1 00:00:00,500 --> 00:00:59,780 2 00:01:00,310 --> 00:01:02,222 Corky, why don't you tell us your story? 3 00:01:04,106 --> 00:01:06,689 As you know, my story is 4 00:01:07,401 --> 00:01:09,939 "not really" tragic, except... 5 00:01:11,029 --> 00:01:12,361 Boredom is tragedy. 6 00:01:13,532 --> 00:01:14,739 I, um... 7 00:01:15,242 --> 00:01:20,112 You know, I'm married. I've got everything. 8 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:24,415 I think that's what will make my life more meaningful. 9 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:28,916 I just want to stop going to a party, and... 10 00:01:31,425 --> 00:01:33,337 playing tennis... 11 00:01:35,178 --> 00:01:37,170 with my friends. 12 00:01:37,681 --> 00:01:38,888 Keep in mind, I want to say 13 00:01:38,974 --> 00:01:42,092 if I prefer ironing clothes rather than playing tennis all day long. 14 00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:46,722 When I'm eleven years old, 15 00:01:46,815 --> 00:01:50,434 I live with my grandmother _ near the Dark Forest, and... 16 00:01:50,527 --> 00:01:53,486 In a small house, second floor, 17 00:01:53,572 --> 00:01:54,688 I keep a cat. 18 00:01:55,949 --> 00:01:57,565 His name is Fifi. 19 00:01:58,118 --> 00:02:01,577 I won Oregon Cultural Heritage Award. 20 00:02:01,830 --> 00:02:04,197 Ah, the award is not important. 21 00:02:04,291 --> 00:02:06,078 - Come on. - Okay. 22 00:02:06,168 --> 00:02:10,583 I get a prescription for Valium medicine, which at least makes my days... 23 00:02:11,381 --> 00:02:12,997 passes faster. 24 00:02:13,091 --> 00:02:15,378 Yes, okay, so there is this rock, 25 00:02:15,469 --> 00:02:18,553 which is this big and has curvature 26 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:21,347 like, you know, small bumps, and I say, 27 00:02:21,433 --> 00:02:23,971 "Aunt Janey, what is this?" 28 00:02:24,478 --> 00:02:26,219 And he said, "What? You don't know what this is?" 29 00:02:26,313 --> 00:02:27,645 And I said, "No". 30 00:02:27,731 --> 00:02:29,267 And he said again, "That's my breast stone." 31 00:02:29,858 --> 00:02:32,601 And I said, "Your breast stone?" He said, "Yes, my breast stone." 32 00:02:33,904 --> 00:02:35,315 "The point for when you fight with girls. 33 00:02:35,405 --> 00:02:38,523 You hit him in the breast using this stone." It's not kidding. 34 00:02:38,617 --> 00:02:41,234 Then one day, me, 35 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:45,329 take off all my clothes and walk around. 36 00:02:47,209 --> 00:02:48,199 And... 37 00:02:49,086 --> 00:02:50,122 postman... 38 00:02:50,962 --> 00:02:52,123 find me and... 39 00:02:52,214 --> 00:02:56,504 he took me home and called my husband, like I was just a child. 40 00:02:57,052 --> 00:02:59,590 And I, you know, I still wear my wedding ring, but... 41 00:03:00,263 --> 00:03:01,174 I... 42 00:03:01,640 --> 00:03:04,132 it's divorced now, and I... I'm much happier. 43 00:03:04,643 --> 00:03:07,386 Maybe this life really shouldn't be 44 00:03:08,689 --> 00:03:11,523 always meaningful as we think. 45 00:03:12,359 --> 00:03:14,316 - Thank you, Corky. - Thank you, Corky. 46 00:03:14,403 --> 00:03:15,314 Mm. 47 00:03:57,859 --> 00:04:03,050 Manual Translation by chandler479 48 00:04:51,082 --> 00:04:52,414 Ladies and gentlemen, 49 00:04:52,501 --> 00:04:56,120 please welcome Portland celebrity cartoonists, 50 00:04:56,213 --> 00:04:58,296 John Callahan! 51 00:05:14,231 --> 00:05:16,268 Hi. My name is John, and I'm an alcoholic. 52 00:05:16,358 --> 00:05:18,099 Hi, John. 53 00:05:18,193 --> 00:05:19,900 Hi. Nice to be here. 54 00:05:20,862 --> 00:05:22,319 The last day I walked, 55 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:25,906 I... I wake up without pain because of being drunk. 56 00:05:31,289 --> 00:05:34,077 The last day I walked, I woke up without pain because of being drunk. 57 00:05:34,918 --> 00:05:37,410 I was still drunk because drank the night before. 58 00:06:00,652 --> 00:06:04,362 I know I have an hour or more before coming... 59 00:06:04,447 --> 00:06:05,437 anxiety... 60 00:06:07,492 --> 00:06:09,449 of withdrawal symptoms. 61 00:06:23,258 --> 00:06:25,716 What if I lose control, or panic? 62 00:06:27,721 --> 00:06:28,632 Damn. 63 00:06:34,644 --> 00:06:37,261 The closest shop where I can buy liquor 64 00:06:37,731 --> 00:06:40,189 is near the main intersection. 65 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:53,448 - How are you? - Want to take shelter? 66 00:06:53,955 --> 00:06:55,446 - It's hot outside, right? - Yes. 67 00:06:55,540 --> 00:06:57,327 - Good beach weather. - Yes. Phew. 68 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:58,908 I tried to talk to... 69 00:06:59,336 --> 00:07:01,794 shop owner and be relaxed. 70 00:07:01,880 --> 00:07:03,246 I work as a house repaint in his place Alvarado. 71 00:07:03,340 --> 00:07:04,751 - Oh. - We have a lot of work. 72 00:07:04,841 --> 00:07:07,128 Oh, you know, like everything is in control. 73 00:07:07,886 --> 00:07:09,593 But... 74 00:07:09,679 --> 00:07:12,092 they must be blind so don't see my hands trembling. 75 00:07:13,016 --> 00:07:13,972 Um... 76 00:07:15,018 --> 00:07:18,386 Yes, I guess I'll buy that, uh, Tres Abuelos. 77 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:19,596 Yes, tequila. 78 00:08:07,028 --> 00:08:08,269 Hey, how are you? 79 00:08:09,614 --> 00:08:11,321 Wow, a very beautiful day, right? 80 00:08:11,574 --> 00:08:12,690 Oh yeah. 81 00:08:12,784 --> 00:08:15,071 - The waves will rise. - Yes. 82 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:18,579 The sky becomes more blue, he will sing the song Muddy Waters. 83 00:08:18,999 --> 00:08:19,989 Sorry? 84 00:08:21,459 --> 00:08:22,870 I'm a songwriter. 85 00:08:22,961 --> 00:08:25,294 I listen a lot diverse music. 86 00:08:26,297 --> 00:08:27,413 - Um... - Want to drink? 87 00:08:28,133 --> 00:08:29,499 I... I'm fine. 88 00:08:29,592 --> 00:08:31,754 Um, see you later, okay? 89 00:08:31,845 --> 00:08:33,086 Oh OK. 90 00:08:40,145 --> 00:08:42,387 You have a problem, Callahan. 91 00:08:45,150 --> 00:08:47,233 I know three things about my mother: he is an Irish-American, he has red hair, 92 00:08:47,318 --> 00:08:50,106 and he is a teacher. 93 00:08:50,196 --> 00:08:51,357 Oh yeah. 94 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:53,276 And he doesn't want me. 95 00:08:55,326 --> 00:08:56,612 OK. 96 00:08:57,412 --> 00:08:58,323 Four things. 97 00:08:58,913 --> 00:09:01,371 The way they handle the Catholic babies from adultery at the time 98 00:09:01,458 --> 00:09:04,496 is to keep them away from their biological mothers ... and put the baby in the care of the nuns for six weeks just in case if her biological mother changes her mind. 99 00:09:04,586 --> 00:09:06,999 Is my mother a queen? 100 00:09:07,088 --> 00:09:09,751 Is my mother a prostitute? 101 00:09:09,841 --> 00:09:11,958 Can I look for it and surprise it, consider it in the bank cashier window? 102 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:16,091 "Yes, I want to cash this check, Mom." 103 00:09:16,514 --> 00:09:17,504 Oh, shit. Please! 104 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:22,222 - Oh, hey. - Friend, you're very messed up. 105 00:09:22,312 --> 00:09:24,269 - Good. - Can you help me? 106 00:09:56,346 --> 00:09:58,508 107 00:10:02,227 --> 00:10:04,435 108 00:10:04,521 --> 00:10:05,887 109 00:10:06,231 --> 00:10:07,893 - Yes, okay. - Relax. 110 00:10:07,982 --> 00:10:09,689 - Okay. - Alright, slowly and casually. 111 00:10:09,776 --> 00:10:10,937 Do not try to show off. 112 00:10:11,027 --> 00:10:13,019 - Yes! Oh! - Here, turn around. 113 00:10:13,113 --> 00:10:14,445 - Here it is. - OK. 114 00:10:14,531 --> 00:10:15,863 - Okay. - Beware. 115 00:10:15,949 --> 00:10:18,066 - Be careful. - This is it. This is it. 116 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:20,025 Yes, lift him up. 117 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:22,612 - Do you smell? - Oh, what smell? 118 00:10:22,705 --> 00:10:24,037 - Oh, bad smell. - Oh. 119 00:10:24,124 --> 00:10:26,207 Yes, pull up the pants on my right leg. 120 00:10:26,292 --> 00:10:27,282 - This? - Yes. 121 00:10:27,377 --> 00:10:28,538 - You can do it. - Yes. 122 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:30,494 Yes, lift my pants. 123 00:10:30,588 --> 00:10:32,500 Be brave. 124 00:10:32,590 --> 00:10:34,456 Yes, just tie it to the white object. 125 00:10:35,218 --> 00:10:36,754 OK. 126 00:10:37,804 --> 00:10:39,420 - Thank you. - Did you draw this? 127 00:10:39,514 --> 00:10:40,595 - Yes. - Whoa. 128 00:10:40,682 --> 00:10:41,889 - Do you see? - Extraordinary. Yes. 129 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:42,886 Yes. 130 00:10:44,936 --> 00:10:46,393 Don't worry, guys. 131 00:10:46,479 --> 00:10:48,266 He won't go far on foot. 132 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:49,312 That's a wheelchair. 133 00:10:49,399 --> 00:10:51,436 He can't go far because he is injured, right? 134 00:10:51,526 --> 00:10:53,062 - That's right. Yes. - Okay, fine! 135 00:10:53,153 --> 00:10:54,564 Yes, you know, 136 00:10:54,654 --> 00:10:56,316 My grandmother also wears a wheelchair, so... 137 00:10:56,406 --> 00:10:57,567 - Oh, huh? - Yes. 138 00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:58,693 - I'm sorry. - Yes. 139 00:10:58,783 --> 00:11:00,365 I draw this to make a living, but, you know, 140 00:11:00,451 --> 00:11:02,283 people are angry with me because of this cartoon content. 141 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:04,032 - Not us. - That's ridiculous. 142 00:11:04,122 --> 00:11:05,658 - This is all awesome. - Correct. This cool. 143 00:11:05,748 --> 00:11:07,410 - Is this a car accident? - Yes. 144 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:08,786 - What is that? - It's there, dead people 145 00:11:08,877 --> 00:11:10,368 - under the car. - Is this liquor and the like? 146 00:11:10,461 --> 00:11:11,417 Whoa. 147 00:11:11,504 --> 00:11:13,996 There are five dollars in my left pocket. 148 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:15,422 Get me a small bag. 149 00:11:33,818 --> 00:11:37,061 Oh, they can do it and they will do it there! 150 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:45,945 Hey, Snickers. 151 00:11:46,497 --> 00:11:47,453 How is your day? 152 00:11:48,291 --> 00:11:50,157 Are you looking for time to exercise? 153 00:11:58,009 --> 00:12:00,422 Damn bastard! 154 00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:03,721 You're late! I've been sitting here all day. 155 00:12:03,806 --> 00:12:05,468 It's all wet! 156 00:12:05,558 --> 00:12:08,392 All my pants have smelled and nothing can be drunk! 157 00:12:08,478 --> 00:12:10,435 You didn't leave any drinks! 158 00:12:10,521 --> 00:12:11,807 It's been three hours! 159 00:12:11,898 --> 00:12:13,890 What are you actually doing? 160 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:16,817 I am here as your servant, not your slave. 161 00:12:17,612 --> 00:12:20,650 Sok rule there, you even don't give me just five seconds 162 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,402 before you tell me again do something. 163 00:12:22,492 --> 00:12:25,030 I told you I really hate when you always tell me. 164 00:12:25,119 --> 00:12:26,951 I will do it when I have the mood, John. 165 00:12:27,372 --> 00:12:30,740 OK? How does it feel if I push you all day? 166 00:12:34,796 --> 00:12:36,003 I will make you soon. 167 00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:38,793 I need to relax for a while. This is it. 168 00:12:39,717 --> 00:12:41,083 Celebrate your independence. 169 00:12:54,232 --> 00:12:56,098 Position of President Carter 170 00:12:56,192 --> 00:13:00,027 in the NBC News Associated Press poll has declined again. 171 00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:03,072 Not much, but the decline has been stable. 172 00:13:03,157 --> 00:13:05,774 This is one of the findings in our latest telephone connection example 173 00:13:05,868 --> 00:13:09,532 of the opinions of around 1,600 people in this country last week. 174 00:13:27,932 --> 00:13:30,219 I'm drunk, I fall to the lowest point. 175 00:13:31,686 --> 00:13:34,600 And I drunk more and fell to the lowest point in my life again. 176 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:38,937 I must admit if I am very helpless before alcohol. 177 00:13:39,777 --> 00:13:41,484 I'm looking for something else. 178 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,192 Are you sure you don't want to go to AA associations (former alcoholics), John? 179 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:46,906 I don't really believe with everything about them. 180 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,044 Oh, I'm sorry, 181 00:14:07,597 --> 00:14:10,385 but, uh, we can't invite people who are quite strange here. 182 00:14:12,310 --> 00:14:14,472 I'm kidding, my name is Reba. 183 00:14:14,562 --> 00:14:16,724 Oh, hi. My name is John. 184 00:14:16,814 --> 00:14:18,851 Welcome to the Alano Club. 185 00:14:20,735 --> 00:14:22,442 I thought you were serious. 186 00:14:22,528 --> 00:14:24,565 There are no dogs. No people are paralyzed 187 00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:26,317 No. Come on. 188 00:14:35,458 --> 00:14:36,949 God, give us peace... 189 00:14:37,043 --> 00:14:40,753 ... calmness to accept things we can't change, 190 00:14:40,838 --> 00:14:43,501 courage to change the things we do, 191 00:14:43,591 --> 00:14:45,924 and wisdom to be more know the difference. 192 00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:48,798 Are there members under 90 days? 193 00:14:51,391 --> 00:14:54,350 Hi, my name is Felix, and I'm an alcoholic 194 00:14:54,435 --> 00:14:56,392 Hi, Felix. 195 00:14:56,479 --> 00:14:58,471 - Hi, friends. Uh... - Welcome. 196 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,430 This is my 14th day. 197 00:15:00,525 --> 00:15:01,436 Good work. 198 00:15:06,364 --> 00:15:09,823 Uh, hi. my name is Joseph. Alcoholics. 199 00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,571 Hi, Joseph. 200 00:15:11,994 --> 00:15:13,826 This is my 56th day. 201 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:16,246 Good. 202 00:15:18,334 --> 00:15:20,826 Actually this is difficult, because, you know, out there, 203 00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:24,663 I feel people want to hear how many years have you been drunk. 204 00:15:24,757 --> 00:15:27,044 But, uh, you know, come here, 205 00:15:27,135 --> 00:15:30,549 I remembered how special I was, so... 206 00:15:30,972 --> 00:15:33,464 I remember the time when I didn't expect that in 30 days it was possible, 207 00:15:33,558 --> 00:15:36,801 but here I am, so... thank you. 208 00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:44,391 Anyone else wants to talk? 209 00:15:45,069 --> 00:15:47,436 My name is John Callahan, and I don't know my real mother, 210 00:15:47,530 --> 00:15:49,237 and I was sentenced to be paralyzed because of a car accident. 211 00:15:53,161 --> 00:15:54,197 And... 212 00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:57,074 and I'm an alcoholic. 213 00:15:57,790 --> 00:15:59,656 Hi, John. 214 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,951 Nice to know you, John Callahan, 215 00:16:02,044 --> 00:16:03,376 who are also alcoholics. 216 00:16:04,213 --> 00:16:06,079 I think you're in the right place. 