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Watch YIFY Movies Online For Free 1 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:31,200 Give it up for Avicii! 2 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:57,040 The first four or five years, everything was awesome... 3 00:00:58,080 --> 00:01:00,960 because you get a kick out of it, the same thing you're... 4 00:01:01,680 --> 00:01:04,879 If you're jumping out of a plane, you get a kick, too. 5 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:09,160 Because you're playing with the feeling of almost dying. 6 00:01:10,080 --> 00:01:12,440 And when you're up on stage, 7 00:01:12,520 --> 00:01:16,760 I have been playing with the feeling of being... 8 00:01:19,400 --> 00:01:24,040 special, and finding a connection with people in the sense of being accepted. 9 00:01:29,600 --> 00:01:33,200 The way I went into DJing was I'm-- I'm gonna give it 100 percent, 10 00:01:33,280 --> 00:01:34,520 no matter what happens. 11 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:36,880 And I kept giving 100 percent all the time. 12 00:01:39,000 --> 00:01:43,240 It was all around, in general, that sense of more and more and more. 13 00:01:44,400 --> 00:01:47,480 I didn't give myself enough time to really figure out 14 00:01:47,560 --> 00:01:49,920 what about the touring didn't I like. 15 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:58,480 The only time I had was... a few-- a few weeks here and there, 16 00:01:58,560 --> 00:02:01,240 and-- and then I was out on the road again. 17 00:02:01,320 --> 00:02:02,480 And the few weeks I had, 18 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:07,280 I never really got to get home anywhere, and I was out for eight years. 19 00:02:07,360 --> 00:02:10,400 So that meant, after four years, when I started to come home, 20 00:02:10,479 --> 00:02:12,520 it didn't even feel like home anymore. 21 00:02:12,600 --> 00:02:16,240 I just know that it got to a point where I didn't like it anymore. 22 00:02:16,320 --> 00:02:18,040 And it got to a point where it's too much. 23 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:20,320 After that, I just decided: "Fuck, I'm gonna quit." 24 00:02:34,400 --> 00:02:36,120 I grew up in Stockholm. 25 00:02:36,200 --> 00:02:40,640 My whole childhood up till I was, like, 19 years old 26 00:02:40,720 --> 00:02:43,520 was in between, like, five blocks. 27 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:48,000 Like, all my schools that I went to were all in the same-- same area of Stockholm. 28 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:51,480 I knew that whatever I wanted to do later in life, 29 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:53,760 I knew that I wanted to do something creative. 30 00:02:53,840 --> 00:02:57,200 A friend of mine told me about FL Studio. 31 00:02:58,200 --> 00:03:01,720 And I remember I downloaded it, so I started playing around with it. 32 00:03:01,800 --> 00:03:07,120 It was very easy because-- 'cause you could, like, draw out the notes. 33 00:03:07,200 --> 00:03:11,320 He had his studio in his bedroom, which was his apartment. 34 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:12,240 It was only one room. 35 00:03:12,320 --> 00:03:16,320 And it was like a bed, I remember, that was supposed to be folded, 36 00:03:16,400 --> 00:03:18,680 so you got more space, but it was always down. 37 00:03:18,760 --> 00:03:22,760 It was, like, covered in plates with, like, old spaghetti and pesto. 38 00:03:22,840 --> 00:03:24,280 That's all we could afford. 39 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:26,720 We always met, you know, around noon, 40 00:03:26,800 --> 00:03:29,880 then when I looked at the clock, one o'clock in the night, 41 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:34,240 I would say: "Yeah, maybe we should see each other again tomorrow and continue", 42 00:03:34,320 --> 00:03:36,640 and he was like: "Ah, we need to finish now. 43 00:03:36,720 --> 00:03:40,520 It's better to finish now, then-- Then we can do a new song tomorrow." 44 00:03:40,600 --> 00:03:44,360 He worked during the night, basically, and then when he had sleep, 45 00:03:44,440 --> 00:03:49,520 he often walked up to his roof and slept in the sun. 46 00:03:49,960 --> 00:03:53,320 And he was like: "Yeah, it's so smart, because then I get a tan, 47 00:03:53,400 --> 00:03:57,000 I get sleep, and then I can go back to-- to work." 48 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:07,400 The first half year was me just trying to rip off other people's sounds. 49 00:04:14,280 --> 00:04:19,360 And once you've done that a thousand times, you start improvising. 50 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:23,720 Maybe I can do these two chords first but then go to that chord and that, you know. 51 00:04:23,800 --> 00:04:26,840 That's when I started coming up with... unique stuff. 52 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:30,120 And then I just sent my music out to blogs. 53 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:34,280 I remember I went to Laidback Luke and I went to his forum 54 00:04:34,360 --> 00:04:38,040 and I contacted him, sent him a bunch of my demos. 55 00:04:38,120 --> 00:04:41,000 I could already tell his melodies were awesome 56 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:45,120 and the way he combined bass lines, chords, and-- and leads, 57 00:04:45,200 --> 00:04:46,920 it was alre-- already in there. 58 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:50,320 He really liked 'em, and he started feedbacking me on them. 59 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:53,640 And from that moment on, I sent every new track I did, 60 00:04:53,720 --> 00:04:55,160 I sent to Luke. 61 00:04:55,240 --> 00:04:59,880 I remember not getting one demo a week but at least five every week. 62 00:04:59,960 --> 00:05:02,760 And every track, and I got better and better and better 63 00:05:02,840 --> 00:05:05,120 until they started playing some of the tracks. 64 00:05:05,200 --> 00:05:06,920 That was the biggest thing for me ever. 65 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:09,640 He was one of the reasons I got into house music. 66 00:05:09,720 --> 00:05:10,920 Hi, this is Tim Berg. 67 00:05:11,000 --> 00:05:14,280 Uh, I'm just doing some, uh, final, uh, touches 68 00:05:14,360 --> 00:05:17,200 on my, uh, upcoming single on Joia Records... 69 00:05:17,280 --> 00:05:19,520 When he made his first few tracks, 70 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:23,280 we were a bunch of people at his place. We must have been around 18. 71 00:05:23,360 --> 00:05:26,000 We were dreaming about, like, what would happen if we made it big? 72 00:05:26,080 --> 00:05:28,040 We were super into Entourage back then. 73 00:05:28,120 --> 00:05:32,320 We forced him to, like, sign this really shitty, like, contract 74 00:05:32,400 --> 00:05:34,880 we-- we hand painted with crayons or something. 75 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:38,480 "Hereby, I, Tim, solemnly swear that if I ever make it big, 76 00:05:38,560 --> 00:05:41,200 I'm gonna bring all my friends to L.A. 77 00:05:41,280 --> 00:05:44,000 and we're gonna live in a huge mansion, and it's gonna be awesome." 78 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:51,240 That's-- That's kind of around that time when I met Ash, initially. 79 00:05:51,320 --> 00:05:53,520 I followed some blogs, that was part of my job, 80 00:05:53,600 --> 00:05:57,760 and there was this kid that was not really that hyped on any blogs or anything, 81 00:05:57,840 --> 00:05:59,640 but I-I fell for something. 82 00:06:00,280 --> 00:06:04,440 He sent me, like, um, like, a message on Facebook, 83 00:06:04,520 --> 00:06:09,680 saying: "Hey," uh, "my name is Ash Pournouri, 84 00:06:09,760 --> 00:06:12,120 and I have some friends in the industry. 85 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:15,200 I'm a promoter in Stockholm. Think I can help." 86 00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:18,800 So I kind of went to the meeting, you know. 87 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:20,600 I-I didn't know what to expect. 88 00:06:20,680 --> 00:06:25,520 It was this, you know, like, 26-year-old Persian guy 89 00:06:25,600 --> 00:06:29,280 and I'm-- I'm, like, a 17-year-old, you know, kid. 90 00:06:29,360 --> 00:06:31,520 I think he had Coca-Cola or something, 91 00:06:31,600 --> 00:06:35,360 um, and he brought his friend 'cause he was too scared to meet me alone. 92 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:39,360 He said, like: "Name one Swedish D.J. that you think is big right now." 93 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:40,840 I remember naming someone. 94 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:43,720 He said: "I'll make you bigger than him in one year." 95 00:06:43,800 --> 00:06:48,040 Um, and my ambition level was-- was to make him not a D.J., 96 00:06:48,120 --> 00:06:50,160 not a producer, but a-- but an artist. 97 00:06:50,240 --> 00:06:53,160 From that moment on, he kind of started, you know... 98 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:56,120 he kind of started being my manager. 99 00:06:56,200 --> 00:06:59,360 And soon I found a project for us, I-I found a remix. 100 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:02,320 The first big remix I got was from, uh... 101 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:06,480 uh... Roger Sanchez. 102 00:07:06,560 --> 00:07:10,280 It was the first big remix I got to do from a-- for a big artist. 103 00:07:10,360 --> 00:07:13,480 And then we did another remix, and that went even better. 