 No. 766 00:57:17,100 --> 00:57:20,419 It's okay, I won't eat you 767 00:57:20,459 --> 00:57:23,340 I don't have to be anywhere until after lunch 768 00:57:23,819 --> 00:57:26,180 How about you? Do you like staying in for a little? 769 00:57:30,819 --> 00:57:32,259 I assume it's not, then. 770 00:57:32,299 --> 00:57:34,100 It's 11:30! -So? 771 00:57:34,140 --> 00:57:35,580 I promised Evie Until 11:00. 772 00:57:35,620 --> 00:57:38,219 He can go alone, right? -He won't continue without me. 773 00:57:38,259 --> 00:57:39,820 you're kidding right? -He means that. 774 00:57:39,859 --> 00:57:42,539 I have to be there before he goes on, or he doesn't remember the line. 775 00:57:42,580 --> 00:57:44,060 Ben, he reads from a book. 776 00:57:44,539 --> 00:57:47,140 It makes no difference. She's really desperate unless I'm in the same room 777 00:57:47,579 --> 00:57:49,339 Isn't that a bit strange? 778 00:57:49,379 --> 00:57:53,660 She's not weird. He is just nervous. 779 00:57:53,700 --> 00:57:55,939 Relax. He has you. 780 00:57:56,420 --> 00:57:59,340 No, he doesn't. I promised him I would be there. 781 00:57:59,379 --> 00:58:02,259 After you make an appointment, You must save it. 782 00:58:05,019 --> 00:58:06,059 I'm sorry. 783 00:58:07,740 --> 00:58:08,700 Ben. 784 00:58:08,740 --> 00:58:09,659 Yes? 785 00:58:10,620 --> 00:58:12,539 You are a beautiful man Thank you. And thank you for having me. 786 00:58:13,700 --> 00:58:17,020 Stop on an airplane. I need to drink. 787 00:58:26,220 --> 00:58:28,739 Miss Walton? Emma Pagent, Vintage Press. 788 00:58:52,499 --> 00:58:55,819 For a moment there, I thought we lost you to Scotland. 789 00:58:55,859 --> 00:58:58,099 Women and men, 790 00:59:14,940 --> 00:59:16,580 Vintage Press, together with with Eternal Spring, 791 00:59:16,620 --> 00:59:19,620 Exfoliating cream is soft peeling for years, 792 00:59:19,660 --> 00:59:22,620 very happy welcome Miss Eve Walton 793 00:59:22,660 --> 00:59:27,539 I thought I would do it starting today's recital 794 00:59:32,820 --> 00:59:38,140 by reading William Shakespeare sonnet number 29, 795 00:59:38,179 --> 00:59:43,180 "When on Disgrace with Fortune." 796 00:59:43,220 --> 00:59:45,859 Sorry. Excuse me. 797 00:59:48,060 --> 00:59:50,299 798 00:59:50,979 --> 00:59:52,019 Sorry. 799 01:00:00,340 --> 01:00:02,739 Presbyterian Hall from Market Street? 800 01:00:02,780 --> 01:00:04,660 Straight, second on the right. 801 01:00:06,580 --> 01:00:08,420 I'm sorry. It looks like I have... 802 01:00:10,620 --> 01:00:13,380 Yes, right. I know that with my heart. 803 01:00:17,060 --> 01:00:20,419 "When indisgrace with luck and man's eyes 804 01:00:20,460 --> 01:00:23,780 " I'm alone beweep my wild country 805 01:00:25,220 --> 01:00:29,060 "And the problem of deaf heaven with my relentless crying " And look at myself 806 01:00:30,499 --> 01:00:31,940 "And..." 807 01:00:39,939 --> 01:00:40,939 Sorry, sorry I know the others. 808 01:00:44,300 --> 01:00:47,700 "Flo, Flo 809 01:00:52,019 --> 01:00:53,420 " I love you so much 810 01:00:54,900 --> 01:00:56,299 "I love you on your nightie 811 01:00:57,740 --> 01:01:00,140 " When the moonlight wilted in your breasts 812 01:01:02,059 --> 01:01:04,939 813 01:01:06,819 --> 01:01:08,660 "Oh, Jesus Christ the Almighty" 814 01:01:11,299 --> 01:01:14,019 I'm sorry. Not me know what happened 815 01:01:16,419 --> 01:01:19,259 Ben? Ben, where are you 816 01:01:19,859 --> 01:01:20,900 Where are you, ben 817 01:01:25,219 --> 01:01:26,660 It's okay, I'm here. 818 01:01:27,620 --> 01:01:28,580 Where are you? 819 01:01:29,540 --> 01:01:30,500 I was appointed. 