1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 2 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 ∩╗┐1 00: 00: 05,193 -> 00: 00: 08,835 3 00:00:16,369 --> 00:00:21,339 I helped change the country's sexual customs, 4 00:00:21,341 --> 00:00:24,643 and make it legal for humans 5 00:00:24,645 --> 00:00:31,215 to go to the store and rent a legal X-Rated movie. 6 00:00:31,217 --> 00:00:35,521 And I helped make that reality in this country. 7 00:00:35,523 --> 00:00:39,190 So, I free a lot of penis and pussies. That's what I feel about it, 8 00:00:39,192 --> 00:00:42,528 You know what I mean, real talk. That's some real talk. 9 00:01:56,270 --> 00:01:59,773 When I first entered the industry, I was waiting for a table for seven years. 10 00:01:59,775 --> 00:02:01,841 And I'm still in college. I am a student dropping out of college. 11 00:02:01,843 --> 00:02:06,412 I usually sell on timeshare markets, and I really hate my job. 12 00:02:06,414 --> 00:02:11,685 And I really have job satisfaction now. So, even on bad days, 13 00:02:11,687 --> 00:02:15,989 I just remind myself how much I love my work, and the next day will be better. 14 00:02:15,991 --> 00:02:18,858 She's like: "Please, please do the scene. I'm like:" I don't do fucking porn. 15 00:02:18,860 --> 00:02:21,428 Now, get out of here. "And they like:" Lo, basically we will give you 16 00:02:21,430 --> 00:02:24,564 three times what you make your permanent work for 45 minutes 17 00:02:24,566 --> 00:02:26,933 did what you did at home for free an hour ago. " 18 00:02:26,935 --> 00:02:29,469 I am like: " Okay. Let's do it. " 19 00:02:29,471 --> 00:02:32,472 He was my first scene in business in 2006. 20 00:02:32,474 --> 00:02:35,675 - Not going well... at all. - Not going well... at all. 21 00:02:35,677 --> 00:02:38,878 That's very bad, I don't want to work with him for three years after that. 22 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:42,348 - But three years later, he worked with me. - And then it goes well. 23 00:02:42,350 --> 00:02:44,484 - And that goes well. - And now we are married. 24 00:03:11,881 --> 00:03:14,249 I was treated slightly different. 25 00:03:21,389 --> 00:03:25,358 I think it's really getting harder when I prefer in Middle School 26 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:27,596 and children start choosing on me. And like... 27 00:03:29,331 --> 00:03:30,700 I will be skipped. 28 00:03:31,934 --> 00:03:34,769 I was arrested, my hair was cut. 29 00:03:37,539 --> 00:03:41,876 I'm beautiful. I am a beautiful little girl. And the girls are very evil to me. 30 00:03:41,878 --> 00:03:45,946 Little things like that will happen to me throughout my teenage years. 31 00:04:02,498 --> 00:04:08,035 I can't be obedient. You know, wild children are amazing, 32 00:04:08,037 --> 00:04:10,938 not the norm. 33 00:04:12,842 --> 00:04:15,311 Like I just like being free. 34 00:04:25,955 --> 00:04:28,956 And I would say, like there are you conservatives and then your exhibitionists. 35 00:04:28,958 --> 00:04:32,793 Two different personality types. There is nothing better than others. 36 00:04:32,795 --> 00:04:35,130 They are different. People try to tell you 37 00:04:35,132 --> 00:04:37,067 one is better than the other, but it is not. 38 00:04:41,938 --> 00:04:44,505 Remember friends, when you throw money during a fight, 39 00:04:44,507 --> 00:04:46,507 provide outside from the cage. 40 00:04:46,509 --> 00:04:48,845 I don't want to teach you all the ways to make it rain. 41 00:05:00,057 --> 00:05:03,624 I'm actually very super excited for this special fight. 42 00:05:03,626 --> 00:05:06,094 This is very new to me. I do not know. That's just something I want to use it, it has a very fun and a little sexy. 43 00:05:06,096 --> 00:05:09,697 And I like: "Damn. Let's do it." 44 00:05:09,699 --> 00:05:13,201 Good. So where is me before that. 45 00:05:34,091 --> 00:05:36,457 46 00:05:36,459 --> 00:05:40,595 I was born in New Delhi. I came to America when I was eight months old. 47 00:05:40,597 --> 00:05:44,699 I was adopted by a very religious family. 48 00:05:44,701 --> 00:05:48,703 They adopted four of us and they have three of their own, so... 49 00:05:48,705 --> 00:05:51,673 They are older, they are really involved in the church, 50 00:05:51,675 --> 00:05:56,546 so they are not really aware of that to what extent I do and who I am. 51 00:05:58,715 --> 00:06:01,116 Yes, I think he already has this the idea that we will come. 52 00:06:01,118 --> 00:06:03,785 We will be, you know, _ good Indian little kids. 53 00:06:03,787 --> 00:06:07,222 We will go to school as usual Indian children from India. 54 00:06:07,224 --> 00:06:11,660 I remember my mother seeing my brother and me, and she left, she saw my brother and left: 55 00:06:11,662 --> 00:06:16,965 "You should be my engineer." Then him: "You should be my doctor." 56 00:06:16,967 --> 00:06:21,102 And uhm, I just go on with the doctor of love. 57 00:06:21,104 --> 00:06:22,639 He doesn't really like that. 58 00:06:30,681 --> 00:06:35,519 Everything is fine. Oooh. 59 00:06:39,057 --> 00:06:41,923 So, at 15 I was pregnant, & apos; 93. 60 00:06:41,925 --> 00:06:44,859 I remember they have pregnant schools. 61 00:06:44,861 --> 00:06:49,564 And they will send all pregnant girls to this one school. 62 00:06:49,566 --> 00:06:52,101 We will all come by bus and we will go to school there 63 00:06:52,103 --> 00:06:55,304 until we get our children and then we go back to school, so... 64 00:06:55,306 --> 00:06:57,974 Obviously, a different world than now. 65 00:06:57,976 --> 00:07:00,610 I look back, but... I did it. 66 00:07:02,113 --> 00:07:05,748 It was rather forced on me grew very fast. 67 00:07:05,750 --> 00:07:08,616 So, I changed from 15 to parents. 68 00:07:08,618 --> 00:07:13,588 Are you ready? Well. Hands on. 69 00:07:13,590 --> 00:07:18,227 So, it's rude, you know, to try to work and become a single parent. 70 00:07:18,229 --> 00:07:24,934 I remember when I saw an ad. I'm like, "Dancers without masks." 71 00:07:24,936 --> 00:07:27,136 Alright. I will try this, so... 72 00:07:27,138 --> 00:07:30,072 Priya Rai, she is in Cheerleaders in the strip district 73 00:07:30,074 --> 00:07:32,742 - and you will be here for two shows tonight, - Yes. 74 00:07:32,744 --> 00:07:35,111 - and two shows tomorrow? - Yes! 75 00:07:35,113 --> 00:07:37,747 stripping for me, you know, you don't know what will happen there 76 00:07:37,749 --> 00:07:40,816 and make a crowd. I just, you know, being a wild child at work. 77 00:07:40,818 --> 00:07:42,818 I will party instead of working. 78 00:07:42,820 --> 00:07:45,221 And then like, I only remember the girls behind, 79 00:07:45,223 --> 00:07:47,323 I will roll on the floor. They want: "Girl, why don't you 80 00:07:47,325 --> 00:07:50,026 just be a porn star. What hell, do your jerk 81 00:07:50,028 --> 00:07:52,995 in the air like, You know, it's just crazy." 82 00:07:52,997 --> 00:07:56,999 And I was like: "Do you know what? One day, I thought about it." I was like: "Why not?" 83 00:07:57,001 --> 00:08:02,305 So, I live in Phoenix, Arizona. I is in the circle of Jenna Jameson. 84 00:08:02,307 --> 00:08:05,174 So, I will go to all parties and I will talk to people. 85 00:08:05,176 --> 00:08:07,610 And I remember I was in the pool talking to this person. 86 00:08:07,612 --> 00:08:09,979 I am like: "I want to be an actress and think of doing..." 87 00:08:09,981 --> 00:08:12,815 She's like: "Honey, you don't look like an actress." 88 00:08:12,817 --> 00:08:18,721 She's like: "You look like a porn star." Back then, my breasts are bigger than now. 89 00:08:18,723 --> 00:08:21,824 I don't know. I have this object. His is always behind my head when I always too chicken poop to really do it. And I'm like: 90 00:08:21,826 --> 00:08:24,096 91 00:08:25,097 --> 00:08:27,330 "You're another year from being 30, bitch." 92 00:08:27,332 --> 00:08:30,768 Like, if you will do it, do it. This is a perfect opportunity. 93 00:08:31,803 --> 00:08:37,407 You know, Early in my career, I did nude, soft porn modeling 94 00:08:37,409 --> 00:08:41,811 should I say. My first part, I got a lot of death e-mails because niches are... there no porn stars in East India. 95 00:08:41,813 --> 00:08:48,185 You know, there are a lot of things that happen in my life rather than sitting there and worrying about some men half way in all state opinions 96 00:08:48,187 --> 00:08:51,388 what I did because, guess what, he didn't pay my bill. 97 00:08:51,390 --> 00:08:55,158 And he might not pay for porn, so... 98 00:08:55,160 --> 00:08:57,928 Yes. Doing good? OK. 99 00:08:57,930 --> 00:09:01,364 I have to deal with it in the first year, 100 00:09:01,366 --> 00:09:03,735 101 00:09:09,174 --> 00:09:11,041 102 00:09:11,043 --> 00:09:14,277 but I think, in the first year to the second year, 103 00:09:14,279 --> 00:09:16,947 it's a bit calm and people start loving me. 104 00:09:16,949 --> 00:09:20,450 - Who is that? - What does he use? 105 00:09:20,452 --> 00:09:23,856 Actually, making hardcore films, I entered at 29. 106 00:09:24,957 --> 00:09:27,458 There are a few days You go to work, and it works, 107 00:09:27,460 --> 00:09:31,728 but then there are days when you go to work, and I like: "I will have fun today." 108 00:09:31,730 --> 00:09:37,801 - Look how sexy you are. - So, let's go play. Hello to my licorice bra. 109 00:09:40,172 --> 00:09:42,772 There are several scenes in the beginning of my career who taught me a lot of things sexually about myself. 110 00:09:42,774 --> 00:09:46,176 - Does it look like something you like? - That's very big. 111 00:09:46,178 --> 00:09:50,947 Taking a breath. Where is water? 112 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:04,096 Fighting from Fresno. 113 00:10:05,365 --> 00:10:08,932 This is a former rodeo rider, 114 00:10:08,934 --> 00:10:10,934 115 00:10:10,936 --> 00:10:14,071 adult stars, cage fighters, total dynamite packages. 116 00:10:14,073 --> 00:10:19,843 - Blatten Lee! - Blatten Lee! 117 00:10:19,845 --> 00:10:23,281 That's... It's hard for me, because I have kids. So what I will do is, 118 00:10:23,283 --> 00:10:27,851 I will wake up at 7:00 in the morning. Take a plane, come to LA, 119 00:10:27,853 --> 00:10:29,786 Stylish and makeup at 8:30. 120 00:10:29,788 --> 00:10:33,457 Got Priya here and she just looks like hot baby stuff. 121 00:10:33,459 --> 00:10:37,794 - Look. Is he in this case... - It's very hot outside. 122 00:10:37,796 --> 00:10:40,965 Do my scene, be the last flight back home to Phoenix 123 00:10:40,967 --> 00:10:44,402 being home with my children for dinner, or late, you know, to put them to sleep. 124 00:10:44,404 --> 00:10:48,439 But that's how I manage my career for the first two years. 125 00:10:48,441 --> 00:10:51,909 I will go back and forth almost every day. 126 00:10:51,911 --> 00:10:55,446 - Priya! - Priya! 127 00:10:55,448 --> 00:10:57,850 My daughter and I have a very good relationship but to the point where he will be high school, and he likes it, tell everyone: 128 00:10:59,852 --> 00:11:03,187 "My mother Priya. My mother Priya," like: "Stop it!" 129 00:11:03,189 --> 00:11:05,957 Like all of these boys out my door, you know. 130 00:11:05,959 --> 00:11:08,326 I'm like: "Do you want them to come more for you or me, like just stopping it!" 131 00:11:08,328 --> 00:11:12,098 Alright, here it is, friends. Round one! Oh, shit. Oh, shit. 132 00:11:13,567 --> 00:11:18,903 My son, he's now in college and he's doing well. I think for several years, 133 00:11:18,905 --> 00:11:25,176 it really affects our relationship when he passes puberty 134 00:11:25,178 --> 00:11:28,513 and I might damage it for him, but now like, 135 00:11:28,515 --> 00:11:33,251 136 00:11:33,253 --> 00:11:36,287 we laughed a little about that. She's cool about that. He is like: "Whatever." 137 00:11:36,289 --> 00:11:39,156 She's like: "I know my friends have seen you." But I'm just moving away, 138 00:11:39,158 --> 00:11:42,594 like I didn't go near them on campus. " 139 00:11:42,596 --> 00:11:47,098 I did go to graduation, but I, you know, kind of just appeared and left. 140 00:11:47,100 --> 00:11:52,271 I didn't really linger around him friends or people now. Only because of respect . He's a straight A student. He gets full rights 141 00:11:52,273 --> 00:11:55,140 scholarship, so that's a nice little experience. 142 00:11:55,142 --> 00:11:58,075 So that's why I'm a little jealous 143 00:11:58,077 --> 00:12:00,312 of all likes, college experience, but I don't know. I might still, uhm, expect more than myself, 144 00:12:00,314 --> 00:12:03,384 145 00:12:21,868 --> 00:12:25,437 146 00:12:25,439 --> 00:12:32,044 like I can do it. I have a very high GPA. 147 00:12:32,046 --> 00:12:35,480 You know, I look back to 40, will be 40. 148 00:12:35,482 --> 00:12:39,251 I wish I could... can do things a little differently. 149 00:12:39,253 --> 00:12:42,521 And that's what sucks, like, you know, only have a few regrets. 