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Wechat: CS1_SOLAIRE99 Whatsapp: +66634622578 7 00:03:33,700 --> 00:03:36,704 You can't leave me alone with your sister who is tense. 8 00:03:40,380 --> 00:03:42,508 He said he would visit you soon. 9 00:03:47,340 --> 00:03:49,149 See this scar here? 10 00:03:49,580 --> 00:03:51,070 He does that. 11 00:03:52,340 --> 00:03:54,308 He almost stuck his eyes out. 12 00:03:56,300 --> 00:03:58,462 Your grandfather always told me: 13 00:03:59,340 --> 00:04:01,149 "Your sister isn't effeminate like you." 14 00:04:01,660 --> 00:04:04,391 But who is the person who builds all this, huh? 15 00:04:05,780 --> 00:04:08,465 I do it. I do all this, 16 00:04:08,820 --> 00:04:11,391 for you and your mother. Is not that true? 17 00:04:25,260 --> 00:04:27,547 You are great with animals. 18 00:04:31,420 --> 00:04:34,503 That makes me happy, Jona. 19 00:04:36,660 --> 00:04:38,389 Now lost. 20 00:04:48,460 --> 00:04:50,667 What is Mom like? 21 00:04:55,100 --> 00:04:57,023 I can't remember it at all. 22 00:04:58,940 --> 00:05:00,669 I want to sleep. 23 00:05:02,860 --> 00:05:04,350 Come on, Papa. 24 00:05:05,700 --> 00:05:09,261 I don't know anything about him. - It's been a long time, Jona. 25 00:05:14,060 --> 00:05:15,585 It's been a long time. 26 00:05:45,900 --> 00:05:47,504 He asks about you. 27 00:05:51,180 --> 00:05:53,626 Why don't you talk to each other? 28 00:05:56,380 --> 00:05:59,509 Much to do now. - There are always lots of things to do. 29 00:05:59,700 --> 00:06:02,101 But there isn't much time left. 30 00:06:02,500 --> 00:06:04,582 There is nothing to talk about. 31 00:06:08,060 --> 00:06:10,028 He's your brother, damn it! 32 00:06:16,020 --> 00:06:17,829 I can see you really care. 33 00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:28,831 Do you stop that? 34 00:06:29,420 --> 00:06:31,024 Friend! 35 00:06:31,700 --> 00:06:36,069 Move, Maik! Don't let others do all the work. 36 00:06:36,340 --> 00:06:38,581 Even girls are faster. - Excuse me? 37 00:06:38,780 --> 00:06:41,067 I have a short stick. It's very small! 38 00:06:41,260 --> 00:06:44,423 That sucks having a short stick, huh? - Shut up, spaz. 39 00:06:44,700 --> 00:06:47,226 Cows say more excited than your ball. 40 00:06:47,500 --> 00:06:49,628 Stop that, you two! - Have a problem? 41 00:06:49,940 --> 00:06:51,226 Enough, friend! 42 00:06:51,660 --> 00:06:55,381 Just learned how to urinate, and they have closed their mouths. 43 00:06:57,820 --> 00:06:59,584 Do you get this, Lasse? - Sure. 44 00:07:38,300 --> 00:07:39,711 What? 45 00:07:41,740 --> 00:07:43,310 Come out with it. 46 00:07:44,700 --> 00:07:46,190 I will study. 47 00:07:50,860 --> 00:07:52,862 Real. I was accepted. 48 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:55,582 Don't look at me like that, friend. 49 00:07:57,660 --> 00:08:00,140 With your bad grades? - Yes. Theology. 50 00:08:01,660 --> 00:08:03,105 Theology? - Yes 51 00:08:03,300 --> 00:08:06,270 Minor African studies. There is no acceptance limit. 52 00:08:06,780 --> 00:08:09,670 I will apply for a loan for students and sew my wild wheat, honey! 53 00:08:11,940 --> 00:08:13,465 And finally get out of here. 54 00:08:16,700 --> 00:08:19,180 Get out of this damn "dead zone". 55 00:09:17,900 --> 00:09:19,584 When it's over... 56 00:09:20,380 --> 00:09:22,030 then it ends. 57 00:09:23,820 --> 00:09:26,903 Dispose of me that damn hospital smell. 58 00:10:38,700 --> 00:10:40,190 Beautiful women. 59 00:10:56,420 --> 00:10:57,546 Dirt. 60 00:11:03,460 --> 00:11:05,827 It will recover quickly. 61 00:11:10,100 --> 00:11:13,866 Want one? - No, actually I don't smoke. 62 00:11:17,980 --> 00:11:20,381 I will bring you ointment tomorrow. 63 00:11:22,500 --> 00:11:24,389 Do we know each other? 64 00:11:25,620 --> 00:11:27,110 ANKA. 65 00:11:28,700 --> 00:11:31,544 I am here to help you with your father. 66 00:11:33,780 --> 00:11:35,270 Martha? 67 00:11:36,140 --> 00:11:37,824 He calls me. 68 00:11:44,140 --> 00:11:47,189 I dream about angels... 69 00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:51,182 which helps me fall asleep. 70 00:11:58,500 --> 00:12:01,106 He is really pretty. 71 00:12:03,340 --> 00:12:04,387 Yes. 72 00:12:05,260 --> 00:12:07,024 That's my mother. 