1 00:00:28,680 --> 00:00:29,760 Take a good one. 2 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:34,520 - Hello! - Hi dear. 3 00:00:34,600 --> 00:00:36,080 - How are you? - All right. 4 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:37,440 You look fabulous. 5 00:00:37,480 --> 00:00:38,320 Thanks. 6 00:00:38,400 --> 00:00:40,560 You too. Although you did not need as much makeup. 7 00:00:42,480 --> 00:00:45,280 It looks fantastic. Is so big! 8 00:00:46,040 --> 00:00:48,240 I never discovered something like this. 9 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:31,640 I'm sorry. 10 00:01:40,400 --> 00:01:41,480 Ah, hello! 11 00:01:41,800 --> 00:01:43,360 Which bed do you want? 12 00:01:43,440 --> 00:01:46,600 I see that you are already there, so I will use this bed. 13 00:01:46,680 --> 00:01:48,080 Or do you prefer to sleep in this? 14 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:50,840 As you want. I mean, I do not know. 15 00:02:13,840 --> 00:02:16,960 - Is the door not open? - Okay, we'll make it. 16 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:20,640 They are in... 17 00:02:21,600 --> 00:02:22,920 The room 18 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:26,720 - it's bigger than last year. - Yes, it's very cute. 19 00:02:26,800 --> 00:02:28,520 And the suitcases are here. 20 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:34,040 Twenty-four kilos of luggage! 21 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:37,000 I need to find something in the background. 22 00:02:37,080 --> 00:02:39,440 No! You really brought it! 23 00:02:39,920 --> 00:02:41,640 - It can not be. - Yes. "Free hugs". 24 00:02:41,720 --> 00:02:43,080 FREE HUGS 25 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:54,160 You look great! You look great. 26 00:03:02,280 --> 00:03:04,240 The buffet is free. 27 00:03:17,120 --> 00:03:19,800 - So, are we ready? - We are ready to leave. 28 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:23,080 - Let's get the boys out to sea. - Yes captain. 29 00:04:23,280 --> 00:04:29,160 I am from Poland and I was 20 years old when I left my country. 30 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:32,120 I moved from Poland to England. 31 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:41,600 My country is very Catholic. 32 00:04:42,680 --> 00:04:46,480 I did not want to admit that I'm gay. 33 00:04:46,560 --> 00:04:50,280 And I was wondering if maybe there was not something wrong with me, 34 00:04:50,360 --> 00:04:52,040 because I was afraid 35 00:05:03,880 --> 00:05:08,520 Saffron, white and green and a blue wheel. 36 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:13,360 Represent. It says everything. Nobody has to ask me questions. 37 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:15,800 There is India. 38 00:05:16,440 --> 00:05:20,160 And to combine, some very beautiful... 39 00:05:20,800 --> 00:05:23,400 calzones. 40 00:05:24,800 --> 00:05:27,200 India in its true essence. 41 00:05:27,480 --> 00:05:28,480 India. 42 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:30,960 Clearly it is India. 43 00:05:31,040 --> 00:05:33,600 How pure it is. 44 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:35,960 The traditional thing that is India. 45 00:05:36,440 --> 00:05:39,440 And there goes the tolerance. 46 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:45,400 It's everything people see and does not comment. 47 00:05:45,480 --> 00:05:46,840 They do not say anything about that. 48 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:50,200 Believe that you are good. 49 00:05:50,280 --> 00:05:53,000 And tolerate what you are. 50 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:55,240 And that's the way India is. 51 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:58,000 - "Made in France". - Horrible! 52 00:05:58,440 --> 00:05:59,280 Wait. 53 00:05:59,360 --> 00:06:02,000 - Turn it around. It would be better. - No. 54 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:02,920 - No. - Yes. 55 00:06:03,000 --> 00:06:05,400 - It's international. - "Made in France" is on the other side. 56 00:06:05,480 --> 00:06:09,040 - "Mireille is international". - "Made in France" is on the other side. 57 00:06:09,120 --> 00:06:13,120 - On the reverse. - "How adorable when Rio dresses up 58 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:15,800 When one morning, in Venice, you get up 59 00:06:15,880 --> 00:06:21,600 - When it's hot and the birds sing. " - Ah, sure, Yes. 60 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:27,240 Hello. 61 00:07:03,560 --> 00:07:05,560 MIREILLE MATHIEU THE DEMOISELLE D'ORLÉANS 62 00:07:05,640 --> 00:07:07,440 My God! 63 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:11,640 So many beautiful men around me! Denys always tells me weathervane because I spend it circling. 64 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:17,680 My eyes are always turning. 65 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:19,920 I also have the right height. I can see everything from the wheelchair. 66 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:24,880 = = Only two years ago I am confident regarding my sexuality. 67 00:07:58,280 --> 00:08:04,560 Until two years ago, there was another option in my mind, 68 00:08:07,440 --> 00:08:11,280 along with getting married. 69 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:12,920 70 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:17,600 I had to see women. 71 00:08:18,400 --> 00:08:21,080 In my society there is the arranged marriage. 72 00:08:21,720 --> 00:08:26,080 Your parents find you a wife and you get married. 73 00:08:26,160 --> 00:08:30,080 I went to India to see women. That's how it was. 74 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:31,680 They forced me to do it. 75 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:39,200 So moving to Dubai was another big step in my life. 76 00:09:02,160 --> 00:09:04,400 - It's the green in that. - Which? 77 00:09:04,480 --> 00:09:06,400 - Here. The green belt. - What? The green? 78 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:07,880 - No, this is... - Which one? 79 00:09:07,960 --> 00:09:09,080 - On the back? - Look. 80 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:13,960 I left Palestine because I had problems with the police for being gay. 81 00:09:14,320 --> 00:09:18,120 This is not the flag of Palestine. It's the Palestine scarf. 82 00:09:19,280 --> 00:09:20,400 I do not hate my country. 83 00:09:21,800 --> 00:09:23,960 But I appreciate Belgium, 84 00:09:24,440 --> 00:09:28,080 Because without Belgium I would not have a second chance to live. 85 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:29,560 BELGIUM 86 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:31,880 You will adjust it in the same way. 87 00:09:32,680 --> 00:09:33,760 Then... 88 00:09:36,120 --> 00:09:40,840 I said goodbye, but inside I knew that I said goodbye for my family. 89 00:09:41,680 --> 00:09:45,120 Because I do not want my family also to be isolated from society. 90 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:31,920 I really appreciate Belgium. 91 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:35,480 I think it's a country where the police protects 92 00:10:35,560 --> 00:10:36,920 gay pride all year. 93 00:10:37,480 --> 00:10:41,360 And when you have problems of discrimination, like gay, 94 00:10:41,440 --> 00:10:42,520 you can go to the police. 95 00:10:42,880 --> 00:10:46,240 In Palestine, if I went to the police, they would arrest me! 96 00:10:47,160 --> 00:10:48,600 So that's the difference. 97 00:10:50,240 --> 00:10:52,680 As I now have a Belgian passport, 98 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:54,480 I am very happy. 99 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:57,760 And, in the end, I'm in a safe place. 100 00:11:58,880 --> 00:11:59,880 Goodbye. 101 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:11,640 Slow down, slowly. You're going too fast. Too fast. 102 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:52,000 When my father died it was a very difficult moment for me. 103 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:54,440 I think I was 14 years old 104 00:12:54,520 --> 00:12:58,320 and I felt hopeless for the first time. That I... 105 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:01,040 I felt someone cut my wings. 106 00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:07,440 I became very attached to my father when he had an accident. 107 00:13:08,200 --> 00:13:09,840 My mother did not live with us. 108 00:13:10,440 --> 00:13:11,560 When he returned, 109 00:13:12,480 --> 00:13:15,480 It was as if we had to start the relationship again. 110 00:13:17,280 --> 00:13:20,880 So I am happy even though I am of a country 111 00:13:20,960 --> 00:13:23,840 in which the majority of the population is Christian 112 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:25,800 and people do not like... 113 00:13:26,400 --> 00:13:28,360 the gay community. 114 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:31,280 That's getting better in bigger cities, but... 115 00:13:32,120 --> 00:13:36,800 In the small ones it can still be very difficult. 116 00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,240 But I'm glad to be with... 117 00:13:40,360 --> 00:13:42,480 I'm surrounded by open-minded people. 118 00:13:42,920 --> 00:13:45,960 And especially my family. 119 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:49,880 I could not stand to feel 120 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:52,720 I can not tell my mother that I'm gay 121 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:55,480 and live a lie until the end of my days. 122 00:13:57,600 --> 00:14:00,160 I'll give you the queen chair, so you can... 123 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:01,960 Yes, Great Britain, so... 124 00:14:04,640 --> 00:14:05,720 How many series? 