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Listen, people.
Listen.

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As a sinner, like a crawling animal...

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... like a boar... that holy things trampled...

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Let me tell you how I endured the dark gospel...

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... and how I can still breathe <br / > while the mucus...

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... goes up to my broken leper lips...

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... and the pornography, the threat
and the violence...

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... rising to my stifled throat.

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Let me tell you, people, how I can live in this world...

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... while I'm not from it.

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And so I can swim in hell, without drowning in the bile.

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I will tell you.
By love. </ P>

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By love, your beautiful people.
Love. </ P>

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Love is not a fleeting encounter with an immoral angel.

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What I'm talking about when I talk about love is the kingdom...

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... the land of refreshing water
and where there is a lot of love.

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It's a place that really exists.

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I talk about the house with its many properties.

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If that was not there, why does it tell?
the Lord of the balance then...

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... that he will prepare a place for you and for me...

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. ..and that he will return?

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Because there He is.

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You've always been mistaken for a girl.

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People made it often comments about.

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You were just in high school.

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That was very expensive.
I remember.

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A new uniform, a suitcase, pens, a pass set, pencils...

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You sat up half the night to sharpen those stupid things over the new carpet.

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I took a week to get it out.

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You loved those shoes.

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With & apos; George Best & apos; written on the sole.
You did not want to wear anything else.

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George Best and Julie Beech.

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At that time you were only interested in them.

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/ p>

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She wrote my name with a pen on her jeans.

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She now lives in South Africa.

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She's doing well.

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Leave that damned in peace.

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It's a cut.

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We're sleavers, sissy.
That's something for men.

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We are breaking things, we're getting hurt, we're not complaining.

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Emma.
A real woman.

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She's a real woman.

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-Would you be able to make me a steak?
-Joe?

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And he has already eaten a Cow Pie.

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That's a forbidden fruit, boy.

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Forbidden.

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Do you already know my steak story? < br /> - What steak story?

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Malky and I were in an Indian tent after visiting a nightclub...

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... with drinks and dancing.
A normal Friday night, around two o'clock.

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This lightweight
slept in his tikka masala.

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He did not get any further than the starter.

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I have ordered what I always take:
vindaloo, extra pedis.

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Malky has ordered a T-bonesteak
because that jerk does not eat anything else.

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The steak is coming... and he just wants to take a bite if...

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Boem.
It's completely loose.

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It's like it wild west.
There is a boar in the corner.

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Real acorns.
Firefighters who did not have a job.

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Rugby players.

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Stomid drones.

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They wounded the immigrant waiters.

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As in a slaughter room in a slaughterhouse.

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So I say to Malky...
I say: & apos; Hé. & apos;

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He works half a cow.
I say: & apos; Hé.

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We have to go there
and help those poor dummies...

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... otherwise there are still dead. & apos;

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And Malky says like a real Christian with a heart of gold:

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& apos; I have no service. & apos;

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Then one of those bastards jumps .. .

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... and he runs his damned over our table.

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Our table.

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He runs after a screaming waiter <br / > with a bread knife.

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And then he is...

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... on Malky & apos; s steak.

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I mean it.

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We've tackled them, boy.

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Ah, if you're talking about the devil.
Now you're there, guest.

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Please, honey.
-Thank you, Emma. </ p >

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I'll take a look at it, Billy.
I was a nurse.

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Come here.

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O my God, have you seen this?

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It's a slice.

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Did you injure yourself on the demolition site? Was it treated against infections?

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It's a cut, honey.
That's what I said.

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No, he has to go directly to the emergency room.

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Can you drive him there, Joe?
-What is there? </ P>

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No, I'm tired.
I can not even have a conversation. </ P>

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He may have already spread. </ P>

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Goddamn it. </ P>

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What do you mean?
-The infection. </ P>

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Een infectie kan je je arm kosten.
-Nee, hij moet naar het ziekenhuis, Malky.

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The infection can not reach your heart. 
-My heart?

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There might be an alternative.

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It's still a gamble, but... < /p>

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...you can always call your mother
and ask if she is coming.

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My mother?
-Yes.

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She can give it a kiss, Billy. Then you'll be fine again. </ P>

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Are you fucking blind, or something? </ P>

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Hey, where did that all turn out?

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Nothing.

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It did not look like it was anything.

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I'm just tired.

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It's okay. Go.
Just go. It's okay. </ P>

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Can you take that blackcurrant jam for me? </ P>

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That?
-Yes, thanks. </ P>

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I want some cookies.

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Chocolate cookies.
No, not those.

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Yes, that.

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And chips?
Want chips ?

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No, I do not need chips.
I already have one.

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Are you blind, or something? -Hey, what are you doing?

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Come on, guest.
Who is retarded.

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Do you want some coffee?

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Do you want a candy, Mom?

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Who think you most delicious.
-No, thank you.

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Are you mad at me?

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It seems like you're mad at me.

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Mam ?
-No, I'm not mad at you.

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What do you want me to say?

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Those bastards did not look.
-Do you want that do not use language?

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I'm sorry, okay?

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He almost knocked you over.
I will not let that happen.

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But so did I have not brought you up.

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I like that myself.

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Do you want a cup of tea, Malcolm?

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You do not feel well.

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I can see it on your face.
Your face is tense.

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I'm just tired.

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You do not have too much...
-Mam.

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You're my son.
I feel it when something's wrong.

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Can not I just be tired?

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Is it hard work? Church demolition?