73 00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:11,788 He died in a car accident. 74 00:12:18,820 --> 00:12:20,584 I'm sorry. I am tired. 75 00:12:26,220 --> 00:12:28,143 I will come tomorrow and help you. 76 00:14:31,660 --> 00:14:33,947 Good morning. - Hey 77 00:14:35,340 --> 00:14:37,661 This is for you. It is suitable for all keys. 78 00:14:44,260 --> 00:14:46,991 You can put your belongings in the closet there. 79 00:14:47,980 --> 00:14:49,744 Take whatever you need. 80 00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:55,145 You can go. 81 00:15:01,260 --> 00:15:03,786 It's not like a city. 82 00:15:05,780 --> 00:15:07,350 Fresh air. 83 00:15:09,540 --> 00:15:11,304 I can never live in the city. 84 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:14,151 Too noisy, too busy. 85 00:15:15,460 --> 00:15:18,464 As they say: once a farmer, always a farmer. 86 00:15:22,980 --> 00:15:25,870 But I have all the silly ideas when I was young. 87 00:15:26,700 --> 00:15:30,625 My dream is to be a swimmer, along with Ron, my best friend. 88 00:15:31,220 --> 00:15:32,745 We practice together. 89 00:15:34,940 --> 00:15:37,386 Ron is an idealist. 90 00:15:39,100 --> 00:15:43,822 That's why he took the job in mine reconnaissance. 91 00:15:46,420 --> 00:15:48,184 I am always on the farm. 92 00:15:49,820 --> 00:15:52,141 I inherited it from my father... 93 00:15:55,140 --> 00:15:57,825 Do I get all of that? - Someone must take care of their livestock. 94 00:15:58,060 --> 00:16:00,222 Sorry. Special recipe for Burghardt. 95 00:16:00,500 --> 00:16:03,549 I have no choice. - Okay, then we will make a deal: 96 00:16:04,700 --> 00:16:06,941 You give me some from whatever it is, 97 00:16:09,340 --> 00:16:12,105 and I will let you get between my sheets. 98 00:16:14,660 --> 00:16:19,700 I will give you some, so I don't have to be between your sheets. 99 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:27,624 What's up, Papa? - "What's wrong, Papa?" This! 100 00:16:28,540 --> 00:16:31,146 These pills, every day! 101 00:16:31,340 --> 00:16:34,822 Calm down. - These pills! Everything's fucking! 102 00:16:37,260 --> 00:16:39,706 I don't want them anymore! I can't continue! 103 00:16:40,220 --> 00:16:41,949 Then you will finally get rid of me! 104 00:16:43,300 --> 00:16:45,064 Bullshit bullshit. 105 00:16:49,340 --> 00:16:52,105 Think about yourself, friend. That's all I say. 106 00:16:54,380 --> 00:16:57,543 I mean, come with me to Berlin. 107 00:16:58,740 --> 00:17:01,186 We will rent a very cool apartment. 108 00:17:01,580 --> 00:17:04,584 With one of the hot tubs, and a large balcony. 109 00:17:04,780 --> 00:17:08,182 We will hang out all day in bathrobes, smoke cigars. 110 00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,744 And women are only allowed to wear a bikini. 111 00:17:12,340 --> 00:17:13,910 Right. 112 00:17:15,100 --> 00:17:16,750 I am serious, Jona. 113 00:17:17,140 --> 00:17:20,030 The women there are very dirty. 114 00:17:21,020 --> 00:17:23,591 They are all shaved. And the way they walk! 115 00:17:30,140 --> 00:17:32,188 You both have something going on? 116 00:17:32,940 --> 00:17:34,988 Have you not scored? - Shh! 117 00:17:37,180 --> 00:17:40,104 Damn, you killed me! Invite him out. 118 00:17:42,380 --> 00:17:43,950 If not, I'll do it. 119 00:17:44,420 --> 00:17:45,910 I did ask her for a date. 120 00:17:46,260 --> 00:17:47,625 Lasse! 121 00:17:47,820 --> 00:17:49,709 You hope. - Lasse! 122 00:17:50,340 --> 00:17:52,820 Come back here! - What is your problem? 123 00:17:56,540 --> 00:17:58,781 He is yours. I don't even want it. 124 00:17:58,980 --> 00:18:00,311 And I'll make it too. 125 00:18:13,980 --> 00:18:15,391 Martha. 126 00:18:17,740 --> 00:18:20,346 How can things like this happen? 127 00:18:20,660 --> 00:18:23,550 You park in the middle of the road. 128 00:18:24,380 --> 00:18:26,144 And is this better? 129 00:18:26,540 --> 00:18:29,111 Of course. - Stay here. I speak to you. 130 00:18:29,860 --> 00:18:31,100 Martha. 131 00:18:50,900 --> 00:18:54,302 That girl, Anka, is here now. I set it up. 132 00:18:54,860 --> 00:18:58,148 He will help him. - Help him? -Yes. 133 00:18:58,700 --> 00:19:00,782 But I want... - Tomorrow. 