125 00:14:06,640 --> 00:14:09,200 - Three series. - We can make three series. 126 00:14:09,280 --> 00:14:11,840 In each series we can do about ten, 12 or around that... 127 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:15,720 Three. 128 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:17,320 Four. 129 00:14:18,280 --> 00:14:19,280 Five. 130 00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:20,560 Six. 131 00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:21,960 Seven. 132 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:23,480 Eight. 133 00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:24,600 Nine 134 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:26,080 Ten. 135 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:30,560 Do you think you could tell your mother that you're gay? 136 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:31,640 - No. - Why? 137 00:14:31,920 --> 00:14:33,760 No, I will not do anything. I'll leave it like that. 138 00:14:33,960 --> 00:14:37,760 You should think about it, because maybe one day it will be too late. 139 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:41,360 And you will realize that you could do something before... 140 00:14:41,440 --> 00:14:44,360 If you discover it by chance, perfect. 141 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:45,960 But in no way would I tell him. 142 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:49,800 No, I... Believe me. I do not want... 143 00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:53,080 Can you be 100% sure that you will accept it? 144 00:14:55,400 --> 00:14:57,680 - You do not have to. - The problem... 145 00:14:57,760 --> 00:15:00,200 But it deserves to know it for being your mother. 146 00:15:00,280 --> 00:15:02,240 Yes. But a friend of mine from Amman 147 00:15:02,320 --> 00:15:04,200 He told his mother the same thing you said. 148 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:07,560 Do you know he did not see her for 20 years? 149 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:11,560 Listen, if you will not accept, she... 150 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:14,200 He may hate you, but after all... 151 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:17,280 You said you will not hate me. A mother does not hate her child. 152 00:15:17,360 --> 00:15:19,520 - It's a bit difficult. - Exactly. 153 00:15:19,600 --> 00:15:23,000 - But maybe she... - She just needs to get used, then. 154 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:25,920 Sometimes he does not hate his son, 155 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:27,760 but also does not want to see it. 156 00:15:27,840 --> 00:15:29,520 That will kill the son a little more. 157 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:34,760 Maybe it's different for me, because I have a close relationship with my mother. 158 00:15:35,080 --> 00:15:38,960 And especially when my father died, I was... 159 00:15:39,920 --> 00:15:41,800 I only had one sister and my mother 160 00:15:41,880 --> 00:15:46,680 So I had to mature fast, you know, 161 00:15:46,760 --> 00:15:48,520 when I went to another country. 162 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:52,760 And I had to take the place of father, understand? 163 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:55,720 So I had to take care of my mother and my sister. 164 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:58,960 The point is that now I call my mother every week. 165 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,120 Let's say one, two or three times. 166 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:03,080 If you found out 167 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:06,160 - and stop contacting me... - Do the last repetition. 168 00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:10,120 If you stop doing it... What if even refuses to answer the phone? 169 00:16:10,320 --> 00:16:12,960 - Do you understand what that means? - So what? 170 00:16:13,040 --> 00:16:16,480 It would be so painful not to be able to hear his voice, even. 171 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:19,120 See? I can not... It's not easy! 172 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,600 So do not tell me it will be so easy 173 00:16:22,680 --> 00:16:25,920 know that your mother is alive somewhere in the world 174 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:29,400 but you can not greet her or listen to her voice again. 175 00:16:29,480 --> 00:16:31,560 And she can die at any time. 176 00:16:32,240 --> 00:16:34,160 And at that moment, you would even pray to see... 177 00:16:52,000 --> 00:16:55,840 I am from a Muslim family 178 00:16:56,120 --> 00:17:01,280 and when I was 18, I took another path, that of homosexuality. 179 00:17:01,360 --> 00:17:05,160 My family did not tolerate it because our religion rejects it. 180 00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:09,599 Religion, religion, religion. 181 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:14,920 It is a problem of all religions in general. 182 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:18,400 They tell people what to think, what to say. 183 00:17:18,480 --> 00:17:22,119 That's the problem. 184 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:26,160 In India it is a problem. 185 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:28,160 You do not know where you would fit. 186 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:30,600 Your relatives would leave you, of your work. 187 00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:32,400 They would throw you out. They would throw you out. 188 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:35,120 We recently created a support group in my city 189 00:17:35,200 --> 00:17:37,160 since many of my friends wanted to commit suicide. 190 00:17:37,240 --> 00:17:39,320 Suicide. Commit suicide. 191 00:17:41,040 --> 00:17:45,120 So when I was 17 years old I decided to live my own life, 192 00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:47,920 Leave my family and live on my own. 193 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:51,720 Only. 194 00:17:52,360 --> 00:17:57,680 My mother and father would love that I was dead. 195 00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:01,760 Dead. 196 00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:28,120 Puppy 197 00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:32,920 Come, boy. 198 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:34,320 Come back 199 00:18:35,040 --> 00:18:37,080 Come. Good boy, good boy. 200 00:19:27,280 --> 00:19:29,560 I am now 32 years old 201 00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:33,120 and I was never in a relationship. 202 00:19:33,800 --> 00:19:36,160 That's not a good thing. 203 00:19:38,360 --> 00:19:40,760 I tried hard 204 00:19:41,160 --> 00:19:44,160 to have the figure you wanted before boarding this ship. 205 00:19:45,800 --> 00:19:49,720 It's an excellent opportunity to find love. 206 00:19:56,240 --> 00:19:59,960 I do not know what kind of partner I will meet, 207 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:02,160 but seeing so many people here, 208 00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:06,120 I can contemplate prototypes of my future partner. 209 00:20:06,440 --> 00:20:09,520 I had never seen that before! 210 00:20:09,880 --> 00:20:11,240 Incredible! 211 00:20:32,360 --> 00:20:34,440 I do not have many friends. 212 00:20:34,520 --> 00:20:36,920 I have many friends in social networks, 213 00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:42,560 but very few became close friends. 214 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:04,000 My gay desires were more virtual than real. 215 00:21:04,520 --> 00:21:07,440 If you had sex dreams, 216 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:12,320 were rather chat conversations on the internet 217 00:21:12,400 --> 00:21:14,560 what real encounters. 218 00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:52,920 I'm going to sleep. 219 00:21:55,360 --> 00:21:57,240 See you tomorrow. 220 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:13,800 Thomas, I'm very tired. 221 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:15,200 Good. 222 00:22:17,280 --> 00:22:20,480 My God! Let me sit down for a second. 223 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:25,040 This party was totally great and I... 224 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:28,440 - It really ruined me. - Did it ruin you? 225 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:30,200 I saw, you know, 226 00:22:30,600 --> 00:22:34,560 some people that I think... I think they exaggerated. 227 00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:36,400 - It's our flat. - Y... 228 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:37,760 It's here. It's here. 229 00:22:38,560 --> 00:22:39,760 And I think... 230 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,400 Yes, it was too much. 231 00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:44,760 - Too much. - Yes. 232 00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:55,200 Today was... 233 00:22:56,120 --> 00:22:58,440 As you say, it was a bit heavy. 234 00:22:58,520 --> 00:23:00,360 And tomorrow, what kind of party will we have tomorrow? 