1 00: 00: 02,680 --> 00: 00: 07,242 To my mother, my father and my sister 2 00: 04: 08,800 --> 00: 04: 10,245 Before you die, 3 00: 04: 11,040 --> 00: 04: 13,042 my mother told me that I was not stupid. 4 00: 04: 13,640 --> 00: 04: 15,642 I was just slow to learn. 5 00: 04: 17,920 --> 00: 04: 19,331 "She was a great lady." 6 00: 04: 20,800 --> 00: 04: 22,404 That's what my father said. 7 00: 04: 24,320 --> 00: 04: 26,800 I remember once she told me that, 8 00: 04: 27,000 --> 00: 04: 31,164 since the Civil War, the people of the South had this problem ... 9 00: 04: 32,400 --> 00: 04: 34,129 They felt inferior, 10 00: 04: 34,320 --> 00: 04: 38,609 they were sensitive to criticism about their lifestyle, their education, 11 00: 04: 39,240 --> 00: 04: 40,480 and everything. 12 00: 04: 42,080 --> 00: 04: 45,323 "But you must not to feel inferior, "she said. 13 00: 04: 46,840 --> 00: 04: 49,081 "Not everyone is done to be a doctor, 14 00: 04: 49,440 --> 00: 04: 50,726 "... or artist, 15 00: 04: 51,800 --> 00: 04: 53,131 "... or whatever. 16 00: 04: 55,520 --> 00: 04: 58,569 There is no harm in being an average child. " 17 00: 05: 00,200 --> 00: 05: 01,326 Luke ... 18 00: 05: 10,240 --> 00: 05: 13,881 You certainly do not want to repeat in the same class. 19 00: 05: 17,440 --> 00: 05: 19,807 You'd rather move on, not true ? 20 00: 05: 20,040 --> 00: 05: 22,725 School, math problems ... 21 00: 05: 24,600 --> 00: 05: 25,840 Yes. 22 00: 05: 27,000 --> 00: 05: 31,403 Sorry, I'll bring it tomorrow. I did it, I just forgot. 23 00: 05: 36,480 --> 00: 05: 38,448 Have you had a good summer for now? 24 00: 05: 38,720 --> 00: 05: 40,563 Apart from being here ... 25 00: 05: 43,160 --> 00: 05: 44,161 Normal. 26 00: 05: 46,040 --> 00: 05: 48,122 I spend a lot of time with Jonah. 27 00: 05: 48,480 --> 00: 05: 49,845 Jonah? 28 00: 05: 51,160 --> 00: 05: 52,730 My boyfriend. 29 00: 05: 53,120 --> 00: 05: 54,121 I see... 30 00: 05: 55,400 --> 00: 05: 57,050 he is red, is that it? 31 00: 05: 58,040 --> 00: 05: 59,451 Yes it's him. 32 00: 05: 59,960 --> 00: 06: 01,325 He is cute. 33 00: 06: 01,680 --> 00: 06: 02,681 Yes. 34 00: 06: 04,480 --> 00: 06: 06,209 I'm lucky. 35 00: 06: 06,840 --> 00: 06: 11,050 - I never gave him lessons. - Certainly not. he's talented. 36 00: 06: 20,040 --> 00: 06: 21,724 He leaves in August. 37 00: 06: 22,840 --> 00: 06: 24,444 At the university? 38 00: 06: 28,720 --> 00: 06: 30,961 You are together Since when ? 39 00: 06: 33,600 --> 00: 06: 35,125 Always. 40 00: 06: 36,600 --> 00: 06: 38,250 We've known each other since we were 4 years old. 41 00: 06: 41,360 --> 00: 06: 44,330 - Do your families know? - More or less. 42 00: 06: 44,520 --> 00: 06: 45,681 They accept it? 43 00: 06: 46,640 --> 00: 06: 48,369 Why would not they accept it? 44 00: 06: 49,040 --> 00: 06: 50,087 I... 45 00: 06: 50,280 --> 00: 06: 53,045 We do not talk about it. It's not that important. 46 00: 06: 55,240 --> 00: 06: 57,242 Anyway, it does not matter. 47 00: 06: 58,800 --> 00: 07: 00,245 It does not mortify me more than that. 48 00: 07: 00,440 --> 00: 07: 02,966 Everyone knew that he was going to leave, so ... 49 00: 07: 04,040 --> 00: 07: 05,929 It's not a big surprise. 50 00: 07: 10,720 --> 00: 07: 12,643 It's better than all that, so ... 