134 00:19:00,980 --> 00:19:02,505 Not today. 135 00:19:06,020 --> 00:19:08,910 I want to fly kites like in the past. 136 00:19:11,460 --> 00:19:13,224 But now it's time to sleep. - No! 137 00:19:13,420 --> 00:19:17,391 We never do what I want to do! 138 00:19:19,860 --> 00:19:21,624 Oh, look at me. 139 00:19:22,420 --> 00:19:25,822 If this continues, then... 140 00:19:26,220 --> 00:19:28,826 I will end up like your mother. 141 00:19:29,500 --> 00:19:31,070 No! 142 00:19:34,460 --> 00:19:35,746 What do you say? 143 00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:54,550 Can you hear me, Papa? 144 00:19:54,740 --> 00:19:56,424 Can you stand up? 145 00:19:57,740 --> 00:20:00,903 You stupid old man! You're a stupid old man. 146 00:20:13,620 --> 00:20:15,190 Please sit down. 147 00:20:16,460 --> 00:20:17,871 Is he undergoing treatment? 148 00:20:21,100 --> 00:20:24,263 Is he in care? - He is undergoing a second round chemo. 149 00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:28,187 Skin cancer. It spreads to his head. - Please sit. 150 00:21:23,940 --> 00:21:25,624 That's good. 151 00:21:26,700 --> 00:21:29,067 I mean, it will happen when it's finished. 152 00:21:31,300 --> 00:21:33,109 This isn't finished yet, right? 153 00:21:50,540 --> 00:21:52,110 Hey, come here. 154 00:22:01,860 --> 00:22:05,148 You are significantly less than you were yesterday. 155 00:22:05,500 --> 00:22:07,104 Almost neat. 156 00:22:12,220 --> 00:22:13,665 Thank you. 157 00:22:35,060 --> 00:22:36,300 WOW] 158 00:22:42,180 --> 00:22:43,545 It's just a hobby. 159 00:22:43,740 --> 00:22:45,105 Are you crazy? 160 00:22:45,580 --> 00:22:46,741 I will buy it. 161 00:22:47,260 --> 00:22:50,150 I will buy everything, when I have money. 162 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:53,423 You can pay in installments. 163 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:29,469 What are you doing here? 164 00:23:31,020 --> 00:23:33,500 I am looking for Burghardt. 165 00:23:36,820 --> 00:23:39,426 He is not okay. - He isn't here. 166 00:23:43,860 --> 00:23:45,908 After all these years. 167 00:23:48,820 --> 00:23:50,231 What happened? 168 00:23:51,580 --> 00:23:54,550 Martha, please. - You died for me. 169 00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,704 And it's better to stay like that. 170 00:24:01,060 --> 00:24:03,142 Martha, I want... Hey! 171 00:24:06,100 --> 00:24:08,467 What was that? 172 00:24:14,780 --> 00:24:16,145 Continue. 173 00:24:16,420 --> 00:24:17,945 What's the problem with him? 174 00:24:18,380 --> 00:24:19,950 There is no idea. 175 00:24:20,820 --> 00:24:22,185 Damn hell. 176 00:24:30,220 --> 00:24:32,666 I have to go. I go to church. 177 00:24:33,060 --> 00:24:35,984 That won't hurt you to go occasionally, fine. 178 00:25:45,540 --> 00:25:46,951 Father. 179 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:49,425 I'm fine. 180 00:25:58,180 --> 00:25:59,591 I know... 181 00:26:28,180 --> 00:26:30,865 I thought the dose yesterday would do me. 182 00:26:31,340 --> 00:26:35,743 Did you come to finish me with a large-scale pharmaceutical attack? 183 00:26:37,340 --> 00:26:41,026 No, I cook delicious chicken soup. 184 00:26:41,340 --> 00:26:43,786 With fresh bread baked by two former addicts. 185 00:26:45,060 --> 00:26:48,348 See how much Martha teaches them? - Martha, Martha. 186 00:26:48,540 --> 00:26:52,511 But no one cares that I need you. 187 00:26:53,420 --> 00:26:56,026 Nature changes their souls. 188 00:26:58,940 --> 00:27:01,591 Okay, come on. - Good. 189 00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:05,270 Let's eat soup. You are annoying. 190 00:27:05,460 --> 00:27:06,905 You are annoying. 191 00:27:07,260 --> 00:27:08,625 I heard it! 192 00:27:26,220 --> 00:27:28,063 What are you doing? - Fishing. 193 00:27:28,860 --> 00:27:31,261 Get out of there. You will get an infection. 194 00:27:31,580 --> 00:27:34,902 Don't worry, it only happens for women who never make love. 195 00:27:35,420 --> 00:27:37,149 You are crazy, Anka. 196 00:27:42,580 --> 00:27:44,787 No! No! 197 00:27:46,780 --> 00:27:48,350 And you are very good... 198 00:27:48,860 --> 00:27:50,066 Tits? 199 00:27:52,820 --> 00:27:54,265 Yes. 200 00:27:57,780 --> 00:27:59,828 I still need it. - Want to go back? 201 00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,706 Give me my net again. - Then I want big fish. 202 00:28:05,820 --> 00:28:07,584 Okay, Pike or Trout? 