1 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 2 00:00:37,000 --> 00:00:39,917 Hi, this is Eric Clapton here. 3 00:00:40,917 --> 00:00:41,792 I just want... 4 00:00:41,792 --> 00:00:43,542 Express my sadness 5 00:00:43,542 --> 00:00:45,959 and uh... 6 00:00:45,959 --> 00:00:47,166 To say, thank you, 7 00:00:48,083 --> 00:00:50,917 to my dear friend B.B. King. 8 00:00:50,917 --> 00:00:53,667 I want to thank him for all inspiration and 9 00:00:53,667 --> 00:00:57,166 the encouragement he gave me as a player for years and 10 00:00:57,166 --> 00:00:59,041 for friendship which we enjoy. 11 00:01:00,041 --> 00:01:01,959 Um... 12 00:01:01,959 --> 00:01:06,709 There's not much left to say because of this music, um... 13 00:01:06,709 --> 00:01:09,291 Almost everything from the past is now. 14 00:01:09,291 --> 00:01:11,417 So, uh, if you are not familiar with the work then I... 15 00:01:11,417 --> 00:01:16,166 I will encourage you to go out and find the album called, 16 00:01:16,166 --> 00:01:18,041 B.B King Live on Regal. 17 00:01:18,041 --> 00:01:19,792 This is where everything really starts for me as a young player. 18 00:01:19,792 --> 00:01:20,917 19 00:01:46,083 --> 00:01:48,041 I have happy childhood. 20 00:01:51,333 --> 00:01:54,750 I grew up with a lot of love _ by my parents. 21 00:01:54,750 --> 00:01:56,500 Especially by my mother. 22 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:58,625 Because he loves me unconditionally. 23 00:02:17,417 --> 00:02:18,375 [Puffin & apos; Billy playing] 24 00:02:30,041 --> 00:02:32,875 People say I'm beautiful spoiled and I'm selfish. 25 00:02:33,875 --> 00:02:34,959 I'm sure I must have some quality, 26 00:02:34,959 --> 00:02:37,250 but not from what I heard. 27 00:02:39,417 --> 00:02:41,959 I really like painting and drawing. 28 00:02:41,959 --> 00:02:44,375 Anything introverted. 29 00:03:06,166 --> 00:03:08,333 I know that I'm different. 30 00:03:08,333 --> 00:03:10,792 And I know that other children in school 31 00:03:10,792 --> 00:03:13,500 consider me different or maybe inferior 32 00:03:13,500 --> 00:03:16,083 and I do have a big inferiority complex. 33 00:03:16,709 --> 00:03:18,500 And I don't know why. 34 00:03:28,750 --> 00:03:33,458 Then I found out that my sister was really my mother. 35 00:03:34,875 --> 00:03:37,250 He left when I was very, very young 36 00:03:37,250 --> 00:03:39,667 and I grew up by my grandparents. 37 00:04:08,083 --> 00:04:11,542 Pat is very alive, very difficult child. 38 00:04:12,959 --> 00:04:15,291 He is not easy. 39 00:04:15,291 --> 00:04:16,458 Rose often says he's a nightmare. 40 00:04:18,917 --> 00:04:20,583 He met this Canadian. 41 00:04:20,583 --> 00:04:24,083 He is here in England in the village. 42 00:04:24,083 --> 00:04:26,208 And it's a one-night stand. 43 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:30,375 In those days you have to be pregnant and young and you are not married terrible. 44 00:04:30,375 --> 00:04:32,458 Ric was born and he just left to Canada. 45 00:04:32,458 --> 00:04:34,041 If Rose and Jack haven't taken it yet, 46 00:04:35,917 --> 00:04:37,542 I don't know what will happen happened to him. 47 00:04:44,041 --> 00:04:47,417 I really don't. 48 00:04:47,417 --> 00:04:49,417 I feel hurt. 49 00:04:49,417 --> 00:04:51,083 Very, very upset. 50 00:05:02,041 --> 00:05:03,750 At that time I don't trust everyone 51 00:05:03,750 --> 00:05:05,166 including my grandparents. 52 00:05:06,125 --> 00:05:08,458 I am very confused. 53 00:05:08,458 --> 00:05:09,917 For me it's like my life has been lying. 54 00:05:10,792 --> 00:05:12,458 55 00:05:12,458 --> 00:05:13,959 56 00:05:13,959 --> 00:05:14,458 57 00:05:21,583 --> 00:05:23,083 Hello, kids everywhere. 58 00:05:23,083 --> 00:05:25,875 This Mac uncle. Good morning, for all of you. 59 00:05:25,875 --> 00:05:27,917 Here in London on Saturday. 60 00:05:27,917 --> 00:05:28,959 Uncle Mac is on the radio 61 00:05:28,959 --> 00:05:31,834 on Saturday morning. 62 00:05:31,834 --> 00:05:36,291 And he will play various music for children. 63 00:05:36,291 --> 00:05:38,458 How much is the Doggie in the window? 64 00:05:38,458 --> 00:05:40,792 All such novelty the things he will play. 65 00:05:40,792 --> 00:05:42,917 And then, every now and then, 66 00:05:42,917 --> 00:05:44,750 he will play several different music. 67 00:05:45,834 --> 00:05:48,709 ♪ All the time ♪ 68 00:05:48,709 --> 00:05:51,500 ♪ Geez, I've been lying in my bed very long... ♪ 69 00:05:54,375 --> 00:05:56,625 You don't hear it somewhere else. 70 00:05:56,625 --> 00:05:57,500 Except for the kiddie program. 71 00:05:59,166 --> 00:06:01,667 And I think, aw, man, 72 00:06:01,667 --> 00:06:02,667 this is only for me. 73 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:12,792 ♪ The landlady decided to call 74 00:06:12,792 --> 00:06:15,375 ♪ I'm too evil to answer phone ♪ 75 00:06:15,375 --> 00:06:18,083 I don't even know that it's black music. 76 00:06:18,083 --> 00:06:20,959 I don't know about black and white is a different thing. 77 00:06:21,709 --> 00:06:23,250 But something about that made me. 78 00:06:23,250 --> 00:06:26,750 Something moves me. 79 00:06:26,750 --> 00:06:28,291 Without me there was aware of it. 80 00:06:28,291 --> 00:06:30,667 It takes all the pain away. 81 00:06:33,375 --> 00:06:36,542 Well, it's clear when I arrived to age to buy recordings, 82 00:06:36,542 --> 00:06:38,166 I go and buy it. 83 00:07:02,583 --> 00:07:05,000 I can record player 84 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:06,125 to level that's right 85 00:07:06,125 --> 00:07:08,917 and play together 86 00:07:08,917 --> 00:07:09,583 to my heart's content. 87 00:07:11,041 --> 00:07:11,583 Nonstop. 88 00:07:38,083 --> 00:07:40,542 It's always one 89 00:07:40,542 --> 00:07:41,625 with the guitar versus the world. 90 00:07:43,709 --> 00:07:46,125 He is completely alone and 91 00:07:46,125 --> 00:07:49,583 have no choice but to just sing and play to ease the pain. 92 00:07:49,583 --> 00:07:51,291 93 00:07:51,291 --> 00:07:54,000 And that echoes what I feel. 94 00:07:56,709 --> 00:07:59,166 So, there are more and more and more, 95 00:07:59,166 --> 00:08:00,834 I want to be like that. 96 00:08:13,208 --> 00:08:15,542 I registered at the Kingston School of Art 97 00:08:15,542 --> 00:08:17,375 when I was 15 years old. 98 00:08:17,375 --> 00:08:20,583 And I'm really gripped by experience to be involved in life in the art world. 99 00:08:20,583 --> 00:08:21,709 I want to know about French Literature. 100 00:08:27,250 --> 00:08:28,834 I want to know about French cinema, Japanese cinema. 101 00:08:28,834 --> 00:08:32,709 I read Baudelaire. 102 00:08:33,291 --> 00:08:35,458 I read Kerouac, 103 00:08:35,458 --> 00:08:36,834 Ginsberg and Steinbeck. 104 00:08:36,834 --> 00:08:37,750 But I am really addicted to being a blues. 105 00:08:39,834 --> 00:08:43,458 Really obsessed. 106 00:08:43,458 --> 00:08:44,875 I have a collection of recordings. 107 00:08:46,542 --> 00:08:48,583 And I shot a lot. 108 00:08:48,583 --> 00:08:50,667 Will try and find imports in jazz record shops. 109 00:08:50,667 --> 00:08:53,208 Muddy Waters, B.B King, 110 00:08:53,208 --> 00:08:56,166 Chuck Berry and Bo Diddley. 111 00:08:56,166 --> 00:08:58,041 112 00:08:58,041 --> 00:08:58,625 [Mojo Works playing] 113 00:09:06,041 --> 00:09:10,834 ♪ I have my mojo working but won't work for you 114 00:09:13,792 --> 00:09:18,500 ♪ I have my mojo working but won't work for you 115 00:09:21,041 --> 00:09:25,417 ♪ I want to love you so badly that I don't know what to do ♪ 116 00:09:25,417 --> 00:09:27,709 There seems to be 117 00:09:27,709 --> 00:09:29,834 there is nothing I can talk to, 118 00:09:29,834 --> 00:09:31,375 will be interested in inside. 119 00:09:31,375 --> 00:09:34,208 You have to travel for miles to find someone else. 120 00:09:34,208 --> 00:09:36,250 We used to meet at Marquee Club 121 00:09:36,250 --> 00:09:38,125 on Oxford Street. 122 00:09:38,125 --> 00:09:40,333 The blues night is Thursday night. 123 00:09:40,333 --> 00:09:41,792 And you will meet like mind there and just dance. 124 00:09:43,875 --> 00:09:46,083 I met Mick, Keith, and Brian there. 125 00:09:46,083 --> 00:09:49,250 They are only part of this The crew will go there. 126 00:09:50,291 --> 00:09:51,875 ♪ Got my mojo working ♪ 127 00:09:53,750 --> 00:09:56,125 ♪ I have my mojo working ♪ 128 00:09:57,333 --> 00:09:59,750 ♪ Got my mojo working ♪ 129 00:10:01,333 --> 00:10:04,417 ♪ Got my mojo working... ♪ 130 00:10:04,417 --> 00:10:06,917 And Blues music takes me to friends that I will have. 131 00:10:06,917 --> 00:10:08,291 During that time, there was very little interest 132 00:10:24,417 --> 00:10:26,625 in the blues. 133 00:10:26,625 --> 00:10:28,333 It's not popular music in this country at all. 134 00:10:28,333 --> 00:10:31,250 I am one of those arrogant puritans. 135 00:10:33,208 --> 00:10:36,417 And I'm very interested in style of playing the piano, 136 00:10:36,417 --> 00:10:40,291 played by Muddy Waters & apos; pianist, Otis Spann. 137 00:10:40,291 --> 00:10:44,000 I think well, this music is included in a band, really. 138 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:47,625 So, I was advertised in a Melody Maker. 139 00:10:47,625 --> 00:10:49,792 This bass player has a relationship with me. 140 00:10:49,792 --> 00:10:51,125 Well, he said, "If only we could find a guitar player. 141 00:10:51,125 --> 00:10:54,375 " We really can start getting this music working together. " 142 00:10:54,375 --> 00:10:57,125 143 00:10:58,291 --> 00:10:58,875 [Stepping out playing] 144 00:11:06,125 --> 00:11:08,250 We rent a room in a pub with a piano 145 00:11:08,250 --> 00:11:11,709 and this little boy walks on the door with a guitar. 146 00:11:11,709 --> 00:11:13,542 He is 17 years old. 147 00:11:23,458 --> 00:11:26,291 It's immediately obvious that he has an extraordinary gift and has worked very hard to develop it. 148 00:11:26,291 --> 00:11:28,625 We can't believe how good he is. 149 00:11:30,166 --> 00:11:31,834 It's very small clothes without equipment. 150 00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:39,709 We all go through it amplifier. 151 00:11:39,709 --> 00:11:40,709 Vocals, guitar and everything. 152 00:11:40,709 --> 00:11:42,834 We do more exercises than playing. 153 00:11:42,834 --> 00:11:45,375 But it's fun. 154 00:11:45,375 --> 00:11:47,917 Ben is the person I know, 155 00:11:53,834 --> 00:11:57,083 since I met him is a serious man. 156 00:11:57,083 --> 00:12:00,542 And he is a great piano player. 157 00:12:00,542 --> 00:12:02,250 He is the inspiration in for me. 158 00:12:03,542 --> 00:12:06,125 And that kind of father figure too. 159 00:12:06,125 --> 00:12:08,083 160 00:12:09,375 --> 00:12:13,667 I think Eric has obsessive interest in music. 161 00:12:13,667 --> 00:12:17,291 I think that is the point existence, really. 162 00:12:17,291 --> 00:12:20,291 He is very friendly but very personal too. 163 00:12:20,291 --> 00:12:23,041 And he tends to form a very close relationship 164 00:12:23,041 --> 00:12:26,709 with people suddenly, nothing has ever happened 165 00:12:26,709 --> 00:12:27,917 for a long time. 166 00:12:28,667 --> 00:12:30,750 After all, Eric decided on him 167 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,291 will become a professional musician 168 00:12:33,291 --> 00:12:35,333 and he must make it a career step. 169 00:12:36,041 --> 00:12:36,542 Ten, 170 00:12:36,542 --> 00:12:39,375 nine, eight... 171 00:12:39,375 --> 00:12:42,083 Okay, take one now. When you are ready. 172 00:12:42,083 --> 00:12:44,583 Four, three, two... 173 00:12:55,583 --> 00:12:58,166 ♪ Early in the morning about a day's rest ♪ 174 00:13:00,417 --> 00:13:03,083 ♪ That's when my baby went away ♪ 175 00:13:05,583 --> 00:13:06,959 ♪ Cryin & apos; and pleadin & apos; won't do any good ♪ 176 00:13:10,583 --> 00:13:12,625 ♪ Come back darling I hope you will... ♪ 177 00:13:15,709 --> 00:13:17,041 We've already worked fairly regularly and we lost our main guitar player. 178 00:13:17,041 --> 00:13:21,417 Eric is on the same campus like us. 179 00:13:21,417 --> 00:13:25,375 We are one of the few South British blues bands. 180 00:13:25,375 --> 00:13:28,750 So he joined a band like that, soon. 181 00:13:28,750 --> 00:13:31,333 ♪ Stay outside all night ♪ 182 00:13:33,834 --> 00:13:37,166 We do weekly shows Sunday night 183 00:13:39,625 --> 00:13:41,792 in the place called The Crawdaddy Club in Richmond. 184 00:13:41,792 --> 00:13:44,250 It's like a party. Everyone will be together 185 00:13:44,250 --> 00:13:45,542 and go crazy. 186 00:13:45,542 --> 00:13:49,083 And I developed a little following among these people 187 00:13:49,083 --> 00:13:51,250 and I know that there are certain ways that I can get them to leave. 188 00:13:51,250 --> 00:13:53,375 ♪ Trying to love me and some other men too ♪ 189 00:13:53,375 --> 00:13:54,792 190 00:13:58,875 --> 00:14:00,875 191 00:14:03,667 --> 00:14:05,917 He has his own group followers who usually stand 192 00:14:05,917 --> 00:14:07,834 right in front of it on the stage. 193 00:14:07,834 --> 00:14:09,083 Click Clapton. 194 00:14:09,917 --> 00:14:11,417 Usually everyone wants 195 00:14:11,417 --> 00:14:14,375 went for the vocalist but was different in our band. 196 00:14:14,375 --> 00:14:17,333 It spreads and it becomes a fan base. 197 00:14:17,333 --> 00:14:19,792 [I Wish You Will Continue] 198 00:14:28,583 --> 00:14:29,917 ♪ Oh! ♪ 199 00:15:02,792 --> 00:15:04,542 That's good, You know, this is fun. 200 00:15:04,542 --> 00:15:06,208 There are many people all come in, good ones. 201 00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:07,792 And we have a good time, you know, 202 00:15:07,792 --> 00:15:10,041 with Freddy and Pemimpi, 203 00:15:10,041 --> 00:15:13,750 and The Yardbirds and everyone. This is good. 204 00:15:13,750 --> 00:15:15,333 We are considered good direct action. 205 00:15:15,333 --> 00:15:18,834 We were asked to do it The Beatles Christmas show. 206 00:15:18,834 --> 00:15:21,542 And we think they are wanker. 207 00:15:21,542 --> 00:15:23,417 But I continue with George very well 208 00:15:23,417 --> 00:15:24,959 because he's a guitar player. 209 00:15:26,208 --> 00:15:29,917 We are both in the band 210 00:15:29,917 --> 00:15:33,542 and we did the Christmas season at Hammersmith Odeon 211 00:15:33,542 --> 00:15:35,875 together and Eric are at The Yardbirds. 212 00:15:35,875 --> 00:15:37,542 And we met later. 213 00:15:44,417 --> 00:15:46,208 ♪ Can't do that ♪ 214 00:15:48,750 --> 00:15:50,500 So people come to see the Yardbirds 215 00:15:50,500 --> 00:15:51,667 really into music. 216 00:15:53,000 --> 00:15:54,917 When the Beatles appeared, 217 00:15:54,917 --> 00:15:57,333 they just started shouting so you can't really 218 00:15:57,333 --> 00:15:59,208 hear anything but scream. 