235 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:08,040 I... For me, tomorrow will be a journey completely new. 236 00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:09,000 It's... 237 00:23:09,080 --> 00:23:11,440 - You should take off your shoes, you know. - It's okay. 238 00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,440 For me, it's more... 239 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,960 I find it hard to meet someone 240 00:23:18,040 --> 00:23:22,280 because in general people judge other people. 241 00:23:22,360 --> 00:23:26,480 They do not know you, but they judge you anyway. 242 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:27,440 Yes. 243 00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:32,160 And I think it also works like this in the gay environment, 244 00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:38,120 Because many gay guys judge others. 245 00:23:38,200 --> 00:23:40,880 - Y... - Yes, it's true. It is always so. 246 00:23:40,960 --> 00:23:42,760 It's not a good thing. 247 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:47,120 But I think that is... 248 00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:51,560 This is how... I mean, that's what I like about... 249 00:23:53,360 --> 00:23:55,960 to be queer. 250 00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:59,760 That's the good thing. It's... 251 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:03,680 Regardless of the place, you are always part of the family. 252 00:24:03,760 --> 00:24:05,200 Everyone is part of the family. 253 00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:07,440 You have a huge family. 254 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:09,520 If you are judged, 255 00:24:09,600 --> 00:24:12,560 is because all families judge you in some way. 256 00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:20,080 I mean it's like a bigger family, around the world. 257 00:24:20,360 --> 00:24:22,880 I mean, you're always... 258 00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,720 You have someone. You could say that you always have someone 259 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:30,840 close to you, so to speak. 260 00:24:31,200 --> 00:24:33,200 It was well said. It is like that. 261 00:24:34,880 --> 00:24:36,200 I'm very tired. 262 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:07,160 Be honest when you have a good body. 263 00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:09,360 I discovered it only. 264 00:25:10,680 --> 00:25:12,840 When I came to Europe I was thin. 265 00:25:13,360 --> 00:25:16,400 I was also young, so I thought that I would find many guys. 266 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,840 He was a thin, normal guy, he had no muscles. 267 00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,080 They do not all look at you. 268 00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:25,520 Since I started to change 269 00:25:25,880 --> 00:25:28,120 and I started having muscles and those things, 270 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:30,120 everyone wants to talk to me 271 00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:44,760 But then these things happen. 272 00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:47,520 Everyone has a beard, everyone has muscles 273 00:25:47,960 --> 00:25:52,240 all come out with the same clothes. 274 00:25:52,520 --> 00:25:53,800 We all look the same. 275 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:44,560 It's a difficult reality, because if you're not attractive, 276 00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:49,640 It is very difficult to reach 277 00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:51,720 the man on the other side. 278 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,160 You have to lift your legs and your hands. 279 00:27:57,240 --> 00:27:58,240 Y... 280 00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:00,240 And then... 281 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:05,560 open your shirt, take off your clothes. 282 00:28:06,280 --> 00:28:07,920 Drop your pants. 283 00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:14,440 And then you can find... You can see someone. 284 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:20,320 It may not seem as funny as it is. 285 00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:24,600 That's the reality when you're not attractive. 286 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:28,560 If you are not... Forget being presentable. 287 00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:33,600 Being presentable is a completely different subject . 288 00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:37,320 So what you should have is... If you do not have a good ass... 289 00:28:37,400 --> 00:28:38,440 They... 290 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:41,520 The only two things that people see here 291 00:28:42,040 --> 00:28:45,880 are if you have a good penis and a good ass. That is all. 292 00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:47,840 You do not need more. 293 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,280 No problem if you have a lot of belly. 294 00:28:51,080 --> 00:28:54,880 If your thighs are big it's fine. If you have a big head, it's fine. 295 00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:58,320 You only need two things. 296 00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:00,640 If you have them, you will be fine. 297 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,440 It's like that. 298 00:29:03,120 --> 00:29:08,200 If you do not have them, you should try hard. 299 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:11,400 For another... To cancel those things. 300 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,680 And that's a challenge for me. 301 00:30:07,760 --> 00:30:10,320 How far did you climb last time? 302 00:30:10,400 --> 00:30:12,000 I went up until... 303 00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:15,080 - Yellow? - I reached the second one. 304 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:16,760 I climbed until the second. 305 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:19,680 The red? 306 00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:24,120 I climbed to the second level. 307 00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:27,200 - What is the second level? - One, two... 308 00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:29,760 - One, two. - So is. 309 00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:36,120 I lost the use of my legs 310 00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:39,360 for having had meningitis. 311 00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:43,200 I was about 28 years old. 312 00:30:43,280 --> 00:30:47,240 And then, it got worse. 313 00:30:49,160 --> 00:30:52,160 I was suddenly hospitalized. 314 00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:54,840 And one night 315 00:30:55,880 --> 00:30:57,200 the nurse 316 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:00,880 arrived with a wheelchair. 317 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:03,960 He told me: "Good luck". 318 00:31:05,840 --> 00:31:07,240 You can do it. 319 00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:10,560 I tried to get up... 320 00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:13,800 and I fell. 321 00:31:15,600 --> 00:31:18,800 I realized that I was going to spend all my life in a wheelchair. 322 00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:28,760 I called my friends, my family. 323 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,920 In five minutes they all abandoned me. 324 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:35,640 - As if he were dead. - Do not worry. 325 00:31:36,360 --> 00:31:38,960 I will catch you. Do not worry. 326 00:31:39,320 --> 00:31:43,760 I'm proud of having managed to recompose myself. 327 00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:46,200 It was not easy. 328 00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,000 Where to...? Where can I go? 329 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:54,080 - I will hold you. Do not worry. - Toward the left? 330 00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:57,000 No, it was enough for me. 331 00:31:57,560 --> 00:31:58,760 - Was enough? - Yes. 332 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:01,640 - I'll catch you. Come. - Look. 333 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:03,920 Yes. 334 00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,880 Yes. Yes. 335 00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:10,360 Do not worry. 336 00:32:10,440 --> 00:32:12,080 You are already on the ground. 337 00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:13,400 - Yes, good! - Yes. 338 00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:36,200 I remember. 339 00:32:37,920 --> 00:32:39,080 This was me. 340 00:32:40,480 --> 00:32:41,640 He was athletic. 341 00:32:42,480 --> 00:32:44,200 I love that photo. 342 00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:47,320 It's from when I was skiing. 343 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:50,720 It was just before my legs stopped working. 344 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,560 I think he looked handsome. 345 00:32:58,480 --> 00:33:00,880 It represents a lot to me. 346 00:33:05,040 --> 00:33:06,320 You have to... 347 00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:11,600 You have to enjoy life to the fullest. 348 00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:14,600 Because from one day to the next 349 00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:19,320 Life can give you unpleasant surprises. 