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You know,
high school to college,

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it can be a big transition,

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especially if you're not
from the city,

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so-so we try to help out
with that transition

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in a number of ways.

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Wow, that's a real
accomplishment.

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Congratulations.

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I mean, you're not in yet,
but...

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no, things are looking
pretty good.

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We do an all-campus picnic,
which is a nice way

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for the incoming students
to acclimate themselves

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to the college.

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For rne, the most exciting thing
about this place is the classes.

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So you don't want to go
to college?

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You know, I'm not up to date
on the course catalog.

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One of the great things
about this school is, you know,

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you have a campus
called New York City.

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Greatest city in the world,
they say.

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I thought your essay <i>was-</i>
was interesting.

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A spell-check might be nice
on these essays.

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Planning on taking
your boards again?

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Love those extracurriculars.

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Have you heard
about the meal plan?

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Fantastic.

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Where do you see things going,
you know,

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after-after college?

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Hey!

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<i>J' Mm, mrn, mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mrn J'.</i>

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J' Look at how life
has gone today J'

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J' My sweet love is gone away J'

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J' My sweet love is gone today J'

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J' My sweet love
is gone away now J'

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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J'Mm, mmJ'

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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J' Look at how life
has gone away J'

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J' My sweet love is gone away J'

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J' My sweet love is gone today J'

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J' My sweet love
is gone away now J'

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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Yours or mine?

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Mine.

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You can have it if you want,
though.

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Is that a new shirt?

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Yeah, it is.

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Do you like it'?

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Don't ask me that.

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Why?

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Because it's not my job

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to make you feel good
about yourself anymore.

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<i>IMmmmml.</i>

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J' Look at how life
has drived <i>away</i> J'

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J' My sweet love is gone away J'

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J' My sweet love is gone today J'

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J' My sweet love
is gone away now J'

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J' Mm-J'

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That'll be all for you?

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Anything else?

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No, that's it.

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That's a nice shirt.

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Thanks.

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J' My baby J'

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J' My love J'

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J' My baby, now J'

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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J' Mm-J'

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J' Mm-J'

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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<i>J' Mm-mm-J'.</i>

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Hello?

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Jesse Fisher?

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Yeah?

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It's your favorite Communist.

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Professor Peter Hoberg?

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Screw you. I'm not a Communist.

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How you doing?

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You know.

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Listen, I don't want to
take up too much of your time,

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but here's why I'm calling.

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Ever since I announced
that I was packing it in,

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it's funny, but this whole place
has finally decided

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that they don't really hate me
after all.

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Now, I know Ohio is not
as glamorous as New York,

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but they're throwing me
a retirement dinner thing

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at the end of the month,

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and they asked me to invite
any former students

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that might want to lie and say
some nice things about me.

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And since you're one of
the great liars that I know...

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When is it'?

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Weekend of the 25th.

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You know, check your schedule.

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Okay.

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Checking now.

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Looks like I'd have to shift
some things around, but yeah.

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I'll be there.

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<i>J'J'.</i>

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Hi.

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Look at this.

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How are you?

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- Jesse.
- Yeah, hi.

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Hi, I'm David. This is Susan.

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- Hi.
- Hey.

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Peter warned you
that we'd be here?

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He did. He did, yeah.

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We're making him take care
of us while we're here.

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How was your drive?

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It was good, yeah.
Pleasant, actually.

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Peter, Jesse's here!

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So it's good to be back?

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Yeah. Yeah, it's weird.

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I drove up the hill.

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I suddenly felt like
I was seeing

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an ex-girlfriend or something.

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- The one that got <i>away.</i>
- Exactly.

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Zibby loves it here so much,

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she gets sad to come home
on breaks.

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Zibby?

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Sorry. Elizabeth, our daughter.

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She's a sophomore.

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She's in the improv group.

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We came up
to see one of her shows.

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- How was it?
- Hilarious.

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Filthy but hilarious.

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So how do you guys know Peter?

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He was my camp counselor.

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No way.

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He made us sing pro-union
songs around the campfire.

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J' You must stand up
for your brother J'

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J' So you won't die for the man J'

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J' Stand up for your brother
so you won't die for-J'

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He never writes.
He never calls.

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Hey.

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Let me look at you.

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Not bad.

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Who's hungry?

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- I'm hungry.
- Okay, let's go.

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We've got reservations.

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Man, 37 years.

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Can you believe it'?

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Native New Yorker spends
37 years in a county

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where the tallest building's
nine stories.

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My.

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How are you feeling
about it all?

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- The retirement'?
- Yeah.

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I don't know.

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Another year
of faculty meetings,

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I'd throw myself
off that nine-story building.

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So how's the admissions game,
buddy?

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"How's
the admissions game, buddy?"

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Whoa, is that
Professor Fairfield?

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Yeah.

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Wow, she looks fantastic!

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Professor!

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What is she like? Is she cool?

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She's definitely not warm.

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I loved
her British Romantic lit class.

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She was, like, the best teacher
I had here.

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She was, like, the second best
teacher I had here.

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Unbelievable.

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You are unbelievable.

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What?

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Tell her how you feel.

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I will.

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Jesse, this is my daughter,
Zibby.

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. <i>HGY...</i>

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Hi. Hello.

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Peter, should we follow you?

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If you think that's wise.

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And he's like, "I had it
up to here with America"

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"and its repressive, regressive,
fascist," whatever.

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I sound like that?
That's how I sound?

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You do. You sound like that.

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And he gets up in front
of the class.

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He says, "I just-l couldn't
take it anymore",

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so I picked up my life,
and I moved to France."

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This is being ludicrously
misreported, by the way.

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So I raised my hand.

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I said, 'Wait, <i>wait, wait,</i>
wait, wait, Peter.

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"You're telling us you got
so angry at this country

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that you moved to France?"

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And Peter says, "Yeah."

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Well, I had a Fulbright."

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Yeah, well, yeah, if I told you

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what this putz was like
when he was here,

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he'd run out of the room crying.

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That's probably true.

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Well, what were you like
when you were here?

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I was very handsome, wasn't I?

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Am I remembering that correctly?

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No, I don't remember that.

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But what I do remember
is you being a real jerk

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to your parents
on graduation weekend.

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He didn't want to leave.

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It's true.

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And I blamed my parents,
weirdly, all four of them.

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Like it was their fault
college was ending.

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Don't do that to us.

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- No, I won't.
- She says that now.

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So your parents told me
you're in the improv group?

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Yeah.

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How's that'?

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It's the best. I love it.

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What do you love about it'?

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Um, I think I love
how terrifying it is

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and how you have to say "yes"
to everything.

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Sorry, what does that mean?

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It's, like, the only rule
of improv.

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You can never say "no."

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You have to say "yes"
and then add something.

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Like, -like, look.

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Um, okay, Mom, you and I

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have been wandering
in the desert for days,

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and we're about to die, okay?

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Okay.

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Okay, and I say,
"Hand me that lemonade."

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So hand me that lemonade.

226
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Jesus, Susan, hand her
the goddamn lemonade.

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Never mind.

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Jesse, hand me that lemonade.

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Thank you.

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<i>Mmm.</i>

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Sweet, just the way I like it.

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I nailed this.

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It doesn't make sense.

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We're in the desert.

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I mean, where would we get
lemonade?

236
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It's great seeing you guys.

237
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So what was your major?

238
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I was English
with a minor in history,

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just to make sure
I was fully unemployable.

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- Right.
- What about you?

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<i>Drama.</i>

242
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I mean, not officially yet,

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'cause my dad's not totally
thrilled with the idea,

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so maybe also art history?

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I'm just happy you go to class
occasionally.

246
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I thought maybe you just
improvised all day long.

247
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Nope.

248
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I mean, I do, I guess.

249
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Have you ever thought
about that'?

250
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About what?

251
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How everything in life
is basically improvised?

252
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There's no script.

253
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We're just making this up
as we go.

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That's true.

255
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So yeah.

256
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Well, improv is deep, man.

257
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Well, we're about to head out.

258
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- Pleasure to meet you, Jesse.
- Yeah, yeah, you too.

259
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Take care. Bye.

260
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So I'll-
I'll see you around, I guess.

261
00:12:30,623 --> 00:12:32,707
- Yeah, yeah, see you around.
- Okay.

262
00:12:32,708 --> 00:12:33,833
It was nice to meet you.

263
00:12:33,834 --> 00:12:35,418
Yeah, you too.

264
00:12:35,419 --> 00:12:40,419
- See you later.
- Okay, bye.

265
00:12:41,217 --> 00:12:46,217
Enjoy college.

266
00:12:50,059 --> 00:12:53,728
You wearing a tie tonight?

267
00:12:53,729 --> 00:12:57,065
Huh?

268
00:12:57,066 --> 00:13:00,360
What can you say, really?

269
00:13:00,361 --> 00:13:03,529
People get up and say
all this great stuff about you.

270
00:13:03,530 --> 00:13:04,948
You know, I'm thinking,

271
00:13:04,949 --> 00:13:06,783
"'Who in the hell
are they talking about?"

272
00:13:13,958 --> 00:13:16,751
It's just,
where does the time go?

273
00:13:16,752 --> 00:13:17,961
This seems impossible.

274
00:13:17,962 --> 00:13:19,379
37 years.

275
00:13:19,380 --> 00:13:19,880
37.

276
00:13:23,634 --> 00:13:25,301
There comes a time
in a man's life

277
00:13:25,302 --> 00:13:27,595
when it hurts to do the math.

278
00:13:34,812 --> 00:13:38,147
You know, I worry
that I've been here so long

279
00:13:38,148 --> 00:13:43,148
that I'll be lousy
being anyplace else.

280
00:13:43,320 --> 00:13:47,657
Well, I guess I'll find out
very shortly.

281
00:13:59,336 --> 00:14:02,755
Urn, hey, thanks for the chicken.

282
00:14:02,756 --> 00:14:07,756
It was a little cold,
but still I...

283
00:14:08,095 --> 00:14:10,930
Think nice thoughts about me
when I'm gone,

284
00:14:10,931 --> 00:14:13,308
if you can.

285
00:14:19,606 --> 00:14:21,983
No, they did it at Macalester.

286
00:14:21,984 --> 00:14:23,359
I really think
it could work here.

287
00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:24,777
Well, it sounds great.

288
00:14:24,778 --> 00:14:27,280
I tell you,
let's talk about it on Monday.

289
00:14:27,281 --> 00:14:29,449
Sure.

290
00:14:29,450 --> 00:14:30,742
Night, Jesse.

291
00:14:30,743 --> 00:14:34,579
Yeah, good night.

292
00:14:34,580 --> 00:14:37,332
It's a good idea, though.

293
00:14:37,333 --> 00:14:39,500
It's a terrible idea.

294
00:14:42,212 --> 00:14:44,964
What a disaster.

295
00:14:44,965 --> 00:14:47,467
Whatno, it was nice.

296
00:14:47,468 --> 00:14:49,969
You're not half the liar
you used to be.

297
00:14:53,557 --> 00:14:55,892
You know, it really means
a lot to rne

298
00:14:55,893 --> 00:14:57,101
that you came out for this.

299
00:14:57,102 --> 00:14:58,394
How could I miss it'?

300
00:14:58,395 --> 00:15:00,104
You're the second best teacher
I had here.

301
00:15:00,105 --> 00:15:05,105
I'm serious.

302
00:15:06,862 --> 00:15:08,404
I'm gonna take off.

303
00:15:08,405 --> 00:15:09,572
Well, I'll come with you.

304
00:15:09,573 --> 00:15:11,407
No, no, no, you stay.

305
00:15:11,408 --> 00:15:15,328
I want to be alone for a bit.

306
00:15:21,335 --> 00:15:21,835
<i>J'J'.</i>

307
00:15:39,978 --> 00:15:42,188
I feel you, man.

308
00:15:42,189 --> 00:15:47,189
A lot of information in trees.

309
00:15:50,197 --> 00:15:52,281
How's your night going?

310
00:15:52,282 --> 00:15:53,366
Fine.

311
00:15:53,367 --> 00:15:56,619
Is your name...

312
00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:58,746
Ethan?

313
00:15:58,747 --> 00:16:01,290
No. Why?

314
00:16:01,291 --> 00:16:02,792
You look like an Ethan to me.

315
00:16:02,793 --> 00:16:04,627
My name's not Ethan.

316
00:16:04,628 --> 00:16:06,796
How cool would that have been
if that was your name

317
00:16:06,797 --> 00:16:08,339
and I just, like...

318
00:16:08,340 --> 00:16:10,967
Knew it'?

319
00:16:10,968 --> 00:16:12,677
Are you a student here?

320
00:16:12,678 --> 00:16:15,680
No,
but thank you for thinking that.

321
00:16:15,681 --> 00:16:16,764
You?

322
00:16:16,765 --> 00:16:18,015
Nah, man.

323
00:16:18,016 --> 00:16:20,143
I'm just here
visiting a buddy of mine.

324
00:16:20,144 --> 00:16:23,688
But it's not a bad place
to kill a little time, huh?

325
00:16:23,689 --> 00:16:25,523
I'm Nat.

326
00:16:25,524 --> 00:16:27,650
I'm Jesse.

327
00:16:27,651 --> 00:16:29,986
Do you hear that music, Ethan?

328
00:16:29,987 --> 00:16:32,613
It sounds like a celebration.

329
00:16:32,614 --> 00:16:34,866
I say we do
a little sherlocking,

330
00:16:34,867 --> 00:16:37,076
find out where it's coming from
and what's going on.

331
00:16:37,077 --> 00:16:39,495
- Noi.
- Don't say no.

332
00:16:39,496 --> 00:16:43,833
Fortune never smiles
on those who say no.

333
00:16:47,546 --> 00:16:50,006
J' Everybody get on the floor J'

334
00:16:50,007 --> 00:16:52,175
J' Everybody wanna -J'

335
00:16:52,176 --> 00:16:54,677
J' Everybody get on the floor J'

336
00:16:54,678 --> 00:16:56,637
J' Everybody wanna -J'

337
00:16:56,638 --> 00:16:58,139
J' Everybody get... J'

338
00:16:58,140 --> 00:17:01,392
I would get you a beer,
but alcohol's for suckers, man.

339
00:17:01,393 --> 00:17:02,768
Yeah.

340
00:17:02,769 --> 00:17:04,854
Listen, Nat, this isn't really
my scene anymore.

341
00:17:04,855 --> 00:17:06,314
I'm gonna...

342
00:17:06,315 --> 00:17:08,441
Give yourself five minutes
to adapt, my brother.

343
00:17:08,442 --> 00:17:10,860
Change is never easy.

344
00:17:10,861 --> 00:17:14,197
<i>J'J'.</i>

345
00:17:19,870 --> 00:17:22,038
Tell me this.

346
00:17:22,039 --> 00:17:25,208
What are your thoughts
on crop circles?

347
00:17:25,209 --> 00:17:27,293
I don't have any.

348
00:17:27,294 --> 00:17:31,088
There's some seriously weird
shit going on, bro.

349
00:17:31,089 --> 00:17:33,090
You think it's just a bunch
of drunk English guys

350
00:17:33,091 --> 00:17:34,425
with planks and rope?

351
00:17:34,426 --> 00:17:36,260
- You're a fool.
- Mm...

352
00:17:36,261 --> 00:17:39,180
Spend some time
with those patterns.

353
00:17:39,181 --> 00:17:41,057
You can feel it.

354
00:17:41,058 --> 00:17:44,227
Something's trying
to communicate with us.

355
00:17:44,228 --> 00:17:48,648
It should be on the front page
of every paper every day.

356
00:17:48,649 --> 00:17:51,150
Okay. Thanks.

357
00:17:51,151 --> 00:17:52,276
Hey!

358
00:17:52,277 --> 00:17:54,070
I thought that was you.

359
00:17:54,071 --> 00:17:56,239
- Hi.
- How'd you end up here?

360
00:17:56,240 --> 00:17:57,490
He made a friend.

361
00:17:57,491 --> 00:17:59,742
Yeah, yeah, I-yeah.

362
00:17:59,743 --> 00:18:01,160
Look at you.

363
00:18:01,161 --> 00:18:03,746
You're, like, back in college.

364
00:18:03,747 --> 00:18:04,830
Wheel.

365
00:18:04,831 --> 00:18:06,123
How does it feel?

366
00:18:07,209 --> 00:18:08,626
This is Vanessa.

367
00:18:08,627 --> 00:18:10,169
- Hey.
- Hi.