51 00: 07: 13,400 --> 00: 07: 14,401 It? 52 00: 07: 15,400 --> 00: 07: 16,731 Right here. 53 00: 07: 20,360 --> 00: 07: 23,330 - I like it here. - All tastes are in nature. 54 00: 07: 25,760 --> 00: 07: 28,411 And why do you think that he is better? 55 00: 07: 34,800 --> 00: 07: 38,691 He painted a small painting a watermelon, 56 00: 07: 39,400 --> 00: 07: 41,971 when he was about four years old. 57 00: 07: 43,480 --> 00: 07: 46,802 It was supposed to be a watermelon, a slice of watermelon. 58 00: 07: 47,000 --> 00: 07: 48,968 We could not really say. 59 00: 07: 49,720 --> 00: 07: 51,848 I thought it was a ladybug. 60 00: 07: 52,320 --> 00: 07: 56,086 But it reminded his teacher modern painters. 61 00: 07: 57,040 --> 00: 07: 59,361 She gave a hundred bullets to his parents. 62 00: 08: 00,680 --> 00: 08: 02,409 He was only four years old. 63 00: 08: 03,840 --> 00: 08: 05,649 He is good at everything. 64 00: 08: 06,280 --> 00: 08: 09,284 I'm sure he's not good in everything he does. 65 00: 08: 10,160 --> 00: 08: 11,286 It is true. 66 00: 08: 11,600 --> 00: 08: 13,523 He is bad at sports 67 00: 08: 15,240 --> 00: 08: 16,571 Who is interested in sport? 68 00: 08: 18,200 --> 00: 08: 20,089 Many people. 69 00: 08: 20,600 --> 00: 08: 23,490 Anyway, he is better now, a little. 70 00: 08: 24,640 --> 00: 08: 26,210 I taught him some things. 71 00: 08: 27,280 --> 00: 08: 28,770 Like what ? 72 00: 08: 29,760 --> 00: 08: 31,489 I taught him to swim. 73 00: 08: 32,040 --> 00: 08: 34,486 - Were you in Swim Team? - Yes. 74 00: 08: 35,080 --> 00: 08: 36,206 And baseball. 75 00: 08: 38,280 --> 00: 08: 40,442 His parents had registered him at baseball. 76 00: 08: 40,680 --> 00: 08: 42,603 Imagine what happened. 77 00: 08: 43,600 --> 00: 08: 45,648 He pissed on it before training. 78 00: 08: 45,840 --> 00: 08: 46,841 What? 79 00: 08: 47,040 --> 00: 08: 49,646 He was six years old, it's not new. 80 00: 08: 53,200 --> 00: 08: 55,043 He did my homework. 81 00: 08: 56,360 --> 00: 08: 57,885 And I helped him. 82 00: 08: 59,840 --> 00: 09: 01,524 We had agreed. 83 00: 09: 05,040 --> 00: 09: 07,327 Have you been together since then? 84 00: 09: 09,520 --> 00: 09: 11,124 We appreciate each other. 85 00: 09: 12,840 --> 00: 09: 13,966 It's good. 86 00: 09: 16,120 --> 00: 09: 17,121 It's like... 87 00: 09: 18,520 --> 00: 09: 20,409 What is the word when ... 88 00: 09: 21,880 --> 00: 09: 24,884 You know, rhinos and the little birds 89 00: 09: 25,080 --> 00: 09: 27,287 who eat the chips they have on their backs ... 90 00: 09: 27,600 --> 00: 09: 29,967 - Symbiotic. - Yes, veiled. 91 00: 09: 31,840 --> 00: 09: 33,569 I am the rhinoceros. 92 00: 09: 34,720 --> 00: 09: 35,960 And the bird ... 93 00: 09: 43,280 --> 00: 09: 44,691 I'm sorry. 94 00: 09: 49,040 --> 00: 09: 51,884 But what about you? What do you want to do ? 95 00: 09: 52,360 --> 00: 09: 56,001 Do you have ideas? there is something what would you like to do? 96 00: 09: 57,960 --> 00: 09: 59,007 No. 97 00: 10: 01,320 --> 00: 10: 02,731 I do not know. 98 00: 10: 03,840 --> 00: 10: 05,171 I have not found yet. 99 00: 10: 06,200 --> 00: 10: 07,406 It is not serious. 100 00: 10: 07,600 --> 00: 10: 08,647 Not really. 101 00: 10: 09,040 --> 00: 10: 10,041 It's normal. 