820 01:01:30,979 --> 01:01:32,419 You promised me. 821 01:01:32,460 --> 01:01:34,300 I'm sorry. 822 01:01:34,339 --> 01:01:35,780 Take me out of here. Well. 823 01:01:46,060 --> 01:01:47,460 Where are we? 824 01:01:47,499 --> 01:01:48,940 On the way to Cheltenham. 825 01:01:50,859 --> 01:01:52,260 Cheltenham? 826 01:01:52,299 --> 01:01:53,740 There are other festivals there. 827 01:01:54,739 --> 01:01:58,019 But I don't want to go to another festival Everything is sorted I talked to the woman, Emma What's-it, 828 01:01:58,059 --> 01:02:00,700 829 01:02:00,739 --> 01:02:03,419 and explain to him You only have one week to live. 830 01:02:03,460 --> 01:02:06,260 He is really good about it. He ordered you a slot 831 01:02:06,300 --> 01:02:09,060 at Cheltenham Literary Festival with Martin Amis. 832 01:02:09,100 --> 01:02:10,540 What are you talking about? 833 01:02:10,580 --> 01:02:15,220 I say to him You are unfair some cheap soap stars from the 80s. 834 01:02:15,259 --> 01:02:16,819 You deserve a better ending. 835 01:02:16,859 --> 01:02:19,299 Cheltenham Literary Festival with Martin Amis? 836 01:02:19,340 --> 01:02:22,339 Jesus Christ! Rotate the car immediately and take me home 837 01:02:22,699 --> 01:02:23,659 No. 838 01:02:23,700 --> 01:02:24,739 What did you say? 839 01:02:25,220 --> 01:02:26,580 When a woman says she doesn't want to continue, 840 01:02:26,859 --> 01:02:29,059 That doesn't mean he doesn't want to continue 841 01:02:29,100 --> 01:02:31,260 Dude, let me make myself clear enough Under any circumstances do I give a recital again 842 01:02:31,300 --> 01:02:34,179 I have embarrassed myself is enough. 843 01:02:34,220 --> 01:02:36,420 Now all I want to do is go home and close the door. 844 01:02:36,459 --> 01:02:38,620 You have to get back on the horse. 845 01:02:39,100 --> 01:02:40,540 What? What are you up to? 846 01:02:40,580 --> 01:02:42,419 God wants you to do one more thing performance before you die 847 01:02:42,459 --> 01:02:45,100 Stop the car. 848 01:02:45,139 --> 01:02:46,100 You're upset You lost your courage. 849 01:02:46,139 --> 01:02:47,660 Next time, I will go through the piece with you... 850 01:02:47,699 --> 01:02:49,700 Stop the bloody car! 851 01:02:49,740 --> 01:02:52,500 I will not be intimidated, even by an emotional handicap. 852 01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:02,500 853 01:03:02,539 --> 01:03:04,419 I will not be back. Then I will walk. 854 01:03:04,460 --> 01:03:05,859 You can't. You are dying I'm not dying You don't have to be afraid of death. 855 01:03:05,899 --> 01:03:07,300 I'm not dying God hugs everyone who believes in him, 856 01:03:07,780 --> 01:03:09,059 because they will have eternal life. 857 01:03:09,100 --> 01:03:11,019 I'm not dying I succeeded! 858 01:03:11,060 --> 01:03:13,339 I forgive you. 859 01:03:13,380 --> 01:03:15,659 Oh, don't be too cocky. 860 01:03:15,700 --> 01:03:20,820 I made a tit from myself. I'll go home. End of story. 861 01:03:26,060 --> 01:03:27,499 Evie. 862 01:03:27,539 --> 01:03:30,299 Evie, where do you think you will go 863 01:03:30,340 --> 01:03:33,740 Evie, stop. You enter in the middle of nowhere 864 01:03:35,179 --> 01:03:36,100 865 01:03:42,220 --> 01:03:44,620 866 01:03:45,620 --> 01:03:49,339 867 01:03:49,380 --> 01:03:53,060 Then I will hold tight edge of a place 868 01:03:53,099 --> 01:03:56,580 Evie, please You deserve too much Let yourself go 869 01:03:56,620 --> 01:03:57,499 Get out of here. 870 01:03:57,540 --> 01:03:59,219 You know I'm right. You cannot deny it. 871 01:03:59,219 --> 01:04:00,819 God gave you talent for a reason 872 01:04:00,860 --> 01:04:04,699 There is no God, You are a little crying hopeless. 