368
00:18:10,170 --> 00:18:11,420
- I'm Nat.
- Hey.

369
00:18:11,421 --> 00:18:12,463
Jesse's an alum.

370
00:18:12,464 --> 00:18:13,756
We had brunch this morning.

371
00:18:13,757 --> 00:18:15,925
I think my mom has
a little crush on him.

372
00:18:15,926 --> 00:18:17,134
You went here?

373
00:18:17,135 --> 00:18:18,177
I did, yeah.

374
00:18:18,178 --> 00:18:19,595
When'd you graduate?

375
00:18:19,596 --> 00:18:22,473
Man, it<i>was,</i>the '90s.

376
00:18:23,559 --> 00:18:26,602
That was when we were born.

377
00:18:26,603 --> 00:18:28,729
Yeah, yeah.

378
00:18:28,730 --> 00:18:30,439
I'm Old.

379
00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:34,026
But you look good.

380
00:18:34,027 --> 00:18:39,027
And you're overdressed.

381
00:18:48,250 --> 00:18:51,252
J' Hotter, sweeter, taller... J'

382
00:18:51,253 --> 00:18:53,004
That's better.

383
00:18:53,005 --> 00:18:54,964
J' Hotter, sweeter J'

384
00:18:54,965 --> 00:18:57,383
Why do I like this guy so much?

385
00:18:57,384 --> 00:19:00,928
Because he's likable.

386
00:19:00,929 --> 00:19:02,763
Hey, let's get you guys
some drinks.

387
00:19:02,764 --> 00:19:05,057
Yeah, no, I think I'm gonna-
I'm gonna take off.

388
00:19:05,058 --> 00:19:06,309
No, you should stay.

389
00:19:06,310 --> 00:19:08,477
No, really, I should go.

390
00:19:08,478 --> 00:19:10,855
- Do you drink coffee?
- Yeah.

391
00:19:10,856 --> 00:19:12,815
What'? That's crazy.

392
00:19:12,816 --> 00:19:14,942
So does my friend here.

393
00:19:14,943 --> 00:19:16,944
You two, tomorrow.

394
00:19:16,945 --> 00:19:18,779
Shoop! Coffee.

395
00:19:18,780 --> 00:19:21,115
Yeah, I could do that.
You want to?

396
00:19:21,116 --> 00:19:23,159
Um, I-yeah, yeah.

397
00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:24,994
That'd be-that's great.

398
00:19:24,995 --> 00:19:26,454
9:00 okay?

399
00:19:30,709 --> 00:19:32,043
You're serious.

400
00:19:32,044 --> 00:19:35,671
Is 11:30 okay?

401
00:19:35,672 --> 00:19:37,506
Yeah, that works.

402
00:19:37,507 --> 00:19:39,091
. <i>HGY...</i>

403
00:19:39,092 --> 00:19:40,301
Hi.

404
00:19:40,302 --> 00:19:41,677
Can we talk'?

405
00:19:41,678 --> 00:19:43,971
Yeah. Yeah, sure, okay.

406
00:19:43,972 --> 00:19:45,598
See you tomorrow'?

407
00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,350
Yeah, yeah. See you then.

408
00:19:47,351 --> 00:19:49,435
Okay.

409
00:19:49,436 --> 00:19:54,436
Hey, Vanessa.

410
00:19:54,691 --> 00:19:57,818
Don't sweat that guy.

411
00:19:57,819 --> 00:20:00,988
She only had eyes for you.

412
00:20:00,989 --> 00:20:02,865
Okay.

413
00:20:02,866 --> 00:20:04,367
Good night, Nat.

414
00:20:04,368 --> 00:20:06,661
Good night, Ethan.

415
00:20:57,921 --> 00:21:00,047
Can I help you?

416
00:21:00,048 --> 00:21:01,382
. SorfY...

417
00:21:01,383 --> 00:21:03,092
I just...

418
00:21:03,093 --> 00:21:04,760
just the best book of all time.

419
00:21:04,761 --> 00:21:08,097
I just like holding it,
I guess.

420
00:21:08,098 --> 00:21:09,807
Best book of all time?

421
00:21:09,808 --> 00:21:11,308
Well, one of them, sure.

422
00:21:11,309 --> 00:21:13,269
Have you ever noticed
how everyone around here

423
00:21:13,270 --> 00:21:15,229
speaks in wild hyperbole?

424
00:21:15,230 --> 00:21:16,564
Everything's the best.

425
00:21:16,565 --> 00:21:18,774
Like,
"He's the best professor ever,"

426
00:21:18,775 --> 00:21:21,402
or, "This is the best patty melt
on the planet,"

427
00:21:21,403 --> 00:21:23,237
as if they've sampled
every possible variety

428
00:21:23,238 --> 00:21:24,947
of professor and patty melt,

429
00:21:24,948 --> 00:21:29,948
which is, as we know,
logistically impossible.

430
00:21:33,290 --> 00:21:33,790
Okay.

431
00:21:37,711 --> 00:21:39,962
All right, do we have
enough time for that'?

432
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,134
- I-IGY-
- I-IGY...

433
00:21:45,135 --> 00:21:46,135
Am I super late?

434
00:21:46,136 --> 00:21:47,636
No. You want a coffee?

435
00:21:47,637 --> 00:21:50,639
No, I'll just drink yours.

436
00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:52,057
You okay?

437
00:21:52,058 --> 00:21:57,058
I don't know yet.

438
00:21:58,815 --> 00:22:03,360
I smell like beer.
Do you smell that'?

439
00:22:03,361 --> 00:22:08,115
Yeah, actually, you do.

440
00:22:08,116 --> 00:22:11,994
Ll need to excuse myself
just...

441
00:22:11,995 --> 00:22:16,995
just for a...

442
00:22:25,759 --> 00:22:27,676
Sorry about that.

443
00:22:27,677 --> 00:22:29,887
Back there.

444
00:22:29,888 --> 00:22:31,680
You walked away,
and I was just wondering

445
00:22:31,681 --> 00:22:36,101
why I was being rude to someone
who loves the same writer I do.

446
00:22:36,102 --> 00:22:39,188
And I don't have an answer
for that.

447
00:22:39,189 --> 00:22:41,524
Okay.

448
00:22:41,525 --> 00:22:43,692
Okay, so yeah, um,

449
00:22:43,693 --> 00:22:44,819
<i>I'll</i> just...

450
00:22:44,820 --> 00:22:47,279
My grades tanked senior year.

451
00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:50,032
That book was the only thing
I wanted to read.

452
00:22:50,033 --> 00:22:51,325
You liking it'?

453
00:22:51,326 --> 00:22:54,578
Yeah.

454
00:22:54,579 --> 00:22:56,455
It's my second time reading it,
actually.

455
00:22:56,456 --> 00:22:57,623
Wow.

456
00:22:57,624 --> 00:22:58,666
That's impressive.

457
00:22:58,667 --> 00:22:59,792
It's not short.

458
00:22:59,793 --> 00:23:01,001
Yeah, I know.

459
00:23:01,002 --> 00:23:02,628
You know, he said
the purpose of fiction

460
00:23:02,629 --> 00:23:04,213
was to combat loneliness.

461
00:23:04,214 --> 00:23:05,881
That's good.

462
00:23:05,882 --> 00:23:07,258
I never heard that.

463
00:23:07,259 --> 00:23:08,342
Yeah.

464
00:23:08,343 --> 00:23:09,885
Well, on the other hand,

465
00:23:09,886 --> 00:23:12,096
spending most of your time
with an 1,100-page book

466
00:23:12,097 --> 00:23:14,056
tends to put a dent
in your social life.

467
00:23:14,057 --> 00:23:16,141
Yeah.

468
00:23:16,142 --> 00:23:20,646
Loneliness simultaneously
increased and decreased.

469
00:23:20,647 --> 00:23:22,481
<i>HEY...</i>

470
00:23:22,482 --> 00:23:24,441
What, you guys know each other?

471
00:23:24,442 --> 00:23:27,236
Yeah, we had Symbolic Logic
first semester.

472
00:23:27,237 --> 00:23:28,737
Zibby.

473
00:23:28,738 --> 00:23:30,823
Right. Dean, hi.

474
00:23:30,824 --> 00:23:32,575
- Hey.
- I'm Jesse, by the way.

475
00:23:32,576 --> 00:23:36,453
Okay.

476
00:23:38,081 --> 00:23:39,582
Interesting guy.

477
00:23:39,583 --> 00:23:40,749
Yeah.

478
00:23:40,750 --> 00:23:42,960
I can't believe
he's even back here.

479
00:23:42,961 --> 00:23:44,753
Why? What do you mean?

480
00:23:44,754 --> 00:23:47,590
He had a manic episode
last year.

481
00:23:47,591 --> 00:23:49,884
Eventually, they took him
to a hospital

482
00:23:49,885 --> 00:23:52,761
and, I don't know,
calmed him down, I guess.

483
00:23:52,762 --> 00:23:57,433
He's supposed to be, like,
the smartest guy ever.

484
00:23:57,434 --> 00:23:58,601
Everything okay?

485
00:23:58,602 --> 00:24:01,061
Yeah, everything's great.

486
00:24:01,062 --> 00:24:02,563
I puked.

487
00:24:03,940 --> 00:24:05,107
That's gross.

488
00:24:05,108 --> 00:24:06,567
Sorry, you did not need
to hear that.

489
00:24:06,568 --> 00:24:11,568
Come on, let's-let's walk.

490
00:24:13,116 --> 00:24:14,575
My parents really liked you.

491
00:24:14,576 --> 00:24:15,868
That's nice.

492
00:24:15,869 --> 00:24:17,995
I like them.

493
00:24:17,996 --> 00:24:20,539
You're really lucky
to have parents like that.

494
00:24:20,540 --> 00:24:22,082
Like what?

495
00:24:22,083 --> 00:24:23,792
Like, I don't know.

496
00:24:23,793 --> 00:24:25,961
Around, first of all.

497
00:24:25,962 --> 00:24:28,714
Still together so they
can fret over you as a team.

498
00:24:28,715 --> 00:24:30,299
Yeah, I guess.

499
00:24:30,300 --> 00:24:32,968
I like them best when they're
not being so parental,

500
00:24:32,969 --> 00:24:36,722
which is, like, 1% of the time.

501
00:24:36,723 --> 00:24:39,391
I thought of this great trick

502
00:24:39,392 --> 00:24:40,643
for having them annoy rne less.

503
00:24:40,644 --> 00:24:41,810
- Want to hear it'?
- Okay.

504
00:24:41,811 --> 00:24:43,646
Okay, I decided
to treat my parents

505
00:24:43,647 --> 00:24:45,105
like they're always drunk.

506
00:24:45,106 --> 00:24:47,066
No, really, it works.

507
00:24:47,067 --> 00:24:49,693
Any time they say something
irritating or offensive,

508
00:24:49,694 --> 00:24:52,321
I'm just like,
"I can't get mad at them.

509
00:24:52,322 --> 00:24:54,323
They're drunk.
It's not their fault."

510
00:24:54,324 --> 00:24:56,575
And why should I take advice
from drunk people seriously?

511
00:24:56,576 --> 00:24:58,494
That's great.

512
00:24:58,495 --> 00:25:00,412
Do you like classical music?

513
00:25:00,413 --> 00:25:01,997
Yeah, sure.

514
00:25:01,998 --> 00:25:05,167
Okay, I took this
music survey class last year.

515
00:25:05,168 --> 00:25:07,002
My God!

516
00:25:07,003 --> 00:25:12,003
It totally changed my life.

517
00:25:12,008 --> 00:25:14,927
I'm really happy
I ran into you last night.

518
00:25:14,928 --> 00:25:16,720
Yeah, yeah, me too.

519
00:25:16,721 --> 00:25:20,349
It's random.

520
00:25:20,350 --> 00:25:23,143
Who was that guy?

521
00:25:23,144 --> 00:25:24,687
What guy?

522
00:25:24,688 --> 00:25:26,230
Thelast night, that guy.

523
00:25:26,231 --> 00:25:31,193
His name is Eric.

524
00:25:31,194 --> 00:25:33,445
Eﬂa

525
00:25:33,446 --> 00:25:36,031
ls Eric your fella?

526
00:25:36,032 --> 00:25:38,993
No.

527
00:25:38,994 --> 00:25:42,246
No.

528
00:25:42,247 --> 00:25:46,792
You know, I think I like almost
everything about this place

529
00:25:46,793 --> 00:25:49,586
but the dude situation.

530
00:25:49,587 --> 00:25:51,005
Not great?

531
00:25:51,006 --> 00:25:52,715
No one, like, dates.

532
00:25:52,716 --> 00:25:57,344
Everyone's so casual
about it all.

533
00:25:57,345 --> 00:25:59,722
Same as when I was here.

534
00:25:59,723 --> 00:26:02,850
Yeah.

535
00:26:02,851 --> 00:26:07,851
I guess there's part of me
that's a little old-fashioned.

536
00:26:12,777 --> 00:26:14,945
Well, on behalf

537
00:26:14,946 --> 00:26:19,575
of all current and former
18- to 22-year-olds,

538
00:26:19,576 --> 00:26:22,244
I'd like to apologize.

539
00:26:22,245 --> 00:26:23,996
Forgive us.

540
00:26:23,997 --> 00:26:25,831
Seriously.

541
00:26:25,832 --> 00:26:28,751
We know not what we do.

542
00:26:33,882 --> 00:26:35,090
I think one of the things

543
00:26:35,091 --> 00:26:37,301
I loved the most
about being here

544
00:26:37,302 --> 00:26:40,012
was the feeling
that anything was possible.

545
00:26:40,013 --> 00:26:43,265
It's just infinite choices
ahead of you.

546
00:26:43,266 --> 00:26:47,227
You'd get out of school,
and anything could happen.

547
00:26:47,228 --> 00:26:50,647
And then you do get out, and...

548
00:26:50,648 --> 00:26:51,899
life happens, you know'?

549
00:26:51,900 --> 00:26:53,358
Decisions get made.

550
00:26:53,359 --> 00:26:56,403
And then all those many choices
you had in front of you

551
00:26:56,404 --> 00:26:58,280
are no longer really there.

552
00:26:58,281 --> 00:26:59,865
At a certain point,
you just got to go,

553
00:26:59,866 --> 00:27:02,451
"I guess
this is how it's going down."

554
00:27:02,452 --> 00:27:07,122
And there's just something
a little depressing about that.

555
00:27:07,123 --> 00:27:11,418
Well, don't you think you're
romanticizing youth a bit much?

556
00:27:11,419 --> 00:27:14,129
You know, 'cause it's
just as hard and annoying

557
00:27:14,130 --> 00:27:17,674
to be young as it is to be old,
I'm assuming.

558
00:27:17,675 --> 00:27:20,094
Not that you're old,
'cause, you know, you're not.

559
00:27:20,095 --> 00:27:24,640
Look, I get the whole
"we're all equal" argument,

560
00:27:24,641 --> 00:27:27,392
and it's kind of true,
but it's also kind of not true.

561
00:27:27,393 --> 00:27:32,314
Like, okay, I feel different now
than I felt when I was here,

562
00:27:32,315 --> 00:27:36,276
and I hate to break this to you,
but so will you.

563
00:27:36,277 --> 00:27:38,153
So you're saying things suck'?

564
00:27:38,154 --> 00:27:40,239
I should prepare myself
for suckiness?

565
00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:43,575
No, a liberal arts education
solves all your problems.

566
00:27:43,576 --> 00:27:44,910
Thank God!

567
00:27:44,911 --> 00:27:49,911
Worth every penny.

568
00:27:50,500 --> 00:27:52,960
We should hug.

569
00:27:52,961 --> 00:27:54,378
What?

570
00:27:54,379 --> 00:27:56,255
I mean, we could keep talking,

571
00:27:56,256 --> 00:28:01,256
but I think it would be better
if we hugged.

572
00:28:01,261 --> 00:28:03,470
Come on.

573
00:28:03,471 --> 00:28:03,971
Qkay.

574
00:28:07,767 --> 00:28:09,351
- Who starts?
- I do.

575
00:28:09,352 --> 00:28:14,352
- Okay.
- Here we go.

576
00:28:23,700 --> 00:28:25,742
God, so you were here
a long time ago.

577
00:28:25,743 --> 00:28:27,286
Whoa, okay.

578
00:28:27,287 --> 00:28:29,496
- I mean-
- Enough, enough.