102 00: 10: 17,520 --> 00: 10: 19,921 Do your homework, Luke. 103 00: 11: 20,720 --> 00: 11: 22,563 Stop! You have to work! 104 00: 13: 27,880 --> 00: 13: 29,211 I remember, 105 00: 13: 30,280 --> 00: 13: 34,046 when we were in CM 1, we had to write our autobiography. 106 00: 13: 36,120 --> 00: 13: 39,567 Jonah asked his parents how he was when he was a baby. 107 00: 13: 40,880 --> 00: 13: 42,291 They talked to each other, 108 00: 13: 42,480 --> 00: 13: 45,962 and decided it was the moment to tell him that he had been adopted. 109 00: 13: 47,640 --> 00: 13: 49,449 They thought he would be upset, 110 00: 13: 49,640 --> 00: 13: 52,246 that he would not feel loved or sad. 111 00: 13: 54,560 --> 00: 13: 56,881 I think it relieved him. 112 00: 14: 00,200 --> 00: 14: 03,170 His parents had told him that he was special. 113 00: 14: 03,920 --> 00: 14: 05,888 That he was a gift from God. 114 00: 14: 07,480 --> 00: 14: 09,721 I imagine most parents say that. 115 00: 14: 11,200 --> 00: 14: 12,486 "You are special. 116 00: 14: 13,160 --> 00: 14: 14,844 "You are a gift from God. 117 00: 14: 16,520 --> 00: 14: 19,205 You are able to do everything you want. " 118 00: 14: 22,480 --> 00: 14: 27,361 Before that, he was lonely, he was sitting alone in the canteen. 119 00: 14: 28,760 --> 00: 14: 32,003 He was asking people why he had no place among them. 120 00: 14: 33,560 --> 00: 14: 35,244 He wanted to. 121 00: 14: 38,680 --> 00: 14: 40,842 And then suddenly, he was fine. 122 00: 14: 41,840 --> 00: 14: 43,524 Before, he was lonely. 123 00: 14: 44,600 --> 00: 14: 46,284 Now, he was just ... 124 00: 14: 47,560 --> 00: 14: 48,561 ... alone. 125 00: 14: 52,280 --> 00: 14: 53,964 And he understood why. 126 00: 14: 54,520 --> 00: 14: 56,682 He had nothing to do here. 127 00: 14: 58,440 --> 00: 14: 59,805 And He knew ... 128 00: 15: 00,560 --> 00: 15: 01,971 one day ... 129 00: 15: 03,240 --> 00: 15: 04,287 he would leave. 130 00: 18: 20,320 --> 00: 18: 22,322 - How are you ? - Well. 131 00: 18: 24,960 --> 00: 18: 27,566 It's 3000 dollars for parts and labor. 132 00: 18: 29,120 --> 00: 18: 31,441 It's more than it's worth apparently. 133 00: 18: 33,480 --> 00: 18: 36,962 You'd better exchange it against something that rolls. 134 00: 18: 38,080 --> 00: 18: 39,206 I will fix it. 135 00: 18: 39,920 --> 00: 18: 41,331 With what money? 136 00: 18: 57,800 --> 00: 18: 59,768 It looks expensive, college. 137 00: 19: 00,040 --> 00: 19: 01,485 He wants to leave, so I said: 138 00: 19: 01,680 --> 00: 19: 05,082 "Make a loan, I do not care, it's not me who pays. " 139 00: 19: 05,360 --> 00: 19: 07,601 You're sure to want to go also to the north? 140 00: 19: 07,800 --> 00: 19: 10,451 - That's what he decided. - It's cold here. 141 00: 19: 10,640 --> 00: 19: 13,291 - Hey, Luke! - Connecticut, New York, 142 00: 19: 13,840 --> 00: 19: 15,524 the other cities, Detroit. 143 00: 19: 15,880 --> 00: 19: 17,769 They are very cynical. 144 00: 19: 18,040 --> 00: 19: 21,761 - They think they are the best. - Yes, it'll be fine with him. 145 00: 19: 22,040 --> 00: 19: 23,724 That's my opinion, anyway. 146 00: 19: 23,920 --> 00: 19: 25,922 I do not know. You know, Suzi's son? 147 00: 19: 26,200 --> 00: 19: 29,170 He went to college, a good school that was expensive. 