1 00: 00: 06,670 --> 00: 00: 11,040 When Love is Not Enough The Lois Wilson Story 2 00: 00: 34,134 --> 00: 00: 36,764 My family spends summer in Vermont. 3 00: 00: 36,966 --> 00: 00: 39,788 I'm the daughter of a doctor from New York. 4 00: 00: 40,011 --> 00: 00: 42,321 Growing up in the family educated, 5 00: 00: 42,323 --> 00: 00: 45,992 with a bachelor's degree and a good future. 6 00: 00: 46,325 --> 00: 00: 48,562 Bill Wilson is a local youth ... 7 00: 00: 48,564 --> 00: 00: 51,307 who have never passed the Green Mountains. 8 00: 00: 51,593 --> 00: 00: 56,008 I'm 4 years older than him. A strange couple, my father said. 9 00: 00: 56,229 --> 00: 00: 58,200 But we are compatible with each other. 10 00: 00: 58,548 --> 00: 01: 02,154 July 1, 1917. Finally we got married and we felt happy. 11 00: 01: 02,509 --> 00: 01: 04,558 How beautiful she is. 12 00: 01: 07,382 --> 00: 01: 10,102 I want to see it for a while. 13 00: 01: 10,360 --> 00: 01: 14,578 - You can't, Lois. - Have him come here. 14 00: 01: 17,747 --> 00: 01: 19,497 Shit. 15 00: 01: 19,762 --> 00: 01: 21,402 They say, 16 00: 01: 21,404 --> 00: 01: 25,812 less than 4 people can live with alcohol. 17 00: 01: 26,218 --> 00: 01: 28,935 When I think of my marriage, I found 7 people: 18 00: 01: 30,685 --> 00: 01: 33,598 There is my mother who wants to see me happy. 19 00: 01: 34,396 --> 00: 01: 36,939 Ellis, my closest friend, 20 00: 01: 37,142 --> 00: 01: 40,268 and there is absolutely no secret Between us. 21 00: 01: 45,303 --> 00: 01: 48,256 There is also Frank, her husband Ellis. 22 00: 02: 04,911 --> 00: 02: 08,100 There is my father, Dr. Clark Burnham, 23 00: 02: 08,300 --> 00: 02: 10,740 that convinced people that actually no reason needed ... 24 00: 02: 10,742 --> 00: 02: 12,800 for every person who wants to get married. 25 00: 02: 14,974 --> 00: 02: 19,222 Abby Thatcher, our friend, who just recovered from illness. 26 00: 02: 19,425 --> 00: 02: 22,144 My brother who can be trusted, Rogers. 27 00: 02: 22,352 --> 00: 02: 23,950 And myself with the story of my life ... 28 00: 02: 23,952 --> 00: 02: 25,600 walking as I hoped. 29 00: 02: 26,332 --> 00: 02: 28,080 I married Bill Wilson, 30 00: 02: 28,090 --> 00: 02: 29,770 who is my ideal man, 31 00: 02: 30,455 --> 00: 02: 33,238 and we will soon form new family. 32 00: 02: 33,551 --> 00: 02: 36,116 I believe with all my heart ... 33 00: 02: 36,335 --> 00: 02: 38,523 no matter how heavy the problem which we will face later, 34 00: 02: 38,525 --> 00: 02: 40,456 will be defeated by love. 35 00: 02: 52,294 --> 00: 02: 54,165 "My dear Lois, 36 00: 02: 55,117 --> 00: 02: 59,439 June 27, at 10 nights, at full moon. 37 00: 03: 00,298 --> 00: 03: 03,722 Here in France, dawn will soon be dawning. 38 00: 03: 04,579 --> 00: 03: 06,805 Holding the moon with my eyes, 39 00: 03: 06,982 --> 00: 03: 09,122 like I embrace you with my hand. " 40 00: 03: 28,000 --> 00: 03: 30,769 Brooklyn, 1919 41 00: 03: 51,651 --> 00: 03: 53,870 Oh. Bill! 42 00: 04: 57,955 --> 00: 05: 00396 - Bill! - Hey, Lo. 43 00: 05: 03,600 --> 00: 05: 05,468 - You go home faster. - How are you? 44 00: 05: 07,263 --> 00: 05: 09,746 - Are you hungry? - yes. I really want to eat. 45 00: 05: 09,748 --> 00: 05: 13,938 - How was your day? - I resigned. 46 00: 05: 15,653 --> 00: 05: 20,016 You definitely know I am talented in accounting, Lo. 47 00: 05: 20,717 --> 00: 05: 21,889 But no need to worry. 48 00: 05: 21,891 --> 00: 05: 24,471 Better things will come. It will always be. 49 00: 05: 26,122 --> 00: 05: 29,160 Why don't you call her husband Ellis? 50 00: 05: 29,370 --> 00: 05: 32,201 I know Frank admires you. You can definitely get a job. 51 00: 05: 32,203 --> 00: 05: 34,938 Yes. I know. Abby works with him. 52 00: 05: 35,100 --> 00: 05: 37,082 I once asked him about his job ... 53 00: 05: 37,174 --> 00: 05: 38,705 he said that Wall Street like a joke. 54 00: 05: 38,937 --> 00: 05: 40,475 I do not know. 55 00: 05: 40,696 --> 00: 05: 42,581 I was transferred today. 56 00: 05: 42,807 --> 00: 05: 45,401 From the gynecology ward to the psychiatric ward. 57 00: 05: 46,133 --> 00: 05: 48,438 More payments will make us more comfortable, of course. 58 00: 05: 48,659 --> 00: 05: 50,566 Will you be safe there? 59 00: 05: 51,608 --> 00: 05: 52,968 I think so too. 60 00: 05: 53,962 --> 00: 05: 59,015 This is very sad. There is a place for psychotic sufferers and drunks. 61 00: 05: 59,117 --> 00: 06: 01,355 There's not much to do for them. 62 00: 06: 01,641 --> 00: 06: 03,729 I will be fine. Do not worry. 63 00: 06: 10,357 --> 00: 06: 14,034 You know, Frank is indeed smart. 64 00: 06: 14,378 --> 00: 06: 17,280 - yes. - He made a lot of money. 65 00: 06: 17,382 --> 00: 06: 18,557 It is true. 66 00: 06: 21,803 --> 00: 06: 23,723 I thought I'd call him. 67 00: 06: 25,836 --> 00: 06: 28,876 - Nothing to lose, right? - Right. 68 00: 06: 32,618 --> 00: 06: 34,567 - I have dinner ready. - OK. 69 00: 06: 45,665 --> 00: 06: 48,973 Lo! Oh, no need! thanks. 70 00: 06: 49,235 --> 00: 06: 50,454 Please put it in a flower pot. 71 00: 06: 50,797 --> 00: 06: 52,421 Frank, look who's here. 72 00: 06: 53,774 --> 00: 06: 57,353 Bill is very happy to work with you. thanks. 73 00: 06: 57,455 --> 00: 06: 59,781 - I'm very lucky to have him. - See you later. 74 00: 07: 00,872 --> 00: 07: 02,995 Actually Bill is the type of person what Frank really needed. 75 00: 07: 03,325 --> 00: 07: 05,350 - Come on, let's see Emma. - yes. 76 00: 07: 07,515 --> 00: 07: 11,559 Hello, say hello to Aunt Lois. 77 00: 07: 11,561 --> 00: 07: 15,689 - Emma, ​​honey. - Hello, my angel. 78 00: 07: 17,280 --> 00: 07: 21,178 Can I kiss you? May? 79 00: 07: 21,963 --> 00: 07: 24,479 I did it. I kiss you. 80 00: 07: 25,125 --> 00: 07: 27,297 I can't say what this means to me. 81 00: 07: 27,299 --> 00: 07: 31,993 - Lo, I don't do anything. - Ellis, I think I'm pregnant. 82 00: 07: 31,995 --> 00: 07: 34,938 - Dear! - Can you imagine? 83 00: 07: 35,378 --> 00: 07: 38,928 - The time will come. - yes. The time will come. 84 00: 08: 23,283 --> 00: 08: 26,357 You are a liar. I have told you since the first day. 85 00: 08: 26,618 --> 00: 08: 30,289 I said that and he agreed that it's just a numbers game. 86 00: 08: 30,601 --> 00: 08: 34,808 The problem is, nobody knows what are they doing. 87 00: 08: 35,000 --> 00: 08: 37,200 Can you bring Ginger Ale drinks here? thanks. 88 00: 08: 37,369 --> 00: 08: 40,306 Who oversees the production department? Who runs this company? 89 00: 08: 40,308 --> 00: 08: 44,264 Nobody has a clue how this company is managed. 90 00: 08: 45,230 --> 00: 08: 48,332 So you have to be smart in reading the situation. 91 00: 08: 49,315 --> 00: 08: 52,073 - Lo, do you want to eat? - Not. I will eat soup at home. 92 00: 08: 52,075 --> 00: 08: 54,075 Should there not be 2 servings now, including prospective babies? 93 00: 08: 54,095 --> 00: 08: 55,557 I'm not hungry, honey. 94 00: 08: 56,039 --> 00: 08: 59,474 You're lucky, Abby, because I have one idea for you. 95 00: 08: 59,894 --> 00: 09: 03,231 I have an idea. Why don't we go home, honey? It's night already. 96 00: 09: 03,700 --> 00: 09: 04,900 OK. 97 00: 09: 04,902 --> 00: 09: 06,963 - Good night, Abby. - Good night, Lois. 98 00: 09: 09,181 --> 00: 09: 10,536 Have a nice evening. 99 00: 09: 13,033 --> 00: 09: 14,174 I can handle it. 100 00: 09: 15,432 --> 00: 09: 18,567 - We will connect next time. - Will be connected. 101 00: 09: 20,338 --> 00: 09: 25,017 Honey, I just want you to be proud of me. 102 00: 09: 25,100 --> 00: 09: 26,500 I am proud of you. 103 00: 09: 26,510 --> 00: 09: 29,808 I just don't like it if you get dizzy and like a fool. 104 00: 09: 30,088 --> 00: 09: 31,707 Do you think I'm stupid? 105 00: 09: 31,786 --> 00: 09: 34,424 Not. I just don't want to see you drink like that. 106 00: 09: 34,808 --> 00: 09: 36,046 - OK. - You are different. 107 00: 09: 37,057 --> 00: 09: 40,001 I will stop. I will stop for you. 108 00: 09: 40,439 --> 00: 09: 45,216 That's easy, honey. I will stop. 109 00: 09: 49,768 --> 00: 09: 52,183 Honey, you know I do everything for you. 110 00: 09: 53,122 --> 00: 09: 54,822 You don't trust me, honey? 111 00: 09: 54,900 --> 00: 09: 57,600 - Ouch! - What is wrong? 112 00: 09: 58,000 --> 00: 10: 02,400 - What is it, honey? Are you alright? - Contact my father. Contact my father! 113 00: 10: 02,563 --> 00: 10: 04,153 Well. I immediately called. 114 00: 10: 06,711 --> 00: 10: 10,989 Operator! Brooklyn, New York. Immediately contact Dr. Burnham! 115 00: 10: 12,036 --> 00: 10: 16,291 Forgive me. I am sorry. 116 00: 10: 19,207 --> 00: 10: 20,578 It is okay. 117 00: 10: 22,000 --> 00: 10: 23,500 Do not worry. 118 00: 10: 26,709 --> 00: 10: 30,529 We will have a big family, Lo. You will see later. 119 00: 11: 00,144 --> 00: 11: 01,464 Bill? 120 00: 11: 07,191 --> 00: 11: 09,093 Welcome to our new home! 121 00: 11: 09,611 --> 00: 11: 11,573 What are you doing? 122 00: 11: 13,375 --> 00: 11: 15,132 This is a tent. Do you like it? 123 00: 11: 18,655 --> 00: 11: 21,875 I think we need a fresh start ... 124 00: 11: 22,487 --> 00: 11: 25,066 far from noise, leave town for a while ... 125 00: 11: 25,588 --> 00: 11: 26,877 That is all. 126 00: 11: 27,289 --> 00: 11: 31,220 Lo, honey. I have an idea, but no one will support me ... 127 00: 11: 31,428 --> 00: 11: 33,238 because they don't look forward, even though I think it's good. 128 00: 11: 33,465 --> 00: 11: 36,975 I want to go out and investigate this company better known to people. 129 00: 11: 37,277 --> 00: 11: 40,127 Give them a report independent and honest ... 130 00: 11: 40,129 --> 00: 11: 42,609 about how this works. And they don't hesitate to save their money here. 131 00: 11: 42,843 --> 00: 11: 45,930 And you will be my personal companion. 132 00: 11: 46,173 --> 00: 11: 50,225 We will be able to go to America and live there. 133 00: 11: 51,353 --> 00: 11: 53,372 Give input to test my theory. 134 00: 11: 55,095 --> 00: 11: 58,460 Bill, how about my job? 135 00: 11: 59,199 --> 00: 12: 01,566 Maybe I'll hand it over resign yourself tomorrow. 136 00: 12: 02,828 --> 00: 12: 05,867 Bill, what about our apartment? How is your work going? 137 00: 12: 06,215 --> 00: 12: 10,267 If this works, I will be an executive. 138 00: 12: 10,269 --> 00: 12: 12,747 We will be able to buy a house anywhere. 