873 01:04:04,740 --> 01:04:06,179 God also forgives you for that. 874 01:04:06,740 --> 01:04:09,620 Let's get it the obvious thing, boy. 875 01:04:10,100 --> 01:04:12,739 I am forgiving, not God. 876 01:04:13,219 --> 01:04:14,539 That's a terrible thing to say. 877 01:04:14,579 --> 01:04:16,460 Oh, don't get biblical to me, you fart fart 878 01:04:16,499 --> 01:04:18,100 You never read Bloody thing. 879 01:04:18,139 --> 01:04:20,339 I read my Bible every night! Liar! 880 01:04:20,380 --> 01:04:22,540 liar? You say I'm a liar? 881 01:04:22,580 --> 01:04:24,980 I have never met anyone who has been lying very much in my life. 882 01:04:25,019 --> 01:04:26,299 You make a whole out of thin air 883 01:04:26,779 --> 01:04:28,420 You said you would be there 11:00 and you didn't! 884 01:04:28,459 --> 01:04:30,060 You make a conversation. You make money. 885 01:04:30,099 --> 01:04:32,499 One time I really needed you and you disappointed me! 886 01:04:32,539 --> 01:04:34,380 One time1 887 01:04:34,419 --> 01:04:36,740 You are with anyone That is very important 888 01:04:36,779 --> 01:04:39,140 You can't even be bothered to appear? 889 01:04:40,099 --> 01:04:41,059 Who is that? 890 01:04:45,740 --> 01:04:46,659 Bryony. 891 01:05:16,219 --> 01:05:17,179 Take me home. 892 01:05:18,620 --> 01:05:21,019 We can search for campsites on the road 893 01:05:24,780 --> 01:05:26,299 I'm sorry. 894 01:06:30,300 --> 01:06:31,700 Come and see. 895 01:07:00,940 --> 01:07:02,300 Evie? 896 01:07:02,700 --> 01:07:04,699 Mmm? 897 01:07:05,179 --> 01:07:07,539 Do you know the picture? I found it on your desk 898 01:07:10,460 --> 01:07:12,379 Is that your baby? 899 01:07:18,300 --> 01:07:19,699 What happened? 900 01:07:23,099 --> 01:07:25,499 He died of meningitis When he was two years old. 901 01:07:28,860 --> 01:07:30,779 What's the name 902 01:07:33,180 --> 01:07:37,019 Thomas Oliver Walton. Tom. 903 01:07:41,340 --> 01:07:44,660 He has a certain way of speaking When he is proud of something, he often loses words. 904 01:07:44,699 --> 01:07:48,060 As before when we were trying to ride the bus 905 01:07:49,500 --> 01:07:52,379 He held my hand, shouted, "I ran." 906 01:07:52,420 --> 01:07:55,260 Life is confusing. 907 01:08:02,060 --> 01:08:03,499 908 01:08:05,899 --> 01:08:09,740 Just when we think everything is over, It throws this view at us 909 01:08:11,179 --> 01:08:13,100 and we don't know where we are. 910 01:09:24,220 --> 01:09:25,619 Should I bring things? 911 01:09:25,659 --> 01:09:27,579 Tomorrow. I will rest now. 912 01:09:34,300 --> 01:09:38,619 I tricked you to go all That way, and you don't want to leave. 913 01:09:40,060 --> 01:09:41,459 I'm sorry. 914 01:09:41,500 --> 01:09:43,419 I have a brilliant time, really. 915 01:09:46,300 --> 01:09:47,699 Tomorrow, then. 916 01:10:13,900 --> 01:10:17,779 You don't need to tell me what happened. I already know 917 01:10:19,699 --> 01:10:22,620 Some bad people, and that's all there is to it. 918 01:10:23,099 --> 01:10:24,220 He is not evil. 919 01:10:24,260 --> 01:10:25,379 She's an actress! 