150 00:12:42,523 --> 00:12:47,893 I don't have much regret because, I already lived a very wild life. 151 00:12:47,895 --> 00:12:53,031 But, I'm sorry at that time came to live a normal life 152 00:12:53,033 --> 00:12:58,203 like the type that might be lost do things like maybe college 153 00:12:58,205 --> 00:13:02,441 or different things like that. I'm sitting here watching my son go to college 154 00:13:02,443 --> 00:13:05,410 and it's like: "Wow, I have to miss all that." 155 00:13:20,027 --> 00:13:21,095 Hi. 156 00:13:24,164 --> 00:13:28,168 You are at Expo 2018. 157 00:13:30,170 --> 00:13:32,938 In the United States, we don't really talk about sex and porn. 158 00:13:32,940 --> 00:13:35,241 Yes, there are many stigmas around pornography. 159 00:13:35,243 --> 00:13:38,043 And it's very difficult for me to solve this idea, 160 00:13:38,045 --> 00:13:40,413 This stigma becomes a porn star. 161 00:13:40,415 --> 00:13:43,216 Almost everyone knows sex workers now, 162 00:13:43,218 --> 00:13:46,686 but everyone keeps it a secret if you are a sex worker because you don't know who is safe You don't know when will bite you again. 163 00:13:46,688 --> 00:13:48,588 Unfortunately, it's still legal to discriminate sex workers and fire someone 164 00:13:48,590 --> 00:13:50,490 because they used to be sex workers in normal jobs. 165 00:13:50,492 --> 00:13:53,058 People have been fired from Subway because they previously had a pornographic past. 166 00:13:53,060 --> 00:13:55,595 The teacher has had a job for 15 years and they were fired suddenly 167 00:13:55,597 --> 00:14:00,199 they know they are doing porn. It's as if has somehow done this activity 168 00:14:00,201 --> 00:14:04,404 169 00:14:04,406 --> 00:14:07,740 170 00:14:07,742 --> 00:14:11,244 change the way they behave outwardly in society. 171 00:14:11,246 --> 00:14:16,182 Unfortunately, until our society can see sex workers in a better light, 172 00:14:16,184 --> 00:14:18,618 and we can have more resources for self-defense and keep ourselves healthy, then people will be able to attack us as easy as they have been for centuries. 173 00:14:18,620 --> 00:14:22,121 And there's a bad boy Teacher's choice with Ashley Renee. 174 00:14:22,123 --> 00:14:24,092 He is one of my slaves before I met you, Alex. 175 00:14:26,094 --> 00:14:31,431 - We have to take them to the basement, Luc. - I know. 176 00:14:31,433 --> 00:14:35,537 Then we have a whole cellar below full of slaves. 177 00:14:37,338 --> 00:14:39,740 - Yes, that's the whole other program. - Oh. 178 00:14:39,742 --> 00:14:43,309 Okay, we start at the top. 179 00:14:43,311 --> 00:14:46,179 - OK. - Luc Wylder, how did that happen? 180 00:14:54,255 --> 00:14:56,022 How does Luc Wylder occur? Well. 181 00:14:56,024 --> 00:14:57,758 182 00:14:57,760 --> 00:14:59,961 183 00:15:02,063 --> 00:15:07,366 We are in the mid 70's and the sex industry is booming. 184 00:15:07,368 --> 00:15:11,772 And Time Square becomes the mecca 185 00:15:11,774 --> 00:15:15,342 for sexual deviations. 186 00:15:15,344 --> 00:15:20,647 So, I started exploring and I was ensnared by slavery 187 00:15:20,649 --> 00:15:26,453 and discipline and S & M, and I start performing 188 00:15:26,455 --> 00:15:31,558 for companies in New York that shoot amulets, like Bizarre Video and Gotham Gold 189 00:15:31,560 --> 00:15:33,560 and Star Makers. 190 00:15:33,562 --> 00:15:38,131 - Sir, Luc, he ruined the chain. - What's he? 191 00:15:38,133 --> 00:15:39,033 He broke it. 192 00:15:40,436 --> 00:15:45,672 And I managed to do it because I had studied Aikido when I was little, 193 00:15:45,674 --> 00:15:48,475 so I like it type of fluid movement 194 00:15:48,477 --> 00:15:55,082 - Who is involved in whips and whipping people. - Very good. 195 00:15:55,084 --> 00:15:59,720 I am the best-selling maledom in the adult industry. 196 00:15:59,722 --> 00:16:05,192 And we went out to California and we started making films here. 197 00:16:05,194 --> 00:16:09,730 Alexandra, can you come here? Come here for a moment. 198 00:16:09,732 --> 00:16:11,298 Wait, wait, wait. 199 00:16:11,300 --> 00:16:14,768 What? He crawled into it... 200 00:16:14,770 --> 00:16:18,840 I am sitting there. You must see the look that I have. 201 00:16:18,842 --> 00:16:23,644 How do I get my star? Well, I like sex. 202 00:16:23,646 --> 00:16:27,715 Let me show you how this works. I think you can say, 203 00:16:27,717 --> 00:16:31,618 I'm really a fan more than anything. 204 00:16:31,620 --> 00:16:34,656 I like watching adult films. 205 00:16:34,658 --> 00:16:40,728 So, as I know, like for example, my first movie was with Randy West. 206 00:16:40,730 --> 00:16:42,897 Alexandra Silk is a very sexy woman 207 00:16:42,899 --> 00:16:45,567 that was in the six or eight month business before I met him. 208 00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:48,870 I even met him at David Party 4th July Christopher. 209 00:16:48,872 --> 00:16:51,138 Do you know David, man pussy? 210 00:16:51,140 --> 00:16:54,141 Ross Sil... I don't know what is the name... 211 00:16:54,143 --> 00:16:56,312 - Ross Sex. - Sex. 212 00:16:58,147 --> 00:17:03,451 We got married on December 31. 1999 in Las Vegas. 213 00:17:03,453 --> 00:17:07,220 Ah, this is a fucking party, man. 214 00:17:07,222 --> 00:17:12,225 It's not a traditional marriage. We have... 215 00:17:12,227 --> 00:17:18,165 I have a short, short, short wedding dress, and no panties. 216 00:17:18,167 --> 00:17:24,741 If you can call it a dress, I guess. And The judge seems to have been taken back by it. 217 00:17:26,276 --> 00:17:30,313 Partnering like that in 1999. 218 00:17:31,881 --> 00:17:36,517 - And you have been my best friend ever since. - Of course. 219 00:17:36,519 --> 00:17:39,756 - Hey, everybody. Enter it. - Come in. 220 00:17:41,257 --> 00:17:43,791 Welcome to our home. 221 00:17:43,793 --> 00:17:48,730 Both of us have been married twice before. Both are in open relationships. 222 00:17:48,732 --> 00:17:52,834 We are swingers, and we are very safe in our practice, 223 00:17:52,836 --> 00:17:57,538 So, we want to encourage that. Because we are always safe, 224 00:17:57,540 --> 00:18:00,708 but never regret it. 225 00:18:00,710 --> 00:18:04,781 - Well, I want to say a little more about that. - Yes, let's go. 226 00:18:07,785 --> 00:18:11,219 We are like... We will only remain this casual couple - and we will be good friends... - Yes, my best friend. 227 00:18:11,221 --> 00:18:14,222 ... and have this extraordinary life. 228 00:18:14,224 --> 00:18:16,658 Just hanging around. Waiting for Luc Wylder. 229 00:18:16,660 --> 00:18:19,995 - Oh, there. - Are you waiting for me? 230 00:18:19,997 --> 00:18:21,629 Hi, Luc Wylder. 231 00:18:21,631 --> 00:18:23,264 Oh, my goodness, look at this... 232 00:18:23,266 --> 00:18:25,768 In the background we started to do a lot of joint work. 233 00:18:25,770 --> 00:18:30,505 So, we want to make the film have a little more credibility. 234 00:18:30,507 --> 00:18:36,745 Value a little more. A little more tenacity. 235 00:18:36,747 --> 00:18:40,649 We built a company called Fallen Angel. 236 00:18:40,651 --> 00:18:43,487 In essence, what we did is, we created a company 237 00:18:46,389 --> 00:18:50,693 238 00:18:50,695 --> 00:18:55,998 which will distribute adults videos, but at a higher standard 239 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,734 than many people who are used to it. 240 00:18:58,736 --> 00:19:03,505 Let me explain. These are some of the disgusting sexes you have ever seen. 241 00:19:03,507 --> 00:19:06,475 The man actually cums right inside the girl's vagina. 242 00:19:06,477 --> 00:19:11,916 However, they are all partners. It's real couples have real sex with real cum. 243 00:19:15,686 --> 00:19:18,287 We offer something that's different. 244 00:19:18,289 --> 00:19:23,459 This is what I know, adult stars at home. Thank you for doing this. 245 00:19:23,461 --> 00:19:25,994 It's full of passion. It's very intense. 246 00:19:25,996 --> 00:19:31,800 Silk Series, remember? I did it series called, Silk Stockings 247 00:19:31,802 --> 00:19:38,807 in silk pants and silk ties. It's very high end. That's quality. 248 00:19:38,809 --> 00:19:45,814 Geez, I remember when we shot that film, Tramps in New Orleans. 249 00:19:45,816 --> 00:19:48,383 What do you think, Alexandra? You want to go there 250 00:19:48,385 --> 00:19:53,355 and play a little and then come back here and see how T. Jay Harkin, 251 00:19:53,357 --> 00:19:56,926 - You know, change a man? - Oh, yes. 252 00:19:56,928 --> 00:20:03,699 Mary Gates said: "Will you go on a trip? Log series for us in Adam and Eve?" 253 00:20:03,701 --> 00:20:06,936 We said: "Sure." Travel. 254 00:20:12,409 --> 00:20:16,045 We go to 12 different countries and have... 255 00:20:16,047 --> 00:20:20,449 - Sex in America from San Francisco. - To New Orleans. 256 00:20:20,451 --> 00:20:25,387 We head to New York Next stop. Waikiki, Hawaii. 257 00:20:25,389 --> 00:20:30,827 - Having sex throughout America. - I don't think you tell the whole story. 258 00:20:30,829 --> 00:20:36,601 - Give me a camera. Be like you like it. - Well. Wait wait 259 00:20:40,605 --> 00:20:44,707 Camera... I think we will fall. 260 00:20:44,709 --> 00:20:49,813 When we first started shooting the series You are the hostess of the series. 261 00:20:49,815 --> 00:20:51,848 Yes. 262 00:20:51,850 --> 00:20:54,684 - Isn't that great, friend or what? - You're wild. 263 00:20:54,686 --> 00:21:00,623 I'm running around in our country Having all wild sex, this is too much. 264 00:21:00,625 --> 00:21:05,862 Mhm, and then our second volume on the plane. We fly everywhere. 265 00:21:05,864 --> 00:21:07,764 I think we are in Hawaii. 266 00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:10,602 Have you ever seen like a beautiful plant? 267 00:21:11,870 --> 00:21:17,776 We caught a ten foot long naked blue marlin on a fishing boat in Hawaii. 268 00:21:19,744 --> 00:21:26,616 We have sex in a hot air balloon. I mean this is a series where we really have to do it the things you want want to do in the Travel Log. 269 00:21:26,618 --> 00:21:29,053 That's very fun. 270 00:21:29,055 --> 00:21:31,454 At that time, we can take the series 271 00:21:31,456 --> 00:21:33,556 and really good lifting porn 272 00:21:33,558 --> 00:21:36,526 273 00:21:36,528 --> 00:21:39,596 that we were filming at that time. Through location, 274 00:21:39,598 --> 00:21:44,467 through people we want to meet when we travel. 275 00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:49,041 Geez, that, wait. That's just... There's no snoring. 276 00:21:50,675 --> 00:21:53,576 What spins the point in our lives. 277 00:21:53,578 --> 00:21:58,481 We are having fun traveling across America 278 00:21:58,483 --> 00:21:59,352 then, 279 00:22:00,485 --> 00:22:01,653 suddenly, 280 00:22:02,955 --> 00:22:05,457 the mother is sick. 281 00:22:06,458 --> 00:22:09,927 When we were in New Jersey, 282 00:22:09,929 --> 00:22:14,031 taking... taking care of my mother, I returned to school. 283 00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:18,669 And I finished my degree in Psychology. 284 00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:21,705 So, when we come back, 285 00:22:21,707 --> 00:22:27,077 and back to Chatsworth, everyone's gone. 286 00:22:27,079 --> 00:22:29,013 Where did everyone go? What happened? 287 00:22:29,015 --> 00:22:31,081 - In the adult industry - What happened? 288 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:35,488 - Chatsworth is the pornographic capital of the world. - Maybe. 289 00:22:37,590 --> 00:22:41,892 All of the buildings, all of which have been closed. 290 00:22:41,894 --> 00:22:44,228 Chatsworth has turned into a ghost city 291 00:22:44,230 --> 00:22:47,865 and all companies and people we know 292 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:49,733 no more there. 293 00:22:49,735 --> 00:22:53,904 I understand now that our situation has changed. 294 00:22:53,906 --> 00:22:56,274 So, you know, this is interesting. No 295 00:22:56,276 --> 00:22:59,677 who we are in our 20s, that's not who we are in our 30s, 296 00:22:59,679 --> 00:23:05,015 and not who we are in our 40s. We continue to grow, you know. 297 00:23:05,017 --> 00:23:07,651 I always go to my passion, you know. 298 00:23:07,653 --> 00:23:11,889 Where is my passion? What can I do next? 299 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:13,924 As a result, both Alex and I 300 00:23:13,926 --> 00:23:18,129 now has achieved our doctorate degree in Human Sexology. 301 00:23:18,131 --> 00:23:24,202 Well, I became a certified replacement partner therapist. 302 00:23:24,204 --> 00:23:30,308 And there are only 19 in America Country and I am one of them. 303 00:23:30,310 --> 00:23:35,746 This is very, uhm, serious work, This is a healing job. 304 00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:39,818 And that's my way of giving back to the world. 305 00:23:39,820 --> 00:23:43,190 One orgasm at a time. Right? 