203 00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:11,309 I will take trout. 204 00:28:29,780 --> 00:28:31,782 For you. 205 00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:34,870 They are fine. 206 00:28:35,260 --> 00:28:38,343 Very good. - I'm a designer, baby. 207 00:28:41,220 --> 00:28:43,871 I'm serious. You have to do something with it. 208 00:28:46,940 --> 00:28:49,625 Life isn't waiting for you, I learned that. 209 00:29:08,500 --> 00:29:10,821 Who is the man the other day? - What? 210 00:29:11,940 --> 00:29:14,466 Who is the man Do you fight with? 211 00:29:14,660 --> 00:29:16,185 None. 212 00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:17,905 An old admirer. 213 00:29:19,580 --> 00:29:21,582 Is that how you treat old admirers? 214 00:29:27,260 --> 00:29:29,467 My life isn't your business. 215 00:29:29,940 --> 00:29:32,261 I don't need to explain anything to you. 216 00:29:36,780 --> 00:29:38,225 You can all kiss my ass. 217 00:29:58,140 --> 00:30:00,620 Hey. - Hi. 218 00:30:03,980 --> 00:30:05,630 Do you have a lot of things to do? 219 00:30:06,660 --> 00:30:08,424 I'm almost done for today. 220 00:30:09,940 --> 00:30:13,023 What will you do with all your free time? 221 00:30:15,380 --> 00:30:17,109 I will find something to do. 222 00:30:19,540 --> 00:30:20,701 Like what? 223 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:09,151 Ouch! 224 00:31:12,060 --> 00:31:13,425 Sorry. 225 00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:15,065 Father! 226 00:32:19,180 --> 00:32:21,103 I'm sorry. - No problem. 227 00:32:22,020 --> 00:32:23,545 Come on, wake up. 228 00:32:26,820 --> 00:32:28,743 I will call a doctor. - Don't! 229 00:32:28,940 --> 00:32:30,351 I will! 230 00:32:30,620 --> 00:32:32,668 I can't do this anymore! - You can! 231 00:32:32,860 --> 00:32:34,703 I can't accept it! - You can! 232 00:32:34,980 --> 00:32:37,870 No problem. You will be fine. I will call an ambulance. 233 00:32:39,340 --> 00:32:41,707 Someone will come soon. 234 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,270 I want an ambulance in 235 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:50,111 No problem. 236 00:34:06,100 --> 00:34:07,784 Can you go? 237 00:34:15,460 --> 00:34:17,667 Do you have the remaining strength, Papa? 238 00:34:48,380 --> 00:34:50,144 Don't you have courage? 239 00:37:14,660 --> 00:37:16,788 There is nothing I can do. 240 00:40:00,340 --> 00:40:01,751 Exit. 241 00:40:02,420 --> 00:40:03,831 Now. 242 00:40:25,740 --> 00:40:27,185 Martha, I... - Here. 243 00:40:27,980 --> 00:40:30,301 Apple Boskoop. They are his favorites. 244 00:40:37,420 --> 00:40:38,785 I'm sorry. 245 00:41:12,740 --> 00:41:14,265 Oh, I'm sorry. 246 00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:29,429 Are you getting ready to go out? 247 00:42:18,020 --> 00:42:19,749 How are you? 248 00:42:22,260 --> 00:42:24,627 I am a bit busy with death at this time. 249 00:42:41,380 --> 00:42:42,905 I have to sit down. 250 00:42:43,660 --> 00:42:46,664 This is Ron. This is my son, Jonathan. 251 00:42:48,180 --> 00:42:50,069 Ron, right? - Yes. 252 00:42:54,100 --> 00:42:55,989 We have a sow named Ronja. 253 00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:03,829 Jona, will you take me home? 254 00:43:17,740 --> 00:43:20,471 Don't get carried away, Jona. 255 00:43:25,180 --> 00:43:26,864 No problem. I can do that. 256 00:44:19,580 --> 00:44:22,231 Can I do anything? - I understand, thank you. 257 00:44:24,260 --> 00:44:26,149 Oh no. - It's okay, I'll do it. 258 00:44:32,260 --> 00:44:33,705 Lately, 259 00:44:35,820 --> 00:44:37,345 Papa somehow... 260 00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:39,550 sad in different ways. 261 00:44:48,700 --> 00:44:50,190 I don't know. 262 00:44:50,380 --> 00:44:51,984 When he dies, then... 263 00:45:07,140 --> 00:45:09,381 Towels are there. - Thank you. 264 00:46:09,580 --> 00:46:11,389 I have another nightmare. 265 00:46:16,820 --> 00:46:18,868 That happened in Gerti and my marriage. 