217 00:16:07,508 --> 00:16:09,545 My name is Donnie, and I'm an alcoholic. 218 00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:11,171 Hi, Donnie. 219 00:16:11,262 --> 00:16:13,174 Hi. 220 00:16:13,264 --> 00:16:16,098 When I first entered this association, 221 00:16:16,184 --> 00:16:19,518 I have two pairs of pants, 222 00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:22,221 one that has dirt and the other one that doesn't exist. 223 00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:27,602 And I don't care which will use which one. 224 00:16:30,323 --> 00:16:33,236 Today, I celebrate "normal day". 225 00:16:34,494 --> 00:16:38,329 I wake up and wear pants that have no dirt. 226 00:16:38,414 --> 00:16:41,748 And I went to order a glass of coffee, 227 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:44,076 and the taste is very delicious. 228 00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,709 And my days become more colorful, 229 00:16:47,798 --> 00:16:50,336 until I enter here and meet all of you. 230 00:16:52,762 --> 00:16:54,344 Continue your story, John. 231 00:16:56,057 --> 00:16:57,093 Oh right. 232 00:16:57,850 --> 00:17:00,183 Story. Um... 233 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,728 I returned home around 4:00 234 00:17:04,774 --> 00:17:08,267 and I met Jesus Alvarado, 235 00:17:09,278 --> 00:17:10,314 my boss. 236 00:17:17,578 --> 00:17:18,864 Damn. 237 00:17:18,955 --> 00:17:20,321 John, what's wrong? 238 00:17:23,751 --> 00:17:24,832 I want you to meet Bill. 239 00:17:26,629 --> 00:17:27,460 - Hey. - Hey. 240 00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:31,086 So my experience about this... 241 00:17:32,426 --> 00:17:35,089 limited, in terms of disability. 242 00:17:35,179 --> 00:17:36,761 - How are you doing? John, - Good, good. 243 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,632 Jesus wants me to see the man's pen. 244 00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:43,142 See this. 245 00:17:44,355 --> 00:17:45,721 Turn the pen over. 246 00:17:50,695 --> 00:17:53,108 Uh, I went inside to drink. 247 00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,357 I came for the event. 248 00:17:57,451 --> 00:17:59,317 - Oh, my God, I lost. - Ah! Yes! 249 00:17:59,412 --> 00:18:00,778 - What happened? - I lose. 250 00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:01,907 - My shoes! - Hi, John. 251 00:18:01,998 --> 00:18:03,705 - He is Bonnie. - Oh, hi. 252 00:18:03,791 --> 00:18:05,373 I heard you from, um, Oregon. 253 00:18:05,459 --> 00:18:06,290 That's right. 254 00:18:06,377 --> 00:18:07,743 What are you doing there for fun? 255 00:18:07,837 --> 00:18:09,544 There's not much to do in Oregon, do you know? 256 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:11,872 So a certain percentage of the population there arrived here to Long Beach to find work. 257 00:18:11,966 --> 00:18:13,798 258 00:18:13,884 --> 00:18:16,251 We will party tonight, you can come if you want. 259 00:18:16,345 --> 00:18:17,256 Oh really? 260 00:18:17,597 --> 00:18:18,428 - Uh-huh. - Yes. 261 00:18:18,514 --> 00:18:19,880 - Well. - Do you want to take us? 262 00:18:19,974 --> 00:18:22,136 - I mean, I... Ooh. - Oh. 263 00:18:25,688 --> 00:18:26,519 Oh 264 00:18:26,606 --> 00:18:28,268 We... 265 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:30,731 We will get problems tonight. 266 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:32,226 Am I happy? 267 00:18:32,820 --> 00:18:34,231 No. So... 268 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:36,609 Divorced? Yes. 269 00:18:36,699 --> 00:18:38,281 I dated a few men so far. 270 00:18:38,367 --> 00:18:40,575 I've gone to therapy. If you? 271 00:18:41,162 --> 00:18:43,074 It will be very good for you. 272 00:18:43,164 --> 00:18:44,780 I stop eating meat. 273 00:18:44,874 --> 00:18:46,331 Increase drinking milk. 274 00:18:46,417 --> 00:18:49,626 I will continue life without eating eggs from now on. 275 00:18:49,712 --> 00:18:52,955 Hey, um, I want to go to the bathroom. 276 00:18:53,049 --> 00:18:55,041 - Will you stay here? - Uh, yeah. Okay. 277 00:19:18,032 --> 00:19:20,524 Hey, Terry, where did the girl I spoke to earlier? 278 00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:22,905 - Um, red haired girl? - Yes. 279 00:19:22,995 --> 00:19:25,328 I think he went with his friends. 280 00:19:25,414 --> 00:19:26,530 - He left the party? - Mm-hmm. 281 00:19:26,624 --> 00:19:28,957 Good for him. 282 00:19:29,043 --> 00:19:30,659 - You are still here. - He wants to go somewhere. 283 00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:31,664 - You're stuck with us. - Yes. 284 00:19:31,754 --> 00:19:35,247 - Well. - It's weird. Dexter. 285 00:19:35,341 --> 00:19:37,674 My name is Dexter. Hey. My name is Dexter. 286 00:19:38,719 --> 00:19:39,675 John. 287 00:19:40,096 --> 00:19:41,177 - John. - Yes. 288 00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:42,253 What about the girl? 289 00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,390 Ho, ho, ho, ho, ho, ho. 290 00:19:46,060 --> 00:19:47,267 He leaves. 291 00:19:47,812 --> 00:19:50,020 - He likes you, friend. - Yes. 292 00:19:50,106 --> 00:19:51,813 Yes. Take you home, 293 00:19:52,233 --> 00:19:55,021 make love in the style of Los Angeles. 294 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:58,562 No, he just wants to talk about his stomach. 295 00:19:58,656 --> 00:20:02,821 That's what is often talked about Los Angeles people, their stomachs. 296 00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:04,867 And that is why they are all jerks. 297 00:20:04,954 --> 00:20:07,116 Yes. Where do you come from? 298 00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:10,620 - I'm not from here... - Ah, dog. Turn off the music! 299 00:20:11,168 --> 00:20:12,875 - Just make me crazy! - What are you talking about? 300 00:20:12,962 --> 00:20:14,419 - Too much Dylan! - Too much Dylan? 301 00:20:14,505 --> 00:20:16,462 - You don't know what you're talking about. - The answer, my friend, 302 00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:17,585 - hovering over the wind. - He's a poet! 303 00:20:17,675 --> 00:20:20,543 The answer, my friend, hovers 304 00:20:20,636 --> 00:20:22,172 - over the wind. - You're like an idiot. 305 00:20:22,263 --> 00:20:24,471 - What are you... - The answer hovers 306 00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:26,890 over the wind. 307 00:20:26,976 --> 00:20:28,467 This person is blown away, 308 00:20:28,561 --> 00:20:30,052 and he whines about that! 309 00:20:30,146 --> 00:20:32,513 He doesn't talk about hovering. 310 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:34,347 Hovering over the wind, 311 00:20:34,442 --> 00:20:36,729 - stupid basis! - I know! 312 00:20:37,194 --> 00:20:39,026 I'm just kidding! 313 00:20:41,615 --> 00:20:42,776 Do you think I don't know? 314 00:20:42,867 --> 00:20:44,654 Johnny, Johnny, 315 00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:47,031 listen to me, listen to me. 316 00:20:47,121 --> 00:20:48,032 This is serious. 317 00:20:48,748 --> 00:20:51,616 I know a party that is ten times is more festive than in this rotten place. 318 00:20:52,251 --> 00:20:55,244 Let's go there now. The women there are ten times hotter. 319 00:20:56,213 --> 00:20:59,547 We wade through Milagro Beanfield. 320 00:21:01,302 --> 00:21:04,420 Huh? You and me. Come on. 321 00:21:04,513 --> 00:21:06,175 Sweet promise. 322 00:21:08,809 --> 00:21:10,345 I think we were thinking 323 00:21:11,228 --> 00:21:14,892 "the women" are more beautiful beside the city. 324 00:21:16,650 --> 00:21:21,395 So I left Terry and his friends, and we headed to the next party. 325 00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:25,990 But not before we become more chaotic. 326 00:21:26,076 --> 00:21:27,942 Hey. Let's toast. 327 00:21:31,791 --> 00:21:33,032 Add more, friend! 328 00:21:34,460 --> 00:21:35,701 Oh 329 00:21:37,797 --> 00:21:40,005 Some people say that I look like Burt Reynolds. 330 00:21:40,090 --> 00:21:41,171 I don't feel similar. 331 00:21:41,967 --> 00:21:42,923 What do you think? 332 00:21:43,552 --> 00:21:45,839 - Yes. It's similar. - Thank you. 333 00:21:45,930 --> 00:21:47,796 - You're a sexy man. - Thank you friend! 334 00:21:47,890 --> 00:21:50,223 You're a sexy man. 335 00:21:50,810 --> 00:21:52,597 Can you add more? I will not say again. 336 00:21:56,190 --> 00:21:58,853 I know that you have other customers who must be taken care of, 337 00:21:58,943 --> 00:22:01,185 but remember who is the main customer here... 338 00:22:01,278 --> 00:22:03,110 How about the whole bottle? 339 00:22:03,197 --> 00:22:04,187 How about the whole bottle? 340 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:06,273 How about the whole bottle? 341 00:22:07,326 --> 00:22:08,567 Is this enough? 342 00:22:09,453 --> 00:22:11,570 - Hey. Do not be sad. - No. 343 00:22:11,664 --> 00:22:12,825 There's still a lot. 344 00:22:16,210 --> 00:22:18,668 Continue again, bro. We already talked about it. 345 00:22:23,551 --> 00:22:24,541 Take the wheel. 346 00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:28,632 I'm back. 347 00:22:29,932 --> 00:22:31,389 Want to wash? 348 00:22:36,438 --> 00:22:38,430 Guess who you are driving. 349 00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:42,142 I am the king of Jilmek from Orange County, friend. 350 00:22:43,070 --> 00:22:45,153 I really like licking the vagina. 351 00:22:48,868 --> 00:22:51,906 Oh, tai! That's Scott's Adventure Land! 352 00:22:51,996 --> 00:22:53,328 That's Scott's Adventure Land! 353 00:22:53,414 --> 00:22:55,701 What is Scott & Apos; s Adventure Land? 354 00:22:55,791 --> 00:22:58,750 You have never been to Scott's Adventure Land? I have never... Let's go there. 355 00:22:58,836 --> 00:23:00,293 Let's turn it around. 356 00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:01,961 Just skip the wall, friend. 357 00:23:20,149 --> 00:23:23,062 Oh yeah. Oh, God. 358 00:23:26,989 --> 00:23:28,105 Weapons! 359 00:23:30,284 --> 00:23:31,320 Oh, right. 360 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:32,617 Don't be stupid, friend. 361 00:23:32,703 --> 00:23:35,491 You just had with the wrong cowboy. 362 00:23:39,001 --> 00:23:40,537 Basic children... 363 00:23:41,503 --> 00:23:43,415 No! 364 00:23:44,089 --> 00:23:45,000 No! 365 00:23:55,559 --> 00:23:57,767 - This is my car, I'm driving. - You can't drive, friend. 366 00:23:57,853 --> 00:23:59,640 - This is my car, I'm driving. - I'll take the key. 367 00:23:59,730 --> 00:24:02,188 - Hey. Hey. - I'll take the key. 368 00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:03,981 - You are not in good condition to drive! - Aah! 369 00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:23,289 Honey. 370 00:24:43,399 --> 00:24:44,515 And that's what happened 371 00:24:46,110 --> 00:24:49,899 Dexter thinks the Con Edison lamp post is the exit point 372 00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:52,527 and hit the pole at 90 miles per hour. 373 00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:11,416 Tell me when you can be ready. I guess... 374 00:25:12,261 --> 00:25:14,674 In a matter of three. One two three. 375 00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:22,761 Hello, John. I'm Dr. Mirione. 376 00:25:26,108 --> 00:25:27,895 Bright, bright light. 377 00:25:28,235 --> 00:25:29,646 Strangely noisy, right? 378 00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:33,939 There is only a little peace and fortune for people who are dying and almost dying. 379 00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:35,566 I'm dying? 380 00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:39,323 The average survival time of for catastrophic patients here is 12 hours. 381 00:25:40,497 --> 00:25:42,739 It's a bad accident that you experienced with the VW car. 382 00:25:42,833 --> 00:25:43,949 I saw the car. 383 00:25:44,835 --> 00:25:47,077 Destroyed. Completely destroyed. 384 00:25:50,090 --> 00:25:51,501 I can't hear you. Speak louder. 385 00:25:52,468 --> 00:25:54,551 What happened to the driver? 386 00:25:54,636 --> 00:25:56,252 What happened to Dexter? 387 00:25:56,346 --> 00:25:57,712 Oh, Dexter Marzynski? 388 00:25:58,098 --> 00:25:59,589 He left here with only minor injuries. 389 00:25:59,892 --> 00:26:01,053 He is very, very lucky. 390 00:26:03,854 --> 00:26:04,935 Gosh. 391 00:26:05,439 --> 00:26:06,646 I really sympathize with you. 392 00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:09,270 I mean, it's likely to be paralyzed for life. 393 00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:12,401 Good sunrise, anyway. 394 00:26:19,411 --> 00:26:22,154 Susan Henry immediately headed to the nurse's post. />> OK. 395 00:27:15,717 --> 00:27:16,628 Let's see. 396 00:27:18,095 --> 00:27:19,631 397 00:27:21,849 --> 00:27:24,762 This is C5, C6, 398 00:27:24,852 --> 00:27:28,095 which is a complete six cervical lesion. 399 00:27:28,188 --> 00:27:29,929 Uh, good shoulder movements. 400 00:27:30,023 --> 00:27:32,936 Uh, total paralysis of the body and legs. 401 00:27:33,026 --> 00:27:35,018 No finger movements, but good, uh... 402 00:27:35,112 --> 00:27:36,899 I'm not a cheat. 403 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,652 - I'm really paralyzed. - Spinal cord is broken 404 00:27:39,741 --> 00:27:42,905 between the fifth and sixth vertebrae, is counted down from above. 405 00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:46,534 Somewhere between the dasalomba champions and rigor mortis. 406 00:27:46,623 --> 00:27:49,081 ... part of the deltoid muscle, part of the diaphragm. 407 00:27:49,168 --> 00:27:52,661 But if he is not careful, he can suffocate. Yes. 408 00:27:52,754 --> 00:27:58,000 Uh, the patient here is C4-5 which is neurologically intact. 409 00:27:58,635 --> 00:28:01,127 Uh, plateau tibia fracture. 410 00:28:01,597 --> 00:28:03,338 Not as a catastrophic injury. 411 00:28:16,612 --> 00:28:17,773 Hi, John. 412 00:28:18,572 --> 00:28:19,562 My name is Annu. 413 00:28:21,825 --> 00:28:24,283 Wow. You are very handsome. 414 00:28:34,379 --> 00:28:35,915 What is the situation here, John? 415 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:38,710 Very bad. 416 00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:41,880 Really bad. 417 00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:45,133 I can't move. 418 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:48,843 I can't feel my body, and wherever I am, it still feels sick. 419 00:28:50,479 --> 00:28:52,471 I can't even whiz or so. 420 00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:55,056 It feels like I'm going crazy. 421 00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:56,231 Yes. 422 00:28:56,318 --> 00:28:58,401 Yes, it doesn't seem to work well. 423 00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:01,817 It's not. 424 00:29:02,532 --> 00:29:06,025 This is bad. I don't even know how I will, like... 425 00:29:08,163 --> 00:29:10,951 I don't know how I will live my life after this. 426 00:29:11,041 --> 00:29:13,875 I just feel I have no purpose anymore. 427 00:29:14,544 --> 00:29:16,627 And the doctors don't tell me anything, 428 00:29:16,713 --> 00:29:20,753 but it seems like I will like this all my life. 429 00:29:20,842 --> 00:29:22,879 I don't understand. 430 00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:24,836 This is unfair. 