306 00:23:48,028 --> 00:23:52,563 To go and meet strangers, have sex in front of 20 people, 307 00:23:52,565 --> 00:23:59,070 no Viagra, no male supplement pills, very difficult to stay strong 308 00:23:59,072 --> 00:24:03,975 and indirect cum. So if you can prove that you can do that, you have a chance. 309 00:24:03,977 --> 00:24:07,045 Anyone can do it, but not everyone can succeed in that. 310 00:24:07,047 --> 00:24:10,048 Especially not long term. And that's fun, 311 00:24:10,050 --> 00:24:13,618 it is an alternative lifestyle, but is not a joke, this is not a game. 312 00:24:13,620 --> 00:24:16,654 This is a career and it is big business 313 00:24:16,656 --> 00:24:19,793 it can be very beneficial or very damaging to someone. 314 00:24:27,067 --> 00:24:29,634 - Wow. - Hi. 315 00:24:29,636 --> 00:24:33,339 Hi yourself. How are you there, beautiful? 316 00:24:33,341 --> 00:24:39,077 - Good. How are you? - How do I do it? How are you? 317 00:24:39,079 --> 00:24:43,615 I'm fine, thanks ask me. Now you are here, 318 00:24:43,617 --> 00:24:45,016 Wow, what? Your name, beautiful? 319 00:24:47,988 --> 00:24:50,224 Shh. 320 00:24:57,265 --> 00:25:00,865 What is that? What do you hold? 321 00:25:00,867 --> 00:25:04,002 That makes you stuck and you can't move forward? 322 00:25:04,004 --> 00:25:08,174 Some of us will hold you back Will not forgive. We hold on to pain, 323 00:25:08,176 --> 00:25:11,643 we hold on to bad relationships. We hold on to friendship, 324 00:25:11,645 --> 00:25:13,979 and we stick to all these things 325 00:25:13,981 --> 00:25:17,016 and this is the reason why we cannot progress. 326 00:25:17,018 --> 00:25:20,086 God gives you new things in you when you are surrounded 327 00:25:20,088 --> 00:25:21,621 by people who stand in your way. 328 00:25:23,524 --> 00:25:28,060 God's unconditional love means that it doesn't matter what this person is doing to me, 329 00:25:28,062 --> 00:25:30,429 I will still love them. I will not hate them. 330 00:25:30,431 --> 00:25:34,300 Don't hate your enemies, love your enemies. 331 00:25:34,302 --> 00:25:36,871 Let me love others through you. 332 00:26:03,764 --> 00:26:06,432 There are a lot of factors in my childhood and throughout my teen years it will produce me 333 00:26:06,434 --> 00:26:10,002 enter the porn industry. I continually have to live with unfair standards. 334 00:26:10,004 --> 00:26:15,808 You know, if I have B + plus on the report card, 335 00:26:15,810 --> 00:26:18,978 it's torn in front of me face, and I'm called a loser. 336 00:26:18,980 --> 00:26:21,981 I started, you know, looking for for how to be perfect. 337 00:26:21,983 --> 00:26:27,286 And that's kind of where things start for me because I think: 338 00:26:27,288 --> 00:26:30,423 339 00:26:30,425 --> 00:26:33,759 "Well, if I can be thin enough, maybe then my mother will love me. 340 00:26:33,761 --> 00:26:36,729 If I can be quite perfect and my grades are pretty good, 341 00:26:36,731 --> 00:26:38,166 then maybe I will be loved." 342 00:26:39,767 --> 00:26:44,904 I remember watching, you know, E-channel and seeing Jenna Jameson, 343 00:26:44,906 --> 00:26:50,843 other cheerful girls and that looks fancy and glamorous. 344 00:26:50,845 --> 00:26:54,980 And it looks like everything I want. 345 00:26:54,982 --> 00:27:00,953 They really describe this industry something fancy and beautiful. 346 00:27:00,955 --> 00:27:03,023 So that's how I'm expecting. 347 00:27:03,025 --> 00:27:05,325 Hey, Jenna, there's a into a strip here, 348 00:27:05,327 --> 00:27:08,161 - We will only take cold photos. - Well. 349 00:27:08,163 --> 00:27:09,396 - OK? - Well. 350 00:27:09,398 --> 00:27:11,531 Good. Damn, are you beautiful? 351 00:27:11,533 --> 00:27:15,135 Yes, you might... Yes. Yes, OK. 352 00:27:15,137 --> 00:27:17,803 Yes, stay there, open and let's take a cool photo. 353 00:27:17,805 --> 00:27:19,406 But, I need to take all my clothes? 354 00:27:19,408 --> 00:27:21,774 - Yes, everyone, sorry. - Is it true? 355 00:27:21,776 --> 00:27:24,077 That's painful. You are playing with another camera, right? 356 00:27:24,079 --> 00:27:25,912 Well, but I've never done it before, so 357 00:27:25,914 --> 00:27:28,848 - I'm trying to get... - Okay, I'm not... 358 00:27:28,850 --> 00:27:30,884 You have never taken your clothes before? 359 00:27:30,886 --> 00:27:33,453 It must be a bitch when you take a shower. 360 00:27:33,455 --> 00:27:37,857 - But, I'm not in front of a boy? - Oh, I see. 361 00:27:37,859 --> 00:27:39,359 Does that help am I naked too? 362 00:27:39,361 --> 00:27:42,028 Please don't... Don't go to the extreme. 363 00:27:42,030 --> 00:27:48,503 Alright, come on... Let's do this because we got a business. For other prostitutes to see. 364 00:27:49,438 --> 00:27:54,575 It's really awful to ask, is it okay if a man spits on your face? 365 00:27:54,577 --> 00:27:59,913 Is it okay if a man slaps you and pulls your hair very hard? 366 00:27:59,915 --> 00:28:03,416 But at that time my life, for me was like: "Oh yeah, that's cool. They want to shoot me. At least I want to." 367 00:28:03,418 --> 00:28:06,319 Do you think you might be interested in doing small things out there? 368 00:28:06,321 --> 00:28:08,922 - How much are we talking about? - One thousand. 369 00:28:08,924 --> 00:28:11,157 I will do it. I will do it. 370 00:28:11,159 --> 00:28:12,859 Brittni Ruiz is known to to millions of people as Jenna Presley. 371 00:28:14,597 --> 00:28:17,897 One of the biggest stars in the porn industry. 372 00:28:17,899 --> 00:28:20,301 Brittni, I remember we had someone at here who was the CEO of a porn company. 373 00:28:20,303 --> 00:28:24,338 He said: "Women in porn, they are empowered." 374 00:28:24,340 --> 00:28:26,840 You do about three sex scenes a day, do you feel empowered? 375 00:28:26,842 --> 00:28:30,578 376 00:28:30,580 --> 00:28:36,317 At first I felt beautiful. Like I feel like I've found my pride. 377 00:28:36,319 --> 00:28:40,588 And after a while, I felt broken, hopeless, I felt helpless. 378 00:28:40,590 --> 00:28:42,989 And here we are. Come on, bring it here. Come on dear. 379 00:28:42,991 --> 00:28:44,158 Good. 380 00:28:44,160 --> 00:28:45,461 - This is a set. - Well. 381 00:28:46,596 --> 00:28:49,130 I'll just go sit down and watch the monitor. 382 00:28:49,132 --> 00:28:52,233 - Show him what to do. - Okay, fine, I think the first thing we will do 383 00:28:52,235 --> 00:28:54,135 is to show off how beautiful you are. 384 00:28:54,137 --> 00:28:57,571 Good. So, where is porn happening? 385 00:28:57,573 --> 00:29:00,274 M-hm. Rotate you. 386 00:29:00,276 --> 00:29:04,478 And not until I entered the church and truly gave my life to God and I said: "Lord, whatever you are the words in this book are here, 387 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:08,249 388 00:29:08,251 --> 00:29:10,985 I will do it. Whatever it is said, I will do it. " 389 00:29:10,987 --> 00:29:15,089 And I began to follow all of his commands, every word I saw in this Bible. 390 00:29:15,091 --> 00:29:17,558 I began to do it. very, very bad. 391 00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:21,395 Okay, let's all stand up to pray. This is the time when I am completely addicted to heroin. I do a lot of things. 392 00:29:21,397 --> 00:29:26,300 Father, we came before You, God in the name of Jesus. And, Lord, I thank you for doing it in the life of this woman, God. I am depressed and I kill myself. I want to take my life, 393 00:29:26,302 --> 00:29:28,670 but I am a person who likes 394 00:29:28,672 --> 00:29:34,141 that I feel like I will let the directors go down 395 00:29:34,143 --> 00:29:37,111 if I don't appear to do a scene. 396 00:29:37,113 --> 00:29:40,615 397 00:29:40,617 --> 00:29:44,553 398 00:29:44,555 --> 00:29:46,588 399 00:29:46,590 --> 00:29:49,658 400 00:29:49,660 --> 00:29:52,293 401 00:29:52,295 --> 00:29:54,962 [Jenna} Lord, I thank you that we have learning to take boundaries from ourselves 402 00:29:54,964 --> 00:29:58,332 that we can do everything Christ who strengthens us. 403 00:29:58,334 --> 00:30:01,035 So, I thought: "Good." I can't kill myself 404 00:30:01,037 --> 00:30:04,004 because there are too many people who rely on me. " 405 00:30:04,006 --> 00:30:06,240 I want to cut my wrist, 406 00:30:06,242 --> 00:30:08,543 I want to do something, I just want to hurt myself, 407 00:30:08,545 --> 00:30:13,180 I just want to feel something. I feel very numb and I feel very lonely. 408 00:30:13,182 --> 00:30:19,254 And I finally just went to the tattoo shop and I started getting tattoos all over my body 409 00:30:19,256 --> 00:30:23,090 because I thought at least then I could feel something, you know. 410 00:30:23,092 --> 00:30:28,697 Ans then the next day when I went to went do a movie, I have a girl tell me: 411 00:30:28,699 --> 00:30:33,168 "What did you do to yourself? Why did you get it all these big tattoos on your whole body? 412 00:30:33,170 --> 00:30:38,740 Nobody wants to hire you now." Once again in my life, I felt rejected. 413 00:30:38,742 --> 00:30:44,513 And that's the point where I said: "Okay, . I'm done with the porn industry, I'll go. Like I didn't even go to be accepted here again." 414 00:30:44,515 --> 00:30:47,983 So I went for it first time. 415 00:30:47,985 --> 00:30:51,586 I think when I stop the first time, I will finish. 416 00:31:09,706 --> 00:31:13,375 I have gone to church and that's when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior, 417 00:31:13,377 --> 00:31:19,715 but I don't understand the importance of having a relationship with God because, having that relationship with God, that's where you get strength from God spent time with Him. 418 00:31:19,717 --> 00:31:25,320 419 00:31:25,322 --> 00:31:28,791 420 00:31:28,793 --> 00:31:31,761 421 00:31:31,763 --> 00:31:36,599 Do you want something to eat? Or take it later. 422 00:31:36,601 --> 00:31:38,433 Do you want me to pray for you? 423 00:31:38,435 --> 00:31:40,235 My weakness at that time 424 00:31:40,237 --> 00:31:43,539 in my life, is a man. If you send me a man, 425 00:31:43,541 --> 00:31:47,643 I will immediately fall in love. I feel like someone wants me 426 00:31:47,645 --> 00:31:53,649 and I almost feel safer because I'm not alone. I have a man God put in my life and then he took me to church and then I was baptized. 427 00:31:53,651 --> 00:31:57,787 I was reading the Bible and I started doing it very well, and then this person said: 428 00:31:57,789 --> 00:32:03,626 "You will be a star greater than before." 429 00:32:03,628 --> 00:32:06,397 It turns out he's a pimp, he made me go back to the porn industry... 430 00:32:07,365 --> 00:32:12,237 for others three and a half years. 431 00:32:14,239 --> 00:32:16,174 432 00:32:18,776 --> 00:32:22,745 This is a vicious circle, in pornographic films industry, starting with one thing 433 00:32:22,747 --> 00:32:27,149 and it only continues to the next and to the next and next 434 00:32:27,151 --> 00:32:31,122 until you feel hopeless. 435 00:32:33,525 --> 00:32:37,627 I know that my life will change forever when I meet Jesus because a man can't change your life. Because, a man is not your Savior, 436 00:32:37,629 --> 00:32:42,598 God is our Savior, Jesus is our Savior. 437 00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:44,800 That the only person can change my life. 438 00:32:44,802 --> 00:32:48,604 God used Richard a lot in my life, so to be a part of him moving to change my life. 439 00:32:48,606 --> 00:32:55,645 And what I think about business Triple X What, it gives you temporary help. 440 00:32:55,647 --> 00:33:00,616 This gives you wow, people pay attention to me, wow, I have money in my pocket 441 00:33:00,618 --> 00:33:05,822 442 00:33:05,824 --> 00:33:10,126 but it does not fulfill your heart and your soul. That gave him a promise 443 00:33:10,128 --> 00:33:14,865 which cannot be fulfilled. It was told what he could have, but not yet, 444 00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:19,502 it doesn't fulfill his heart. That is told he will be appreciated, 445 00:33:19,504 --> 00:33:23,774 but when he won help, no one reached for him. 446 00:33:23,776 --> 00:33:29,478 I want you to know that you are not alone. Whenever you feel like you are not worthy, 447 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:34,851 God wants you to know that you are worthy. And It only requires a step of faith that is brave to say: 448 00:33:34,853 --> 00:33:38,689 "You know what, I'm done." And faith, that is ensuring what you expect 449 00:33:38,691 --> 00:33:42,492 and definitely what you don't see. So you might not see a better life, 450 00:33:42,494 --> 00:33:45,294 but you only have to have confidence in it believe that there is a better life 451 00:33:45,296 --> 00:33:48,567 and God wants to give you better life, he really is. 452 00:33:57,343 --> 00:34:02,946 For all new girls, remember this is forever. Internet completely 453 00:34:02,948 --> 00:34:05,849 and completely forever and you can't take it back, 454 00:34:05,851 --> 00:34:09,822 Your friends and family will know. You will be harassed by people. 