920 01:10:28,659 --> 01:10:30,539 I think that's enough to say. 921 01:10:32,779 --> 01:10:35,060 Of course, I blame myself 922 01:10:35,100 --> 01:10:38,539 to suggest that we try and do something for Mr. Fincham. 923 01:10:38,579 --> 01:10:40,460 This is my thank you. 924 01:10:42,380 --> 01:10:45,940 My child uses drugs, may be misused. 925 01:10:45,980 --> 01:10:48,980 I am not misused. I have a very good time. 926 01:10:49,539 --> 01:10:51,459 When you go with the actress, 927 01:10:52,860 --> 01:10:56,220 You left the house of God. 928 01:10:56,259 --> 01:10:59,619 While there is a breath in my body, You will not leave it again. 929 01:10:59,659 --> 01:11:01,980 Look at me when I talk to you! 930 01:11:06,779 --> 01:11:09,659 He needs me. He is my friend. 931 01:11:15,659 --> 01:11:17,499 I will never betray you, Ben. 932 01:11:19,940 --> 01:11:23,779 Don't betray me Don't be a traitor. 933 01:11:48,060 --> 01:11:52,379 You may have noticed it that Mr. Fincham started dressing in my clothes 934 01:11:53,820 --> 01:11:56,020 We must assume that This is part of his recovery. 935 01:12:13,739 --> 01:12:17,140 Evie, it's me, Ben. I can't do it today. 936 01:12:17,619 --> 01:12:22,419 My mother... anyway, I'll try and get there tomorrow 937 01:12:22,460 --> 01:12:24,300 Ben. I have to go now. 938 01:12:24,820 --> 01:12:26,299 Swaying. 939 01:12:26,340 --> 01:12:28,220 * City to city 940 01:12:28,259 --> 01:12:29,219 * Broadcast to every house, they drop your name 941 01:12:29,699 --> 01:12:30,659 Swaying. 942 01:12:31,739 --> 01:12:36,060 * But nobody knows your face * Billboards quote items You will never say it 943 01:12:36,539 --> 01:12:40,020 * You hang your head and pray 944 01:12:40,500 --> 01:12:43,940 * For Jesusland 945 01:12:44,860 --> 01:12:51,339 946 01:12:53,820 --> 01:12:56,619 * Jesusland * 947 01:12:56,659 --> 01:12:57,659 Get off. 948 01:12:58,140 --> 01:13:01,820 And one, two, three, up. 949 01:13:12,779 --> 01:13:15,619 Hello. Can I help you? 950 01:13:16,180 --> 01:13:18,419 How are you? I am Dame Eve Walton. 951 01:13:19,739 --> 01:13:23,100 I want to know if Ben comes in, just by chance. 952 01:13:24,420 --> 01:13:25,820 I'm afraid he's outside. 953 01:13:26,620 --> 01:13:28,499 Oh, I'm sorry. 954 01:13:28,539 --> 01:13:30,420 Do you mind tell him I'm calling? 955 01:13:30,980 --> 01:13:34,340 Only he left the message, but I haven't heard from him. 956 01:13:35,259 --> 01:13:37,539 I'm sorry. 957 01:13:37,579 --> 01:13:40,019 He doesn't have the desire to work for you anymore I see. Why did he say? 958 01:13:42,980 --> 01:13:47,380 He was found something more appropriate 959 01:13:47,419 --> 01:13:49,699 More right? 960 01:13:50,579 --> 01:13:52,020 961 01:13:54,379 --> 01:13:55,820 Is that all? 962 01:13:56,300 --> 01:13:59,259 Yes. Forgive me. Yes. 963 01:14:01,659 --> 01:14:04,340 Please give him my best hope 964 01:14:06,499 --> 01:14:08,739 Thank you very much for the call Goodbye. 965 01:14:27,979 --> 01:14:30,539 Ben, what will I do without you? 966 01:14:46,899 --> 01:14:49,779 First place, please. As soon as possible. As soon as possible. 967 01:14:54,579 --> 01:14:58,380 Look at them. I want to see Dame Evie does better. 968 01:14:58,419 --> 01:15:02,259 The way he looks, I will say lucky to get a soap opera. 