104 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:17,720 He made a remix for a Bob Sinclar record, and I heard it, 105 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,400 I was like: "Oh, my God. This is so amazing!" 106 00:07:21,360 --> 00:07:24,880 Uh, but he wasn't-- He wasn't, like, a big producer yet, 107 00:07:24,960 --> 00:07:30,280 you know, and I was shocked, and I, uh, I got in contact with him 108 00:07:30,920 --> 00:07:33,480 and I think I've asked him for a remix, too. 109 00:07:33,560 --> 00:07:35,280 He was making amazing mash-ups. 110 00:07:35,360 --> 00:07:39,640 Like, every week, he would send me a new mash-up, and I really liked his style. 111 00:07:39,720 --> 00:07:43,800 I really loved all his tracks. I started playing them every week in my show. 112 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:46,640 My first Avicii show was in Miami 113 00:07:47,320 --> 00:07:49,960 for, uh, Laidback Luke's "Super You and Me" party. 114 00:07:50,040 --> 00:07:53,480 It was then and there I, uh, I met a-- a very shy 115 00:07:53,560 --> 00:07:56,600 and-- and just a held-back type of a kid. 116 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,480 It's, like, a 200-people, 200-capacity club. 117 00:07:59,520 --> 00:08:02,920 He was just so nervous. He had prepped his set and everything, 118 00:08:03,000 --> 00:08:07,640 and, um, in the end, he ended up opening the night for three people. 119 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:09,840 Then, towards the end, people started coming. 120 00:08:09,880 --> 00:08:13,480 I didn't mess up, I-I survived. Everything went okay. 121 00:08:14,200 --> 00:08:17,760 I started doing small shows here and there. It was single clubs. 122 00:08:17,840 --> 00:08:21,880 It was, you know, whatever Ash had been able to bring in. 123 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:26,320 At this time, it wasn't many, so he was coming with me to most of the shows. 124 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:28,520 Are you ready for Avicii? 125 00:08:28,560 --> 00:08:30,520 He's never managed anyone before. 126 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:35,240 He'd been a promoter, he loved the music. He-- He had a wife and kids. 127 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:36,960 You know, like, he knew that 128 00:08:37,039 --> 00:08:39,919 he didn't really have the time to pursue being a D.J. 129 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:42,840 I was doing one or two shows a month at this point. 130 00:08:42,919 --> 00:08:45,160 I was mainly still focusing on the music. 131 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:47,400 We spent a summer together in Ibiza. 132 00:08:47,480 --> 00:08:51,160 He was staying in my house, he was playing before me every week. 133 00:08:51,240 --> 00:08:55,960 And, um, yeah, he was very into-- into, uh, to music and producing. 134 00:08:56,040 --> 00:08:58,680 He really developed his own sound, 135 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:04,320 and, uh, and then, a little later, when we'd been to the studio together, 136 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:09,320 I was like: "Wow, okay, this guy is very serious. 137 00:09:09,400 --> 00:09:11,640 Like, he's really, really special." 138 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:15,880 My first track that really started getting buzz was "Alcoholic", 139 00:09:15,960 --> 00:09:17,360 and then "Bromance" came, 140 00:09:17,440 --> 00:09:20,960 which was the first song that I think got, like, commercial attention. 141 00:09:29,840 --> 00:09:33,440 We'd found a clip, um, of Etta James singing the hook... 142 00:09:42,600 --> 00:09:46,320 And Tim tried to place it over different, um, songs, and we couldn't really find 143 00:09:46,400 --> 00:09:51,000 anything that sounded quite right, and then Tim had this, um, loop. 144 00:10:02,120 --> 00:10:05,120 It had the right energy, the right uplifting melody, 145 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:07,320 um, that-- that we were looking for. 146 00:10:13,560 --> 00:10:16,840 All of a sudden, it just made sense for that vocal to be there. 147 00:10:16,920 --> 00:10:22,120 That's kind of when things really started kind of taking off. 148 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:26,240 Seeing that people come to your show to hear your songs, 149 00:10:26,800 --> 00:10:29,120 like, when they knew the songs. 150 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:32,520 And I remember the first time I ever heard that 151 00:10:32,600 --> 00:10:35,720 was when I played Governors Island in New York. 152 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:38,280 Give it up for Avicii! 153 00:10:40,240 --> 00:10:45,400 And I remember that they were singing along to every single one of my songs. 154 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:54,480 I was just blown away 'cause this, like, never happened before. 155 00:10:54,960 --> 00:10:58,320 And "Levels" just started spreading. 156 00:11:23,280 --> 00:11:25,400 Avicii! Avicii! 157 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:25,120 Eventually, you know, uh, it was discussion with Ash, 158 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:27,800 who has-- has been my main challenge 159 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:31,840 when it comes to discussing the deals for "Levels" and Avicii. 160 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:36,320 I'll send you the big, you know, the big rough outline of 161 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:38,000 whatever it is I'm looking for 162 00:13:38,080 --> 00:13:40,720 and what I have on the table, and then we can take it from there. 163 00:13:40,800 --> 00:13:45,120 There is no person like Ash. His obsessiveness of taking Tim 164 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:49,200 to the next level, or to three, four, five levels up. 165 00:13:49,680 --> 00:13:52,120 Uh, I think he will continue to be very successful 166 00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:55,720 because he is obsessed of having success. 167 00:13:55,800 --> 00:13:59,160 I'm not sending-- I'm not sending the vocal to anyone. 168 00:14:43,600 --> 00:14:46,240 "Just tell him we will match EMI's offer." 169 00:14:48,400 --> 00:14:50,200 Every day I'm hustling! 170 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:51,640 Fuck you! 171 00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:55,240 And but the-- the impact of the song, as just an instrumental song, 172 00:14:55,320 --> 00:14:58,960 was so huge at the club scenes, at YouTube. 173 00:14:59,560 --> 00:15:01,840 So we just felt this is gonna be huge. 174 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:09,240 - Hey, it's Ash. - Hello. 175 00:15:10,600 --> 00:15:13,480 Advance has been put in at 500,000 euros. 176 00:15:14,880 --> 00:15:15,880 Um... 177 00:15:16,920 --> 00:15:20,720 Okay, thank you very much, everyone. And, uh, speak on e-mail. 178 00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:22,800 - Listen, thank you. - Thank you, bye. 179 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:24,360 - Bye-bye. - Thank you. Goodbye. 180 00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:45,360 I'm the fuckin' boss. 181 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:50,920 He is a-- He is a warm family man, hardworking, 182 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:54,880 and, um, I mean, uh, I call him a friend, yeah. 183 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:58,400 Like, everything has gone in steps. 184 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:02,120 With "Levels", everything just kind of, really took off. 185 00:16:02,200 --> 00:16:06,480 We got these opportunities that we'd never been presented with before. 186 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:11,920 Like, headlining Ultra was one of the first dreams that really come true. 187 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:18,320 Avicii is the headliner on the main stage. He's coming up right now, 188 00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:21,920 and, as you can see, there's a lot of hype around him. There he is! 189 00:16:23,240 --> 00:16:24,320 Tim, Tim! 190 00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:31,280 There is a major surprise appearance... 191 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:34,200 For her to come to Ultra Music Festival 192 00:16:34,280 --> 00:16:37,120 just kind of shows how far dance music has come. 193 00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:39,000 - Hi. - Hi, I'm Tim. Nice to meet you. 194 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:40,456 - Nice to meet you, too. - An honour. 195 00:16:40,480 --> 00:16:44,040 It's a big honour, obviously, to share the same stage as Madonna. 196 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:47,080 She's the queen of pop. 197 00:16:47,600 --> 00:16:49,320 - Are you ready? - I am ready. 198 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:52,360 This is the first time I'm headlining, so I'm nervous. 199 00:16:52,440 --> 00:16:53,960 - Your first headline? - Good? 200 00:16:54,040 --> 00:16:55,560 - Yeah, the first one. - Cool. 201 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:03,400 Are you ready for Avicii? 202 00:17:06,520 --> 00:17:09,960 And then, after that, I-I could afford a tour manager. 203 00:17:10,040 --> 00:17:12,760 We're doing a lobby call at 2:00 a.m. in the lobby. 204 00:17:12,839 --> 00:17:15,800 - 2:30 in the lobby and then...? - 2:00 a.m. in the lobby. 205 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:20,119 I didn't have to fly coach everywhere by myself. 