455 00:34:10,756 --> 00:34:12,823 This will affect the rest of your life. 456 00:34:12,825 --> 00:34:14,858 I have definitely seen girls in the industry 457 00:34:14,860 --> 00:34:16,960 where am I like: "This is not a good place for you. 458 00:34:16,962 --> 00:34:21,798 You are not supposed to be here." Uhm, and this is a difficult industry. 459 00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:25,469 You must have guts in porn now because you will be judged. 460 00:34:25,471 --> 00:34:29,773 So, you have to be fine with yourself and we all struggle, there is insecurity, 461 00:34:29,775 --> 00:34:32,944 we are all nervous about our bodies and our minds and our future. 462 00:34:32,946 --> 00:34:36,413 But, you really need to have a strong going when you come to this industry. 463 00:34:36,415 --> 00:34:39,416 Especially, if you are younger and I fully acknowledge that, 464 00:34:39,418 --> 00:34:41,785 it's called "adult entertainment" for a reason. 465 00:34:41,787 --> 00:34:44,556 Like you have to be like that adults to develop. 466 00:34:48,828 --> 00:34:51,728 I am very happy that I can become in your documentary finally. 467 00:34:51,730 --> 00:34:53,532 It's about the time you ask me. 468 00:34:54,768 --> 00:34:56,535 I lie, they ask me every time. 469 00:34:58,303 --> 00:35:05,009 We give each other holiday gifts every day weeks here on live SiriusXM radio. 470 00:35:05,011 --> 00:35:11,015 I've actually been with Vivid Radio which has been on SiriusXM for the past three years. 471 00:35:11,017 --> 00:35:17,555 And before that, I was on Playboy Radio for 10 years on SiriusXM, 472 00:35:17,557 --> 00:35:19,857 So I just... I have like a two-week period 473 00:35:19,859 --> 00:35:24,729 and then back in business. And I like radio, it's very fun. 474 00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:27,498 It's a live radio Special winter vacation 475 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,967 here on SiriusXM 415. 476 00:35:29,969 --> 00:35:36,607 Your girls, here to just warm you this holiday season. 477 00:35:36,609 --> 00:35:43,414 I obviously don't like sex after being since I was 18 years old in this business. 478 00:35:43,416 --> 00:35:46,619 18, it's already in like two decades now. 479 00:35:48,455 --> 00:35:52,457 Looking for the lightning to attack me. 480 00:35:52,459 --> 00:35:55,560 Hey, boy, I'm Christy. 481 00:36:02,335 --> 00:36:04,936 - What is your fantasy? - I have to hand it to you, Paul, 482 00:36:04,938 --> 00:36:07,004 You beat yourself this time. 483 00:36:07,006 --> 00:36:09,440 I got a problem because my girlfriend and I were made 484 00:36:09,442 --> 00:36:11,342 Playboys and we sell it to boys. 485 00:36:11,344 --> 00:36:12,877 They are like stick figures. 486 00:36:12,879 --> 00:36:15,613 But it looks like I'm sure is like this little big 487 00:36:15,615 --> 00:36:18,916 is going on and breasts or something. 488 00:36:18,918 --> 00:36:20,718 So I thought was from an early age 489 00:36:20,720 --> 00:36:23,855 that I have somehow been in several types of businesses 490 00:36:23,857 --> 00:36:26,994 with nudity, I guess. I do not know. 491 00:36:29,829 --> 00:36:32,363 When I enter business, I don't talk to my parents. 492 00:36:32,365 --> 00:36:34,867 Never misused, I didn't fall under it, never got hit, 493 00:36:34,869 --> 00:36:38,402 has never been harassed by anyone. I just rebel. 494 00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:42,575 And I only know that I... I have to go in control of my life when I was 17 and moved. 495 00:36:43,911 --> 00:36:50,849 So, when I got into business and I had there was no money, nothing. And I hate that, like... 496 00:36:50,851 --> 00:36:54,385 I hate being in that position and then when I met someone and they: 497 00:36:54,387 --> 00:36:57,455 "Oh, you can make, you know, 500 a day or 200, whatever." 498 00:36:57,457 --> 00:37:02,060 For an 18 year old child who makes like 150 a week working 40 hours at work, 499 00:37:02,062 --> 00:37:03,561 it's like: "Wow!" 500 00:37:03,563 --> 00:37:04,797 You don't need a car like this 501 00:37:04,799 --> 00:37:06,834 to bring beautiful women out. 502 00:37:08,135 --> 00:37:12,436 - You're a beautiful woman. - Thank you. 503 00:37:12,438 --> 00:37:17,441 My first scene that I saw again, there was no against Ron Jeremy because he was one 504 00:37:17,443 --> 00:37:21,379 my best friends and I love him, that is the most frightening day of my life. 505 00:37:21,381 --> 00:37:22,883 Searching for... 506 00:37:24,084 --> 00:37:29,421 Sweetheart hot with big big breasts 507 00:37:29,423 --> 00:37:31,156 for couples who love each other. 508 00:37:31,158 --> 00:37:34,493 Like I really thought I went to a magazine or whatever and it's a circle, which I don't do know what the circle is at 18, 509 00:37:34,495 --> 00:37:37,529 510 00:37:37,531 --> 00:37:42,801 it turns out it's a porn movie, and I've done it for three or four months. 511 00:37:42,803 --> 00:37:45,170 Uhm, that's with Ron Jeremy and another couple. 512 00:37:45,172 --> 00:37:48,841 Come on. 513 00:37:48,843 --> 00:37:52,444 - Well... Oh, what the hell is this. - Well. Yes. 514 00:37:52,446 --> 00:37:54,913 And that's just scary. I don't care about who the man or woman is, 515 00:37:54,915 --> 00:38:00,018 it's like: "My God, I'm having sex film." How... And I don't mean to be evil 516 00:38:00,020 --> 00:38:04,190 because it turned out to be good for me finally. "How low is my life sinking?" 517 00:38:04,192 --> 00:38:08,762 God! Thank you sir. Oh, my God. 518 00:38:09,763 --> 00:38:14,666 But, like the next time I did Scene and that with Ginger Lynn. 519 00:38:14,668 --> 00:38:18,938 - Come take a shower together. - Together there? 520 00:38:18,940 --> 00:38:21,740 I have never been with a girl. I like: "Not only with a girl, 521 00:38:21,742 --> 00:38:23,711 but see how cute she is." 522 00:38:25,512 --> 00:38:30,582 There are different vibrations on the set. It's like these great-looking people. 523 00:38:30,584 --> 00:38:35,989 Like I have sex with them and they pay me. I feel like a movie star. 524 00:38:35,991 --> 00:38:41,627 I did many first-hand experiences in front of the camera, race, gangbang, women. 525 00:38:41,629 --> 00:38:44,630 I don't know what will happen happened, but then he introduced me 526 00:38:44,632 --> 00:38:47,566 to this beautiful woman, Catherine. 527 00:38:47,568 --> 00:38:49,836 Well, hurry up and get good stuff. 528 00:38:49,838 --> 00:38:53,472 Eighties, we don't make anything, but joking is fun. That's fun, 529 00:38:53,474 --> 00:38:57,110 learn a lot about sex, can't label it. 530 00:38:57,112 --> 00:39:01,513 Does the TV almost make you to the deadly point? 531 00:39:01,515 --> 00:39:05,587 Now, don't pull the plug, because we will change you. 532 00:39:10,725 --> 00:39:12,994 This business has has more integrity for me. 533 00:39:13,962 --> 00:39:18,264 I don't think you have to sleep on the road po... At least in the 80s and 90s. 534 00:39:18,266 --> 00:39:23,069 This is like... they are like: "Oh, my God, . A girl wants to make love in a $ 500 movie? 535 00:39:23,071 --> 00:39:26,172 Hire her." Like they don't want to spoil good things because in the 80s, very few girls did it. 536 00:39:26,174 --> 00:39:29,876 It was never made to do something like... _ sex acts that I did not get, 537 00:39:29,878 --> 00:39:33,046 I have never done anal, I have never done a DP, not because has something wrong with it, not my choice. 538 00:39:33,048 --> 00:39:38,751 Nobody said: "Well, we can't hire you if you don't take your two penises." 539 00:39:38,753 --> 00:39:42,757 In September 1990 when I signed my contract with, 540 00:39:44,092 --> 00:39:49,196 541 00:39:49,198 --> 00:39:52,632 then what is known as Vivid Video. 542 00:39:52,634 --> 00:39:54,867 And that's the best step. 543 00:39:54,869 --> 00:39:59,872 I never left. Therefore & 90: shake money-wise. 544 00:39:59,874 --> 00:40:01,743 I mean, they are amazing. 545 00:40:03,745 --> 00:40:08,082 I have never compared myself to anyone. I am my own person. 546 00:40:08,084 --> 00:40:10,683 I don't have to be number one. 547 00:40:10,685 --> 00:40:11,886 I mean, I like that. 548 00:40:16,859 --> 00:40:19,226 Men only pursue two things, 549 00:40:19,228 --> 00:40:24,164 pus and money, and fortunately, I have both. 550 00:40:27,736 --> 00:40:31,571 And then here is a messy office. 551 00:40:31,573 --> 00:40:36,710 Like this photo taken I, about two years ago. 552 00:40:36,712 --> 00:40:41,614 Oh, that's beautiful. No I'm just kidding. It's like 1985. This is a big blow and I made $ 400 from that. 553 00:40:41,616 --> 00:40:43,719 And so... Oh, you know what, this is another great thing. 554 00:40:44,787 --> 00:40:47,254 555 00:40:47,256 --> 00:40:51,025 It's a little dusty. My action figure doll. 556 00:40:51,027 --> 00:40:54,328 I don't want to meet that My version is in a dark hallway. 557 00:40:54,330 --> 00:40:56,730 Hey, wait, where is that good young man? 558 00:40:56,732 --> 00:41:00,834 I will give him a bath live condom. 559 00:41:00,836 --> 00:41:03,637 That's for you. This is your little party gift. 560 00:41:03,639 --> 00:41:05,839 This is it. Wear them with good health. 561 00:41:05,841 --> 00:41:08,876 It's just a different time. I'm not guilty. It's underground. 562 00:41:08,878 --> 00:41:13,814 It's hidden. It's amazing and it's just a cozy little family. 563 00:41:13,816 --> 00:41:18,152 One thing I will never experience is removed, and it's in my office, 564 00:41:18,154 --> 00:41:24,224 This is a big poster from one of the AVN programs of all Vivid, Janine, Jenteal... 565 00:41:24,226 --> 00:41:28,829 and we all signed posters with each other. See? That's the problem with me. 566 00:41:28,831 --> 00:41:33,301 That's why I don't have bad feelings about this business. I never took it seriously. 567 00:41:33,303 --> 00:41:37,704 This sex clinic is run by Dr. Phil Lashio. 568 00:41:37,706 --> 00:41:41,342 It's just my work and fun work. 569 00:41:41,344 --> 00:41:47,350 - Who wants to see me make love with Steve? - Yes! Yes. 570 00:41:49,852 --> 00:41:53,954 I mean, I rest for maybe a year, back. I make like three comebacks. 571 00:41:53,956 --> 00:41:57,791 Every time I divorce, I will make back. When they like moving, 572 00:41:57,793 --> 00:42:01,829 I will be like, "It's time to go back, Steve. Yes, wait, he's packing now." 573 00:42:01,831 --> 00:42:05,666 Yes, fine. I am ready. Uh huh. OK. Yes, is very good when it lasts. Alright. " 574 00:42:05,668 --> 00:42:09,204 So, however, can you make Tony be strong wake up, always want to have sex with him." 575 00:42:09,206 --> 00:42:13,774 I just don't miss beats. Not me has one complaint about business. 576 00:42:13,776 --> 00:42:20,181 I like it. I like it. If I can go back in time and do another film under that era, 577 00:42:20,183 --> 00:42:24,119 I will do it in an instant. I mean, I know that there is a certain age 578 00:42:24,121 --> 00:42:28,823 where do I want to hang it. I don't even know why. 579 00:42:28,825 --> 00:42:31,292 I think 14 years is enough, but I think: 580 00:42:31,294 --> 00:42:34,364 "What do I want to do after pornography ends?" 581 00:42:36,967 --> 00:42:43,338 - Annie Cruise, what is your choice of rooster for vacation? - Oh, a lot of anal. 582 00:42:43,340 --> 00:42:46,309 New girl today. They will do anything. 583 00:42:48,078 --> 00:42:51,379 So, I feel this warm sensation in my throat and I will: 584 00:42:51,381 --> 00:42:54,082 "My God." I don't expect... I don't mean to be honest, 585 00:42:54,084 --> 00:42:59,020 - I don't even know what that is. - The majority of men, they want to make love to women. 586 00:42:59,022 --> 00:43:01,890 Rap their penis in a small bow and then, they can feed me. 587 00:43:01,892 --> 00:43:04,826 He can do triple vag, triple anal . 588 00:43:04,828 --> 00:43:05,894 They have faced 589 00:43:05,896 --> 00:43:07,429 like their ass facing me. 590 00:43:07,431 --> 00:43:10,798 I want tit damn Christmas chicken. 591 00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:13,101 - This will be like this year. - This is fun. 592 00:43:13,103 --> 00:43:16,372 It's just good... Like the old one, 593 00:43:16,374 --> 00:43:19,341 I... uhm, don't know if I can make another movie, 594 00:43:19,343 --> 00:43:21,510 however, I like this business. 595 00:43:21,512 --> 00:43:23,512 So only that kind keeps me in the circle. 596 00:43:23,514 --> 00:43:26,415 And I just thought through porn and even radio, 597 00:43:26,417 --> 00:43:29,884 I have learned many things about sex, of course. 598 00:43:29,886 --> 00:43:33,821 I mean people call and they give me tips sometimes. 599 00:43:33,823 --> 00:43:35,990 Something about Loofa on his girlfriend's penis. 600 00:43:35,992 --> 00:43:38,294 I don't know. I tried it. That's really good. 601 00:43:38,296 --> 00:43:39,829 Thank you, Bob at Michigan. 602 00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:45,967 This is an entertainment business, and entertainment is very difficult, 603 00:43:45,969 --> 00:43:48,204 and it's competitive. And that's not fair. 604 00:43:48,206 --> 00:43:50,206 Because people get very excited and they think 605 00:43:50,208 --> 00:43:52,942 it's easy money comes from all directions. 