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I'M EVEN ALTAR BOY. 10 00:01:08,368 --> 00:01:10,602 I ACCORDING TO FASCINATED BY ALL OF MY T. 11 00:01:10,670 --> 00:01:15,574 >> JESUS HAS CROSS. THEY BECOME HIM LIFE 12 00:01:15,642 --> 00:01:16,942 FIGHTING. THEY ARE ALL BLOOD. 13 00:01:17,010 --> 00:01:29,121 >> I START TO MAKE A MOVIES WHEN I AM A KID. 14 00:01:29,189 --> 00:01:31,757 I FOUND EIGHT MILLIMETERS CAMERA. 15 00:01:31,825 --> 00:01:50,876 IN THE FIRST THEY JUST FUN AND REMOVE THINGS. 16 00:01:50,944 --> 00:01:55,981 I WILL BE FOUND THE SONG. BUT AS A KID, NOT EVERYTHING IS VERY VERY 17 00:01:56,049 --> 00:02:02,321 CONTENT OR HAPPEN TO ME. I DECIDE SOMETHING SOMETHING 18 00:02:02,388 --> 00:02:08,794 DEEPER, THE SECRET IS NOT EXISTING SEEMED TO KNOW. 19 00:02:08,862 --> 00:02:12,197 BUT THEN I AM COLLECTION AND I START USING FILM AS HOW TO 20 00:02:12,265 --> 00:02:26,745 EXPLORING THE MEANING OF LIFE, EXPLAINING MY WORLD. 21 00:02:26,813 --> 00:02:30,282 BUT WITH TIME THAT I FINISHED FILM SCHOOL, I DON'T CLOSE 22 00:02:30,350 --> 00:02:33,652 KNOW WHO I AM, WHAT I WANT, WHERE DO I GO AND 23 00:02:33,720 --> 00:02:40,726 MOST IMPORTANT, WHY. THIS IS WHAT I EXPLOIT ME GREAT 24 00:02:40,793 --> 00:02:42,728 ADVENTURE. THIS IS MY STORY ABOUT WHAT 25 00:02:42,795 --> 00:02:51,670 HAPPENED TO MY 22 YEARS SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH. 26 00:03:08,321 --> 00:03:42,955 ¶ ¶ 27 00:03:43,022 --> 00:03:46,558 IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE 80's AND UPIE GENERATION. 28 00:03:46,626 --> 00:03:50,629 WE'RE IMMEDIATELY LOOKING FOR SOMETHING DIFFERENT. 29 00:03:50,697 --> 00:03:54,032 >> THIS IS NOT MY PATH. I CAN BE ACCEPTED TO BASIC SCHOOL. 30 00:03:54,100 --> 00:03:57,336 I WILL GET A PH.D. DI PSYCHOLOGY OF CHILDREN 31 00:03:57,403 --> 00:04:02,341 I HAVE MY LIFE LIFE. THEN I MARRIED SOME OF THESE PEOPLE. 32 00:04:02,408 --> 00:04:05,277 THEY ARE OWN. EVERYTHING PLAYS AND 33 00:04:05,345 --> 00:04:08,280 JUMPING IN ICE COLD RIVERS AND HIKING THROUGH FORESTS IN 34 00:04:08,348 --> 00:04:10,716 NIGHT AND OH, GOD, I WANT ME SOME OF IT. 35 00:04:10,783 --> 00:04:13,318 SOME OF SOME OF THE WORST, MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE 36 00:04:13,386 --> 00:04:16,655 I NEVER HAVE MY LIFE. >> WE START. 37 00:04:16,723 --> 00:04:20,325 THIS WHAT WE WANT. IT IS A SMALL SMALL ABOVE 38 00:04:20,393 --> 00:04:24,363 THIS GREAT GIANT CITY. >> CONTINUE TO BE FED 39 00:04:24,430 --> 00:04:29,635 LIKE YOUR SOUL BECOME A FED WITH LOVE AND INSPIRATION 40 00:04:29,702 --> 00:04:33,205 AND AWE. >> I WANT EVERYONE, EVERYONE 41 00:04:33,273 --> 00:04:35,007 IN THE WORLD, FOR THIS EXPERIENCE . 42 00:04:35,074 --> 00:04:38,543 I CAN REMEMBER THE FEELING SO FULFILLED. 43 00:04:38,611 --> 00:04:41,513 >> I SAID DAD, I WANT TO GIVE MY LIFE TO GOD. 44 00:04:41,581 --> 00:04:43,382 AND HE IS AT THE NEXT COST OUTSIDE. 45 00:04:43,449 --> 00:04:49,154 TO COME TO GET ME. >> PEOPLE WHO ARE THERE 46 00:04:49,222 --> 00:04:52,658 LOOKING FOR SPIRITUALITY, BUT ALL SUDDEN, YOU HAVE A 47 00:04:52,725 --> 00:05:03,235 BUILT-IN FAMILY. >> I ALSO GO TO GROUPS FROM 48 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:07,539 THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE I HAVE EVER EVER MET. 49 00:05:07,607 --> 00:05:13,445 IT IS MY FIRST SUSTER TELL ME ABOUT HIS FRIENDS 50 00:05:13,513 --> 00:05:15,947 YOURSELF IS NEEDED BUDDHAFIELD. 51 00:05:16,015 --> 00:05:18,984 >> PEOPLE ASK ME ALL TIME HOW DO YOU END THERE. 52 00:05:19,052 --> 00:05:24,656 I AM LIMITED IN CATHOLIC SCHOOLS AND I ALWAYS HAVE A LOT 53 00:05:24,724 --> 00:05:28,193 QUESTIONS FOR NUNS WHEN I WILL GO TO HOME AND TELL ME 54 00:05:28,261 --> 00:05:31,563 WHAT MOM I SAY, HE WILL SAY YOU CANNOT ASK THEM THAT. 55 00:05:31,631 --> 00:05:38,570 I AM NOT LIKE, I WANT TO KNOW. I WANT TO KNOW YOURSELF 56 00:05:38,638 --> 00:05:40,505 WORLD SUPERFISIALITY I LIVE ON. 57 00:05:40,573 --> 00:05:44,476 LIFE COULDN'T BECOME THIS THING WHERE YOU JUST LIVE AND WORK AND 58 00:05:44,544 --> 00:05:45,711 OFF. THERE SHOULD BE SOMETHING 59 00:05:45,778 --> 00:05:48,380 MORE. >> I SHARE WITH THE FAMILY 60 00:05:48,448 --> 00:05:52,617 ABSOLUTELY EFFECTIVE, ARTISTIC CHARACTER TYPE HIPPIE. 61 00:05:52,685 --> 00:05:56,021 I ALSO HAVE NO GUIDE RISE. 62 00:05:56,089 --> 00:05:58,757 LIVE IN CHICAGO WHERE I AM GREW UP IN JALAN, ITU Very stupid KETIKA DATANG BUDDHAFIELD, 63 00:05:58,825 --> 00:06:01,259 DOESN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE, WHAT WHAT I STARTED 64 00:06:01,327 --> 00:06:04,763 TO FEEL LIKE REALLY DEEPLY. >> I ALWAYS HAVE THIS YEAR 65 00:06:04,831 --> 00:06:10,469 KNOW IT REALLY WHY WE'RE HERE. >> I'M SHARING VERY 66 00:06:10,536 --> 00:06:15,374 67 00:06:15,441 --> 00:06:17,509 FUNDAMENTALIST, FIRE AND BRIMSTONE CHURCH WITH FEAR 68 00:06:17,577 --> 00:06:19,678 GOD AND ALL >> MY MOM KICKED ME OUT OF THE 69 00:06:19,746 --> 00:06:23,749 HOUSE WHEN I AM 15, SO YEAH, I LOOK FOR STABILITY. 70 00:06:23,816 --> 00:06:26,952 WHEN I COME ON GROUP, IT FELT LIKE ANYTHING, THIS WILL GO 71 00:06:27,019 --> 00:06:29,221 BE FOR LIFE. IT IS A SETTLEMENT. 72 00:06:29,288 --> 00:06:33,358 I WORK WITH REAL PROBLEMS WITH AUTHORITY 73 00:06:33,426 --> 00:06:35,627 PROBLEM OF MAIN AUTHORITY. REALLY DOES NOT CHANGE MUCH, 74 00:06:35,695 --> 00:06:38,864 ACTUALLY, I HAVE TO SAY YOU REALLY. 75 00:06:38,931 --> 00:06:41,666 >> WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG I WANT TO BE A SCIENTIST, THEN I 76 00:06:41,734 --> 00:06:44,202 WANT TO BE AN ARTIST. THERE IS ALWAYS A RUNNING PLACE 77 00:06:44,270 --> 00:06:46,838 THROUGH THAT WOULD LIKE TO BE PROHIBITED. 78 00:06:46,906 --> 00:06:52,310 >> I AM VERY LOST AND I BUT EMPTY, LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING 79 00:06:52,378 --> 00:06:57,983 LOST. >> AS A CHILD, THERE ARE MUCH 80 00:06:58,050 --> 00:07:01,586 FINALLY IN MY FAMILY. DISPLAY OF SUICIDE EVERY COUPLE 81 00:07:01,654 --> 00:07:09,094 MONTH, MANY ABUSE. >> I WANT TO BE A POLITICS. 82 00:07:09,162 --> 00:07:13,331 >> I WANT FREEDOM I WANT FREEDOM TO WALK FROM 83 00:07:13,399 --> 00:07:18,603 THIS IS SELF >> WE HAVE GOING FROM US 84 00:07:18,671 --> 00:07:23,642 MINDS. WE DESTROY OUR EGOS. 85 00:07:23,709 --> 00:07:27,112 I START TO EXPERIENCE A PART IS LARGER THAN MY OWN 86 00:07:27,180 --> 00:07:31,349 BEYOND ANYTHING THAT I'M KNOWN. AND THAT IS A TEACHER 87 00:07:31,417 --> 00:07:38,790 OUR GUIDE EVERY STEP FROM WAY. 88 00:07:38,858 --> 00:07:42,093 >> MY FIRST TIME MET THE TEACHERS IN ONE WEEK OF BUDDHAFIELD in _ HOLLYWOOD BARAT 89 00:07:42,161 --> 00:07:46,298 I TOLD HIS NAME was MICHEL. >> HE WAS JUST SOFT AND 90 00:07:46,365 --> 00:07:56,007 ENERGY ONLY STILL, YOU KNOW. I JUST THOUGHT WOW, WHAT A 91 00:07:56,075 --> 00:07:58,143 LELAKI TAMPAN. >> IF YOU THINK TOMORROW, 92 00:07:58,211 --> 00:08:03,048 YOU DO NOT EXPECT. IF YOU THINK OF THE PAST, YOU 93 00:08:03,115 --> 00:08:06,117 CAN BE MISERABLE. 94 00:08:06,185 --> 00:08:10,989 OPPORTUNITY WHERE YOU ARE. WHERE ARE YOU WHERE 95 00:08:11,057 --> 00:08:12,457 HAPPINESS IS. >> HE SPOKE AS IF HE HAS DONE 96 00:08:12,525 --> 00:08:17,796 TO COSMOS AND COME BACK AND HERE TO SAY US ABOUT IT 97 00:08:17,864 --> 00:08:20,932 98 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:29,441 AND TAKE AS THERE ARE. HAVE YOU MADE WITH CONTACT 99 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:33,845 KALERAH OR YOU STILL STAND WITH THE MOMENTER? 100 00:08:33,913 --> 00:08:38,717 WHEN WILL YOU BE OWN? WHEN YOU WILL REALIZE 101 00:08:38,784 --> 00:08:41,953 WHAT YOU DO THIS PRECIOUS ENERGY, WITH THIS 102 00:08:42,021 --> 00:08:49,261 A PLEASANT OPPORTUNITY? HE HASN'T WE HAD A MASTER 103 00:08:49,328 --> 00:08:54,799 THAT HAS A GREAT DIMINITY IR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING. 104 00:08:54,867 --> 00:08:58,537 >> YOU SPEAK AROUND HERE AND YOU LISTEN TO WHAT LISTED FOR YOU 105 00:08:58,604 --> 00:09:03,108 AND YOU WILL HOPE. THAT MANY I CAN SAY YOU. 106 00:09:03,175 --> 00:09:08,346 >> I WANT TO HAVE SPIRITUAL TEACHERS WHO CAN TEACH ME HOW FOR FREE. >> I WANT MENTOR. 107 00:09:08,414 --> 00:09:10,515 108 00:09:10,583 --> 00:09:12,684 I WANT ANYONE WHO WILL GOING TO HAVE ME. 109 00:09:12,752 --> 00:09:14,452 THEY DO IT IN INDIA ALL TIME. 110 00:09:14,520 --> 00:09:16,788 THERE IS THERE A STRAIGHT. THIS IS JUST A MODERN DAY 111 00:09:16,856 --> 00:09:45,116 THE VERSION IN AMERICA. ¶ 112 00:09:45,184 --> 00:09:49,220 >> HE IS A CONTEMPORARY. HE'S NOT SOME SMALL HUMANS 113 00:09:49,288 --> 00:09:53,592 WITH A GRAY BEARD SITTING IN A DONAT. 114 00:09:53,659 --> 00:09:57,529 HE LOVES SPEEDOS AND RAY-BANS AND HE BECOME DANCING AND 115 00:09:57,597 --> 00:10:00,165 DOING CONTEMPORARY MUSIC >> HE SPOKE FOUR OR FIVE 116 00:10:00,232 --> 00:10:03,535 LANGUAGE. HE AMAZINGLY HUMOROUS, 117 00:10:03,603 --> 00:10:04,836 JENAKA. VERY THINK LIKE A CHILDREN. 118 00:10:04,904 --> 00:10:07,138 HE CAN DO SOMETHING LIKE OH, I, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU ONLY 119 00:10:07,206 --> 00:10:08,506 THAT HE CAN DANCE. 120 00:10:08,574 --> 00:10:10,775 He is artistic HE IS ALL OUR THINGS 121 00:10:10,843 --> 00:10:12,844 WANT TO BE. >> HE DOES NOT REPRESENT WHO I AM 122 00:10:12,912 --> 00:10:15,146 EVER PREVIOUS MET. HE EXPECTS I DESTROY ALL ME 123 00:10:15,214 --> 00:10:18,883 WHAT IDEAS do I THINK I CAN BE APPLIED. 124 00:10:18,951 --> 00:10:22,354 >> I'M FINALLY LIKE I WILL THE TRUE PATH. 125 00:10:22,421 --> 00:10:25,190 I AM FACING EVERY MEETING, EVERYTHING WE ARE GOING TO TAKE AND 126 00:10:25,257 --> 00:10:29,928 EVEN THOUGH WEEKLY MICHEL WEEK INDIVIDUAL HYPNOTHERAPY SESSION 127 00:10:29,996 --> 00:10:32,764 CALLED CLEANSINGS. I AM REALLY CLEAR LIKE SOMETHING 128 00:10:32,832 --> 00:10:45,110 IMPORTANT TO HAPPEN IN ME LIFE. 129 00:10:45,177 --> 00:10:52,917 >> NAMASTE. >> I REALLY FALL LOVE 130 00:10:52,985 --> 00:11:01,493 OTHER PEOPLE FIRST. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 131 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:06,598 >> WE ARE TOGETHER 24 hours a day. WE LIFE TOGETHER, WE ATE 132 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:09,634 TOGETHER, PLAY TOGETHER. EVERY PERSON I KNOW ABOVE 133 00:11:09,702 --> 00:11:11,202 BUDDHAFIELD. MY CIRCUIT, MY FAMILY, WHAT 134 00:11:11,270 --> 00:11:20,311 BUDDHAFIELD. >> I HOPE IN THE HOUSE WITH ABOUT 135 00:11:20,379 --> 00:11:23,648 EIGHT PEOPLE. IT IS WARM AND SAFE. 136 00:11:23,716 --> 00:11:26,951 >> NEVER EVER YOU. NOTHING TO DO 137 00:11:27,019 --> 00:11:29,020 TUNA WISMA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE. 138 00:11:29,088 --> 00:11:32,557 >> EVERYONE IS SUPPORTING EVERYTHING WITH HELPING WITH FOOD, 139 00:11:32,625 --> 00:11:36,494 HELPING WITH COOKING. IT IS VERY IDYLLIC. 140 00:11:36,562 --> 00:11:39,197 >> I DO NOT LOVE CAFFEINE, I DO NOT DRINK GLASS WINE. 141 00:11:39,265 --> 00:11:42,000 I MEAN, I CANNOT CONSIDER ANY LIFE CLEAN. 142 00:11:42,068 --> 00:11:45,670 IT WAS REALLY LOVING THAT WE TRAINED AND TAKE CARE OF 143 00:11:45,738 --> 00:11:47,005 SELF. This is a LIFE. 144 00:11:47,073 --> 00:11:49,874 >> WE LIVE AT HOME, WE PAID OUR RENTS. 