219 00:16:01,667 --> 00:16:04,291 We will watch from the wing 220 00:16:04,291 --> 00:16:07,583 and I will see how meaningless these people think of it all. 221 00:16:07,583 --> 00:16:10,208 Already. 222 00:16:13,041 --> 00:16:16,959 George is clear an innovator. 223 00:16:16,959 --> 00:16:19,000 But the sad part is 224 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:21,583 that nobody listens. 225 00:16:21,583 --> 00:16:24,000 And I think The Yardbirds has a real understanding 226 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:26,792 about what it is is really all about. 227 00:16:26,792 --> 00:16:28,333 And it's not about being famous 228 00:16:28,333 --> 00:16:29,625 or appear on TV or experience a blow. 229 00:16:43,917 --> 00:16:47,834 [For your love playing] 230 00:16:52,834 --> 00:16:54,667 Jim, Keith and myself 231 00:16:54,667 --> 00:16:56,834 start having lots of ideas about music we want to catch up. 232 00:16:56,834 --> 00:16:58,917 And when that music publisher comes 233 00:16:59,917 --> 00:17:01,041 with that song For your love, 234 00:17:01,041 --> 00:17:04,667 it just feels right. 235 00:17:04,667 --> 00:17:06,625 ♪ I'll give you everything and again ♪ 236 00:17:06,625 --> 00:17:09,125 ♪ And that sure is ♪ 237 00:17:09,125 --> 00:17:10,834 That's pop. 238 00:17:10,834 --> 00:17:13,542 All the material we did was blues music 239 00:17:13,542 --> 00:17:16,250 which isn't even true filtered 240 00:17:16,250 --> 00:17:19,250 to the main stream here. 241 00:17:19,250 --> 00:17:21,417 So we started something. 242 00:17:21,417 --> 00:17:23,208 I noticed they were intentional growing Beatles haircuts. 243 00:17:24,625 --> 00:17:25,959 244 00:17:25,959 --> 00:17:28,583 245 00:17:28,583 --> 00:17:31,125 I think we've sold out. I have already sold out. 246 00:17:31,125 --> 00:17:32,750 I have to get out of here. 247 00:17:35,959 --> 00:17:37,583 Eric played in the studio session 248 00:17:37,583 --> 00:17:38,875 for For your love. 249 00:17:38,875 --> 00:17:41,542 And then leave immediately. 250 00:17:41,542 --> 00:17:43,000 We have this big note suddenly 251 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:45,375 and no main guitar player. 252 00:17:51,333 --> 00:17:55,625 I am very disappointed by the music business, 253 00:17:55,625 --> 00:17:58,583 because I think it's everywhere I see 254 00:17:58,583 --> 00:18:01,208 everyone is made. 255 00:18:01,208 --> 00:18:03,542 I think I might be evil The work part 256 00:18:03,542 --> 00:18:06,250 to have around, you know, if you try to launch 257 00:18:06,250 --> 00:18:07,250 become a successful world of music. 258 00:18:18,500 --> 00:18:21,417 Eric came to my house in Oxford. 259 00:18:21,417 --> 00:18:24,250 I live alone so, is one to one. 260 00:18:24,250 --> 00:18:25,417 And we just talked. 261 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,583 I want the advice about what to do 262 00:18:29,583 --> 00:18:34,208 because I like playing guitars and I like blues music. 263 00:18:34,208 --> 00:18:36,333 But I think I'll do it surrender everything. 264 00:18:38,041 --> 00:18:40,000 And I live with him for about two weeks 265 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:41,667 and see it engrave. 266 00:18:44,250 --> 00:18:46,458 We are both beautiful dysfunctional families. 267 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:49,333 And we will sit down and talk about these things. 268 00:18:53,542 --> 00:18:57,125 And I think his interest the music is so obsessive 269 00:18:57,125 --> 00:18:58,959 which he doesn't really have is a choice about what he is 270 00:18:58,959 --> 00:19:00,291 do it with time. 271 00:19:00,291 --> 00:19:03,291 Where should he go that's the best to go. 272 00:19:03,291 --> 00:19:05,875 I'm sure this is with him his whole life. 273 00:19:08,458 --> 00:19:10,959 And when I was there someone tracked me down. 274 00:19:10,959 --> 00:19:12,291 And that is John Mayall. 275 00:19:14,959 --> 00:19:17,458 [run away television chat] 276 00:19:22,542 --> 00:19:24,875 Thank you, ma'am. And before we run out of time, 277 00:19:24,875 --> 00:19:26,625 I think it's time we learn to do it 278 00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:27,917 Crocodile Walk, 279 00:19:27,917 --> 00:19:30,500 with Johnny Mayall and The Bluesbreakers. 280 00:19:30,500 --> 00:19:32,542 ♪ Look at the crocodile walking ♪ 281 00:19:34,208 --> 00:19:36,417 ♪ Hey, and he's looking for my way ♪ 282 00:19:42,125 --> 00:19:44,125 ♪ Every day today ♪ 283 00:19:47,166 --> 00:19:50,000 ♪ He walked away to walk ♪ 284 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:51,500 ♪ Meet home ♪ 285 00:19:57,792 --> 00:20:00,583 ♪ Yes, I want to see you smile ♪ 286 00:20:01,667 --> 00:20:04,000 ♪ And hey, hey, crocodile ♪ 287 00:20:13,542 --> 00:20:15,291 ♪ Yes, crocodile now tell me ♪ 288 00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:23,750 ♪ He might be calm now, baby ♪ 289 00:20:26,375 --> 00:20:28,083 ♪ Ooh, yeah ♪ 290 00:20:32,875 --> 00:20:34,542 ♪ Hey, hey, crocodile ♪ 291 00:20:34,542 --> 00:20:38,250 When it comes to the Blues there is no one like him. 292 00:20:38,875 --> 00:20:40,542 Eric is very special. 293 00:20:40,542 --> 00:20:43,875 He knows the history. The background. 294 00:20:43,875 --> 00:20:46,583 And he has emotions feel it. 295 00:20:46,583 --> 00:20:48,834 And the technique is to express it. 296 00:20:49,709 --> 00:20:51,750 He was given this freedom to be free. 297 00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:53,250 ♪ Disappearing in the dark ♪ 298 00:20:55,333 --> 00:20:57,458 Eric, how much do you think it is 299 00:21:02,291 --> 00:21:04,208 the effect is to help the blues band based? 300 00:21:04,208 --> 00:21:07,917 If you want to take it back to the root this is between him and Alexis Korner and they are the people 301 00:21:07,917 --> 00:21:09,750 which starts actually physically plays it. 302 00:21:09,750 --> 00:21:11,917 And there are many people 303 00:21:11,917 --> 00:21:14,917 collected old blues notes 304 00:21:14,917 --> 00:21:15,750 but it doesn't play. 305 00:21:15,750 --> 00:21:17,417 But he works in clubs plays it. 306 00:21:17,417 --> 00:21:18,458 I mean, he is responsible for everything, really. 307 00:21:18,458 --> 00:21:21,875 When I arrived into the band 308 00:21:21,875 --> 00:21:24,041 I joined the work schedule I've never seen it before. 309 00:21:27,291 --> 00:21:29,291 We work seven nights a week. 310 00:21:29,291 --> 00:21:31,291 311 00:21:31,291 --> 00:21:34,375 312 00:21:34,375 --> 00:21:35,875 We play every night. 313 00:21:37,875 --> 00:21:39,875 Twisted Wheel in Manchester. 314 00:21:39,875 --> 00:21:41,709 The Mojo in Sheffield. 315 00:21:41,709 --> 00:21:43,166 Boathouse in Nottingham. 316 00:21:43,166 --> 00:21:45,166 The Club a & apos; Gogo at Newcastle. 317 00:21:47,458 --> 00:21:51,333 I still don't know how you talk to girls. 318 00:21:51,333 --> 00:21:52,667 I am very shy. 319 00:21:52,667 --> 00:21:56,375 And then suddenly I dated, took the girls. 320 00:21:56,375 --> 00:21:58,875 It's like a girl at every show. 321 00:22:00,875 --> 00:22:03,125 Eric lives in Ripley 322 00:22:03,125 --> 00:22:04,375 and he has no transportation. 323 00:22:04,375 --> 00:22:05,291 So it's a matter of convenience 324 00:22:05,291 --> 00:22:07,125 that he will stay in our house. 325 00:22:07,125 --> 00:22:09,542 There is a spare room. 326 00:22:09,542 --> 00:22:11,375 So he moved there. 327 00:22:13,625 --> 00:22:15,041 I have a family, you know, 328 00:22:15,041 --> 00:22:17,000 so he lives in a family home. 329 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:19,208 So it's very suburban. 330 00:22:19,208 --> 00:22:22,542 Ordinary life with mother and father and three children. 331 00:22:22,542 --> 00:22:24,250 At night we perform. 332 00:22:25,583 --> 00:22:26,834 He is very cool. 333 00:22:26,834 --> 00:22:28,667 He has an amazing collection record 334 00:22:28,667 --> 00:22:32,458 which I listen to all day long. For about a year, 335 00:22:32,458 --> 00:22:34,166 I will only record and play with them. 336 00:22:34,166 --> 00:22:36,625 and I did it. 337 00:22:40,500 --> 00:22:44,834 I have a lot of influence around that time not only guitar players, they are other singers 338 00:22:44,834 --> 00:22:48,458 and also Indian music. 339 00:22:49,208 --> 00:22:51,375 I listen to Bismillah Khan a lot. 340 00:22:51,375 --> 00:22:55,500 I want my guitar to sound like a feather instrument. 341 00:22:55,500 --> 00:22:58,041 One of them is the biggest influence on what I want to achieve 342 00:23:28,583 --> 00:23:31,041 with guitar is Little Walter. 343 00:23:31,041 --> 00:23:33,333 The sound he made for the harmonica, 344 00:23:33,333 --> 00:23:35,959 playing through an amplifier. 345 00:23:35,959 --> 00:23:37,417 And it's thick and fat. 346 00:23:37,417 --> 00:23:40,458 Very melodic. 347 00:23:40,458 --> 00:23:42,792 I have wandered into the music store 348 00:23:42,792 --> 00:23:44,208 at the west end of London. 349 00:23:46,625 --> 00:23:49,291 350 00:23:49,291 --> 00:23:50,208 351 00:23:50,208 --> 00:23:53,166 And insert the guitar. 352 00:23:53,166 --> 00:23:54,583 I will try the guitar with amp. 353 00:23:54,583 --> 00:23:58,291 And I found this amp way out in West London 354 00:23:58,291 --> 00:24:00,417 and it's perfect. 355 00:24:00,417 --> 00:24:02,000 It really sounds perfect. 356 00:24:50,625 --> 00:24:54,000 He appears with the guitar and the amp 357 00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,667 and immediately people start to idolize what they do. 358 00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:03,917 And to a certain extent what is most upset him. 359 00:25:03,917 --> 00:25:07,291 He doesn't want it to be looked at and examined. 360 00:25:07,291 --> 00:25:09,333 He just wants to play like that he wants to play 361 00:25:09,333 --> 00:25:11,542 and leave him alone. 362 00:25:11,542 --> 00:25:13,500 [Stepping out continues] 363 00:25:20,500 --> 00:25:22,625 Now, from time to time 364 00:25:22,625 --> 00:25:23,834 You left The Yardbirds 365 00:25:23,834 --> 00:25:26,667 and join John Mayall and company, 366 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,709 Your head seems to change very far 367 00:25:30,709 --> 00:25:32,667 Your music is worried. 368 00:25:32,667 --> 00:25:33,959 What happened happened to your head? 369 00:25:33,959 --> 00:25:37,625 Well, I really haven't changed as much as you might think because it's not really, 370 00:25:37,625 --> 00:25:40,166 you know, individual changes. 371 00:25:40,166 --> 00:25:41,667 It is only put in a different context. 372 00:25:41,667 --> 00:25:43,792 So, I mean, the things I do reflected differently, you know. 373 00:25:43,792 --> 00:25:44,667 I mean... 374 00:25:44,667 --> 00:25:47,041 Context of The Yardbirds as opposed to John Mayall 375 00:25:47,041 --> 00:25:48,333 really different. One pop and one... 376 00:25:48,333 --> 00:25:50,667 It feels even more like earth blues than it is now. 377 00:25:50,667 --> 00:25:53,250 The items you play later. 378 00:25:53,250 --> 00:25:56,375 And you know, I only play the same thing 379 00:25:56,375 --> 00:25:58,375 but they only sound different. 380 00:25:58,375 --> 00:26:00,667 Take three. 381 00:26:00,667 --> 00:26:03,208 We've been on the road for a long time enter and just play our set. 382 00:26:04,291 --> 00:26:05,792 383 00:26:15,583 --> 00:26:17,834 384 00:26:17,834 --> 00:26:20,583 385 00:26:20,583 --> 00:26:22,250 But in that period there were technicians 386 00:26:22,250 --> 00:26:24,000 doing recording 387 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:27,583 the new one came to your amp with a microphone, 388 00:26:27,583 --> 00:26:30,500 clamp it up to two inches the front of the amplifier. 389 00:26:31,875 --> 00:26:35,166 For me it's like that if you want to get it 390 00:26:35,166 --> 00:26:37,625 the atmosphere we have into the club, 391 00:26:37,625 --> 00:26:40,375 You need to make it sound like you are in the audience. 392 00:26:40,375 --> 00:26:43,542 Ten meters. Not three inches. 393 00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:47,792 And when that person does that 394 00:26:47,792 --> 00:26:51,250 that day we entered to record, 395 00:26:51,250 --> 00:26:53,625 I said, "Sorry, I didn't want it there." 396 00:26:53,625 --> 00:26:55,500 "Put it there." 397 00:26:55,500 --> 00:26:58,375 He said, "Alright, you're making our work is very difficult." 398 00:26:58,375 --> 00:27:02,709 And I said, "I don't care, that's what I want." 399 00:27:09,125 --> 00:27:12,750 With Eric playing in the kind of volume he plays, 400 00:27:12,750 --> 00:27:14,625 there is no way anyone can deal with it. 401 00:27:14,625 --> 00:27:16,667 They don't know what to do. So we have to find a way 402 00:27:16,667 --> 00:27:18,792 to deal with it. 403 00:27:18,792 --> 00:27:21,917 That's the most interesting part of the project 404 00:27:21,917 --> 00:27:24,959 because when we found a way to do it, we had a voice. 405 00:27:26,959 --> 00:27:27,792 [All Your Love playing] 406 00:28:20,792 --> 00:28:24,792 It changes everything. 407 00:28:24,792 --> 00:28:27,500 Before Eric, playing guitar in England first 408 00:28:27,500 --> 00:28:29,709 Hank Marvin and The Shadows. 409 00:28:29,709 --> 00:28:32,667 Very, very simple, not many techniques. 410 00:28:34,458 --> 00:28:37,583 Suddenly we hear something that's really different. 411 00:28:37,583 --> 00:28:40,583 The recording sounds nothing like anything between us have heard before, it was _ completely revolutionary. 412 00:28:40,583 --> 00:28:42,875 Eric, now the Blues have begun to appear as really very strong strength 413 00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:51,917 414 00:28:51,917 --> 00:28:53,667 415 00:28:53,667 --> 00:28:55,208 on the pop scene. 416 00:28:55,208 --> 00:28:57,000 And everyone sticks to for that though 417 00:28:57,000 --> 00:28:58,709 they don't need to understand the music. 418 00:28:58,709 --> 00:29:01,417 Now, do you think is a bad thing? 419 00:29:01,417 --> 00:29:04,542 No, because, you see, what will happen is that after a long time, they will become 420 00:29:04,542 --> 00:29:06,542 well-educated music 421 00:29:06,542 --> 00:29:09,041 that they will be able to do it digging a spade singing blues 422 00:29:09,041 --> 00:29:12,500 instead of having to take thinning imitations. 423 00:29:12,500 --> 00:29:15,709 They will not have it to receive it again because they will be enough to think freely 424 00:29:15,709 --> 00:29:16,792 to be able to see in colored men and dig 425 00:29:16,792 --> 00:29:18,917 without having to every hang up. You know? 426 00:29:18,917 --> 00:29:21,917 And then, you know, 427 00:29:21,917 --> 00:29:25,375 all white people will have to look for 428 00:29:25,375 --> 00:29:27,125 something they play themselves, that's pretty good 429 00:29:27,125 --> 00:29:28,583 430 00:29:28,583 --> 00:29:29,583 431 00:29:29,583 --> 00:29:31,041 to stand because 432 00:29:31,041 --> 00:29:34,583 they will not be accepted, they will be rejected. 