431 00:29:24,930 --> 00:29:28,173 John, you're a special person. 432 00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:29,970 I feel it. 433 00:29:32,312 --> 00:29:35,020 I bring you flowers. I hope you like it. 434 00:29:35,983 --> 00:29:36,939 Thank you. 435 00:29:38,110 --> 00:29:39,442 Can I kiss it? 436 00:29:44,533 --> 00:29:46,274 It feels fragrant. thanks. 437 00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:48,360 Do you want me to massage your shoulders? 438 00:29:49,705 --> 00:29:51,662 Yes, please. 439 00:29:52,582 --> 00:29:55,450 It's a beautiful day. Very hot. 440 00:29:55,877 --> 00:29:57,334 I drive here with an open roof car. 441 00:29:58,463 --> 00:30:00,546 Do you really think I'm handsome? 442 00:30:01,550 --> 00:30:04,008 Yes, you are very handsome. That doesn't change. 443 00:30:04,553 --> 00:30:06,010 And you have extraordinary energy. 444 00:30:06,430 --> 00:30:08,422 Everything will be beautiful in time. I can guarantee it. 445 00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:11,011 I hope so. 446 00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:15,728 I pray to God, you know. 447 00:30:16,440 --> 00:30:18,682 I remember my promise to God and my agreement to the devil made by the character in Dickens's novel 448 00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:23,270 or, like, Rosemary & apos; s Baby, 449 00:30:23,363 --> 00:30:26,527 to change history and make things better 450 00:30:27,576 --> 00:30:30,489 or escape the terrible fate. 451 00:30:30,579 --> 00:30:32,662 And what do you say to God? 452 00:30:33,081 --> 00:30:34,538 I pray, "Please, don't make me paralyzed." 453 00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:39,251 454 00:30:40,172 --> 00:30:42,164 I can't be paralyzed. 455 00:30:42,674 --> 00:30:44,540 Everything works for John Callahan. 456 00:30:44,634 --> 00:30:46,921 I just don't want to be the person who ends up paralyzed. 457 00:30:47,012 --> 00:30:48,219 I just can't. 458 00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:53,258 And what do you say to the devil, John? 459 00:30:56,146 --> 00:30:58,012 I said, "I'll give you everything 460 00:30:59,441 --> 00:31:02,559 Whatever you want, but please change my destiny." 461 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,228 And where are you from Oregon? 462 00:31:06,281 --> 00:31:07,192 Is that your house? 463 00:31:08,033 --> 00:31:08,944 Yes. 464 00:31:09,743 --> 00:31:11,325 Yes. 465 00:31:13,205 --> 00:31:14,696 The Dalles. 466 00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:24,122 It's a kind of village. 467 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:30,837 We are a group of gomers (freaks) 468 00:31:30,931 --> 00:31:34,049 Gomer? What is "gomer"? 469 00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:37,760 I like the way you say it. "Gomers." 470 00:31:39,356 --> 00:31:41,439 I don't know. I guess only... 471 00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:44,608 You know, means you are from a village. 472 00:31:44,694 --> 00:31:45,935 That is insulting. 473 00:31:46,029 --> 00:31:46,985 Ah. 474 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,447 Where are you from? 475 00:31:49,533 --> 00:31:50,523 From Stockholm. 476 00:31:51,493 --> 00:31:53,576 There are lots of fish there, especially salmon. 477 00:31:53,662 --> 00:31:55,198 Oh, just like at The Dalles. 478 00:31:57,624 --> 00:31:59,832 - Yes? - Yes, lots of salmon too. 479 00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:01,951 Now we have in common. 480 00:32:02,045 --> 00:32:04,037 I think we have a lot in common, John. 481 00:32:05,006 --> 00:32:06,793 Yes. Salmon. 482 00:32:06,883 --> 00:32:08,715 And we are both gomers. 483 00:32:10,470 --> 00:32:11,802 And what's more, John? 484 00:32:11,888 --> 00:32:13,971 I see the sunrise. 485 00:32:15,725 --> 00:32:17,637 - A beautiful sunrise. - Mm-hmm. 486 00:32:18,061 --> 00:32:19,552 Very soothing. 487 00:32:20,856 --> 00:32:23,018 I've been paying attention to the gymnasts out there. 488 00:32:37,247 --> 00:32:39,364 I have to go to my appointment the next one, John. 489 00:32:39,916 --> 00:32:41,373 But I will see you soon. 490 00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:43,668 - When? - One day next week. 491 00:32:45,839 --> 00:32:47,671 Nice to meet you, John. 492 00:32:47,757 --> 00:32:49,714 I'm also happy to meet you, Annu. 493 00:32:50,218 --> 00:32:52,756 Thank you. Thank you for the interest. 494 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,295 See you again. 495 00:32:56,266 --> 00:32:57,302 See you later. 496 00:33:04,566 --> 00:33:05,932 I'm happy to meet Annu. 497 00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:09,519 What about us, John? Are you happy to meet us? 498 00:33:09,613 --> 00:33:10,694 John doesn't like us. 499 00:33:10,780 --> 00:33:12,021 Of course I like you. 500 00:33:12,532 --> 00:33:14,774 I just can't make love to you guys. 501 00:33:14,868 --> 00:33:16,905 Have you tried it? 502 00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:21,489 Have you tried it? 503 00:33:23,001 --> 00:33:25,539 One, two and three. 504 00:33:25,629 --> 00:33:26,790 Here it is. 505 00:33:26,880 --> 00:33:27,791 OK. 506 00:33:28,298 --> 00:33:30,335 Lift him in the count of three. 507 00:33:30,425 --> 00:33:31,961 One, two and three. 508 00:33:32,636 --> 00:33:34,252 - Here it is. - This is it. 509 00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:35,302 Everything is ready. 510 00:33:39,684 --> 00:33:41,016 That's the power button here. 511 00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:42,676 Enjoy. 512 00:34:13,677 --> 00:34:14,838 Oh 513 00:35:14,029 --> 00:35:14,940 Oh 514 00:35:17,657 --> 00:35:18,693 Ah. 515 00:35:18,783 --> 00:35:20,149 Ah, good throw. 516 00:35:20,577 --> 00:35:22,819 - Hey, guys. How are you? - Pretty good. If you? 517 00:35:22,912 --> 00:35:25,199 Good enough too. We only play basketball. 518 00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:27,282 Really "A." My name is John. 519 00:35:27,959 --> 00:35:30,576 - My name is Charles-Marie. Welcome. - Nice to meet you. thanks. 520 00:35:35,872 --> 00:35:41,500 Thank you to the couple in this film who share their intimate lives to help others. 521 00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:44,218 Sexual activity is an opportunity 522 00:35:44,309 --> 00:35:46,346 to know yourself again. 523 00:35:46,436 --> 00:35:49,053 Also is an opportunity to build confidence. 524 00:35:49,147 --> 00:35:52,140 After your accident, John, your body doesn't have 525 00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:54,190 ordinary psychogenic erection, 526 00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:57,065 so you have to use reflexogenic erections. 527 00:35:57,906 --> 00:35:59,738 Reflexogenic erection. 528 00:36:00,033 --> 00:36:01,149 Sounds sexy. 529 00:36:01,785 --> 00:36:05,074 So, how to achieve that erection? 530 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:07,029 - Can you show it? - Take care of your behavior. 531 00:36:07,957 --> 00:36:10,449 Have you ever thought about asking your nurse 532 00:36:10,543 --> 00:36:12,580 to sit on your face that night, John? 533 00:36:13,213 --> 00:36:15,079 Hey, Lilly, may I ask you? 534 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:17,506 Of course, yes. Ask whatever. 535 00:36:18,426 --> 00:36:19,792 Can you sit on my face? 536 00:36:21,888 --> 00:36:26,349 That's a disgusting idea at the same time very exciting. 537 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:28,259 But no. I mean... 538 00:36:28,687 --> 00:36:30,178 Is that polite? 539 00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:31,807 Who cares if it's polite? 540 00:36:31,898 --> 00:36:33,105 John. 541 00:36:33,525 --> 00:36:34,515 You think about it, right. 542 00:36:38,780 --> 00:36:40,942 Good night. 543 00:36:44,703 --> 00:36:45,659 Do you hear that? 544 00:36:46,079 --> 00:36:46,990 You're lucky. 545 00:36:47,706 --> 00:36:48,696 Not too. 546 00:36:49,374 --> 00:36:50,364 He will return. 547 00:36:50,834 --> 00:36:52,871 My job is to make you erect. 548 00:36:52,961 --> 00:36:54,202 That's what I mean. 549 00:36:54,963 --> 00:36:57,000 It would be worse if he said no, and if he said no, 550 00:36:57,090 --> 00:36:58,581 then come back and tell me. 551 00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:00,374 We agree. 552 00:37:00,844 --> 00:37:05,555 Reflexogenic means that must be done through touch, okay? 553 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:06,756 If he sits there... 554 00:37:07,934 --> 00:37:13,555 ... that touch will stimulate blood flow here, causing erection. 555 00:37:14,274 --> 00:37:15,230 Okay? 556 00:37:18,778 --> 00:37:20,815 - Really? - But you can't just think about it. 557 00:37:20,905 --> 00:37:22,897 You just can't imagine it anymore. 558 00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:33,874 - Are you listening to me? - Yes. 559 00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:35,622 That's where my penis used to be. 560 00:37:41,718 --> 00:37:44,005 Drag. I tried to go far and farther. 561 00:37:45,221 --> 00:37:46,302 and down. 562 00:37:46,389 --> 00:37:47,470 Can you do it? 563 00:37:48,767 --> 00:37:51,100 Annu, sometimes I just want to drink. 564 00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:55,771 You know, it seems unfair if we can't drink anymore. 565 00:37:56,441 --> 00:37:59,775 But, we can go to Tiny & apos; s Tavern on the weekend 566 00:37:59,861 --> 00:38:01,773 and drink as much as we want. 567 00:38:02,238 --> 00:38:05,231 We can be free, maybe because they feel sorry for us. 568 00:38:05,325 --> 00:38:06,281 You know, we use this. 569 00:38:10,121 --> 00:38:12,078 Oh, you won't believe what happened that night. 570 00:38:12,165 --> 00:38:15,203 So, we came back from Tiny & apos; s Tavern, 571 00:38:15,293 --> 00:38:19,537 me and Charles-Marie, and we crossed the railroad on the way back here. 572 00:38:21,216 --> 00:38:24,129 And Charles-Marie's wheelchair is stuck on the railroad tracks. 573 00:38:25,595 --> 00:38:26,927 Damn! 574 00:38:29,641 --> 00:38:32,884 And he said, "Let me die. 575 00:38:33,394 --> 00:38:35,556 Let me die. It's better like this." 576 00:38:35,647 --> 00:38:37,934 Just let me die. Better like this! 577 00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,357 Hold in my chair. Hold in my chair. 578 00:38:43,029 --> 00:38:45,271 And you know what's funny? 579 00:38:45,782 --> 00:38:47,774 He is serious. 580 00:38:48,701 --> 00:38:52,615 I guess, at that time, he really wanted to die. 581 00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:54,492 That's not very funny, John. 582 00:38:54,916 --> 00:38:56,157 That is dangerous. 583 00:39:00,088 --> 00:39:01,875 Every day as a paralyzed person. 584 00:39:14,811 --> 00:39:15,642 Hello. 585 00:39:15,728 --> 00:39:17,435 Hey, uh, is this Donnie? 586 00:39:17,522 --> 00:39:18,353 Yes who is this? 587 00:39:18,439 --> 00:39:20,226 Hey, Donnie, this is John Callahan. 588 00:39:20,316 --> 00:39:23,275 I am the paralyzed neon from space. 589 00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:25,193 Oh, man with tangerine hair? 590 00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:28,114 I always thought that my hair was orange, 591 00:39:28,825 --> 00:39:31,158 but, yes, here's me. Uh... 592 00:39:31,244 --> 00:39:33,577 Look, I got your number from the board. 593 00:39:33,663 --> 00:39:35,074 I call because 594 00:39:35,999 --> 00:39:38,286 I need a sponsor. 595 00:39:38,751 --> 00:39:40,993 I have a lot of piglets right now. 596 00:39:41,087 --> 00:39:43,500 Boy pig? I need a sponsor. 597 00:39:43,590 --> 00:39:45,206 My sponge is a piglet. 598 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:47,833 Very funny. 599 00:39:47,927 --> 00:39:50,169 - Wow. - You want me to help you stop drinking. 600 00:39:50,263 --> 00:39:52,801 I see you talking, and, uh, 601 00:39:53,349 --> 00:39:55,215 I really like the you tell 602 00:39:55,310 --> 00:39:57,097 about two pairs of pants and women... 603 00:39:57,186 --> 00:39:59,269 Look, John, I know. I just... 604 00:39:59,355 --> 00:40:00,721 And I don't know if you're serious. 605 00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:01,896 Oh God. 606 00:40:01,983 --> 00:40:03,224 Oh, I named it Chucky. 607 00:40:03,318 --> 00:40:04,229 What? 608 00:40:04,819 --> 00:40:06,731 I don't know, John Callahan. I'm not... 609 00:40:06,821 --> 00:40:08,483 I'm serious. I'm serious. 610 00:40:08,573 --> 00:40:10,656 Sometimes I just, make jokes 611 00:40:10,742 --> 00:40:14,986 because I'm usually nervous, but I, need, need something. 612 00:40:15,079 --> 00:40:16,741 You know... 613 00:40:16,831 --> 00:40:21,451 every day, especially when the clock is 4:00 in the afternoon, 614 00:40:21,544 --> 00:40:24,082 I'm very very depressed. 615 00:40:24,172 --> 00:40:25,913 I've been depressed every time I wake up, 616 00:40:26,007 --> 00:40:28,545 - so we are almost the same. - Listen 617 00:40:28,635 --> 00:40:31,969 We will all talk, in my place on Saturday. 618 00:40:32,055 --> 00:40:33,091 Why don't you just stop by? 619 00:40:33,181 --> 00:40:35,298 Ooh, chat. 620 00:40:35,391 --> 00:40:36,552 We will discuss Chucky. 621 00:40:36,643 --> 00:40:39,807 The others will arrive at 1:00 a.m. 4014 Northwest Johnson. 622 00:40:39,896 --> 00:40:41,478 - Don't be late. - Tim. 623 00:40:41,564 --> 00:40:43,305 4014 Northwest Johnson. 624 00:40:43,399 --> 00:40:45,061 - 1:00 noon - Are you talking to me? 625 00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,442 - Okay, thank you. See you later. - Okay. 626 00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:49,394 Drink water. See you later. 627 00:40:53,117 --> 00:40:54,278 40... Wait, what else? 628 00:40:54,369 --> 00:40:56,782 - 4014 Southwest Johnson. - Okay. 629 00:40:56,871 --> 00:40:59,409 Let's go. 630 00:40:59,499 --> 00:41:01,991 Hey, Sam, clean this mess. 631 00:41:02,085 --> 00:41:04,168 And get out, look for a physical therapist. 632 00:41:04,504 --> 00:41:05,915 Find a physical therapist. 633 00:41:06,255 --> 00:41:07,666 - Hi. - Oh. 634 00:41:07,757 --> 00:41:09,089 - Oh, hi. - Oh, sorry. 635 00:41:09,175 --> 00:41:10,040 - It's okay. - Hi. 636 00:41:10,134 --> 00:41:11,375 Hi. My name is Debbie. 637 00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:13,210 - Hi, my name is John. - What's up? 638 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:16,138 Um, I will go out to the park. Do you want to come with me? 639 00:41:16,224 --> 00:41:17,089 Uh... 640 00:41:17,183 --> 00:41:19,220 Damn, it's Monday... 