206 00:17:20,200 --> 00:17:24,680 The only thing that makes sense is just making the flying and the travelling 207 00:17:25,240 --> 00:17:27,040 as comfortable as possible. 208 00:17:27,599 --> 00:17:32,400 I was young, I was single, I was partying. Every show was a big party, you know. 209 00:17:32,480 --> 00:17:34,080 It was really a big party. 210 00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:39,720 It was amazing. I didn't even realise before that you could actually do Monday, 211 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:43,120 Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday, you know? 212 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:48,680 But then, once that opened up, like, you could tour a whole year, 213 00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:51,160 and that's kind of what we did. 214 00:18:05,320 --> 00:18:06,320 Avicii! 215 00:18:23,800 --> 00:18:25,360 Yes! Yeah. 216 00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:30,720 Make some noise for Avicii! 217 00:18:48,720 --> 00:18:51,720 Avicii! Avicii! Avicii! 218 00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:54,800 Avicii! Avicii! Avicii... 219 00:19:00,720 --> 00:19:02,576 At the time, Tiësto was staying with me. 220 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:03,880 So I walked into my bedroom, 221 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:07,280 there's, like, cigarette butts on my counters and beer cans. 222 00:19:07,360 --> 00:19:12,440 I'm, like, shaking off little spit, like, chew tobacco, the snus bags. 223 00:19:12,520 --> 00:19:15,800 And there was this guy in bed with these two girls 224 00:19:15,880 --> 00:19:19,840 and I was like: "You know, who the fuck are these guys?" 225 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:22,360 I'm like: "Show 'em the door, get 'em out." 226 00:19:22,440 --> 00:19:26,280 Another month goes by, I-I walk up with Tiësto to the D.J. booth 227 00:19:26,360 --> 00:19:30,600 and I see this guy playing and he looks over at me and, like, stops DJing 228 00:19:30,680 --> 00:19:33,800 and starts apologising to me, that was the guy in my bed. 229 00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:37,560 And then since then, we, um, we just became, you know, best friends. 230 00:19:37,640 --> 00:19:39,000 In my eyes, best friends. 231 00:19:39,080 --> 00:19:44,440 And with somebody like Tim, he was very innocent and naïve 232 00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:46,520 and really genuine. 233 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:47,960 I love Tim. 234 00:19:48,040 --> 00:19:55,040 He is the most natural, melodic music writer that I've ever met. 235 00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:59,520 Electronic music has gotten to the point where you don't have to sample it anymore. 236 00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:01,560 You can just make it new. Do you know what I mean? 237 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:03,000 - Yeah. - Okay. 238 00:20:03,080 --> 00:20:06,480 Such a different experience to be a part of the whole process. 239 00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:10,080 I've worked with Tim. We walk into the studio, we have nothing. 240 00:20:10,160 --> 00:20:12,040 We walk in, it's like: "Yo, man, what do we do?" 241 00:20:12,120 --> 00:20:15,120 You can go like... 242 00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:21,720 And I play a little idea, and he'll go: "What are the notes in that chord?" 243 00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:26,120 It's-- It's adding an octave along with it, 244 00:20:26,200 --> 00:20:27,576 - so it's not taking away... - Okay. 245 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:34,120 This creative process, this ebb and flow, as we call it, is what we live for. 246 00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:36,080 That's the exciting moment. 247 00:20:36,160 --> 00:20:41,040 I mean, I could play you-- I could play you a bunch of the shit I've done so far. 248 00:20:41,120 --> 00:20:43,480 Yeah, let me hear where you're coming from. 249 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:47,400 This is one I did with Al. This is like, I don't know, country folk. 250 00:20:49,440 --> 00:20:52,440 This has a lot of, like, acoustic elements throughout. 251 00:20:58,400 --> 00:21:00,400 Yeah, I like it a lot. It's great. 252 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:05,520 A mixture of the acoustic element, then going into, like, kind of blending 253 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:08,120 - into the electronic vibe. - Nice, it's cool. 254 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:12,960 It's obvious to nobody that Tim and I would mesh together like that. 255 00:21:13,040 --> 00:21:16,920 I don't think anybody would have said, like: "Oh, you're gonna get, 256 00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,520 you know, like, this guitarist from a rock band 257 00:21:19,600 --> 00:21:23,320 and then this, like, electronic music producer/D.J. together 258 00:21:23,400 --> 00:21:26,040 and then, like, this cool stuff is gonna happen." 259 00:21:26,120 --> 00:21:28,240 We're very different musically 260 00:21:28,320 --> 00:21:32,800 but we have a similar philosophy in, like, sort of putting songs together 261 00:21:33,200 --> 00:21:37,360 and taking elements from different places and seeing how they can fit together. 262 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:41,320 He probably got here at about four o'clock in the afternoon, 263 00:21:41,400 --> 00:21:46,280 and by about like seven or eight o'clock at night, we had "Wake Me Up". 264 00:21:46,360 --> 00:21:49,720 That was the first thing that we did, was we wrote "Wake Me Up". 265 00:21:51,160 --> 00:21:55,400 I think every artist of any kind, like, the ultimate goal, 266 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:58,320 is to find your own mark, 267 00:21:58,400 --> 00:22:01,320 something that makes you stand out from all the rest. 268 00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:05,080 ♪ Not afraid to close my eyes ♪ 269 00:22:06,360 --> 00:22:07,920 Or-- Yeah, those ones, yeah. 270 00:22:09,160 --> 00:22:12,440 Yeah. ♪ Not afraid to close my eyes ♪ 271 00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:15,520 I wanna be there and be a part of writing the vocal. 272 00:22:15,600 --> 00:22:19,960 I wanna make a song from the ground up, basically. 273 00:22:20,040 --> 00:22:22,000 It's more like you don't expect it. 274 00:22:22,080 --> 00:22:24,520 - That's the one you want? - ♪ Eyes... ♪ 275 00:22:24,600 --> 00:22:29,000 He's so specific about what he likes and what he doesn't like. 276 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:33,840 - ♪ All this time I was finding myself... ♪ - When you find somebody like Tim, 277 00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:37,200 who absolutely knows what he wants, things get done. 278 00:22:37,280 --> 00:22:40,920 Don't jump straight to, like... ♪ All this time, I was finding... ♪ 279 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:43,000 ♪ All this time, I was... ♪ 280 00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:47,640 ♪ All this time I was finding myself and I... ♪ 281 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:49,120 Yeah, something like that. 282 00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:50,240 ♪ I was lost ♪ 283 00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:52,120 There you go. I really like it. 284 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,680 Well, we can perfect this, but I love that. 285 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:55,840 At like 4:00 a.m., 286 00:22:56,520 --> 00:23:00,440 I got an e-mail from him saying: "It's-- It's all together, check it out." 287 00:23:00,520 --> 00:23:04,760 I remember opening it up, listening, and being like: "Fuck me, this is awesome." 288 00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:08,320 This is so good. 289 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:09,840 - This is hot, man. - Yeah. 290 00:23:17,520 --> 00:23:20,120 We did so well with the musical side 291 00:23:20,200 --> 00:23:22,800 and everything went so fast from that point on. 292 00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:27,480 I love him as a person. He's really humble, super nice person. 293 00:23:27,560 --> 00:23:29,920 I'm also, like, super shy in reality. 294 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,440 So I have this kind of balanced personality. 295 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:34,520 He also has this, I think, you know. 296 00:23:34,600 --> 00:23:39,160 Like, getting a little nervous and things like this, you know, I'm also like this. 297 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:43,520 In the beginning, I was too afraid to drink 'cause I didn't wanna screw up. 298 00:23:43,600 --> 00:23:48,320 But then I realised how stiff I was when I wasn't drinking, 299 00:23:48,400 --> 00:23:52,920 so then I-I found... the-- the magical cure 300 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:56,520 of just having, like, a couple of drinks before going on. 301 00:23:56,600 --> 00:23:59,120 It's very easy to go that road, 302 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:05,880 especially if, like him or me, you're a little bit of an anxious person. 303 00:24:05,960 --> 00:24:08,920 But I think, to a part, that-- that's what kind of 304 00:24:09,000 --> 00:24:14,640 helped me be able to do all those shows without feeling completely exhausted. 