145 00:11:49,942 --> 00:11:53,511 WE HAVE A WORK. >> I am PERSONAL TRAINING. 146 00:11:53,579 --> 00:11:57,115 I HAVE MY OWN BUSINESS. I AM VERY SUCCESSFUL WITH 147 00:11:57,183 --> 00:11:58,783 MONEY. >> IF I HAVE A WRONG JOB 148 00:11:58,851 --> 00:12:01,786 YOUR MONEY TOWARDS ME, I GROCERIES BUT WHAT IS REQUIRED 149 00:12:01,854 --> 00:12:07,425 BE BOUGHT OR BUILT, WE ARE ALL DETERMINED AND PAID FOR IT. 150 00:12:07,493 --> 00:12:10,562 REQUIRES SOME ASSISTANCE. EXAMPLE OF OTHER SERVICES. 151 00:12:10,629 --> 00:12:13,198 >> SERVICES ARE ACTIONS YOU HAVE SELPHESLY. 152 00:12:13,265 --> 00:12:17,669 ONLY FOR OTHERS, FOR GOD. >> I LOVE THE SERVICE. 153 00:12:17,737 --> 00:12:21,372 I AM CALCULATION AND MY SERVICE 40 HOURS A WEEK PLUS WORK. 154 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:30,348 >> WE START TO DO SERVICES FOR COUPLE OF QUADRAPLEGICS THAT 155 00:12:30,416 --> 00:12:33,952 IN THE GROUP AND HELP THEM THROUGH THEIR DAY. 156 00:12:34,019 --> 00:12:40,258 IT WAS MADE FEEL LIKE I HAVE A PURPOSE. 157 00:12:40,326 --> 00:12:44,362 >> BY TIME THAT I OWN 20S I HAVE TO DO ROLE 158 00:12:44,430 --> 00:12:58,209 THE GROUP'S DE FACTO FILM MAKER. WHICH WILL YOU FIRST, FOR 159 00:12:58,277 --> 00:13:01,346 DEDIKUR YOUR CERTAIN LIFE KNOW YOUR AND SPIRITUAL 160 00:13:01,413 --> 00:13:05,316 JOB MASTER ON THIS EARTH. MY FILMS LIKE HOW 161 00:13:05,384 --> 00:13:09,020 GIVE BACK TO GROUP. THEY ARE THE PERFECT MEDIA FOR 162 00:13:09,088 --> 00:13:13,424 SHARE MICHEL'S TEACHINGS. I AM EVEN A COMMERCIAL DIRECTIVE FOR 163 00:13:13,492 --> 00:13:16,961 WINGS, HAIR PRODUCTS MADE BY SOME MEMBERS OF GROUP. 164 00:13:17,029 --> 00:13:20,799 ADVANTAGES THAT CAN BE NEEDED FUND THE BUDDHAFIELD AND THE 165 00:13:20,866 --> 00:13:23,001 MASTER'S TRAVELS. THERE IS SUPPORT BY SUPPORT 166 00:13:23,068 --> 00:13:27,605 GROUPS TO I DO WHAT I WANT. 167 00:13:27,673 --> 00:13:33,511 CAPTURE EXPERIENCE AND WE EVER BUY MICHEL LOVE. 168 00:13:33,579 --> 00:13:37,248 >> WE ARE USED FOR A JOKE EVEN ABOVE AL EARLY DAY, IF THIS IS A CULTURE, 169 00:13:37,316 --> 00:13:39,884 At least it is really good CULTUS. 170 00:13:39,952 --> 00:13:42,520 >> ONE FIRST PERSON I WANT TO HELP BRING TO 171 00:13:42,588 --> 00:13:45,256 MY OWN GROUP, LORI. 172 00:13:45,324 --> 00:13:48,726 >> MY OWN AND SAID SUSTER YOU MUST COME HERE, IT 'S 173 00:13:48,794 --> 00:13:53,364 SO BEAUTIFUL, YOU WILL GET ALL HEALTH YOU NEED AND HEALTHY 174 00:13:53,432 --> 00:13:57,936 FROM YOUR EATING AND HEALTH _ FROM YOUR RAPE TRAUMA. 175 00:13:58,003 --> 00:14:01,439 I KNOW I NEED HEALTH. I MEAN, I KNOW I AM MESSED UP. 176 00:14:01,507 --> 00:14:06,477 IT WAS SOMETHING I WAS ALWAYS ALWAYS KNOWN ABOUT YOURSELF. 177 00:14:06,545 --> 00:14:10,014 >> WE ARE SUPPORTED WILL, AMY AND LORI TO DO WHAT IT IS THEY 178 00:14:10,082 --> 00:14:12,116 WANT TO DO IT. IF THEY NEED ANSWER ANSWERS, I 179 00:14:12,184 --> 00:14:14,752 HUSBAND AND MY THOUGHT WE HAVE BEEN WORKING TO GIVE THEM THEM 180 00:14:14,820 --> 00:14:18,189 ANSWER BUT ANYTHING WE DON'T DO ENOUGH. 181 00:14:18,257 --> 00:14:25,196 THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE NOT GETTING. 182 00:14:25,264 --> 00:14:27,532 >> SOMETHING HAPPENS. SOMETHING DECLARES IN IT 183 00:14:27,600 --> 00:14:30,902 MOM ONLY I WILL NOT LEAVE THIS. 184 00:14:30,970 --> 00:14:34,706 >> ONE DAY, I ASK FOR SOMEONE ASK IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I 185 00:14:34,773 --> 00:14:39,410 CAN DO IT. IT SOUNDS SO SMALL. 186 00:14:39,478 --> 00:14:43,381 HE HAS YOU CAN MAKE ME FRUIT SALAD EVERY MORNING. 187 00:14:43,449 --> 00:14:47,285 SO I WILL GO TO THE STORE AND I WILL BUY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL 188 00:14:47,353 --> 00:14:52,257 MY FRUIT CAN FIND AND I STARTED WANT BUDDHAS FROM PAPAYA. 189 00:14:52,324 --> 00:14:55,026 I GIVE THE LATEST MEAT FROM FRUIT. 190 00:14:55,094 --> 00:14:57,662 I spend hours IN MY I MAKE A 191 00:14:57,730 --> 00:15:00,565 SALAD FRUIT FOR GOD. ONE DAY I COME HOME AND ME 192 00:15:00,633 --> 00:15:03,835 ROOM, VERY VERY CLOSELY SERVE MASTER TAKE 193 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:07,939 ONE OF MY FRUIT SALADS AND SLIDING IT TO THE BLENDER AND 194 00:15:12,144 --> 00:15:15,013 MAKING THE FULL SALAD FRUIT MY THOUGHT KNOWS HE DOESN'T EAT 195 00:15:17,249 --> 00:15:20,818 ANYTHING. 196 00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:30,488 >> IT'S TRANSFERENCE OF ENERGY FROM THE MASTER 197 00:16:30,556 --> 00:16:37,362 MURID. LOOKS AND HIGH WITHOUT - 198 00:16:37,429 --> 00:16:39,464 DRUGS. >> MY BODY STARTED CONVULSING 199 00:16:39,531 --> 00:16:45,436 AND ALL OF THESE TYPES START HAPPENING. 200 00:16:45,504 --> 00:16:54,579 >> WHEN HE TAKES ME, I AM NOT MY OLD. 201 00:16:54,646 --> 00:16:59,984 >> There is a PROFOUND EXPERIENCE WHERE AM I FELT A 202 00:17:00,052 --> 00:17:05,156 CURRENTLY, WHERE DO I LIKE LIKE THERE ARE ELECTRICITY HAPPENING. 203 00:17:05,224 --> 00:17:11,562 AND I LOOK LIKE THIS LIKE FLASHING LIGHT, LIKE LIGHTNING, 204 00:17:11,630 --> 00:17:16,567 SOUND SO LOUD LIKE A JET FLY AIRCRAFT. 205 00:17:16,635 --> 00:17:25,243 >> IT'S PRETTY ADDICTIVE. >> I HAVE AN 206 00:17:25,310 --> 00:17:28,446 LSD-LIKE COUNTRY. COLORS MOVING AROUND. 207 00:17:28,514 --> 00:17:31,215 THERE IS AN ATTACHED PHENOMENON FOR THIS NOW. 208 00:17:31,283 --> 00:17:34,919 IT'S NOT JUST GOOD THIS FEELINGS I HAVE. 209 00:17:34,987 --> 00:17:42,727 NOW THIS IS LIKE FLASHING HAPPENED IN ME. 210 00:17:42,795 --> 00:17:46,230 >> MORE THAN SHOCKTIE THERE IS A GREAT EXPERIENCE THAT IS ONLY 211 00:17:46,298 --> 00:17:49,033 MICHEL CAN LOVE TO US. IT IS OUR ULTIMATE STEP 212 00:17:49,101 --> 00:17:51,618 REQUIRED TO TAKE US TO TAKE OFF. 213 00:18:18,789 --> 00:18:23,359 >>> WE KNOW THAT HE WILL HAVE THE SAME DAY SET WHERE WE 214 00:18:23,427 --> 00:18:27,797 CAN COME AND ASK HER FOR DIRECT GOD, AND HER EXPERIENCE 215 00:18:27,865 --> 00:18:36,005 CALLING IT KNOWS. DID THIS BASED 216 00:18:36,073 --> 00:18:44,614 CALLED BAGAVHAD GITTA BOOK, THIS HINDU BOOK IS WHERE SECRET 217 00:18:44,682 --> 00:18:46,416 GOD IS ALLOWED MURID. 218 00:18:46,484 --> 00:18:49,486 >> I'M LIKE YES, IT IS RESONATION WITH ME. 219 00:18:49,553 --> 00:18:53,523 I LIKE I KNOW, I KNOW IT WAS POSSIBLE. 220 00:18:53,591 --> 00:18:57,660 KNOWING REALIZATION MAY SEE 221 00:18:57,728 --> 00:19:03,266 AND LISTENING AND TASTE OF GOD. >> YOU CAN ONLY GIVE ANYTHING 222 00:19:03,334 --> 00:19:08,371 IT MEANS TO FINALLY HAVE GOD NEEDED TO YOU IN HIS LIFE 223 00:19:08,439 --> 00:19:12,375 FORM, FINALLY >> IT'S SOMETHING THAT I AM 224 00:19:12,443 --> 00:19:18,615 FELT LIKE I HAVE LOOKED MY LIFE RELATED TO THE POINT. 225 00:19:18,682 --> 00:19:25,755 I HAVE BEEN GOING TO SCHOOL, I HAVE A LEVEL, I HAVE A GREAT WORK, I'M 226 00:19:25,823 --> 00:19:32,128 INVOLVED, AND NOT WHEN THIS IS HAPPENED, IT WAS LIKE ALL 227 00:19:32,196 --> 00:19:37,167 THERE IS NO THERE. >> SO WHO WANTS TO ASK FOR 228 00:19:37,234 --> 00:19:43,773 KNOW TODAY? ONE OF THINGS THAT MADE 229 00:19:43,841 --> 00:19:46,776 KNOW THAT KNOWS INTRIGUING THAT NOT EVERYONE IS GOING 230 00:19:46,844 --> 00:19:58,855 CAN RECEIVE IT. >> I WANT WHAT YOU THOUGHT 231 00:19:58,923 --> 00:20:02,091 HAD. I WANT TO KNOW. 232 00:20:02,159 --> 00:20:07,664 I WOULD LIKE TO PROMISE THIS . 233 00:20:07,731 --> 00:20:11,267 >> CEREMONI WILL OCCUR OVER COURSES SOME DAYS, 234 00:20:11,335 --> 00:20:13,403 WHERE INDIVIDUALS ARE ABLE TO AS AS IF THEY ARE READY TO 235 00:20:13,470 --> 00:20:17,040 FULL OF MEANINGS. THEY STILL WILL ACCEPT THE 236 00:20:17,107 --> 00:20:23,746 EXPERIENCE OF GOD. HE HAS YOU TO GIVE 237 00:20:23,814 --> 00:20:29,252 EVERYTHING AND I WILL KNOW, BECAUSE YOU WILL BE REQUESTED BEFORE 238 00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:31,888 YOU ACCEPT THIS EXPERIENCE. I KNOW IF YOU SAY 239 00:20:31,956 --> 00:20:33,756 TRUTH OR NOT. I AM LIKE I REALLY REALLY DO 240 00:20:33,824 --> 00:20:40,864 SOME SOUL SEARCH. >> AS DETERMINED AS I, ME 241 00:20:40,931 --> 00:20:46,169 STILL NERVOUS THAT HE WILL NOT THINK I'M READY. 242 00:20:46,237 --> 00:20:51,241 ONE NIGHT HE KILLS MY OWN. HE HAS SOMETHING NEEDED SAY ME. HE'S ONLY HAD ALWAYS EVENING 243 00:20:51,308 --> 00:20:54,978 FACING GOD, PREVENT TO MY LIFE. 244 00:20:55,045 --> 00:21:01,351 I LOOK TO HAVE HORRIBLE ACCIDENT. 245 00:21:01,418 --> 00:21:03,786 I CAN DIE. HE'S ONLY NEEDED TO FOLLOW IT 246 00:21:03,854 --> 00:21:07,357 GUIDELINES AND I WILL BE OK. IT IS SO MUST BELIEVE BUT I'M 247 00:21:07,424 --> 00:21:14,864 TRUSTED HIM. THE NEXT DAY, I WILL FIND 248 00:21:14,932 --> 00:21:23,072 249 00:21:23,140 --> 00:21:32,081 OUT IF I ACCEPT KNOW. >> TODAY WILL MAKE 250 00:21:32,149 --> 00:21:36,653 Oh my God, okay NO PRESIDENT, NOT BRAD 251 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:38,087 PITT. This is God 252 00:21:38,155 --> 00:21:41,291 SO YOU DO NOT WANT TO TAKE THIS ENTENG. 253 00:21:41,358 --> 00:21:45,762 >> WE ARE IN THE WOOD AND HE LOOKS WITH YOUR EYES 254 00:21:45,829 --> 00:21:54,504 LIKE, YOU KNOW, THIS IS OPEN-EYED THAT MEDITATION 255 00:21:54,571 --> 00:21:57,173 OVERWHELMING. AND HE WAS SAID WHAT YOU WANT. 256 00:21:57,241 --> 00:22:03,079 AND I TOLD THAT I WANTED HAVE TO KNOW THAT I NEEDED. 257 00:22:03,147 --> 00:22:06,916 >> HE'S SAID BUT VERY VERY DOUBTFUL. 258 00:22:06,984 --> 00:22:12,121 HE REALLY PLAYS WITH IT FOR ME. 259 00:22:12,189 --> 00:22:15,558 >> HE SAID BOW DOWN AND I DID. HE HAS YOU GOING TO ACCEPT THE 260 00:22:15,626 --> 00:22:31,741 KNOW AND YOU WILL KNOW GOD LIVE. 261 00:22:44,188 --> 00:22:57,300 ¶ % - pE 262 00:22:57,368 --> 00:23:03,072 READY FOR IT. SOMETHING IN I CHANGE AND 263 00:23:03,140 --> 00:23:07,410 REALLY FOR THREE DAYS, I THOUGHTS I DO THE ACID TRIP. 264 00:23:07,511 --> 00:23:11,848 I AM YOURSELF ATOM AND I LOOK AT THINGS AND I GO CHECKING MYSELF AS LIKE 265 00:23:11,915 --> 00:23:16,886 WOW, IS IT REAL? >> I DON'T BELIEVE TO HAVE 266 00:23:16,954 --> 00:23:24,293 KNOW WRITTEN FOR ME. BASIC, HE DOES NOT HAVE THIS 267 00:23:24,361 --> 00:23:27,330 TIME. I THINK YOU ARE NOT SOMETHING READY 268 00:23:27,398 --> 00:23:29,032 BUT. >> MY SUSTER HAS BEEN THERE 269 00:23:29,099 --> 00:23:33,536 SIX YEARS OF WORK LIKE AUCTION. I MEAN LIKE AUCTION. 270 00:23:33,704 --> 00:23:35,638 >> COURSES ARE MADE TO FEEL NO. 271 00:23:35,706 --> 00:23:41,210 ALL I WANT TO REACH THEY ARE GOING TO GOD AND 272 00:23:41,278 --> 00:23:43,413 DISAPPEARING I AM LOOKING FOR AROUND IN PEOPLE 273 00:23:43,480 --> 00:23:48,084 WHO HAS THERE NO THERE IS NO WAY AS A LONG AS I AM. 274 00:23:48,152 --> 00:23:50,253 EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS SET UP OFF BY BEING THEM ONLY OLD 275 00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:56,659 SOULS. SO IT IS REALLY HARD. 276 00:23:56,894 --> 00:24:01,364 HE'S HER STRUNGING. STRUNG HER ALONG. 277 00:24:01,432 --> 00:24:04,300 >> IT'S ESPECIALLY HARD FOR ME WHEN YOU MAKE KNOWS 278 00:24:04,368 --> 00:24:08,671 AND I AM NOT. '. 