148 00: 19: 29,360 --> 00: 19: 33,490 And where is he now? Here, there where he came from, to the server. 149 00: 19: 33,680 --> 00: 19: 35,967 Where did that lead, all that money? Nowhere. 150 00: 19: 36,200 --> 00: 19: 37,565 It's a pure mess. 151 00: 19: 37,760 --> 00: 19: 40,445 - What are you doing to eat? - A stew. 152 00: 19: 40,640 --> 00: 19: 43,086 What are you doing since the end of classes? 153 00: 19: 43,280 --> 00: 19: 44,281 I work. 154 00: 19: 44,560 --> 00: 19: 45,766 I take summer school. 155 00: 19: 45,960 --> 00: 19: 48,201 They do take summer school? 156 00: 19: 49,440 --> 00: 19: 50,771 I missed two subjects. 157 00: 19: 50,960 --> 00: 19: 53,531 Well it does not matter. You did your best. 158 00: 19: 53,720 --> 00: 19: 56,166 I am not as smart as your son. 159 00: 19: 56,360 --> 00: 19: 57,885 To be smart is not everything. 160 00: 19: 58,360 --> 00: 20: 00,840 I saw a sticker on a car, the other day. 161 00: 20: 01,400 --> 00: 20: 04,210 It said, "My son is not on the honor roll, 162 00: 20: 04,560 --> 00: 20: 06,369 but I'm proud of him. " 163 00: 20: 06,560 --> 00: 20: 08,005 And I thought ... 164 00: 20: 08,800 --> 00: 20: 10,802 "Yes, it's really true." 165 00: 20: 17,240 --> 00: 20: 18,241 Hey, dad. 166 00: 20: 27,200 --> 00: 20: 28,361 Do not think of your mother. 167 00: 20: 28,920 --> 00: 20: 30,490 She wants to do well. 168 00: 20: 31,560 --> 00: 20: 35,201 It's just that sometimes, she does not think before speaking. 169 00: 20: 36,200 --> 00: 20: 37,565 She says I think too much. 170 00: 20: 37,760 --> 00: 20: 41,606 She says we can not enjoy of life if you think too much. 171 00: 20: 42,320 --> 00: 20: 43,321 Perhaps. 172 00: 34: 25,080 --> 00: 34: 28,402 The truth is that I idolize her. 173 00: 34: 29,680 --> 00: 34: 31,523 I find it perfect. 174 00: 34: 32,880 --> 00: 34: 34,211 I think that ... 175 00: 34: 35,320 --> 00: 34: 37,448 I would give everything for Luke. 176 00: 34: 39,320 --> 00: 34: 41,687 We have no idea what the future holds for us, 177 00: 34: 41,880 --> 00: 34: 44,724 of what we will do, of what we will become. 178 00: 34: 46,160 --> 00: 34: 48,208 It tortures me, but he ... 179 00: 34: 48,480 --> 00: 34: 49,970 he's moving forward. 180 00: 34: 52,960 --> 00: 34: 56,328 A few days ago, I talked with my father and I asked him: 181 00: 34: 56,520 --> 00: 35: 00,002 "If you could go anywhere, where would you go? " 182 00: 35: 00,720 --> 00: 35: 03,803 He said. "" I'm fine here. " 183 00: 35: 04,560 --> 00: 35: 05,561 I asked him. 184 00: 35: 05,760 --> 00: 35: 09,003 "You do not want to see other places, other countries? " 185 00: 35: 10,120 --> 00: 35: 13,567 he said: "There is enough to see here in America." 186 00: 35: 14,640 --> 00: 35: 16,130 It's funny. 187 00: 35: 16,320 --> 00: 35: 19,529 Some people feel good in one place, 188 00: 35: 20,120 --> 00: 35: 22,327 and others feel trapped. 189 00: 35: 22,920 --> 00: 35: 24,570 It's an old cliché. 190 00: 35: 24,760 --> 00: 35: 27,889 The grass always looks greener in the field d? side. 191 00: 35: 28,320 --> 00: 35: 31,403 But not for everyone. Not for some. 192 00: 35: 32,600 --> 00: 35: 34,409 I discovered that some people 193 00: 35: 34,600 --> 00: 35: 37,080 prefer the shade from their own backyard. 194 00: 35: 38,440 --> 00: 35: 40,807 Want something different, is ... 