305 00:24:14,720 --> 00:24:17,520 For an artist, it's very easy, 306 00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:23,400 uh, to be tempted to use something to get away from the pressure a little bit. 307 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:26,160 I saw how other D.J.s drank 308 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:32,040 and I saw people like D.J.s who's been in this industry for-- for ten years, 309 00:24:32,120 --> 00:24:36,240 and they're still drinking, like, you know, every show that they're doing. 310 00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:42,600 I started getting stomach pains on my way into Australia, 311 00:24:43,160 --> 00:24:47,200 and I had about three or four more hours to go until we landed. 312 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:51,520 Touring around Australia with Future Music Festival, 313 00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:55,600 he had to pull out of Brisbane and Perth last weekend, 314 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:57,600 uh, 'cause he was taken to hospital. 315 00:25:00,440 --> 00:25:04,000 There's no sense in sending you if we're not doing the show. 316 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:08,120 Yeah, we'll make a final call, and then tomorrow morning, if we're not going, 317 00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,840 we will just reroute your flight back to Sydney. 318 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:15,720 Um, he's-- Yeah, I mean, he's all right, but he's at the hospital right now. 319 00:25:15,800 --> 00:25:19,240 Yeah, tonight's not gonna happen, and we'll see about tomorrow. 320 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:25,280 Um, all right, I spoke with some of the nurses in charge of the area. 321 00:25:25,360 --> 00:25:27,800 They don't think you're well enough to do the shows. 322 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:29,840 - Yeah. - But if you wanted to do them, 323 00:25:29,920 --> 00:25:33,000 they would discharge you and give you pain medication. 324 00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:37,720 Pancreatitis, notoriously, is very painful. 325 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,360 When the pancreas becomes inflamed like this, 326 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:44,160 some of these enzymes can leak out of where they're supposed to be 327 00:25:44,240 --> 00:25:48,200 and start digesting the body, essentially, from the inside. Uh-- 328 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:53,720 If-- If I'm able to do the show without worsening the pancreatitis... 329 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:57,160 The show won't worsen it. It's whether you can physically do it, 330 00:25:57,240 --> 00:25:59,640 - whether the pain will limit you. - Yeah. 331 00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:03,240 It's the worst stomach cramp you can imagine, pretty much. 332 00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:06,280 It feels like someone's stabbing you in-- in the stomach 333 00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:10,680 and the back simultaneously, at the same time as it's escalating. 334 00:26:10,760 --> 00:26:13,880 For me, definitely, the-- the most pain I've been in. 335 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:18,640 You can't do anything about it. You just need to not drink water and not eat. 336 00:26:19,360 --> 00:26:22,720 And to be able to survive the pain, they give you pain medicine. 337 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:25,600 What's up? 338 00:26:25,680 --> 00:26:29,520 This is ketamine, just to... Want me to change any syringes? 339 00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:33,680 You know, I've took on a mentor role with him that doesn't stop anywhere, 340 00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:37,200 whether it's his personal life or if it's his-- his career. 341 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,600 I felt that I had to guide him, 342 00:26:40,680 --> 00:26:44,400 so that he wouldn't even have to think about anything but the music. 343 00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:49,040 Now, the reason Ash rates Australia higher than Ultra... 344 00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:51,600 We're missing both Ultras, though? 345 00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:58,760 Then there's no way he would rate-- The second Ultra is main stage. 346 00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:01,160 The reason they're saying to you now... 347 00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:03,960 The first Ultra doesn't really matter the same way. 348 00:27:04,040 --> 00:27:05,960 He wouldn't have to think about anything else. 349 00:27:06,040 --> 00:27:10,000 That's a freedom I think a lot of people would appreciate, myself included. 350 00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:14,840 If they also said, based on how I've been feeling today, 351 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:17,360 and the pain levels I've been at t-today, 352 00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:21,960 they don't think I'm gonna be fit for... 353 00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:24,760 - The shows that-- - The shows this weekend, anyways. 354 00:27:25,200 --> 00:27:26,760 That's what they were saying. 355 00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:30,840 So they were-- they were saying, if you're gonna miss these shows anyways, 356 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,760 we might as well take your gall bladder out now and have you ready for... 357 00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:37,480 I guess that's what I'm for, to guide him into 358 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:41,040 making the right decisions and... doing the right things. 359 00:27:41,680 --> 00:27:45,040 A conventional teaching and professional wisdom, worldwide, 360 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:48,640 is to take the gall bladder out before you go home, on admission, 361 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:52,160 the reason being that you don't get an attack in the meantime. 362 00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,240 Yeah. 363 00:27:53,560 --> 00:27:57,480 But I understand your situation, that you're in the middle of a world tour, 364 00:27:57,560 --> 00:27:59,680 and there are things you need to do. 365 00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:03,440 We, um, think at some stage you need your gall bladder out. 366 00:28:03,520 --> 00:28:07,680 Whether that be, you know, while you're here or on tour or when you're home 367 00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:09,640 is up to you, is what we're saying. 368 00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:13,680 I would be there for him to tell him, this is the way you have to do it 369 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,360 and then you'll be successful. 370 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:20,880 How long have the crew been here for? Two days? 371 00:28:20,960 --> 00:28:24,120 No, the crew's been here since Monday. It's Thursday now. 372 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:26,080 - They flew in Monday morning. - Oh. 373 00:28:35,040 --> 00:28:36,880 - The show is tomorrow? - Tomorrow. 374 00:28:36,960 --> 00:28:38,840 - What time? - Your set's 9:30. 375 00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:40,280 Suits. 376 00:28:40,600 --> 00:28:43,760 So, we'll be picked up for like 8:00, 8:30. 377 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:48,840 Future is asking if there's any chance you could do a, like... 378 00:28:50,360 --> 00:28:53,640 phone interview... with... 379 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:58,240 What they're asking for is a 30-minute, for one o'clock, 380 00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:01,640 for a couple of different radio stations just to call you, 381 00:29:01,720 --> 00:29:04,400 to show that you're back on track, coming out. 382 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:06,200 Yeah, sure. 383 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:11,640 But... would you be up for them in like two hours, 12:30? 384 00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:30,000 When we on stage, man, it's like a fantasy. 385 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,720 We are gods. 386 00:29:36,920 --> 00:29:39,480 In a strange way, that feels like our reward. 387 00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:44,360 We feel no pain. 388 00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,480 Tim is a hard worker, man. 389 00:30:10,680 --> 00:30:12,360 I can't eat anything. 390 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:18,400 'Cause as an artist, they just want us on the beat like a machine. 391 00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:20,440 Duh-duh-duh-duh-duh... 392 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:22,840 And then you burn out. 393 00:30:30,840 --> 00:30:34,160 The hospital visit has stuck in my mind as 394 00:30:34,240 --> 00:30:36,160 an extremely terrible experience, 395 00:30:36,240 --> 00:30:41,560 but it didn't bother me as much as the pain afterwards did, 396 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:45,120 which was much less, but it's every day when you wake up. 397 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:47,616 The second you open your eyes, you're like... 398 00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:48,920 Your stomach is hurting. 