266 00:46:20,660 --> 00:46:22,025 Jonathan is there, 267 00:46:22,220 --> 00:46:25,064 as old as he is now, even though he is not yet born. 268 00:46:27,220 --> 00:46:29,985 And there is wheat that grows in the church. 269 00:46:31,620 --> 00:46:33,782 There is a field in the church. 270 00:46:35,700 --> 00:46:37,509 We start towards the altar. 271 00:46:37,700 --> 00:46:41,068 The priest is very short, only his head sticks out of the wheat. 272 00:46:43,820 --> 00:46:46,300 When I lead Gerti to the altar, 273 00:46:46,500 --> 00:46:50,664 I stumble someone lying on the ground on the grass. 274 00:46:52,140 --> 00:46:53,630 Ron lies there... 275 00:46:54,860 --> 00:46:56,544 in the protective equipment, 276 00:46:57,100 --> 00:46:59,102 fiddling with mine. 277 00:47:00,740 --> 00:47:02,504 He turned to me slowly, 278 00:47:02,940 --> 00:47:05,068 open the helmet visor 279 00:47:06,380 --> 00:47:08,223 and just shake his head. 280 00:47:10,100 --> 00:47:12,706 And so it is. Then... 281 00:47:13,980 --> 00:47:15,391 Bang! 282 00:47:23,140 --> 00:47:24,824 I have seen people where... 283 00:47:26,980 --> 00:47:30,189 almost all of their organs fail, but they still can't go. 284 00:47:32,820 --> 00:47:34,982 Something holds them back. 285 00:47:38,140 --> 00:47:39,904 Something that isn't finished yet. 286 00:47:44,580 --> 00:47:46,423 If you want to die... 287 00:47:48,180 --> 00:47:50,023 You have to let life. 288 00:47:51,940 --> 00:47:53,908 Even though it's only a day. 289 00:48:02,980 --> 00:48:04,709 Gerti has a dress like that. 290 00:48:06,300 --> 00:48:08,143 But he has interest on it. 291 00:48:16,340 --> 00:48:19,822 Very different from life after you experience death. 292 00:48:21,700 --> 00:48:23,464 Death is extraordinary. 293 00:48:29,380 --> 00:48:31,860 I have had an accident. It's close enough. 294 00:48:35,500 --> 00:48:37,184 There are so many. 295 00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:40,946 It is very difficult to find a way back. 296 00:49:09,020 --> 00:49:10,431 Kiss this. 297 00:49:15,380 --> 00:49:17,064 What is the smell like? 298 00:49:20,580 --> 00:49:21,945 Grass? 299 00:49:23,500 --> 00:49:24,990 I don't know, tell me. 300 00:49:27,220 --> 00:49:28,710 Origin. 301 00:49:29,940 --> 00:49:31,271 Home. 302 00:49:34,460 --> 00:49:35,871 What? 303 00:50:20,060 --> 00:50:23,701 Don't expect me to turn into a farmer and start milking your cow. 304 00:50:25,820 --> 00:50:27,231 No. 305 00:50:35,300 --> 00:50:37,780 I see Martha. - You didn't say. 306 00:50:39,580 --> 00:50:42,265 He almost blew up my ass. 307 00:50:42,900 --> 00:50:44,550 You have arrived, Ronald. 308 00:50:47,700 --> 00:50:49,111 He loves you. 309 00:50:58,780 --> 00:51:01,147 Do you still think about it, sometimes? 310 00:51:09,340 --> 00:51:12,025 I have thought of other things, all these years. 311 00:51:13,060 --> 00:51:15,745 That makes me sick, what happens. 312 00:51:17,060 --> 00:51:18,710 What we do. 313 00:51:19,620 --> 00:51:21,270 I hate myself because of it. 314 00:51:21,620 --> 00:51:23,861 And I try to hate you. 315 00:51:40,340 --> 00:51:42,149 It takes energy to hate. 316 00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:47,343 And I don't have anything left. 317 00:51:52,660 --> 00:51:54,901 Hey! - What? 318 00:51:56,380 --> 00:51:58,542 You used to think it was funny. 319 00:51:59,580 --> 00:52:01,309 You do it, not me. 320 00:52:09,940 --> 00:52:13,183 Fuck. - Not you. 321 00:52:42,780 --> 00:52:46,705 But that's true. - You really make a lot of money. 322 00:52:46,900 --> 00:52:48,425 Hello. Come here. 323 00:52:50,220 --> 00:52:51,631 Jona, sit down. 324 00:52:51,940 --> 00:52:54,910 Ron just told me about Iraq. - It was incredible. 325 00:52:55,300 --> 00:52:59,862 Good stories and liquor. It mixes well with your medicines. 326 00:53:01,060 --> 00:53:03,267 Give me the bottle back, Jona. Please. 327 00:53:04,420 --> 00:53:06,627 Speaking of stories, 328 00:53:07,580 --> 00:53:10,504 tell me something about Mama. - Not now, please. 329 00:53:11,140 --> 00:53:13,029 Yes now. 330 00:53:14,060 --> 00:53:16,267 I don't know anything about him, Papa. 331 00:53:35,700 --> 00:53:38,909 He works at a kiosk, and I buy ice cream from him. 332 00:53:41,060 --> 00:53:44,826 I buy lots of ice cream, every day, for weeks until he pays attention to me. 333 00:53:50,500 --> 00:53:53,310 Then he tells this joke that I didn't get. 334 00:53:54,420 --> 00:53:56,468 I stand there like a fool. 335 00:53:57,460 --> 00:53:59,269 That is very embarrassing. 