195 00: 35: 41,000 --> 00: 35: 42,047 maybe ... 196 00: 35: 43,040 --> 00: 35: 44,280 wanting to be scared, 197 00: 35: 44,880 --> 00: 35: 46,245 or unhappy. 198 00: 35: 47,520 --> 00: 35: 50,603 Know that you are not part of any order, 199 00: 35: 50,960 --> 00: 35: 53,201 of no community, no home, 200 00: 35: 54,040 --> 00: 35: 59,001 and move on, never in peace, from one thing to the next. 201 00: 36: 00,680 --> 00: 36: 03,650 I think of animals in the fields and neighboring farms, 202 00: 36: 03,840 --> 00: 36: 06,002 horses, cows. 203 00: 36: 07,040 --> 00: 36: 08,451 A happy life. 204 00: 36: 09,400 --> 00: 36: 10,481 Calm. 205 00: 36: 10,840 --> 00: 36: 14,208 Resigned to everyday life in one space. 206 00: 36: 15,320 --> 00: 36: 18,005 The same grass, the same sky. 207 00: 36: 18,520 --> 00: 36: 19,646 Unconsciousness. 208 00: 36: 20,560 --> 00: 36: 23,689 Do not think of something higher, or see you tomorrow, 209 00: 36: 23,960 --> 00: 36: 25,564 or somewhere else, 210 00: 36: 25,920 --> 00: 36: 27,684 or nothing else. 211 00: 36: 30,320 --> 00: 36: 31,321 I say to myself ... 212 00: 36: 32,280 --> 00: 36: 33,691 What luck. 213 00: 36: 35,720 --> 00: 36: 36,926 What peace. 214 00: 36: 45,040 --> 00: 36: 46,530 It's me that regales. 215 00: 37: 01,240 --> 00: 37: 03,242 Tips 216 00: 37: 19,160 --> 00: 37: 20,400 You like him. 217 00: 37: 22,000 --> 00: 37: 23,206 A w 'f;? 218 00: 37: 24,160 --> 00: 37: 26,481 - To this boy. - No. 219 00: 37: 27,040 --> 00: 37: 28,371 Of course yes. 220 00: 37: 28,960 --> 00: 37: 30,644 Why would not you like him? 221 00: 37: 33,440 --> 00: 37: 35,602 Are you trying to get rid of me? 222 00: 37: 36,120 --> 00: 37: 37,121 No. 223 00: 37: 49,120 --> 00: 37: 51,521 I do not want to be with anyone else. 224 00: 38: 26,160 --> 00: 38: 27,366 No. 225 00: 38: 28,760 --> 00: 38: 30,808 You can not do that, because ... 226 00: 38: 32,560 --> 00: 38: 36,042 You can not put 4 in factor, only in front of the numerator. 227 00: 38: 36,240 --> 00: 38: 40,006 So, you make 4x ... 228 00: 38: 41,400 --> 00: 38: 42,526 ... more 4. 229 00: 38: 43,840 --> 00: 38: 45,604 On 8x. 230 00: 38: 49,160 --> 00: 38: 50,161 You understood ? 231 00: 38: 55,040 --> 00: 38: 57,088 When does your mother come back? 232 00: 38: 58,120 --> 00: 38: 59,121 Two, three hours. 233 00: 41: 21,560 --> 00: 41: 24,370 I did not know if I had put it in Team or not. 234 00: 41: 24,960 --> 00: 41: 27,964 His father says that he needs physical activity. 235 00: 41: 29,280 --> 00: 41: 32,409 I was afraid he would feel attacked. 236 00: 41: 33,520 --> 00: 41: 36,524 He is much smaller than the other children. 237 00: 41: 37,360 --> 00: 41: 39,408 But he seems to be having fun. 238 00: 41: 40,960 --> 00: 41: 42,883 That's what matters, I believe. 239 00: 41: 47.960 --> 00: 41: 48.961 Ready ? 240 00: 41: 52,840 --> 00: 41: 54,001 It is not serious. 241 00: 42: 07,440 --> 00: 42: 09,408 Do not lose the ball of the eyes. 242 00: 42: 12,800 --> 00: 42: 13,847 You have it ? 243 00: 42: 17,240 --> 00: 42: 18,321 Ready ? 244 00: 42: 24,280 --> 00: 42: 28,001 My dad told me he would help me to pay the down payment of a car. 245 00: 42: 29,040 --> 00: 42: 32,328 According to him, I need something big, a Japanese girl ... 