641 00:41:20,186 --> 00:41:21,552 - Care for demons. - Yes? 642 00:41:21,646 --> 00:41:23,603 - Oh yeah. - Thank you. Good, let's go. 643 00:41:23,690 --> 00:41:24,601 OK. 644 00:41:30,905 --> 00:41:33,192 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time... ♪ 645 00:41:33,282 --> 00:41:34,489 Good. You can do it. 646 00:41:35,743 --> 00:41:37,780 Not bad. 647 00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:40,738 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time ♪ 648 00:41:41,833 --> 00:41:44,166 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time ♪ 649 00:41:44,252 --> 00:41:45,413 ♪ Take & apos; em up ♪ 650 00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:46,664 ♪ We gotta take you ♪ 651 00:41:46,754 --> 00:41:51,044 ♪ Higher ♪ 652 00:41:52,552 --> 00:41:54,885 ♪ We have to take you higher... ♪ 653 00:42:00,518 --> 00:42:02,350 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time... ♪ 654 00:42:02,437 --> 00:42:04,474 Can. Yes. 655 00:42:04,564 --> 00:42:06,681 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time... ♪ 656 00:42:06,774 --> 00:42:08,481 Look right. See. 657 00:42:08,568 --> 00:42:10,855 - Hey, you're good at dancing. - Oh, yeah... 658 00:42:10,945 --> 00:42:11,901 ♪ Play it, Georgia ♪ 659 00:42:11,988 --> 00:42:14,105 ♪ We & apos; re gonna have a funky, good time ♪ 660 00:42:14,198 --> 00:42:15,530 ♪ Take & apos; em up ♪ 661 00:42:15,616 --> 00:42:20,736 ♪ We gotta take you higher ♪ 662 00:42:23,207 --> 00:42:28,419 ♪ We gotta take you higher ♪ 663 00:42:35,178 --> 00:42:36,043 Hello. 664 00:42:36,137 --> 00:42:37,423 Hey, is Donnie here? 665 00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:39,129 - Yeah, he is. - Oh. 666 00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:41,089 - Hi, my name is John. - Hi, John. 667 00:42:41,184 --> 00:42:43,471 - Sorry I'm late. - How are you? 668 00:42:44,604 --> 00:42:45,936 John, welcome to our group. 669 00:42:46,022 --> 00:42:47,638 Hi. thanks. Sorry we're late. 670 00:42:47,732 --> 00:42:49,974 - Oh... - The team thinks it's at Southwest. 671 00:42:50,068 --> 00:42:51,479 - Why do you think it's at Southwest? - No problem. 672 00:42:51,569 --> 00:42:53,276 Yes, Southwest, but finally we are here, right? 673 00:42:53,571 --> 00:42:55,688 This is Reba, I think you've met him. 674 00:42:55,782 --> 00:42:58,946 - Hello. - Martingale, Corky, Hans, Mike. 675 00:42:59,035 --> 00:42:59,866 - Hi. - Hello. 676 00:42:59,952 --> 00:43:00,863 Welcome. 677 00:43:01,287 --> 00:43:02,198 He's Team. 678 00:43:03,122 --> 00:43:04,579 - Welcome, Team. - Team. 679 00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:05,997 - Hi, Tim. - Helo, Tim. 680 00:43:06,542 --> 00:43:08,408 And now that we have met, 681 00:43:09,504 --> 00:43:11,962 how are you all week? Do anyone want to talk? 682 00:43:12,048 --> 00:43:13,584 Um, I want to talk. 683 00:43:13,674 --> 00:43:15,791 Oh, John, so you know, because you're new here, 684 00:43:16,219 --> 00:43:17,050 I'm a poet. 685 00:43:17,136 --> 00:43:18,126 Street poet. 686 00:43:18,888 --> 00:43:20,004 And LGBT activists. 687 00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:23,594 So, at that time I was in Pendleton Round-Up, 688 00:43:23,684 --> 00:43:26,848 and I had the opportunity to read one of my poems, 689 00:43:26,938 --> 00:43:30,477 which contains a number of sexual references. 690 00:43:31,234 --> 00:43:32,190 Here it is. 691 00:43:33,194 --> 00:43:34,105 "Hot... 692 00:43:35,029 --> 00:43:36,361 under the summer sun. 693 00:43:37,657 --> 00:43:40,775 work all day, hustle and bustle of hay. 694 00:43:41,869 --> 00:43:43,610 Become harder 695 00:43:44,122 --> 00:43:45,738 and harder 696 00:43:45,832 --> 00:43:47,698 and harder... 697 00:43:48,209 --> 00:43:51,293 ready to get out of their "nest". Exit! 698 00:43:52,046 --> 00:43:52,957 Exit! " 699 00:43:53,548 --> 00:43:54,584 We understand. Exit! 700 00:43:54,674 --> 00:43:56,461 701 00:43:56,551 --> 00:44:00,636 - Exit! The whole poem is about penis. - Oh, stop it. 702 00:44:00,721 --> 00:44:05,182 And like that, a cowboy stopped my poetry and said that my poem was adult. 703 00:44:05,268 --> 00:44:06,509 And do you feel like that? 704 00:44:07,812 --> 00:44:09,428 No. Not. 705 00:44:09,856 --> 00:44:11,597 That is American poetry, red-blooded. 706 00:44:11,691 --> 00:44:12,807 OK. 707 00:44:12,900 --> 00:44:15,517 So, the cowboy asked me to stop, and I told him, 708 00:44:15,611 --> 00:44:20,447 "I'm an American reading American poetry about an American institution." 709 00:44:21,325 --> 00:44:22,486 He doesn't like that. 710 00:44:22,827 --> 00:44:24,989 He accused me of being drunk. 711 00:44:25,079 --> 00:44:28,368 And I told him, "I haven't been drunk for three years. 712 00:44:28,833 --> 00:44:30,495 I'm a proud member of AA " 713 00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,159 And I will go. 714 00:44:33,254 --> 00:44:35,541 Anyone who wants to respond to the Martingale story? 715 00:44:36,257 --> 00:44:38,874 Your poetry makes normal people angry. 716 00:44:38,968 --> 00:44:41,130 - I'm not angry, Hans. - See? 717 00:44:41,220 --> 00:44:45,681 But this is the problem: such anger can prevent a person from recovering alcohol. 718 00:44:46,517 --> 00:44:49,430 I think we can all agree that is out there 719 00:44:49,520 --> 00:44:52,058 and have fun, and don't drink, we will feel... 720 00:44:52,899 --> 00:44:54,015 feel really good. 721 00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:58,485 It is another story to read your poetry in the presence of people you know 722 00:44:58,571 --> 00:45:00,608 in your Greek cafe late at night, 723 00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:03,611 but it's another story if you read it in front of the rednecks in the rodeo. 724 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:04,691 A little dangerous. 725 00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:06,902 - I think he's really brave. - Mm. 726 00:45:06,996 --> 00:45:08,203 - Yes, so am I. Martingale. - Yes. 727 00:45:08,289 --> 00:45:09,575 - I mean, I... - Fuck the rednecks, right? 728 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:11,531 - That's right. - Hey. I'm a redneck hairy, 729 00:45:11,626 --> 00:45:12,867 and you know I can just kick your ass. 730 00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:14,292 You know I can just kick your ass. 731 00:45:14,378 --> 00:45:15,994 - John, is there a comment? - What? 732 00:45:16,088 --> 00:45:17,044 John. 733 00:45:19,258 --> 00:45:22,092 What I want to know is, with all the poems you created, 734 00:45:22,178 --> 00:45:23,635 it is not possible everything tells about a penis. 735 00:45:23,721 --> 00:45:26,054 I mean, I'm sure you might have such beautiful poetry. 736 00:45:26,140 --> 00:45:27,551 What I believe in 737 00:45:27,642 --> 00:45:31,181 is that we all have undergone, in our alcohol dependence, 738 00:45:31,270 --> 00:45:33,262 living a chaotic life. 739 00:45:33,606 --> 00:45:36,394 And I think there is a very thin line 740 00:45:36,484 --> 00:45:40,273 between creating chaos because of passion and adventure 741 00:45:40,363 --> 00:45:43,982 and create chaos because your dependence on the chaos itself. 742 00:45:45,451 --> 00:45:49,570 Now, John never talks much, so maybe he thinks he's better than us. 743 00:45:50,039 --> 00:45:51,905 So, John, do you want to tell us about your dependence? 744 00:45:54,252 --> 00:45:55,959 Oh 745 00:45:57,046 --> 00:45:59,003 This... Have I ever said, "John, I'm an alcoholic?" 746 00:45:59,090 --> 00:46:01,173 Just tell me about your experience. 747 00:46:04,136 --> 00:46:05,217 Um... 748 00:46:06,430 --> 00:46:08,296 I, um... 749 00:46:08,391 --> 00:46:11,930 I started drinking alcohol at the age of 13. 750 00:46:13,854 --> 00:46:14,970 Um... 751 00:46:16,107 --> 00:46:20,477 I stole a bottle of gin from Aunt Diane. 752 00:46:21,570 --> 00:46:24,358 And, um, I like it. 753 00:46:25,241 --> 00:46:26,197 Very like it. 754 00:46:27,159 --> 00:46:28,650 And I never stop. 755 00:46:30,288 --> 00:46:31,199 OK. 756 00:46:31,831 --> 00:46:33,538 Um, yeah... 757 00:46:35,459 --> 00:46:36,575 Continue. 758 00:46:37,586 --> 00:46:40,454 I mean, I still drink, I guess, 759 00:46:41,632 --> 00:46:45,797 because I am an adopted child. I was adopted. 760 00:46:46,178 --> 00:46:47,294 And, um, 761 00:46:48,556 --> 00:46:52,266 maybe it makes me not care too much about with that kind of thing. 762 00:46:53,561 --> 00:46:54,472 Or... 763 00:46:55,396 --> 00:46:56,307 Yes. 764 00:46:57,064 --> 00:46:58,555 I don't, I really don't know. 765 00:47:00,067 --> 00:47:01,979 - Yes... - Corky drinks because his name is Corky (drunkard). 766 00:47:05,489 --> 00:47:07,355 I drink because my shoes are too tight. 767 00:47:07,450 --> 00:47:09,658 You know, 768 00:47:09,744 --> 00:47:11,576 I am glad you all feel that this is entertaining. 769 00:47:11,871 --> 00:47:15,080 John, what we are trying to show is we all have a reason. 770 00:47:15,708 --> 00:47:20,169 I feel offended you describe a painful part of my childhood, 771 00:47:20,546 --> 00:47:22,788 like being an orphan, as a reason. 772 00:47:24,508 --> 00:47:28,843 I mean, it's a fact among the others. 773 00:47:28,929 --> 00:47:32,422 Like, for example, I can't move a muscle under my chest. 774 00:47:32,516 --> 00:47:34,633 Does that meet the requirements as a reason? 775 00:47:34,727 --> 00:47:37,970 - What are you laughing at? - We are all waiting for that. 776 00:47:38,064 --> 00:47:40,056 We only know you definitely will say that, that's all. 777 00:47:40,149 --> 00:47:41,890 - The base of the cow is loose! - Oh. 778 00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:44,852 You won't know the pain if it crawls your ass and devours you full! 779 00:47:44,945 --> 00:47:46,186 How dare you! 780 00:47:46,280 --> 00:47:48,488 I'm sorry. 781 00:47:49,909 --> 00:47:53,619 Actually, I have liver cancer. 782 00:47:56,999 --> 00:48:00,788 And let me tell you a story about your poor fate, okay? 783 00:48:00,878 --> 00:48:04,667 You just keep saying, "Unfortunately my fate (poor me)" and so on until you don't realize you will say, 784 00:48:04,757 --> 00:48:06,498 - "Pour me another drink. (Pour me)" - Mm. 785 00:48:07,426 --> 00:48:08,462 And as a note, 786 00:48:08,886 --> 00:48:12,971 when I first came here, I was a useless fat cow. 787 00:48:13,057 --> 00:48:14,514 But I'm working on these 12 stages, 788 00:48:14,600 --> 00:48:16,808 and I carve little by little life for myself. 789 00:48:17,353 --> 00:48:18,719 I'm sorry, Reba. 790 00:48:20,648 --> 00:48:22,059 For all, forgive me. 791 00:48:22,149 --> 00:48:23,890 - It's okay. - It is expected. 792 00:48:23,984 --> 00:48:27,022 It's OK, John. 793 00:48:27,113 --> 00:48:29,150 You're right on schedule, baby. 794 00:48:30,282 --> 00:48:32,399 And I'm glad you're here. I want you to know that. 795 00:48:33,077 --> 00:48:34,443 - Thank you. - I'm glad you're here. 796 00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:42,201 I like you all. 797 00:48:43,003 --> 00:48:45,746 You are all crazy. 798 00:48:49,218 --> 00:48:51,505 We also like you, friend. 799 00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:53,461 Well, wait until you know me better. 800 00:49:39,226 --> 00:49:40,137 Hey, bro. 801 00:49:41,103 --> 00:49:42,435 Can you ask a little? 802 00:49:43,439 --> 00:49:46,352 Damn, I haven't even taken a drink. 803 00:49:46,442 --> 00:49:48,650 There is one in my right shirt pocket here. 804 00:49:48,736 --> 00:49:50,978 In this jacket. Just take it. This is another liter. 805 00:50:04,585 --> 00:50:06,542 Okay, good. thanks. 806 00:50:07,963 --> 00:50:09,625 Mr. Katz will meet you. 807 00:50:10,216 --> 00:50:11,206 Oh, thank you. 808 00:50:20,518 --> 00:50:21,884 Good afternoon. 809 00:50:21,977 --> 00:50:22,967 Good afternoon. 810 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,512 Thank you very much for taking the time to meet me. 811 00:50:25,606 --> 00:50:26,596 Nothing. 812 00:50:27,274 --> 00:50:29,937 - Can I help you with something? - My name is John Callahan. 813 00:50:30,027 --> 00:50:33,111 I was born in 1950 at the old Hospital St. Vincent 814 00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:35,776 I know three things about my mother: he is Irish-American, he has red hair, 815 00:50:36,283 --> 00:50:39,196 - he's a teacher. - Mm-hmm. 816 00:50:39,286 --> 00:50:40,743 Oh yeah. And he doesn't want me. 817 00:50:40,829 --> 00:50:42,991 So, four things. 818 00:50:43,457 --> 00:50:45,073 819 00:50:45,709 --> 00:50:47,826 However, I hope you can help me find him. 820 00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:52,506 I sketched the face from what I remember as best as I could. 821 00:50:53,175 --> 00:50:54,382 Maybe it will help you. 822 00:50:59,598 --> 00:51:00,509 Very good. 823 00:51:01,016 --> 00:51:01,881 Callahan. 824 00:51:01,976 --> 00:51:03,012 Yes, John. 825 00:51:03,644 --> 00:51:05,010 Old Hospital St. Vincent. 826 00:51:06,355 --> 00:51:08,517 Let's see. 827 00:51:17,283 --> 00:51:18,490 Is that really my file? 828 00:51:18,576 --> 00:51:20,033 OK. Here is the file. 829 00:51:20,119 --> 00:51:21,200 That? Let me see it. 830 00:51:21,620 --> 00:51:22,952 What if we go back there? 831 00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:26,702 OK. 832 00:51:34,842 --> 00:51:36,003 What's in it? 833 00:51:36,068 --> 00:51:38,342 STOP CONTRACT 834 00:51:39,346 --> 00:51:41,303 Mr. Callahan, there is little I can do. 835 00:51:42,308 --> 00:51:44,220 Wait. No, you saw something. 836 00:51:44,310 --> 00:51:46,017 - Mr. Callahan. Mr. Callahan. - What's in it? What are you... 837 00:51:46,103 --> 00:51:47,514 The State of Oregon has a law. 838 00:51:47,605 --> 00:51:49,346 Forget the State of Oregon. Come on. 839 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:50,931 Mr. Callahan, I can lose my job. 840 00:51:51,025 --> 00:51:53,358 - There is nothing I can do. - Wait, what's in it? 841 00:51:53,777 --> 00:51:55,985 What is that... what is "Maggie Lynch"? 842 00:51:56,071 --> 00:51:57,437 - I can't say, Mr. Callahan. - Is that the name? 843 00:51:57,531 --> 00:51:58,863 - Maggie Lynch? - Mr. Callahan, I can't say it. 844 00:51:58,949 --> 00:52:00,861 What do you mean you can't say? It is clearly written there. 845 00:52:00,951 --> 00:52:02,533 I see it. Is that the name, Maggie Lynch? 846 00:52:02,620 --> 00:52:05,078 Mr. Callahan, I won't lose my job. 847 00:52:05,164 --> 00:52:06,325 Fuck your work, friend. 848 00:52:06,415 --> 00:52:09,533 You might have sat in the back of this closet for 25 years. 849 00:52:09,627 --> 00:52:10,913 - Exit. - Your life is sad. 850 00:52:11,003 --> 00:52:11,834 - Be a man! - Exit. 851 00:52:11,920 --> 00:52:13,627 Aw, fuck with you. 852 00:52:30,606 --> 00:52:32,973 Maybe it's the battery of your seat or the connection or whatever. 853 00:52:34,610 --> 00:52:35,521 You arrived. 854 00:52:36,528 --> 00:52:38,315 - Can you leave a quarter? - Yes. 855 00:52:38,405 --> 00:52:41,273 Two-three-four... 856 00:52:41,367 --> 00:52:42,903 Two-four-five-nine. 857 00:52:44,870 --> 00:52:45,781 Here it is. 858 00:52:46,747 --> 00:52:47,954 Thank you, sir. 859 00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:48,951 You're welcome. 860 00:52:49,500 --> 00:52:51,241 Disability Resource Center. 861 00:52:51,335 --> 00:52:52,701 Hey, this is John. 862 00:52:53,045 --> 00:52:54,081 Wait a minute. 863 00:52:55,547 --> 00:52:56,583 Here is Suzanne. 864 00:52:57,007 --> 00:52:59,499 Hey, Suzanne. This is John. 865 00:53:00,928 --> 00:53:03,841 My seat is broken. Can someone come here to help me? 866 00:53:03,931 --> 00:53:04,762 John? 867 00:53:04,848 --> 00:53:08,216 John, it's been the third time in a few months this incident has been repeated. 868 00:53:08,310 --> 00:53:11,348 You know, we have reduction since the new president was appointed. 869 00:53:11,438 --> 00:53:13,521 - We have our own problems. - Oh, please don't start. 870 00:53:14,274 --> 00:53:16,231 Please don't start. Suzanne... 871 00:53:16,318 --> 00:53:18,605 John, forgive me, I'm not the one who made the rules. 872 00:53:19,446 --> 00:53:21,062 What do I do to you? 873 00:53:21,156 --> 00:53:23,148 What did I do to make you upset? 