433 00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:35,500 There will be no white blues band, 434 00:29:35,500 --> 00:29:37,333 it can't happen. 435 00:29:38,417 --> 00:29:41,083 What do you think about interesting music 436 00:29:41,083 --> 00:29:42,333 young white children for that? 437 00:29:42,333 --> 00:29:44,166 Now, you mentioned the fact that, uh, 438 00:29:44,166 --> 00:29:44,959 groups like Spinning stones 439 00:29:44,959 --> 00:29:46,917 changed it to music. 440 00:29:46,917 --> 00:29:49,333 I think white children really like beautiful sounds. 441 00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:51,709 That deep tone. 442 00:29:51,709 --> 00:29:53,583 Then even white children sing the blues. 443 00:29:53,583 --> 00:29:56,291 They can play more blues than I can dream of playing. 444 00:29:56,291 --> 00:29:59,125 But you know, they will never be vocal like me, 445 00:29:59,125 --> 00:30:00,208 you know that. 446 00:30:01,500 --> 00:30:02,875 And I sing it out to church 447 00:30:02,875 --> 00:30:03,875 and get the big note, I think that's what happened 448 00:30:03,875 --> 00:30:07,041 white children come often meet me. 449 00:30:07,041 --> 00:30:11,792 Is there something Regarding that feeling... 450 00:30:11,792 --> 00:30:13,834 That's what I said, the tone is feeling, 451 00:30:13,834 --> 00:30:15,250 You have feelings there, for those children. 452 00:30:15,250 --> 00:30:17,375 And there is no way can you fake it? 453 00:30:17,375 --> 00:30:18,667 You can't fake it. 454 00:30:18,667 --> 00:30:20,291 You mean, in other words... 455 00:30:20,291 --> 00:30:22,792 Young people can learn playing guitar like that 456 00:30:22,792 --> 00:30:24,000 but they can't learn singing like that? 457 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,291 Like me? 458 00:30:25,291 --> 00:30:26,709 -Yes. 459 00:30:26,709 --> 00:30:27,709 Oh no. 460 00:30:27,709 --> 00:30:29,709 -You know better than that. 461 00:30:29,709 --> 00:30:32,291 They don't have enough souls and they don't have enough hard times. 462 00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:33,834 I came to Jones's house one day and he is out reading the park 463 00:30:37,333 --> 00:30:39,542 464 00:30:39,542 --> 00:30:40,500 465 00:30:40,500 --> 00:30:43,417 The Melody Maker and he is very angry. 466 00:30:43,417 --> 00:30:45,667 And he said, "Eric practiced with a band 467 00:30:45,667 --> 00:30:48,166 " in several churches. " 468 00:30:48,166 --> 00:30:50,333 And I said," Oh, what is he? " 469 00:30:50,333 --> 00:30:52,208 Suddenly, that's him. There is this new group it will become 470 00:30:52,208 --> 00:30:54,625 make its debut somewhere and that's it. 471 00:30:54,625 --> 00:30:56,667 That's very sudden. 472 00:30:56,667 --> 00:30:58,875 Total crazy people. 473 00:30:59,625 --> 00:31:01,291 Just say he'll stop. 474 00:31:01,291 --> 00:31:02,792 [I feel free playing] 475 00:31:03,709 --> 00:31:05,125 ♪ I feel free ♪ 476 00:31:10,208 --> 00:31:11,625 ♪ I feel free ♪ 477 00:31:12,625 --> 00:31:13,125 I want to be a trio blues. 478 00:31:18,375 --> 00:31:21,041 Blending jazz and rock. 479 00:31:21,041 --> 00:31:22,125 Only somewhere 480 00:31:24,083 --> 00:31:25,208 all three of us like playing with each other 481 00:31:25,208 --> 00:31:28,417 and we decided to do it. 482 00:31:28,417 --> 00:31:30,291 ♪ I feel free ♪ 483 00:31:30,291 --> 00:31:31,375 ♪ I feel free ♪ 484 00:31:32,417 --> 00:31:33,625 485 00:31:36,083 --> 00:31:40,166 ♪ Feel when I dance with you ♪ 486 00:31:41,208 --> 00:31:44,166 ♪ We move like the sea ♪ 487 00:31:46,375 --> 00:31:50,125 ♪ You, you are all I want to know ♪ 488 00:31:51,834 --> 00:31:56,166 ♪ I feel free ♪ 489 00:31:57,291 --> 00:32:01,417 ♪ I feel free ♪ 490 00:32:02,583 --> 00:32:07,750 ♪ I feel free ♪ 491 00:32:07,750 --> 00:32:10,750 ♪ I can walk on the streets no one is there ♪ 492 00:32:10,750 --> 00:32:13,083 ♪ Even though the sidewalk is one big crowd ♪ 493 00:32:13,083 --> 00:32:15,208 ♪ I can walk down the road my eyes don't see ♪ 494 00:32:15,208 --> 00:32:18,041 ♪ Even though my mind wants to cry out loud ♪ 495 00:32:19,333 --> 00:32:23,208 ♪ I'm ♪ 496 00:32:24,583 --> 00:32:28,125 ♪ I'm ♪ 497 00:32:28,542 --> 00:32:33,875 ♪ I'm ♪ 498 00:32:34,917 --> 00:32:39,083 ♪ I feel free ♪ 499 00:32:40,417 --> 00:32:44,709 ♪ I feel free ♪ 500 00:32:45,583 --> 00:32:49,583 ♪ I feel free ♪ 501 00:33:32,333 --> 00:33:34,417 The first time I saw Jimi, I thought 502 00:33:34,417 --> 00:33:37,083 that is the show we did in London 503 00:33:37,083 --> 00:33:40,500 and I see her partner times in easy talking. 504 00:33:40,500 --> 00:33:44,667 He often comes here many flats and lives there. 505 00:33:44,667 --> 00:33:46,333 We really have fun. 506 00:33:46,333 --> 00:33:50,375 He is very shy, and quiet, drawn and gentle. 507 00:33:52,166 --> 00:33:56,000 We talk about every day sort of ambition, you know? 508 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,834 And as we want the world to be 509 00:33:57,834 --> 00:34:00,041 but the conversation never has remained like that for a long time. 510 00:34:00,041 --> 00:34:04,041 Because Jimi has that surreal mind. 511 00:34:04,041 --> 00:34:07,166 Once you start going talk about anything. 512 00:34:07,166 --> 00:34:09,792 You will finally talk about flying saucers, you know? 513 00:34:09,792 --> 00:34:11,709 A kind of purple velvet months. 514 00:34:11,709 --> 00:34:13,000 That's like. 515 00:34:13,000 --> 00:34:15,875 And you can't hold it on the ground for all sizes 516 00:34:15,875 --> 00:34:16,959 time. 517 00:35:01,709 --> 00:35:04,917 Eric came my home in Oxford with Ginger 518 00:35:04,917 --> 00:35:08,125 and said he was forming Cream 519 00:35:08,125 --> 00:35:11,291 and I want to go and work for them. 520 00:35:11,291 --> 00:35:14,333 I think he wants someone around who he knows. 521 00:35:16,125 --> 00:35:19,458 He enjoys new fruits Success is very 522 00:35:19,458 --> 00:35:23,000 and psychedelic musicals ongoing efforts. 523 00:35:25,792 --> 00:35:28,375 Eric and Cream came to New York 524 00:35:28,375 --> 00:35:32,834 and they came to record in our studio. 525 00:35:33,917 --> 00:35:38,458 They play songs that's not entirely 526 00:35:38,458 --> 00:35:42,375 in the form of 12 or eight bars but has a blue feel. 527 00:35:43,792 --> 00:35:46,083 This is new music. 528 00:35:46,083 --> 00:35:49,709 Especially when Eric plays guitar. 529 00:35:49,709 --> 00:35:51,333 [Hey Joe playing] 530 00:35:53,166 --> 00:35:55,458 When I walk into my studio, 531 00:35:55,458 --> 00:35:57,959 I have a lot of English roadies 532 00:35:57,959 --> 00:36:00,083 double stack from Marshalls 533 00:36:00,083 --> 00:36:03,625 and double bass drum and double cymbal sticks 534 00:36:03,625 --> 00:36:05,125 and I only see and I think, 535 00:36:05,125 --> 00:36:06,417 "What, I have two of everything?" 536 00:36:06,417 --> 00:36:08,041 I don't believe what I see, 537 00:36:08,041 --> 00:36:09,250 only three people. 538 00:36:18,375 --> 00:36:20,083 [Strange Brew playing] 539 00:36:35,792 --> 00:36:39,333 ♪ weird drinks ♪ 540 00:36:39,333 --> 00:36:41,417 ♪ Kill what's inside you ♪ 541 00:36:45,166 --> 00:36:49,625 ♪ She's a witch problem in blue electricity ♪ 542 00:36:49,625 --> 00:36:54,333 ♪ In his own mind that's crazy he fell in love with you ♪ 543 00:36:54,333 --> 00:36:56,083 ♪ With you ♪ 544 00:36:57,291 --> 00:36:59,959 ♪ Now what will you do? ♪ 545 00:37:03,542 --> 00:37:08,542 ♪ A strange drink kill what is inside you? 546 00:38:33,250 --> 00:38:36,125 We are recording at Atlantic Studios. 547 00:38:36,125 --> 00:38:39,125 We share the workspace with Ray Charles, 548 00:38:39,125 --> 00:38:41,250 Aretha Franklin, Otis Redding 549 00:38:41,250 --> 00:38:46,083 and Wilson Pickett, so we are in their playroom. 550 00:38:46,083 --> 00:38:49,458 A lot of time, we came out as Otis Redding 551 00:38:49,458 --> 00:38:51,792 come or Aretha Franklin 552 00:38:51,792 --> 00:38:53,959 will come, the session will overlap. 553 00:38:53,959 --> 00:38:55,750 And one day Ahmet said, 554 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:56,834 "What would you like playing?" 555 00:38:56,834 --> 00:39:00,417 And I said, "Oof, will I" 556 00:39:02,041 --> 00:39:03,875 -Good. -Ready. 557 00:39:03,875 --> 00:39:05,959 I find out and there is Joe South, 558 00:39:05,959 --> 00:39:07,125 Bobby Hinton, Bobby Womack. 559 00:39:07,125 --> 00:39:10,834 There are five guitar players on the floor 560 00:39:10,834 --> 00:39:13,125 and Aretha on the piano, singing. 561 00:39:14,625 --> 00:39:17,166 And I went in there with my permed hair 562 00:39:17,166 --> 00:39:19,709 and pink trousers, high heels. 563 00:39:19,709 --> 00:39:22,083 Looks like a weirdo from Mars 564 00:39:22,083 --> 00:39:24,208 and they looked at me like, "What's this?" 565 00:39:24,208 --> 00:39:27,208 And I sit and play. 566 00:39:27,208 --> 00:39:30,458 ♪ If you have dollars ♪ 567 00:39:34,375 --> 00:39:36,792 ♪ And I have a dime ♪ 568 00:39:40,542 --> 00:39:43,709 ♪ I want to know I borrow yours? ♪ 569 00:39:45,375 --> 00:39:49,417 ♪ As easy as you can mine ♪ 570 00:39:52,667 --> 00:39:56,333 ♪ Because when you need my love ♪ 571 00:39:58,500 --> 00:40:02,000 ♪ And I give after time ♪ 572 00:40:04,458 --> 00:40:09,041 ♪ And turn around to find me not coming back ♪ 573 00:40:09,041 --> 00:40:15,250 ♪ Then, my friend You've used my dimit ♪ 574 00:40:15,250 --> 00:40:17,667 Aretha Franklin starts to laugh when 575 00:40:17,667 --> 00:40:19,500 he saw Eric because he was wearing 576 00:40:19,500 --> 00:40:23,166 psychedelic costumes. 577 00:40:23,166 --> 00:40:25,417 But when Eric played guitar, 578 00:40:25,417 --> 00:40:27,417 Aretha stops laughing 579 00:40:27,417 --> 00:40:29,375 because it is a real thing. 580 00:40:29,375 --> 00:40:32,417 ♪ Your heart does it for me ♪ 581 00:40:32,417 --> 00:40:37,417 ♪ Then, baby, don't do it darken my front door ♪ 582 00:40:38,375 --> 00:40:40,166 ♪ Baby ♪ 583 00:40:41,917 --> 00:40:46,667 ♪ I want you to be the best for me like me to you ♪ 584 00:40:51,875 --> 00:40:53,583 ♪ Baby ♪ 585 00:40:53,583 --> 00:40:56,083 Man, there he is, I think if it comes out. 586 00:40:56,083 --> 00:40:57,959 I don't have anything to do anymore. 587 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:03,667 ♪ Listen, don't you walk here ♪ 588 00:41:05,875 --> 00:41:09,834 ♪ Feeling like you can Treat me in any way ♪ 589 00:41:18,500 --> 00:41:20,792 I just arrived from Paris to become a model. 590 00:41:21,917 --> 00:41:24,041 When I met Eric, I don't know 591 00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:24,917 who he is at all. 592 00:41:26,542 --> 00:41:29,875 She's a little embarrassed, she was a little inhibited at first. 593 00:41:31,291 --> 00:41:34,250 But then we started going out together. 594 00:41:34,250 --> 00:41:36,792 And we pretty much moved together 595 00:41:36,792 --> 00:41:37,667 very fast. 596 00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:44,041 Charlotte is very funny 597 00:41:44,041 --> 00:41:45,917 and very, very open minded. 598 00:41:46,792 --> 00:41:48,917 We have friendship. 599 00:41:48,917 --> 00:41:51,250 We feel comfortable together. 600 00:41:52,291 --> 00:41:56,667 He sees who I am for better or worse. 601 00:41:56,667 --> 00:41:58,166 I just started feeling like 602 00:42:00,583 --> 00:42:02,333 Alice in Wonderland. 603 00:42:02,333 --> 00:42:03,667 I really became the Beatles. 604 00:42:03,667 --> 00:42:07,250 The next minute, we are invited to take part of this special event by the Beatles. 605 00:42:07,250 --> 00:42:09,792 It's like, "Okay." You know, 606 00:42:09,792 --> 00:42:15,208 normal. 607 00:42:15,208 --> 00:42:18,750 ♪ Learn how to play the game ♪ 608 00:42:18,750 --> 00:42:19,709 ♪ It's easy ♪ 609 00:42:19,709 --> 00:42:20,834 ♪ There's nothing you can do that can't be made ♪ 610 00:42:22,333 --> 00:42:23,709 When I moved to Jalan Raja. 611 00:42:26,959 --> 00:42:30,375 George will stop by on his route home 612 00:42:30,375 --> 00:42:32,250 exit to Esher. 613 00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:35,125 And I have gone to Esher several times 614 00:42:35,125 --> 00:42:36,375 615 00:42:38,458 --> 00:42:40,333 616 00:42:40,333 --> 00:42:44,417 take acid together, little by little little, we become friends. 617 00:42:44,417 --> 00:42:46,917 ♪ All you need is love ♪ 618 00:42:48,291 --> 00:42:50,834 ♪ All you need is love ♪ 619 00:42:53,875 --> 00:42:57,458 ♪ All you need is love, love ♪ 620 00:42:58,458 --> 00:43:00,417 ♪ Love is all you need ♪ 621 00:44:09,125 --> 00:44:12,125 The audience there is far more advanced. 622 00:44:12,125 --> 00:44:17,667 Cream quickly realizes, they can only be open. 623 00:44:17,667 --> 00:44:20,959 I mean they will play it the same number for 40 minutes. 624 00:44:22,250 --> 00:44:24,375 Improvisation every night. 625 00:45:15,166 --> 00:45:17,875 And the audience can't be enough. 626 00:45:17,875 --> 00:45:21,834 That's exactly what they want to hear 627 00:45:21,834 --> 00:45:23,542 and suddenly arrived. 628 00:46:19,834 --> 00:46:21,542 [Intersection playing] 629 00:46:40,125 --> 00:46:43,083 ♪ I fell to the intersection ♪ 630 00:46:43,083 --> 00:46:45,125 ♪ Fall on my knees ♪ 631 00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:52,667 ♪ Get down to the crossroads fall to your knees ♪ 632 00:46:55,709 --> 00:46:56,792 ♪ Ask God above for mercy ♪ 633 00:46:56,792 --> 00:46:59,583 ♪ Save me if you want ♪ 634 00:47:02,583 --> 00:47:05,458 ♪ I fell to the intersection ♪ 635 00:47:05,458 --> 00:47:07,500 ♪ Trying to mark a trip ♪ 636 00:47:09,041 --> 00:47:14,250 ♪ Get off to a crossroads trying to mark a trip ♪ 637 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:21,208 ♪ Nobody seems to know me everyone passes me by ♪ 638 00:47:24,583 --> 00:47:25,834 Many of these are young players 639 00:47:25,834 --> 00:47:27,250 come today 640 00:47:27,250 --> 00:47:30,583 has been completely turned on by the the way you play the guitar. 641 00:47:30,583 --> 00:47:33,959 I'm grateful that some of them seem to like me. 642 00:47:33,959 --> 00:47:36,417 I am grateful for 643 00:47:36,417 --> 00:47:40,166 to me, it looks like to open a few doors for us 644 00:47:40,166 --> 00:47:44,041 which seems like that will never open. 645 00:47:46,667 --> 00:47:50,458 Because until the days of rock & apos; n & apos; roll many times, 646 00:47:50,458 --> 00:47:52,792 many places, we... They don't want to accept us. 647 00:47:52,792 --> 00:47:56,834 I am not racial speaking, 648 00:47:56,834 --> 00:47:58,375 I'm only talking about people at home 649 00:47:58,375 --> 00:48:00,667 it won't accept us in some places... 