246 00: 42: 34,560 --> 00: 42: 37,006 According to him, the Americans are not at the level. 247 00: 42: 38,880 --> 00: 42: 41,645 A used car, but with few kilometers, 248 00: 42: 41,840 --> 00: 42: 43,365 something rolling. 249 00: 42: 46,240 --> 00: 42: 49,528 I would find acquirer for my shooter for a few thousand dollars, 250 00: 42: 52,160 --> 00: 42: 54,401 and I'll take the one from someone else. 251 00: 42: 58,400 --> 00: 43: 00,050 I started to think ... 252 00: 43: 01,560 --> 00: 43: 03,244 "3 Jonah, 253 00: 43: 04,080 --> 00: 43: 06,367 and his biological mother, 254 00: 43: 07,960 --> 00: 43: 08,961 and his mother, 255 00: 43: 10,520 --> 00: 43: 13,842 and the fact that he passed from one person to another, 256 00: 43: 15,160 --> 00: 43: 18,403 and the fact that I want let him be a me. 257 00: 43: 21,520 --> 00: 43: 25,969 So, I bought a camera and I took pictures of him. 258 00: 43: 28,760 --> 00: 43: 31,889 Jonah told me that he had heard this sentence: 259 00: 43: 32,120 --> 00: 43: 35,169 "If it was not photographed, it did not exist. " 260 00: 43: 37,000 --> 00: 43: 38,968 I do not know who it is. 261 00: 43: 41,240 --> 00: 43: 42,890 He knows lots of quotes. 262 00: 43: 43,480 --> 00: 43: 45,403 I call him "little genius". 263 00: 43: 47,480 --> 00: 43: 48,720 He said. " 264 00: 43: 49,000 --> 00: 43: 50,650 "It's not my ideas, 265 00: 43: 50,840 --> 00: 43: 52,524 "it's the ideas of other people. 266 00: 43: 53,960 --> 00: 43: 56,042 I'm just borrowing them. " 267 00: 45: 58,720 --> 00: 46: 00,848 It was pretty what you played. 268 00: 46: 01,040 --> 00: 46: 02,121 Thank you. 269 00: 46: 02,680 --> 00: 46: 04,170 It's a composition of yours? 270 00: 46: 04,440 --> 00: 46: 05,441 No. 271 00: 46: 06,200 --> 00: 46: 07,247 I thought. 272 00: 46: 09,280 --> 00: 46: 11,044 I have to vacuum. 273 00: 46: 11,560 --> 00: 46: 12,686 Well. 274 00: 46: 14,480 --> 00: 46: 16,403 You have planned something today ? 275 00: 46: 16,680 --> 00: 46: 20,321 I'll go take Luke when he has finished his homework. 276 00: 46: 21,440 --> 00: 46: 23,124 What are you going to do ? 277 00: 46: 24,080 --> 00: 46: 26,560 I do not know. What is there to do here? 278 00: 46: 26,800 --> 00: 46: 30,361 I want to say... You are going to separate or ... 279 00: 46: 33,800 --> 00: 46: 35,529 It would hurt me. 280 00: 46: 36,760 --> 00: 46: 38,330 I do not want to talk about it. 281 00: 46: 39,040 --> 00: 46: 40,963 Do not get mad. 282 00: 46: 45,240 --> 00: 46: 47,766 Its good. It will be fine. 283 00: 46: 48,480 --> 00: 46: 52,530 You will make new friends. One of lost, 10 found. 284 00: 46: 53,960 --> 00: 46: 55,564 Who am I going to find? 285 00: 46: 57,240 --> 00: 46: 59,083 I do not know, it's an expression. 286 00: 46: 59,280 --> 00: 47: 01,965 It's stupid. It means nothing. 287 00: 47: 06,920 --> 00: 47: 08,570 I am not stupid. 288 00: 47: 09,480 --> 00: 47: 10,925 I never said ... 289 00: 47: 12,040 --> 00: 47: 13,280 I am your mother. 290 00: 48: 40,040 --> 00: 48: 42,042 I made my mother cry. 291 00: 48: 45,960 --> 00: 48: 47,564 She's crying easily. 292 00: 48: 48,720 --> 00: 48: 49,721 Yes. 293 00: 48: 52,680 --> 00: 48: 54,170 I feel very ... 294 00: 48: 55,520 --> 00: 48: 57,249 ... disconnected from them. 295 00: 49: 12,360 --> 00: 49: 15,045 She asked me if we would stay together. 