579
00:28:33,710 --> 00:28:36,044
That's-l mean, I just mean
because I thought,

580
00:28:36,045 --> 00:28:38,130
with the greenhouses...

581
00:28:38,131 --> 00:28:42,384
Hey, before you go, I thought
you might like these,

582
00:28:42,385 --> 00:28:44,803
'cause I don't really need 'em
anymore and, here.

583
00:28:44,804 --> 00:28:47,598
Ooh. Look at this one.

584
00:28:50,059 --> 00:28:51,935
Huh? No?

585
00:28:51,936 --> 00:28:53,270
Nah.

586
00:28:53,271 --> 00:28:54,730
Please, that's a great shirt.

587
00:28:54,731 --> 00:28:56,648
You know the trouble I caused
in this shirt?

588
00:28:56,649 --> 00:28:57,858
I can only imagine.

589
00:28:57,859 --> 00:29:00,068
You got no taste
on top of everything else.

590
00:29:00,069 --> 00:29:01,945
My God, what a beautiful shirt.

591
00:29:01,946 --> 00:29:03,572
Not giving it to you anyway.
All right.

592
00:29:03,573 --> 00:29:04,740
It feels great!

593
00:29:09,287 --> 00:29:10,913
Hello?

594
00:29:10,914 --> 00:29:13,207
Hi.

595
00:29:13,208 --> 00:29:16,752
No, no, he's-he's still here.

596
00:29:16,753 --> 00:29:19,546
Yeah, hold on.

597
00:29:21,090 --> 00:29:24,343
Zibby.

598
00:29:24,344 --> 00:29:25,385
Hello?

599
00:29:25,386 --> 00:29:26,553
You haven't left yet.

600
00:29:26,554 --> 00:29:27,930
- No.
- Good.

601
00:29:27,931 --> 00:29:30,432
I need to see you before you go.

602
00:29:30,433 --> 00:29:34,436
Will you meet me
at the bookstore?

603
00:29:34,437 --> 00:29:35,520
Say yes.

604
00:29:35,521 --> 00:29:38,106
Yes.

605
00:29:38,107 --> 00:29:40,359
Okay.

606
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:42,110
She's asking
about a book I recommended.

607
00:29:43,154 --> 00:29:44,321
- All right, I'm off.
- Okay.

608
00:29:44,322 --> 00:29:45,739
Be a gentleman.
Walk me to my car.

609
00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:47,115
All right, all right.

610
00:29:47,116 --> 00:29:49,284
Thanks for the shirts.
I'll get them next time, okay?

611
00:29:49,285 --> 00:29:51,328
Yeah, you'll be on the road,
and you'll be saying,

612
00:29:51,329 --> 00:29:55,666
"Maybe I'll call him up."

613
00:29:59,921 --> 00:30:01,546
<i>. HGY-. HGY...</i>

614
00:30:01,547 --> 00:30:03,465
Sorry, I don't want
to hold you up or anything,

615
00:30:03,466 --> 00:30:05,592
but I, um...

616
00:30:05,593 --> 00:30:06,885
I made this for you.

617
00:30:06,886 --> 00:30:09,054
Burned it, whatever.

618
00:30:09,055 --> 00:30:11,306
Um, it's music
from the survey class

619
00:30:11,307 --> 00:30:12,474
I was telling you about.

620
00:30:12,475 --> 00:30:14,977
Classical, baroque, opera.

621
00:30:14,978 --> 00:30:17,020
Wow.

622
00:30:17,021 --> 00:30:18,438
This is great.

623
00:30:18,439 --> 00:30:20,190
I know none of this.

624
00:30:20,191 --> 00:30:22,359
Who says we always
have to be listening

625
00:30:22,360 --> 00:30:23,777
to obscure indie bands, right'?

626
00:30:23,778 --> 00:30:25,320
Right.

627
00:30:25,321 --> 00:30:27,531
So, um, yeah, I don't know.

628
00:30:27,532 --> 00:30:31,660
This is all music I never
thought I'd like or care about,

629
00:30:31,661 --> 00:30:33,662
and this class just...

630
00:30:33,663 --> 00:30:36,123
well, you know how you can be
told something so many times

631
00:30:36,124 --> 00:30:38,083
"and it's like, 'Whatever,"

632
00:30:38,084 --> 00:30:39,668
and then you have
a great teacher

633
00:30:39,669 --> 00:30:40,919
take you through it,

634
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:45,920
and suddenly it's like,
"Beethoven, whoa."

635
00:30:45,967 --> 00:30:47,926
Yeah.

636
00:30:47,927 --> 00:30:49,428
This is really great.
Thank you.

637
00:30:49,429 --> 00:30:53,098
I wish I had come
with something for you.

638
00:30:53,099 --> 00:30:56,476
Well, you know
what you could do?

639
00:30:56,477 --> 00:31:00,397
You could write me a letter.

640
00:31:00,398 --> 00:31:01,523
I could do that.

641
00:31:01,524 --> 00:31:02,858
Handwritten, I mean,

642
00:31:02,859 --> 00:31:04,234
like with a pen or something.

643
00:31:04,235 --> 00:31:06,778
- Ooh.
- Yeah, paper.

644
00:31:06,779 --> 00:31:09,031
Maybe seal it
with some red wax.

645
00:31:09,032 --> 00:31:10,782
I could listen to this
while I'm writing.

646
00:31:10,783 --> 00:31:13,410
Right, it'll be like
full-on 17th century.

647
00:31:13,411 --> 00:31:15,620
Right, right.

648
00:31:15,621 --> 00:31:18,081
So, um,
I don't have your address.

649
00:31:18,082 --> 00:31:19,666
108 is my P.O. box,

650
00:31:19,667 --> 00:31:21,209
and you can figure out the rest,
right'?

651
00:31:21,210 --> 00:31:22,627
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

652
00:31:22,628 --> 00:31:27,132
I also-l put my number
on the inside of the case.

653
00:31:27,133 --> 00:31:28,925
Yes, you did.

654
00:31:28,926 --> 00:31:30,552
You know, in case you ever...

655
00:31:30,553 --> 00:31:31,636
whatever.

656
00:31:31,637 --> 00:31:34,431
Yeah, right.

657
00:31:34,432 --> 00:31:35,599
Okay.

658
00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:39,269
- Well...
- Well...

659
00:31:39,270 --> 00:31:40,395
Yeah.

660
00:31:40,396 --> 00:31:45,396
- Bye.
- Bye.

661
00:31:51,407 --> 00:31:54,076
Professor Fairfield.

662
00:31:54,077 --> 00:31:56,995
Jesse Fisher.

663
00:31:56,996 --> 00:31:58,997
<i>I, um...</i>

664
00:31:58,998 --> 00:32:01,083
I took your British
Romantic literature class

665
00:32:01,084 --> 00:32:04,378
when I was here as a student.

666
00:32:04,379 --> 00:32:07,255
" And?"

667
00:32:07,256 --> 00:32:12,256
And I loved it.

668
00:32:18,976 --> 00:32:19,476
Great.

669
00:32:30,655 --> 00:32:35,242
Hey, Dean.

670
00:32:35,243 --> 00:32:36,952
I know it's bad for you.

671
00:32:36,953 --> 00:32:40,330
Just quit when you graduate,
like everyone else.

672
00:32:40,331 --> 00:32:41,998
Sweet ride.

673
00:32:41,999 --> 00:32:43,458
You jerk.

674
00:32:43,459 --> 00:32:45,127
It's a rental.

675
00:32:45,128 --> 00:32:48,463
I'm not the best at flying.

676
00:32:48,464 --> 00:32:49,673
I can understand that.

677
00:32:49,674 --> 00:32:50,715
Where you headed?

678
00:32:50,716 --> 00:32:51,925
Back to my dorm.

679
00:32:51,926 --> 00:32:56,926
Get in. I'll give you a lift.

680
00:33:05,106 --> 00:33:06,898
So you went here, right'?

681
00:33:06,899 --> 00:33:07,983
I did.

682
00:33:07,984 --> 00:33:09,025
You liked it'?

683
00:33:09,026 --> 00:33:10,652
A lot.

684
00:33:10,653 --> 00:33:12,821
I mean, you block out
the bad memories...

685
00:33:12,822 --> 00:33:15,782
writing a senior thesis,
February.

686
00:33:15,783 --> 00:33:17,534
Yeah, February here sucks.

687
00:33:17,535 --> 00:33:19,202
Yeah, it's horrible.

688
00:33:19,203 --> 00:33:23,999
So other than February,
things are good for you here?

689
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:27,252
I wouldn't say that.

690
00:33:27,253 --> 00:33:31,840
You want to-you can tell me
about it if you want.

691
00:33:34,093 --> 00:33:37,512
Well, um, it's not exactly
a secret.

692
00:33:37,513 --> 00:33:42,513
Last year, I kind of, um,
lost my mind a bit.

693
00:33:44,020 --> 00:33:45,520
I don't really remember
much of it,

694
00:33:45,521 --> 00:33:50,317
but apparently I got up to
some pretty amusing antics.

695
00:33:50,318 --> 00:33:55,197
So now they've got me
on this pretty heavy stuff,

696
00:33:55,198 --> 00:33:58,200
which I guess
allows me to function,

697
00:33:58,201 --> 00:34:01,703
but it also makes
everything seem underwater,

698
00:34:01,704 --> 00:34:04,748
which is not as pleasant
as it sounds.

699
00:34:04,749 --> 00:34:07,459
Why'd you come back'?

700
00:34:07,460 --> 00:34:10,754
My mom's a nurse.

701
00:34:10,755 --> 00:34:12,923
She raised me on her own.

702
00:34:12,924 --> 00:34:15,383
I got a full ride.

703
00:34:15,384 --> 00:34:18,929
She's...

704
00:34:18,930 --> 00:34:23,930
so proud I'm here.

705
00:34:27,396 --> 00:34:32,396
Thanks for the lift.

706
00:34:48,251 --> 00:34:51,253
[Beethoven's Pastoral Symphony
PlaYin9l.

707
00:34:51,254 --> 00:34:51,754
<i>J'J'.</i>

708
00:35:42,972 --> 00:35:45,807
"Dear Zibby,
I can't thank you enough

709
00:35:45,808 --> 00:35:48,685
"for introducing me
to this music.

710
00:35:48,686 --> 00:35:50,353
"Beyond just genuinely
loving it,

711
00:35:50,354 --> 00:35:53,607
"I feel it's quietly altering
my feeling about New York City,

712
00:35:53,608 --> 00:35:55,066
"with which I've always had

713
00:35:55,067 --> 00:35:57,360
"a slightly conflicted
relationship.

714
00:35:57,361 --> 00:36:00,030
"I've found that if you replace
the horns and the shouting

715
00:36:00,031 --> 00:36:02,949
"with, say, Schubert
or Telemann,

716
00:36:02,950 --> 00:36:05,744
"the city becomes
unbearably beautiful.

717
00:36:05,745 --> 00:36:09,164
"After years of thinly disguised
rage on both our parts,

718
00:36:09,165 --> 00:36:12,834
"it's like the music has
mediated a truce between us.

719
00:36:12,835 --> 00:36:14,794
"Some early favorites.

720
00:36:14,795 --> 00:36:16,755
"Massenet's Meditation.

721
00:36:16,756 --> 00:36:19,215
"If a more beautiful piece
of music has ever been composed,"

722
00:36:19,216 --> 00:36:20,842
"I don't know it."

723
00:36:20,843 --> 00:36:23,511
"That Brandenburg concerto
is no joke,"

724
00:36:23,512 --> 00:36:26,765
"and I echo your sentiment
regarding Beethoven."

725
00:36:26,766 --> 00:36:28,433
'Whoa.

726
00:36:28,434 --> 00:36:29,893
"I have no idea"

727
00:36:29,894 --> 00:36:33,188
"what the Vivaldi piece
from Giustino is actually about,"

728
00:36:33,189 --> 00:36:36,191
"but to me,
it suggests deception,"

729
00:36:36,192 --> 00:36:41,192
"some kind of elegant
double-crossing."

730
00:36:42,948 --> 00:36:45,325
"It makes me feel like
I'm a double agent"

731
00:36:45,326 --> 00:36:48,662
"knee deep in some kind of
sexy espionage."

732
00:36:55,086 --> 00:36:57,671
"I've decided the Wagner
overture you included

733
00:36:57,672 --> 00:36:59,506
"should come
with a warning label.

734
00:36:59,507 --> 00:37:01,716
"According to
some quick online research,

735
00:37:01,717 --> 00:37:03,176
"the opera deals
with the struggle

736
00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:05,428
"between sacred
and profane love,

737
00:37:05,429 --> 00:37:09,474
"which is arguably
the only struggle there is.

738
00:37:09,475 --> 00:37:11,935
"The other day,
I was crossing the street,

739
00:37:11,936 --> 00:37:13,436
"lost in my head
about something,

740
00:37:13,437 --> 00:37:16,147
"a not uncommon state
of affairs."

741
00:37:16,148 --> 00:37:17,857
"I was listening
to the overture,"

742
00:37:17,858 --> 00:37:19,609
"and as the music began
to swell,."

743
00:37:19,610 --> 00:37:24,610
"I suddenly realized that I had
hands and legs and a torso"

744
00:37:26,492 --> 00:37:29,369
"and that I was surrounded
by people and cars."

745
00:37:32,373 --> 00:37:32,873
<i>J'J'.</i>

746
00:37:48,514 --> 00:37:51,182
"It's hard to explain
exactly what happened.

747
00:37:51,183 --> 00:37:54,227
"But I felt in that moment
that the divine,

748
00:37:54,228 --> 00:37:57,564
"however we may choose
to define such a thing,

749
00:37:57,565 --> 00:38:00,567
"surely dwells as much
in the concrete and taxicabs

750
00:38:00,568 --> 00:38:03,528
"as it does in the rivers,
lakes, and mountains.

751
00:38:03,529 --> 00:38:08,199
"Grace, I realized, is neither
time-nor place-dependent.

752
00:38:08,200 --> 00:38:11,161
"All we need
is the right soundtrack.

753
00:38:11,162 --> 00:38:14,122
"I suppose this new infusion
of music in my life is,

754
00:38:14,123 --> 00:38:16,374
"at the very least,
making me reconsider

755
00:38:16,375 --> 00:38:18,251
my hostility
to dead, white males."

756
00:38:19,420 --> 00:38:21,463
"And I've you to thank
for that.

757
00:38:21,464 --> 00:38:23,506
"How's things, by the way?

758
00:38:23,507 --> 00:38:27,552
Your friend, Jesse Fisher."

759
00:38:27,553 --> 00:38:31,181
"Jesse, things is good.

760
00:38:31,182 --> 00:38:33,641
"So happy
you're loving the music.

761
00:38:33,642 --> 00:38:35,727
"I felt
my whole life got an upgrade

762
00:38:35,728 --> 00:38:37,479
"when I took that class.

763
00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:39,272
"The thing that floors me most

764
00:38:39,273 --> 00:38:42,650
"is that human beings wrote
that music.

765
00:38:42,651 --> 00:38:45,612
"Are people writing music
like that nowadays?

766
00:38:45,613 --> 00:38:47,989
"If they are,
I don't know about it.

767
00:38:47,990 --> 00:38:50,158
"I hope you've fallen in love
with the piece

768
00:38:50,159 --> 00:38:52,202
<i>"from Cosi fan tutte.</i>

769
00:38:52,203 --> 00:38:55,497
"I find that when I listen
to it, for some reason,

770
00:38:55,498 --> 00:38:59,417
"everyone I see becomes
instantly more attractive.

771
00:38:59,418 --> 00:39:02,754
Please experiment with it
and get back to me."

772
00:39:02,755 --> 00:39:07,342
J' Soave J'

773
00:39:07,343 --> 00:39:11,513
<i>J' Sia il vento J'.</i>

774
00:39:11,514 --> 00:39:15,850
<i>J' Tranquilla J'.</i>

775
00:39:15,851 --> 00:39:20,396
<i>J' Sia I'onda J'.</i>

776
00:39:20,397 --> 00:39:24,859
<i>J' Ed ogni J'.</i>

777
00:39:24,860 --> 00:39:29,113
<i>J' Elemento J'.</i>

778
00:39:29,114 --> 00:39:33,159
<i>J' Benigno J'.</i>

779
00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:37,831
"Elizabeth, you were right
about the Mozart piece."