139 00: 12: 12,966 --> 00: 12: 14,998 Why don't we try it? 140 00: 12: 15,617 --> 00: 12: 17,910 This will be our second honeymoon. 141 00: 12: 17,912 --> 00: 12: 19,582 It won't cost a lot. 142 00: 12: 20,569 --> 00: 12: 21,971 Only you and me. 143 00: 12: 23,932 --> 00: 12: 25,337 Is there anything better than that? 144 00: 12: 26,447 --> 00: 12: 28,113 Is there anything better than that, Lo? 145 00: 12: 29,407 --> 00: 12: 31,034 This is very fun, Lo! 146 00: 12: 31,892 --> 00: 12: 36,710 Add speed! Faster! Faster! 147 00: 12: 43,181 --> 00: 12: 44,397 thanks. 148 00: 12: 44,975 --> 00: 12: 46,999 Nice to talk to you, Lois. 149 00: 12: 47,285 --> 00: 12: 50,385 - You have to drive it carefully. - yes. This is just for fun, Tom. 150 00: 12: 54,823 --> 00: 12: 57,892 It seems like we failed. Managers don't want to be talked to. 151 00: 12: 59,185 --> 00: 13: 04,193 The man wearing a blue shirt is called Tom, the other is his brother, Jim. 152 00: 13: 04,195 --> 00: 13: 07,376 Tom has a printer, and Jim making tools. 153 00: 13: 10,476 --> 00: 13: 12,459 I know there's always a reason to take you. 154 00: 13: 12,677 --> 00: 13: 13,862 "For starters, Frank Shaw ... 155 00: 13: 13,864 --> 00: 13: 16,123 "a tool company manager ... 156 00: 13: 16,125 --> 00: 13: 18,793 "which is widely used in the electrical field ... 157 00: 13: 18,795 --> 00: 13: 20,232 and I hope for him ". 158 00: 13: 33,200 --> 00: 13: 34,400 We are stuck. 159 00: 13: 34,461 --> 00: 13: 37,255 - You drive, I'll push from behind. - OK. 160 00: 13: 42,764 --> 00: 13: 44,231 - ready? - Not yet. 161 00: 13: 44,233 --> 00: 13: 45,820 - Not yet? - Not yet. 162 00: 13: 54,144 --> 00: 13: 55,180 Oh no! 163 00: 14: 01,124 --> 00: 14: 04,882 - What are you doing? - Sorry. 164 00: 14: 06,862 --> 00: 14: 10,902 Not. Wilson, don't do it! 165 00: 14: 10,904 --> 00: 14: 12,433 Do not do it! 166 00: 14: 56,207 --> 00: 14: 58,207 I guess I have to walk to town, 167 00: 14: 58,209 --> 00: 15: 00,799 look for a mechanic and see what Frank is up to. 168 00: 15: 01,132 --> 00: 15: 03,621 - I'll go with you. - Not. You're just here. 169 00: 15: 04,429 --> 00: 15: 07,105 Keep your body warm, Lo. I will be right back. 170 00: 15: 07,107 --> 00: 15: 08,795 - You are sure? - yes. 171 00: 15: 10,291 --> 00: 15: 11,392 OK. 172 00: 15: 12,122 --> 00: 15: 15,553 I love you. 173 00: 15: 16,219 --> 00: 15: 17,574 - See you later. - See you later. 174 00: 15: 52,371 --> 00: 15: 53,901 Hey, open the door! 175 00: 15: 54,225 --> 00: 15: 57,287 Yes, I'm looking for my husband. 176 00: 15: 57,369 --> 00: 16: 00,000 He is tall, his body is full of mud. 177 00: 16: 01,637 --> 00: 16: 04,041 - Bill, I'm waiting for you. - Lo! Ask for one more champagne. 178 00: 16: 04,103 --> 00: 16: 06,453 - Not. I don't want to drink. - Yes, of course. Withdrawal. 179 00: 16: 06,525 --> 00: 16: 07,955 We don't have money to buy drinks, Bill. 180 00: 16: 07,957 --> 00: 16: 10,484 We must celebrate, Lo. Look at this, read it. 181 00: 16: 10,507 --> 00: 16: 13,387 "Bill, as suggested. Welcome to the team ". 182 00: 16: 13,459 --> 00: 16: 15,078 We succeed, Lo! 183 00: 16: 17,445 --> 00: 16: 18,786 This is our ticket, honey. 184 00: 16: 19,036 --> 00: 16: 22,156 This is our ticket to be the best executive on Wall Street. 185 00: 16: 22,731 --> 00: 16: 24,523 Do you want to toast me? 186 00: 16: 25,319 --> 00: 16: 28,835 Hello, all! I want to toast my wife, who has supported me! 187 00: 16: 33,779 --> 00: 16: 35,494 We will be winners, Lo. 188 00: 16: 44,584 --> 00: 16: 48,272 As Bill predicted, finally we moved to the city. 189 00: 16: 48,647 --> 00: 16: 51,137 And we live the life we ​​dream of. 190 00: 16: 51,401 --> 00: 16: 53,419 - Rogers, how are you? - Hello brother. 191 00: 16: 55,676 --> 00: 16: 58,052 - What do you think? - amazing! 192 00: 16: 58,054 --> 00: 17: 00,843 - Very good. - Exquisite. 193 00: 17: 00,845 --> 00: 17: 02,588 This isn't bad, brother. 194 00: 17: 05,244 --> 00: 17: 06,929 Do you think Bill is willing invest my money? 195 00: 17: 07,359 --> 00: 17: 09,325 You don't have to take that risk. 196 00: 17: 12,044 --> 00: 17: 13,716 Look at this. 197 00: 17: 21,855 --> 00: 17: 26,416 Three years ago, Bill had nothing, but look now. 198 00: 17: 26,678 --> 00: 17: 28,067 He is a genius. 199 00: 17: 30,847 --> 00: 17: 34,070 Bill gave me freedom decorate every corner of the house. 200 00: 17: 34,308 --> 00: 17: 36,901 He only insisted on the only lamp decoration which is there. 201 00: 17: 36,903 --> 00: 17: 39,515 He likes it very much. This lantern is from France. 202 00: 17: 40,061 --> 00: 17: 41,854 He stole it from the Versailles palace? 203 00: 17: 42,400 --> 00: 17: 43,902 Is Bill at home? 204 00: 17: 44,241 --> 00: 17: 47,118 He was in the office until evening, he works hard. 205 00: 17: 47,378 --> 00: 17: 48,566 That's good for Bill. 206 00: 17: 49,220 --> 00: 17: 50,718 Let me show you something. 207 00: 17: 55,780 --> 00: 17: 58,976 This is the nursery. 208 00: 17: 59,180 --> 00: 18: 03,766 - Dear! My sweet girl! - Honey, how much longer? 209 00: 18: 03,768 --> 00: 18: 05,938 About 6 weeks. 210 00: 18: 06,234 --> 00: 18: 10,714 I haven't told Bill yet. I don't want to disappoint him later ... 211 00: 18: 10,930 --> 00: 18: 12,817 Honey, everything will be fine. 212 00: 18: 18,788 --> 00: 18: 20,786 - Hey, honey. - hello. 213 00: 18: 21,037 --> 00: 18: 23,935 Your parents have come to our house? What did they say? 214 00: 18: 24,402 --> 00: 18: 26,820 - They like it. - yes. What about my lamp decorations? 215 00: 18: 27,151 --> 00: 18: 29,129 They praise him. 216 00: 18: 30,863 --> 00: 18: 32,660 - You look very tired. - I'm really tired. 217 00: 18: 32,662 --> 00: 18: 34,449 Why can't you go home sooner? 218 00: 18: 34,921 --> 00: 18: 37,826 I will stop by Gouinsor to buy grilled meat ... 219 00: 18: 38,645 --> 00: 18: 42,470 and I will also buy a bottle of wine for us. 220 00: 18: 43,138 --> 00: 18: 47,074 You know we have a ban on that. They will open the window. 221 00: 18: 48,225 --> 00: 18: 51,033 I am home! Bill? 222 00: 18: 56,843 --> 00: 18: 58,055 Bill? 223 00: 19: 02,467 --> 00: 19: 03,952 Bill! 224 00: 19: 06,069 --> 00: 19: 10,569 - Bill! - Why are you running like that? 225 00: 19: 12,375 --> 00: 19: 15,805 Wake up! You are drunk! 226 00: 19: 16,584 --> 00: 19: 20,272 - You fall asleep but your cigarette stays on, Bill. - Is it true? 227 00: 19: 20,520 --> 00: 19: 22,201 You are drunk again! 228 00: 19: 22,283 --> 00: 19: 26,489 I'm not drunk! I'm just tired! I slept only 4 hours a week! 229 00: 19: 26,561 --> 00: 19: 30,172 You will kill yourself! You will also kill our baby! 230 00: 19: 31,356 --> 00: 19: 34,670 What? What did you just say? 231 00: 19: 34,731 --> 00: 19: 38,471 I'm pregnant again, Bill. I am pregnant. 232 00: 19: 38,479 --> 00: 19: 40,043 Oh, Lo! 233 00: 19: 40,377 --> 00: 19: 45,314 Oh dear. You're trembling. 234 00: 19: 47,857 --> 00: 19: 49,657 I will be a father. 235 00: 19: 50,219 --> 00: 19: 51,472 Dear! 236 00: 19: 52,704 --> 00: 19: 55,279 Oh no! 237 00: 19: 58,848 --> 00: 20: 00,537 Thank you, dear. 238 00: 20: 06,012 --> 00: 20: 08,427 Where is the spoon? 239 00: 20: 12,078 --> 00:20: 14,309 I know you want to stop drinking, Bill. 240 00: 20: 14,311 --> 00:20: 17,146 I know how difficult it is to fight it. 241 00: 20: 19,811 --> 00:20: 21,886 I want you to swear. 242 00: 20: 22,469 --> 00: 20: 25,502 Not me, but to God. 243 00: 20: 27,733 --> 00: 20: 32,492 - Lo ... - It can't go on like this. 244 00: 20: 32,823 --> 00: 20: 36,126 - Not until our baby is born. - I know, honey. 245 00: 20: 36,422 --> 00: 20: 39,593 I want you to swear on the Bible that you promised to stop. 246 00: 20: 39,949 --> 00: 20: 44,804 I think ... I'm just drinking once in a while like other men. 247 00: 20: 45,537 --> 00: 20: 48,391 - Bill. - That is part of my job. 248 00: 20: 49,262 --> 00: 20: 53,433 - I want you to promise. - yes. I promise. 249 00: 20: 54,444 --> 00: 20: 59,946 Lo, I promise. I will not get drunk again. 250 00: 20: 59,948 --> 00: 21: 03,818 I want you to write your oath here ... 251 00: 21: 03,820 --> 00: 21: 05,833 so that God will help you. 252 00: 21: 05,835 --> 00: 21: 07,842 - Not enough time. - Bill, Bill ... 253 00: 21: 07,844 --> 00: 21: 11,168 Lois, I don't have time to discuss it now. 254 00: 21: 11,399 --> 00: 21: 12,912 We will be able to talk about it after I come home from work. 255 00: 21: 16,365 --> 00: 21: 17,596 I love you. 256 00: 21: 34,209 --> 00: 21: 36,070 You will soon be a mother the happiest in the world. 257 00: 21: 36,600 --> 00: 21: 38,100 - Around the world. - in the whole universe. 258 00: 21: 39,200 --> 00: 21: 40,858 We will have a party for you. 259 00: 21: 41,451 --> 00: 21: 44,610 - A magnificent party. - And luxury too! 260 00: 21: 44,842 --> 00: 21: 46,248 - No, no. - Yes, yes. 261 00: 21: 46,536 --> 00: 21: 49,193 Dearest, with this you are officially declared as a mother on Wall Street ... 262 00: 21: 49,393 --> 00: 21: 52,062 You will suffer the consequences if anything happens. 263 00: 21: 52,064 --> 00: 21: 53,735 This will be a very beautiful moment. 264 00: 21: 53,737 --> 00: 21: 56,951 You only give the list, the rest let us do it. 265 00: 21: 57,800 --> 00: 21: 58,929 OK. 266 00: 22: 22,876 --> 00: 22: 24,250 Are you alright? 267 00: 22: 26,876 --> 00: 22: 30,043 Hello, Lois. We entered from the back door. 268 00: 22: 30,122 --> 00: 22: 31,377 We hope you don't mind. 269 00: 22: 31,435 --> 00: 22: 33,264 Please leave him there. 270 00: 22: 33,514 --> 00: 22: 37,701 We will leave you here, friend. Let's go. 271 00: 22: 39,722 --> 00: 22: 42,985 Clint! ... We ... 272 00: 22: 47,639 --> 00: 22: 49,636 Bill thinks you will be angry. 273 00: 22: 49,904 --> 00: 22: 52,730 But you won't be angry right, Lois? You are not angry, right? 274 00: 22: 52,736 --> 00: 22: 56,172 We just celebrate because soon he will become a father. 275 00: 22: 56,300 --> 00: 22: 57,700 I will go to sleep. 276 00: 23: 00,000 --> 00: 23: 01,100 OK. 277 00: 23: 07,544 --> 00: 23: 10,854 Honey, this will be my last drink. 278 00: 23: 11,993 --> 00: 23: 15,214 I have to prepare myself to be a father. 279 00: 23: 33,657 --> 00: 23: 38,997 I like it. This will match for boys or girls. 