279 00:24:08,739 --> 00:24:10,773 KNOWLEDGE FINALLY DONE FOR ME. 280 00:24:10,841 --> 00:24:18,681 IT WAS NOT WHAT I HOPE TO APPRECIATE. I SAW LIGHT AND HEARD SOUND. 281 00:24:18,749 --> 00:24:24,720 THERE IS NO LOVING BEAUTY I AM EXPERIENCED. 282 00:24:24,788 --> 00:24:28,057 BUT I WAS TOO LATE TOO MANY I ASKED ME AND ME 283 00:24:28,125 --> 00:24:41,304 WILL GET DEEP. 284 00:24:45,909 --> 00:24:48,611 I LOVE DOING SERVICES AND EVENTUALLY, MICHEL LOOKING FOR ME 285 00:24:48,679 --> 00:25:03,926 CLOSE TO DO THE SERVICE FOR HER LIVE. 286 00:25:03,994 --> 00:25:08,030 I ALWAYS TELL IT AN HONOR TO SERVE HIM AND ME 287 00:25:08,098 --> 00:25:11,167 PRIVILEGED. I CAN ASK HIM ANYTHING AND HE 288 00:25:11,235 --> 00:25:17,573 BECAME IS VERY COMPATIBLE WITH ME. I START FINDING DETAILS 289 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:19,509 ABOUT HIS LIFE. IN ADDITION TO BEING ACTOR, 290 00:25:19,576 --> 00:25:23,579 He has become a DANER in THE OAKLAND BALLET. 291 00:25:23,647 --> 00:25:25,982 HE DANCED AND WORK ALWAYS. 292 00:25:26,049 --> 00:25:30,319 I BECOME ONE OF THE MASSAGED HIMS AND GAVE HIM 293 00:25:30,387 --> 00:25:35,057 ADJUSTMENT, WHAT WE CALL BODY WORKERS. 294 00:25:35,125 --> 00:25:38,928 FULLY I MOVED TO TOP APARTMENT NEXT DOOR TO HIS WITH 295 00:25:38,996 --> 00:25:42,899 FELIPPE AND WE TRANSFORMED US LIVING ROOM TO DANCE STUDY 296 00:25:42,966 --> 00:25:46,035 FOR USE. >> I'M VERY DEVELOPING 297 00:25:46,103 --> 00:25:49,405 PEOPLE. I LOVE HONORS, AND I 298 00:25:49,473 --> 00:25:54,243 START DECIDING IT ALL ENERGY TO HIM. 299 00:25:54,311 --> 00:25:58,080 HERE YOU ONLY USE ME AS A SITE, WE ALL HAVE EXCUSES, 300 00:25:58,148 --> 00:26:01,951 BIRD PEOPLE FOR BUDDHA, BOW PEOPLE TO JESUS, AND YOU USE ME 301 00:26:02,019 --> 00:26:03,853 THAT. I WERE NOTHING. 302 00:26:03,921 --> 00:26:06,856 >> WE FEEL SPECIAL FEELINGS, IMPORTANT, LOVED AND SUPPORTED. 303 00:26:06,924 --> 00:26:12,061 WE DO NOT SAY IT HOW DO WE LOVE HIM AND HOW TO AMAZING HIM, AND HOW, YOU KNOW, WE CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT 304 00:26:12,129 --> 00:26:17,833 HE. AND REALLY 150 OR BUT MUCH 305 00:26:17,901 --> 00:26:19,735 PEOPLE SAY YOU THAT EVERYDAY, EVERY DAY, IT'S PRETTY 306 00:26:19,803 --> 00:26:22,972 STRONG. >> MICHEL VERY DISCIPLIN. 307 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:35,751 BALLET IS A DAILY RITUAL FOR HER . 308 00:26:35,819 --> 00:26:37,353 IT OUR BECAME, TOO. >> I LOVE IT. 309 00:26:37,421 --> 00:26:41,324 310 00:26:41,391 --> 00:26:43,593 I'M IN HEAVEN. IT IS MY FAVORITE THINGS WE HAVE 311 00:26:43,660 --> 00:26:46,495 AND 90% of the rest of the people hate it. 312 00:26:46,563 --> 00:26:53,236 DANCE HIDUP HELL. AGAIN, AGAIN. 313 00:26:53,303 --> 00:26:57,206 >> IT WAS LIKE GOING THROUGH SCHOOL AGAIN 314 00:26:57,274 --> 00:27:00,910 >> YOU MUST KNOW THIS. >> I HELP PEOPLE LOVE THAT 315 00:27:00,978 --> 00:27:04,714 CLASS. ITU INTENSE. 316 00:27:04,781 --> 00:27:18,194 >> IT'S TOUGH LOVE. He GIVES THEY LOVE LOVE. 317 00:27:18,262 --> 00:27:20,563 >> DO YOU HAVE SEEN ANYTHING MORE SILLY OF TWO PEOPLE 318 00:27:20,631 --> 00:27:36,912 HAVING SEX? HE'S VERY CLEAR WITH ME 319 00:27:36,980 --> 00:27:38,681 ABSTAIN FROM HAVE SEX. I CANNOT HAVE A 320 00:27:38,749 --> 00:27:43,019 RELATIONSHIP IN GROUP. SHE WAS THAT TOO HAZARDOUS AND 321 00:27:43,086 --> 00:27:51,394 THAT MY ENERGY IS REQUIRED TO RISE. >> WHAT HAPPENS DURING SEXUAL 322 00:27:51,461 --> 00:27:54,997 ORGASM, SMALL SMALL. ONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED 323 00:27:55,065 --> 00:27:58,668 ORGASM MEDITATION, IT WAS THE BIGGEST ORGASM. 324 00:27:58,735 --> 00:28:03,572 >> WHAT DO I REMEMBER HE SAY BASIC HEALTH BASIC IS A LOW 325 00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:06,075 ENERGY. >> DOES NOT HAVE SEX FOR THREE 326 00:28:06,143 --> 00:28:07,610 YEAR. THAT HAS BEEN A 327 00:28:07,678 --> 00:28:09,879 LONG TIME HAS GOTTEN HOW TO OVER MY T. 328 00:28:09,946 --> 00:28:13,215 >> IT BECAME BUDDHAFIELD. AFTER AWHILE IS LIKE THIS 329 00:28:13,283 --> 00:28:17,386 ONLY SPIRITUAL BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE WE DO NOT HAVE SEX. 330 00:28:17,454 --> 00:28:20,356 IN FACT, EVERYONE [BLEEP] EVERYONE BUT IT IS ABOVE 331 00:28:20,424 --> 00:28:33,402 LOW DOWN. >> HE TOOK ME TRAVEL WITH HIM 332 00:28:33,470 --> 00:28:49,218 AND SOME OTHER HELPERS. COURSE, IN ADDITION TO ALL 333 00:28:49,286 --> 00:28:53,055 FUN AND MEDITATION, WE HAVE OUR REGULAR DUTIES, SERVE 334 00:28:53,123 --> 00:29:01,297 MICHEL I AM THE MASSEUR. 335 00:29:01,365 --> 00:29:33,462 I AM ON CALL 24/7. ¶ 336 00:29:33,530 --> 00:29:40,002 I HAVE BEEN VERY GOOD IN MY LIFE. HEALTHY, LOVING AND LOVED. 337 00:29:40,070 --> 00:29:46,342 I HAVE MY BOX BUT I WORK HARD TO OVERCOME THEM. 338 00:29:46,410 --> 00:29:49,678 >> TO BECOME A PEOPLE WHO BECOME A Mask. 339 00:29:49,746 --> 00:29:52,948 AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE SPEAKING WITH THE MASK, THE 340 00:29:53,016 --> 00:29:57,186 REAL PEOPLE IN ANOTHER PLACE IN IT IS MASK. 341 00:29:57,254 --> 00:30:06,295 YOU MUST STAND OUT FROM FROM GOD AS HE MAKES YOU IN YOU 342 00:30:06,363 --> 00:30:10,666 BODY OF LIGHT. MASTER ONLY STATES GOD 343 00:30:10,734 --> 00:30:13,702 ON THE EARTH AND IF YOU CAN DISPLAY NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU 344 00:30:13,770 --> 00:30:15,704 MASTER, YOU CAN BE DONE NAKED IN FRONT OF YOUR GOD. 345 00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:24,780 KNOW THAT. >> SO TEACHER IS A 346 00:30:24,848 --> 00:30:26,549 HYPNOTHERAPIST. He will invite me to 347 00:30:26,616 --> 00:30:28,684 CREATED THERAPY CLEANING 348 00:30:28,752 --> 00:30:34,190 HE HAS A $ 50 SESSION PEOPLE. >> WE ALL EVERYTHING THERAPY WEEK. >> IN HYPNOTHERAPY REGRESSION 349 00:30:34,257 --> 00:30:37,893 YOU TOWARD BACK TO TRAUMA, IT IS LIFE AND IT IS A CHANGE IN IT SO 350 00:30:37,961 --> 00:30:41,130 351 00:30:41,198 --> 00:30:43,899 THAT THEY ARE NEEDED. >> HE WOULD SAY I WILL GO 352 00:30:43,967 --> 00:30:48,504 COUNT FOR TEN AND YOU WILL DOWN STEP AND HE HAVE THIS 353 00:30:48,572 --> 00:30:53,409 REALLY DEEP HYPNOTIC VOICE. >> OK, CLOSE YOUR EYES. 354 00:30:53,477 --> 00:30:58,981 BACK IN TIME, DOWN THE STEPS. >> HE WILL SNAP IT FINGER AND - >> YOU ARE THERE. 355 00:30:59,049 --> 00:31:00,282 HOW DOES YOUR AGE? >> WHERE ARE YOU NOW? 356 00:31:00,350 --> 00:31:02,251 >> IN SOME MINUTES, I WAIT AND LOVE LIKE I 357 00:31:02,319 --> 00:31:07,990 NEVER CRIED IN MY LIFE. >> YOU WILL FIND PILLOWS AND 358 00:31:08,058 --> 00:31:10,226 SCREAM AND CRY. WHEN YOU ARE DONE, YOU WILL 359 00:31:10,293 --> 00:31:13,362 ESPECIALLY TRUE FROM IT PLACE. 360 00:31:13,430 --> 00:31:14,663 361 00:31:14,731 --> 00:31:19,401 IT WAS AMAZING. >> I DIVULGED EVERY SECRET, 362 00:31:19,469 --> 00:31:26,976 EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY FEAR. EXPOSED IT ALL. 363 00:31:27,043 --> 00:31:35,985 >> WHAT IS TRANSPIRATION HERE, IT SHOULD TAKE HERE. 364 00:31:36,052 --> 00:31:44,860 ABOUT BUT YOU SPEAK, ABOUT WHAT YOU DO OR THINK OR SAY. 365 00:31:44,928 --> 00:31:48,664 >> MICHEL GAVE US ALL NEW NAMES TO HELP US MOVE BEYOND OUR FUTURE 366 00:31:48,732 --> 00:31:51,000 AND CREATE A NEW WAY TO SEE YOURSELF. 367 00:31:51,067 --> 00:31:53,302 IT IS A GENERAL PRACTICE IN PT GROUP. 368 00:31:53,370 --> 00:31:58,974 AMY NOW CALLED EMILIANA. LORI is calling CRYSTAL. 369 00:31:59,042 --> 00:32:11,053 I AM NOW TRAINING NAMED. >> IT WILL COME HOME TO US AND 370 00:32:11,121 --> 00:32:13,622 TOLD US THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR NAME AND THIS WHAT IS 371 00:32:13,690 --> 00:32:17,326 THEY WANT TO BE CALLED. I AM SAID GOOD, WE WILL NOT 372 00:32:17,394 --> 00:32:19,528 CONTACT YOU THAT WE HAVE YOUR NAME AND IT WHAT ARE WE GOING TO CALL YOU, AND YOU MAY BE GETTING 373 00:32:19,596 --> 00:32:21,897 USED FOR IT. THEY COME FOR NIGHT EATING AND SAID WELL, WHAT WE COME HERE TO IS WE WANT TO SAY YOU WE WANT 374 00:32:21,965 --> 00:32:27,570 DETACH FROM YOU What I want 375 00:32:27,637 --> 00:32:32,408 I DO NOT BELIEVE IT. YOU WILL SEE FROM 376 00:32:32,475 --> 00:32:33,943 FAMILY? WE HAVE A CHILD A HAPPY 377 00:32:34,010 --> 00:32:38,881 WITH THESE CHILDREN. >> SO MY FATHER WHAT I AM VERY 378 00:32:38,949 --> 00:32:40,916 379 00:32:40,984 --> 00:32:47,423 380 00:32:47,490 --> 00:32:52,661 CLOSE, WALK. HE GIVES ME THAT I CAN'T GO 381 00:32:52,729 --> 00:32:54,964 SEE HIM. THIS IS YOU OPENING BOND 382 00:32:55,031 --> 00:32:59,168 WITH HIM. AND I WILL MAKE AIRLINE 383 00:32:59,235 --> 00:33:04,039 RESERVATION AND I WILL KRY AND CRY AND CRY, AND THEN I WILL 384 00:33:04,107 --> 00:33:05,341 THEIR LIMITS. BUT IT WAS VERY THINKING, SO 385 00:33:05,408 --> 00:33:14,516 HARD. >> ALWAYS MY INTUITION 386 00:33:14,584 --> 00:33:17,486 SOFT WORK. I AM SO SUSPECTED IT MIGHT BE 387 00:33:17,554 --> 00:33:21,056 CULTURE NO, I DON'T FEEL LIKE ME 388 00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:24,493 IN CULTURE HE ALWAYS TELLS US FOR A 389 00:33:24,561 --> 00:33:44,446 OUR NON-GROUP ANTI-CULTURE. >> MY FAMILY HAS PRIVATE 390 00:33:44,514 --> 00:33:47,650 INVESTIGATOR TO FOLLOW ME AND THEY FIND THAT I WAS THIS 391 00:33:47,717 --> 00:33:49,351 GROUP. HE BACK TO MY FAMILY AND 392 00:33:49,419 --> 00:33:53,088 SAID OH, THIS IS A BENIGN GROUP, THEY ARE NOT HAZARDOUS, IT WILL 393 00:33:53,156 --> 00:33:56,825 DO NOT STRONG FOR YOU PULL HER AWAY, IT WILL MORE DAMAGE, 394 00:33:56,893 --> 00:33:59,128 JUST LET HER BE. MY FAMILY OUT. 395 00:33:59,195 --> 00:34:02,665 THEY ARE ONLY I AM BRAINWASHED. THEY WANT TO HAVE SOMEONE 396 00:34:02,732 --> 00:34:05,200 DEPROGRAMS I I AM ADULT, THEY CANNOT DO IT 397 00:34:05,268 --> 00:34:07,136 ANYTHING. >> I MEAN, WE'RE ALL JOKED. 398 00:34:07,203 --> 00:34:10,406 WE KNOW THAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR FUNNY FOLLOWING PEOPLE IN SPEEDO BUT 399 00:34:10,473 --> 00:34:15,377 IT TURNS SOME PEOPLE NOT SEE THE WAY WE DID. 400 00:34:15,445 --> 00:34:18,480 >> IS THIS WHO GUY KENNY MUCH LOVE WITH THIS GIRL IN 401 00:34:18,548 --> 00:34:21,784 OUR GROUP. >> HE IS THIS BEAUTIFUL MODEL 402 00:34:21,851 --> 00:34:23,952 TYPE. HE'S NOT IN THE GROUP. 403 00:34:24,020 --> 00:34:27,523 HE'S NOT A TYPE OF MODEL AND HE NOT VERY NICE. 404 00:34:27,590 --> 00:34:31,660 >> THIS GUY WAS RUN AND IT MOTIVATION WILL TEAR DOWN THE 405 00:34:31,728 --> 00:34:35,264 SOUTH GROUPS THAT CAN HAVE THIS GIRL. 406 00:34:35,331 --> 00:34:39,334 >> KENNY STARTED ATTACK MICHEL WINGS HIM IS A CULTURE 407 00:34:39,402 --> 00:34:41,904 LEADERS TELL US WHAT WE CAN AND CANNOT DO. 408 00:34:41,971 --> 00:34:44,707 HE WAS ORGANIZED WALKING BY RICK ROSS. 409 00:34:44,774 --> 00:34:48,677 >> WHEN YOU HAVE A LEADER THAT IS CLAIM TO SPEAK FOR GOD, CANNOT 410 00:34:48,745 --> 00:34:52,281 NOTE BY THEIR FOLLOWER AND HAVE ANY ANY LITTLE 411 00:34:52,348 --> 00:34:54,583 ACCOUNTABILITY, YOU HAVE VERY MOLATE MIXTURE. 412 00:34:54,651 --> 00:34:57,920 >> SO HE PULLED IN CULT AWAY NETWORK TO TRY AND 413 00:34:57,987 --> 00:35:01,523 MAKE US LOOK LIKE WE HOLDING HER CAPTIVE. 