780
00:39:37,832 --> 00:39:40,291
"It somehow made everyone
in New York look like"

781
00:39:40,292 --> 00:39:42,710
"a viable romantic partner."

782
00:39:42,711 --> 00:39:45,046
<i>J'J'.</i>

783
00:39:45,047 --> 00:39:47,549
"I can't escape it any longer.

784
00:39:47,550 --> 00:39:50,468
"I think I like opera.

785
00:39:50,469 --> 00:39:54,055
"You are never to tell anyone
this, ever.

786
00:39:54,056 --> 00:39:55,807
Seriously."

787
00:39:57,643 --> 00:39:59,561
"Your opera secret
is safe with me.

788
00:39:59,562 --> 00:40:01,396
"I've been relistening
to the music

789
00:40:01,397 --> 00:40:03,022
"after each of your letters.

790
00:40:03,023 --> 00:40:06,109
"I like hearing your take
and then revisiting them.

791
00:40:06,110 --> 00:40:08,444
"And even though Pennsylvania
stands between us,

792
00:40:08,445 --> 00:40:10,154
"knowing we're hearing
the same sounds

793
00:40:10,155 --> 00:40:13,908
"makes me feel
you are not all that far <i>away.</i>

794
00:40:13,909 --> 00:40:18,909
"If I haven't been clear
about this, I miss you.

795
00:40:19,415 --> 00:40:22,667
"Don't really know why.

796
00:40:22,668 --> 00:40:25,378
"I barely know you.

797
00:40:25,379 --> 00:40:28,298
"By the way,
handwritten letters?

798
00:40:28,299 --> 00:40:29,591
"Greatest thing in the world.

799
00:40:29,592 --> 00:40:34,592
Keep them coming."

800
00:40:35,347 --> 00:40:38,933
"You asked why music like this
isn't being written today.

801
00:40:38,934 --> 00:40:41,728
"I wonder if these composers
were expressing things musically

802
00:40:41,729 --> 00:40:43,980
that are too large for
our current psychic state..."

803
00:40:43,981 --> 00:40:46,107
"Anyway, all is fine here.

804
00:40:46,108 --> 00:40:47,942
College continues
colleging along..."

805
00:40:47,943 --> 00:40:50,111
"Massenet's Meditation,
for instance,

806
00:40:50,112 --> 00:40:52,447
"and I worry
that my nervous system

807
00:40:52,448 --> 00:40:55,199
is ill-equipped to contain
such immensity of feeling."

808
00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:57,327
"I bet if we went here
at the same time,

809
00:40:57,328 --> 00:40:58,786
we'd have been great friends."

810
00:40:58,787 --> 00:41:00,872
'Will this music be
the death of me?

811
00:41:00,873 --> 00:41:04,918
"If so, you'll have blood
on your hands, Elizabeth.

812
00:41:04,919 --> 00:41:07,128
Can you deal with that?"

813
00:41:07,129 --> 00:41:10,214
<i>J'J'.</i>

814
00:41:10,215 --> 00:41:13,676
"Jesse, as much as I love
these letters,

815
00:41:13,677 --> 00:41:15,762
"I'd like to see you again.

816
00:41:15,763 --> 00:41:17,138
"The sooner, the better.

817
00:41:17,139 --> 00:41:21,059
"So come back here and see me.

818
00:41:21,060 --> 00:41:24,228
"The dudes here continue to be
18 to 22 years old,

819
00:41:24,229 --> 00:41:26,064
"and they continue
to act their age.

820
00:41:26,065 --> 00:41:31,065
"I'd like a gentleman caller,
and I'd like him to be you.

821
00:41:32,237 --> 00:41:37,237
Ever yours, Zibby."

822
00:42:58,282 --> 00:43:02,618
"Dear Elizabeth, I've decided
to take you up on your offer."

823
00:43:02,619 --> 00:43:05,747
"I'll be getting in on the 14th
and staying at the inn,"

824
00:43:05,748 --> 00:43:09,917
but I will be available
for walks, strolls, saunters,

825
00:43:09,918 --> 00:43:11,836
"ambles, and promenades.

826
00:43:11,837 --> 00:43:13,421
"Looking forward to it.

827
00:43:13,422 --> 00:43:14,922
Jesse Fisher."

828
00:43:14,923 --> 00:43:15,423
<i>J'J'</i>

829
00:43:23,932 --> 00:43:25,433
. <i>HGY...</i>

830
00:43:25,434 --> 00:43:25,934
<i>J'J'.</i>

831
00:43:44,161 --> 00:43:46,537
So, Bob, um,

832
00:43:46,538 --> 00:43:50,625
I've been asking myself
a lot of tough questions lately.

833
00:43:50,626 --> 00:43:52,710
Everybody knows I made
a whole stink

834
00:43:52,711 --> 00:43:54,921
about leaving this place,
you know, how it's time...

835
00:43:54,922 --> 00:43:56,005
How if you'd look back,

836
00:43:56,006 --> 00:43:58,382
you'd turn into a pillar
of salt.

837
00:43:58,383 --> 00:44:00,218
Yeah, all that. That's...

838
00:44:02,930 --> 00:44:07,930
I think I may have spoken
too soon.

839
00:44:08,977 --> 00:44:12,230
I think-l think I still got
a little gas in the tank is all.

840
00:44:12,231 --> 00:44:13,648
I just...

841
00:44:13,649 --> 00:44:16,359
Well, Peter, you have no
bigger fan around here than me.

842
00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:18,736
Thank you.

843
00:44:18,737 --> 00:44:22,156
When you announced your plans,
we were all sad to see you go,

844
00:44:22,157 --> 00:44:23,658
but you insisted
that it was time.

845
00:44:23,659 --> 00:44:26,244
Right, which I thought it was.

846
00:44:26,245 --> 00:44:29,330
We hired someone,

847
00:44:29,331 --> 00:44:31,624
YOUHQ guy out of UVA.

848
00:44:31,625 --> 00:44:34,043
Very impressive candidate.

849
00:44:34,044 --> 00:44:36,337
He was our first choice,
actually.

850
00:44:36,338 --> 00:44:39,340
We didn't think
we would get him, but we did.

851
00:44:39,341 --> 00:44:42,844
You said you wanted
nothing to do with the search.

852
00:44:42,845 --> 00:44:45,388
Right, right. No, I...

853
00:44:45,389 --> 00:44:48,516
I just...

854
00:44:48,517 --> 00:44:50,643
I just didn't think
it would move so fast.

855
00:44:50,644 --> 00:44:54,605
Well, there was unanimous
enthusiasm for the candidate,

856
00:44:54,606 --> 00:44:59,606
so things just moved along
faster than normal.

857
00:45:00,237 --> 00:45:02,363
Bob.

858
00:45:02,364 --> 00:45:03,489
Give me this one.

859
00:45:03,490 --> 00:45:07,451
Peter, we can't.

860
00:45:07,452 --> 00:45:09,412
The department has spent
thousands of dollars

861
00:45:09,413 --> 00:45:10,538
on this search.

862
00:45:10,539 --> 00:45:12,290
He's turned down other offers.

863
00:45:12,291 --> 00:45:14,208
You know what goes into
this sort of thing.

864
00:45:14,209 --> 00:45:17,253
I hired you, Bob.

865
00:45:17,254 --> 00:45:21,340
You don't have to tell me
how this w...

866
00:45:21,341 --> 00:45:23,092
And let me tell you,

867
00:45:23,093 --> 00:45:27,388
there was not unanimous
enthusiasm for you back then.

868
00:45:27,389 --> 00:45:29,056
It took a lot of arm-twisting
on my part

869
00:45:29,057 --> 00:45:31,475
to get people to come around.

870
00:45:31,476 --> 00:45:35,730
And now, 2O years later,
the only reason

871
00:45:35,731 --> 00:45:37,899
that you're the chairman
of this goddamn department

872
00:45:37,900 --> 00:45:39,567
is 'cause I loathe politics!

873
00:45:39,568 --> 00:45:43,112
And you, for reasons
which I cannot fathom, do not.

874
00:45:45,449 --> 00:45:50,449
In fact, you seem to have
a real taste for it.

875
00:45:55,417 --> 00:45:59,295
Wow.

876
00:46:01,632 --> 00:46:06,632
I'm asking...

877
00:46:07,596 --> 00:46:09,347
I'm asking a favor.

878
00:46:09,348 --> 00:46:10,598
Listen.

879
00:46:10,599 --> 00:46:13,809
Just give me this one, Bob,
okay?

880
00:46:13,810 --> 00:46:16,187
I need three more years.

881
00:46:19,107 --> 00:46:21,776
I'm sorry.

882
00:46:21,777 --> 00:46:26,777
There's nothing I can do.

883
00:46:36,416 --> 00:46:37,458
. <i>HGY...</i>

884
00:46:37,459 --> 00:46:39,752
Hi.

885
00:46:39,753 --> 00:46:40,962
Hey.

886
00:46:40,963 --> 00:46:42,546
Jesse, you remember Vanessa,
right'?

887
00:46:42,547 --> 00:46:45,299
- Yeah, hi.
- You're back.

888
00:46:45,300 --> 00:46:45,800
Yeah.

889
00:46:49,513 --> 00:46:51,555
So I should...

890
00:46:51,556 --> 00:46:56,556
yeah, I got some stuff to do.

891
00:47:00,816 --> 00:47:02,900
So this is your room.

892
00:47:02,901 --> 00:47:04,026
Yeah. Fancy, huh?

893
00:47:04,027 --> 00:47:05,152
Yeah.

894
00:47:05,153 --> 00:47:07,113
Forgot how small these are.

895
00:47:07,114 --> 00:47:10,825
Good training
for living in New York.

896
00:47:10,826 --> 00:47:12,868
So are you gonna see
Professor Hoberg

897
00:47:12,869 --> 00:47:14,662
while you're here?

898
00:47:14,663 --> 00:47:16,330
You know, probably not.

899
00:47:16,331 --> 00:47:17,748
Um...

900
00:47:17,749 --> 00:47:20,418
and, you know, if you-
if you run into him,

901
00:47:20,419 --> 00:47:22,169
maybe don't mention
that I'm here.

902
00:47:22,170 --> 00:47:26,007
- Okay-
- Okay...

903
00:47:26,008 --> 00:47:29,427
Do you want to sit?

904
00:47:29,428 --> 00:47:34,428
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

905
00:47:38,729 --> 00:47:40,187
So I should tell you,

906
00:47:40,188 --> 00:47:42,523
I feel a little weird
about being here.

907
00:47:42,524 --> 00:47:43,941
Why? Don't.

908
00:47:43,942 --> 00:47:45,860
Well, I don't know
if you know this,

909
00:47:45,861 --> 00:47:49,030
but, I'm a few years older
than you.

910
00:47:49,031 --> 00:47:50,489
You are?

911
00:47:50,490 --> 00:47:52,033
Just a few, yeah,

912
00:47:52,034 --> 00:47:53,743
and I'm not necessarily saying...

913
00:47:53,744 --> 00:47:55,369
I don't want to get
ahead of myself here.

914
00:47:55,370 --> 00:47:56,495
It's just...

915
00:47:56,496 --> 00:47:57,830
<i>wait,</i>sorry.

916
00:47:57,831 --> 00:48:02,831
You-did you think this was,
like, a romantic thing?

917
00:48:05,213 --> 00:48:07,882
Just kidding.

918
00:48:07,883 --> 00:48:09,258
MY'

919
00:48:09,259 --> 00:48:14,259
Come here.

920
00:48:18,393 --> 00:48:21,771
Try not to overthink things,
okay?

921
00:48:21,772 --> 00:48:23,230
You're talking
to the wrong guy.

922
00:48:23,231 --> 00:48:26,525
Well, look.

923
00:48:26,526 --> 00:48:28,569
We connect really well,
don't you think?

924
00:48:28,570 --> 00:48:31,364
We do, yeah.

925
00:48:31,365 --> 00:48:33,699
I just can't figure out
if it's because you're advanced

926
00:48:33,700 --> 00:48:35,785
or because I'm stunted.

927
00:48:35,786 --> 00:48:38,287
It's because I'm advanced.

928
00:48:38,288 --> 00:48:40,081
Maybe.

929
00:48:40,082 --> 00:48:45,082
But I'm also a little stunted.

930
00:48:45,921 --> 00:48:48,798
Look, I want to take things
slowly, okay?

931
00:48:48,799 --> 00:48:50,549
Yeah, okay.

932
00:48:50,550 --> 00:48:53,094
Me too. Me too.

933
00:48:53,095 --> 00:48:55,763
But I would like to kiss you

934
00:48:55,764 --> 00:48:59,266
on your forehead.

935
00:48:59,267 --> 00:49:02,395
Can I kiss you on your forehead?

936
00:49:02,396 --> 00:49:03,479
Say yes.

937
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:03,980
Yes.

938
00:49:12,364 --> 00:49:14,198
And your chin?

939
00:49:14,199 --> 00:49:19,199
May I kiss your chin?

940
00:49:33,969 --> 00:49:35,094
Sorry. Hi, sorry.

941
00:49:35,095 --> 00:49:37,471
Just need to grab something.

942
00:49:43,979 --> 00:49:45,855
Roommates.

943
00:49:45,856 --> 00:49:48,691
Can we-are you hungry?

944
00:49:48,692 --> 00:49:49,984
I could eat.

945
00:49:49,985 --> 00:49:51,318
Yeah?

946
00:49:51,319 --> 00:49:53,946
Maybe we could go into town
and grab something?

947
00:49:53,947 --> 00:49:55,030
That'll take too long.

948
00:49:55,031 --> 00:49:57,199
I have class at 2:00.

949
00:49:58,535 --> 00:50:03,535
But I know a place that's good
and even closer.

950
00:50:34,738 --> 00:50:39,283
Hey, Dean.

951
00:50:39,284 --> 00:50:41,160
You get a job here?

952
00:50:41,161 --> 00:50:42,244
I wish.

953
00:50:42,245 --> 00:50:44,246
Hey, I seem to have lost
my friend.

954
00:50:44,247 --> 00:50:49,247
You mind if I...

955
00:50:49,961 --> 00:50:52,087
What are you working on?

956
00:50:52,088 --> 00:50:56,008
Yeah, it's this...

957
00:50:56,009 --> 00:50:57,718
noveL.

958
00:50:57,719 --> 00:50:59,053
Good for you.

959
00:50:59,054 --> 00:51:00,137
I guess.

960
00:51:00,138 --> 00:51:01,222
You happy with it'?

961
00:51:01,223 --> 00:51:06,223
Not really.

962
00:51:06,394 --> 00:51:07,728
How you been? Any better?

963
00:51:07,729 --> 00:51:10,231
No.

964
00:51:10,232 --> 00:51:12,566
I kind of just wish
this would all be over

965
00:51:12,567 --> 00:51:17,196
as soon as possible.

966
00:51:17,197 --> 00:51:22,197
Why did you love it here
so much?

967
00:51:24,579 --> 00:51:28,123
It's the only time you get
to do this, you know?

968
00:51:28,124 --> 00:51:30,417
You get to sit around
and read books all day,

969
00:51:30,418 --> 00:51:33,587
have really great conversations
about ideas.

970
00:51:33,588 --> 00:51:37,841
People out in the world,
they're not really doing that.

971
00:51:37,842 --> 00:51:39,218
Think about it.

972
00:51:39,219 --> 00:51:41,387
You could go up to everyone here
and say, "I'm a poet,"

973
00:51:41,388 --> 00:51:44,306
and no one will punch you
in the face.

974
00:51:44,307 --> 00:51:46,767
I mean, that's something.

975
00:51:46,768 --> 00:51:48,352
Yeah.

976
00:51:48,353 --> 00:51:51,772
I get that.

977
00:51:51,773 --> 00:51:54,191
I just can't get around the fact

978
00:51:54,192 --> 00:51:58,362
that I'm, like,
aggressively unhappy here.

979
00:51:58,363 --> 00:51:59,989
Jesse.

980
00:51:59,990 --> 00:52:00,490
Jesse!

981
00:52:10,834 --> 00:52:15,834
That's my number,
if you ever want to talk.

982
00:52:38,528 --> 00:52:42,281
<i>. HGY-. HGY...</i>

983
00:52:42,282 --> 00:52:44,283
Please tell me
this is Vanessa's.

984
00:52:44,284 --> 00:52:46,410
Nope, that's mine.

985
00:52:46,411 --> 00:52:47,661
Wait, you actually read this?