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It's God's house.
-Yes. Well, it's being demolished. </ P>

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You should go and confess. </ P>

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That new church is very beautiful.
I've seen & apos; m. He is very pretty. </ P>

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00:17:13,958 --> 00:17:17,541
And your tea?
You have not taken a sip of it yet. </ P>

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I have to get back to work. </ P>

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Are you Malky?
I am Paul. </ P>

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The cross is for me. The foreman said you had to take it down. </ P>

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Give me a moment. </ P>

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It's a beautiful building. I've always been fond of Saint Michael & apos; s. </ P>

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Will I tackle & apos; m? </ P>

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Get out of the way. </ P>

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Hé , friend.
Thank you very much.

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I have a new spot for it.

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I'm going to cum. 
O my God.

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When I was little, I went here to the church.

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It's a shame.
It was a nice place.

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Did not you go to church here?

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For me it is only a pile of stones and cement.

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I have not seen you.

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I came by last week.
I knocked on the door.

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I thought I was listening to the TV.

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I'm working, Em.

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Is it me?

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00:22:34,541 --> 00:22:37,041
I have to go back to work.
-You did not come by. </ P>

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I thought
that our relationship was not serious. </ P>

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Is it now out?

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00:23:00,791 --> 00:23:05,500
You know, you keep me going, Malky.
You do it every time.

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It's up to me.

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It's not to you.

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00:24:27,750 --> 00:24:29,041
It's up to me.

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I'm sorry.

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00:24:41,625 --> 00:24:43,083
Whose girl are you?

165
00:24:47,708 --> 00:24:49,166
I'm your girl.

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00:26:57,166 --> 00:26:59,375
Mom, what are you doing? </ p >

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00:27:00,791 --> 00:27:03,458
My goddamn back breaks almost.

168
00:27:03,583 --> 00:27:06,291
That does not surprise me.
Where do you want to have & apos; m?

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There next to the other.

170
00:27:10,791 --> 00:27:14,333
Why do you also carry heavy pots?
I said I will lift the heavy things.

171
00:27:14,458 --> 00:27:15,958
You can not do everything for me.

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00:27:16,083 --> 00:27:20,083
I am self-employed . I must also be able to do something myself. </ P>

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00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:24,458
How are you doing with your back?
- He lifts, so it goes. </ P>

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00:27:24,583 --> 00:27:29,916
And old like me. I'll make some tea.

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Stay there.
I'll do it.

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One tea bag is enough for two cups.

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POPULAR PRIEST WILL RETURN TO LOCAL PARACHAIR AFTER 30 YEARS

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Hey, can you give me a lift?
On the way to work?

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00:30:06,041 --> 00:30:08,416
It's not on your route, is it?
Do not you mind?

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Is there anything?

181
00:30:15,708 --> 00:30:18,708
I'm okay. Okay?

182
00:30:20,083 --> 00:30:21,458
I'm just tired.

183
00:30:23,708 --> 00:30:25,416
Your phone went off.

184
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It's Pete but.
He picks me up on my way to work.

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p>

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00:30:40,833 --> 00:30:42,500
I did not know I was sleeping with you.
He is passing by my house, so...

187
00:30:43,750 --> 00:30:46,625
He seems to like you.

188
00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:53,750
He picks you up and puts you off...

189
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I'm just saying that it's nice of him.

190
00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:03,083
Did I do something wrong?

191
00:31:09,875 --> 00:31:13,458
I have not done anything wrong? </ P>

192
00:31:13,583 --> 00:31:15,625
You know what, I do not need a lift. I am going to walk. I need a fresh nose. </ P>

193
00:31:16,750 --> 00:31:19,125
What should I think? </ P>

194
00:31:19,250 --> 00:31:21,625
I'm going to the pub for you.
Often you do not see me standing. </ P>

195
00:31:21,750 --> 00:31:25,500
... to surprise you, because I thought you would like it...

196
00:31:25,625 --> 00:31:27,500
... and then you step into a car in the car.

197
00:31:27,625 --> 00:31:30,875
That is not fair. We carpool.
-He's calling you baby. </ P>

198
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:34,708
He calls everyone sweetie.
-He calls you goddamn sweetie. </ P>

199
00:31:34,833 --> 00:31:39,750
Do not go scold me.
- Is it me or am I missing something?

200
00:31:39,875 --> 00:31:42,041
Is it because I did not come by often?

201
00:31:42,166 --> 00:31:43,833
Do you have enough of me?

202
00:31:45,250 --> 00:31:47,541
I did not do anything.
-If you do not want me, say it.

203
00:31:47,666 --> 00:31:51,375
Then say what I would have done.
-If you want to leave , you can leave.

204
00:31:55,291 --> 00:31:56,625
I do not need you.

205
00:31:58,750 --> 00:32:00,333
Do you think I need you?

206
00:32:02,583 --> 00:32:05,958
I do not need you fucking. <br / > I do not need anyone. </ P>

207
00:32:17,375 --> 00:32:18,750
Is it out now? </ P>

208
00:32:20,125 --> 00:32:21,625
It looks like it's out. </ P>

209
00:32:24,625 --> 00:32:27,750
It's not right.
You're doing what you always do.

210
00:32:27,875 --> 00:32:29,958
You get angry because you're scared.

211
00:32:30,083 --> 00:32:32,750
Afraid? What am I afraid of?
- I do not know. </ P>

212
00:32:32,875 --> 00:32:35,250
I do not know.
You tell me. </ P>

213
00:32:35,375 --> 00:32:40,000
You always make it
and blame me for that.

214
00:32:40,125 --> 00:32:43,916
I'm too old for these games, Malky. You're too old for it.

215
00:32:45,750 --> 00:32:49,583
I'm here anyway still?
-No, that's not you.

216
00:32:51,083 --> 00:32:52,458
You're not here.