280 00: 23: 38,999 --> 00: 23: 43,436 I thought Bill would like it too. Very beautiful. 281 00: 23: 46,097 --> 00: 23: 50,631 Dear. This will be the subject unpleasant. Really. 282 00: 23: 53,098 --> 00: 23: 56,750 There are rumors, just rumors, baby ... 283 00: 23: 56,829 --> 00: 24: 02,486 All employees of our company have been drunk in public. 284 00: 24: 02,671 --> 00: 24: 05,795 - Frank also joined in ... - I also know that. 285 00: 24: 06,032 --> 00: 24: 10,452 They ... every gathering always celebrate with drinks. 286 00: 24: 11,611 --> 00: 24: 15,047 I talked to Bill, and he promised to stop. 287 00: 24: 15,539 --> 00: 24: 16,955 Sorry, I already mentioned this. 288 00: 24: 17,177 --> 00: 24: 20,393 You do the right thing. It really needs to be repaired. 289 00: 24: 20,495 --> 00: 24: 22,999 - At least in this house. - Thank you. 290 00: 24: 48,240 --> 00: 24: 50,421 Please connect to Bill Wilson! 291 00: 24: 53,860 --> 00: 24: 59,375 Tell him to contact his wife as soon as possible. 292 00: 25: 09,591 --> 00: 25: 11,002 Bill. 293 00: 25: 12,497 --> 00: 25: 16,080 Father and mother are here. Bill will also be here soon. 294 00: 25: 20,669 --> 00: 25: 22,034 Tell me. 295 00: 25: 22,795 --> 00: 25: 24,529 You will be fine. 296 00: 25: 27,130 --> 00: 25: 29,285 Daddy, tell me. 297 00: 25: 31,473 --> 00: 25: 33,366 Your tuba palovi has broken. 298 00: 25: 34,000 --> 00: 25: 36,800 The only chance is with hysterectomy. 299 00: 25: 46,905 --> 00: 25: 50,906 Lo, honey? Are you here? 300 00: 25: 51,407 --> 00: 25: 54,436 We found it the next few hours and you still look like this? 301 00: 25: 54,438 --> 00: 25: 58,078 My daughter is almost dead! Do you understand? 302 00: 25: 58,422 --> 00: 26: 00,466 - Bill? - Lo? 303 00: 26: 06,062 --> 00: 26: 07,366 Bill? 304 00: 26: 09,771 --> 00: 26: 14,703 - Bill? - Dear? 305 00: 26: 53,312 --> 00: 26: 55,532 Honey, talk to me. 306 00: 27: 00,386 --> 00: 27: 05,450 - I know you blame me. - That's not your fault. 307 00: 27: 06,481 --> 00: 27: 09,359 I want to swear to you. 308 00: 27: 09,683 --> 00: 27: 12,901 For you and God. 309 00: 27: 29,533 --> 00: 27: 32,051 For my beloved wife, 310 00: 27: 34,031 --> 00: 27: 38,995 who has supported me so much. 311 00: 27: 42,000 --> 00: 27: 51,470 I left my writing here as proof of my vow to you ... 312 00: 27: 55,985 --> 00: 28: 02,200 that I will never drink another drink, forever. 313 00: 28: 13,406 --> 00: 28: 17,355 Forgive me. 314 00: 28: 23,677 --> 00: 28: 26,371 I have absolutely no faith, Lo. 315 00: 28: 26,583 --> 00: 28: 31,632 There must be faith in you, Bill. I believe there must be faith in you. 316 00: 28: 33,926 --> 00: 28: 36,085 Mr. Brown and Mr. Philip, we will meet right outside. 317 00: 28: 36,506 --> 00: 28: 38,651 Hey, boss. Do we have a few drinks? 318 00: 28: 38,925 --> 00: 28: 40,472 - Oh! Hello, Lois. - hello. 319 00: 28: 40,574 --> 00: 28: 42,589 Will you go on a picnic? Look at this. 320 00: 28: 42,691 --> 00: 28: 45,348 You two enjoy having lunch together ... 321 00: 28: 45,350 --> 00: 28: 48,320 if there is still something left, you may leave it in my office. 322 00: 28: 48,322 --> 00: 28: 51,122 - See you later, Abby. - See you later. 323 00: 28: 55,957 --> 00: 28: 57,572 I am here. 324 00: 28: 59,376 --> 00: 29: 00,971 Yes I know. 325 00: 29: 01,587 --> 00: 29: 03,958 - I love you. - I love you, too. 326 00: 29: 04,065 --> 00: 29: 05,548 thanks. 327 00: 29: 18,066 --> 00: 29: 23,164 I open this drawer 12 times a day, I still looked at him. 328 00: 29: 29,884 --> 00: 29: 32,213 There is one more in the box. 329 00: 29: 45,629 --> 00: 29: 49,754 Three hours from now, Clint and Abby ... 330 00: 29: 50,222 --> 00: 29: 54,624 will tell me to drink before going home. 331 00: 29: 56,875 --> 00: 30: 01,051 Why don't we leave New York for the time being? 332 00: 30: 01,296 --> 00: 30: 04,868 You remember our journey, how happy are we? 333 00: 30: 05,079 --> 00: 30: 09,192 Yes. I remember I could swing. 334 00: 30: 09,194 --> 00: 30: 13,081 I've talked to Frank about steel business in Canada. 335 00: 30: 13,300 --> 00: 30: 18,428 - We can all honeymoon. - yes. Why not? 336 00: 30: 20,030 --> 00: 30: 21,627 Why not? 337 00: 30: 25,868 --> 00: 30: 28,731 Welcome to Canada 338 00: 30: 31,100 --> 00: 30: 34,500 Niagara waterfall Hotel Bulanmadu Niagara, right 2.5 miles. 339 00: 30: 43,562 --> 00: 30: 47,096 What i do is make a report for the company, 340 00: 30: 47,482 --> 00: 30: 50,357 where I deployed on the US market, and I tell you, 341 00: 30: 50,580 --> 00: 30: 52,521 investors arrived like a bee coming to honey ... 342 00: 30: 52,602 --> 00: 30: 53,661 that means profit for us. 343 00: 30: 53,891 --> 00: 30: 56,831 But we have adopted a scoring system every two years against investors. 344 00: 30: 56,933 --> 00: 30: 59,645 Certain. But the question now ... is it real or imaginary? 345 00: 30: 59,747 --> 00: 31: 04,762 Because 1/3 of the companies are out there imaginary, they are not real. 346 00: 31: 04,864 --> 00: 31: 08,815 They created a fake transaction system and virtual company performance charts. 347 00: 31: 08,917 --> 00: 31: 13,285 Hear. If I want to buy a horse, I will need to observe it, 348 00: 31: 13,387 --> 00: 31: 17,044 and see if the horse is healthy ... eyes, teeth, legs and more. 349 00: 31: 17,254 --> 00: 31: 19,301 Okay, Bill. Don't look at my feet. 350 00: 31: 24,985 --> 00: 31: 28,423 I can't do anything else, Lo. They also saw it. 351 00: 31: 28,629 --> 00: 31: 32,187 I'm talking about horses. What I said had no impact at all. 352 00: 31: 32,189 --> 00: 31: 33,911 You've done the best. 353 00: 31: 33,913 --> 00: 31: 38,515 Do not love. Frank doesn't pay me to see steel mills in Canada. 354 00: 31: 46,050 --> 00: 31: 48,154 I need fresh air. I'll go buy cigarettes. 355 00: 31: 48,156 --> 00: 31: 49,622 Dear... 356 00: 31: 49,902 --> 00: 31: 52,597 I just went to the shop in the corner there. I'll be back in 5 minutes. 357 00: 33: 06,315 --> 00: 33: 08,189 Hey, honey! 358 00: 33: 13,927 --> 00: 33: 15,596 Exit! 359 00: 33: 15,698 --> 00: 33: 17,097 Go away from here! 360 00: 33: 29,400 --> 00: 33: 31,850 You go away! Don't come here again! 361 00: 33: 37,404 --> 00: 33: 42,499 Hey, Lo! Hello dear! 362 00: 33: 46,486 --> 00: 33: 48,951 Honey, wait. Wait a minute, honey. 363 00: 33: 49,248 --> 00: 33: 52,456 - Lo, hold on first. - Where is the key? Give it to me. 364 00: 33: 54,296 --> 00: 33: 56,095 - Hey, stop it. - You stop! 365 00: 33: 56,110 --> 00: 33: 58,620 - You stop! - I'm driving. 366 00: 33: 58,966 --> 00: 34: 01,705 You swear on the Bible that you won't drink anymore! 367 00: 34: 03,600 --> 00: 34: 05,600 I thought we would never discuss it again. 368 00: 34: 05,682 --> 00: 34: 08,310 You left me alone here without a key for hours. 369 00: 34: 09,156 --> 00: 34: 11,950 The only thing you think about just drink. 370 00: 34: 12,172 --> 00: 34: 13,575 - I've finished drinking. - You are already sick! 371 00: 34: 13,647 --> 00: 34: 16,684 - I am done. - You must be sick! 372 00: 34: 16,686 --> 00: 34: 18,488 - Don't talk anymore. - You really are sick! 373 00: 34: 18,490 --> 00: 34: 20,596 - You really are sick! - yes. I am already sick! 374 00: 34: 20,815 --> 00: 34: 23,590 I'm tired of hearing your cry! 375 00: 34: 24,030 --> 00: 34: 26,944 Also your advice! All! 376 00: 34: 29,421 --> 00: 34: 31,669 I am sick of! I am tired! 377 00: 34: 37,507 --> 00: 34: 41,491 I want you to swear on the Bible. 378 00: 34: 41,727 --> 00: 34: 43,604 Swear to me. 379 00: 34: 44,966 --> 00: 34: 48,389 To never whine again. 380 00: 34: 58,714 --> 00: 35: 01,128 Oh, Lo! 381 00: 35: 07,873 --> 00: 35: 11,146 I fought against guilt and my anger. 382 00: 35: 11,248 --> 00:35: 14,916 I throw away my emotions because Bill has become the center of my life. 383 00: 35: 15,107 --> 00: 35: 18,838 I left him, with hope I hope this can change it. 384 00: 35: 22,751 --> 00: 35: 25,280 I can't believe I left him. Then, how? 385 00: 35: 25,681 --> 00: 35: 27,509 Patience and prayer are the only answers ... 386 00: 35: 27,811 --> 00: 35: 30,418 because you swear before God, 387 00: 35: 30,420 --> 00: 35: 32,811 sick or healthy, rich or poor. 388 00: 35: 33,905 --> 00: 35: 35,529 You know he loves you. 389 00: 35: 36,962 --> 00: 35: 38,733 Love is not enough, Mom. 390 00: 35: 38,997 --> 00: 35: 41,588 Honey, we all need love. 391 00: 35: 41,590 --> 00: 35: 43,825 We do not know how long do we have something. 392 00: 35: 43,907 --> 00: 35: 45,384 What does it mean? 393 00: 35: 45,446 --> 00: 35: 49,338 Why waste time by avoiding the people we love? 394 00: 35: 50,426 --> 00: 35: 53,204 If he has repented, I will come back to him. 395 00: 35: 53,305 --> 00: 35: 56,783 WASHINGTON DC 396 00: 36: 05,545 --> 00: 36: 10,028 Yes, I'm Mrs. Wilson. Is there a message for me? 397 00: 36: 11,341 --> 00: 36: 13,035 Has anyone ever contacted me? 398 00: 36: 13,255 --> 00: 36: 16,251 OK. thanks. 399 00: 36: 55,355 --> 00: 36: 56,597 Bill! 400 00: 37: 01,419 --> 00: 37: 04,172 Lo, I know I can leave all this. 401 00: 37: 04,520 --> 00: 37: 06,965 But I won't be able to do it without you, honey. 402 00: 37: 10,713 --> 00: 37: 12,807 I need you, honey. 403 00: 37: 16,510 --> 00: 37: 18,588 Bill, I know what's wrong. 404 00: 37: 18,856 --> 00: 37: 22,792 You want children but I can't give it to you. 405 00: 37: 23,690 --> 00: 37: 27,298 We can adopt children. 406 00: 37: 28,042 --> 00: 37: 31,978 This baby, there is another family who is waiting for him. 407 00: 37: 31,980 --> 00: 37: 36,781 There is a procedure for both of you to adopt a child. This is it... 408 00: 37: 40,221 --> 00: 37: 42,681 We need data about your family, 409 00: 37: 42,885 --> 00: 37: 44,902 data about your work and your income, 410 00: 37: 44,904 --> 00: 37: 48,572 and of course suitable recommendations to be a parent. 411 00: 37: 48,574 --> 00: 37: 50,027 Certain. 412 00: 37: 52,497 --> 00: 37: 55,220 Oh, my heart will melt. 413 00: 37: 55,518 --> 00: 37: 58,024 Yes. I don't want to lose that information. 414 00: 37: 58,126 --> 00: 37: 59,993 Yes. Now it's time to buy. 415 00: 38: 00,353 --> 00: 38: 01,640 Yes. OK. 416 00: 38: 01,952 --> 00: 38: 03,593 Not. I'll call your office. 417 00: 38: 03,841 --> 00: 38: 05,485 OK. See you later. 418 00: 38: 07,400 --> 00: 38: 10,980 Honey, don't forget. I promised Rogers to invite him in this business ... 