986
00:52:47,662 --> 00:52:48,787
Yeah.

987
00:52:48,788 --> 00:52:50,080
All of it?

988
00:52:50,081 --> 00:52:51,332
. YeP...

989
00:52:51,333 --> 00:52:54,043
Unironically?

990
00:52:54,044 --> 00:52:57,171
Very sincerely.

991
00:52:57,172 --> 00:53:01,342
What is it
with you girls and vampires?

992
00:53:01,343 --> 00:53:02,843
What's it about?

993
00:53:02,844 --> 00:53:04,136
Vampires.

994
00:53:04,137 --> 00:53:06,847
No, what's it about'?

995
00:53:06,848 --> 00:53:08,015
Vampires.

996
00:53:08,016 --> 00:53:10,017
I don't understand. Is it good?

997
00:53:10,018 --> 00:53:11,060
No.

998
00:53:11,061 --> 00:53:13,354
I mean, yeah. But no.

999
00:53:13,355 --> 00:53:14,355
Well, then why read it?

1000
00:53:14,356 --> 00:53:15,689
'Cause I like it.

1001
00:53:15,690 --> 00:53:18,317
That's no reason
to read something.

1002
00:53:18,318 --> 00:53:20,653
Why else
would you read something?

1003
00:53:20,654 --> 00:53:21,820
Seriously.

1004
00:53:21,821 --> 00:53:24,156
Many amazing books in the world.

1005
00:53:24,157 --> 00:53:25,574
Why would you read this?

1006
00:53:25,575 --> 00:53:28,035
Okay, I hate this conversation.

1007
00:53:28,036 --> 00:53:29,536
Can we stop?

1008
00:53:29,537 --> 00:53:30,871
Wait, this is a trilogy,
right'?

1009
00:53:30,872 --> 00:53:33,624
I'm afraid to answer that.

1010
00:53:33,625 --> 00:53:35,459
You've read three of these?

1011
00:53:35,460 --> 00:53:36,752
Have you ever read one of them?

1012
00:53:36,753 --> 00:53:38,170
What do you think?

1013
00:53:38,171 --> 00:53:41,090
How can you hate something
if you've never read it?

1014
00:53:41,091 --> 00:53:44,635
I mean, isn't that like
what repressive regimes do?

1015
00:53:44,636 --> 00:53:46,720
You want to burn books
you don't like?

1016
00:53:46,721 --> 00:53:49,139
You're right.
You know what I'm gonna do?

1017
00:53:49,140 --> 00:53:51,058
I'm gonna read this book,
all of it.

1018
00:53:51,059 --> 00:53:53,102
And then we can discuss it.

1019
00:53:53,103 --> 00:53:55,187
- Right now'?
- Yeah, why not'?

1020
00:53:55,188 --> 00:53:57,189
I mean, how long can it take,
really?

1021
00:53:57,190 --> 00:54:02,152
This is great,
a little book club.

1022
00:54:02,153 --> 00:54:03,654
Seriously?

1023
00:54:03,655 --> 00:54:05,489
. YuP...

1024
00:54:05,490 --> 00:54:10,490
See ya soon.

1025
00:54:15,166 --> 00:54:15,666
<i>J'J'.</i>

1026
00:54:42,902 --> 00:54:45,738
No, this isn't what it...

1027
00:54:45,739 --> 00:54:47,614
I'm reading it as a dare.

1028
00:54:47,615 --> 00:54:52,615
It's a bet, actually.

1029
00:54:52,787 --> 00:54:55,080
I loved your class!

1030
00:54:55,081 --> 00:54:55,581
<i>J'J'.</i>

1031
00:55:25,779 --> 00:55:27,154
Should I start?

1032
00:55:27,155 --> 00:55:28,989
Please.

1033
00:55:28,990 --> 00:55:31,074
Okay

1034
00:55:31,075 --> 00:55:33,452
I liked it.

1035
00:55:33,453 --> 00:55:35,829
- It was fun and stupid.
- Mm...

1036
00:55:35,830 --> 00:55:37,456
And it passed the time.

1037
00:55:37,457 --> 00:55:40,793
And it's not Tolstoy,
but it's also not television.

1038
00:55:40,794 --> 00:55:43,921
And it made rne happy.

1039
00:55:43,922 --> 00:55:47,508
Now you.

1040
00:55:47,509 --> 00:55:52,054
- Thank you.
- Mm.

1041
00:55:52,055 --> 00:55:54,139
This...

1042
00:55:54,140 --> 00:55:56,350
is the worst book

1043
00:55:56,351 --> 00:55:59,102
ever written

1044
00:55:59,103 --> 00:56:01,396
in English.

1045
00:56:01,397 --> 00:56:05,943
So there are worse books
written in other languages?

1046
00:56:05,944 --> 00:56:07,611
Probably not,

1047
00:56:07,612 --> 00:56:10,197
unless this book is translated
into other languages.

1048
00:56:10,198 --> 00:56:11,865
Okay, we really...

1049
00:56:11,866 --> 00:56:12,991
we don't need to do this.

1050
00:56:12,992 --> 00:56:14,576
No, please, let's.

1051
00:56:14,577 --> 00:56:17,746
I need to know
how you read these...

1052
00:56:17,747 --> 00:56:20,415
I guess
you call them sentences...

1053
00:56:20,416 --> 00:56:22,709
close the book,
and feel anything

1054
00:56:22,710 --> 00:56:23,836
other than offended and sad?

1055
00:56:23,837 --> 00:56:25,212
Well, millions of people
like it.

1056
00:56:25,213 --> 00:56:27,005
So when millions of people
like something,

1057
00:56:27,006 --> 00:56:28,173
that means it's good?

1058
00:56:28,174 --> 00:56:29,800
No, it means
millions of people like it.

1059
00:56:29,801 --> 00:56:33,095
These books make people happy.

1060
00:56:33,096 --> 00:56:35,430
We don't always have to be
thinking about poli-sci

1061
00:56:35,431 --> 00:56:37,724
or reading Chaucer,
which, by the way, I hated.

1062
00:56:37,725 --> 00:56:39,601
You're not supposed to like it.

1063
00:56:39,602 --> 00:56:42,312
But then why read it'?

1064
00:56:42,313 --> 00:56:43,730
You love college so much, right'?

1065
00:56:43,731 --> 00:56:46,149
Isn't it all about understanding
different points of view?

1066
00:56:46,150 --> 00:56:47,901
It's also about
developing taste.

1067
00:56:47,902 --> 00:56:49,736
That was snobby. You're a snob.

1068
00:56:49,737 --> 00:56:50,904
No, I'm not.

1069
00:56:50,905 --> 00:56:52,072
Yes, you are.

1070
00:56:52,073 --> 00:56:53,574
You think it's cool
to hate things.

1071
00:56:53,575 --> 00:56:55,409
And it's not. It's boring.

1072
00:56:55,410 --> 00:56:56,660
Talk about what you love,

1073
00:56:56,661 --> 00:56:58,579
and keep quiet
about what you don't.

1074
00:56:58,580 --> 00:57:00,706
Look, I know how this sounds,
but trust me.

1075
00:57:00,707 --> 00:57:02,416
This is a big deal, okay?

1076
00:57:02,417 --> 00:57:03,876
This country is in bad shape,

1077
00:57:03,877 --> 00:57:06,461
and it has to do,
in large part, I think,

1078
00:57:06,462 --> 00:57:09,506
with people liking things
that are very, very bad.

1079
00:57:09,507 --> 00:57:11,341
But according to you.

1080
00:57:11,342 --> 00:57:13,719
Why are you the one who gets
to decide what's good and bad?

1081
00:57:13,720 --> 00:57:15,429
And do you only want
to surround yourself

1082
00:57:15,430 --> 00:57:17,347
with people who've read
the same books as you?

1083
00:57:17,348 --> 00:57:22,348
I guess we're gonna have to
move on to a specific example...

1084
00:57:23,313 --> 00:57:24,813
Where are you?

1085
00:57:24,814 --> 00:57:26,106
What do you mean?

1086
00:57:26,107 --> 00:57:28,108
I mean, you are somewhere,

1087
00:57:28,109 --> 00:57:29,443
but it's not here.

1088
00:57:29,444 --> 00:57:32,154
No, I'm-I'm here.

1089
00:57:32,155 --> 00:57:34,448
So why are we spending
all our time

1090
00:57:34,449 --> 00:57:39,449
having a stupid argument
about a book?

1091
00:57:49,923 --> 00:57:50,964
Hey, Peter.

1092
00:57:50,965 --> 00:57:51,509
Zibby.

1093
00:58:04,979 --> 00:58:06,521
Peter.

1094
00:58:06,522 --> 00:58:09,149
Peter.

1095
00:58:09,150 --> 00:58:11,193
What the hell
are you doing here?

1096
00:58:13,279 --> 00:58:18,279
I don't know.

1097
00:58:20,870 --> 00:58:23,622
You know how old I am?

1098
00:58:23,623 --> 00:58:24,957
No, how old are you?

1099
00:58:24,958 --> 00:58:27,000
It's none
of your goddamn business.

1100
00:58:27,001 --> 00:58:31,129
Do you know how old
I feel like I am?

1101
00:58:31,130 --> 00:58:33,840
19.

1102
00:58:33,841 --> 00:58:38,178
Since I was 19,
I have never felt not 19.

1103
00:58:38,179 --> 00:58:42,015
But I shave my face,
and I look in the mirror,

1104
00:58:42,016 --> 00:58:43,350
and I'm forced to say,

1105
00:58:43,351 --> 00:58:46,520
"This is not a 19-year-old
staring back at me."

1106
00:58:48,940 --> 00:58:51,900
Teaching here all these years,

1107
00:58:51,901 --> 00:58:55,195
I've had to be very clear
with myself

1108
00:58:55,196 --> 00:58:57,489
that even though I'm surrounded
by 19-year-olds

1109
00:58:57,490 --> 00:59:00,033
and I may have felt 19,

1110
00:59:00,034 --> 00:59:02,327
I'm not 19 anymore.

1111
00:59:02,328 --> 00:59:06,081
You follow me?

1112
00:59:06,082 --> 00:59:08,959
Yeah.

1113
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:13,088
Nobody feels like an adult.

1114
00:59:13,089 --> 00:59:18,089
It's the world's dirty secret.

1115
00:59:27,395 --> 00:59:30,897
How perfect is the universe?

1116
00:59:30,898 --> 00:59:33,316
You're still here?

1117
00:59:33,317 --> 00:59:35,152
Lucky for you.

1118
00:59:35,153 --> 00:59:40,153
'Cause you look like
you could use a friend.

1119
00:59:43,411 --> 00:59:46,121
Did you know there's so many
preservatives in the food we eat

1120
00:59:46,122 --> 00:59:47,831
that they're finding
it's taking longer

1121
00:59:47,832 --> 00:59:51,960
for our bodies to decompose
once we die?

1122
00:59:51,961 --> 00:59:53,253
No way. Really?

1123
00:59:53,254 --> 00:59:58,254
Preservatives, man.
It's messed up.

1124
00:59:59,802 --> 01:00:01,261
Want some good news?

1125
01:00:01,262 --> 01:00:03,764
Please.

1126
01:00:03,765 --> 01:00:06,892
Caterpillars-give me my hat.

1127
01:00:06,893 --> 01:00:09,686
They're just scooting along,
right,

1128
01:00:09,687 --> 01:00:11,646
being caterpillars.

1129
01:00:11,647 --> 01:00:14,733
At some point, these cells
show up called imaginal cells.

1130
01:00:14,734 --> 01:00:16,443
Scientists don't know
where they come from

1131
01:00:16,444 --> 01:00:17,778
or why they appear,

1132
01:00:17,779 --> 01:00:21,156
but these imaginal cells show up
inside the caterpillar

1133
01:00:21,157 --> 01:00:23,116
and say, "Get psyched,
caterpillar!"

1134
01:00:23,117 --> 01:00:25,619
It's butterfly-turning-into
time."

1135
01:00:25,620 --> 01:00:26,953
<i>Mm...</i>

1136
01:00:26,954 --> 01:00:28,914
And what do all
the other caterpillar cells do

1137
01:00:28,915 --> 01:00:30,916
when these imaginal cells
show up?

1138
01:00:30,917 --> 01:00:32,501
I have no idea.

1139
01:00:32,502 --> 01:00:33,627
They attack 'em!

1140
01:00:33,628 --> 01:00:35,295
Try to kill 'em!

1141
01:00:35,296 --> 01:00:38,298
They're like, "Screw you,
imaginal cells."

1142
01:00:38,299 --> 01:00:40,092
'We're happy
being a caterpillar.

1143
01:00:40,093 --> 01:00:41,843
"Get lost!"

1144
01:00:41,844 --> 01:00:45,931
But eventually,
the imaginal cells keep growing

1145
01:00:45,932 --> 01:00:48,809
and overtake the destiny
of the caterpillar

1146
01:00:48,810 --> 01:00:51,144
and will it into this cocoon.

1147
01:00:51,145 --> 01:00:53,021
And then guess
what happens next.

1148
01:00:53,022 --> 01:00:55,982
The caterpillar turns
into a butterfly.

1149
01:00:55,983 --> 01:00:58,985
The caterpillar
turns into a butterfly.

1150
01:00:58,986 --> 01:01:00,153
That's awesome.

1151
01:01:00,154 --> 01:01:01,488
I know it is!

1152
01:01:01,489 --> 01:01:03,198
Yeah, that's good.

1153
01:01:03,199 --> 01:01:07,702
And that is why there is
no reason to be afraid,

1154
01:01:07,703 --> 01:01:11,706
because everything is okay.

1155
01:01:11,707 --> 01:01:15,627
Yeah, I don't know
if I believe that.

1156
01:01:15,628 --> 01:01:19,923
It has to be true.

1157
01:01:19,924 --> 01:01:24,924
There can be no other way.

1158
01:01:26,430 --> 01:01:28,974
You know, I'm not even sure
if you're real.

1159
01:01:28,975 --> 01:01:30,767
I mean, seriously.

1160
01:01:30,768 --> 01:01:33,770
It's all true, brother.

1161
01:01:33,771 --> 01:01:37,274
Whatever you believe.

1162
01:01:37,275 --> 01:01:38,525
What is that'?

1163
01:01:38,526 --> 01:01:39,568
What are you drinking?

1164
01:01:39,569 --> 01:01:42,070
H to the 2 to the O.

1165
01:01:42,071 --> 01:01:43,613
You should have some.

1166
01:01:43,614 --> 01:01:47,492
Got to stay hydrated.

1167
01:01:47,493 --> 01:01:52,493
All right.

1168
01:01:57,128 --> 01:02:00,172
Thanks.

1169
01:02:00,173 --> 01:02:02,924
<i>_.</i>

1170
01:02:12,143 --> 01:02:12,643
Ooh!

1171
01:02:17,106 --> 01:02:20,984
You with me, bro?

1172
01:02:20,985 --> 01:02:24,446
Yeah.

1173
01:02:24,447 --> 01:02:28,533
I like you, Nat.

1174
01:02:28,534 --> 01:02:31,786
Thanks for being my friend.

1175
01:02:31,787 --> 01:02:34,080
Easiest thing in the world.

1176
01:02:34,081 --> 01:02:37,417
I enjoyed this.

1177
01:02:37,418 --> 01:02:37,962
I'm off.

1178
01:02:42,506 --> 01:02:45,675
You go get her, man.

1179
01:02:45,676 --> 01:02:49,346
Huh.

1180
01:02:49,347 --> 01:02:49,847
Okay.

1181
01:02:53,976 --> 01:02:58,104
Be love, man.

1182
01:02:58,105 --> 01:02:58,649
Be love!

1183
01:03:11,244 --> 01:03:12,994
You seem happy.

1184
01:03:12,995 --> 01:03:15,121
I am.

1185
01:03:15,122 --> 01:03:17,457
What happened?

1186
01:03:17,458 --> 01:03:19,542
I don't know.

1187
01:03:19,543 --> 01:03:21,920
Something.

1188
01:03:21,921 --> 01:03:24,047
Can I tell you some things?

1189
01:03:24,048 --> 01:03:25,382
Yeah, yeah, sure.

1190
01:03:25,383 --> 01:03:29,386
Okay, well, except for
the book thing,

1191
01:03:29,387 --> 01:03:33,223
which was genuinely
super annoying,

1192
01:03:33,224 --> 01:03:38,224
I-I feel really good about you.