650 00:48:00,667 --> 00:48:03,041 The door is open now, which you can enter. 651 00:48:03,041 --> 00:48:05,667 [ intersection continues] 652 00:48:05,667 --> 00:48:08,500 B.B King played joints for years. 653 00:48:08,500 --> 00:48:11,291 Otis Redding used to be black R & B singer 654 00:48:11,291 --> 00:48:13,583 who plays the southern route. 655 00:48:13,583 --> 00:48:16,250 And what rock n & apos; roll or popularity rock n & apos; roll has given us 656 00:48:16,250 --> 00:48:17,583 is the opportunity to use 657 00:48:17,583 --> 00:48:19,750 good rock n roll as bait to take 658 00:48:19,750 --> 00:48:21,875 people are on, but once they get it, present it together 659 00:48:21,875 --> 00:48:24,041 uh... 660 00:48:24,709 --> 00:48:25,792 661 00:48:25,792 --> 00:48:28,667 some people who, if not for them, 662 00:48:28,667 --> 00:48:29,083 there won't be there is rock n & roll. 663 00:48:32,083 --> 00:48:35,208 I'm playing in New York City 664 00:48:35,208 --> 00:48:37,709 and I have heard about this young guitarist, 665 00:48:37,709 --> 00:48:40,166 the Cream and so on. 666 00:48:40,792 --> 00:48:43,750 I met this young man. 667 00:48:43,750 --> 00:48:48,375 Long hair and very calm like. 668 00:48:48,375 --> 00:48:50,000 We have jam sessions. 669 00:48:52,000 --> 00:48:55,083 Eric seems to need time, it's like putting a piece 670 00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:56,458 in a puzzle. 671 00:48:56,458 --> 00:48:58,959 Like an experienced old man. 672 00:49:00,083 --> 00:49:02,583 That can sound good, but if you will play 673 00:49:02,583 --> 00:49:05,500 more than two or three notes, you must have 674 00:49:05,500 --> 00:49:07,709 a story to tell. 675 00:49:07,709 --> 00:49:09,959 And he told me some very good ones. 676 00:49:11,208 --> 00:49:15,500 White Americans have never pay attention to the blues. 677 00:49:15,500 --> 00:49:18,250 So thanks to Eric, really, was built. 678 00:49:19,041 --> 00:49:20,875 They start listening. 679 00:49:20,875 --> 00:49:23,458 Now many doors are opened for B.B. King 680 00:49:23,458 --> 00:49:25,458 and many others like me. 681 00:49:25,458 --> 00:49:26,166 [ intersection continues] 682 00:49:33,375 --> 00:49:36,667 They really like 300 shows a year. 683 00:49:36,667 --> 00:49:39,125 And has very large followers 684 00:49:39,125 --> 00:49:43,000 based on their live show. 685 00:49:43,000 --> 00:49:45,959 So at that time, Cream must be the biggest band in the world. 686 00:49:45,959 --> 00:49:48,291 Much bigger than Spinning Stone 687 00:49:48,291 --> 00:49:50,667 and the Beatles. 688 00:49:50,667 --> 00:49:52,000 Eric Clapton, please. 689 00:50:03,250 --> 00:50:04,875 When you improvise, 690 00:50:08,500 --> 00:50:09,792 do you use stock phrases? 691 00:50:09,792 --> 00:50:10,959 Um, yes, there are always phrases 692 00:50:10,959 --> 00:50:13,083 that I always play is a stock phrase 693 00:50:13,083 --> 00:50:15,750 where I work you know, 694 00:50:15,750 --> 00:50:17,041 which is like... 695 00:50:17,041 --> 00:50:18,291 All of this works. 696 00:50:24,166 --> 00:50:26,000 You know, I have put together from old phrases 697 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:28,750 698 00:50:28,750 --> 00:50:30,625 that I already started like... 699 00:50:34,542 --> 00:50:36,959 And then they are fair with other things that I learned like... 700 00:50:36,959 --> 00:50:38,542 If a man likes playing soccer, 701 00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:45,000 that's what happened he will use to get... 702 00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:46,834 To get all of his, type, basic... 703 00:50:46,834 --> 00:50:49,125 Type, angry bits out of it, 704 00:50:49,125 --> 00:50:52,166 You know, that you build through any day. 705 00:50:52,166 --> 00:50:54,166 You can, someone is honking 706 00:50:54,166 --> 00:50:56,208 in the car behind you and you will be angry and you don't have the release for that, you know? 707 00:50:56,208 --> 00:50:57,208 Well, that happened for everyone, 708 00:50:57,208 --> 00:50:59,834 but you know, I have the advantage of being 709 00:50:59,834 --> 00:51:02,583 able to sort play it 710 00:51:02,583 --> 00:51:04,208 on the guitar. 711 00:51:04,208 --> 00:51:05,917 By being kind of, um, 712 00:51:06,375 --> 00:51:07,959 713 00:51:07,959 --> 00:51:10,291 714 00:51:10,291 --> 00:51:12,333 quite aggressive the way I play, 715 00:51:12,333 --> 00:51:13,542 not the way I use it. 716 00:51:13,542 --> 00:51:15,625 It can also be done with people like The Who. 717 00:51:15,625 --> 00:51:17,875 Can you show us? 718 00:51:17,875 --> 00:51:19,625 What do you mean, you want me to break the guitar? 719 00:51:19,625 --> 00:51:20,667 Well, no, is not enough, just an example 720 00:51:20,667 --> 00:51:22,875 -from aggression in your music. -Yes, right. 721 00:51:54,250 --> 00:51:56,875 Eric is not the best communicator. 722 00:51:56,875 --> 00:51:59,417 There are lots of unspoken things, you know, 723 00:51:59,417 --> 00:52:01,750 about where he is. 724 00:52:01,750 --> 00:52:04,417 He enjoyed some of it very much. 725 00:52:04,417 --> 00:52:07,166 There is one aspect to worship. 726 00:52:08,083 --> 00:52:12,083 But it's difficult to maintain. 727 00:52:12,083 --> 00:52:14,291 And for tours for months and months. 728 00:52:22,750 --> 00:52:26,166 There is a constant, serious dispute 729 00:52:26,166 --> 00:52:30,291 between Jack and Ginger every day. 730 00:52:30,291 --> 00:52:31,625 It doesn't matter to them what they are debating 731 00:52:31,625 --> 00:52:33,625 very. 732 00:52:33,625 --> 00:52:37,000 That's just, they in each other's throat 733 00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:38,834 and it's very intense. 734 00:52:41,291 --> 00:52:42,959 We close each other, I mean, I will just run away from it, we never socialize. 735 00:52:42,959 --> 00:52:46,041 We never really shared ideas anymore, we just 736 00:52:46,041 --> 00:52:49,291 together on stage and played and then leave 737 00:52:49,291 --> 00:52:51,333 different ways. 738 00:52:51,333 --> 00:52:51,458 Everything is very bad. 739 00:52:53,291 --> 00:52:55,875 Eric used to take his guitar at home. 740 00:53:44,375 --> 00:53:46,125 and jingling on it without stopping. 741 00:53:46,125 --> 00:53:49,250 It's not always the easiest thing when you are trying to have a conversation 742 00:53:50,333 --> 00:53:52,333 with someone. 743 00:53:52,333 --> 00:53:53,000 I remember finding myself talking and I will get 744 00:53:53,000 --> 00:53:54,875 riffs from the guitar back, 745 00:53:56,500 --> 00:54:02,041 rather than proper communication. 746 00:54:02,041 --> 00:54:04,000 747 00:54:04,000 --> 00:54:05,542 748 00:54:12,875 --> 00:54:16,667 It's very difficult to continue doing it emotional, personal level. 749 00:54:19,208 --> 00:54:21,959 You know, I fell in love with Eric. 750 00:54:21,959 --> 00:54:23,625 And then the world falls in love with it. 751 00:54:24,834 --> 00:54:27,000 We just don't talk about it feeling. 752 00:54:28,041 --> 00:54:30,250 Eric doesn't want to go there. 753 00:54:33,250 --> 00:54:36,458 I always feel like that escaped from something. 754 00:54:42,417 --> 00:54:44,792 He started going to George and Pattie quite a lot 755 00:54:44,792 --> 00:54:46,333 when they lived in Surrey. 756 00:54:47,375 --> 00:54:49,250 When Cream dissolves, I think spiritually, 757 00:54:49,250 --> 00:54:51,083 he really lost a bit. 758 00:54:51,083 --> 00:54:54,125 And he enjoys walking and playing guitar and starting 759 00:54:54,125 --> 00:54:55,458 write all day. 760 00:54:57,083 --> 00:54:59,291 Yes? 761 00:54:59,291 --> 00:55:00,375 Start again. 762 00:55:00,375 --> 00:55:01,417 Good. 763 00:55:01,417 --> 00:55:02,959 George said, "I went to do this song, 764 00:55:02,959 --> 00:55:04,250 " I want you to play guitar. " 765 00:55:05,208 --> 00:55:06,917 How are you, Hal? 766 00:55:06,917 --> 00:55:08,291 We might do it two or three times, 767 00:55:08,291 --> 00:55:10,625 and there are very few 768 00:55:10,625 --> 00:55:12,458 try the song. 769 00:55:12,458 --> 00:55:13,625 Yes? 770 00:55:13,625 --> 00:55:14,959 Start again. 771 00:55:14,959 --> 00:55:17,625 They are fast and angry, they are hard judges. 772 00:55:20,542 --> 00:55:22,333 [While My Guitar is softly crying playing] 773 00:55:36,458 --> 00:55:42,667 ♪ I see you all see love ♪ 774 00:55:42,667 --> 00:55:44,959 ♪ There it's sleeping ♪ 775 00:55:46,834 --> 00:55:50,583 ♪ While my guitar gently cries ♪ 776 00:55:53,500 --> 00:55:59,375 ♪ I look at the floor and I look ♪ 777 00:55:59,375 --> 00:56:01,959 ♪ This needs to be swept away ♪ 778 00:56:02,834 --> 00:56:08,250 ♪ Still on my back gently crying ♪ 779 00:56:44,291 --> 00:56:45,875 That's only one police officer. 780 00:56:45,875 --> 00:56:48,500 The name is Inspector Pilcher. 781 00:56:48,500 --> 00:56:50,333 He wants to explode everyone 782 00:56:50,333 --> 00:56:52,709 that is in the pop business for drugs. 783 00:56:52,709 --> 00:56:54,542 He finally finished for corruption. 784 00:56:57,083 --> 00:56:58,667 He caught George 785 00:56:58,667 --> 00:57:01,417 and that word, he has planted drugs. 786 00:57:03,333 --> 00:57:05,500 Ginger knows someone in the police, 787 00:57:05,500 --> 00:57:08,166 who said I was on the Pilcher list. 788 00:57:09,750 --> 00:57:11,458 That night, Pheasantry was invaded 789 00:57:11,458 --> 00:57:14,500 and they plant hash everywhere. 790 00:57:15,709 --> 00:57:19,750 So I thought, alright, I better get out of town. 791 00:57:19,750 --> 00:57:24,500 ♪ Look at his love there it's sleeping ♪ 792 00:57:26,500 --> 00:57:29,542 ♪ While my guitar gently cries ♪ 793 00:57:33,917 --> 00:57:36,458 This is the first time I've spent any money, 794 00:57:36,458 --> 00:57:38,667 all the money that I made with Cream. 795 00:57:38,667 --> 00:57:41,000 I have never had anything before. 796 00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:44,125 I mean, I've been bumming in all my life from the first day I left Ripley. 797 00:57:44,125 --> 00:57:46,917 I just fell in love with him. 798 00:57:49,792 --> 00:57:51,542 I have the most extraordinary feeling of going home. 799 00:57:51,542 --> 00:57:53,875 800 00:57:58,834 --> 00:58:01,834 Now, Eric has a house at Newhurst 801 00:58:01,834 --> 00:58:02,834 which is only outside Esher. 802 00:58:02,834 --> 00:58:04,500 So this is quite easy two of them 803 00:58:04,500 --> 00:58:07,041 to go to each other's houses. 804 00:58:07,041 --> 00:58:11,000 And it's fair like very good friendship 805 00:58:11,000 --> 00:58:12,625 is happening. 806 00:58:12,625 --> 00:58:16,875 George has a lot of respect for playing Eric's guitar. 807 00:58:16,875 --> 00:58:19,125 That's only four friends. 808 00:58:19,125 --> 00:58:20,083 We will hang out together 809 00:58:20,083 --> 00:58:23,375 and we will go to restaurants and bars. 810 00:58:23,375 --> 00:58:25,750 He often comes home quite a lot. 811 00:58:26,834 --> 00:58:27,792 Don't always see George. 812 00:58:31,166 --> 00:58:33,291 I think as time goes by. 813 00:58:33,291 --> 00:58:36,417 You know how some people have a longer gaze than you should? 814 00:58:36,417 --> 00:58:38,417 And I caught the pair from them. 815 00:58:38,417 --> 00:58:40,208 I know it's wrong. 816 00:58:46,834 --> 00:58:47,750 George is my best friend. 817 00:58:50,417 --> 00:58:52,333 But I feel a necessity in his direction. 818 00:58:54,625 --> 00:58:59,083 819 00:58:59,083 --> 00:59:02,500 That he might be the most desirable woman I've met. 820 00:59:02,500 --> 00:59:02,625 And even so, they are married, 821 00:59:05,542 --> 00:59:07,458 I want it. 822 00:59:07,458 --> 00:59:07,875 Even though is not available 823 00:59:10,458 --> 00:59:12,000 and that scared me. 824 00:59:13,291 --> 00:59:15,125 I feel there is a big confusion in his head about women. 825 00:59:19,750 --> 00:59:22,417 And what they represent for him. 826 00:59:22,417 --> 00:59:23,583 It was very intense and he was very strong. 827 00:59:23,583 --> 00:59:25,625 When I was nine years old, my grandmother said to me. 828 00:59:27,208 --> 00:59:29,667 This woman is coming and she's your real mother 829 01:00:05,583 --> 01:00:08,917 and we will go and meet him 830 01:00:08,917 --> 01:00:11,625 and he will stay for a while. 831 01:00:11,625 --> 01:00:13,291 He arrived by boat and we went to see him 832 01:00:13,291 --> 01:00:13,750 at Southampton. 833 01:00:16,750 --> 01:00:20,291 He was there one of the big liners. 834 01:00:20,291 --> 01:00:21,834 He came with two children. 835 01:00:21,834 --> 01:00:22,792 Eric was very quiet that day. 836 01:00:24,834 --> 01:00:26,792 837 01:00:29,166 --> 01:00:31,208 838 01:00:31,208 --> 01:00:33,417 He is very shy. 839 01:00:34,792 --> 01:00:37,000 He wants to see his real mother. 840 01:00:38,000 --> 01:00:41,458 And I think Rick is looking for love. 841 01:00:44,375 --> 01:00:46,125 We go back to Ripley 842 01:00:46,125 --> 01:00:48,625 then when everyone went down to get a cup of tea 843 01:00:48,625 --> 01:00:50,291 or whatever. 844 01:00:50,291 --> 01:00:52,834 I want to know the most important thing. 845 01:00:55,125 --> 01:00:57,875 "You are my mother, are you going to be my mother?" 846 01:01:00,834 --> 01:01:02,417 And he said, 847 01:01:02,417 --> 01:01:04,208 "No. 848 01:01:04,208 --> 01:01:05,875 " I think it's the best we leave it like that. " 849 01:01:11,166 --> 01:01:12,875 That's very cruel. He doesn't like that fact he calls him," mother. " 850 01:01:12,875 --> 01:01:15,333 I don't believe anyone can be very evil. 851 01:01:17,083 --> 01:01:21,125 He brought another son, Bryan 852 01:01:23,834 --> 01:01:26,792 = = and he said to & apos; Ric, "Are you my brother?" 853 01:01:26,792 --> 01:01:29,041 And he heard that, and he said, "No, he is not 854 01:01:29,041 --> 01:01:31,792 "your brother." 855 01:01:31,792 --> 01:01:33,667 856 01:01:33,667 --> 01:01:36,000 I can't believe that, he can say things like that 857 01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:36,834 to a child. 858 01:01:42,375 --> 01:01:44,041 I very angry with him. 859 01:01:45,417 --> 01:01:46,959 I just feel rejected. 860 01:01:52,041 --> 01:01:52,917 I don't talk to anyone. 861 01:01:56,834 --> 01:02:00,000 I am more than myself than I have ever experienced. 862 01:02:19,458 --> 01:02:20,959 [God's presence playing] 863 01:02:42,917 --> 01:02:45,625 Eric feels that he wants to try something 864 01:02:45,625 --> 01:02:47,208 slightly different 865 01:02:47,208 --> 01:02:50,000 music and ask me if I'm interested. 866 01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:52,000 We basically only experimented. 