414 00:35:01,591 --> 00:35:04,059 > PARENTS WHO PAY CULTURE NETWORK AWARD TO GO IN, 415 00:35:04,127 --> 00:35:06,228 THE CHILDREN'S KIDNAP AND THEIR DEPROGRAMS. 416 00:35:06,296 --> 00:35:10,199 THIS IS THE WORST FEAR OF MICHEL, THAT BUDDHAFIELD WILL 417 00:35:10,266 --> 00:35:13,435 MUST BE CALLED CULTURE >> NOW WILL NOT RUN again ABOUT KNOW. IT DOESN'T WALK HAZARDOUSLY 418 00:35:13,503 --> 00:35:15,871 God and LOVE. IT WAS TALKING ABOUT WHAT WE WERE 419 00:35:15,939 --> 00:35:18,040 WILL DO. >> SHE WAS I AM NOT LONGER IN A 420 00:35:18,108 --> 00:35:20,342 421 00:35:20,410 --> 00:35:22,077 POSITION WHERE CAN I DO MY WORK IN THIS ENVIRONMENT. 422 00:35:22,145 --> 00:35:27,049 WE NEED TO GET HERE. MICHEL DOESN'T REALLY GIVE 423 00:35:27,117 --> 00:35:28,951 WARNING ANYONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, HE 424 00:35:29,018 --> 00:35:32,154 GRABBED ME, THE COOK, OTHER WORKERS BODY, SAID PACK YOUR 425 00:35:32,222 --> 00:35:34,456 BAGS, WE'RE GOING TO I LIKE WHERE WE WILL BE? 426 00:35:34,524 --> 00:35:38,861 WE JUST GO. I DO NOT HAVE A CREDIT CARD, THERE IS NO MONEY, 427 00:35:38,928 --> 00:35:42,431 NO BANK ACCOUNT, NO PHONE. I LIVE UNDERGROUND WITH 428 00:35:42,499 --> 00:35:47,736 HE. ALL OTHERS STAY IN LOS ANGELES FOR TIME TO BE AWAIT INSTRUCTIONS. 429 00:35:47,804 --> 00:35:50,139 FULLY WILL DECIDE WHERE THEY MUST GO. 430 00:35:50,206 --> 00:35:52,207 431 00:35:52,275 --> 00:35:56,078 >> IT'S LIKE MY FAMILY LOSING ALL MORE MORE 432 00:35:56,146 --> 00:36:00,282 YOU DO NOT WANT TO GIVE UP AND BACK BACK TO THE DOG 433 00:36:00,350 --> 00:36:08,023 From L.A. >> I CAN BE DEVELOPED. 434 00:36:08,091 --> 00:36:20,636 WE ARE ONLY LEFT HERE. >> I WANT TO GO WITH HIM. 435 00:36:20,703 --> 00:36:23,672 I NEVER, NEVER WANT TO BE WITHOUT HIM. 436 00:36:23,740 --> 00:36:26,308 >> WE ARE IN ALL THIS PLACE TRY TO PICTURE WHERE WE ARE 437 00:36:26,376 --> 00:36:28,477 WILL BE FOR THE NEXT LIFE AND HOW WE WILL PROTECT 438 00:36:28,545 --> 00:36:31,880 SELF. BEHAVIOR STARTED 439 00:36:31,948 --> 00:36:38,120 BECOME OBSESSIVE. >> HE CONVERS ALL US IT EVERY CHRIST WHICH WALKS EARTH HAS KILLED 440 00:36:38,188 --> 00:36:41,924 441 00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:44,827 BECAUSE THEY ARE BROUGHT VERY IDEA IS NOT SECOND, RADIS 442 00:36:44,894 --> 00:36:52,067 THAT THE COMMUNITY DOES NOT LIKE THEM WILL KILL THEM. 443 00:36:52,135 --> 00:36:54,636 I AS CLOSE AS ANOTHER PEOPLE AND I STILL DON'T KNOW HIM 444 00:36:54,704 --> 00:36:59,007 WS I DO NOT THINK ANYTHING REALLY KNOWS 445 00:36:59,075 --> 00:37:05,113 Who is he 446 00:37:09,252 --> 00:37:11,920 I THINK HE MAY HAVE IT MOTHER DIE TRUE YOUNG OR 447 00:37:11,988 --> 00:37:13,255 SOMETHING. HIS BROTHER IS REALLY TRUE 448 00:37:13,323 --> 00:37:15,457 YOUNG >> HE SHOULD COME FROM A WEALTH 449 00:37:15,525 --> 00:37:17,526 FAMILY. In the 60s on SAN FRANCISCO. 450 00:37:17,594 --> 00:37:19,428 EVERY TIME IS ANYTHING FOR ME. 451 00:37:19,495 --> 00:37:21,730 DARK CLASS GROUP. >> I KNOW HE COMES AMERICA 452 00:37:21,798 --> 00:37:25,567 BE A STAR FILM. HE WANTS TO HAPPEN. 453 00:37:25,635 --> 00:37:32,140 >> FIRST NAME JAIME GOMEZ. 454 00:37:32,208 --> 00:37:34,977 NAME OF THE STAGE is MICHEL. He is an actor. 455 00:37:35,044 --> 00:37:41,884 I HAVE A GOOD PROMISE UNTIL I SAW SOME OF THE ACCESS. 456 00:37:41,951 --> 00:37:44,786 >> I KNOW HE'S IN "ROSEMARY 'S BABY." 457 00:37:44,854 --> 00:37:48,991 >> I KNOW THAT HE WILL BE ABOVE MOVIE "BABY ROSEMARY." 458 00:37:49,058 --> 00:37:55,530 HE'S IN "ROSEMARY'S BABY." The original role is A 459 00:37:55,598 --> 00:37:58,000 MILLISECOND AT FINALLY LOOKING FOR THE CAMERA. 460 00:37:58,067 --> 00:38:01,536 SOMETHING FOR SEVERAL COME AROUND, THEY ARE REQUESTED 461 00:38:01,604 --> 00:38:05,540 SOME FILES OF PORNOGRAPHY. I JUST HAVE IT LIKE 462 00:38:05,608 --> 00:38:07,175 EMPTY. HE MAY NOT BE A STAR 463 00:38:07,243 --> 00:38:12,614 I WOULD DEFINITELY THAT IS INTENTION. 464 00:38:12,682 --> 00:38:18,420 HE USES HYPNOSIS, HIS SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING ACTING METHODS AND THEY ARE ALL TYPES OF MERGED TO THIS WAY 465 00:38:18,488 --> 00:38:20,856 COME TO GOD. 466 00:38:20,924 --> 00:38:27,496 >>> WE ARE IN THE ROAD TO SIX MONTH TRY TO FIND A PLACE 467 00:38:38,965 --> 00:38:41,801 WHERE WE CAN ARRANGE DOWN, WHERE ARE ALL GROUPS COMING COME 468 00:38:41,868 --> 00:38:44,570 JOIN US. AND HE DECIDES: AUSTIN, TEXAS WS 469 00:38:44,638 --> 00:38:49,742 PLACE. ONE OF THE WAY OF THE DISCIPLINE 470 00:38:49,810 --> 00:38:51,777 HOME IN SUBURBS. HE CHANGES HIS NAME SO ANYTHING WHO IS LOOKING FOR MICHEL CANNOT FIND IT, BECAUSE HE'S 471 00:38:51,845 --> 00:39:00,619 NOW ONLY CALLED ANDREAS. AFTER WE HAVE BEEN BELOW 472 00:39:00,687 --> 00:39:06,459 473 00:39:06,526 --> 00:39:11,764 474 00:39:11,832 --> 00:39:14,900 RADAR LONG ENOUGH, ANDREAS THOUGHTS WAS TIME TO BRING 475 00:39:14,968 --> 00:39:16,969 ALL PEOPLE RETURN TOGETHER. He WANTS EVERYONE TO MOVE OUT 476 00:39:17,037 --> 00:39:21,674 IN SMALL PODIK. BROKE PEOPLE THOSE, SOLD 477 00:39:21,741 --> 00:39:26,112 THEIR HOUSE AND THEY ARE AND HOPE TO PACK. 478 00:39:26,179 --> 00:39:31,750 PEOPLE FOLLOW TO AUSTIN AND WE REPRESENT BUDDHAFIELD. 479 00:39:31,818 --> 00:39:35,354 >> NEW PEOPLE WILL SHOW ALL TIME. 480 00:39:35,422 --> 00:39:37,490 WE SHARE THIS LOVE WE ARE EXPERIENCED WITH OTHERS 481 00:39:37,557 --> 00:39:42,094 PEOPLE. I WILL SAY THE WORD RESRUIT. 482 00:39:42,162 --> 00:39:46,265 WE ALL PROVIDE. >> I'M LATEST MANY PEOPLE 483 00:39:46,333 --> 00:39:48,734 SELF. HE IS LOOKING FOR WHO WHO 484 00:39:48,802 --> 00:39:51,036 THE OPEN AND IT IS INSTRUCTIONS. 485 00:39:51,104 --> 00:39:54,039 >> THEN HE BEGINS RECRUITING PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW TO DO 486 00:39:54,107 --> 00:39:59,311 BALLET BECAUSE HE LOVED THE BALLET. >> HE USES YOGA CLASSES TO 487 00:39:59,379 --> 00:40:01,147 DECLARING FURTHER MEMBERS LIKE IT WILL ALWAYS HAVE MORE PEOPLE 488 00:40:01,214 --> 00:40:04,750 LOG IN. >> IT'S VERY INTERESTING GROUP 489 00:40:04,818 --> 00:40:08,787 PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL. 490 00:40:08,855 --> 00:40:12,358 BEAUTIFUL BODY AND THIS IS LITTLE SPEED AND GIRLS 491 00:40:12,425 --> 00:40:21,066 VERY BEAUTIFUL. YOU CANNOT SEE THEM. 492 00:40:21,134 --> 00:40:26,438 >> EVEN THOUGH HE WANTS NEW DISCIPLINE, ANDREAS STILL 493 00:40:26,506 --> 00:40:28,007 HESITANT TO REQUEST WHO HAVE FOR HIM. 494 00:40:28,074 --> 00:40:30,176 HE WOULD SAY WE ARE STILL A LOT OF AFRAID FROM 495 00:40:30,243 --> 00:40:35,347 WORLD OUTSIDE. >> AS YOU CAN SEE, FIRE HAS 496 00:40:35,415 --> 00:40:38,717 INDEED ENGULFED THE VAST MAJORITY OF THIS COMPOUND. 497 00:40:38,785 --> 00:40:42,421 LATEST NUMBERS WE HAVE - >> ONLY 100 MILES NORTH US, 498 00:40:42,489 --> 00:40:44,723 WACO HAPPENS. WE ARE SIGNED IN HORROR AS 72 499 00:40:44,791 --> 00:40:49,228 MEMBERS OF THE PRESUMED CULTURE DEAD DURING THE GOVERNMENT RAID. 500 00:40:49,296 --> 00:40:52,798 THIS IS REQUIRED HER, BECAUSE HE IS WHAT THOUGHTS HAPPENED DAVID 501 00:40:52,866 --> 00:40:54,200 KORESH WILL HAPPEN TO HAPPEN HE. 502 00:40:54,267 --> 00:40:57,937 >> THIS IS A SPIRITUAL LEADER WHO IS DEMONIZATION AND 503 00:40:58,004 --> 00:41:00,973 RUNNING THIS GROUP, AND HE REPRESENTS THAT PEOPLE WILL 504 00:41:01,041 --> 00:41:03,976 PARALEL DRAW AND THEY'RE THERE WILL SEE HIM AS THAT. 505 00:41:04,044 --> 00:41:08,380 >> I FEEL LIKE NEEDED Protect him in time. 506 00:41:08,448 --> 00:41:12,218 >> DI AUSTIN WAS KEEPING THE SECRET GROUP, SACRED, SACRED 507 00:41:12,285 --> 00:41:18,891 THINGS TO SECRET. >> WE DO TRAINING IN CLASS TO 508 00:41:18,959 --> 00:41:21,827 PRACTICE IN FBI CASE OUR RIGHT 509 00:41:21,895 --> 00:41:25,464 >> YOU WILL SAY THEM THAT YOU DON'T KNOW EVERY ANDREAS, 510 00:41:25,532 --> 00:41:29,702 YOU DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING. >> I AM NOT SURE IF THE FBI WAS 511 00:41:29,769 --> 00:41:32,338 AFTER US OR NOT, BUT I WILL DO WHAT IS IT TO PROTECT HIM 512 00:41:32,405 --> 00:41:37,509 OR GROUP Even though I am NOT VERY GOOD 513 00:41:37,577 --> 00:41:40,613 WILD, I KNOW. >> I HAVE NO INTEGRITY AT ALL. 514 00:41:40,680 --> 00:41:44,416 I HAVE TO CONNECT WITH MY MOTHER HE. 515 00:41:44,484 --> 00:41:47,386 >> OUR INSTRUCTIONS THAT THAT WE MUST FUN TO MY PARENTS ALL 516 00:41:47,454 --> 00:41:49,388 TIME. >> I REALLY HAVE ANY INTERACTION 517 00:41:49,456 --> 00:41:52,958 WITH ANYONE OUTSIDE THE GROUP. EVEN PARENTS, LIVED 518 00:41:53,026 --> 00:41:57,997 NEAR IN FT. WORTH, NO IDEA I AM IN AUSTIN. 519 00:41:58,064 --> 00:42:01,333 HERE I AM LIVING THREE HOURS FROM PARENTS. 520 00:42:01,401 --> 00:42:03,969 THERE ARE NO REASONS FOR US HAVING TO KEEP THIS LIFE. 521 00:42:04,037 --> 00:42:07,806 THEY WILL NOT COME AND YOUR ASHRAM INSPECTION 522 00:42:07,874 --> 00:42:10,276 >> I HAVE TO COME WITH ELABORATE LIES. 523 00:42:10,343 --> 00:42:14,446 I TELL THEM I MOVE AT ATLANTA AND TO MEXICO AND ANYWHERE 524 00:42:14,514 --> 00:42:16,482 Give them a reason not to exploit To see me 525 00:42:16,549 --> 00:42:23,255 >> HE WOULD HAVE PEOPLE THAT WOULD BE TO EUROPE TO GET P 526 00:42:23,323 --> 00:42:24,723 POSTCARD AND MAIL IT TO ME PARENTS. 527 00:42:24,791 --> 00:42:28,861 >> HERE IS A POSTCARD THAT SAYS FROM FLORENCE WHEN I TRAVEL. 528 00:42:28,928 --> 00:42:31,330 >> HE WOULD SEND ME ALL THIS LITTLE GIFT FROM THIS PLACE 529 00:42:31,398 --> 00:42:33,899 TO PROVE IT WRITE THIS LETTER. 530 00:42:33,967 --> 00:42:38,570 I STILL LOOK AT IT. IT 'SAD AND IT OUR BROKE 531 00:42:38,638 --> 00:42:42,007 HEART, TRUE. WE JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT ALL WORK. >> MY COMMANDS IMPROVE ABOVE 532 00:42:42,075 --> 00:42:50,516 BUDDHAFIELD AND I HAVE A GROUP NEW DISCIPLINE EAGER TO DO 533 00:42:50,583 --> 00:42:52,685 534 00:42:52,752 --> 00:42:58,624 SERVICE WITH ME. I SET OUT TO MAKE OUR HOME IN AUSTIN PLACE OF PEACE AND BEAUTY. 535 00:42:58,692 --> 00:43:02,528 BY OUR TIME FOUND, WE SHOULD BUILD NOT ONLY A MASSIVE 536 00:43:02,595 --> 00:43:06,532 GARDEN BUT ALSO AVIARY COMPLETE WITH PEACOCKS, EXOTIC 537 00:43:06,599 --> 00:43:11,904 BIRDS, EVEN WALLABEE. GARDEN BECOME OUR SANCTIONS 538 00:43:11,971 --> 00:43:20,679 AND THE HOUSE IS LIKE A REFUND FROM THE WORLD. 539 00:43:20,747 --> 00:43:29,121 INTERESTED THINGS. TIME WENT BY AND WE DO NOT LISTEN 540 00:43:29,189 --> 00:43:31,457 MANY OF . 541 00:43:31,524 --> 00:43:38,564 >>> THINGS QUIETED DOWN WE THINK ABOUT POSSIBLE THINGS 542 00:43:38,631 --> 00:43:42,301 GETTING BACK TO NORMAL. BUT REQUESTS IN 543 00:43:42,369 --> 00:43:50,776 BUDDHAFIELD AND ANDREAS BECAME Larger and larger 544 00:43:50,844 --> 00:43:57,216 545 00:43:57,283 --> 00:44:04,423 >> WE WOULD PROVIDE ROG CK AN HUNDREDS OF GOING WILL GO 546 00:44:04,491 --> 00:44:05,858 OUTSTANDING. He asks us to kill children and 547 00:44:05,925 --> 00:44:09,328 WE LOVE OURSELVES WITH SHOVELS. I WILL HAVE THEM HEAD HEAD OR WE HAVE TO REPRESENT THEM. IT IS ONLY ON AND ON AND ON, 548 00:44:09,396 --> 00:44:14,533 THIS LITTLE FURRY KILLING CREATE 549 00:44:14,601 --> 00:44:17,002 IT WAS LIKE HE'S PLAYING A GAME WITH US, LIKE HIM 550 00:44:17,070 --> 00:44:20,005 CONTACT US TO OWN PERSONALITY SMALL WARRIOR. 