606 00:43:52,944 --> 00:43:56,378 And you can enter quickly money when you're new, 607 00:43:56,380 --> 00:43:59,381 but you have to make sure that you keep yourself long-term. 608 00:43:59,383 --> 00:44:02,851 Now, back on that day, people will record one film 609 00:44:02,853 --> 00:44:07,156 and you will get up to $ 30,000 for shooting one movie. Not like that anymore. 610 00:44:07,158 --> 00:44:10,793 I think the most valuable thing a player can do now 611 00:44:10,795 --> 00:44:12,428 is make, produce, and have your own content. 612 00:44:12,430 --> 00:44:14,029 I produce my own content, 613 00:44:14,031 --> 00:44:17,866 I am a webcam, I made a special video. I do porn. 614 00:44:17,868 --> 00:44:21,003 I do a little camming, a little of everything. 615 00:44:21,005 --> 00:44:24,139 I made an identity from myself and was the best thing I've ever done 616 00:44:24,141 --> 00:44:26,542 is its own trademark and creates a brand. 617 00:44:26,544 --> 00:44:29,144 I think now more than ever, players really have 618 00:44:29,146 --> 00:44:32,248 more control over their brand and their success 619 00:44:32,250 --> 00:44:34,116 and their future than before. 620 00:44:34,118 --> 00:44:36,986 Has additional... additional income 621 00:44:36,988 --> 00:44:38,854 gives you the ability to say: 622 00:44:38,856 --> 00:44:41,924 "You know what, no, I don't want to record that scene. 623 00:44:41,926 --> 00:44:45,227 I will photograph the type of scene I want to shoot and I want to be... 624 00:44:45,229 --> 00:44:48,132 This is the way that I want people to see me. " 625 00:44:51,068 --> 00:44:55,372 Boy on a Dolphin, Sophia Loren. This woman can get out of the ocean. She laughs at me, the boy. She's all good, very big. She thinks and I still think so stuffy sirens. That's amazing for me. So, I want to revive it, and feel it on the stage. 626 00:44:55,374 --> 00:45:00,276 And every time, it's still like this day, that's why I haven't stopped. 627 00:45:00,278 --> 00:45:06,915 My father is in Vietnam war. He hippie. He was recruited to Vietnam, 628 00:45:06,917 --> 00:45:10,986 met my mother there. Both of them very young and they fell in love quickly. My mother, she did the best she could. I think after 10 years, 629 00:45:10,988 --> 00:45:14,624 630 00:45:17,529 --> 00:45:23,466 631 00:45:23,468 --> 00:45:27,437 632 00:45:27,439 --> 00:45:32,908 633 00:45:32,910 --> 00:45:39,482 he sees a bigger world outside Montana, and like. 634 00:45:39,484 --> 00:45:43,953 So, I was raised by my father. My father and I are from a very young age has a very close relationship. My father likes Rock and Roll. 635 00:45:43,955 --> 00:45:48,625 He planted weeds. He is learning to become a winemaker. You know, he's a little naughty. 636 00:45:48,627 --> 00:45:53,229 Even if he doesn't like something himself, I know that I can go home. 637 00:45:53,231 --> 00:45:56,968 So at the age of 13, we enrolled me in the Barbizon Modeling school. 638 00:45:58,370 --> 00:46:02,906 I think only because of necessity. 639 00:46:02,908 --> 00:46:04,474 Welcome to Barbizon. 640 00:46:04,476 --> 00:46:07,110 So he said: "He will go to this modeling school. 641 00:46:07,112 --> 00:46:08,978 This, you know... These people will teach him 642 00:46:08,980 --> 00:46:11,448 everything he needs to know and he will come out a woman." 643 00:46:11,450 --> 00:46:14,317 644 00:46:14,319 --> 00:46:17,354 And you become truly unique and a healthy person. 645 00:46:17,356 --> 00:46:19,055 Okay, something like that. 646 00:46:24,564 --> 00:46:28,231 I see photos of myself, and I can... I can tell you 647 00:46:28,233 --> 00:46:33,370 each of my photos has been taken, where I have been. 648 00:46:33,372 --> 00:46:37,073 I am 15 years old, living abroad, working as a model. 649 00:46:37,075 --> 00:46:39,344 Right now, I think, this will happen is considered trafficking. 650 00:46:44,316 --> 00:46:48,251 But I remember my father always said, you know, 651 00:46:48,253 --> 00:46:51,223 one thing he wants I become not afraid. 652 00:46:56,094 --> 00:47:02,233 Paulina Porizkova is the first model that I remember is wow. 653 00:47:02,235 --> 00:47:04,301 And that's because he's in Playboy. 654 00:47:04,303 --> 00:47:07,304 I have taken my father trouble with him on the cover. 655 00:47:07,306 --> 00:47:09,375 He is a supermodel, Paulina. 656 00:47:10,376 --> 00:47:13,577 Seeing it on Playboy, really changed it for me, because I realized: 657 00:47:13,579 --> 00:47:17,381 "Wait, you can do both. You can be an elegant woman 658 00:47:17,383 --> 00:47:24,388 and show your body and, you know, eh, naked, and nothing." 659 00:47:24,390 --> 00:47:26,724 You know, the more model modes I see, 660 00:47:26,726 --> 00:47:29,160 Linda Evangelista, Christy Turlington, 661 00:47:29,162 --> 00:47:33,497 This is Yasmeen Ghauri. This is the height of the supermodel. 662 00:47:33,499 --> 00:47:38,335 There is something lacking about them, in me opinion, and that is that they are not sexual. 663 00:47:38,337 --> 00:47:41,539 They don't... I'm always good from gravity to Sophia Loren, 664 00:47:41,541 --> 00:47:44,675 Marilyn Monroe. I like... I like va-va-voom. 665 00:47:44,677 --> 00:47:47,578 I found myself interested in women 666 00:47:47,580 --> 00:47:50,347 that, in my opinion, is just without a hitch. 667 00:47:50,349 --> 00:47:53,319 ΓÖ ¬ Pa- pa-tudeli-dam, pooh ΓÖ¬ 668 00:47:55,221 --> 00:47:57,724 You are really treated. 669 00:47:59,292 --> 00:48:04,628 If you don't work, we have 10,000 other girls. 670 00:48:04,630 --> 00:48:11,101 This is not ten, not five, but 10,000 _ other girls. So, I gave up modeling. 671 00:48:11,103 --> 00:48:16,106 I came to Los Angeles, I wanted to pursue work as an anesthesia nurse. 672 00:48:16,108 --> 00:48:18,409 I registered at school here. 673 00:48:18,411 --> 00:48:22,112 I just thought You might be a model, right? 674 00:48:22,114 --> 00:48:24,616 No, I'm a student. Can't you know? 675 00:48:24,618 --> 00:48:29,353 - Oh... - Yes, I just came home from school. 676 00:48:29,355 --> 00:48:32,757 Playboy did one of their Girls of the Campus 677 00:48:32,759 --> 00:48:34,728 or I don't even remember the right title. 678 00:48:35,762 --> 00:48:40,465 And I remember going through Playboy Studio West in Santa Monica. 679 00:48:40,467 --> 00:48:45,470 This is the first taste I have has... They brought me champagne. 680 00:48:45,472 --> 00:48:50,308 Marilyn said: "You are great." I went to The Mansion a week later. I like: 681 00:48:50,310 --> 00:48:53,545 "You know what, hmm, just breastfeeding won't cut it again." 682 00:48:53,547 --> 00:48:56,080 You have a taste for this extraordinary life. 683 00:48:56,082 --> 00:49:00,721 That's 10 stars, you have publicity. They look after us well. 684 00:49:01,822 --> 00:49:06,858 I am the only existing woman displayed on the cover of the Pent... 685 00:49:06,860 --> 00:49:09,861 I am a Pet Penthouse of the Year in February 2002 686 00:49:09,863 --> 00:49:13,665 and Playboy, on the cover Playboy, the same month. 687 00:49:13,667 --> 00:49:17,502 The crazy thing is, so, the gate for porn for me is Playboy. 688 00:49:17,504 --> 00:49:22,107 How can I not enter this business? I was introduced in the most extraordinary way. 689 00:49:22,109 --> 00:49:27,178 And, I mean, I don't need to do six people bukkake, right? It's like I went to Playboy. 690 00:49:27,180 --> 00:49:32,417 If some girls aren't even highly educated, this is a dream. I have a bachelor's degree 691 00:49:32,419 --> 00:49:36,423 and I don't even make a quarter of that money, so where will I continue? 692 00:49:38,125 --> 00:49:42,895 My first crush on porn is Janine Lindemulder. 693 00:49:42,897 --> 00:49:49,134 And I will always remember him wearing jeans, blue jeans and a white tank top without a bra. 694 00:49:49,136 --> 00:49:52,404 He smiled very big and he came and hugged me. 695 00:49:52,406 --> 00:49:57,576 And I'm like: "This... This is where . I have to. Here it is. I... I'm coming." 696 00:49:57,578 --> 00:50:01,847 I feel this is fantasy and I make it come true. 697 00:50:01,849 --> 00:50:07,120 Yes, it's better if you go part of it. That... Hal bra up. 698 00:50:09,657 --> 00:50:14,192 I realize that if I enter , I have to make it feasible for a while. 699 00:50:14,194 --> 00:50:20,733 After you have a penis in your mouth, you can never return. You cannot cancel the bell. 700 00:50:20,735 --> 00:50:23,636 Tera Patrick and the meat. 701 00:50:29,544 --> 00:50:31,379 There is anonymity. 702 00:50:33,381 --> 00:50:36,616 On the one hand, I thought it was early in my career I explore a lot of my sexuality. I think anal is the hardest thing. 703 00:50:36,618 --> 00:50:41,721 I can't believe I whispered that anal, you know, I mean it's a little taboo. 704 00:50:41,723 --> 00:50:45,658 I mean, it's like: "Okay, now he will do anal." You know. 705 00:50:45,660 --> 00:50:51,263 Actually, for me, what's big agreement is I never do girls. 706 00:50:51,265 --> 00:50:56,369 Hot here. Can we take all of our clothes? My Lord. 707 00:50:56,371 --> 00:50:59,305 So when I did the first girl-girl scene in 2003, 708 00:50:59,307 --> 00:51:02,908 and of course, it's with very beautiful woman, Savannah, 709 00:51:02,910 --> 00:51:06,746 710 00:51:06,748 --> 00:51:10,449 with Vivian, for Tera, Tera, Tera. 711 00:51:10,451 --> 00:51:13,452 Tera, Tera, Tera. 712 00:51:13,454 --> 00:51:16,355 It was an amazing experience for me, but I was ready. 713 00:51:16,357 --> 00:51:20,593 I never did anything I didn't want to do. Ever. 714 00:51:20,595 --> 00:51:23,262 We are out and open with what we do. I always say, 715 00:51:23,264 --> 00:51:25,866 why do you think I'm not in the mainstream ? I have my own production. 716 00:51:25,868 --> 00:51:30,269 You know, I make my own money. I do what I want to do. 717 00:51:30,271 --> 00:51:34,573 I don't want to do mainstream. I like sucking dick. That's what I'm famous for. 718 00:51:34,575 --> 00:51:40,747 I don't cure cancer. Do you know what I mean? I... I'm famous for Tera Patrick. 719 00:51:40,749 --> 00:51:47,586 And I remember being in con. And I'm on my way red carpet too, and I have police escort. 720 00:51:47,588 --> 00:51:51,323 And people, they know me, they're waiting for pictures. 721 00:51:51,325 --> 00:51:54,393 They waited, and I said, they all saw my vagina. 722 00:51:54,395 --> 00:51:56,565 My vagina made it to Europe. 723 00:51:59,568 --> 00:52:04,938 So how do I end up with Teravision, and myself in the porn business 724 00:52:04,940 --> 00:52:07,641 starting from 2003 725 00:52:07,643 --> 00:52:12,681 until I retired in 2009, was, eh, I became a feature dancer. 726 00:52:18,053 --> 00:52:22,923 And this is what my company finances. I went on the road as a feature dancer 727 00:52:22,925 --> 00:52:27,427 where we did, uh, striptease performances at the club. We make money, 728 00:52:27,429 --> 00:52:30,797 and I will go home and use it the money to finance my film. 729 00:52:30,799 --> 00:52:33,867 Sales of my film, half goes to life, 730 00:52:33,869 --> 00:52:35,637 the other half goes to savings. 731 00:52:37,005 --> 00:52:41,007 We make more money per movie, per scene. 732 00:52:41,009 --> 00:52:43,877 Many of us have residues, many of us have our content, 733 00:52:43,879 --> 00:52:48,348 owned by our company. We have lots of ways to take advantage of our income. 734 00:52:48,350 --> 00:52:54,521 I see my work body and Teravision, my website, I make beautiful works. 735 00:52:54,523 --> 00:52:57,858 I mean, listen, we're not filming Othello, you know, you... 736 00:52:57,860 --> 00:53:00,494 Dialogue doesn't have to be that perfect, get chicken in the mouth, 737 00:53:00,496 --> 00:53:02,662 cum shot on face and we are fine. 738 00:53:02,664 --> 00:53:05,932 So, is there anything else I can get you, friend? 739 00:53:05,934 --> 00:53:08,035 I can't think of anything. 740 00:53:08,037 --> 00:53:10,739 Yes, what can happen in the world - what we might want after that? 741 00:53:16,712 --> 00:53:22,783 The opportunity to work in Italy appears. And I say, Italy, 742 00:53:22,785 --> 00:53:27,487 This is the most beautiful country in Indonesia World. The best food, wine. I mean, 743 00:53:27,489 --> 00:53:29,056 yes, I'm leaving. I'm leaving. 744 00:53:29,058 --> 00:53:31,658 Anything has to do with food or money 745 00:53:31,660 --> 00:53:35,997 is what I learned first in Italy because You have to eat and you have to be paid. 746 00:53:35,999 --> 00:53:38,099 And so the first sentence I study 747 00:53:38,101 --> 00:53:40,837 Pay me now. 748 00:53:47,777 --> 00:53:52,747 I signed a contract to do the show feature. My first feature show, 749 00:53:52,749 --> 00:53:57,051 now my husband Alberto came from the first day. 750 00:53:57,053 --> 00:53:59,120 Of course, I want to sit on his face, 751 00:53:59,122 --> 00:54:01,789 You know, and this is beautiful Italian accent, and... 752 00:54:01,791 --> 00:54:04,158 But he fascinated me. 753 00:54:04,160 --> 00:54:09,630 This is an open-minded man, I think to even jump into the water and see how it feels to swim for a while. Yes, need a ball. 754 00:54:09,632 --> 00:54:13,770 I think I feel this one. Watch all of you. 755 00:54:15,138 --> 00:54:20,608 756 00:54:20,610 --> 00:54:23,544 Good. Let's begin. 