350 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:23,440 Yes, life is beautiful. 351 00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:31,760 Life is still beautiful, 352 00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:33,600 but in another way. 353 00:33:48,800 --> 00:33:51,320 I do not find it easy to approach people . 354 00:33:52,120 --> 00:33:55,360 They call me a grumpy bear because I am... 355 00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:57,440 I'm like that. 356 00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:02,080 I'm always afraid of hurting myself 357 00:34:02,160 --> 00:34:06,280 Because I went through things they did to me 358 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:08,840 have that constant fear in the heart. 359 00:34:10,440 --> 00:34:12,719 I can meet people 360 00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:16,760 that are undoubtedly nice, with whom I congenialize, 361 00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:18,679 but I'm really scared 362 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,960 I admit that I am very afraid to approach people. 363 00:34:30,000 --> 00:34:33,199 But when you get to know me, I'm a nice person. 364 00:34:33,280 --> 00:34:37,480 I'm not the grumpy bear you could expect. 365 00:34:47,920 --> 00:34:49,440 When I talk to people 366 00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:51,760 I always say: 367 00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:54,480 "Enjoy life! 368 00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:59,160 You must delight in life 369 00:35:00,080 --> 00:35:01,240 because it is beautiful". 370 00:35:39,280 --> 00:35:40,800 Yes, the sun is strong. 371 00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:46,240 - But your eyes look beautiful. - You already lost it! 372 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,240 Should we laugh now? 373 00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:52,960 A smile Do not laugh, a smile. 374 00:35:53,840 --> 00:35:58,720 Relax. This is nice. It's holidays. It's very relaxing. 375 00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:16,360 Oh, you look great, you look great. 376 00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:05,160 Yes, but it is... 377 00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:06,960 - It makes you look very sexy. - I tried it again. 378 00:37:07,360 --> 00:37:10,960 - And the cross in the chest? - Show me. 379 00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:12,800 It's fine. 380 00:37:20,120 --> 00:37:22,400 Should I put on underwear after or before? 381 00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:25,800 Before. 382 00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,680 I will need your help with this thing. 383 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:35,000 Ah, it's sexy. It's Christian underwear. 384 00:37:35,080 --> 00:37:36,360 They do not have a back part. 385 00:37:36,880 --> 00:37:39,880 I already told you! I did not spend a day with my ass covered. 386 00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:42,240 You must use this, if you want. 387 00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:43,640 What would you like me to use? 388 00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:50,360 I'm not sure. Maybe you're too... It's too small. 389 00:37:50,440 --> 00:37:52,120 Martin, were you going to say I'm too fat? 390 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:53,200 Yes. 391 00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:57,840 When I see heterosexual relationships, I have the feeling 392 00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:02,840 that, more than anything, it is of not sleeping with another person. 393 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:06,680 You can flirt, harbor feelings for another person. 394 00:38:06,760 --> 00:38:12,800 You can develop a deep and spiritual connection. 395 00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:15,840 That's fine, as long as you do not have sex. 396 00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:22,080 But I think those emotions can be much deeper than sex. 397 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:26,560 I just think: "Well, I'm not hot. 398 00:38:26,640 --> 00:38:28,760 Go play, fuck another person. Leave me alone." 399 00:38:29,400 --> 00:38:31,280 Why should I be jealous of that? 400 00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:37,240 Why should someone feel jealous for the sexual act itself? 401 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,080 Form two of each. 402 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:48,360 - Does not want to work. - Do not push too high. 403 00:38:48,440 --> 00:38:51,360 - I'm not pushing high. - But no, look, it's broken. 404 00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:52,640 - Yes. - Here. 405 00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:58,720 Not deformed. Also, I need to inflate it. 406 00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,640 - Now you must help me. - Yes. 407 00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:09,360 Care when going out with that. 408 00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:12,440 - I want this... - You want that... 409 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:17,000 It's a complete relationship. It's been five years. 410 00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:20,200 I have been happy and sad, 411 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:22,480 angry and... 412 00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:26,520 cheerful and many things in this relationship. 413 00:39:27,040 --> 00:39:30,840 And you see, I have some friends on the cruise. 414 00:39:31,200 --> 00:39:35,520 They would like to have someone with whom to curl up in bed. 415 00:39:35,600 --> 00:39:40,680 Or would you like to have your own man dreamed, shall we say. 416 00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:44,840 I have it Why should I lose it? 417 00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:49,160 This is how I can tell you, only within my relationship, 418 00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:50,800 that every year shows me 419 00:39:50,880 --> 00:39:56,560 yes, he is a good person. I have the right man in my life. 420 00:40:59,520 --> 00:41:03,480 That's why we have big stockings just to put things inside. 421 00:41:06,760 --> 00:41:09,880 Good. We have it all. 422 00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:11,240 - Ready? - Come on. 423 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:12,320 Good. 424 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:34,920 How do you link in the buffet? 425 00:41:35,400 --> 00:41:38,000 Well, you must be a crispy vegetable. 426 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:40,880 Fresh, not cooked until death. 427 00:41:41,200 --> 00:41:44,680 Well, sometimes it can also be nice and raw. 428 00:41:45,480 --> 00:41:47,640 When I'm looking for guys, I think: 429 00:41:47,720 --> 00:41:51,120 "What would I like? What is my favorite dish?" 430 00:41:51,200 --> 00:41:54,400 And also: "What would you like to my favorite dish?". 431 00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:37,240 I have few desires in life. I would like... 432 00:44:38,480 --> 00:44:39,520 for a day, 433 00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:43,880 have a normal life 434 00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:46,480 and be happy with that life. 435 00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:58,320 I would like to have a relationship with someone who... 436 00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:03,040 will love me for the person I am 437 00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:08,520 and not just for my face or my body. 438 00:45:09,600 --> 00:45:10,800 Y... 439 00:45:12,520 --> 00:45:16,040 I would like to find someone who loves... 440 00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:22,800 I am myself. 441 00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:25,760 And I do not want to be just a product. 442 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:27,920 Yes, a product to fuck... 443 00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:32,680 As someone to fuck, you know, a product on a shelf in the store 444 00:45:32,760 --> 00:45:37,520 that maybe you buy if you really like it. 445 00:45:37,920 --> 00:45:42,080 If you like a pair of cute shoes, you want to buy them. 446 00:45:42,200 --> 00:45:43,480 If you like... 447 00:45:43,960 --> 00:45:47,440 If you see an attractive guy, you want to get it. 448 00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:50,880 So many guys just want to fuck. 449 00:45:53,280 --> 00:45:55,480 But not all are equal. 450 00:46:37,560 --> 00:46:41,880 You think: "What will happen when these holidays are over?" 451 00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,720 I think nobody likes loneliness. 452 00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:42,280 When he told me he had cancer, 453 00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:45,240 The impact hit me and I thought: "Not now!" 454 00:47:45,320 --> 00:47:50,160 I found someone who loves me, someone with whom to continue my life 455 00:47:50,240 --> 00:47:51,760 And now you have cancer? 