551 00:44:20,073 --> 00:44:38,023 >> ANDREAS LOVES DANCE AND HE SAID HE HAS COMING. 552 00:44:38,091 --> 00:44:42,995 SO I FOUND THIS AMAZING PIECE SOIL. 553 00:44:43,062 --> 00:44:45,197 554 00:44:45,265 --> 00:44:50,769 HE GIVES ME BUY IT AND HE LET 'S BUILDING AATER, DESIGN A 555 00:44:50,837 --> 00:44:54,072 THEATER. HE WILL COME SOME DAYS AND 556 00:44:54,140 --> 00:44:59,044 HE WILL SEE IT AND SAY ME DON'T LIKE WINDOWS, I'M NOT 557 00:44:59,112 --> 00:45:02,347 LIKE WALL, TAKE IT DOWN. AND WE WILL. 558 00:45:02,415 --> 00:45:06,084 WE WILL WORST UNBUILD THE BUILDING AND REBUILD 559 00:45:06,152 --> 00:45:09,154 BUILDING HE CAN COME BACK AND LOOK AT IT. 560 00:45:09,222 --> 00:45:12,324 AND HE WOULD SAY WHY IS THIS TAKING IT FULLY? 561 00:45:12,392 --> 00:45:18,664 IF I DO THIS, IT WILL BE ONE YEAR. 562 00:45:18,731 --> 00:45:27,072 YOU CREATE KARMA. HE WOULD SAY ALL I CARE ABOUT IS 563 00:45:27,140 --> 00:45:31,977 YOU HAVE TO DO AWAKENING THROUGH This theater 564 00:45:32,045 --> 00:45:33,879 I WOULD SAY JUST THIS HAPPENED? 565 00:45:33,947 --> 00:45:41,453 >> ONCE THEATER WS BUILT, ANDREAS BEGAN CHOREOGRAPHING 566 00:45:41,521 --> 00:45:45,257 BALLETS. WE WILL REHEARSE FOR HOURS. 567 00:45:45,325 --> 00:45:49,461 PEOPLE WILL RETURN EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THEIR WORK TO MAKE IT 568 00:45:49,529 --> 00:45:57,069 FOR REHEARSAL >> THIS BALLET IS 569 00:45:57,136 --> 00:46:00,038 BREAKING. WE HAVE THIS COST OF LABOR, 570 00:46:00,106 --> 00:46:08,814 SETS WILL BE DONE. IT IS SOMETHING AMAZING. 571 00:46:08,882 --> 00:46:12,217 >> EVERYONE IS INVOLVED. WE WILL CREATE THEM FOR A 572 00:46:12,285 --> 00:46:16,889 YEAR, DO COSTUMES AND EVERYTHING AND WE JUST SHOW THIS BALL 573 00:46:16,956 --> 00:46:32,504 ONCE, TO OURSELVES, AND THAT I Q. 574 00:46:32,572 --> 00:46:36,475 LIVING LIKE J MULTI-MILLIONAIRE LIFE IN 575 00:46:36,543 --> 00:46:40,512 MOST SIMPLE FORM. HE HAS CHAUFFEUR, I GIVE HIM 576 00:46:40,580 --> 00:46:42,481 AROUND. HE HAD ENTER, THE PEOPLE ENTERED HE. HE HAS A CLEANING PEOPLE 577 00:46:42,549 --> 00:46:44,216 HOME. >> Wherever HE IS IN THE PUBLIC, 578 00:46:44,284 --> 00:46:48,720 I HAVE A SPECIAL CHAIR. IT'S GREAT. 579 00:46:48,788 --> 00:46:49,821 IT CAN BE BACK BACK, IT IS ABOUT THIS. 580 00:46:49,889 --> 00:46:52,257 AT ONE END he really PARANOID AND TRY TO CONFIDENTIALLY. 581 00:46:52,325 --> 00:46:57,696 ON OTHER HANDS, HE HAS THIS THE SOFTWARE OF PEOPLE WHO AFFECT A 582 00:46:57,764 --> 00:47:05,470 THRONE FOR HER ANYWHERE IN PUBLIC . 583 00:47:05,538 --> 00:47:06,738 584 00:47:06,806 --> 00:47:10,008 HE WOULD CALL ME AND SAY WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 585 00:47:10,076 --> 00:47:13,245 I SAY ME IN BED. HE SAYS "YOU'RE BETTER GET FROM 586 00:47:13,313 --> 00:47:16,281 THAT SLEEP, YOU HAVE A SERVICE DO!" 587 00:47:16,349 --> 00:47:18,550 >> It's all designed. HE WANTS TO CONTACT 588 00:47:18,618 --> 00:47:22,020 SOCIAL LIFE, INTERACTION EVERYONE, WHAT THEY DID. 589 00:47:22,088 --> 00:47:24,723 >> IT IS REQUIRED AS YOU SPIRITUAL GUIDELINES, WHAT IS THE BEST 590 00:47:24,791 --> 00:47:28,660 FOR YOUR SOUL >> WE CANNOT READ 591 00:47:28,728 --> 00:47:36,435 BOOK, Watch TV, LESS WRITTEN LISTEN TO RADIO AND ME 592 00:47:36,502 --> 00:47:39,938 NEVER DO IT. >> HE COMES UPSET ONE DAY AT ME 593 00:47:40,006 --> 00:47:45,110 HAVE TV AND HE UPSET, SAID YOU DID THIS THIS THIS 594 00:47:45,178 --> 00:47:47,846 BACK. I AM I DO NOT KNOW I HAVE TO 595 00:47:47,914 --> 00:47:54,252 ASK YOU TO GET TV. >> I MAKE A DOG IN ONE POINT. 596 00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:58,090 CANNOT BE ACCEPTED. I HAVE TO HAVE 597 00:47:58,157 --> 00:48:01,193 DOG BACK I HAVE DECIDED LIFE AND GETTING 598 00:48:01,260 --> 00:48:03,061 A LITTLE MIND IS TANPANYA PERMISSION. 599 00:48:03,129 --> 00:48:12,571 HE DOES NOT LIKE DOGS. >> WITH MY FRIENDS DANIELLE, HE 600 00:48:12,639 --> 00:48:16,108 TELL HER INSANE, WITH ALL THIS SIDE EFFECTS. 601 00:48:16,175 --> 00:48:18,810 HE'S LOOKING FOR ACROSS THE ROOM AND SAY "WE'RE GOING TO HERE TO 602 00:48:18,878 --> 00:48:22,547 The rest of OUR LIFE." >> IT WAS A NICE TYPE WHEN IT WAS 603 00:48:22,615 --> 00:48:26,051 FIRST START AND IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT HER ADORING, IT'S 604 00:48:26,119 --> 00:48:29,655 ABOUT ACHIEVING SOME TYPES SPIRITUAL GROWTH FOR YOURSELF, 605 00:48:29,722 --> 00:48:42,367 NOT CLEANING THE FEET. ¶ 606 00:48:42,435 --> 00:49:18,203 ¶ ¶ LA FEMME FATALE ¶ 607 00:49:18,271 --> 00:49:25,177 >> LA FEMME FATALE IS SONG ANDREAS WROTE. 608 00:49:25,244 --> 00:49:29,581 SONG PRESERVED AS PUBLIC SATIRE AGAINST WOMEN WHO IS 609 00:49:29,649 --> 00:49:31,416 ANDREAS THOUGHT TOO TOO SEXUAL. 610 00:49:31,484 --> 00:49:35,854 I DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF AN ATTACK BUT I WAS GOING AHEAD AND MADE 611 00:49:35,922 --> 00:49:40,659 VIDEO FUNNY IT IS A BIG HIT. 612 00:49:40,727 --> 00:49:48,700 ¶ LA FEMME FATALE ¶ 613 00:49:48,768 --> 00:49:54,272 >> HE DOESN'T LIKE ANYONE WHO IS HAS A NORMAL NATURAL LIFE. 614 00:49:54,340 --> 00:50:04,282 AND HOW DOES HE PRODUCE SEXUALITY IN GENERAL PT JUVENILE. 615 00:50:04,350 --> 00:50:08,954 >> THERE'S A YOUNG LADY IN US NAMED SOPHIA GROUP. 616 00:50:09,021 --> 00:50:12,591 >> HE AM AMAZING. HE NEEDS LIFE SO ONLY 617 00:50:12,658 --> 00:50:17,095 WANT TO BALLERINA. >> HE DANCED BEAUTIFULLY. 618 00:50:17,163 --> 00:50:23,769 THE COURSE MAKES A PRIMANYA BALET DANCE. 619 00:50:23,836 --> 00:50:32,310 >> HE WANTS TO BE CLOSED I BUT DO NOT HAVE SEX TO ME AND 620 00:50:32,378 --> 00:50:36,314 ALWAYS HE KNOWS I AM DEVELOPING LATE TO IT. 621 00:50:36,382 --> 00:50:40,085 HE IS GIVEN FIVE WOMEN DIFFERENT NO FOR THE DATE I BECAUSE IT WILL 622 00:50:40,153 --> 00:50:44,556 BAD FOR MY SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT. 623 00:50:44,624 --> 00:50:49,961 >> THERE ARE MANY CONFUSIONS MESSAGES ABOUT SEXUALITY. 624 00:50:50,029 --> 00:50:56,835 WE TELL YOU NOT YOU BODY, DO NOT GET OBSESSED WITH 625 00:50:56,903 --> 00:51:01,573 DISPLAY YOU, EVERYONE FOUND THEM. 626 00:51:01,641 --> 00:51:04,776 HE REALLY DOES NOT WANT FAT PEOPLE. 627 00:51:04,844 --> 00:51:07,813 DO NOT WANT ANYONE IN THE GROUP THAT IS NOT PHYSICAL A 628 00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:09,714 STARLET. He WANTS EVERYONE TO BE 629 00:51:09,782 --> 00:51:11,516 STARLET. YOUR OWN OWN THAT 630 00:51:11,584 --> 00:51:14,519 THIS PEOPLE HAVE EYES THEY ARE MADE OR RECOMMEND THAT THIS PERSON 631 00:51:14,587 --> 00:51:18,890 HAVE THEIR STONE THEM AND OTHERS HAVE THEIR CHIN. 632 00:51:18,958 --> 00:51:23,628 HE SORT OF GOT OBSESSED WITH IT. >> WE WILL BE INTO IT 633 00:51:23,696 --> 00:51:29,267 BATHROOM AND ONLY FOUND PILES MASCARA AND EYE PEOPLE 634 00:51:29,335 --> 00:51:32,270 AND CONCEPTS. HE WAS SUCCESSFUL LIKE EVERY DAY 635 00:51:32,338 --> 00:51:34,873 LIFE. >> I REMEMBER MY TIME IS IN 636 00:51:34,941 --> 00:51:39,778 WATER WITH HIM AND HE HAS AN EYE AND ME EYE LEATHER 637 00:51:39,846 --> 00:51:44,916 LIKE TRYING TO SIGNAL TO HIM FLICK IS DEAD, BUT I AM NOT 638 00:51:44,984 --> 00:51:55,627 KNOW ABOUT PLASTIC SURGERY BUT IT WAS STARTED TO FIND EVIDENCE. 639 00:51:55,695 --> 00:52:00,866 HE'S ALWAYS TELLING US THIS IS IS A BODY, IT WILL BE A 640 00:52:00,933 --> 00:52:03,635 CARCASS ONE DAY, IT WAS GOING DIE AND HERE HE HERE 641 00:52:03,703 --> 00:52:10,275 DOING THE EYES, IT IS IT, IT IS THIS, HIS LIPS, INDIRECTLY 642 00:52:10,343 --> 00:52:19,551 STUFF TO IT. >> BUT HE START LOOKING FOR VERY 643 00:52:19,619 --> 00:52:32,564 DEFORMED AND SCARY LOOKING VERY. 644 00:52:32,632 --> 00:52:40,405 IT IS A TOTAL DOTTED BY WHAT'S TEACHING. 645 00:52:40,473 --> 00:52:43,742 >> AND I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE OTHER PEOPLE TO DO PLASTIC SURGERY 646 00:52:43,809 --> 00:52:48,914 BEFORE he did it so he WOULD SEE IF IT WAS SAFE OR HOW IT LOOKS AND I NEVER QUESTION MY T. 647 00:52:48,981 --> 00:52:52,918 >> THERE WOULDN'T THAT SAY, DUDE, RUNNING YOUR MAKE-UP. 648 00:52:52,985 --> 00:52:56,655 NO ONE WILL BE DARE. I WILL NOT BLOOD. 649 00:52:56,722 --> 00:53:14,506 >> I ALWAYS CHANGE CAMERA OFF WHEN ANDREAS SELLS. 650 00:53:14,573 --> 00:53:23,048 >> WE WILL USE THIS RANGE "YOU NEED YOUR MIND." 651 00:53:23,115 --> 00:53:27,552 652 00:53:27,620 --> 00:53:29,788 >> IT WAS SOMETHING YOU WOULD SAY TO SOMEONE AND IT CRITICAL. IT, HEY, YOU ARE NOT IN LINE 653 00:53:29,855 --> 00:53:33,992 WITH WHAT WILL BE HERE. >> YOU DO NOT WANT ABOVE 654 00:53:34,060 --> 00:53:38,029 THOUGHT. NO THOUGHT. 655 00:53:38,097 --> 00:53:39,030 IF YOU HAVE THOUGHTS, YOU ARE NOT CONNECTED TO 656 00:53:39,098 --> 00:53:41,466 MEDITATION AND TO GOD. >> THERE IS A REGISTERED TIME 657 00:53:41,534 --> 00:53:47,272 INVOLVEMENT. YOU CANNOT HAVE A TEACHER 658 00:53:47,340 --> 00:53:50,342 FOLLOWERS. REQUIRED BENEFITS 659 00:53:50,409 --> 00:53:53,411 FAILURE. SO YOU START RECEIVING THE 660 00:53:53,479 --> 00:53:56,948 STUFF QUESTION. YOU JUST STARTED RECEIVING IT. 661 00:53:57,016 --> 00:53:59,451 IT WAS LIKE ANY FAMILY. AND I THINK A LOT OF US 662 00:53:59,518 --> 00:54:11,162 KOMPARTU COMPARTATION, RASIONALIONAL 663 00:54:11,230 --> 00:54:13,331 664 00:54:13,399 --> 00:54:15,567 ALWAYS. HER CERTAIN HELP US 665 00:54:15,634 --> 00:54:18,536 RASIONALIZEIZING EVERYTHING. >> ONLY LEFT TRUTH IS 666 00:54:18,604 --> 00:54:22,440 TRUTH THAT I AM DETERMINED AND WHO IS THE HIGHEST AUTHORITY IN 667 00:54:22,508 --> 00:54:33,952 GROUP? IT'S THE MASTER. 668 00:54:34,020 --> 00:54:40,859 DO YOU WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN? >> NO 669 00:54:40,926 --> 00:54:44,295 >> SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND CHILDREN DO NOT ALWAYS GO TOGETHER. 670 00:54:44,363 --> 00:54:48,566 >> I TELL I WAS PREGNANT. HE WAS GETTING ABORTION. 671 00:54:48,634 --> 00:54:52,604 I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE THIS ABORTION BUT HE WAS I CANNOT 672 00:54:52,671 --> 00:54:54,372 ARE IN A COMMUNITY IF I HAVE CHILDREN. 673 00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:58,576 I WILL BE ABORTION. LIKE I LISTEN TO THE VOTES, ME 674 00:54:58,644 --> 00:55:06,418 WILL GO TO SURRENDER MODE AND WHAT WHAT IS IT ONLY. 675 00:55:06,485 --> 00:55:09,988 I AM WITH SOMEONE IN COMMUNITY THAT I AM TRUE, 676 00:55:10,056 --> 00:55:16,094 REALLY IN LOVE WITH AND I SET IT UP THAT I WILL GET PREGNANT 677 00:55:16,162 --> 00:55:22,867 So I thought that would be fine. ANDREAS TOLD HER HE WILL 678 00:55:22,935 --> 00:55:25,637 KICKED OUT IF HE DOES NOT GET ME TO HAVE ABORTION. 679 00:55:25,704 --> 00:55:28,473 SO I HAVE TO HAVE OTHER ABORTUS. 680 00:55:28,541 --> 00:55:37,115 >> IN ALL OUR YEARS ARE TOGETHER, THERE ARE NO BAD CHILDREN. 681 00:55:37,183 --> 00:55:39,984 THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO DOES NOT STICK AROUND. 