867 01:03:00,291 --> 01:03:03,083 None of us are more than Eric I think, 868 01:03:03,083 --> 01:03:06,750 he will definitely go through something. 869 01:03:16,208 --> 01:03:18,625 We just have fun, 870 01:03:18,625 --> 01:03:19,000 we don't have an agenda. 871 01:03:21,667 --> 01:03:24,458 I wrote a song titled, God's Presence 872 01:03:24,458 --> 01:03:26,125 that starts 873 01:03:26,125 --> 01:03:28,000 with a line, "I finally found a place to live." 874 01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:30,959 And I really wrote about Hurtwood. 875 01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:39,000 ♪ I finally found a place to stay ♪ 876 01:03:41,625 --> 01:03:46,625 ♪ Just like I never can before ♪ 877 01:03:47,875 --> 01:03:53,834 ♪ And I know I don't have a lot to give ♪ 878 01:03:56,125 --> 01:03:59,125 ♪ But I can open any door ♪ 879 01:04:02,750 --> 01:04:08,583 ♪ Everyone knows the secret ♪ 880 01:04:11,250 --> 01:04:16,250 ♪ Everyone knows its value yes ♪ 881 01:04:18,000 --> 01:04:22,959 ♪ I finally found a place to stay ♪ 882 01:04:26,208 --> 01:04:29,000 ♪ In front of him from God ♪ 883 01:04:31,333 --> 01:04:34,458 ♪ In front of him from God ♪ 884 01:04:40,709 --> 01:04:42,875 Now, Charlotte is enough. 885 01:04:43,959 --> 01:04:47,208 We broke up and he returned to Paris. 886 01:04:47,208 --> 01:04:51,375 And I have started and turned off to see this girl, Alice. 887 01:04:52,250 --> 01:04:54,667 She's a great woman. 888 01:04:54,667 --> 01:04:58,166 But he doesn't know that I'm obsessed with Pattie. 889 01:05:00,792 --> 01:05:05,375 ♪ Everyone knows the secret ♪ 890 01:05:09,500 --> 01:05:14,208 ♪ Everyone knows its value yes, yes ♪ 891 01:05:16,709 --> 01:05:21,750 ♪ I finally found the way to live ♪ 892 01:05:22,917 --> 01:05:27,250 ♪ In front of him from God ♪ 893 01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:32,583 ♪ In front of him from God ♪ 894 01:05:47,250 --> 01:05:49,583 One morning, I wake up and 895 01:05:49,583 --> 01:05:51,667 opening a letter, I found this letter 896 01:05:51,667 --> 01:05:53,709 with a small amount handwriting. 897 01:05:55,875 --> 01:05:58,458 And I opened it and it said, 898 01:05:59,959 --> 01:06:01,125 "Dearest L." 899 01:06:05,458 --> 01:06:09,208 Distance from the words and the size of the letters 900 01:06:09,208 --> 01:06:11,291 compared to its size page. 901 01:06:11,291 --> 01:06:14,667 It's quiet, but full of passion. 902 01:06:16,667 --> 01:06:19,250 I almost have some kind of physical reaction 903 01:06:19,250 --> 01:06:22,333 that someone can write something that is very extraordinary 904 01:06:22,333 --> 01:06:24,542 beautiful and not yet keeping it calm. 905 01:06:26,625 --> 01:06:28,417 It's full of passion. 906 01:06:35,458 --> 01:06:38,041 And then in the afternoon, 907 01:06:38,041 --> 01:06:40,959 the phone rings and that is Eric. 908 01:06:40,959 --> 01:06:43,458 He said, "I mean what I said in the letter." 909 01:06:56,125 --> 01:06:59,333 First time I met Eric. 910 01:06:59,333 --> 01:07:01,959 We open for Blind Faith. 911 01:07:01,959 --> 01:07:04,875 The band broke up, so I called Eric 912 01:07:04,875 --> 01:07:07,208 and I just said, "I have to go, 913 01:07:07,208 --> 01:07:08,208 " and only to be silent for a while. " 914 01:07:08,208 --> 01:07:11,333 And he said, " Why didn't you come? " 915 01:07:11,333 --> 01:07:14,625 We just hung out and played and watching silly programs and the like, you know? 916 01:07:14,625 --> 01:07:15,792 I was offered a concert which is an advantage, you know? 917 01:07:18,750 --> 01:07:21,625 Will not make money, really, it's just an opportunity 918 01:07:21,625 --> 01:07:22,750 to play somewhere. 919 01:07:22,750 --> 01:07:25,041 Bobby and me 920 01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:26,333 921 01:07:26,333 --> 01:07:27,542 thinking, "Why don't we do that?" 922 01:07:27,542 --> 01:07:28,917 So we only do it part of the beat, 923 01:07:28,917 --> 01:07:30,709 but the only part of the rhythm we know that we can 924 01:07:30,709 --> 01:07:32,375 working with is Jim and Carl. 925 01:07:32,375 --> 01:07:33,333 So we brought Jim and Carl. 926 01:07:34,542 --> 01:07:37,333 And I think it's the only thing we planned. 927 01:08:04,875 --> 01:08:09,250 It's all about just playing continuously. 928 01:08:09,250 --> 01:08:12,208 There are times when we get stuck in E for a few days. 929 01:08:27,125 --> 01:08:28,750 There really is no break from it, 930 01:08:28,750 --> 01:08:31,834 there are like constant music parties. 931 01:08:31,834 --> 01:08:33,542 Everyone comes to visit. 932 01:08:37,208 --> 01:08:39,834 There's always a lot of cocaine. 933 01:08:39,834 --> 01:08:41,083 Many Mandrax, 934 01:08:41,083 --> 01:08:43,083 what is it like a quaalude. 935 01:08:43,083 --> 01:08:46,834 LSD, mescaline, and many more pots, lots of hashes. 936 01:08:48,625 --> 01:08:52,625 I know something is wrong with Eric, he is not himself, 937 01:08:52,625 --> 01:08:55,291 he is very disturbed all the time. 938 01:08:55,291 --> 01:08:58,125 Every time I see Pattie, I see she is a little happy. 939 01:08:58,125 --> 01:08:58,959 He has lots of photos around him, 940 01:08:58,959 --> 01:09:00,500 like a modeling image. 941 01:09:00,500 --> 01:09:03,709 I think it's bigger than the music, 942 01:09:03,709 --> 01:09:05,792 because it seems like he becomes very obsessed. 943 01:09:10,709 --> 01:09:13,959 Eric started calling me and said, "Come on. 944 01:09:13,959 --> 01:09:15,166 " You're obviously not happy, come with me. " 945 01:09:15,166 --> 01:09:18,250 And I will say," No, I can't. " 946 01:09:18,250 --> 01:09:20,458 You know, I got married to George and he would say, 947 01:09:20,458 --> 01:09:21,333 " Look, come on... " 948 01:09:22,917 --> 01:09:26,000 She's fun and wake up and live. That's the most beautiful temptation 949 01:09:26,000 --> 01:09:28,041 and I can only compare him to George 950 01:09:28,959 --> 01:09:30,375 who can be very cold and only die. 951 01:09:30,375 --> 01:09:33,458 952 01:09:37,375 --> 01:09:40,709 So from time to time, during summer, 953 01:09:40,709 --> 01:09:42,458 Eric and I see each other. 954 01:09:42,458 --> 01:09:46,291 We will go to small places coffee, lunch or even dinner. 955 01:09:57,458 --> 01:10:00,583 George Harrison rings on one afternoon 956 01:10:00,583 --> 01:10:02,166 and he asked Eric, 957 01:10:02,166 --> 01:10:05,000 if he and I want to play on his first album 958 01:10:05,000 --> 01:10:06,208 that he will do. 959 01:10:06,208 --> 01:10:09,083 He has all these songs, do you know? 960 01:10:09,083 --> 01:10:10,583 Eric and I have talked about who we want in the band. 961 01:10:10,583 --> 01:10:12,291 Of course we know, we want Carl. 962 01:10:12,291 --> 01:10:14,959 And Jim Gordon is just a storm together 963 01:10:14,959 --> 01:10:18,083 and we are ready to go, we cannot wait. 964 01:10:18,083 --> 01:10:19,583 You know, because it has to go to the studio and record 965 01:10:19,583 --> 01:10:22,750 All Things Must Pass. 966 01:10:22,750 --> 01:10:24,709 So, really, we included a band together 967 01:10:24,709 --> 01:10:27,709 968 01:10:27,709 --> 01:10:30,667 during Everything Must pass the session. 969 01:10:30,667 --> 01:10:31,542 [Mr. Kukasihku playing] 970 01:10:34,333 --> 01:10:36,959 That's our first record , 971 01:10:36,959 --> 01:10:38,875 first All Things Must Pass. 972 01:10:38,875 --> 01:10:40,500 That is Dominos first real recording. 973 01:10:42,333 --> 01:10:45,375 But that's when the drugs enter. 974 01:10:45,375 --> 01:10:49,625 This person will appear at Abbey Road 975 01:10:49,625 --> 01:10:51,166 and sell your cocaine but he will make sure the you buy 976 01:10:51,166 --> 01:10:52,458 hit too. 977 01:10:52,458 --> 01:10:54,750 That's the deal, he won't sell you 978 01:10:54,750 --> 01:10:56,333 without the others. 979 01:10:56,333 --> 01:10:57,542 ♪ Really want to see you ♪ 980 01:10:57,542 --> 01:10:59,208 Eric said, "Do you want to try some of this? 981 01:11:01,583 --> 01:11:03,166 You know, heroin. I said," No, friend, let me pay attention to you. " 982 01:11:03,166 --> 01:11:06,083 He did it. 983 01:11:06,083 --> 01:11:08,375 Just snort, huh? 984 01:11:11,625 --> 01:11:12,333 I said," What happened feels like? " 985 01:11:12,333 --> 01:11:15,083 986 01:11:15,083 --> 01:11:16,917 987 01:11:16,917 --> 01:11:20,542 He said, "Pink cotton surrounds me." 988 01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:32,291 Then I enter for some kind of trans. 989 01:11:32,291 --> 01:11:36,083 It's really mysterious and I don't know where I am. 990 01:11:39,083 --> 01:11:42,208 I have been given a small Persian book. 991 01:11:43,208 --> 01:11:45,458 Love story about Laila and Majnun. 992 01:11:49,291 --> 01:11:52,208 Absolute tragedy - damned love. 993 01:11:55,625 --> 01:11:59,417 Heroes end up alone in the desert 994 01:12:02,041 --> 01:12:05,625 and give his soul to God before dying alone. 995 01:12:08,125 --> 01:12:11,792 I see myself like that. 996 01:12:11,792 --> 01:12:15,625 I saw the whole experience with Pattie as a tragedy. 997 01:12:20,834 --> 01:12:25,000 Things get better complicated with George and I. 998 01:12:26,750 --> 01:12:30,959 I met Eric, we have a drink in South Kensington, 999 01:12:30,959 --> 01:12:32,083 he has a flat there. 1000 01:12:39,542 --> 01:12:42,959 Eric said, "You know, I love you and I want you 1001 01:12:42,959 --> 01:12:44,208 " With me, goes with me. 1002 01:12:44,208 --> 01:12:47,959 "I just feel I need you." 1003 01:12:58,333 --> 01:13:01,500 We already teased for a long time. 1004 01:13:01,500 --> 01:13:04,458 But we haven't gone over the limit. 1005 01:13:06,375 --> 01:13:07,959 But that night. 1006 01:13:09,417 --> 01:13:09,667 We make love. 1007 01:13:20,250 --> 01:13:23,750 And then we realized that we should 1008 01:13:23,750 --> 01:13:24,834 at this party. 1009 01:13:28,709 --> 01:13:31,709 Everyone there. That's a big party. 1010 01:13:31,709 --> 01:13:33,458 I go with Mick. 1011 01:13:33,458 --> 01:13:36,667 Paul McCartney is there, Eric is there. 1012 01:13:37,709 --> 01:13:38,667 Pattie came without George. 1013 01:13:42,875 --> 01:13:45,792 For the first time, it feels like there's a chance 1014 01:13:45,792 --> 01:13:46,625 for us. 1015 01:13:48,208 --> 01:13:50,125 Eric said he wanted to speak to me and we are in the garden. 1016 01:13:50,125 --> 01:13:51,625 It's quite late, you know, because the sun has started 1017 01:13:51,625 --> 01:13:54,500 to come. 1018 01:13:54,500 --> 01:13:54,625 And George appears from nowhere 1019 01:13:57,250 --> 01:14:00,000 from the mist in the morning. 1020 01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:02,500 And I said, "I have to tell you something, 1021 01:14:06,041 --> 01:14:09,125 1022 01:14:09,125 --> 01:14:10,542 "I fell in love with your wife." 1023 01:14:12,750 --> 01:14:15,917 And George looked at I accused and said, 1024 01:14:15,917 --> 01:14:18,208 "What are you going to do, are you going with him? " Or are you going to return with me? " 1025 01:14:18,208 --> 01:14:18,542 I feel he broke away. 1026 01:14:21,834 --> 01:14:24,417 There and then, . So I said, "George, of course I come with you. " 1027 01:14:24,417 --> 01:14:27,041 There are no additional words, there is nothing else 1028 01:14:28,959 --> 01:14:31,500 to talk about except who whether I will go home together and I find it very sad. 1029 01:14:36,000 --> 01:14:39,750 Everyone knows that George is playing- play 1030 01:14:39,750 --> 01:14:43,458 but he's really loyal to him. 1031 01:14:43,458 --> 01:14:46,291 And I think, "What do you want? 1032 01:14:50,083 --> 01:14:52,834 "Do you want to see me crawling across the floor for you?" 1033 01:14:52,834 --> 01:14:55,709 What should I do? 1034 01:15:02,125 --> 01:15:04,291 1035 01:15:04,291 --> 01:15:06,834 1036 01:15:07,834 --> 01:15:08,667 1037 01:15:08,667 --> 01:15:11,917 [Thorn Tree In The Garden playing] 1038 01:15:11,917 --> 01:15:14,000 ♪ There's a thorny tree in the garden ♪ 1039 01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:16,834 ♪ If you know just what I mean ♪ 1040 01:15:16,834 --> 01:15:19,500 ♪ And I hate pain your feelings ♪ 1041 01:15:19,500 --> 01:15:21,917 ♪ But that's not the way looks like ♪ 1042 01:15:21,917 --> 01:15:25,333 ♪ Because I miss him ♪ 1043 01:15:32,333 --> 01:15:34,625 ♪ She's the only woman I already care about 1044 01:15:34,625 --> 01:15:37,166 ♪ The only thing I know ♪ 1045 01:15:37,166 --> 01:15:42,000 ♪ And no one shares more love than we know ♪ 1046 01:15:42,000 --> 01:15:43,667 ♪ And I miss it ♪ 1047 01:15:43,667 --> 01:15:49,166 Eric is experiencing this major trauma. 1048 01:15:49,166 --> 01:15:52,542 That's why all the music speaks like that. 1049 01:15:52,542 --> 01:15:54,458 Eric tells the story the truth about 1050 01:15:54,458 --> 01:15:56,333 what is happening with him at that time. 1051 01:15:56,333 --> 01:15:57,709 That is certain. 1052 01:15:57,709 --> 01:16:00,208 ♪ And if he ends walks on the streets ♪ 1053 01:16:00,208 --> 01:16:03,500 ♪ Loving each other the man he met ♪ 1054 01:16:03,500 --> 01:16:08,000 ♪ Who will be the person to answer why? ♪ 1055 01:16:09,542 --> 01:16:11,333 People in the South will come out again 1056 01:16:11,333 --> 01:16:13,083 and rolling in gravel, huh? 1057 01:16:13,083 --> 01:16:15,875 About falling in love with your best friend's wife. 1058 01:16:17,208 --> 01:16:18,583 Eric does it musically. 1059 01:16:18,583 --> 01:16:21,750 He really wants it to get the Pattie back 1060 01:16:21,750 --> 01:16:24,625 and he said it's time to record. 1061 01:16:32,458 --> 01:16:34,834 ♪ Maybe someday soon ♪ 1062 01:16:36,375 --> 01:16:41,500 ♪ Somewhere ♪ 1063 01:17:07,083 --> 01:17:09,458 When we arrived in Miami. 1064 01:17:09,458 --> 01:17:11,792 We set up in Thunderbird motel there, 1065 01:17:11,792 --> 01:17:16,458 with a very large bag cocaine. 1066 01:17:18,041 --> 01:17:20,917 We really don't have quite a lot of songs for an album. 1067 01:17:22,583 --> 01:17:24,208 But we have confidence. 1068 01:17:25,625 --> 01:17:27,959 Played all day, playing all night. 1069 01:17:27,959 --> 01:17:30,709 Back to the hotel, hole in Eric's room 1070 01:17:30,709 --> 01:17:33,667 or something and play it . 1071 01:17:37,542 --> 01:17:41,125 Once again, again, once again. Sorry. 1072 01:17:51,834 --> 01:17:56,083 They started playing I concept for songs 1073 01:17:56,083 --> 01:17:59,125 that they did not complete the settings and I keep recording rolling for one or two days, 1074 01:17:59,125 --> 01:18:02,208 because I'm studying songs as 1075 01:18:02,208 --> 01:18:03,834 they play it and the songs 1076 01:18:03,834 --> 01:18:05,667 and the settings are developing. 1077 01:18:05,667 --> 01:18:07,291 I can't do it. When is it a little more complicated 1078 01:18:07,291 --> 01:18:10,500 from simple harmony, I'm not sure if I can. 1079 01:18:10,500 --> 01:18:12,917 What if I start out and do the first... 