419 00: 38: 11,290 --> 00: 38: 12,380 and try to convince your father to stop ... 420 00: 38: 12,650 --> 00: 38: 15,180 hiding the money under the mattress. 421 00: 38: 15,326 --> 00: 38: 17,007 What? What is wrong? 422 00: 38: 17,109 --> 00: 38: 18,696 Why haven't they called, Bill? 423 00: 38: 18,768 --> 00: 38: 20,968 Why agent adoption still not contacting us? 424 00: 38: 21,070 --> 00: 38: 23,494 Do you think I should go there asking for the results? 425 00: 38: 23,596 --> 00: 38: 26,469 Do not love. No need to worry. 426 00: 38: 26,571 --> 00: 38: 29,720 To adopt there are several procedures which must be done. 427 00: 38: 29,822 --> 00: 38: 32,880 We will immediately change diapers and buy milk bottles in the near future. 428 00: 38: 33,990 --> 00: 38: 35,050 - How? - OK. 429 00: 38: 36,450 --> 00: 38: 39,750 Invite your brother here and tell him to contact me. 430 00: 38: 41,611 --> 00: 38: 42,702 I love you. 431 00: 38: 43,972 --> 00: 38: 45,206 See you later tonight. 432 00: 38: 59,723 --> 00: 39: 01,419 Mrs. Wilson? 433 00: 39: 52,450 --> 00: 39: 53,996 Hello, Lo. 434 00: 39: 56,762 --> 00: 39: 59,747 You said twelve hours ago you will go home. 435 00: 40: 00,833 --> 00: 40: 04,433 Twelve hours ago I wanted to you come to me and hug me, 436 00: 40: 04,435 --> 00: 40: 06,660 and said it was too late. 437 00: 40: 08,059 --> 00: 40: 10,061 Not! Do not! 438 00: 40: 10,063 --> 00: 40: 12,246 You disgusting! 439 00: 40: 12,729 --> 00: 40: 14,700 You make me feel disgusted with you. 440 00: 40: 14,900 --> 00: 40: 17,190 I've been too stupid to trust you ... 441 00: 40: 17,192 --> 00: 40: 19,372 but still you betrayed your promise, again and again. 442 00: 40: 28,169 --> 00: 40: 33,907 You can't blame me for not getting the baby. 443 00: 40: 35,229 --> 00: 40: 38,845 You are right. Maybe you will be better without me. 444 00: 41: 03,300 --> 00: 41: 04,700 Do I have to go? 445 00: 41: 04,800 --> 00: 41: 07,120 Not. I'm glad you are here. 446 00: 41: 12,980 --> 00: 41: 15,576 They did not allow me to take care of the baby. 447 00: 41: 16,933 --> 00: 41: 19,579 Even they are not willing to say why. 448 00: 41: 19,581 --> 00: 41: 23,441 I'm sorry. You must be very sad. 449 00: 41: 23,811 --> 00: 41: 25,330 I will make tea. 450 00: 41: 30,811 --> 00: 41: 32,777 I came to warn you. 451 00: 41: 33,217 --> 00: 41: 36,530 I want to be the first person to tell you. 452 00: 41: 38,707 --> 00: 41: 43,511 Frank is under pressure from shareholders to immediately dismiss Bill. 453 00: 41: 44,807 --> 00: 41: 46,852 He gave him a warning. 454 00: 41: 48,249 --> 00: 41: 50,459 Today there is a lunch with company employees. 455 00: 41: 50,461 --> 00: 41: 53,539 Bill was drunk on the show. 456 00: 41: 57,702 --> 00: 42: 00,364 I know he starts again. 457 00: 42: 02,411 --> 00: 42: 05,177 I can feel it in the last few days. 458 00: 42: 06,052 --> 00: 42: 11,192 In the past few days? Honey, this is yearly! 459 00: 42: 11,552 --> 00: 42: 13,543 At least three years. 460 00: 42: 15,446 --> 00: 42: 18,629 Maybe that's what Bill needed as a place of escape. 461 00: 42: 18,631 --> 00: 42: 22,185 Runaway place? Lois, he needs help. 462 00: 42: 22,435 --> 00: 42: 26,137 He needs help from a professional. A sanatorium, a specialist. 463 00: 42: 28,980 --> 00: 42: 31,755 There must be something I can do. 464 00: 42: 32,333 --> 00: 42: 34,207 There must be hope. 465 00: 42: 34,309 --> 00: 42: 36,150 For God's sake! You can't control it. 466 00: 42: 36,252 --> 00: 42: 37,752 You never control it. 467 00: 42: 43,283 --> 00: 42: 46,114 I'm big in the middle of the family drink alcohol. 468 00: 42: 47,601 --> 00: 42: 50,589 And I hope this won't happen in every child. 469 00: 42: 52,865 --> 00: 42: 55,038 And it really breaks my heart. 470 00: 42: 56,112 --> 00: 42: 58,394 At the moment my heart feels broken say this to you. 471 00: 43: 01,395 --> 00: 43: 03,112 I have to do it. 472 00: 43: 05,159 --> 00: 43: 06,208 What? 473 00: 43: 09,693 --> 00: 43: 12,027 You still don't understand. 474 00: 43: 13,678 --> 00: 43: 16,971 I told the adoption agent that Bill was often drunk. 475 00: 43: 18,631 --> 00: 43: 20,916 I have to tell the truth. Forgive me. 476 00: 43: 21,519 --> 00: 43: 22,647 Forgive me. 477 00: 43: 34,637 --> 00: 43: 36,632 I want you to leave. 478 00: 43: 38,602 --> 00: 43: 41,274 Please leave my house. 479 00: 43: 58,727 --> 00: 44: 00,541 He is not here, Mrs. Wilson. 480 00: 44: 02,382 --> 00: 44: 04,088 Do you know where he is? 481 00: 44: 04,090 --> 00: 44: 05,865 Lois! 482 00: 44: 07,869 --> 00: 44: 10,365 You don't read the news in the paper? We are currently facing a crisis ... 483 00: 44: 10,367 --> 00: 44: 12,040 and we are trying to solve it. 484 00: 44: 12,649 --> 00: 44: 16,839 Bill is not here and he won't come back. 485 00: 44: 17,132 --> 00: 44: 21,357 I've fired him. 486 00: 44: 26,069 --> 00: 44: 28,215 Do you know where I can find him? 487 00: 44: 29,614 --> 00: 44: 32,414 I thought he would choose the nearest bar. 488 00: 44: 52,651 --> 00: 44: 53,884 Lois? 489 00: 44: 55,560 --> 00: 44: 57,105 I need your help. 490 00: 44: 58,009 --> 00: 44: 59,637 Bill didn't go home. 491 00: 45: 00,685 --> 00: 45: 04,866 I look for it everywhere. Police station, morgue, he just disappeared. 492 00: 45: 05,317 --> 00: 45: 07,350 I will also disappear if I become him. 493 00: 45: 07,770 --> 00: 45: 10,225 Thank you for Bill. Half of New York went bankrupt. 494 00: 45: 10,871 --> 00: 45: 13,604 Including me, and of course you are. 495 00: 45: 17,473 --> 00: 45: 19,956 Everything will be normal again. It is always like that. 496 00: 45: 19,958 --> 00:45: 21,152 This is your chance, Rogers. 497 00: 45: 21,154 --> 00: 45: 23,692 If you want to be big, You have to put your capital in stocks. 498 00: 45: 27,464 --> 00: 45: 29,464 Why are we talking about this now? 499 00: 45: 36,073 --> 00: 45: 37,490 Mother is in trouble. 500 00: 45: 38,000 --> 00: 45: 39,597 The results of the examination stated that his health was poor. 501 00: 45: 40,490 --> 00: 45: 41,786 What do you mean? 502 00: 45: 43,550 --> 00: 45: 45,675 For months he lay in the hospital. 503 00: 45: 45,989 --> 00: 45: 48,897 Of course he didn't say anything to anyone. 504 00: 45: 49,448 --> 00: 45: 50,990 He never complained. 505 00: 45: 54,474 --> 00: 45: 56,066 He got cancer. 506 00: 46: 15,365 --> 00: 46: 18,082 - Over here. - The love cannon. 507 00: 46: 20,330 --> 00: 46: 23,491 Mother! Oh, mother! 508 00: 46: 28,019 --> 00: 46: 30,896 - I love you, mom. - I am fine. 509 00: 46: 30,898 --> 00: 46: 33,457 I will be fine. Do not worry. 510 00: 46: 41,460 --> 00: 46: 42,643 Bill. 511 00: 46: 51,192 --> 00: 46: 56,127 Finally it happened too, Lo. I'm bankrupt. 512 00: 46: 57,682 --> 00: 46: 59,961 Worse than loss, honey. 513 00: 47: 06,463 --> 00: 47: 08,454 I stopped drinking. 514 00: 47: 11,386 --> 00: 47: 13,627 But I don't have faith like you. 515 00: 47: 14,394 --> 00: 47: 20,442 I don't have faith like you. I don't know what else to do. 516 00: 47: 21,116 --> 00: 47: 23,111 I don't know what else to do. 517 00: 47: 53,255 --> 00: 47: 55,469 - Hey, Rogers. - Bill. 518 00: 47: 57,664 --> 00: 47: 59,062 thanks. 519 00: 48: 13,726 --> 00: 48: 15,686 This is not the time for father and mother ... 520 00: 48: 15,688 --> 00: 48: 17,388 bear another burden. 521 00: 48: 17,390 --> 00: 48: 20,152 - I won't stay here long. - I'm not talking about you. 522 00: 48: 21,000 --> 00: 48: 23,235 We just stayed here until Bill gets a job. 523 00: 48: 23,237 --> 00: 48: 26,737 Don't think about bad ideas so that I stay here caring for mom ... 524 00: 48: 26,739 --> 00: 48: 28,790 after he came home from the hospital. 525 00: 48: 32,991 --> 00: 48: 35,219 How long will you still pretend? 526 00: 48: 36,455 --> 00: 48: 38,093 You can risk everything you have for Bill, 527 00: 48: 38,095 --> 00: 48: 40,961 but you don't have to follow it until he entered his tomb. 528 00: 48: 41,226 --> 00: 48: 43,393 For me it's really terrible what did you just say. 529 00: 48: 44,004 --> 00: 48: 46,750 He is my husband and I love him. 530 00: 48: 47,108 --> 00: 48: 49,333 We all love Bill. Another Yan, too. 531 00: 48: 51,499 --> 00: 48: 54,086 Has he ever thought of someone besides himself? 532 00: 48: 55,203 --> 00: 48: 58,061 He is destined to be with us, Rogers. He loves us all. 533 00: 48: 58,438 --> 00: 49: 01,031 But he loves drinks more. 534 00: 49: 01,669 --> 00: 49: 05,584 He wants to stop. He tried to stop. 535 00: 49: 05,865 --> 00: 49: 08,456 I believe he will be able to do it. 536 00: 49: 09,366 --> 00: 49: 11,380 That is my choice. 537 00: 49: 17,016 --> 00: 49: 19,469 For anyone who is on vacation ... 538 00: 49: 19,471 --> 00: 49: 21,639 who wants to do a simple game with a bridge, 539 00: 49: 21,641 --> 00: 49: 24,249 then this folding table is the answer. 540 00: 49: 25,389 --> 00: 49: 27,659 You can set it up in seconds, 541 00: 49: 27,992 --> 00: 49: 32,811 and each leg has a smooth edge to protect your floor. 542 00: 49: 36,969 --> 00: 49: 39,096 This will be very easy to clean the surface ... 543 00: 49: 39,098 --> 00: 49: 42,374 and can be decorated with your favorite tablecloth. 544 00: 49: 48,142 --> 00: 49: 51,747 I want to talk to Lois. 545 00: 50: 01,482 --> 00: 50: 08,220 I always try to give advice wise to you. 546 00: 50: 08,786 --> 00: 50: 10,515 Oh, mother! 547 00: 50: 11,325 --> 00: 50: 14,999 All in my life, I learn from you. 548 00: 50: 15,513 --> 00: 50: 18,865 I was amazed that you remained faithful standing beside Bill. 549 00: 50: 21,890 --> 00: 50: 24,208 We all pray for him, 550 00: 50: 24,772 --> 00: 50: 30,064 and you helped him as best you could. 551 00: 50: 32,043 --> 00: 50: 38,900 But Lois, you have to find your own life. 552 00: 50: 39,515 --> 00: 50: 42,753 So you can be happy. 553 00: 50: 44,401 --> 00: 50: 50,748 Because if I don't, I'm worried someday your life will be filled with bitterness ... 554 00: 50: 50,750 --> 00: 50: 55,563 because happiness has been taken away from you. 555 00: 50: 55,565 --> 00: 50: 59,708 Don't let this happen to you. 556 00: 51: 02,154 --> 00: 51: 03,668 I will not let it. 557 00: 51: 09,555 --> 00: 51: 12,655 In 1934. 558 00: 51: 19,456 --> 00: 51: 22,717 One by one we sell our lives. 