1193
01:03:38,813 --> 01:03:43,813
It's been a while since I felt
that way about someone.

1194
01:03:44,652 --> 01:03:48,280
And I like it.

1195
01:03:48,281 --> 01:03:50,740
Yeah, me too.

1196
01:03:50,741 --> 01:03:55,741
I want you to stay here
with me tonight.

1197
01:03:55,746 --> 01:03:57,998
You have a roommate.

1198
01:03:57,999 --> 01:04:02,999
She's sleeping elsewhere.

1199
01:04:04,922 --> 01:04:09,134
So will you stay here?

1200
01:04:09,135 --> 01:04:10,844
Yes.

1201
01:04:10,845 --> 01:04:13,555
Good.

1202
01:04:13,556 --> 01:04:15,348
But I have to tell you
something.

1203
01:04:15,349 --> 01:04:15,849
Um...

1204
01:04:19,687 --> 01:04:23,690
this-it would be my, um...

1205
01:04:23,691 --> 01:04:28,691
first time.

1206
01:04:29,572 --> 01:04:32,532
But I want to.

1207
01:04:32,533 --> 01:04:37,370
With you.

1208
01:04:37,371 --> 01:04:41,124
Okay, um...

1209
01:04:41,125 --> 01:04:42,917
I have to...

1210
01:04:42,918 --> 01:04:44,210
hold on.

1211
01:04:44,211 --> 01:04:46,921
I'll-I'll be back
in a second, okay?

1212
01:04:46,922 --> 01:04:47,422
Okay

1213
01:05:16,702 --> 01:05:18,119
I should never have
told you that.

1214
01:05:18,120 --> 01:05:19,704
No, no, it's good.

1215
01:05:19,705 --> 01:05:24,501
I'm-I'm glad you did.

1216
01:05:24,502 --> 01:05:26,878
So is that a problem?

1217
01:05:26,879 --> 01:05:30,340
Well, yeah, it is.

1218
01:05:30,341 --> 01:05:32,425
Why?

1219
01:05:33,636 --> 01:05:36,638
Okay, well, first of all,
I'm 35.

1220
01:05:36,639 --> 01:05:38,556
- You don't look it.
- Thank you.

1221
01:05:38,557 --> 01:05:39,766
Plus, it doesn't bother me.

1222
01:05:39,767 --> 01:05:41,101
Well, it bothers me.

1223
01:05:41,102 --> 01:05:42,268
Well, it shouldn't.

1224
01:05:42,269 --> 01:05:45,355
Age is a stupid thing
to obsess over.

1225
01:05:45,356 --> 01:05:47,816
What if reincarnation
is real, huh?

1226
01:05:47,817 --> 01:05:49,317
Think about that.

1227
01:05:49,318 --> 01:05:52,779
What if I'm, like, thousands
of years older than you?

1228
01:05:52,780 --> 01:05:55,448
Okay, that's not really
a sound argument.

1229
01:05:55,449 --> 01:05:56,783
Why not?

1230
01:05:56,784 --> 01:05:58,576
Because it's like saying,

1231
01:05:58,577 --> 01:06:01,329
"'What if reality is all
an illusion?"

1232
01:06:01,330 --> 01:06:03,331
Then there are no consequences
to anything.

1233
01:06:03,332 --> 01:06:05,208
We're completely off the hook.

1234
01:06:05,209 --> 01:06:08,336
And I believe in consequences.

1235
01:06:08,337 --> 01:06:10,463
No, you believe in guilt.

1236
01:06:10,464 --> 01:06:12,799
Maybe.

1237
01:06:12,800 --> 01:06:17,800
But guilt before we act
is called morality.

1238
01:06:18,222 --> 01:06:18,834
[scOffsl.

1239
01:06:23,394 --> 01:06:25,645
Why did you come back here?

1240
01:06:25,646 --> 01:06:27,981
To see you,
but I didn't know that you...

1241
01:06:27,982 --> 01:06:29,315
Why should that matter?

1242
01:06:29,316 --> 01:06:31,901
I mean, isn't it,
I don't know, flattering?

1243
01:06:31,902 --> 01:06:34,028
Listen.

1244
01:06:34,029 --> 01:06:37,824
Elizabeth.

1245
01:06:37,825 --> 01:06:41,494
Sex is really complicated, okay?

1246
01:06:41,495 --> 01:06:44,831
I didn't quite understand that
when I was younger,

1247
01:06:44,832 --> 01:06:46,291
but I do now.

1248
01:06:46,292 --> 01:06:48,543
Okay, look, I didn't sign
one of those contracts

1249
01:06:48,544 --> 01:06:50,420
when I was in high school, okay?

1250
01:06:50,421 --> 01:06:53,256
I'm not a prude or whatever.

1251
01:06:53,257 --> 01:06:57,677
It's just, I never met anyone
that I trusted

1252
01:06:57,678 --> 01:07:02,056
or even liked enough

1253
01:07:02,057 --> 01:07:07,057
until now.

1254
01:07:07,313 --> 01:07:07,857
I can't.

1255
01:07:13,235 --> 01:07:17,363
Are you not attracted to me?

1256
01:07:17,364 --> 01:07:19,574
No. I mean, yes, I am.

1257
01:07:19,575 --> 01:07:22,035
It's just.

1258
01:07:22,036 --> 01:07:27,036
I also care about you a lot
already, somehow.

1259
01:07:28,292 --> 01:07:31,878
So, um, essentially,

1260
01:07:31,879 --> 01:07:33,213
you don't want to sleep with me

1261
01:07:33,214 --> 01:07:38,214
because you like
and respect me too much.

1262
01:07:40,137 --> 01:07:42,347
Basically.

1263
01:07:42,348 --> 01:07:44,807
Yeah.

1264
01:07:44,808 --> 01:07:47,227
That's, like,
the saddest thing ever.

1265
01:07:47,228 --> 01:07:48,645
Look, I want to be
in your life.

1266
01:07:48,646 --> 01:07:49,854
I do.

1267
01:07:49,855 --> 01:07:52,649
Yeah, I already have
an older brother, okay?

1268
01:07:52,650 --> 01:07:57,650
And I don't need some mentor.

1269
01:07:59,073 --> 01:08:04,073
I can't just say yes
to everything.

1270
01:08:05,162 --> 01:08:07,372
Elizabeth.

1271
01:08:07,373 --> 01:08:09,290
Stop calling me that.

1272
01:08:09,291 --> 01:08:10,375
What?

1273
01:08:10,376 --> 01:08:11,584
No one calls me that.

1274
01:08:11,585 --> 01:08:13,044
You need to leave right now.

1275
01:08:13,045 --> 01:08:15,296
I'm really upset,
and you need to go.

1276
01:08:15,297 --> 01:08:15,797
Okay.

1277
01:08:20,844 --> 01:08:21,388
Get out!

1278
01:08:32,773 --> 01:08:37,773
J' I've got a right
to lose my mind J'

1279
01:08:40,489 --> 01:08:41,531
J' Since... J'

1280
01:08:41,532 --> 01:08:43,700
Well, well, well.

1281
01:08:43,701 --> 01:08:47,412
J' Since you left me here J'

1282
01:08:47,413 --> 01:08:50,707
Now I remember you.

1283
01:08:50,708 --> 01:08:53,376
You do?

1284
01:08:53,377 --> 01:08:56,588
Not really.

1285
01:08:56,589 --> 01:09:00,466
J' I stumbled J'

1286
01:09:00,467 --> 01:09:02,010
J' On a new world J'

1287
01:09:02,011 --> 01:09:04,387
Rough day?

1288
01:09:04,388 --> 01:09:04,888
Yeah.

1289
01:09:09,143 --> 01:09:12,061
"Mock on. Mock on.

1290
01:09:12,062 --> 01:09:15,023
"'Tis all in vain.

1291
01:09:15,024 --> 01:09:17,692
"You throw the sand
against the wind,

1292
01:09:17,693 --> 01:09:22,071
and the wind
blows it back again."

1293
01:09:22,072 --> 01:09:25,325
Blake.

1294
01:09:25,326 --> 01:09:28,328
Aplus.

1295
01:09:28,329 --> 01:09:32,373
J' And the life J'

1296
01:09:32,374 --> 01:09:33,583
J'And the life I'm living J'

1297
01:09:33,584 --> 01:09:37,420
French fries.

1298
01:09:37,421 --> 01:09:40,965
I was just about to order
a basket.

1299
01:09:40,966 --> 01:09:42,842
J' To lose my mind J'

1300
01:09:42,843 --> 01:09:46,304
J' I've got a right
to lose my mind J'

1301
01:09:49,308 --> 01:09:49,808
<i>J'J'</i>

1302
01:09:54,897 --> 01:09:57,565
. <i>HGY...</i>

1303
01:09:57,566 --> 01:09:59,442
Can you get me a beer?

1304
01:09:59,443 --> 01:10:00,818
Yeah, have mine.

1305
01:10:02,196 --> 01:10:04,489
Of course, I'm thrilled.

1306
01:10:04,490 --> 01:10:06,407
Newly minted PhD.

1307
01:10:06,408 --> 01:10:07,950
I'm feeling very fancy

1308
01:10:07,951 --> 01:10:11,621
and officially teaching
Ode <i>on</i> a Grecian Urn

1309
01:10:11,622 --> 01:10:12,997
for the first time.

1310
01:10:12,998 --> 01:10:14,332
It's like heaven, right?

1311
01:10:14,333 --> 01:10:15,583
Right. Right, right, right.

1312
01:10:15,584 --> 01:10:17,418
And I decide to be
a little dramatic.

1313
01:10:17,419 --> 01:10:18,670
I'm really gonna go for it

1314
01:10:18,671 --> 01:10:20,338
and just recite
the whole thing out loud.

1315
01:10:20,339 --> 01:10:21,381
What the hell, right?

1316
01:10:21,382 --> 01:10:22,799
Sure.

1317
01:10:22,800 --> 01:10:26,928
And it's going very well,
if I do say so myself.

1318
01:10:26,929 --> 01:10:30,598
And as I reach
the immortal final lines

1319
01:10:30,599 --> 01:10:34,060
of one of the great poems
ever written in English,

1320
01:10:34,061 --> 01:10:37,522
I hear myself say the following:

1321
01:10:37,523 --> 01:10:41,317
"Beauth is trudy, trudy beauth."

1322
01:10:42,695 --> 01:10:44,737
"That is all ye know on Earth
and all ye need know."

1323
01:10:44,738 --> 01:10:46,447
That is great.

1324
01:10:46,448 --> 01:10:48,741
Great story.

1325
01:10:48,742 --> 01:10:50,618
When did you fall
for the Romantics?

1326
01:10:50,619 --> 01:10:52,120
Was it, like-I'm just curious,

1327
01:10:52,121 --> 01:10:54,455
but was it in college
or grad school?

1328
01:10:54,456 --> 01:10:56,416
'Cause I knew almost nothing
about those guys

1329
01:10:56,417 --> 01:10:58,251
before your class.

1330
01:10:58,252 --> 01:10:59,585
Your class.

1331
01:10:59,586 --> 01:11:01,671
Ooh, I can gush, right'?

1332
01:11:01,672 --> 01:11:03,297
I mean, I still think about it.

1333
01:11:03,298 --> 01:11:06,968
It's just...

1334
01:11:06,969 --> 01:11:09,178
What?

1335
01:11:09,179 --> 01:11:13,266
You're very enthusiastic.

1336
01:11:13,267 --> 01:11:13,811
I guess.

1337
01:11:27,281 --> 01:11:32,281
I have a car.

1338
01:11:32,286 --> 01:11:33,536
Okay

1339
01:11:33,537 --> 01:11:38,537
I would like for you
to get in it with me,

1340
01:11:40,753 --> 01:11:45,753
and I would like
to drive us somewhere.

1341
01:11:47,301 --> 01:11:47,845
Where?

1342
01:11:57,478 --> 01:11:59,353
Don't worry about the fries.

1343
01:11:59,354 --> 01:12:04,354
They know rne here.

1344
01:12:08,030 --> 01:12:09,655
Yo, Eric, what's up?

1345
01:12:09,656 --> 01:12:11,199
Hey, man.

1346
01:12:11,200 --> 01:12:11,700
<i>J'J'.</i>

1347
01:12:33,180 --> 01:12:35,097
Okay, you got to go.

1348
01:12:35,098 --> 01:12:36,933
What?

1349
01:12:36,934 --> 01:12:39,268
Out. Go, now.

1350
01:12:39,269 --> 01:12:41,354
Are you serious?

1351
01:12:41,355 --> 01:12:42,897
. YeP...

1352
01:12:42,898 --> 01:12:47,151
Yeah, I don't have to,
stay the night or anything,

1353
01:12:47,152 --> 01:12:49,529
but could I-could I at least
catch my breath?

1354
01:12:49,530 --> 01:12:52,031
Sure.

1355
01:12:52,032 --> 01:12:54,700
How long
do you think that'll be?

1356
01:12:57,371 --> 01:12:58,621
- What'?
- No, no.

1357
01:12:58,622 --> 01:13:01,123
It's just funny to me
all of a sudden.

1358
01:13:01,124 --> 01:13:04,168
What about it
is amusing to you?

1359
01:13:04,169 --> 01:13:08,548
Your post-coital cigarette,
for one, is amusing to me.

1360
01:13:08,549 --> 01:13:10,132
What, you never smoked?

1361
01:13:10,133 --> 01:13:12,134
- No, I did.
- But you quit.

1362
01:13:12,135 --> 01:13:15,263
- Yeah.
- Pussy.

1363
01:13:15,264 --> 01:13:17,014
Okay, you are the same
Judith Fairfield

1364
01:13:17,015 --> 01:13:18,891
I took British
Romantic literature from?

1365
01:13:18,892 --> 01:13:21,269
"From whom I took
British Romantic literature,"

1366
01:13:21,270 --> 01:13:22,979
and yes, that's me.

1367
01:13:22,980 --> 01:13:25,398
But just because we screwed,
don't assume we're suddenly...

1368
01:13:25,399 --> 01:13:27,733
what is it you kids say
nowadays?

1369
01:13:27,734 --> 01:13:29,110
BFFs?

1370
01:13:29,111 --> 01:13:30,403
Yeah, that's not really...

1371
01:13:30,404 --> 01:13:32,321
I mean, what do we really know
about each other?

1372
01:13:32,322 --> 01:13:33,990
You're a nonsmoker.
Congratulations.

1373
01:13:33,991 --> 01:13:35,658
You're going to live
to be a hundred.

1374
01:13:35,659 --> 01:13:37,743
But what does it matter
if your life is joyless?

1375
01:13:37,744 --> 01:13:40,329
And it will be. Trust me.

1376
01:13:40,330 --> 01:13:41,914
What's happening here?

1377
01:13:41,915 --> 01:13:43,958
You're getting your clothes
and you're leaving,

1378
01:13:43,959 --> 01:13:45,918
and I'm going to take an Ambien.

1379
01:13:45,919 --> 01:13:47,003
No, I meant, what is hap...

1380
01:13:47,004 --> 01:13:48,254
I mean, seriously.

1381
01:13:48,255 --> 01:13:49,964
You weren't thinking
we were gonna cuddle

1382
01:13:49,965 --> 01:13:52,842
the rest of the night
as I read you Wordsworth?

1383
01:13:52,843 --> 01:13:54,844
Not anymore.

1384
01:13:54,845 --> 01:13:56,596
Good.

1385
01:13:56,597 --> 01:13:58,723
I've taught at this school
for over 2O years.

1386
01:13:58,724 --> 01:14:01,976
I've seen the emergence of
your kind like an infection...

1387
01:14:01,977 --> 01:14:05,104
all these effete,
overarticulate man-boys

1388
01:14:05,105 --> 01:14:06,898
who never learned to toughen up.

1389
01:14:06,899 --> 01:14:08,441
Don't be one of them.

1390
01:14:08,442 --> 01:14:09,567
Go work with your hands.

1391
01:14:09,568 --> 01:14:10,610
Build something.

1392
01:14:10,611 --> 01:14:12,445
Punch someone in the face.

1393
01:14:12,446 --> 01:14:13,946
Wow.

1394
01:14:13,947 --> 01:14:15,197
Too bad Norman Mailer's dead.

1395
01:14:15,198 --> 01:14:17,116
You guys would have been perfect
for each other.

1396
01:14:17,117 --> 01:14:18,284
Shall I count to ten?

1397
01:14:18,285 --> 01:14:19,285
Wait, just, can...