682 00:55:40,052 --> 00:55:46,624 THEIR COURSE DEMONIZATION. >> WHEN LEFT THE GROUP, 683 00:55:46,692 --> 00:55:49,994 EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING SOMETHING IS HORRIBLE. 684 00:55:50,062 --> 00:55:53,965 WE NEED NOT TO COMMUNICATE WITH THEM, THEY'RE THEY 685 00:55:54,033 --> 00:55:57,836 THOUGHT, RUMORS THAT ARE TURNED TO PROSTITUTE OR I 686 00:55:57,903 --> 00:56:00,205 RUNNING THE PROSTITUTE OUT OF MY HOUSE. 687 00:56:00,272 --> 00:56:05,443 >> WHEN PEOPLE START TO ENTER YOUR OWN DEPTH, HE WILL 688 00:56:05,511 --> 00:56:07,612 CRACK THE WHIP IT IS COMPLETED CONTROLLED 689 00:56:07,680 --> 00:56:10,915 THAT IF YOU WILL GO OUT ON YOUR OWN _, THE POOR THINGS WILL 690 00:56:10,983 --> 00:56:14,552 HAPPEN TO YOU IF I NEVER LEFT GROUP, 691 00:56:14,620 --> 00:56:17,088 IN ONE YEAR I WILL DIE. WHY? 692 00:56:17,156 --> 00:56:21,259 BECAUSE I WILL OUT OF BASED ON ITS WILL. 693 00:56:21,327 --> 00:56:26,498 >> HE WILL GIVE ME ON COUPLE OF OCCASIONS IF I AM NOT WITH HIM, 694 00:56:26,565 --> 00:56:28,366 I WILL GET AIDS AND I WILL DEAD. 695 00:56:28,434 --> 00:56:31,302 AND I BELIEVED HER. I BELIEVE HIM. 696 00:56:31,370 --> 00:56:44,949 THIS IS THAT HE IS A H 697 00:56:45,017 --> 00:56:47,886 HYPNOTHERAPIST. SO IT IS REPAIRED EVERY AND EVERY 698 00:56:47,953 --> 00:56:59,030 PERSONALITY WHICH WAY >> YOU JUST HAVE ONE OPPORTUNITY 699 00:56:59,098 --> 00:57:03,868 I am with. >> AND THIS IS SUCH AS INDOCTRINATION. WE DO IT 700 00:57:03,936 --> 00:57:05,252 >> I HAVE TO DO SOME OF THE CHARACTERS IN THE FILM THAT WE 701 00:57:33,899 --> 00:57:40,238 DID FOR OUR GROUPS IN THE WORLD HE BENDS BELOW 702 00:57:40,306 --> 00:57:43,641 GETTING WATER AND HE REALIZED IT NO OWN, THAT THE MASTER IS 703 00:57:43,709 --> 00:57:54,152 704 00:58:09,735 --> 00:58:26,785 FRONT CAMERA WE GET THIS SHOTS HE SHOULD. 705 00:58:26,852 --> 00:58:36,394 AND I AM NOT DEFINITELY GOOD OR NOT IT IS A GOOD ACT OR IT REAL. THEN I STARTED THINKING POSSIBLE 706 00:58:36,462 --> 00:58:46,337 WHOLE IS AN ACT. SOMETHING WRONG HERE. 707 00:58:46,405 --> 00:58:57,849 THOUGHTS COME AT ALL TIMES. I ALWAYS GET A MESSAGE 708 00:58:57,917 --> 00:59:02,387 AND I CANNOT LISTEN. >> I'M LIKE WHAT 709 00:59:02,455 --> 00:59:17,802 [EXPLETIVE] HAVE THIS TURNED KE? 710 00:59:17,870 --> 00:59:20,038 IT WAS BECOME A CIRCUS. AND SOME OLD PEOPLE 711 00:59:20,105 --> 00:59:27,479 WHICH HAS BEEN AROUND SINCE EARLY MANY LOOKING 712 00:59:27,546 --> 00:59:31,549 EVERYTHING THAT WOULD I NOT NOT HEAR WHERE THIS IS SUDDENLY 713 00:59:31,617 --> 00:59:35,119 714 00:59:35,187 --> 00:59:42,026 CHANGING WHERE IT'S ALL ABOUT HE IS INSTEAD ABOUT YOUR INNER 715 00:59:42,094 --> 00:59:44,696 EXPERIENCE. >> I WILL NOT NEED ANYTHING FROM ANYTHING, AN REQUIRED WORK ACTIONS 716 00:59:44,763 --> 00:59:48,233 ABOUT THE ROLE OF LIFE. >> ONE PEOPLE ARE THERE 717 00:59:48,300 --> 00:59:58,176 FOUND FOR LONG TIME E-MAIL WRITING AND HE SAYS IT 718 00:59:58,244 --> 01:00:02,313 OUT LIKE ALL PEOPLE ABOVE BUDDHAFIELD. 719 01:00:02,381 --> 01:00:05,884 THERE IS THIS E-MAIL THAT WAS SENT OUT ABOUT ALL THIS 720 01:00:05,951 --> 01:00:08,987 STUFF, IT WAS LIKE WHAT [EXPLETIVE] IS THIS? 721 01:00:09,054 --> 01:00:11,122 >> AUTHOR FROM E-MAIL WS LEADING GROUP AND HE HAS 722 01:00:11,190 --> 01:00:15,193 FAMILY SERIOUS ABOUT ANDREAS AND ONE OF THE MOST 723 01:00:15,261 --> 01:00:23,535 724 01:00:23,602 --> 01:00:28,406 SERIOUSLY THAT HE'S FOR YEAR It has become UNWANTED FORCING 725 01:00:28,474 --> 01:00:31,342 DISCIPLINE TO NO RELATIONS. 726 01:00:31,410 --> 01:00:33,878 ANDREAS IMMEDIATELY RECEIVED ALL THEY ARE AROUND THAT LETTERS 727 01:00:33,946 --> 01:00:36,314 VERY COMPLETE AND NOT READING MY T. 728 01:00:36,382 --> 01:00:39,784 >> AND ALL SUDDEN IS STARTED FOR THIS DIVISION. 729 01:00:39,852 --> 01:00:43,121 >> SOME PEOPLE DO NOT BELIEVE IT, SOME PEOPLE DID. 730 01:00:43,188 --> 01:00:45,456 IT'S JUST A FEW LETTERS OF SOMEONE WROTE, THEY CAN WRITE 731 01:00:45,524 --> 01:00:48,626 WHAT THEY WANT. >> I DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING 732 01:00:48,694 --> 01:00:50,461 REASONS TO BELIEVE WHAT THEY ARE PAPATAH. 733 01:00:50,529 --> 01:00:52,430 >> SOME PEOPLE COALESCED AROUND HE. 734 01:00:52,498 --> 01:00:57,368 EVEN I AM INITIAL. I WRITE UP THE REBUTTAL 735 01:00:57,436 --> 01:01:02,941 LETTER. YEAH, IT'S BULL [EXPLETIVE]. 736 01:01:03,008 --> 01:01:11,082 ID WOULD B - I HAVE BEEN IN SEXU RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. 737 01:01:11,150 --> 01:01:15,687 I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS THERE WHAT IS A LOT OF TRUE PRETTY. 738 01:01:15,754 --> 01:01:20,725 GOOD, HOW TO BEGIN ABOVE PERSONAL THERAPY. 739 01:01:20,793 --> 01:01:25,263 BECOME A YOUNG AND VERY NEW HUMAN FOR SEXUALITY AT THE TIME, I'VE BEEN 740 01:01:25,331 --> 01:01:28,600 MANY QUESTIONS. SO YOU SPEAK WITH YOU 741 01:01:28,667 --> 01:01:34,572 THERAPY ABOUT THIS AND SHE SHOULD HAVE THIS DOSAGE 742 01:01:34,640 --> 01:01:41,312 INFORMATION ABOUT YOU HAVE YOU HAVE SEX WITH A 743 01:01:41,380 --> 01:01:42,080 PEOPLE? >> NO 744 01:01:42,147 --> 01:01:45,116 >> DO YOU NEVER WANT? YOU CAN BE VERY HONEST. 745 01:01:45,184 --> 01:01:49,120 >> AND PLACE HERE START THROUGH YOU THROUGH 746 01:01:49,188 --> 01:01:52,924 HOMOSEXUAL FANTASIES. WHO ARE YOU FINDING THE RIGHT PEOPLE? 747 01:01:52,992 --> 01:01:57,895 I START NAMING WOMEN AND HE LIKE, NO, GUY. 748 01:01:57,963 --> 01:02:01,766 TOWARDS NO WOMEN VALIDITY OF ANYTHING. 749 01:02:01,834 --> 01:02:06,838 >> ARE YOU FANTASIZE? YEAH. 750 01:02:06,905 --> 01:02:15,079 WHAT ARE YOU FANTASIZE ABOUT? WHAT WOULD LIKE. 751 01:02:15,147 --> 01:02:23,521 ONE TODAY AFTER A SESSION THERAPY AND HE REQUESTS ME 752 01:02:23,589 --> 01:02:25,189 TO KISS HIM. I AM TOO. 753 01:02:25,257 --> 01:02:35,600 I DO NOT WANT IT. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR IT. 754 01:02:35,668 --> 01:02:42,974 THAT MORAL STUFF IS THAT PUT IN YOUR HEAD, IT'S NOT YOU 755 01:02:43,042 --> 01:02:47,712 SUARA. YOU NEED TO GET WHAT 756 01:02:47,780 --> 01:02:50,715 ORIGINAL. CAUSE YOU BRING MUCH 757 01:02:50,783 --> 01:02:52,417 PROGRAMS ARE THERE. THE FIRST THING YOU HAVE 758 01:02:52,484 --> 01:02:55,787 JUST AROUND THE BODY. IT WAS LIKE, OH, YOU DON'T NEED 759 01:02:55,854 --> 01:02:59,223 FOR UPTIGHT ABOUT YOUR BODY. SEE, YOU CAN TAKE YOU 760 01:02:59,291 --> 01:03:02,160 CLOTHING AND NOT REFUSED. IT IS NOT A BIG PROBLEM. 761 01:03:02,227 --> 01:03:08,232 I LIKE I DO IT SPIRITUAL WORK INITIALLY. 762 01:03:08,300 --> 01:03:14,572 THEN YOU START LIKE, AH, CLOSE TO ME. 763 01:03:14,640 --> 01:03:19,844 AND HE'S THE ONLY OWN UPRIGHT AND I AM AHEAD 764 01:03:19,912 --> 01:03:30,321 HE'S ON MY SKIN AND HE'S ONLY DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, JUST 765 01:03:30,389 --> 01:03:33,224 WHAT IS COMING NATURALLY. AND WHAT COMES NATURALLY TO ME 766 01:03:33,292 --> 01:03:39,764 I WANT TO GET AWAY. >> HE STARTS HAVE A SEX WITH 767 01:03:39,832 --> 01:03:41,699 I, NOT A DAY THAT BUT OVER A TIME PERIOD. 768 01:03:41,767 --> 01:03:45,269 AND IT IS A REGULAR THING. EVERY TODAY AND NIGHT SATURDAY 769 01:03:45,337 --> 01:03:59,250 AFTER GYM, IT'S LIKE A HOUR WORKING AND I NEVER 770 01:03:59,318 --> 01:04:05,089 [BL [BLE 771 01:04:05,157 --> 01:04:11,829 [BLEEP] BEFORE. >> I AM REALLY DOWN. 772 01:04:11,897 --> 01:04:16,134 AND HE REALLY REDUCES MY . 773 01:04:16,201 --> 01:04:19,170 IMAGINE HAS A SEX WITH SOMEONE, MEN OR WOMEN AND THEY ARE ONLY 774 01:04:19,238 --> 01:04:22,874 CONTINUE THERE, LIKE COMPLETED, DO NOT PAY ATTENTION TO YOU. 775 01:04:22,941 --> 01:04:26,310 OH, ARE YOU LIKE THIS? AND YOUR ANSWER IS SOMETHING 776 01:04:26,378 --> 01:04:34,852 LIKE "YEAH, SURE." AND THEY JUST KEEP [BLEEP] 777 01:04:34,920 --> 01:04:39,157 YOU, BECAUSE YOU LIKE BACK MEAT 778 01:04:39,224 --> 01:04:42,860 THEN I START TO HATE HIM. >> I RESISTED AND HE WOULD SAY 779 01:04:42,928 --> 01:04:46,197 OKE, OKE, LET'S GO DOWN THE LONG LONG STAFF, BACK 780 01:04:46,265 --> 01:04:49,534 FOR YOUR CHILDREN, WHO IS THAT THAT YOU GIVE? 781 01:04:49,601 --> 01:04:53,538 I'M LIKE I GIVE YOU, I DON'T WANT TO SEX WITH YOU. 782 01:04:53,605 --> 01:04:57,642 HE'S LIKE NO, NO, LET 'S GO BACK FOR YOUR CHILDREN, WHEN SOMEONE 783 01:04:57,709 --> 01:05:01,813 WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING AND YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO IT - HE 784 01:05:01,880 --> 01:05:06,150 WHAT IS THE MASTER, HE IS GOOD GETTING WHAT HE WANTS. 785 01:05:06,218 --> 01:05:08,853 SOME TIMES ARE MY PROCESSES I AM BOWING IN THEIR FEELS 786 01:05:08,921 --> 01:05:13,291 SAY, OH, MY LORD, THANK YOU, HOW DO YOU ALWAYS BRING BACK 787 01:05:13,358 --> 01:05:18,629 FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE AND I GET [BLEEP] AGAIN. 788 01:05:18,697 --> 01:05:23,968 >> YOU CANNOT SAY NO. THERE IS NO AGAINST THE RULES. 789 01:05:24,036 --> 01:05:32,777 AND THEN I PAY IT. I HAVE TO PAY IT [EXPLETIVE] THERAPY 50 BUCKS EVERY TIME I GO IN. 790 01:05:32,845 --> 01:05:38,449 HERE'S YOUR BULL [EXPLETIVE] THERAPY, WE'LL 791 01:05:38,517 --> 01:05:43,654 [EXPLETIVE]. Give me $ 50 CAN YOU IMAGINE? THIS IS AT EVERY ONE ONE 792 01:05:43,722 --> 01:05:46,224 MY LIFE WEEK FOR FIVE YEARS. 793 01:05:46,291 --> 01:05:51,662 794 01:05:51,730 --> 01:06:01,439 795 01:06:01,506 --> 01:06:04,675 HERE I AM, LIKE, HELPING THIS GUY EVERY DAY WITH THE COURSE, 796 01:06:04,743 --> 01:06:09,513 WITH THIS LITTLE DETAILS LIFE AND I PLAY IT BUT 797 01:06:09,581 --> 01:06:13,484 STILL SOME OF THIS HERE GROUP THROUGH MOTION 798 01:06:13,552 --> 01:06:27,431 SERVING IT, AND IT'S JUST I FELT LIKE I WENT MAD AND - 799 01:06:27,499 --> 01:06:32,670 YES. I KNOW LIKE I WILL 800 01:06:32,738 --> 01:06:44,515 [BLEEP] MAD. SOPHIA LOVES MY LIFE. 801 01:06:44,583 --> 01:06:46,217 ALLAH. THANK YOU MUCH, SOPHIA. 802 01:06:46,285 --> 01:06:47,952 THANK YOU. HE KNOWS SOMETHING VERY FUNNY 803 01:06:48,020 --> 01:06:50,988 WITH ME. HE KNOWS ONLY ANDREAS SEND IT NOT TO SPEAK WITH ME THAT THERE IS SOMETHING NOT TRUE 804 01:06:51,056 --> 01:06:53,691 805 01:06:53,759 --> 01:06:58,062 THERE'S AND SO HE HAD IT. SO WE DEVELOP ROMANTIC 806 01:06:58,130 --> 01:07:01,432 RELATIONSHIP ON AGE 28, 29 HE ONE OF MY FIRST FRIENDS, LIKE A 807 01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:10,808 REAL GIRL FRIENDS. >> HOW CAN YOU? 808 01:07:10,876 --> 01:07:21,652 WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU 809 01:07:21,720 --> 01:07:33,864 WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU >> I STILL LIKE I HAVE HIM 810 01:07:33,932 --> 01:07:38,035 EVERYTHING. I FEEL LIKE LIKE SAYING 811 01:07:38,103 --> 01:07:39,704 MY Q. I LIKE, WOW, HE DOS IT 812 01:07:39,771 --> 01:07:44,308 THIS IS FOR ME AND I NEVER REMEMBER ANYONE. 813 01:07:44,376 --> 01:07:48,813 NOT TO EVERYTHING APART. I KNOW THE RIGHT THERE IS 814 01:07:48,880 --> 01:07:53,617 LIKE, OH, GOD, I SEE NOW, I SEE WHAT HE HAS. 815 01:07:53,685 --> 01:07:56,754 IT'S SO CLEAR. THE CABLE HAS BEEN PROVIDED. 816 01:07:56,822 --> 01:08:03,810 THE CURTAIN'S OPEN, MY BROKE HEART, YOU HAVE PEOPLE. 