217
00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:56,208
I mean, you look like yourself, but you're not yourself.

218
00:32:58,166 --> 00:32:59,875
I do not even recognize you.

219
00:33:00,791 --> 00:33:02,875
You're a stranger to me.

220
00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:07,125
I'm just tired, okay?
-Leugenaar .

221
00:33:07,250 --> 00:33:09,833
God.
You can not even be honest with me.

222
00:33:15,750 --> 00:33:17,208
You do not trust me.

223
00:33:20,291 --> 00:33:21,833
Do you trust me?

224
00:33:26,458 --> 00:33:28,041
You do not trust me.

225
00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,875
No, why would you?

226
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:40,291
I mean, we only have a relationship for four years.

227
00:33:40,416 --> 00:33:43,958
I take off my pants for you.
I suck your cock for you.

228
00:33:44,083 --> 00:33:47,875
I fuck you in a gruff pub when it suits you.

229
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:52,791
And why? Oh yeah. I know. Yes.
Because it is not serious. </ P>

230
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,458
Well,
for me it is damn serious. </ P>

231
00:36:01,958 --> 00:36:03,625
Another glass, please, honey. </ P> p>

232
00:36:14,208 --> 00:36:18,166
I talked to your guy for a while.
I've clearly told him...

233
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... that if he does not care for you, I'll add to my harem.

234
00:36:23,416 --> 00:36:26,000
I do not know what's wrong.
-How do you think I feel?

235
00:36:26,125 --> 00:36:29,375
I introduced you to each other. <br / "So it's your fault." </ P>

236
00:36:38,125 --> 00:36:42,291
Did I ever tell you my steak story?
-Only 100 or so times. </ P>

237
00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:54,125
Malky and I were in an Indian
restaurant when it all started.

238
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I told you that.

239
00:36:57,500 --> 00:37:00,416
The waiters were potted. I wanted Malky to come with me...

240
00:37:00,541 --> 00:37:02,333
... to piss some blood.

241
00:37:03,666 --> 00:37:06,083
But he did not want it do.

242
00:37:06,208 --> 00:37:10,958
& apos; I can not, Joe. My mother
is at home. My mother is home. & Apos;

243
00:37:11,083 --> 00:37:13,916
You know how he is with his old mother. </ P>

244
00:37:16,333 --> 00:37:19,708
Malky and I beat everything that moved. </ P>

245
00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:23,541
Bodies fell on the ground and heads fell open. </ P>

246
00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:27,333
Everything got pretty red rather quickly. </ P>

247
00:37:29,625 --> 00:37:32,666
Then there were police officers at the door. </ P >

248
00:37:38,125 --> 00:37:40,166
And I'm standing there with a...

249
00:37:43,416 --> 00:37:45,166
... hammer in my hand.

250
00:37:47,791 --> 00:37:49,333
Blood is dripping from it.

251
00:37:52,166 --> 00:37:53,625
And I'm crying.

252
00:37:57,208 --> 00:38:00,208
I mean, I'm really crying because...

253
00:38:00,333 --> 00:38:03,458
... I know what I've done
and not I think I did it.

254
00:38:03,583 --> 00:38:06,833
And I tell Malky...
I beg him, I say:

255
00:38:06,958 --> 00:38:08,916
& apos; I can not turn the bin, Malky.

256
00:38:09,875 --> 00:38:12,041
I can not serve a prison sentence.

257
00:38:12,166 --> 00:38:14,125
I have children at home.

258
00:38:20,250 --> 00:38:21,458
So .. .

259
00:38:22,541 --> 00:38:27,166
... Malky takes the hammer and throws it through the doors.

260
00:38:28,125 --> 00:38:30,458
The agents come in and arrest him.

261
00:38:37,458 --> 00:38:39,375
p>

262
00:38:40,958 --> 00:38:43,041
He's going to be brave.

263
00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:46,250
He said I had nothing to do with it.

264
00:38:48,166 --> 00:38:50,041
He'd done everything.

265
00:38:53,791 --> 00:38:55,583
He took it All in itself.

266
00:38:55,708 --> 00:38:59,000
I know you know...

267
00:39:00,875 --> 00:39:04,000
... that he was in the box before you met.

268
00:39:10,166 --> 00:39:11,208
But you do not know that he was in the bucket for me.

269
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:27,875
Come here.

270
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:31,291
& apos; Now we look through a mirror in a riddle...

271
00:39:31,416 --> 00:39:34,875
... but then we will see face to face.

272
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:39,500
... but then I will know, as I am known myself.

273
00:39:39,625 --> 00:39:45,291
And now faith, hope and love remain. & apos;

274
00:41:37,291 --> 00:41:40,916
Uncle Jim. Will you come with us?
Mama is waiting for us. </ P>

275
00:42:22,750 --> 00:42:24,458
Is it working? </ P>

276
00:42:26,333 --> 00:42:31,708
There is a lot of work to find in this time. Do your best in this function. </ P>

277
00:42:31,833 --> 00:42:33,541
It's not working, Mom. </ P>

278
00:42:39,583 --> 00:42:41,208
You...

279
00:42:41,333 --> 00:42:45,041
The police will not do it
to come over one more time, boy?

280
00:42:45,916 --> 00:42:47,541
I could not handle it.

281
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:52,041
I went to that church tonight.

282
00:42:55,291 --> 00:42:56,916
The new one. </ P>

283
00:43:00,166 --> 00:43:04,375
You probably want to put your hammer in, either, or not? </ P>

284
00:43:05,958 --> 00:43:09,666
There are many churches.
You can not demolish them all.

285
00:43:17,708 --> 00:43:19,500
He is not a good person, Mom.