874 00:53:23,242 --> 00:53:24,608 - Why do you have to treat me like this? - You know, 875 00:53:24,702 --> 00:53:26,989 I heard you took so many trips using that wheelchair 876 00:53:27,079 --> 00:53:28,115 than the average other paralyzed person. 877 00:53:28,205 --> 00:53:32,700 Yes, because I'm an active worker! I'm not a nursing home resident! 878 00:53:32,793 --> 00:53:35,331 So I just ask a little help! 879 00:53:35,754 --> 00:53:36,710 - Be careful, John. - Suzanne, 880 00:53:36,797 --> 00:53:38,959 please, please, I beg you. 881 00:53:39,049 --> 00:53:41,462 - I'm sorry! - Please take care of yourself. 882 00:53:41,552 --> 00:53:42,668 Please, please! 883 00:53:54,064 --> 00:53:58,604 One of the goals of forming a group is to raise awareness for emotional problems unwanted or unnecessary that we have had. 884 00:53:58,694 --> 00:54:02,563 And if left for no reason, we will have this problem for ourselves, 885 00:54:03,407 --> 00:54:07,117 and this problem will lead to... 886 00:54:07,202 --> 00:54:08,738 887 00:54:09,371 --> 00:54:12,614 drinking habits, drug habits, gambling. 888 00:54:13,333 --> 00:54:14,494 and other bad habits. 889 00:54:15,210 --> 00:54:16,951 What are the other bad habits? 890 00:54:17,546 --> 00:54:19,003 I mean, it can be anything. 891 00:54:19,089 --> 00:54:22,708 Can be hoarding, bank robbery, suicide. 892 00:54:22,801 --> 00:54:24,133 Everything can happen, guys. 893 00:54:24,219 --> 00:54:25,300 Mike. 894 00:54:26,513 --> 00:54:27,924 Why don't you tell us your story? 895 00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:30,590 Tell me about your work, start from the beginning. 896 00:54:30,684 --> 00:54:31,765 What is the name of the company? 897 00:54:32,060 --> 00:54:33,050 Uh... 898 00:54:33,812 --> 00:54:36,680 Burnside Exploratory Systems Technology 899 00:54:36,774 --> 00:54:38,310 And abbreviated as BEST. 900 00:54:38,776 --> 00:54:40,358 I, uh... 901 00:54:40,861 --> 00:54:43,194 have an administrator there where I don't really care about him. 902 00:54:44,656 --> 00:54:46,272 Want a war, and he doesn't care whether we win or lose when I work there, 903 00:54:46,366 --> 00:54:48,278 and we are given so much work. 904 00:54:48,368 --> 00:54:49,904 Slow down, Mike. Y-you... 905 00:54:49,995 --> 00:54:51,406 906 00:54:51,497 --> 00:54:53,955 - She's a woman, do you mean your administrator? - Yes. 907 00:54:54,958 --> 00:54:56,165 Yes, and he... 908 00:54:57,377 --> 00:55:00,495 he will only guard himself in his small room. 909 00:55:01,173 --> 00:55:03,790 Then we heard the sound of the recording being heard on the loudspeaker. 910 00:55:04,843 --> 00:55:07,802 Can you tell us a little about this administrator? 911 00:55:07,888 --> 00:55:08,719 Yes. 912 00:55:08,806 --> 00:55:12,516 Yes, first, guard in, uh, our attack unit... 913 00:55:13,018 --> 00:55:14,384 Uh, shit. 914 00:55:16,146 --> 00:55:17,603 I'm sorry, Donnie, can we, uh... 915 00:55:17,689 --> 00:55:19,146 Can we change the topic? 916 00:55:19,608 --> 00:55:20,598 No. 917 00:55:20,692 --> 00:55:22,149 How do you feel about him? 918 00:55:22,694 --> 00:55:23,935 We are like family. 919 00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:26,191 You know, spending enough time with your family, you... 920 00:55:27,574 --> 00:55:29,816 ultimately want to strangle your mother yourself, do you know? 921 00:55:30,244 --> 00:55:31,485 Can I ask something? 922 00:55:31,578 --> 00:55:32,568 Please, Corky. 923 00:55:32,663 --> 00:55:34,905 Are there women in your work? 924 00:55:35,958 --> 00:55:36,869 Yes. 925 00:55:37,459 --> 00:55:39,451 Administrator, but we have never met him. 926 00:55:40,879 --> 00:55:44,498 I want to know why your story is lack of women. 927 00:55:44,967 --> 00:55:47,801 In your childhood, toward the process of maturity, 928 00:55:48,428 --> 00:55:49,635 inside your company. 929 00:55:50,889 --> 00:55:53,848 There must be a woman in your command unit. 930 00:55:57,688 --> 00:55:59,224 Because women can't handle it there! 931 00:55:59,314 --> 00:56:01,021 - Hey! Hey! - OK? Let me tell you, 932 00:56:01,108 --> 00:56:02,440 - none of you - Hey! 933 00:56:02,526 --> 00:56:04,358 - which can last for two seconds there! - Hey! 934 00:56:04,444 --> 00:56:07,733 - Mike, hey! Hey. - Mike. Mike. 935 00:56:07,823 --> 00:56:08,984 - This is a group. - Yes. 936 00:56:09,074 --> 00:56:12,567 Martingale, sit down. Mike, sit down, or you will be expelled from the group. 937 00:56:15,122 --> 00:56:16,033 I'm sorry. 938 00:56:16,665 --> 00:56:18,748 - You all consider this too serious. - I'm sorry, Donnie. 939 00:56:18,834 --> 00:56:21,292 If only you went to St. Church Luke for Sunday services, 940 00:56:21,378 --> 00:56:24,837 I'm pretty sure you can find the safety you've been looking for. 941 00:56:24,923 --> 00:56:27,506 Tim, you're very funny. 942 00:56:27,593 --> 00:56:30,427 Now keep quiet, because no one is asking for your opinion, okay? 943 00:56:31,930 --> 00:56:32,966 Everything, breathe. 944 00:56:33,932 --> 00:56:35,048 Mike, are you okay? 945 00:56:36,852 --> 00:56:40,352 Team, can you pull my pants down so I don't need to pee through my hole? 946 00:56:46,737 --> 00:56:47,853 Here it is, friend. 947 00:56:54,202 --> 00:56:56,068 Hey, you forgot to open the bottle! 948 00:56:56,163 --> 00:56:57,779 Team! 949 00:56:57,873 --> 00:56:59,489 Don't lock the door! Team! 950 00:57:11,762 --> 00:57:13,003 Oh, shit. 951 00:57:15,599 --> 00:57:17,261 I bet you can open this, Snickers. 952 00:57:17,351 --> 00:57:18,842 Damn. 953 00:57:20,354 --> 00:57:22,061 No! 954 00:57:25,233 --> 00:57:26,144 Oh, shit. 955 00:57:47,130 --> 00:57:49,338 Damn. Shit 956 00:57:53,637 --> 00:57:55,674 Damn! 957 00:58:23,291 --> 00:58:24,532 Oh 958 00:58:30,215 --> 00:58:32,377 Oh, God, you bastard. 959 00:59:19,014 --> 00:59:21,597 Please, Please, Please,... 960 01:00:09,773 --> 01:00:10,980 Snickers! 961 01:00:28,125 --> 01:00:29,241 Mother. 962 01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:37,419 Where is the mother? 963 01:00:40,095 --> 01:00:41,506 Mother bastard. 964 01:00:42,264 --> 01:00:43,596 Prostitute mother. 965 01:00:48,270 --> 01:00:50,136 Mother left me here. 966 01:00:53,066 --> 01:00:54,523 I'm a disabled person. 967 01:00:58,155 --> 01:01:00,522 Where is the mother? 968 01:01:19,509 --> 01:01:21,717 You're a good person, John. 969 01:01:25,098 --> 01:01:26,589 You can help yourself. 970 01:01:27,893 --> 01:01:29,725 You can stop drinking, 971 01:01:29,811 --> 01:01:33,475 and you can be healthy and happy. 972 01:01:34,316 --> 01:01:35,898 I know you call mom. 973 01:01:37,194 --> 01:01:38,275 Mother loves you. 974 01:01:42,866 --> 01:01:44,823 Please don't call prostitute mothers. 975 01:01:57,422 --> 01:01:58,412 Hi, Tim. 976 01:02:00,634 --> 01:02:01,624 There is something... 977 01:02:02,636 --> 01:02:05,504 A very big thing happened to me, friend. 978 01:02:07,641 --> 01:02:08,802 Yes, that, uh... 979 01:02:10,185 --> 01:02:11,096 that's good. 980 01:02:11,561 --> 01:02:13,348 I don't think I will drink again. 981 01:02:13,772 --> 01:02:15,354 Do you mind if I eat some of these cakes? 982 01:02:19,194 --> 01:02:20,105 Can you? 983 01:02:20,445 --> 01:02:21,356 Yes, friend. 984 01:02:21,446 --> 01:02:22,937 - Eat. - Thank you. 985 01:02:23,448 --> 01:02:25,155 What happened here? Like a ship breaking. 986 01:02:25,700 --> 01:02:26,611 What... where are Snickers? 987 01:02:26,701 --> 01:02:29,489 I mean, there's no reason why you have to trust me. 988 01:02:33,375 --> 01:02:35,037 Donnie, why do you call them piglets? 989 01:02:35,418 --> 01:02:37,330 Because I'm Aries tripled, Callahan. 990 01:02:38,630 --> 01:02:39,962 And because they allow me so. 991 01:02:42,384 --> 01:02:43,340 See you later. 992 01:02:43,426 --> 01:02:47,170 And because piglets are small and shy animals who try to be brave and can sometimes defeat his fear. 993 01:02:47,264 --> 01:02:49,096 Look, there are only four things: 994 01:02:50,016 --> 01:02:51,507 Keep going to meetings always. Read the book I gave. 995 01:02:51,935 --> 01:02:54,643 Don't drink. 996 01:02:54,729 --> 01:02:55,560 And if you feel like you will drink, call me first, never contact after drinking. 997 01:02:55,647 --> 01:02:58,105 The last two weeks, 998 01:03:41,568 --> 01:03:42,854 we talk about arts and crafts. 999 01:03:42,944 --> 01:03:46,233 Every art has a craft. And every craft has art. 1000 01:03:47,324 --> 01:03:50,237 But a craft seeking full perfection. 1001 01:03:51,202 --> 01:03:54,695 And an art of finding full expression. 1002 01:03:55,790 --> 01:03:57,372 1003 01:03:58,460 --> 01:03:59,371 That's why... 1004 01:04:00,378 --> 01:04:04,213 the work of a craftsman every time is always the same. 1005 01:04:04,591 --> 01:04:06,173 Repeat always. 1006 01:04:08,636 --> 01:04:11,925 That's why there aren't two Mona Lisa. 1007 01:04:14,851 --> 01:04:16,467 And Mona Lisa, itself, 1008 01:04:17,270 --> 01:04:19,808 some say that it's controlled accident. 1009 01:04:20,357 --> 01:04:22,770 While working hard get a scholarship, 1010 01:04:22,859 --> 01:04:26,523 I begin to feel a large flow of energy. 1011 01:04:27,238 --> 01:04:30,151 I suddenly realized that I had become, 1012 01:04:30,617 --> 01:04:35,408 or should have been from before, a cartoonist, comedian, all this time. 1013 01:04:50,365 --> 01:04:53,387 People like you are inspiration for me! 1014 01:04:59,063 --> 01:05:04,800 Nice to meet you Gary, who do you bring with you today? 1015 01:05:21,718 --> 01:05:24,250 It's all, sir? 1016 01:05:26,505 --> 01:05:30,450 I am personally responsible for the suffering of Christ. 1017 01:05:47,402 --> 01:05:48,609 - Here it is. - Thank you. 1018 01:06:22,020 --> 01:06:25,764 I call my highest power Chucky, when the word "God" is not enough. 1019 01:06:26,441 --> 01:06:28,603 Like a character in a horror movie. 1020 01:06:29,319 --> 01:06:33,529 Not that I'm afraid of my highest power. 1021 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:38,906 That's because I feel my higher power is unpredictable. 1022 01:06:39,496 --> 01:06:42,580 This is the handle for you, my little piglets, 1023 01:06:42,665 --> 01:06:45,123 is we don't control the universe. 1024 01:06:45,210 --> 01:06:48,544 And, in fact, the universe will continue without our presence. 1025 01:06:49,130 --> 01:06:50,621 We cannot ask for help 1026 01:06:50,715 --> 01:06:52,923 if we don't think if there are people out there who are giving help. 1027 01:06:53,009 --> 01:06:55,342 You must understand this concept. 1028 01:06:56,012 --> 01:06:59,005 And that doesn't have to be Jesus Christ, 1029 01:06:59,098 --> 01:07:01,181 or Buddha or Vanna White. 1030 01:07:01,267 --> 01:07:04,135 So, can I choose genitals Raquel Welch at will? 1031 01:07:04,729 --> 01:07:06,937 I won't suggest that, Callahan. 1032 01:07:07,023 --> 01:07:07,934 Why? 1033 01:07:08,358 --> 01:07:09,940 Because it's not a joke. 1034 01:07:10,860 --> 01:07:15,571 If you can't see outside yourself, and you can't find your highest power, then you're dead. 1035 01:07:17,992 --> 01:07:19,073 - Yes. - Thank you, Donnie. 1036 01:07:19,160 --> 01:07:20,241 - Of course. - See you later, John. 1037 01:07:20,995 --> 01:07:22,361 - See you later, John. - See you later, Hans. 1038 01:07:23,665 --> 01:07:25,907 Hit yourself wearing fur, not a baseball bat. 1039 01:07:28,044 --> 01:07:29,455 I'm out. I want to smoke. 1040 01:07:31,506 --> 01:07:34,465 Don't believe too long. Step, do work. 1041 01:07:34,551 --> 01:07:36,417 Trust God. Cleaning the house. 1042 01:07:37,595 --> 01:07:38,506 Bring this book. 1043 01:07:39,889 --> 01:07:41,846 Lao-Tzu. We will see. 1044 01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:45,472 There are some important proverbs in this book. 1045 01:07:47,939 --> 01:07:48,850 OK. 1046 01:07:50,233 --> 01:07:52,520 Um, what information do you need? 1047 01:07:52,610 --> 01:07:55,068 Yes, can you read this cartoon for me? 1048 01:07:55,154 --> 01:07:56,941 - Give your opinion. - Yes, let me... 1049 01:07:57,699 --> 01:07:59,361 Let's see. 1050 01:07:59,584 --> 01:08:04,204 Is it true, senator, that you ever ate a cat's tai? 1051 01:08:04,205 --> 01:08:05,036 Mm. 1052 01:08:05,123 --> 01:08:07,115 - Pretty good. Not bad... - I can feel you don't like it. 1053 01:08:07,208 --> 01:08:08,324 Want to see the others? 1054 01:08:11,212 --> 01:08:12,373 Let's see. 1055 01:08:15,345 --> 01:08:21,513 You won't believe this, Mr. Smith. But they opened a new Starbucks branch on your ass !! 1056 01:08:21,514 --> 01:08:22,470 You like that. 1057 01:08:22,557 --> 01:08:24,014 - Yes. - Okay. 1058 01:08:24,100 --> 01:08:25,307 That's good. 1059 01:08:25,393 --> 01:08:27,350 - Yes, that's one of my favorites. - Yes. 1060 01:08:27,437 --> 01:08:29,269 - Aw, thank you. - Very good. 1061 01:08:30,523 --> 01:08:32,014 Hey. Annu? 1062 01:08:34,611 --> 01:08:36,147 - John? - Is that you? 1063 01:08:39,365 --> 01:08:40,981 Look at you. 1064 01:08:41,075 --> 01:08:42,987 You look very handsome. 1065 01:08:43,077 --> 01:08:44,158 Oh 1066 01:08:44,245 --> 01:08:46,032 How are you doing? 1067 01:08:46,623 --> 01:08:47,955 Good. I mean... 1068 01:08:48,041 --> 01:08:49,532 Gosh, you look beautiful. 1069 01:08:49,626 --> 01:08:50,867 What clothes is this? 1070 01:08:50,960 --> 01:08:53,623 Oh, I have a new job now. I work on Air Scandinavia. 1071 01:08:53,713 --> 01:08:56,205 Wow, "Air Scandi-nah-via." 1072 01:08:57,008 --> 01:08:57,919 Really amazing. 1073 01:08:58,009 --> 01:08:59,295 - Yes? - Yes. 1074 01:08:59,385 --> 01:09:01,593 I was promoted. I'm now the team captain. 1075 01:09:01,679 --> 01:09:03,170 - Team captain. - Mm. 1076 01:09:03,514 --> 01:09:06,006 Wow, yes, so you air on first class flights 1077 01:09:06,100 --> 01:09:08,057 - together with the beautiful businessmen? - Yes. 1078 01:09:08,144 --> 01:09:09,601 - Yes. - But I don't really like them. 1079 01:09:09,687 --> 01:09:12,805 Are you... are you free time? Are you in town for a while? 1080 01:09:12,899 --> 01:09:15,141 You want... you want... eat something? 1081 01:09:15,234 --> 01:09:16,645 Yes, I'm stopping here. 1082 01:09:16,736 --> 01:09:18,147 - Really? - That will be very good. 1083 01:09:18,237 --> 01:09:20,729 Yes, well, let's find a place... 1084 01:09:22,784 --> 01:09:23,991 "stop by." 1085 01:09:25,953 --> 01:09:29,321 "Let me straighten out, don't buy hacky sack balls." 1086 01:09:30,249 --> 01:09:31,706 That's really funny. 1087 01:09:31,793 --> 01:09:33,079 - That's you. Right? - Yes. 1088 01:09:33,169 --> 01:09:34,956 Wait, are you... do you really think it's funny? 1089 01:09:35,588 --> 01:09:36,999 - Are you sure? - Yes. 1090 01:10:13,167 --> 01:10:14,829 I will, I will come out. 1091 01:10:17,213 --> 01:10:18,579 I'm out! 1092 01:10:18,673 --> 01:10:20,665 - I'm out! - Oh, my God! 1093 01:10:20,758 --> 01:10:22,624 Oh! Gosh! John, I'm... 1094 01:10:22,719 --> 01:10:25,427 I'm sorry. John, I'm really sorry. 1095 01:10:29,225 --> 01:10:32,593 You have to promise that Team will enter to serve breakfast 1096 01:10:32,687 --> 01:10:34,053 at the same time every morning. 1097 01:10:35,148 --> 01:10:35,979 OK. 1098 01:11:27,867 --> 01:11:29,904 Donnie, I saw gymnasts in the park. 1099 01:11:29,994 --> 01:11:34,409 Mm. Maybe they are doing training for the preparation of the Olympics next year. 1100 01:11:34,499 --> 01:11:36,491 I'm really serious. 1101 01:11:36,584 --> 01:11:39,122 I've seen them since my physical recovery. 