817 01:08:44,444 --> 01:08:50,483 HE CAUSES THEM. HE LOVE THEM. 818 01:08:50,550 --> 01:08:54,020 I AM NOT HERE TO COMPETE WITH ANYBODY ABOUT ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM 819 01:08:54,087 --> 01:08:57,823 DO NOT HAVE AN AGENDA WITH YOU, EXCEPT IF YOU REALLY WANT 820 01:08:57,891 --> 01:09:02,695 GROW, POSSIBLE THIS WILL BE OFFERED TO YOU 821 01:09:02,763 --> 01:09:06,599 YOU FOLLOW? >> HE TAKES 120 MINDS AND 822 01:09:06,667 --> 01:09:11,537 MANIPULATION OF EVERY ONE AND THEM SELF STORY. 823 01:09:11,605 --> 01:09:18,678 THERE'S NOTHING TO KNOW. RIGHT HANDS DO NOT KNOW WHAT 824 01:09:18,745 --> 01:09:24,383 LEFT HANDS DO IT. I KNOW YOU ARE INTIMATELY FOR 25 825 01:09:24,451 --> 01:09:26,652 YEAR AND NEVER KNOW YOU SUFFERING. 826 01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:30,022 IF I NEVER YOU HAVE BEEN MAYBE LIKE YOU DID OR 827 01:09:30,090 --> 01:09:34,827 THAT MY OTHER BROTHERS MAYBE LIKE YOU KNOW, I 828 01:09:34,895 --> 01:09:38,130 WILL HAVE PUT A STOP TO IT FROM GET-GO. 829 01:09:38,198 --> 01:09:40,533 IT WAS TRUE. HE STARTS HAVE A SEX WITH ME 830 01:09:40,600 --> 01:09:48,240 WHEN HE TAKES ME HAWAII. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT 831 01:09:48,308 --> 01:09:52,845 EVENT. HE WOULD SAY EVERYTHING 832 01:09:52,913 --> 01:09:55,982 DOING IT FOR ME HE TELLS IT IN THEY HAVE THE SAME LIFE AND IT IS VERY SPECIAL. 833 01:09:56,049 --> 01:10:10,596 HE LOVES MY LIFE, HE TOLD ME. 834 01:10:10,664 --> 01:10:12,598 I WILL DIE WITHOUT HIM. NOT STILL THAT PEOPLE ARE IN 835 01:10:12,666 --> 01:10:15,468 836 01:10:15,535 --> 01:10:29,382 MY LIFE THAT CAN TAKE ME EXPERIENCE OF THIS GOD, AND I 837 01:10:29,449 --> 01:10:33,753 RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT, IN MY THOUGHTS EVEN I HAVE EVER BEEN MY 838 01:10:33,820 --> 01:10:36,756 SUSPICIONS I AM NOT JUST ONE, I AM QUIET. 839 01:10:36,823 --> 01:10:40,826 I CANNOT SHOW ANYONE WHAT I AM FEELINGS OR GO THROUGH. 840 01:10:40,894 --> 01:10:47,733 DESPITE HAS THE ENTIRE BUDDHAFIELD AS MY FAMILY, ME 841 01:10:47,801 --> 01:10:54,373 OWN. HE TOLD ME JUST WORKING 842 01:10:54,441 --> 01:11:00,379 WITH ME THIS WAY, AND I CAN DO NOT SAY ANYONE BECAUSE THEY ARE 843 01:11:00,447 --> 01:11:06,519 WILL NOT UNDERSTAND. >> THERE IS NO COMPLETE COMPLETE 844 01:11:06,586 --> 01:11:08,587 STORY. SO SOME PEOPLE KNOW SOME THINGS, 845 01:11:08,655 --> 01:11:11,824 NEW OTHERS, OTHER THINGS, I KNOW THAT I KNOW BUT 846 01:11:11,892 --> 01:11:16,295 THERE IS NO EXTENT PERMITTED TO REALLY SPEAK EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. 847 01:11:16,363 --> 01:11:20,499 >> I AM NOTHING TO USE THAT HE HAS BEEN SUCKING SO MANY MEN 848 01:11:20,567 --> 01:11:24,036 IN THE COMMUNITY. >> WHEN I SAY STORIES 849 01:11:24,104 --> 01:11:28,974 ABOUT WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENED, IT'S ONLY I 850 01:11:29,042 --> 01:11:32,378 LIKE YOU MOM [EXPLETIVE]. >> ALL CONFECTIONS 851 01:11:32,446 --> 01:11:35,815 SEXUAL ABUSE COST OTHER STORIES. >> HE TOLD ME TO SAY ME 852 01:11:35,882 --> 01:11:40,019 CANCER AND I HAVE TO SAY ME BEST FRIENDS, MY LOVER, EVERYONE, AND 853 01:11:40,087 --> 01:11:43,155 I HAVE TO KEEP THAT THE SECRET OF A DAY THAT HE MAY BE BIG 854 01:11:43,223 --> 01:11:48,561 HEALTH AND HEALTH I CAN MY CANCER THAT IS NOTHING. 855 01:11:48,628 --> 01:11:51,197 IT WAS LIKE YOU [EXPLETIVE] KIDDING ME? 856 01:11:51,264 --> 01:11:55,534 WHAT IS 70% IT A LIE? 80% of IT A LIE? 857 01:11:55,602 --> 01:11:59,371 >> AND FINALLY WE ARE DISCOVERED THAT HE'S RUMOR BECOME A 858 01:11:59,439 --> 01:12:04,977 PORN ACTOR IS IN TRUE FACT. AS MORE PEOPLE FIND 859 01:12:05,045 --> 01:12:09,548 ABOUT TRUTH, SOME START FOR CONFRONT ANDREAS. 860 01:12:09,616 --> 01:12:14,453 >> AND I HAVE YOU CANNOT DO IT. THIS IS OUR COMMUNITY AND YOU 861 01:12:14,521 --> 01:12:18,524 DESTROY IT. >> I REALLY CONTACT HIM. 862 01:12:18,592 --> 01:12:22,528 WHAT I GO WHAT DO WE DO? HE REALLY LOVED IT. 863 01:12:22,596 --> 01:12:25,898 HE'S ONLY I KNOW THAT YOU HEAR THIS BUT I HAVE BEEN DONE 864 01:12:25,966 --> 01:12:28,567 THAT. >> HE ONLY HAS THIS INNATE 865 01:12:28,635 --> 01:12:31,303 TRUST THAT YOU JUST KEEP SAY STORIES AND THEM 'LL 866 01:12:31,371 --> 01:12:33,706 BELIEVE IT. >> I HAVE TO TAKE STAND. 867 01:12:33,773 --> 01:12:36,742 I KNOW THERE ARE MUCH _ NEW INNOCENT PEOPLE ARE THAT 868 01:12:36,810 --> 01:12:41,347 WILL NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON. 869 01:12:41,414 --> 01:12:45,050 >> I'M LIKE ENOUGH. THIS IS WHAT IS NEEDED TO LEAVE. 870 01:12:45,118 --> 01:12:47,319 >> IT MUST TOWE POINT WHERE I DO NOT THINK. 871 01:12:47,387 --> 01:12:50,789 IT'S LIKE, OKAY, I'M TRUE DEFINITELY IN YEAR BUT IT IS BETTER 872 01:12:50,857 --> 01:12:52,591 FROM BECOME HERE FOR OTHER SECOND. 873 01:12:52,659 --> 01:12:55,995 >> I'M NO MORE, I'M NOT I SEX TOY. 874 01:12:56,062 --> 01:13:03,903 I AM FINISHED. I WILL NOT TAKE AGAIN. 875 01:13:03,970 --> 01:13:06,972 HE IS LOOKING FOR ME AND ITS EYES 876 01:13:07,040 --> 01:13:09,141 GOT BLACK. DIFFERENT DIFFERENT PLACES DIFFERENT AND IT WS FREAKY. >> IT'S CLEAR TO ME FINDING MADMAN IN I TRY TO KEEP THINGS 877 01:13:09,209 --> 01:13:11,777 TOGETHER. >> THAT'S ONLY SPELL BROKE. 878 01:13:11,845 --> 01:13:16,315 I LIKE YOU HAVE NO I AM AGAIN. 879 01:13:16,383 --> 01:13:18,217 >> IN A WEEK PERIOD, BOOM, BOOM, ALL SUDDEN 880 01:13:18,285 --> 01:13:20,319 EVERYONE STARTS LEAVING. HE HE HE HE HE. 881 01:13:20,387 --> 01:13:24,256 HE PEDAL BACK. >> BUDDHAFIELD RUNNING 882 01:13:24,324 --> 01:13:27,092 883 01:13:27,160 --> 01:13:31,630 884 01:13:31,698 --> 01:13:35,301 IN ADDITION. IT WAS DEVELOPING MY WATCH 885 01:13:35,368 --> 01:13:36,535 CLOSED FRIENDS LEAVE. I HAVE TO FEEL THE NEED TO JOIN 886 01:13:36,603 --> 01:13:39,705 THEY BUT LIKE I TRIED, I CANNOT GET MY PLAN 887 01:13:39,773 --> 01:13:43,375 OBLIGATION TO ANDREAS. HE'S STILL HELPED EVERYTHING AND 888 01:13:43,443 --> 01:13:47,546 HE REMOVES THE OPPORTUNITY TO SAY IT SIDE THE STORY FOR THEM 889 01:13:47,614 --> 01:13:51,917 WILL HEAR SO THAT HE ASKED ME GRAB MY LAST ONE TIME CAMERA. 890 01:13:51,985 --> 01:13:54,753 >> WE RECEIVE A HOUSE FOR A HOUSE U ONE NIGHT THAT THERE IS 891 01:13:54,821 --> 01:13:59,892 TO BECOME A MESSAGE FROM ANDREAS AND THEY PUT UP THIS BIG VIDEO 892 01:13:59,960 --> 01:14:05,798 SCREEN AND THEY SHOW THIS VIDEO. 893 01:14:05,865 --> 01:14:15,741 WHAT CANNOT BE EXPLAINED BIOGRAPHIC LETTERS. 894 01:14:15,809 --> 01:14:31,557 IT DOES NOT NEED RESUMÉS ABOUT THE STORY, WHAT IS THIS IS FREE, 895 01:14:31,625 --> 01:14:37,896 AGAIN, NOT NEEDED, NOT APOLOGICAL 896 01:14:07,964 --> 01:14:42,101 >> THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE FOR MY FIRST TIME ONLY IN A 897 01:14:42,168 --> 01:14:48,807 GATHERING THAT GETS, I'M NOT KNOW, TEN OR 20 LEFT PEOPLE 898 01:14:48,875 --> 01:14:58,584 WHEN THAT VIDEO WILL BE ON BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY DISTURBING. 899 01:14:58,652 --> 01:15:08,227 >> I'M IN YOU IN THE TRUTH I AM NO AND THERE IS 900 01:15:28,982 --> 01:15:31,283 IT IS NOT THE BOOK. EVERYONE IS A QUESTION 901 01:15:31,351 --> 01:15:33,619 IN THEIR HEAD. >> BUT THEN SOMETHING 902 01:15:33,687 --> 01:15:37,723 WHO EXPECT US ALL. HE HAS DECIDED AFTER 17 YEARS 903 01:15:37,791 --> 01:15:40,492 TIME TO KNOW SECTION. 904 01:15:45,332 --> 01:15:49,635 SUSTER, AMY, WHICH STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. 905 01:15:49,703 --> 01:15:54,573 >> AND NOW HE IS REQUIRED HOLD ON THOSE AS STILL 906 01:16:01,915 --> 01:16:08,887 AT ALL. DAY AFTER WE GO FOR WALK 907 01:16:08,955 --> 01:16:14,827 AND HE COMES AND HE IS THEIR HANDS ONE OF MY AND HE SAYS, 908 01:16:14,894 --> 01:16:19,798 YOU KNOW, AMEALIANA, THIS IS PEOPLE TRY TO DESTROY 909 01:16:19,866 --> 01:16:23,902 YOUR MASTER AND I NEED TO KNOW IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE OR IF YOU 910 01:16:23,970 --> 01:16:30,042 CAN FIND THE WAY TO HAVE THEM NOT KNOW OUT, GET THEM. 911 01:16:30,110 --> 01:16:34,279 IF IT WASN'T, FINDING PEOPLE PEOPLE CAN ONLY DESTROY THEIR LIFE 912 01:16:34,347 --> 01:16:41,086 THROUGH THE IRS OR GOOD WAY. PEOPLE WHO WANT TO HARMED, THEY 913 01:16:41,154 --> 01:16:45,124 WHAT ARE TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE BEHIND EXPOSING THE TRUTH OF 914 01:16:45,191 --> 01:16:47,526 WHAT IT WOULD REALLY BE ON HE. 915 01:16:47,594 --> 01:17:00,773 THE GUY THAT WRITES LETTERS AND RADIA. 916 01:17:00,840 --> 01:17:03,909 >> HOW IS THIS SHATTER? HOW IS EVERYTHING? 917 01:17:03,977 --> 01:17:12,084 HOW YOU COME HERE IS HATED AND SO OSTRACIZED AND 918 01:17:12,152 --> 01:17:17,022 DEMONIZED WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE AWAY AND GIVE MY LIFE 919 01:17:17,090 --> 01:17:20,759 SOME ONE. >> I DON'T KNOW WHO HE is 920 01:17:20,827 --> 01:17:25,030 THE POINT. TO SEE THAT AND FINALLY START 921 01:17:25,098 --> 01:17:31,937 HAVE MY REALIZATION ANDREAS, THAT EVERYTHING HE'S 922 01:17:32,005 --> 01:17:38,911 MANICULATION FOR SOME NARCISSISTIC, MANIACALnd. 923 01:17:38,978 --> 01:17:42,147 >> THIS IS [BLEEP]. >> SOME MEMBERS OF WARNED ANDREAS 924 01:17:42,215 --> 01:17:47,052 IF HE DOES NOT STOP THE WORK, THEY WILL BRING A COST AGAINST HIM. 925 01:17:47,120 --> 01:17:50,055 WE CONTACT HER HE WOULD BE LEFT ITSELF IF HE IS NEEDED 926 01:17:50,123 --> 01:17:53,258 STOP INTO TEACHER. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HIM HARMED, 927 01:17:53,326 --> 01:17:58,864 BUT I WANT ALL THIS END. SO THAT IS IN CONNECTION WITH HIM 928 01:17:58,932 --> 01:18:04,870 AND SOME OTHERS TO DESTROY IT TO HAWAII 929 01:18:04,938 --> 01:18:11,276 HERE I RETURN TO PLACE WHERE ALL MISUSE ABUSE 930 01:18:11,344 --> 01:18:14,646 START. BUT FINALLY THIS TIME I DONE 931 01:18:14,714 --> 01:18:23,188 WITH LIFE. AND I AM DONE WITH HIM. 932 01:18:23,256 --> 01:18:34,015 SO AFTER 22 YEARS, I'M LEFT. WITHOUT 933 01:19:09,986 --> 01:19:13,355 FOR FAMILY ONLY. IT'S LIKE A BOMB 934 01:19:13,423 --> 01:19:15,791 WENT OFF AND LIKE VILLAGE THAT I LOVE IT REALLY 935 01:19:24,968 --> 01:19:36,879 >> I MISS THAT COMMUNITY. >> It's LIKE A BIG DEATH OF YOU 936 01:19:36,946 --> 01:19:44,419 FAMILY EVERYTHING. >> I'M SO ALSO SERVICE FOR HIM 937 01:19:44,487 --> 01:19:47,156 AND DO NOT WORK ABOUT THE FUTURE THAT WHEN IT WAS OVER, I 938 01:19:47,223 --> 01:19:51,326 HAD $ 45 TO MY NAME, I DON'T HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT, I AM NOT 939 01:19:51,394 --> 01:19:54,763 HAVE ANYTHING. I REMEMBER JUST LAYING ON THE 940 01:19:54,831 --> 01:19:57,900 FLOOR IN THE FETAL POSITION IT IS LIKE I DROPPING 941 01:19:57,967 --> 01:19:59,301 THROUGH THIS TRAP DOOR. IT'S BLACK AND NOTHING 942 01:19:59,369 --> 01:20:11,847 DOWN. >> WHERE WILL I FIND IT 943 01:20:11,915 --> 01:20:14,349 AWESOME FEELINGS? WHO WOULD MAKE ME DANCE IN 944 01:20:14,417 --> 01:20:17,519 FOREST? WHO WOULD BE RIGHT 945 01:20:17,587 --> 01:20:25,394 MAKE MY LION WHEN I CAN'T SING? >> I QUESTION ANYTHING 946 01:20:25,461 --> 01:20:31,967 THOUGHTS WHEN I COME FROM GROUP. 