286
00:43:21,333 --> 00:43:25,250
I cleaned that church for 20 years.

287
00:43:25,375 --> 00:43:28,916
He was always nice to us.

288
00:43:31,250 --> 00:43:37,458
He has a family, you know that?
He has nephews and nieces.

289
00:43:37,583 --> 00:43:39,833
He does not deserve this.

290
00:43:43,916 --> 00:43:46,458
You should see you. <br / > See your face. </ P>

291
00:43:47,916 --> 00:43:51,916
You're freezing cold. You judge people.
That's wrong with you. </ P>

292
00:43:52,041 --> 00:43:53,958
Judging is a sin. </ P>

293
00:43:57,916 --> 00:44:02,250
That's the bad behavior that put you in the cell. ..

294
00:44:02,375 --> 00:44:06,583
... and you let me alone for two years.

295
00:44:06,708 --> 00:44:10,333
The neighbors gossiped behind my back.

296
00:44:10,458 --> 00:44:12,375
The shame...

297
00:44:14,583 --> 00:44:15,958
I'm sorry.

298
00:44:17,583 --> 00:44:19,458
I'm very sorry, Mom.

299
00:44:19,583 --> 00:44:21,791
I do not know what's wrong lately you are.

300
00:44:23,750 --> 00:44:26,541
You have no sympathy.
You think I can handle it.

301
00:44:26,666 --> 00:44:28,833
Well, I can not handle it.

302
00:44:28,958 --> 00:44:32,833
My nerves can not handle it.
I can not take it anymore.

303
00:45:38,416 --> 00:45:39,750
Are you okay?

304
00:45:40,958 --> 00:45:42,500
What do you want again?

305
00:45:46,458 --> 00:45:48,041
I like a fire.

306
00:45:59,041 --> 00:46:01,750
I killed my own father when I was 16.

307
00:46:02,750 --> 00:46:06,541
I had to be on my seventh week. suck cock.

308
00:46:08,083 --> 00:46:10,375
My father forced me to suck his cock.

309
00:46:11,541 --> 00:46:13,833
He said it was okay to enjoy it.

310
00:46:17,333 --> 00:46:20,083
I can still taste it in the back of my throat.

311
00:46:28,833 --> 00:46:31,250
I decapitated it
with my mother's carving knife.

312
00:46:31,375 --> 00:46:33,083
I chopped it neatly .

313
00:46:56,458 --> 00:46:59,166
Do you know how heavy a chopped head is?

314
00:47:01,333 --> 00:47:03,375
I know everything about anger.

315
00:47:03,500 --> 00:47:06,583
I spent two years in a psychiatric ward. .

316
00:47:06,708 --> 00:47:10,750
Seven years under treatment by a prison psychiatrist and then I found God.

317
00:47:10,875 --> 00:47:12,833
That's not why I'm here.

318
00:47:14,416 --> 00:47:16,833
They have everything tried with me, you know.

319
00:47:16,958 --> 00:47:19,666
Psychoanalysis, therapy...

320
00:47:19,791 --> 00:47:23,500
... three rounds of electro shock therapy.
Therapy? Gelul. </ P>

321
00:47:25,375 --> 00:47:27,958
It was not enough.
There was too much shame. </ P>

322
00:47:29,541 --> 00:47:33,250
I could not tell anyone, you know?
Who can you tell tell?

323
00:47:34,625 --> 00:47:36,583
People judge, brother.

324
00:47:38,291 --> 00:47:39,750
You can not trust people.

325
00:47:40,708 --> 00:47:44,416
They even judge unconsciously.

326
00:47:48,416 --> 00:47:50,208
An old priest in The prison...

327
00:47:53,625 --> 00:47:55,125
... gave me this.

328
00:47:57,125 --> 00:47:59,166
& apos; Tell everything, he said.

329
00:48:00,041 --> 00:48:02,958
& apos; All dirty details especially the gore details.

330
00:48:03,083 --> 00:48:06,458
The parts, the images, the memories.
Throw it all out.

331
00:48:08,375 --> 00:48:10,416
Expel the demons. & apos;

332
00:48:15,125 --> 00:48:19,541
I said: & apos; How often should I tell? & apos;
He said: & apos; Seven times forty-seven. & apos;

333
00:48:25,166 --> 00:48:31,666
He will not judge you. p>

334
00:48:32,708 --> 00:48:34,916
He does not give a shame.

335
00:50:46,458 --> 00:50:48,125
I do not trust you, Em.

336
00:51:25,500 --> 00:51:26,916
Are you ready for Hull?

337
00:51:29,041 --> 00:51:31,125
I do not feel like Hull.

338
00:51:33,791 --> 00:51:36,000
Hull?
The next job.

339
00:51:37,166 --> 00:51:39,208
Apparently it's full of holes.

340
00:51:40,666 --> 00:51:44,000
I I did a job there. That must have been ten years ago. </ P>

341
00:51:44,125 --> 00:51:46,291
What a fucking hole. </ P>

342
00:51:46,416 --> 00:51:48,958
It's pretty damned. </ P>

343
00:51:49,083 --> 00:51:52,833
But it's two months work.
It must be.

344
00:51:53,750 --> 00:51:56,083
That's what it's all about, brother.

345
00:52:00,833 --> 00:52:03,083
Do you ever consider doing something else?

346
00:52:05,666 --> 00:52:08,541
Do something else?
What do you mean by that?

347
00:52:09,500 --> 00:52:11,708
You know, something else.

348
00:52:11,833 --> 00:52:13,875
Instead of breaking things up.