456 00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:54,520 In my head, cancer means that will die. 457 00:47:56,520 --> 00:47:59,440 The feeling that I'm going to lose it was really horrible, 458 00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:04,640 because all the time I was thinking: "What will I do if he dies?" 459 00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:09,920 And everything got worse because he started thinking 460 00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:12,600 that was a weight on my shoulders, 461 00:48:12,680 --> 00:48:16,240 because he started telling me: "Maybe we should separate 462 00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:18,360 and you should find your way. 463 00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:22,160 You're still young You do not need to follow your life with me. " And I rejected that. 464 00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:24,080 I said," No, I'm not here only in happy times. 465 00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:28,320 I mean I can also be at this time. " 466 00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:31,040 I rejected that completely. " No way. I will not leave the relationship. 467 00:48:32,440 --> 00:48:37,200 It's not your choice. It's mine. 468 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:39,720 Even if you die in a week. " That's what I said. 469 00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:42,560 He started thinking about writing his will 470 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:45,640 and what he can do for me before he died. 471 00:48:46,240 --> 00:48:48,400 Until the doctor said that the cancer disappeared. 472 00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:51,960 473 00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:57,280 474 00:48:57,600 --> 00:48:59,520 That it disappeared made me very happy. 475 00:49:00,440 --> 00:49:01,520 Thank God. 476 00:49:06,960 --> 00:49:08,840 We should enjoy life. 477 00:49:10,320 --> 00:49:12,600 If you return, 478 00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:16,120 if it reappears, we will face it again. 479 00:49:16,840 --> 00:49:20,320 But now let's enjoy our lives. 480 00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:06,000 I think the idea of getting old scares me a little. 481 00:50:07,720 --> 00:50:10,240 It is not common to see old gay couples. 482 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:12,360 When you see those couples of old people 483 00:50:12,440 --> 00:50:14,360 what happened between 20 and 30 years together 484 00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:16,640 and went through so many things, is inspiring. 485 00:50:16,720 --> 00:50:18,840 It was a relief to see that it is possible 486 00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:21,000 that two men can grow old together. 487 00:50:21,080 --> 00:50:23,360 - Sometimes it's like a fairy tale. - Yes. 488 00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:27,600 Fairy tale. Fairy tale. 489 00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:36,920 People fear aging. That's a theme for young gays. 490 00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:41,560 They try hard to stay young, look young. 491 00:50:42,680 --> 00:50:46,040 We lack models to follow in which to reflect our future. 492 00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:48,240 Future. Future. 493 00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:51,640 People who base their identities on their appearance, 494 00:50:51,720 --> 00:50:53,800 or that are only known for their beauty, 495 00:50:53,880 --> 00:50:55,800 are those who, if they lose that, 496 00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:56,880 they have nothing. 497 00:50:56,960 --> 00:51:00,480 Nothing. Nothing. 498 00:51:03,440 --> 00:51:06,920 There is a negative stereotype of the old and lonely homosexual. 499 00:51:07,480 --> 00:51:10,280 If you say you do not want to grow old, 500 00:51:10,360 --> 00:51:11,640 what is the alternative? 501 00:51:11,720 --> 00:51:14,680 Alternative. Alternative. 502 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:15,960 I'm lucky, you know? 503 00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:21,080 I was able to grow old enough to have this age mark in my hand. 504 00:51:57,160 --> 00:51:59,680 This morning, when I got up, 505 00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:02,680 I felt I was depressed. 506 00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:08,720 I was under a lot of pressure to do many things. 507 00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:15,880 I never felt alone. 508 00:52:16,440 --> 00:52:18,040 Never. 509 00:52:18,720 --> 00:52:21,440 Until I came to this trip. 510 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:44,720 At five o'clock you can see everyone as men. 511 00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:48,040 After six they will all be women. 512 00:52:48,120 --> 00:52:51,000 The good thing is that you do not recognize your friends. 513 00:52:51,080 --> 00:52:54,240 If you do not know how to use makeup, 514 00:52:54,320 --> 00:52:55,400 you can not recognize them. 515 00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:58,760 Can you make up to be unrecognizable? 516 00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:03,240 - I would like to remain anonymous. - I use a lot of base. 517 00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:06,840 And a lot of makeup, like an odalisque, 518 00:53:06,920 --> 00:53:09,080 so that nobody recognizes me. 519 00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:11,560 - Did you see my picture? - Yes. 520 00:53:11,640 --> 00:53:15,360 I do it on purpose so you can not recognize me in a photo. 521 00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:17,520 - Yes, nobody recognizes you. - That's. 522 00:53:17,960 --> 00:53:18,960 That's it. 523 00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:21,440 That's why. 524 00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:26,920 For example, I put on Lionel 525 00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:29,120 and nobody recognized it! 526 00:53:29,680 --> 00:53:31,960 I was wearing a blonde wig, like a lesbian. 527 00:53:32,360 --> 00:53:36,080 He greeted people and said: "Are you?" 528 00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:38,720 - It's better. - Yes. 529 00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:42,080 But then you must bathe. 530 00:53:42,560 --> 00:53:45,560 You must take a good shower, 531 00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:48,240 Because removing makeup is very difficult. 532 00:53:50,080 --> 00:53:53,840 You need about ten hours to take off the makeup. 533 00:53:55,000 --> 00:54:00,160 But then your face shines for cleanliness. 534 00:54:00,240 --> 00:54:01,240 Good. 535 00:54:32,400 --> 00:54:33,640 What a disgrace! 536 00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:37,480 I married a woman 537 00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:40,360 who does not know what a woman is. 538 00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:43,200 Good, good... 539 00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:46,120 I almost died of laughter. 540 00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:14,320 Good. 541 00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:16,480 You must suffer to see yourself beautiful. 542 00:55:28,120 --> 00:55:29,720 Yes, like that. 543 00:55:30,560 --> 00:55:31,840 It's very good. 544 00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:43,720 Do not defraud your nation. You know what you should do. 545 00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:46,840 Your club needs you! 546 00:55:52,720 --> 00:55:54,480 It works. Works! 547 00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:57,960 Yes, I think that will hold. 548 00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:01,160 Not so great, but... 549 00:56:06,240 --> 00:56:09,000 - Well, ladies, let's get ready. - OMG! 550 00:56:09,080 --> 00:56:10,600 Heavens! 551 00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:13,600 - Well, where are my shoes? - Here. 552 00:56:14,520 --> 00:56:17,080 - Come on, sit down. - Will you continue today? 553 00:56:17,160 --> 00:56:20,160 Of course. I do not wear underwear, so you know. 554 00:56:20,240 --> 00:56:22,160 Happy girls do not wear underwear. 555 00:56:22,840 --> 00:56:23,840 We know it. 556 00:56:26,240 --> 00:56:28,960 I told my friends that I would get dressed in two minutes. 557 00:56:29,280 --> 00:56:31,000 Yes, but that's a lie. 558 00:56:31,720 --> 00:56:34,840 But the real ladies dress... You must understand the ladies. 559 00:56:34,920 --> 00:56:37,720 - Yes, but... - You have to understand that it is not... 560 00:56:37,800 --> 00:56:40,880 Beyoncé was not made in an hour. 561 00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:43,520 - Yes, but... - And Sia took longer. 562 00:56:43,600 --> 00:56:47,480 Yes, but Beyoncé starts early. You came too late. 563 00:56:47,760 --> 00:56:51,920 Listen. The queen is never late. You came early. 564 00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:55,120 Good. I'm going. 565 00:56:56,720 --> 00:56:58,160 Well, let's do a show. 566 00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:04,080 - You do not have a bag. - I? No. 567 00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:11,680 Why does not the elevator come? 568 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:15,000 See you! 569 00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:21,080 - Sia. - Hello. 570 00:57:21,640 --> 00:57:24,080 I do not know who you are. I can not see you. 571 00:57:38,640 --> 00:57:39,760 Chanel! 572 00:57:43,280 --> 00:57:44,480 Chanel! 573 00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:50,480 Good evening. 