336 00:54:01,260 --> 00:54:03,831 Then I caught it and kissed it. 337 00:54:12,180 --> 00:54:14,069 Does it really work? 338 00:54:14,260 --> 00:54:16,103 Not too. 339 00:54:18,900 --> 00:54:20,265 Then what? 340 00:54:27,820 --> 00:54:29,231 None. 341 00:54:30,340 --> 00:54:32,263 End of story. 342 00:54:45,940 --> 00:54:48,022 He is not good at that. 343 00:55:07,260 --> 00:55:09,183 Do you take your pill? - Later. 344 00:55:09,380 --> 00:55:11,508 Do you want coffee? - Papa. 345 00:55:11,700 --> 00:55:13,270 You must take it. 346 00:55:13,540 --> 00:55:16,862 What's the use? I vomit all day and feel like garbage. 347 00:55:19,300 --> 00:55:22,065 Don't worry, Jonathan. I will take care of it. 348 00:55:24,740 --> 00:55:26,151 Oh, you gonna do it? 349 00:55:27,700 --> 00:55:29,111 Yes. 350 00:55:34,700 --> 00:55:36,907 What will we do without you? 351 00:55:37,100 --> 00:55:38,670 Jona, please. - Ron. 352 00:55:41,780 --> 00:55:43,703 Show me how you will take care of it. 353 00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:49,980 I've never seen you before. Then you appear, 354 00:55:50,300 --> 00:55:52,746 and now you will take care of it? 355 00:55:54,260 --> 00:55:56,024 I just tried to help. 356 00:55:56,300 --> 00:55:57,711 Thank you. 357 00:55:58,140 --> 00:56:00,461 I don't want any problems. - Good. 358 00:56:00,740 --> 00:56:02,629 I am here for Burghardt. 359 00:56:04,740 --> 00:56:06,151 I see. 360 00:56:07,140 --> 00:56:09,268 An old friend comes and takes over. 361 00:56:09,700 --> 00:56:11,111 That's great. 362 00:56:12,100 --> 00:56:15,343 Actually it's great, because that means I'm not on duty. 363 00:56:16,740 --> 00:56:19,391 I can do whatever I want. I can go to the cinema. 364 00:56:19,580 --> 00:56:22,550 Yes, go to the cinema. - Anka, let's go to the cinema. 365 00:56:23,580 --> 00:56:26,026 I haven't been in three years. Do you know why? 366 00:56:26,260 --> 00:56:30,026 Because I woke up every morning at 5 am to look after my father! 367 00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:34,430 Every morning! And where are you? - It's about what Burghardt wants. 368 00:56:34,620 --> 00:56:36,987 You don't have a clue! - Stop it, Jonathan! 369 00:56:42,980 --> 00:56:45,142 This is not about you two. 370 00:56:52,380 --> 00:56:53,666 Wait. 371 00:56:56,260 --> 00:56:58,183 Anka, where are you going? 372 00:56:59,100 --> 00:57:02,104 I think you have several things to take care of your little family. 373 00:57:02,300 --> 00:57:05,827 You can't leave now. - Your father asked me. 374 00:57:08,580 --> 00:57:11,823 He wants to be with Ron. He wants to stop taking the pill. 375 00:57:12,180 --> 00:57:14,069 Regardless of what we think. 376 00:57:14,260 --> 00:57:18,106 He doesn't know what he said. - Stop treating your father like a child. 377 00:57:19,580 --> 00:57:21,423 He knows exactly what he wants. 378 00:57:27,140 --> 00:57:28,665 As easy as that? 379 00:57:35,900 --> 00:57:38,141 Then I'm just a little bonus, eh? 380 00:57:56,220 --> 00:57:58,700 Make your life first, okay? 381 00:58:25,220 --> 00:58:27,427 Come on! - So, be very careful... 382 00:58:29,900 --> 00:58:32,346 Vaddi, hurry up! - But what should I do? 383 00:58:32,540 --> 00:58:34,702 Follow the calves. - there? 384 00:58:34,900 --> 00:58:36,868 Come on! Come on! 385 00:58:37,300 --> 00:58:39,223 This way! Come on! 386 00:58:40,980 --> 00:58:43,108 You steak. You walk the steak. 387 00:58:43,700 --> 00:58:45,031 Come on! 388 00:58:48,620 --> 00:58:50,349 That is only for pussies. 389 00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:55,464 Stay away. You don't have a soul. 390 00:58:55,660 --> 00:58:58,664 You are late. You are behind in your work. 391 00:59:02,460 --> 00:59:04,189 See who is speaking. 392 00:59:07,820 --> 00:59:11,029 Your brother is dying. Complete your nonsense before it's too late. 393 00:59:11,340 --> 00:59:13,707 You don't know. - Then say something. 394 00:59:14,780 --> 00:59:16,703 Or just run, as usual. 