349
00:52:14,750 --> 00:52:16,500
I like to demolish things. </ P>

350
00:52:16,625 --> 00:52:18,625
I know that, but...
- I'm good at it. </ P>

351
00:52:19,625 --> 00:52:21,416
You're damn good too.

352
00:52:23,041 --> 00:52:26,291
No one can demolish a building like you, guest.

353
00:52:26,416 --> 00:52:27,708
By the way...

354
00:52:28,708 --> 00:52:31,333
... I can only deal with demolition bullets and hammers.

355
00:52:42,625 --> 00:52:44,416
I always have a certain dream.

356
00:52:47,000 --> 00:52:49,500
It's not really a dream, <br / > It's a nightmare.

357
00:52:49,625 --> 00:52:52,208
I wake up bathed in sweat.

358
00:52:52,333 --> 00:52:55,875
I'll appear at the next demolition, the next job...

359
00:52:56,000 --> 00:52:59,916
... I'm driving in my car with my hammer and my tools...

360
00:53:01,041 --> 00:53:03,041
... and it turns out to be my mother's house. </ p >

361
00:53:04,750 --> 00:53:06,250
My mother's house.

362
00:53:10,583 --> 00:53:12,666
I'm talking to the foreman.
I say:

363
00:53:15,166 --> 00:53:17,208
& apos; That's my mother's house. & apos;

364
00:53:18,125 --> 00:53:19,458
He does...

365
00:53:20,791 --> 00:53:22,958
It does not interest him.

366
00:53:23,083 --> 00:53:26,166
He has the address of a building, goes through it and demolishes it.

367
00:53:26,291 --> 00:53:30,375
& apos; It's a job, it's not personal. & apos; I say: & apos; No.

368
00:53:31,958 --> 00:53:34,041
Het is wel persoonlijk.

369
00:53:34,166 --> 00:53:38,125
It's damn very personal. It's my mother's damn house.

370
00:53:39,125 --> 00:53:42,166
It's my mother's house. & apos;

371
00:53:44,250 --> 00:53:46,791
The crane swings the wrecking ball.

372
00:53:48,000 --> 00:53:49,458
p>

373
00:53:49,583 --> 00:53:52,333
My heart is raging.

374
00:53:52,458 --> 00:53:53,833
The foreman is walking away.
& apos; Not my problem. & apos;

375
00:53:53,958 --> 00:53:56,500
And I'm going crazy...

376
00:53:56,625 --> 00:53:59,833
... because I do not even know if my mother is still inside.

377
00:53:59,958 --> 00:54:03,000
I try to call her,
but the phone does not ring.

378
00:54:03,125 --> 00:54:05,708
p>

379
00:54:05,833 --> 00:54:09,375
I gesture to the crane driver, but he does not see me.

380
00:54:14,583 --> 00:54:15,791
I'm trying to tell someone,
to everyone:

381
00:54:16,791 --> 00:54:19,166
& apos You can not demolish this building.
That's my mother's house. & Apos;

382
00:54:19,291 --> 00:54:20,625
And what happens then? </ P>

383
00:54:54,833 --> 00:54:57,291
I wake up like the wrecking ball
She can not save her.

384
00:55:12,541 --> 00:55:14,250
Malky, what the hell is going on, man?

385
00:55:16,750 --> 00:55:19,416
Damn you're not kidding.
Malky.

386
00:55:57,791 --> 00:56:00,250
What the hell are you doing here?

387
00:56:02,791 --> 00:56:06,041
Look at me.

388
00:56:56,041 --> 00:56:57,625
I do not trust you , Em. </ P>

389
00:57:02,541 --> 00:57:04,000
I do not trust you. </ P>

390
00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:07,333
I do not trust myself, Emma. </ P>

391
00:57:08,541 --> 00:57:10,541
I'm afraid to trust someone. </ P>

392
00:57:11,500 --> 00:57:13,750
I'm afraid of not trusting anyone. </ P>

393
00:57:17,833 --> 00:57:23,166
When the lights are out
and I'm alone in the dark...

394
00:57:23,291 --> 00:57:25,583
... I trust my own hands not.

395
00:57:57,541 --> 00:58:01,791
The tendons are severely damaged and have to be operated immediately.

396
00:58:02,708 --> 00:58:06,541
Hecht & apos; m just.
-He must be operated on.

397
00:58:09,916 --> 00:58:14,416
Okay, I can not force you, but you will no longer be able to use that hand.

398
00:58:32,500 --> 00:58:34,125
How are you, Mom?

399
00:58:35,625 --> 00:58:38,000
I can do not come tonight.
I'm just...

400
00:58:38,125 --> 00:58:40,708
No, I'm okay.
I'm alone...

401
00:58:41,750 --> 00:58:43,250
I'm busy, Mom .

402
00:58:44,125 --> 00:58:45,958
With work and stuff, do you know?

403
00:58:49,208 --> 00:58:51,041
Will I come tomorrow?

404
00:58:53,958 --> 00:58:55,458
See you tomorrow.

405
01:00:28,666 --> 01:00:31,708
What do you think?
Which Do you want to?

406
01:00:32,583 --> 01:00:33,708
Die.

407
01:00:37,208 --> 01:00:38,458
B-tien...

408
01:01:53,250 --> 01:01:55,750
Do you think that he has let you down? </ p >

409
01:01:58,708 --> 01:01:59,875
God?

410
01:02:01,916 --> 01:02:03,708
He did not let you down.

411
01:02:05,333 --> 01:02:07,583
You abandoned yourself.

412
01:02:07,708 --> 01:02:11,833
Did you abandon yourself? ?
- What do you want from me?