574 00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:56,040 - You look fabulous! - You too. 575 00:57:56,120 --> 00:57:58,920 - Very good! You are a beautiful girl. - Thank you. 576 00:57:59,000 --> 00:58:00,080 Yes! 577 00:58:02,840 --> 00:58:05,280 - Where are you coming from? - United States. 578 00:58:05,360 --> 00:58:07,520 - United States? - Yes, not far from New York. 579 00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:08,680 - Oh, New York. - Yes. 580 00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:09,920 I would like to go to New York. 581 00:58:10,000 --> 00:58:11,960 - Then you are invited. - Thank you. 582 00:58:12,040 --> 00:58:15,440 - Good. You can stop with me. All right. - Yes, good. Good. 583 00:58:30,080 --> 00:58:32,480 - Thanks. - You are welcome. 584 01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:26,320 We want a bottle of Vega del Castillo. 585 01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:28,600 A bottle. Thank you. 586 01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:34,920 I mean, do real men dress as women? 587 01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:41,080 Yes, exact. To be themselves but with a different image. 588 01:00:41,160 --> 01:00:42,080 Yes. 589 01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:44,360 This is what I want to express with my image. 590 01:00:44,440 --> 01:00:49,360 Sia, invisible. Do you want to be invisible so that nobody recognizes who you are? 591 01:00:49,440 --> 01:00:50,600 Yes, exact. 592 01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:52,440 Do you sometimes feel invisible? 593 01:00:52,520 --> 01:00:55,160 Or do you feel too visible and you want to hide a little? 594 01:00:55,240 --> 01:00:59,240 I think I feel too visible. That's why I put on the wig. 595 01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,640 - Really? - Because in... 596 01:01:02,240 --> 01:01:05,800 At this point, if I say "hello" to someone, 597 01:01:05,880 --> 01:01:08,680 nobody answers me 598 01:01:08,760 --> 01:01:13,760 But if I do this: "Hello!", They all say: "Hi! It's you!". 599 01:01:14,160 --> 01:01:17,880 - This is the way you can... - Your identity is a mystery now. 600 01:01:17,960 --> 01:01:19,440 This is how... 601 01:01:21,920 --> 01:01:23,240 The way you look 602 01:01:24,400 --> 01:01:30,400 can attract people, not the way you do something, right? 603 01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:34,440 - Do you understand that? Yes? - Yes. Yes. 604 01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:37,080 You mean you do not want to show the lid, 605 01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:38,320 they must open the book. 606 01:01:38,400 --> 01:01:39,400 Exact. 607 01:02:37,120 --> 01:02:39,960 Hello, honey. I know you're very sick 608 01:02:40,040 --> 01:02:41,800 I just wanted to see you. 609 01:02:43,560 --> 01:02:45,640 - Tell me. - How are you? 610 01:02:45,720 --> 01:02:47,760 - I'm fine. - What are you doing? 611 01:02:48,320 --> 01:02:49,840 - Excuse me? - Are you sleeping? 612 01:02:49,920 --> 01:02:52,880 - Yes, I was sleeping. - Can I enter your room? 613 01:02:53,840 --> 01:02:55,400 Yes, you can enter. 614 01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:56,800 Oh, I do not want... 615 01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:00,640 - Did you go to the ladies' party? - No, I could not go. 616 01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:03,720 - Because you were sick, right? - I felt bad. 617 01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:06,880 - That's why. - Let's talk. 618 01:03:06,960 --> 01:03:08,640 - Yes, yes. Sit down. - Good. 619 01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:12,000 Have you had a sexual encounter here? 620 01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:14,000 - Yes. Yes. - How many? 621 01:03:16,040 --> 01:03:19,240 How many? That is asking too much. 622 01:03:19,320 --> 01:03:20,840 No, no. Why? 623 01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:23,400 We are the only ones here. Nobody can listen to us. 624 01:03:23,480 --> 01:03:25,960 - No, no. It's the "how many". - No one is going to hear that. 625 01:03:26,040 --> 01:03:27,640 No, no. How... No, no. 626 01:03:27,720 --> 01:03:31,200 With regard to how many, it must have been about five or six boys. 627 01:03:31,280 --> 01:03:34,520 Oh! It surprises me because I still did not meet any boy. 628 01:03:34,920 --> 01:03:37,800 - You lie! That's impossible. - No, I'm not lying. 629 01:03:38,840 --> 01:03:41,240 Do I have something bad that would make it impossible? 630 01:03:41,320 --> 01:03:43,600 Why do you say that? No, I do not think so. 631 01:03:44,560 --> 01:03:46,880 No, it's just that I have not met anyone yet. 632 01:03:47,720 --> 01:03:50,720 - I'm waiting for the right guy. - Yes? 633 01:03:51,520 --> 01:03:58,240 I never had personal problems, being gay was never a problem for me, 634 01:03:58,320 --> 01:04:01,640 because I always tried to see myself as... 635 01:04:01,720 --> 01:04:04,160 - A boy. - A normal boy. 636 01:04:04,240 --> 01:04:05,440 Exact. Yes. 637 01:04:05,920 --> 01:04:09,240 But I... Do you know what I learned on this vacation? 638 01:04:09,920 --> 01:04:12,280 That we should be proud of ourselves. 639 01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:15,360 So, if you paint your nails, 640 01:04:16,240 --> 01:04:18,960 you should go back to Dubai, paint your nails 641 01:04:19,040 --> 01:04:20,200 and be happy 642 01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:21,880 - because you did that. - I will go to prison. 643 01:04:21,960 --> 01:04:24,120 - No, you would not go. - I will go to prison. 644 01:04:24,200 --> 01:04:25,200 Why? 645 01:04:25,400 --> 01:04:30,600 Because there it is supposed that men act and see each other in a certain way. 646 01:04:31,160 --> 01:04:34,200 - If you do not, you go to jail. - What does that mean exactly? 647 01:04:34,280 --> 01:04:36,760 - That if you are a man... - Maybe you should not be there 648 01:04:36,840 --> 01:04:40,840 - if you're not happy. - Maybe. That is the next reflection. 649 01:04:41,560 --> 01:04:45,280 - Would you like to get married? - Of course. A lot. 650 01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:48,240 How would you like to live when you are married? 651 01:04:48,960 --> 01:04:51,840 Like normal people. 652 01:04:52,120 --> 01:04:55,000 What is your definition of "normal people"? 653 01:04:55,080 --> 01:04:58,800 Invite people to lunch and dinner. 654 01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:01,720 Live life where you can... 655 01:05:02,400 --> 01:05:05,880 I do not really understand what "normal" means. 656 01:05:05,960 --> 01:05:09,560 Normal means going back and forth from work. 657 01:05:09,880 --> 01:05:12,400 Every day. And that there is someone there that opens the door for you. 658 01:05:12,480 --> 01:05:14,360 I hope... I was wondering if you... 659 01:05:15,560 --> 01:05:18,200 If when you say "normal", 660 01:05:18,280 --> 01:05:21,960 You do not talk about a man and a heterosexual woman. 661 01:05:22,720 --> 01:05:24,200 A heterosexual life. 662 01:05:26,040 --> 01:05:29,160 Can you be yourself when you come back to Dubai? 663 01:05:31,280 --> 01:05:33,840 Not much, 60%. 664 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:35,960 What does 60% mean? 665 01:05:36,680 --> 01:05:41,080 In a sense, 60% means that I feel what I really am. 666 01:05:41,160 --> 01:05:42,000 Yes 667 01:05:42,080 --> 01:05:45,880 But the other 40% means that I must act as a heterosexual all the time. 668 01:05:45,960 --> 01:05:47,800 - For work. - What really... 669 01:05:47,880 --> 01:05:49,320 You have to explain something to me. 670 01:05:49,400 --> 01:05:51,800 What is acting like heterosexual for you? 671 01:05:52,480 --> 01:05:55,960 It means having masculine traits, you know? 672 01:05:56,280 --> 01:05:59,240 Well, then, am I a good example? 673 01:05:59,680 --> 01:06:02,520 I must say yes. I must say yes. 674 01:06:04,040 --> 01:06:07,400 Do you think this attracts gays? 675 01:06:07,480 --> 01:06:08,920 Of course, yes. 676 01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:14,040 Because the first code is a body well defined. 677 01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:16,920 So you think the gays try... 678 01:06:17,520 --> 01:06:20,840 look for guys who act as heterosexual, or... 679 01:06:21,640 --> 01:06:22,840 I think so. Yes. 680 01:06:23,560 --> 01:06:26,600 So men attract you more when they act like heterosexuals? 681 01:06:26,640 --> 01:06:29,160 - Yes, when they act as heterosexuals. - when they act gay? 682 01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:30,800 Men who act like heterosexuals. 683 01:06:30,920 --> 01:06:35,400 - What does it mean to act gay for you? - Female. A little feminine. 684 01:06:36,600 --> 01:06:38,000 Talk in a feminine way. 685 01:06:40,280 --> 01:06:41,680 So I would say it. 686 01:07:14,800 --> 01:07:18,320 If you're not very masculine, sometimes it's not easy 687 01:07:18,400 --> 01:07:21,280 because you are seen as a man of lesser value. 688 01:07:21,360 --> 01:07:26,080 Less value 689 01:07:28,600 --> 01:07:30,840 When I think about the concept of masculinity, 690 01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:31,760 As for the gays, 691 01:07:31,840 --> 01:07:35,400 I see that many use steroids 692 01:07:35,480 --> 01:07:38,600 and try to be muscular to look as manly as possible. 693 01:07:38,680 --> 01:07:41,960 As manly as possible. As manly as possible. 694 01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:49,720 There is an idea that the best gay men are the ones that can happen, 695 01:07:49,800 --> 01:07:51,920 that is, people would say that they are heterosexual men. 696 01:07:52,000 --> 01:07:56,000 That's very funny because it is as if you got rid of a part of you 697 01:07:56,080 --> 01:07:57,160 as a gay man. 698 01:08:18,279 --> 01:08:20,840 Look over there. 