399 00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:52,880 When you're moving, you're hurting. The pain medicine made me feel shitty. 400 00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:57,320 To me, it felt like I was constantly in, like, a haze. 401 00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:01,960 And you don't know how long that's gonna-- It's gonna be like that for, 402 00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:04,640 and the doctors don't know how long it's gonna be. 403 00:31:05,440 --> 00:31:08,120 All of a sudden, "Wake Me Up" becomes huge. 404 00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:10,360 Everything took off in summer 2013. 405 00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:11,440 Here we go! 406 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:32,080 My life was a dream to so many people. 407 00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:34,440 I am including myself. It was a dream. 408 00:31:34,520 --> 00:31:36,520 House music and-- and dance music 409 00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:40,800 really had such a-- such a rise at the same time I had my rise. 410 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:43,600 Avicii! Avicii! Avicii! 411 00:31:44,120 --> 00:31:46,800 Avicii! Avicii! Avicii... 412 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,720 You know, it was a lot of work, a lot of heavy tours, 413 00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:58,560 and I just kind of went with all the punches that came along, 414 00:31:59,160 --> 00:32:03,160 because I was so extremely lucky to be able to do what I am doing. 415 00:32:05,200 --> 00:32:08,800 But I didn't take the time to really figure out what I wanted to do, 416 00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,520 and how I wanted to do it. 417 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:15,000 I just kind of went along with the flow. 418 00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:19,520 But I only focused on music and the touring, really, 419 00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:22,480 and then I just watched everything kind of happen. 420 00:32:23,800 --> 00:32:28,640 And I had to obviously do whatever I said I was gonna do. 421 00:32:28,720 --> 00:32:31,080 If it's, you know, promotion, this or that, 422 00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,280 but it was never really my plan. 423 00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:37,520 I think I was-- I was running after some-- 424 00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:41,160 Like, another-- like, an idea of happiness that wasn't my own. 425 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:58,040 - Oh, so this vocal isn't part of... - Yeah. This is the vocal... 426 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:03,000 What I learned from Michael Jackson was the orchestra lives in his head. 427 00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:08,360 His neuro fully understands every dot, and how everything should go, 428 00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:10,280 so it's like an inside symphony. 429 00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:16,800 So you have those that are like me, that have to physically touch the piano. 430 00:33:18,600 --> 00:33:22,480 Then you have Tim, similar to Michael Jackson. 431 00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:25,400 This is so important that the world understands this. 432 00:33:25,480 --> 00:33:28,520 The actual symphony now lives in his entire head. 433 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:34,560 He's doing this like as Bach did what he did. 434 00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:37,800 So I do think that there's something we might be missing, 435 00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:41,760 the fact that we're making a separation from D.J.s and musicians. 436 00:33:41,840 --> 00:33:45,920 Tim, to me, he's a hardcore music theorist, 437 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:48,080 and that's what makes a great composer. 438 00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:50,320 - Let's try one more, just for sure. - Mm-hmm. 439 00:33:52,000 --> 00:33:55,480 ♪ Carry on, carry on, carry on, he said ♪ 440 00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,960 ♪ Carry on, carry on, carry on ♪ 441 00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:04,040 ♪ Won't be long, won't be long Won't be long, he said ♪ 442 00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:07,000 ♪ Carry on, carry on, carry on ♪ 443 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:11,400 ♪ When the day will be mine Will be mine... ♪ 444 00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:15,760 What I think is unique about him is how he approaches the songs. 445 00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:18,040 He's very innovative in his melodies. 446 00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:20,239 You know, he did "Levels", "Wake Me Up". 447 00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:24,280 And those two songs were not with, like, famous singers, or collabs, or... 448 00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:27,199 It was just him putting something special together, 449 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:29,880 and I think he was the first D.J. 450 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:36,600 that broke into the mainstream, like that big, in an authentic kind of way. 451 00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:40,920 And the American Music Award goes to... 452 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:42,719 Avicii! 453 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:56,840 Um, I just wanna say thank you to everyone who voted for me, 454 00:34:56,920 --> 00:35:00,280 um, and thank you to my manager, my label. 455 00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:02,160 Um, thank you so much. 456 00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:13,440 I recovered from my first kind of pancreatitis. 457 00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:15,640 I was off the pain medication. 458 00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:19,560 Everything was fine, I w-wasn't on any medication. 459 00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:23,960 - Then I got back to... - See you tomorrow, man. 460 00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:26,840 ...uh, Miami for the Ultra show. 461 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:35,200 My appendix ruptured and my, uh, gall bladder ruptured as well. 462 00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:41,000 I need to get some sleep. 463 00:35:41,680 --> 00:35:46,800 I was feeling like shit, and then the only solution that I got was... 464 00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:51,720 Uh, when-- when does my next pain medication come? 465 00:35:51,800 --> 00:35:52,840 I have here... 466 00:35:52,920 --> 00:35:56,480 ...to take, like, a medicine for it or to battle through it. 467 00:35:57,040 --> 00:35:59,960 Every time I went into the hospital, it was like that. 468 00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:02,480 Take this and you'll kind of feel better. 469 00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:05,240 Maybe you're just used to taking the Percocet? 470 00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:07,000 You've built up a tolerance. 471 00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:10,600 But I've never used-- I've never taken Percocet before. 472 00:36:10,680 --> 00:36:13,720 Percocet is fucking heroin! 473 00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:17,440 - You're getting Percocets? - Yes, we are, but they're not helping. 474 00:36:17,520 --> 00:36:19,320 Well, yeah, they will... 475 00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:22,240 It didn't help my pain, that was the weird thing. 476 00:36:22,320 --> 00:36:25,720 So he gave me something that didn't really help with my pain, 477 00:36:25,800 --> 00:36:28,600 but if the doctor says so, I guess this is hospital, 478 00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:32,800 I guess he still knows what he's doing and, you know, kind of like that. 479 00:36:32,880 --> 00:36:35,600 What happened was, uh, your blood pressure started dropping. 480 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:40,400 But it started dropping when I started to add the-- all the other things into it, 481 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:45,520 when I started adding the, uh, the anti-anxiety thing for headache, 482 00:36:46,280 --> 00:36:48,200 and the other headache things, 483 00:36:48,720 --> 00:36:52,040 which I would be fine to try to take everything else off, 484 00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:55,080 but don't take the only things that are working... 485 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:56,360 - All right. - ...for me. 486 00:36:56,440 --> 00:36:58,120 This doesn't feel right. 487 00:36:58,200 --> 00:37:02,560 These pains could last for a very long time, that was the fucked-up part of it. 488 00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:07,560 I understood when I was in-- When I had my pancreatitis, that it... 489 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,480 I had to be on the medications... 490 00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:15,040 during that, when I was in the hospital, when I was hospitalised. 491 00:37:15,520 --> 00:37:17,640 That wasn't really the big problem. 