395 00:59:21,540 --> 00:59:23,668 You and your father, both. 396 00:59:24,820 --> 00:59:26,584 You can't handle the truth. 397 00:59:29,260 --> 00:59:30,944 Talk to me! - Hey! 398 00:59:32,380 --> 00:59:34,587 Stop this crap. - Stop it! 399 00:59:35,460 --> 00:59:36,905 Go, Jona. 400 00:59:37,820 --> 00:59:39,231 Leave me alone. 401 00:59:42,700 --> 00:59:43,861 Stop it. 402 00:59:57,260 --> 01:00:01,470 Romantic idea: suddenly you can talk just because someone is dying. 403 01:00:05,420 --> 01:00:06,910 If you want to talk, 404 01:00:07,260 --> 01:00:09,342 why don't you ask your father? 405 01:00:25,660 --> 01:00:28,630 Your mother is an extraordinary woman. 406 01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:35,223 He destroys it. 407 01:00:36,940 --> 01:00:38,271 And not just him. 408 01:00:45,060 --> 01:00:48,269 I just want everything to be forgotten. 409 01:01:57,340 --> 01:01:59,468 We were in Deichblume for the weekend. Don't worry We will be back on Monday. 410 01:04:42,580 --> 01:04:44,389 I can't help it. 411 01:04:50,180 --> 01:04:51,591 I... 412 01:04:51,780 --> 01:04:53,430 I am a coward. 413 01:04:57,420 --> 01:04:59,741 You are still. 414 01:05:03,020 --> 01:05:04,784 He is very suffering, Ron. 415 01:05:06,420 --> 01:05:10,220 But I never thought he would do it throw away his own life. 416 01:05:10,700 --> 01:05:12,111 That... 417 01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:22,587 We are the biggest bastard. 418 01:05:23,820 --> 01:05:26,346 The biggest bastard in the world. 419 01:05:33,660 --> 01:05:35,389 Hey, hey! 420 01:05:35,940 --> 01:05:36,907 Jonathan! 421 01:05:44,020 --> 01:05:45,385 Ron! 422 01:05:46,740 --> 01:05:47,946 Please don't. 423 01:05:48,220 --> 01:05:49,631 Please. 424 01:05:55,660 --> 01:05:57,947 Envy. 425 01:05:59,220 --> 01:06:00,949 Yea! 426 01:06:07,140 --> 01:06:09,984 I'm sorry. - What are you sorry for? 427 01:06:11,420 --> 01:06:12,831 To be gay? 428 01:06:13,100 --> 01:06:15,068 For Mama to commit suicide? 429 01:06:16,380 --> 01:06:19,987 For a nonsense car accident story? What exactly are you sorry for? 430 01:06:23,860 --> 01:06:25,988 You never love him. - That is not true. 431 01:06:26,860 --> 01:06:29,989 Your heart is very big you can love everyone, right? 432 01:06:35,780 --> 01:06:37,987 I don't care about your love. 433 01:06:38,660 --> 01:06:40,742 Do you think it's easy for me? 434 01:06:41,820 --> 01:06:43,948 He is sick. 435 01:06:44,420 --> 01:06:47,071 You are very small. What can I say to you? 436 01:06:47,260 --> 01:06:50,104 Truth! Tell me the truth. 437 01:06:54,940 --> 01:06:58,023 His death is your fault. 438 01:07:02,900 --> 01:07:06,063 What will you do does the person not appear? 439 01:07:06,260 --> 01:07:08,388 Brought to your grave? 440 01:07:08,580 --> 01:07:11,550 I have never seen it again. - Why aren't you on leave? 441 01:07:13,180 --> 01:07:14,591 I do it. 442 01:07:15,420 --> 01:07:17,024 Your mother is sick. 443 01:07:17,260 --> 01:07:20,742 I don't care. I can't do it anymore. 444 01:07:21,220 --> 01:07:24,224 I pack my bag and just leave. 445 01:07:26,100 --> 01:07:27,989 Just like that, Jona. 446 01:07:30,460 --> 01:07:32,940 I can hear you cry. 447 01:07:33,300 --> 01:07:35,268 I got into the car and left. 448 01:07:36,100 --> 01:07:37,590 Do you want the truth? 449 01:07:37,820 --> 01:07:39,310 That's the truth. 450 01:07:50,260 --> 01:07:51,750 How did he do it? 451 01:07:53,580 --> 01:07:55,981 I want to know how he did it. Tell me. 452 01:08:00,900 --> 01:08:02,265 How? Tell me. 453 01:08:04,260 --> 01:08:07,230 Tell me! - with pills. He took pills. 454 01:09:42,140 --> 01:09:43,505 I want him to leave. 455 01:09:49,100 --> 01:09:53,742 I have about two more weeks, and... - And what? What? 456 01:09:55,500 --> 01:09:57,184 You want... what? 457 01:09:58,060 --> 01:09:59,744 Alone with him? 458 01:10:00,980 --> 01:10:03,142 Finally go on honeymoon? 459 01:10:08,500 --> 01:10:10,548 This is my two weeks. 460 01:10:50,460 --> 01:10:52,622 Skin cancer devours it. 461 01:10:53,820 --> 01:10:56,266 Burghardt has metastases in his brain. 462 01:11:08,820 --> 01:11:11,551 Your father didn't do anything wrong, Jonathan. 463 01:11:12,860 --> 01:11:15,466 He can't do it right. Don't you see? 464 01:11:17,820 --> 01:11:20,869 He spends his life punishing himself for your mother's death. 