559 00: 51: 24,191 --> 00: 51: 27,487 What I have is a wish to save us. 560 00: 51: 34,780 --> 00: 51: 38,424 I remember this piano. I've been here when I was a kid. 561 00: 51: 38,426 --> 00: 51: 40,764 Your father bought me a candle. 562 00: 51: 41,700 --> 00: 51: 43,400 What do doctors say? She is fine? 563 00: 51: 43,500 --> 00: 51: 47,270 She is fine. He moved to Boston and married. 564 00: 51: 47,454 --> 00: 51: 49,069 Nice to hear that. 565 00: 51: 49,071 --> 00: 51: 52,267 - Give my regards to him. - I will say. 566 00: 51: 52,269 --> 00: 51: 53,631 thanks. 567 00: 52: 10,360 --> 00: 52: 13,115 Wait a minute. Watch Out. Watch Out. 568 00: 52: 14,018 --> 00: 52: 15,467 Mrs. Wilson! 569 00: 52: 15,671 --> 00: 52: 21,139 Can you please make coffee? Mr. Wilson drinks too much whiskey. 570 00: 52: 21,141 --> 00: 52: 23,391 How did you get here? You drive a car, Abby? 571 00: 52: 23,393 --> 00: 52: 27,889 Driving? Not. Bentley drove us. 572 00: 52: 28,137 --> 00: 52: 31,250 Tin crashed into a house. 573 00: 52: 33,378 --> 00: 52: 38,171 He hit the wall then he stopped in the kitchen. 574 00: 52: 38,374 --> 00: 52: 42,015 - The girl said ... - Bill? 575 00: 52: 42,280 --> 00: 52: 43,356 Bill! 576 00: 52: 43,358 --> 00: 52: 46,716 - He said, "Very beautiful." - Then I said, "You are so ... 577 00: 52: 47,096 --> 00: 52: 53,785 Abby, he doesn't breathe. Oh no! Bill! 578 00: 52: 55,012 --> 00: 52: 57,327 Abby, do something! 579 00: 53: 05,060 --> 00: 53: 06,356 Speak to him. 580 00: 53: 07,716 --> 00: 53: 10,214 Bill, can you hear me? 581 00: 53: 11,453 --> 00: 53: 12,981 Bill? 582 00: 53: 14,185 --> 00: 53: 16,955 I think your love for me that makes you stop, 583 00: 53: 16,957 --> 00: 53: 19,072 but if you can't stop it for our sake, 584 00: 53: 19,278 --> 00: 53: 22,870 then stop because you will die if you don't stop it. 585 00: 53: 24,025 --> 00: 53: 26,591 I will fight for you with everything I have. 586 00: 53: 26,794 --> 00: 53: 29,263 But I need you to help me. 587 00: 53: 29,265 --> 00: 53: 31,448 I want you to fight with me. 588 00: 53: 32,735 --> 00: 53: 36,340 We have to do it together, honey. 589 00: 53: 36,342 --> 00: 53: 41,119 I begged you, Bill. I beg of you. 590 00: 54: 07,240 --> 00: 54: 11,680 Bill? Bill? I am home. 591 00: 54: 23,440 --> 00: 54: 26,333 Open the door! Let me in, Bill! 592 00: 54: 26,941 --> 00: 54: 30,174 Help me! Help me! 593 00: 54: 30,380 --> 00: 54: 32,525 This is me. This is me, Bill. 594 00: 54: 33,507 --> 00: 54: 36,380 Bill! Not! 595 00: 54: 45,417 --> 00: 54: 48,057 - Don't! I'll jump from this window! - This is me, your best friend. 596 00: 54: 48,059 --> 00: 54: 49,983 Retreat or I'll jump! 597 00: 54: 50,996 --> 00: 54: 52,746 You are hallucinating. 598 00: 54: 52,748 --> 00: 54: 57,052 Honey, you're just hallucinating. There is no one else here. 599 00: 54: 58,284 --> 00: 55: 03,925 - Come here. - It's really not safe here. 600 00: 55: 06,414 --> 00: 55: 08,872 I am here. I am here. 601 00: 55: 26,300 --> 00: 55: 30,424 Honey, don't tell them where we are. 602 00: 55: 31,632 --> 00: 55: 34,529 We are safe here. Over here. 603 00: 55: 35,663 --> 00: 55: 37,450 No one will find us. 604 00: 55: 37,452 --> 00: 55: 42,143 - Don't say where we are. - I won't say. 605 00: 55: 59,093 --> 00: 56: 00,949 - Mrs. Wilson? - yes. 606 00: 56: 00,951 --> 00: 56: 03,813 - Has the calculation finished? - Not. Not finished. 607 00: 56: 06,705 --> 00: 56: 08,856 I want to talk to you after business hours. 608 00: 56: 08,857 --> 00: 56: 10,079 Certain. 609 00: 56: 11,527 --> 00: 56: 12,651 Bill? 610 00: 56: 16,995 --> 00: 56: 18,401 Hello, Lo. 611 00: 56: 21,685 --> 00: 56: 23,292 How do you feel? 612 00: 56: 41,839 --> 00: 56: 44,150 Where do you get money? to buy this drink? 613 00: 56: 47,183 --> 00: 56: 48,679 From where? 614 00: 56: 50,416 --> 00: 56: 52,845 I found a box ... 615 00: 56: 54,383 --> 00: 56: 55,444 Lo? 616 00: 57: 09,991 --> 00: 57: 12,544 This is just the money we have. 617 00: 57: 13,966 --> 00: 57: 16,115 I am sorry, dear. 618 00: 57: 16,382 --> 00: 57: 21,415 I just got a warning from my workplace. I'm late in every day. 619 00: 57: 21,648 --> 00: 57: 23,743 I can't do anything right. 620 00: 57: 26,447 --> 00: 57: 29,516 Lo, actually God is my witness. 621 00: 57: 31,010 --> 00: 57: 33,647 God is your witness? 622 00: 57: 36,775 --> 00: 57: 40,364 God is your witness? 623 00: 57: 51,499 --> 00: 57: 54,913 "For my beloved wife, who has supported me so much. 624 00: 57: 55,015 --> 00: 57: 58,114 "I left my writing here as proof of my vow to you ... 625 00: 57: 58,216 --> 00: 58: 00,725 that I will never drink another drink, forever." 626 00: 58: 00,827 --> 00: 58: 03,492 Dated, October 20, 1928. 627 00: 58: 03,494 --> 00: 58: 05,399 Six years ago! 628 00: 58: 05,664 --> 00: 58: 07,306 Second writing. 629 00: 58: 07,635 --> 00: 58: 12,381 "My strength has increased 100 times because of my love for you ". 630 00: 58: 13,364 --> 00: 58: 14,932 Then 3 years ago. 631 00: 58: 14,934 --> 00: 58: 18,460 "For once again I tell you, I will stop it ". 632 00: 58: 22,342 --> 00: 58: 24,363 Do you know me have stopped praying? 633 00: 58: 24,365 --> 00: 58: 28,835 My prayer feels like ash in my mouth. 634 00: 58: 37,035 --> 00: 58: 39,380 No, Lo. Not! 635 00: 58: 39,800 --> 00: 58: 42,539 Not. I want you to see ... 636 00: 58: 42,541 --> 00: 58: 46,641 how sad and sad I am when you see drinking a drink. 637 00: 58: 46,741 --> 00: 58: 50,147 - Not! - Do not love. Do not! 638 00: 58: 52,090 --> 00: 58: 54,044 If I can't stop you, 639 00: 58: 54,046 --> 00: 58: 56,324 You also can't stop me. 640 00: 58: 56,326 --> 00: 59: 00,712 You can't stop me, Bill! You can't forbid me! 641 00: 59: 03,940 --> 00: 59: 07,223 Give it to me. You can't forbid me. 642 00: 59: 46,489 --> 00: 59: 47,699 Nice to meet you, Abby. 643 00: 59: 51,034 --> 00: 59: 52,595 Nice to meet you, Bill. 644 00: 59: 56,724 --> 01: 00: 01,996 Abby, please help me. If you bring more alcohol to this house ... 645 01: 00: 01,998 --> 01: 00: 04,111 Not. There is no alcohol, Lois. This is about the others. 646 01: 00: 04,797 --> 01: 00: 07,395 Look at me, I'm a drunkard too. 647 01: 00: 07,801 --> 1:00: 11,087 Then I joined a group. It's called the Oxford group, 648 01: 00: 11,554 --> 01: 00: 14,721 and God has released me from alcohol. 649 01: 00: 15,033 --> 01: 00: 18,033 I came to talk to Bill, hope to fix it. 650 01: 00: 20,766 --> 01: 00: 22,300 Nice to meet you. 651 01: 00: 39,198 --> 01: 00: 40,542 Do you believe that? 652 01: 00: 41,137 --> 01: 00: 45,983 He came here with everything he said. 653 01: 00: 50,792 --> 01: 00: 53,020 Abby has also been a drunkard, Bill. 654 01: 00: 53,122 --> 01: 00: 57,792 Drunkard? Not a dime I'll bet for the bullshit! 655 01: 00: 57,894 --> 01: 01: 03,079 He is good at preaching, he is really bragging, Lo. You know it. You also know that. 656 01: 01: 03,544 --> 01: 01: 05,733 I know. 657 01: 01: 07,170 --> 01: 01: 09,701 I don't know what you mean, Lo. 658 01: 01: 11,079 --> 01: 01: 13,485 He has poisoned you to fight me. 659 01: 01: 855 --> 01: 01: 16,389 I did make myself looking like a bum. 660 01: 01: 18,125 --> 01: 01: 21,825 But I'm a man. And I'm the head of this household. 661 01: 01: 21,927 --> 01: 01: 25,142 I have the right to decide to keep drinking or stop it. 662 01: 01: 26,253 --> 01: 01: 27,789 I don't know what you are looking for. 663 01: 01: 27,890 --> 01: 01: 30,981 You have taken everything. There's nothing left, Bill. 664 01: 01: 31,084 --> 01: 01: 33,506 I am bored! Do you hear me? 665 01: 01: 33,508 --> 01: 01: 36,898 I'm tired of living with someone who can't respect me! 666 01: 01: 36,910 --> 01: 01: 39,050 I'm sick of all this! 667 01: 01: 47,001 --> 01: 01: 51,200 You are nothing more than a drunkard. 668 01: 01: 51,435 --> 01: 01: 55,253 Every time you get drunk, I feel guilty, 669 01: 01: 55,355 --> 01: 01: 57,182 as if it was my fault. 670 01: 01: 57,467 --> 01: 01: 59,367 As if I can't be a good wife, 671 01: 01: 59,469 --> 01: 02: 01,369 because I won't be able to anymore giving birth. 672 01: 02: 02,277 --> 01: 02: 04,982 I don't want to live like this anymore. 673 01: 02: 06,968 --> 01: 02: 11,666 I lied because I'm trying to protect you. 674 01: 02: 11,768 --> 01: 02: 15,057 I should have put you first in a sanatorium, 675 01: 02: 15,159 --> 01: 02: 17,969 as my father had suggested because that's where you are. 676 01: 02: 18,721 --> 01: 02: 21,137 Because you are crazy! 677 01: 02: 21,853 --> 01: 02: 26,747 - I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy! - Yes, you are crazy! You are crazy! 678 01: 02: 26,849 --> 01: 02: 28,949 And you drive me crazy. 679 01: 02: 29,520 --> 01: 02: 31,240 You know it! 680 01: 02: 31,353 --> 01: 02: 38,032 You have been gone for days and I'm afraid you won't come back again! 681 01: 02: 38,261 --> 01: 02: 41,399 This time I think that you will not come back again. 682 01: 02: 41,766 --> 01: 02: 45,664 Even to die you are not worthy! 683 01: 02: 52,600 --> 01: 02: 53,800 Oh no! 684 01: 03: 14,093 --> 01: 03: 15,880 - hello? - Hello, Sister. 685 01: 03: 15,962 --> 01: 03: 17,220 Rogers. 686 01: 03: 17,585 --> 01: 03: 21,048 I just want to tell you, Bill entered the hospital again. 687 01: 03: 21,268 --> 01: 03: 25,706 He came to check himself out and ask me to bear the costs. 688 01: 03: 27,112 --> 01: 03: 30,095 - I'll take care of it. - You are sure? 689 01: 03: 30,648 --> 01: 03: 35,470 Yes. Thank you for telling me. 690 01: 03: 35,703 --> 01: 03: 36,973 See you later, Lois. 691 01: 04: 10,746 --> 01: 04: 12,115 Bill? 692 01: 04: 13,616 --> 01: 04: 15,416 Bill. 693 01: 04: 15,517 --> 01: 04: 16,884 Hello, Lo. 694 01: 04: 30,600 --> 01: 04: 32,400 Last night I walked alone, along the roadside. 695 01: 04: 33,650 --> 01: 04: 35,550 As far as my feet are still able to move. 696 01: 04: 39,038 --> 01: 04: 43,949 Think of everything that happened between us. 697 01: 04: 46,270 --> 01: 04: 50,585 I don't want to die yet, Lo. 698 01: 04: 52,868 --> 01: 04: 55,708 But I also don't want to live my life without you. 699 01: 04: 58,194 --> 01: 05: 01,098 Honey, maybe you still remember what Abby once told me ... 