699 01:08:21,520 --> 01:08:24,439 - It looks beautiful. - It's magnificent. 700 01:08:24,680 --> 01:08:26,040 You must come here. 701 01:08:30,800 --> 01:08:33,359 Look at that hotel! 702 01:08:34,760 --> 01:08:36,160 Yes. It's great. 703 01:08:40,040 --> 01:08:43,240 - The evening of the nightclub was great. - Amazing. 704 01:08:43,319 --> 01:08:45,240 Yes. With all those... 705 01:08:45,800 --> 01:08:48,720 With all the extravagant costumes. 706 01:08:48,800 --> 01:08:51,000 - Yes, a great show! - Big show! 707 01:08:52,680 --> 01:08:54,279 Honestly, it was great. 708 01:08:54,359 --> 01:08:57,960 Some people tried hard. 709 01:08:58,040 --> 01:09:01,399 You saw me with the "Free Hugs" sign and you laughed. 710 01:09:01,479 --> 01:09:04,040 - A triumph! - Enough of that shit. 711 01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:07,840 - No, seriously. It was funny, right? - It was a good idea. 712 01:09:07,920 --> 01:09:09,920 - Mireille and the free hugs? - You were right. 713 01:09:11,160 --> 01:09:12,800 "Mireille is international". 714 01:09:12,880 --> 01:09:14,840 In my case, people of all... 715 01:09:15,399 --> 01:09:19,600 Many people. German, French, 716 01:09:19,960 --> 01:09:23,960 Russians, they all came shouting: "Mireille, Mireille". 717 01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:26,439 Yesterday: "Free hugs, free hugs!" 718 01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:27,399 Good. No... 719 01:09:27,479 --> 01:09:29,319 Free hugs are perfect to flirt. 720 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:34,160 - We all have tricks. - Exactly. 721 01:09:34,240 --> 01:09:38,160 In fact, sir, you were a little jealous yesterday. 722 01:09:38,240 --> 01:09:41,560 - "They are seducing you!" - No it's not true. 723 01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:45,240 I said that the person who was seducing you 724 01:09:45,680 --> 01:09:51,080 I could have illusions and that could lead to some tensions. 725 01:09:51,439 --> 01:09:53,880 Not in relation to me, but to you. 726 01:09:53,960 --> 01:09:55,680 - I laughed very loudly. - Because I think... 727 01:09:55,760 --> 01:09:57,440 "Hey! They're seducing you!" 728 01:09:57,520 --> 01:10:00,920 No, what bothered me was not that they were seducing you. 729 01:10:01,000 --> 01:10:03,560 - Yes, yes, yes! - Do not! 730 01:10:03,640 --> 01:10:06,240 I'm not jealous. That is not true. 731 01:10:06,320 --> 01:10:09,960 - You are too possessive. - No no no! 732 01:10:10,040 --> 01:10:11,160 Yes, you are possessive. 733 01:10:11,240 --> 01:10:14,760 Who did they seduce in Amsterdam? The guy turned around 36 times! 734 01:10:14,840 --> 01:10:16,880 - It's not the same. - "Is not the same!" 735 01:10:16,960 --> 01:10:18,840 - It's not the same. - No no. 736 01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:22,480 That was on the street, this is on a boat, 737 01:10:23,040 --> 01:10:26,600 where types seduce other types in the morning, afternoon and evening. 738 01:10:26,680 --> 01:10:28,760 Nonsense! Oh well. 739 01:10:35,400 --> 01:10:38,640 Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the cruise high heels race 740 01:10:38,720 --> 01:10:41,960 with the stars Koka and Nicky Nicole! 741 01:10:46,760 --> 01:10:50,800 The minimum cue height is eight centimeters. 742 01:10:50,880 --> 01:10:55,160 Therefore, espadrilles, flip flops, slippers and loafers 743 01:10:55,240 --> 01:10:56,800 must be in the closet. 744 01:10:56,880 --> 01:11:00,400 We take out our tacos of at least eight centimeters 745 01:11:00,480 --> 01:11:03,280 and we run in the high-heeled race. 746 01:11:04,240 --> 01:11:05,440 Exact. 747 01:11:05,520 --> 01:11:07,000 It's what she said. So... 748 01:11:07,360 --> 01:11:08,400 Five! 749 01:11:09,160 --> 01:11:10,200 Four! 750 01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:11,680 Three! 751 01:11:12,320 --> 01:11:13,320 Two! 752 01:11:13,600 --> 01:11:14,440 One! 753 01:11:14,520 --> 01:11:15,760 Now! 754 01:11:17,720 --> 01:11:20,880 Go, pick them up, yes! Go kill them with those tacos. 755 01:11:20,960 --> 01:11:26,400 Come on! Thousands of prizes! There are cash prizes, honey! 756 01:11:31,400 --> 01:11:33,040 Good boy. 757 01:11:33,120 --> 01:11:35,720 Before, I would never have said that I am positive. 758 01:11:35,800 --> 01:11:39,960 I would have said: "I'm not, but I'll only fuck with condoms". 759 01:11:43,000 --> 01:11:45,880 Now I'm more relaxed about it. 760 01:11:45,960 --> 01:11:48,160 If you ask me now, I no longer say: 761 01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:51,520 "I'm not, but I just want to fuck with condoms". 762 01:11:51,600 --> 01:11:53,720 Instead, I say: "Yes I am, so accept it". 763 01:11:54,760 --> 01:11:56,800 - Let's go to the pool. - Come on. 764 01:12:05,040 --> 01:12:10,760 When I knew, it was like a death sentence. 765 01:12:11,280 --> 01:12:15,320 Each sunrise could be the last. 766 01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:17,960 I had to enjoy everything at the moment. 767 01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:21,440 It was the beginning of living in the now. 768 01:12:21,520 --> 01:12:25,240 If you think you do not have a future, for which future will you worry? 769 01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:27,520 THE CRUISE 770 01:12:28,320 --> 01:12:30,480 Please adjust, adjust. 771 01:12:30,560 --> 01:12:32,040 Yes, yes. 772 01:12:33,240 --> 01:12:35,760 Thank God, much changed in recent years. 773 01:12:35,840 --> 01:12:37,840 The big spectrum no longer exists. 774 01:12:42,160 --> 01:12:45,320 Now there are not only condoms to have safe sex, 775 01:12:45,400 --> 01:12:48,680 but also PPrE and preventive treatments. 776 01:12:51,680 --> 01:12:54,680 When I learned about that, it was a great relief. 777 01:12:54,760 --> 01:12:57,360 The pressure disappeared along with the fear. 778 01:13:11,680 --> 01:13:15,120 There was a time when there was no an HIV test. 779 01:13:15,880 --> 01:13:19,120 You did not even know if you had it. 780 01:13:19,640 --> 01:13:23,480 When my friends started dying one after another, 781 01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:27,680 a whole generation of those wonderful beings was lost. 782 01:13:27,760 --> 01:13:30,520 Lost. Lost. Lost. 783 01:13:34,920 --> 01:13:37,200 For many people, is no longer a problem. 784 01:13:37,280 --> 01:13:39,920 They think "Well, I have HIV, 785 01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:44,120 so I'll buy the remedy and fuck all I want". 786 01:13:45,080 --> 01:13:47,960 There are PrEP, condoms, yes. 787 01:13:48,080 --> 01:13:50,320 But unprotected sex is common. 788 01:13:52,760 --> 01:13:55,120 Why you, a beautiful boy 789 01:13:55,200 --> 01:13:58,280 at 20, 30, 40 or whatever age, would you want a disease? 790 01:13:58,360 --> 01:14:00,520 Why would you want a disease controllable? 791 01:14:00,600 --> 01:14:02,800 A controllable disease. A controllable disease. 792 01:14:02,880 --> 01:14:05,400 However, at that height, when you're ready to have sex 793 01:14:05,480 --> 01:14:07,520 and you just want to put it, 794 01:14:07,600 --> 01:14:10,440 you're not thinking of any of those things, you know? 795 01:14:10,520 --> 01:14:15,040 - Now you take a pill before. - And it's... Yes, sooner or later. 796 01:14:44,640 --> 01:14:45,760 Turn around. 797 01:15:26,880 --> 01:15:28,840 KISS ME BEST 798 01:15:37,600 --> 01:15:38,800 How do you feel now? 799 01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:42,200 A little better than this morning. 800 01:15:42,680 --> 01:15:43,800 A little better? 801 01:15:44,960 --> 01:15:47,880 Yes. I feel better about the remedy that I took. 802 01:15:47,960 --> 01:15:49,480 What did you say? I did not hear you. 803 01:15:49,560 --> 01:15:53,120 I feel better because of the remedy I took. 804 01:15:53,200 --> 01:15:54,640 If it had been something from the food, 805 01:15:54,720 --> 01:15:57,880 you would have intestinal problems, not an irritated throat. 806 01:15:57,960 --> 01:15:59,160 Yes, I know. 807 01:15:59,240 --> 01:16:01,480 Why do not you use my white high heels? 808 01:16:03,160 --> 01:16:04,560 That would be beautiful. 809 01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:07,200 It would be the skeleton of a queen. 810 01:16:10,440 --> 01:16:12,840 I will laugh a lot about you tonight. 811 01:16:14,360 --> 01:16:18,600 You should stay in bed, you are still very medicated, very sleepy. 812 01:16:18,680 --> 01:16:20,680 You say stupid things. 813 01:16:22,040 --> 01:16:23,800 You should hold it. 814 01:16:24,520 --> 01:16:26,520 At least I can see you like this. 815 01:16:33,760 --> 01:16:34,840 My God! 816 01:16:36,280 --> 01:16:38,760 Do not think about doing it while I sleep. 817 01:16:41,080 --> 01:16:43,040 Look in the mirror. 818 01:16:45,160 --> 01:16:47,560 Unbelievable OMG! 819 01:16:56,920 --> 01:17:00,280 - Up and down, up and down. - Yes, up and down. 820 01:17:00,360 --> 01:17:02,160 - Is that okay now? - Beautiful. 821 01:17:02,240 --> 01:17:04,480 Beautiful. 822 01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:06,600 - Thomas? - Yes? 823 01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:08,800 Did you have sex on board? 824 01:17:09,200 --> 01:17:10,200 No. 825 01:17:10,720 --> 01:17:12,200 - You? - No. 826 01:17:18,440 --> 01:17:20,920 I think like someone who came to have a good time 827 01:17:21,560 --> 01:17:24,160 and I still did not have sex. 828 01:17:25,080 --> 01:17:26,960 So whatever. 