1102 01:11:39,212 --> 01:11:42,330 Oh, maybe it's a manifestation of your alcohol recovery, 1103 01:11:42,423 --> 01:11:44,710 if you think you first saw him in the emergency room. 1104 01:11:44,801 --> 01:11:47,168 Maybe they survive to get what they want. 1105 01:11:47,261 --> 01:11:49,378 And what do they want? 1106 01:11:50,014 --> 01:11:51,550 They want you to come with them. 1107 01:11:51,641 --> 01:11:54,224 Yes. But where? 1108 01:11:54,644 --> 01:11:57,512 Because they wave to me, you know? 1109 01:11:57,605 --> 01:11:59,642 To a large park in the sky. 1110 01:12:00,107 --> 01:12:01,973 They can call from the other side. 1111 01:12:02,068 --> 01:12:03,934 Yes, that's what I feared. 1112 01:12:04,904 --> 01:12:06,691 I don't want to go to the park in the sky. 1113 01:12:06,781 --> 01:12:09,524 Callahan, don't be obsessed with gymnasts. 1114 01:12:10,117 --> 01:12:12,905 Go to a meeting, do not drink, and read the book. 1115 01:12:12,995 --> 01:12:14,827 That's all you have to focus on. 1116 01:12:15,122 --> 01:12:16,738 And you have to work on the second stage. 1117 01:12:16,833 --> 01:12:19,166 Like, you have to believe that a power that is greater than you 1118 01:12:19,252 --> 01:12:20,459 can return you to the right path. 1119 01:12:22,672 --> 01:12:26,507 Yes, yes. I know, I know, I know. 1120 01:12:26,592 --> 01:12:30,336 And besides, how are you going to do gymnastics, Callahan? 1121 01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:35,056 - To be honest. - Oh, that's very funny. 1122 01:12:35,142 --> 01:12:39,102 Oh, tomorrow I will fly to New York City for fun. 1123 01:12:39,438 --> 01:12:42,181 Yes, good for you, friend. You deserve it. 1124 01:12:42,275 --> 01:12:43,356 Thank you. 1125 01:12:43,860 --> 01:12:45,817 So, can I contact you later? 1126 01:12:51,826 --> 01:12:52,816 Are you drawing this? 1127 01:12:52,910 --> 01:12:54,367 Yes. Oh, which one? I mean, yes, 1128 01:12:54,453 --> 01:12:56,820 I draw everything, but... Oh, yeah. That's my father. 1129 01:12:59,041 --> 01:13:00,907 This is a good cartoon, friend. Really good. 1130 01:13:02,920 --> 01:13:04,411 So... 1131 01:13:04,505 --> 01:13:06,622 You got it, friend. We will give you a blank panel. 1132 01:13:06,716 --> 01:13:07,627 Really? 1133 01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:18,634 Hey, Mr. Police, look at this. 1134 01:13:23,774 --> 01:13:24,730 Very good. 1135 01:13:24,817 --> 01:13:27,400 Very good, right? thanks. 1136 01:13:27,486 --> 01:13:29,819 - Hey. - Hey, John. How are you dear? 1137 01:13:29,906 --> 01:13:31,363 Very good. Look at this. 1138 01:13:31,449 --> 01:13:32,360 What do you have that 1139 01:13:34,702 --> 01:13:37,570 Oh my goodness. Lisa, look at this, John is in the newspaper Vanguard. 1140 01:13:40,249 --> 01:13:41,239 Hmm. 1141 01:13:44,378 --> 01:13:46,461 - Thank you. - I like the shadow. 1142 01:13:47,965 --> 01:13:48,921 OK. 1143 01:13:49,342 --> 01:13:51,459 Do you want to see? Look, kid, see this. 1144 01:13:51,552 --> 01:13:52,588 - Did you draw it? - Yes. 1145 01:13:52,739 --> 01:13:56,600 Please help me. I'm blind and have black skin tap not a busker. 1146 01:13:58,100 --> 01:13:59,011 That's insulting. 1147 01:13:59,852 --> 01:14:00,842 Insulting? 1148 01:14:04,982 --> 01:14:06,814 Hey, fellow artist. 1149 01:14:06,901 --> 01:14:08,984 See this. Look at this. 1150 01:14:09,070 --> 01:14:11,562 No, I don't want to sell anything. I just want you to see... 1151 01:14:12,239 --> 01:14:15,073 They publish my cartoon, you bastard! 1152 01:14:19,121 --> 01:14:21,329 ♪ Shake it, shake it ♪ 1153 01:14:26,587 --> 01:14:28,670 ♪ Shake it, shake it ♪ 1154 01:14:29,131 --> 01:14:30,542 ♪ Groovin & apos; loose ♪ 1155 01:14:30,633 --> 01:14:32,499 ♪ Or heart to heart ♪ 1156 01:14:32,593 --> 01:14:35,586 ♪ We put in motion every single part ♪ 1157 01:14:36,514 --> 01:14:39,598 ♪ Funky sounds, wall to wall ♪ 1158 01:14:40,017 --> 01:14:43,761 ♪ We & apos; re bumpin & apos; booties, Having us a ball, y & apos; all ♪ 1159 01:14:43,854 --> 01:14:45,436 ♪ Shake your groove thing ♪ 1160 01:14:45,523 --> 01:14:47,515 ♪ Shake your groove thing, yeah, yeah... ♪ 1161 01:14:49,235 --> 01:14:51,352 Hello? 1162 01:14:51,821 --> 01:14:53,107 I just can't do this. 1163 01:14:53,197 --> 01:14:55,314 I will kill Tim. I will kill my maid. 1164 01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:58,362 You know, Callahan, you can't ask for help if you don't think that there are people out there who will help you. 1165 01:14:58,452 --> 01:15:00,614 Yes, I ask for your help, Donnie. That's why I called you. 1166 01:15:00,705 --> 01:15:04,574 Well, damn. 1167 01:15:04,667 --> 01:15:05,703 Donnie will be on a plane going to New York City in half an hour. 1168 01:15:05,793 --> 01:15:08,376 1169 01:15:08,462 --> 01:15:09,998 And I won't go back until Monday. 1170 01:15:11,340 --> 01:15:13,377 There is a gay disco place there named The Saint, 1171 01:15:13,467 --> 01:15:15,424 and I will have fun 1172 01:15:15,511 --> 01:15:17,924 with Howard Rosenman and Andy Warhol, are increasingly found... 1173 01:15:18,014 --> 01:15:21,098 I don't care about your sex life, Donnie. 1174 01:15:21,183 --> 01:15:22,469 Tell me what to do. 1175 01:15:23,811 --> 01:15:25,268 What are the first three stages? 1176 01:15:25,604 --> 01:15:27,061 Donnie, come on. 1177 01:15:27,440 --> 01:15:28,351 Which, that? 1178 01:15:30,151 --> 01:15:33,815 The first, that I was helpless before alcohol and my life became uncontrollable. 1179 01:15:33,904 --> 01:15:36,487 The second, I believe that the power that is is greater than myself 1180 01:15:36,574 --> 01:15:37,610 can restore me in the right direction. 1181 01:15:38,117 --> 01:15:40,484 And thirdly, I make a decision to change my will and my life more than God's love, as I have understood. 1182 01:15:40,578 --> 01:15:42,740 1183 01:15:42,830 --> 01:15:44,196 So you believe you are helpless? 1184 01:15:45,666 --> 01:15:46,577 Yes. 1185 01:15:46,667 --> 01:15:49,876 Do you believe that greater power from you can return you in the right direction? 1186 01:15:50,171 --> 01:15:51,082 Yes. 1187 01:15:51,172 --> 01:15:52,834 And you have made a decision to change your will and your life 1188 01:15:52,923 --> 01:15:55,165 more than the love of God, as you understand it, 1189 01:15:55,259 --> 01:15:57,216 in this case, the sex of Raquel Welch. 1190 01:15:57,303 --> 01:15:59,420 And remember, this is a choice of a higher power that I disagree with. 1191 01:15:59,930 --> 01:16:01,296 - Yes. - Good. 1192 01:16:01,390 --> 01:16:04,098 Now, don't you want to change this direct problem to Chucky? 1193 01:16:04,852 --> 01:16:05,763 Yes. 1194 01:16:06,145 --> 01:16:07,602 Do you feel better? 1195 01:16:11,567 --> 01:16:14,560 Okay, yes, but, Donnie, you tricked me. 1196 01:16:14,653 --> 01:16:16,110 I know what you just did. 1197 01:16:16,197 --> 01:16:18,655 No, Callahan, no. Damn. 1198 01:16:19,283 --> 01:16:20,649 Make a basket of God. 1199 01:16:20,743 --> 01:16:22,700 Write your problem on paper, crush the paper, 1200 01:16:22,787 --> 01:16:24,028 and throw it into the basket. 1201 01:16:24,580 --> 01:16:26,412 Drink water 1202 01:16:30,086 --> 01:16:32,829 "I'm afraid. Who will protect me?" 1203 01:16:42,223 --> 01:16:44,055 Tim. Team? 1204 01:16:45,226 --> 01:16:46,182 Hey, friend. 1205 01:16:46,268 --> 01:16:49,011 Can you take the paper and throw it in God's basket? 1206 01:16:56,529 --> 01:16:58,361 Oh yeah. Yes. 1207 01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:00,279 Hey, you know, this is actually quite fun. 1208 01:17:00,741 --> 01:17:04,951 John, as editor Portland State Vanguard, 1209 01:17:05,037 --> 01:17:07,996 some of us enjoy your humor, 1210 01:17:08,082 --> 01:17:12,247 but some of us are also worried that everything might be too much. 1211 01:17:13,546 --> 01:17:16,254 We have 55 letters here from BEM 1212 01:17:16,841 --> 01:17:18,798 who complains about your cartoon. 1213 01:17:18,884 --> 01:17:22,377 "Mr. Callahan, I was amazed with your simple scribbles, 1214 01:17:22,471 --> 01:17:25,339 your wrong humor ideas, and the impudence you have..." 1215 01:17:25,432 --> 01:17:28,140 - Is that true? - "makes you think that people enjoy your work." 1216 01:17:28,227 --> 01:17:30,059 Yes. This is from Woodburn, Oregon. 1217 01:17:30,479 --> 01:17:31,686 We still have a lot. 1218 01:17:32,189 --> 01:17:33,521 Alright, listen, guys, 1219 01:17:33,607 --> 01:17:36,224 I understand that people come to your editorial office 1220 01:17:36,318 --> 01:17:37,900 to register complaints about me... 1221 01:17:37,987 --> 01:17:41,822 Christians, LGBT people, teachers, foreigners, janitors, lab mice 1222 01:17:41,907 --> 01:17:45,150 all feel that this is offensive, where, you know... 1223 01:17:46,078 --> 01:17:47,944 This is the thing... Is this a good thing? 1224 01:17:48,038 --> 01:17:49,700 We accept a little threat. 1225 01:17:49,790 --> 01:17:51,952 There is this one from Willamette Week. 1226 01:17:52,668 --> 01:17:54,250 John, this, frankly, is surprising. 1227 01:17:54,336 --> 01:17:57,795 What is the paper used by Gary Larson to draw cartoons? 1228 01:17:57,882 --> 01:18:03,048 Yes. And they want to give you cartoon series for yourself. 1229 01:18:03,137 --> 01:18:05,129 We think this is too far. 1230 01:18:05,222 --> 01:18:06,087 Are you serious? 1231 01:18:06,182 --> 01:18:07,923 Uh... 1232 01:18:08,017 --> 01:18:09,098 Is there a mop? Is there a mop? 1233 01:18:09,185 --> 01:18:10,141 - What happened? - Oh. 1234 01:18:10,227 --> 01:18:12,014 - Please find a mop. - Uh... 1235 01:18:12,646 --> 01:18:13,636 Pel? 1236 01:18:13,731 --> 01:18:15,768 Wait, don't... 1237 01:18:15,858 --> 01:18:18,100 - Don't take a pee photo. - Oh, ewhh. 1238 01:18:18,194 --> 01:18:20,561 They publish your cartoon. We are really serious. 1239 01:18:20,654 --> 01:18:22,816 - I thought you were kidding. - No, no. 1240 01:18:24,450 --> 01:18:25,611 Put it in the Funny part. 1241 01:18:27,703 --> 01:18:28,614 No. 1242 01:18:31,916 --> 01:18:33,248 Put this one for Annu. 1243 01:18:33,249 --> 01:18:37,452 Wheelchair users. The rose is red, the begonias are thick, I can feel my hand, but I can't feel my cock. 1244 01:18:38,339 --> 01:18:39,546 That's really funny. 1245 01:18:47,473 --> 01:18:48,680 Why did you call him Chucky? 1246 01:18:50,351 --> 01:18:51,341 Why not? 1247 01:18:53,187 --> 01:18:54,974 You know, on the day I stopped drinking, 1248 01:18:55,814 --> 01:18:57,601 I feel a hand on my shoulder. 1249 01:18:58,817 --> 01:19:00,774 But when I turn to see it, 1250 01:19:01,737 --> 01:19:04,400 there is nothing there, but I don't imagine it. 1251 01:19:07,952 --> 01:19:09,614 "Look, but you can't see it. 1252 01:19:09,703 --> 01:19:12,195 Because it's not shaped, you call it" invisible ". 1253 01:19:13,582 --> 01:19:15,790 Listen, but you can't hear it. it doesn't sound ". 1254 01:19:17,378 --> 01:19:19,586 Hold it, but it's out of your reach. 1255 01:19:20,464 --> 01:19:22,706 Because it's subtly, you call it" intangible. " 1256 01:19:23,050 --> 01:19:25,042 Uh, who is that quote? = Lao-Tzu. 1257 01:19:26,470 --> 01:19:27,677 Chucky. 1258 01:19:28,430 --> 01:19:29,420 Oh, hubba, hubba, hubba. new boyfriend, Donnie? 1259 01:19:30,766 --> 01:19:31,677 Oh no, no. = Maybe you are weakened so that you can become strong, Callahan. 1260 01:19:32,977 --> 01:19:34,138 Have you ever thought like that? 1261 01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:40,770 The road to enlightenment is to know yourself. 1262 01:19:43,445 --> 01:19:44,561 1263 01:19:44,947 --> 01:19:46,404 1264 01:19:48,450 --> 01:19:51,238 1265 01:19:51,328 --> 01:19:52,694 1266 01:19:56,166 --> 01:19:58,408 1267 01:19:59,712 --> 01:20:01,248 How to get to know me? 1268 01:20:02,881 --> 01:20:03,962 By forgetting yourself. 1269 01:20:10,514 --> 01:20:11,971 Oh what did the doctor say? 1270 01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:15,471 I will share my experience when I was in India. 1271 01:20:15,561 --> 01:20:17,427 Let me finish it so I don't forget anymore. 1272 01:20:17,980 --> 01:20:20,063 I drive north, towards Bombai. 1273 01:20:20,149 --> 01:20:22,357 I met a group of teachers at the Hilton Bombai Hotel. 1274 01:20:22,443 --> 01:20:23,934 Oh yes, no, you told me this story. 1275 01:20:25,154 --> 01:20:26,065 Really? 1276 01:20:26,363 --> 01:20:28,776 Yes. The beggar girl is there. 1277 01:20:30,159 --> 01:20:31,570 I don't remember ever telling it. 1278 01:20:33,954 --> 01:20:34,865 Donnie. 1279 01:20:36,999 --> 01:20:38,456 What do doctors say? 1280 01:20:46,675 --> 01:20:47,756 I'm messed up. 1281 01:20:54,975 --> 01:20:56,557 I have to drink more water. 1282 01:21:19,458 --> 01:21:21,825 Mmm. It tastes good. thanks. 1283 01:21:27,591 --> 01:21:29,753 "Dear Mr. Callahan, we are sorry to tell you 1284 01:21:29,843 --> 01:21:32,005 that even though your cartoon promises, 1285 01:21:32,471 --> 01:21:35,635 but that is not the quality of work that we usually do in The New Yorker 1286 01:21:36,266 --> 01:21:37,757 Thank you for your submission. " 1287 01:21:38,644 --> 01:21:39,805 Who also wants to read The New Yorker ? 1288 01:21:44,233 --> 01:21:48,477 " Mr. Callahan, you have to draw with your hands the same one or change the profession into a plumber. " 1289 01:21:49,780 --> 01:21:50,941 " Greetings, Robert. " 1290 01:21:52,533 --> 01:21:53,865 That's new. 1291 01:21:56,453 --> 01:21:57,364 Hey... 1292 01:21:59,164 --> 01:22:01,747 Do you feel that the joke is it would be funny if I started from paramecium, dogfish, chimpanzee, Neanderthal, human? 1293 01:22:01,834 --> 01:22:06,124 Or it should... 1294 01:22:06,755 --> 01:22:08,246 paramecium, trilobite, raptor, lemur, Neanderthal, human? know. 1295 01:22:08,966 --> 01:22:13,836 We just put it in the "Not Ready" section. 1296 01:22:16,181 --> 01:22:17,092 Hello. John, can I enter? 1297 01:22:18,225 --> 01:22:20,137 Suzanne. 1298 01:22:37,202 --> 01:22:39,319 Hey. 1299 01:22:39,746 --> 01:22:41,703 A pleasant surprise. 1300 01:22:41,790 --> 01:22:42,746 1301 01:22:42,833 --> 01:22:44,699 1302 01:22:49,756 --> 01:22:51,338 Where do you get money for these posters? 1303 01:22:51,425 --> 01:22:53,007 Friends, family. 1304 01:22:53,093 --> 01:22:54,174 You have to write it down. 1305 01:22:54,553 --> 01:22:56,920 You must report it... any gift or donation. 1306 01:22:57,014 --> 01:22:57,925 Well... 1307 01:22:58,765 --> 01:23:01,428 I once smoked in Old Town a few days ago. 1308 01:23:01,518 --> 01:23:02,725 Should I also report? 1309 01:23:04,104 --> 01:23:07,017 Mr. Callahan, I'm sorry. I'm not the one who made the rules. 1310 01:23:07,107 --> 01:23:08,689 I just tried enough for to make you understand 1311 01:23:08,775 --> 01:23:10,937 how bad the situation is. Income from your cartoon 1312 01:23:11,028 --> 01:23:12,815 can make your regular payments be forcibly stopped. 1313 01:23:12,905 --> 01:23:14,942 Then, how do you avoid that? 1314 01:23:15,032 --> 01:23:16,068 I don't know. 1315 01:23:16,158 --> 01:23:18,491 But, uh... this doesn't look good for you. 1316 01:23:19,620 --> 01:23:22,988 Uh, who can I talk to about this particular rule? 1317 01:23:23,665 --> 01:23:28,126 I mean, how can I get sanctioned just for making money this month? 1318 01:23:28,921 --> 01:23:33,291 Mr. Callahan, we have reason to believe if you are a pretty suspicious person. Okay? 1319 01:23:33,759 --> 01:23:35,921 I just don't want your regular income to be stopped. 1320 01:23:36,637 --> 01:23:39,004 Each letter starts in the same way. 1321 01:23:39,515 --> 01:23:40,972 It's always your fault. 