492 00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:22,120 The big problem is... that the pain... 493 00:37:23,480 --> 00:37:25,360 the-- the pain stays with you. 494 00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:29,240 For me, it was different each time. 495 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,880 The first time, it stuck with me for a month. 496 00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:36,280 The second time, I think it stuck with me for like four months. 497 00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:38,840 It-- It kept not-- It didn't stop. 498 00:37:38,920 --> 00:37:41,520 I di-- I didn't see the alternatives to this. 499 00:37:42,200 --> 00:37:44,520 You might feel pain free with high doses, 500 00:37:44,600 --> 00:37:47,840 but your body starts-- Your blood pressure starts going down. 501 00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:51,360 But we'll see, we'll try. If not Dilaudid, something else-- 502 00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:54,440 I wasn't even alerted that my blood pressure was... 503 00:37:54,520 --> 00:37:58,800 There was no communication. No one said: "Your blood pressure has gone high." 504 00:37:58,880 --> 00:38:01,640 - No, it just-- - It's just being moved and then... 505 00:38:01,720 --> 00:38:03,000 Okay, we'll contact you. 506 00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:04,880 - It's a code blue, okay? - Okay. 507 00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:15,400 I was on all these kind of medications. 508 00:38:15,480 --> 00:38:18,320 So they were saying: "You can take this, this is fine. 509 00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:21,760 This is not addictive, this is not addictive." 510 00:38:21,840 --> 00:38:27,480 And then I was, like, taking 20 pills of some fucking gabapentin here. 511 00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:31,640 All these different medications that weren't supposed to be addictive. 512 00:38:32,320 --> 00:38:35,240 And it made me feel more anxious. 513 00:38:36,560 --> 00:38:39,400 This kept going and I started touring again. 514 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:44,040 Hey, guys, this is Avicii back on Capital. 515 00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:47,880 I think this year is possibly gonna be bigger than last year. 516 00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:51,720 So I'm really excited, um, now we're starting 517 00:38:51,800 --> 00:38:56,000 to kind of come into the summer months, and kind of get back to touring. 518 00:39:07,160 --> 00:39:08,880 One of the hottest acts in music 519 00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:12,840 is coming to New York this weekend with troubles following on tour. 520 00:39:12,920 --> 00:39:15,560 At the Avicii concert in Boston last night, 521 00:39:15,640 --> 00:39:18,640 three dozen young people had to be taken to the hospital, 522 00:39:18,720 --> 00:39:23,320 and many more were treated at the scene for problems related to drugs and alcohol. 523 00:39:23,400 --> 00:39:27,040 - The thing is, I don't-- - CNN, Fox, CBS releasing reports saying 524 00:39:27,120 --> 00:39:31,080 there's a theme on Avicii concerts with kids being sent to hospital. 525 00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:34,361 And there was a theme at Led Zeppelin concerts, too. 526 00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:36,760 Yeah. Yeah, and they brought EDC up. 527 00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:41,200 They're like: "800 people were also sent to the hospital in EDC, 528 00:39:41,280 --> 00:39:43,280 where Avicii was also performing." 529 00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:47,800 Like I had anything to do... It was, like, a three-day festival. 530 00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:50,600 - I was one out of 40 people. - No, no. Here's Tim... 531 00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:57,920 Avicii! Avicii, get a picture with us. Can we get a picture? 532 00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:01,760 How is it to be you? How is it to be Avicii? 533 00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:05,440 It's weird. It's weird. I mean, obviously, I am Avicii, 534 00:40:05,520 --> 00:40:07,360 but then at the same time, 535 00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:13,000 people's perception of who Avicii is isn't who Tim is. 536 00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:16,760 - I'm a little bit shy. - Yeah. 537 00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:20,280 I don't really like being the centre of attention. 538 00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:22,560 But you are. You are, Tim. 539 00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:25,320 Exactly! But I am. That's-- That's the thing. 540 00:40:25,400 --> 00:40:28,280 That-- That's what makes it so, so weird. 541 00:40:31,360 --> 00:40:33,920 I didn't believe I could actually slow down. 542 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:37,920 I didn't believe that I could tour any differently than this. 543 00:40:39,800 --> 00:40:44,920 I also looked around and I saw everyone else doing what I was doing, 544 00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:48,040 and they were doing fine, you know, seemingly. 545 00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:52,360 I know I-I can't read minds, but they looked like they were doing fine. 546 00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:56,680 Then I started to feel... I mean, I started to feel crazy, in a sense. 547 00:40:57,480 --> 00:41:00,920 Everything on the checklist is there, so I should be happy. 548 00:41:04,480 --> 00:41:09,200 I didn't have time to give myself to properly stop. 549 00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:13,040 What I should have done, obviously, is to fucking stop, 550 00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:16,320 take four months, five months, half a year, 551 00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:19,160 recover from... 552 00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:24,440 recover from not just the pain medicine, 553 00:41:24,520 --> 00:41:26,360 but from the fucking illnesses, 554 00:41:27,280 --> 00:41:31,200 recover from all the years of touring, all the stress. 555 00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:34,680 But I kept going. 556 00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:17,160 After that summer, that wasn't good. 557 00:42:17,240 --> 00:42:19,720 I felt... I felt like shit. 558 00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:33,160 I did a concert the other day in this tiny bar... 559 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,240 uh, with no crew, 560 00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:40,800 and when I tried to tune my own guitar on stage, I couldn't do it. 561 00:42:40,880 --> 00:42:42,240 It was so embarrassing. 562 00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:46,960 - It was really embarrassing. - That's perfect. 563 00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,400 It brought it right back to the beginning. 564 00:42:50,480 --> 00:42:51,320 That's great. 565 00:42:51,400 --> 00:42:54,960 My passion for music was always there, so I loved making music. 566 00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:57,360 That was the one thing I could come back to. 567 00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,120 - The one above that. - Yeah, I'm gonna do... 568 00:43:01,480 --> 00:43:03,800 I'd say-- I'd say, maybe one, maybe... 569 00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:07,840 It just does it like a transition thing. 570 00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:34,720 - Do you like it more when it gets...? - Huh? 571 00:43:34,800 --> 00:43:37,520 Do you like it better when it's, like, more with the higher...? 572 00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:39,360 You're so talented, man. 573 00:43:39,840 --> 00:43:41,640 - Do you like the synths? - What? 574 00:43:41,720 --> 00:43:43,760 - Do you like the new synth? - I love it. 575 00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:47,880 Hoo-hoo-hoo! 576 00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:51,120 ♪ Here you come to raise me up ♪ 577 00:43:51,200 --> 00:43:54,760 ♪ When I'm beaten and broken up ♪ 578 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:59,520 ♪ And now I'm back in the arms I love ♪ 579 00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:03,440 Really good. 580 00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:05,520 Really good. I've got everything. 581 00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:12,000 Time went on, and I didn't feel better. 582 00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:15,520 And it kept happening, even though when I went into-- 583 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,280 To periods of just purely taking care of myself, 584 00:44:18,360 --> 00:44:20,760 it kept happening, I kept feeling bad. 585 00:44:20,840 --> 00:44:23,720 And my body kept feeling bad. 586 00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:34,040 There was never an end of shows. 587 00:44:34,680 --> 00:44:38,160 Even when I really felt like I was gonna hit a wall or something, 588 00:44:38,240 --> 00:44:43,440 I gave myself a couple of months just to kind of relax and-- and not do anything. 589 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:48,000 And even in those months, I couldn't get myself to relax, 590 00:44:48,080 --> 00:44:52,600 because my mind was still focused on when I was gonna start up touring again. 