969 01:15:02,300 --> 01:15:05,179 What do you mean? You have never met him 970 01:15:31,980 --> 01:15:35,060 when suddenly, 971 01:15:35,099 --> 01:15:40,099 Jesus Christ, the child of God, came walking toward them. 972 01:15:41,100 --> 01:15:43,019 We are hungry. ... they cry. 973 01:15:43,060 --> 01:15:45,380 Where can we get food? 974 01:16:02,299 --> 01:16:03,300 Ben? 975 01:16:07,299 --> 01:16:11,260 * Well, Jesus is a man who travels by land 976 01:16:11,299 --> 01:16:13,420 A hardworking and brave man 977 01:16:13,459 --> 01:16:15,579 * Well, he said to rich people 978 01:16:16,060 --> 01:16:17,900 * Now give your money to the poor 979 01:16:17,940 --> 01:16:20,500 So they lay down Jesus Christ in his tomb Hah-le, hallelujah 980 01:16:21,459 --> 01:16:25,180 Hah-le, hallelujah 981 01:16:25,659 --> 01:16:28,860 Hah-le, hallelujah 982 01:16:28,900 --> 01:16:32,059 They lie down Jesus Christ is his tomb Hah-le, hallelujah 983 01:16:32,100 --> 01:16:35,739 They lay Jesus Christ in his tomb Evie? This is me, Ben. 984 01:16:35,779 --> 01:16:39,060 985 01:16:39,100 --> 01:16:43,820 986 01:16:46,779 --> 01:16:50,060 987 01:16:50,100 --> 01:16:54,459 I only have a few minutes. I'm playing in the church hall. 988 01:16:54,499 --> 01:16:57,779 I just want you to know, Mother never told me that you called. 989 01:16:59,459 --> 01:17:04,540 Evie, I know you were there. Please answer the door. 990 01:17:07,580 --> 01:17:11,300 Evie, I need to talk to you. 991 01:17:11,339 --> 01:17:14,699 I just left because I was afraid of what my mother would do. 992 01:17:16,140 --> 01:17:20,259 Evie! I need you! You are my best friend Don't make me go back there, isn't like this. 993 01:17:20,300 --> 01:17:24,419 Evie? 994 01:17:28,739 --> 01:17:29,699 You're stupid cow 995 01:17:40,659 --> 01:17:42,140 Wait, honey Hell bloody 996 01:17:44,539 --> 01:17:47,020 I'm coming! Wait a minute. 997 01:17:52,940 --> 01:17:55,900 Don't give up I'm on my way! 998 01:17:57,820 --> 01:17:59,860 999 01:18:00,900 --> 01:18:01,860 Taxi! 1000 01:18:04,260 --> 01:18:06,659 Saint Luke's Church Hall, Finchley. 1001 01:18:07,860 --> 01:18:12,900 And now, as the last chapter of our story unfolds, 1002 01:18:12,940 --> 01:18:15,379 we see the angel of God 1003 01:18:15,419 --> 01:18:19,739 surrounds the rock that stretches in the mouth of the cave 1004 01:18:19,779 --> 01:18:22,979 in preparation for the biggest miracle of all, 1005 01:18:30,659 --> 01:18:32,820 Christ's Resurrection How much is it, honey? 1006 01:19:02,300 --> 01:19:03,379 Then, like heavy stones slips to one side, 1007 01:19:11,059 --> 01:19:15,659 Christ steps into the light and God the Father cries... 1008 01:50:55,099 --> 01:19:20,099 Dirt. 1009 01:19:23,779 --> 01:19:24,979 God as a woman. It's very beautiful. 1010 01:19:26,499 --> 01:19:29,300 Thank you. 1011 01:19:32,579 --> 01:19:34,099 Thank you. Thank you very much. 1012 01:19:37,980 --> 01:19:39,500 Oh, thank you. 1013 01:19:39,900 --> 01:19:41,460 1014 01:19:42,539 --> 01:19:43,980 You are too good. 1015 01:19:45,419 --> 01:19:47,619 Start the finale! Hereafter Go! 1016 01:19:49,940 --> 01:19:53,820 My friends, my friends! 1017 01:19:53,860 --> 01:19:59,699 It's time to arrive for God's children to say goodbye 1018 01:19:59,739 --> 01:20:03,020 Summer rentals All dates are too short and leaves on the tree, they stir. 1019 01:20:03,060 --> 01:20:07,900 Yes, God! 1020 01:20:07,940 --> 01:20:08,860 Yes, God! 1021 01:20:09,259 --> 01:20:10,019 Yes, God! 1022 01:20:10,339 --> 01:20:11,299 If it is disgraced by luck and men's eyes, 1023 01:20:11,339 --> 01:20:14,499 lift yourself and scream into the sky, 1024 01:20:14,540 --> 01:20:19,339 "No, no, no want to be a tree no more! 1025 01:20:19,379 --> 01:20:24,139 " No... " 1026 01:20:24,180 --> 01:20:25,060 No! 1027 01:20:25,619 --> 01:20:26,180 "... I will be a man. " 1028 01:20:26,219 --> 01:20:29,539 Good news, God! 1029 01:20:29,579 --> 01:20:30,900 1030 01:20:30,940 --> 01:20:33,060 Yes, brother. Not good news 1031 01:20:33,619 --> 01:20:36,140 Oh, God, good news! 1032 01:20:36,180 --> 01:20:38,460 Yes yes. 1033 01:20:40,940 --> 01:20:44,300 There are no roots to dig I am on the ground! 