829 01:17:31,880 --> 01:17:33,400 Oh, no. It's okay. 830 01:17:34,160 --> 01:17:35,160 It's fine. 831 01:17:38,560 --> 01:17:40,160 - Thomas? - Yes? 832 01:17:40,240 --> 01:17:43,640 Do you want one? You can get one on your arm, here. 833 01:17:43,720 --> 01:17:45,480 - So. - Good. 834 01:17:52,640 --> 01:17:57,600 But even if I'm not going to meet anyone, I'd like to have sex on vacation. 835 01:17:57,840 --> 01:17:58,840 Yes. 836 01:17:59,840 --> 01:18:01,920 - Yes, why not? - Maybe you should... 837 01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:05,520 find that guy from Los Angeles, or... 838 01:18:06,600 --> 01:18:08,720 Did you meet someone else? 839 01:18:08,800 --> 01:18:12,040 Well, I met two guys from the United States. 840 01:18:12,840 --> 01:18:15,240 One is from Los Angeles and the other from... 841 01:18:16,440 --> 01:18:17,760 Texas, Dallas. 842 01:18:19,920 --> 01:18:24,480 The two are very nice. One was an army soldier. 843 01:18:24,680 --> 01:18:26,360 - Yes. - He's a big guy. 844 01:18:26,880 --> 01:18:28,320 - Is it from Texas? - Yes, it's Texas. 845 01:18:28,400 --> 01:18:30,400 Yes, everything is bigger in Texas. It's not a joke. 846 01:18:30,480 --> 01:18:31,360 Really? 847 01:18:31,440 --> 01:18:34,000 That's why they say: "Everything is bigger in Texas". 848 01:18:34,600 --> 01:18:35,680 I know, 849 01:18:36,040 --> 01:18:40,360 because when he took my hand, I touched his penis unintentionally. 850 01:18:41,120 --> 01:18:45,880 I did not touch it at all, but with my fingers, 851 01:18:45,960 --> 01:18:49,360 but he was a little 852 01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:51,880 hot, let's say. 853 01:18:52,480 --> 01:18:54,360 And he said to me: "Do you shake my hand?" 854 01:18:54,440 --> 01:18:55,760 So I shook his hand 855 01:18:55,840 --> 01:18:57,360 and I did not know what he wanted to do. 856 01:18:57,440 --> 01:18:58,520 And he touched... 857 01:18:58,600 --> 01:19:02,200 He took my hand and touched the balls. 858 01:19:02,400 --> 01:19:03,400 And I said... 859 01:19:05,160 --> 01:19:06,280 "Good". 860 01:19:06,720 --> 01:19:09,360 But I did not like it, you know? I still had... 861 01:19:10,480 --> 01:19:12,880 - the hand on his whistle. - Yes. 862 01:19:13,360 --> 01:19:14,760 I did not know what was happening. 863 01:19:19,760 --> 01:19:21,280 - I'm ready. - Ready. 864 01:19:42,760 --> 01:19:44,000 Are not you going to sleep? 865 01:20:54,840 --> 01:20:59,080 When you love someone, sex can be much better than when it's casual, 866 01:20:59,160 --> 01:21:01,280 with someone you do not even know. 867 01:21:17,120 --> 01:21:20,800 Because at the end of the day, they end up like two animals 868 01:21:20,880 --> 01:21:22,240 what do you need... 869 01:21:23,440 --> 01:21:26,080 satisfy your sexual needs. 870 01:21:27,040 --> 01:21:28,440 But if you love someone, 871 01:21:29,120 --> 01:21:32,560 you want to express something through sex. 872 01:21:33,320 --> 01:21:36,360 You want to show love with sex, you know? 873 01:22:12,240 --> 01:22:13,240 Hello. 874 01:22:16,720 --> 01:22:17,720 Thank God. 875 01:22:20,920 --> 01:22:21,960 What? 876 01:22:26,720 --> 01:22:29,800 - Thank God I did not go out. - Good. 877 01:22:31,440 --> 01:22:33,480 Are you going to sleep or will you go out again? 878 01:22:33,560 --> 01:22:35,960 Are you crazy? No, I'm going to sleep now. 879 01:22:37,600 --> 01:22:39,400 At least I do not feel... 880 01:22:40,880 --> 01:22:43,800 bad, since half the people on the boat are sick. 881 01:22:44,520 --> 01:22:50,000 It is understandable. Many types in a closed area like this, overcrowded. 882 01:22:50,080 --> 01:22:52,400 And then, without even talking about... 883 01:22:53,920 --> 01:22:55,400 kisses and that. 884 01:22:56,680 --> 01:22:58,040 It's always like that. 885 01:22:58,560 --> 01:22:59,560 Yes. 886 01:23:00,840 --> 01:23:03,440 - Good evening, Louie. - Sleep tight. 887 01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:04,880 You too. 888 01:23:06,120 --> 01:23:07,200 Come. 889 01:23:11,640 --> 01:23:12,960 You should sleep. 890 01:23:13,520 --> 01:23:15,920 - Yes, I think I should sleep. - Yes. 891 01:23:17,040 --> 01:23:18,480 - For me. - I wish... 892 01:23:18,560 --> 01:23:21,160 I hope to have a dream while I sleep. 893 01:23:22,080 --> 01:23:23,960 I want to dream about... 894 01:23:25,320 --> 01:23:28,680 You should not choose your dreams. Dreams are not chosen. 895 01:23:29,160 --> 01:23:32,520 - Do you think? - No, you do not want to dream... 896 01:23:32,600 --> 01:23:35,840 You do not want to go to sleep and think, on purpose: 897 01:23:35,920 --> 01:23:38,120 "Oh, I want to dream about this" or "I want to dream that". 898 01:23:38,200 --> 01:23:43,640 You should just go to sleep and let dreams guide you. 899 01:23:44,200 --> 01:23:47,320 It's better. It's better when you let that dreams guide you. 900 01:23:47,400 --> 01:23:50,440 - It's a bit like... - Is it the same as with love? 901 01:23:50,720 --> 01:23:54,440 Yes, as with love. Yes. You just let me guide you. 902 01:23:54,520 --> 01:23:56,520 Do you know? How... 903 01:23:58,520 --> 01:24:00,680 As... 904 01:24:01,600 --> 01:24:05,440 Be free and not try to control it, necessarily. 905 01:24:05,800 --> 01:24:08,680 Do not control it, just leave it free. 906 01:24:08,760 --> 01:24:10,480 It's better. Discover more 907 01:24:11,960 --> 01:24:13,040 Good evening. 908 01:24:21,480 --> 01:24:22,560 One day... 909 01:24:26,600 --> 01:24:27,720 you will get to see... 910 01:24:29,720 --> 01:24:31,080 the Sun. 911 01:24:32,280 --> 01:24:33,360 The sunrise. 912 01:24:42,880 --> 01:24:43,880 Good evening. 913 01:25:45,880 --> 01:25:48,200 I'm gay. I had no choice. 914 01:25:48,360 --> 01:25:49,960 I was lucky. 915 01:25:51,640 --> 01:25:55,160 We want to be young forever, and some achieve it. 916 01:25:55,480 --> 01:25:57,800 Others even blame them for that. 917 01:25:57,880 --> 01:26:02,160 "They are leaving us without models to follow when wanting to be young forever". 918 01:26:02,320 --> 01:26:03,720 Get out! 919 01:26:03,800 --> 01:26:08,200 Should I become an old witch just because you want a role model? 920 01:26:08,280 --> 01:26:11,360 I can be young and delicious for as long as I want. 921 01:26:29,560 --> 01:26:32,160 Of course I always ask myself that question, 922 01:26:32,720 --> 01:26:36,720 Because I receive a lot of love and respect. 923 01:26:36,880 --> 01:26:41,880 But seeing all these guys here, 924 01:26:42,240 --> 01:26:46,760 Would anyone have wanted to sleep with me? 925 01:26:47,520 --> 01:26:51,720 Would someone have wanted to sleep with me despite my disability? 926 01:27:13,240 --> 01:27:17,760 Going home will take about 14 days. 927 01:27:18,040 --> 01:27:19,160 Palestine. 928 01:27:19,880 --> 01:27:22,960 I do not know... I really do not know how you will feel. 929 01:27:24,040 --> 01:27:27,560 I'm not afraid, because now I'm Belgian, then... 930 01:27:28,160 --> 01:27:30,920 The only things I have are emotions and fear. 931 01:27:31,000 --> 01:27:33,440 Emotions because it was nine years ago 932 01:27:33,720 --> 01:27:37,680 and fear because I still do not know what will happen, so... 933 01:27:37,760 --> 01:27:42,200 When I come back after nine years, I will not be the child that left. 934 01:27:43,080 --> 01:27:45,880 The boy who left at that time was not like the one I am now. 935 01:27:55,640 --> 01:27:57,840 I noticed 936 01:27:59,120 --> 01:28:00,760 that I'm still very young. 937 01:28:01,640 --> 01:28:07,120 And I must stop looking for love because love will find me. 938 01:28:08,000 --> 01:28:10,600 I grew up because my father died, 939 01:28:10,680 --> 01:28:14,360 Because I went to live in another country and I had to start from scratch. 940 01:28:14,440 --> 01:28:17,440 But I want to enjoy life. 941 01:28:17,680 --> 01:28:21,160 This is what I call love. Love for life. 942 01:28:37,880 --> 01:28:41,960 This cruise makes me feel that... 943 01:28:43,120 --> 01:28:46,400 I considered myself very bad. 944 01:28:46,720 --> 01:28:48,600 Actually I'm not. 945 01:28:49,200 --> 01:28:51,400 It's exactly the opposite! 946 01:28:54,920 --> 01:28:58,320 It's a totally different experience. 947 01:28:58,400 --> 01:29:02,280 God, the world on the other side is different. 948 01:29:10,960 --> 01:29:13,920 To my friends who come for the first time I say: 949 01:29:14,000 --> 01:29:17,080 "I know you will be totally depressed, 950 01:29:17,560 --> 01:29:18,960 in a bad mood. 951 01:29:19,280 --> 01:29:22,320 But you can not live all your life on this cruise." 952 01:29:24,400 --> 01:29:25,480 Unfortunately. 953 01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:30,440 Maybe we should build an island for us and live there. That is all. 954 01:29:30,520 --> 01:29:32,040 We'll finish it like this. 955 01:29:44,360 --> 01:29:47,240 CON 956 01:29:49,240 --> 01:29:52,120 DIPANKAR ACCOUNT MANAGER, DUBAI 957 01:29:53,360 --> 01:29:55,760 DECLARED WITH MUCH PRIDE, BEFORE HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS 958 01:29:55,840 --> 01:29:57,840 RECEIVED YOUR SUPPORT 959 01:29:59,400 --> 01:30:02,000 MAREK FUTURE PHYSICAL COACH, NOTTINGHAM 960 01:30:03,360 --> 01:30:08,400 HAD HIS FIRST SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WHEN RETURNING 961 01:30:09,680 --> 01:30:12,280 MARTIN DARLING PHOTOGRAPHER, VIENNA 962 01:30:13,640 --> 01:30:18,520 STILL ENJOY THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE AND PLAN YOUR FIRST SAMPLE 963 01:30:19,640 --> 01:30:22,440 PHILIPPE COUNTER, LILLE 964 01:30:23,640 --> 01:30:25,960 SOON WILL CELEBRATE 20 YEARS WITH DENYS 965 01:30:26,040 --> 01:30:28,560 AND BEGAN TO WALK WITH CRUTCHES 966 01:30:29,800 --> 01:30:31,680 RAMZI GRADUATE OFFICE MANAGER, 967 01:30:31,760 --> 01:30:32,760 BRUSSELS 968 01:30:33,880 --> 01:30:36,360 CONTINUES TO FIGHT FOR LGBTQI RIGHTS 969 01:30:36,440 --> 01:30:38,520 IN THE MIDDLE EAST AND NORTH OF AFRICA