413
01:02:18,833 --> 01:02:21,625
Why are you trying to attract my attention?

414
01:02:36,083 --> 01:02:37,791
I'll listen to you.

415
01:02:37,916 --> 01:02:40,166
Sometimes you only need a listening ear.

416
01:02:42,041 --> 01:02:46,208
Why should I talk to you?
I do not know you. I do not trust you. </ P>

417
01:02:47,291 --> 01:02:50,750
You do not know yourself.
You do not trust yourself. </ P>

418
01:02:50,875 --> 01:02:54,333
If you're alone in the dark, you even trust your own hands are not.

419
01:02:59,708 --> 01:03:04,291
I see God in you, Malky.
You must be very brave now.

420
01:03:04,416 --> 01:03:07,458
Put your burden on the feet of Jesus Christ, brother.

421
01:03:48,333 --> 01:03:50,541
Do you know what I see in you, priest?

422
01:03:53,125 --> 01:03:54,625
I see a boy.

423
01:03:55,583 --> 01:04:00,041
I see a little boy with a big knife... </ p >

424
01:04:00,166 --> 01:04:03,500
... who still tries to get the taste of a cock out of his throat.

425
01:04:06,166 --> 01:04:10,083
So where did you enjoy more, brother?

426
01:04:11,750 --> 01:04:16,458
Je father pipes, or behead him with your mother's meat knife?

427
01:04:26,083 --> 01:04:29,916
You bastard.
I'll kill you, you bastard.

428
01:04:37,333 --> 01:04:39,708
Jesus, man. <br / > I'm sorry, Malky. </ P>

429
01:04:40,625 --> 01:04:44,291
Jesus. Sorry, brother.
Forgive me, man. </ P>

430
01:05:03,750 --> 01:05:07,958
You can not wear this cross yourself.
I'll help you carry the load. </ P>

431
01:05:08,083 --> 01:05:11,041
Let me please ease your burden.

432
01:05:24,958 --> 01:05:27,333
He did not even know that it was me, Em.

433
01:05:28,458 --> 01:05:32,375
I swear.
He did not know it was me.

434
01:05:34,333 --> 01:05:36,541
He was blinded by anger.

435
01:05:37,750 --> 01:05:41,875
It could have been anyone.
But that was not the case, was not it, Joe? </ P>

436
01:05:42,000 --> 01:05:45,666
No, it was you. You were there.
His best friend. </ P>

437
01:05:47,666 --> 01:05:51,250
Well, if this is the worst thing that happens to me this week, I'm okay. </ P>

438
01:05:51,375 --> 01:05:54,833
Do not do that .
Does not talk about his behavior properly.

439
01:05:54,958 --> 01:05:56,916
I do not speak well.

440
01:06:00,208 --> 01:06:01,500
I owe it to him.

441
01:06:03,916 --> 01:06:05,166
You know ?

442
01:06:06,541 --> 01:06:08,125
I really care about him.

443
01:06:12,125 --> 01:06:14,291
Every time I go back to him...

444
01:06:15,208 --> 01:06:18,375
Every time I go to his apartment go or work...

445
01:06:19,291 --> 01:06:20,708
... then I know.

446
01:06:20,833 --> 01:06:24,291
Before I get there,
even before I leave...

447
01:06:24,416 --> 01:06:27,208
... I know that's the worst thing I can do.

448
01:06:28,208 --> 01:06:30,833
It's the last thing I should do, 
but...

449
01:06:31,833 --> 01:06:33,333
And then...

450
01:06:35,166 --> 01:06:38,125
... I hate myself and am ashamed .

451
01:06:39,541 --> 01:06:43,500
And then I ask him again:
& apos; Is it me?

452
01:06:43,625 --> 01:06:45,541
Did I do something wrong? & apos;

453
01:06:46,958 --> 01:06:51,125
Come on , Em.
-It's okay. </ P>

454
01:06:52,208 --> 01:06:56,125
Please do not feel sorry for me.
I will not have it anymore. </ P>

455
01:07:52,333 --> 01:07:53,625
Mam? </ P>

456
01:09:18,291 --> 01:09:20,458
Do you remember when I was 12, Mom?

457
01:09:22,791 --> 01:09:24,041
Do you remember?

458
01:09:28,083 --> 01:09:30,166
When I returned from the church?

459
01:09:31,625 --> 01:09:34,041
When I was in the church stayed asleep?

460
01:09:35,291 --> 01:09:36,583
When I...

461
01:09:38,708 --> 01:09:40,208
I was quiet.

462
01:09:43,666 --> 01:09:44,916
Silent.

463
01:09:48,666 --> 01:09:50,375
You said I was quiet.

464
01:09:52,125 --> 01:09:54,166
I was silent for three days.

465
01:09:57,250 --> 01:09:58,708
Silent, damn it.

466
01:10:01,916 --> 01:10:03,583
I was lifeless.

467
01:10:06,958 --> 01:10:08,666
You said to me...

468
01:10:10,958 --> 01:10:12,500
You provoked me.

469
01:10:15,458 --> 01:10:17,583
You bully me.

470
01:10:18,458 --> 01:10:20,833
You pest me, damn it.

471
01:10:20,958 --> 01:10:24,041
& apos; Talk to me, Malcolm.
Tell me.

472
01:10:24,166 --> 01:10:28,416
You do not feel well.
I can see it on your face.

473
01:10:28,541 --> 01:10:30,750
Your face is tense. </ P>

474
01:10:35,625 --> 01:10:37,875
What happened to you? </ P>

475
01:10:38,000 --> 01:10:41,750
You can tell me.
I am your mother. </ P>

476
01:10:42,875 --> 01:10:44,541
You can trust me. & apos;

477
01:10:57,125 --> 01:10:58,541
So I'll tell you.