700 01: 05: 01,320 --> 01: 05: 07,897 that I won't be able to live alone. I'm very weak. 701 01: 05: 09,708 --> 01: 05: 14,367 At that time I cried. I ask for his help. 702 01: 05: 14,584 --> 01: 05: 17,773 I can't describe it, Lo. Sounds crazy, I know that. 703 01: 05: 11,114 --> 01: 05: 20,631 Maybe I'm crazy. 704 01: 05: 22,927 --> 01: 05: 25,963 But this room is full of light ... 705 01: 05: 28,130 --> 01: 05: 31,738 and I feel the presence of God, Lo. 706 01: 05: 34,819 --> 01: 05: 39,340 I leave all my burden. I feel free... 707 01: 05: 39,602 --> 01: 05: 43,696 for the first time in my life. 708 01: 05: 47,619 --> 01: 05: 49,924 Free of everything. 709 01: 05: 54955 --> 01: 05: 56,795 In 1935. 710 01: 05: 57,296 --> 01: 05: 59,846 My husband really wants to stop drinking. 711 01: 06: 02,926 --> 01: 06: 04,818 I remember our past. I believe ... 712 01: 06: 04,920 --> 01: 06: 07,835 we can restore our happiness the previous one. 713 01: 06: 30,973 --> 01: 06: 32,250 They don't want to hear it. 714 01: 06: 32,782 --> 01: 06: 36,461 They just looked at me with glaring eyes ... 715 01: 06: 36,563 --> 01: 06: 39,111 and say that my sermon they had heard before. 716 01: 06: 39,691 --> 01: 06: 40,891 Look at them, honey. 717 01: 06: 41,300 --> 01: 06: 43,611 Two drunks are telling their sad story, 718 01: 06: 43,817 --> 01: 06: 46,017 even though they are drunk they still listen. 719 01: 06: 46,267 --> 01: 06: 48,694 I already said that the sky will fall, 720 01: 06: 48,796 --> 01: 06: 51,128 but still they don't want to heed me. 721 01: 06: 52,381 --> 01: 06: 55,750 I think talking to them will invite you to get drunk again. 722 01: 06: 57,266 --> 01: 06: 59,316 But I differ with them. 723 01: 06: 59,570 --> 01: 07: 02,266 I also drank, but I haven't had a drink in four months. 724 01: 07: 02,268 --> 01: 07: 03,877 Twenty seven days. 725 01: 07: 07,691 --> 01: 07: 09,350 Twenty seven days. 726 01: 07: 10,771 --> 01: 07: 14,127 You will be fine. Better than good. 727 01: 07: 15,204 --> 01: 07: 17,483 I haven't worked long enough, Lo. 728 01: 07: 20,110 --> 01: 07: 21,810 Hopefully they don't give hard question, 729 01: 07: 21,892 --> 01: 07: 23,612 because it's certain I won't be able to answer that. 730 01: 07: 24,066 --> 01: 07: 26,248 They will see who you are. 731 01: 07: 26,516 --> 01: 07: 30,726 A man with work principles and a better way of thinking. 732 01: 07: 30,728 --> 01: 07: 33,460 Without you knowing it you will arouse their attention. 733 01: 07: 34,049 --> 01: 07: 36,201 They will hire you if they are interested in you. 734 01: 07: 36,461 --> 01: 07: 39,776 Contact me as soon as you arrive and write a letter to me every day. 735 01: 07: 39,858 --> 01: 07: 40,924 Yes ma'am. 736 01: 07: 45,011 --> 01: 07: 47,702 - I love you. - I love you, too. 737 01: 07: 48,439 --> 01: 07: 50,839 Yes. I asked to be connected to Mr. Wilson's room. 738 01: 07: 51,672 --> 01: 07: 52,683 Bill Wilson. 739 01: 07: 55,445 --> 01: 07: 59,461 I've left a message for him for 4 days. Are you sure he will accept it? 740 01: 08: 02,011 --> 01: 08: 03,839 OK. thanks. 741 01: 08: 27,527 --> 01: 08: 29,433 - hello? - Honey, it's me. 742 01: 08: 29,435 --> 01: 08: 32,635 Bill, where have you been? 743 01: 08: 32,852 --> 01: 08: 34,494 Honey, I'm fine. Listen to me. 744 01: 08: 34,776 --> 01: 08: 37,959 Much has happened here. The business that was agreed upon finally failed. 745 01: 08: 38,061 --> 01: 08: 40,212 That doesn't matter. Go home. 746 01: 08: 40,460 --> 01: 08: 43,612 Not. I can't go home yet. Something happened here. 747 01: 08: 43,714 --> 01: 08: 48,339 Honey, you remember when you said because my drink is often drunk ... 748 01: 08: 48,441 --> 01: 08: 50,155 I keep it. 749 01: 08: 50,481 --> 01: 08: 52,993 When a business offer doesn't reach an agreement, I stand in the middle of the lobby ... 750 01: 08: 53,226 --> 01: 08: 57,134 and I remember there was a list of pastors at the hotel, 751 01: 08: 57,350 --> 01: 08: 59,490 then I tried to contact one of them. 752 01: 08: 59,711 --> 01: 09: 02,526 I told him he needed to talk with a drunk ... 753 01: 09: 02,726 --> 01: 09: 04,959 then he gave me the address of a doctor, honey. 754 01: 09: 05,369 --> 01: 09: 08,444 - His name is Dr. Bob. - dr. Bob? 755 01: 09: 08,820 --> 01: 09: 12,975 Yes. He used to be an alcoholic, and I swear, he saved my life here, Lo. 756 01: 09: 13,077 --> 01: 09: 15,319 I feel safe here. 757 01: 09: 17,793 --> 01: 09: 19,058 That's great. 758 01: 09: 20,758 --> 01: 09: 22,226 What is it, honey? 759 01: 09: 25,153 --> 01: 09: 28,416 Lo, actually I still get drunk. I'm still drunk. 760 01: 09: 28,898 --> 01: 09: 31,238 I don't know if you are still alive or dead, 761 01: 09: 31,240 --> 01: 09: 32,840 or suffer somewhere. 762 01: 09: 32,842 --> 01: 09: 34,908 I keep thinking about you, Bill. 763 01: 09: 37,775 --> 01: 09: 39,413 I am sorry, dear. 764 1: 09: 39,787 --> 01: 09: 42,169 I miss you too and i love you. 765 01: 09: 42,680 --> 01: 09: 45,867 I want you to come here and live with me in Ohio. 766 01: 09: 46,318 --> 01: 09: 50,573 I will send a ticket for you, then you come here and stay with me. 767 01: 09: 50,880 --> 01: 09: 52,952 I'll explain everything. 768 01: 09: 54,524 --> 01: 09: 56,132 Lo, honey? 769 01: 10: 21,980 --> 01: 10: 25,328 They are very good, Lo. You will see it later. 770 01: 10: 25,558 --> 01: 10: 27,228 They are also waiting for me. 771 01: 10: 27,400 --> 01: 10: 28,900 The wife is there. 772 01: 10: 30,465 --> 01: 10: 32,965 - Which just came out definitely Dr. Bob. - yes. There he is. 773 01: 10: 35,954 --> 01: 10: 37,279 Lois! 774 01: 10: 38,513 --> 01: 10: 41,091 - hello. - Lois! 775 01: 10: 45,743 --> 01: 10: 47,657 - We are very happy. - Nice to meet you. 776 01: 10: 47,759 --> 01: 10: 50,936 - Hello, Lois. I'm Bob. - Nice to meet you, Bob. 777 01: 10: 51,038 --> 01: 10: 52,538 Nice to meet you. Let's go in. 778 01: 10: 55,789 --> 01: 10: 58,292 I thank your husband. I was also a drunkard. 779 01: 10: 58,879 --> 01: 11: 02,083 This is truly a miracle, after years. 780 01: 11: 03,130 --> 01: 11: 07,831 I'm grateful not only because Bill is here, but also for your presence, Lois. 781 01: 11: 08,445 --> 01: 11: 10,300 If it's not for you and Annie, 782 01: 11: 10,437 --> 01: 11: 13,525 Bill and I might still be alcoholics to death, 783 01: 11: 13,744 --> 01: 11: 16,369 or locked up in a mental hospital this time. 784 01: 11: 16,647 --> 01: 11: 18,758 It really can happen. 785 01: 11: 19,476 --> 01: 11: 20,759 thanks. 786 01: 11: 23,525 --> 01: 11: 26,243 Honey, these past few days we share each other's experiences ... 787 01: 11: 26,616 --> 01: 11: 30,418 and we realize there are a number of things that affects someone's life ... 788 01: 11: 30,420 --> 01: 11: 32,742 so he became a drunkard. 789 01: 11: 34,291 --> 01: 11: 38,022 Until when I met Dr. Bob, I confess that I'm a drunkard, 790 01: 11: 38,257 --> 01: 11: 40,541 and about my stubborn self and always want to get drunk ... 791 01: 11: 41,086 --> 01: 11: 46,757 Honey, I told you, we were together in this house can make all the difference. 792 01: 11: 47,202 --> 01: 11: 48,869 They went to the hospital. 793 01: 11: 49,305 --> 01: 11: 51,431 They talked with alcoholics hospitalized there. 794 01: 11: 51,648 --> 01: 11: 53,851 Sometimes it also brings them here. 795 01: 11: 54,603 --> 01: 11: 58,810 I witnessed it myself, destruction can restore one's life. 796 01: 12: 01,242 --> 01: 12: 02,851 Annie, actually I'm embarrassed to admit it, 797 01: 12: 03,165 --> 01: 12: 05,215 when Bill picked me up at the train station ... 798 01: 12: 05,463 --> 01: 12: 08,990 I see him so healthy, IAM very angry. 799 01: 12: 09,306 --> 01: 12: 12,634 How could someone he had just met in Akron can make a difference, 800 01: 12: 12,636 --> 01: 12: 15,506 while I tried it for 17 years? 801 01: 12: 16,085 --> 01: 12: 17,934 Here we have an association. 802 01: 12: 26,085 --> 01: 12: 29,021 In principle, I also feel the same way to Bill. 803 01: 12: 29,306 --> 01: 12: 31,211 Then I started thinking ... 804 01: 12: 31,975 --> 01: 12: 35,210 maybe Bob needs someone else to talk to him. 805 01: 12: 35,444 --> 01: 12: 37,104 Maybe it's because I'm too close. 806 01: 12: 38,443 --> 01: 12: 41,717 I am happy to be able to talk to someone who wants to understand me. 807 01: 12: 43,141 --> 01: 12: 47,535 Yes. I think by being a drunkard they feel their own challenges. 808 01: 12: 48,392 --> 01: 12: 52,140 Oh, yes. Yes, of course. 809 01: 12: 53,284 --> 01: 12: 56,675 You are right. They are indeed very good. 810 01: 12: 57,593 --> 01: 12: 58,930 Yes, of course. 811 01: 13: 01,722 --> 01: 13: 03,120 Bob and I talked tonight, 812 01: 13: 03,402 --> 01: 13: 05,122 we will start forming a society. 813 1:13: 06,425 --> 01: 13: 12,530 Without certain ambitions, and prioritize brotherhood. 814 01: 13: 13,819 --> 01: 13: 15,203 Later after we return to Brooklyn, 815 01: 13: 15,369 --> 01: 13: 20,391 I will work on a society with some friends at home. 816 01: 13: 21,592 --> 01: 13: 23,624 For many alcoholics, Lo. 817 01: 13: 23,774 --> 01: 13: 25,694 I see so many places which accommodates alcoholics. 818 01: 13: 25,776 --> 01: 13: 29,279 Hospitals or other public facilities such as Bellevue. 819 01: 13: 29,407 --> 01: 13: 31,696 I don't know what to do with them. 820 01: 13: 34,952 --> 01: 13: 37,282 I know I'm asking too much, honey. 821 01: 13: 40,183 --> 01: 13: 43,783 In 1938. 822 01: 13: 58,656 --> 01: 14: 01,390 Can you please step aside from the stairs of my house? 823 01: 14: 02,234 --> 01: 14: 04,247 What's your problem, friend? 824 01: 14: 19,590 --> 01: 14: 21,938 - Daddy! - Hello, Lois. 825 01: 14: 22,139 --> 01: 14: 24,834 - Glad to see you! - I'm also happy to see you again. 826 01: 14: 25,591 --> 01: 14: 28,906 Daddy, this is Charlie, Wes, George and Hank. 827 01: 14: 29,008 --> 01: 14: 30,484 This is my father, Dr. Burnham. 828 01: 14: 30,586 --> 01: 14: 31,761 An honor for me, sir. 829 01: 14: 31,966 --> 01: 14: 33,030 dr. Burnham! 830 01: 14: 33,132 --> 01: 14: 34,317 Nice to meet you again, sir. 831 01: 14: 34,399 --> 01: 14: 36,294 Hello, Abby. I'm also happy to see you again. 832 01: 14: 37,704 --> 01: 14: 40,060 Lois, for God's sake, what is happening here? 833 01: 14: 40,966 --> 01: 14: 42,763 I will prepare food immediately. 834 01: 14: 42,845 --> 01: 14: 45,371 Lois, I'm only for a moment. 