296 00: 49: 17,280 --> 00: 49: 18,850 Fingers crossed. 297 00: 49: 20,360 --> 00: 49: 21,407 I do not know. 298 00: 49: 22,160 --> 00: 49: 25,528 She wants us to stay together if it meant that I stay. 299 00: 49: 26,120 --> 00: 49: 29,124 She just wants to torture you a few more years. 300 00: 49: 30,000 --> 00: 49: 31,047 Yes. 301 00: 49: 34,480 --> 00: 49: 36,323 Who could blame her? 302 00: 52: 37,440 --> 00: 52: 40,091 Here. Dedicated by any team. 303 00: 55: 14,600 --> 00: 55: 17,206 I would like you to ask me not to leave. 304 00: 55: 18,720 --> 00: 55: 20,131 Too late. 305 00: 55: 21,800 --> 00: 55: 24,485 - I could change my mind. - Stopped. 306 00: 55: 28,440 --> 00: 55: 29,885 It would be easier. 307 00: 55: 35,360 --> 00: 55: 36,521 I'm afraid. 308 00: 55: 40,480 --> 00: 55: 41,811 Do not be afraid. 309 00: 55: 42,480 --> 00: 55: 44,323 You can always come back. 310 00: 55: 45,400 --> 00: 55: 47,482 This place will not go away. 311 00: 55: 51,400 --> 00: 55: 52,481 And you ? 312 00: 55: 57,200 --> 00: 55: 59,441 Neither do I I will not disappear. 313 00: 56: 03,800 --> 00: 56: 06,406 I do not know why I am like this. 314 00: 56: 09,720 --> 00: 56: 12,849 Why can not I get interested the same things as others? 315 00: 56: 13,040 --> 00: 56: 14,087 Like what ? 316 00: 56: 15,080 --> 00: 56: 16,206 I do not know. 317 00: 56: 16,800 --> 00: 56: 18,006 Barbecues? 318 00: 56: 21,080 --> 00: 56: 22,081 Children? 319 00: 56: 27,280 --> 00: 56: 29,044 Tell me not to leave. 320 00: 56: 35,160 --> 00: 56: 36,161 No. 321 00: 56: 50,760 --> 00: 56: 52,489 Would like you to do it. 322 00: 56: 56,840 --> 00: 56: 57,966 No chance. 323 00: 57: 00,040 --> 00: 57: 01,201 No chance. 324 00: 57: 02,360 --> 00: 57: 03,850 It will not arrive. 325 00: 58: 41,400 --> 00: 58: 43,402 Kitchen 326 01: 02: 38,160 --> 01: 02: 40,447 Jonah read me a sentence of a book he was reading. 327 01: 02: 42,560 --> 01: 02: 45,291 It said: "Happiness does not help much, 328 01: 02: 45,480 --> 01: 02: 48,324 except to make possible misfortune. " 329 01: 02: 50,800 --> 01: 02: 52,643 Once, I asked my father: 330 01: 02: 53,280 --> 01: 02: 56,329 "How do you know you found the right person? " 331 01: 02: 57,160 --> 01: 02: 58,366 He told me. 332 01: 02: 59,000 --> 01: 03: 00,206 "You know it. 333 01: 03: 01,480 --> 01: 03: 04,450 "This is someone you like to have at your side, 334 01: 03: 04,920 --> 01: 03: 08,367 "with whom to go here or there, see a movie. 335 01: 03: 09,240 --> 01: 03: 10,969 "Sleeping beside him ... 336 01: 03: 12,280 --> 01: 03: 14,408 "Someone who is not like you. 337 01: 03: 16,520 --> 01: 03: 18,409 "Someone who makes you better. 338 01: 03: 21,000 --> 01: 03: 23,287 "To whom you forgive to be different, 339 01: 03: 24.480 --> 01: 03: 27.324 not to see the world with the same eyes as you. " 340 01: 03: 31,960 --> 01: 03: 33,325 We'll see ... 341 01: 03: 34,680 --> 01: 03: 36,648 ... if things can last. 342 01: 03: 40,600 --> 01: 03: 42,648 But things do not last. 343 01: 03: 44,360 --> 01: 03: 46,203 He'll meet other people, 344 01: 03: 46,800 --> 01: 03: 48,962 much more interesting than me. 345 01: 03: 52,240 --> 01: 03: 53,526 And they'll like it. 346 01: 09: 24,000 --> 01: 09: 27,846