1080 01:18:12,917 --> 01:18:15,542 And the guitar? 1081 01:18:15,542 --> 01:18:17,208 [Bell Bottom Blues playing] 1082 01:18:20,375 --> 01:18:21,834 1083 01:18:55,542 --> 01:18:58,208 About two weeks into the session, 1084 01:18:58,208 --> 01:18:59,792 we hit a brick wall. 1085 01:19:01,333 --> 01:19:04,041 We are stuck, is really stuck. 1086 01:19:04,041 --> 01:19:07,583 I have written some songs in the UK. 1087 01:19:08,208 --> 01:19:09,917 For Pattie. 1088 01:19:09,917 --> 01:19:11,667 It has this kind of story laid on him 1089 01:19:11,667 --> 01:19:13,333 about small Persian books. 1090 01:19:13,333 --> 01:19:16,458 Laila and Majnum. 1091 01:19:16,458 --> 01:19:16,917 And I can't finish it. 1092 01:19:19,083 --> 01:19:21,417 What will you do when you are lonely? 1093 01:19:22,917 --> 01:19:26,125 ♪ And there's no one else waiting by your side ♪ 1094 01:19:27,417 --> 01:19:30,917 ♪ You have run and hiding too long ♪ 1095 01:19:30,917 --> 01:19:34,500 ♪ You know it's fair Your stupid pride ♪ 1096 01:19:36,375 --> 01:19:38,417 That is certain, 1097 01:19:38,417 --> 01:19:39,959 soul songs tortured there. 1098 01:19:39,959 --> 01:19:43,250 But everything starts to improve complicated. 1099 01:19:43,250 --> 01:19:45,500 This band is really needed new direction. 1100 01:19:46,750 --> 01:19:48,583 [Dream playing] 1101 01:20:20,959 --> 01:20:24,000 Tom Dowd brought us all to see the Allman Brothers. 1102 01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:27,041 And I'm completely fascinated by this band and they just got extraordinary musicians. 1103 01:20:27,041 --> 01:20:30,291 Eric has never met Duane. 1104 01:20:41,875 --> 01:20:44,417 He heard about Duane, but Duane and me it's fast. 1105 01:20:44,417 --> 01:20:45,583 It was a Duane show, he ran the band, 1106 01:20:45,583 --> 01:20:47,458 he is the band leader. 1107 01:20:48,458 --> 01:20:51,333 That's it. 1108 01:20:51,333 --> 01:20:52,625 After the show, we asked him to return and we jammed 1109 01:21:14,083 --> 01:21:15,667 all night long. 1110 01:21:15,667 --> 01:21:18,500 [Layla playing] 1111 01:21:18,500 --> 01:21:19,583 ♪ I've tried to give you consolation ♪ 1112 01:21:50,083 --> 01:21:51,709 ♪ When your father has let you down ♪ 1113 01:22:15,542 --> 01:22:17,041 ♪ Like a fool I'm in love with you ♪ 1114 01:22:19,375 --> 01:22:22,041 ♪ It turns out my whole world is upside down ♪ 1115 01:22:23,750 --> 01:22:27,959 ♪ Layla ♪ 1116 01:22:27,959 --> 01:22:30,583 1117 01:22:30,583 --> 01:22:33,625 1118 01:22:33,625 --> 01:22:37,917 ♪ Got me on my knees Layla ♪ 1119 01:22:37,917 --> 01:22:41,959 ♪ I'm begging, honey, please Layla ♪ 1120 01:22:41,959 --> 01:22:44,792 ♪ Honey, you won't be easy my mind is worried ♪ 1121 01:23:43,500 --> 01:23:45,875 The hand is dead! 1122 01:24:09,875 --> 01:24:12,208 Duane and I just become inseparable 1123 01:24:12,208 --> 01:24:14,250 for the remaining time we are there. 1124 01:24:14,250 --> 01:24:16,250 He is a catalyst We need. 1125 01:24:19,041 --> 01:24:21,834 It's all about love songs. 1126 01:24:21,834 --> 01:24:24,667 Ballads with different tempos. 1127 01:24:24,667 --> 01:24:27,959 That's what we can't see or touch 1128 01:24:27,959 --> 01:24:31,208 or kiss, or feel or feel. 1129 01:24:31,208 --> 01:24:34,375 And of course, all about Pattie. 1130 01:24:34,375 --> 01:24:36,834 That's why Eric sang all the pain and suffering 1131 01:24:36,834 --> 01:24:37,917 and items. 1132 01:24:56,750 --> 01:25:00,291 I met Eric in South Kensington 1133 01:25:00,291 --> 01:25:03,375 he said, "I have something for you to hear." 1134 01:25:03,375 --> 01:25:08,208 ♪ Bell blues down You make me cry ♪ 1135 01:25:10,917 --> 01:25:12,291 He played with me this album. 1136 01:25:14,709 --> 01:25:18,291 Gosh, it's very strong. 1137 01:25:18,291 --> 01:25:21,083 ♪ If I can choose ♪ 1138 01:25:21,667 --> 01:25:23,667 ♪ A place to die ♪ 1139 01:25:25,542 --> 01:25:27,333 ♪ It will be in your hands ♪ 1140 01:25:30,417 --> 01:25:34,291 ♪ Do you want to see me crawling across the floor for you? ♪ 1141 01:25:34,291 --> 01:25:37,750 I am at the point of explosion of emotions. 1142 01:25:39,625 --> 01:25:41,208 I can't believe it I am the inspiration 1143 01:25:41,208 --> 01:25:43,709 for him to put this together. 1144 01:25:45,208 --> 01:25:46,291 I think when I hear it, 1145 01:25:46,291 --> 01:25:49,792 which everyone knows is about me. 1146 01:25:49,792 --> 01:25:53,625 ♪ Give me one more day please ♪ 1147 01:25:53,625 --> 01:25:57,333 ♪ I don't want to fade ♪ 1148 01:25:57,333 --> 01:25:58,875 And I don't want this to happen. 1149 01:26:00,041 --> 01:26:02,041 I can't stop listening to it. 1150 01:26:03,500 --> 01:26:06,458 But once the album has finished, I can't wait 1151 01:26:06,458 --> 01:26:07,917 to get out and go home. 1152 01:26:08,625 --> 01:26:10,166 [Layla playing] 1153 01:26:30,667 --> 01:26:32,083 That didn't work. 1154 01:26:41,709 --> 01:26:43,208 That's all in vain. 1155 01:26:43,917 --> 01:26:45,417 It's like... 1156 01:26:50,125 --> 01:26:51,208 Refusal. 1157 01:27:06,208 --> 01:27:09,875 Jimi Hendrix's experience has finished. 1158 01:27:09,875 --> 01:27:13,333 Rock rock musicians died today in London hospitals apparently from overdose drugs. 1159 01:27:13,333 --> 01:27:15,875 During his short career, Hendrix swung his body the electric guitar becomes some of the most unusual 1160 01:27:15,875 --> 01:27:18,959 unusual music sounds. 1161 01:27:18,959 --> 01:27:21,709 I went into the garden and cried all day. 1162 01:27:21,709 --> 01:27:22,458 Because he left me behind. 1163 01:27:33,041 --> 01:27:35,709 And not because he left, but because he didn't take me 1164 01:27:35,709 --> 01:27:39,041 with him. 1165 01:27:39,041 --> 01:27:42,083 This made me very angry. 1166 01:27:42,083 --> 01:27:43,208 Fine, it destroyed Eric, you know? 1167 01:27:44,583 --> 01:27:46,875 1168 01:28:01,583 --> 01:28:03,625 1169 01:28:03,625 --> 01:28:06,500 We just recorded Small wings two weeks 1170 01:28:06,500 --> 01:28:08,166 before that. 1171 01:28:08,166 --> 01:28:09,417 That was Eric's award for Jimi. 1172 01:28:09,417 --> 01:28:12,583 So that's how was a big impact on Eric. 1173 01:28:30,625 --> 01:28:33,959 Morning, meet me at Bee Gees and others. 1174 01:28:33,959 --> 01:28:35,333 Amazing. 1175 01:28:35,333 --> 01:28:37,542 You hear a new mixture there. 1176 01:28:37,542 --> 01:28:38,625 Eric, you... 1177 01:28:38,625 --> 01:28:40,250 That's Derek, they should be great success. 1178 01:28:40,250 --> 01:28:42,125 I told you, it's mass... 1179 01:28:42,125 --> 01:28:43,875 Dill Besta, Greenbert. 1180 01:28:43,875 --> 01:28:46,208 Jerry... 1181 01:28:46,208 --> 01:28:47,125 Okay, yes. 1182 01:28:47,125 --> 01:28:48,959 Derek and Dominos, 25 for a cash box 1183 01:28:48,959 --> 01:28:51,625 and 24 to be recorded. 1184 01:28:51,625 --> 01:28:57,250 I consider Eric the most main artist on our label. 1185 01:28:58,750 --> 01:29:02,166 So I can't believe it The record isn't sold in America. 1186 01:29:02,166 --> 01:29:03,291 I don't know What to do. 1187 01:29:05,583 --> 01:29:07,083 And he knows, it's because no one knows that Derek 1188 01:29:08,291 --> 01:29:11,834 1189 01:29:11,834 --> 01:29:13,625 is Eric. 1190 01:29:13,625 --> 01:29:18,125 So, at that time, Eric was very vulnerable. 1191 01:29:18,834 --> 01:29:20,250 Why not call a group... 1192 01:29:21,417 --> 01:29:21,542 with your name? 1193 01:29:23,458 --> 01:29:25,291 Everyone knows... 1194 01:29:25,291 --> 01:29:28,375 that Derek and Dominos 1195 01:29:28,375 --> 01:29:31,291 is Eric Clapton, Do you know what I mean? 1196 01:29:31,291 --> 01:29:33,125 But then, what's the difference? 1197 01:29:33,125 --> 01:29:35,166 But why, why not? 1198 01:29:35,166 --> 01:29:36,333 Well, because... 1199 01:29:39,834 --> 01:29:42,417 I think it's more fun to have a name, you know... It's lighter, do you know? 1200 01:29:42,417 --> 01:29:45,542 I read something about the idea you want 1201 01:29:47,375 --> 01:29:50,750 give up the tour, you don't consider giving up everything? 1202 01:29:50,750 --> 01:29:54,792 I don't think I can ever stop playing. 1203 01:29:54,792 --> 01:29:57,375 You know, like I can disappear anytime, I can stop make an appearance anytime. 1204 01:29:57,375 --> 01:30:00,959 I think I can, is pretty easy. 1205 01:30:00,959 --> 01:30:03,000 1206 01:30:03,000 --> 01:30:06,667 1207 01:30:06,667 --> 01:30:09,041 You know, financially if I'm safe enough to be able to not have to go on the road 1208 01:30:09,041 --> 01:30:10,834 which I'm not at this time, I have to go out to make money to exist. 1209 01:30:10,834 --> 01:30:13,041 If I don't need to do that, as long as I have someone 1210 01:30:13,041 --> 01:30:15,500 around me to play with, you know, 1211 01:30:15,500 --> 01:30:18,667 I might be able to stay at home all the time. 1212 01:30:18,667 --> 01:30:20,750 I feel a lot more alone today. 1213 01:30:20,750 --> 01:30:23,750 You know and if I'm alone, I will cry. 1214 01:31:38,500 --> 01:31:41,041 You know, literally is just crying. 1215 01:31:41,041 --> 01:31:42,500 What I want most is to get out. 1216 01:31:42,500 --> 01:31:45,542 You know, of everything. 1217 01:31:47,542 --> 01:31:50,166 Because, now, everything I can see is suffering today 1218 01:31:50,166 --> 01:31:51,875 and suffering tomorrow. 1219 01:31:53,458 --> 01:31:56,834 It came first. 1220 01:31:56,834 --> 01:31:58,166 Yes. 1221 01:32:11,041 --> 01:32:12,667 1222 01:32:12,667 --> 01:32:14,000 1223 01:32:14,000 --> 01:32:18,417 It's like circling yourself in pink cotton, you know? 1224 01:32:18,417 --> 01:32:20,667 There's nothing to bother you, at all, man. 1225 01:32:20,667 --> 01:32:23,250 Nobody will bother you, in any way. 1226 01:32:24,458 --> 01:32:26,709 I also have this hope of death. 1227 01:32:28,291 --> 01:32:30,875 I don't like life. 1228 01:32:32,375 --> 01:32:34,709 No. And I won't live very long. 1229 01:32:43,709 --> 01:32:44,875 Eric goes to exile. 1230 01:32:47,417 --> 01:32:50,542 He turned and walked away, without us. 1231 01:32:50,542 --> 01:32:52,625 And he goes down into heroin. 1232 01:32:54,834 --> 01:32:56,917 And I will stay there and just wait. 1233 01:32:56,917 --> 01:32:59,458 But it doesn't seem like that it will ever happen. 1234 01:33:02,875 --> 01:33:03,750 I thought it was beginning. 1235 01:33:06,083 --> 01:33:06,875 I don't know that finally. 1236 01:33:51,875 --> 01:33:53,583 I am in Wales at the time, 1237 01:33:53,583 --> 01:33:56,500 and I went to Hurtwood where he lived. 1238 01:33:59,625 --> 01:34:02,834 I don't know anything about addiction to heroin. 1239 01:34:02,834 --> 01:34:04,542 I only think because I is one of his oldest friends, 1240 01:34:04,542 --> 01:34:07,709 if it's not an old friend. 1241 01:34:07,709 --> 01:34:10,125 There might be something we can talk about. 1242 01:34:14,291 --> 01:34:17,959 And I saw him move past him window upstairs 1243 01:34:17,959 --> 01:34:19,500 in the house. 1244 01:34:19,500 --> 01:34:21,041 But the house is locked. 1245 01:34:25,500 --> 01:34:28,583 And no one answered for me to ring the bell, 1246 01:34:28,583 --> 01:34:30,917 knocking on the door. 1247 01:34:30,917 --> 01:34:33,208 In the end, I thought, "He doesn't want to see you," 1248 01:34:33,208 --> 01:34:34,750 and I leave it alone. 1249 01:34:58,041 --> 01:35:00,792 I haven't seen it for a long time. 1250 01:35:00,792 --> 01:35:03,792 And I thought, remembering his family history 1251 01:35:03,792 --> 01:35:07,333 so far, this has happened is very difficult for him 1252 01:35:07,333 --> 01:35:08,917 to skip. 1253 01:35:08,917 --> 01:35:11,125 There are things you don't do handle. 1254 01:35:11,125 --> 01:35:14,291 You have to find a comfortable place to put it. 1255 01:35:16,375 --> 01:35:17,709 But they are always there. 1256 01:35:41,542 --> 01:35:44,333 With & apos; 74 tours, we started Scandinavia at first, 1257 01:35:44,333 --> 01:35:46,500 like heating. 1258 01:35:46,500 --> 01:35:49,250 He's fragile, I'm not sure what he is very aware of everything around him. 1259 01:35:49,250 --> 01:35:51,083 What is happening around it. 1260 01:35:51,083 --> 01:35:52,375 I managed to get out heroin. 1261 01:35:56,917 --> 01:35:59,041 But I just started one addiction to another. 1262 01:35:59,041 --> 01:36:03,500 And his attitude at that time was alcohol okay. 1263 01:36:03,500 --> 01:36:07,291 But for me, far alcohol is more dangerous than heroin. 1264 01:36:07,291 --> 01:36:12,417 Is that the record label forcing it, 1265 01:36:18,417 --> 01:36:20,250 management forces it, maybe is a little too fast 1266 01:36:20,250 --> 01:36:22,834 will do a big tour like that, 1267 01:36:22,834 --> 01:36:25,291 and throw it back center of public attention 1268 01:36:25,291 --> 01:36:27,208 after becoming ascetic 1269 01:36:27,208 --> 01:36:28,166 through the past four or five years. 1270 01:36:28,166 --> 01:36:31,083 I will drink for that. 1271 01:36:34,417 --> 01:36:35,000 Eric found Gevassier and Remy Martin 1272 01:36:42,959 --> 01:36:46,000 1273 01:36:46,000 --> 01:36:48,750 and just enter. 1274 01:36:48,750 --> 01:36:51,625 if he holds something, he hits it 1275 01:36:51,625 --> 01:36:53,542 until it's gone. 1276 01:36:53,542 --> 01:36:55,542 And before you know it, he will go through the whole bottle 1277 01:36:55,542 --> 01:36:59,542 cognac before lunch time more. 1278 01:36:59,542 --> 01:37:01,834 It looks like he wants to kill himself. 1279 01:37:25,583 --> 01:37:27,834 Some shows, he played 30 minutes 1280 01:37:27,834 --> 01:37:29,542 and said, "It's done." 1281 01:37:29,542 --> 01:37:32,917 You know the contract might say one and half hours. 1282 01:37:32,917 --> 01:37:36,458 But you also have 25,000, 30,000 people who have... 1283 01:37:36,458 --> 01:37:39,792 Get a little upset... 1284 01:37:39,792 --> 01:37:41,667 Sit and shut up! 1285 01:37:41,667 --> 01:37:43,542 It's still legal to throw bottles 1286 01:37:43,542 --> 01:37:46,834 and coolers and can openers and whatever you want to throw up there, You can throw. 1287 01:37:46,834 --> 01:37:48,959 You will think of your life in danger. 1288 01:37:48,959 --> 01:37:50,959 Jamie Oldaker! 1289 01:37:52,834 --> 01:37:54,959 Ah. 1290 01:37:56,000 --> 01:37:57,291 1291 01:37:58,917 --> 01:38:00,250 Smile, you bitch! 1292 01:38:28,041 --> 01:38:31,166 The first disappointment was the confrontation with my mother is when I was nine years old. 1293 01:38:31,166 --> 01:38:32,375 I learned how to recuperate for the next few years. 1294 01:38:34,542 --> 01:38:39,208 Being good at art and developing strong interests 1295 01:38:39,208 --> 01:38:42,333 in music. 1296 01:38:42,333 --> 01:38:43,208 I was already developing personal appearance. 