757 00:54:23,546 --> 00:54:25,847 I like this business. I love my life now. 758 00:54:25,849 --> 00:54:28,683 I will only... I will continue playing. 759 00:54:28,685 --> 00:54:32,787 I will save my website, I will still display. I will never stop. 760 00:54:32,789 --> 00:54:38,593 I'm a pervert. I will never stop dancing and appearing on stage. 761 00:54:38,595 --> 00:54:44,599 So, maybe that time will end, maybe that's when pornography will end. 762 00:54:44,601 --> 00:54:46,801 When they stop throwing dollars. I hope not. 763 00:54:46,803 --> 00:54:49,472 Guys, come Cheerleaders next month. 764 00:54:52,508 --> 00:54:56,477 I don't know if the analogy is the same, but I feel almost like that 765 00:54:56,479 --> 00:55:01,917 become a professional athlete. You have several years, in my opinion, physically, 766 00:55:01,919 --> 00:55:06,922 to do what you want. To make your sign . To make your splash. 767 00:55:06,924 --> 00:55:10,426 And then, I want it to go out gracefully. 768 00:55:11,728 --> 00:55:15,496 This is something that from the beginning I said: "I couldn't do this until I was 50 years old." 769 00:55:15,498 --> 00:55:20,936 And I don't want to, but I'm so thankful, and I'll always be like that 770 00:55:20,938 --> 00:55:24,672 because I have retired for 10 years and I still sell on webcam. 771 00:55:24,674 --> 00:55:28,243 And I have thousands of members of the website. 772 00:55:28,245 --> 00:55:32,080 My life in the adult business hasn't produced anything negative for me. 773 00:55:32,082 --> 00:55:37,019 Have I hit a few speed bumps? Is there a lawsuit? Fucked people wrong a few times? Sure! 774 00:55:37,021 --> 00:55:42,557 But I was not damaged to a certain point where I was bankrupt, poor, 775 00:55:42,559 --> 00:55:47,229 and trying to find out: "What do I want to do with my life?" 776 00:55:47,231 --> 00:55:50,901 777 00:56:00,244 --> 00:56:03,979 This is a combination of the film industry with sex. No longer. 778 00:56:03,981 --> 00:56:07,149 This is what you get from it. This is an artistic medium 779 00:56:07,151 --> 00:56:11,753 which is intended to pull out a reaction from people, turn on, 780 00:56:11,755 --> 00:56:13,789 angry, whatever it is, works. 781 00:56:13,791 --> 00:56:18,760 I'm really open a piece of my sexuality 782 00:56:18,762 --> 00:56:23,765 that, uhm... It was hidden before I arrived here and porn really helps open it. And it builds my confidence. 783 00:56:23,767 --> 00:56:27,769 This is different where you should learn how to have sex, in the same way that you won't watch crap crapping films, 784 00:56:27,771 --> 00:56:31,773 and then feel like you have to go to slaughter a teenager in a camp 785 00:56:31,775 --> 00:56:35,144 in the summer wearing a hockey mask. Do you know what I mean? 786 00:56:35,146 --> 00:56:40,015 Very specific. 787 00:56:40,017 --> 00:56:43,119 788 00:56:43,121 --> 00:56:44,022 789 00:56:53,797 --> 00:56:55,066 Now, what should we talk about? 790 00:57:03,208 --> 00:57:05,108 Nina gave me one of the best compliments 791 00:57:05,110 --> 00:57:07,678 when I was put in The whole famous Herschel Savage. 792 00:57:08,947 --> 00:57:12,749 "Steel is wrapped in leather, is his cock." I like that. 793 00:57:12,751 --> 00:57:14,683 That's amazing... 794 00:57:14,685 --> 00:57:17,619 That's a good compliment from Nina Hartley. Come on. 795 00:57:17,621 --> 00:57:21,257 Can you believe that? Sometimes, horses have wings, honey. 796 00:57:21,259 --> 00:57:25,828 You know, it looks like I'm going to take the next one Grinch, but I'm happy with what I have. 797 00:57:25,830 --> 00:57:29,732 But I have never competed with anyone. I is not one of them, you know. 798 00:57:29,734 --> 00:57:36,139 I really have a young porn star coming on the set, and telling me like this: 799 00:57:36,141 --> 00:57:41,277 "I can drink eight times a day. I get nine inches of dick." I said: "Nice to meet you. 800 00:57:41,279 --> 00:57:44,747 Get out of my face." No, I didn't say that, but still, I mean, you know , 801 00:57:44,749 --> 00:57:46,749 people try to promote themselves as you know, 802 00:57:46,751 --> 00:57:49,185 give me a break, man. Just say hello. 803 00:57:49,187 --> 00:57:52,622 I am looking for a manager, you must be him. What is your name? 804 00:57:52,624 --> 00:57:56,993 - You're the manager, aren't you? - Uhm, yeah, hi. 805 00:57:56,995 --> 00:58:02,967 - What's your name? - Uh, Boom, uh... Bada Boom. 806 00:58:05,670 --> 00:58:08,307 How often do you really have an orgasm? 807 00:58:10,108 --> 00:58:15,812 In the film? Do you ask me how often do I have orgasm in the film? Are those real questions? 808 00:58:15,814 --> 00:58:17,082 Versus pretending. 809 00:58:18,417 --> 00:58:22,085 That's my job, it's to have orgasm, to maintain an erection, 810 00:58:22,087 --> 00:58:25,922 get the recording, and... have an orgasm, cum. 811 00:58:25,924 --> 00:58:28,724 Many people, like Tera said he would fake it. 812 00:58:28,726 --> 00:58:33,230 Well, women can fake it. I mean, most women in business may not do cumming. 813 00:58:33,232 --> 00:58:37,767 I mean that... But they don't have to be, people must. We are doing real work. 814 00:58:37,769 --> 00:58:41,371 I mean, it's hard to believe having orgasm in front of the camera is work, 815 00:58:41,373 --> 00:58:45,175 but there are some physical, eh it's difficult for that. 816 00:58:45,177 --> 00:58:49,113 But no, no, people don't like... I mean yes: 817 00:58:49,115 --> 00:58:54,053 "Herschel, we want you to make love with three girls today, but please don't drink. Okay, no problem." 818 00:58:55,121 --> 00:58:59,056 I don't care how you do it, but you have to make this girl cum, 819 00:58:59,058 --> 00:59:04,328 and when he did, I want you to have this glass ready and catch every drop. 820 00:59:04,330 --> 00:59:07,030 And to repeat anyone once told you to hold your orgasms 821 00:59:07,032 --> 00:59:11,170 for a few days to make it more extraordinary? 822 00:59:12,838 --> 00:59:14,371 Ah no. 823 00:59:14,373 --> 00:59:17,074 No one has ever asked me hold on to cumming for several days 824 00:59:17,076 --> 00:59:19,943 so I can have extraordinary ejaculation. No, no one has ever done that. 825 00:59:19,945 --> 00:59:24,848 They consider you... All the men in this business have this extraordinary strength and ability, 826 00:59:24,850 --> 00:59:30,020 but we don't. No, no one has ever asked that. 827 00:59:30,022 --> 00:59:32,158 I have never had sexual relations with one of the White House internships. 828 00:59:34,760 --> 00:59:40,766 I play Bill Clinton in a scene with Monica Lewinsky. 829 00:59:44,303 --> 00:59:49,273 Monica is played by Asha, Asha is beautiful. 830 00:59:49,275 --> 00:59:53,311 831 00:59:53,313 --> 00:59:58,048 And I have to say, I mean I got a blowjob under the table when I was being interviewed on camera as Bill Clinton, and him... He just doesn't stop. 832 00:59:58,050 --> 01:00:01,486 When they cut the camera he continued to blow me up. 833 01:00:01,488 --> 01:00:03,321 She's the best. It's an amazing blowjob, very good. 834 01:00:03,323 --> 01:00:07,124 Just send me dry cleaning answer, honey. 835 01:00:07,126 --> 01:00:10,027 - What did I do? Straight? - Uh, well you know, freeway. 836 01:00:10,029 --> 01:00:12,896 - West? - Ah, you will go to the East. We will return home. 837 01:00:12,898 --> 01:00:15,933 Good. I have a good time. I just want to to tell you that you are doing a good job. 838 01:00:15,935 --> 01:00:19,070 - I did. I hope you enjoy... - Do you have fun? 839 01:00:19,072 --> 01:00:22,007 I think, in general talking, my scene is hot, 840 01:00:25,045 --> 01:00:27,345 841 01:00:27,347 --> 01:00:29,113 because of connection I have with women. 842 01:00:29,115 --> 01:00:33,453 It's hot. It's hot stuff, man. I think, after all. 843 01:00:38,992 --> 01:00:42,527 I really want to finish it tomorrow they are a planter box. 844 01:00:42,529 --> 01:00:46,130 I have never been really curly. I am more romantic. 845 01:00:46,132 --> 01:00:50,835 I mean, I just like kissing and... For me, it's like a romantic adventure. 846 01:00:50,837 --> 01:00:54,472 I mean, you have to keep making it it's hot, but for the most part 847 01:00:54,474 --> 01:00:58,543 they are intense personal connections with that woman. 848 01:00:58,545 --> 01:01:03,181 So, when I... When I watched that scene I in, I revived that moment with that woman 849 01:01:03,183 --> 01:01:06,319 Because it is very significant for me, and very strong! 850 01:01:07,587 --> 01:01:13,291 - Stay on for a while. Speaking. - Honey, if I stay, we won't talk. 851 01:01:13,293 --> 01:01:16,261 It doesn't even appear, It doesn't show for me, 852 01:01:16,263 --> 01:01:20,898 it's like, me, me, me together... I'm with someone. 853 01:01:20,900 --> 01:01:25,103 That's like, it's like a universal snuggle, man. 854 01:01:25,105 --> 01:01:28,108 That's amazing. I'm with you, you know. It's really great. 855 01:01:31,278 --> 01:01:35,481 Do you know you are very beautiful? I mean very interesting. 856 01:01:35,483 --> 01:01:40,552 I stopped the first time in & apos; 87. Back to & apos; 97. 857 01:01:40,554 --> 01:01:46,558 And, and the difference between women from the 80's to the 90's, can't be trusted. 858 01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:51,497 It's like a quality young woman model, I means, you know. I mean, it's like... 859 01:01:51,499 --> 01:01:54,866 I sell video tapes during my retirement 860 01:01:54,868 --> 01:01:58,138 realized that I would never have it had sex with this woman, you know. 861 01:02:01,375 --> 01:02:04,376 - Who are they going to jump... - Good ass. 862 01:02:04,378 --> 01:02:07,546 - Good eye objects. You still have it. - I do. 863 01:02:07,548 --> 01:02:10,149 - You look really great. - Thank you. 864 01:02:10,151 --> 01:02:14,388 The light shines behind your head. You look like, like an angel. 865 01:02:17,992 --> 01:02:22,328 As we can see normally the entertainment industry. 866 01:02:22,330 --> 01:02:27,232 How are women at risk... especially men 867 01:02:27,234 --> 01:02:30,035 who use their power to take advantage of them. 868 01:02:30,037 --> 01:02:33,272 Every woman is shocked whether they are in the adult industry, or not. 869 01:02:33,274 --> 01:02:37,376 Then of course, it will happen more likely if they are facing 870 01:02:37,378 --> 01:02:42,147 lots of pigs to fill this industry. "Oh, do you want to work?" You know it's like: 871 01:02:42,149 --> 01:02:45,017 "Give me a punch..." I mean, it's like, I will blow someone, however, 872 01:02:45,019 --> 01:02:47,052 and you will do this, anyhow. I just want to see how 873 01:02:47,054 --> 01:02:49,254 all of you, you know. That's bullshit. 874 01:02:49,256 --> 01:02:53,158 Everyone becomes objective. And You don't see a woman as a person 875 01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:57,062 and that's a disease. When did you only deal with sex 876 01:02:57,064 --> 01:03:00,501 and those needs. His... You are an empty ship. 877 01:03:04,606 --> 01:03:09,375 So, massage parlor scene. And I entered and I played a role 878 01:03:09,377 --> 01:03:13,278 from a man who came for a massage. He is just interesting... 879 01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:15,280 We actually don't have sexual relations. 880 01:03:15,282 --> 01:03:19,452 He gave me a shower, masturbated me and hit me. 881 01:03:19,454 --> 01:03:23,088 One of... my hottest scenes ever... I masturbated to that scene. 882 01:03:23,090 --> 01:03:25,525 Sorry, I have to have it kind of life. 883 01:03:25,527 --> 01:03:29,598 After all, it's a hot scene. Check that one. 884 01:03:32,467 --> 01:03:37,670 As I said before, this is the scene I like watching is called 885 01:03:37,672 --> 01:03:42,709 massage soap. And I am shy customer massage parlor 886 01:03:42,711 --> 01:03:48,415 come for ordinary daily massage. But he starts holding my thighs. 887 01:03:48,417 --> 01:03:53,051 And he just, I mean... Can you see this? 888 01:03:53,053 --> 01:03:55,455 I react with horror. "My God, what are you doing? Oh no, I shouldn't have done this. I'm here just to have my muscles exercise." My shirt is dead, 889 01:03:55,457 --> 01:03:57,624 I shouldn't be surprised anymore. What I should have done was shocked I didn't go to the gym 890 01:03:57,626 --> 01:04:01,327 for three years, that's what I should be surprised. 891 01:04:01,329 --> 01:04:05,265 But here we go. You know, I feel shy 892 01:04:05,267 --> 01:04:08,001 with you person and doing interview, and now my cock is out. 893 01:04:08,003 --> 01:04:10,437 894 01:04:10,439 --> 01:04:14,174 895 01:04:14,176 --> 01:04:20,246 You know, it's almost like, you know... It's like forcing your close friend, Bob, 896 01:04:20,248 --> 01:04:23,251 to watch your cock sucked. That's weird. A little weird. 