1034 01:20:45,499 --> 01:20:49,300 There is no branch to capture my crown! 1035 01:20:50,779 --> 01:20:55,380 I am a human child, 1036 01:20:55,420 --> 01:20:58,819 no one is holding me back! 1037 01:21:02,380 --> 01:21:03,860 Thank you for coming. 1038 01:21:03,900 --> 01:21:06,260 You are stuck by me, I will accompany you Thank you, thank you. Hallelujah! Don't touch my shirt Stop him What do you want me to do? 1039 01:21:06,300 --> 01:21:09,860 For God's sake! 1040 01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:11,940 Thank you, thank you. No, there is no signature. Thank you. 1041 01:21:11,979 --> 01:21:13,020 Ben Marshall, back here at once 1042 01:21:13,059 --> 01:21:15,619 1043 01:21:24,379 --> 01:21:26,739 1044 01:21:34,419 --> 01:21:35,379 Time to go home. 1045 01:21:38,020 --> 01:21:39,020 Ben Ben? 1046 01:21:39,059 --> 01:21:40,739 I'm not Ben-Benmu. 1047 01:21:40,779 --> 01:21:42,060 Don't be silly, my dear. 1048 01:21:42,099 --> 01:21:43,699 And I'm not your love Ben, stop now, please. 1049 01:21:43,739 --> 01:21:45,300 No, I will not stop. 1050 01:21:45,340 --> 01:21:47,060 I will continue and continue until everyone knows what does it feel like to live in your life 1051 01:21:47,260 --> 01:21:48,940 Ben. "Be good, alright." 1052 01:21:48,980 --> 01:21:50,619 And all the time is bleeding, You drive around in the car Dad has sex... 1053 01:21:50,659 --> 01:21:52,620 Ben! 1054 01:21:52,659 --> 01:21:55,340 Mr. Fincham? 1055 01:21:55,379 --> 01:21:56,820 Laura, honey! 1056 01:22:00,539 --> 01:22:01,900 Dear Ben, I hope when you read this letter, 1057 01:22:03,060 --> 01:22:04,779 1058 01:22:14,539 --> 01:22:17,539 1059 01:22:18,020 --> 01:22:21,379 your mother found herself on the road to recovery 1060 01:22:21,420 --> 01:22:22,779 Under these circumstances, 1061 01:22:22,820 --> 01:22:27,659 I understand enough that You will feel inappropriate to work for me again 1062 01:22:27,699 --> 01:22:30,539 Besides, you are yours now 1063 01:22:33,060 --> 01:22:38,060 Remember, however strange everything is, is just the end The end is up to you. 1064 01:22:39,020 --> 01:22:40,900 Namely, I leave you with this quote, 1065 01:22:40,940 --> 01:22:43,779 written by my best friend William Shakespeare: 1066 01:22:43,820 --> 01:22:47,459 "When bullshit hits a fan, gets a tent " 1067 01:22:49,380 --> 01:22:53,219 Ben. Come on, talk to me. 1068 01:22:53,699 --> 01:22:56,739 How are you? 1069 01:23:00,499 --> 01:23:02,940 The doctor said the only reason I survived 1070 01:23:02,980 --> 01:23:07,020 1071 01:23:07,060 --> 01:23:09,140 is because I drive an economy car. 1072 01:23:10,980 --> 01:23:14,779 God really is a thrifty friend. 1073 01:23:14,820 --> 01:23:16,580 Mother, please 1074 01:23:16,619 --> 01:23:19,020 There is something again I need to tell you 1075 01:23:22,579 --> 01:23:24,860 Your father and I have spoken. 1076 01:23:28,139 --> 01:23:30,860 I have prayed to God, and I heard it. 1077 01:23:31,619 --> 01:23:33,899 He told me to divorce. 