1398
01:14:19,286 --> 01:14:24,286
hold on just one second, okay?

1399
01:14:26,168 --> 01:14:28,044
You don't seem very happy.

1400
01:14:30,088 --> 01:14:32,465
Your powers of deduction
are stunning.

1401
01:14:32,466 --> 01:14:34,884
You must have gone
to a very good college.

1402
01:14:34,885 --> 01:14:37,261
I'm just confused how...

1403
01:14:37,262 --> 01:14:38,888
I mean,
you're a tenured professor

1404
01:14:38,889 --> 01:14:41,641
in one of the most prestigious
English departments

1405
01:14:41,642 --> 01:14:42,683
in the country.

1406
01:14:42,684 --> 01:14:44,518
That's not fulfilling?

1407
01:14:44,519 --> 01:14:46,812
Sit through a faculty meeting
at a liberal arts college,

1408
01:14:46,813 --> 01:14:48,272
Mr. Young Person.

1409
01:14:48,273 --> 01:14:50,608
I assure you, you will lose
all faith in humanity.

1410
01:14:50,609 --> 01:14:52,860
Okay, but what about
the classroom?

1411
01:14:52,861 --> 01:14:54,695
There had to have been
some joy there.

1412
01:14:54,696 --> 01:14:57,073
I mean, you were
such a good teacher.

1413
01:14:57,074 --> 01:14:59,158
Thank you.

1414
01:14:59,159 --> 01:15:01,118
I like to teach.

1415
01:15:01,119 --> 01:15:02,787
I used to love it.

1416
01:15:02,788 --> 01:15:04,330
What happened?

1417
01:15:04,331 --> 01:15:08,250
Life happened.

1418
01:15:08,251 --> 01:15:10,628
Okay, I'm gonna need
a little bit more.

1419
01:15:10,629 --> 01:15:12,213
Well, that's all
you're gonna get.

1420
01:15:12,214 --> 01:15:15,341
Unlike you, I'm not
from the "let me tell you"

1421
01:15:15,342 --> 01:15:18,052
"every sick, sordid detail
of my life" generation.

1422
01:15:18,053 --> 01:15:19,679
I value discretion.

1423
01:15:19,680 --> 01:15:21,722
I loathe self-pity.

1424
01:15:21,723 --> 01:15:23,641
So let's just leave it at this:

1425
01:15:23,642 --> 01:15:27,603
People are disappointing.

1426
01:15:27,604 --> 01:15:29,355
Yeah, it's just,
I would think...

1427
01:15:29,356 --> 01:15:30,898
- Don't get comfortable.
- Sorry.

1428
01:15:30,899 --> 01:15:32,108
I would just think

1429
01:15:32,109 --> 01:15:34,527
that spending so much time
with those poems

1430
01:15:34,528 --> 01:15:38,197
would make you more, you know,
optimistic and hopeful.

1431
01:15:38,198 --> 01:15:39,573
Nonsense.

1432
01:15:39,574 --> 01:15:40,908
They were miserable men

1433
01:15:40,909 --> 01:15:42,868
who were granted a few moments
of transcendence,

1434
01:15:42,869 --> 01:15:44,370
and they had the talent
and foresight

1435
01:15:44,371 --> 01:15:46,539
to grab pen and paper
and write it down.

1436
01:15:46,540 --> 01:15:48,708
Byron was probably
the happiest of the lot,

1437
01:15:48,709 --> 01:15:51,877
only because he put his dick
in everything.

1438
01:15:51,878 --> 01:15:54,755
This is the saddest evening
of my life.

1439
01:15:54,756 --> 01:15:56,048
Get used to it.

1440
01:15:56,049 --> 01:15:59,677
My advice to you is this:

1441
01:15:59,678 --> 01:16:04,678
Put some armor around that gooey
little heart of yours.

1442
01:16:09,563 --> 01:16:14,483
Well, at least
I appreciate the irony.

1443
01:16:14,484 --> 01:16:16,777
I just had the least romantic
night of my life

1444
01:16:16,778 --> 01:16:21,778
with a Romantics professor.

1445
01:16:34,671 --> 01:16:37,423
For what it's worth,

1446
01:16:37,424 --> 01:16:40,593
I meant everything I said
about your class.

1447
01:16:40,594 --> 01:16:45,594
It opened something in me,

1448
01:16:45,766 --> 01:16:48,768
and I'm grateful for it.

1449
01:16:48,769 --> 01:16:51,854
And if my heart is gooey,

1450
01:16:51,855 --> 01:16:56,855
you're at least partially
responsible for that.

1451
01:17:16,296 --> 01:17:18,881
So you're still uninspired
by admissions.

1452
01:17:18,882 --> 01:17:20,758
Yeah, pretty much.

1453
01:17:20,759 --> 01:17:23,094
No little Jesse Fishers
out there?

1454
01:17:23,095 --> 01:17:25,679
Well, if there are,
I'm not meeting them.

1455
01:17:25,680 --> 01:17:29,642
Well, maybe you're just not
recognizing them.

1456
01:17:29,643 --> 01:17:31,769
Anyway.

1457
01:17:31,770 --> 01:17:34,230
I do appreciate you coming by.

1458
01:17:34,231 --> 01:17:35,648
I really do.

1459
01:17:35,649 --> 01:17:37,108
It's great to see you
one last time

1460
01:17:37,109 --> 01:17:39,902
before I get the hell
out of here.

1461
01:17:39,903 --> 01:17:42,321
You feeling any better
about things?

1462
01:17:42,322 --> 01:17:44,406
Well,

1463
01:17:44,407 --> 01:17:46,450
I tried to turn the clock back.

1464
01:17:46,451 --> 01:17:49,829
Here's a tip: It doesn't work.

1465
01:17:49,830 --> 01:17:52,665
No, it doesn't.

1466
01:17:52,666 --> 01:17:55,876
Now I just...

1467
01:17:55,877 --> 01:18:00,877
I keep waiting to feel
more resolve somehow.

1468
01:18:01,299 --> 01:18:02,842
What if I'm like
one of those prisoners

1469
01:18:02,843 --> 01:18:04,343
that gets paroled

1470
01:18:04,344 --> 01:18:06,178
and finds he can't handle
life on the outside

1471
01:18:06,179 --> 01:18:07,847
so he commits a petty crime

1472
01:18:07,848 --> 01:18:12,848
so he can go back
to what he knows?

1473
01:18:12,894 --> 01:18:17,894
You think this place
is a prison?

1474
01:18:18,275 --> 01:18:23,275
Well, any place
you don't leave is a prison.

1475
01:18:25,198 --> 01:18:28,534
Well, whatever.

1476
01:18:28,535 --> 01:18:32,705
OkaY... okay...

1477
01:18:32,706 --> 01:18:36,500
<i>HeY...</i>

1478
01:18:36,501 --> 01:18:38,961
You know why you're my second
favorite professor of all time?

1479
01:18:38,962 --> 01:18:40,546
I have no idea.

1480
01:18:40,547 --> 01:18:45,547
Because you had us read books
by authors you hated.

1481
01:18:46,511 --> 01:18:51,511
Feelgood
about what you did here.

1482
01:18:52,475 --> 01:18:57,475
Thank you.

1483
01:19:02,152 --> 01:19:07,152
Get in your car now,
and leave me be.

1484
01:19:23,173 --> 01:19:26,300
"Dear Zibby,
even after all these months,

1485
01:19:26,301 --> 01:19:28,260
"I'm still half-expecting
a letter from you

1486
01:19:28,261 --> 01:19:30,679
"to be sitting in my mailbox.

1487
01:19:30,680 --> 01:19:33,098
"I'm sure you have little left
to say to me at this point,

1488
01:19:33,099 --> 01:19:36,060
"but your letters
are very much missed.

1489
01:19:36,061 --> 01:19:39,313
"I know I hurt you,
and I'm sorry.

1490
01:19:39,314 --> 01:19:40,898
"Any bone-headed moves I made

1491
01:19:40,899 --> 01:19:44,193
"were born of confusion
and not malice.

1492
01:19:44,194 --> 01:19:46,779
"That said, I've been feeling
lately the stirrings

1493
01:19:46,780 --> 01:19:49,531
"of something
I can only call growth."

1494
01:19:49,532 --> 01:19:53,077
"It's a tribute of sorts to say
that someone 16 years my junior"

1495
01:19:53,078 --> 01:19:56,580
"helped me finally start
acting my age."

1496
01:19:56,581 --> 01:19:59,250
"A wise man in a red hat
once told me,"

1497
01:19:59,251 --> 01:20:01,794
“Everything is okay.'

1498
01:20:01,795 --> 01:20:04,213
"I didn't believe him then,

1499
01:20:04,214 --> 01:20:09,214
but for some reason,
I'm starting to."

1500
01:20:15,058 --> 01:20:16,976
Sorry, we're closed!

1501
01:20:18,812 --> 01:20:19,937
<i>HeY...</i>

1502
01:20:19,938 --> 01:20:20,438
Hi.

1503
01:20:26,111 --> 01:20:30,155
Are you here for this?

1504
01:20:30,156 --> 01:20:33,826
I always notice you reading it
when you're in here.

1505
01:20:33,827 --> 01:20:35,995
Yeah.

1506
01:20:35,996 --> 01:20:37,746
Any bookstore I'm in,
I have to read the...

1507
01:20:37,747 --> 01:20:38,914
both: Last three pages.

1508
01:20:38,915 --> 01:20:42,209
I know. They're devastating.

1509
01:20:42,210 --> 01:20:42,710
Yeah.

1510
01:20:48,675 --> 01:20:49,675
I'm Jesse.

1511
01:20:49,676 --> 01:20:50,843
I'm Ana.

1512
01:20:50,844 --> 01:20:55,097
- Hi.
- Hi.

1513
01:20:55,098 --> 01:20:57,182
I love books.

1514
01:20:57,183 --> 01:20:59,810
I do in, like,
the dorkiest way possible.

1515
01:20:59,811 --> 01:21:00,936
Me too.

1516
01:21:00,937 --> 01:21:02,313
It's a problem.

1517
01:21:02,314 --> 01:21:06,400
Like, I love trees
'cause they give us books.

1518
01:21:06,401 --> 01:21:09,403
It's super cool of the trees
to do that, right'?

1519
01:21:09,404 --> 01:21:11,530
I'm actually...

1520
01:21:11,531 --> 01:21:12,990
this is weird.

1521
01:21:12,991 --> 01:21:15,242
I'm actually trying
to read less.

1522
01:21:15,243 --> 01:21:16,577
Why?

1523
01:21:16,578 --> 01:21:18,954
I felt like I wasn't watching
enough television.

1524
01:21:20,373 --> 01:21:23,792
No, I just-l started to feel
like reading about life

1525
01:21:23,793 --> 01:21:26,879
was taking time away
from actually living life,

1526
01:21:26,880 --> 01:21:30,382
so I'm trying to, like,
accept invitations to things,

1527
01:21:30,383 --> 01:21:32,217
say "hi" to the world
a little more.

1528
01:21:32,218 --> 01:21:35,220
That sounds scary.

1529
01:21:35,221 --> 01:21:36,555
Itl§ Quit“ 'IQ Q ll§.

1530
01:21:36,556 --> 01:21:38,724
It's... okay.

1531
01:21:38,725 --> 01:21:40,059
Most of the time when I'm out,

1532
01:21:40,060 --> 01:21:41,602
I keep thinking
I'd be so much happier

1533
01:21:41,603 --> 01:21:43,312
in bed with a book,

1534
01:21:43,313 --> 01:21:48,233
and that makes me feel
not super cool.

1535
01:21:48,234 --> 01:21:50,444
I still read tons.

1536
01:21:50,445 --> 01:21:54,073
<i>I just feel like I'm more aware
of a book's limitations.</i>

1537
01:21:54,074 --> 01:21:55,908
Does that make sense?

1538
01:21:55,909 --> 01:21:59,161
Yeah, totally.

1539
01:21:59,162 --> 01:22:00,496
How am I doing here?

1540
01:22:00,497 --> 01:22:02,373
What'?
Here in this conversation?

1541
01:22:02,374 --> 01:22:03,457
Yeah.

1542
01:22:03,458 --> 01:22:08,458
Very well. You are doing great.

1543
01:22:10,256 --> 01:22:14,760
So you maybe want to get <i>away</i>
from these books

1544
01:22:14,761 --> 01:22:17,096
and walk somewhere?

1545
01:22:17,097 --> 01:22:18,555
Yeah, okay.

1546
01:22:18,556 --> 01:22:20,933
- Really?
- Sure, let's do it.

1547
01:22:20,934 --> 01:22:22,976
Great. Great.

1548
01:22:22,977 --> 01:22:25,354
And feel free to invite
your husband or boyfriend.

1549
01:22:25,355 --> 01:22:27,272
They're both pretty busy
right now, so...

1550
01:22:27,273 --> 01:22:28,607
Probably just be us, then.

1551
01:22:28,608 --> 01:22:31,151
Yeah. Just us.

1552
01:22:34,155 --> 01:22:34,655
J "J"

1553
01:23:01,975 --> 01:23:02,975
Hello.

1554
01:23:02,976 --> 01:23:05,769
Hi.

1555
01:23:05,770 --> 01:23:07,813
It's Dean.

1556
01:23:07,814 --> 01:23:10,482
Franzen?
We like the same writer.

1557
01:23:10,483 --> 01:23:12,860
Right, hey. Dean, what's up?

1558
01:23:12,861 --> 01:23:16,905
You gave me your number,
and you told me to call you.

1559
01:23:16,906 --> 01:23:19,450
Yeah.
No, it's good to hear from you.

1560
01:23:19,451 --> 01:23:20,826
How are you doing?

1561
01:23:20,827 --> 01:23:25,247
I'm pretty good, yeah.

1562
01:23:25,248 --> 01:23:27,124
Things, um...

1563
01:23:27,125 --> 01:23:32,125
I've been...

1564
01:23:32,297 --> 01:23:35,299
Dean?

1565
01:23:35,300 --> 01:23:38,093
I just took a bunch of pills.

1566
01:23:38,094 --> 01:23:40,721
What?

1567
01:23:40,722 --> 01:23:45,017
I just took a lot of pills.

1568
01:23:45,018 --> 01:23:46,310
How many?

1569
01:23:46,311 --> 01:23:51,311
I don't know. Um...

1570
01:23:52,525 --> 01:23:53,692
I'm really scared.

1571
01:23:53,693 --> 01:23:55,319
- Where are you?
- In my dorm.

1572
01:23:55,320 --> 01:23:57,279
Staystay there, okay?

1573
01:23:57,280 --> 01:23:58,947
Stay right there.

1574
01:23:58,948 --> 01:24:00,866
Okay, yeah, just stay ri-
I'm gonna make a call,

1575
01:24:00,867 --> 01:24:02,201
and I'm gonna call...

1576
01:24:02,202 --> 01:24:03,994
I need you to stay by the phone,
though, okay?

1577
01:24:03,995 --> 01:24:05,078
Dean?

1578
01:24:07,624 --> 01:24:10,000
<i>Miss Hanson
to reception area, please.</i>

1579
01:24:10,001 --> 01:24:15,001
<i>Miss Hanson.</i>

1580
01:24:24,891 --> 01:24:28,185
<i>HEY...</i>

1581
01:24:28,186 --> 01:24:31,730
Hey, man.

1582
01:24:31,731 --> 01:24:34,691
How you feeling?

1583
01:24:34,692 --> 01:24:38,237
Kind of ridiculous.

1584
01:24:38,238 --> 01:24:40,781
You didn't have to drive
all the way out here.

1585
01:24:40,782 --> 01:24:44,117
I flew, you bastard.

1586
01:24:44,118 --> 01:24:46,912
Thanks.

1587
01:24:46,913 --> 01:24:51,250
For picking up the phone.

1588
01:24:51,251 --> 01:24:56,251
I didn't know who else to call.

1589
01:24:57,423 --> 01:24:59,591
Can I make a suggestion?

1590
01:24:59,592 --> 01:25:00,926
Yeah.

1591
01:25:00,927 --> 01:25:02,511
Stop reading this.

1592
01:25:02,512 --> 01:25:04,096
Why?

1593
01:25:04,097 --> 01:25:08,100
Because he killed himself,
and you're not gonna do that.

1594
01:25:08,101 --> 01:25:11,019
You need to read something else.

1595
01:25:11,020 --> 01:25:14,439
Listen, don't be a genius
who dies young.