465 01:11:21,060 --> 01:11:24,621 Because it's wrong. - He made the decision to stay with him. 466 01:11:30,300 --> 01:11:32,826 Come on. He keeps asking you questions. 467 01:13:26,300 --> 01:13:29,270 So, will you marry me? 468 01:13:32,260 --> 01:13:33,671 I told you, 469 01:13:33,860 --> 01:13:36,067 not until you grow chest hair. 470 01:13:38,420 --> 01:13:40,422 But I've had chemotherapy twice. 471 01:13:45,020 --> 01:13:46,749 Come here. Sit. 472 01:13:47,620 --> 01:13:49,031 Good? 473 01:14:52,300 --> 01:14:53,506 Wait. 474 01:15:16,620 --> 01:15:19,544 You don't enter my bed with socks. 475 01:16:02,900 --> 01:16:05,107 What's wrong? - The tube. 476 01:16:05,500 --> 01:16:06,911 Carefully. 477 01:16:15,300 --> 01:16:16,904 Should I stop? - No, no. 478 01:16:17,140 --> 01:16:18,505 Continue. 479 01:17:00,220 --> 01:17:01,631 I'm sorry. 480 01:17:02,220 --> 01:17:03,824 No no. 481 01:17:07,580 --> 01:17:09,867 No problem. No problem. 482 01:17:12,540 --> 01:17:13,951 No problem. 483 01:17:38,900 --> 01:17:40,265 Hi. 484 01:17:46,060 --> 01:17:47,550 What happened? 485 01:17:57,860 --> 01:17:59,510 My father... 486 01:18:01,380 --> 01:18:03,621 ... is gay. - Is it true? 487 01:18:04,060 --> 01:18:06,301 Oh my God! 488 01:18:19,980 --> 01:18:22,028 They lie to me my whole life. 489 01:18:23,420 --> 01:18:26,026 They don't love each other. 490 01:18:28,180 --> 01:18:30,148 No, they hate each other. 491 01:18:34,700 --> 01:18:36,589 I want to show you something. 492 01:18:48,740 --> 01:18:50,151 Come on. 493 01:19:06,220 --> 01:19:08,188 I tell you everything about you. 494 01:19:09,180 --> 01:19:10,909 Every last detail. 495 01:19:12,500 --> 01:19:15,026 But he will be silent like a grave. 496 01:19:19,380 --> 01:19:20,905 He promised me. 497 01:19:24,580 --> 01:19:26,628 No problem. He died, that's all. 498 01:19:45,220 --> 01:19:46,631 Be careful. 499 01:19:55,100 --> 01:19:56,943 He is alone. 500 01:19:57,460 --> 01:20:00,828 There are no relatives. Can you imagine? None. 501 01:20:02,740 --> 01:20:04,390 But he died well. 502 01:20:08,220 --> 01:20:10,188 Practically sliding away. 503 01:21:22,980 --> 01:21:24,709 Morning, sleepy head. 504 01:21:26,620 --> 01:21:28,702 Come on. Vitamins. 505 01:21:30,380 --> 01:21:32,223 They are good for your health. 506 01:21:38,180 --> 01:21:39,420 Did you eat it before? 507 01:21:39,860 --> 01:21:41,191 Oh yeah. 508 01:21:41,380 --> 01:21:43,144 gourmet slime. 509 01:21:52,460 --> 01:21:53,871 Thank you. 510 01:21:59,580 --> 01:22:01,309 With a knife and fork. 511 01:22:07,540 --> 01:22:09,383 Since when can you cook? 512 01:22:19,660 --> 01:22:22,630 Jona! He means well. 513 01:22:30,180 --> 01:22:33,946 Jonathan, please. Please. 514 01:22:40,220 --> 01:22:42,427 Tell me honestly just this once. 515 01:22:46,660 --> 01:22:48,662 If I don't exist, 516 01:22:49,380 --> 01:22:51,144 then you will... 517 01:22:52,780 --> 01:22:54,384 Then I will... 518 01:22:54,740 --> 01:22:56,902 Then this won't happen. 519 01:22:58,860 --> 01:23:01,306 I made you from living your life. 520 01:23:01,740 --> 01:23:04,141 What are you talking about? - I'm holding you back from that. 521 01:23:04,420 --> 01:23:07,071 You are the best part of Mama and me. 522 01:23:08,500 --> 01:23:10,901 You are my big boy. 523 01:23:12,660 --> 01:23:15,743 I love you so much. You are a stubborn cow. 524 01:23:23,860 --> 01:23:26,340 Salam Maria, full of grace 525 01:23:26,540 --> 01:23:30,067 God is with you, bless you among women, 526 01:23:31,220 --> 01:23:36,704 and blessed are the fruits of your womb, Jesus. 527 01:24:11,060 --> 01:24:12,710 Fuck. 528 01:24:13,700 --> 01:24:15,145 No, you're right. 529 01:25:19,460 --> 01:25:21,940 Morfin doesn't help him anymore. 530 01:25:28,500 --> 01:25:30,582 Do you hear me? 531 01:25:34,180 --> 01:25:35,750 Can you help me? 532 01:26:35,860 --> 01:26:37,828 I am afraid. 533 01:26:41,980 --> 01:26:43,903 You are almost there. 534 01:28:12,620 --> 01:28:13,906 Martha. 535 01:28:28,300 --> 01:28:31,986 I'm sorry. 536 01:28:44,460 --> 01:28:45,825 I... 537 01:28:47,820 --> 01:28:49,868 I love all of you. 538 01:28:50,740 --> 01:28:52,026 Father. Delivered by: www.subtitlecinema.com