478
01:11:00,875 --> 01:11:02,375
I trust you.

479
01:11:10,208 --> 01:11:12,125
I need to trust you.

480
01:11:16,333 --> 01:11:17,833
I suffer. </ P>

481
01:11:18,875 --> 01:11:21,500
And why should not I trust you?
You're my mother. </ P>

482
01:11:24,375 --> 01:11:27,875
I need to tell someone.
I'm suffering. </ P >

483
01:11:35,041 --> 01:11:37,125
Do you remember what you said to me, Mom?

484
01:11:39,166 --> 01:11:41,125
Do you remember what you said?

485
01:11:43,583 --> 01:11:45,375
I was 12 years old...

486
01:11:47,000 --> 01:11:49,083
... and I was devastated.

487
01:11:50,208 --> 01:11:52,208
I cried and cried.

488
01:11:54,750 --> 01:11:56,291
And what did you say to me?

489
01:11:59,750 --> 01:12:03,583
& apos; That's not you happened. & apos;

490
01:12:07,125 --> 01:12:08,875
That hurt, Mom.

491
01:12:11,875 --> 01:12:14,375
& apos; That did not happen to you. & apos;

492
01:12:15,250 --> 01:12:17,958
Your guilt is not my responsibility.

493
01:12:18,875 --> 01:12:22,250
Your shame is not my responsibility.

494
01:12:24,500 --> 01:12:27,625
I have my own shame.
I'm struggling with it.

495
01:12:27,750 --> 01:12:31,166
I'm lying there while he's touching me.

496
01:12:34,625 --> 01:12:36,875
I'm fucking 12 years old.

497
01:12:40,500 --> 01:12:46,166
How dare you, mom? <br / > How dare you, damn it? How dare you? </ P>

498
01:12:46,291 --> 01:12:48,666
I was lying there, Mom. </ P>

499
01:12:48,791 --> 01:12:52,291
I was lying there crying and praying and in my mind I begged...

500
01:12:52,416 --> 01:12:57,708
... and the only thing I thought is: 
my mother...

501
01:12:57,833 --> 01:13:01,125
My mother will be so angry with me.

502
01:13:03,500 --> 01:13:07,458
Tell me what I has to do. I promise that I will do everything you say. I promise. </ P>

503
01:13:07,583 --> 01:13:10,375
I just want everything to be as it used to be. </ P>

504
01:13:11,416 --> 01:13:13,208
I will not let you down. </ P>

505
01:13:14,125 --> 01:13:16,875
I will not let you down shame.

506
01:13:17,000 --> 01:13:18,583
I promise.

507
01:14:09,958 --> 01:14:12,500
ROMANS 12, 13

508
01:14:19,083 --> 01:14:21,375
IF THEN YOUR ENEMY HUNGER, EASE TO EAT

509
01:14:21,500 --> 01:14:23,458
IF HE HAS THRUST,
GIVE HIM TO DRINK

510
01:14:23,583 --> 01:14:26,875
BECAUSE BY DOING THAT , YOU WILL HOPE FIRST COOL ON HIS HEAD

511
01:14:53,541 --> 01:14:55,958
I will never forget that priest in prison. </ P>

512
01:14:56,083 --> 01:14:58,416
The one who saved me. </ P >

513
01:14:58,541 --> 01:15:01,541
All others had already given up my ragged soul.

514
01:15:03,333 --> 01:15:05,750
He offered me salvation.

515
01:15:05,875 --> 01:15:08,916
Absolution.
But I had to make the effort myself .

516
01:15:09,916 --> 01:15:12,125
He gave me the tape recorder.

517
01:15:12,250 --> 01:15:15,625
& apos; tell your secrets & apos ;, he said.
& apos; Tell everything.

518
01:15:15,750 --> 01:15:20,083
Split every piece of wood,
lift every stone...

519
01:15:20,208 --> 01:15:22,416
... and leave everything else to God. & apos;

520
01:15:26,375 --> 01:15:28,125
He told me:

521
01:15:29,708 --> 01:15:33,500
& apos; Do not you think you've carried this burden for long enough?

522
01:15:33,625 --> 01:15:36,083
And it's not even your load to wear . & apos;

523
01:15:37,000 --> 01:15:38,583
I said...
I almost spit it out.

524
01:15:38,708 --> 01:15:42,625
& apos; I do not want him to get away with what he did to me. & apos;

525
01:15:46,083 --> 01:15:49,458
That old priest laughed.
He kept laughing.

526
01:15:49,583 --> 01:15:55,375
He said: & apos; Aha. Well, Paul, here I can really help you. </ p >

527
01:15:55,500 --> 01:15:58,291
In this area I know something that you do not know.

528
01:15:58,416 --> 01:16:02,708
No one escapes the master of the balance.

529
01:16:02,833 --> 01:16:06,458
No one can escape < br /> to the effects of his actions.

530
01:16:06,583 --> 01:16:08,250
Not even in death. & apos;

531
01:16:11,416 --> 01:16:13,416
I promise you, Malcolm...

532
01:16:14,875 --> 01:16:18,583
I'll make a solemn promise on this holy ground.

533
01:16:18,708 --> 01:16:23,916
The day will come that even his own skin will testify against him.

534
01:16:57,875 --> 01:16:59,791
I mistreated myself.

535
01:17:05,916 --> 01:17:07,875
I hurt myself...

536
01:17:09,500 --> 01:17:11,166
... physically.

537
01:17:24,916 --> 01:17:27,541
I hurt myself sexually.