591 00:45:27,960 --> 00:45:29,000 Mm. 592 00:45:31,440 --> 00:45:33,440 Mm. 593 00:45:47,240 --> 00:45:48,840 In the beginning of the year, 594 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:52,000 I get presented with all the shows of the upcoming year, 595 00:45:52,360 --> 00:45:55,400 and I have to say which I want to do and which I don't. 596 00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:58,680 And then, along the lines of the year, stuff pumps up. 597 00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:01,680 You know, my manager might want to push something in, 598 00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:03,640 someone else might want to push something in, 599 00:46:03,720 --> 00:46:08,200 then is pushing my manager to push it in. I might want to push something in. 600 00:46:08,280 --> 00:46:13,480 You know, all these things kind of come in and they cause a shit ton of stress. 601 00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:21,200 Tim decides to rent a big, giant villa. 602 00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:25,640 He's, like, using this as his base, flying out all over Europe doing shows. 603 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:32,160 He was touring, I think it was three or four times per week. 604 00:46:34,840 --> 00:46:38,720 And, uh, he was working on, uh, his second album as well. 605 00:46:57,640 --> 00:47:01,760 Even though the shows got harder to do, the touring got harder to do, 606 00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:03,600 there were always moments, 607 00:47:03,680 --> 00:47:06,080 during the touring moments, during the shows, 608 00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:09,040 when I could find a genuine happiness from music. 609 00:47:16,240 --> 00:47:20,320 To be able to do the music or, uh, to be able to go out for the touring, 610 00:47:20,400 --> 00:47:22,080 he was taking medication. 611 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:23,680 By this time, Tim was-- 612 00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:27,720 He was supposed to, like, be over all, uh, the medicines and stuff. 613 00:47:28,880 --> 00:47:31,920 I went to psychiatrists, I went to doctors. 614 00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:35,280 I tried so many different diets. 615 00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:40,800 You know, we-- I even changed-- I changed the way I toured, 616 00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:44,320 not enough at all, but I changed it, 617 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:46,720 and I-I thought I did enough, you know. 618 00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:55,680 But by my standards, that was a chilled schedule. 619 00:47:56,120 --> 00:47:59,360 But then the other five days was working on the album. 620 00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:13,240 When you start, you just wanna make... cool beats and have fun, you know? 621 00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:16,680 You're not thinking like: "Oh, I need to have a hit record." 622 00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:20,800 You make those cool beats, you have fun, you wanna play those-- those beats, 623 00:48:20,880 --> 00:48:25,160 and then, it's just positivity, it's just fun, it's just entertainment, 624 00:48:26,080 --> 00:48:27,440 and sharing your love. 625 00:48:28,160 --> 00:48:33,880 But then, after, when you had, like, let's say, three massive global hits, 626 00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:38,280 everybody expects you to come every time with a global hit, 627 00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:40,080 and this is really hard. 628 00:48:41,960 --> 00:48:44,280 I've been working on Stories for forever. 629 00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:48,600 In-- In my time schedule, it was forever, because it had taken two years, 630 00:48:48,680 --> 00:48:53,360 and, I mean, the first album took me three months to make the majority of it, 631 00:48:53,440 --> 00:48:55,800 and this was a completely different thing. 632 00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:26,040 Yeah! Yeah! 633 00:49:52,120 --> 00:49:55,680 He's just like a shell of what he used to be. 634 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:59,800 The guy I used to know wasn't really there anymore. 635 00:50:04,160 --> 00:50:08,360 It was so over the top, 'cause I wasn't drinking when I woke up. 636 00:50:08,440 --> 00:50:10,920 I wasn't-- Y-- I didn't... 637 00:50:12,160 --> 00:50:16,320 I know all my ideas of a problem wasn't there. 638 00:50:16,920 --> 00:50:21,840 So it didn't-- I couldn't connect my problem with my lifestyle. 639 00:50:24,120 --> 00:50:30,920 Finally, when the album was done, he, uh, he had to do this, uh, promotion tour. 640 00:50:31,320 --> 00:50:33,000 Hey, guys, this is Avicii. 641 00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:36,800 Follow my profile to get updates from my latest album, Stories. 642 00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:38,440 Hey, everybody... 643 00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:43,360 Hey, everybody, it's Avicii. Check out my new single... 644 00:50:52,200 --> 00:50:53,200 Mm? 645 00:50:55,080 --> 00:50:56,960 "Insert artist's name." 646 00:51:20,240 --> 00:51:23,800 The best thing about falling is getting up. 647 00:51:24,680 --> 00:51:27,040 A-And the fact is, Tim is up. 648 00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:31,480 When we were finished with the therapy, Tim wanted to go to the U.S. 649 00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:40,000 Early morning, like four o'clock in the morning, we got on the plane. 650 00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:49,880 We start flying over Los Angeles. 651 00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:52,320 Wow, this is awesome. 652 00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:58,920 We get in the cars and we drive towards Malibu. 653 00:52:07,440 --> 00:52:11,080 And we kind of arrive at this insane house. 654 00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:16,960 Right by the beach, green grass. 655 00:52:19,440 --> 00:52:21,800 We come down and we see the sunset, 656 00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:26,560 this beautiful Malibu sunset, and we're like: "Wow!" 657 00:52:36,640 --> 00:52:38,880 We met up in Malibu again. 658 00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:45,720 You could tell that he-- he had been working on-- on himself a lot. 659 00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:49,960 He was a lot different. 660 00:52:51,560 --> 00:52:53,640 He was determined to change his life. 661 00:52:56,920 --> 00:53:00,680 We built a studio with the most amazing view ever. 662 00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:03,800 We really took out the best in each other. 663 00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:08,320 We started kind of figuring out how we were gonna plan this and that. 664 00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:11,440 We shut off Tim's e-mail, we shut off his phone. 665 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:14,720 That was a really good time for him. 666 00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:19,160 It was a very, very, very nice period. 667 00:54:11,160 --> 00:54:15,600 I felt a lot more collected and I thought: "I've taken my time now, gone to therapy. 668 00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:18,800 I've been through this and this. I feel a shit ton better." 669 00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:21,280 And I wanted to get started on my new album, 670 00:54:21,360 --> 00:54:23,960 so I got a bunch of my songwriting friends. 671 00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:28,360 We decided to go from L.A. to Miami on a bus and stop on different places 672 00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:33,840 and kind of do some sort of outdoor awesomeness studio 673 00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:36,720 in the most kind of epic settings you could think of. 674 00:56:16,080 --> 00:56:17,080 Mm. 675 00:57:39,880 --> 00:57:43,920 My heart is beating. I can't see clear. 676 00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:47,160 ♪ My heart is beating, I can't see clear ♪ 677 00:57:49,640 --> 00:57:51,120 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 678 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:43,200 Nice. 679 00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:03,200 I was like: "Wow, this is gonna be so great." 680 00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:08,440 And then... the road trip ends in Miami. 681 00:59:11,560 --> 00:59:16,280 And the Ultra gig is... is happening. 682 00:59:22,240 --> 00:59:25,960 There was something wrong with the computer before the show. 683 00:59:30,040 --> 00:59:32,400 - Can I have a picture with him? - Not now. 684 00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:34,280 - No? - No way. Sorry. No, no way. 685 00:59:36,880 --> 00:59:37,880 Yeah, I'm here. 686 00:59:41,000 --> 00:59:41,840 Yeah, sure. 687 00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:46,480 I'll start getting more and more nervous. 