1297 01:38:47,250 --> 01:38:50,667 I have a guitar and it's my colleague 1298 01:39:17,500 --> 01:39:22,208 in the small case. 1299 01:39:22,208 --> 01:39:23,583 And then this came invitation to go to Germany, 1300 01:39:26,291 --> 01:39:29,208 because Pat's husband has been placed there 1301 01:39:29,208 --> 01:39:32,875 with the Canadian Air Force. 1302 01:39:32,875 --> 01:39:35,709 He came to visit us in Germany 1303 01:39:38,834 --> 01:39:40,041 and he was very interested in guitar. 1304 01:39:40,041 --> 01:39:43,291 And we said, if he wants it to bring the guitar with him 1305 01:39:43,291 --> 01:39:45,834 to practice, he can. 1306 01:39:45,834 --> 01:39:47,125 Because it's right and true, like everyone else, 1307 01:39:47,125 --> 01:39:49,500 1308 01:39:49,500 --> 01:39:50,083 we don't take it seriously. 1309 01:39:52,291 --> 01:39:55,917 We are in the army camp and I am not suitable. 1310 01:39:57,500 --> 01:40:01,166 And it was suggested to me that I had to get a haircut. 1311 01:40:03,583 --> 01:40:06,291 I said, "I would rather not, . I like my hair like that." 1312 01:40:11,250 --> 01:40:13,667 My mother uses this face like, 1313 01:40:13,667 --> 01:40:16,125 "Dare to challenge me." 1314 01:40:16,125 --> 01:40:18,083 And I thought, "I don't like you. 1315 01:40:19,041 --> 01:40:21,166 " You don't want me anyhow. 1316 01:40:21,166 --> 01:40:24,000 "And now you really don't want me like me." 1317 01:40:30,333 --> 01:40:33,000 Rose said, "Please, do this." 1318 01:40:33,000 --> 01:40:34,667 Just to make everyone happy. 1319 01:40:41,583 --> 01:40:42,333 So they gave me crew pieces. 1320 01:40:47,083 --> 01:40:48,542 That makes me cry. 1321 01:40:54,417 --> 01:40:57,291 And a few days later, my brother entered, 1322 01:40:57,291 --> 01:41:01,500 my stepbrother and sit on the guitar 1323 01:41:01,500 --> 01:41:03,458 and breaking his neck clean half. 1324 01:41:06,375 --> 01:41:10,291 It's like, everything is done to destroy 1325 01:41:10,291 --> 01:41:11,750 my personality 1326 01:41:12,458 --> 01:41:14,291 and make me null and void by law. 1327 01:41:16,208 --> 01:41:18,583 I am full of hatred, anger and hatred. 1328 01:41:20,917 --> 01:41:23,959 So I thought, "Okay. " That's the last time I trust anyone. " 1329 01:41:27,375 --> 01:41:29,583 Everything becomes very difficult with George 1330 01:41:39,500 --> 01:41:41,250 and me, and we decide Will get better 1331 01:41:41,250 --> 01:41:43,792 if we split. I heard that Eric is on tour. 1332 01:41:43,792 --> 01:41:46,959 I went to surprise. 1333 01:41:46,959 --> 01:41:49,709 Our relationship hasn't been finished. 1334 01:41:49,709 --> 01:41:50,250 There is clearly more than that than just a meeting that was snatched away. I haven't seen it for years. 1335 01:41:52,834 --> 01:41:54,959 Pattie must have known 1336 01:41:54,959 --> 01:41:58,667 he involved with someone 1337 01:42:00,750 --> 01:42:03,166 very unstable. 1338 01:42:03,917 --> 01:42:06,500 As much as I can love someone, I love him. 1339 01:42:06,500 --> 01:42:08,750 1340 01:42:08,750 --> 01:42:10,333 1341 01:42:12,375 --> 01:42:16,625 1342 01:42:18,041 --> 01:42:20,291 I'm not just fucked up, but you know, 1343 01:42:20,291 --> 01:42:22,291 an addict is addicted at that time. 1344 01:42:25,208 --> 01:42:29,417 Maybe I can never go beyond just want it 1345 01:42:29,417 --> 01:42:30,625 from afar. 1346 01:42:32,583 --> 01:42:34,875 We will do all kinds of things together 1347 01:42:36,000 --> 01:42:38,667 and he will say, he loves me. 1348 01:42:38,667 --> 01:42:41,542 But he wants it drinking all the time 1349 01:42:41,542 --> 01:42:44,166 and that only increases. 1350 01:42:44,166 --> 01:42:46,792 But then when he got too much to drink 1351 01:42:46,792 --> 01:42:48,291 or become very serious 1352 01:42:48,291 --> 01:42:51,417 unpleasant 1353 01:42:51,417 --> 01:42:53,500 and I feel he doesn't love as well as me. 1354 01:42:53,500 --> 01:42:55,500 So this is really terrible 1355 01:42:55,500 --> 01:42:57,083 until maybe the next day 1356 01:42:57,667 --> 01:42:59,625 and he will love again. 1357 01:42:59,625 --> 01:43:02,959 She's pretty scary, 1358 01:43:04,500 --> 01:43:07,041 and he will shout at me in the hotel lobby. 1359 01:43:07,041 --> 01:43:08,375 He only listens to different drummers when he was drunk. 1360 01:43:13,583 --> 01:43:15,125 Mind if I have it drink? 1361 01:43:28,709 --> 01:43:30,917 Tell you what, you want to appear on stage 1362 01:43:30,917 --> 01:43:34,166 and talk, you want to come here and talk about it? 1363 01:43:34,166 --> 01:43:35,458 I will have you, I will tell you. 1364 01:43:40,083 --> 01:43:43,041 That must be a point wondering, 1365 01:43:43,041 --> 01:43:44,917 You know, every show, what's going to happen 1366 01:43:44,917 --> 01:43:48,250 tomorrow night? 1367 01:43:48,250 --> 01:43:50,917 And I often ask Carl, "What's with this person? 1368 01:43:50,917 --> 01:43:52,709 " They told me He is a nice guy. " 1369 01:43:52,709 --> 01:43:55,166 You know, I have to lock my door every night 1370 01:43:55,166 --> 01:43:57,709 and hiding from this person, Because he came out of his mind 1371 01:44:34,333 --> 01:44:38,333 When I realized what I said, 1372 01:44:38,333 --> 01:44:42,000 I was very disgusted with myself. 1373 01:44:42,000 --> 01:44:43,834 I was very angry. 1374 01:44:46,166 --> 01:44:48,625 And I thought I need to apologize to people 1375 01:44:48,625 --> 01:44:50,542 I said that. 1376 01:44:50,542 --> 01:44:52,417 Because it's very surprising and unforgivable 1377 01:44:52,417 --> 01:44:56,625 and I'm very embarrassed about who I am. 1378 01:44:56,625 --> 01:44:58,875 I became not only chauvinistic 1379 01:44:58,875 --> 01:45:01,500 but also fascist. 1380 01:45:01,500 --> 01:45:03,500 I am a kind of semi racist 1381 01:45:04,625 --> 01:45:06,333 which doesn't make sense. 1382 01:45:07,917 --> 01:45:10,875 I mean, half of my friends are black. 1383 01:45:10,875 --> 01:45:13,125 I'm dating a black woman and listening to black music 1384 01:45:13,125 --> 01:45:16,083 and fight for black music. 1385 01:45:17,250 --> 01:45:20,041 But that doesn't matter at all. 1386 01:45:22,291 --> 01:45:24,291 They can all go to the wall as long as I have 1387 01:45:24,291 --> 01:45:25,458 bottle. 1388 01:45:25,458 --> 01:45:29,792 I hate everything. Everything. 1389 01:45:34,417 --> 01:45:37,792 I think I have this dream, you know? 1390 01:45:37,792 --> 01:45:41,083 About the perfect band, do you know? 1391 01:45:41,083 --> 01:45:45,250 I am... And the virtuoso 1392 01:45:45,250 --> 01:45:46,375 from each instrument, do you know? 1393 01:45:46,375 --> 01:45:48,000 I think I'm a virtuoso. 1394 01:45:48,000 --> 01:45:50,166 My tool, 1395 01:45:50,166 --> 01:45:53,375 thought Jack and Ginger are virtuoso 1396 01:45:53,375 --> 01:45:57,667 and, uh, we all think about that. 1397 01:45:57,667 --> 01:46:00,250 I'm sad because actually happened, really. 1398 01:46:02,083 --> 01:46:04,333 Because... 1399 01:46:04,333 --> 01:46:06,291 I mean, I don't want to change anything but maybe is done better 1400 01:46:06,291 --> 01:46:07,834 to stay with John Mayall 1401 01:46:07,834 --> 01:46:09,875 and then because, that's the way Creamy thing, 1402 01:46:11,542 --> 01:46:14,750 it's all like... 1403 01:46:14,750 --> 01:46:15,834 It's just aggressive music. 1404 01:46:18,000 --> 01:46:19,750 That's not even worth it, right? 1405 01:46:28,291 --> 01:46:30,667 Damn just do it. He has another deposit. 1406 01:46:30,667 --> 01:46:34,166 Eric is a very sad person. 1407 01:46:36,375 --> 01:46:39,083 Very very sad. 1408 01:46:40,000 --> 01:46:41,500 He's a broken person who cannot overcome, who can hardly speak. 1409 01:46:48,208 --> 01:46:51,000 He began to experience seizures 1410 01:46:51,000 --> 01:46:53,333 1411 01:46:55,250 --> 01:46:57,875 1412 01:46:57,875 --> 01:47:02,125 and then the doctor told me, unless he stopped drinking, 1413 01:47:02,125 --> 01:47:02,542 he will die. 1414 01:47:32,750 --> 01:47:35,709 The only reason I did not commit suicide 1415 01:47:35,709 --> 01:47:37,542 is the fact that I won't do it can drink again 1416 01:47:37,542 --> 01:47:38,959 if I die. 1417 01:47:40,792 --> 01:47:44,792 My ability to love alcohol is unlimited. 1418 01:47:46,125 --> 01:47:48,458 So I drink and drink and drink. 1419 01:47:48,458 --> 01:47:49,667 Again and again and more. 1420 01:48:31,834 --> 01:48:34,458 When taking notes during a hangover period. 1421 01:48:34,458 --> 01:48:36,458 I personally find it difficult to listen, 1422 01:48:36,458 --> 01:48:37,917 because I can hear how drunk I am. 1423 01:48:40,667 --> 01:48:43,333 All of these albums have , 1424 01:48:43,333 --> 01:48:45,875 the element where is up one level 1425 01:48:47,500 --> 01:48:50,709 and I have been given opportunity to sing and play 1426 01:48:50,709 --> 01:48:51,792 in a way that I have never done before. 1427 01:48:57,417 --> 01:49:00,000 I went to Moscow, 1428 01:49:00,000 --> 01:49:02,500 many things happened when I was there. 1429 01:49:02,500 --> 01:49:04,750 I finally have infidelity 1430 01:49:04,750 --> 01:49:05,834 with studio manageress, 1431 01:49:05,834 --> 01:49:10,083 George Martin Studio Air in Montserrat. 1432 01:49:10,083 --> 01:49:12,125 A beautiful woman is called Yvonne, 1433 01:49:12,125 --> 01:49:15,125 very attractive woman, very funny, very funny. 1434 01:49:15,125 --> 01:49:17,375 And I got a letter from him 1435 01:49:17,375 --> 01:49:20,291 said she was pregnant with a daughter 1436 01:49:20,291 --> 01:49:23,333 and he doesn't have it any hope from me, 1437 01:49:23,333 --> 01:49:25,083 he will try and raise the child 1438 01:49:25,083 --> 01:49:26,709 in his existing marriage. 1439 01:49:26,709 --> 01:49:29,583 And I know I only can't afford it 1440 01:49:29,583 --> 01:49:30,667 a relationship. 1441 01:49:31,250 --> 01:49:34,208 ♪ When, when ♪ 1442 01:49:34,208 --> 01:49:36,333 Okay, let's do more acapella. 1443 01:49:36,333 --> 01:49:38,750 One two three four. 1444 01:49:38,750 --> 01:49:41,792 ♪ When I see them big, brown eyes ♪ 1445 01:49:41,792 --> 01:49:44,375 ♪ That's when I took my sign ♪ 1446 01:49:44,375 --> 01:49:46,375 ♪ Don't take us but a few minutes to get ♪ 1447 01:49:46,375 --> 01:49:49,291 ♪ A message through ♪ 1448 01:49:49,291 --> 01:49:51,625 ♪ I talk to you, You talk to me ♪ 1449 01:49:51,625 --> 01:49:54,125 ♪ I keep talking the wrong person ♪ 1450 01:49:54,125 --> 01:49:56,917 ♪ It doesn't need but a few minutes ♪ 1451 01:49:56,917 --> 01:49:57,500 ♪ To get a man... ♪ 1452 01:49:57,500 --> 01:50:00,667 Understand each other. 1453 01:50:00,667 --> 01:50:01,875 Will I remember that? 1454 01:50:03,542 --> 01:50:06,250 Well, you wrote it. 1455 01:50:06,250 --> 01:50:10,291 I am absolutely rejection of my alcoholism. 1456 01:50:10,291 --> 01:50:13,792 I have gone to the best care center in the world 1457 01:50:13,792 --> 01:50:15,417 but I go to dope again 1458 01:50:15,417 --> 01:50:18,083 and alcohol and punch. 1459 01:50:18,083 --> 01:50:20,667 And I'm trying to to hide it from everyone. 1460 01:50:21,667 --> 01:50:24,667 Some people say you have to go through the blues 1461 01:50:24,667 --> 01:50:25,959 to sing the blues. 1462 01:50:25,959 --> 01:50:27,083 During that period time in your life where you are involved with drugs and alcohol, 1463 01:50:27,083 --> 01:50:30,750 do you do that to justify that view? 1464 01:50:30,750 --> 01:50:32,959 No, you know, I'm just a party animal. 1465 01:50:32,959 --> 01:50:35,834 A kid who is looking for fun. 1466 01:50:35,834 --> 01:50:37,041 And then I'm in Milan, tour and promoter 1467 01:50:40,458 --> 01:50:42,792 then he introduced me to Lory Del Santo. 1468 01:50:42,792 --> 01:50:45,417 I just smitten with him 1469 01:50:47,709 --> 01:50:49,792 and decided I went to start my life from the beginning 1470 01:50:49,792 --> 01:50:52,959 here in Italy without the idea where to go. 1471 01:50:52,959 --> 01:50:56,000 He used to be complete bastard. 1472 01:50:58,458 --> 01:51:00,709 There is no connection, and I know it won't work. 1473 01:51:00,709 --> 01:51:03,792 And I feel very sad he and I parted 1474 01:51:03,792 --> 01:51:07,041 because of that silly idea. 1475 01:51:07,041 --> 01:51:09,125 But he is a sick person and he clearly believes it. 1476 01:51:09,125 --> 01:51:13,041 1477 01:51:14,291 --> 01:51:15,333 We tried to make it away from it. 1478 01:51:15,333 --> 01:51:17,500 But he doesn't know with whom he deals, 1479 01:51:17,500 --> 01:51:21,333 I am not punished in any way. 1480 01:51:21,333 --> 01:51:24,041 I said, "Well, look, I don't think it works. " I want to return to my wife. " 1481 01:51:24,041 --> 01:51:26,417 And he told me, " Well, that's not true "good news, because I'm pregnant." 1482 01:51:28,166 --> 01:51:30,458 Mmm 1483 01:51:30,458 --> 01:51:32,041 Conor is the first that happened to me in my whole life 1484 01:51:48,166 --> 01:51:49,959 that really got to my core and told me, time to grow. 1485 01:51:53,667 --> 01:51:55,458 Strong people. 1486 01:51:55,458 --> 01:51:57,625 I can't play much longer. 1487 01:51:57,625 --> 01:51:59,667 I can't damage this. 1488 01:51:59,667 --> 01:52:03,625 Up. 1489 01:52:10,333 --> 01:52:12,041 Catch that. 1490 01:52:12,041 --> 01:52:14,041 Now that happens out of blue enough. 1491 01:52:15,875 --> 01:52:16,917 I met this young woman and that bang happened. 1492 01:52:21,583 --> 01:52:21,917 1493 01:52:25,375 --> 01:52:27,667 1494 01:52:41,834 --> 01:52:44,000 1495 01:52:44,000 --> 01:52:47,750 1496 01:52:47,750 --> 01:52:49,792 It's like the baby is looking for parents too. 1497 01:52:50,792 --> 01:52:51,875 You know, to give it life. 1498 01:52:52,750 --> 01:52:55,834 And he's great, that's amazing. 1499 01:52:57,542 --> 01:53:00,375 Yes, you know, 1500 01:53:00,375 --> 01:53:02,208 grow happily with my child. 1501 01:53:21,625 --> 01:53:23,959 I arrived at a place where I can't live without it 1502 01:53:23,959 --> 01:53:25,875 drink and I can't just go. 1503 01:53:26,917 --> 01:53:27,792 When I tried to stop myself, 1504 01:53:27,792 --> 01:53:29,750 My withdrawal is very difficult that I have a big mall seizure. 1505 01:53:29,750 --> 01:53:32,583 I am alone at home one day. 1506 01:53:35,458 --> 01:53:37,834 And I kneel and pray. 1507 01:53:39,000 --> 01:53:43,000 It's a truly awkward experience but it's born of reality 1508 01:53:43,000 --> 01:53:46,959 despair. 1509 01:53:46,959 --> 01:53:49,208 And I said, "Only let me calm down." 1510 01:53:49,208 --> 01:53:51,000 What is the effect of being your father? 1511 01:54:10,709 --> 01:54:12,333 Very stable effects because you suddenly 1512 01:54:12,333 --> 01:54:15,834 1513 01:54:15,834 --> 01:54:17,500 must stop being very selfish, you know? 1514 01:54:17,500 --> 01:54:20,041 You have to think more about the lives of others. 1515 01:54:20,041 --> 01:54:22,333 It's like a blood object. 