1322 01:23:41,475 --> 01:23:44,263 You know, I... I know, um, 1323 01:23:44,686 --> 01:23:47,178 a man who used to be a social worker. 1324 01:23:47,272 --> 01:23:48,604 Since then he has become my friend. 1325 01:23:49,066 --> 01:23:53,231 And he told me that every cocky client... 1326 01:23:53,320 --> 01:23:58,611 will be recorded in the archive as a crazy troublemaker. 1327 01:23:59,076 --> 01:24:00,783 Do you believe that? 1328 01:24:01,161 --> 01:24:03,198 Insane troublemakers. 1329 01:24:04,665 --> 01:24:06,998 John, we are not here to complain. 1330 01:24:08,085 --> 01:24:09,951 We don't want to hear anything about social workers. 1331 01:24:11,338 --> 01:24:13,580 Tell me your story, tell me about yourself. 1332 01:24:13,966 --> 01:24:18,427 This is my life. I hang my life on them. 1333 01:24:18,512 --> 01:24:19,923 I don't know what you mean. 1334 01:24:20,013 --> 01:24:24,178 What I mean is, what of them makes you complain? 1335 01:24:25,018 --> 01:24:27,226 This is not about the advisor itself. 1336 01:24:27,896 --> 01:24:28,852 Continue. 1337 01:24:32,234 --> 01:24:33,600 I mean, I can't walk. 1338 01:24:33,694 --> 01:24:34,684 Why can't you walk? 1339 01:24:35,237 --> 01:24:38,150 Because I had an accident. 1340 01:24:38,240 --> 01:24:39,151 What is the reason? 1341 01:24:39,908 --> 01:24:43,447 Because of that bastard, Dexter, 1342 01:24:44,121 --> 01:24:46,363 falling asleep at the wheel of the car. 1343 01:24:46,456 --> 01:24:47,446 Why did he do it? 1344 01:24:48,000 --> 01:24:49,741 Because he is drunk. 1345 01:24:50,085 --> 01:24:51,496 Okay, and why are you in the car? 1346 01:24:54,339 --> 01:24:56,456 Because we will go to the next party. 1347 01:24:56,550 --> 01:24:59,418 He is the one driving the car. I don't know why... 1348 01:24:59,511 --> 01:25:01,252 - Okay, but why... - I can't drive. 1349 01:25:01,346 --> 01:25:04,680 Wait, Callahan, why did you come with him if you already knew from the start that he was drunk? 1350 01:25:04,766 --> 01:25:07,725 I don't know, because I'm like a child! Have you ever done something wrong? 1351 01:25:07,811 --> 01:25:11,851 Why did you come in the car if you already knew from the start that he was drunk? 1352 01:25:11,940 --> 01:25:14,933 Why did you do that? Will you do it now? 1353 01:25:15,027 --> 01:25:17,735 Are you going to ride the car together someone who is drunk? 1354 01:25:19,406 --> 01:25:20,613 Why did you do it? 1355 01:25:21,033 --> 01:25:22,399 I don't know why. 1356 01:25:22,492 --> 01:25:26,657 I... I'm really drunk. 1357 01:25:26,747 --> 01:25:28,830 I was really drunk at that time. 1358 01:25:28,915 --> 01:25:31,077 I've been drunk since I was a child. 1359 01:25:31,710 --> 01:25:34,418 I'm so embarrassing. I know, because I'm not... 1360 01:25:36,882 --> 01:25:42,719 I don't feel loved, I don't feel desirable, and I try to hide my feelings. 1361 01:25:43,263 --> 01:25:44,174 And that works. 1362 01:25:46,516 --> 01:25:48,929 I was born in 1951. 1363 01:25:50,604 --> 01:25:52,687 At the Old Hospital of St. Vincent. 1364 01:25:55,317 --> 01:25:57,809 I know three things about my mother. 1365 01:26:00,489 --> 01:26:01,855 He's an Irish-American. 1366 01:26:02,532 --> 01:26:03,693 He has red hair. 1367 01:26:04,785 --> 01:26:06,401 And he's a teacher. 1368 01:26:09,373 --> 01:26:10,989 Oh yeah. 1369 01:26:12,167 --> 01:26:13,578 And he doesn't want me. 1370 01:26:26,682 --> 01:26:28,639 I was abandoned by my father... 1371 01:26:29,434 --> 01:26:31,801 I've hated him since I was 11... 1372 01:26:32,771 --> 01:26:34,808 expanding himself to all my family. 1373 01:26:37,234 --> 01:26:39,351 One Christmas... 1374 01:26:39,444 --> 01:26:40,560 at the dining table... 1375 01:26:41,488 --> 01:26:44,401 there... chaos. 1376 01:26:45,867 --> 01:26:49,611 And Tommy, who is five years younger than me, 1377 01:26:51,415 --> 01:26:52,451 shout. 1378 01:26:53,208 --> 01:26:57,919 Every time my father punishes one of my brothers... 1379 01:27:01,133 --> 01:27:02,465 and not me, 1380 01:27:03,593 --> 01:27:05,926 it makes me free from guilt... 1381 01:27:07,305 --> 01:27:08,466 to punish it. 1382 01:27:09,474 --> 01:27:11,761 I think this is important, you know? 1383 01:27:13,186 --> 01:27:16,099 I never felt being a part of them. 1384 01:27:17,232 --> 01:27:19,315 I never felt to be one of them. 1385 01:27:22,696 --> 01:27:26,030 I thought drinking would make me forget about my problem. 1386 01:27:26,825 --> 01:27:29,659 I got messed up... 1387 01:27:32,122 --> 01:27:34,205 until I will never forgive them. 1388 01:27:38,044 --> 01:27:39,160 Oh, I mean that... 1389 01:27:39,504 --> 01:27:41,461 I mean, they will never forgive me... 1390 01:27:42,883 --> 01:27:46,297 for all my actions first. 1391 01:27:47,387 --> 01:27:48,673 What did you just say? 1392 01:27:48,764 --> 01:27:49,971 They won't... 1393 01:27:50,682 --> 01:27:52,765 forgive me for all actions that I did first. 1394 01:27:54,978 --> 01:27:57,937 That they won't forgive you or you won't forgive them? 1395 01:27:59,524 --> 01:28:01,356 That they will not forgive me. 1396 01:28:01,443 --> 01:28:03,150 You said you would not forgive them. 1397 01:28:03,570 --> 01:28:06,688 Okay, why do I have to forgive them... 1398 01:28:08,408 --> 01:28:09,489 forgive them? 1399 01:28:10,327 --> 01:28:12,535 Because they make you a scapegoat. 1400 01:28:12,621 --> 01:28:15,580 Because they are not your biological parents, because they have other children. 1401 01:28:17,542 --> 01:28:19,750 Forgive your biological mother for throwing you away. 1402 01:28:24,716 --> 01:28:25,627 Think about my feelings! 1403 01:28:26,009 --> 01:28:27,625 I will not forgive them. 1404 01:28:30,806 --> 01:28:32,297 You're on time, John. 1405 01:28:32,891 --> 01:28:35,008 You're approaching the ninth stage, 1406 01:28:35,101 --> 01:28:39,186 that is you have to meet with these people 1407 01:28:39,272 --> 01:28:40,683 and forgive them personally. 1408 01:28:43,235 --> 01:28:44,146 That's it? 1409 01:28:47,364 --> 01:28:49,151 I mean, uh... 1410 01:28:50,200 --> 01:28:51,441 I thought a little...... my story will end with an epiphany. 1411 01:28:52,619 --> 01:28:55,453 Like, I... 1412 01:28:55,914 --> 01:28:57,075 fall and cry, and .. 1413 01:28:58,834 --> 01:29:01,577 healed forever. 1414 01:29:02,379 --> 01:29:03,870 No. 1415 01:29:05,966 --> 01:29:06,922 No, I don't feel different now. I'm not... 1416 01:29:07,008 --> 01:29:10,877 I don't feel I have a big moment. 1417 01:29:13,473 --> 01:29:15,339 This is a great moment in your life. 1418 01:29:15,433 --> 01:29:16,719 There is no lightning that will greet you and heal you. 1419 01:29:16,810 --> 01:29:20,554 Rather, there will be discoveries and epiphany and moments of enlightenment. 1420 01:29:20,856 --> 01:29:26,693 But this doesn't go away. 1421 01:29:26,778 --> 01:29:28,610 You have to fight all this every day. 1422 01:29:30,782 --> 01:29:32,944 Some of the pain will remain in you forever. 1423 01:29:33,034 --> 01:29:35,117 Part of that shame will remain in you forever. 1424 01:29:35,203 --> 01:29:37,115 But you have to fight for it, or you can die. 1425 01:29:37,205 --> 01:29:40,414 Thank you. 1426 01:29:44,546 --> 01:29:45,536 Mr. Levine? 1427 01:29:51,595 --> 01:29:52,676 1428 01:29:54,389 --> 01:29:55,880 - John? - Yes. 1429 01:29:56,892 --> 01:29:58,099 It's been a long time. 1430 01:29:58,727 --> 01:29:59,808 Uh, hey. 1431 01:29:59,895 --> 01:30:01,386 - How are you doing? - I am fine. 1432 01:30:01,479 --> 01:30:02,845 - Are you still drawing? - Yes. 1433 01:30:02,939 --> 01:30:05,522 I still remember when I was in high school, 1434 01:30:05,609 --> 01:30:07,145 You have a little problem with a sketch. 1435 01:30:07,736 --> 01:30:09,147 But every time you use oil paint, 1436 01:30:09,237 --> 01:30:10,773 - the opposite happens. - Yes. 1437 01:30:11,072 --> 01:30:13,109 You're a pretty smart student at that time. 1438 01:30:14,159 --> 01:30:15,149 Hey, um... 1439 01:30:16,786 --> 01:30:18,573 Hey, I just want to apologize. 1440 01:30:18,663 --> 01:30:19,699 What are you apologizing for? 1441 01:30:20,373 --> 01:30:21,409 I... 1442 01:30:22,250 --> 01:30:24,993 I always bring problems when I was in school first, and 1443 01:30:25,086 --> 01:30:26,202 and you don't deserve it. 1444 01:30:26,296 --> 01:30:28,583 And, uh, I feel guilty, and 1445 01:30:29,174 --> 01:30:30,540 I just want to make up for my mistakes. 1446 01:30:30,634 --> 01:30:33,092 Very good you said that, John. 1447 01:30:33,178 --> 01:30:36,091 The teenagers go through these stages, so... 1448 01:30:36,181 --> 01:30:38,764 I can see the potential in you. That is the main one. 1449 01:30:38,850 --> 01:30:41,263 I've stolen clothes from this shop ten years ago, 1450 01:30:42,062 --> 01:30:44,395 and I want to redeem it for you. 1451 01:30:44,731 --> 01:30:46,814 That will mess up our finances. 1452 01:30:46,900 --> 01:30:47,981 Um... 1453 01:30:48,068 --> 01:30:52,153 Just enter $ 5 in the charity box, and it has redeemed it, kid. 1454 01:30:54,449 --> 01:30:55,405 Hey, John. 1455 01:31:10,757 --> 01:31:12,168 What do you want from me, John? 1456 01:31:12,759 --> 01:31:14,967 Yes, I just feel that, 1457 01:31:15,053 --> 01:31:18,592 we have a pretty bad relationship, and, um 1458 01:31:19,140 --> 01:31:21,803 It might make you feel bad. And, um... 1459 01:31:22,519 --> 01:31:26,012 I realize that is a very difficult job. 1460 01:31:26,398 --> 01:31:30,017 And, uh, I might increasingly complicate your work. 1461 01:31:31,444 --> 01:31:32,480 And, um... 1462 01:31:33,655 --> 01:31:35,066 and I want to apologize. 1463 01:31:35,991 --> 01:31:39,359 Well, thank you for apologizing. I... 1464 01:31:39,786 --> 01:31:42,244 And, uh... of course. I forgive you. 1465 01:31:44,791 --> 01:31:47,909 Hey, I made this picture for you. 1466 01:31:54,968 --> 01:31:56,504 Oh my goodness. 1467 01:31:57,095 --> 01:31:59,553 Well... I don't know, maybe you can help me. 1468 01:31:59,848 --> 01:32:02,966 I tried drawing about Klan members, this... 1469 01:32:03,977 --> 01:32:06,185 You know, just makes them look human? 1470 01:32:06,271 --> 01:32:07,853 - Because people often talk about... - Members of the KKK? 1471 01:32:07,939 --> 01:32:10,226 No, because people always think that... 1472 01:32:11,234 --> 01:32:15,069 this racist is purely evil, even though they are actually your neighbors. 1473 01:32:15,155 --> 01:32:16,737 I don't know, I guess... 1474 01:32:17,115 --> 01:32:18,196 sheets. 1475 01:32:18,908 --> 01:32:21,992 Uh... what I like about these sheets is... 1476 01:32:22,495 --> 01:32:24,703 like warm and soft when you just pulled it out of the dryer. 1477 01:32:27,167 --> 01:32:29,750 Do you not like it when it's still warm from the dryer? 1478 01:32:30,587 --> 01:32:33,000 ♪ What & apos; s the matter With the crowd, I'm seeing? ♪ 1479 01:32:33,089 --> 01:32:35,456 ♪ Don & apos; t you know that They & apos; re out of touch? ♪ 1480 01:32:37,719 --> 01:32:40,006 ♪ Should I be a fucking straight-A student? ♪ 1481 01:32:40,096 --> 01:32:42,884 ♪ If you are then you think too much... ♪ 1482 01:32:44,017 --> 01:32:46,054 Dexter? 1483 01:32:47,479 --> 01:32:50,847 ♪ You can & apos; t trashy dress Till you spend a lot of money ♪ 1484 01:32:50,940 --> 01:32:53,899 ♪ Everybody & apos; s talking & apos; bout The new sound... ♪ 1485 01:32:53,985 --> 01:32:54,896 You don't remember me? 1486 01:32:56,362 --> 01:32:57,853 How are you doing? 1487 01:32:59,824 --> 01:33:02,316 ♪ What & apos; s the matter With the car I & apos; m driving... ♪ 1488 01:33:03,578 --> 01:33:04,568 Gosh. 1489 01:33:05,747 --> 01:33:08,490 Um, you know, I, uh... 1490 01:33:09,584 --> 01:33:12,918 is making a living. I just did my job. 1491 01:33:13,379 --> 01:33:15,871 ♪ Nowadays you can & can't be too sentimental... ♪ 1492 01:33:15,965 --> 01:33:16,921 How are you doing? 1493 01:33:17,967 --> 01:33:18,923 I'm fine. 1494 01:33:19,677 --> 01:33:20,758 Really. 1495 01:33:22,263 --> 01:33:23,174 Yes. 1496 01:33:23,973 --> 01:33:24,963 I'm not drunk anymore. 1497 01:33:25,517 --> 01:33:26,928 - Really? - Yes. 1498 01:33:28,520 --> 01:33:29,476 Yes. 1499 01:33:29,562 --> 01:33:32,100 And, uh... it tastes good. 1500 01:33:32,190 --> 01:33:33,146 Really delicious. 1501 01:33:33,900 --> 01:33:35,812 I'm doing it too, sometimes not, 1502 01:33:35,902 --> 01:33:37,768 - for the past seven years, but... - Is that true? 1503 01:33:37,862 --> 01:33:40,570 I really, I'm screwed, friend. I'm not... 1504 01:33:40,657 --> 01:33:41,693 Ah, it's okay. 1505 01:33:41,783 --> 01:33:42,899 Sometimes I drink too, but... 1506 01:33:45,120 --> 01:33:47,703 Comrade, I have almost a few more can reach you, 1507 01:33:47,789 --> 01:33:51,282 but, uh, you know, everything gets messed up. 1508 01:33:51,376 --> 01:33:53,117 I'm so glad you're here. 1509 01:33:53,795 --> 01:33:56,333 Yes. Sometimes I also think of you. 1510 01:33:57,257 --> 01:34:00,125 I just don't know what to say. I really... 1511 01:34:01,136 --> 01:34:02,798 I mean, there's nothing I can say. 1512 01:34:02,887 --> 01:34:04,298 There is nothing I can say. 1513 01:34:06,057 --> 01:34:08,014 You know, what I've understood is,... 1514 01:34:08,810 --> 01:34:10,176 I mess up myself. 1515 01:34:10,270 --> 01:34:12,387 And it's been a long time before I met you. 1516 01:34:14,315 --> 01:34:15,351 It's okay. 1517 01:34:16,359 --> 01:34:17,645 Really. Do not feel guilty. 1518 01:34:18,111 --> 01:34:21,525 No, actually I want to apologize to you. 1519 01:34:22,282 --> 01:34:24,820 What do you mean? You don't... Why are you sorry? 1520 01:34:25,535 --> 01:34:29,700 Hey, friend, I'm also responsible, and I'm sure 1521 01:34:29,789 --> 01:34:31,371 that might make you very guilty. 1522 01:34:32,000 --> 01:34:33,957 I mean, for years, I imagine. 1523 01:34:34,043 --> 01:34:36,251 I don't want you to feel guilty or feel bad. 1524 01:34:36,337 --> 01:34:39,000 You must know that I'm very happy, friend. 1525 01:34:39,924 --> 01:34:41,756 Seriously. Everything is alright. 1526 01:34:42,844 --> 01:34:43,925 OK. 1527 01:34:44,971 --> 01:34:46,803 - Not kidding, right? - Yes. 1528 01:34:46,890 --> 01:34:49,724 My life is very bad, friend. 1529 01:34:51,102 --> 01:34:52,138 Sorry. 1530 01:34:53,980 --> 01:34:54,970 I'm sorry. 1531 01:34:59,402 --> 01:35:00,358 Um... 1532 01:35:05,491 --> 01:35:07,608 I will come. I will come. 1533 01:35:09,245 --> 01:35:11,077 Ah, ah, it's okay, friend. 1534 01:35:21,174 --> 01:35:22,085 Hi, Mother. 1535 01:35:25,220 --> 01:35:26,427 Mother looks beautiful. 1536 01:35:31,643 --> 01:35:34,010 I think I want to ask forgiveness from my mother more than anyone. 1537 01:35:37,023 --> 01:35:38,309 I swear at my mother. 1538 01:35:39,359 --> 01:35:40,895 I scream at mom. 1539 01:35:44,530 --> 01:35:46,112 I never thought... 1540 01:35:47,158 --> 01:35:48,490 what it feels like to you. 1541 01:35:51,454 --> 01:35:53,446 Maybe the mother is very heavy hearted to lull me. 1542 01:35:55,166 --> 01:35:56,282 Or maybe not. 1543 01:35:57,835 --> 01:35:59,246 And that's fine. 1544 01:36:02,715 --> 01:36:03,626 I guess... 1545 01:36:06,261 --> 01:36:10,255 I think I will never find a mother, no matter how much I look for. 1546 01:36:11,891 --> 01:36:14,178 I look for every Maggie Lynch whenever possible. 1547 01:36:16,062 --> 01:36:19,100 You know, I even found someone who knew my mother. 1548 01:36:22,527 --> 01:36:23,813 Almost. 1549 01:36:28,032 --> 01:36:29,068 But, mother... 