1596
01:25:14,440 --> 01:25:15,941
Be one who dies old.

1597
01:25:15,942 --> 01:25:17,943
Being old is cool.

1598
01:25:17,944 --> 01:25:20,279
Grow old and die old.

1599
01:25:20,280 --> 01:25:22,573
It's a better arc.

1600
01:25:22,574 --> 01:25:24,283
Listen to me, man.

1601
01:25:24,284 --> 01:25:29,284
This right now, all this stuff
you're feeling,

1602
01:25:29,622 --> 01:25:31,873
this is a footnote, okay?

1603
01:25:31,874 --> 01:25:33,750
You're gonna graduate,

1604
01:25:33,751 --> 01:25:36,003
and you're gonna get out
in the world

1605
01:25:36,004 --> 01:25:38,463
and stumble into something
like contentment.

1606
01:25:38,464 --> 01:25:41,717
I know it.

1607
01:25:41,718 --> 01:25:43,802
Is that how it's been for you?

1608
01:25:43,803 --> 01:25:45,846
Hell, no.

1609
01:25:47,807 --> 01:25:51,310
But some days are all right,
you know'?

1610
01:25:51,311 --> 01:25:54,563
Some days are like a gift,

1611
01:25:54,564 --> 01:25:56,898
and some days suck.

1612
01:25:56,899 --> 01:26:01,899
But all of that's okay.

1613
01:26:02,739 --> 01:26:04,531
So I'm taking you
off post-modernists.

1614
01:26:06,826 --> 01:26:09,578
What are you prescribing?

1615
01:26:09,579 --> 01:26:12,998
There are these vampire books.

1616
01:26:12,999 --> 01:26:15,292
The kids love 'em.

1617
01:26:15,293 --> 01:26:20,293
Trust me, they will empty
your mind completely.

1618
01:26:24,177 --> 01:26:29,139
Why are you being
so nice to me?

1619
01:26:29,140 --> 01:26:31,350
You flew all the way back here
to see me,

1620
01:26:31,351 --> 01:26:34,561
and we had, like,
two conversations.

1621
01:26:34,562 --> 01:26:38,440
I have a soft spot
for good readers.

1622
01:26:38,441 --> 01:26:43,441
They're hard to find these days.

1623
01:27:01,214 --> 01:27:04,925
I really did miss you.

1624
01:27:04,926 --> 01:27:07,010
You know, we had this thing
happening,

1625
01:27:07,011 --> 01:27:12,011
and it was so exciting,
and then you were just gone.

1626
01:27:13,851 --> 01:27:15,894
But it's okay now.

1627
01:27:15,895 --> 01:27:16,507
I get it.

1628
01:27:23,069 --> 01:27:28,069
I sometimes feel like
I'm looking down on myself,

1629
01:27:28,157 --> 01:27:32,828
like there's
this older, wiser me

1630
01:27:32,829 --> 01:27:36,832
watching over
this 19-year-old rough draft

1631
01:27:36,833 --> 01:27:40,919
who's full of all this potential

1632
01:27:40,920 --> 01:27:44,256
but has to live more

1633
01:27:44,257 --> 01:27:48,719
to catch up
with that other self somehow.

1634
01:27:48,720 --> 01:27:51,722
And...

1635
01:27:51,723 --> 01:27:53,098
I know I'll get there.

1636
01:27:53,099 --> 01:27:56,101
It's just sometimes I think

1637
01:27:56,102 --> 01:28:00,731
I want to rush the process,
you know?

1638
01:28:00,732 --> 01:28:02,315
And I don't know.

1639
01:28:02,316 --> 01:28:07,316
Maybe-maybe I thought
you were some sort of shortcut.

1640
01:28:12,285 --> 01:28:17,285
Does that make any sense?

1641
01:28:18,791 --> 01:28:22,919
If I wrote you,
I would be like,

1642
01:28:22,920 --> 01:28:27,920
"This is
the best rough draft ever."

1643
01:28:34,098 --> 01:28:38,101
Seriously?

1644
01:28:39,479 --> 01:28:44,479
Roommates.

1645
01:28:44,650 --> 01:28:49,650
Well, I should get back
to adulthood.

1646
01:28:49,906 --> 01:28:51,114
Yeah.

1647
01:28:51,115 --> 01:28:56,115
See you there soon, I guess.

1648
01:28:57,663 --> 01:28:59,831
<i>_</i> Bye, Zibby.

1649
01:28:59,832 --> 01:29:04,832
Bye, Jesse.

1650
01:29:10,426 --> 01:29:10,926
<i>J'J'.</i>

1651
01:29:56,222 --> 01:30:00,809
You're so beautiful
and fascinating

1652
01:30:00,810 --> 01:30:01,935
and age-appropriate.

1653
01:30:01,936 --> 01:30:03,019
What?

1654
01:30:03,020 --> 01:30:05,397
Nothing.

1655
01:30:05,398 --> 01:30:07,065
<i>- J' Torna J'
- J' Torna J'.</i>

1656
01:30:07,066 --> 01:30:09,442
<i>J' Zefiro J'
J' Torna, torna J'.</i>

1657
01:30:09,443 --> 01:30:10,944
<i>J' Torna, zefiro J'</i>

1658
01:30:10,945 --> 01:30:14,239
<i>both: J' Ze... J'.</i>

1659
01:30:14,240 --> 01:30:15,866
<i>J' Firo torna J'.</i>

1660
01:30:15,867 --> 01:30:16,367
<i>J'J'.</i>

1661
01:30:21,747 --> 01:30:24,875
<i>J' E di soavi accenti J'.</i>

1662
01:30:24,876 --> 01:30:28,211
<i>J' L'aer fa grato J'</i>

1663
01:30:28,212 --> 01:30:31,381
<i>both: J' E di soavi accenti... J'.</i>

1664
01:30:31,382 --> 01:30:31,882
<i>J'J'.</i>

1665
01:30:46,105 --> 01:30:48,440
Look, you're getting wise.

1666
01:30:48,441 --> 01:30:50,609
I'm getting old.

1667
01:30:50,610 --> 01:30:54,946
Not the same thing.
I say you're getting wise.

1668
01:30:54,947 --> 01:30:58,992
You worry about getting old?

1669
01:30:58,993 --> 01:31:01,411
I think being old's
gonna be okay.

1670
01:31:01,412 --> 01:31:04,122
Its just the getting there
that kicks your ass, you know'?

1671
01:31:04,123 --> 01:31:06,416
You're gonna be
a great old guy.

1672
01:31:06,417 --> 01:31:07,709
- Really?
- Mm...

1673
01:31:07,710 --> 01:31:09,169
I feel like
that's the nicest thing

1674
01:31:09,170 --> 01:31:10,587
anyone's ever said to me.

1675
01:31:10,588 --> 01:31:12,255
Unless it's a criticism,

1676
01:31:12,256 --> 01:31:14,758
like, "You're already
judgmental and racist."

1677
01:31:14,759 --> 01:31:16,635
You're gonna be
a great old guy."

1678
01:31:16,636 --> 01:31:20,096
No, I mean
you'll wear baggy pants,

1679
01:31:20,097 --> 01:31:21,973
and you'll have a little belly.

1680
01:31:21,974 --> 01:31:24,935
And when you want more coffee,
you'll say to the waitress,

1681
01:31:24,936 --> 01:31:27,312
"Could you warm this up
for me, dear?"

1682
01:31:27,313 --> 01:31:29,147
You're right.

1683
01:31:29,148 --> 01:31:31,650
I will say that.

1684
01:31:31,651 --> 01:31:34,194
I think you're gonna be
a great old person too.

1685
01:31:34,195 --> 01:31:34,695
Thanks.

1686
01:31:38,491 --> 01:31:43,161
I want to be an old lady with
long, gray hair in a ponytail.

1687
01:31:43,162 --> 01:31:45,038
I can see it.

1688
01:31:45,039 --> 01:31:46,831
You're still foxy.
You still got it.

1689
01:31:46,832 --> 01:31:48,500
That's what they're gonna say
about you.

1690
01:31:48,501 --> 01:31:49,542
"She's still got it."

1691
01:31:49,543 --> 01:31:51,002
They're saying it now.

1692
01:31:53,172 --> 01:31:58,172
And I want a really,
really wrinkly face.

1693
01:31:58,552 --> 01:32:03,552
A small house,
maybe by some water.

1694
01:32:12,274 --> 01:32:17,274
I think getting old
could be really nice.

1695
01:32:20,866 --> 01:32:21,366
<i>J'J'.</i>

1696
01:32:33,295 --> 01:32:38,258
J' End of the day J'
on the subway.

1697
01:32:38,259 --> 01:32:40,427
J' In my earJ'

1698
01:32:40,428 --> 01:32:45,390
J' Along the way,
the headphones play J'

1699
01:32:45,391 --> 01:32:49,936
J' I can hear you J'

1700
01:32:49,937 --> 01:32:53,023
J' You're my favorite song J'

1701
01:32:53,024 --> 01:32:57,193
J' I want to sing it again J'

1702
01:32:57,194 --> 01:32:59,821
J' You're my favorite song J'

1703
01:32:59,822 --> 01:33:02,907
J' Sing it to you, yeah J'

1704
01:33:02,908 --> 01:33:03,408
J "J"

1705
01:33:16,589 --> 01:33:21,589
J' Stuck in my head,
replaying again J'

1706
01:33:21,677 --> 01:33:23,928
J' I don't mind J'

1707
01:33:23,929 --> 01:33:28,767
J' Stuck in my heart,
finish to start J'

1708
01:33:28,768 --> 01:33:30,477
J' It's all right J'

1709
01:33:30,478 --> 01:33:35,478
J' 'Cause you are
my favorite song J'

1710
01:33:36,442 --> 01:33:40,570
J' I want to sing it again J'

1711
01:33:40,571 --> 01:33:43,198
J' You're my favorite song J'

1712
01:33:43,199 --> 01:33:45,700
J' Sing it to you, yeah J'

1713
01:33:45,701 --> 01:33:49,162
J' Into it, into it J'

1714
01:33:49,163 --> 01:33:52,749
J' With you,
yeah, I'm into it J'

1715
01:33:52,750 --> 01:33:55,919
J' Into it, into it J'

1716
01:33:55,920 --> 01:33:59,589
J' Yes, I am J'

1717
01:33:59,590 --> 01:34:02,300
<i>J'YouJ'.</i>

1718
01:34:02,301 --> 01:34:05,178
J' You're my favorite song J'

1719
01:34:05,179 --> 01:34:07,138
J' I want to sing it again J'

1720
01:34:07,139 --> 01:34:09,599
J' Into it, into it J'

1721
01:34:09,600 --> 01:34:12,310
J' You're my favorite song J'

1722
01:34:12,311 --> 01:34:14,395
J' I want to sing it again J'

1723
01:34:14,396 --> 01:34:16,731
J' Into it, into it J'

1724
01:34:16,732 --> 01:34:19,484
J' You're my favorite song J'

1725
01:34:19,485 --> 01:34:21,402
J' I want to sing it again J'

1726
01:34:21,403 --> 01:34:23,863
J' Into it, into it J'

1727
01:34:23,864 --> 01:34:26,491
J' You're my favorite song J'

1728
01:34:26,492 --> 01:34:31,492
J' Sing it to you J'

1729
01:34:32,998 --> 01:34:34,916
J' There are lots of men J'

1730
01:34:34,917 --> 01:34:38,670
J' At Wesleyan and Case
and OSU J'

1731
01:34:38,671 --> 01:34:42,674
J' While some are down at Oberlin
and at Reserve, a few J'

1732
01:34:42,675 --> 01:34:45,468
J' They are fat or thin
or young or old J'

1733
01:34:45,469 --> 01:34:47,595
J' And white or black or tan J'

1734
01:34:47,596 --> 01:34:52,142
J' But not a one
can be compared J'

1735
01:34:52,143 --> 01:34:57,143
J' To a really Kenyon man J'

1736
01:34:57,690 --> 01:35:00,150
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1737
01:35:00,151 --> 01:35:02,026
J' Just a Kenyon man J'

1738
01:35:02,027 --> 01:35:04,320
J' You can't beat a Kenyon man J'

1739
01:35:04,321 --> 01:35:05,989
J' You can't beat
a Kenyon man J'

1740
01:35:05,990 --> 01:35:07,949
J' I have one,
but he's my brother J'

1741
01:35:07,950 --> 01:35:09,909
J' So I'd like to have another J'

1742
01:35:09,910 --> 01:35:13,371
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1743
01:35:13,372 --> 01:35:15,957
J' Sometimes
Harcourt gets so slow J'

1744
01:35:15,958 --> 01:35:17,876
J' I'm almost tired of life J'

1745
01:35:17,877 --> 01:35:20,253
J' There's not a man
but Gordon who J'

1746
01:35:20,254 --> 01:35:22,213
J' Already has a wife J'

1747
01:35:22,214 --> 01:35:24,591
J' I look out toward
our Middle Path J'

1748
01:35:24,592 --> 01:35:26,551
J' And all the space to span J'

1749
01:35:26,552 --> 01:35:30,763
J' For there I see
what most I want J'

1750
01:35:30,764 --> 01:35:35,764
J' A really Kenyon man J'

1751
01:35:36,645 --> 01:35:38,938
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1752
01:35:38,939 --> 01:35:40,732
J' Just a Kenyon man J'

1753
01:35:40,733 --> 01:35:42,775
J' You can't beat a Kenyon man J'

1754
01:35:42,776 --> 01:35:44,527
J' You can't beat
a Kenyon man J'

1755
01:35:44,528 --> 01:35:46,571
J' I have one,
but he's my brother J'

1756
01:35:46,572 --> 01:35:48,573
J' So I'd like to have another J'

1757
01:35:48,574 --> 01:35:51,951
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1758
01:35:51,952 --> 01:35:56,456
J' On Saturdays, to Benson Field
I go with all the rest J'

1759
01:35:56,457 --> 01:35:58,708
J' A baseball game
I think is grand J'

1760
01:35:58,709 --> 01:36:00,543
J' I always cheer my best J'

1761
01:36:00,544 --> 01:36:01,878
J' It makes no difference J'

1762
01:36:01,879 --> 01:36:04,505
J' If I don't know
who is winning man J'

1763
01:36:04,506 --> 01:36:08,843
J' I know the fellows
that I see J'

1764
01:36:08,844 --> 01:36:13,844
J' Are really Kenyon men J'

1765
01:36:14,558 --> 01:36:16,768
J' I want a Kenyon J'

1766
01:36:16,769 --> 01:36:18,686
J' Just a Kenyon man J'

1767
01:36:18,687 --> 01:36:20,897
J' You can't beat a Kenyon man J'

1768
01:36:20,898 --> 01:36:22,440
J' You can't beat
a Kenyon man J'

1769
01:36:22,441 --> 01:36:24,525
J' I have one,
but he's my brother J'

1770
01:36:24,526 --> 01:36:26,402
J' So I'd like to have another J'

1771
01:36:26,403 --> 01:36:29,739
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1772
01:36:29,740 --> 01:36:32,116
J' A show or Greek concert sets J'

1773
01:36:32,117 --> 01:36:34,118
J'All Harcourt in a hum J'

1774
01:36:34,119 --> 01:36:35,912
J' And those
who don't get picked J'

1775
01:36:35,913 --> 01:36:37,956
J' Can hunt their purses up
and go J'

1776
01:36:37,957 --> 01:36:40,583
J' The entertainment
matters not J'

1777
01:36:40,584 --> 01:36:42,627
J' We like them all for then J'

1778
01:36:42,628 --> 01:36:46,631
J' Rosse Hall is filled
on every side J'

1779
01:36:46,632 --> 01:36:51,632
J' With really Kenyon men J'

1780
01:36:52,304 --> 01:36:54,973
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1781
01:36:54,974 --> 01:36:56,641
J' Just a Kenyon man J'

1782
01:36:56,642 --> 01:36:58,685
J' You can't beat a Kenyon man J'

1783
01:36:58,686 --> 01:37:00,436
J' You can't beat
a Kenyon man J'

1784
01:37:00,437 --> 01:37:02,313
J' I have one,
but he's my brother J'

1785
01:37:02,314 --> 01:37:07,277
J' So I'd like to have another J'

1786
01:37:07,278 --> 01:37:10,363
J' I want a Kenyon man J'

1787
01:37:10,364 --> 01:37:15,364
J' A Kenyon man J'