538
01:17:36,708 --> 01:17:38,916
Ik verkracht mezelf.

539
01:17:43,125 --> 01:17:46,500
I raped myself until I got blood.

540
01:18:06,250 --> 01:18:10,250
I dig and dig...

541
01:18:12,791 --> 01:18:15,166
... and try to remove its roots in me. </ p >

542
01:18:54,125 --> 01:18:56,458
Forgive me, father, because I've sinned.

543
01:18:58,208 --> 01:19:00,208
It's been 25 years since...

544
01:19:01,791 --> 01:19:03,333
Twenty-five years...

545
01:19:04,625 --> 01:19:10,958
.. .elf months and three days ago
that I last confessed.

546
01:19:15,416 --> 01:19:19,583
Twenty-five years?
What do you want to confess?

547
01:19:21,541 --> 01:19:23,458
Something I have not I've done.

548
01:19:24,958 --> 01:19:28,041
Tell.
-I have to hurt someone.

549
01:19:30,125 --> 01:19:32,833
I have to hurt someone a lot.

550
01:19:35,166 --> 01:19:36,416
Go on.

551
01:19:42,541 --> 01:19:45,250
p>

552
01:19:48,416 --> 01:19:50,375
I trusted a man 25 years ago.

553
01:19:52,041 --> 01:19:53,541
No, that's not true.

554
01:19:56,416 --> 01:19:58,000
I did not trust him.

555
01:20:00,833 --> 01:20:02,833
I was 12 years old.

556
01:20:05,041 --> 01:20:06,791
It had nothing to do with confidence.

557
01:20:10,333 --> 01:20:12,291
I adored him.

558
01:20:17,583 --> 01:20:21,791
He said I had something that other boys did not have. He said I was special. </ P>

559
01:20:23,250 --> 01:20:25,041
Special. </ P>

560
01:20:32,875 --> 01:20:34,666
I was only 12. </ P>

561
01:20:36,375 --> 01:20:39,625
When I woke up the next day, I felt 100 years old. </ P>

562
01:20:43,791 --> 01:20:46,958
He said that God would know if I told anyone. </ P>

563
01:20:47,083 --> 01:20:49,291
That God would punish me. </ P>

564
01:20:54,166 --> 01:20:56,291
God I did not have to punish myself.

565
01:20:57,833 --> 01:21:00,291
I punished myself...

566
01:21:00,416 --> 01:21:06,208
... every day.
Every day, for 25 years.

567
01:21:09,958 --> 01:21:11,750
What do you want? </ P>

568
01:21:12,791 --> 01:21:14,833
Revenge. </ P>

569
01:21:17,750 --> 01:21:20,625
I'm not sure if you're in the right place here. </ P>

570
01:21:23,625 --> 01:21:25,666
Oh, I'm sure the right place.

571
01:21:26,625 --> 01:21:29,166
I do not think I...
-He abused me.

572
01:21:36,958 --> 01:21:39,208
When he put his cock in me...

573
01:21:40,916 --> 01:21:46,916
When he put his eager cock in me, he closed my life.

574
01:21:48,375 --> 01:21:49,958
He is my enemy.

575
01:21:50,875 --> 01:21:55,083
He is my enemy.
Go...

576
01:21:56,208 --> 01:21:57,791
... sit.

577
01:21:59,625 --> 01:22:01,458
Sit down.

578
01:22:03,916 --> 01:22:05,708
Sit and fuck.

579
01:22:34,916 --> 01:22:36,291
I was a boy.

580
01:22:38,208 --> 01:22:39,708
I was just a little boy.

581
01:22:44,708 --> 01:22:46,458
Why are you here?

582
01:22:54,541 --> 01:22:56,541
Do you know Romans?

583
01:23:00,958 --> 01:23:02,708
Vers 12:20?

584
01:23:08,416 --> 01:23:11,875
Do you know Romans? ?
-Yes.

585
01:23:12,000 --> 01:23:14,208
Well, you know why I am here.

586
01:23:29,458 --> 01:23:33,541
He abused me when I was a boy, father.

587
01:23:52,750 --> 01:23:55,083
He needs to know...

588
01:23:59,666 --> 01:24:01,791
... that I forgive him.

589
01:24:09,125 --> 01:24:10,916
I forgive him.

590
01:27:03,375 --> 01:27:05,166
A reading from...

591
01:27:06,125 --> 01:27:07,791
p>

592
01:27:10,333 --> 01:27:13,375
... the book of Paul...

593
01:27:16,666 --> 01:27:18,666
... and his letters to the Romans.

594
01:27:20,833 --> 01:27:22,541
Chapter 12.

595
01:27:26,083 --> 01:27:27,750
Verse 20. </ P>

596
01:27:28,791 --> 01:27:30,958
& apos; Me...

597
01:27:36,500 --> 01:27:38,000
... the vengeance comes. </ P>

598
01:27:39,000 --> 01:27:40,458
I'll...

599
01:27:41,500 --> 01:27:43,458
... return...

600
01:27:45,833 --> 01:27:47,208
... says the Lord.

601
01:27:48,083 --> 01:27:52,250
If then...

602
01:27:56,250 --> 01:27:58,041
If he is thirsty...

603
01:28:00,000 --> 01:28:01,916
... give him a drink...

604
01:28:06,125 --> 01:28:08,416
... because doing so...

605
01:28:10,833 --> 01:28:13,458
... you will hope for fiery coals...

606
01:28:15,666 --> 01:28:17,750
... on his head. & apos;

607
01:29:13,708 --> 01:29:19,041
congratulations, dear Sophie

608
01:29:19,166 --> 01:29:24,208
congratulations