1516 01:54:22,333 --> 01:54:25,083 It's a tie for the rest your life. 1517 01:54:25,083 --> 01:54:26,667 And I love him very much and really he was made big changes in me. 1518 01:54:26,667 --> 01:54:30,375 Lory and Conor live in New York 1519 01:54:51,083 --> 01:54:54,500 in this place called Galleria on the 57th street. 1520 01:54:54,500 --> 01:54:57,875 And I'm also in New York. 1521 01:54:57,875 --> 01:55:00,333 So I invited Conor to see the circus on Long Island. 1522 01:55:00,333 --> 01:55:04,458 We have fun. 1523 01:55:11,041 --> 01:55:12,583 The next day, I went to take Conor for lunch 1524 01:55:17,041 --> 01:55:19,208 maybe yourself. 1525 01:55:19,208 --> 01:55:20,208 Around eleven o'clock in the morning. 1526 01:55:20,208 --> 01:55:22,709 I'm getting ready to go to 57th Street. 1527 01:55:22,709 --> 01:55:25,625 Then I got a phone call from Lory, 1528 01:55:26,583 --> 01:55:29,333 just a kind of scream. 1529 01:55:29,959 --> 01:55:32,500 1530 01:55:34,083 --> 01:55:36,542 He said, "He is dead." 1531 01:55:36,542 --> 01:55:38,125 I thought, "Is he? talking about?" 1532 01:55:38,125 --> 01:55:40,083 He said, "He fell in the window." 1533 01:55:44,417 --> 01:55:47,083 It's impossible has become a bigger nightmare. 1534 01:55:47,083 --> 01:55:49,250 Before anyone can stop it, Conor Clapton, four years 1535 01:55:49,250 --> 01:55:52,583 has fallen to his death from the 53rd floor 1536 01:55:52,583 --> 01:55:54,000 Galleria building. 1537 01:55:54,000 --> 01:55:55,792 He got past his mother and three other adults 1538 01:55:55,792 --> 01:55:58,208 which is in the apartment 1539 01:55:58,208 --> 01:56:00,959 to the window that just was cleaned and left open. 1540 01:56:00,959 --> 01:56:02,000 There's nothing to break the downfall 1541 01:56:02,000 --> 01:56:05,542 except the roof from adjacent buildings. 1542 01:56:05,542 --> 01:56:06,959 It's just a tragic accident, that the kid is apparently 1543 01:56:06,959 --> 01:56:10,959 enter into... into the bedroom, 1544 01:56:10,959 --> 01:56:13,125 walk close to the window 1545 01:56:13,125 --> 01:56:18,709 and only with that fact low window sill. 1546 01:56:18,709 --> 01:56:21,250 He seems fair tragically falls. 1547 01:56:33,500 --> 01:56:37,208 I feel like I stepped back from myself. 1548 01:56:37,208 --> 01:56:40,417 I can't understand it, I can't understand it. 1549 01:56:42,959 --> 01:56:47,125 And I went with my body to the nearest hospital. 1550 01:56:48,417 --> 01:56:49,875 I went to see him and I say goodbye to him. 1551 01:56:50,583 --> 01:56:52,458 And I lost confidence. 1552 01:56:55,041 --> 01:56:56,709 That's terrible. 1553 01:57:22,625 --> 01:57:24,834 I can't think about that little boy. 1554 01:57:24,834 --> 01:57:27,375 This little soul. 1555 01:57:28,291 --> 01:57:29,458 Eric is a warrior. 1556 01:57:38,208 --> 01:57:39,875 But I know that 1557 01:57:39,875 --> 01:57:42,375 like myself, many friends 1558 01:57:42,375 --> 01:57:45,250 very concerned about him, 1559 01:57:45,250 --> 01:57:47,041 calmness, he himself. 1560 01:57:47,041 --> 01:57:51,166 Italians have gone home and Hurtwood is calm and there is only me there. 1561 01:58:05,291 --> 01:58:08,166 With my mind. 1562 01:58:08,166 --> 01:58:08,333 I started to open all my letters of condolence. 1563 01:58:10,291 --> 01:58:11,208 1564 01:58:13,667 --> 01:58:16,208 1565 01:58:16,208 --> 01:58:19,291 Thousands and thousands of them. 1566 01:58:20,250 --> 01:58:23,208 I opened one and it was from Conor. 1567 01:58:27,083 --> 01:58:29,375 And it was posted weeks before from Milan. 1568 01:58:34,375 --> 01:58:36,667 And I realized if I could go through this and stay conscious then anyone can. 1569 01:58:36,667 --> 01:58:38,542 And I suddenly became aware of that fact 1570 01:58:40,417 --> 01:58:42,583 that there are ways to change this terrible tragedy 1571 01:58:42,583 --> 01:58:44,792 become something positive. 1572 01:58:44,792 --> 01:58:48,417 That I will consider living my life starting from this point 1573 01:58:48,417 --> 01:58:52,458 to respect my son's memory . 1574 01:58:52,458 --> 01:58:53,417 I hold my little one Spanish guitar that I have 1575 01:59:01,667 --> 01:59:03,875 lying around. 1576 01:59:03,875 --> 01:59:04,834 And I have it with me all the time. 1577 01:59:04,834 --> 01:59:06,166 Minutes to minutes I woke up. 1578 01:59:06,166 --> 01:59:10,125 And for the rest of the year, I just played and played 1579 01:59:10,125 --> 01:59:14,709 to stop from facing this situation. 1580 01:59:14,709 --> 01:59:16,834 1581 01:59:25,125 --> 01:59:28,000 [crying in heaven playing] 1582 01:59:52,333 --> 01:59:56,583 ♪ Will you know my name? ♪ 1583 01:59:58,750 --> 02:00:02,583 ♪ If I see you in heaven ♪ 1584 02:00:04,166 --> 02:00:09,166 ♪ Will it be the same? ♪ 1585 02:00:11,250 --> 02:00:14,375 ♪ If I see you in heaven ♪ 1586 02:00:17,917 --> 02:00:21,166 ♪ I have to be strong ♪ 1587 02:00:24,125 --> 02:00:27,709 ♪ And continue ♪ 1588 02:00:27,709 --> 02:00:32,667 ♪ Because I know I don't belong ♪ 1589 02:00:34,166 --> 02:00:37,041 ♪ Here in heaven ♪ 1590 02:00:48,333 --> 02:00:51,500 ♪ Time can take you down ♪ 1591 02:00:51,500 --> 02:00:55,041 ♪ Time can bend your knees ♪ 1592 02:01:00,583 --> 02:01:03,792 ♪ Time can destroy your heart ♪ 1593 02:01:03,792 --> 02:01:08,917 ♪ Have you begged, please help ♪ 1594 02:01:15,458 --> 02:01:16,834 Music saved me. 1595 02:01:19,291 --> 02:01:21,709 Just like that time I am a nine-year-old boy. 1596 02:01:23,500 --> 02:01:25,125 That eliminates the pain. 1597 02:01:27,250 --> 02:01:31,291 And I wrote these songs for myself 1598 02:01:31,291 --> 02:01:33,750 because I feel is terrible inside. 1599 02:01:37,709 --> 02:01:40,500 ♪ Behind the door ♪ 1600 02:01:44,041 --> 02:01:46,458 ♪ There is peace I'm sure ♪ 1601 02:01:46,458 --> 02:01:52,166 ♪ And I know there will be no more ♪ 1602 02:01:53,667 --> 02:01:56,041 ♪ Tears in heaven ♪ 1603 02:01:56,041 --> 02:01:58,959 And Grammy goes to Cries in heaven, 1604 02:01:58,959 --> 02:02:00,458 Eric Clapton. 1605 02:02:03,709 --> 02:02:06,250 And the song is this year, 1606 02:02:06,250 --> 02:02:09,625 Eric Clapton and Will Jennings, songwriter 1607 02:02:09,625 --> 02:02:10,625 for Tears in Heaven. 1608 02:02:10,625 --> 02:02:12,834 And the album this year... 1609 02:02:12,834 --> 02:02:14,959 ♪ Because I know... ♪ 1610 02:02:14,959 --> 02:02:16,750 Revoked, Eric Clapton. 1611 02:02:18,959 --> 02:02:23,125 As much as I'm proud of what I have achieved musically. 1612 02:02:23,125 --> 02:02:25,166 This is all dust. 1613 02:02:25,166 --> 02:02:28,041 At some point, there will be being someone who doesn't know 1614 02:02:28,041 --> 02:02:29,458 what I do and who I am. 1615 02:02:29,458 --> 02:02:32,208 And I'm pretty comfortable about that. 1616 02:02:35,333 --> 02:02:35,458 Thank you. 1617 02:02:38,500 --> 02:02:42,709 Finally, me and my daughter, Ruth 1618 02:02:42,709 --> 02:02:45,250 can be started our own relationship, 1619 02:02:45,834 --> 02:02:47,250 it's amazing. 1620 02:02:48,000 --> 02:02:50,166 And that made me somewhere 1621 02:02:50,166 --> 02:02:52,250 where can I have it good relationship with Ruth 1622 02:02:52,250 --> 02:02:56,125 and also available to have an relationship with other humans, 1623 02:02:56,125 --> 02:02:58,500 Now look at that, it's the first time I feel like that in my whole life. 1624 02:02:58,500 --> 02:03:01,250 I have a brochure to show you are quickly calling 1625 02:03:01,250 --> 02:03:02,625 Center for a crossroads in Antigua. 1626 02:03:07,959 --> 02:03:09,250 But this... This is an Eric Clapton project, 1627 02:03:09,250 --> 02:03:12,875 what is that? 1628 02:03:12,875 --> 02:03:15,208 For the past three years, I've tried to get started care center in Antigua. 1629 02:03:15,208 --> 02:03:16,375 For addiction? 1630 02:03:16,375 --> 02:03:18,208 For addiction to drugs and alcohol, yes. 1631 02:03:18,208 --> 02:03:19,041 So you do it for people who live 1632 02:03:19,041 --> 02:03:21,208 1633 02:03:21,208 --> 02:03:23,291 1634 02:03:23,291 --> 02:03:25,625 1635 02:03:25,625 --> 02:03:26,875 on the island? 1636 02:03:26,875 --> 02:03:29,000 I mainly do it for people who have no money. 1637 02:03:29,000 --> 02:03:30,667 That needs treatment. 1638 02:03:30,667 --> 02:03:36,125 There are 100 guitars here, some of them with me 1639 02:03:36,125 --> 02:03:38,709 through some really extreme moments. 1640 02:03:38,709 --> 02:03:41,375 But I want them to raise a lot of money for the foundation and to bring the message from the center. 1641 02:03:41,375 --> 02:03:44,333 Five hundred thousands out there. 1642 02:03:44,333 --> 02:03:46,917 My six hundred thousand are offered. 700,000, 800,000. 1643 02:03:46,917 --> 02:03:50,166 Eight hundred fifty thousand dollars. 1644 02:03:50,166 --> 02:03:52,792 And sold. 1645 02:03:52,792 --> 02:03:54,000 Music has given me a great life. 1646 02:03:55,875 --> 02:03:58,083 It never betrayed me, will never disappoint me. 1647 02:03:58,083 --> 02:04:01,750 But if there is no the same value is knowing 1648 02:04:01,750 --> 02:04:04,750 that there are people coming out I help you 1649 02:04:04,750 --> 02:04:07,750 be aware of the treatment center. 1650 02:04:07,750 --> 02:04:09,709 Let's bring Hubert Sumlin. 1651 02:04:18,125 --> 02:04:20,750 1652 02:04:22,959 --> 02:04:23,750 Please welcome Buddy Guy. 1653 02:04:27,542 --> 02:04:30,166 Put your hands together for the king of blues. 1654 02:04:30,166 --> 02:04:31,291 B.B. King. 1655 02:04:35,166 --> 02:04:38,208 If he doesn't hear and likes the blues. 1656 02:04:38,208 --> 02:04:40,458 He could be about pension from 1657 02:04:40,458 --> 02:04:42,542 building trade now. 1658 02:04:42,542 --> 02:04:45,291 After spending his life, laid down tiles like his father. 1659 02:04:47,875 --> 02:04:51,291 If you guide yourself into the worst aspects 1660 02:04:51,291 --> 02:04:53,458 a life that no doubt did. 1661 02:04:53,458 --> 02:04:55,250 Nothing drives it to depth 1662 02:04:55,250 --> 02:04:58,291 that he feels he reaches at some point. 1663 02:04:58,291 --> 02:04:59,667 And nobody has he came out. 1664 02:05:04,000 --> 02:05:07,250 Now, I mean it's a very strong personality. 1665 02:05:08,834 --> 02:05:11,166 That's not necessarily must show itself 1666 02:05:11,166 --> 02:05:14,083 in the company. 1667 02:05:14,083 --> 02:05:16,667 But it must be there so that he survives. 1668 02:05:19,458 --> 02:05:22,208 And then I met Melia and fell in love. 1669 02:05:23,208 --> 02:05:25,500 She's everything I once wanted it. 1670 02:05:25,500 --> 02:05:27,083 She's my soul mate. 1671 02:05:27,083 --> 02:05:29,333 She's a beautiful woman, she's a good friend. 1672 02:05:29,333 --> 02:05:32,250 And she's an amazing mother. 1673 02:05:33,375 --> 02:05:35,333 What else can a man ever want? 1674 02:05:37,750 --> 02:05:41,000 Hello, this is Sophie. 1675 02:05:41,000 --> 02:05:44,291 Here he is. And this is Father. 1676 02:05:46,834 --> 02:05:49,458 And this is Ella. 1677 02:05:51,041 --> 02:05:53,583 This is mother. 1678 02:05:54,250 --> 02:05:55,750 And this is me. 1679 02:05:55,750 --> 02:05:57,166 Hi. 1680 02:06:05,500 --> 02:06:08,041 This is all I did and all errors 1681 02:06:08,041 --> 02:06:10,458 I made it and everything brought me here. 1682 02:06:10,458 --> 02:06:13,375 And it can't be me much better, really. 1683 02:06:16,667 --> 02:06:19,542 I finally found a family I always wanted to. 1684 02:06:20,250 --> 02:06:22,375 And always needed. 1685 02:06:22,375 --> 02:06:25,959 And now here they are, and I'm one of them. 1686 02:06:25,959 --> 02:06:28,125 My life is really full. 1687 02:06:29,583 --> 02:06:32,166 And I want to say it toast 1688 02:06:32,667 --> 02:06:33,834 to the boss. 1689 02:06:36,750 --> 02:06:38,834 Give me a little speak music, right? 1690 02:06:38,834 --> 02:06:40,166 Robert, help. 1691 02:06:41,417 --> 02:06:43,417 Stay calm, keep calm. 1692 02:06:43,417 --> 02:06:46,417 Ladies and gentlemen, for you, I know you know 1693 02:06:46,417 --> 02:06:50,125 that Eric is a great artist. 1694 02:06:50,125 --> 02:06:51,375 He flew far away to California 1695 02:06:51,375 --> 02:06:54,834 to make my first CD. 1696 02:06:54,834 --> 02:06:58,041 Not only does he do that, He does many things 1697 02:06:58,041 --> 02:07:01,333 for many of us, including this person. 1698 02:07:01,333 --> 02:07:01,917 So I like you to know... 1699 02:07:05,000 --> 02:07:08,458 I'll be quiet for a while, but I want you to know. 1700 02:07:08,458 --> 02:07:10,375 That I already have World, 1701 02:07:10,375 --> 02:07:12,667 I have played 90 different countries around the world, 1702 02:07:12,667 --> 02:07:13,291 and I've met many people, 1703 02:07:13,291 --> 02:07:14,875 King and Queen. 1704 02:07:14,875 --> 02:07:21,417 But I have never met a better one men, more friendly men than my friend, I like to call she's my friend, Eric Clapton. 1705 02:07:21,417 --> 02:07:24,291 So I say to you all... 1706 02:07:27,875 --> 02:07:29,917 1707 02:07:34,166 --> 02:07:36,083 May I live forever... 1708 02:07:42,500 --> 02:07:45,709 But hope you live day and forever. 1709 02:07:46,959 --> 02:07:49,959 Because I hate being here when you die. 1710 02:07:52,542 --> 02:07:55,000 And when they laid me down rested... 1711 02:07:56,250 --> 02:07:58,792 As I mentioned, I'm 81 now. 1712 02:07:58,792 --> 02:08:02,083 When they laid me down to rest, I hope the last sound 1713 02:08:02,083 --> 02:08:03,583 I hear it belongs to you. 1714 02:08:05,000 --> 02:08:07,709 Saying when we are alive we are friends. 1715 02:08:19,291 --> 02:08:20,917 [Mainline Florida playing] 1716 02:08:35,792 --> 02:08:39,542 ♪ My heart is soaring in the sun ♪ 1717 02:08:39,542 --> 02:08:43,834 ♪ All my friends say that you're the one ♪ 1718 02:08:43,834 --> 02:08:47,583 ♪ Let me get this one thing that is very clear ♪ 1719 02:08:47,583 --> 02:08:52,208 ♪ There isn't enough happening here ♪ 1720 02:08:52,208 --> 02:08:56,417 ♪ Mainline Florida, oh say ♪ 1721 02:09:00,333 --> 02:09:05,250 ♪ Mainline Florida, okay ♪ 1722 02:09:16,834 --> 02:09:20,834 ♪ His hands are open wide open ♪ 1723 02:09:20,834 --> 02:09:24,792 ♪ the invitation changes tide ♪ 1724 02:09:24,792 --> 02:09:29,667 ♪ I can remember it recently ♪ 1725 02:09:29,667 --> 02:09:34,458 ♪ We take the cruise on the Row Hotel ♪ 1726 02:09:34,458 --> 02:09:39,125 ♪ Mainline Florida, oh say ♪ 1727 02:09:42,333 --> 02:09:47,250 ♪ Mainline Florida, okay ♪ 1728 02:10:54,834 --> 02:10:57,917 ♪ His hands are open wide open ♪ 1729 02:10:57,917 --> 02:11:02,709 ♪ the invitation changes tide ♪ 1730 02:11:02,709 --> 02:11:06,583 ♪ I can remember it recently ♪ 1731 02:11:06,583 --> 02:11:11,333 ♪ We take the cruise on the Row Hotel ♪ 1732 02:11:11,333 --> 02:11:16,291 ♪ Mainline Florida, oh say ♪ 1733 02:11:19,291 --> 02:11:24,250 ♪ Mainline Florida, okay ♪ 1734 02:11:25,500 --> 02:11:28,458 ♪ Hey ♪