688 00:59:47,960 --> 00:59:50,600 Things are becoming closer to the show. 689 00:59:51,440 --> 00:59:56,040 Someone comes and tells me: "Okay, now it's time. It's like five minutes to." 690 00:59:56,120 --> 00:59:57,920 So I'm like: "All right, fuck it." 691 01:00:23,760 --> 01:00:24,760 Okay. 692 01:00:33,040 --> 01:00:37,320 - Sorry. Can I take a picture? - No, no, no, not now. Not now. 693 01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:50,560 Like, he was pushing himself for, like, every single day 694 01:00:50,640 --> 01:00:52,680 for whatever how long this was, 695 01:00:53,760 --> 01:00:58,200 and it felt like it was a ticking bomb and it just exploded at a show. 696 01:01:20,960 --> 01:01:24,520 I thought the other one was great. There were two tracks... 697 01:01:36,160 --> 01:01:38,520 I see you. I see you out there... 698 01:01:49,960 --> 01:01:53,240 You good? Okay, I'll be stage right if you need anything. 699 01:02:11,680 --> 01:02:15,080 I'd been away for-- for-- It's eight months, six months. 700 01:02:15,160 --> 01:02:18,240 Now, I've-- I've literally done everything I can. 701 01:02:23,040 --> 01:02:28,920 And straight away, I still... I still get stressed out. 702 01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:32,000 I still don't like this. 703 01:02:54,920 --> 01:02:57,080 Thank you to all artists 704 01:02:57,520 --> 01:03:03,640 who've helped me develop musically and personally. 705 01:03:06,560 --> 01:03:10,000 Thank you, Semi Badreddine, for all your personal support, talks, 706 01:03:10,080 --> 01:03:11,320 and helping me growing up. 707 01:03:11,400 --> 01:03:15,200 I have a feeling I'd be dead if not for you, and I will always love you. 708 01:03:46,280 --> 01:03:50,280 And last but not least, a thank you to every fan who's ever bought a ticket, 709 01:03:50,360 --> 01:03:51,600 or snuck in... 710 01:03:53,360 --> 01:03:56,320 ...bought a song or downloaded it, loved... 711 01:04:00,000 --> 01:04:04,640 It's your thoughts and ideas about the music that helped me evolve, 712 01:04:04,720 --> 01:04:08,240 and I do owe everything I have to you. 713 01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:11,280 Special thanks to everyone who's... 714 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:17,520 been a part of the team since day one. 715 01:04:20,720 --> 01:04:23,160 Our journey is far from finished. 716 01:06:01,480 --> 01:06:03,240 I felt shitty, I felt terrible, 717 01:06:03,320 --> 01:06:07,360 because I saw how-- how happy all the fans are, and I don't fucking like it. 718 01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:11,600 I'm standing up there, pretending I like something that I don't like doing. 719 01:06:11,680 --> 01:06:15,200 That-- That was just it for me, because I just knew that there's-- 720 01:06:15,280 --> 01:06:18,920 I can't see a way for me to do this and be happy about it. 721 01:06:19,280 --> 01:06:21,600 After that, I just decided: "Fuck, I'm gonna quit." 722 01:06:25,520 --> 01:06:28,520 - I think I'm gonna cry. - We are very sad. 723 01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:30,640 It's unfair, Avicii. Unfair. 724 01:06:30,720 --> 01:06:34,440 Dance music D.J. Avicii officially retires from touring. 725 01:06:42,760 --> 01:06:43,760 Very sad. 726 01:06:44,480 --> 01:06:48,760 He stands out above anyone else, and that's why it's so sad to see him go. 727 01:06:48,840 --> 01:06:54,840 It's been a great five years, good music, and, you know, jam after jam, nice tracks. 728 01:06:54,920 --> 01:06:57,320 If this is what he has to do, then so be it. 729 01:06:57,400 --> 01:06:59,200 In a letter posted on his website, 730 01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:01,080 Avicii told followers he would: 731 01:07:01,160 --> 01:07:03,320 "Continue to speak to fans in his music." 732 01:07:03,400 --> 01:07:04,480 ♪ Doo-doo-doo... ♪ 733 01:08:03,360 --> 01:08:06,800 Tim's life almost revolves around him 734 01:08:06,880 --> 01:08:10,520 being able to create his own music. 735 01:08:10,600 --> 01:08:14,880 Was he doing that part to get to the concert, 736 01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:18,960 or was he doing it because he actually just loved making the music? 737 01:08:19,439 --> 01:08:21,240 I think he loved making the music. 738 01:10:14,480 --> 01:10:15,480 Yup. 739 01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:21,240 ...Legos. Our homes and lives are infused with 740 01:10:21,880 --> 01:10:24,400 Scandinavian furniture and design. 741 01:10:25,120 --> 01:10:27,480 Um, some of us dance and sing 742 01:10:27,560 --> 01:10:29,400 to Abba and Avicii. 743 01:10:43,480 --> 01:10:44,480 Hee-hee! 744 01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:58,920 Even though he decided to quit with the touring, 745 01:10:59,000 --> 01:11:00,840 he still had a lot of shows to do, 746 01:11:00,920 --> 01:11:03,960 so he had the whole summer that he had to tour still. 747 01:11:04,040 --> 01:11:05,640 He had to do Ibiza. 748 01:11:05,720 --> 01:11:11,920 He had to do all these places in-- around Europe and he started with-- with Vegas. 749 01:13:24,680 --> 01:13:26,200 Mm. 750 01:14:38,880 --> 01:14:42,840 He, uh, he went to speak with who is the owner of the hotel, 751 01:14:42,920 --> 01:14:44,400 together with Steve Wynn. 752 01:14:45,240 --> 01:14:46,680 Mr. President. 753 01:15:12,960 --> 01:15:13,960 Mm-hmm. 754 01:15:23,120 --> 01:15:26,680 They had a great talk and understood completely, 755 01:15:26,760 --> 01:15:29,480 and, uh, that was, uh, it with the Vegas shows. 756 01:15:39,720 --> 01:15:41,720 When I decided to stop... 757 01:15:43,000 --> 01:15:45,600 I was expecting a completely different... 758 01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:49,240 I was expecting support in stopping. 759 01:15:49,320 --> 01:15:52,360 I was expecting to, especially with what I'd been through. 760 01:15:52,440 --> 01:15:53,440 And I'd been very open 761 01:15:53,520 --> 01:15:56,920 with every-- everyone I worked with and everyone who knows me. 762 01:15:57,000 --> 01:16:00,720 I've been very open with what I've been through, what I've felt, and... 763 01:16:00,800 --> 01:16:01,840 what I've done. 764 01:16:01,920 --> 01:16:03,480 You know, everyone knows, 765 01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:08,520 uh, that I've been anxious and, you know, everything, and that I've been trying. 766 01:16:08,600 --> 01:16:12,640 So I-I... I didn't expect people to try 767 01:16:12,720 --> 01:16:15,920 to push me to-- to do more shows, 768 01:16:17,040 --> 01:16:18,360 when it really... 769 01:16:22,440 --> 01:16:26,360 When they'd seen how shitty I felt... doing it. 770 01:16:26,440 --> 01:16:31,240 So-- So I did get a lot of resistance when I wanted to stop doing the shows. 771 01:16:36,640 --> 01:16:37,800 Yeah! 772 01:16:43,080 --> 01:16:44,080 Liam! 773 01:17:31,640 --> 01:17:36,000 Anyone that-- that goes from-- from being in school 774 01:17:36,840 --> 01:17:40,720 to all-- to having a career and being successful 775 01:17:40,800 --> 01:17:43,040 misses a big part of growing up. 776 01:18:14,480 --> 01:18:17,840 Obviously that comes with challenges. He doesn't-- You know, there's a... 777 01:19:42,000 --> 01:19:43,000 What's your name? 778 01:19:45,200 --> 01:19:47,160 - Tim. - Nice to meet you. 779 01:19:47,240 --> 01:19:49,800 One, two, three. 780 01:20:19,400 --> 01:20:21,400 I'm so happy I'm finally here. 781 01:20:24,560 --> 01:20:27,800 I've had the best five days in Japan ever. 782 01:20:28,960 --> 01:20:31,920 You guys have the most beautiful country ever. 783 01:26:37,880 --> 01:26:39,120 Hm? Yeah, sure. 784 01:28:21,840 --> 01:28:22,840 Move. 785 01:29:17,400 --> 01:29:22,000 Avicii! Avicii! Avicii! 786 01:29:22,400 --> 01:29:25,720 Avicii! Avicii... 787 01:30:17,920 --> 01:30:18,920 Ushuaia. 788 01:30:20,760 --> 01:30:23,400 Thank you so much for tonight. 789 01:30:23,480 --> 01:30:25,640 Avicii! Avicii... 790 01:30:26,360 --> 01:30:29,240 I couldn't have asked for a-- a better last show. 791 01:30:31,200 --> 01:30:33,720 Thank you so much for tonight, you were awesome. 792 01:31:55,760 --> 01:31:58,440 The-- The performance part of it 793 01:31:58,840 --> 01:32:03,200 is one part of the artistic arc. 794 01:32:03,680 --> 01:32:05,520 And if you cut that out of it, 795 01:32:06,440 --> 01:32:09,280 you still have the life of the creative composer, 796 01:32:09,720 --> 01:32:11,640 the person who puts it all together. 797 01:32:11,720 --> 01:32:16,960 That is a beautiful, wonderful, rewarding life. 798 01:32:19,280 --> 01:32:23,040 I watched his ups and I watched his downs, 799 01:32:23,400 --> 01:32:25,520 and I can understand that because... 800 01:32:26,600 --> 01:32:31,040 you know, I too had success at a very, very young age. 801 01:32:31,120 --> 01:32:34,640 So, it's hard for people who don't have success 802 01:32:35,000 --> 01:32:40,000 in their twenties to understand what comes with, 803 01:32:40,560 --> 01:32:44,920 you know, anything you want to buy in your twenties, anything you want to have. 804 01:32:45,000 --> 01:32:48,680 And then you're gonna have, like, a gang of leeches, you know what I'm saying? 805 01:32:48,760 --> 01:32:53,960 Then you got people who just gonna just try to suck you up, you know what I mean? 806 01:32:54,040 --> 01:32:56,200 And now, you know, it's almost like sometimes 807 01:32:56,280 --> 01:32:59,000 you feel like you in a world all by yourself. 808 01:32:59,360 --> 01:33:05,800 So, for you to find a way out of that and to still say: "You know what? 809 01:33:07,240 --> 01:33:13,360 I'm Tim, I love music, but you know what, right now, I just need to find myself." 810 01:33:22,840 --> 01:33:26,560 But now it's only been a month since I did my last show 811 01:33:26,640 --> 01:33:27,640 and I feel... 812 01:33:29,960 --> 01:33:35,640 I mean, like, I feel like I did when I was like 18, maybe. 813 01:33:36,200 --> 01:33:41,160 I feel I'm in the same kind of spirit as I was then. 814 01:34:01,480 --> 01:34:04,640 I started making music and I started DJing. 815 01:34:04,720 --> 01:34:08,560 I just quit my job and I don't really have a plan yet.