835 01: 14: 47,800 --> 01: 14: 50,356 Do you want to turn our house into a hotel? 836 01: 14: 50,622 --> 01:14: 52,531 They are our guests, Father. 837 01: 14: 53,000 --> 01: 14: 54,900 One alcoholic is still not enough? 838 01: 14: 55,779 --> 01: 14: 58,904 This looks like a ward for alcoholics in Bellevue. 839 01: 15: 02,055 --> 01: 15: 03,226 Where is Bill? 840 01: 15: 04,184 --> 01:15: 06,963 He has a mission to help alcoholics. 841 01:15: 06,965 --> 01:15: 08,856 Chat with those who are hospitalized. 842 01:15: 09,421 --> 01:15: 10,638 Because he is a drunkard too. 843 01: 15: 11,383 --> 01:15: 12,883 That's good for Bill. 844 01: 15: 15,603 --> 01:15: 18,353 You two have not paid the loan installments. 845 01: 15: 18,355 --> 01: 15: 20,356 I received a notification letter from the bank. 846 01: 15: 21,371 --> 01: 15: 23,136 They threaten eviction. 847 01: 15: 24,730 --> 01:15: 26,496 I will take care of it. 848 01: 15: 26,703 --> 01: 15: 28,326 I promise. 849 01:15: 28,904 --> 01:15: 30,869 You deserve better. 850 01: 15: 47,618 --> 01: 15: 50,027 Day after day what happened to me started to improve because of me ... 851 01:15: 50,243 --> 01: 15: 52,119 asking God to work in my life, 852 01: 15: 52,121 --> 01: 15: 56,288 and he relieved my burden, and forgive my sins. 853 01: 15: 56,776 --> 01: 15: 59,420 Until now I have never been drunk again. 854 01: 16: 00,210 --> 01: 16: 03,444 I did not say that all of this can be passed easily. 855 01: 16: 04,671 --> 01: 16: 06,553 Lois can see it for himself. 856 01: 16: 07,280 --> 01: 16: 09,138 This is the first time I've experienced it. 857 01: 16: 10,459 --> 01: 16: 13,617 I don't know what the process is, but in reality it works. 858 01: 16: 15,307 --> 01: 16: 17,318 - How are you feeling, Wes? - Very good. 859 01: 16: 18,026 --> 01: 16: 19,256 I'm glad you are here. 860 01: 16: 30,800 --> 01: 16: 31,945 Hello dear. 861 01: 16: 31,947 --> 01: 16: 33,788 I need to talk to you about this house, Bill. 862 01: 16: 33,790 --> 01: 16: 35,340 Yes alright. 863 01: 16: 35,353 --> 01: 16: 37,353 I received an eviction warning letter. 864 01: 16: 37,355 --> 01: 16: 39,555 I've come a little late to the association. 865 01: 16: 39,670 --> 01: 16: 40,870 Your community. 866 01: 16: 40,972 --> 01: 16: 42,272 I still have 10 minutes to get there. 867 01: 16: 42,374 --> 01: 16: 44,074 Lo, we can talk about this after i come home later? 868 01: 16: 44,176 --> 01: 16: 46,787 Not! I want to discuss it now. 869 01: 16: 46,889 --> 01: 16: 49,765 Lo, I promise. We will talk about this after I came home from the gathering. 870 01: 16: 51,125 --> 01: 16: 53,115 Fuck your group! 871 01: 16: 59,932 --> 01: 17: 02,586 You lived with me for a dozen years ... 872 01: 17: 03,052 --> 01: 17: 06,943 but you never cared what i went through. 873 01: 17: 08,442 --> 01: 17: 12,568 You are my husband but I can't count on you. 874 01: 17: 13,152 --> 01: 17: 17,145 I pray and fight for you as if there were no other people. 875 01: 17: 20,257 --> 01: 17: 24,365 Why is my love still not enough make you stop? 876 01: 17: 26,955 --> 01: 17: 29,224 When is my turn? 877 01: 17: 34,929 --> 01: 17: 37,852 When will you do the same for me? 878 01: 18: 04,107 --> 01: 18: 06,243 - Hello, Lo. - Hello all. 879 01: 18: 07,840 --> 01: 18: 08,881 Hello dear. 880 01: 18: 12,150 --> 01: 18: 15,073 - Do you want to talk? - Not. 881 01: 18: 17,178 --> 01: 18: 21,117 I have an idea for us to be together make a book. 882 01: 18: 22,160 --> 01: 18: 23,503 This book will discuss about ... 883 01: 18: 24,195 --> 01: 18: 27,916 recovery steps for alcoholism we have tried before. 884 01: 18: 29,080 --> 01: 18: 33,150 I think maybe we can help them who are addicted to alcohol like us. 885 01: 18: 33,372 --> 01: 18: 34,772 Thank you, Lo. 886 01: 18: 37,972 --> 01: 18: 41,082 Maybe we will be able to pay some installments. 887 01: 18: 42,878 --> 01: 18: 44,583 I believe that will help a lot. 888 01: 18: 46,365 --> 01: 18: 47,971 Now it's time for us to start thinking. 889 01: 18: 48,500 --> 01: 18: 54,192 I've contacted Dr. Bob and gather some ideas. 890 01: 18: 55,964 --> 01: 18: 59,731 The plan is I will make a script ... 891 1: 19: 01,215 --> 01: 19: 05,347 Excuse me. You know one who joined the meeting? 892 01: 19: 06,333 --> 01: 19: 07,697 My husband. 893 01: 19: 08,597 --> 01: 19: 10,069 My husband is also there. 894 01: 19: 10,711 --> 01: 19: 12,097 Do you want to join? 895 01: 19: 12,993 --> 01: 19: 16,427 - I don't want to be troublesome. - Absolutely not. 896 01: 19: 16,963 --> 01: 19: 19,004 I can make tea ... 897 01: 19: 19,630 --> 01: 19: 22,463 I want to have friends talking tonight. 898 01: 19: 28,819 --> 01: 19: 33,769 We come from out of town. My name is Anne Bingham. 899 01: 19: 33,841 --> 01: 19: 35,677 My name is Lois Wilson. 900 01: 19: 35,759 --> 01: 19: 37,934 If I don't come here, 901 01: 19: 38,066 --> 01: 19: 39,834 I'm not sure he will join in in association, 902 01: 19: 39,916 --> 01: 19: 41,426 so I drove her here. 903 01: 19: 41,504 --> 01: 19: 44,367 I tried to cover up for years my husband's bad habits, 904 01: 19: 44,616 --> 01: 19: 47,610 because I was worried he was killed or kill someone else. 905 01: 19: 47,683 --> 01: 19: 48,818 Correctly. 906 01: 19: 49,462 --> 01: 19: 51,458 Never at all thought of me ... 907 01: 19: 51,540 --> 01: 19: 53,835 they will be able to make it an association like this. 908 01: 19: 54,818 --> 01: 19: 56,517 Will we invite them too? 909 1: 19: 57,161 --> 01: 19: 58,584 Let's do it. 910 01: 20: 00,364 --> 01: 20: 02,564 Excuse me. You know one who joined the meeting? 911 01: 20: 02,565 --> 01: 20: 03,565 Yes. 912 01: 20: 03,650 --> 01:20: 06,050 I'm Lois Wilson, and this is my home. 913 01: 20: 06,052 --> 01:20: 07,502 Do you want to join? 914 01: 20: 14,551 --> 01:20: 15,845 Dora? 915 01: 20: 17,098 --> 01: 20: 21,395 Lois? I didn't expect it at all. 916 01: 20: 31,100 --> 01: 20: 34,300 Let's go in. Hello, I'm Lois Wilson. 917 01: 20: 38,628 --> 01: 20: 41,800 Please go to the kitchen. It is located after the corridor. 918 01: 20: 50,316 --> 01:20: 52,084 It is located after the corridor. 919 01: 21: 03,549 --> 01: 21: 04,750 What happened? 920 01: 21: 05,175 --> 01: 21: 07,673 This is also for all of us. Come back to your meeting. 921 01: 21: 10,799 --> 01: 21: 12,316 He accused me of spending money, 922 01: 21: 12,398 --> 01: 21: 14,922 even though it was my money and he stole it to buy drinks. 923 01: 21: 15,004 --> 01: 21: 16,082 I've also experienced it. 924 01: 21: 16,164 --> 01: 21: 18,392 So far the only way I've found it in order to accept this situation is ... 925 1: 21: 18,474 --> 01: 21: 19,915 by making myself join in being an alcoholic. 926 01: 21: 20,194 --> 01: 21: 22,593 My husband always invited me if he is drinking, 927 01: 21: 22,675 --> 01: 21: 25,645 but then after I saw what he was doing in children, I immediately stopped. 928 01: 21: 25,727 --> 01: 21: 27,693 If I can stop, why can't he? 929 01: 21: 28,015 --> 01: 21: 30,893 That is precisely what they are discussing over there. It is not like that? 930 01: 21: 31,234 --> 01: 21: 34,768 Not that I understand what is done. I just threw shoes at my husband today. 931 01: 21: 34,840 --> 01: 21: 36,423 I did it by playing in the bathtub. 932 01: 21: 37,812 --> 01: 21: 41,193 I myself have contacted the police four times. 933 01: 21: 43,389 --> 01: 21: 45,781 Then about what we complain about if they are drunk? 934 01: 21: 45,823 --> 01: 21: 48,221 Annoyed. Fast and easy. 935 01: 21: 48,439 --> 01: 21: 50,069 I think that if he can stop drinking, 936 01: 21: 50,141 --> 01: 21: 53,071 everything will feel beautiful, but in fact it isn't. 937 01: 21: 53,359 --> 01: 21: 55,504 That's because of what they have done before ... 938 01: 21: 55,506 --> 01: 21: 57,019 we still can't accept it. 939 01: 21: 58,468 --> 01: 22: 00,734 Look, they're over there cheering! 940 01: 22: 00,936 --> 01: 22: 03,849 While we are here thinking what they have done. 941 01: 22: 04,304 --> 01: 22: 07,204 I thought they were trying to fix it, 942 01: 22: 07,284 --> 01: 22: 09,704 while we are still annoyed at their behavior. 943 01: 22: 10,358 --> 01: 22: 13,032 I think that's enough first. Good night. 944 01: 22: 13,114 --> 01: 22: 14,282 Good night. 945 01: 22: 16,600 --> 01: 22: 17,900 I do not know. 946 01: 22: 18,920 --> 01: 22: 21,999 I think our husband is trying his best what they can do. 947 01: 22: 22,468 --> 01: 22: 24,187 And vice versa we also have to. 948 01: 22: 34,497 --> 01: 22: 36,813 Bill continues their meeting ... 949 01: 22: 36,885 --> 01: 22: 39,903 which will then be summarized become a script. 950 01: 22: 40,170 --> 01: 22: 42,170 While we are wives of alcoholics, 951 01: 22: 42,252 --> 01: 22: 43,922 began to form our own meeting. 952 01: 22: 44,156 --> 01: 22: 47,154 - Hello, Lois. - Welcome. 953 01: 22: 55,386 --> 01: 22: 58,727 - Bill. - Wes, how are you? 954 01: 23: 00,439 --> 01: 23: 04,071 I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now. 955 01: 23: 04,173 --> 01: 23: 05,353 About what? 956 01: 23: 06,458 --> 01: 23: 09,596 Our wives are gossiping in there. 957 01: 23: 10,335 --> 01: 23: 13,629 You think they're looking for something do they not know from us? 958 01: 23: 15,462 --> 01: 23: 19,196 Wes, they're just trying to recover from the depravity we did. 959 01: 23: 19,751 --> 01: 23: 21,196 That is all. 960 01: 23: 22,209 --> 01: 23: 25,585 They are also trying their best as we are doing. 961 01: 23: 27,349 --> 01: 23: 32,628 If we go along drinking, as they have done, 962 01: 23: 33,160 --> 01: 23: 37,062 are we not hypocrites if we still want to improve their habits? 963 01: 23: 38,128 --> 01: 23: 39,961 It could be that ... 964 01: 23: 39,963 --> 01: 23: 42,213 think about what we need to do in this case... 965 01: 23: 42,215 --> 01: 23: 43,916 the decision still depends on us. 966 01: 23: 44,300 --> 01: 23: 49,472 Because we are obsessed with what they think, what they feel ... 967 01: 23: 49,555 --> 01: 23: 52,725 when they are falling into temptation, and when they are tempted to do it. 968 01: 23: 52,807 --> 01: 23: 54,817 In other words, when will the disaster come again? 969 01: 23: 55,017 --> 01: 24: 01,070 I think it would be better if he will never drink again. 