947 01:20:32,035 --> 01:20:42,411 I GIVE MY HOUSE AND I BRING JOB AS BOUNCER AND RECLAIMED MY 948 01:20:42,478 --> 01:20:45,247 HONESTY. >> I'M ALREADY, I'M VERY 949 01:20:45,315 --> 01:20:51,086 BITTER, SO CYNICAL. I CANNOT REPRESENT ANYTHING. 950 01:20:51,154 --> 01:20:56,191 >> ALL WE ARE LEFT GROUP HEALTHY REQUIRED. 951 01:20:56,259 --> 01:20:59,628 ¶ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ¶ >> LIKE A LOT OF MY FRIENDS, I 952 01:20:59,696 --> 01:21:04,066 TRIED TO SEND THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE BEEN GIVEN IN THE PAST. 953 01:21:04,133 --> 01:21:12,341 ¶ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ¶ >> WE START THEM. 954 01:21:12,408 --> 01:21:16,678 WE TELL THEY LOVE THEM. WE NEVER HAVE THEM. 955 01:21:16,746 --> 01:21:20,949 I PAY THAT THEY WILL COME BACK AND THEY DID. 956 01:21:21,017 --> 01:21:25,254 IT WASN'T TRUE REALLY WHAT IS THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH. 957 01:21:25,321 --> 01:21:29,558 AND I LOVE THAT THEY ARE RID OF THIS MAN AND I JUST FEEL 958 01:21:29,626 --> 01:21:37,532 A DEEP HATRED, AND I MUST NOT, I CANNOT HELP, BUT I 959 01:21:37,600 --> 01:21:43,138 FEEL THAT HE REALLY WALKS. REALLY EVIL. 960 01:21:43,206 --> 01:21:50,345 >> THERE IS THIS SOCIAL INTERPLAY THAT HAPPENS BETWEEN VERY 961 01:21:50,413 --> 01:21:54,683 CO-DEPENDENT PEOPLE AND Narcissistic PATHOLOGY. 962 01:21:54,751 --> 01:21:59,521 WHO WOULD GIVE PEOPLE WHO WHO NEED CONSTANT ADORATION AND 963 01:21:59,589 --> 01:22:04,793 ATTENTION, WHO SHOULD BE GIVEN THAT THEY ARE CEASELESSLY? 964 01:22:04,861 --> 01:22:09,231 SOMEONE RELATED TO IT SOURCES OF SELF-ESTEEM 965 01:22:09,299 --> 01:22:14,303 AND THEY SAY LIKE LIKE A NORMAL, RATIONAL, INTELLIGENT 966 01:22:14,370 --> 01:22:16,171 HUMAN. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN TO YOU? 967 01:22:16,239 --> 01:22:24,446 >> IT'S HARD TO I ADMIT THAT I AM BRAINWASHED AND I'M 968 01:22:24,514 --> 01:22:29,318 IN CULTURE YOU KNOW, LOOKING FOR BACK NOW, HE 969 01:22:29,385 --> 01:22:34,089 WILL DO ALL TYPES OF THINGS DRAW YOU IN TO HIM, ENDEARING 970 01:22:34,157 --> 01:22:36,892 SOMETHING. AND HE MAKES YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND 971 01:22:36,959 --> 01:22:40,629 YOU ARE REALLY LOVING. >> SOMETHING SOMETHING 972 01:22:40,697 --> 01:22:44,766 SEE OTHERS DEVELOP THAT MAKES YOU THINK, 973 01:22:44,834 --> 01:22:47,602 OH, GOOD, THEY ARE PEOPLE NOT SEEM CRAZY. 974 01:22:47,670 --> 01:22:51,840 >> IT 'WHAT WE DO EVERY TIME WE COME TO RELIGION. 975 01:22:51,908 --> 01:22:54,142 WE TAKE THEM THEY AS TRUTH. 976 01:22:54,210 --> 01:22:59,381 YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO FIX THAT TRUTH 977 01:22:59,449 --> 01:23:02,184 YOU SEND YOUR BEST FLOWER TO FLOWER 978 01:23:02,251 --> 01:23:04,753 RELIGION, GROUP, COMPANY. 979 01:23:04,821 --> 01:23:09,624 >> WHAT HAPPENS IN A GROUP-THINK SYSTEM. 980 01:23:09,692 --> 01:23:13,261 THAT WHAT YOU WANT THERE. THAT WHAT WOULD CLOSE ME. 981 01:23:13,329 --> 01:23:16,131 >> So BETTER YOU FEEL, THE MORE YOU CAN BE COMMITTED. 982 01:23:16,199 --> 01:23:19,868 AND THEN SOMEONE CAN GIVE YOU DO ANYTHING. 983 01:23:19,936 --> 01:23:23,338 I MEAN, I WILL KILL OR Dead for him 984 01:23:23,406 --> 01:23:25,674 IT IS FULLY. It's everywhere 985 01:23:25,742 --> 01:23:27,876 VIEW AROUND YOU. YOU HAVE CULTURE IN YOUR CITY, 986 01:23:27,944 --> 01:24:17,225 ALSO ALSO YOUR WARRANTY. >> I SEE THEM ALL. 987 01:24:17,293 --> 01:24:49,057 THERE ARE ANDREAS. >> I THINK THAT HE IS MADE 988 01:24:49,125 --> 01:24:57,833 THAT SORT OF HYPER PROTECTION NOW HE'S AGAIN. 989 01:24:57,900 --> 01:25:08,643 >> ANDREAS NOW CALLING HIMSELF RACHI, WHICH MEANS GOD 990 01:25:08,711 --> 01:25:16,151 KING. >> FOR TODAY I AM NOT 991 01:25:16,219 --> 01:25:18,720 UNDERSTANDING. SOME PEOPLE STILL STAY, STILL 992 01:25:18,788 --> 01:25:20,722 LIVING ONLY THEY'RE TELLING TRUTH. 993 01:25:20,790 --> 01:25:23,425 WITHOUT GOING PEOPLE ALWAYS AND BECOME THERE, HE WILL 994 01:25:23,493 --> 01:25:26,828 DOES NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO RECONSTITUTE GROUP 995 01:25:26,896 --> 01:25:30,465 >> IT HURTS ME TO SEE HIM STILL DO THE SAME MANIPULATION AND 996 01:25:30,533 --> 01:25:32,300 IT 'S SAD BECAUSE PEOPLE GIVE UP THEIR LIFE. 997 01:25:32,368 --> 01:25:36,037 YOU GIVE YOU THE POWER. THEY WILL LOVE THEIR OWN 998 01:25:36,105 --> 01:25:38,807 AMBITIONS, THEIR OWN ABILITY AND TALEN FOR HIM. 999 01:25:38,875 --> 01:25:41,977 EVERYTHING WILL BE DONE FOR HIM. 1000 01:25:42,044 --> 01:25:46,548 THIS WHAT I WOULD SAY FOR THEM IF I THINK THAT THEY 1001 01:25:46,616 --> 01:25:52,354 CAN HEAR IT IS NOT THAT. HE'S JUST HERE FOR HIM, NO 1002 01:25:52,421 --> 01:25:54,723 FOR YOU. NOW, CAN THEY HEAR THAT? 1003 01:25:54,790 --> 01:26:02,030 I KNOW THEY CANNOT. I DO NOT HEAR FOR 22 YEARS. 1004 01:26:02,198 --> 01:26:06,468 >> INOCENT PEOPLE COME NOW FOR TODAY, AND THEY 1005 01:26:06,536 --> 01:26:07,836 VERY SINCERE AND THEY MUST KNOW. 1006 01:26:07,904 --> 01:26:12,073 THEY HAVE TO KNOW THE TRUTH >> THE ONLY WAY CAN GET 1007 01:26:12,141 --> 01:26:14,609 HE IS A UNDERCOVER. OTHERS IF SEEING CAMERA, 1008 01:26:14,677 --> 01:26:16,327 He will sin 1009 01:26:30,734 --> 01:26:34,437 >>> IN THE BEGINNING WHEN I COME TO BUDDHAFIELD, I am 1010 01:26:34,504 --> 01:26:40,009 EARLY THOUGHT THAT I FIND THE RIGHT TRUTH IN ME 1011 01:26:40,076 --> 01:26:41,777 FILM. I THOUGHT I REACH LIFE 1012 01:26:41,845 --> 01:26:50,953 AND REPRESENT LOVE. BUT I REALLY JUST HAVE IT 1013 01:26:51,021 --> 01:26:58,060 CAUSES AND LIMITED IN MY OWN HOW TO HAVE THE PERSON I AM 1014 01:26:58,128 --> 01:27:03,766 LOVE. >> TESTING WHAT ARE YOU THOUGHT? YEAH. 1015 01:27:03,834 --> 01:27:10,506 >> FREAKED OUT. >> WHEN DO YOU GET HERE? 1016 01:27:10,574 --> 01:28:22,878 >> MY BIRTHDAY. STAY THERE THERE. 1017 01:28:22,946 --> 01:28:31,420 AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING? >> ONLY IS ALIVE AND 1018 01:28:31,488 --> 01:28:37,560 ENJOY. >> I, TOO. 1019 01:28:37,627 --> 01:28:41,463 I MEAN, IT'S NOT EASY. KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 1020 01:28:41,531 --> 01:28:54,443 YOU HAVE A LOT OF DESISCDISCIPL SEE, HUH? 1021 01:28:54,511 --> 01:29:02,952 >> NO PEOPLE COME AND GO. 1022 01:29:03,019 --> 01:29:08,557 PEOPLE MISS THROUGH. GOOD, DO YOU BECOME GOOD 1023 01:29:08,625 --> 01:29:12,761 BOY? >> NO 1024 01:29:12,829 --> 01:29:13,529 1025 01:29:13,597 --> 01:29:15,531 I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT. DON'T YOU THINK YOU MUST 1026 01:29:15,599 --> 01:29:25,007 LEARN WHAT IS IT? >> GOOD AND BAD, BETTER TO FIND 1027 01:29:25,075 --> 01:29:29,912 OUT WHAT IS THE BEST HAVE YOU BECOME THE BEST 1028 01:29:29,980 --> 01:29:54,670 BOY? >> I JUST BECOME. 1029 01:29:54,738 --> 01:30:03,679 >> FOR YEARS LIKE ME NO POWER, NO VOICE. 1030 01:30:03,747 --> 01:30:10,753 BUT I am WRONG. >> SORRY, ANDREAS, BUT SOMEBODY 1031 01:30:10,820 --> 01:30:15,991 NEEDS TO DESTROY YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT MY BROTHER AND YOU HAVE 1032 01:30:16,059 --> 01:30:20,529 HURT MY BROTHERS IN THE WAY THAT THEY WILL NEVER HEAR FROM, 1033 01:30:20,597 --> 01:30:27,436 AND YOU NEED TO GO DOWN, YOU UGLY, DISTORTED, SON OF A BITCH. 1034 01:30:27,504 --> 01:30:35,244 [EXPLETIVE] YOU >> IT 'S SORT OF THIS TEDIOUS 1035 01:30:35,311 --> 01:30:39,481 SEARCH PROCESS, SIFTING THROUGH EVERYTHING AND FIND 1036 01:30:39,549 --> 01:30:42,651 ON GOOD AND THEN RETURN GO SOME NEGATIVE. 1037 01:30:42,719 --> 01:30:55,831 THERE IS MUCH GOOD. I FEEL LIKE I AM MUCH MORE CLEAR, 1038 01:30:55,899 --> 01:30:58,600 MUCH MORE KNOW AND AWAY MORE AWARE THAN I WILL HAVE 1039 01:30:58,668 --> 01:31:06,442 NEVER IF I DON'T GO THROUGH THAT THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE. 1040 01:31:06,509 --> 01:31:10,779 >> I DON'T THINK ABOUT BAD. IT DOESN'T COME IN MY SICK 1041 01:31:10,847 --> 01:31:14,216 BECAUSE I JUST REMEMBER ANYTHING GOOD FOR ME AND WHAT HELP ME. 1042 01:31:14,284 --> 01:31:16,752 AND WHAT HELP ME, WE HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP 1043 01:31:16,820 --> 01:31:22,157 OTHER. THIS IS NOT BECAUSE OF 1044 01:31:22,225 --> 01:31:30,466 TEACHER, IT'S BECAUSE OF US. >> THIS IS BEAUTIFULLY, 1045 01:31:30,533 --> 01:31:33,836 CRAZY, INSANE, HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE THAT HAS MAKE ME WHO WHO 1046 01:31:33,903 --> 01:31:36,905 I AM TODAY, AND I CAN'T WRAP MY AROUND. 1047 01:31:36,973 --> 01:31:39,374 >> I AM REALLY GLAD ABOUT WHO I AM NOW. 1048 01:31:39,442 --> 01:31:43,011 I REALLY BECOME MY LIFE. I HAVE AN AMAZING POWER, 1049 01:31:43,079 --> 01:31:51,687 BEAUTIFUL LIFE. I HAVE AMAZING - 1050 01:31:51,755 --> 01:31:59,228 >> BOTH REQUIRES IT AND I DO NOT REGRET IT AND I AM SUPER THANKFUL 1051 01:31:59,295 --> 01:32:21,049 AND ABSOLUTELY HAPPY ABOUT WHO I NOW MAYBE IT WAS WORTH THIS. 1052 01:32:21,117 --> 01:32:30,192 MEANS IT WAS WORTH IT. In 2006 I SHOT VIDEO 1053 01:32:30,260 --> 01:32:34,429 CUTS FROM SOME OF MY FRIENDS. BY TIME I FINISHED VIDEO 1054 01:32:40,103 --> 01:32:46,742 ¶ WE WILL DO IT ALL ¶ >> SOME FOLLOWING TEACHERS TO 1055 01:32:46,810 --> 01:32:52,414 HAWAII BUT MOST LEFT. ¶ EVERYTHING IS OWN ¶ 1056 01:32:52,482 --> 01:33:10,465 IT IS A WISHING TIME. ¶ WE DO NOT NEED ANYTHING 1057 01:33:10,533 --> 01:33:24,947 ANYONE ¶ ¶ IF I HERE, IF I JUST LAY 1058 01:33:25,014 --> 01:33:28,884 HERE ¶ ¶ I WILL SEE ME AND ONLY 1059 01:33:28,952 --> 01:33:37,392 WORLD FORGET ¶ ¶ FORGET WHAT WE BUY BEFORE 1060 01:33:37,460 --> 01:33:51,740 WE GET TOO OLD ¶ ¶ SHOW ME GARDEN THAT BURSTS 1061 01:33:51,808 --> 01:33:58,947 LIFE TO ¶ ALL I, ALL THAT I AM 1062 01:33:59,015 --> 01:34:03,485 OR WS ¶ ¶ IT'S HERE IN YOUR PERFECT 1063 01:34:03,553 --> 01:34:13,629 EYES, THEY CAN SEE ¶ ¶ I DON'T KNOW WHERE, OPEN 1064 01:34:13,696 --> 01:34:20,702 ABOUT HOW IS GOOD ¶ JUST KNOW THAT IT IS 1065 01:34:20,770 --> 01:34:33,982 WILL NEVER CHANGE US ON ALL ¶ ¶ IF I SPEAK HERE, IF I JUST LAY 1066 01:34:34,050 --> 01:34:38,954 HERE ¶ ¶ I SAY WITH ME AND ONLY 1067 01:34:39,022 --> 01:34:46,895 FORGET THE WORLD ¶ 1068 01:35:22,532 --> 01:35:27,903 ¶ ¶ 1069 01:35:27,971 --> 01:35:41,550 ¶ ¶ 1070 01:35:41,617 --> 01:35:52,627 ¶ RAINING DOWN, RAIN DOWN ON ME, RAIN UNTIL YOU ARE HEALTHY 1071 01:35:52,695 --> 01:36:07,976 ¶ AND THE SKY'S SKY'S MORE WIDELY IN CLOUDS ¶ 1072 01:36:08,044 --> 01:36:12,981 AS ABOVE ME AND SEE CLOUDS CHANGE TO CLEAR BLUE SKY ¶ 1073 01:36:13,049 --> 01:36:21,957 ¶ AND I ASK YOU TO LOVE I T ¶ 1074 01:36:22,025 --> 01:36:35,604 U I ASK YOU, ASKING YOU TO REPRESENT THAT SKY IS IN ¶ 1075 01:36:35,671 --> 01:36:55,891 ¶ ¶ 1076 01:36:55,958 --> 01:37:04,266 AIN RAINING DOWN, DOWN UPON ME AND ALL AROUND ME FEEL IT ¶ 1077 01:37:04,333 --> 01:37:15,977 ¶ RAINING DOWN, RAIN DOWN ON ME, RAIN UNTIL YOU HEAR IT 1078 01:37:16,045 --> 01:37:24,186 ¶ AND FOREIGN SKIN SKY AND KLOUD UP ON ME ¶ 1079 01:37:24,253 --> 01:37:34,696 A WHERE IS ANOTHER SIDE, FALLING DOWN LIKE LOVE ¶ 1080 01:37:34,764 --> 01:37:50,345 ¶ AND I SEE THAT KLOUD AND I ASK FOR YOU ¶ 1081 01:37:50,413 --> 01:37:55,299 ¶ I ASK YOU TO LET IT Referred by: www.subtitlecinema.com