897 01:04:25,320 --> 01:04:29,055 People have opposed me the first day. Are you, have you seen me? 898 01:04:29,057 --> 01:04:33,293 Here I stand, continue. Try it, I challenge you. That's the problem 899 01:04:33,295 --> 01:04:37,430 that this industry has taught me. I have a ball. Let me tell you. 900 01:04:37,432 --> 01:04:41,601 And I'm very proud of my big balls. Because you know what, I know who I am. 901 01:04:41,603 --> 01:04:44,137 Being in adult entertainment doesn't have to be a stigma. 902 01:04:44,139 --> 01:04:48,274 It doesn't have to be a dark slum evil place. I am very proud of myself. 903 01:04:48,276 --> 01:04:52,045 I am honest about what I do. Who am I and how when you are with me. 904 01:04:52,047 --> 01:04:53,747 Hope you want to come along for the trip. 905 01:04:53,749 --> 01:04:56,182 And if not, then there is another bus or train 906 01:04:56,184 --> 01:04:59,988 or something by the way you can jump on, but jumping on me is always fun. 907 01:05:02,357 --> 01:05:05,559 I want to build a jealous-pyre. 908 01:05:09,297 --> 01:05:13,066 I want to build an my own empire. 909 01:05:13,068 --> 01:05:16,739 My goal is to have a million dollars in a free and clear bank when I press 30. 910 01:05:18,374 --> 01:05:20,674 Alright. Can I, first, I want to know, 911 01:05:20,676 --> 01:05:22,645 what made you do the video? Why are you here? 912 01:05:26,248 --> 01:05:31,619 My girlfriend and I were very interested in watching porn. 913 01:05:31,621 --> 01:05:33,489 I am very interested in women. 914 01:05:35,090 --> 01:05:39,393 I really like Janine. She's the one the girls we've always been looking for 915 01:05:39,395 --> 01:05:42,530 when we go to adult bookstores. You know, always behind 916 01:05:42,532 --> 01:05:45,566 what do I think is like. 917 01:05:45,568 --> 01:05:49,169 Easy. You only do what you feel. 918 01:05:49,171 --> 01:05:51,539 I never thought that will pay off. 919 01:05:51,541 --> 01:05:53,142 Look at what the cat dragged. 920 01:05:57,480 --> 01:06:00,414 There are advertisements in one from the Berkeley school paper 921 01:06:00,416 --> 01:06:03,117 that is being searched for nude models. I have seen the ad 922 01:06:03,119 --> 01:06:06,487 for months and months. Then when I was 18, my girlfriend was like, 923 01:06:06,489 --> 01:06:10,324 "You need to call the ad." I want to explore more. 924 01:06:10,326 --> 01:06:13,727 And he really wants me to explore it further. 925 01:06:13,729 --> 01:06:19,233 So the ad was run by a man named Zen Burrows, who became my agent. 926 01:06:19,235 --> 01:06:23,203 Uh, he has a small production company called Wildfire Productions. 927 01:06:23,205 --> 01:06:27,575 And uhm, stars are born. 928 01:06:27,577 --> 01:06:30,444 Are you showing off? Like being watched? 929 01:06:30,446 --> 01:06:33,882 I think it's supervised can be turned on at one point. 930 01:06:33,884 --> 01:06:36,718 You are being watched now. 931 01:06:36,720 --> 01:06:40,222 We will be supervised by a number of people. Several thousand. 932 01:06:41,390 --> 01:06:45,426 I only worked with girls at the beginning because I didn't want to work with men. 933 01:06:45,428 --> 01:06:49,165 Like I only want to work with women. I am really curious about that. 934 01:06:51,568 --> 01:06:54,468 Oh yeah. 935 01:06:54,470 --> 01:06:56,337 A good child. 936 01:06:56,339 --> 01:06:59,641 So I mean it just happened six months, maybe nine months. 937 01:06:59,643 --> 01:07:02,844 Uhm, I've worked with all that the girls I ever wanted to work for. 938 01:07:02,846 --> 01:07:07,181 And Vivid always told me when I was at their location, uh, that 939 01:07:07,183 --> 01:07:10,485 if you want to work with men, we will sign a contract. 940 01:07:10,487 --> 01:07:13,122 So, I want more money. 941 01:07:14,290 --> 01:07:16,524 300 dollars? 942 01:07:16,526 --> 01:07:20,962 And I know that I can get a lot more money working with men. 943 01:07:31,241 --> 01:07:33,644 I mean being a person A girl who lives, is a big award. 944 01:07:34,878 --> 01:07:38,380 I feel very special that they want to sign me. 945 01:07:38,382 --> 01:07:41,983 And they assured me that I would have it control who works with me and I can insist on using a condom. 946 01:07:41,985 --> 01:07:43,885 And when I signed a contract with Vivid, the scene of my first daughter is at the Dangerous Games with Alex Sanders. He is my first person. 947 01:07:43,887 --> 01:07:47,889 I don't like talking like that. I don't like it at all 948 01:07:47,891 --> 01:07:51,559 Can you trust these lines. 949 01:07:51,561 --> 01:07:53,664 Vivid of course company to work. It is sought 950 01:07:55,699 --> 01:07:57,334 951 01:07:58,869 --> 01:08:03,738 952 01:08:03,740 --> 01:08:10,512 by everyone in this business. And they sort from, are elite girls who feel like... 953 01:08:10,514 --> 01:08:13,949 You know, it's all classic. That's Janine, Christie Canyon, 954 01:08:13,951 --> 01:08:19,289 myself, Nikki Tyler, Racquel Darrian. Everyone wants to be a living girl. 955 01:08:21,358 --> 01:08:24,994 To be successful as in any business in any industry you must be unique and do something different. Market yourself in a different way. 956 01:08:24,996 --> 01:08:28,964 Steve Hirsch is really great advertise in a public way. 957 01:08:28,966 --> 01:08:32,702 And for a while, He has us all 17 meters 958 01:08:32,704 --> 01:08:35,570 on Sunset Boulevard just above Tower Records. 959 01:08:35,572 --> 01:08:38,339 And that's very big. You know, there are no other adults the company has done something like that before. 960 01:08:38,341 --> 01:08:41,977 Vivid does a lot of different things their films, you know, in costumes 961 01:08:41,979 --> 01:08:45,781 962 01:08:45,783 --> 01:08:50,753 and with the location I have many truly unique experiences. 963 01:08:50,755 --> 01:08:55,925 I know you don't know this yet, but... this is a very big world out there. 964 01:08:55,927 --> 01:09:00,328 During my 21st birthday, we were in Hawaii taking pictures for Vivid and Playboy. 965 01:09:00,330 --> 01:09:02,967 And the two films I'm in Hawaii extraordinary. 966 01:09:04,368 --> 01:09:08,704 Hi, I'm Eve. That location is just extraordinary. I feel very beautiful. 967 01:09:08,706 --> 01:09:12,975 My boyfriend is really perfect okay with industry. 968 01:09:12,977 --> 01:09:17,613 He is fine with me working with men in movies. 969 01:09:17,615 --> 01:09:23,586 I went into business with my girlfriend. And we got married about five years later. 970 01:09:23,588 --> 01:09:27,623 And then six months later, when I was pregnant, I stopped. 971 01:09:27,625 --> 01:09:30,693 Everything, I stopped, naked modeling, dancing. 972 01:09:30,695 --> 01:09:35,865 I've played a lot with movies already. Uhm, but for me, that's all. 973 01:09:45,077 --> 01:09:47,743 I certainly know I don't want to be part of the industry and get pregnant or raise two children. 974 01:09:47,745 --> 01:09:50,780 I was born, I felt, to be the first and foremost mother and my achievements in the industry 975 01:09:50,782 --> 01:09:54,517 and with my business only secondary, but for me, being a mother is that 976 01:09:54,519 --> 01:09:57,653 and I don't want to juggle both of them. 977 01:09:57,655 --> 01:10:01,624 I'm honest after doing so so much in business and made very glamorous for years 978 01:10:01,626 --> 01:10:04,060 and all trips and everything. I only really wants to be a basic bitch. 979 01:10:04,062 --> 01:10:06,897 I want a fixed salary, I want to know my hours and... and that's it. 980 01:10:06,899 --> 01:10:09,933 So, when I was at Trader Joe, I hurt my heart back really badly raised some milk crates 981 01:10:09,935 --> 01:10:12,903 982 01:10:12,905 --> 01:10:18,074 983 01:10:18,076 --> 01:10:23,512 984 01:10:23,514 --> 01:10:27,383 and must have two returns operation, that was in 2009. 985 01:10:27,385 --> 01:10:30,987 And I have suffered this injury since then then despite surgery. 986 01:10:30,989 --> 01:10:36,993 Thank you for coming. Uh, I really want a chance to, uhm, open 987 01:10:36,995 --> 01:10:43,166 discussion about oil and share me experience and see if you have questions. 988 01:10:43,168 --> 01:10:49,139 A boyfriend recently posted something on his Facebook page about CVD oil. 989 01:10:49,141 --> 01:10:52,642 And I heard that it helps people you know, 990 01:10:52,644 --> 01:10:56,479 with, with... cure cancer. I've heard that it helps with, 991 01:10:56,481 --> 01:11:01,418 with many other diseases and diseases. And I'm very curious. 992 01:11:01,420 --> 01:11:04,754 I just found out that with my back injury, you know, this is something 993 01:11:04,756 --> 01:11:07,123 really will help me. And I am very, very interested 994 01:11:07,125 --> 01:11:10,629 where the business will run, so I'm involved. 995 01:11:13,432 --> 01:11:16,933 I don't feel like that My past has been... 996 01:11:16,935 --> 01:11:20,670 it never brought anything up in my life. 997 01:11:20,672 --> 01:11:24,841 There are certain people who disagree with and have opinions. 998 01:11:24,843 --> 01:11:29,980 Uh, their opinion is their business and they have never really been forced on me. 999 01:11:29,982 --> 01:11:34,853 So I feel like I'm going pretty unscathed in that, actually. 1000 01:11:36,622 --> 01:11:40,024 Just been a fan of porn, I will definitely say 1001 01:11:40,026 --> 01:11:45,495 that pornographic films in the 90's were far better than, uh, what was shot today. 1002 01:11:45,497 --> 01:11:48,665 And I certainly think it's fair from a fan's point of view 1003 01:11:48,667 --> 01:11:51,670 that porn used to be, is... It was a golden age. 1004 01:11:52,571 --> 01:11:55,672 That little honey pot in my life in my early 20s, 1005 01:11:55,674 --> 01:11:59,977 really, uh... they've packed a lot, though. There are many that I experience, 1006 01:11:59,979 --> 01:12:03,948 I mean, one ton. I may live more in five years than most 50 years 1007 01:12:03,950 --> 01:12:05,550 have their whole lives. 1008 01:12:06,953 --> 01:12:11,024 The juice is worth squeezing, and I squeeze the bastard, man. 1009 01:12:20,667 --> 01:12:23,267 I often feel like people think that I was just a sex object, 1010 01:12:23,269 --> 01:12:26,137 and I'm not, I'm a person. 1011 01:12:26,139 --> 01:12:28,906 And I really have friends that... I'm just hanging out 1012 01:12:28,908 --> 01:12:34,078 and they just took out their penis expecting me to do something with him. 1013 01:12:34,080 --> 01:12:37,515 We must stop humiliating people are in porn. There is no reason for that 1014 01:12:37,517 --> 01:12:41,052 shame for being in porn. That's a legitimate business. This is a real business. 1015 01:12:41,054 --> 01:12:44,522 - This is a billion-dollar business. - Everyone always says: 1016 01:12:44,524 --> 01:12:46,991 "You are in porn, you are an adult entertainer, people will never forget it. 1017 01:12:46,993 --> 01:12:48,259 They will remember this forever. 1018 01:12:48,261 --> 01:12:49,894 You are a porn star for life." 1019 01:12:49,896 --> 01:12:52,530 And I always thought: "Well, use that 1020 01:12:52,532 --> 01:12:55,900 and if you are going to be an adult entertainment too, try to be 1021 01:12:55,902 --> 01:12:59,070 the best version of yourself can. Try to be successful 1022 01:12:59,072 --> 01:13:01,706 maybe. So when you look back at your career, 1023 01:13:01,708 --> 01:13:03,576 you don't look back on it with regret. " 1024 01:13:06,546 --> 01:13:09,547 Take a breath, bring the ear parallel to your shoulder So your neck matches your spine. There he is. Draw your shoulder again. 1025 01:13:09,549 --> 01:13:13,718 So, I went to this person's house and I drank once and after that one drink, 1026 01:13:13,720 --> 01:13:17,621 I don't remember anything, and woke up the next morning to my ID 1027 01:13:17,623 --> 01:13:21,059 1028 01:13:21,061 --> 01:13:25,730 and the consent form on the night table. And that's when I filmed my first film. 1029 01:13:29,869 --> 01:13:33,904 Every time you exhale, notice what you can release more. 1030 01:13:33,906 --> 01:13:37,810 Physical, mental, respiratory is the process of releasing. 1031 01:13:42,950 --> 01:13:46,184 My mother, ah, she didn't lift me, she left me when 1032 01:13:46,186 --> 01:13:50,022 I might be two months old. And we don't really have a relationship yet 1033 01:13:50,024 --> 01:13:52,623 since then and my father has been in prison all my life. 1034 01:13:52,625 --> 01:13:56,828 My grandparents raised me from four until I found out, 16 years old. 1035 01:13:56,830 --> 01:13:59,698 I grew up with my grandfather. My grandparents 1036 01:13:59,700 --> 01:14:02,134 actually separated, they are my mother's parents. 1037 01:14:02,136 --> 01:14:06,038 So my grandfather raised me. I grew on the horse track with him, 1038 01:14:06,040 --> 01:14:08,642 I grew up in this country. 1039 01:14:10,077 --> 01:14:14,212 When I was 13 years old, I lost my virginity a boyfriend and we were at school. 1040 01:14:14,214 --> 01:14:17,349 She's... I'm in eighth grade, she's in seventh grade. 