1550 01:36:31,953 --> 01:36:32,909 wherever... 1551 01:36:33,413 --> 01:36:34,620 wherever mom is, 1552 01:36:35,707 --> 01:36:37,118 I want you to know... 1553 01:36:40,253 --> 01:36:41,585 if I forgive you. 1554 01:36:44,465 --> 01:36:45,546 It's okay. 1555 01:36:53,558 --> 01:36:55,049 What is that painting, Donnie? 1556 01:36:56,477 --> 01:36:57,513 I don't know. 1557 01:36:59,897 --> 01:37:03,106 I got this because it was inherited, like other objects here. 1558 01:37:04,694 --> 01:37:05,605 This... 1559 01:37:06,696 --> 01:37:08,278 my grandparents, 1560 01:37:09,824 --> 01:37:11,440 really rich. 1561 01:37:12,452 --> 01:37:14,444 So, my parents grew up to be rich people, 1562 01:37:15,288 --> 01:37:17,496 and then, I'll do it too. 1563 01:37:17,582 --> 01:37:19,915 Like, this looks stupid. 1564 01:37:22,420 --> 01:37:24,036 Good, but still stupid. 1565 01:37:26,174 --> 01:37:28,632 Have you met every person you have hurt? 1566 01:37:29,844 --> 01:37:31,551 Forgive everyone you want to forgive? 1567 01:37:32,096 --> 01:37:33,007 Yes. 1568 01:37:33,848 --> 01:37:34,838 So... 1569 01:37:35,516 --> 01:37:37,052 what, everything is over, huh? 1570 01:37:38,353 --> 01:37:39,844 Next, the tenth stage. 1571 01:37:40,355 --> 01:37:41,345 What about you? 1572 01:37:43,733 --> 01:37:44,689 What do you mean? 1573 01:37:45,109 --> 01:37:46,816 All of this isn't about your mother. 1574 01:37:48,237 --> 01:37:49,819 You also have to forgive yourself. 1575 01:37:52,200 --> 01:37:54,237 Forgive yourself for listening to Dexter, 1576 01:37:54,327 --> 01:37:56,284 forgive yourself for traveling with him that night. 1577 01:38:06,798 --> 01:38:08,630 Hello, Brenda. Hello, all my friends. 1578 01:38:08,716 --> 01:38:11,424 How are you guys? This is a great day. 1579 01:38:11,511 --> 01:38:13,969 Hey, what happened? What's wrong, John? 1580 01:38:14,055 --> 01:38:15,842 Ah, not much. 1581 01:38:15,932 --> 01:38:17,969 As usual. 1582 01:38:18,810 --> 01:38:21,143 I thought you might want to read this. 1583 01:38:21,938 --> 01:38:22,894 What is this? 1584 01:38:23,231 --> 01:38:24,312 Oh, it's okay. 1585 01:38:26,401 --> 01:38:29,610 Mm-hmm. 1586 01:38:30,405 --> 01:38:31,646 This is funny. 1587 01:38:31,739 --> 01:38:32,650 What is this magazine? 1588 01:38:33,116 --> 01:38:34,573 Penthouse. Oh, wow, that's good. 1589 01:38:35,076 --> 01:38:37,284 - "Wow, that's good"? That is all? - This is amazing. 1590 01:38:37,787 --> 01:38:39,779 "This area is guarded by lesbians." 1591 01:38:39,872 --> 01:38:41,283 What is your problem with lesbians? 1592 01:38:41,958 --> 01:38:43,449 Are they scary or something? 1593 01:38:43,543 --> 01:38:46,581 No, that's not it... I just feel, maybe they're like, 1594 01:38:46,671 --> 01:38:49,539 security guard at an empty construction site. 1595 01:38:50,091 --> 01:38:51,798 Articles that are very educational. 1596 01:38:51,884 --> 01:38:54,376 This is just an ordinary cartoon. I mean, this is intended to be funny. 1597 01:38:54,470 --> 01:38:55,381 Hey, John! 1598 01:38:55,721 --> 01:38:56,882 - John! - Yes? 1599 01:38:56,973 --> 01:38:57,884 What do you have? 1600 01:39:00,893 --> 01:39:02,384 - Are you ready? - Yes. 1601 01:39:03,646 --> 01:39:04,557 See this. 1602 01:39:05,481 --> 01:39:07,017 OK, let me see. 1603 01:39:07,108 --> 01:39:09,851 Okay, this is funny. 1604 01:39:09,944 --> 01:39:10,980 - This is funny. - This is funny. 1605 01:39:11,070 --> 01:39:11,935 - Yes. - Yes. 1606 01:39:12,029 --> 01:39:14,146 It's funny. Why do you think it's funny? 1607 01:39:14,824 --> 01:39:15,905 - Oh, wow. - This, uh... 1608 01:39:17,618 --> 01:39:18,984 It's funny because this makes you laugh. 1609 01:39:19,078 --> 01:39:19,989 It's not so funny. 1610 01:39:20,413 --> 01:39:22,325 This joke is funny because there is a sign 1611 01:39:22,415 --> 01:39:26,329 which gives the impression that lesbians will kick your ass if you cross. 1612 01:39:26,419 --> 01:39:28,160 This is unexpected. 1613 01:39:28,254 --> 01:39:30,246 This is like a warning board for vicious dogs, 1614 01:39:30,339 --> 01:39:32,080 - but changed to lesbian. - Thank you. 1615 01:39:32,175 --> 01:39:34,212 I mean, to the readers of Penthouse, 1616 01:39:34,302 --> 01:39:38,012 these men have the same fear of women. 1617 01:39:38,097 --> 01:39:41,135 This is an unexpected shared fear. 1618 01:39:41,225 --> 01:39:42,136 I mean, this... 1619 01:39:42,768 --> 01:39:45,010 Wow. I mean, what is more frightening than a group of women... 1620 01:39:45,104 --> 01:39:46,470 who doesn't need men? 1621 01:39:48,316 --> 01:39:50,808 This too... really funny. 1622 01:39:50,902 --> 01:39:52,518 - That's also my opinion. - This is funny. 1623 01:39:52,612 --> 01:39:54,604 - I didn't even think about it before. - "Lesbian," ends the exclamation point. 1624 01:39:54,697 --> 01:39:56,529 - Wow. - Do you want more beer? 1625 01:39:56,616 --> 01:39:58,152 Let me treat you. What are you drinking? 1626 01:39:58,242 --> 01:39:59,153 Uh... 1627 01:39:59,744 --> 01:40:00,734 - Gherkin. - Cerveza? 1628 01:40:00,828 --> 01:40:01,864 - Yes. - Do you want to cerveza? 1629 01:40:01,954 --> 01:40:02,865 - Same. Yes. - It is okay. 1630 01:40:02,955 --> 01:40:04,241 Hey, can you order three cerveza? 1631 01:40:04,332 --> 01:40:06,289 Just like that. Beer for everyone! 1632 01:40:08,669 --> 01:40:11,503 Hey, John. What do you have? 1633 01:40:12,507 --> 01:40:14,043 Yes. 1634 01:40:14,634 --> 01:40:15,715 This one is funny. 1635 01:40:15,801 --> 01:40:17,793 - This letter is for you, John. - Extraordinary. thanks. 1636 01:40:20,801 --> 01:40:24,850 Dear Callahan, I'm really offended by your cartoon in Willamette Week Magazine, 1637 01:40:24,851 --> 01:40:29,001 making fun of the dwarfs is too much. I will no longer read this page in this paper. -Amanda - 1638 01:40:32,527 --> 01:40:34,189 Hey! Callahan! 1639 01:40:34,278 --> 01:40:35,814 I like the lawyer joke! 1640 01:40:35,924 --> 01:40:38,965 My client objected to endless trial delays. 1641 01:40:38,966 --> 01:40:43,650 Lawyers feel themselves, he said, is becoming more painful to bear it. 1642 01:40:43,663 --> 01:40:46,701 - Hey. I like your Jesus joke, friend. - Ah, really? 1643 01:40:46,791 --> 01:40:48,783 Thank God today Friday. 1644 01:40:50,419 --> 01:40:52,661 Your caricature is disgusting. 1645 01:40:52,755 --> 01:40:54,587 Should be removed from the newspaper! 1646 01:40:56,384 --> 01:40:57,215 He is really angry. 1647 01:40:57,301 --> 01:40:59,884 Yes. I prefer responses like that. 1648 01:40:59,971 --> 01:41:01,712 Do you know? He really said it like that. 1649 01:41:02,765 --> 01:41:04,381 Here? 1650 01:41:05,560 --> 01:41:07,222 - You know what I mean? - Mm. 1651 01:41:07,311 --> 01:41:08,973 They are in ten different bands. 1652 01:41:09,397 --> 01:41:11,480 Yes! 1653 01:41:11,566 --> 01:41:12,807 That's what I'm talking about. 1654 01:41:12,900 --> 01:41:14,766 "Harmonious backpacker man..." 1655 01:41:14,860 --> 01:41:16,647 Oh Oh God, Annu, look at this. 1656 01:41:16,737 --> 01:41:18,444 "Harmonious backpacker men 1657 01:41:18,531 --> 01:41:21,274 in making 19th century string instruments 1658 01:41:21,367 --> 01:41:23,950 looking for a place to live radical feminists 1659 01:41:24,036 --> 01:41:26,073 that will not tempt my zodiac seeds. " 1660 01:41:27,373 --> 01:41:29,114 I mean, this really exists? 1661 01:41:29,208 --> 01:41:31,040 Looks not so weird, John. 1662 01:41:31,127 --> 01:41:31,992 No? 1663 01:41:32,086 --> 01:41:33,418 You only lived in the past. 1664 01:41:34,088 --> 01:41:35,545 I living in the future... Oh. 1665 01:41:46,517 --> 01:41:47,678 See you for now. 1666 01:42:08,039 --> 01:42:09,325 I got you. 1667 01:42:12,501 --> 01:42:13,833 Are you trying to get out of dependence? 1668 01:42:15,338 --> 01:42:16,624 Still working, friend. 1669 01:42:18,924 --> 01:42:20,335 Already completing all stages -the stage? 1670 01:42:21,344 --> 01:42:24,303 Yes, I spoke at the meeting last week. 1671 01:42:24,388 --> 01:42:25,970 - John. - Yes. 1672 01:42:27,141 --> 01:42:29,133 That's good. 1673 01:42:30,269 --> 01:42:31,885 I like stage 12. 1674 01:42:31,979 --> 01:42:33,220 Yes, I mean... 1675 01:42:34,482 --> 01:42:36,940 = = I'm so nervous, but... 1676 01:42:38,486 --> 01:42:40,068 I don't know, give back. 1677 01:42:42,657 --> 01:42:43,898 Have you forgiven yourself? 1678 01:42:46,661 --> 01:42:47,697 I think so. 1679 01:42:49,372 --> 01:42:50,954 What do you forgive yourself for? 1680 01:42:53,125 --> 01:42:55,242 I forgive myself for... 1681 01:42:56,712 --> 01:42:58,248 looking for a sexier woman. 1682 01:43:03,260 --> 01:43:05,343 Did I ever tell you how I never got drunk again? 1683 01:43:06,180 --> 01:43:07,136 Tell me again. 1684 01:43:10,559 --> 01:43:12,846 At that time I was dating someone for a long time. 1685 01:43:15,731 --> 01:43:17,893 He's a good person. She's a very sweet person. 1686 01:43:20,361 --> 01:43:23,354 But I... I'm very selfish. 1687 01:43:27,576 --> 01:43:28,908 I'm very messed up. 1688 01:43:32,206 --> 01:43:33,117 And, uh... 1689 01:43:33,958 --> 01:43:36,575 he... uh, one day he came home, 1690 01:43:37,253 --> 01:43:39,666 and I experience convulsions on the floor. 1691 01:43:40,381 --> 01:43:41,462 And... 1692 01:43:51,308 --> 01:43:53,641 When I almost want to drink, 1693 01:43:54,145 --> 01:43:58,014 I don't think of myself or my life. 1694 01:44:03,279 --> 01:44:04,645 I think of him. 1695 01:44:06,449 --> 01:44:07,530 His face. 1696 01:44:16,375 --> 01:44:18,367 I don't know how much more, uh... 1697 01:44:19,837 --> 01:44:21,954 the talk we do, because 1698 01:44:23,632 --> 01:44:26,591 I saw gymnasts in the park, John. 1699 01:44:28,929 --> 01:44:30,090 Don't say that. 1700 01:44:35,394 --> 01:44:37,135 The biggest part of this program 1701 01:44:38,230 --> 01:44:40,347 is the loss of the people you love. 1702 01:44:47,531 --> 01:44:49,693 Being a role model for the world... 1703 01:44:53,162 --> 01:44:56,405 eternal virtue will be yours, 1704 01:44:57,583 --> 01:44:59,666 and finally you go back to an unlimited place. 1705 01:45:02,046 --> 01:45:03,127 Lao-Tzu. 1706 01:45:04,006 --> 01:45:05,417 Chuck E. Cheese. 1707 01:45:17,228 --> 01:45:19,015 I think I'm still a little selfish. 1708 01:45:19,772 --> 01:45:21,809 I help you a lot, because... 1709 01:45:22,566 --> 01:45:23,932 this also helps myself. 1710 01:45:24,026 --> 01:45:25,938 My 12th stage, become a sponsor. 1711 01:45:30,449 --> 01:45:32,532 You're a jerk, John. 1712 01:45:33,536 --> 01:45:34,572 I'm sorry. 1713 01:45:35,663 --> 01:45:36,904 You're the best, Donnie. 1714 01:45:37,957 --> 01:45:38,993 You really helped me. 1715 01:45:39,708 --> 01:45:40,869 You help us all. 1716 01:45:42,795 --> 01:45:45,082 It's so difficult to teach faith to others. 1717 01:45:55,850 --> 01:45:56,806 Give me a hug. 1718 01:46:02,648 --> 01:46:03,559 Come here. 1719 01:46:09,113 --> 01:46:10,024 Drink water. 1720 01:46:10,656 --> 01:46:11,567 You too. 1721 01:46:12,366 --> 01:46:14,949 There is no point. 1722 01:46:15,536 --> 01:46:16,947 Really useless. 1723 01:46:18,581 --> 01:46:19,697 Goodbye, friend. 1724 01:46:21,250 --> 01:46:22,161 - Yes. - Yes. 1725 01:46:22,251 --> 01:46:25,289 He used to wear a really cool scarf. 1726 01:46:25,379 --> 01:46:26,870 Yes, he is like a witch. 1727 01:46:26,964 --> 01:46:28,956 Yes, Donnie was really sick at that time. 1728 01:46:29,466 --> 01:46:31,924 - And he knows that he has AIDS. - Mm. 1729 01:46:32,219 --> 01:46:34,176 That was the last time I saw him before he died. 1730 01:46:34,722 --> 01:46:35,633 - Oh. 1731 01:46:35,931 --> 01:46:36,842 - Yes. - Truth... 1732 01:46:36,932 --> 01:46:38,673 - Yes, the truth is painful. - Yes. Yes. 1733 01:46:38,767 --> 01:46:40,008 Unfortunately so. 1734 01:46:40,102 --> 01:46:41,718 So you want to come to skate with us? 1735 01:46:41,812 --> 01:46:44,270 - Yes. - Yes, of course. Where? 1736 01:46:44,356 --> 01:46:45,767 Uh, under that block. 1737 01:46:45,858 --> 01:46:47,440 - Show me the way. - Yes! There. 1738 01:46:50,362 --> 01:46:51,523 - Over there. - Over there? 1739 01:47:13,969 --> 01:47:17,553 I want to thank all of you who allowed me to be here tonight. 1740 01:47:33,697 --> 01:47:34,608 I feel... 1741 01:47:36,909 --> 01:47:39,868 aroused, magical. 1742 01:47:41,205 --> 01:47:43,822 At night, I seem to think clearly. 1743 01:47:44,541 --> 01:47:47,659 I work hard, but it doesn't feel like hard work for me. 1744 01:47:50,631 --> 01:47:53,419 Intellectual disorder during the daytime 1745 01:47:53,509 --> 01:47:57,128 dissolves in my mind, that moves in a way... 1746 01:47:57,972 --> 01:48:00,214 which is almost natural. 1747 01:48:02,017 --> 01:48:03,133 I'm happy. 1748 01:48:04,937 --> 01:48:08,647 I don't care if the job or any office 1749 01:48:08,732 --> 01:48:10,849 makes my hair gray, because... 1750 01:48:13,487 --> 01:48:18,027 ideas and images flowing through me 1751 01:48:19,118 --> 01:48:20,529 and on paper. 1752 01:48:23,539 --> 01:48:26,077 I want to say thank you to all of you who made it possible for me 1753 01:48:26,166 --> 01:48:27,407 to be here tonight. 1754 01:48:31,296 --> 01:48:32,707 Because if it's not for you... 1755 01:48:34,925 --> 01:48:37,322 maybe I will never succeed until now. 1756 01:49:14,631 --> 01:49:16,213 - Yes! - Yes! 1757 01:49:16,300 --> 01:49:17,131 Oh 1758 01:49:17,217 --> 01:49:18,378 - That was good. - Yes, John. 1759 01:49:18,469 --> 01:49:19,676 - Conquer! - Yes! 1760 01:49:19,762 --> 01:49:20,627 Whoo! 1761 01:49:20,721 --> 01:49:22,883 - Oh. Uh-oh. - Oh! 1762 01:49:24,349 --> 01:49:26,386 - Gosh. - Are you okay? 1763 01:49:26,477 --> 01:49:28,343 Let's raise him. 1764 01:49:28,437 --> 01:49:29,973 - Hold your shoulder - Are you okay? 1765 01:49:30,064 --> 01:49:31,851 This. Hold on. Uh... 1766 01:49:46,300 --> 01:51:19,213 Translation Manual by chandler479 Instagram: @ zulfikarr479 - Greetings from XII IPA 1, SMAN 12 Makassar - 1767 01:51:19,214 --> 01:51:25,051 # I met you on a highway night # 1768 01:51:25,429 --> 01:51:29,639 # Inside a Texas rain # 1769 01:51:31,560 --> 01:51:36,897 # The year that Mama lost her mind # 1770 01:51:37,524 --> 01:51:42,360 # And Papa went insane # 1771 01:51:43,614 --> 01:51:48,359 # And Papa went insane # 1772 01:51:52,789 --> 01:51:58,251 # You took me on a Texas trail # 1773 01:51:58,921 --> 01:52:02,915 # Laredo to Larue # 1774 01:52:04,927 --> 01:52:10,468 # It took me all those Texas towns # 1775 01:52:10,974 --> 01:52:15,218 # To fall in love with you # 1776 01:52:16,939 --> 01:52:21,024 # To fall in love with you # 1777 01:52:25,906 --> 01:52:31,447 # The babies came in winter time # 1778 01:52:32,037 --> 01:52:36,122 # You settled by the stove # 1779 01:52:40,879 --> 01:52:46,091 # You played a song that seemed so long # 1780 01:52:46,718 --> 01:52:51,133 # About a road you drove # 1781 01:52:52,641 --> 01:52:57,181 # About a road you drove # 1782 01:53:01,858 --> 01:53:06,102 # Once you spoke of Paris # 1783 01:53:07,197 --> 01:53:11,487 # And Mama said to you # 1784 01:53:13,745 --> 01:53:18,240 # There & apos; s a Paris far away # 1785 01:53:19,334 --> 01:53:23,920 # And one in Texas, too # 1786 01:53:25,340 --> 01:53:30,085 # And one in Texas, too # 1787 01:53:34,224 --> 01:53:40,095 # The moon has set inside the pines # 1788 01:53:40,605 --> 01:53:44,770 # Your sleep is soft and slow # 1789 01:53:46,611 --> 01:53:51,481 # When you leave me, leave me here # 1790 01:53:52,242 --> 01:53:56,452 # In Texas when you go # 1791 01:53:58,040 --> 01:54:02,876 # In Texas when you go #