970 1: 24: 01,416 --> 01: 24: 03,915 Sometimes I think this can happen also because of my shortcomings. 971 01: 24: 04,884 --> 01: 24: 06,628 I can't give birth to a child. 972 01: 24: 07,960 --> 01: 24: 11,159 If there is hope for them, means there is hope for us too. 973 01: 24: 12,016 --> 01: 24: 13,860 Lois, you are right. 974 01: 24: 18,694 --> 01: 24: 19,993 Can I show you something? 975 01: 24: 20,095 --> 01: 24: 23,249 Come on, sit down. I want to show something. 976 01: 24: 26,893 --> 01: 24: 29,236 Bill, finally you finish it! 977 01: 24: 29,579 --> 01: 24: 33,048 Actually I wish I could finish it before the bank confiscates our home. 978 01: 24: 33,359 --> 01: 24: 35,049 Listen, we have many friends throughout the city ... 979 01: 24: 35,051 --> 01: 24: 36,826 who are willing to accommodate us if we need it, 980 01: 24: 36,828 --> 01: 24: 37,889 so we will be fine. 981 01: 24: 37,891 --> 01: 24: 40,645 That way we will help more people. 982 1: 24: 45,050 --> 01: 24: 47,016 ALCOHOL ADDICTION by. ANONYMOUS 983 01: 24: 48,000 --> 01: 24: 49,834 "Here are the steps which we recommend ... 984 01: 24: 49,875 --> 01: 24: 52,751 "in the recovery program: 985 01: 24: 53,344 --> 01: 24: 57,813 "Step 1: We have to admit that we are helpless against alcohol. 986 01: 24: 58,030 --> 01: 25: 00,584 "Which causes our lives become out of control. 987 01: 25: 01,209 --> 01: 25: 05,499 "Step 2: We must believe that there is power in us, 988 01: 25: 05,565 --> 01: 25: 07,938 "who can change us as before. 989 01: 25: 08,532 --> 01: 25: 11,783 "Step 3: Make a decision on yourself ... 990 01: 25: 11,846 --> 01: 25: 15,437 "a desire to live worthy before God. 991 01: 25: 17,756 --> 01: 25: 23,397 "Step 4: Make a study of fear to us. 992 01: 25: 32,051 --> 01: 25: 35,457 "Step 5: Confess to God, to ourselves, 993 01: 25: 35,459 --> 01: 25: 36,999 "and also to others, 994 01: 25: 37,002 --> 01: 25: 39,302 "that we made a mistake. 995 01: 25: 40,177 --> 01: 25: 43,605 "Step 6: Ask God for help ... 996 01: 25: 43,678 --> 01: 25: 46,323 "to free us from the bonds of sin we have done. 997 01: 25: 46,708 --> 01: 25: 50,949 "Step 7: Humility asks so that we are always strengthened. 998 01: 26: 04,603 --> 01: 26: 06,163 Hey! 999 01: 26: 07,416 --> 01: 26: 10,892 "Step 8: Make a list of people who was hurt because of us ... 1000 01: 26: 10,894 --> 01: 26: 13,893 and commitment to improve it as best we can. 1001 01: 26: 14,648 --> 01: 26: 19,316 "Step 9: Continue to maintain good relations with others wherever you are, 1002 01: 26: 19,603 --> 01: 26: 23,437 "and avoid things which can harm others. 1003 01: 26: 28,910 --> 01: 26: 32,665 "Step 10: Always keep it to stay nice, 1004 01: 26: 33,115 --> 01: 26: 35,956 "and if we make a mistake, admit humbly. 1005 01: 26: 35,958 --> 01: 26: 37,112 Lo! 1006 01: 26: 39,905 --> 01: 26: 42,012 What a pleasant surprise received a letter from you. 1007 01: 26: 42,264 --> 01: 26: 44,125 We heard that Bill had done an activity positive ones. 1008 01: 26: 44,580 --> 01: 26: 46,314 Thank you for coming here. 1009 01: 26: 46,625 --> 01: 26: 48,871 I wish I could have more time. 1010 01: 26: 49,205 --> 01: 26: 51,606 Much needs to be done before Emma's marriage. 1011 01: 26: 51,864 --> 01: 26: 54,803 I rejoice for you, and also your family. 1012 01: 26: 55,359 --> 01: 26: 56,403 thanks. 1013 01: 27: 00,101 --> 01: 27: 01,633 Ellis ... 1014 01: 27: 03,464 --> 01: 27: 07,803 Forgive me for what I told you the last time we met. 1015 01: 27: 09,833 --> 01: 27: 11,853 That was a few years ago. 1016 01: 27: 12,697 --> 01:27: 15,523 When you tell the adoption agent about Bill, 1017 01: 27: 16,541 --> 01: 27: 18,041 in fact you have protected the children ... 1018 01: 27: 18,123 --> 01:27: 19,943 from the suffering they will experience. 1019 01: 27: 22,243 --> 01: 27: 24,286 I respect your honest attitude to me ... 1020 01: 27: 24,368 --> 01: 27: 27,819 when telling me everything at that time. 1021 01: 27: 32,402 --> 01: 27: 39,352 I want to apologize to you for my excessive attitude at that time ... 1022 01: 27: 39,580 --> 01: 27: 42,175 so that makes our relationship drift apart. 1023 01: 27: 45,758 --> 01: 27: 48,629 I've never had friends as good as you. 1024 01: 27: 49,730 --> 01: 27: 52,341 I miss you so much. 1025 01: 27: 53,282 --> 01: 27: 56,672 "Step 11: Keep trying in prayer and meditation, 1026 01: 27: 56,749 --> 01: 28: 00,812 "to improve our relationship with God as we understand him. 1027 01: 28: 01,225 --> 01: 28: 03,920 "Pray and ask him, 1028 01: 28: 03,985 --> 01: 28: 06,144 "so that we are always given strength. 1029 01: 28: 07,140 --> 01: 28: 10,943 "Step 12: After being spiritual we are freed, 1030 01: 28: 11,045 --> 01: 28: 12,799 as a result of the steps what has been done, 1031 01: 28: 12,974 --> 01: 28: 15,392 "try to convey this message to others, 1032 01: 28: 15,516 --> 01: 28: 18,891 and continue to apply these principles in each of our actions ". 1033 01: 28: 19,932 --> 01: 28: 23,592 In 1939. 1034 01: 28: 31,509 --> 01: 28: 34,075 Bill and I finally lost my family's house. 1035 01: 28: 34,275 --> 01: 28: 35,796 We live solely rely on the contents of our bags, 1036 01: 28: 35,898 --> 01: 28: 38,795 and depend on friends to provide accommodation assistance to us. 1037 01: 28: 39,008 --> 01: 28: 42,008 We sleep on the floor and family room ... 1038 01: 28: 42,010 --> 01: 28: 45,119 our total 51 homes have been running for 2 years. 1039 01: 28: 45,121 --> 01: 28: 47,159 What keeps us afloat is ... 1040 01: 28: 47,161 --> 01: 28: 48,761 steps that have been summarized able to give positive results. 1041 01: 28: 49,136 --> 01: 28: 51,542 Community life has started to improve. 1042 01: 28: 51,775 --> 01: 28: 54,774 But still I miss a place so you can call home. 1043 01: 29: 13,839 --> 01: 29: 16,135 - Lois Wilson? - yes. 1044 01: 29: 16,237 --> 01: 29: 19,699 - Hello, I'm Helen Griffiths. - Hello, Helen. 1045 01: 29: 20,823 --> 01: 29: 25,218 There is a good friend, whose name I cannot mention, 1046 01: 29: 25,485 --> 01: 29: 27,562 participate in this program. 1047 01: 29: 27,805 --> 01: 29: 31,834 You and Bill have done many things for him without you knowing it! 1048 01: 29: 32,134 --> 01: 29: 34,134 Everyone here helps each other one another. 1049 01: 29: 34,236 --> 01: 29: 35,536 That is why this program can succeed. 1050 01: 29: 38,152 --> 01: 29: 43,734 I heard that you two already homeless now. 1051 01: 29: 43,991 --> 01: 29: 46,151 Not. We never became homeless, 1052 01: 29: 46,253 --> 01: 29: 49,262 because there is always a friend who are willing to accept us at his house. 1053 01: 29: 49,364 --> 01: 29: 55,323 I have a home in Bedford Hills. 1054 01: 29: 55,651 --> 01: 29: 59,651 Not too far. Still in the country. I never inhabited it. 1055 01: 30: 00,416 --> 01: 30: 02,734 If you like it, you may stay there. 1056 01: 30: 03,523 --> 01: 30: 05,540 And pay the rent as best you can. 1057 01: 30: 07,478 --> 01: 30: 09,568 You are very good. 1058 01: 30: 09,872 --> 01: 30: 12,032 This is so beautiful ... 1059 01: 30: 12,323 --> 01: 30: 15,228 There is an address behind it and also my telephone number. 1060 01: 30: 18,667 --> 01: 30: 24,230 Not. Save it. Then contact me. 1061 01: 30: 37,716 --> 01: 30: 39,005 - Bill ... - Uhm? 1062 01: 30: 42,004 --> 01: 30: 44,850 I want you to forgive me. 1063 01: 30: 47,227 --> 01: 30: 48,901 What's up, honey? 1064 01: 30: 52,193 --> 01: 30: 57,304 I'm married, but I'm still selfish and thinking about my welfare. 1065 01: 30: 59,803 --> 01: 31: 04,414 Not. You're good, Lo. 1066 01: 31: 06,259 --> 01: 31: 08,099 You're good, honey. 1067 01: 31: 10,504 --> 01: 31: 12,414 You are very good. 1068 01: 31: 13,444 --> 01: 31: 16,066 I am too arrogant, as if I were king. 1069 01: 31: 16,727 --> 01: 31: 19,254 A very arrogant prince. 1070 01: 31: 19,504 --> 01: 31: 21,989 Right now I'm talking about about me, Bill. 1071 01: 31: 38,114 --> 01: 31: 39,146 Bill? 1072 01: 31: 39,248 --> 01: 31: 43,003 Yes. This way, Lo. Come on, we will be late. 1073 01: 31: 44,781 --> 01: 31: 46,076 What is wrong? What is wrong? 1074 01: 31: 46,158 --> 01: 31: 49,359 - I want to have a house, Bill. - I know, honey. I... 1075 01: 31: 49,430 --> 01: 31: 54,201 For years I lived together, breathing and put hope in Bill Wilson. 1076 01: 31: 54,414 --> 01: 31: 57,569 Fight past everything with your habits as an alcoholic. 1077 01: 32: 00,443 --> 01: 32: 03,124 I will go to Bedford Hills for the time being. 1078 01: 32: 04,246 --> 01: 32: 06,344 - Lo, wait. - I love you. 1079 01: 32: 06,546 --> 01: 32: 10,358 But I have to do it. Forgive me. 1080 01: 32: 11,681 --> 01: 32: 13,012 Lo? 1081 01: 33: 09,605 --> 01: 33: 12,246 Bedford Hills, New York. In 1951. 1082 01: 33: 12,500 --> 01: 33: 15,403 I can learn it, from the course of my life so far, 1083 01: 33: 15,945 --> 01: 33: 20,645 and various supports from all parties who has the same desire ... 1084 01: 33: 20,647 --> 01: 33: 24,177 so that everything can be passed well, and your presence here ... 1085 01: 33: 25,144 --> 01: 33: 28,444 give a hope and there will always be a way ... 1086 01: 33: 28,446 --> 01: 33: 30,446 which can be taken to return to our normal life as before ... 1087 01: 33: 30,783 --> 01: 33: 34,678 if we stay focused in our lives as good as possible. 1088 01: 33: 36,274 --> 01: 33: 38,023 Can we pray? 1089 01: 33: 45,410 --> 01: 33: 47,410 God, give us the ability ... 1090 01: 33: 47,412 --> 01: 33: 49,862 to accept things we cannot change. 1091 01: 33: 50,643 --> 01: 33: 53,661 Give us the power to change things what we can do, 1092 01: 33: 53,911 --> 01: 33: 56,927 and wisdom to see every difference. 1093 01: 34: 00,101 --> 01: 34: 01,809 See you again. 1094 01: 34: 18,099 --> 01: 34: 20,131 Where is my mate? 1095 01: 34: 21,010 --> 01: 34: 23,228 I am here. 1096 01: 34: 23,964 --> 01: 34: 25,965 I am here. 1097 01: 34: 47,429 --> 01: 34: 49,645 "The heart does not need logic. 1098 01: 34: 49,989 --> 01: 34: 52,077 "He can love, forgive and accept ... 1099 01: 34: 52,372 --> 01: 34: 54,691 "what is not acceptable to the mind. 1100 01: 34: 55,005 --> 01: 34: 58,758 Hearts understand many things which the mind cannot understand ". 1101 01: 34: 59,012 --> 01: 35: 01,698 Lois Wilson. 1102 01: 35: 03,800 --> 01: 35: 09,600