1041 01:14:17,351 --> 01:14:20,652 And my best friend went to church and told all my family that I lost my virginity. Then the next day, I went to school 1042 01:14:20,654 --> 01:14:24,356 to hit my best friend, you know, that problem and then deleted it from school 1043 01:14:24,358 --> 01:14:30,128 and expelled from school. And that's what happened perpetuating me leaving school in the eighth grade. 1044 01:14:30,130 --> 01:14:35,000 And so everything happened where I lost my virginity 1045 01:14:35,002 --> 01:14:38,070 and moved from my grandmother's house back to my grandfather's house, 1046 01:14:38,072 --> 01:14:41,106 I started tattooing myself. This is a 13 hour tattoo, 1047 01:14:41,108 --> 01:14:44,410 I got it when I was 15 years old. 1048 01:14:44,412 --> 01:14:45,577 1049 01:14:45,579 --> 01:14:47,746 My back, I kind of want it to do something like a weird show 1050 01:14:47,748 --> 01:14:50,015 because of that... you know, we are all weird 1051 01:14:50,017 --> 01:14:52,050 Sinatra is everywhere and I have to take it with me everywhere. 1052 01:14:52,052 --> 01:14:56,154 I did this and I gave the name Bonnie Rotten. 1053 01:14:56,156 --> 01:15:00,125 And I finally became me. 1054 01:15:00,127 --> 01:15:03,931 Very fast, I was very heavy tattooed when I was 17 years old. 1055 01:15:05,833 --> 01:15:08,800 I started car shows, horror shows, 1056 01:15:08,802 --> 01:15:12,438 various exhibitions in the Midwest. And things like that start 1057 01:15:12,440 --> 01:15:14,942 My modeling career and I found Bonnie Rotten. 1058 01:15:16,077 --> 01:15:20,745 I'm 21 years old, I don't need my mother and father worries me. Thank you. 1059 01:15:20,747 --> 01:15:25,817 Do you know what? I think you are involved in some bad things. 1060 01:15:25,819 --> 01:15:30,289 What are the bad things? 1061 01:15:30,291 --> 01:15:33,692 Fuck. You're a fucking whore. 1062 01:15:33,694 --> 01:15:38,131 Horror genre for me is so important. It's almost like a fantasy, 1063 01:15:38,133 --> 01:15:40,867 even though it's horrifying like crazy and scary people, 1064 01:15:40,869 --> 01:15:44,036 it's still a fantasy world for me that I really can enjoy, 1065 01:15:44,038 --> 01:15:45,271 as people do with pornography. 1066 01:15:50,778 --> 01:15:53,980 My first visit to California happened because I was working on Horror Expo. 1067 01:15:53,982 --> 01:15:57,383 And they have a contest for a magazine and I competed in the contest. 1068 01:15:57,385 --> 01:16:00,453 And I won the contest. So the prize is like flying to California 1069 01:16:00,455 --> 01:16:03,122 and shoot this layout for a magazine. 1070 01:16:03,124 --> 01:16:07,426 So I did it and came here, shot a magazine and the kind met 1071 01:16:07,428 --> 01:16:11,864 multiple connections in the porn industry. So, I really met someone who was on a trip 1072 01:16:11,866 --> 01:16:15,735 a podcast on my friend lived in while I was in town. 1073 01:16:15,737 --> 01:16:19,506 So I went to this person's house and I took one. And after one drink, 1074 01:16:19,508 --> 01:16:20,708 I don't remember anything. 1075 01:16:23,144 --> 01:16:25,813 And that's when I filmed my first film. 1076 01:16:30,486 --> 01:16:33,355 You see it, He has the devil in his soul. 1077 01:16:34,289 --> 01:16:35,823 I don't think so about most people. 1078 01:16:40,028 --> 01:16:43,863 Scary, very scary. But, he is the only person I met in business it's like that. After that, 1079 01:16:43,865 --> 01:16:46,366 I have the best experience that I might have. 1080 01:16:46,368 --> 01:16:49,771 So when I entered the industry, I was told by a big company, like: 1081 01:16:52,174 --> 01:16:55,875 "We can't shoot you. You have too many tattoos. We don't know what to do with you." 1082 01:16:55,877 --> 01:16:58,978 So, I was introduced to someone at a company called New Sensations. 1083 01:16:58,980 --> 01:17:03,483 1084 01:17:03,485 --> 01:17:07,054 And because of them, they are open gates for tattooed girls 1085 01:17:07,056 --> 01:17:09,225 to be accepted main porn company. 1086 01:17:11,493 --> 01:17:14,894 I was accepted with the film, Meet Bonnie. 1087 01:17:14,896 --> 01:17:21,068 Hi, my name is Bonnie Rotten. I am 19 years old. I was only 19 three weeks ago. 1088 01:17:21,070 --> 01:17:24,938 It was nominated for many awards my first year in business. 1089 01:17:24,940 --> 01:17:27,407 I was nominated for Best New Starlet, like three months at. 1090 01:17:27,409 --> 01:17:31,044 How many awards do you nominate for tonight? - Uh 14. 1091 01:17:31,046 --> 01:17:33,814 The winner is, Bonnie Rotten. 1092 01:17:35,584 --> 01:17:38,485 And after that, that's all. Everyone shoots me, 1093 01:17:38,487 --> 01:17:42,022 everyone started hiring me. Everyone starts to put me on the cover of the box. 1094 01:17:42,024 --> 01:17:44,391 And that's rather fair depart from there. 1095 01:17:44,393 --> 01:17:48,097 - Rambo. - Colonel, I didn't expect to see you here. 1096 01:17:49,932 --> 01:17:52,768 Rambo, I want you to cancel this mission immediately, soldier. 1097 01:17:54,503 --> 01:18:00,073 So, I take pictures 10 to 15 times a month, showing 1-2... 1-3 weekends a month. 1098 01:18:00,075 --> 01:18:06,313 Famous internationally, Bonnie Rotten, inside the building. 1099 01:18:06,315 --> 01:18:08,516 I have to experience a lot of things. 1100 01:18:08,518 --> 01:18:10,585 - Bonnie, how are you? - I'm amazing. How are you? 1101 01:18:10,587 --> 01:18:12,986 We're fine. This is difficult, I don't know where to put my eyes. 1102 01:18:12,988 --> 01:18:13,954 here. 1103 01:18:19,362 --> 01:18:21,962 One of my most favorite parts career, is when I have to travel to Switzerland and Germany. And I basically like to tour the world. 1104 01:18:21,964 --> 01:18:25,065 I can't sleep because I'm excited. And I just want to see everything. 1105 01:18:25,067 --> 01:18:27,901 And I want to go eat and I want to eat all the food, 1106 01:18:27,903 --> 01:18:30,037 and I want to try everything. I want to do everything. 1107 01:18:30,039 --> 01:18:32,373 1108 01:18:32,375 --> 01:18:35,909 Where do I start in South Africa and do something 1109 01:18:35,911 --> 01:18:37,813 named SexPo in Johannesburg. 1110 01:18:39,416 --> 01:18:44,385 Went from there to Switzerland to film a film called Roller Girl. 1111 01:18:44,387 --> 01:18:47,622 And went to Hungary to shoot with Rocco Siffredi. 1112 01:18:47,624 --> 01:18:51,127 And we did Bonnie VS Rocco, which is crazy. 1113 01:18:52,195 --> 01:18:57,432 And that is the best time of my life. I got some tattoos, Berlin bears, 1114 01:18:57,434 --> 01:19:02,505 and Swiss flag and bull from Barcelona. 1115 01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:07,975 I really want to make porn artwork. You know, because I shoot so much, 1116 01:19:07,977 --> 01:19:10,345 and I'm always involved these things. And I like: 1117 01:19:10,347 --> 01:19:13,514 "These people, like them take us to them, . You know their apartment or whatever. And they do photo shoots on their couches, in these mansions. " 1118 01:19:13,516 --> 01:19:15,283 1119 01:19:15,285 --> 01:19:18,419 1120 01:19:18,421 --> 01:19:20,988 Like I have all these ideas. Damn, I will do it. 1121 01:19:20,990 --> 01:19:23,159 I collected Anal Disco candy kids. 1122 01:19:24,527 --> 01:19:27,063 Anal Candy Disco Chicks, Can you get a picture? 1123 01:19:30,166 --> 01:19:34,335 Afros, bucket from the gumballs, that's crazy. 1124 01:19:34,337 --> 01:19:39,440 And then after that, I directed Cape Fear. And I also starred in him as Robert De Niro. 1125 01:19:39,442 --> 01:19:43,411 . Do you vow to tell the truth, the whole truth 1126 01:19:43,413 --> 01:19:45,614 and nothing else but the truth? God helps you all souls. 1127 01:19:45,616 --> 01:19:49,117 When using my friend's boat in Marina del Rey, 1128 01:19:49,119 --> 01:19:51,620 and try to ensure that that there is no mahogany 1129 01:19:51,622 --> 01:19:55,123 and nothing like chaos by the crew. It's very intense. 1130 01:19:55,125 --> 01:19:57,994 I make zero money. I lost money, but it was fun. 1131 01:20:00,698 --> 01:20:03,965 Yes, and I study, okay, this is crazy and this is fun. 1132 01:20:03,967 --> 01:20:06,535 But you know, people kinda want things to be simpler, 1133 01:20:06,537 --> 01:20:09,371 So, let's reduce production and give them what they want. 1134 01:20:12,576 --> 01:20:15,209 The thing about industry, You are 18 years old 1135 01:20:15,211 --> 01:20:18,212 and you make 30-40 thousand dollars month. What you don't have to do 1136 01:20:18,214 --> 01:20:20,982 with that money at the age of 18 years. That's crazy. 1137 01:20:20,984 --> 01:20:24,420 So, the money is very short and You are not taught what to do with it. 1138 01:20:24,422 --> 01:20:28,557 But fortunately, I started a sex toy business that I own. 1139 01:20:28,559 --> 01:20:33,228 One of the coolest things is this action number and they are made 1140 01:20:33,230 --> 01:20:37,699 an action figure from every inch of your body. That's really crazy. 1141 01:20:37,701 --> 01:20:43,205 Every detail, every tattoo, every deep curl my hair appears on this little doll. 1142 01:20:43,207 --> 01:20:45,774 And we started selling it online and they did it very well. 1143 01:20:45,776 --> 01:20:48,945 And people like Bonnie are small statues, and they can have big ones. 1144 01:20:51,415 --> 01:20:55,484 When I left the industry, I really met me the second husband I had with my daughter. 1145 01:20:55,486 --> 01:20:58,086 You know, I'm kind of looking for a way out. 1146 01:20:58,088 --> 01:21:00,722 Because I won the Performer of the Year the previous year. 1147 01:21:00,724 --> 01:21:05,027 I have to surpass myself, because if you know about my film, 1148 01:21:05,029 --> 01:21:09,164 like always doing the craziest thing, and there is really nothing more than I can do it's crazier than what I did it without it 1149 01:21:09,166 --> 01:21:12,601 a circus action or I didn't enjoy it. 1150 01:21:12,603 --> 01:21:14,371 I like to bring myself in a certain way, because I know that as soon as I enter a room 1151 01:21:17,341 --> 01:21:21,276 1152 01:21:21,278 --> 01:21:25,647 I see a certain way. Even with mothers in school, like I don't like them to know me too much because I didn't lied about my past or who I was. 1153 01:21:25,649 --> 01:21:29,819 And I don't want to compromise my daughter's life 1154 01:21:29,821 --> 01:21:32,822 for his safety or health with his friends at school 1155 01:21:32,824 --> 01:21:36,492 because of my past and what parents think of me. 1156 01:21:36,494 --> 01:21:40,264 I want him to have it the easiest, safest, 1157 01:21:42,399 --> 01:21:48,070 structured life that he might have. 1158 01:21:48,072 --> 01:21:50,374 There are some talks about it like I go back to the industry, 1159 01:21:53,512 --> 01:21:56,546 but because of my child, I don't think that I will do it. 1160 01:21:56,548 --> 01:21:59,616 Just because I want to be able to say it that I left when I had it 1161 01:21:59,618 --> 01:22:03,085 - and don't have to go back. - Exhale, cobra. 1162 01:22:03,087 --> 01:22:07,490 1163 01:22:07,492 --> 01:22:11,594 - Low down, inhale, cobra. - I am very sensitive when it comes to emotions 1164 01:22:11,596 --> 01:22:14,196 and things like that, therefore things that have happened to me, 1165 01:22:14,198 --> 01:22:15,732 waiver, those things. 1166 01:22:15,734 --> 01:22:18,635 I... I really don't want to he felt like that. 1167 01:22:18,637 --> 01:22:20,537 So, I just very hands with him and very attentive and he is my role. 1168 01:22:20,539 --> 01:22:23,073 I am very extreme, you know, tattooed hardcore girl when I appear. 1169 01:22:26,678 --> 01:22:32,815 But in my life, I am very sweet, loving, hati a generous person and most people will not think 1170 01:22:32,817 --> 01:22:37,854 it's about me at all. Just by looking at me. 1171 01:22:37,856 --> 01:22:40,325 Never judge a book by its cover. You never know who that person is inside and you never know where that person might take you. 1172 01:22:41,493 --> 01:22:44,827 1173 01:22:44,829 --> 01:22:48,533 1174 01:23:00,812 --> 01:23:07,250 You need to realize that what happened in the adult industry, was made 1175 01:23:07,252 --> 01:23:10,687 for your entertainment. That is not reality. 1176 01:23:10,689 --> 01:23:15,558 Oh, help me. Do not enter. Like, yes 1177 01:23:15,560 --> 01:23:20,630 Reality is going up against people. It has sex. 1178 01:23:20,632 --> 01:23:26,336 It feels that moment connection between two people. 1179 01:23:26,338 --> 01:23:27,707 Right. 1180 01:23:29,374 --> 01:23:36,379 The digital world can be very, very isolating and sharing if we allow it. 1181 01:23:36,381 --> 01:23:40,316 Yes, what is the solution? That's just what we need 1182 01:23:40,318 --> 01:23:45,456 to make better choices. Let's choose to kiss and hug instead of... 1183 01:23:47,793 --> 01:23:49,560 Well, and turn it off. 1184 01:23:49,562 --> 01:23:52,195 - or turn it on. - This must be turned off and turned on. 1185 01:23:52,197 --> 01:23:53,699 Di.