1078 01:23:37,539 --> 01:23:38,540 Ben? 1079 01:23:40,940 --> 01:23:41,779 Hiya. 1080 01:23:43,139 --> 01:23:44,339 Hi. 1081 01:23:44,379 --> 01:23:46,659 I'm next in the prayer chain. 1082 01:23:48,739 --> 01:23:50,659 Are you okay, Ben? 1083 01:23:50,699 --> 01:23:51,619 Good. 1084 01:23:54,300 --> 01:23:57,100 We all know about your mother and Peter. 1085 01:23:58,820 --> 01:24:00,739 If it's God's will... 1086 01:24:03,299 --> 01:24:06,220 You're very angry, aren't you? 1087 01:24:06,260 --> 01:24:10,060 Don't You are still a gift from God. 1088 01:24:11,459 --> 01:24:14,579 Every day God gives us gifts. 1089 01:24:14,619 --> 01:24:17,739 That's why we call it now. 1090 01:24:18,699 --> 01:24:20,100 Fuck, Sarah. 1091 01:24:20,500 --> 01:24:24,699 What did you say? -I said 'Fuck off'. 1092 01:24:43,359 --> 01:24:44,320 Ben? 1093 01:24:46,199 --> 01:24:47,680 What are you doing? 1094 01:24:49,679 --> 01:24:51,199 You see your mother Peter takes him to Cornwall to recover. 1095 01:24:51,679 --> 01:24:54,520 He said should visit them sometime 1096 01:24:56,920 --> 01:24:59,080 I think it's better this way. 1097 01:25:04,879 --> 01:25:06,199 How can you say that? 1098 01:25:06,240 --> 01:25:08,159 You are my father You mean to stand alone You should have divorced him! 1099 01:25:11,600 --> 01:25:15,080 You should have told him for good bleeding to piss off. 1100 01:25:15,119 --> 01:25:18,240 I am the one who asked for divorce 1101 01:25:21,120 --> 01:25:23,399 1102 01:25:26,280 --> 01:25:30,200 Ben, I know this ha For you to understand, 1103 01:25:30,239 --> 01:25:33,560 but when I make my vow for you Mother, I mean what I say, 1104 01:25:33,599 --> 01:25:37,799 and even though it might seem like a little , I've tried to be correct for my words 1105 01:25:39,599 --> 01:25:43,599 You should have talked to me. I certainly understand. 1106 01:25:43,639 --> 01:25:47,639 I am a poet. I understand the power of words. 1107 01:25:49,000 --> 01:25:49,960 Yes. 1108 01:26:13,399 --> 01:26:15,320 I think I can move here for a while 1109 01:26:15,639 --> 01:26:17,920 Good idea. Get a little space. 1110 01:26:20,679 --> 01:26:22,920 You know, this is a while because I've camped 1111 01:26:22,960 --> 01:26:25,399 Daddy? 1112 01:26:25,440 --> 01:26:28,679 I see skylark in Scotland. 1113 01:26:28,719 --> 01:26:32,679 Very? You know, I never saw one Did it sing? 1114 01:26:32,719 --> 01:26:34,200 As you say. 1115 01:26:34,679 --> 01:26:36,119 Great. 1116 01:26:36,599 --> 01:26:38,040 In the past. 1117 01:26:44,320 --> 01:26:48,160 I love you, Ben. Very much. 1118 01:26:50,639 --> 01:26:52,559 I love you too, Father. 1119 01:26:54,519 --> 01:26:57,799 Yes. Well. Yes, that's good. 1120 01:27:07,479 --> 01:27:09,639 Your explosion Oh, for the sake of good... 1121 01:27:10,680 --> 01:27:11,639 Come on! 1122 01:27:13,080 --> 01:27:15,240 You little bastard, cut it! 1123 01:27:18,280 --> 01:27:19,240 Ben! 1124 01:27:20,719 --> 01:27:23,080 I'm not sure I will see you again I'm already a little busy. 1125 01:27:23,119 --> 01:27:25,000 Good. 1126 01:27:25,040 --> 01:27:27,359 I can't stay I'm on my lunch break. I have a job at a bookstore. 1127 01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:31,639 Books. Very apropos 1128 01:27:31,680 --> 01:27:34,799 1129 01:27:34,839 --> 01:27:37,479 I live alone now, in the Park. 1130 01:27:38,479 --> 01:27:41,040 Very good And your parents? 1131 01:27:41,799 --> 01:27:43,120 They are my parents. 1132 01:27:43,160 --> 01:27:44,160 Yes. 1133 01:27:47,519 --> 01:27:49,920 So, is there a plan? 1134 01:27:51,839 --> 01:27:53,280 I'm thinking of going to college. 1135 01:27:53,320 --> 01:27:54,719 Where? -Edinburgh. 1136 01:27:55,280 --> 01:27:56,440 To learn... 1137 01:27:56,479 --> 01:27:57,599 England. 1138 01:27:57,639 --> 01:27:59,840 England! Good choice. 1139 01:28:01,360 --> 01:28:02,799 I wrote something to you I am still experimenting with free verse Free verse 1140 01:28:04,240 --> 01:28:06,079 Ah. 1141 01:28:06,920 --> 01:28:08,359 "Some mysteries I will never understand 1142 01:28:09,319 --> 01:28:10,280 " The way the Earth revolves around the sun 1143 01:28:11,279 --> 01:28:14,000 "three minutes short every day 1144 01:28:14,040 --> 01:28:16,759 " Or the way the dead go 1145 01:28:16,799 --> 01:28:19,119 1146 01:28:19,160 --> 01:28:21,160 1147 01:28:21,200 --> 01:28:24,160 "Like putting the phone or turning the corner 1148 01:28:24,759 --> 01:28:26,319 " The future 1149 01:28:26,759 --> 01:28:28,080 "That's another bullshit 1150 01:28:29,599 --> 01:28:32,960 " We never know what we've never known "Except whoever you are and whoever I am " You have succeeded in becoming me " 1151 01:28:33,000 --> 01:28:36,319 This is not Shakespeare. 1152 01:28:36,879 --> 01:28:39,359 No, dear, but it's beautiful, and that's you 1153 01:28:41,280 --> 01:28:42,759 Goodbye if so. 1154 01:28:42,799 --> 01:28:47,639 Goodbye, Ben. * God, God never changes 1155 01:28:54,400 --> 01:28:55,839 * He is God, and will always be like that 1156 01:28:59,200 --> 01:29:00,520 * God is in the pulpit 1157 01:31:01,000 --> 01:31:06,759 * God descends to the door 1158 01:31:06,799 --> 01:31:12,520 = = * God is at the corner of amen 1159 01:31:12,559 --> 01:31:15,360 1160 01:31:15,399 --> 01:31:18,520 1161 01:31:18,559 --> 01:31:22,479 1162 01:31:22,520 --> 01:31:26,440 God on the whole floor * God, God never changes * He is God, and will always be like that 1163 01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:32,679 * God speaks to the mountain 1164 01:31:33,160 --> 01:31:38,920 * He said how great I am * He saw me wake up this morning 1165 01:31:39,400 --> 01:31:42,040 * And skip like a lamb 1166 01:31:42,080 --> 01:31:44,639 * God, God never changes * He is God and always will be 1167 01:31:44,679 --> 01:31:48,040 * I am in the middle of the ocean 1168 01:31:48,080 --> 01:31:53,320 * Above the old oak tree 1169 01:31:54,280 --> 01:31:59,080 * Everywhere I look 1170 01:31:59,559 --> 01:32:04,839 * for me * God, God never changes * He is God, and always will be 1171 01:32:23,560 --> 01:32:26,440 1172 01:32:26,480 --> 01:32:29,320 1173 01:32:29,359 --> 01:32:33,400 1174 01:32:37,519 --> 01:32:40,839 1175 01:32:41,319 --> 01:32:47,080 1176 01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:52,839 1177 01:32:52,879 --> 01:32:58,399 * God, God never changes * He is God, and will always be like that 1178 01:32:58,440 --> 01:33:03,879 * God, God never changes * He is God and always will be 1179 01:33:04,839 --> 01:33:10,080 And always going to 1180 01:33:10,119 --> 01:33:15,359 And always going to 1181 01:33:16,360 --> 01:33:18,759 * God, God never changes * He is God and always will be 1182 01:33:18,800 --> 01:33:21,120 * He is God and always will be 1183 01:33:21,160 --> 01:33:25,440 He is God and always will * 1184 01:33:25,479 --> 01:33:29,759 1185 01:33:36,520 --> 01:33:42,280 1186 01:33:48,519 --> 01:33:55,240